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#GET ME AND N OUT OF THIS FRICKIN' ELEVATOR
uzi-doorknob · 7 months
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i swear i'm actually in hell. tessa keeps humming along to this stupid elevator music and the wifi down here SUCKS so i can't block it out with illegally streamed anime. AND I CAN'T EVEN FLIP HER THE BIRD PROPERLY! robo GOD i hate my life.
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ahoneesan · 1 year
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ATHLETICS TRACKING - 5/9/23
Subtitile: HEY I USED TO MAKE POSTS ABOUT THIS
hi! its been a bit. i dont think ive made any posts about this particular subject on this particular blog. not the long form effort posts like these, at least. there have been some fairly major developments here so i figured it was as good a time as any to log them here. and maybe get into the rhythm of writing regularly about this again? dont get your hopes up. but maybe more regularly than Not At All. anyways!
so thanks to having a job i have a gym membership now! that means i can lift Actual Weight instead of being trapped at 40lbs due that being all my at-home dumbbells can do. its nice! i've been progressing through my 5x5 workout without any real trouble so far. except for my overhead press. i literally cannot even begin to finish my 5 sets there, at the suggested introductory weight of 45lbs. its kinda baffling, i wish i knew why exactly i had that one hurdle. but i was barely making 5x5 on 40lbs either so, naturally 45 would be tougher! i should probably deload down to, idk, 35 or something and work my way back up but man. cmon! lets frickin go!
the rest of my numbers (which ill list down below) are doing well. i think, at least. steady gains (though they are "newbie gains") through and through, if i stay consistent on em ill be squattin 100 byyyyyy monday after next. which would be pretty cool! i guess! i havent encountered any real hurdles yet (apart from the OP i just mentioned) so its hard to get motivated by goals. im in this for like, the thrill of the lift. again: i guess!
cardio has been fine, though due to workin out preshift i dopnt have time to just like, run forever on that. maybe i only go in early for weights n leave cardio for after? maybe i cardio by running around the block at home then bus in to work like usual? maybe i just crank the speed and hope for the best? ok i did try that last one and it fucked my knee up just a bit lol. ultimately cardio is a supplement to the weight training for me so, afaik, its more important to have that elevated heart rate sustained for longer and longer periods of time than to be trying to make a like 8 minute mile. ill keep at it for now, probably try to ramp the speed up a lil more slowly than I did but as far length of workout i kinda dunno what to do. im still kinda entranced by the treadmill i now have access to so, probably keep on that for a while longer.
as far my body numbers go, theyre more or less unchanged from where I was when i started doing all this like, a year ago. which is part of Why im not so motivated by goals n such. but thats of course still on me. havent had my diet right, wayyyyy too many breaks n off days, no ability for actual Progression until just now. hopin i can start to turn this dang machine into some fucking muscle soon. i think i can! maybe! AUGH!
NUMBERS
SQUAT - 70
BENCH - 60
ROW - 80 (pulled my back just a lil on this last time, lol.)
OVERHEAD - 45 (cant even finish this weight lol)
DEADLIFT - 105
CARDIO - 4.5mph(?), 45min
WEIGHT - 160
BODYFAT - 24%
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imy2 · 4 months
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3-6 ok ngl s3 so far has been mid.. i think i'm paying attention less.. high10k was funny•
3-7 murphy looks cool this ep.. •
"it's weird." "how?" "well - everybody likes him." ..... "that's f'd up." •
hector looks cute this ep, so does kaskae ... also kaya :-) •
"fear no more" on van w 'fear' repeating on speaker n 'fear' on back was a cool bit .. •
i meant to note it then(2-6) but didnt so will now bc theyre going to her.. when murphy left lucy, just no one questioned it.. they rly thought he killed her ? interesting. . •
the man watching murphy eat this brain rn feels sexual .. lmfaoo then he puts a gun to him •
operation bite-mark need a spark, did u carry on need to hear ur call we've been gone - you've been gone too long c-z wannabe, that's me i need to see murphy talk to me - please don't freeze on my knees beggin hear my plea whoo! • ready? i'm kaya on the wire can't get by ya, why ya try it ain't a liar, mama mercy is my business and my business is on fire still alive at the northern lights we had a fright but we alright we ok, we hold tight every day, day by day x5 day by day • kaya in the sky-a B)
lol the man leaving his hand w his middle finger up for murphy•
3-8 sketchy n skeezy r baack .. tbh they r worse than i rmbr .•
"lost causes are worth dying for! yeaahh, wooo!" my lovr (inmydreamsofc)•
"fear turns us into monsters; no less violent than the enders and no more alive than the z's." •
"who won the election anyway?" "everyone wrote in the same thing.. 'that weed doctor'" •
3-9 i forgot abt vasquez... ahh damn... well hi n bye vasquez :/ .... i feel like if roberta warren n teresa mendoza could team up, in either of their worlds.. pheww ... o hi lucy .. wth's happenin w hector •
3-10 murphy -_- 10k :(.. here we go w lucy.. doc looked cute this ep•
3-11 doc at the table ... •
oh hell no..
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3-12 perhaps murphys best look.. damn he changes sm.. lets see 1. s1e1-4, skin - white, hair - br/shaggy . 3/5 2. s1e5-12, skin - white, hair - bald 2/5 3. s1e12-s2e12, skin - blue, hair - br/buzzed 2/5 4. flashback s2ep14, skin - white, hair - br/fancy? 3/5 5. s2e13 - s3e6, skin - blue, hair - bl/shaggy 3.5/5 6. s3e7-s3e11, skin - blue+white, hair - bl/shaggy 4/5 7. s3e12-?, skin - lavender?+blue, hair - wh/fancy 5/5•
ahhhh murphy n warren purpleroom scene... the tension, the looks! ooo when warren pulls out the brain n looks at him like :/ •
lol 10k n red r cute but sun mei bein completely over them is funnier •
"you dont understand." "if i did, i'd kill myself." ooof. .... "you know what they'll do to us." "i know." "we need you. - help me, warren." n warrens facee :') •
•^i need to rewatch killing eve.... n mayb the 100 but idk abt that.. but gahh enemies to/and(lol) lovers •
3-13 lucy ep, fun.. doc n addy at end were cute•
3-14 man ending the season w not 1 but 4 ppl jumpin off a cliff + 2 ppl shot. incredible •
• overall .... 2.5 .. not my fav apparently •
4-1 "2 yrs later, things have gotten worse" then showing warrens helldream, so funny •
intro - bulletbulletbigbullet.. •
aww warren n murphy this ep r so cute •
4-2 addy n 10k bullet moment, cool ... hi sarge •
4-3 "no one said anything about frickin canada!" "you got a problem with canada?" "yeah i do it's far" murphyagain •
4-4 "well if you're going im going. idk what's going on in that head of urs but i'm gonna throw a little faith ur way." murphy n warren 🤝•
4-5 warren n this elevator is reminding me of beef.. man that still is one of the most surprising n disturbing scenes ever .. i think beef was the best show i seen in 2023.. outta 66 •
10k "i love dog food! puppy chow's my stuff, man!" sarge waking up - "we saved u some puppy chow" "oh! *eats it quick* *notices bird w her* bird? bird. bird! i found a bird! *shoves fist w bird in air* it was alive when i got it." doc n murphy n warren "hey, let me see that." .... "murphy?" "hmm?" "did you eat the bird?" "*coughs feathers* no." "never mind that." lmaoo one of the funniest scenes •
"well now what are we gonna do?" "i don't know abt u but i'm just gonna curl up and die." doc lmao •
"what is our fate?" .. "i'm not sure. i just feel it. it's like i felt the first time i laid eyes on you, murphy. i didn't know the how, why, or any of the what was coming next. the second i saw you i knew my job in life was to get you wherever the hell you were going." "..when you put it that way." warren n murphyyy •
4-6 sarge is so pretty ugh, warren ofc is gorgeous .. aww lucy :( ughh murphy n warren </333 "goodbye july, hate to see u go - so fast that i got a bloody nose" •
4-7 warren n murphy getting pissed for each other.. warren when theyre zapping murphy 2x, murphy "you son of a bitch, i'm gonna beat you til the clown meat shows" •
4-8 awww kaya n jz :') nana tooo.. •
warren n murphy being in mindscape together but her seeing dreamhell n him seein a nice field , til he burns "i felt it - what she's feeling. it's excruciating." n them lookin at each other ....... •
"you think this will be over? i call that faith." "nah, that's just basic survival. you gotta believe this will end, right? if you don't - hug a zombie." pftt •
4-9 awww kaya n cz n jz :') •
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its-really-dry · 2 years
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what if... y/n was in the elevator with kate and yelena?
part 1
this is a 420 (😏👀) celebration baristas!!! thank you so much for the support and looovvvveeee also go give @wandaspov a hug cause she the bomb 😗👆
i have to give some credit to @adi06lena for the amazing ideas <3
yelena: no! stay. *pushes kate back out of the elevator*
kate: .....
kate: *gets back in the elevator anyway*
yelena: *groans*
[the elevator goes up a few floors but stops at floor 5 and the doors open to reveal a happy looking y/n ]
y/n: hey! are you two going up?
yelena: no
kate: YES!
y/n: oh thank the gods i was hoping to get up to the roof to take some photos of the christmas tree across the road *gets in and goes to the back corner*
yelena: *is annoyed*
kate: no way! your a photographer?
y/n: mmhmm *nods*
kate: thats so cool!
y/n: i was actually hired to take photos of this big event that was happening here tonight, but the building was getting evacuated for some odd reason so i just thought i wouldn't waste the opportunity for a good shot *shrugs*
kate: ohhhh.....
[ a small silence fills the air until y/n's eyes fall onto yelena ]
y/n: i like your braids! they are really pretty
yelena: *looks back in shock* oh. um. thank you
y/n: so are you both, like, girlfriends?
kate & yelena: no NO NO no nO NO noooo
yelena: shes my enemy
y/n: ohh. my bad *chuckles*
kate: *turns around with a smirk* im single though. and you're pretty cute *wink*
y/n: *blushes* i- i um....
yelena: *gags*
kate: *rolls eyes* OH COME ON BELOVA
yelena: oh shut up bishop
kate: no you *pokes yelena*
yelena: no. YOU *pokes kate*
kate: NO YOU *pokes yelena*
yelena: NO YOU *hits kate*
kate: NO YOU *pushes yelena*
yelena: :0!!!!
[ kate and yelena are now having a full on wwe wrestling match and y/n just stands in the corner of the elevator, hella confused ]
kate: YOU
yelena: YOU
kate: YOU
yelena: NO... YOU *legit widow assassin throws kate to the floor*
kate: :0!!!! *gets up and smaccs yelena across the face*
yelena: :0!!!! WHAT WAS THAT?
y/n: oh my gosh why did you hit her!? *goes over to yelena and checks on her*
kate: i- i-.... i dont-... i dunno
y/n: say sorry!
kate: BUT SHE JUST FRICKIN SUPLEXED ME
y/n: say. sorry.
kate: *sighs* sorry yelena
yelena: *rolls eyes* suka
[ yelena rips off her coat as the elevator stops to reveal her widow suit and she walks out furiously. kate and y/n just stand there, unsure of what to do ]
kate: *looks between where yelena is and y/n* uhhhhhh....
y/n: ???
kate: i am so sorry but i have to follow her. shes gonna commit a murder. it was nice meeting you though! *runs out of the elevator after yelena and discards her own coat*
y/n: *mumbles* i may not know them, but im not about to let them kill each other! *walks out of the elevator*
to be continued........
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Family Cuddle Pile
a/n: I actually wrote this a while ago but it was perfect for the request. Theirs like, no content for this ship an I love it so much! Thank you for reading :) @arodynamic-enby
Pairings: romantic Anxceitmus and kid!Patton also super background Logince
Warnings: tattoos, less than ideal parent mentions, food mention, and light cursing
Word count: 1,844 
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Remus flopped out of bed, throwing his body carelessly across the room. He hastily threw on his clothes. Short shorts, ripped fishnets, a vest that was more patches than original material, really big clunky shoes, and a ripped up band-t. He also hooked his favorite bone earrings in his tattered earlobes. 
He stomped into his apartment’s kitchen. He grabbed a stale piece of bread he soaked it in coffee. Yawned and grabbed his bag, racing out the door. 
His brother was waiting for him at the tattoo shop, sketching a new idea. Unlike him, Roman only had a few tattoos, including not one, not two, not three… but three Disney quotes, a frog on a mushroom, a rose on his arm, and a constellation. Most of his tattoos were covered by tasteful burgundy overalls and a white button-down shirt.
Remus’ tattoos were also mostly covered by his clothes. But he had a tattoo sleeve depicting the garden of Eden, a matching frog on a mushroom, a quote from one of Roman’s books, medically accurate bone structures on his hand, a realistic spider on his neck, and a snake wrapping around his non-sleeved arm. And those were just the visible ones. 
Suffice to say, the twins were very different. 
Remus threw his bag onto the floor in the backroom, “Ro, when’s the first appointment!!” he yelled. “Your’s? At 11. FYI, Jan n’ Pat are coming over at 12, for motivation” Remus smiled, fuckin’ superb. 
He busied himself in collecting the ink and preparing the tattoo gun. The client wanted a fucking orange on their wrist, it should only take an hour or two but Remus was not excited to do a frickin’ orange circle. 
The prissy orange bitch came in and Remus got to work. They didn’t move much and only cried a little bit when the needle started jabbing at their skin. Remus liked this part of the process, stabbing people consensually was his favorite thing ever… also the art part but stabbing people!
Almost exactly an hour later the door jingled open. “Dada!!” a tiny voice called back into the store. “I’ll be there in a minute patty-cake” Remus called from his spot hunched over the client's arm.
He added the final touches to the fruit and helped the orange bitch off the chair. Roman swept the client away, Remus practically ran to greet his partner and son.
Janus wore a leather corset over a black collared shirt and baggy pants, their long platinum hair framed their face under their signature hat. They were holding hands with a toddler wearing mostly pink and blue, his blond hair (that matched Janus’) was a mop of curls barely held together by a few butterfly clips. 
“Dada, Dada!!! I got you a flower” the little boy cried, letting go of Janus’ hand and stumbling towards the tall man who scooped him up. Patton giggled and held out a sweaty flower clenched in his chubby fist. 
Remus accepted the flower with a gasp, ”this is really for me?” he said joyfully. Adjusting the small boy in his arms Remus turned towards Janus who was looking at the pair with a disgustingly sappy expression. 
“What are you lookin’ at hot stuff?” Remus teased. “Shut it you,” Janus said, pressing a kiss to Remus’ check. Patton made a noise, “icky” he said pushing Janus away. They laughed, “yes darling, we’re very icky”. 
“When’s verge-“
“he’ll be home at 4” 
“Dope”
“Stop by the Sleepy Café before you bring Pat to the apartment?”
“Can do scootal-lo!” 
Remus turned back to the little boy in his arms, “looks like you're stuck with me squirt”. Patton beamed and snuggled into Remus’ chest. Janus smiled again, “I’ll see you, boys, at dinner,” they said, ruffling Pat's hair and peaking Remus on the lips quickly so as to not upset the toddler. “Bye-bye Janny!!” Patton called after Janus as they left for work. 
“Righty-o,” Remus said, carrying Patton into the back room. “I know Ro’s got a couple coloring books, wanna do those for a bit?” Patton nodded and reached towards the ground to be put down. Remus plopped Patton on the couch and pulled out the book and pens as well as a sketchbook off his own. They sat together coloring and drawing until Roman came back to hug Patton. 
“Ah, my favorite nephew!” Roman said, scooping up the little boy. Patton laughed and pulled Roman’s hair. “Roro, can I color your arm pictures??” he asked, pointing to Roman’s rose tattoo. Roman plopped the toddler back down on the couch and handed him a pen. 
Patton went to work on the rose, scribbling reds and pinks and greens across his arm. Roman gave him complements each time Patton paused, and each time Patton shushed him and went back to work. Remus finished up his sketch, adding it to the pile of tattoo ideas they were eventually going to put up-front, and sat next to the toddler. 
“That’s really good pat-” 
“Shhhhhhhh”
Remus nodded and mimed zipping his lips. He liked spending time with the kid. They weren’t biologically related but who gives a fuck about blood, unless it’s outside of your body, then it’s fun. 
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“I don’ wanna” Patton wined his dad sighed “I know bubbles but we gotta go home to Papa and Janny, isn’t that fun” Patton considered this, “but Roro’s pretty arm picture” he argued. Remus scratched the back of his neck, “Pffffff- Ummm, how about this, we go home now and I’ll take you back to the shop tomorrow after pre-school” 
Patton brightened considerably, “ok” he chirped. “up please” the toddler’s chubby hands reached towards Remus who obediently scooped him up with a coo. After all who was he to say no to uppy hands. 
“See ya tomorrow, have fun on your date with the nerd” Remus sang as he snatched his bag juggling the still fussy Patton in his other arm. “Fu- Frick off Re. Say hi to your partners for me,” Romans said affectionately and waved as his twin left the building. 
Remus happily trotted out into the road. The tattoo shop was located on a quaint little street in the more commercial segment of their town only a short walk from Janus’ job. 
A light drizzle floated around them and the air was warm and comforting. Patton squealed as a large drop of water hit him in the head, prompting a laugh from Remus.
A jingle sounded through the peaceful cafe, the brown room was illuminated by those cool old fashion lights and a lovely array of pastries made the air smell of chocolate and blueberry scones. But the scones, as delicious as they were, weren’t the snack Remus was here for
“Hey babe- Remus why are you soaking wet”
“Puddle” Patton screeched. 
“Kid’s right, Puddle.”
Janus pinched their eyebrows, “ya know what, I’m not even surprised anymore. Just make sure Patton doesn’t catch a cold” they scolded. 
Remus nodded and saluted in mock seriousness, “yes captain” he said and pressed a kiss to Janus’ face over the cash register, “I’ll see ya in a bit” Remus grinned and led Patton back out of the cafe. 
Janus sighed lovingly as they watched their boyfriend and son turn to cross the street, Patton’s hand clasped around Remus’ happily. “Stop looking so happy, you're scaring the customers” Remy teased from across the counter. “Ha, Ha,” Janus glared and went back to work” 
Janus’ apartment was a cute two-bedroom space on the fourth floor of the building. The furniture was an interesting combo of vintage and things from the side of the road. The vintage parts came from their parent’s house, their father had died two years after Janus’ had run away and hadn’t thought to write them out of the will. 
The three of them had made a date out of customizing the few pieces that Janus wanted to keep. The customization mainly included darkening everything and adding more gothic touches. Virgil had done the fabrics, Remus the painting, and Janus moral support/ director. 
The three partners had also painted the kitchen/dining room/living room black with one yellow wall. Janus and Virgil’s room was dark purple instead of black with highlights in the same yellow. Patton’s room was the only one that didn’t  look marginally like a cave. 
The walls were a cream-yellow that lit up in the morning sunlight. After Janus announced that they were going to have a baby Remus had spent three hours painting the grey ceiling with white fluffy clouds. It was one of his favorite projects. 
Patton of course had no regard for the work put into the entirety of his home and was the usual menace of a toddler. And today a toddler with cheerios, truly a sight even god would tremble before. 
Remus plopped down next to Patton who was pushing cheerios around his highchair tray with an intense focus. He smiled at the little boy and flicked on the tv, “got any requests pip-squeak?” Remus asked. Patton looked thoughtful, “dead lady!!” he cried excitedly hitting the tray with his fists, cheerios flew everywhere. Remus nodded, understanding, “Corpse bride coming up!” he picked a few cheerios from the couch “you really are Verge’s kid” 
When Janus got home Patton was curled up on Remus’s chest. Both slept soundly despite the dead folk on the screen in front of them singing about the wedding. 
Janus smiled, their family was fucking adorable. They slipped off their shoes and snuggled up into Remus who hummed happily and pulled Janus into the hug still asleep. 
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Three hours later Virgil trudged up the four flights of stairs huffing indignantly with each step. Of course, he could take the elevator… but it might break down and he would be stuck for hours. Or someone could get into the elevator with him and he would have to interact with a stranger. So stairs it was. 
