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fictionalgirlfrend · 2 years
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traumatizedjaguar · 2 months
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I need to get this vent off my chest. Just bc someone is diagnosed bipolar or borderline or something else doesn’t mean we’re “crazy” and especially with me, I don’t experience delusions, and I have every right to speak for myself. Just bc we’re dx with bipolar or BPD doesn’t mean we’re too ill to speak for ourselves; everybody is different with how they experience symptoms. I am never out of touch with reality, I don’t get delusions, I don’t get hyper-religiosity ever so you can believe me about my life experiences. I am not “insane” or “too sick” to speak for myself and my experiences. I’m not “crazy” or a “delusional liar” just bc I went through traumatic events in my life and developed illness due to it. I don’t deserve to be treated like a child or insane criminal. You can trust me and let me speak for myself; you can treat me like how you treat neurotypicals; you can let me be and not write me off as crazy. Some people with my disorders can act bad, I’m not them nor do I act like them. I see this too often that if I say I went through something deeply traumatic and the person knows about my dx’s, they’ll write it off as me being a liar, crazy, or too ill to speak the truth like I am not to be trusted just bc I have mental illness WHICH IS CAUSED BY TRAUMA. I’m my own person and deal with my symptoms in self-reflective and healthy ways. Just bc you see someone else with my disorders acting abusively doesn’t mean I will too bc I never do and never have. Oh, and my cousin can’t accuse his (oh-so-obviously) abusive mother of abuse “bc he’s bipolar and crazy” like STFU, and comments like that are coming from within the blood-line.
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angstinmedia · 2 years
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TW: Rashes from stress, scratching to the point of self-harm
Anime: Blue Period eps 10
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p5nd5 · 1 year
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I've gain so much w*ight in the years after I deleted this app (and tried to get h3lp) that I don't even recognize my body anymore.
I used to have pretty collarbones, now I don't see them anymore.
My abs used to be pretty flat even on heavy bloated days, now all I see is rolls and I am scared of how I look when I sit down.
My waist used to be kinda small now all my pants and jeans cut into my skin every time I sit.
My legs and arm were never slim, but now I feel other parts (like calves, ankles, forearms) feel so inflated.
My back was always nice and slim, now I see rolls forming.
You can see it even on my face which is so much rounder now and all the features get lost. Not to mention the acne that I can't seem to get rid of and I am suspecting my diet to be at fault.
I can't deal with this anymore.
Sure, it was scary before but I am more scared now. I lost control over everything and I want it back. Now I wished I never tried to get "better". I honestly believe that I could remain that sized AND stop the thoughts.
What a fool.
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bulimic-beatz · 2 years
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shouts-into-the-void · 11 months
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Finally read the Heartstopper Comics (previously had only seen the show) and chose to ignore the trigger warnings.
I definitely should not have.
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sadiahakim · 2 years
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I am effortlessly drawn towards the people or things that bring out the best in me.
Sadia Hakim
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whyamisposts · 1 year
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People will know your triggers & trigger you on purpose. Those are your enemies.
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scaredlilghosty · 1 year
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Why are normal, everyday things so fucking hard for me?!?!
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alwayssacred2 · 2 years
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mental illnesses are like: oh, the literal flames of Hell. WILL I BURN?!!!!???!!!!!!!!!!!! WILL WE BURN??!!!!! WILL IT BURN?!!!! IT BURNS!!!! IT DOES BURN!!!!! NO NO NO I’M FINE. ITS FINE. WOUNDED. I’M WOUNDED. now i’m wounded. hahahahaha. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. it’s fine.
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I’m falling back into my old ways again. I can’t let myself sink in again. It takes too much strength and energy to pull myself back up again.
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bulimic-beatz · 2 years
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ashisnotok · 2 years
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I’m sad
And I feel like no one loves me. I hate being lonely, and I hate when ppl are like “if you don’t like being lonely make some plans!” As if I have people in my life who want to spend time with me. As if I haven’t already tried.
I’d give anything to not wake up and not have to feel this way.
Canceled plans? The world is ending. I am a bad person and I do not want to be here.
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rosequartz26 · 2 years
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at the end of the day
If you’re you ask me how it feels to do something
you were never meant to do,
every single day of every
single year of your life,
I’ll tell you, it feels like nothing
and it feels like crashing into a wall
And it is June again but its
never been so cold
and the time is passing but at the same time
not even a minute of it can at all be
remembered
you’re stuck on a cycle, a circle,
a leash, a room, a cell
even if you could just walk out,
you’re just stuck
even if you could just walk out
stuck waiting for every single day
to end
and when it does, you remember
there’s tomorrow
if you ask me, and you’re asking the right
person, I’ll tell you
It’s like you’ve just killed something
and you’re trying to wash the dirt
off your hands, burying it in a hole on your backyard
but you didn’t quite get what you have done yet
you may think it feels like you are not living
and you would want to die
but it actually feels like you’re already dead
every single day of every single year
like you’ve never once lived,
like you’ve never been born.
-poem by rosequartz26
-DO NOT COPY
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I've been on high
under that mountian peak though,
a volcano lay dormant.
it erupted today,
all flooding out molten.
the heat burned me away
scorching my ego.
today was a good day,
nearly.
-Trigger-
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Declutter Your Mind: How to Stop Worrying, Relieve Anxiety, and Eliminate Negative Thinking By S.J. Scott & Barrie Davenport
Our thoughts are a way for us to process our experiences and deal with our emotions… Our thoughts are necessary for us to understand our situation, to find solutions, to make decisions and to plan for the future. Our thoughts plague us with negative emotions, stop us from leaving in the present, steal our joy and peace of mind. It just seems that we just don’t stop thinking and our mind is…
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