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support · 7 years ago
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Everything Okay?
If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. 
If you are located in the United States, consider reaching out to the National Alliance on Mental Illness HelpLine.
If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Mix is here to help you with any challenge you are facing.  Reach out online, on social or through their free and confidential helpline.
If you are reading this from in any other country in Europe,  Mental Health Europe has compiled a list of helplines and other resources in your country. 
For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.
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sectumsemprae · 3 minutes ago
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I thought about this comic a lot and I think it's something bigger than what i'm used to do. I'm still not 100% confident it's something people would like to see but i really like some of the panels despite some of the technical mistakes they might have. I read the drafts of episode 24 of evangelion last year for the first time and I really like the concepts of the first one so I decided to do a kind of short kind of it's 40 pages long comic about it.
TW: selfharm scars, implied nudity, blood
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writingwithpoise · 21 minutes ago
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Here is to you
So this is for those who keep going. For the ones who feel like screaming their lungs out of their bodies but still feeling invisible. This is for those who keep running and running and trying to take care of all around but totally forget about themselves. Here is for those who starve to be perfect, for those who wear long sleeves in the summer because they don't want people to see. Here is to those who smile all day and every day even through they are crying from the inside. Here is to those who escape in books, to those who try to get a little high by using too much drugs. Here is to you. 
Fuck, I am so proud of y’all because you are still here. And here is the good news: you made it this far. And you’ll come a hell of a lot further. You are doing the best you can and this is good enough. Boys nd girls, keep going. I am proud. 
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nocturnal-dreams · 4 hours ago
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I love it when the blade I'm working with brushes my skin and now I want to relapse
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weighted-hearts · 5 hours ago
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My scars all blend together into one because of how many times I've cut in the same spot over the years. I'm terrified of anyone seeing, especially my family. I would love to move back to my wrist, but it's too obvious. My family has dealt with enough of my drama. My mom might have cancer now and I cant stress her out more, but I want to die. Im not sure where to go from here. I just quite my job because its too physically demanding. It's the hardest job I've ever had for very little pay. I'm too stressed and mentally and physically exausted. I can't even have a normal job at this point. I was never supposed to live this long and my life is starting to change into an adult lifestyle. It just reminds me that my time is running out.
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acidsouldying · 5 hours ago
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Me duelen esas duchas a las 8 de la mañana
dejando caer el agua y mis lágrimas sobre mi cuerpo desnudo,
duele ese despertar temblando completamente y con el pecho tan apretado por la angustia que siento que en cualquier momento voy a dejar de respirar y me voy a desmayar,
duele la incomprensión de los demás cuando expulso un llanto de lo más profundo de mi ser y no soy capaz de verbalizar lo que sucede en mi interior.
Es una lucha diaria;
es un desgaste mental que hace que cuando por fin sea hora de dormir me tome unas pastillas con un suspiro de que por fin es un día menos,
y a la vez un día más de vida, un día donde resistí y no me suicidé.
Duele esa desesperación de querer arrancarme la piel del cuerpo, saber que no puedo pescar una navaja y cortar mi piel, suspiro de alivio cuando siento la piel abrirse y la sangre correr.Por fin la desesperación se fue, pero sólo dura unos segundos pues el sentimiento de culpa me inunda, una cicatriz más, una caída más.
Relacionarme amorosamente es lo mas complicado, siento todo con tanta intensidad que una sola mirada indiferente del otro derrumba todo mi mundo y me inunda ese sentimiento de abandono, me hago chiquita y solo quiero llorar y gritar.
A veces viene la euforia y me siento imparable, que nada puede conmigo,hago todo lo que tenia planeado para el mes en un solo día, me pongo bonita y me siento la mejor del mundo, pero lamentablemente solo dura unas horas y cuando acaba, la angustia vuelve con más intensidad que nunca, y de nuevo ese sentimiento de abandono...
De que nadie jamás comprenderá como me siento, de no poder explicar cuando me dan crisis.
Que ya no puedo más, que estoy cansada de todo, y que me duele el solo hecho de existir.
Que hago ahora ? ,a donde; o a quien debería recurrir?.
No aguanto más y agarro todas las pastillas del mes y me las tomo una a una, con cada pastilla que trago siento como voy perdiendo el control una vez más,
ya no queda ninguna y solo espero el final.
Me dejo caer sobre la cama y empiezo a ver colores, se distorsionan las cosas,un portal se abre en la pared y de el salen pájaros negros, en un momento vos sos uno de ellos y vuelas lejos, muy lejos.
Así pasan horas y de repente despierto,
se acabó...
No pasó a mayores.
Y de nuevo el sentimiento de angustia me inunda,
caí una vez más, lloro con ese llanto que te sale de las entrañas, ¿por que no se acabó todo de una vez por todas?
Me duele todo mi ser. Pero me levanto, siempre me vuelvo a levantar, no importa cuan dura fue la pelea , alguna parte de mi cerebro dice que es porque soy un guerrero, que sigue peleando con si mismo .
Me seco las lágrimas y me levanto de la cama, una nueva fuerza emerge de mi interior, si no acabó es por algo,¿ o no? .Eso es lo que me pregunto en cada intento de suicidio fallido, si estoy aún aquí es por algo y aunque me tome la vida entera y miles de caídas más tal vez me levantaré nuevamente y lo descubriré.
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anotheruseless-girl · 10 hours ago
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Often I feel like this... I'm sitting on the ground, covered in blood and just need someone to take care of me God damn! Someone who supports me and care about me...Cause I can't do this anymore...
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wingssomnia · 12 hours ago
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A tiny bit of blood here ⬇
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worte-mitohne-sinn · 13 hours ago
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wie im rausch alles zerschnitten
nur einer noch, nur einer noch, dann hör ich auf!
aber der war nicht genug, nur noch einer, ich schwörs
dann: der körper mit schnitten übersäht
überall blut
(gar keine lust, dass später alles putzen zu müssen)
schau mal, ist es nicht lustig, dass ich meine faszien seh?
wenn ich mein bein beweg, dann bewegt sich das auch
selbstzerstörung mit medizinischen interesse
selbstversuch statt selbstdestruktion?
wirre gedanken
nur noch einer dann hör ich bestimmt auf
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w1steria · 16 hours ago
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i’m so lonely it’s painful
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the-poetic-boy · 19 hours ago
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Here you can read an example of what you can expect on my patreon. Most texts are even longer, targeting also other topics. 🦋
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ston3rb00bz · 21 hours ago
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starting tmrw imma be doing the 70 calories per day. again. havent done it in a while, so hopefully it does make me lose 15.4kg (33lbs)
Let y'all know how it goes, (P.S. won't be posting before and after pictures cause my dad took my phone. Fucking ass cheek)
Also my DM's are always open, anytime!
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remember how i said i was devolving? well not only i'm giving some thought to texting my ex back, i also managed to erase my save???????
and i don't have the energy to start the morphogenic engine again so i'm just here shivering while i listen to golden and read fanfic
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sugarfreecutie2901 · a day ago
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Hello guys! I have been really inactive because I have been spending a loooot of time with my boyfriend and family. I have gained some weight, I don’t even know how much because I am too scared to know. I will try to get back on track but I just don’t know if I can. I will try to be more active.
I love you guys, stay safe and have a great day!! <3
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xg0dxx · a day ago
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I need to feel something but this does nothing, i don't even feel physical pain
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yandereuu-chan · a day ago
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I just wanna cut myself, I just feel way too much
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