He rummaged around his baggy hoodie, running his fingers through his dark purple hair in annoyance when he couldn’t find the key. Once he found it Virgil carefully (as he did everything) opened the apartment door. His combat books clunked satisfyingly against the hardwood floors as he entered his house. Virgil felt the tension leave his muscles, he was home. He glanced across the room, looking for his family. 
Virgil’s face lit up like a god damned Christmas tree. 
Across the room, both his partners and his son were curled up sleeping happily. Drool covered Remus’ face and Janus was snoring, they were the most precious thing Virgil had seen all freakin day. 
The three of them woke as Virgil wrapped his arms around them, Patton squealed in excitement. “Hello, darling” Janus mumbled sleepily into Virgil’s arm. Remus just groaned and nestled into the hug. The toddler wriggled between his dads squealing profusely. “Shhh, s’ sleepy time” Remus mumbled, rolling deeper into the cuddle pile and shutting Patton up. 
Virgil smiled and pressed a kiss to his partner’s cheek. “Mmm, love you” they purred. “Love you too Jan,” Virgil said, nestling his face in their neck. Virgil knew he would have to start dinner soon but that could wait, for now, cuddles.
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tuiccim · 4 years
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Terrigenisis (Part 5)
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Pairing: Avengers X Inhuman!Reader
Words: 4852
Summary: After undergoing terrigenisis unwillingly your life is turned upside down when you are deemed too dangerous to return to life as a civilian. You are put with the Avengers team to train and rebuild. As you hone your powers and skills, you must also decide if you can find home and love again. Or is your curse to be a lonely wanderer forever?
Part 1  / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4
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That afternoon you find Steve and Bucky in the kitchen when you go to get a snack. 
"Hey guys. What are you up to?" You smile at the two..
"Nothing really." Bucky says. 
"Got any big plans?" You ask.
"Just planning on working on our bikes." Steve says.
"That reminds me. I was thinking the other day that I would love to do some cruising. Can I borrow one of your motorcycles?" You look at both the supersoldiers being sure to keep your expression benign. 
Steve and Bucky exchange a look. 
"Uhhh…"
"You see…" They spoke at the same time. 
"There's kind of a, uh…"
"Code."
"Code! With motorcycles."
"Right. Ya know, rules."
"Like you don't sit on someone else's bike unless they give the okay."
"And… and… Bikes are sort of, uh…"
"Sacrosanct."
"Right! You know, like, really personal and, and…"
"It's not something you let people borrow, ya know?"
"Yeah! Not… not that we don't trust you."
"Right. Total trust, but bikes…"
You interject, "Are sacrosanct?" 
"Right." They both look at you with near panic written across their faces. 
You start giggling, "That was the funniest thing I have ever seen you two do. That was some vaudeville crap. FRIDAY, did you get that on record?"
"Yes, Ms. (L/N)." FRIDAY responds.
"Send the video to my phone, please." You can barely get the words out between laughs.
"Transfer complete." FRIDAY responds.
Steve and Bucky are staring at you in bewilderment. You explain, "My dad was a biker. He and his coastie buddies. I just had to see how you'd react."
“Really?” Bucky deadpans. 
“Serious. They had a whole crew of weekend road warriors. All in love with their bikes.” You grin.
“And what are your plans with that video?” Steve asks. 
“To keep it forever for my viewing pleasure. And maybe show Natasha and Wanda.” You smirk.
“FRIDAY,” Steve starts to say and as quickly as you can you begin to send the video to Nat and Wanda in hopes of disseminating it before whatever Steve was about to do. "Erase that video and delete it from her phone."
"Voice authorization required." As Friday speaks, you engage a firewall you programmed on your phone. Time to find out if you could compete with Tony when it comes to hacking.
"Rogers, Steven Grant." Cap looks at you with a smirk. 
"Video removed from all Stark systems. Unable to access Ms. (L/N)'s phone." FRIDAY says.
"Sorry, Cap." You smirk at Steve. Carefully, you pick up your phone and, deciding your pockets are too easily accessed, you pull the collar of your shirt out and slide the phone into your bra. 
"Why can't FRIDAY access your phone?" Bucky asks.
"I might have programmed a firewall onto it, ya know, just in case." You begin to slowly move towards the elevator. You are trying not to giggle as you feel your phone ding repeatedly. Wanda and Nat got the video.
Steve and Bucky exchange a look and when Steve gives a curt nod, they both advance on you. "Give me your phone." Steve says.
"Nope." You tuck tail and run, but of course you don't get far before a metal arm wraps around your waist and picks you up off the ground. You struggle for a moment but then decide to use a different tact. Bucky sets you down and takes hold of you by the upper arms. Steve stands in front of you in a full authoritative captain pose. 
"Give me the phone." Steve repeats.
Straining against Bucky's grip, you push your chest out. You look up at Steve with doe eyes and say, "It's right there." Before glancing down at your chest and looking back up at him. Unfortunately, you can't hide your smirk as Steve glances from your face to your chest several times. "What's the matter, Cap? I thought you wanted my phone." 
After a few more seconds of Steve's indecision, you're pulled back against Bucky and he wraps his arm around you, pinning your arms to your sides. "Steve's too much of a gentleman, Doll." Bucky says in your ear as his hand slides along your collarbone to the collar of your shirt and pauses. You look up to Bucky with eyes wide. "Don't worry. I won't take any liberties." Bucky smirks.
"You don't think putting your hand down my shirt and in my bra is a liberty? I do believe there are some strict sexual harassment guidelines for both Stark Industries and SHIELD that would beg to differ. Besides, judging from the amount of dings on my phone, Natasha and Wanda have already seen the video." You grin up at him. 
"Clever little minx." Bucky grouses.
"Wanna know what they're saying?" You look at Steve. 
"Let her go." Steve says in a defeated tone but he has a small smile on his face.
Bucky let's go of your arms but his hand remains at your collar. You trail a hand along his arm and slip it past his hand to retrieve your phone and open your messages. Bucky backs a few steps from you and you wink at him. 
Nat: That was classic! 🤣
Wanda: They looked like they were gonna have a heart attack!😂☠️
Nat: They were stumbling over themselves to keep your hands off their 🏍️!
Wanda: They couldn't just offer to take you for a ride? They had to defend the thought of someone touching their bikes! 😂
Nat: I'm sure neither of them would mind taking her for a ride. 😜
Wanda: Nat! 😂
Nat: You know I'm right.
"They say you guys looked like you were gonna have a heart attack at the thought of someone else touching your bike." You grin, deciding to leave out the second half of the conversation. 
"What else did they say?" Steve narrows his eyes at you.
"That you could have at least offered to take me on a ride." You smile as you look between the two.
"I'll take you out on my bike, Doll." Bucky smiles at you.
"It's been a while since we just took the bikes for a ride." Steve says. "We should take an afternoon to go cruising like you suggested."
"I'd love that." You clap your hands  and grin looking between the two. They chuckle at your enthusiasm. 
“Tomorrow afternoon?” Steve says.
“How about after training in the morning? I’ll pack a picnic.” You smile at them both.
“I’m game.” Bucky looks to Steve. 
“Sounds good, sweetheart.” Steve grins at you. 
“Should we invite any of the rest of the team?”
A look passes between Steve and Bucky before Bucky answers, “Nah, let’s just keep it the three of us. Clint is headed to the farm, the couples won’t mind some alone time, and Sam is headed to DC for some meetings.”
“Okay. I’ll see you guys later, then.” You head to your room. Finally, something to do besides train and missions. You can’t wait.
That evening you, Nat, and Wanda are sitting in your room, rewatching the video of Steve and Bucky and giggling. You get around to telling them about your plans with the guys the next day. 
“Wait, you are going on a date with both of them?” Wanda exclaims. 
“What? No! It’s not a date. We are just going out for a ride on their bikes.” You say. 
“Alone? With just Steve and Bucky?” Nat says. 
“Yeah. They’re my friends.” You defend. 
“But you know Bucky has a thing for you.” Wanda says. 
“How do we know that?” Nat looks between the two of you. 
“Game night. That kiss?” Wanda says emphatically.
“It was just a kiss! It didn't mean anything." You say.
“Ohhhhh, no. Wanda is right. Bucky does have a thing for you.” Nat says. 
“Oh, please, he does not. I’m the only available female living on the compound. That's the only reason you two want to pair me up with him so bad.” You roll your eyes. 
“Oh, please, yourself! You’re beautiful, funny, smart! How could they not be interested?” Wanda states. 
“And how can you blame us for enjoying the free entertainment. Plus I happen to know Steve has a thing for you, too.” Natasha smirks. 
“No, he doesn't! Stop.” You look at Nat in horror.
“Why else would he call you Doll all the time? Don't you like Steve?” Natasha looks at you. 
“I'm his friend. It's just a nickname. Of course, I do. He’s a sweetheart. I think you two are reading way too much into my friendship with them. I just, I mean, even if they were interested, I’m just me. They’re Captain frickin’ America and the Winter Soldier! Why would they ever think like that?” You put your head in your hands. It was frustrating you couldn't just tell them that Steve and Bucky are together. It would stop all of this nonsense.
Wanda laughs, “You mean they’re gorgeous, have incredible abilities, are sweet and kind and fun, right?”
“Yeah.” You say. 
“She just described you. You are gorgeous, have incredible abilities, and a sweet, funny personality. You guys are perfect for each other.” Nat smirks.
“Guys, please, please stop. It's just not like that with them. We're friends and that's it. Okay?” You scoff at their knowing looks. “I’m gonna go to bed. I’ll see you guys later.”
“Night.” 
“Sleep tight.”
Their giggles trail behind you as you head to your room. As you get close to your door, you can hear Steve and Bucky in Steve’s room. You aren’t trying to eavesdrop but your hearing ability makes it difficult not to overhear conversations.
“I just don’t know if this is gonna work out, Stevie.” Bucky grouses. 
"All we can do is ask. We trust her, right?" Steve says.
“Yeah.” Bucky says.
Your brows furrow at the comment and your mind runs amuck for a moment before shaking away your thoughts. You hurry past, putting your earbuds in to avoid hearing any more, and slip into your room quietly. 
Training the next morning flew by in your excitement. Afterwards, you hit the shower, change into motorcycle ride appropriate gear, and go to the kitchen to put together the picnic. Bucky and Steve come in just as you are finishing packing the little cooler. 
"You look great." Steve says. "The boots are a good choice."
"Thanks. You guys ready?" You can't hold in your excitement and are grinning like a fool. 
"Yeah. I'll get the cooler, Doll." Bucky offers returning your smile.
When you get to the garage, Bucky sets the cooler on the back of Steve's bike much to Steve's annoyance.
"Really, Buck?" He grouses. 
"I carried it down. Only fair, right?" Bucky elbows him. 
"Yeah, thanks. I get a hard cooler in the back and you get the beautiful dame." Steve throws an elbow back at Bucky and then stiffens, turning to look at you. 
You laugh and wink at him. "Tell ya what, I'll ride back with you and Bucky can have the empty cooler." You look at Bucky, "Only fair, right?"
"Right, Doll." Bucky chuckles. He hands you a helmet and you climb on the bike behind him. You'd be lying if you didn't admit that your body reacted to the closeness of his, the intimacy of holding on to him, and the vibrations of the bike. You cruise out and the wind whips around you. 
Steve and Bucky speed ahead of each other alternatively. You hear Bucky laughing. You grin over at Steve who is laughing at their escapades. He looks so happy and carefree as you head into the middle of nowhere. You rarely see any other cars and the scenery is beautiful as you speed down winding roads.
“This is great!” You hollar over the rumble of the engine. Bucky revs in response and you squeal. You can feel Bucky’s body rumbling with laughter. You wish you could see his face. 
Nearly an hour and a half later, Steve slows and veers into the woods with Bucky close behind. They slow down and you can’t tell if they are following a path or not. They are carefully weaving through trees and undergrowth until you reach a small clearing under a huge oak tree. 
Steve stops and turns to you and Bucky, “What do you think? Good for a picnic?”
“I think it’s perfect!” You say, already getting off the bike. The guys grin at each other and turn their bikes off. Steve retrieves the cooler and Bucky pulls a blanket out of his saddlebag. You spread the blanket under the branches of the oak tree and pull all the food out. 
“This looks delicious.” Steve says as he tucks into one of the hearty sandwiches you had made him. Fruit, cheese, crackers, hummus, and some bottles of water and soda round out the menu. 
“Hopefully, it tastes delicious, too.” You laugh and Steve nods while chewing. 
Bucky looks over at you after swallowing his bite of sandwich, “Thanks for making the food. It is delicious.” 
He mugs a face at Steve and you giggle as Steve says, “Jerk.”
“Punk.” Bucky replies. 
���Goofballs.” You pipe in. They both snap their heads to you and you shrink into yourself a little feeling like you’d interfered in their playful banter. “Sorry.”
“Goofballs? That’s the best you can do?” Bucky throws a grape at you. 
“Asshats.” You throw the grape back. 
“Ohhh! Okay, that’s better.” Bucky laughs. Steve grins and shakes his head. 
“What was it like growing up in the Coast Guard?” Steve asks.
“A lot of moving. My dad was stationed in Mobile, Alabama when I was born until I was 4, then Boston until second grade, Northern California for 4 years, Alaska for two, back to Mobile through high school. My dad was sent back to California then and I went to college in Louisiana. It was interesting because I got to live in different places with different cultures. It’s hard with friends. I still have my best friend from high school I keep in touch with. Most of the others faded away. My dad was great. He did everything he could to be a good dad.” You shrug. “What was it like growing up when you did?”
“Way different.” Steve laughs.
“You don’t have to put newspaper in your shoes anymore.” Bucky chuckles. 
“No Penicillin. Food wasn’t as good. Fewer people you were connected with but closer connections.” Steve says.
“Yeah.” You say quietly, staring off. 
“Hey, doll, where’d you go?” Bucky says.
“Sorry.” You give a small smile. “Just, connections are hard. Especially when you don’t stay in one place for very long. I thought that part of my life was over and, here I am, right back in it.”
“What do you mean, sweetheart?” Steve says. 
“I moved so much as a kid. Lost friends and nowhere was really ever home. And then I thought it was over. Charlie and I built a life and made a home. And then… terrigenesis. And I’m in SHIELD and it starts all over again. Two months to close out my old life with an agent constantly looking over my shoulder cause I can’t go back, six months of bureaucracy and evaluations and therapy, six months with one team, then I get moved to the Avengers team, and I guess in some ways I’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop. When am I gonna have to move again? Will I ever have a home again? Like I said before, limbo sucks.”
“You’re not going anywhere, doll. You’re stuck with us.” Bucky smiles sweetly at you. 
“Bucky’s right, sweetheart. You’re an Avenger. This is your team now. Your family.” Steve says. 
“Thanks. I hope you’re right.” You look between them before leaning back on your elbows and looking up at the branches of the oak tree. “This tree is amazing.”
“Beautiful.” Steve says, but when you look at him he’s looking at you not the tree. You mug a face at him. Looking back up at the branches you make a quick decision and begin unzipping your boots. You pull them and your socks off before walking under one of the lower branches. 
“Steve, give me a boost.” You turn to him and say. 
“You’re gonna climb the tree?” Steve asks as he gets up and walks over. 
“Yup.” You put your hands on his shoulders as he cups his hands for you to step up. You grab the branch and pull yourself up to it. You climb as far up as you can safely reach and looking down you can barely see Bucky or Steve who are staring up at you. 
You hear Bucky say, “I’m gonna take a walk.”
“She’ll be fine, Buck.” Steve tells him.
“Yeah.” Bucky keeps walking and you feel bad knowing he must hate heights from his past accident. You hadn’t thought about it before deciding to climb. You had just wanted the free feeling of being up high and maybe a minute to yourself. Your feelings were confusing you. Both Bucky and Steve treated you with respect and sweetness. It would be easy to fall for one of them and you reminded yourself often to not let your heart get ahead of your head. You take a few more moments sitting on the branch taking in the view and the freedom before moving back down. As you lower yourself from the bottom branch, you feel strong hands grip your waist. You let go and are gently lowered down.
“Have fun?” Steve asks, smiling down at you. 
“Yeah.” You smile back at him. He lifts a hand to your cheek and lowers his face closer to yours. “Steve!” You put your hand over his. “What are you doing?"
"I was trying to kiss you." He smiles at you.
"What about Bucky?" You ask.
Steve's brow furrows, "What do you mean?"
“I… I mean, I know about you and Bucky. Why would you try to kiss me?” You say.
“How do you know about me and Buck?” He asks. 
You give him a look. “I didn’t mean to overhear. But I can’t help it sometimes. I can’t keep headphones or earplugs in all the time.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?” He asks, calmly.
“I assumed you’d tell me when you were ready.” You shrug. “I didn’t want to force you into telling me something you weren’t ready to. Steve. Why did you try to kiss me?”
“Because he has feelings for you. We both do.” Bucky surprises you. You hadn’t heard him approach.
“What?” You look at him confused. 
“Let’s sit down, sweetheart. We want to talk to you about something.” Steve takes your hand and leads you back to the blanket. You sit down and put your socks and boots back on as Steve begins to explain. “You know our story. We were separated for 70 years and came out of it having lost pretty much everyone we ever cared about. We’re all we have left of our old life and…”
“And we don’t want to live separately.” Bucky picks up when Steve flounders. “We love each other and want to live our lives together. And when we realized we were both attracted to you. We hoped that you might be willing to be with us. Both of us.”
“Both… both of you?” You look between them. 
“Yes.” Steve fidgets nervously.
“Like, as a beard?” You ask. 
“No! Never. Like, as our girlfriend.” Bucky says.
“Girlfriend?” You say as you are trying to wrap your mind around this unexpected development. “As in a polyamorous relationship?”
“Right.” Steve says.
“How, how would it work?” You are intrigued by the idea. Immensely, if you are honest with yourself. You had felt attraction and emotion for both of them and felt like there was something there with each of them but this wasn’t how you expected this to turn out. 
“We would all be together. As equals. You’d be our girlfriend and we’d be your boyfriends.” Steve says. 
You nod slowly, “And you both want me?”
Bucky and Steve look at each other for a moment and smile. “Yes.”
“You haven’t noticed us flirting with you like crazy?” Bucky smirks. 
“I thought you were just being goofy with me. I mean, I thought you two were together and had no interest in me. Not like that.”
“Do you have more questions?” Steve asks.
“How, um, physical is your relationship?” You feel a bit like a creep for asking, but it would inform how things would work. 
“Fairly physical.” Steve says. 
“So, how would sex work?” You ask. 
A lightning quick look passes between them. Bucky grins, “Pleasurably.”
“Hopefully so, but what I mean is, will it be all three of us all the time?” You bite your lip.
“Yes. Unless one of us is on mission or away. It has to work every way for it to work, I think.” Steve says. 
“Say, you’re gone to a meeting and Bucky and I… ? Will that create tension, jealousy, anger?”
“Will it if it’s Bucky and I, while you are gone?” Steve turns the question around on you. 
A corner of your mouth goes up as you picture walking into the two cuddled up post-coital. You only feel caring when you consider your feelings and theirs. “I don’t think so. What about the team? Would we keep this a secret?”
“I’d like to keep it quiet until we’re sure if this will work out. I don’t want to cause tension in the team and it’s not the most conventional relationship. I think it would be a good idea for them to know you and Bucky are together. We'll work up to the rest.” Steve replies. 
"Is that what you want?" You look to Bucky.
"It's absolutely what I want. As long as it's with the two of you." Bucky says.
“Have you been in a relationship like this before?” You ask.
“No. This would be a first for us. We’ve both dated, but not since we decided that this is the way we wanted our relationship to be.” Steve says. 
"Are you sure you want me? I mean, why? Why me? Is it just that you're both attracted to me physically?" You ask.
"You're beautiful. There's no denying that, Doll." Bucky hooks some of your hair behind your ear. "But you're also smart and funny and loving. When Steve and I talked about this we knew that even if you turned us down you wouldn't judge us. Wouldn't spread it around for amusement." 
"We knew we could trust you. That's not easy. And you're amazing. Gracious. I don't know how anyone wouldn't want you." Steve says while taking your hand.
