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forusomimiya · 2 days
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When he has to hold your hair and put you in front of the mirror cause he wants you to see how pretty you look while he is entering you.
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wake-uptoreality · 11 months
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you feel embarrassed. The dress you are wearing is too revealing and you are scared other guys would hit you up. You want to change it, but he stops you by grabbing your waist from behind and murmuring in your ear "so? Let them, that's all they can do because unlike they won't be the one taking that dress off tonight".
-> atsumus, KUROO, OIKAWA, kenma, SAKUSA, kageyama, TSUKISHIMA, suna.
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atsumwah · 7 months
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his friend had a crush on you
featuring : seijoh 4 gang !
notes : on a seijoh 4 brainrot,,, also thinking of taking smaus suggestions soonnnn hmu in my ask box if u hv any !
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reblogs are appreciated mwahh <3
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kisskawa · 1 year
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— free will
“babe!” it’s closer to a shout than a whisper, no matter how oikawa tries to hush his voice, and it makes you turn away, face buried firmly in your pillow.
“no wait, come back,” oikawa’s arm snakes around your waist, pulling you back into his embrace. his other hand reaches over to tug at the end of the curtains and you groan unhappily at the disruption to your sleep.
you peak open an eye, lips pushed up in a pout and glance at the view of a cloud covered sun, streaks of pink and blue painting the sky as the world came to life. your frown deepens, staring expectantly at oikawa with bleary eyes.
you don’t get the explanation you want. instead, oikawa softens under your gaze, regardless of the less than happy look you’re shooting him. “good morning,” he grins, voice sticky with fondness and his hand moves to hold your cheek.
you hum in return, eyes fluttering closed once more under the warmth of oikawa’s touch.
“wait, baby, wake up,” oikawa shakes you gently, unrelenting on his hold, “i had something to ask.”
you palm at your eye slowly, murmuring a hazy “g’mornin’ ‘ru,” still a little dazed so early in the day. oikawa beams at the nickname, he knows you’re not a morning person.
“do you believe in soulmates?” the question is soft and sweet, spilling forth as a remnant of a horrifically tender dream.
you blink at him.
“y’know,” oikawa prompts, “people destined for each other?” because i think we are.
you don’t give him time to confess, single syllable of “no” cutting through the air, skewing the gentle atmosphere.
oikawa feels his heart stutter in his chest, next beat ever so slightly harder than the last. he’d never entertained the idea that your relationship was unbalanced. and yet, it makes his body freeze, arms suddenly tight around you, fear drawing you in, hoping you’d stay by his side.
you regain oikawa’s attention with a hand over his own, warmth of your cheek searing into his skin.
“i think we chose each other,” you explain, voice gentle and low, words only for tooru, “i always knew that you went to seijoh and you like volleyball, but i had to learn that you never drink enough water unless someone reminds you and that it took you all three years there to figure out the school layout. i also learnt that you can point out so many constellations at night because you really liked aliens as a kid. and that you put way too much sugar in your coffee. and all of that - every last bit - made me choose you.” you lean further into tooru’s hand, the meat of your cheek squishing up to your eye, “whether or not soulmates exist, i’d choose you in every lifetime.”
tooru feels his heart stutter in his chest, next beat ever so slightly lighter than the last. he’d never entertained the idea that your relationship was unbalanced, the very thought laughable as love fills the room around you, flowing through your veins. it makes his body relax, arms suddenly tight around you, only ever wanting you to be closer, closer, closer. because tooru chose you too, he always would.
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sunarc · 2 months
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How long are Haikyuu boys' dick in inches?
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A/N:This has been sitting in my drafts for almost a year lmaooo let me get rid of it
Seijoh Four
Iwaizumi + Oikawa + Hanamaki + Matsukawa
Oikawa’s dick is so pretty. It’s long slender but definitely packs a punch. He is around 7 inches. His dick is so smooth and feel like absolute heaven sliding into you. The tip of his picklocks so pink and pretty especially when its dripping with pre-cum. He always keeps the hair around it short because he likes a neat clean cut. This man has an entire set he uses to shave and trim the hair. He likes to cockwarm your mouth with his dick. He just get a thrill off seeing you hot and ready practically begging him to fuck your mouth. Once he’s fucking into your mouth there’s no stopping him. He wants you to take all 7 inches of him until he’s spurting warm cum down your throat.
Hanamaki’s dick is everything. It’s so pretty and veiny His dick is around 6.5 inches and he definitely knows how to use it. This man could have you shaking with just one stroke. He’s so cocky about his dick because he knows it’s pretty and he knows he can make you cum. This tip of his dick is so thick and pretty, he can fuck you with just the tip and have you creaming.If you’re wondering, yes the drapes match the curtains. Hanamaki definitely doesn’t shave as much as he should but it’s not an unruly mess but, it’s a pink forest down there. He definitely fucks you nice and slow with it because he want you to feel every inch of him. He needs to see the way your eyes roll back every time he dips the tip of his dick inside of you just to tease you because we all know he likes to be a little tease.
Iwaizumi’s dick is so thick and long. This man has a veiny dick that looks so delicious and it will definitely stretch you out. He’s around 7.5 inches. At first he definitely had some unruly hair but Oikawa made him buy trimming tools with his and now he keeps it down to a decent cut. He doesn’t like the bald look. The tip of his dick is so thick and pink and practically always drooling with precut. He’s so thick and long he doesn’t mind having to hold your hips in pace because he knows how hard it can be to take all of him. Don’t expect him to go soft on you though because he shows no mercy, his dick is big and he’ll show you exactly how he puts it to use
Matsukawa’s dick shouldn’t even need an explanation. He’s so thick and big its almost unbearable…almost. This man is around 9 inches maybe more. He is definitely touching the cervix without even being fulling in. He’s so thick and veiny and has god sent sex skills. The way this man can leave you trembling and begging for more without even fully having his dick inside of you is like magic. Matsukawa is cocky because he knows his dick is big and he doesn’t need anyone to tell him that. He is an absolute menace. He likes seeing your face scrunch up when he’s stretching your hole. He likes to make you look at yourself while he fucks you just so you can see how fuck out of it you get because of his dick so of course that means mirror sex.
