#and why searching for a blanket when you can cover your Master with your own body right đ
Anakin the weighted blanket
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Blood and secrets
I really wanted a way to bond reader and rissa that wasnât extremely happy but kinda down the earth and wholesome x
Summery: reader x Larissa. Reader In trouble and Larissa comes to help, gets intimate and personal. Fluffy fluff fluff my darlings.
Warnings: menstrual cycle mention, blood, insecurity issues, smoking, alcohol.
The sun is slightly shining through your dark emerald blinds, causing you to stir awake. After about a minute or so of lying in your bed readying yourself for the day to come, you sit up feeling lightheaded and a somewhat saturated feeling around your hips down to your knees, slowly peeling the blankets of your warm body you look down to what can only seem to be described as a crime scene.
Frantically grabbing at your blood soaked clothes, you start hyperventilating, smearing the liquid all over your hands and chest from grabbing at your shirt searching for air to quickly delve deep into your lungs before you pass out. You could hardly see out of your stinging teary eyes when you start searching for your phone, still on the nightstand you went to reach out to grasp it when your bloodied hand come back to view. You ask Siri to call her.
You didnât know what you were doing. Why would she want to help you like this? Although Sheâs the only one who seems like she could or would help. âHello?â Her voice was confused, âhey um⊠I didnât know who else to call, I um- I need helpâ your voice broke sounding week and frail. âWhat happened y/n? Are you ok? Did you hurt yourself? Do u need me to come to your quarters?!â She asked frantically. âOnly if your not busy, i donât want to disturb you. Im sorry if I woke you, but IâŠI donât feel very good Larissa.â ânonsense! Just tell me if I need to get a substitute to cover your classes?â She said matter of factly. âYes, pleaseâ. You could hear the opening and closing of her desk drawers and the closing of her laptop on the line. âOk darling, I will be there in two minutes alright?â She said. âPlease⊠help meâ the tears began to flow again. âIâm coming, I promise Iâm coming to help you just hang tight sweetheart, Iâm assuming u canât unlock your door Iâll bring my master key. Y/n, I promise Iâll be there, just breath.â With that she hung up leaving you back to your jittery thoughts.
Larissa Weems and yourself were like each otherâs admirers, close colleagues and borderline best friends. Your relationship is more on the professional side but when either of you have a stressful day or just need a break, you both came to an agreement that you would go to one another baring a bottle of wine and talk about it, support each other and complement one another. You had been working together for 4 years and still donât know a lot of personal things that go on in your lives but the situation your in now is sure to bring your friendship to another level.
1 minute and 37 seconds, thatâs how long it took for you to hear the keys jingling in the lock of your door. As it was opening wanted to warn her âwait!â You could see her hand on the edge of the door grasping it. âJust- prepare yourself.â She slowly opens the door and looked at you in utter shock, her mouth agape and eyes wide flicking from the scene before her to your own eyes. She turns to shut the door in a swift motion, running to you, bending down by your side. âAre you ok?!â She clasped your wet cheeks wiping the liquid from them. âHelp meâ you said in a barely audible whisper. Larissa took a hold of your wrists pulling them in a way as a signal to look at her, your eyes settled on hers as you tried to match her breathing. âI am going to help you sweet girlâŠdo you trust me?â She was searching your eyes for permission. âYes.â
After a few moments of Larissa thinking and reassuring you, she slowly rises from her knees and bends at the hips to lace an arm around your back and under your knees. âNo Larissa, Iâm to heavy, I donât want you to hurt yourself.â You said in a small delicate and insecure whimper. âItâs fine.â She said âyour going to get blood all over you.â Still trying to push her away. âSo be it, I donât care I want to help you, do u want me to help you?â She said as a rhetorical question but you still nodded. âOk than.â Larissa lifted you of the bed and held you to her body, walking towards your bathroom, she lightly put you down on your feet, your eyes met her blood streaked dress, internally scolding yourself for how uncomfortable she must be to touch you let alone look at you.
She peered down on you and saw you looking at her clothes than down to the floor noticing the droplets in a trail from your bed. Larissa held your chin and tilted your head to look at her. âItâs ok itâs just blood, your bed can be washed, the floor can be wiped and my clothes can be cleaned or Iâll just buy another. Itâs ok, but now itâs time for you to get clean, are you comfortable with me helping you? I donât want to to loose conciseness and hurt yourself.â You close your eyes and take a deep breath âyeah that would be nice if you wouldnât mind.â You smacked your hand on the vanity bench feeling your week knees wobble, Larissa moves just as fast putting one of her hands on you hip and the other under your arm. âIâm ok, just a little lightheaded.â She took her hands away slowly. âIf this gets any worse Iâm taking you to the hospital.â She said sternly but you knew she was worried.
âWill you be ok if I step out for a minute and let u undress?â She asked, you looked at her with a faint smile and nodded, she walked out of the bathroom and left the door ajar. While waiting for you she stripped your bed and gathered the sheets in a pile and grabbed a couple of tissues and wiped the remaining blood off the floor and disguarded them. You turned the shower on, this being Larissaâs ïżŒqueue to re-enter the bathroom. She was very attentive to make you as comfortable as possible. She got a set of fresh towels, a wash cloth, a set of underwear and a T-shirt with matching sweatpants and placed them on the bench.
You had gotten into the shower while she was gathering your clothes and just stood under the running water to help calm down, when she re-entered you turned to face the wall, feeling insecure but knowing inevitably she wasnât going anywhere. Larissa was trying to look anywhere but you she didnât want you to think she was starring. It was new to both of you, itâs never been easy to be naked in front of anyone for you, âto tall, to fat, to unconventionalâ. Little did you know Larissa feels exactly the same way. It was awkward to say the least, however Larissaâs caring nature provided enough comfort to ease the weirdness. Looking at herself in the mirror she glanced your way initially ïżŒjust to check you were alright but her eyes wandered over your bare back, âbeautifulâ, she thought, just as she was about to look away she saw your shoulders trembling. Larissa sprung into action and ripped of her dress left in nothing but her underwear, she opened the screen door and latched onto your shoulders slowly turning you around, your eyes were blood shot and full of tears, she looked down at you with furrowed brows and a knowing and understanding expression, she cupped your face with both her hands and peered into your eyes âshhh darling, itâs ok, your going to be okâ she guided your head to her chest still holding your face in her grasp. You didnât hear her walk into the shower but you didnât care because she was there nonetheless. You wrapped your arms around her torso and pressed you bare body to hers and just sobbed.
After she calmed you down, Larissa drew back with her hands resting at the base of your neck and her fingertips on your jaw. âItâs ok sweetheart, here.â she let you go and stepped out grabbing the wash cloth and stepped back into the shower to rejoin you, wetting and lacing it with soap she bent down to her knees not worried about the amber water pooing around her legs. She looked up at you for permission. âItâs ok I can do that-â you say before she cuts you off âplease⊠let me?â She said lightly holding the back of your thigh. âOk.â You said giving in, Larissa started to expunge the blood off your legs and hesitated when she was about to clean your most intimate area, but she pushed on not making a big deal about it and softly pulled around your calf to spread your legs a little. You were breathing shallowly while looking down at her, the awkwardness was out of sight because you completely trust her, your half lidded eyes took in her sight from her slightly creased brows and perused lips from concentration, adoring the small scar on her upper lip, you watched as her face contorted into a small Proud smile as she rinsed and wrung out the cloth. You grabbed some more soap and quickly washed your upper body before she stood, washing yourself of you ran your hands over your hair slicking it back out of your face, you turned to look at her with a blush. âThank you.â You said. Larissa found your shampoo and conditioner and with out asking pumped some into her palm, you turned your back and let her lather your hair. Her nails gently caressing your scalp felt like heaven, your neck went almost limp leaning back into her touch, she turned you around and you kept your eyes closed while she rinsed your hair you dare not open your eyes.
Once you were dried and dressed larissa handed you a sanitary product and reluctantly helped you with it, âuh just wait here for a sec.â You walked out leaving her in the bathroom wrapped in a towel and her damp underwear. You retrieved a T-shirt, pair of black leggings, bra and panties. You stared down for a minute at the clothing in your hands, âher bust seems the same but I think- know, that the panties are to bigâ, you thought re-entering the bathroom handing her your clothes. âI know these are terrible but I suppose these are better than nothing⊠if the pants are to big Iâll get you a pair with drawstringâŠâ you said on the verge of tears, resisting looking at her to show your weakness, as you turned to leave her in alone with privacy, she grabbed ahold of your wrist, you looked up at her confused, her head was down looking at the clothes you had given her with bewilderment than to your face. âThank you, I- I really appreciate it.â She says with a greatful smile. You just nodded absentmindedly making your way to your bed.
Standing there for a minute you sigh looking at your bloodied bed wondering what to do before hearing Larissaâs footsteps approach, you turn around and see her holding her towel and wet undergarments and dress, the outfit you lended her hung loose on her frame but she looked comfortable. you reach out and take the towel from her, tossing it carelessly onto the pile of sheets, Larissa took another step dropping her clothes in her hands bring them up to your face, leaning in more to press her forehead to yours. Both embracing each other, soaking in the warmth and comfort, Larissa retracted just enough to kiss your forehead, such a small gesture but seemingly so intimate and delicate. âCome, Iâll have this taken care of later.â Nodding her head towards the bed and sheets. âHow about we go back to my quarters, Iâll take care of you, speaking of, how do u feel?â She asked. âI feel achey and my stomach feels like contracting knots and have a headache on the way⊠Iâd love to go with you but Iâm afraid Iâd be more of a burden than a guest.â You spoke. âNonsense y/n, grab a few things you need and weâll be on our way.â You put your phone in your pocket took a charger and a pillow as well as a unopened pack of cigarettes you kept in a drawer to your desk. Larissa regained her clothes, keys and shoes before heading to the door. âI guess we havenât thought about the students.â You say weary of prying eyes. âTrust me darling i have, I know some shortcuts.â
You arrive in front of her office and help her with the keys, pulling them from her teeth, you smile and open the door. She dumped her clothes in a hamper near the door in her room, you were stood in the middle of it admiring the decor and the impeccable aesthetic taste when Larissa offers you a glass of water and painkillers, which you obliged. She tossed back the covers and took your things placing them on a nearby arm chair and guided you to lie down, she tucked you in and turned to leave the room. âStay, please⊠stay with me.â You said. Butterflies erupted in Larissaâs stomach she looked at you in taking in your fragile state and made her way to the other side of the bed, almost to scared to touch you, she tried to stay as close to the edge as possible. âDo I make you that uncomfortable.â You said with your eyes closed and back turned. She moved closer feeling your body heat as she turned to face your back, you could feel her staring.
After a few minutes Larissaâs heart was beating out of her chest, you were slightly squirming bringing your knees as close to yourself as you could, hugging onto your cramping abdomen. She noticed and was conflicted. Larissa moved closer, pressing her front to your tense back she moved aside your arm and held onto your hip. âWill you let me try something?â She whispered softly into your ear. âYeahâŠâ you squeaked. She slid down the waist band of your pants and splayed her hand over your stomach. You let out a deep breath and moved you hand to be on top of hers, the warmth immediately helped. She let her head lay in the crook of your neck and you melted into her, your bodies moulding perfectly together. It wasnât long after that you both fell asleep peacefully.
Hours passed by before you woke up, still in the same position as when you both fell asleep. The feeling of her hand on your stomach was overwhelming, you loved how kind the gesture is and how her skin felt on yours but your insecurities come back to play, you donât have a very flattering body in your opinion. You donât have a flat stomach or the perfect posture, you have thick thighs and stretch marks, these things after all these years are still your downfall, so scared about liking yourself or for others to like you because of it, although after Larissa insisted on helping you, it doesnât feel like sheâs judging. While being in the shower with her u didnât want to look anywhere but her face, you wished to be respectful, but if you had you would of noticed the small stretch marks on her hips and breasts, the scene replayed in your mind until Larissa stirred awake.
âHi.â She said in the deepest sleepy voice. âHey.â You spoke in a low whisper. âHow do u feel?â She asked. âA lot better than before.â You said. âThatâs great, whatâs the time do u know?â You turned your head to her nightstand and looked at the small clock. â6:17pm.â She hummed in acknowledgment. Larissa slowly removed her hand, releasing it was still there she blushed furiously, you turned back to look over your shoulder at her, Larissaâs face was bright red and her eyes wide when they make contact with yours, you sit up and move back to rest against the headboard before tossing back the blankets to stand, she looked at you quizzically. âIâll be back in two seconds.â You said walking out into her office, headed towards her liquor cabinet thatâs hidden in plain sight, you smile at the thought. Coming back to her room you held a bottle of red in one hand and rounded the bed to stand next to Larissa. âCome on, I think we could use this.â You said offering the bottle. She took your outstretched hand and waited as you went to the arm chair thatâs reserving your things and plucked out the pack of cigarettes, you turned to walk towards her balcony, grabbing her hand dragging you with her, she managed to grasp a blanket on the way out.
Not bothering to use glasses just drinking straight out of the bottle you had both drank about 3/4 of it, Larissa sat right next to you and shared the blanket, draped around her and your shoulders. You took out your pack of cigarettes and lit one, you could see her in your peripheral vision eyeing you. You smirked a little and asked âyes?â She looked straight ahead away from you taking another sip of wine before saying âI didnât know u smoked.â You looked at her directly âI donât really, only when Iâm stressed.â You said. She looked back at you and smiled. âMe to.â ïżŒ her response was a shock. you took a drag and passed it to her. âThanks.â She said, you watched as she inhaled and exhaled, taking the time to admire her more, something about how graceful she let the smoke escape her red stained lips was beautiful.
She took another drag before passing it back to you. âI need you to know how incredibly grateful I am for your help this morning, to be honest itâs never been that bad, I felt immobilised and thereâs never been that much blood. I just didnât know what to do.â You said handing eher the cigarette to finish it off. âItâs fine I believe you would do the same for me, even if Iâm more stubborn.â She added. âI would. Iâd do anything for you.â You said not shying away from the facts and looking her deep in her eyes to show your sincerity. âWell since weâre being honest I think I should express something.â She said, gripping hard at the bottle. âIâm listening.â You said cheekily. âWell⊠I donât know if itâs just the result of the wine to have enough courage to tell you, but⊠for a while now, Iâve liked you, a lot. You are the sweetest most down to earth and understanding person I have ever met, not to mention how beautiful you are⊠I, I donât want you to take it the wrong way but, being able to see you this morning up close and personal and see all of your beautiful marks and blemishes, made my heart feel full, because I didnât feel alone. Forgive me if this sounds strange but I love that everyone of your stretch marks tells and scars tells a story, and that youâre not as thin as a pencil, I understand that u must have terrible insecurities like me but I only wish to ease them every single day for as long as it takes for you to see how beautiful you are. Because you are and u deserve to be treated the way you treat others including me.â She stopped for a moment stifling tears, she continued in a shaking voice ânow I understand my feelings arenât reciprocated but I believe it only fair to tell you.â A single tear rolling down her cheek and closing her eyes, waiting for rejection.
You on the other hand was in tears once again, you let out a groggy, wet chuckle, reaching out taking a hold of her cheeks in your palms. She looked down at you confused, although her face softened at the sight of your adorable grin and tear stained face. You put your forehead on hers closed you eyes and whispered, âfinallyâŠ.. after all this timeâŠ. I have found someone who wants⊠me? Of all people it was the one I always wanted.â You said laughing and crying at the same time. She pulled back from you with a small smile plastered on her face. âYou, you really mean it?â She asked. âI do, I really do, you have no idea how long I have waited to be chosen Larissa, by anyone for that matter, never being first choice really takes a toll on the self esteem, and to know u want me in the same way I desire you, and not just as a friend, not just second choice, but as more, means everything to me. And as for the insecurities stuff⊠I have never let anyone see me naked willingly, to be honest Iâm still socked that I did it. and thank you for saying those things about me, not one person in my life had said something like that about me.â At that moment you let your hands trail down and around her neck, unpinning her hair and letting it fall around her shoulders and spill down her back, you brought your hands around to her collarbones and caressed them gently, your hands went lower to her chest and onto her sternum laying your palm on top of it. âThis part, right here, is where I feel you, in the centre of my being close to my heart. This bone protects your heart when I cannot.â You explained.