"So, is that a yes? Or a maybe?" Bucky asks, taking your other hand.
“Or you’ll think about it?” Steve’s looks at you with concern.
You look between the both of them, knowing there was only one answer. You pull their hands together so that you are holding their hands between both of yours. "If any of us are ever hurt by the others, we talk about it together. If one of us wants out, we talk about it together. Open communication, always. If you can both agree to that, then… then it's a yes."
"I can agree to that." Steve says, adding his other hand to the top of yours.
"Agreed." Bucky places his hand on top of Steve's. 
"Then it's a yes." You smile at them. 
"Does that mean I can kiss you now?" Steve asks.
"Hmm…" You smile and bite your lip before answering, "Yeah." You say grinning. Steve leans in and plants a gentle, sweet kiss on your lips. You smile once you separate and then turn to Bucky. "Does that mean I can kiss you now?" You say to him. 
"Hell, yeah." He says as he pulls you close. His kiss is firm but still sweet. 
"And one last kiss to seal the pact." You look between the two of them. They grin at each other and lean in for a kiss. You smile at them as they part and look at you. "Okay. Well, I still want to finish our ride and we have several hours of daylight left."
You pack up all traces of your picnic and Steve places the cooler on the back of Bucky's bike with a smirk. Bucky growls at him but doesn't protest.
"Did you just growl?" You grin up at Bucky.
"He's robbing me of the pleasure of having you against me." Bucky chuckles. You reach up and pull him down for a kiss, opening your mouth to invite his tongue in, which he takes full advantage of as he presses you to him. After a minute, you pull away. "Hope that makes up for it just a little bit." You smirk at him as you get on the bike behind Steve.
"That was hot." Steve says as he starts up his bike. 
You wrap your arms around him and squeeze. "Don't worry. There's more where that came from." You laugh.
"God, I hope so." You hear Bucky say. 
You're still giggling as you jounce back towards the main road. The guys weave around each other, rev their engines, and you exchange grins with Bucky and an occasional comment with Steve. Almost two hours later, Steve pulls into a gas station. He parks the bike next to the pump and you get off the bike and stretch. “I’m going to find the ladies room.”
“Okay.” He smiles as he watches you walk away. 
“You staring hard enough at her ass?” Bucky quips from behind. 
“You weren’t doing the exact same thing?” Steve smirks. 
“Maybe.” Bucky chuckles as he pumps gas. 
Steve finishes pumping his gas, “Hey Buck, you want a drink or anything?”
“Yeah, that’d be great.” Bucky says. As soon as Steve disappears into the store, Bucky takes the cooler from his bike and moves it to Steve’s. 
He turns when he hears you bark out a laugh. “That was slick, Bucky.” 
“Thanks, doll. It’s my turn again, right? Only fair.” He grins. 
“Bucky!” You both turn to see Steve’s scowl. “Really?” He hands you and Bucky both a drink. 
“Thank you.” You say to Steve. You pull him to you and slide your arms around his neck. He takes no preamble and kisses you deeply. He leaves you nearly breathless by the time he pulls back. 
“Worth it.” Steve says as he grins at Bucky. 
You giggle and swat his butt as he walks back to his bike. “Time to head back?” You ask as you climb on Bucky’s bike behind him. 
Steve and Bucky exchange looks. “A little further.” Bucky says. 
“Yeah.” Steve agrees and starts his bike up. 
About 45 minutes later, they turn off onto a small side road, and then onto a long gravel drive. They pull up to a cabin surrounded by woods with a creek running to the west of it. They switch their engines off before turning to each other and then to you. You feel butterflies begin in your stomach, “Who’s cabin is this?” You ask as you get off Bucky’s bike. 
“It’s one of Tony’s many properties.” Steve says. 
You begin to tremble. Not out of fear but nervousness. You knew from your conversation earlier today that sex was inevitable, but looking at the cabin behind Steve you understood the expectation. You weren’t sure if you were quite ready for that step. “Uh-huh. And what are we doing here?”
“I guess that depends on you, sweetheart.” Steve looks at you nervously. 
You wrap your arms around yourself and look at Bucky with a raised eyebrow wanting his input. He takes in your demeanor and immediately feels empathy for your discomfort. “Nothing you don’t want to do, doll. We can stay the night here doing whatever you are comfortable with or turn around and go back. No pressure. No expectations.”
“I’m pretty sure something like this always comes with expectations.” You say looking between the two. 
“There might be some hope but no expectations. Promise.” Steve puts his hands on your waist and looks at you earnestly. “Nothing will happen that you don’t want.”
You run through your thoughts for a minute looking into Steve’s eyes and then smile, “Seal it with a kiss.” Steve grins as he pulls you in for a kiss. Once he lets you go you face Bucky and look at him expectantly. He smiles and kisses you, too.
“I like the idea behind this.” You look at the cabin.
“What do you mean? Steve says.
“Having our first night together alone. Without prying eyes and ears. Outside the compound. It feels like a lot less pressure.” You smile. 
“I was worried it might scare you.” Bucky says. “Taking you to the middle of nowhere without telling you. We’re serious. No pressure.”
“I’m not scared. I could never be scared of either of you. Just nervous.” You say. “Now, show me this cabin.” 
Steve enters the code on the lock and holds open the door to the well appointed cabin for you.
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Empathetic Chapter 12
Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader
Summary: After your mom, the number 1 hero in America, gets offered a teaching position at U.A., you two pack up your things and head to Musutafu, Japan to start a new life. Pressure for you in America was at an all-time high, and now you’re in Japan, where almost no one knows you, or your family’s past.
This tale starts on your first day of class where your new teacher decides the best way for you to fit in is to fight against the strongest person in your class: Bakugou Katsuki.
Warnings/Genre: This piece will feature some angst and reference to an abusive parent, if you are ever worried about other tw’s feel free to send me an ask and I will let you know. There will also be fluff, slight angst, pining, and slowburn.
A/N: No clue how I got this chapter out hella fast despite losing it all, but it was so fun to write lol! I hope you guys like it, please send me asks with feedback! I’m really excited for the next chapters!
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Once you heard the click of your door gently closing, you released a breath of air you didn’t know you were holding. You looked to your ceiling as your heart raced with your brain actively trying to calm it down.
Your phone was still vibrating, but you knew it was a call this time. You didn’t have the nerves to answer it, however, and simply looked at the various texts Ashido had sent you. The first was from around noon today:
I’m on my date with Kirishima right now and I am freaking out!!
She vaguely narrated her emotions before a more significant one showed up at 2:00pm.
Where are you?? I want to tell you and Hagakure everything!!!!
You smiled, happy you were now included with her list of what you assumed was best friends. Just before you got home, she texted you a series of question marks.
????
Where are you!?!
And then the flood of texts when you came home.
Were you??
Omg
Were you really went on a date with Bakugou?
Sir explodey???
Why did you not tell me about your date with Bakugou!!
You smiled fondly at your friend’s jokes and knew the rest of your night would be filled with her and Hagakure. Genuinely, it was exciting to know you would spend you night with the two excitable girls. Not only were you ecstatic that you could hear about Ashido’s actual date today, but your stomach flipped at the idea of finally telling them about you and Bakugou.
If there was even anything between you and Bakugou.
It felt a little wild that your relationships with your classmates had grown so much so quickly. You spent a moment reminiscing about living in America and how much time you really spent by yourself. It definitely helped that you lived in a dorm with them too.
Drawing yourself away from your thoughts, you texted her back:
It wasn’t a date!!
But I am on my way downstairs rn
You hastily changed out of your nicer outfit and into shorts and a sweater, something perfect for the sleepover vibes you were hoping for today. Only for a moment did you debate taking out your earbuds; you did not want to become stressed by overthinking. They really were hurting at this moment and you were sure everything would be okay.
You took your earbuds off and placed them into their case that had been in your backpack. You then pocketed the case in the front pocket of your sweater. Just in case. You ears thanked you as you rubbed them and you tried your best to ignore the thoughts rushing into your head.
You can do this, you told yourself. Half of it was because of your classmates thoughts rushing into your head, and half was because of the nerves you still had from today. It had been quite some time since you went a long period without earbuds and you feared getting a headache, but the risk was well worth it considering how your ears were begging for a break.
You took in a deep breath and told yourself to finally go!
Slowly and quietly, you opened your door, almost afraid that Bakugou would be watching you.
With no one in sight, you rushed down the stairs, the adrenaline pumping through your veins made an elevator ride seem like the worst and longest possible thing. You fled down the stairs, running on the tips of your feet to make the least amount of noise.
Once downstairs you rushed to your friends with a beaming smile.
“Hi!” You exclaimed as you plopped down onto the couch.
“Well aren’t you smiley,” Hagakure immediately commented, making heat flush up your neck.
You couldn’t help it. You had a great day with Bakugou and a productive one to boot. That and you were about to spend the night with your current closest friends. Although you started out wanting to just forget your feelings, you could absolutely get used to the way he talks to you and time you spend together.
You replied to Hagakure’s comment by just deepening your smile and shrugging. “Ashido! You have to tell me how it went!” You looked to the pink girl, who had a grin just as wide as yours. That’s a good sign. That and she wasn’t currently crying in her room. “Should we get snacks and go up to someone’s room?” You suggested.
“Yes!” Ashido replied, “That sounds perfect!” The girl immediately stood up and practically skipped over to the kitchen which was still occupied by students.
Each of you moved around silently. You grabbed three cups and a bottle of soda while Hagakure and Ashido grabbed their desired snacks to bring from the pantry. You were still quite full from your late lunch, but knew that this night would go long.
As your hands held onto the cool glass cups and plastic bottle, you imagined how tonight would be going.
It will be great! You decided as Ashido and Hagakure walked out of the pantry with two bags of chips and a box of fruit gummies. You felt the giddiness in your stomach rise as the girls approached you. Silently, you all walked to the elevator, arms full and eyes shining.
“We can go to my room,” Ashido explained as she reached out to press the appropriate floor.
The same floor with Kirishima and Bakugou, you silently noted as the doors closed and the elevator began to rise.
When the doors opened to your and Ashido’s floor, the first thing you saw was Bakugou walking towards you. Shock ran through your veins as the three of your exited before the doors closed and then stood still. It must have been quite the sight to see the three of you, practically in pajamas with hands full of snacks.
If it wasn’t clear from that image that you three were going to be talking about boys the whole night, then Bakugou sure must be an idiot.
“Tch,” He scoffed as his hand found the doorknob to Kirishima’s room.
Wait, you thought and you quizzically stared at him. Were he and Kirishima also going to talk about girls?
At the very least, you were sure that they would be talking about Ashido.
Bakugou gave you a knowing smirk. Looks like those two idiots finally got together, huh? Surely you helped them.
Your eyes widened. No one had noticed you weren’t wearing your earbuds yet except for Bakugou.
Obviously I can see you without them, you idiot. I’m always looking. His eyes squinted at you and silently gasped in response.
The blond barked out a small laugh, before opening Kirishima’s door and leaving you three in the hall like dumbstruck idiots. You knew he was directing his laugh at your shocked face, but the girls probably just thought it was at their wild appearance.
“Weird,” Hagakure laughed as she became the first to start walking to Ashido’s room. You and the pink girl followed quickly behind.
Once inside, you all immediately dropped the snacks off on the bed and desk. Before anyone had a chance to speak, Ashido turned to face you.
“Before I get started,” She began, “I just have to say…
You gulped down the lump in your throat. From her thoughts alone, you could tell she was upset and hurt.
“How dare you not tell either of us that you were going on a DATE with frickin’ BAKUGOU??” Her anger roared through the room and you were sure Bakugou could hear his name being spoken.
“It wasn’t a date,” You responded meekly, knowing full well how it looked when you walked into the dorms, a smile plastered on your face and Bakugou held the door open for you.
Ashido scoffed and rolled her eyes. “Sure it wasn’t,” She accused, sarcasm dripping off every word. “We will get to you later, missy,” She promised before jumping onto her bed and grabbing a bag of fruit snacks.
“Anyways,” Hagakure spoke, breaking the silent tension that had formed. “Please! Tell us about your date with Kirishima!” She practically begged as she sat down at the desk and began pouring herself a drink.
“Well,” Ashido giggled, “If you insist.” The smile on her face that had been there since you met her downstairs was a clear indicator of the results. You, however, still wanted to hear every juicy detail she could remember.
You sat down on the bed across from Ashido, certain this story would be long enough to hurt your legs if you stayed standing.
“I asked him Friday night if he wanted to go out. Well,” She corrected, “I texted him. Let me show you.” She whipped out her phone and moved so all of you could read it. Despite this, Ashido read it aloud as well.
“Hey, Kiri! And then a cute heart emoji.” She pointed at the emoji on her phone. “I was wondering if you wanted to get lunch tomorrow or Sunday? I found this new café a few blocks away from school and really wanted to try it out with you!”
“Then he said…”
“Sure! I would love too! Sunday works best.”
“Then I said—”
“Ashido, we can read it,” Hagakure sassed. You sincerely didn’t mind her reading the texts, it was a cute commentary addition.
“Shush!” Ashido retorted before turning back to her phone, not letting Hagakure get another word in. She pressed her off button and the screen went black. She moved to be sitting normally again and continued, “So anyways we set up a time. And we were having great conversations on our walk. I had decided from the very beginning to bring up dating him after we leave the café. So, we just chat and it’s nice and he’s so sweet and cute and—”
“Ashido,” You interrupt, unable to hide your laughter and her rambling. The girl stopped and looked at you, her eyes wide as if unsure why you stopped her. “You were getting off topic.”
“Oh!” She exclaimed. “Sorry! Anyways, we get there, and it turns out it wasn’t just a normal café, it was a cat café! So, we buy an hour and get our drinks and snacks and it was so much fun. Seeing him with those cats was like, amazingly adorable.” She stops talking for a moment to eat some of the fruit gummies. “Also! He literally bought all the drinks and food and he refused to take any of my money which was so sweet. And I feel like he kinda knew? Like, he knew this was more than just two friends hanging out.”
“What do you mean by that?” You asked before getting up to pour yourself a glass of soda.
“Like, he seemed so nervous an quiet at the beginning, but luckily he started warming up after he saw all the cats. Except a couple times he would get super silent and just look at me with this wistful smile. It’s hard to explain, but yeah.”Ashido described. “Oh, and I wore this really cute dress and sneakers with some clips in my hair and he complimented me with this goofy smile on his face. Even he dressed up nicely in a red, short-sleeve button up.
“Oh, wow,” Hagakure mumbles. “So when did you tell him?”
“After the hour was up, we decided to not pay for another hour and just go,” Ashido explained, “They were also super crowded and busy. However, instead of just heading back home we walked to the nearby riverbank and sat on the grass hill. It was so amazing because it was covered in flowers and the sun felt so nice. Kirishima looked so great. Honestly, we ended up taking some photos because it was just a gorgeous time of day.”
“Okay? But when did you confess?” Hagakure repeated. She was getting quite impatient and wiggling around in the chair.
You laughed as Ashido shushed her. “Let me be happy!” She retorted with a glint of humor. Despite her tone, it was clear she didn’t mean anything horrible and you laughed even harder.
“Fine,” The invisible girl groaned and pouted in her chair.
You were tempted to retort and tease Hagakure about Ojiro, but decided not to change the topic when you were getting to the most interesting parts of Ashido’s story.
“So anyways,” Ashido began once more. “When we were done taking photos, we just started talking about this or that, it was very pleasant. Like, he was telling me about his goals after school and he seemed so excited and passionate, it was great.” She paused for a moment and looked at each of us before continuing. “All of the sudden,” Her voice grew louder and her wide eyes put you on the edge of your seat in anticipation.
This has to be the moment! You thought.
“A cart ran by with roses and Kirishima jumped up immediately and ran to buy a half-bouquet. It was like out of a movie!” Ashido exclaimed, her hands coming up to touch her cheeks as they grew a deeper shade of pink that her typical skin tone.
“Awww” Hagakure sighed.
“I know!” Ashido exclaimed. “So after he gave me the flowers, I was blushing so much and I could barely talk and when I said that the flowers were pretty he was like ‘yeah, pretty like you’!” I was literally screaming on the inside.”
It felt like you had butterflies on the inside of your stomach from simply hearing about Ashido’s date. It was so much sweeter than yours, despite you still being happy with your day. Ashido and Kirishima had known each other for years too, while you and Bakugou knew each other for a week. In fact, your day with him wasn’t technically even a date.
“Kirishima is so sweet!” Hagakure gushed while you simply smiled at your friends.
“So did you confess after?” You inquired while Ashido showed off the roses now in a vase.
“Okay, okay,” She fumbled and she put down the vase and got back onto the bed. “I basically didn’t have any words. I did not expect him to be so romantic so all I could get out was a small thank you. He was super red too which was a good sign. I was trying to get up the courage to say something more, but then he started talking.”
“Oh?” Hagakure added, her commentary working well with the story.
“He confessed!” Ashido practically screamed.
“He confessed?” Both you and Hagakure questioned. You stood up from your spot in shock and Ashido followed.
Her energy was at a high as she rapidly nodded, “Yes!”
“Oh my goodness,” You added, completely shocked that Kirishima could build up the courage and also happen to do it at the same time Ashido wanted to. You could not help but think about Bakugou currently in Kirishima’s room. You wondered what the story sounded like from Kirishima’s point of view.
Was he also nervous and getting of topic? Or is he already done with the story?
You were sure whatever the answer was, Bakugou was already over it.
“It was so sweet and I feel like I blacked out,” Ashido continued. “He talked about our friendship and how he admired me and how that admiration slowly turned romantic as we got older. He ended it by saying he wanted to finally be the manliest he could be and actually tell me how he felt.”
“So sweet!” Hagakure added. “Very Kirishima of him.” She giggled at the idea of the scene, but Ashido seemed as happy as could be.
“So what did you say after?” You asked, silently hoping that their date ended with a sweet kiss.
“I started stuttering, but I was eventually able to say that I like him back,” Ashido explained. “Honestly, it was a bit awkward. That was mainly because both of us were smiling like idiots though. He was so cute,” She said for almost the fifth time that night.
“That really sweet, Ashido. I’m glad you guys finally admitted it,” You encouraged. “I’ve only known you for a short time, but it was clear you guys are really cute together.”
“Thank you, (Y/N)-kun,” She smiled before reaching out to give you an awkward hug over the pile of snacks.
“How did the date end though?” Hagakure asked as you both broke apart.
“Ah, yes!” Ashido exclaimed, as if suddenly remembering something important. “We started talking about it all and agreed to go on another date soon but keep things pretty quiet. Like, we aren’t going to hide anything, but we aren’t going to sit everyone down to just tell them.” There was a brief pause, “Well, except for you guys.”
Both you and Hagakure laughed at that.
“And Bakugou,” Hagakure added, which was something you were thinking, but did not want to bring up.
They are accusing me of dating him and I would hate for these teasing jokes to get to him and hurt the small amount of friendship we currently have, you thought as you laughed at Hagakure’s addition.
“Anyways, we eventually walked home and just talked about random things. The conversation started getting back to normal, but halfway through he held my hand and it was so cute!” She explained. “I hope everything can stay normal, just with more romance.”
“Did he kiss you at the end?” You ask, unable to help it anymore.
Hagakure laughed at you and Ashido shook her head.
“No, there were a lot of people outside, so it just didn’t feel right. I think he kinda wanted to though,” She explained and shrugged. “I’m not upset about it,” She smiled brightly, “I’m just happy we finally admitted it.”
You smiled silently at your friend, not quite having the words to tell her how happy for her and proud of her you are.
Hagakure, however, had much to say. “Oh, my god!” She began her speech. “I am literally so happy for you guys! You are both so cute together, like literally from day 1 at U.A., you two have been the sweetest friends! I cannot wait to see you guys in public. Kirishima is already so red around you that a quick kiss on his check with make him turn as red as his hair!”
“That I help him dye,” Ashido interjected, a wide smile spread across her pink cheeks.
“Exactly!” Hagakure exclaimed while wiggling around in the seat from happiness.