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kemistre · 9 months
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εïз┊𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 — feat. kuroo tetsurou, oikawa tooru, bokuto koutarou, ushijima wakatoshi, kita shinsuke, sawamura daichi
synopsis. how the haikyuu captains react to you giving them a surprise kiss
— content warnings. none! — word count. 1, 141
εïз┊author's note. hehe headcanons for you! these are from an old google doc, i just figured i'd touch it up and post it for you all to enjoy!! i do just want everyone to know i adore all of them, every one :3
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εïз┊k. tetsurou
he sat at the desk of his college level chemistry class, leaning on his elbows as he intently read the paper that laid on the desk, filled to the brim with words. his eyes scanned those words over and over again, as he tried not to think about the huge final that was about to happen in the next few minutes. he was so focused he didn’t notice you walking into the empty classroom, nor did he realize you standing next to him. thinking this would be the perfect time to execute your utmost perfect plan, you made your move. your finger dipped under his chin, turning his head and tilting it up as you placed a light kiss on his lips. there was a pause between both of you, his wide eyes meeting yours that were hiding a laugh. his cheeks felt hot as he spoke, giving you a playful smirk as he stood up from his seat. “how could you do such a thing?” a giggle fell from your lips as you ran around the empty room, him following close behind you before catching you in his arms and peppering you with kisses of his own.
εïз┊o. tooru
you two were walking home together after a long day of school and practice. your hands stuff in your pockets as the cold wind blew towards your face, making your nose feel ice cold to the touch. a shiver ran down your spine, your teeth chattered as your walk home continued. oikawa wasn’t in much of a better state himself, his cheeks cold as ice. though, at the sight of you physically so cold, he couldn’t just do nothing. “here love,” he smiled, taking off his hoodie he had worn all day. you had refused, not wanting him to be without a jacket, but he insisted. so, as he wrapped the jacket around you, you leaned forward, your lips gracing his as his eyes widened. as you pulled back, a smile on your face, you spoke. “now your cheeks won’t be so cold.” a more than flustered smile appeared on his lips, his cheeks heating up more as he took your hand in his. “don’t tease me, love.”
εïз┊b. koutarou
he stood on the court, volleyball between his hands as he puffed out his chest, ready to impress you during practice. it was the first day you had come to one of his practices and he wasn’t just going to be average. he was going to act like one of the top five aces! he smiled as you came over to him after you had dropped your bag off by the entrance of the gym. “you ready to see my amazing skills??” “yes ko, i’m very excited, good luck.” you smiled, giving him a peck on the lips, making his eyes widen, before turning to go back to your bag. his face felt hot as he tugged on your arm, pulling you back and into his chest. he smiled, a giddy and happy look on his face. “do it again~” 
εïз┊u. wakatoshi
it was early in the morning, he had convinced you to go on a jog with him, which despite him outward expression, he was really excited for! it wasn’t long, but it wasn’t short either, just half of what he usually did. you glanced over at him as he jogged by your side, never once leaving it. he looked so concentrated, amd it made you smile. he was so dedicated, it was cute. it took a bit to get home since near the end, the traffic had gotten a little bad as people made their daily commutes to work or school. that just meant more jogging in place waiting for stop lights or walking signs, so it was a relief when you got home to a air conditioned dorm room. “y/n.” “hmm?” “you were smiling.” you bounced off the bed, tilting your head slightly as you spoke. “what?” “you were smiling at me while we were outside earlier, why?” you giggled, booping his noise and giving me a light kiss. “because you were being cute again.” his cheeks had gotten hot, fighting off the cold of the room as he looked at you with wide eyes. he followed your movements around the dorm before asking, “can you kiss me again..?”
εïз┊k. shinsuke
he sat at his kitchen table, more than focused on a puzzle you two had been doing for the past two months. it was a puzzle he had gotten for halloween, though you two never had the time to finish it before then. so, that’s why you were coming over after school, to finish the puzzle. though he supposed that’s not why you really came over since you hadn’t helped a single bit since he started. he was fine with that, but he was so set on finishing it he wasn’t going to get side tracked, and he told you that earlier. you came back around to the table after going to get something to drink, looking at his expression, and then the puzzle. with a huff and a smirk, you thought up a way to make him focus on you instead. “shin.” you called his name, making him turn over his shoulder to make sure you were okay. that’s when he felt your lips against his, quickly and quietly before you had pulled back. “did you need something, darling?” your shoulders dropped as you fell into your seat, sighing and setting your head onto the table. yes it seemed like he was unfazed by your little scheme but he would get his revenge later, just you wait.
εïз┊s. daichi
he leaned against the side of the gym, waiting for you to meet him there so you could walk home together. it had been a long day for both of you, and he wanted nothing more than to cuddle with you and watch your show together. he’d been day dreaming about it all day, not meaning to but he did anyway. a sigh fell from his lips as he saw you turn the corner and start heading his way. he pushed himself off the wall, his hands tucked away in his pockets as he decided to meet you halfway. “hel-” he was cut off by your sudden kiss, it was unexpected, but not unwanted. he blinked a few times as you pulled back. “that’s it?” you smiled, turning on your heel to go back the way you’d came. he took a breath, licking his lips before wrapping his arms around you, a smirk on his lips as he whispered, “i’ll just have to get you back later for that one, babe.” his head fell to the crook of your neck as he sighed, begging to stay like that for just a little while longer. 
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tamaki-jiki · 11 months
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Breaking Up With Haikyuu Men
~ Atsumu, Oikawa, Sakusa, Iwaizumi
genre: angst, fluff-ish
tw: breakups, kind of toxic Sakusa, arguments
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Atsumu:
His jealousy is what drove you away. He knew he should’ve tried harder to not he so jealous or show it in front of other but it almost seemed impossible for him. He knew it would eventually break the two of you apart and unfortunately for him, last night was the last strike.
“Atsumu, you cannot keep doing this. I can’t keep doing this. I can’t even talk to him without you making a scene and it’s getting old. I get that your jealous but did you really have to embarrass him like that?”
He wished what came out of his mouth next was an apology or something about how wrong he was for what he did but his ego and cockiness got the best of him.
“Date him then. With the way you cling onto him I’m sure people wouldn’t be too surprised. They might even think you were cheating.”
There was so much venom in his tone you couldn’t help but just stand in shock. Even after all the arguments the two of you have had, not once have you heard that tone from him. It shattered your heart thinking about how he would let people accuse you of cheating when you’ve been nothing but loyal and by Atsumu’s side since day one. You knew it would only get worse and there was only one thing you could do.
“Get out.”
“What?”
“I said get out. Do you need me to spell it out for you?” Your tone was almost calm but your face gave away to how hurt you were.
“Baby, no. I’m sorry. We can work through this and I promise I will work on it. I swear I will just please, please don’t leave me.”
Usually, his tears and apologies would crack you but not this time. You were exhausted having to have the same conversation over and over and over and you were at your limit.
“No, Atsumu. I will not put myself through this anymore. I have used every word I can to get it through your thick skull how it makes me feel when you act like that and you never seem to listen. Get your stuff and get out. We’re done.”
He didn’t argue back as he went to your room and collected his things. When he came back out, you were sitting on the couch looking at your phone and he could only assume you were talking to your friends. He wanted to say something but thought it would be best to just stay quiet and take his leave.