Larissa took ahold of your wrist holing her chest and guided it to her lips and kissed your knuckles, than put your hand on her face once again leaning into it, holding you there. Gazing into one another she spoke. âI adore you darling girl⊠I love you so much sweetheart.â She whispered as if it were a secret that not another soul eligible enough to hear. âI love you rissa, more than anything on this planet.â You lean in and wait for her to close the gap, her breath was faint on your lips as she pressed them to your own, it was slow passionate and absolutely full of love. When you both pull back, more tears were shed as you lay in each otherâs embrace, curling up in the blanket more, stealing longing and loving looks of each other while staring at the stars.
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The Rain Is Cold
Part 2 of the Obi and Little One Miniseries
Summary: itâs raining outside the temple, and the heating is out on your side of the apartment. You decide that curling up on the couch with your Master is you best bet at warmth.
Warnings: âŠa little yearning from Little One- fluff, a little angst (just a disclaimer, little one is about 16/17 by now)
The storm was cold, much colder than Coruscant usually would be this time of year. You only had a single thin blanket to keep wrapped around yourself as the rain poured down outside, making the lights in the distant city seem blurry through the lenses of your condensation covered window. It was thick, the cold was. It seemed like it was trying to penetrate your room and devour you whilst you tried to rest.
You normally welcomed this type of weather, feeling more calm and at peace through the force when the sky was gray and the breeze was full of moisture from the downpours. It was a lovely feeling most of the time, but for right now, you couldnât focus on anything other than the fact you were cold, and the little blanket you curled up beneath was doing nothing to aid you.
You huffed loudly and dramatically once youâd given up on your plans to rest. If you were going to sleep at all on this night you were going to need more blankets, and if possible, two winter robe sets.
Tip-toeing out of the room, you didnât want to wake anyone else up, but upon seeing the face of your Master, you relaxed a little. He felt your presence stirring about earlier, and it distracted him, but he needed to focus on his task. You coming out of your room made him believe that this border dispute would never be resolved, but he set down his holo-pad all the same, ready to help you with anything should you need it.
âI didnât know you were still up,â you laughed lightly in a whisper, continuing on your trek to find what you were searching for, but the further into the apartment you went, you realized it was far warmer than your room. Perhaps your vents werenât flowing properly, it would explain why you were so chilled in there.
âI could say the same about you.â
At this you scoffed quietly, nearly under your breath. âIâm not trying to be. I think the heat is out in my room, Iâm freezing in there.â
You collected two blankets from the linen closet and journeyed to the couch instead of your room. You were already wide awake by now, and going back into the refrigerator known as your room would not well suit you until the storm was over, or someone fixed the heater.
âDo you want me to look at it for you? It might be an easy fix,â he suggested, but you shook your head, plopping down next to him and unfolding both blankets to cover yourself.
âItâs much warmer in here,â you knew he was busy, and taking time to fix your heating sector in the middle of the night would most likely take far more time than he thinks. âBesides, you look like you could use the company.â
He smiled, dropping his head down to face his lap, glancing over at his holo-pad which heâd laid aside when you walked in. Even though you didnât acquire his attention at all times, he was keen to give it to you. Something along the lines of being the best Master he can be to his students, in hopes of them turning out as the best Jedi in the order.
âThis dispute has gone on almost a month, Iâm starting to think IIâm unqualified to diminish it,â he was stressed, that much you could tell. He already had so little time to himself in the day, and now he was sacrificing his hard earned sleep to work on something that was somewhat out of his control. He couldnât even help it, the assignment was far too much to handle on his own, but he wanted to show the council he was worthy of completing it. He was losing his confidence that it could even be resolved at all, and he would be reprimanded by the council on grounds of the unfinished mission.
You hated when he started getting this way, because he meant the worlds to you. He worked hard every day, breaking himself to try and prove he was a good Jedi. You already knew he was, given the training and companionship heâd always given to Anakin and yourself. Everything outside of that was even more amazing in your mind, because it showed how limitless he truly was. Having one padawan and maintaining a mission schedule was hard enough, but having two, and taking on assignments meant for five Jedi was incredibly impressive on all fronts. He was the best of the best, from the stories youâd heard, no Jedi compared to him, not even Master Yoda.
âI think youâre too hard on yourself. The things youâve accomplished in this order are beyond what most will ever achieve, you should be proud of that, Master.â
You admired him far more than you should, and often times worried if what you were feeling was wrong. It was wrong, wasnât it? To think of him in ways a student should never think of their teacher, much less a Padawan to their Master. It was obvious that the order did not condone nor approve of in any way that sort of relationship, and you wished sometimes you could make those feelings disappear from you, but it wasnât that easy. You were drawn to your master, as youâd seen him in your dreams. He was a dream to you, in every way. If only he knew that.
He turned to look at you, and the sheer look of compassion on your face made him feel as if you truly understood the weight he carried. He wasnât even under any scrutiny by the council like you constantly were, and yet you were always unequivocally yourself, smiling and following your path as you should always do. You knew the pressures of a superior that looked down on you, and you thrived despite it. He wanted to be more like you.
âThank you, little one,â he sighed, âbut thereâs only two things in this galaxy I am truly proud of.â
You smiled, scooting closer to him and resting your head on his shoulder. âThereâs only one of me, though.â
He laughed, rolling your eyes at the thought of even acknowledging Anakin. It was all in good fun, though, because he knew you loved that boy dearly, as did he. You shuffled around on the couch next to him to become more comfortable, and one of your bare feet barely nudged his knee. He flinched immediately, feeling as though a piece of Ice had just been brushed against him.
âYour feet are freezing,â he furrowed his brows, using the back of his hand to feel the side of your arm before pulling it back with a jolt as well. âHow cold is it in your room?â
Clearly he wasnât as concerned before as he was now, but you didnât seem to think it had been a big deal, and he only realized it was when he felt how deathly cold your skin was. He leaned away from you only to shrug off his robe, and to wrap it tightly around you, even on top of the two blankets you were snuggled into. Such a small gesture, and it meant the world to you. He was always so kind and gentle, you adored him for it.
âI told you,â you giggled, the face he made in reaction was purely comical. âI think the heat is out in my room. Iâll probably sleep out here tonight.â
He wondered how you were even able to stay in that room for the period of time that you did, and huffed out a sigh and a shiver just thinking about it. He didnât like the cold, it was, to put it simply, cold. Seeing you wrapped up in a ball next to him, laying your head on his shoulder made him happier to know you were warming up. If youâd gotten sick because of this, heâd feel horrible for not knowing the heat went out in your room. He only hoped it would be fixed by tomorrow, because the storm was predicted to worsen then.
He sat for a while, picking his holo-pad back up and beginning to resume his work while you quietly watched on his shoulder. It was only when he heard soft snores did he turn back to look at you, peacefully sleeping with your mouth open a little. He kissed the top of your head, then tried to maneuver so that he could stand from his seat without waking you. After realizing you were deeper in slumber than he originally thought, he scooped you from the couch, and took you into his room, The heat was working fine, so he figured heâd let you have it to yourself for the night. He set you down, making sure an abundance of sheets and blankets were tucked in around you, to ensure that you were going to be nice and warm once he had left.
Youâd nestled down into his bed so easily, clutching the blankets to your chest and heaving deep and even breaths. He was satisfied with how peaceful and relaxed you were, and went out to the couch to finish his work before ultimately passing out on it from a long day f over working and pure exhaustion.
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Where Is Your Soul?
Synopsis: Everyone can live, everyone can have a future, a brighter one, if you give up your own.
Warnings: Character's death, suicide thought, self-sacrifice, angst, dismembered body, blood, mention of sexual assault, if you don't like this don't read, it's just me searching for some pain.
Jonathan Joestar
- When he declined your offer to keep searching for Dio's possible corpse he didn't believe that it would end like this, he wanted to spent time with Erina after so long, he could have told you, he really should have done it.
"Maybe later" He was trying to get to see her soon, so he left you there, in the street near your home, you only needed to turn around the corner and get safely to your house, "go straight home, it's dangerous at night"
In another reality you did as Jonathan told you
But now you decided to go along your own idea and turned around, entering the dark streets
- He never thought that you would go alone.
- When he heard of the shooting he didn't connect the dots right away, he thought that you would be still sleeping, your hair a mess and refusing to wake up earlier.
- Then, out of nowhere his father was calling for him, he was going downstairs when he noticed his master, Mister Zeppeli, with a gloomy expression that his father was starting to show too.
- His master appeared with something on his hands, when Jonathan saw it he didn't believed.
- He wished that it was a joke of yours, a weird one, a terrible one, a sick one.
"The body was found next to ashes and this..."
- He was holding your revolver, the one that your father gifted you so many years ago, one that your family didn't want back because of such a thing, such a tragedy, happening.
- It had blood over it, and anyone would know that it was yours.
- Jonathan didn't believed such a thing.
- George tried to stop his son but Jonathan was stronger, he was faster, he got to the place of the events in such a short amount of time.
Why wasn't I fast enough when you need him?
- When he arrived he found Speedwagon there, looking perplexed at the officers and a body in the floor, the blanket over it to spare the gruesome scene from the public didn't cover all the blood that was painting the floor or the walls.
"They really did it" he was trembling, crying, in his hand was your coat, the one that you used to carry all your guns around, it was empty, every gun and bullet on the floor, with blood, "They are both death, Dio is death and..."
- Speedwagon got wind of what was happening, but it was already late, when he got there he found you dragging your body on the floor, so much blood on your way, some kind of bloody pulp on your hands that then he realized was the remains of Dio.
- You left them fall in the sunrise light of the new day, smiling at him while it was turned to ashes that got carried away by the wind.
"Hey, Rob, I did it..." Your body on the floor, your hand full of ashes like some other parts of your body before you finally collapsed, he wanted to call for help but the police areived and at first they put the blame of such a crime on him.
- They just concluded that you committed suicide.
- Even if Jonathan asked Robert would never tell him that you used yourself to trap Dio in your embrace and started shooting, the bullets got to him but also your body, it weakened him and you could wait till the sunrise to finally kill him with the sun, the horrible escene would be forever on his mind.
- People would talk about you, about how your soul would haunt forever that street, how even in the future people would find the many bullets that you used in the walls near.
- Jonathan just thought, with tears on his eyes and your revolver in his hands, how reckless you were, just like always, even when he believed that Dio was already death you thought otherwise, not believing that everything ended, and you were right, even so, why didn't you ask him for help when you found Dio, why did you just go there all alone and without calling him for help, but what if you did, what if Dio caught you and you could only fight trying to survive? If you called for help but he was so far away to even know that you needed him there?
- Why did you choose to go there? All alone, almost ready to die for something that was supposed to be his responsibility.
- When his son is born, Jonathan would be overprotective, almost forbidding him to be near the place where the "Crazy ghost" would be roaming, that damned street where his nightmares would take place from time to time, punishing George when he, after a dare, put a foot in that place.
"Don't you dare to return there!" in all the years that he was a father, Jonathan have never shouted at his son.
- He used so much of his mental strength to even go after his son at that place.
"Dad, why do you have a revolver?" His son would ask but Jonathan would never answer, just taking the gun in it's glass box out of his son's reach.
"I'm..." He finally decided to tell his son when he was 15 years old and planning to enlist, the terror of having his son near weapons was real, and for a moment he would be terrified about the possibility that George would die like you, like a soldier, dying for others, "I'm just taking care of it for a dear friend"
- Years go and never return, now, after so long, he can be near that street again, it's early in the morning and with the help of his wife can finally put a feet there, say a prayer and left flowers for you, finally accepting that you died that day, that he can let go of your ghost.
- For a moment he believed that he saw you with the first sunrise's lights, smiling with mischief at him, snorting in disbelief and laugh at his tear stained face like the good ol' times.
- He hopes that if there is an afterlife then he can meet you again.
You die, all your descendants never existed, you defeated the great danger, everyone else survived
Are you happy with your choice?
Joseph Joestar
- Joseph would be the instigator of many problems but you were the one that would get the two out of trouble, he believed that it was a good dynamic, but then he would regret such beliefs.
"Why can't we just talk about it with them?" You asked that when everything started, like the peace lover that you were, Joseph only said that you didn't understood while giving you a hug, his hand on your hair and messing with it.
"Don't worry your little head" he would say while while smiling, Joseph had his usual mischievous grin, "everything is going to be fine, I will get that ring and we will live till we are old people"
- He knew of your worries and maybe he was a bit bitter about the fact that you liked Caesar, and that maybe you already did the do, it irks him to even think about it.
In another reality you would listen to Joseph and not worry, they were strong
But now you decided to use your imaginary friend, you had an idea, you could at least help a bit
- There is no one on your room when Joseph goes to say good night to you, maybe spend some quality time together after so long, and also to be sure that Caesar wasn't in your room again.
- He believed that maybe you got to eat something or to walk around the island, but then he thought that you may be with Caesar, he wants to puke at the idea and decided to let you be.
- The next morning you weren't in your room, with Caesar or even in the island.
- Joseph was worried, but he believed that you would be doing some tourism around bay because the boat wasn't in the shore.
- Lisa Lisa, Loggins and Messina thought otherwise because the boat was in reality there, bits of steel near it, also because the Red stone of Aja that she had was in reality a perfect copy made of steel.
- Who would do such a thing and keeping her in the shadows about if not you? The one with a strange ability to move things around without even touching them and to create different things out of steel, perfect copies of metal.
"You two will keep training while I'm away" Lisa Lisa didn't gave much explanation and just left.
- She was the one that found you, or at least what was left of you, your body impaled by giant metal bars.
- At first she believed that they got thrown to you, resulting in your death, but she then notices that those things got out of the soil around you, she notices the traces of a fight around but only your body is there, she finds what appears to be the sacred stone but it's broken and pieces of red steel and glass like pieces are everywhere, next to the pieces is the ring that Joseph needs.
"I'm not sure what was the idea but I found the real one secluded underground with many layers of steel around it" Lisa Lisa didn't have a soft touch, she knew that, and maybe she could have been a little more worried about the shattered expression in the faces of her son, her student and Suzi.
- Joseph just tried to figure out what happened with you while trying his hardest to be stronger after drinking the content inside the ring, he cried when he noticed little drops of dry blood on it but he stopped himself soon when the mask on his face didn't let him breath or cry like he wanted.
- When the time comes and they are ready to fight they only find Wammu, Esidisi and Kars, they didn't expected to see them there.
"We already accepted your victory, why are you even here?"
- Turns out that the day that you disappeared you took the real Red stone of Aja.
- For what the pillar men answer to their questions they now know that the stone that you left underground was a perfect copy, a second one, just to take the real one to the pillar men and destroy it in front of them.
- You were little, you were unarmed, so they didn't expected you to form some kind of hammer out of nothing, "this is the real one, the cause of so much problems"
- All pillar men jumped to stop you when you used steel to destroy the stone, summoning steel bars around you to stop them because you couldn't destroy it so easily, they got near you and that made you attack even more close to you, ending in your death and the stone being destroyed by the same bar of steel.
"That one" Wammu started to talk, "Was indeed a great warrior, so I let them the death ring"
- Caesar wanted to keep fighting, to avenge his father's death and your sacrifice with a broken heart and tears in his eyes.
- Joseph didn't know what to do.
"Don't worry your little head, I will take care of it!"
- And like he said, he would take care of it, accepting the plan that you almost did with the pillar men, a way of peace, it was everything but easy yet his achievement finally brought what you wanted.
- He needed to explain what happened to everyone back home, when he finally arrived to his grandmother's house he was welcomed in a warm home and her worried expression, he just wanted to get into his room but in his way he collided with a picture of the two of you hanging on the corridor.
- It was just too much for him.
- Erina had to help her grandson, hugging him back together when she found him crying in front of the picture, finally shattering his shield of normalcy and letting go all his pain even when he kept denying his tears, even when he tells his grandma that he will be okay soon and tries to believe it himself.
- She knows that he is lying, he also knows it, because he has lost someone that he held dear to him, someone that was with him since the very beginning, someone that he loved and he just realized it.
- He put a candle for you near the picture and a steel brooch with the form of your favorite flower next to it, in that way, a flower that would never wither.
You die, all your descendants never existed, the war between the Pillar men and the Hamon masters was over, everyone else survived
Are you happy with your choice?
Jotaro Kujo
- Love can make people do stupid things, that is something that Jotaro believed, but in a different way, for him love would make you a blind idiot.
- He saw it with the girls that chase him, it's not love, it's some kind of infatuation, but they want that belief that they like him, that they love him.