As a comfortable and happy silence filled the room, you each took this opportunity to grab some food. You poured yourself and Ashido a drink while Hagakure opened a bag or chips and Ashido ate more fruit snacks. Once you sat down, you phone buzzed and Hagakure and Ashido glanced up at you. Although you couldn’t actually see Hagakure…
“Probably my mom,” You mumbled, hopefully answering their silent question.
They look away and you handed Ashido her drink before grabbing your phone off the soft mattress. You tried to be as silent as you could when it was Bakugou’s name flashing across your screen instead of your mom’s.
You looked up to the girls who were staring at their own phones and unlocked yours as silently as you could.
Shitty hair is literally running through a pros and cons list of texting pinky…I’m sure your night is just as miserable considering how loud pinky and whatever her name is can get.
You stared at it, trying to figure out just how to reply. You bit your lip, wondering whether to laugh and joke along with him or defend your friend.
You tested out a few different options before finally sending:
I think it’s cute…and I’m not the type to complain about having friends who actually talk to me.
You listened as closely as you could, not sure how this comment would come across. If you paid enough attention, maybe you would be able to hear his thoughts.
Is that a quip at me? You heard a voice that you hoped was Bakugou. It definitely matched to most compared to the other voices in this house you could currently hear. Or is she just trying to share more?
You heard a bit more of his thoughts before you pulled away, not wanting to intervene too much into his privacy.
Eventually, your phone buzzed once more.
I am.
Your heart dropped slightly at the short comment. But another text suddenly came in.
As far as I think, all those other extras share way too much about their personal lives.
Other extras.
Other extras?
What does that mean?
Testing the waters, you put something a bit risky.
I’ll make sure not to share my person life with you now lol
You felt so incredibly nervous about your text and the ‘lol’ at the end felt so cringey as you stared at it.
Nah, you’re fine. For now.
You smiled brightly, you couldn’t help it. That was definitely a good sign and you knew it. You felt like such an idiot as you began typing out your reply.
“Excuse me?” You heard a critical voice say from above you.
You looked up to see Ashido and Hagakure in front of you. You shockingly looked at them, wondering what they could need.
“You sure are smiling like a fool for someone who is just texting your mom!” Hagakure accused you.
“Uhh,” You stumbled, not sure what to say.
Before you could get any words out, Ashido snatched your phone out of your hands and ran across the room.
“Oh my god!” She gasped while reading over the short conversation. “Bakugou!?” She exclaimed while turning to phone to show Hagakure.
You didn’t even try to snatch it back because you knew full well that they would find out eventually.
“Oh my,” Hagakure finally spoke. “This is,” She paused and looked at you before looking at Ashido. “Is this?”
“L/N-kun and Bakugou flirting? Yes,absolutely” Ashido rapidly nodded before tossing the electronic device onto the bed. “I’m literally not even mad at him bashing us, especially me and Kiri. I’m just happy that he finally found a girl to like.”
“We should have known too,” Hagakure passionately added while you watched their conversation unfold. “They even went on a date today.”
“It wasn’t a date,” You finally interjected.
“Oh, it wasn’t a date!? Sure, it wasn’t,” Ashido replied with an overly mocking tone.
Hagakure was busting up laughing at this point and was unable to say anything else. Nevertheless, she was trying. “I can’t—I can’t—Oh my—"
“Guys!” You pouted, interrupted the two girls. You took this opportunity to grab your phone off the bed and take your place it into your sweater pocket. “Let me explain,” You pleaded.
Both girls suddenly stopped the smiles, giggles, and teasing. Silently, they sat in their respective seats and waited for you to explain yourself.
“So,” You began before taking in a deep breath, “Yes, I do like Bakugou—”
“I knew it!” Ashido exclaimed.
You squinted your eyes at her in critique. “You knew? Since when?” You questioned, knowing full well that she did not know. She had only known you for a week and only saw you and Bakugou interact once.
“Uhh, today?” She offered, “When you came home with him today?”
Hagkure snickered at Ashido’s response which received her a light smack from the pink girl.
“You guys ready to listen?” You asked, interrupting the snickering clients.
“Yes!” The replied in unison. They sat down and looked at you with anticipation.
“Okay, so,” You thought over your next words carefully. “I don’t know what it is about Bakugou that makes me like him. It’s kind of just everything?” You bit your lip, “Like, he’s super hot.”
“Ew,” Ashido groaned, “You can’t say that about him!”
Hagakure laughed even harder than before considering she wasn’t nearly as close to Bakugou as Ashido was. “He is pretty attractive, Ashido. You have to admit.”
“Stop!” Ashido exclaimed. “Bakugou is literally like a dad, he can’t be hot.”
You laughed at Ashido’s comment, her humor helping you relax more. “Just relax, Ashido! I’ll stop talking about how,” You paused, “You know, he is.”
“Thank you,” She replied.
You smiled before continuing your story. “I’ve talked to him a few times over the week, and it is obviously not perfect. Sometimes though, he just says all the right stuff and it makes my insides twist. Like today, we went to his costume designer’s place because I simply mentioned to him that I wanted to change my costume up a lot. And then he took me to one of his favorite food places.” You smiled at the memory. “It was a really nice day, but obviously not as cute or romantic as Ashido’s date.”
Ashido shrugged, “That’s just how Bakugou is though! Like, me and Kirishima have known each other for years! Bakugou is warming up to you after only a week while it took him months to even consider Kirishima a friend.”
“Very true,” Hagakure interjected. She was enjoying the story, but Ashido knew much more about Bakugou than her, making her opinions not as pertinent.
“I think,” Ashido continued, “You and Bakugou have a lot of potential. In fact, now that I know you like him, I can pay so much attention to your conversations. I’ll be like a spy, I can analyze everything!”
You chuckled at your friend’s excitement, feeling great about telling your friends about your crush on Bakugou. At the same time, though, it also felt silly having a crush on him. You bit your lip while telling yourself not to become too preoccupied with the blond when each of you cared more about becoming heroes.
“And those texts are the first thing I want to analyze!” Ashido explained, “So gimme your phone!”
“No, you don’t have to,” You bashfully replied, not sure if it would be right to allow them to see texts from Bakugou when he thinks it is just her.
“Aww, come on!” Hagakure pressured. “I saw some pretty flirty stuff in those texts!”
“Maybe,” You continued, “But Bakugou is a very private person, you know?”
“True,” Ashido spoke, “But he doesn’t have to know!” The grin on her face was wicked and you could tell she wouldn’t let this topic go.
“Okay,” You gave in, “I’m sure it’ll be fine.” You pulled your phone out of your pocket and unlocked it. The texts between you and Bakugou popped up and you passed the phone to her.
She began reading it out loud because it was difficult for all three of your to read it at once.
“First off,” She said, beginning her analysis, “Just him initiating a conversation like this with you is big! He almost never begins conversations.”
“Not only that,” Hagakure added, “But he was trying to find common ground with you. That can be pretty big for Bakugou.”
“And,” Ashido exclaimed, as if just thinking about this “He even said he doesn’t mind you talking about your personal life while he doesn’t like hearing about others.”
Hagakure giggled, “Ooh la la! Sounds like Bakugou is in love.” She emphasized the word ‘love’ and elongated it in a teasing tone.
Ashido began chuckling along with Hagakure while you felt your cheeks turn red. “You guys are just jumping into things,” You insisted while taking your phone back. “I’m just going to take things slow.”
Since their laughter had died down by now, the girls nodded along with you.
“I think that’s smart,” Ashido agreed. “It’s hard to know how he will react in a romantic situation.”
“You know what might be fun,” Hagakure begins. You each look to her, awaiting her thoughts. “Since we know Bakugou is still in there, we could try and sneak up to the room to hear what they are saying about you guys.”
Ashido immediately had a mischievous smile appear on her face. She almost looked like a Cheshire cat and you knew what was next. “Why would we have to sneak up to overhear them when we have L/N right here?”
“Oh my god, that is so true!” Hagakure exclaimed while shaking here arms in excitement. You could tell she turned to look at you and she asked, “So, what do you think?”
I think it’s a bad idea, but I really want to do it, you thought. You took a few beats to think over all the possibilities that could make it a good or bad idea. You looked to Ashido’s excited face and knew Hagakure must feel similar despite not being able to see her either.
“Okay,” You finally said, effectively giving in.
You almost talked yourself out of it. However, this wasn’t something you did often, it definitely wasn’t going to become a habit, and you were a teenager with a crush who simply wanted to have fun?
“Yes! Yes, yes yes!” Ashido exclaimed while Hagakure got up and began dancing around the room.
You laughed loudly at your two friends, enjoying their humorous actions.
“Okay, okay,” You sheepishly interrupted, trying to calm them down. “I’ll need you guys to chill a bit to hear.”
Ashido saluted you and Hagakure laughed before doing the same, at least you could tell from her moving clothes. The two girls then sat down and awaited your next words.
You, on the other hand, focused your energy on the voices surrounding you. Your head, at this point, didn’t hurt at all, and made you feel even more confident about your decision to take out your earbuds. You had gotten very used to hearing people’s thoughts, but not at all processing the words they were saying.
Suddenly, Kirishima’s prominent thoughts came into view.
Today was so great. I think I’ll take her bowling on our next date.
“Kirishima is planning your next date,” You mindlessly spoke, too focused to watch Ashido. You did, however, hear her shrill scream and the excited thoughts rushing through her head.
“What about Bakugou?” Hagakure asked.
You barked out a laugh once your were able to hear Bakugou;s thought clearly enough. “He’s thinking about how you and Kirishima are absolute idiots…but he’s still happy you guys got together.”
“That’s so sweet!” Ashido exclaimed.
“Aww, nothing about you?” Hagakure asked.
You shrugged your shoulders and focused more on your friends. “I really doubt that he talked to Kirishima about today.” You smiled to try and assure your friends. “I don’t need him to think about me all the time.”
Ashido smiled, her eyes filled with a kind of pity you weren’t sure you liked. Despite this, you knew she had good intentions at heart, and you grinned back as she patted your shoulder.
“Anyways,” Hagakure spoke up after a pregnant pause filled the room. “Let’s talk about something else, this conversation is totally not passing the Bechdel test and I am over it.”
You nodded in agreement and grabbed a handful of chips before sipping on your drink. “I could show you guys the sketches for my new hero costume,” You offered.
Ashido grinned widely, “Yes! You can put on your current one and show us the new sketches.”
“Oh god,” You exclaimed, “My current one is so ugly.”
“Well now you have to show us,” Hagakure laughed.
“Okay, okay! I’ll be right back then.” Happily, you stood up from your seat on the bed and made your way to your bed to grab your hero costume, computer, and sketchbook. A wide smile was spread across your face and you clumsily handled all of your supplies.
Today was a great day, you thought as another person’s own thought rang through your ears.
Fuck, why was today the best day I’ve had in a while? You heard Bakugou’s voice ring through your ears before you reopened Ashido’s door.
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Finally got to watch TBOBF ep 5. I will probably need a rewatch as it’s hard to catch every bit of nuance when you’re watching with a seven year old who’s Got Questions. Gonna throw my first impressions under the cut.
DIN DJARIN AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, now that that’s out of the way...
The fact that he hurt himself with the dark saber. Like, he really does not know how to fight with that thing. I had to laugh because I’ve always imagined that if light-sabers were real i’d probably accidently kill myself with one within seconds of turning it on. Can we talk about the way it sounds when it turns on? Like damn. Also, am I a horrible person for finding it incredibly hot when Din just sliced that fella in half? Yes? Well, I’m sure I’m not the only one.
the elevator scene. Din just casually riding the elevator smelling like burnt flesh and carrying a severed head...the way the alien just kind of glanced at him and looked away.
Din finding what was left of his covert. ow. ouch. Down to just three, or three that have been able to find each other. My goodness that’s sad, when you think about the covert in S1, the children playing, all of those mandalorians coming to Din’s aid. The idea of Paz and the Armorer trying to hold onto their way of life when there are only just two of them is unbelievably sad to me. And when Din finds them, oh my heart.
i love how Din is immediately deferential to the Armorer despite everything he’s seen and done and been through.
I was sad to see the Beskar spear go but i am curious as to what the Armorer made for Grogu. Something small. Something chainmail?
It was good to hear the backstory of the purge. I knew some of this already just from being around the fandom, but it hit different seeing it. I’m pretty sure those were nukes (or the star wars equivalent) those bombers were dropping. The scale of the destruction was really something.
Hammer bonk to Din’s head. This poor man.
I wish we knew more about Din and Paz’s relationship. Like others I find it kind of hilarious that Din obviously does not want the dark saber but then when Paz challenges him he’s like fuck right off this is mine.
have you ever removed your helmet????  Oh oh shit oh fuck. To me, this interaction gets right to the heart of who Din Djarin is. He has to know what will happen if he tells the truth, the Creed has been drilled into him his entire life, he knows what the consequences of breaking it will be, but he still can’t lie.
then you are Mandalorian no more.
holy crap this hurt. After everything he’s been through, he just wanted to come home. The living waters of Mandalore? Sounds like Din just got his first quest for S3, though I think it would be interesting to see if he starts questioning The Way.
Commercial starflight. Space TSA. So Many Weapons. The frickin dark saber goes into checked baggage.
OK, so lets talk about Peli Motto for a second. I love this lady so much. Can we talk about how absurdly competent she is? She’s like yeah I found this trashed N-1 starfighter but I’ve recruited a bunch of Jawas to steal shit for me so I’ve got all the parts right here. Whenever Din tries to object to some modification she’s making I love how she’s just like nope, sonny-boy, i know my shit. Ok, and am I the only one who finds it really kind of heartbreaking that she’s never been off-world? Peli fixes starships but she’s stuck down in the dust with everyone else on Tatooine.
I love that the souped-up N-1 had a big vibrating chunk of the engine sticking up out of it like someone’s ridiculous kit-car. It screams midlife crisis ride, and I love it. Let’s not talk about how Peli modded the droid-port to something that a certian little green dude could ride in. Hope he doesn’t have too many cookies first. 
Beggars canyon. hell yea. And when he breaks atmo and starts barrel-rolling around the starliner? My husband was like “that can’t be legal” and two seconds later the x-wing cops show up. 
All in all, I enjoyed the hell out of this, but, it did seem a bit weird that Boba was not in the show at all. Hubby and son both commented on this. I feel like they should have concentrated less on Din and Peli rebuilding the N-1 and given Boba some face time on his own dang show. The only point where this relates to the rest of the show is when Peli mentions the Pykes coming in and screwing things up and when Fennec shows up at the end to offer Din work.
I liked the episode. It was great to see Din in action and to find out what he’s been doing, but it felt more like a special or a one-off than part of The Book of Boba Fett. As much as I loved seeing my Beskar-covered space boyfriend, I think they could have done a much better job of weaving his story into Boba and Fennec’s. I think part of this is that television seasons have been whittled down to less than 10 episodes, when we used to have 22 episodes to really flesh out a story. I’m thinking of Farscape back in the day, when you had room for filler episodes and one-offs and episodes that didn’t necessarily advance the plot but gave you some insight into the characters. Anyway, tl:dr, I liked it a heck of a lot but I wish it was better incorporated into the rest of the story.
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Feel More Alive
Word Count: 1,503  Warnings: language & (gag) mention of William A/N: The second that I saw this piece of artwork, I heard I Can’t Stand It by VHS Collection in my head, so the title comes from that song. 
(ARTIST APPRECIATION SUBMISSION)  
Happy Friday everyone! I know it’s been a little while since I posted one of these, and since there has been so much amazing art lately, I thought I would get back to it. This one made me gasp aloud when I first saw it, even though I KNEW it would be incredible from the second I sent the request in. @pheedraws​ literally never disappoints and always delivers absolutely stunning portraits and drawings, and this one was no exception. 
Phoebe! How do you do it? How do you manage to get so much emotion and expression in your art? How do you fit so much detail and light and life into these pieces? You are an art enchantress... an ARTchantress, and I never cease to be amazed at the magic you create. 
So from me to you, THANK YOU so much for sharing your talent with all of us. You are fabulous, you are appreciated, you are a frickin gem. 
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He should not be allowed to look that good in purple aubergine and yet... 
The wide expanse of the city spread out before him as he took his seat across from the solid plate glass wall. The hotel bar that he was in offered one of the most stunning views available of Singapore at night, and while he’d been to the city countless times before on business due to the island-nation’s favorable international tax rates, he couldn’t remember the last time he had visited purely for pleasure. When was the last trip I took where I wasn’t working? He couldn’t remember that either, only able to recall the various times he’d been in the room where he sat now. Outside, the lotus shaped structure of the ArtScience museum went from orange to violet as the lights changed, the reflections bouncing off the water below and coming through the window to tint Logan’s cheeks. Maybe one’a these days I’ll get down there, check it out. I bet- 
A server came by then to deliver two tall, slender champagne flutes, and Logan let his thoughts trail off as the woman smiled. “Is there anything else I can do for you right now, Mr. Delos?” She tucked her small round tray beneath her arm, the fingers of her free hand skimming the bottom hem of her dress where it sat almost plastered to her thighs before trailing those same fingertips over the table top. Subtle. 
It wasn’t her fault. He knew that the staff here had been instructed to cater to whatever requests their high profile visitors might have. In the past he would have taken her up on her offer, but this trip, while still business related, was different for a few reasons. Logan returned her smile, undoing the button on his jacket and leaning back in his seat. “No, thank you, I’m all set for now.”   
She let her tongue slip out from between her lips before giving him another slowly spreading smile and bringing her hand up to innocently toy with one of her dangling earrings. “Well, if anything changes, I’d be happy to-” 
I’m sure you would. “I’ll keep that in mind. Thanks.” He lifted his glass to her, cocking one eyebrow as he did, then brought it to his mouth and took a large gulp. The woman nodded and turned to head back to the bar, but Logan caught her throw one last glance over her shoulder at him as she did. 
I should talk to the manager, tell ‘em that they can stop tellin’ the staff to do that with me. He let his eyes scan the room then, flitting over the faces of the people at the other booths in search of one face in particular. He laughed to himself as he brought his glass back down to the table. They’d probably look at me like I had six fuckin’ heads.  
It had been a few years since he’d chosen this location as a meeting place for a business contact, mainly because of the way things had unfolded after his last meeting there. Last time I sat in this booth I… He looked down and to his right at the empty cushion beside him. On Logan’s last visit, that space had been occupied by an attractive young man with captivating eyes with whom he’d planned to leave the hotel bar, had the Argos Initiative representatives he was meeting-if I can really call them that now that I know- not shown. He ran his palm over the dark leather upholstery. Can’t remember his name. Maybe I never even… It wouldn’t have been the first time Logan had gone to bed with someone without knowing what to call them. But I didn’t, not that night, not with him anyway. He closed his eyes and drew his hand back to the table, pointer and middle finger running up and down the stem of his glass before turning his head to the left, an involuntary frown forming as his eyes landed in the spot where William had sat on that last trip. 
He closed his eyes and turned his attention back to the floor to ceiling windows before opening them again, the golden lights of the lounge’s chandeliers joining the countless others in his field of vision. He’s gone now, no use in… Though Logan had already run though every single second of his trip to the park with his former brother in law, chastizing himself for not taking control of the situation sooner- If I’d have just fuckin’ shot her, if I’d have dragged his ass home- he hadn’t gone back further than that in his “what ifs”. But now, sitting here where it all began, he couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened had William not called it a night so early, had he been in the room with Logan when just a twitch of Angela’s finger had frozen the entire assembly of Hosts. He’d had to have seen it then. They’re not real, they’re...they’re not alive, they… With a sigh he trained his eyes on his glass as a string of tiny bubbles rose to the surface. If he’d have seen what I saw, felt what I felt, there’s no way he would have… I’d at least have seen it sooner, seen it before I brought him to the park and… 
Fuck. He hadn’t wanted to think about that time, or the initial meeting with Argos. This trip was different not only because of what Logan had gone through since the last time he’d set foot in Singapore, but because of who he had with him this time- you. He’d been hesitant to bring you with him on this trip, not because he wasn’t sure of how he felt about you or because he wanted to take the lounge’s servers up on their offers to take care of whatever he needed, but because he wasn’t sure what being back in that place would be like for him, what feelings it might bring up. While this was a business trip, and you were a contracted Delos employee, that’s not all that this trip was, and he didn’t want it to be shrouded in the pain of his past. You knew everything that had happened, so it wasn’t that he wanted to keep anything from you. I just don’t want her to have to deal with this now. She shouldn’t. She deserves...she makes me... 