Once the door shut and you heard his car leave, you curled in on yourself, sobbing and feeling every inch of your body hurt. You already texted your friends letting them know what happened and a few of them were in their way to your house with ice cream and movies to help comfort you as best as they can.
As for Atsumu, none of your friends talked to him anymore. Even his brother was mad at him and told him you didn’t deserve to be treated like that and all you asked of him was one simple thing. It broke him knowing he made you feel how he promised he never would but he couldn’t take it back and he could only moved forward.
The two of you didn’t talk and if you did it was a brief hello before you would find his brother and hang out with him. Soon, he became busy with MSBY practices and games and wasn’t home much due to travelling and events he had to go to. The only time he saw you was when he stopped by his brother’s work, where he found out you work now, to get food after a long night.
Finally, the season was over and he was able to relax. The team decided to host a little get together/party to celebrate another good season. It was always a nice way to unwind and he liked the attention he got from the girls there. It would distract him from thinking about you.
When he arrived, he was almost immediately greeted by a group of girls who were flirting with him but he wouldn’t entertain them further than that. He excused himself and went to get something to drink where Sakusa was.
“Seems like you were enjoying yourself over there.”
“Awww, don’t be so jealous. You’ll get your shot at being the star of the party soon.”
Sakusa rolled his eyes at him but continued to let him talk anyway. He wasn’t really listening but knew Atsumu was blabbing about how many fan girls he has and hie Sakusa would benefit from learning a thing or two. Atsumu was quickly interrupted when something caught Sakusa’s eye.
“Isnt that y/n over there?” He pointed to where he was looking.
When Atsumu looked over, he saw you looking as pretty as he remembered, maybe even prettier, and smiling so bright it almost blinded him. He didn’t expect to see you here and he definitely didn’t expect to see someone with an arm around your waist holding you close. When he looked up, he saw his face but with different hair. It was his brother, the him he was jealous of, with his hands on you and kissing your cheek every now and then. He knew he didn’t have the right to say anything and decided it would be best to just let you be and talk to you later.
He was happy to see you happy even though it hurt a little bit to see his brother being the one to make you smile like he hadn’t. He would give you the time you needed and hoped to eventually become friends again or at least be on good terms. He wouldn’t ever stop loving you but he would let you go, over time, if it meant for happiness.
“Yeah it is. They look good together. I’m happy for them.”
Oikawa:
Everyone who knew the two of you knew you guys broke up before. It was in high school and it was because volleyball became more important than you but you didn’t hold it against him. Instead you stayed by his side and supported him in his dreams.
The two of you got back together right before graduation and your relationship has been great. Even with him being in Brazil and you so far away you still managed to make it work. You had gone down there to surprise him a few times and sure there have been some arguments but love seemed to beat all.
That was until he accused you of cheating on him.
“For the last time, I did not cheat on you! Why don’t you believe me?” you yelled at him with tears streaming down your face and fresh ones in your eyes.
“I’ve been away for long enough and honestly it wouldn’t surprise me if you actually did. Plus that photo of you and Ushijima together says different.”
He was ruthless with his words having so much hatred laced in them. The photo was of you and Ushijima sitting down in a restaurant when he was in town and while you can see how out of context someone might think you are together, you thought Oikawa would know differently.
“We were just catching up, Oikawa! That’s all it was. I’m sorry I wanted to see my friend after not seeing him for a long time but I told you about it beforehand.”
Confusion mixed with the anger on his face and you knew that meant he didn’t listen to you the other night when you told him about how Ushijima was going to be back and how you wanted to hang out with him while you could. He stopped listening after you said his name and didn’t focus on anything else, not even you.
“You know how I feel about him. He’s the one I competed with the most when I was in high school and I don’t appreciate you going out with him.”
“There you go again. You make everything about yourself and everything I do has to be what makes you happy. But what about me and how I feel?”
“How you feel? How do you think I feel being miles away and then coming back here to visit you because I finally got a break only to see a photo of the two of you at dinner like you’re a married couple?”
“Do you really think I would do that to you, especially with him?”
He’s silent but it’s enough to tell you the answer to your question. It broke your heart even more knowing he thought you would do something like that. Your mind and body seemed to shut down and you had no more energy left to fight, and it got worse after the next words that came out of Oikawa’s mouth.
“I wish we would’ve stayed broken up. I wouldn’t have to deal with you and your lies and crying about them to me. There’s many other girls that would die to have a chance with me and would treat me so much better than you have.”
He knew his words were wrong but he was just so far into his rage and hurt he didn’t have time to think before they slipped from his mouth. You quickly gathered his stuff and shoved it into his hands telling him to leave and never contact you again. He didn’t even bother saying anything, just turning around and slamming the door as he left.
You were a mess to say the least. After he left that night, you didn’t take care of yourself properly and basically cut everyone from your life. It wasn’t until the Sweden Adlers were there for a match that you left your house, only because Matsukawa and Hanamaki came to your house to drag you out after not hearing from you forever. You ended up going to the match with them where Ushijima asked if you would like to talk after. You said yes and he ended up taking you to a nearby cafe where the two of you went on about life until they had to kick you out because they were closing.
And a short, but long, six months later, you and Ushijima finally became official. You were hesitant at first but with the help of your other friends, specifically Matsukawa, they convinced you to not feel guilty or worry about your ex getting mad at you. So now here you were, in Sweden, visiting your now boyfriend Ushijima.
The two of you decided to keep your relationship private for awhile but it didn’t last long as photos taken by paparazzi and many others were being leaked and soon everyone believed the rumor of your possible new romance. The two of you agreed after his next game to announce it to the public and confirm their suspicions.
Little did you know, Oikawa was watching that interview and had seen every single photo leaked of you two. He knew he fucked up and that he was wrong for accusing you of cheating knowing damn well you never would, but now he has to live with the consequences of his actions and the karma that comes with it.
Oikawa had to watch you be happy from a screen knowing it wasn’t him who was putting that smile on your face or the one who gets to hold you at night, keeping you warm because the blankets just didn’t do it right.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t love you like you needed me to. I hope he can give you everything you want and more because you deserve nothing but the best.”
Sakusa:
He was a straightforward and honest person but sometimes it was too much. You had a love-hate relationship with it as it had hurt you and caused arguments before. But what he said to you last week stuck with you and was constantly running through your head.
“Stop being so fucking clingy. Its annoying and I don’t need you to try and fix my problems when you can’t even fix your own.”
The feeling of guilt immediately ran through his body but his face didn’t show it. His gaze still showed anger and the scowl on his face didn’t budge at all. He wanted to pull you into him and apologize a million times for what he said but instead he got up and walked out the door, slamming it out of anger.