- His grandfather told you that you must go with the others after they returned.
In another reality you would listen, you would wait while the others go ahead.
But now you decided to go alone, you knew Hamon, just a little, but it will help you.
- No one noticed when or where did you go, Iggy was also nowhere to be found, but they had an idea faster than later after hearing a fight inside, a explosion that shattered many windows and the ominous roar of two creatures.
- You were still alive, almost in the verge of death, destruction around you after the attack of Vanilla Ice with Cream, you used Overdrive to finish him but it took your arm after touching it.
"Will you keep me company to the end?" Iggy lost a little piece of his ear but after looking at him you found relief that no further damage was done.
- Talking to the little dog wasn't common, maybe you were starting to lose your mind due to blood lost, even when you already closed it with Hamon.
- You continued till the moment that you noticed an ominous shadow behind you, Iggy barked but it was late, an unknown hand grabbed you from your neck and started to put pressure, you couldn't breathe, you couldn't use Hamon, you couldn't use your Stand.
- You recognized the man, that demon, that nightmare, with your last energy you tried to land a hit in vain, a kick that was blocked, a punch from your Stand was just too weak to inflict damage, The Fool was sent flying by a mere movement of his hand, then you give the command.
- Your Stand took Iggy and ran away, in the exact moment that Dio ripped apart your shirt and opened his mouth before finally biting you, but you smiled, pain cursing your whole body and a silent scream, puting your last breath to use.
- When the rest noticed your withered Stand approaching with an injured Iggy in their last arm they just needed to follow the pieces that kept falling from it, leaving a path of black pieces.
- The first one to found your body was Joseph, the one that raised you like one of his own flesh and blood, the one that teached you the ways of Hamon and the one that got you in all that mess.
- The rest just saw the old man trying to cover your exposed body with his own, sobbing and saying that it couldn't be, your ripped shirt and your face almost a distanced memory when now it had such a malicious wound in it that was still bleeding next to the one on your neck.
- Avdol with Iggy in his arms noticed that your Stand was fading, Polnareff remembered the attack to his sister and almost puked, Kakyoin would remember the day that Dio attacked him and almost had a panic attack, Jotaro was at a lost of words after seeing with his own eyes how your Stand just evaporated with a final and soft growl.
- You used your Stand running away to use ripple in your own body, affecting Dio in the way and making him lose part of his mouth and hand.
- You cleared the path and you gifted then a chance, it wasn't easy, at the end of all everyone was still fatally injured, one worst than the other, but they would survive.
- Joseph was the one to tell your family what happened, drifting apart the two families.
- Jotaro would return home, to his smiling mother, she was now safe and sound, and he tried to go with it, go on with his life even if it hurt.
- Every now and then he hears, in the middle of the night, the last growl of your Stand, one of pain, when he sleeps.
You die, your descendants never existed, Dio is finally death, all your friends return home and enjoy what life can offer.
Are you happy with your choice?
Josuke Higashikata
"(One) more time" you would say when he needed some extra energy in the middle of a fight.
- You did it often, even when they just needed the motivation to give their all in an exam, you would say the words, when they were in trouble and needed that shot of adrenaline you would be there to give some.
- Without the ability to cure you could at least improve power for a limited amount of time
"It's just a bit of my energy" you would say, giving little worry to it, "I only feel dizzy when I over use it"
- Everyone would laugh at your own description of your Stand, it could boost the homeostasis, improve one's health and pain resistance for a short or long period of time.
- You never overused it, so you never knew what would happen when you did it.
- Josuke was bleeding, everyone was like that, and you just found them with Shigechi in the middle of the street, your friend shouted in horror after he recognized the man in front of you, the man that tried to kill him.
In another reality you would take Shigechi with you and run away, make the killer follow you and give the others time to recuperate.
But now you decided to put your hand on his shoulder.
"We are going to fight..." You only whispered but now he felt stronger, Harvest was now even faster and numerous.
- While Shigechi was fighting you kept using your Stand on every one, once, twice and again, then to one nearest, once, twice and again.
- Then you were reached by a bomb.
- When Josuke opened his eyes he saw something on his hand, you were near him, your fingers touching his, and you started to talk in a low voice.
"One more..." He almost didn't heard you, "One more!" Now he could, he understood what you were doing, "ONE MORE TIME!"
- Josuke could feel his body awakening, his mind refreshing in an instant, fast enough to catch your body and heal your wounds, he left you there in order to finally end the biggest danger.
- When the ambulance arrived he felt remorse and hate, but he was just too exhausted to think anymore, then he noticed that Jotaro was next to you and he wanted to ask you why you were still on the floor, was it that using your Stand tired you to that point? Crazy Diamond should have done the work just fine and you should be on your own feet by now.
"You fool..." He heard Jotaro say, and when he was near enough he noticed that you looked fine, you were supposed to be fine, he healed all your wounds.
- So what was the reason that your heart stopped working?
"Hey, this... This isn't funny"
- He didn't know what to say.
- The ambulance ended up picking your body too even when Josuke tried to stop it, Jotaro was the one to put him back on his right mind with a punch.
- He just couldn't grasp the idea that you died so easily, even worse, that you died seconds before he healed your body, he didn't know that you were gone when he touched you, he didn't notice, he just thought that you were exhausted.
- You body, it was warm at that moment, there was blood at your side due to the bomb that got to you, that same blood, he didn't noticed it on his hand, he didn't noticed when it dried up, leaving the sensation that he almost couldn't move it, he tried to clean it at the spot with tears on his eyes and the dry blood fell on the street.
- He realized one day that where you died a little plant started to grown in the middle of the street, not even a year later it was a giant rainbow like wisteria tree, one that emitted melodies with the wind and every person that hugged it could feel energized again, the street is now a park for tourism.
- All the friends that you did in Morioh still go there to reunite.
You die, your descendants never existed, Yoshikage Kira is death, all your friends can live a peaceful life, the "Rainbow tree" is a new point landmark in Morioh.
Are you happy with your choice?
Giorno Giovanna
- Your destiny was already set in stone.
- Meeting Giorno was only a way to make it come to you faster.
- You weren't exactly, and legally speaking, related to all the group so you were the first choice when there was the necessity to bought things and to interact with the public in general.
- Now that Trish was with you all someone needed to buy more supplies.
In another reality you would deny this, preferring to stay with the others while Narancia did the shopping.
But now you take the shopping list and go, alone, trough a different direction and cross paths with the last person that you wanted.
- The explosion that results of your sonic attack is something that everyone is familiar with to that point, they recognize it quickly.
- They are near to the point where they will let Trish with her father, but a second and third explosions later they decide to at least see what is happening, who is attacking you and where exactly are you.
- Using Aerosmith was the first choice.
- Because the Stand returned with the red book that you always had in hands, Bruno is the first to open it, knowing how it works, and what he sees makes some take Trish to safety while the others go to help you.
- Giorno gets the book and also read it.
"You cross paths with DopiolovaiD, Trish's father, who is in his way to kill her and the group that comes with her"
"He realized your presence, your fear, he attack- he has you in a corner, something happened, the time isn't right"
- It was like a horror story, the pages in the book continue to move, to flip, now full of the same words.
"It hurts, it hurts you so much, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts" the same word keeps repeating, page after page of the same words.
"You are bleeding, it hurts- IT HURTS"
- Giorno is supposed to be in the group that protects Trish, but is her who tells him to go.
- When Giorno arrived it was already too late, two bodies on the floor, one is yours and the other is the one of a young man that he can't recognize, both bodies with blood on their ears, the book that he has on his hand starting to turn into ashes.
"If I can ask..." Days before you were eating ice cream together, he had extra cash because he stole a wallet, but he wasn't going to tell you that, you had some kind of heroic mind, "why the Mafia?"
"Why not?" He asked, to you and to himself, he remembers the man that helped him in his worst days and the changes that he wants to happen.
"I mean, what do you wanna do? How can the Mafia keep working without selling drugs or collecting protection money?" Your words held some truth, maybe the whole deal, and he didn't know how to answer you at that moment.
- Even years later he was struggling.
- All the group had to left both bodies on that place to avoid the police, but when Giorno got the power he ordered your body to be dragged back to Italy even when your family had already buried you.
- His people never touched or destroyed your first resting place, so your family would never notice.
- Giorno would use GE to keep flowers around your new resting place, he would visit you often and talk to you about how everything was going.
"I can create a cure for the addicted, I can protect everyone by just giving the order, I don't need their money, we can keep killing and obtain money only if the person is shit and the pay is good" his hand holds a bundle of rocks and these transforms into gold, then all the gold just rumble and turns to ashes, "but I can't take someone dear to me back from the death"
You die, your descendants never existed, Diavolo is death, all your group can achieve their dreams.
Are you happy with your choice?
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Curtis canât mind his own business
(Chapter 15 of two souls entwined in the North Pole)
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Bernard wakes up the next morning, dressed in only a pair of flannel sleep pants, soulmate snuggled tightly against his side. Things couldn't be better. Sighing contently, he plants a kiss in your hair. He wishes he could stay there forever, but there's work to be done. Gently untangling himself from you, he steps out from under the covers. Picking up his clothes from the ground, he slips them back on. Securing his beret back in place, he looks in the bathroom mirror. Scratches cover his back and a dark hickey is on the base of his neck. Sighing, he slings his bag over his head and slips on his shoes. Giving one last look to you, he smiles and unlocks the door, stepping outside and closing the door behind him.
"What are you doing in Mx. (Y/n)'s room?"
Whipping around, he sighs after seeing it is only Curtis.
"None of your business." Bernard huffs.
"As keeper of the handbook, it is my business to keep the spirit of Christmas in good health. And that includes their soulmate." Curtis berates Bernard.
"Well, as head elf, I'm overruling that decision." Bernard places his hands on his hips, still sore from the previous night.
"Well, as you should know, the legendary figures are here to welcome Santa and the spirit of Christmas. And that means that Mx. (Y/n) needs to be woken up." Curtis says, opening the door before bernard can stop him.
Curtis's eyes widen as he gazes around the room. Clothes thrown about and a bare leg hanging out of your bed.
"Oh myâ" Curtis starts only to be cut off by Bernard's hand covering his mouth.
"I told you that it was none of your business." Bernard almost growls.
You turn over in the bed and reach to where bernard previously was. Feeling that he's no longer there, you open your eyes and scan the room for your lover.
"Oh, fuck!" You exclaim, seeing Curtis standing there, his mouth agape, and gather up the blanket to cover you.
"Youâ youâ Santa's not gonna like this!" Curtis points to them and rushes out the door.
"What the fuck, Bernard!" You scramble to grab underwear and a shirt.
"I didn't mean-" Bernard stutters out.
"Well that's great. Now he's gonna tell my dad." You sigh.
"I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be out in a minute." You stumble up.
"Let me help you!" Bernard rushes to your side, hooking his arm around you.
Walking to the bathroom and sitting down, you quickly pee. Going to wash your hands, you look in the mirror. Large hickeys litter your neck and shoulder. Blooms of purple and blue surround your nipples.
"Look what you've done." You sigh.
"You did a number on me as well. You weren't complaining last night." Bernard crosses his arms.
"Guess I'm wearing a turtle neck for a while. At least I'm not seeing anyone for a while." You sigh in relief.
"Well, actually, the legendary figures are here to meet you and your dad." Bernard rushes out.
"That's just great. When is that?" You ask.
"Actually, now. They're waiting in your dads room." Bernard bites his cheek.
"Now!? Why didn't you lead with that?!" You say, rushing out of the bathroom and throwing on clean clothes.
"I'm fucked!" You exclaim, searching for a scarf.
"Well, since you asked so nicely," Bernard snakes an arm around your waist and peppers your face with soft kisses.
"I'm late, I can't just not show up." You kiss him back.
"Yeah, I guess your right. And as head elf, I'm supposed to be their as well to make sure everything goes smoothly." Bernard pries himself off of you.
"Well, Mr. head elf, lead the way." You giggle, gesturing to the door.
"As you wish, Mx. spirit of Christmas." He jokes back, taking your hand and leading you down the hallway.
Making your way to your dads room, you slip your hand into his and rest your head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know Curtis was going to come into your room." Bernard whispers softly.
"It's okay. I mean we are soulmates. What did he think was gonna happen." You giggle.
Butterflies swarm his stomach. Even though you were just so intimate last night, he can't help but feel special to see you so vulnerable.
Smiling up at him, you place a kiss at the corner of his mouth.
"I love you." He smiles down at you.
"And I love you."
Getting to your dads room you rap your knuckles against the double door. Shifting can be heard behind the door and you untangle yourself from bernard.
Opening the door your dad grins widely at the both of you.
"Finally up, sleepyhead?" He ruffles your hair.
"Yeah, yeah, old man. Hardy har." You roll your eyes.
"And you," your dad points to Bernard, laughing. "I expected you much earlier. I guess even the head elf can be tardy."
"It won't happen again, sir." Bernard blushes.
"Let's get this meeting started." Your dad ushers you both into the room.
"Let's get this meeting started." Your dad ushers you both into the room.
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A gift for @thenegoteator :D
It took a Temple to raise a child, and Mace Windu was very much aware of this. However, it did not explain what Ahsoka Tano was doing at his door in the middle of the night. Ahsoka had deep bags under her eyes, which wasnât too much of a surprise considering the current living arrangements of her lineage. While little Luke and Leia were relatively well-behaved newborns, they were still only a few weeks old. If their human caretakers didnât wake up at every single little whimper, then the togruta with the superior hearing certainly would.
âDo you want to come inside?â Mace asked, not letting his confusion show. He was used to people coming to his door at the oddest hours.
âIfâif I can?â Ahsoka replied as if only now becoming aware of her actions. In this, she reminded Mace of her Grandmaster and the many nights Mace had found Obi-Wan coming to his doorstep during the first months of Anakinâs stay at the Temple.
âMy door is always open, Padawan,â Mace said â and watched her wince.
Ah.
So there was the problem.
âCaleb is currently sleeping in my bed as Depa is away,â Mace explained. âSo please keep your voice down. I donât want to wake him unnecessarily.â
The boy had already had a hellish enough month behind him, he needed all the rest he could get. Even though the war was officially over, enough planets refused to surrender, drawing out the battles until they had nothing but children left to sacrifice. It weighed on Maceâs shoulders, making him wonder whether he wasnât too old to carry such burdens still.
Ahsoka nodded and followed Mace inside. He couldnât recall whether Ahsoka had been in his room before, but from the way she eagerly looked around his quarters, taking in the sight of old instruments, books, and holos, he guessed she hadnât. Well, at one point in their life, every Jedi had set a foot inside Maceâs quarters, so this was bound to happen sooner or later.
âDo you want a cup of tea?â
Ahsoka tore herself away from the sight and looked at him with surprise. âIâyes? That would be nice.â
âThen I will make a cup. Do you have any preferences? I believe I even have Obi-Wanâs favorite blend here.â
Mace had no idea whether he had bought it or if Obi-Wan had just left it here from himself when he came over. Knowing the other man, it was likely that the latter was the case. For a man claiming to be so very polite, Obi-Wan could be a right brat.
Maceâs kitchen was small, with only a few cabinets and one shelf, two cooking tiles, and an oven. He wasnât much of a cook himself and preferred to eat in the cafeteria with everyone, frequently taste-tasting what the Initiates had prepared. He selected two uneven cups Depa had made for him when sheâd been young from the shelf. Why she had decided to pick up pottery of all hobbies was beside him, but he supposed that she found the motion soothing. Devan did enjoy parkouring through the lower levels and Echuu was quite content playing the guitar to calm himself.
Perhaps Mace should focus less on why all three of his Padawans had decided they wouldnât follow him into theatre so they could continue to make fun of him. Setting the water to boil, Mace searched through his cabinets until he found Obi-Wanâs favorite blend. The fruity tea was far from the blend he preferred, but Mace prided himself on being a good host. While he waited for the tea to finish steeping, Mace enjoyed the quiet of the night. For all that there were few sounds as dear to him as that of people walking, or in the case of some younglings and few selected Knights, running, down their large hallways, Mace could appreciate the quiet when the world came to rest.
With two finished cups in hand, he returned to the living room, where he found Ahsoka curled up on the sofa, no longer studying his quarters for any hidden secrets.
âThank you,â she said when she accepted the cup from him. She held it in her hands as if to warm them, letting the steam hit her face. She breathed in once, twice, finding her rhythm again. Mace waited until sheâd calmed enough to speak up.