His thoughts dropped off again as the face he’d been looking for finally emerged from the hall that led to the restrooms, and he felt his chest expand as he took a breath in through his nose, his mouth dropping open to let it back out. Damn. Teeth snapping back together as you moved toward him through the crowded room, Logan watched the amethyst and orange reflections from the city lights paint swatches of color across your white dress. The rush he got just from looking at you made him feel more alive than any Host could, no matter how lifelike they were, and your smile as you noticed him noticing you was enough to banish all thoughts of his last visit to the lounge.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to take so long there was,” you rolled your eyes. “Some poor girl was crying in the bathroom mirror so I,” you twirled your hand as you sunk into the seat next to him, your knee brushing his. “I talked to her for a minute and-” 
But Logan didn’t hear the rest of your sentence, instead swallowing it with a kiss as one arm wound behind your back to pull you even closer to him. “Don’t be sorry,” he spoke against your lips before pulling back to look into your eyes. “Just don’t go anywhere else.” 
Your cheeks lifted into another smile as you brought one hand up to rake your fingers through his thick hair. Damn that’s… “That can be arranged, Logan.” You leaned in then, biting down gently on his earlobe and making him suck in a breath. “Unless,” you whispered, pressing your lips to his skin and raising goosebumps, “unless you wanna come with me.” 
Oh she has no idea what she just… “Now there’s an idea.” He picked up his glass, emptying it down his throat as you winked and did the same, then grabbed for your hand. “C’mon.” He pulled you to your feet and then with another tug, dragged you into his side. “Lemme show you the rooftop. ‘F I’m gonna buy this place, I should at least give you a private tour.” 
You hummed, a spark igniting in your eye as you rose on your toes to kiss him sweet and slow, drawing it out and making his heart race like no one else ever could. As the two of you made your way out of the lounge and into the elevator, Logan realized that his past wouldn’t haunt him anymore; that there was no longer any reason for him to hold on to the ghosts when there was so much life right in front of him. 
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ambivalent-anarchy · 4 years
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Yo Momma
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Gender: Female
Pairing: Peter Parker x avenger!reader
Warning: None
Was just randomly thinking about how each avenger would react to a yo momma joke, hence the name of the one-shot
There's like 0.2% of fluff in this really it's just an avengers crack fic
(Starts in the first Thor movie)
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You first met Thor of Asgard when you were just nine years old.
Of course, you hadn't known who he was at first. No one did. He was just another new face at the little diner your mom loved until he smashed a mug on the floor while yelling, "This drink, I like it. ANOTHER!"
Your mom always taught you that it was rude to stare, but at this point the entire diner went quiet as everyone watched the man with long blond hair who, though he was wearing normal clothing, looked so out of place.
Even once the diner went back to normal, you couldn't keep your eyes off of him.
"Mom, that man's weird," you whispered as you watched the brown-haired woman in front of him attempt to explain why crashing a cup is wrong, which he was obviously not seeming to understand.
"Don't stare, [Y/N]," she said. "I don't know what his deal is but we're not trying to find out, okay?"
"Okay," you replied, still finding it hard to keep your eyes off of the strange man.
"Now I'm gonna go to the restroom, alright. While I'm gone, stay in your seat and mind your business," she ordered. "I don't need to come back having to rip you from the hands of a giant."
You nodded. "Yes ma'am."
The second she left, you looked back at where the man had thrown the mug to see that no-one had picked it up. Frowning, you walked over with your hands on your hips. "Excuse me," you said, tapping the man on the shoulder, gaining his table's attention.
The brown haired woman smiled. "Awww, hi sweetie!"
"Are you going to clean that up?," you asked, pointing towards the mess on the floor.
In return, he scoffed, pushing your hand off of his shoulder. "Go away, little girl."
"My momma says you look like a giant," you noted.
Another woman at the table, this one in glasses, snickered. "Well, she wasn't wrong about that."
The strange man rubbed his chin as he looked down on you. "Little girl," he called out with a small scowl. "Have you no mind of who I am?"
You tilted your head. "Uh, what?"
The brown haired woman laughed nervously. "I already told you, Thor, or whoever you think you are.. no one knows you here."
"Thor's a weird name." You crossed your arms and gave a childish glare. "And you have a weird voice," you added.
Thor rolled his eyes, somehow becoming as emotionally invested in the argument as you, a child, were. "You're a weird, tiny, little girl."
You stuck out your lips. "You're mom's a weird, tiny, little girl!," you yelled back before walking back to your booth. Once there, you turned your body around in your seat. "In fact, your momma's so ugly, she went into a haunted house and came out with a job application!"
"Oh, shit!" The brown haired girl and her friend laughed as they watched Thor's face turn red.
"You keep my mother's name out of your filthy mouth, you-"
Your mother walked out of the restroom and grabbed your hand to leave the diner. "Come on, [Y/N]. Ready to go?"
You shot a shit-eating grin back to Thor's table, having gotten away with your little bout of disobedience, before turning back to your mom. "Yes ma'am."
If only you knew that diner experience would come back to bite you in the butt much later...
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You were sixteen when you met Thor of Asgard, again.
"Don't be nervous, kid," Happy told you as you watched the elevator numbers go up. "They're not really that intimidating. Plus, we just got a new kid and he's your age, so you'll be fine if you just keep your head on straight."
"Okay," you mumbled, tapping your foot on the ground anxiously.
It wasn't long ago when Iron Man found you while he was flying through New York. He hadn't even noticed you at first, but the pure energy radiating from you was jamming J.A.R.V.I.S.'s system and well, normal people don't just have pure energy radiating from them.
You discovered your power when you were twelve years old. It was something you hid, until he found you and decided that you didn't need to hide it anymore. Where he would take you, you could actually be yourself, powers and all.
You were going to be meeting the Avengers. You were going to be an Avenger.
"Seriously," Happy groaned. "You're actually heating up the entire elevator. Calm down."
"Sorry," you said, only just then noticing your fingers were lighting up. You took in a deep breath, focusing on calming your nerves. But there was one thing that was just bugging you.
The day the Avengers first saved the world, it was broadcasts EVERYWHERE. Everyone knew who they were.
And it totally was more than just a simple shock to you when you recognized the face on your tv screen.
The guy literally bashing aliens to smithereens was the guy who was at the diner. The guy who'd saved the earth several times since then was that guy.
And you joked on his mom right to his face.
"Question."
"Shoot."
"Does Thor have good memory?"
Happy's brows drew together at the random question. "Uh, I dunno. Why exactly?"
You shook your head nervously. "No reason."
The doors of the elevator opened and you were met with the largest, more than likely most expensive living room you've ever seen (and will ever see) in your entire life.
Sitting on the couch was a teenage boy. A really cute teenage boy in a striped button up shirt. At the sound of the elevator opening, he turned his head from the tv screen to look over. His eyes lit up in recognition at seeing you and he immediately ran over.
"Um, hi!," he greeted. "My name's Peter. Mr. Stark told me to give you the tour when you get here." He held his hand out for you to shake.
The second your palms touched, he immediately pulled away, a yelp of pain coming from his lips. "You're hands are like- REALLY HOT!"
"Oh, sorry!," you said, giving an apologetic smile. "I'm just really nervous."
He held his hand carefully, holding it by his side. "So I take it you have fire powers or something?"
"Pure energy," you corrected. "I can manifest it from my body into these really big blasts and stuff."
"That's super cool!"
You blushed. "Thanks, but I'm still learning to control it. If I get too emotional, it gets pretty bad."
Peter smiled, placing his hand on your shoulder (which was covered up with clothing). "Well, that's what we're here for, [Y/N]. To get better."
He led you down the hall, showing you different rooms and all the places you were allowed to go in. You even had a room of your own. One you could customize however you wished. Needless, to say, you knew you'd enjoy your time there.
And on top of it all, Peter turned out to be just one big ball of perfection. He was sweet, he listened, and holy crap was he cute.
"So," you asked. "What's your power?"
Peter's mouth curved into a smile. "Follow me." You followed him to a room that wasn't too far from yours. You chuckled, noticing how giddy he was being as he unlocked the door.
He led you into the room and you gasped as the first thing you laid your eyes on was a big Spiderman graffitied onto the wall of the room.
"Holy cow, dude. You're Spiderman!"
"Yep," he answered with a smirk. "Oh! And now that you're one of us, that means you get to make a name and have a cool suit too! You're gonna love it here-"
"Parker, is that the new recruit?," a new voice broke in.
You noticed that Peter immediately stood up a bit straighter, so you followed suit as you looked at who the man was. "Uh, yes sir, this is [Y/N]."
Your eyes went wide. "You're Captain America!," you gasped.
He nodded in return. "Steve. Nice to meet you. Come on, come meet the rest of the team."
You gave a nervous chuckle as you walked forward, following wherever Steve was leading you.
"Hey," Peter said, nudging you in the arm. "Relax. They'll be really nice."
You nodded. "Mhmm. Hey, question." He turned, giving you a helpful smile. "Does Thor have a good memory?"
He chuckled. "That's an oddly specific question. Any particular reason you ask that?" Peter looked at you jokingly. "You didn't flip him off in the street or anything, did you?"
You shook your head. "Nah. Not exactly."
Peter gave you a questioning look as the two of you followed Cap into a large dining room.
You looked around and there you saw every single avenger you'd ever heard of. Hawkeye eating a turkey burger. The Winter Soldier and Falcon seemingly playfully arguing over some tv show. Tony frickin' Stark running his fingers through some little girl's hair. Black Widow sitting at the dinner table having a peaceful conversation with some guy with glasses that you couldn't recognize.
And of course, Thor sitting in a seat facing away from the door, nursing a mug in his hand.
Just like last time, you thought. You sucked in a breath. Fuckkkk. Please don't remember me.
"Hey," Peter whispered. "You're getting really hot right now. You should relax."
"Oh," you said, taking another deep breath. "Thanks."
Tony looked over from where he was sitting. "Well don't just stand there. Introduce yourself, [Y/N]!," he yelled.
And slowly they all turned towards you, even Thor. His eyes met yours and your eyes met his. His face lit up in recognition and immediately all of the words fell out of you as you found yourself running to him.
"I'm SO so sorry okay?!?!? Look, I know I KNOW- believe me I do- that I was SUCH A JERK b-but... you gotta UNDERSTAND okay???? I was only NINE and I was stupid and dumb and would say just about ANYTHING at that age - but I mean you gotta admit that youwerealsokindofajerktoo- BUT I MEAN THAT'S TOTALLY FINE OKAY??? IT HAPPENS. IT'S NATURAL!! But like please PLEASE DON'T SMITE ME Mr. Thor I'm SO SORRY I'll literally do ANYTHING!!"
You were breathless when you finished your frantic apology, staring desperately at the God of Thunder with large 'please don't kill me' eyes.
The rest of the room was silent, everyone either waiting expectantly for what was next to come or silently conversing with their eyes, all basically saying to each other 'what the heck was that'.
Thor stared back at you, his expression unclear.
"Thor, anything to say to that?," Tony called out, having no idea what had just happened but being extremely amused nonetheless.
The long, blond haired man furrowed his brow and slowly placed his mug down on the table in front of him. He looked back at you and smirked.
"Tell him the joke," he said, pointing at Tony.
"What joke?," Natasha asked.
Thor chuckled. "When she was a smaller human, this girl and I met at a diner. She spoke very rudely of my mother. It wasn't until Jane explained to me what a 'your mother joke' is that I fully came to appreciate it."
"Dude, you joked on Thor's mom?!," Peter exclaimed, half-shocked, half-amazed.
Thor looked back at you. "In retrospect, it was quite hilarious."
You stared back, jaw hanging in shock. "Y-you're not gonna kill me- I-i mean, you're not angry?"
He laughed as he pointed towards Tony again. "Do him!"
You looked to Tony who was sitting back in his chair, holding his arms up in a "bring it on" fashion. "Uh...um, your mom's so ugly..she-ah.. she went into a haunted house and came out with a job application..."
Peter gasped. "You said that to THOR?!"
You blushed. "Look, I'm not proud of it either okay?"
"Oh we're gonna get along nicely, kid," Falcon, who you would soon come to know as Sam, snickered.
"So do you actually do anything or are ya just a smartass?," Rhodes quipped, causing you to immediately mumble some choice words under your breath.
Tony nearly cackled. "I'm sorry, what was that?"
"Nothing," you lied.
Peter coughed. "[Y/N], your eyes are kind of glowing."
Bucky looked to Bruce. "I think you're gonna have to work on anger with her or something, bud."
"No wait really, what'd you say?," Tony said, still laughing.
You shook your head, but everyone was staring at you again. Ugh, might as well.
"...your mom's so old I told her to act her age and she died..."
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operationcavill · 4 years
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Untangled - Part 3
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Does Henry finally get Y/N number? Does Y/N remember to ask for his? Keep reading to find out!
Inspired by: Butterflies // Kacey Musgraves
Y/N - Your name
S/N - Sisters name
B/I/L - Brother-in-Law
Part 1 | Part 2
The über driver jumps when he hears someone shout as they slam his door, “You didn’t give him your number, AGAIN?”
“I panicked, S/N!” She puts her hand to her forehead, “He didn’t give me his number either.” The elevator to their room is silent, mostly due to the fact that her brother in law looks like he might lose his drinks any second.
Making sure they got in safely she hugs her and checks the time. Her sister has hit her needy buzzed phase of the night, “You sure you don’t wanna stay for a bit? We could watch Drag Race.
Not wanting to invade on them any longer she shakes her head, “Nah. I’m gonna head home and hopefully sleep through this storm. I really don’t want listen to B/I/N vomit again anyway.” She gives her sister a peck on the cheek as she shuts the door to their room. Y/N walks down the hall toward the elevator, praying she doesn’t get stuck inside of it if the power goes out.
The ding brings her back to reality, “Hello there.”
What is it about a man with an accent, “Oh, hi,” She bites her lip.
“I didn’t know you wanted to run into me so soon. You following me, Darling?”
The way he says, ’Darling’ puts her on her toes, “My sister is staying here. Are you following me?”
Henry crosses his toned arms, “Just a very nice coincidence.”
“I take it this isn’t your floor?” She enters the elevator, pressing the lobby button.
He lets the doors close, “No, but I don’t mind sharing a ride back down,” He takes note of the sound of her boots on the laminate floor.  He liked to see her in nothing but those boots. They were tall, black, cutting off at her knee and letting just enough room to show a bit of her thigh. They reminded him of something 60s, go go boots and all that. She was dressed very well but looked so comfortable. A simple dress with what she would later call ‘a fun cardigan, not a sweater,' “How’d you know it was gonna rain like that?”
She looks at him, smudged eyeliner making her look even more endearing somehow, “Hmm?”
“How’d you know it was gonna rain?”
She shrugs, “It’s just one of those weird things.” She taps her toes while the elevator beeps, still paranoid about getting stuck in the small space.
“Is it terribly forward of me to tell you how cute you are?”
“No,” She looks as if she’s embarrassed to be complimented, and he can’t understand why.
Henry moves closer, “Well, Y/N, I think you’re lovely.”
They approach the lobby, “I, um, need to catch my Uber.”
He licks his bottom lip, “What a shame. Can I wait with you?”
She tries to hide her smile but it quickly falls as she notices the rush of people coming from outdoors, “Ugh. Frickin’ rain."
“Don’t like storms?”
“I don’t mind them. I live in an older building so when it storms, we usually lose power for the night.”
“Ah, I certainly hope not. It’s surprisingly cold tonight.” He would love to keep her warm on a night like this.
“It is. Getting stuck in the rain didn’t seem to help,” Oh, what a playful look she gives him.
He laughs, “I admit I was wrong.”
“Shit.”
“Everything ok?”
“My ride cancelled on me.”
“Oh, I’m sorry,” His hands find themselves in his pockets again, “Um, well I can give you a ride if you like.”
“Oh that’s super nice of you but the bus runs—“ He almost rolls his eyes, the bus?
Henry hates the idea of her riding a bus alone at night, and in this weather? She could get sick. He couldn’t have that, “Please, I insist.”
He receives a quizzical look, “Are you sure?”
“Of course,”
“Ok, well, I’m telling my sister you’re giving me a ride. You know, just in case you turn into a psychopath or something. No offense,” Y/N laughs nervously.
“None taken, car’s this way,” He returns the smile, hoping she’s not too bothered.
She follows him to the cold garage, “I hope you have heated seats. Should’ve worn jeans,” She wouldn’t say it out loud but the wind was making her butt so cold that she could have worn it was going numb.
Henry grins as he opens her door, “You’re in luck.”
“Thank you.” Her sweet smile.
“So, where am I headed?”
Y/N suddenly get a bit more animated, waving her hands about, “Outside Squirrel Hill, when you pull out, go left, “ She points, ”and pop on Irvine.”
“Alrighty.”
“And at the second light, make a right.” She zoned out on his hand on the gearshift, he has very nice hands. They look soft, but not too soft.
“So, how’s your legs?”
She was too preoccupied by his hand movements to hear what he said,“Hmm?”
“Your legs were cold?”
Thank god its dark in this car, she blushing and wants to jump right out of the car, “Oh, yeah, the heated seats, they’re fine. “
“Good, it is rather cold. I should’ve brought a jacket.”
“Extra cold for the beginning of October,” A loud clap of thunder makes her gasp, “Oh!
He jokes with her, “Not scared of storms, huh?”
She sighs, “Took me by surprise is all,” The rest of the ride is quiet, a soft song playing and the rain violently hitting the sun roof.
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He parks in front of the brick building and gives a sympathetic groan, “Well, I’d say your electricity theory was correct.”
She sighs, “Listen, would you mind walking me up? There’s a creepy guy on the 3rd floor that I wouldn’t exactly like to meet in the dark.”
His stomach drops, is she safe here? “Of course. Are you ready to brave the rain?”
No.“Count of 3?”
“1-2-3,” They both open their doors and bolt.
“Uh,” Y/N feels the icy cold drops hit her thighs as she runs.
He grabs her hand and encourages her run faster, “Hurry!”
“Oh my god,” She’s shivering now, and she notices the thinness of his shirt once more and the body underneath it, and that he’s still hold her hand.
Regrettably, he lets go to shake the water off his arms, “I think we might make a puddle in the lobby.”
She shivers, “Right. Steps are over here.”
"What floor are you on?”
She groans, “I’m on 5.”
“Well, you know what they say. Never skip leg day.” Henry huffs and gets a head start leaving her to skip to catch up.
As they reaches the 3rd floor, the creepy guy is waiting just as Y/N thought he would, “Who’s ya friend?” She moves so that she’s walking beside Henry, “You gotta name?” They continue on, rightfully ignoring him.
He goes wide-eyed, “Jesus. He is creepy.”
Y/N sighs and shrugs, “He makes everyone uncomfortable.”
“I can see why. Those emergency hallway lights aren’t exactly doing him any favors either.”
“So, here I am.” She’s suddenly very aware of her lungs. Her chest feels tighten as she looks at him.
‘Here you are.” If she was in a movie, this is what they meant by calling men ‘Dreamy’. His thick eyelashes and soft lips, even his stupid scruff is beautiful.
“Thank you for the ride. And walking up here with me,”
“No problem, it was good to see you, again, so soon.”
Another loud boom of thunder rips through the night, “God!”
He tries not to laugh, “I think you might be a liar about hating storms.”
Her voice falls, showing her shyness all over again, “I think this one just has me particularly jumbled.”
“Oh really?” Henry moves closer, mere inches from her face.
She swallows, “Yes.”
He’s so close to her face that she could feel the warmth of his breath, “Why’s that?”
“You’re just—,” Y/N is distracted by movement in the corner of her eye, “GET OUT OF HERE!”
Henry watches the creepy man from the third floor descend the stairs and looks back toward Y/N, “Does he do that a lot?”
“No, I’ve never seen him up here, “ She looks startled and he instinctively walks back to her with large strides, briefly touching her arm, “Do you care to come in for a second? I don’t really want someone eavesdropping on me.” He nods, shuffling inside with her.
