#i cant do this

[birdsong-warriors]

I don't want to talk about this much, but it may affect page uploads.

Saturday night, I was assaulted and strangled by my brother. This is not the first time he's done this, but it was severely excalated this time. I deserved it. Honestly, I wish he'd succeeded so nobody would have to deal with my shit anymore. I'm still very much in crisis mode, and I'm so sorry if I disappear. I'm praying I can continue working despite the situation, but this may warrant a short break.

I'm so sorry for any inconvenience this may cause, and I'm even more sorry I'm bringing this up at all. I need to stop talking from now on, honestly. I just wanted to communicate why I may poof. I don't know. I'm scared, and I can't do this. But I have to keep going.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

#abuse mention #im not so afraid to use that word now #but i still feel so much guilt #it must have been my fault #im a screw up #all i ever do is ruin things and bring people down #anyway sorry ncksncjd #not cat #important #notice #i cant do this #i cant #ask to tag #suicidal ideation #im so very tired

[norrisleclercf1]

😭😭😭😭

#AHHHHHHHHH #i cant do this #charlando #charles leclerc #lando norris #ln4 #cl16 #f1 #formula 1 #f1 fandom #formula one

[olliebjorkstrand]

what am i going to do without the kraken lb tag for MONTHS

#i cant do this #how did i go thru this last season im actually worried #kraken lb #seattle kraken

[toffoliravioli]

“We always see you waving to your son at warmups. What does that mean to you, to be able to play in front of him?”

im inconsolable 🥺

#uncle 🥺🥺🫶🫶🥹🥹💔💔❤️❤️ #he was so emotional therefore im emotional #I CANT DO THIS #I IMMEDIATELY STARTED SOBBING #erik haula #new jersey devils

[annredmoon26]

okey okey I finally got to the atla episode before the invasion where Toph asks Aang if he thinks friendships can last more than a lifetime and I HAVE STARTED CRYING VERY LOUDLY IT'S JUST-

The fact that when passing the avatar's essence the memories of the previous ones are also passed (actively like Roku showing his death to Aang or passively just with the memories being there) makes everything so HEARTBREAKING

Friendships, lovers, families, EVERYONE is aware of those memories and seeing the next avatar, after the person they have known is gone... means that it can be the same but at the same time totally different because the avatars are not only the memory of their ancestors but they are also people with their own thoughts and feelings. So everyone attempt keep remembering their love one when, deep down they are gone , even when the memories are there, THEY ARE NOT REALLY THEMSELFS EVEN WHEN EVERYONE WANTS TO JUST- that's it I can't

#im not even making sense rn #actively crying #atla #why i do this to myself #avatar the last airbender #aang #i'll always remember you little boy #I HAVENT EVEN FINISH THE SERIES WTF #i cant do this #avatar aang

[renesyce]

reunited in an endless blue

#IT’S GOJOVER. #jjk 236 #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo satoru #geto suguru #jjk fanart #gojo fanart #geto fanart #my art #i cant do this #GOJO GET UP #fanart #satosugu #satosugu fanart

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

#mental health #mentally exhausted #tw depressing stuff #dead inside #thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depression #tw vent #tw self destruction #deep feelings #reality #tw sui ideation #emotionally exhausted #tw depressing thoughts #i cant do this #deep thoughts

[maniccherrygirl]

#girlblogging #lana del rey #girlhood #coquette #sylvia plath #lizzy grant #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #sadgirl #female hysteria #dollette #gone girl #femcel #girl interrupted syndrome #ultraviolence #mental illness #mentally fucked #melancholia #just girly thoughts #i cant do this

[jukinthebox]

its just that cheng xiaoshi refused to go back in time to save lu guang because he KNEW just how much it would hurt lg to risk the timeline for his life and EVEN THOUGH cxs has altered the timeline in an effort to help people before he stopped himself FOR LU GUANG’S SAKE. but the MOMENT lu guang loses cxs he goes back in time to save him IMMEDIATELY because the pain of him being gone outweighs any morals or feelings of guilt he could possibly have.

they would sacrifice everything they stand for FOR EACH OTHER

#somebody sedate me #link click #i cant do this #shiguang dailiren #cheng xiaoshi #lu guang #shiguang

[hypnosomniac]

DOES THIS SCENE MEAN NOTHING TO YOU PEOPLE!!! FEYD RAUTHA IS A BRAT WITH A PAIN KINK AND NOBODY IS TALKING ABOUT IT.

