#feel abandoned

[angellurgy]

bwehh

#feel abandoned #im sorry #im so incapable #im so #i want to b loveable #i want to not have the worst always assumed of me #i want to be something that matters to you

[carnetransparent]

#sadcore #traumacore #abandonned #feel abandoned #dead inside #abuse #child #childhood #liminal space #liminal spaces #depression #depressed #sad #hated #mentally ill #horror #creepy #terror #scary stuff #weirdcore

[lgbtlunaverse]

Obsessed with characters who portray themselves as worse than they are. Who are lying to everyone including themselves about it. People generally assume if someone's lying about themselves they're trying to look better but sometimes they're trying to look worse. They attribute agency to where they had none, add intend to accidents, try to convince everyone that this is something they did instead of something that happened to them.

#this is about tenko bnha #but it is also about dahlia ace attorney #watch the nezumiVA videos on ace attorney trilogy they're great #anyway dahlia saying she (at like. 6 years old) apparently convinced her father to abandon her sister. hmmm #also everyone including herself thinking of her as the manipulator in control with terry when she was 14 dating a 20 y/o #anyway these characters both did do terrible things but feel the need to pile on more and remove nuance from where it exists #to convince themselves that this is what they really want. that they chose this. #it's about the loss of control it's about being a victim feeling worse than being a villain #at least if you were the bad guy you had autonomy #shimura tenko #shigaraki tomura #dahlia hawthorne

[chaiaurchaandni]

have humans developed a language that can accurately describe the intensity of this grief?

#this is beyond words #i cant imagine who alone this person feels right now #and how alone all palestinians must feel #completely abandoned and forgotten by the world as your body is ripped to shreds in broad daylight #by 65k tonnes of bombs #this feels like the end of the world to me. i cant imagine anything beyond this #free palestine #palestine #gaza #glory to the martyrs #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #long live palestine #long live the resistance #death to israel

[contactlessdrivethru]

there is something unique and deeply special about monkey d luffy as a protagonist. he’s overwhelmingly ADORED by the fandom. he’s consistently the most or at least top 3 most popular characters in the whole series. peoples takes about him are gushingly positive. and that’s… really uncommon.

a LOT of fandoms i’ve witnessed or been in have a tendency to favor characters other than the main character. especially in anime. the main characters are often written as a blank slate for readers/watchers to project onto, but that makes them not as interesting and so they don’t get the fan attention.

but luffy is so far from that. and he’s ALWAYS been this way. we love him so much. he’s the heart of the story and the heart of the fandom in every single way. and i think that speaks to how well-written he is as a character. he’s fun and charming and complex and interesting and he makes us laugh and cry and cheer and hope and love. he’s able to inspire so much joy in people, both in his world but also in this one. and i think that’s really special. i feel so grateful to have found this story that means so much to me, and i’m so grateful that luffy exists.

#i’m in a very emotional mood tonight and i was just. musing #about how wonderful our best boy is #and how much true and genuine joy and hope and wisdom he has given me #i feel like i’ve learned so much from him about how to love people #and that’s. freely. enthusiastically. easily and without abandon. #love you monkey d. luffy. you saved my life #one piece #monkey d luffy #one piece meta #personal

[fluffyartbl0g]

You’re a Useless Child

#one piece #op fanart #cyborg franky #nico robin #frobin #my eyes feel a little wet whenever I think about how franky was abandoned as a child

[gefuehlsgelaehmt]

being with someone that heals your inner child >>

#healing #innerchild #dating #relationship #therapy #feelings #crush #in love #healthy #boyfriend #happy #333 #trauma #abandonment #issues #mental health #psychology

[dangerdumpling]

I’m not even that far through the game but here’s some Night Bringer brain rot cause this game is rife with angst potential

One of the brothers yelling at MC in a fit of rage about how they “aren’t even apart of the family “ and not understanding why the MC acts so crushed

MC spending their birthday alone in the past because there’s no point in asking the brothers to celebrate with them since they aren’t that close.

MC going back to the Cocytus house and sobbing into Solomon’s chest because they want to go home.

Solomon watching MC struggle to cope and still can’t help but feel both Jealous and sad because he can’t make them feel better like the brothers could.

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #hits right in the abandonment issues #I’m liking the story so far #everyone feels more fleshed out

[hamoodmood]

How it feels

#the virgin suicides #lux lisbon #girlblogging #girlblogger #girly things #whisper girl #love bombing #a blog for the heartbroken #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female hysteria #relationship #just girly things #i miss you #unlovable #ultraviolence #mentally unstable #i hate men #abandonment issues #feelings #heartbreak

[carnetransparent]

#mine #my art #mentally tired #tired #sad #mentally ill #i wanna die #abandoned #feel abandoned #depression #abuse #traumacore #my edit #sad art #trauma art #emotional abuse #sad aesthetic #ventcore #im just tired #hated #sorry for being depressing #dead inside #trauma #psychiatry #child abandonment tw #derealisation disorder #derealisation tw #dissociation #mental health #depersonalisation

[ohno-the-sun]

They used to be so close

#luca au #sundrop #fnaf daycare attendant #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #my art #babies I love dearly #I feel like glaze really ruins the quality but alas #poor moon was all alone #so many abandonment issues #the chapter this month is gonna unfortunately be late #cause irl stuff is getting busy #but it is in the works #almost done really

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

#anxiety #anxious #fear #abandoned #abandonment #depression #black and white #alone #lonely #loneliness #bpd #feelings #relatable

[kroosluvr]

Life's beauty is like a myriad of flowers, and I want to pluck the one that never wilts.