She eagerly shuts the door, locking it, but bumping into henry as soon as she turns back around, “Oh, sorry. It’s really dark.”
“It’s ok. I have some candles and stuff. You want some tea? The good thing about these old buildings is that they always have gas ranges.” The light from her phone helps her navigate and see Henry standing there with his wet clothes, looking ridiculously attractive. She awkwardly takes her boots off before kicking them to the side.
He can’t contain a chuckle, which earns awkward silence from her, “I don’t mean to laugh, you looked very cute struggling.”
“That’s a weird compliment, you know?” He shrugs with his hands in his pocket. She motions at him even though they can barely see, “Take off your shoes, please. With my luck, I’ll probably slip and fall on a single drop of water. Come on, let’s make that tea.”
Henry walks behind her very closely, making Y/N’s heart race in the best way, ”Thank you for letting me come in.”
“I guess knowing a superhero came in handy.” She laughs, “So, tea?”
“That’d be great.” He watches her look through drawers, sifting through things with her aid on her phone light.
“I think I put all the candles in the hallway,” She hums before speaking,“I don’t have anything warm to offer you besides the tea. Unless you want to wear a robe with little gold stars on it.”
His mind goes off with how adorable she must look about of the bath. Her skin all flush and warm bundled up in a robe, “Ohh, sounds very fashionable but I’m ok. Thank you, though.”
“I’m going to dry off and change before I turn into an ice cube. I’ll be right back.” Henry looks around her kitchen and tries to make out all her knickknacks from the barely there light of the small window above the sink. She returns in a sweater and leggings, and a towel in her hand. Soft. Y/N bumps into him a second time, “Sorry, I can’t really see. Got you a towel,” She clears her throat, “Got the candles.”
He would be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy her body against his, “S’alright.”
She finds a lighter and joyfully announces, “Let there be light!”
“You are an exquisite hostess.” He rubs the towel in his hair, leaving it a curly mess.
“Thank you. I do try,” she searches her cabinet after filling the kettle, “black tea, green tea, or um, more black tea.
Henry looks offended, “I’m British.” He sits down in one of the wooden chairs in her small kitchen, somehow looking right at home.
Y/N puts on her best fake accent, “Oh, my mistake, Mr. Cavill.”
He attempts to wink, “Cheeky.”
“So, you’re in my kitchen and I barely know you. I’m either very stupid or very smart and pulled the hottest man in the world inside my apartment.”
“Should I say thank you?”
“Probably.”
“Thank you.”
Y/N plops the tea bags in the mugs, “Let me know if I’m keeping you. I didn’t really mean to just drag you in here. That guy is just such a weirdo,” She fills the cups, “I kind of panicked.”
“I don’t mind at all.”
“Sugar?” Sweet like her.
There goes those thoughts again, “Yes.”
“I, um, dont usually invite strange men into my house. So, I hope you’re not a complete crazy-pants.”
“Please, if you’re uncomfortable I can go. I don’t want to over stay my welcome, or make you think I’m a crazy-pants.”
“No, it’s ok. I actually like having someone here tonight. He’s never came up here before, and I like talking to you.”
“I like talking to you, too,” he sits up straight, “and I like your flat. Cozy, it feels like a home.”
“Thank you. I try to make it my little hideaway.”
“It’s nice. Especially in this storm.”  
“I can’t believe how bad it is. I don’t think it’s rained this hard since the beginning of summer.” A bolt of lightning and loud clap of thunder shakes her, “Jesus!”
“Whoa.”
A buzzing noise comes from the counter, “Well, my phone is on 3% and there’s a flood warning.”
It’s then that he remembers his phone is in his car, “That’s cheerful news,” he watches her in the dim light. She picks at her sweater, seemingly avoiding his gaze and the glow of the candles make her all too alluring. Even when she isn’t speaking, she says a lot. Y/N’s body talks, and he wants to answer. “Ok over there?” She grants him pleasant smile with a nod.
She grants him pleasant smile with a nod, “Can I ask you something?”
“Sure,” He can barely handle the few seconds of anticipation.
“Do you mind staying — would you want to stay here for a little bit?” ��
He hates that he gets excited by these words, because maybe she’s too scared to be alone or maybe he’s misread the situation entirely, “What do you mean?”
“Well, I don’t like the thought of you driving in this, or being responsible for Superman’s death. I’d feel better if you’d stay until it lightens up. It looks like there’s a bit of a blackout, I can’t see really see anything out there.”
He smiles widely, “Well, I’ll stay and chat if you’ll have me.”
Before they know it, two and a half hours pass by. They share their favorite books and what music they like. They both agree that they could eat gnocchi for ever meal. He struggles with jet lag and Y/N has never been overseas. She misses her niece and mentions how she’s always loved to paint, too. Henry finds her passion for her craft and love for her family endearing, and it’s something he can understand. He always misses his family when he’s away, but his drive to work is practically unstoppable.
“What time is it,” she stretches, accidentally giving him a glimpse of her stomach. He wants to touch her skin.
He pulls up his sleeve to expose his no doubt expensive watch, “Oh, it’s just past 1,” He shrugs, “time flies when you’re having fun.”
She yawns, “It does.”
“You’re cute.”
“Stop it.” Y/N sits up straight, ready to argue for no reason. She’s bit grouchy when she’s sleepy and not even Henry’s good looks and charming accent can beak that seal.
“No.” He can tell she’s holding back a smile.
Ok, maybe Henry’s charm can break her out of it, “Yes.”
He shifts forward, resting his elbows on the table, “Your cute sweaters and your stupid cute mugs.”
She gasps, “They’re not stupid!”
“Yes, they are, they’ve got blue frogs on them. Your cute smile and your cute sleepy voice,” She leans back against the chair, arms crossed and brows furrowed.
They stare at each other, the candle light flickering between them.
“Do you always pout at compliments?” He enjoys that she cocks her said to the side, gearing up to return the banter.
“No, In fact-,” A knock at the door cuts her off.
He shares confused glance, “I take it you’re not expecting anyone?”
Y/N gets up but stops to grab his forearm, “Come with me.”
He doesn’t hesitate to grab a candle and guide her, but her hands are so cold he can’t help but clasp his hand over hers, “Your fingers are freezing!”
Y/N is too worried to appreciate the sweet gesture, “Shut up and see who it is!”
“It’s your apartment!” He guffaws and rolls his eyes.
“Henry! Just look through the thingie.” The way she’s said his name could leave him melting right in the narrow hallway.
“Fine.... I don’t see anyone?” He tries not to show his concern in order to save her from worrying even more.
She squeezes his arm, “What?
“No one is-,” Another knock comes from the hall.
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writemekpop · 4 years
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Elevator (127F) | Kim Jungwoo
Pairing: Kim Jungwoo x Reader
Summary: A dashing stranger in the elevator decides to torment you on your way to work. You're trying to ignore Jungwoo's mischievous tricks, but you're falling for him with every second. Could this be start of something more?
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You trudged through the entrance of your workplace, drenched from the cold morning rain. Today, your mental grouching started earlier than usual – you hadn’t even made it to your floor yet.
“It’s not like I’m really looking for a man.” you thought. “It’s just, would it be such a terrible thing if a guy wanted to be with me for once?” You reached the elevator, groaning as you saw the crowd of workers waiting for it.
“I don’t know why I’m surprised.” you thought, your mental dialogue getting whinier as you squeezed past everyone to the back of the lift. “I haven’t had a good hair day since 2012 and my clothes belong in the frickin’ trash.”
“I think your clothes are great.”
You practically jumped out of your skin at the voice behind you. Oh no. Oh please, no. You must have been speaking aloud again.
You glanced at the mirror, and saw a tall young man squeezed in behind you, a gleeful smirk on his face. He was surprisingly pretty, with creamy brown eyes and a soft wavy red fringe that suited him annoyingly well.
You tried not to be swept away by his looks, even if his long coat did hang off him like a K-Drama star. That was one thing you kept close to your heart – never trust a pretty boy.
“You’re being silly if you think like that.” He whispered. A shiver jolted up your spine as his hot breath tickled your ear. You knew you had to respond by now, to save what little dignity you had left.
“Well, I- I think you should stay out of other people’s business,” you said, your stomach twisting. He hadn’t heard you say you ‘wanted a guy’, had he? You fought the urge to cover your face in embarrassment.
“Well, if you’re that concerned with privacy, I would suggest not broadcasting your opinions to the whole lift,” he teased in a cutesy voice that both made your heart jump and made you want to punch something.  
“And also, you have no idea how many guys want to be with you” He said, grinning. Your heart swooned at his words, but you reminded yourself he was probably just joking around. Still, your heart refused to listen, wafting and swooping like paper dropped from a window.
His voice was kind of musical, like a breeze. You were struggling not to squirm at the tantalising touch of his breath. It was like he had noticed how much it affected you and was trying to torment you more.
The elevator stopped at floor 7, bringing your attention to the present. You looked back to see your almond-eyed lift companion making a move to get off.
“Oh thank god” you said. “You do actually work in this building. I was worried you came into this lift just to stalk me,” you teased, trying to hide your disappointment at the thought of him leaving.
“No, I’m not getting off. Wait. You think I actually work here?” he said with such a straight face you did a double-take.  
“Wait, you don’t actually work here?” you stuttered. A worrying part of you said that if stalkers looked like that, being stalked didn’t sound so bad.
“I can’t believe you fell for that! Of course I work here,” he said. “If I was a stalker though, you would definitely be my type,” he whispered playfully. You fought the urge to press your hand to your temple. It was definitely getting hotter in here.
A woman with a stroller entered – oh no – squeezing the whole crowd further back. You cringed, forced to press yourself back against your tormentor’s solid form.
You were surprised when you felt the hard planes of muscles that he was hiding under all those clothes. You felt like he must have been able to hear your heart thudding.
You didn’t dare look at the mirror, sure your blushing cheeks would give away your embarrassment.
Wait! You’d forgotten to press the button to your own floor!
You scanned the lift for where the buttons were, but it was an act, because you knew. They were behind you. Exactly where he stood.
You considered giving up altogether and walking up the remaining floors. Anything would beat the prospect of facing that heart-shaking smirk, those soul-melting eyes.
Just when you decided to make your escape from the lift, you stopped yourself.
You were not raised to wilt under the heat of some man’s smile, dashing as it may be. It was your right to take this elevator, and take it you would.
You steeled yourself, and to the huffed annoyance of the people beside you, you twisted your body around to face him.
His lips were a thousand times more perfect up close. That smirk… it made your confidence flicker like a dying lightbulb.
“Would you- press the button for, the um... 35th floor?” you croaked.
“Sorry?” he said, pouting with a playful petulance that looked crazily out of place on his broad form. “I didn’t catch that.”
Your gaze was trained on the stylish check of his coat, but you knew you’d have to brave that perfect face again if you wanted to press the buttons to get to your floor.
You looked up to stare him straight in the eye, raising yourself onto your tiptoes in attempt to lessen the gap between you.
“Please press the button for the 35th floor,” you spoke as loudly as you dared, your voice calm though your heart was a sea of trembles.
To your surprise, he didn’t shy away, or even seem put-off by your firm stare. He gazed deep into your eyes, smiling at you like you were his favourite person in the world.
Before you knew it, you were swirling inside those chocolatey irises, peering through those thick eyelashes and wondering what lay beyond…
It felt good to be looked at like that. Too good.
“But why should I press the button?” he said, swinging you out of your daydream. “The 35th isn’t my floor….” he teased, head tilted to the side, swivelling on his tiptoes in a move that you hated yourself for loving.
Ugh! His games were messing with your head. You reminded yourself that you had to get to work, and your floor was only getting nearer. If only he wasn’t so darn handsome…
You decided to try a new tactic. If he wanted to play games, you could too. A spark jumped in your tummy as you considered what you were about to do.
Bam! You jabbed past him, your hand darting towards the lift buttons.
But before your fingers could reach their destination, he blocked you with his hand, interlacing your fingers together with a devilish giggle.
It should have annoyed you, but his smooth hand in yours set a dangerously warm feeling rippling through your body. You couldn’t help it; you smiled back at him.
You were enjoying this way too much to give up now. So you decided to go for your killer move. While he was still looking utterly pleased with himself, you removed your hand from his grip and started tickling his neck.
It was a risky move – everything swung in the balance. You told yourself it had nothing to do with the idea of having your hands on this sexy guy’s neck.
The tiny gasp that escaped from his lips was cute beyond description. A smile was stretching his cheeks as he wriggled and tried not to draw attention to yourselves.
There was something irresistible about the way he moved, his hushed chuckling even more attractive than his voice.
You must have hit a sensitive spot, because suddenly he erupted with a massive ‘HA!’. His mouth dropped open in surprise.
A hush fell as every face in the lift turned in your direction. A stern-faced woman actually shook her head at you.
You looked back at your accomplice, a hand clamped to your mouth in shock, neither of you quite believing the mischief you had gotten up to.
You both trained your eyes on the ground and stayed still as walls. Your heart quivered in surprise when you saw him subtly press the button for you.
Gradually, your fellow commuters’ voices rose again, allowing you to slowly lift your gaze to the handsome man that stood near you.
His cheeks were flushed beautifully and his bouncy red curls were slightly dishevelled, in a way that suited him too well.
He took you by surprise again, bending down to your level to whisper something. The brush of his lips against your ear was maddening. “After all you’ve done to me, don’t I at least get to know your name?” He straightened up, his doe-eyes wide and serious. If he’d asked earlier, you may have lied, but there was something about him that made you feel like he could see right into your core.
“Y/n” you whispered back, slightly giddy at his closeness. He rolled your name silently around his mouth, like he was tasting it.
Just then, a ping sounded, and the lift shuddered to a halt. You couldn’t stop your face from creasing in disappointment. 35th floor.
He frowned too, just for a split before recovering, his signature coy smile back on his face.
The idea of having to leave this enchanting boy behind made you sadder that you’d expected.
As you walked out of the lift, you were surprised to see him follow you out. “Wait, what are you doing?” you asked, trying to ignore the flutter of delight inside you.
“I’m on this floor too! What are the chances?” he murmured, still close to your ear despite now having the spacious hallway to walk through.
Just before you entered the door to your workspace, you turned to face him. “I’m sorry, I didn’t catch your name,” you said, aching to keep that heart-wrenching grin in your sight a little longer.    
“That’s because I didn’t say it,” he said, his lips pursed into a mischievous expression. He loped round the corner, and just like that, he was gone.  
All day, you found it hard to focus on your work. You just couldn’t stop replaying each delicious moment in your head. A warm feeling kept threatening to take over – as if something magical was going to happen.
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The next morning, you practically danced to work, a shiny necklace weighing unfamiliarly on your neck and a rare-worn blouse fluttering at your shoulders.
You stepped into the lift once more, making sure to stand in the exact same spot as yesterday. But, to your dismay, your charming companion was nowhere to be seen.
The lift moved slowly upwards, passing floor 10…20…25.
As the lift rose higher, your heart felt like a slowly deflating balloon. Was yesterday the beginning and the end of your relationship?
Just as you were about to give up all hope, something caught your eye.
A folded red note was stuck low on the lift’s mirror. You gasped as you realised it was the exact shade of red as your lift admirer’s hair.
Your reached over and snatched the note off the mirror. With trembling fingers, you opened the note.
Inside were only four lines, in neat black handwriting.
‘I lied. 35 isn’t my floor, I just wanted to spend more time with you.
(Mine’s actually floor 7)
Coffee?
Kim Jungwoo.”
07587563976
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witchygagirlwrites · 4 years
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Cant Love You Back
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*Not My Gif*
Because the song was stuck in my hand and apparently I am a fucking narcissist that loves pain so here ya go. @gottaboopthesnoot
There was a time in Kelly's life he was simply coasting through. He'd bust his ass at work then either go home to an empty apartment or go get drunk and go home with a girl whose name he had forgotten by the time he left her place. 
That changed the day Chief Boden announced fifty one was getting a new addition. You stood at the front of the room as Boden introduced you. Kelly offered you his hand and from the moment you smiled at him he felt something start to flutter inside him he had never dreamt of giving the light of day.
You fit in as if you'd been a part of the team from the start. Everyone that met you seemed to be drawn to you, Kelly worse of all. He'd find himself scanning for you after a tough call just to see for himself you were fine. After shift would end he'd make any excuse to spend more time with you 
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"So when are you gonna bite the bullet and ask her out?" Matt asked after watching Kelly follow you around like a puppy for two solid months. 
When Kelly cut his eyes at him he raised both hands defensively "Just saying man. It's painfully obvious how you feel. I can't blame you she's a great woman and beautiful. I think she feels the same but you're her Lieutenant and she's not going to admit anything that may make her seem as if she's ladder climbing" 
"That you or Gabby talking?" Kelly asked looking out into the bay where you were currently helping Gabby and Sylvie restock their rig. "Little bit of both. I'm just saying Kelly you've changed since she got here and it's not bad changes. Go with your gut. It's never led you wrong" 
Kelly felt Matt patt his shoulder before hearing his footsteps walk away. Had he changed that much since meeting you? When he thought about it he didn't remember the last time he'd drank over a couple beer and he'd been content with an empty bed knowing he'd see you the following shift 
You threw him off balance in the best way possible. You wouldn't blink an eye going into a fire but volunteered in the n.i.c.u. on your days off. You were a perfect combination of that fire he'd always crave and the peace that he desperately needed.
Hearing your laughter drew him out his thoughts and he glanced up to see you walking into the common room laughing about something Slyvie had said. When your eyes met his you smiled even further "Hey Kelly" "Hey Y/N can i talk to you for a minute?" The moment he asked Slyvie and Gabby shared a look then made up some excuse to be scarce.
"What's up?" You asked smiling up at him and Jesus christ he felt like a teenager with their first crush "You think you may wanna grab dinner with me sometime?" "Kelly Severide are you asking me out?" You questioned and he nearly blushed "Yeah?" You took a step closer to him and leaned up to leave a kiss on his cheek "good cause I am doing absolutely nothing Friday night and I have a new outfit sitting in my closet that desperately needs to see the light of day" 
"About frickin time!" Both of you both turned when you heard Mouch who was sitting on the couch watching t.v. but it was apparent he'd seen your exchange. "Excuse me?" You asked with a laugh so Mouch shrugged "I had the two and a half month mark in the betting pool" 
Your mouth fell open in shock and Kelly couldn't help but laugh when you recovered enough to say "That's it! I'm calling sergeant Platt!" and Mouch started backtracking trying his best to apologize but you winked at Kelly then ran off already dialing on your phone.
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Kelly pulled up in front of your apartment building around seven and slowly walked inside. Your apartment was on the second floor so headed for the elevator while he sent you a text that he was on the way up.
By the time he stepped off the elevator you were standing in the hall waiting on him. You were wearing black ankle boots with a black dress and a red leather jacket. Your hair was down in loose curls around your face and he'd never seen a more beautiful sight. "Wow" he breathed and a smile spread across your face "Does that mean you like?" He nodded quickly "Very much"
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The night went by too quick in Kelly's opinion. The two of you went to dinner and a movie then stopped at Molly's for a drink before he took you home. When he walked in with his arm around your waist it just felt right. Otis slid two drinks across the bar with a smile "These are from Mouch and Trudy"  you leaned back in your seat and spotted the two so you raised your bottle to them with a smile then turned back to Kelly "So Severide I was going to wait until you take me home but you owe me a kiss. I mean i technically kissed you first"
"Is that right?" He asked with a smirk that only deepened when you said "oh yeah definitely. I mean I've heard that you're some sort of ladies man yet all night the furthest you've went is home my hand or putting your arm around me" he cut you off mid sentence with a kiss. The kiss was gentle, barely a brush of the lips but when he pulled back a smile was on both of your faces "So does that mean this is going to be more than one date?" He asked and was answered by you grabbing the collar of his shirt and pulling him in for another kiss. 
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The first time you told Kelly you loved him was after a huge fight between the two of you. You'd been staying at his place more and more so he was on the verge of asking you to move in but it just so happened a friend of yours had stopped by the firehouse to catch up. That friend just so happened to be male and Kelly's jealousy flared up.