He went on a drive to calm himself before coming back but he regretted that decision when he walked back into your shared apartment of two years. You were nowhere to he found. No clothes, jewelry, hygiene products were present. The only thing that you left was your engagement ring he proposed to you with just three months before.
Sakusa tried to call you many times but each of them went straight to voicemail. He tried to contact you for a week before giving up, realizing it wouldn’t happen. He went to practice as a distraction but it only seemed to make things worse for him.
He remembered how you would bring him lunch or even just stop by to say hi to him and his teammates. They all loved seeing you and would tease him about how lovesick he was after you left. But now, he didn’t talk to any of them and if he did it was brief and even more emotionless than before. It got so bad that Atsumu called you but you told him you didn’t want to talk to Sakusa.
After that, Sakusa seemed to go back to his usual self but really he was just putting on a face while he would cry himself to sleep at home. He regretted what he said and wished he could travel back in time to never say what he said and instead listen to you talk about your feelings. But he couldn’t and tried to just continue on without you.
Things seemed to get better over time and soon enough the both of you had healed from the heartbreak. He still missed you everyday and wished he could apologize to you for that night but respected your wishes of not wanting to talk to him. You had been wanting to talk to him, whether it was for closure or something else was to be determined, but felt too guilty to do so after ignoring him for so long.
It wasn’t until it was Hinata’s birthday and he invited you to the party that you got the chance to talk to him. He told you Sakusa would be there and he would totally understand if you didn’t want to come but still hoped you would. To his surprise you said you would be there not wanting to let the past affect your life like you had let it before.
So now, at the party, you're talking with Atsumu and Bokuto having a good time and actually relaxing after not doing so for a while. You can see Sakusa out of the corner of your eye sneaking glances at you with a sad and nervous look in his eyes. You could tell he wanted to come up to you but resisted not wanting to make you uncomfortable just in case you still didn’t want anything to do with him.
When you finally got a chance to slip away from the now two drunk and loud idiots, you went to find Sakusa. You found him standing against a wall with a cup in his hand and knowing him, the beverage wasn’t anything but water. You nervously walked up to him and his eyes widened at the sight of seeing you coming over.
“Hey.”
“H-hey.” you could tell he was just as nervous as you or maybe even more.
“Can we talk?” he nodded his head quickly and let you lead him to any empty room.
Once you were in, the atmosphere was tense and very awkward. You weren’t sure how to start the conversation and didn’t exactly want to jump straight in and make him feel worse about what happened than he probably did. He sat on the bed as you stood off to the side trying to figure out the correct words to say.
“I’m sorry for that night.” he broke the silence needing to get his feelings out there. “What I said was very wrong and I was being an asshole for no reason.”
“Kiyoomi-”
“No, please. Don’t say I shouldn’t be sorry or that it’s your fault. It’s mine for not listening to you and for not letting you help me. I never ever should have been that way to you and if I wasn’t such a piece of shit we would be getting married instead of being broken up.”
His head was down and you knew he was holding back tears. You sat down on the bed next to him, leaving a few inches between the two of you. You put one of your hands over his which made him snap his head towards you in surprise.
“You weren’t and aren’t a piece of shit. You had a lot of emotions pent up and needed to release them and it just happened to be me who was the last straw before you broke.” he let out a scoff and looked back down to the floor, not believing your words. You rolled your eyes and grabbed his face with your hands and made him look at you. “I’m serious, Kiyoomi. I have never and will never see or think of you as anything other than the man that I said yes to marrying.”
You smiled at him hoping that it would get your point across. Luckily, it seemed to work as he melted into your touch and you pulled him into you, allowing him to hug you. His arms wrapped around you tightly not wanting to let you go. You ran your fingers through his hair and let him rest his head on your chest and he seemed to relax completely.
“You know, I would like for you to put a ring on my finger someday.” you felt his body stiffen and his head move to look up at you.
“Are you serious?” there was a sparkle in his eyes that was reserved for you and you only.
“Of course I am. There’s no one else I would rather walk down the aisle to and spend the rest of my days and nights with.” he seemed to hug you tighter than before and kept mumbling thank you’s into your neck.
“So, can I take you out on a date sometime this week?”
“Pick me up at 7 tomorrow and if it goes well, I might even let you come home with me.”
“Sounds like a plan.”
Iwaizumi:
It was a mutual break up between the two of you. The two of you wanted different things and didn’t want to hold the other back. So one night the two of you sat down and told each other how you felt about your relationship and both sides agreed if its meant to be, you’ll be together again.
It was rough at first waking up without his arms around you and not smelling the coffee he prepared for you every morning. You missed his scent being all over your sheets and pillows and especially missed how he would make you go to bed by picking you up from wherever you were working in the house and carrying you all the way to your used to be shared bedroom and pulling you into him tightly so you couldn’t escape.
The two of you kept in contact while he was in California and you stayed home completing your degree. You’d both congratulate each other when you accomplished something and told each other how proud you are of how far both of you have come in a short amount of time. There were some slips of ‘I love you’ from both of you but neither corrected the other.
About six months pass and the two of you haven’t been talking as much the past month. Sure, the two of you have been busy doing your own thing and you feel bad bothering him knowing the two of you are just friends and don’t want to make him uncomfortable just in case he’s already moved on. Which you also can’t help but wonder if he has found someone knew.
The first time you see him again after his departure is during the holidays. He decided to come back home to see family and friends that were still there. You, however, were not made aware of this and were shocked when you opened your front door and Iwaizumi was standing there all tanned and buff making you drool and cheeks redden.
He told you your parents invited the both of you to dinner at their house and he would be happy to catch up on the drive over. You agreed smiling and took his car to your parents house. On the way there, the two of you talked about funny things that happened, people you met, and other things to keep the conversation going.
Once you arrived, your parents greeted the two of you with smiles and hugs. The four of you sat down at the table and began to enjoy dinner. Your parents were asking him all sorts of questions but one made the air a little tense between the two of you but you don’t think your parents noticed.
“Oh, no no. I’ve been to busy with working to go on dates let alone talk to anyone.”
It did hurt you a little hearing his response but you pushed it down and continued to ear and talk like before. Iwa could tell there was a change in you but wanted to wait until it was just the two of you to talk about it.
A few hours went by and you said your goodbyes before heading out with Iwa back to your place. He stopped the car in your driveway and shut it off before turning to you telling you he wanted to talk before you left. You turned your attention to him letting him silently know you were all ears.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you back at your parents house.”
“You don’t have to apologize, Haji. It’s okay if you don’t want to be with me. I’ll support you no matter what, you know that.”
“That’s…what I meant was that I haven’t looked for anyone else at all.” Your eyes widened in surprise as you had thought how easily he could have with how handsome he is. “I’m sorry for not talking to you much this last month and yes it’s because I have been busy but that’s not the only reason.”