âWhat brings you to my door, Padawan Tano?â
Ahsoka flinched and appeared to make herself even smaller as if attempting to vanish. When it became apparent that it didnât work, that silence hadnât been what she had sought him out for, she let out a sigh. âYou keep calling that.â
âCalling you what?â Mace asked, his brow raised, playing oblivious.
â⊠Padawan.â
âAre you not? I was under the impression that you had returned to the Temple.â
âI did, but I still left,â Ahsoka replied. âI left and I was convinced that I had to leave and that it was good that I did. I still think I had to leave the Temple behind.â
âThen why are you torn?â
Ahsokaâs hold on her cup tightened and so, perhaps in wise anticipation, she set it on the table and buried her hands in her robes instead, hiding their twitching from view. Mace could trace all her mannerisms to her teachers and couldnât imagine what it must be like to purposefully rip all those pieces from yourself when they had become so ingrained in your very being. Even Dooku, whoâd fallen so far from their beliefs, had been unable to fully rid himself of Yodaâs lessons. Maybe it was for the best. Hope had become a scarce commodity during the war, yet Mace considered the possibility that in a decade, they wouldnât be imprisoning a Sith anymore.
âBut am I still a Padawan? A member of this Order?â Ahsoka asked. Her voice was barely above a whisper, and she shook like the leaves on the trees in the courtyard.
âHas your Master told you anything different?â
Ahsoka paused. ââŠ. No.â
Seeing that realization was settling within her, Mace nodded. âThen you should not doubt him. You are a Jedi, Ahsoka Tano, and you will remain one as long as you live by our tenets.â
That teased a startled laugh from her. âCompassion for all except people who cheat at push-n-pull?â
As if transported back ten years, hearing Anakin say the same, Mace snorted. âThe similarities between you and your Master astonish me every time. Yes, Padawan Tano, compassion for all.â
This seemed to calm the youth as she reached for her cup again and emptied it slowly. âItâs good.â
Mace smiled into his own cup. âIâd be insulted if it wasnât. Obi-Wan forced me to memorize all the steps for making it.â
The then young Knight had been frazzled, and Mace honestly couldnât tell what it had been about and had forced Mace to learn how to make this tea until heâd more or less collapsed on Maceâs sofa, completely knocked out until morning when Anakin had picked him up.
âHe does do that,â Ahsoka agreed. âI think this is the only thing anyone can make reliably now.â
âSleep-deprived much?â Mace inquired.
Ahsoka rolled her eyes. âLike you wouldnât believe. I love Luke and Leia dearly, but they are demanding and need a lot of attention.â
That was honestly kinder than Mace would have described newborns at her age.
âThere is a reason why we usually donât have children this young in the Temple,â Mace said. âThey are very handful. Do you get enlisted to help very often?â
Ahsoka shook her head. âNo, Obi-Wan, Skyguy, and PadmĂ© got it covered, and Iâm mostly just helping out somewhere else.â
She trailed off a little. This, perhaps, was another issue, but one that could be equally easily dealt with.
âThank you then for going where you are needed,â Mace told her.
Ahsoka blinked. âHuh?â
âYou will grow into a specific role someday, Ahsoka, and that needs time. Do not feel as if you need to earn back your place in the Temple. You donât need to earn yourself a home you have always had. For now, trust me when I say that everyone youâve helped is glad that you were there. It is an admirable quality to have a sense of where you are needed. Do not see it as being the odd one out.â
This was the hardest lesson to teach and learn, the fact that there was a path out there for you, but that it took time to see where it would lead. Too many of their Padawans now felt utterly lost without the structure the war had provided them with.
âOh. I guess if you say so.â
âYes, I do say so,â Mace agreed. Then, eyeing Ahsokaâs empty cup, he added on, âdo you want another?â
âNo.â Ahsoka yawned. âI think I might best head back.â
âYou can also sleep here if you want, and donât mind Caleb hogging the blanket. I wonât go to bed tonight anyway.â
Ahsoka squinted at him as if attempting to discern whether he was lying. âAre you sure?â
âYes.â
âReallyââ
âAhsoka, go to bed.â
Clearly feeling better already, she saluted and, after Mace showed her his bedroom, made herself comfortable in it. She took off her shoes and tossed her robe over a chair before climbing into the bed. Ahsoka had barely laid down when Caleb already turned around to curl around her, clinging like a little monkey. After a momentâs apprehension, she relaxed and was fast asleep. Stealing one last glance at the two Padawan, Mace returned to his living room, looking through the incoming reports.
Hectic as the aftermath of the war was, as much effort as caring for their children was, Mace wouldnât trade it for a single thing in the world.
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"Alright, everyone," Veth says with authority, and everyone else quiets down. "Tomorrow is the big day."
Caleb sighs and ducks behind his drink. There is a speech coming. This is exactly the sort of ceremony he had hoped to avoid by having this get-together at his home rather than the bar Veth had suggested. It's only five of them, tonight; Beauregard and Yasha are always in town, and Veth had insisted on coming. And Essek, of course. He's not sure when the elf's presence at his side became an of course, but in a careful way, he likes it.
âAs the person in this world who cares the most about Caleb--â
Essek silently quirks an eyebrow at that, and it doesnât get past Veth.
âAlright, come on, just because you got him into bed and I didnât doesnât mean--â
Caleb clears his throat loudly, and Vethâs smile snaps back into place.
âAs Calebâs oldest, dearest, truest friend,â she says, and Essek manages to look dignified even while rolling his eyes, âit is my humble duty to tell you all how amazing he is on this momentous occasion.â
âYou know, I am starting a new job, not getting married,â Caleb murmurs in her direction.
âAnd weâre all very proud of you!â Veth replies.
Caleb takes a long drink as the others chime in with agreement. Yasha shoots him a sympathetic look, and he returns a tight smile.
âCome on, man,â Beau says from where she leans against the table, âarenât you excited, at all?â
He takes a long breath. Excited is a word for it. Ready to vomit at a momentâs notice is perhaps more accurate. The Soltryce Academy is tricky. Heâs been back there a few times in recent weeks, for interviews and preparation, and each time, itâs felt like walking through a dream of a place the mind could not quite capture properly.
For whatever purpose, Trent has always wanted Caleb - Bren - to follow in his footsteps. Those footsteps feel a touch too literal in those hallways.
âCaleb?â Beauâs voice brings him out of his thoughts. âYou still with us?â
He shakes his head. "Ja. Entschuldigung. There is a lot to think about."
Veth lowers her glass, frowning. "Nobody threatened you, did they? Because I'll have words with them."
"No, nothing like that." Not lately, anyway. He sets his own drink down on the table. "Just a bit worried, perhaps."
"Worried about what?" Beau asks flatly.
Caleb lets out a long breath, looking down at the floor. Where to begin? Heâs worried that everything will go wrong. Worried that heâll turn up with his clothes on backwards, or spill coffee down the front of his shirt, or trip over his words before the lesson even starts. Worried, most of all, about what comes after.
âI hope that I will notâŠâ He searches for the right words. âI hope that I will be able to serve my students well enough,â he settles on. âThe examples I have had were, ahâŠ.â Trent Ikithon is not one he wishes to emulate.
Essek frowns. âCarve your own path,â he says. âSomeone as brilliant as you are needs no one to emulate.â
âJa, well, that is fine for throwing together a spell or two, but I imagine the students will need a little more structure.â These are young minds. Any mistakes he makes will stick with them. He, of all people, knows just how much.
âMaybe you could ask them what they want from you,â Yasha pipes up. âYou know, make sure youâre doing alright.â
Caleb lets out a long sigh. âJa, maybe. That is a good idea.â Of course, it also requires that the students in question trust him enough to give him a straight answer.
They sit in relative silence for a moment, working away at their drinks. He hopes Veth doesnât resent him for stepping on the atmosphere.
âSeriously, man, youâre gonna be great.â Beau knocks back the rest of her drink. âYouâre already the best professor Iâve ever known.â
âI do not think the owl counts as a point of comparison,â Caleb deadpans. âRegardless, I will settle for not making a fool of myself for a first impression. That will be difficult enough.â
Beau shrugs, and reaches over to refill her glass. Thereâs a devious look in her eye that makes him nervous. "So why don't you practice?" she asks.
Caleb looks at her warily. "Practice?"
"Yeah, man." She gestures at the others. "Here's your class. Teach us something."
Before he can object, sheâs already begun to pull an armchair toward the coffee table in the center of the room. Soon enough, three more seats have joined it, all on the same side. She throws her arms wide with a challenging grin.
âFirst day,â she says. âDonât be late.â With that, she flops down onto the rightmost chair.
Transfixed in bemusement, Caleb watches as Yasha and Veth rush to occupy the next two seats in the makeshift classroom. The Expositor commands a room, it seems.
âAre you comfortable with this?â Essek murmurs as he brushes past as well. âI am willing to be the, ah... wet blanket, if need be.â
Caleb sighs, briefly twining their fingers together and squeezing once before letting him go. âNot comfortable, no, but itâs not a bad idea.â
Someone wolf whistles from the peanut gallery, and Caleb turns a fond glare on them all. All three of them are, of course, the picture of innocence. He shakes his head as Essek settles down primly in the last remaining chair. Itâs not exactly the picture of an academic setting, with their glasses of half-finished booze still on the table in front of them and the lot of them draped over armchairs and ottomans.
âAlright,â says Beau, who has not even bothered to put her drink down. She makes a trilling sound that he thinks is probably meant to emulate a school bell. âHit us.â
"We will be brutally honest," Veth promises. "Which means we will tell you honestly how perfect you are."
"Or if there's anything you could do better," Yasha adds.
Caleb stares back at them. Itâs nothing he hasnât gone over in his own head a hundred times. Even once or twice, to a captive audience of cats. Itâs a short class. It will be over before he knows it.
The others look up at him expectantly. Watching him. Waiting. Caleb clears his throat.
"I, ah... feel a bit silly,â he admits.
Without a word, Essek waves a hand, and the familiar faces before him shift to those of strangers.
Itâs almost embarrassing how much it helps. Caleb takes a deep breath and lets it out, running through the lesson plan in his head.
"Guten Morgen, class, I am, ah⊠Professor Widogast." It's the first time he's said that particular pair of words out loud.
"Whoo!" the student who is not Veth shouts.
"Yeah!" the student who is not Beau chimes in.
Caleb gives them a look and straightens his coat. "This is Introductory Transmutation, in room 142, so if you are all in the correct place--"
"Professor?" The student who is not Yasha raises her hand.
"Ah, ja, MissâŠ"
"Lionett."
Not-Beau slaps a hand over her own mouth and mutters, âHoly shit,â into it.
âWas that too much?â not-Yasha whispers.
âBabe, it was so hot,â not-Beau hisses back.
Caleb clears his throat. "Miss Lionett, do you have a question?"
Not-Yasha seems to suddenly remember her role, and she folds her hands in her lap. "No," she says, "I have to use the bathroom."
Caleb pinches the bridge of his nose as not-Beau bites back a giggle. âJa, okay, go.â
âDonât let her go!â not-Veth interjects. âShe knew it was almost time for class; she should have gone earlier.â
âDude, if she has to pee then she has to pee,â not-Beau protests.
Pointedly, not-Essek raises his hand.
Caleb lets himself sigh with relief. âJa, MasterâŠ?â
âGross, Professor, we donât need to know about your weird sex dynamics,â not-Beau says.
Not-Essekâs face blooms red, and Caleb presses a hand to his face to hide the same. âYou know very well, Beauregard, that it is an honorific.â
Not-Beau shrugs, looking very pleased with herself as she takes another sip of her drink. Not-Essek glares very polite daggers at her before clearing his throat.
âThelyss,â he answers.
Beau cups both hands around her mouth and boos.
âNo, itâs better that heâs honest,â Veth says. âWe already know heâs a terrible actor.â
âHerr Thelyss,â Caleb says, raising his voice above the heckling. âDo you have a question?â
Essek leans forward, resting his elbows on the table in a gesture thatâs much too endearing. âI wondered what you will be teaching us today, Professor Widogast.â
Caleb tries not to dwell on the way the title hits differently on Essekâs voice, instead straightening up and waving one hand behind him. An illusory chalkboard appears in the air behind him to polite applause from Veth and Yasha. Back on track.
âWell, this is your first day,â he says. âSo I know that - Beauregard, please remove your feet from the table - I know that most of your other teachers will be spending time going over the material that you will be covering this semester, but, ahâŠâ What is he meant to be doing with his hands? They feel limp if theyâre at his sides, but too formal behind his back and too awkward in front of him. Perhaps he should have a lectern? Somewhere to rest them, or shuffle with papers?
His gaze drifts back to his âstudents,â who all blink back at him expectantly. Essek inclines his head as though to prompt him on. He clasps his hands in front of his chest, hoping it will do for now.
âRight,â he continues. âJa, so I thought we would take a look at something more practical to start. We will leave the reading for tomorrow; you have enough of that today.â
He waves his hands again, and behind him, a set of runes and diagrams appears on the chalkboard. Above it is written the word Prestidigitation.
âSo, ah, partner up,â he orders. âIntroduce yourselves. If there is someone on their own, a group of three is perfectly acceptable.â
âI call Miss Lionett,â Beau shouts, grabbing Yashaâs hand.
âCan I go to the bathroom, first?â Yasha asks.
Caleb gives her an incredulous look.
âI really do need to go,â she says.
He gestures towards the hallway, and she shuffles off. In the meantime, Veth and Essek scoot their chairs closer together. Calebâs gaze lingers questioningly on Beau, who shakes her head.
âSheâs not learning anything tonight, man. Go ahead.â
âJa, okay,â he says distantly.
It feels silly, explaining the spell to this motley crew. Beau has leaned back in her chair, arms crossed, eyes glassy, clearly not paying an ounce of attention. Essek has produced a piece of paper upon which Veth occasionally scribbles, though the way he periodically nods approval at Calebâs points betrays his own prior knowledge of the subject. After a few minutes, Yasha returns and attempts to take down notes of her own.
âIs everyone following along?â he asks after a while, knowing itâs a futile question.
âYep,â Beau lies.
âHmm.â Yasha hums.
âPerfectly,â Essek says.
âYouâre doing amazing, sweetie,â Veth confirms with a wink.
He continues, running them through the various applications one by one. Beau gives him an occasional âuh huhâ that he believes not one bit. At one point, he catches Essek take a passing glance at Vethâs paper, widen his eyes, and lean forward to murmur something to her. He isnât sure he wants to know what thatâs about.
âLetâs keep focused, please, everyone,â he reminds them.
Essek waves a hand to signal him to continue. Nothing too scandalous, then. He goes through the final few points, then comes to stop in front of the chalkboard, hands awkwardly clasped again.
âOkay, that is it,â he says. âYou have as much time as you require to finish the spell, and when you are finished, I would like one person from each group to demonstrate.â
He gives the others a questioning look. Itâs one of the points heâs most worried about. A way to take pressure off some of the slower students could just as easily be a way to unintentionally foster competition and resentment. But none of them objects, so he gives them another nod.
âI suppose we should skip the demonstration portion,â he mumbles.
âI can do it,â Yasha chirps. Without warning, she swings the massive greatsword from her back and sinks the tip into the table, making the others jump. âI made a small mark.â
Caleb covers his eyes with one hand. âJa, will it go away in one hour?â
Yasha silently places her drink down over the indentation. Caleb sighs. It isnât as though he has very many guests, anyway.
âI can probably swing producing an odor, for you,â Beau offers. âBut I figure you probably donât want that.â
He ignores her, and instead gives Essek a tight smile.
âWell, would my second group care to demonstrate?â
Beau jerks a thumb in Essekâs direction and fake-coughs to Yasha, âTeacherâs pet.â
Essek ignores her and sits back, fingers working in those little patterns he draws when something has piqued his curiosity. âI believe so,â he says, and nods to Veth.
Caleb raises his eyebrows as all eyes turn to Veth. Though Essek had the courtesy to leave her a halfling, her features and coloring are entirely different - but that wide smile as she stands and rubs both hands together would give her away, no matter the face it was set in. And as Beau swears under her breath, Yasha and Caleb look on wide-eyed, and Essek watches with a smirk, she pulls her hands apart to let loose a shower of sparks.
âYou⊠learned the spell,â Caleb says numbly. He hadnât imagined any of them were actually paying attention.