The night had ended with you storming out of his apartment slamming the door behind you. You didn't answer any of his calls or texts and when he came over to your place you opened the door long enough to say "Kelly if you care about me at all you'll leave"
The next day he was miserable walking into fifty one. He spotted your car and prayed you'd talk to him but you stayed close to either Gabby and Sylvie or once they left on a call you walked over to where Herrman was sitting and struck up a conversation with him.
A call came out for an apartment fire with civilians trapped. Kelly was watching you take your orders from Matt and wanted nothing more than to tell you to be safe before you went  in but didn't want to distract you if you were still upset.  You started to walk past him but stopped just long enough to say "I love you Kelly" then jogged to catch up with your crew who were headed in. He had just a few seconds to process what you'd said before heading in the other entrance with Cruz.
The moment the building was cleared you were outside helping roll the hoses up. Kelly had just got through talking with Matt and chief Boden when he saw you. He caught your hand when you bent down to pick up another hose and the moment your eyes met his he said "I love you too. I'm sorry i was a jealous asshole. I've just never felt this way" you rolled your eyes but the smile you had told him all he needed to know even before you said "Good because neither have I. I'm not going anywhere Kelly" 
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You and Kelly were coming up on your two year anniversary. Your present had been sitting in the top drawer of his dresser for weeks. Gabby had went with him to help pick out what cut and style of ring she thought you'd like and of course she'd somehow managed to find out your ring size as well.
He had everything planned. Where he was going to take you, what he was going to say. The thing about plans is that sometimes the unexpected happens.
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The call had been simple enough. A warehouse had caught fire on the south side. You'd went in with Matt to clear the base floor where a few workers were trapped. You were following close behind Matt "Fire Department call out!" The haze of smoke was bad enough you could barely see in front of you.
You took another step and heard the crack right before your footing gave way. One moment you were falling the next you felt a sharp pain rip through your abdomen. You looked down to see a piece of rebar sticking out an inch above your navel. Your hands were shaking as you touched the wound trying to apply pressure but the slightest movement ripped a scream from your lips. "Y/N!" You could hear Matt's voice and knew you just had to hold on.
A moment later you heard him across the radio "Floor collapsed. Y/N's hurt. I need assistance" when his face appeared next to you the look on your face told you everything you needed to know about your injury. "Matt if something happens. Help Kelly please" you begged him your only thoughts being what would happen to the man you loved. Gabby told you how bad he'd gotten about Shay had been killed. You didn't want him falling in that hole. "Hey don't talk like that. You'll be fine. Your anniversary is in two weeks you'll be on your feet by then" 
Matt's hand found yours and gripped it tight. You could hear voices and knew everyone was working their way to you.
Kelly was fighting to get inside to your side but Boden called him back "You'll be in the way. Let them get her out then you can ride with them to med" it took everything in him to not argue. The moment he saw Cruz and Capp emerge he ran to your side feeling himself weaken when he saw how severely injured you were.
"Hey baby" you managed weakly as he climbed into the ambulance next to you while Gabby worked to stop the flow of blood. "Hey beautiful" he said with a smile that was marred by the tears flowing down his face. Every bump the ambulance hit caused a grimace to flash across your face. "Kelly I don't want to die" you whispered right as your grip on his hand loosened and the heart monitor on you flat lined. 
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"If love could have saved Y/N she would have lived forever. Love from her aunt and uncle who raised her, from her family at firehouse fifty one and from her loving boyfriend. Sadly fate as it seemed had other plans. We don't know why she was taken from us so soon and as we grieve today may the loving warmth of her spirit live on in all of us she held close" 
Kelly sat in the front of the church staring at the photo of you that had been chosen. Those eyes he loved looking into that never opened again after you whispered how you didn't want to die. That smile that always made even his worse day better that he'd never see again. He never got to ask you to marry him. He never got to see you pregnant with his child. He'd never get to tell you again just how much you meant to him.
He'd love you every day for the rest of his life. If only he could manage to love you back to this world then maybe his heart wouldn't feel like it had been ripped out his chest the moment you took your last breath.
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jungshookz · 5 years
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hhhhh nurse!jk where he’s taking care of u before ur like surgery and u’ve always thought that like “damn i got a spicy nurse time to create a grey’s anatomy episode” then its prep time and they give the drugs and when y/n is Hopped Up she sees jk and its all “aYYYEEE ITS THE HOT NURSE™️” and its just constant flirting
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➺ pairing: jeon jungkook x reader
➺ genre: nurse!jungkook!!!!! fluff that will give you cavities (remember to floss!!), y/n’s normally already really cute but somehow she’s cuter when she’s all looOoOopy and jungkook’s already obsessed 
➺ wordcount: 3.8k
➺ note: i loved this request and i think i went a little overboard but it was totally worth it!!! i don’t think general anaesthesia is typically used for wisdom teeth surgery but for the purposes of this drabble it iS also i have never gotten my wisdom teeth taken out but if nurse jungkook was there i would happily let the dentist harvest all of my teeth aLSO i have been waiting for forever to use this gif because jungkook is just so!! handsome!! 
(gif isn’t mine!)
                                        ✧・゚: *✧・゚:*    *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
“take this blindfold off of me because i’m literally about to burst from excitement-!” you reach up to yank the blindfold off that tae foRced you to wear before leaving the apartment
he didn’t tell you where he and jimin were taking you but you have a feeling it’s that new dessert place because you’ve been hinting that you’ve wanted to go to it for like two weekS
and you’ve never been good at being subtle so (“oh my god it’s so nice out today! …you guys know what else is nice? bubble tea waffles.”)
although you will say
you didn’t expect a dessert place to smell so….
you’re not sure what the right word is
clinical?
you don’t think clinical is a smell but if you hAd to describe what your nose is picking up right now it has to be clinical
as soon as your eyes adjust to the light you-
oh my god
this isn’t the,,… this isn’t the new dessert place with the bubble tea waffles and the matcha soufflés,,.,. this isn’t a dessert place at all.,.,.
this is-
THE DENTIST’S OFFICE
“oh, no.” you let out a shaky breath and feel a shiver go up your spine
you hate the dentist’s
everything is just too.,. white
too sparkly
too clean
and yeah it’s probably good for a dentist’s office to be squeaky clean because that would indicate that their services are also squeaky clean but
uhUGHS
you just HATE going to see dentists
it all started when you were six years old
when you were six, you had to get one of your teeth pulled out and you’ll never forget the sound of the horrific crack of your tooth being pulled out of your gums
and the feeling of getting your tooth extracted!!!
the nurse didn’t inject enough of that numbing stuff into your gums so you felt the- 
hKJDHs
the fEELING
if you think about if for too long you start to get nauseous
the point is
there’s no way in hell you’re going to sit there and willingly let the dentist pull out all four of your wisdom teeth in one go
six year old y/n could barely handle one  
you whip around to look at jimin and tae “how could you do this to me?”
“we had to!”
you feel betraYED by tae because he said he was going to take you to the dessert place as a reward for doing well on your history paper but obviously he wants to punish you instead because instead of sitting down on a plush leather chair, you’re going to be sitting down on a cold, squeaky.., dentist’s chair?
is there even a name for that specific type of chair
you pause before pointing a finger at jimin “and, you! how could you do this to me?”
you feel even more betrayed by jimin because he was the only one who you talked to about that time you went to get your teeth cleaned and how the dentist ended up telling you that you needed to get your wisdom teeth removed (he also reminded you for the millionth time to remember to floSS)
he even did a whole x-ray on you and sure enough it did look like those molars of yours are trying to squeeze into places where they shouldn’T be squeezing into
you honestly would rather live with the discomfort for the rest of your life than have some freakshow dentist get all up in your mouth and pULL your teeth out like a psychopath
you should have suspected something because when jimin asked you when you were planning to get your wisdom teeth taken out you responded with a snort and a “never.” and he responded with a “…huh.”
“i trusted you, you know.” you seethe as you start pacing around a little bit “there’s a special place in hell for people like you.”
“oh, don’t be like that.” jimin makes a face before raising a brow
“don’t you need to make an appointment or something?? you can’t just drop in and-“
“we made an appointment for you, don’t worry!” taehyung offers you a smile and pats your shoulder before pointing to the front desk “i’ll go tell them you’re here now and i’ll even help fill out the form for you.”
“everyone has to get their wisdom teeth removed, y/n - it’s now or never.”
“yeah - and i prefer neVER- get me OUT OF HERE-“ you make a break for the door as soon as you’re sure taehyung won’t be there to stop you
jimin is strong too and you’ve never tried it but you’re pretty sure you could take him in a fight any DAY-
“wh- noT so FAST” jimin loops an arm around your waist and yanks you backwards right as your fingers brush up against the cold metal of the door handle
“please pLease i don’t wanna go in i don’t want to-“ you start sobbing as you flail your arms around before slouching down over jimin’s forearm
he lets out a groan and smacks the back of your head
“we know you have the ability to cry on command, cut it out!”
you immediately stop crying and you reach up to wipe at your watery eyes
you sniffle and stand up straight “…well, it was worth a shot.”
jimin unravels his arm around your waist and gives everyone around you guys a sheepish smile before yanking you back with a grunt of frustration “you’re acting like a child.”
“you’re acting like a child.” you grumble and plop down on the chair  
your fingers drum against the arm of the chair nervously
“you don’t have any allergies, right?” tae hums as he continues to fill out the form 
the pencil scratches against the paper as he ticks a box 
“…if i do, does that mean i don’t have to go through with this?”
tae snorts and scribbles something down on the clipboard in his hands “taking that as a no.”
okay
okay okay okay
don’t panic
there’s still a way out
maybe you can just excuse yourself to the bathroom
oH but you know for a faCt taehyung is going to follow you there to make sure you don’t run to the elevators
it’s okay
you’ve never tried flushing yourself down a toilet before but there’s no time like the preSENT
or maybe you can go out there and pull the fire alarm
you’re sure you have enough loose change in your bag to pay for a $1000 charge of misusing a fire alarm
maybe
“y/n y/l/n?”
you curse quietly when you hear your name being called
well
you had a chance to sliP away but instead you sat here like a sitting duCK
and now you’re about to get all your dang teeth pulled out of your mouth
you slouch further down on the seat in hopes that the nurse will eventually give up on you if you don’t respond
“she’s right here!” taehyung yanks you up off your seat before nudging you towards the-
oh
hello
you swallow thickly
to put it simply,.,.,.,. the nurse is really frickin attractive
perfectly tousled raven hair
a very boyish face, really
a very pretty smile!!!
two small, silver hoops hanging from his lobes
he looks to be about your age
younger than tae and jimin maybe?
and you didn’t think scrubs could ever look fashionable but he’s really pulling off his baby blue scrubs
“you want us to come in with you?” tae nudges you gently and you shake your head in response
“i think i’ll be good.” you clear your throat and wipe your clammy hands down on the back of your jeans
“alright, well… we’ll be here when you come out. there’s nothing to be nervous about, okay?”
“mhm, yeah” you respond absentmindedly and tae arches a brow
you’re more nervous about making a good first impression on the nurse rather than the fact that you have to have your teeth extracted
the last thing you want is for him to think that you’re a big ol baby or something
because you’re not!!!!
you are NOT a wimp
in fact you’ll rip your oWn teeth out of your mouth to prove it to him
just kidding
u can’t do that
jimin and tae both watch as you disappear behind the sliding glass doors
“…she thinks the nurse is hot, doesn’t she?” jimin hums as he flips through a magazine and crosses his legs
“she was practically drooling over him.”
there’s a bit of awkward silence as you follow the nurse to the room
you’re not sure if it’s appropriate for you to striKe up a casual conversation
“so, miss y/l/n. you’re here to get your wisdom teeth taken out?”
“oh, you can call me y/n. miss y/l/n makes me feel like i’ve aged 30 years.” you snort as you settle down in the chair
just as you remember it
cold and haRd
you clear your throat and watch as he shuts the door behind him “um… what’s your name?”
he looks up at you and offers you another one of those bright smiles
“i’m jungkook.”
goD
even his name is cute  
“so, do you think you can explain the whole procedure to me? i’ll probably be able to relax a little bit if i know what’s going to go down. also, am i getting all four of my wisdom teeth extracted today? because i don’t know if i’m going to be able to handle that but my friend taehyung said that-“
“you are definitely not getting all four of your wisdom teeth taken out today. i mean, some people like to get all of it done and over with in one go, but your friend mentioned that you were feeling a little anxious so i went ahead and informed doctor kim to extract just two of them!”
great
so you have to come back
“where’s the doctor?”
“he’ll be here in a bit. he’s just finishing up a root canal in the other room but he told me to take care of the anaesthesia first so that when he comes in here you’ll be ready to go- i don’t know why you needed to know all of that but… yeah!”
jungkook doesn’t know why he’s become so awkward all of a sudden
it’s almost like he’s completely forgotten how to socialise because he knoWs he’s just in Nurse Mode right now and he kind of wishes he was in Cool Nurse Mode because yoU seem like a very cool person that he would like to get to know outside of a wisdom teeth situation
if he would’ve known he was going to be working with a very cute patient he would’ve worn his cleaner scrubs
he chews on the inside of his cheek anxiously as he disinfects the gas mask to get ready to drug you up
you seem to be very friendly so he doesn’t know why he has the inability to keep a casual conversation going
lucky for him you also seem to have a lot of questions
“is it just going to be me and the doctor? alone?? in this room?” you swallow nervously and look around the room
you don’t trust dentists
you trust doctors but you don’t trust dentists
what kind of sane person would be interested in pulling teeth out of mouths?
the answer is nobody
in conclusion: dentists are psychopaths
“oh, i’ll be in here too!” jungkook chirps as he tosses the disinfectant wipe away
he spins around to face you as he leans back against the (too clean) counter
“you know, someone has to be there to take care of rinsing the blood out of your mouth-“
your eyes widen to the size of saucers and jungkook freezes
oh frick
he’s supposed to be calming you down not hYping you up!!!
“that- that was supposed to be funny but i’m realising that you probably aren’t the right audience for jokes about ripping bloody molars out of- you know whAT how about i start prepping you?” jungkook clasps his hands together before spiNNing back around and you can’t help but giggle lightly
he’s kind of dorky
which is cute
very cute
“on a scale from 1 to 10 how bad is this going to hurt?”
“you want my honest answer?” jungkook hums as he clips the little bib around your neck
jesus
he smells good too
“honesty is a good trait to have.” you lean back against the chair as jungkook turns to get the anaesthesia tank ready
you tongue prods against your back molars nervously
they seem like they’re wedged in there reAl tight so good luck to the dentist
“considering the fact that you’re going to be completely unconscious, i’d say… -2.” jungkook holds the mask up to the light to make sure there aren’t any specks of dust in there “trust me, you’re not going to feel anything. it’ll almost feel like a nap! and naps are nice!”
oh!
see
there you go
nothing to worry about
naps are super nice, after all
frick
maybe you should’ve asked tae to come in because you feel like you’d feel better if you were holding someone’s hand
unless…
“alright, let’s get this show on the road!” jungkook rolls over on his little wheely chair and drags the tank of gas behind him “dr. kim just texted me, he’ll be here in a minute.”
ok
okay okAy
just go for it
“this is… kind of a silly request, but-“ you swallow thickly before looking down at your folded hands “do you think you could hold my hand or something? you don’t have to, obviously, but i just- coming to the dentist’s makes me exTra nervous and i guess i would just feel a lot better if-“
your cheeks flush when jungkook reaches down and places his hand over yours
(he just hopes his hand isn’t clammy)
he gives you a little squeeze of reassurance before raising the mask for you to see
“you wanna count backwards from 10 for me?” jungkook smiles and tilts his head as he places the mask over your mouth
hm
“i think i might have to count back from 30 because i’m really not…”
oh god
what’s happening
you feel lightheaded
“not…feeling anything yet…” your eyelids flutter gently
hOo boy
you’re drifting
it feels like your soul is leaving your body
“alright, count back from 30 if you’d like.” jungkook hums and reaches over to brush a strand of hair away from your face
“30, 29, 28… 27… 20..6….”
you barely make it to 20 before you pass out
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“y/n…? can you hear me?”
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your eyelids flutter open and you wince slightly at the light shining direCtly into your eyes
“hey, there we go… you were out like a light! dr kim told me to stay with you til you woke up-”
whaz happenign
where er u
y u can’t feel face
y u cant pheel ur own face
you reach up to pat your face to check that it’s still there
o no
u can’t feel face
U CAN’T FEEL faCE
“my face- my faze is gone i can’t feel it-“ your eyes light up immediately when jungkook appears next to you “oh, it’s yOU-! you’re the- ur the hoT nurse-”
he laughs lightly as he helps you unclip the little bib
this isn’t the first time he’s been hit on by a drugged up patient but it never fails to surprise him
he’s not usEd to the attention ok!!!
“yes, it’s me! look, there’s nothing to worry about, you’re at the dentist’s-“
“i’m at the deNtist’s why am i at the dentist’s???” you jolt up from the chair and look around
WhY are you at the dentist’s??????
who brought you here!!!!!!
you’ll kill them
“to get your wisdom teeth taken out, remember?”
you can’t help but whimper when jungkook presents a little plastic baggie to you
lo and behold
two bloOdy molars
“why would u take them out? i’m already dumB enough and now i have leth wisdom becauthe u took them out-” your voice is kind of muffled because there are cotton pads in your mouth for the bleeding
your brows furrow in confusion and you shove your fingers into your mouth to pull the pads out
jungkook immEdiately reaches over and wraps his fingers around your wrist before tugging your hand out gently
“there’s thomething in my mouth” you say dumbly and jungkook nods
“you’re right, there is something in your mouth. no touching, okay?”
“ok”
jungkook always likes the aftermath of the anaesthesia because the patients kind of act like needy babies
it’s cute!!! and you were already cute before the drugs so now you’re extra cute and he’s feeling awfully soft for some reason
a moment of silence goes by
you clear your throat
“why i can’t- why can’t i feel my faze tho”
jungkook glances at you over his shoulder
“remember the drugs i put you on?”
you furrow your brows before looking down at where you’re sitting
you look back up at jungkook
“you didn’t put me on drugs you put me on a chair - see?” you pat the arm of the chair and jungkook raises a brow before chuckling lightly
“let’s get you back to your friends, okay?”
to say the least
jungkook barely knows you but he’s already completely enamoured and infatuated 
you’re like a little duckling!!!!!!!
he gave you his arm to hold onto so that he could walk you back to the lobby without you falling flat on your ass but you looped your arm through his anD grabbed onto his hand at the same time and his heart skipped a beat because that was so cute!!!
and now your cheek is smooshed against his bicep as you lean against him and he just-
he’s obsessed
“wait, i need to tell you something…” you shake your head and grab onto jungkook’s wrist “becuz honestly i’m prolllllly not going to come bak here because i don’t like not being able to feel my face-“
jungkook snorts
you have to come back because you still have two wisdom teeth to pull out
but he’s not going to say anything because you’re in a very delicate state right now
“yes?”
“you wanna go out for ithe cream one day?” you look up at him while keeping your cheek squished to his arm and he practically meLts at your doe eyes
he is a deer in the headlights of love
the slight lisp is just the cherry on top
“-orrrr coffeeeee if you’re not an ithe cream person but i’M an ithe cream person-“
“like on a date?”
jungkook can’t tell if ur being serious or not considering the fact that there are enough drugs in your system right now to knock out a whole sanctuary of elephants
you nod enthusiastically and squeeze his hand “ya we can call it a date if u want!!! oR it can be a super casual hang out but i juz think ur super cute n i’m not jus sayin that because i’m hopped up on druGs-“
the little wrinkle of your nose and giggle when he responds with a ‘i would love to go for ice cream with you.’ shouldN’t have made jungkook feel so giddy but-
“alright, she’s still a little loopy from the surgery but she should be fine! the gauze pad placed over the surgical area should be kept in place for about a half hour and then you can go ahead and remove it. make sure she doesn’t touch the wound because-“
“why- wYYyy are you talking like i’m not standing right here??? you can juz talk to me direCtly” you tug on jungkook’s sleeve and he glances at you
you lean against his shoulder and reach up to pat your swollen cheek tenderly
owie :-(
jungkook’s mouth twitches in a fond smile
:-))
he knows you’re not going to remember even half of what he tells you but he’ll play along
thankfully you have your friends here who are conscious and will probably remember everything he’s going to say
“riiiight, my bad. how about you stand over here, hm? right in front of me”
jimin pulls you towards him and you stumble a bit before turning around so you can face jungkook
“you may prrrroooceed.” you roll your ‘r’ before giving jungkook a little curtsey
“thank you very much, your majesty. as i was saying, don’t touch the wound because that can cause bleeding and that wouldn’t be good. take the prescribed pain medications as soon as you begin to feel discomfort - that’s probably going to happen after the effects of the anaesthetic diminish. also, placing ice packs on the side of your face might be a good idea to help with the swelling.”