“It’s okay-”
“Shhh. Listen, okay?” You nodded your head and signalled for him to continue. “The other reason is because I still love you. A lot and I was scared that you didn’t feel the same way so I pushed away distracting myself with work so I didn’t feel guilty about it.”
You stared at him with tears in your eyes. They were happy ones hearing him say he still loves you. You didn’t know what to say back to him and instead leaned towards him. He reciprocated your actions and gently kissed you. It was a soft yet passionate and almost needy kiss. You didn’t want to pull back but had to due to lack of oxygen.
“I love you and I’ll wait as long as it takes to be with you, Hajime.”
You kissed him a few more times each one getting more and more heated. You couldn’t take it anymore needing to feel him closer to you after months of not being able to be enveloped in his warmth as he held you close to him. You pulled back from him with a different look in your eyes, one that he has missed seeing.
“Wanna come inside and spend the night?”
“You know I do, baby.”
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classyinnie · 1 year
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“Did you ever plan on getting a relationship?” The interviewer asked.
"No, I was too preoccupied with volleyball to care."
“What made you change your mind?” 
Beyond the reporters, mics, and cameras, his gaze finds yours in the crowd. "The mere possibility that someone out there was worth the wait."
The interviewer noticed the softness in his eyes and tried to follow his line of sight, but he had already directed his gaze back to them before they could turn around. 
“Well, were they worth the wait?”
He smiles. “Always.”
—ATSUMU, Kageyama, OIKAWA, HINATA, Sakusa, Ushijima, Suna, Bokuto
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heartsoji · 1 year
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haikyuu boys with an s/o who's really scared of horror movies
pairings: iwaizumi x reader, oikawa x reader, tsukishima x reader, bokuto x reader
a/n: lol this is me i actually cannot with horror like at all
warnings: post-timeskip in iwaizumi's
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iwaizumi hajime
iwaizumi's pretty good with horror movies
occasionally, he'll be a little caught off-guard with a sudden jumpscare, but he's pretty much fine otherwise
now YOU..
you are not ok.
you are screaming, hiding, and tearing up
he honestly doesn't really understand what's so scary about them
since i hc iwaizumi to be a realist, he'd be like
it's a movie. it was filmed. those are actors. it's so obvious none of that stuff could ever happen in real life
still, he understands that you're really scared and tries his best to comfort you
time to put those beefy athletic trainer arms to work
he lets you cling onto them for the whole movie and lets you use then as a stress ball
iwaizumi's a traditional, old school, cheesy hopeless romantic. convince me otherwise.
therefore, his method of comfort usually comes in the form of soothing words and back rubs in his arms
its actually quite nice. he lets you scream into his titties (HE HAS TITTIES AND THEYRE MORE ROCK SOLID THAN REGINA GEORGE'S MOM'S. CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE.)
when you're truly scared scared (like heart pounding, sobs racking ur body, you're def gonna get rlly bad nightmares type of scared scared)
he will probs turn it off bc he thinks that no movie ending is worth this much terror
he cares about you a lot, after all. he thinks its slightly amusing when you're screaming your head off at the obviously fake blood, but he would never want you to be fearful for real
rubs your back and whispers soothing words into your ear
"its ok" "i'm right here" "don't worry, i'd protect you if they ever came" type of stuff
after you've calmed down a bit, he'll try to make you laugh
jokes, tickles, anything, really!
he hates seeing you scared. he just wants you to be happy
10/10. marry me sir.
oikawa tooru
lol
hate to break it to you but
tooru is equally as scared of horror movies
you guys have to cuddle up in blanket burritos together and scream at every jumpscare
honestly you both only make it through the movie through sheer willpower
if you're crying, he'll try to comfort you, but tbh he's pretty damn scared himself
however, once the movie is over, he's totally fine
movie forgotten. out of memories. what movie should you guys watch next?
but YOU
you're still crying
you're still really shaken up
you're def gonna have nightmares
he takes that opportunity to be the manly man he is and swoops you up bridal style
he's very charming. he looks at you in the most dazzling, heart-melting way
lol boy u were just crying too stfu
he cuddles you close, and just like iwa, whispers sweet words into your ear
however, unlike iwa, they're much more...childish? playful? how to describe them..
"it'll be ok. your big, strong, boyfriend will protect anything that tries to hurt his princess" "*dramatic gasp* YOU DON'T THINK I'M CAPABLE OF FIGHTING IT OFF BY MYSELF? HOW COULD YOU UNDERESTIMATE ME LIKE THIS? THIS.. THIS IS BETRAYAL" "they don't even look that strong. im sure i could hit a volleyball at one and it would rip into two!"
stuff like that
he would make sure to cuddle you extra close that night
overall, he's pretty fun and is good at making everything seem less serious. 8.5/10!
tsukishima kei
honestly, he's as affected by horror movies at the average guy
he doesn't find them as terrifying as oikawa, but he's definitely not as unaffected as iwaizumi
but you'd never know that
why?
he just hides his emotions really, really well
also he just sometimes focuses on the wall behind the tv and drowns out the voices
he just sits through them and bears them, basically
now, why? why in the world would he do this when he doesn't even enjoy it?
to make fun of you, duh. shouldn't that have been obvious?
when you leap 30ft out of your seat into the air, he laughs at you
he'll even add onto your fear by like grazing your opposite shoulder when you aren't looking and pretending he didn't do it
hes a brat
but honestly, he partially enjoys it when you spring onto him at the jump scares, no matter how much he denies it
as we all know, the boys a lil shy about asking for affection
with horror movies, he gets your affection without even asking for it! yay!
but once the movies over, if you're really shaken up, he'll use his giant beanpole arms and spoon you until you fall asleep
but then he'll be an ass about it the following week
pokes, grabs, jabs you and will say,
"huh? it wasn't me. maybe it was the (wtv villain or ghost or spirit or wtv from the movie)!"