âIt was an excellent lesson!â Veth replies.
As she takes her seat again, Beau and Yasha give her a smattering of stunned applause. Essek clears his throat pointedly.
âAnd I guess, maybe, Essek gave me one pointer,â Veth amends with an eye-roll.
âHey, so your partner system worked,â Yasha points out.
It had. The lesson had worked, the procedure had worked - his teaching had worked. Thereâs still a little voice in his head reminding him that Veth is brilliant, and an adult, and perfectly capable of learning things like this without even so much as his help - but he canât deny that itâs his guidance that taught her this particular spell. âAn excellent lesson,â Veth had said. In this moment, heâs inclined to believe it might be half true. Caleb realizes very suddenly that heâs beaming.
With a snap of his fingers, Essek dispels the disguises. The soft smile on his face - his real face, and Caleb always misses it dearly when itâs hidden - says he hasnât failed to notice Calebâs relief.
âDanke, all of you,â he says sheepishly, waving a hand to vanish the chalkboard.
âThank you!â Veth says. âFor the shiny new spell and for the masterclass in professoring.â
âYou were really good,â Yasha agrees. âIâm, uh... Iâm sorry about the table.â
He dips his head to hide the way his face is flushing. They exaggerate, the lot of them. But there is something to be said for having friends who will say such things. âJa, well,â he says, âI am not convinced it will translate to an actual class, but I will hope.â
Beau takes another swig of her drink, wiping her mouth afterwards. âDude, we were the worst and you still managed to teach somebody something,â she says. âThose kids have nothing on us. You got this.â
He offers her a smile, retrieving his glass from the table as Yasha, Veth, and Essek do the same. He hopes itâs true. He hopes that, separate entirely from his ability to teach them the how of magic, he will be able to keep them safe. That he will be able to keep from passing on any damage he received in his own time in those halls.
He catches Essekâs eye, and the knowing look there puts some of the anxious buzzing to rest. He will be better. He will struggle, most likely. He will stumble, inevitably. But he will give better than he got. Heâs been practicing that part for years.
âTo Professor Widogast!â Veth shouts, breaking him out of his thoughts.
âProfessor Widogast,â the others echo, and Caleb smiles.
âTo my very good friends,â he replies.
âTo the hottest professor the Soltryce Academy has ever seen,â Veth shouts in response, and Caleb nearly chokes on his drink when Essek casually clinks his glass against hers with a nod.
They drink together. Caleb thinks, just a little bit, he might be excited.
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thanks @peregrintook for reading this over and telling me it wasn't the worst thing i had ever written (in much more generous words than that), and @saturdaysky for catching me red-handed last time i deleted it and being so kind about it đ
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Poor Petal, she must have had a panic attack when she found out she was pregnant for the first time.
She was downright terrified.
She broke down crying, screaming into her pillow, refusing to let Doma hold or console her. Surprisingly, he left her alone, letting her deal with her emotions on her own.
The only words he left her was, "Oh, [Name], I'm so happy. Soon, we're going to be parents, my sweet pretty petal!"
[Name] just couldn't understand how this happened. She was careful, so diligent in taking the tea every night. She began racking her mind, trying to make sense of it all, and search for a possibility why this small mistake occurred.
Until she recalled two months prior, where Doma's insatiable hunger for his wife consumed him. Like an animal in heat, he forced himself on her, ignoring her pleas to stop, releasing his fertile seed deep into her womb. Over and over again, he made sure every night she was filled with his cum, having the sole mission to make her bear his children.
âŠâŠâŠ âŠâŠâŠ
Doma had to travel southward for demon duties and he felt this was the perfect opportunity for you both to get closer. A whole week together, all alone while he was free from his duties, a chance to finally have some quality bonding time without his cult. It was a dream come true.
However, this place was in the middle of nowhere, hardly any villages, let alone stores, around. All the sources you used to protect yourself from Doma were gone, the foods and teas you consumed to prevent a pregnancy out of reach.
The only people around were fellow upper moons, who stayed far away from your husband, especially you.
Thus, you were forced to endure his doting behavior, forced to play his dangerous games, and forced to let him breed you.
âŠâŠâŠ âŠâŠâŠ
"Pretty petal. So pretty, so beautiful. You're taking me so well, hah," Doma laughs, snapping his hips harshly, thick balls slapping against your skin. You bounced with every thrust, mewling and whimpering, begging him to slow down. It only stirred him on to go faster. "No, no, no, this is the best way to ensure maximum success with fertilizing you. I have to make sure my seed is as deep as possible inside you, my petal!"
The aching between your legs grew, arching your back as an orgasm washes over you once again. Your juices release over his thick cock, eyes rolling to the back of your head as your velvet walls constrict around him. "Ah! Ah, D-Doma!"
"Mm, hngh! P-petal! Petal! Petal! " Doma whines out, biting his bottom lip, grinning like a madman as the sweet relief of climax fast approaches him. His thrusts turn sloppy and his hips stutter. Quickly, he pulls out and leaves you feeling empty for a few seconds. He grabs your legs, hooking his arms around your knees, and pushes your thighs to your chest, claws digging into your plush skin as he starts to hammer into you. "So-so good! Such a good girl! You'll be such a good mother, sweet petal! Just you wait! I'll make you a mommy, ok? Just- fuck!"
He releases long, thick ropes of cum, painting your womb white with his fertile seed once more. He thrusts weakly, head falling back as he gasps. "Mm, ah-ah, [N-Name]...!" You squeeze your eyes shut, looking to the side, swallowing bitterly as he fills you to the brim, cum leaking out as he slides in and out. It drips onto the bed, staining the pristine, red cotton sheets.
"Oh, petal, please don't look away. I want to see you," Doma croons, pulling out with a shaky breath and looking down at the mess between your legs with a grin. White painted the sheets below like a puddle. He pulls out with a groan. Seeing the way your pussy gushes out his cum, flexing around nothing, it makes him want to take you all over again. He slides two fingers up across your folds, gathering his seed, and pushing it back into your sopping hole with his fingertips. He hums whilsts you whine, rocking your hips at the weird sensation. "Such a pretty sight, you took me so well, petal. I'm so proud of you!"
He's met with silence. Though, it doesn't bother him as he already fulfilled his task for the night. After five long rounds, he believes its enough for the day and he'll repeat the process tomorrow. For now, both of you need rest, we'll, mainly you if you're going to stay awake during the whole ordeal.
You were in a daze as Doma cleaned both you and himself up, changing the sheets into soft clean ones, and covering your body with the blankets, tucking it in.
"Good night, my pretty wife," Doma whispers, taking his spot beside you, his arms slithering around your frame and pulling you close. His chest pressed against your nude back, his legs tangling in yours, and he buried his face in your hair, taking a deep breath of your sweet aroma. "I love you..."
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Immediately after coming back from your journey, Doma became busy, his schedule packed to the brim with orders from his master. It irritated him, saddened him even, that he would be apart from you for a while.
As much as he loved ravishing your body every night, he had to focus on completing every task with precise accuracy. He doesn't want to disappoint his master after all.
But before he left you alone the first night back, he replaced your assigned follower with a different one. One that reported back to him and carried out his orders, their loyalty to the demon overriding their morals to protect you.
He wasn't stupid. It didn't take long for him to figure out the tea you drank prevented you from becoming pregnant, a huge change to the tea he got to make you fertile. The news did upset him, but he hid the discovery and played along with your little antics. It made him try to come up with a solution, where he disguised the tea you drank to better fit his wishes.
Like an unsuspecting mouse, you walked right into the cat's claws.
Anyone who tried helping you was either eaten by Doma or killed by him in another manner. If the actions of a stupid, disloyal follower was keeping him away from his dream of having a family, the demon won't hesitate to get rid of them. They should know better.
Doma's dreams are his followers' orders.
If he says he dreamt of eating a hundred virgins, his followers should offer him the bountiful feast of meat from a hundred virgins.
If he says he dreamt of growing his cult, his followers should go out and recruit people to join them.
Now, if he says he dreams of a child with his wife, his followers should offer their help and make sure he gets his child.
By god, did they live up to his expectations for once. Everyone - from the ones who prepared your meals to the new members who brought you gifts - made sure every small action built up to the final wish of their leader's plan.
Every food and drink you consumed had been carefully chosen to help make you plump and help the baby grow. Every bath had been filled with excotic herbs to soothe your changing body. Every offering had slowly been gearing towards a human smaller than you. Yet, you never really paid attention to the small differences.
Doma noticed how tired you seem lately, how you complained to the follower assigned to you about the tenderness of your breast and the pain of your abdominal and pelvis area, and even how different you looked, almost glowing.
At first, he didn't put the pieces together. Surely all women were like this, right? Yet, that wasn't the case.
He found himself always wondering why your emotions were easily more unhinged, why you ate the foods he hand-fed you more easily, or why you were napping in the afternoon. Yes, he liked these changes and welcomed them eagerly, believing you were finally warming up to him. But why?
After nearly six weeks, you were worried why your period didn't come. You speculated the stress could have been a prominent factor in causing your late cycle, sometimes occurring in your youth. You seem bloated lately as well, you note, or it could've been weight gain due to the food you have been eating lately. Thus you brushed it off.
It'll come soon, you just know it. Afterall, you're still a human and change is a part of life.
In another area of the temple, a different situation was unfolding. When the trusted follower reported to Doma about your very late menstrual cycle, he clapped with joy like a child being entertained. Of course! How slow can he be?! You finally are carrying his child! The hormonal changes affected how you behaved with him and the sudden weight gain explained it all.
Oh, he just couldn't wait for the day to come!
However...
He had to make sure you did nothing irresponsible to push back his dream.
Doma became more strict and possessive with you. He didn't let you go anywhere alone. Even if you were in the privacy of your room, someone had to be there.
The days where you spent waiting for him in your bedroom were now spent at his side. He forced you to sit on his lap like before, feeding you more than you're used to. Any question concerning his increase of doting behavior was met with a laugh and a kiss to your cheek. "I just love you so much, I want you to be healthy!"
Doma isn't stupid. He knew the moment he mentioned, or even insinuated, you were pregnant, you would break down and possibly affect the baby negatively. He didn't know if you were capable of taking drastic measures of getting rid of it this far along, but he didn't want to find out.
With careful, watchful eyes, Doma made sure everyday you were fed well, that you were always protected, and made sure nothing upset you. He went the extra mile to find medicine and herbs incase you ever fell ill. The demon made sure your attention was always occupied to keep from noticing your changing body.
To say it worked was an understatement.
By the fifth month, you realized despite your growing stomach, you weren't gaining weight anywhere else. Most of your clothes fit like a glove except around your abdomen.
Your heart began to race as you wracked your mind of the events for the past few months.
When was the last time you had gotten your period?
You don't recall changing your sheets every month because you stained it, nor do you recall dealing with the hassle of keeping yourself clean. Come to think of it, you felt at ease these past few months, the usual cramps and cravings you felt no longer bothering you like before.
Ridding yourself of your clothes, slipping your kimono off until you're left in your undergarments of hadajyuban and susuyoke. You undid your sash and revealed your stomach. You're met with the sight of your bulging tummy and tender breasts. Pressing a finger pad to the skin of your stomach, it seemed firm instead of soft and plush. With a shaky breath, you pressed your palms against your stomach and...
Kick. Kick.
You removed your hands immediately, face falling. No...
No. No! No! No!
How didn't you notice it before!?
Your chest fell and rose quickly with every breath you took, hyperventilating as the situation dawned on you. You were pregnant. Actually pregnant with that damn demon's child. A bellowing scream ripped from your throat, the high-pitch intensity resonating like shattering glass throughout the temple.
Doma raced to your bedroom, fearing the worse as he heard his wife scream. He ran into the bedroom, only to be met with your form bawling on the floor, hunched over as sobs wracked your body. Followers tried to console you, yet you ignored them.
Doma approached you carefully and crouched down, but the moment he put a hand on your back, you whipped your head and cracked your hand across his face like a whip. He fell back, catching himself, shock etched into his features. You... You hit him? He paid no mind to the followers who raced to his side, asking him if he was okay. He was more surprised you dared slap him.
The stinging of his cheek didn't hurt , but it caught him off guard. He looked up and leered at you with wide eyes. Yet he clashed with the burning, sorrowful gaze you held.
"Fuck you! Goddamnit, leave me alone, you monster! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!!" You screech, standing up and burying your face in your hands. Tears slipped through your fingers and dripped to the floor.
Doma smiled, finally understanding why you were reacting the way you were. He began chuckling, then giggling, and then he broke into a fit of laughter. He stood up and held a hand to his face, looking at you with a crazed, delighted expression on his face. Gleefully, he spoke, "Oh, petal! You finally caught on!"
You shake your head and begin crying louder, turning your back to the demon. "No, no, no...," you whimper.
"We're going to be parents...," Doma croons, taking small, quiet steps towards you. Like before, he tries pulling you close but you brush him off.
"Please... Please, just leave me alone...!"
"Oh, [Name], you'll see. Once our baby is here, you'll love being a mommy. Just like I'll love being a papa...!"
"No... I didn't want this...."
"But I did! I told you for so long...," Doma whispers, uncomfortably close to you. He lets out a breathy laugh. "And now that you're finally with child, I'm going to make sure I see my baby no matter what."
You could only stand in horror, listening to his voice. The panic crawled up your throat, fear taking hold of you as you froze up. With bated breath, you wait for him to leave. But his next words made your heart drop and blood run cold.
"I'm willing to do anything for our child, [Name]. Even if it means I may have to hurt you to guarantee their safe arrival."
âŠâŠâŠ âŠâŠâŠ
Doma is not submissive and breedable. He is dominant and fertile.
He finally has his wish of having a family with the woman he loves.
And he'll do anything to make it come true.
Even if it means he has to become the monster and hurt you to get it.
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Hue and Cry
Warnings: non-consent sex and rape; abuse of power, threats, chase.
This is dark!medieval!Bucky Barnes x reader and explicit. 18+ only. Â Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Synopsis:Â You notice a sudden change in Lord Barnes.
Note: This is just me being self-indulgent. I start a new job on Monday and yesterday, someone close to me passed. Iâm trying to distract myself but Iâm too stressed to work on an standing series. This will have at least one other part.
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You scattered fresh herbs over the rushes carefully as you backed down the hall. The woven mats would absorb the scent and keep the floors tidy until the next sweep. When you reached the corner, you tied up the sachet and gathered up your bucket and broom. The corridors were already smelling fresher though the task had kept you well past the evening meal.Â
Your usual chores you assigned to Marjorie. As the years piled on her crooked back, she wasnât as suited to the more physical tasks. Sweeping would have been too hard on her and you didnât mind the solitary of the work.
You turned past the kitchens and stopped. Your footsteps seemed to echo behind you. You looked back but saw nothing in the shadows. It was late and most of the castle was asleep already, the torches were snuffed but for a few and you could find you way through the dark easily in the familiar castle.
You went to the rear door of the castle on the lower green, just beside the stables, and dumped the dirt. You heard the horses snoring and nicking as the moon shone down on the wood roofs. You basked for a moment in the silver light and the brisk night air. The harvest season was coming to an end and it would soon be cold.
You dropped the bar as you went back inside and returned your broom and bucket to the cellar. Again you heard a step that did not quite align with your own as you came into the corridor. You spun slowly and glanced around. Some of the younger servants were known to sneak around after hours and there was the odd mouse that skittered over the stone. You saw nothing and went on, more than ready to retire to your straw mattress beside Elsa.
âYou sent the old lady,â the voice had your heart in your throat and you stopped short to bow to your liege.
âMy lord, I was occupied elsewhere. Harold approved the reassignment,â you said shakily. It was unlike him to traverse the lower floors.
âShe spilled wine on my tunic,â Lord Barnes said, âand she can barely see her own crooked nose.â
âMy lord, she is old, we did not want her to tax herself--â
âShe is a servant. Like you. You have your work and she has hers,â he stepped forward out of the dark shadows though there was no lantern or torch to limn his features, âI bid you to bring my meals and tidy my chambers, no one else. There are far too many covetous servants.â
You were put off by his confrontation. You replaced his former chambermaid several years back but Lord Barnes hardly seemed to warm to the change. He never offered more than an obligatory courtesy and when he was present during your tasks, he rarely spoke at all. Your service had been one of complacency on both sides, so you wondered why he would come to the lower floors to search you out after dark.