“the thwell- the thwelling???” you gasp and reach up to pat your face again
o god
you probably look like a chipmunk right now
in front of juNGKOOK
even in your drugged up state you knoW that you don’t look the least bit attractive right now
“we-“ you turn to look at tae “we gotta go home cos i don’t look cute righnnow and i wan jungkook to think that i look cute-“
“okAy let’s get you home!!!” taehyung cuts you off and gives jungkook a sheepish smile
“c’mon, get up-“ jimin squats down so that he can give you a piggyback ride because he feels like it’s going to take a lot longer to get home if they let you toddle around on your own
“jimin i needa tell u i’m going out on an ithe cream date with jungkook because he’s really pretty and-“
“uh-huh, you sure are going out with jungkook! definitely!” jimin chirps as he walks out the door with you on his back
he bounces slightly to adjust you
taehyung turns back to face jungkook before starting to back up towards the glass doors “sorry about her, man-“
“byeeeee, jungkook! i love you!!!! weLL okay i don’t loVe you yet but i couLD-“
“so, we’ll see you later for y/n’s other set of wisdom teeth!” tae chuckles and looks over to see you slumPed over jimin
“yeah, i’ll see you guys later!” jungkook smiles lightly and-
“i’m totAlly gonna let him put hishands down muh pants on our date if he wants to-“
jungkook snorts
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You Jam My Gears
Link: Link to AO3
Title: You Jam my Gears
Creator: Purple_ducky00
For: @TolkienGurl for the @black-characters-matter-fest
Warnings: N/A
Rating: Gen
Pairing: SamRhodey
Summary: Based on the following prompt:  Rhodey notices Sam among the new recruits of Avengers that Steve is training. He starts coming to Avengers' trainings to "watch", but he's secretly pining. Sam mistakes Rhodey's stares for critique/dislike and develops an attitude towards Rhodey. Whenever Rhodey and Sam have an opportunity to talk, Rhodey gets awkward and clams up which only reinforces Sam's belief that Rhodey doesn't like him. Rhodey doesn't understand why Sam is so standoffish and is a sad puppy. Eventually they pull their heads out of their asses and get together.
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yOu shOULD gO hElP stEVe.  Rhodey mocked Tony in his head. “It will be fun, he said.” He muttered. Today was not fun. He had come to the Avengers facility happy and cheerful; nothing could ruin his day… well, until he walked into the training room and saw the most beautiful man he has ever seen. 
Sam Wilson, codename Falcon, was standing in the room talking to Romanov.  Seeing him first, she waved at him. “Hey Rhodey! Come here; I want you to meet Sam. Sam, this is…”
“Lieutenant Colonel James Rhodes, I know.” Sam smiled. “He’s one of my heroes.”
Flustered, and totally not ready for this conversation, Rhodey just nodded and stared. After an awkward moment of silence for Rhodey’s dignity, he mumbled something about needing to find Steve and walked away as quickly as he could.  Once out of earshot, he grumbled to himself. “Come on Rhodes, you’re smoother than this!” 
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Sam Wilson watched as Rhodes walked off. “Well, that was weird.” He commented. 
“I agree.” Natasha eyed Rhodes’ retreating back. “That was extremely odd.” 
“I guess I just figured he’d be glad to see me here.  Does he want to be the only black guy on the team? Too bad for him because I’m sure as hell not going anywhere.” 
Natasha just grinned that stupid sneaky smirk. “No, I don’t think that’s the case.” 
“Whatever. It doesn’t matter either way. I’m here, and I’ve got more important things to worry about. Ready to start training?” 
“Follow me, Sergeant Wilson.” Nat inclined her head to the training room. 
Sam felt Rhodes’ eyes on him the entire time he trained. Rhodes and Steve were up on the balcony watching the training room below. He didn’t say a single word as Steve yelled orders; he just stared. Sam thought grimly that Rhodes was just waiting for him to mess up. Too bad because I’m gonna run this simulation perfectly. 
“Sam! That was amazing! Great job!” Steve praised him once training was over. Rhodes was still just watching. 
Natasha hip checked him. “Soooo, had to show off today, didn’t you?” 
“I’m just showing him that I am damn good at my job.  He won’t be able to find a reason to kick me off.”
“I… don’t think you’re seeing what I’m seeing, but think what you must. Now go shower, you stink.” 
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“It’s not funny.” Rhodey grumbled. 
Tony wiped tears off his face as he giggled. “Yes, it is! James Rhodes, the smoothest motherfucker in all of the science club in MIT, the man who met Whitney Houston and kept his cool, theee War Machine, theeeee Lieutenant Colonel James Rhodes, just froze up like Hammertech when he met Sam Wilson. I find this ridiculously funny.” 
“You better watch it, or I’m going to tell Clint what happened the night of August 19th, 1994.” 
“Ok, whoa, you don’t have to go that far.” Tony quickly sobered. “So, what are you going to do about it?” 
“I don’t know. Try to talk to him? Maybe it will get better each time?” 
“Good luck.” 
Rhodey didn’t appreciate Tony’s skepticism, but he understood why he  would be . Every single time he saw Wilson, he would clam up and look for an escape route if needed. 
“Hey, Rhodes. Steve asked me to ask you if you have any tips for flying in these formations? He said you created these systems, and I could use a little help.” Wilson approached him yesterday. 
Rhodey had been caught unaware, but he was still able to go through the whole formation with Sam.  Fiercely proud and defensive of his formations, Rhodey admitted that he was a bit touchy about improving. The conversation ended with him feeling more frustrated than before. This really was hopeless. Maybe he should quit and go back to being a lone peacekeeper. 
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Sam threw down his jacket as he stormed into his room. “That’s it, I’m done. If he doesn’t respect me, why the hell do I have to respect him?” Then he saw Natasha sitting on his windowsill, filing her nails. “Gah! How did you get in here? Why are you in here?”
“Sounds like Rhodes is getting under your skin.” Natasha mused. “I wonder why.”
“Because he’s treating me like I’m not worthy to be here! I feel like I’m more worthy than he is! Tony Stark basically gave him his suit, and everyone just accepted him! I had to work to be a part of the Falcon program.”
“You don’t mean that.” 
“No, I don’t.” Sam wilted. “I still am so amazed with him, like he’s a frickin badass. Like maybe I have a tiny crush on him.” Natasha raised an eyebrow; he amended. “Ok more than a tiny crush, but he acts like I’m beneath him! Like I’m… I just think that if he’s not going to treat me like an equal, I don’t have to hang onto every word he says. I’m going to stand up for myself.”
“Ok.”
“Ok? That’s all you’ve got?”
“That’s all I’ve got.” Natasha grinned evilly. As she walked out, she called over her shoulder. “Now hurry up and shower. We have a loooong night ahead of us. Oh, hi Rhodey. Was gonna get some dinner, want to join?”
Sam didn’t hear Rhodes’ response. He was too busy stripping so he would seem busy if Rhodes  decided to knock on his door. Thankfully the other man must have gone with Natasha, so Sam hopped in the shower. After a long, warm, steamy scrubbing, he dried off and dressed… only to find Natasha sitting on his couch. “You’re a piece of shit.” He told her.
“Come on. Let’s watch some Lord of the Rings.” She patted the couch beside her. 
“I’m serious. Now he probably thinks we’re fucking or something.” 
“I’m a lesbian, Samuel. And Rhodey knows that. “
“Still.”
Nat chose to ignore him as she turned on the TV. As this was his twenty-sixth time watching these movies, Sam could basically see them with his eyes closed.  He kept facing the screen even as he thought about why Rhodes wouldn’t like him. What had he done?
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“You gotta help me, man.” Rhodey flopped on Tony’s couch as soon as he walked in the lab. 
“More man problems?”
“He yelled at me today! I was trying to talk to him about certain maneuvers, and he asked me why I didn’t think he knew that already. He was like ‘I was in the Air Force too, you know. What is it about me that makes you think I’m inferior?’ Tony, he thinks I don’t like him! And you know, I couldn’t be like ‘Um, actually, I just don’t know how to talk to you because you’re beautiful.’ Like, do you know how lame that sounds? And don’t you laugh, Tony! Don’t you laugh!”
Tony lifted his hands in the air. “Not laughing. See? What do you want me to do about it?” 
“I don’t know. Can you talk to him for me?”
“Have you ever done that for me?”
“No.”
“A part of me wants me to tell you to grow up and solve your own problems, but also, I have never been around him, so I don’t know what he’s like. I’ll think about it.” Tony leaned on the side of the counter. 
“It’s just so dumb, because I can talk to everyone. I looked a crazy dude with a gun straight in the eyes and talked him out of shooting everyone in the vicinity before shooting himself. I’ve gotten laid before using only my tongue as foreplay. I’ve delivered speeches in front of millions of people. But talking to Sam Wilson? No can do.”
“Men do become fools when they fall in love.” Tony side-eyed him laughingly. “Now, come here. I need your help on this. Do you see this piece of code? It’s not working right…”
“Yeah, I can take a look at that.” The two spent the rest of the night figuring out code for Tony’s new program. 
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“What did you do to Rhodes?” Natasha swung Sam’s door open. 
“Nothing. What are you talking about?”
“Tony wants you to visit him in the Tower today. Sounds like you’re in hot water.” 
Sam groaned. “Are you serious? Rhodes can’t take a little backtalk , so he needs Iron Man to step in?” Shaking his head, he tacked on. “Man, I’ll go, but geez.” 
A few hours later, Sam landed on the landing deck of Stark Tower. FRIDAY greeted him at the door. Hello, Sergeant Wilson. Boss is in his lab. Take the elevator to the 19th floor.
“Thanks FRIDAY.” Sam was trying to figure out what he’d say when Tony Stark confronted him about Rhodes. 
As he walked out of the elevator, Stark’s door whooshed open. No one came out, so Sam took it as an invitation to enter. He stood there awkwardly until Tony looked up from his project due to FRIDAY’s prompting. “Oh, hey Wilson. Sorry, didn’t hear you come in. Come here, take a look at this. Was wondering if it’s something you’d like to have.”
The thing which Tony was talking about, was a small drone, bearing the colors of the Falcon suit. Sam eyed it critically, wondering if it was a bribe. “If I take it, what do you want from me?”
“Steve didn’t tell you?” Tony looked surprised. “I make most of the Avengers armor and outfits, and I like to tech them up. This drone will fit right on your jetpack. He's  a learning AI so you can train him  how you want.” 
“And that’s all you wanted me to come for?”
“…Yeah, pretty much? Was there something else you needed that I forgot? I do that often.”
Sam felt foolish. “No, I just thought you were going to tell me to be nice to Rhodes or something.”
“Oh, well, you’re allowed to have your own opinion about people. I personally don’t see why anyone would be angry with him, but I’m not going to judge you for disliking my Honeybear.”
“Are you two dating?”
“Oh no. Can you imagine? I’d probably love it, but he needs someone more down to earth than me.” Tony laughed. “He’s the best. I love him so much – platonically, you know – and he’s always there for me. You get what I mean, right?"
At that moment, who should walk through  the door but Lieutenant Colonel James Rhodes?  “Tones.” He said in a strangled voice. “Why is he here?”
“Oh, yeah, he’s the greatest.” Sam turned to Tony dryly. “If you’re still offering the drone, I’ll gladly accept but I don’t want to be here anymore.”
“Wait. I think I see what’s happening here. Both of you, sit down now.” Both men stood still where they were. Tony snapped his fingers. “Sit. Now.” When they complied, he resumed. “First, let this disclaimer be that I am not a licensed therapist, and secondly, you may not use this same method against me at a later time. Now, Sam, why don’t you tell Rhodey how you feel about him?”
Sam muttered. “This is stupid." He took a breath, looked at Rhodes and started "Ok. Rhodes, when I heard you were coming to watch training that first day, I was so excited. You were a big hero of mine, and you piloted an Iron Man suit. You can’t get much cooler than that. Then I meet you, and you basically dismiss me. I brushed it off, thinking you might have been late or something that day. But then time passes, I see that you’re good friends with everyone else at the Compound… except me. And you’re overly critical about every single damn thing I do.”
“Because I’m not halfway in love with anyone else in the Compound!” Rhodes blurted. “Oh shit. See, this is what happens, Tony! Why are you making me talk to him?”
“Wait. You’re… Hold up! There is too much happening all at once. Tony, did you set this up?”
“I plead not guilty. I had no idea Platypus would be coming here. Besides, why would I talk him up when I know he’s in earshot. That’s not something best friends do.”
That earned Tony a bit of a suspicious stare from Sam. “Okayyyy… and Rhodes – Jim – did you just say you are halfway in love with me?”
“Well, I mean. You’re really attractive and like, super badass.” Rhodes stumbled on his words. “And-and you’re so outgoing and friendly, and…”
“Let me step in and save his life and dignity. Rhodey is usually so calm, cool, and collected, no matter the circumstances. The fact that he can barely make a full sentence around you speaks volumes about your effect  on him.” Tony interrupted Rhodes’ rant. 
Rhodes deflated. “Yeah, what he said.”
“Ok, well then, I’ll make the first move. James Rhodes, would you like to get dinner and a movie with me tomorrow night?” Sam invited. 
“I’d like that.” 
“Then it’s a date. Thank you, Stark, for helping us figure this all out. Let me know when that bad boy is finished.” He pointed to the drone.  “I’m gonna name him Redwing.”
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Mission Memories
Another Wattpad requests! I do not own Steve. He belongs to Marvel. 
Warnings: Cliche Fluff!!!! 
Pairings: Steve Rogers x fem!reader
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*Memories in Italics*
Steve chanced a glance in your direction. You were worried. He could tell. It was your first mission without Nat or Clint, who had trained you. Still, you were determined to see it through. Steve could see your hands shaking though. He leaned his shield against the seat of the jet and walked over to you. He sat down and took your hand in his.
         "Hey, it'll be alright. You know what you're doing, Doll." You smiled up at him before letting out a shaky breath. "It's not the mission, Steve. It's the flying part. Clint's basically a frickin' bird! I'm not. I don't do flying. If we were meant to fly, we'd have been born with wings." Steve's brows furrowed for a minute. He had to take your mind off your nerves, if only for a moment. You took care of that for him. "Steve, you remember how we met?" Steve grew even more confused. Of course he remembered.
         Steve really didn't want to be here. He wanted to be anywhere but here. He wasn't overly fond of Tony's parties. Still, this was a celebration of the reunion of the Avengers, and the recruitment of a few more friendly faces, including you. From the moment Steve laid eyes on you, he swore he couldn't breathe. Maybe it was the hopeless romantic in him, but you were a vision.  
         Steve found that he couldn't keep his eyes off you for long that night. Not that he didn't try. He didn't want to be caught staring. But somehow, his gaze kept managing to find its way back to you. "Just go talk to her!" Natasha urged. With a deep breath, Steve made his way over to you. "Excuse me?" he said just as you stepped up onto stairs. You instantly lost your footing and slipped, forcing Steve to think quickly and reach out to catch you. You looked up at him and thanked him breathlessly.
         "I didn't think I'd fall for you that soon," you quipped, making Steve laugh. "How about our first kiss? That didn't exactly go as planned either." You shook your head with a giggle.
         "Are you serious?" Steve heard someone, Sam he thought, ask. "As the grave. Come on! When was the last time we had any kind of fun? Yes, I think this kind of game is just the kind of game we need." You suddenly appeared at Steve's elbow, making him jump a little before he smiled down at you. The two of you had gone out on a few dates, but nothing serious had happened. Yet.
         "What kind of game?" you asked. Tony gave that wicked Cheshire Cat grin that told Steve that he was definitely up to something. "I'm glad you asked, Y/N. I want to revisit our youth by playing a mix of Spin the Bottle and Seven Minutes in Heaven." Steve blushed up to this roots. He didn't have any experience with those games but he knew what they were. "No thanks. I'm nowhere near drunk enough for that," you said. Steve gave you another grateful smile.  "Why not? Afraid you'll have to kiss Bird Boy here? Or maybe there are some hidden feelings you don't want to come out?"
         You glared at Tony. He was baiting you and everyone knew it. Steve held his breath, wondering what you would do. "Or maybe…there's someone here you don't want kissing anybody else." It was quite obvious to Steve that Tony knew exactly what he was doing. But Steve was pulled from his thoughts when he felt a hand on his neck. Suddenly he was being pulled down to your waiting lips. As quickly as the kiss began, it was over. You squeaked out a "Sorry!" and ran from the room.
         "I was mortified, Steve! I was so scared you'd think I was crazy or creepy or something. That you wouldn't want to have anything more to do with me." Steve took your hand again. "We'll be both know that's not true. Don't you remember the second try at that first kiss?" You grinned.
         "Y/N! Wait!" Steve called, chasing after you. He watched the elevator doors close with you behind them. Not one to waste time, Steve turned and took the stairs two at a time. He reached your floor just a moment after the elevator. "Y/N, please, wait!" You stopped in the middle of the hall and Steve nearly ran into you. You sniffled, breaking Steve's heart a little.
         "Oh, Doll." He turned you gently so he could see your face. The tears hadn't fallen yet, but they were close. "Doll, don't cry. Please." You looked up at him. "I just completely embarrassed myself, Steve. In front of everyone. I did something stupid because Tony baited me and I've probably ruined whatever it is we had going on." You moved to turn away, but Steve caught your arm.
         "You didn't ruin anything," he said softly. You didn't reply, but you didn't struggle to get out of his gentle grip either. "Look at me, please, Y/N." You turned slightly back to him. "You didn't ruin anything," he repeated, "I nearly did by not kissing you back. Or not kissing you sooner. I've wanted to kiss you for so long." Your eyes widened a bit. "Really?" Steve smiled and nodded. "Really. C-Could I try now?" With your permission, Steve closed the distance between you.
         "That kiss was much better," you whispered, squeezing Steve's hand. "Yeah it was. So were all the other kisses that followed over the next two years." You let out a soft sigh. "Two years. I can't believe it's been that long already. So much has happened. We got together, Tony and Pepper got married. Clint got divorced and the married Nat. Bucky came back from Wakanda. We've shared so much. So many firsts. So many memories." Steve blushed again at the mention of "firsts" as one particular first popped into mind. But it was the memory of the morning after that stuck.
         Steve had always been an early riser and this morning was no different. What was different was the weight he felt on his arm and across his torso. He opened his eyes and couldn't fight the smile that crept onto his lips. You were laying on his chest, mouth open slightly as you breathed steadily. Your hair was absolute mess after the activities the night before and your body was covered in love bites. Steve smiled proudly at his work.
         In your sleep, you snuggled even close to him, throwing one leg over his. Steve let his arms wrap around you as he took in the smell of your shampoo that he knew would linger for a while. He pressed a kiss to your forehead. You sighed softly in your sleep. Steve let his eyes drift closed again while he enjoyed the feeling of having you in his arms a little while longer.
         "You okay, Steve? You're blushing." Steve cleared his throat. "I'm fine," he assured you with a smile. You returned the grin. "I think I'm okay now. Thank you." You leaned over and kissed his cheek before you stood to finish prepping. The jet would be landing soon and you would have to get to work. Steve stayed in his seat for a moment longer. As you walked away from him, he couldn't help but smile. Never before had he wanted a mission to be over with so quickly. He wanted to return home, grab the little box that was hiding in his dresser, and ask the question he'd been dying to ask for months now. He only hoped you'd say yes so he could make many more memories with you.
(a/n: I love some good cliche fluff! I hope you like it!)
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