2/10. makes fun of you and makes the movie even scarier tbh. the 2 points r only bc of the comfort he gives after its over.
bokuto koutaro
like most things in life, bokuto goes between two extremes, and never crosses into the middle
he's either having super insane cut shots that go BOOM
OR he's doing awful and is in his emo mode
same thing with this
he either isn't affected by it at all and just laughs
or he screams when the character breathes a lil too heavily
now, if he thinks the movie's not scary at all, he's pretty good to watch with if you're super scared
during the scary parts, he lets you cling onto his beefy arm while he just watches the movie in amusement
like there's a really scary scene where there's a huge jumpscare into the most climatic scene in the movie and you're burying your face into his arm but in the background you just hear:
"HAHAHAHAHA! Y/N Y/N! YOU GOTTA SEE THIS! HE'S...HE'S GETTING CHASED BY THIS GREY LITTLE CHILD! HAHAHAHA ITHIHIHIT'S EYES LOOK LIKE TAPIOCAAHAHAAHA"
"oh the grey little child is smiling! it's kinda cute! why is the main character guy sweating? he looks like me right after a long game"
"why'd the grey little child pull a purple thing out of his throat? what's that? i wonder what it tastes like though..i think it would be a thick gummy texture, but maybe a little gooey on the inside. definitely grape-flavored. the really sweet artificial good one. oh.. now i want a gummy!"
yeah
he definitely makes it less scary because he makes all the scary stuff seem really stupid
honestly pretty nice. you might not get as many nightmares because of him
now
when he's terrified, he's more terrified than you
*main character sneezes* "AHHHHHHH"
think oikawa x 800
mhm
honestly, you kind of have to take the comfort role even though you're deathly afraid of horror movies
"kou, he's just walking. its ok."
honestly he makes it seem less scary like this too because it forces you to see why the movie isn't actually that scary because you have to find out the reasons to comfort him
8.7/10. a sweetie
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quirrrky · 6 months
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oikawa who holds your hands when they turn cold from anxiety, reassuring you that he'll be there no matter what;
oikawa who feels like he ain't doing his best in loving you whenever you think you're not enough for him, because for him, you are so much more than what he could ask for;
oikawa who feels everything you feel. cries whenever you tear up, hurts when you're in pain and finds joy in whatever makes you happy;
oikawa who gets teary eyed whenever he gets the kick of how lucky he is to have you that he feels so much love for you his chest seems like it's gonna burst;
oikawa who goes up from behind you for a tender embrace because nothing can ever replace your space in his arms when he's leaning forward with his chin nestled against your shoulder;
oikawa who will forget everything and everyone around him because your attention and presence are what count the most.
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beangfrisky · 1 year
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singledad!oikawa hires you to nanny his kids while he is away at work. he retired from pro volleyball a few years back but he invests in teams still so he has to attend meetings in the city pretty often.
singledad!oikawa tries his best to keep his distance. both physically and emotionally. he does his best to act like the typical asshole boss. the last thing he needs is to get involved with his pretty nanny.
singledad!oikawa stocks his fridge and pantry with food he notices you eating around his house. he even started buying the bottled iced coffee you bring in to work every morning. but every time he catches you drinking one he makes an off handed remark about caffeine being bad for you.
singledad!oikawa finds you and his little one curled up on the couch asleep together after he gets home late one night. he slowly pulls his kid from your arms to take them up to bed. when he returns he nudged you awake and walks you to the guest room upstairs.
you are invited to breakfast the next morning and can’t help but smile when tooru hands you an iced coffee with your pancakes.
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tooruhearts · 2 years
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they’re in love!! (with you)
→ feat. atsumu miya, oikawa tooru, hinata shoyo, sakusa kiyoomi || genres: fluff
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KIYOOMI is late to work. and it's not his fault. no, he didn't sleep in. he didn't forget to turn off the stove. he didn't forget his keys. in fact, he woke up at seven am like he always does. but kiyoomi is late to work and it's because of you.
"baby, one more kiss? the last one," you say, lips already chasing after his.
but kiyoomi puts a hand over your mouth. "you said that twenty kisses ago."
"last one, i promise, please?"
and now you're holding onto his necktie, eyes blinking at him, waiting for him to say yes. but kiyoomi is already ten minutes late to work and he knows that if he caves into you he will be even later. so he opens his mouth, about to say no, but then you kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear.
"please?"
god. he can't say no to you.
kiyoomi kisses you, sighing into the kiss. he can feel your smile against his lips. what a little devil, he thinks. but that doesn't matter right now, because your lips feel like heaven and kiyoomi thinks this is paradise. and kiyoomi kisses you again and again and again until you're both breathless.
maybe he should call in sick today.
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ATSUMU sometimes gets this overwhelming warm feeling in his chest, a feeling that makes him want to almost cry. and it is times like these, as he’s laying in bed sick with a wet towel on his forehead, as you are holding his hand, that he realizes how grateful he is that you chose him. that you wanted to stay with him.
���babe, i love ya, will leave all my fortune to ya."
“tsumu, stop acting like you're dying. it’s just a cold.”
he snorts at your reply, but the warmth of your fingertips on his palms doesn't stop the tears from appearing in his eyes. he can feel his lips quivering, his face growing red (and not from the fever). so he pulls you closer to him, until your face is pressed into the crook of his neck.
“ya know i love ya, right? i love ya so much,” he whispers in your ear.
"i know tsumu, i love you too."
"even when you make me burnt porridge, i love ya a whole lot."
"yes, yes, you big baby," you giggle, lightly smacking his arm, "my big baby."
the night ends with you kissing atsumu's face over and over again until he stops crying (he stops when he falls asleep).
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TOORU knows all good things come to an end eventually. that forever is not a word that lasts, it's not a word that makes sense to him. that one day he will have to let go. but when his arms are tightly wrapped around you as you bask in the afternoon sun, your hair tickling his cheek, he thinks it might make sense after all.
forever is a word that tooru can finally picture and it takes shape in the form of you.
"you smell like me," he says, kissing the top of your head.
"you noticed? i used your shampoo."
"you're also wearing my jersey," he teases, "you like me that much?"
"tooru, you're literally my boyfriend."
he laughs. tooru can't help but tighten his arms around you, still laughing, your face pressed against his. you whine, saying he's crushing you. but tooru keeps you secure in his embrace, kissing your cheeks, your ears, your neck. kissing your lips. and yes, oikawa tooru is your boyfriend. he's yours, forever and more.
"you're soo clingy," you say.
"only for you," he replies.
tooru doesn't think forever is a word that lasts, but if it's with you, he will try. he will try to make it last until his last breath. only for you.
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SHOYO thinks you look stunningly beautiful. even now, as your clothes are soaked and you look terribly pissed off because the weather forecast didn't announce it would rain. even now, as your hair clings to your forehead and you're squeezing his hand a tad bit too hard.
"our picnic is ruined.”
"it's fine, we could always go tomorrow! and now we can go home and cuddle."
but that doesn't take away the look of disappointment on your face, or how your body slumps, or how smaller than usual you look. so shoyo pulls you towards him, making you drop the picnic basket, his face a mere inches away from yours.
"dance with me?"
and shoyo doesn't even wait for you to answer before he's twirling you around. hands around your waist, pulling your body each time closer to his, until all he can feel is your warmth instead of the rain soaking his clothes. until all he can feel is your heartbeat.
"shoyo, stop, this is embarrassing!" you say, but you're laughing and laughing with each twirl, with each step.
shoyo thinks you look stunningly beautiful. even now, as your hair clings to your forehead and your clothes are drenched. even now, as the rain pours over both of you and you two are dancing and laughing like mad.