âI will be there tomorrow, my lord,â you said, âI apologise for my negligence.â
âAnd every day thus,â he demanded as he got closer.
âYes, my lord,â you lowered your chin, âas you wish.â
He stopped only an inch from you and you felt him staring down at you. You didnât dare look back, that would be an affront to any noble. He let out a long breath and slowly backed away.
âGo, you must be worn out from your hard work,â he retreated, âand there is as much to do on the morrow.â
âMy lord,â you bent again and listened to his footsteps fade.
When you dared to look up, he was gone. The man was always particular, even those of his own standing were not guaranteed an audience, even as they visited his estate. He stayed far from court since his injury and on those occasions he did travel to the capital, it was not for more than a fortnight.Â
You did not take the encounter lightly. He had dismissed labour for less and you did not relish a job outside the castle, there wasnât much to be had in the village. As dull as the work was, it provided you a place to sleep and comforts not known to many others of your breeding.
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When you went to the lordâs chambers the next morning, he was away. His horse had been saddled for an early ride and you did not expect him until his evening meal. After your tasks, you kept busy until you were due with his supper. When you arrived with the tray, he was not there. You waited but he did not appear. You left the tray covered to keep the food warm and went to attend the last of your nightly duties.
You retired without seeing the lord once. The next day passed in kind, and the next, and the next. You wondered for a moment if it was due to his ire with you but quickly shrugged away the notion. Lord Barnes did not think so much of you and his absence was not so unusual. He was a reticent man even if he was willful.
The first you saw him again was with his supper. He sat at his large carved desk as you entered with the tray and you crossed to the round painted table. He raised a hand and tutted as he didnât look up from the parchment before him.
âBring it here,â he ordered.
You went to him and set down the tray on the left flank of his desk. You filled his goblet and he blindly reached over to take it. He gulped and kept his head down as he picked the chicken to pieces and chewed over the inky words.
You retraced your steps to the door, usually he ate alone, as he did most things. You only returned to clear his scraps.
âDo you not see the mess?â he asked without looking up. You turned and followed his sharp point to the shelves along the wall. âIt is difficult to focus in the chaos.â
âMy lord,â you nodded and went to the oaken shelves. You rearranged the crooked spines and tidied the stack of loose leaves. You took the cloth from your apron and wiped down the line of inkwells. You could hear him chewing quietly behind you as he shifted in his chair.
âAnd you will ready my bed for the night,â he demanded as you finished up, âpull back the covers, itâs been a tiresome day.â
He lifted the parchment and leaned back as he wiped his fingers on his breeches. You acquiesced with a âyes, my lord,â and went to his bedchamber.Â
You folded down the heavy blankets and linen and fluffed the pillows. You took the brick from the foot of the bed and set it in the hearth. The fall slipped in through the windows and the chill of the castle was no longer so welcomed.
âI wonât need that,â Barnes said as he entered. He was so quiet, you jumped and stood straight. You spun and bowed your head.
âWill that be all, my lord?â you asked as he unbuttoned his overcoat with one hand.
âMy footman has been stricken with an ague after we were caught in the rain,â he said evenly, âyou can aid with my wardrobe.â
âMy lord?â
âHere,â he pointed in front of him and pulled his jacket free of his left arm, âyou will take these,â he handed you the garment as you neared, âto the laundries.â
You kept your eyes on the plain grey fabric as he shoved his boots aside and added his socks to your armful, then lifted his tunic as you peered at the floor. He pulled of the leather glove that hid his iron hand, the metal forged to the mirror of his real extremity. You resisted the yen to look higher up the artificial appendage.
You were unprepared to act as his footman and as he stripped away his layers it made you squirm. He rolled down his breeches and slung them over the rest of his clothes.
He stood in only in his undershorts and bent your head lower, âmy lord.â You backed away and he caught your elbow. He stopped you and you hugged the pile of clothes with your other arm.
âDidnât you miss me?â he asked.
The question struck you. You were unsure how to answer. You were used to the silent, brooding lord, not this pensive, prodding master.
âMy lord?â you frowned.
âYou didnât?â he urged, âdo you not enjoy your duties?â
âI am only⊠uncertain of what you mean, my lord. I apologise for my displeasing response but I do not know how to answer.â
You looked at his hand still on your elbow. He squeezed and slowly his palm glided up your sleeve. You shivered as he pushed his hand against your neck and his thumb tickled under your chin.
âI must confess I missed you,â he said, âI did stay away because I was upset at your absence and thought to punish you in kind but it seems, it hasnât had the same effect.â
âWhat do-- my lord?â you kept your eyes down as his hand moved higher and he brushed along your lower lip.
âI know I shouldnât let these⊠feelings persist but there are many lords who indulge without emotion. I assure you, I do not touch you in a meaningless manner.â
âMy lord,â you took a step back and he stopped you again. This time his hand gripped your jaw. He pulled you flush to him.
âLook at me,â he hissed. Your lip trembled and you raised your eyes reluctantly, âyou continue to deflect me; your lord.â
You stared at him, searched his deep blue eyes desperately, and shivered, âI only seek to fulfill my duties as your chambermaid.â
âAnd I offer you more. Offer you⊠privilege over duty,â he rasped, âI would not mistreat you.â
Your heart raced and you wiggled in his grasp. You peeked down at your armful, âI should get these to the laundries, as you bid, my lord.â
He was silent, just for a moment, then he let go of you and tore his clothes from your arm. âYou would deny me?â
You stumbled back and watched him fearfully, âmy lord, I only-- I am only a maid--â
âI have a dozen maids,â he growled, âI would have you as more. I would take care of you.â
He bore down on you again and you backed up until you were at the hearth, the mantle jutting out against your head. You turned your head as he loomed over you and his hot breath washed over you. His hand was again at your throat as his lips trailed along your cheek.
âA lord does not ask,â he sneered, âa servant obeys.â
âMy lord--â
âShhh,â he hushed as he turned your head and pressed his lips to yours. He parted, his nose rubbing against yours as his hand stretched over your neck, âI can be kind or I can be cruel. Thus far, Iâve spent most of my patience on you.â
You quivered as he kissed you again. You were too afraid to resist as his hand descended to your bodice and he squeezed. You gasped into his mouth and he smiled against you. He grasped your waist and pressed himself to you.
Your blood went cold as the panic rose up your spine. As he tugged at your skirts, you were blinded by fear. You reached up along the mantle as he dipped his head to kiss your neck. You couldnât think through your shock, your body seemed to move off instinct.
You grasped the beaten metal vase and swung it down on Lord Barnesâ head. He grunted and stumbled back as he touched his head and tried to shake away the pain of the impact. You tossed the vase and it bounced over the stone as you scurried for the door. You tripped as you reached the receiving chamber and heard him behind you, his steps slowly gaining strength.
âYou little bitch,â his tone turned to fire.
You struggled to get the heavy door open and raced into the hall. You lifted your skirts as you barreled ahead of him on the stone. Your thin soles slapped the mats and you hurdled down the stairs as you heard his pants coupled with your own. Down and down and down and down.
You led him through the mazed corridors and flitted out through the lower doors behind the stables. You fell into the dirt and quickly climbed back to your feet. You tore off across the yard as he swore into the air and his steps came to a halt.
âI will find you!â he shouted as you head for the wall, your only hope was the tree winding up the east corner, âYou wonât get far!â You reached the trunk of the towering oak and your hands scraped against the bark as you hopped and latched onto the lowest branch. You heard him calling to others, âsaddle my horse! Rise and ready my horse, boy!â
You reached the top of the wall, weak and worn and hooked your leg over the stone. You carefully scaled the uneven brickwork and the tangled vines. As your feet met the dirt, you turned and fled towards the tree line, darkened with the myths of vengeful wraiths and wicked witches, driven by the threat of a worse monster behind you, the voices and hooves an omen of his intent.
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Drunk Antics
Mark Lee X Reader, ft. Johnny | Smut, Fluff | 5.8k | College AU
Summary: After being caught having sex with your previously virgin boyfriend, you thought Mark and your brother Johnny would never get along. That is until your boy comes back to your room in the drunkest state heâs ever been after a short trip to the bar with his Johnny-hyung, asking you to try new tricks heâs learned from the Master of Sex.
Sort of a continuation from Our First Time but can be read separately.
Warnings:Â Smut, oral sex, drunk unprotected sex. For the sake of the very little plot there is, Mark is intoxicated in this fic so his consent may be unclear. Please donât read this fic if this makes you feel uncomfortable. I also donât approve nor allow taking advantage of your romantic partner while they are under the influence of alcohol.
âYou forgot that you borrowed his AirPods?!â Your boyfriend is shrieking in whispers, doe eyes shaking in fear and horror as he kneels on your bed, trying to shamelessly hog every inch of your blanket to cover his body.
Mark is so drowning in panic that he doesnât even notice that you, in fact, are still naked. âI was going to use them before to work on my assignment,â you try to reason, âbut then you came so I kind of forgot about them.â
âKind of?!â He screeches. âI agreed to have sex with you because I thought you were sure that he had his AirPods on!â
You stare at him flatly. âYouâre making me feel like I just took advantage of you.â
âI am feeling like you just took advantage of me!â
âYou just lost your virginity, I think you have to thank me instead.â
âBabe,â Mark grabs both of your shoulders, staring with wide eyes as if thereâs a ghost lurking behind your back but heâs trying his best to calm you down (though heâs pretty much shitting his own pants). âYou shouldâve remembered that you took his AirPods. He heard us.â
âMark,â you imitate his tone mockingly, taking a hold of his shoulders in the same manner. âIt wouldâve been super weird if I thought about my brother when I have my hot boyfriend rubbing his dick against my ass.â
Distracted, a sheepish smile forms on his face. âYou think Iâm hot?â But he shakes himself awake on the next second, going back to yanking out his hair with both hands. âNo, waitâwhat am I going to doâyour brother heard us having sexâI canâtââ
âI heard my brother having sex all the time.â You shrug nonchalantly. âSometimes even when heâs alone in his room, which is gross.â
âTHATâS NOT THE POINTââ
âGuys?â Johnnyâs knocks on the door are becoming more impatient. âI swear to God, if you two go back to sucking each other off, Iâm going to throw Mark under the bus and run him over myself.â
Markâs eyes nearly pop out of his head. âDid you hear that?!â
You roll your eyes in response, reaching out to the table beside your bed and snatch Johnnyâs AirPods from inside the drawer. âHere,â you hand it over to Mark.
Your boyfriend reacts as if you just handed him a bowl of hot lava and he fumbles with his hands, shoving the AirPods back to you with so much horror in his eyes. âWhy are you giving me thisânoânoââ
âMark, honey.â You gently smile, pushing the thing back in the most motherly way you can manage. âIâm covered in cumâyour cum, in case you forgotâand youâre hogging all the blanketââ
âNoââ
âAlso, Iâm sweaty and gross. Can you please be a man for once and let me take my shower? You can still join me afterward.â
âBabe!â You can tell heâs about to throw up out of fear but heâs just so cute, you canât help but keep teasing him about it. âThis is not fairâheâs going to kill me! And what do you mean âfor onceâ, am Iââ
âOkay, guys, any day now.â Your brother, Johnny, calls again from the other side of the door. âIf one of you donât come out and hand me back my AirPods in the next ten seconds, I am literally going to call the police.â
Mark nearly jumps out of his own skin. âWhat?!â
âOh, shut up, Johnny,â you shout back, mouthing calming words to your boyfriend who looks like heâs seconds away from fainting. âYouâre not going to do that and we both know it!â
âBut I am going to call our Mom.â
âThat he might do,â you say, wincing a little at Mark. âOkay, Iâm going to take a shower.â You lean forward to give him a peck on his cheek. âGood luck, babe.â And you sprint off to the bathroom inside your room, all while holding out your best not to cackle loudly.
âWhere are you goingâBaby, get back here!â You can hear Mark protesting in whispers, but you just send him flying kisses and a wink, and shut the bathroom door behind you.
Markâs soul is leaving his body, he can feel it. And thatâs okay, because Johnny is going to kill him anyway. But when the older man really starts to count to ten, Mark jumps out of the bed, tripping approximately three times as he tries his best to dress himself back in his own clothes while muttering the words âshitâ and âfuckâ repetitively under his breath.
When heâs sure he looks less fucked than before, Mark opens the door, breathing hard as if he just did the worst workout in his life.
âH-hey,â Mark starts, attempting to throw his best look-at-me-Iâm-a-good-boy-who-did-not-just-fuck-your-sister-when-you-were-around smile at the other man. âHowâs it going, man?â His voice breaks in the middle of his line and he winces as he tries to calculate the least painful death options he can commit.
Johnny unenthusiastically gazes back at him. âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm⊠smiling at you?â
âDonât. You look like a serial killer.â
âS-sorry, Iâmââ Markâs eyes start searching everywhere but Johnnyâs eyes as he feels his own feet turning into jelly. âI guess Iâm nervous.â
âNervous? Why?â Johnny places his hands inside the pocket of his jeans, looking way too intimidating for your boyfriend to handle. âBecause you just had sex with my sister while Iâm in the house?â
Markâs jaw is almost dislocating from his face from how wide he opens his mouth. âIâI, ummââ He clears his throat, wiping a bead of sweat off his forehead. âS-so, you really heard us, huh?â He tries to laugh it off, which he soon regrets from the way Johnnyâs eyes are throwing daggers at him.
âYeah, well,â Johnny shrugs, âMy ears donât have on-and-off buttons that I can switch whenever I want. I used to have my AirPods to do that job, but she borrowed them to help her concentrate while doing her assignment.â He gives out a sly grin, almost mockingly. âLittle did I know that her assignment was you.â
If he didnât feel like dying before, Mark is sure as hell feeling it now. âIâm so sorryâI swear, she told me you had themâI also thought you were downstairsââ
âYeah, I do go upstairs from time to time, you know, âcause my room is over there,â he dully replies, nudging his head to the end of the corridor, where his room is located next to yours.
Markâs entire body shudders in horror. âDude, I didnât knowâI thought that was a storage roomâoh Godââ
âDonât call me dude. Iâm not your dude.â
âFuckâsorry, youâre rightâIâmââ Heâs hyperventilating by this point. âIs there any place in this house where I can kill myself?â
âYou can try jumping off my balcony,â Johnny answers in the most casual way that Mark begins to question whether heâs really being serious about it.
âG-great, Iâll put that in my options,â is all Mark has to say. âThanks.â
âSure thing, bud.â Johnny yawns, offering one hand to the other man which Mark stupidly enough stares in confusion before he takes a hold of it and gives it a sweaty handshake. Johnny switches his gaze from Markâs face to their hands before he brings back to stare at him straight in the eyes and says, âMy AirPods, you idiot.â
âFUCKââ Mark is so embarrassed that he stumbles on his feet, knocks the side of his head against the door frame, and does a silent scream when the pain jolts to his entire body.
âMan, I wish I had my phone ready to record all of that,â Johnny comments.
Mark is too much in pain to recognize his mumbling. He fumbles with the AirPods in his hand, shoving them to Johnnyâs chest. âShit, I donât know why I thought you wanted a handshakeâhereâoh my GodâIâm so sorryââ
Even Johnny seems a little bit amused at his antics by this point. âThanks,â he says, tucking the AirPods inside the pocket of his jeans. âYou have some time to spare?â
Mark gulps. âAre you going to kill me?â
âNot until the end of the day.â Johnny says, and Mark laughs a little bit too loud and a little bit too hard and by the way Johnny smiles, he still canât tell whether heâs joking or not. âCome on, letâs go have a drink.â
âUmm I-I donât think I shouldââ
âNot a request, Mark.â
âYes sir, on my way!â And he knocks himself once again against the door frame as he rushes forward to follow his steps.
âAlso, Mark?â
âYes?â
âYour shirtâs inside out.â
***
âMark?â Your voice is answered by the silence of your room. Youâre feeling a little bit dizzy from the hot shower you just took. You took a bit long in the bathroom, waiting for Mark to come and join you with a cute pout on his lips and tears in his eyes (thatâs how you imagined him to be anyway) but your boyfriend, it turns out, was not even in your room. You put on your clothesâa knitted navy blue sweater with sleeves a little bit too long for your arms and a simple pair of jeansâand head downstairs, searching your house but nobody comes to answer. Sighing, you go back to your room and try to call his cellphone but immediately feel disappointed when his ringtone comes from under the bed.