#im just a girl #girlblogging #girl blog #just girly thoughts #im losing my mind #im going insane #i cant do this #im not okay #garbage #feyd oneshot #feyd x you #feyd x reader #dune part two #feyd imagine #feyd smut #dune part 2 #austin butler #feyd rautha #feyd rautha x reader #girlblogger

[candlecordyceps]

Ok like I’m not really a massive analysis of film and story and stuff, but I’m trying to get more thoughtful when absorbing stories and just. GOD dungeon meshi got me with a heavy hitter this episode.

The raw emotion that filtered through me as I watched the backstory cutscene. Of Laois and Falin growing up, of her saving him. Saving him and when HE needed to save HER in that final memory she said to abandon her. How awful that was, something Laois commented on himself. That they couldn’t “Adventure together anymore”. The way she was so willing to fall, and for that to be the end of it, and for others to continue without her. Like UGHHHHH. The way that despite that willingness to be left to die forever, the others still took on the labor of love to go after her. To try. Because she matters to them and they’d do the same self-sacrifice for Falin despite her not minding being abandoned. Still, after fighting tooth and nail, it falls apart. It’s her staff they lift from the dragon. Her skull. Just bone. And while I haven’t read the manga, and I don’t know where it goes yet, it feels so utterly damning. I’m on the EDGE OF MY FUCKING SEAT.

I CANT WITH THIIIIISSSSSS. I CANT BE NORRRMMAAALLLL RRAAFGHHHHHH

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #delicious in dungeon spoilers #dungeon meshi spoilers #commentary #raw thought matter #i cant do this #i cant watch anime normally #i signed up for funny food show #what the fuck is happening

[willgrahamscock]

Hannibal would have been wild with David Tennant's energy, and the article quotes that Bryan Fuller wanted David because he was so fun in his audition but Hugh Dancy really wanted Mads Mikkelsen for the role of Hannibal.

We could have had Bedelia say "You a righteous, reckless, twitchy little man" to Hannibal instead of Will.

#I cant do this #hannibal #nbc hannibal #david tennant #mads mikkelsen #hugh dancy #bryan fuller

[everlarksquell]

katniss rubbing the pearl that peeta gave to her in the arena against her lips and remembering how his lips felt??? her clinging to the pearl as if it’s peeta’s life itself and as long as she has it no one can take it???and then grabbing it it to try and remember the boy that peeta used to be and the moments they shared together before he was hijacked, because now all of that is gone???? i’m being so serious when i tell you that that damn pearl will make me go to therapy.

#i cant do this #that fucking pearl #omg #everlark #katniss and peeta #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #mockingjay #hijacked peeta #the hunger games #thg #the hunger games series #thg series #hunger games

[lakrimasx]

Wanting to take care of myself to look good but too depressed to actually do anything

#tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #depressing life #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #tw depressive #tw depression #su!c!de #pr04n4 #pr04ana #pr0ana diet #k!ll me please #i cant do this #i wanna die #self h@te #tw self h4rm #tw self sabotage #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destructive thoughts #tw selfhate #self h@rm #tw self loathing #stop my misery #i’m so sad #tw eating issues #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating mention #disordered eating thoughts

[lifewaster-imdanger98]

Why do sh scars looks so pretty? Like not just my own, but other people's too?

Unfortunately the vast majority of the human population disagrees here.

#mentally exhausted #i hate it here #sorry for being depressing #i cant do this #i’m tired #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw self loathing #self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #mentally unstable #mental illness #mental health #actually mentally ill #tw self destruction #tw sh related

[toddroyco]

no because

‘i love you in the same way there’s a chapel in a hospital’ (desperately) (screaming to anyone who will listen) (please) (someone is eavesdropping with their ear against the door) (don’t do this again) (please) (i’m sorry i let this happen again) (please) (you don’t need to love me back just please be okay)

#fall out boy #fob #peterick #tourdust #petewentz #patrick stump #i cant do this #hum hallelujah