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a/n: tooru’s is inspired by the song forever by lee junhyung!!
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wake-uptoreality · 2 years
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Sitting on his lap all day wasn't your plan at all. You have no other choice but to stay still as he isn't finished with the large book he is reading, not even glancing in your direction. Your knees buckle from the uncomfortable position he put you in. Once in a while clamping his legs to you not slip down. Just the other side of the book he is smirking devilishly enjoying your hopeless state as your back arches from sitting too long, rubbing and stretching your delicious neck that he marked up as his when you entered your shared apartment. It was your fault, that you got yourself in this. Getting all dolled up for a single date. Guys staring at your mouth-watering body. You knew he didn't like when you were dressed up that pretty in public, acting like a tease and all. He was the only one you could get all worked up for and you will understand that from now on.
-> AKAASHI, ushijima, KITA, sakusa, osamu, oikawa, IWAIZUMI, KUROO, TSUKISHIMA.
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atsumwah · 7 months
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"if you had to pick"
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featuring : daichi, oikawa, kita
includes : fluff
notes : this has been in my drafts for way too long ahhh
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☆ SAWAMURA DAICHI
practice was over and you guys still had some time left so why not play a game?
tanaka had roped everyone to sit in a circle and play truth or dare so here you were
it was your turn and obviously, not wanting to do some stupid dare by him, chose truth
"if you had to pick between all of us, who would be the best boyfriend?" tanaka asked
you didn't even hesitate on that. "daichi, for sure."
you had a little crush on him, sure, but then again maybe that was too fast
that earned a few hollers and mischievous looks coming from your friends, especially your trouble making juniors.
"oh and why's that?" noya asked with a wink.
you try your best to change the subject but everyone seemed interested in your answer
including daichi who was sporting a blush
"well he's already boyfriend material. a good brother, an even amazing captain, not to mention a real gentleman —" it was your turn to blush when you caught yourself rambling "—so yeah theoretically that's the most obvious answer. okay next"
thankfully it went to someone else and you sighed in relief when the spotlight was off you
after hanging out , you made your way home but you were stopped by daichi himself
"you know if you want, you could see if your theory was true," he said smoothly but you could see a hint of blush on his cheeks as he spoke
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☆ OIKAWA TOORU
you knew something would happen when you hung out with the four of them
it was your monthly movie night with the boys so you're all at oikawa's house this time
you still made time for each other despite your schedule
iwaizumi claimed the single arm chair, makki and mattsun sat on the floor and you were seated next to oikawa on the couch
you didn't mind though, maybe some part of you was hoping you were seated next to your crush
you were watching a movie about these friends having a backup husband/wife and makki got really interested in the idea.
it's not a surprise when he stopped mid movie to ask you guys
well, technically, ask you
"say y/n if you had to pick one of us to be your backup, who would it be?"
you looked around them before answering. "oikawa"
said setter looked at you in surprise while makki had this mischievous look in his eyes.
"oh do tell us more."
"he's gonna go pro right?" was the first thing that came to your head aside from the obvious fact you had a crush on him. "might as well marry the rich."
"so you'd marry him for money?"
"and the good looks" you joked before continuing.
"KIDDING but he's actually sweet and I think he'd make a great backup husband"
cue awwing from makki and oikawa subtly hiding his blush
"okay but what makes you think he would want you as his backup" mattsun chipped in
and immediately all eyes were on the man of the hour
you knew it was a silly game but you'd hope he'd pick you
oikawa looked around and cleared his throat before answering.
"well obviously not y/n"
you rolled your eyes at that but deep down that kind of hurt
"why would I have you as my backup when I could have you now?"
say what
you whipped your head towards him and saw how he's blushing
"she's totally gonna reject you now, dude."
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☆ KITA SHINSUKE
it is no secret that kita is the perfect gentleman
that is the only reason being inarizaki's manager is so bearable
and you know the humongous crush you had on him helped too
anyway
you were filling up some forms for the team and they were hanging out near you, literally just wasting time and suna decides to ask you questions
and suna just casually goes "y/n if you had to pick one of us to date who would it be?"
"kita."
he didn't stop there
"pick someone who'd you kiss?"
"pick someone you'd kill for?"
"pick someone who'd you cook and clean for"
"look, i'll save you some time. if kita is an option, i pick kita." you said, clearly distracted and not knowing said captain was just behind you blushing like hell
atsumu had other ideas cue evil laugh
"ah, so you have a crush on him huh?"
"isn't that obvious." you retorted.
"it wasn't obvious to me."
you froze. literally frozen on the spot as kita comes up from behind you.
earth please swallow me whole
"oh haha it was a dumb games anyways let's forget about it."
"ah, shame. because I'd do all those things only for you too."
cue sneaky teasing kita
also cue you short circuiting
safe to say this was just the beginning
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reblogs are appreciated luvss <3
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vampyirr · 1 year
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oikawas kinks
who’s next?
nsfw!
praise kink, corruption kink, breeding kink, marking, begging
praise kink
he definitely has a praise kink. he likes to be praised and likes to give praises. hearing you tell him how good he makes you feel and how he’s the only one that can really gets him going. he would like to make his partner feel special so he praises you every chance he gets. he wants you to feel loved and know he only loves you. if you ever feel insecure about something he will make you forget it and kiss you so soft and gentle and whisper sweet praises in your ear
corruption kink-
if your a virgin then goodluck. oikawa has a small thing for power. just knowing that he was your first for everything is something he will never forget. the first time he fingers you, he remembers the way you tried to hide in his chest from embarrassment. the first time he ate you out, he remembers the way you tried to close your legs around his head and the way your back arched. and he never forgets when he first fucked you. your cute moans and whimpers when he was only half way in. you desperately grabbing at his shoulders because it felt so good. how tight and wet you were is something he always remembers
breeding kink-
timeskip!oikawa would want to get you pregnant so bad. every where he goes he sees baby clothes and babies. he really wants one of his own. he was always good with takeru when he was little. he obviously doesn’t wear a condom and fucking you raw felt too good. your pussy hugging him so tight, the veins on his cock rubbing against you ever time he thrusts into you feels amazing. both of you never want to use a condom ever again. he cums so much, more then usual. the thought of him getting you pregnant is in his mind as he’s fucking you. he fills you to the brim and he fucks all of it back into you. he doesn’t stop until he physically can’t cum anymore
marking
oikawas very possessive of you. he doesn’t want anyone else to have you. he’s leaving marks where everyone can see them. he wants everyone to know your his. if your riding him, his head is buried in your neck leaving hickeys. if he’s eating you out, he’ll leave trails of hickeys down your stomach all the way to your pussy. he’ll leave love bites all over your thighs. even if it’s non sexual, he loves to give you hickeys. he definitely gives you heart shaped ones. if your laying down together he’ll trace the ones on your neck
begging
if oikawas feeling a little mean, hes making you beg. he’s making you get on your knees infront of him and beg him while he’s stroking his cock. seeing you so desperate for him, turns him on so much. he has a big ego so he really likes it. he doesn’t let you cum unless you beg for it. if he’s feeling extra mean he doesn’t let you cum at all
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kisskawa · 10 months
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— in love and war cw alcohol, intoxication, reader has bad friends and a loving ex
oikawa’s already frowning when he pulls up next to you, hazard lights highlighting your face in blinking orange. the apples of your cheeks seem softer in this light, bunching together and causing your eyes to curve into happy crescents as his name tumbles easily from your lips.