âGreat, he forgot his cellphone,â you mutter to yourself, picking his phone up and throws it on the bed. âDid he really run home without telling me?â The image of Mark panicking and running away from your house like his life depends on it sure does look like itâs something he does out of shame. But judging by how great your previous sex activity was, you figure that heâs probably going to go back to you sooner or later. He also has his phone to retrieve anyway.
So itâs time for you to actually get some work done. Thereâs no other reason for you to run away from your goddamn thesis and the day is getting late. After having some ramyun for dinner, you finally begin working on your assignment.
Itâs hard to start, but a few minutes after you get your head to it, you start losing track of time. Youâre finally done with your work (most of it anyway), already closing your laptop and place it back on your backpack, when your door abruptly swings open, showing your boyfriendâs face with the biggest grin on his face.
âBaby, Iâm home,â he says in a sing-song voice, a bit slurry and a little high pitched. Before you can say anythingâtoo busy trying to figure out how high he is judging from the dopey look on his faceâMark is giggling and walks closer to you. âYou know,â he says, placing a hand on your desk and leaning close enough for you to know that he reeks of alcohol. âI just had the greatest day of my life today. And itâs all because. of. you.â He pokes your nose repetitively between every word.
âMarkââ
âAre you hungry? Iâm hungry. Do you want some pancakes, because man, Iâd love some pancakesââ
âWhat, are you drunk?â The answer is obvious but you ask anyway.
âNo, Iâm Mark.â He grins, chuckling at his lousy joke.
âYou are so drunk.â
âAnd you,â he snickers, pinching one of your cheeks, âare so cute~â
You swat his hand away. âWhere have you been?â
âI went to a bar with your brother,â he giggles again, playfully massaging your shoulders. âHeâs so coooool~â
âWhat?!â
âYeah, heâs, like, so tall and, like, so fit.â You canât believe youâre hearing your boyfriend fangirling over your brother. âAnd he knows a lot of stuffâlike, a lot a lot.â
You certainly have to kick Johnny in the shins after this. âHowâwhyâI thought you wereââ
âBabe, youâre rambling.â
You canât believe youâre turning into him, so you clear your throat and try again. âHow drunk are you exactly?â
âDrunk enough to know that this,â he stops to pick up the fishbowl you placed on the bedside tableâwhere Marky the Goldfish is sleeping with its eyes openâand lifts it up to his face, âwater cannot be drunk but drunk enough to contemplate about doing it.â
You make a face. âLeave Marky alone.â
âWhy did you name it after me?â
âBecause itâs dumb. Like you.â
âHuh, canât really argue with that.â He snorts, placing the fishbowl back to the table and tripping on his feet as he does soâspilling some water from the side but thank God, your fish is safe and alive, though probably also a little bit drunk because of that sudden⊠turbulence.
âOops,â he giggles, âSorry, Marky.â He doesnât look regretful in the slightest. You stare at him in silence, unconsciously judging him with all you have and usually, he would start becoming nervous and fumbling with his words but now, he just looks at you like youâre the best thing that ever happened to him and rushes forward.
âMan, I love you.â He tackles you into a hug, almost sending you toppling down your chair, âI love you so much. Have I said that today?â
This is certainly not the way you imagined your first confession to be like, especially coming from Mark whoâs usually shy and too childish to admit his feelings. âNo, you havenât,â you retort. âEver.â
âWhat, really?â His eyes are perfectly round and wide, actually surprised about it. âShit, Iâm sorry. Come here.â He pulls you up to your feet, cradling you into his arms, hands flailing all over your body before they finally rest on your waist. âI canât believe we had sex and I didnât even tell you that. Iâm so sorry.â He leans back, putting some space between you so he can stare directly into your eyes. âI love you. Iâve always been for a while. Iâm so in love with you that I can barely concentrate whenever youâre around.â
You wish he wasnât drunk out of his mind because those words, those lines, could have been so romantic but even though he looks romantic, youâre not sure whether heâs being one hundred percent conscious about it.
âOkay, letâs talk about this again when youâre sober.â You tap his cheek with one hand and pinch it when he whines. âHave you even taken a shower yet?â
âYeah, this morning.â He smiles dreamily at you, kissing the inside of your palm. You canât believe how bold and greasy he becomes when heâs drunk. âAnd yesterday. And the day before that. Andââ
âOkaaaay.â You shut him up by placing your hand above his mouth, which he licks like a little puppy, earning a surprised yelp from you. âMark!â
âBabe!â He imitates before throwing himself to the bed, laughing at your face. âCome here, join me in my bed.â
âThatâs my bed.â
âIsnât that what I said?â
You exhale loudly, rolling your eyes. âI donât think you can go home at this state. Your mom would kill me.â
âBut Iâm already home,â he says, crawling toward you until he kneels at the edge of the bed, face to face with you. âHome is wherever the heart is, right? And my heart is with you.â
You curse yourself inwardly for having your heart flutter at his embarrassing line and you hate yourself even more when he notices youâre blushing.
âWhatever. Just take a shower and get some sleep.â You walk back to your desk, flipping around the pages of your textbook. âI still have two chapters to read.â
You can hear your boyfriend huffing behind you, but try your best to ignore him. Itâs an impossible feat, it turns out, when Mark sneaks up behind you, circling his arms around your shoulders and peppers few kisses down the side of your neck.
âMarkââ
âYou smell so good.â He inhales deeply, burying his nose in the strands of your hair. Standing up, you turn around to face him so you can protest and push him away but the look on his face makes you freeze.
âYouâre so cute,â he says, running his hand up from the curve of your neck to cup your cheek. âAnd Youâre so pretty. And hot. Youâre soâŠâ He begins staring at your lips, eyes unfocused. âHot.â
You can tell itâs coming but when he kisses you, almost hungrily, it feels like heâs snatching your breath away. âMark, waitââ
âNot waiting,â he murmurs against your lips, pulling your hand over his shoulder so youâre forced to lean your entire weight against his chest. Markâs calloused hands travel down your body, wrapping both against the back of your thighs and lifts them up so you can wrap your legs around his waist. You follow his lead though still not entirely convinced that you should continue this.
Mark kicks your sliding chair away with one leg and places you down on your desk. He roughly pushes all your papers and textbooks to the end of the table, making enough space where you can sit facing him, with your legs tangling around his waist.
You have spent a decent amount of time kissing Mark over the months youâve been dating, but only now that you have the chance to kiss him when heâs drunk and youâre aware just how much youâve been missing.
The drunk version of Mark Lee unexpectedly kisses much more slowly compared to the sober version of Mark Lee, and if you thought fast, passionate kisses were hot, then these slow, deep kisses are sending actual shivers down your spine.
Mark has his right hand cupping your cheek, rubbing comforting circles on your skin with his thumb, while his other one is around your waist, slipping his fingers underneath the hem of your sweater. He angles your head to the side, and his parting lips fit like a perfect puzzle piece with yours. Thereâs a shy trace of his tongue along your bottom lip, as he nibbles at it slowly and he lets out this small moan as he does it as if itâs something heâs been wanting to do for years and just finally able to do it now.
He tastes like alcohol and youâre not particularly fond of it but the more he kisses you, the more you think it doesnât matter because he still somewhat tastes like how Mark usually does and you always love the way he tastes on your tongue.
He drags your chin down with his thumb, tasting you a little bit deeper and as he presses his hips against yours, his breathing becomes ragged and you just realize that you probably have a kink for all of this stuff because holy mother of God, this is just so hot.
âMark,â you sigh as he moves away to kiss your ear, warm lips pressing against your earlobe. He hums in a low, breathy voice that youâve never heard him do and it makes your stomach flip. âMark, youâre drunk.â Itâs more like a reminder to yourself because you know that as the sober one, you have to put a stop to this but what can you do when he has his tongue tracing against your skin and his soft moans vibrating through your ears?
âBaby,â he whispers, pulling away a little so you can see his eyes and fuck, itâs the biggest mistake youâve made todayâbigger than forgetting that you borrowed Johnnyâs AirPods. His eyes are half-lidded, utterly filled with lust and the way he licks his bottom lip as he stares at you has you breathless. He leans closer, as if heâs about to kiss you again, and whispers, âDonât you want me?â
You remember that you said the same thing earlier to him that day and it makes you think how karma is a fucking bitch. You secretly wonder whether you have the same effect on him because Mark is being so irresistible right now and he successfully makes you throw all of your reasoning to the back of your head.
âFuck this,â you claim under your breath, pulling him down to you by the neck and crush your mouth together. You can feel your boyfriend smiling into the kiss, and the sounds of your wet kisses make your heartbeat go crazy.
âTake off your shirt,â you command, already grabbing the end of his shirt and struggling as you try to pull it over his head. Mark helps, chuckling a little bit and when itâs off, he has his lips against your neck again. His teeth are prickling against your skin, sucking it until itâs bruised and you have to remind yourself to be angry about it laterâbecause you have classes tomorrow and what if anyone sees that nasty hickey on your neck?âbut right now, you just want him to mark you over and over again.
Mark starts to unbutton your jeans, pulling the zipper down and you use your free hand and legs to shake your pants off. Itâs not easy, and you almost kick your boyfriend in the face while doing so, but he laughs it off and kisses you again. You can tell how hard he is when he presses himself against you, and youâre eager to put him out of his misery but he suddenly pulls away, saying, âWait, let me do this first,â and he kneels on the floor, his face right between your legs.
You can feel your breath hitched when he runs his fingers on the inside part of your thighs, his lips follow soon after. He slips his fingers around the edge of your panties and pulls them down. You suddenly feel so exposed to the way heâs looking at you so you pull the end of your sweater down, trying to cover your thighs as much as you can.
âWhy are you so shy?â Mark says, taking your hand away and pressing his lips against your palm. His eyes never leave yours and they twinkle in the most teasing way. âYou werenât shy about this before.â
âStop looking at it too much,â you reply nervously, canât help but to blush about it. âI feel weird.â
Mark chuckles, airily and soft. âSorry, I just didnât have the chance to really see you before,â he explains, one hand unconsciously rubbing your thigh, trying to calm you down. âCan I eat you out?â
Sober Mark will definitely not say anything like thisâhell, sober Mark will probably faint just thinking about saying stuff like thisâwhich is why youâre becoming even more nervous and excited at the same time.
âBaby?â Mark calls, smiling softly. âI kind of asked you a question.â
Fuck me. âYes,â you breathe out, and you realize he was just messing with you before but who the fuck cares right now.
âYes what?â
âYes, Mark, please.â You can hear yourself whining and you hate yourself for it, but desperate times call for desperate measures. âPlease eat me out, Mark.â
He smiles in the sexiest way that you donât think itâs possibleâlike seriously, who is this guy?âbiting his lower lip as he does so and if he keeps doing that, you figure he doesnât even have to eat you out to make you come undone.
He presses his lips near your heat, whispering, âGood girl,â before he places his mouth on the exact spot you want him to be.
âFuck,â you hiss, biting your own lip as you see his head move between your legs. Mark has his eyes closed, repeating what he has learned earlier that day and does the thing you like the most. When he locks his eyes with yours, you almost choke out a sob.
âMark,â you try to keep your voice down in whispers but Mark is so good that it feels much easier to work on your goddamn stupid thesis rather than holding back your moan.
âMmm.â The way he moans at the back of his throat as if heâs having the best time of his life makes you weak and you press your thighs together without knowing. Mark places his hands on each side of your thighs and spreads your legs wide apart, allowing himself to be even closer and making you feel way more exposed. You have to grip your desk with both hands to keep yourself from falling.
âOkay, no, stopââ You find yourself breathing hard, pushing him back by the shoulder and he raises a questioning eyebrow.
âWas it not good?â He asks and you curse inwardly.
âMark,â You grab him by the silver necklace he has around his neck, pulling him up so youâre face-to-face. âIâm about to come, what do you think?â
âReally?â He looks impressed with himself. âThen, why did you stop me?â
You tangle your legs around his waist, bringing him close and grind your hips against his. âYou know why.â
Markâs thin lips part in a silent moan, whispering, âFuck,â under his breath but he tries to keep his composure. âNo, I donât,â he says, teasing you though he doesnât look like heâs able to hold himself back long. âBabe, I literally just lost my virginity a few hours ago. You have to tell me what you want.â
âMark.â
âBabe.â
You scowl at him and scowl harder when he has this shit-eating grin on his face, and if your eyes could throw daggers, heâd be in so much pain right now. But Mark is making a sound between a giggle and a snort, which is rather cute but you still kick him in the stomach for playing with you at a time like this. âMark, come on! I want you to fuck me!â
He takes a hold of your thigh, leaning down to place kisses under your ear. âAnd where do you want me to fuck you, exactly?â He whispers, purposely making an mmm sound as he sucks on your earlobe. âShould we move to the bed?â
âNo, fuck, just do it here.â You unbuckle his belt, pushing his jeans and boxer down to around his thighs, low enough for you to stroke his member and position it toward your entrance. âMark, just put your cock inside me.â
It seems like heâs beginning to lose his mind over how desperate you are actually begging him. You guide him toward you, making sure heâs not doing anything wrong and when he pushes inside, you just have to bite on his shoulder to muffle your moan.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he groans, eyes closing shut as he grips on your thighs, nails sinking into the skin almost painfully. âI couldnât remember whether you were you this tight before butâoh Godââ
His movements are still a bit sloppy, but soon he finds the pace you both like and maintains it. When he sees you throwing your head back in pleasure, he grins to himself and lifts your sweater up to your chest. You help him take it off, unclasping your bra with so much effort as he continues pounding into you.
Heâs so consumed by the sight of your breasts bouncing up and down matching his thrusts until he canât take it anymore. âBabe, can I go a little bit rough?â
âWhaâfuck!â Itâs your luck that you donât slam your head against the wall from the sudden force Mark is thrusting into you. He has his mouth on your breast, moving his hips much quicker than before, Â and moaning your name several times under his breath. The desk is clearly making a sound as it bumps against the wall but you donât careâyour parents are out of town and Johnny already heard you two before anyway. You can just apologize to him tomorrow.
Mark suddenly changes position, lifting one of your legs up in the air while keeping the other down so he can slide in deeper. âJohnny-hyung told me to try this,â he says with a smirk on his face. Heâs breathing quite hard, just like you. He kisses the side of your ankle once before he lays your leg on his shoulder. âTell me if itâs too much.â
When he moves his hips again, with so much force that you have to hold on to the table, youâre pretty much just screaming his name. Markâs bangs are sticking to his skin as beads of sweat start to form on his temple, and he pushes his hair back with one hand, chanting your name like a prayer and recording every expression you make in his mind.
You can handle his movements but youâre sure the skin around your waist is going to bruise tomorrow from how hard heâs holding you. Youâre getting distracted by the way the muscles on his abs flex with every movement that it catches you off guard when he suddenly says, âI love you,â between his soft moans. You shudder at his words, leaning forward to wrap your fingers around his arm, begging for support. âMark, youâre not fairââ The rest of your sentence dies when he hits the spot that makes you see stars.
Itâs a little bit embarrassing for you, the much more experienced one, to come undone before he does but Mark doesnât stop, even if you beg him to. âHold on to me,â he says, smashing his lips against yours and adding, âJust a little bit more, baby,â between kisses.
When heâs finished, your back and legs are aching so much that he has to carry you onto the bed. Mark shakes his pants off before he slides under the blanket next to you. He asks whether you want to shower and you shake your head. âTomorrow. I can barely stand right now, to be honest,â you comment which earns a light chuckle from him.
You both sigh out loud, staring at the ceiling and trying the process what the fuck just happened.
âMark?â
âYeah, babe?â
âI know itâs bad for your health, but do you think you can get drunk more often?â
He giggles at that, turning to his side so he can face you. He looks so sleepy and you let him caress your face with his fingers with the little energy he has left. âThank you for today,â he says, smiling dreamily. He leans closer to press your temples together, rubbing the tip of his nose to yours in a childish manner before he kisses you softly. He drifts off to sleep soon after.
When you wake up the next morning, still naked and gross from the night before, you realize that yes, small purplish bruises are forming on the skin of your thighs, waist and for sure, your neck. You look to your right, seeing your boyfriend still sleeping soundly with his stomach pressed against your bed and his lips slightly parted. You donât have the heart to wake him up, but your parents can come home anytime soon and they cannot catch the two of you looking like this.