#hey ruanmei gang its me again. Ya boy #i love. LOVE. overgrown nature themes and seeing her lab with all t he fucking glass TUBES and PLANTS and everything so neat and tidy i #just wanna see it all UNRAVEL bro i want it FUCKED UP #i think abt ruan mei abandoning her creations the things she raised bc they dont serve a purpose for her anymore but the plants keep reachi #g for the sunlight right. so full of life regardless of if they feel or think or speak. just like ruan mei huh. #im running out of space ill talk another time #ruan mei #honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #cele draws

[brokenfrombirth]

🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶

#mental health #mentally unstable #bpd #borderline personality disorder #mentally exhausted #emotionally drained #mental battle #emotionally damaged #childhood trauma #emotional abandonment #mentally drained #mentally ill #mental illness #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #emotionally destroyed #i feel alone #alone #suicidal #selfharm

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd relatable #bpd feels #actually borderline #bpd shit #borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #actually abused #abandoned #borderline problems #actually mentally ill #bpd stuff #bpd life #bpd things #living with borderline #never enough #bpd splitting #bpd mood #borderline feels #being borderline #borderline personality problems #quiet borderline #cluster b #mental illness

[dreamofbecoming]

listen i know we all love steve “completely ignorant of queer culture to the point that bisexuality is a surprise” harrington being roasted and educated in turns by robin and eddie, yadda yadda, good stuff. i read “they made a horror version of rocky?” in a fic recently and cackled. also a big fan of “he knew he was bi from the start and just never talked about it” as a trope, love it excellent well done

but what about steve who realizes after starcourt that the most important person in his life now has this thing that’s a major part of her life that he knows nothing about, and what if he fucks it up? what if he says something ignorant or rude by accident, and hurts her? what if he loses her because he didn’t know the right thing to say? what if he can’t keep her safe because he doesn’t know what to look out for? absolutely fucking not, this steve says

and listen she’d never say anything, because she can tell that he can tell how much she likes teasing him and teaching him things, so he plays dumb, and she thinks it’s very sweet. but she notices when the zines she keeps under her bed that she buys at that one secret bookshop in indy when she can sneak away on family trips start going missing, always one at a time, and replaced in a few days with another disappearing. and she finds the new ones he must have gone to buy the weekend she was at her aunt’s house hidden in the back of his closet when she goes to steal one of his sweaters. and she notices when he slips more of her queerer movie recommendations into his personal take home pile rather than the movie night stack when he thinks she’s not looking.

she doesn’t notice when he drives to indianapolis after she tries to explain to him why she can’t just ask out a cute girl, tries to impress on him the fear attached to every moment of attraction that he simply has never had to feel, but later she finds a crumpled receipt from a diner in one of his jacket pockets when she’s looking for his keys, and the address is across the street from the bar the gorgeous woman at the bookstore told her about, the one she memorized the address of but hasn’t worked up the guts to think about visiting, and she knows he must have gone looking for a place like that, must have been trying to understand, must have been scoping it out to make sure it was somewhere she could feel safe, after she told him she never had.

so when eddie nearly pops a blood vessel when they clock each other and she mentions that steve is the only person she’s ever come out to before, her hackles come up. because she gets it, she does, he’s only known king steve until recently, so it makes sense that he would be afraid, be concerned for her safety.

but steve is her person, and no one- no one- has ever made her feel as protected or as cared for as he does. no one has ever tried as hard to understand her, no one has ever put so much work into making her feel safe and seen and loved. and she thinks maybe even if no one else ever does, that’s ok. because she has steve, and more importantly steve has her, and that means no one gets to question his ally credentials in her presence without a dressing down to remember, no matter how well they mean or how recently they helped save the world.

(and maybe she’s not as surprised as she could be when he figures out bisexuality all on his own, because she’s been reading all the same pamphlets he has, after all. and she’s seen the way he looks at eddie, i mean come on. maybe no one else has noticed, but then, nobody knows steve harrington like she does.)

#stranger things #steve harrington #robin buckley #platonic stobin #steddie #(if you squint) #this got away from me #i just really love love giving steve a bit more credit yk? #like yes he’s very stupid and he has a history of being self absorbed #and we love that about him #he’s very flawed and that makes him interesting #but i really feel like one of his defining traits is his need to be useful to the people he loves #combine that with his abandonment issues and i really feel like he would be scared of fucking up and losing robin #and yeah he would play dumb like he does with dustin and d&d #but i don’t believe he knows nothing about d&d after all this time and i don’t believe he would let himself know nothing about queer culture #i’m just so so attached to the idea of steve who knows that teasing him for being dumb is his friends’ love language with him #so he pretends to be dumber than he is so they have chances to explain things to him #also stobin sharing clothes is so so so important to me just putting that out there #anyway i just think they’re neat #my writing