“why are you by yourself?” oikawa demands as he nears you, outstretched hand meeting yours.
“‘m not,” you grin at the contact, letting yourself tiptoe closer to oikawa until you’re leaning against his chest. “my friends are over there,” you point up the road where oikawa can only just make out a gaggle of people, “see?”
a hand sits on your shoulder, heavy and grounding and serious. you look awfully pleased under its warmth. “why aren’t they with you?”
you look up at oikawa with a thoughtful hum, genuinely trying to remember as your brows furrow. “didn’t want to be with them,” you exhale, shrugging. your friends have never been as kind as they should be, you know oikawa doesn’t like them. you lighten up again, “’sides, was waiting for you.”
it feels like a punch to the stomach when oikawa shakes his head at you. and suddenly aching, you let him tug you back to his car and settle you in, having precariously parked in all his concern.
the drive back is quiet, nothing more than the mindless rattling of a late night radio host and the gentle purr of the engine. oikawa can feel you staring at him, trying to gage whether or not he’s mad at you.
the passing streetlights make your head swirl, a little dizzier than out in the street where fresh air filled your lungs. but you’re not alone now, and the leather seats of oikawa’s car are worn and familiar. your fingers run across the thick stitches and you use them as markers to count the flickers of orange that dance across oikawa’s face one by one. they make him look handsome, drawing long shadows across his sharp features and warming his eyes.
by the time oikawa’s pulled in, you’ve fallen asleep, chin tucked into your chest with your last thought being the driver beside you. it could’ve been worse, oikawa muses, you could’ve been sick.
he allows himself a moment. a sliver of peace to watch the way your chest rises and falls, air punctuated only by soft exhales. you really did look pretty, routine of dressing up for a night out long since perfected. oikawa can’t forget the way you’d shone when you’d caught sight of him. he leaves the car before the thought can stick any longer.
he’s only away for a split second, rounding the bonnet to get to you. the door opens and suddenly he’s surrounding you, leaning close to pull at the seatbelt, fresh linen and vanilla. 
oikawa freezes when your fingers curl around his wrist. “i miss you,” you murmur. his heart stutters painfully.
you half think you’ve imagined the mumbled confession, oikawa continuing to work at the seatbelt until you’re free and easing yourself into his arms. you stumble a little as you get out the car, it’s ok, oikawa’s got you.
“let’s go inside first,” he finally responds, voice taut.
oikawa’s flat is just as you remember, down to every last detail. the framed picture of his high school volleyball club that greets you at the door, and the blue umbrella that he never remembers to take by the shoe rack. the slightly wonky kitchen cupboard door that houses mismatched mugs collected over the years, and the blanket you’d made together on the arm of the sofa, his fabric intertwined with yours. knowing it all like the back of your hand, you walk a familiar path to his room.
“i miss you,” you repeat, firmer this time as you perch on the end of his bed, trying hard not to get overwhelmed by the comfort of his sheets. it’s so much stronger here, fresh linen, vanilla and the faintest touch of the ocean air.
oikawa shuts his eyes, “you’re drunk.”
“i’m not,” it’s true, you’d sobered up quickly on the ride back, “i had a few drinks but i’m not drunk. i mean what i said, i swear i wouldn’t lie to you.” you wouldn’t be this coherent drunk. and under the effects of alcohol, you’d never approach such a serious topic as you and tooru like this. you both know that.
“i know you wouldn’t, but you’ve still drank, you wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t. and i can’t listen to you say you miss me when i can’t tell you how i feel in return, knowing your head’s all hazy and your judgement’s wrong.”
your fingers wind in oikawa’s sheets. “you don’t have to believe me right now, i’ll tell you in the morning and every day after if that’s what it takes. but you can tell me,” you urge, “you can tell me anything.”
the floodgates open.
“you can’t keep doing this. you can’t keep calling me and asking me to pick you up, because you know i will, you know i care,” oikawa’s voice is low, defeated, as it expels the truth, “it’s not fair.”
the wobble in his words makes your heart hurt and you rub at your chest, hoping the pressure will ease some of the pain. it doesn’t. instead, it comes out in your response, more unfair than anything, “i only ever call you, i only ever want you. and it’s the same reason why you still care.”
a call of your name shuts you up, sternness stopping you in your tracks. oikawa’s never once said your name like this, always honeyed and warm and fond. the ache swells.
you crawl into bed, pulling the covers up tight to your neck and trying to hide the glassiness in your eyes. you wouldn’t cry, you couldn’t cry. oikawa was right, it wasn’t fair. because you had broken things off, you hadn’t been able to deal with the drowning comfort of oikawa’s love, and yet, you were the one calling him when you needed someone to rely on. each and every time. “’m sorry,” you whisper, the thickness in your voice comes through anyway.
“i know,” oikawa sighs, tucking in next to you, one hand around your waist and the other running through your hair, the position you’ve always liked, “i’m sorry too.”
when oikawa wakes in the morning, the glass he left on the bedside table is empty and a single painkiller has been punched out of the foil packet. the bed too is cold, a collection of wrinkled sheets and pooling blankets. your presence in the room is barely there, only evident by a trail of absences.
oikawa curls up, bed suddenly too big, too lonely, as he tugs the duvet up and over his head. he lies there for a long time, a lump as he reprimands himself. it was true, what he said last night - this wasn’t fair, he couldn’t keep doing this routine. and yet, he couldn’t do anything but care for you, its like he was programmed to. you can’t keep waiting forever, his brain commands and the twinge in his heart pulls his knees closer to his chest.
“oikawa?” the gentle call of his name forces him out from his mind and underneath the covers. his head pokes out from the duvet, brown hair messy and eyes bleary. you notice the downturn of his lips first at the sound of his surname on your tongue. it seems clunky, awkward.
your stomach churns and your hands grip cruelly at the cup inbetween your hands. it’s coffee, half milk with two heaps of sugar and caramel syrup. not the way you like it at all. you hold it out and oikawa’s kind not to mention the tiny tremble of your arms. “if you’ll let me, i owe you something,” you pause, “i miss you, tooru.”
tooru beams. not forever at all.
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