âMark,â you softly call, placing a hand on his cheek and rubbing his skin with your thumb. âMark, wake up.â
He groans, turning his face away from you. You tap his shoulder, run a hand through his dark locks and still nothing. Huffing, you gather the very little energy you haveâwithout coffee in the morning, youâre pretty much nothingâto turn his body around and crawl on top of him.
âWhaââ Markâs eyes are half-open but donât stay so for long when he notices how youâre basically straddling his bare abs with your naked body. He panics so much that he begins to flail all over the place and end up falling from the bed and knocking you off his lap in the process.
You break into a train of laughter, pulling some blanket to cover your body. âGuess sober Mark is back.â
âWhy are you naked?!â He shrieks, head peeping out from under the bed, and he shrieks louder when he notices that heâs also in his birthday suit. âWhy am I naked?!â
âYou seriously donât remember?â
Mark takes a few seconds to himself, trying to process everything that his blurry memories can give and his jaw falls slack on his face when he realizes that, âWe had sex!â
âYeah, we did. Twice.â You giggle, nudging your head toward your desk which is literally in chaosâpapers scattered everywhere, books falling to the floor, pens unaligned.
Mark follows your gaze and gapes harder. âShit, yeah, on that deskâI rememberâwait, but how?! Whyââ He looks like heâs physically hurting trying to remember every detail, and probably thatâs his hangover talking.
âWant some aspirin?â
He pouts rather cutely. âYes, please.â When you step down from the bed, leaving your blanket behind, Mark blushes and immediately turns his face away, unconsciously letting out a girly yelp as he does so.
âUmm, babe?â
âYeah?â
âYouâre naked.â
You stifle down a laugh. âYes, I noticed. And so are you.â
Mark covers his bottom half with a pillow, face flushed. âC-can you put some clothes on?â
You were planning to, but seeing him react like this makes you re-think your decision. âMark, we literally had sex twice yesterday.â
âI know, donât say it!â He hides his face behind his palm. âItâs still embarrassing for me.â
âYou certainly werenât embarrassed last night,â you tease, âYou even asked whether you could eat me outââ
âGAH!â He has both hands covering his ears, turning his entire body around to hide his face but the way his ears are going red is contradicting his action.
âMark, look at me.â
âNo way in hell!â
Smirking to yourself, you slowly walk to his spot, not covering even an inch of yourself. When you call him again, softer this time, Mark makes a mistake and throws you a glance. Heâs no longer able to take his gaze off you after that.
You spread your legs, sitting on the pillow he has on his lap and wrapping both legs around his waist. Pressing your chest to his, you lean close to his ear. âWanna go for another round?â
Mark gulps.
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Taking Chances Ch. 22:Â Petrichor and Bibliosmia (Library/books)
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Marinette frowned at the rain outside of her window. She had wanted to go to the botanical gardens with Harley and Ivy today. But with the rain, both women decided it would be better to just reschedule. They didnât want her to get sick. Which, to be fair, was sweet. But still upsetting because she really wanted to go to the gardens. Sheâd planned on using the plants as inspiration to make something for Ivy.
âTikki, Iâm bored.â She says, looking at her smallest friend. Tikki just looks at her.
âYouâve been stuck inside because of the weather before, Marinette. Why donât you design?â Tikki suggests. Marinette huffs, flopping back down onto the cushioned window seat.
âBut thereâs nothing inspiring in my room, Tikki.â She mumbles, before shooting back up. âDo you think any of the boys are here?â She asks.
âOnly one way to find out!â Tikki says with a smile, obviously relieved to have avoided any more whining from Marinette. She jumps up, throwing one of Dickâs old hoodies on over her t-shirt. Sheâd always gotten cold easily, and becoming the holder of the Ladybug Miraculous didnât help. That, and the manor was cold on a good day- it would probably be freezing with how bad the weather was. She slides down the banister, knowing her Dad was at work and couldnât yell at her.
âMiss Marinette, if you insist on behaving like your brothers, I will have to resort to treating you like your brothers.â Alfred says with raised eyebrows. But she can sense the smile wanting to break through. She just grins apologetically.
âSorry, Alfred.â She says. âSpeaking of my brothers, are any of them here right now?â She asks. If theyâre not, she could probably convince Alfred to bake something with her. As long as she promises not to slide down the banister again.
âI believe Master Jason is in the library. Masters Dick and Damian are in the gym and Master Tim is at Wayne Enterprises with your father.â He says and she hums, thinking. She could go do some training with Dick and Damian, or she could go sit and sketch in the library with Jason.
âThanks Alfred!â She says, giving him a wide smile before turning and walking down one of the many halls. She glances in open doors as she walks. Despite having lived here for nearly a month, she still got lost going anywhere other than her room, the dining room, the kitchen, and the Batcave. They were kind of the places sheâd gone the most. She could also easily find her dadâs study and the main sitting room, most of the time. But the library wasnât really a place sheâd spent a lot of time in. And while she loved Dick and Damian, she also knew that they hadnât gotten time to hang out just the two of them in a while. Sheâd talked to Dick before, about how when their dad was missing, he was basically Damianâs father. She knew that bonds like that didnât just go away, knew that neither boy wanted it to. So she figured sheâd just annoy Jay instead of barging in on the othersâ bonding time.
Finally finding the library, she grins. Pushing the cracked door open a little more, she moves into the room, jaw dropping. The floor to ceiling bookshelves were packed. There were huge overstuffed couches, and the large windows had window seats attached- perfect little reading nooks. Quickly making a mental note to come to the library more, she starts to search for Jay. She knew he had to be in here. Alfred is never wrong. She grins when she spots him, sitting in what looked like an insanely uncomfortable position, but one she knew from experience was the best.
âWhatchya reading?â She asks, walking over and getting comfortable on the couch next to him.
â<i>Pride and Prejudice<i>.â He says, continuing reading for a moment before putting a little scrap of paper in the book and shutting it. âWhatâs up, Pixie Pop?â He asks, looking at her with a grin. Marinette sighs dramatically and moves so that sheâs upside down on the couch.
âItâs raining. And I was supposed to go to the gardens with Ivy and Harley but they canceled because of my âhealthâ and they were âconcernedâ.â She says with a pout.
âAnd you decided the library was the best place to curb your boredom? No offense kid, but you donât seem like the type to read.â He says and she huffs.
âI like books! Itâs just-â She pauses, remembering the way Lila had teased her for it back in Paris. Her classmates hadnât joined in, not really. Theyâd just agreed that she was a little odd.
âYou okay, Pix?â Jason asks, his earlier grin replaced with a slightly concerned look. Marinette winces and nods.
âYeah itâs- I can read. I swear I can. But when Iâm looking at a book, or an article or anything with a lot of text, it gets hard to pick out the pieces. Things just kind of swirl together and then I canât decode it and I get frustrated and just stop reading. It sucks, âcause I do like books. I listen to audiobooks while doing commissions.â She rambles, stopping and turning red. Though that may be from hanging upside down on the couch. Sighing, she sits up and shrugs. âSorry Iâm so weird.â She says. Jasonâs face morphs into a scowl.
âJust âcause you learn differently doesnât mean youâre weird, kid. Just means youâve got your own style. Donât let any of those little shits you go to school with tell you differently.â He says, reaching out and ruffling her hair. She smiles at him, a genuine happy smile. She was so relieved that he didnât think she was weird. Or stupid. Lila had thrown that word around. That one hurt. Marinette prided herself on her quick thinking and cleverness. And her grades. They were some of the best in the class! So for Lila to call her stupidâŠ
âPixie.â Jason says, drawing the nickname out in a sing-song voice. She looks at him and raises an eyebrow. âYou were zoned out, kid. So, was there something ya wanna do?â He asks. Marinette glances down at the book in his hand and frowns.
âI donât wanna keep you from reading. I can just sit in here with you. Iâll probably end up grabbing my sketchbook.â She says. Jason waves in a âno big dealâ motion.
âIâve read this book a million times.â He reassures her. She glances at the cover again, realizing itâs not one sheâs really heard much about before.
âWhatâs it about?â She asks. âIâve never read it.â Jayâs face morphs into a huge grin.
âYou said you like listening to books, right?â He asks. She nods. âWell, then settle in because Iâm going to read to you.â He says proudly with a grin.
âOh, you really donât-â She tries to say. She didnât want to make him read to her. That was not-
âOh but I want to.â He says, effectively cutting off her mental ramble before she can complete her meltdown. âListen Pix, this is one of my favorite books. If you go listen to some dumb audio book, you wonât get my commentary. Trust me, this is the best way for you to read the book.â He says and she snorts, shaking her head lightly.
âOkay, Jay, letâs read a book.â
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Finally arriving home after being stuck at the office, Bruce sets off to find his daughter. Since his apology a few days ago, heâd attempted to make an effort to check in on her and see how she was doing. He tried to also do the same with the boys, but they had all given him odd looks, so he didnât continue. He checks her room, the Batcave, the sitting room- nothing. He finally decides to check the kitchen. If he had to guess, sheâd be there baking with Alfred. He walks in and sees Alfred, but no Marinette.
âGood evening, Alfred. Have you seen Marinette?â Bruce asks, silently hoping she hadnât left the planet again.
âI believe sheâs in the library with Master Jason.â Alfred says and Bruce blinks in surprise. Heâd never seen her read a book before, while Jason always had a book on him. He supposed it could be a hobby of hers that he just hasnât noticed. Or, she could have just followed Jason. Which seems more likely. The two of them were all but attached at the hip ever since the Gala. It was surprising, but at the same time welcoming. Thanking Alfred quickly, he walks towards the library. Heâd just say hi and leave. No need to make them stop reading if they were having fun. Gently pushing open the library door he walks in and pauses at the sight. Marinette had wrapped herself in a blanket and was almost sitting on the edge of the couch, leaning forward with an intense look of concentration on her face. Jason had his legs swung over the arm of the couch and was reading out loud. Immediately recognizing the book as Jasonâs favorite, Bruce slowly leaves the library, careful not to let the door slam. Heâd have the chance to talk to Marinette later, but for now, heâd let the two continue reading in peace.
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Congrats on the milestone!đđ Can I request b, i and w for childe, please?
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Notes: Thank you! I was hoping someone would request W for Childe because I have the perfect headcannon >:)
CHILDE / TARTAGLIA
⊠B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
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If you asked him outright what he admired about you, it would take him a split second to reply with âeverythingâ.
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Though if he gave it more thought, he would lean towards the more cliche things: the enchanting colour of your eyes, the way your smile made him feel.
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Your partner also adored the passion you had for your hobbies. The way you would talk about them with so much joy made him remember why exactly he fell for you in the first place.
Childe had a long day full of work, meaning he came home very late at night. Sneaking into your home in hopes to not wake you up, thinking you would be asleep, he peered in the bedroom to see you sitting up with the covers wrapped around your shoulders.
Sitting next to you, he took your hands in his own. âYouâre up pretty late. Did you have a nightmare?â His thumb rubbed circles on your palm, his eyes searching yours.
âChilde, what do you like about me?â You couldnât help your voice breaking a little from the tears you were holding back.
Catching onto this, your partner quickly hugged you in his arms, squeezing you tight. âWhat donât I like about you? Youâre perfect in every way.â He placed a gentle kiss on your lips, making sure you were paying attention to him instead of sinking back into your thoughts.
âYour flaws.â Kiss. âYour appearance.â Kiss. âThe way you annoyingly hog the blanket when you sleep.â Kiss. âI love all of it.â
You leant into him, resting your head on his shoulder, still resisting the urge to cry.
âWhere did this train of thought come from?â He smiled sympathetically, concern filling his eyes. How long had you been feeling this way? He felt awful for not noticing it sooner.
You shrugged. âThere are several better people out there for you who are so much better than I am. I-"
âNo.â He lifted your face and pulled you in for a long, breathless kiss. âThere is no one in Teyvat who is as perfect for me as you are.â
As he laid you down and tucked you in, holding you tight as you drifted to sleep, you started to believe his words.
⊠I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
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You didnât really change him too much, he was still a harbinger who loved his work and his family. But you helped him revert back to his past self who realised how much he missed spending all of his time with the people he loved.
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Before he became a harbinger and he was just a mere fatui lackey, he spent the majority of his time with his siblings and helping out around the house.
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Now that you were a part of his family, he wanted his old ways of living back so he could spend his time with you, treasuring every moment you had together.
When you returned home from work and had gotten inside your home, you noticed something felt off. There was another jacket hung up on the coat stand and an extra pair of shoes sitting on the doormat when there wasnât usually.
âChilde?â You called out into your home in confusion. He wasnât normally back this early as it was only just after lunchtime and your partner was always swamped with work. What was going on?
You were met with your lover running towards you and encasing you in his arms. âYou arenât supposed to be home yet,â he murmured into your ear, his arms stretching out behind you.
All you could do was chuckle. âMe? Iâm not supposed to be here at this hour? This is the time I usually finish my shift, youâre the one whoâs acting out of the-â before you could continue, the door opened behind you and Childe gently pushed you out.
âCome back in a short while,â he smiled as though nothing was wrong, âthen Iâll let you back inside.â
As the door shut in your face, your jaw hung ajar in shock. What in the archons was going on? Did he just kick you out of your own home?
You waited outside of the door with your arms crossed, and, thankfully, only a quarter of an hour had passed before he let you back in.
âWhatâs going on?â You were starting to get worried. Had he done something?
âIâm sorry.â He rubbed a hand behind his neck sheepishly. âI didnât want you to spoil the surprise before it was even ready.â Offering his hand for you to take, you cautiously accepted it, letting him lead you into your dining room.
On the table was a grand meal set up for the two of you, the food steaming having just come out of the oven. The napkins in front of the plates were crimson and folded neatly to look like small hearts, and a candle sat in the centre so the lights around you could be dimmed.
âI wanted to do something nice for you and make this a special occasion seeing as I feel like I owe you that.â Coming up behind you he wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his chin on your shoulder. âDo you like it?â
A smirk appeared on your lips, disguising the heart that fluttered at an erratic rate in your chest. âWell, presentation wise itâs amazing, but I havenât gotten to try the food yet.â
He walked over to your chair and held it out for you to sit down so he could tuck you in. âBefore we eat...â Childe handed you an envelope sealed with a wax stamp.
He watched nervously as you opened it, his eyes roaming over the boat tickets that you held.
âTo Snezhnaya?â You questioned, astonishment taking over you at the realisation you made.
âIâd like you to meet my family!â
⊠W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
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Despite his lack of free time, your partner was actually quite an impressive cook, picking up the skill from taking care of his siblings every now and again.
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He thought of the kitchen as his battle ground and of the dish he was making as his fight. Anyone who joined him with the cooking would suffer to his wrath as he challenged them to see who could make the best food.
You were visiting his home in Snezhnaya for the first time and it already felt like you had been there for years, having settled in straight away. When you had first seen it, you were overcome with shock with how grand it was. Of course you were expecting something extravagant as the money Childe earned was on an insane level, but you didnât expect it to look so warm, so homely.
Tonia, Teucer and Anthon were also just as lovely as you had imagined. They had sent letters to you for quite some time so you knew them quite well, it was nice to meet them in person for once.
âHey.â you looked up at your partner from where you were laid on his chest. âDo you want to bake something, maybe like some cookies?â
He flashed you an evil smirk and Teucer gasped in shock, âno! Now heâs going to get all competitive!â
âOh really?â You raised your brows, waiting for Childeâs response.
âI would love to, only if we can see who can make the best ones. But be warned, I do have the advantage seeing as this is my kitchen. I will be brutal.â
Returning his grin, you stood and made your way over to the cupboards to get a head start on gathering ingredients. âChallenge accepted.â
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You decided to make some generic chocolate-chip cookies to be on the safe side as they were something you werenât likely to mess up, if you didnât burn them, that was.
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Your partnerâs siblings (who were also the awaiting judges) stood in the doorway watching with awe as the two of you prepared and baked, observing the chaos unfolding.
As your cookies were baking, you eyed Childe who was working on decorations for his blue-coloured biscuits. He was putting in a lot of effort into this, so much that you were slightly worried over the victory you thought you had secured.
Reaching into the bag of flour that was lying out, you grabbed a handful of it and threw it at the back of his head. If you couldnât win from skill, youâd just have to distract him until the time was up.
He turned around slowly, pausing what he was doing with a murderous expression. âSo this is how you want to play? May I suggest that you take cover before we start this war?â His hand snatched the flour away from you, aiming it so it was going to pour its whole contents over your head.
You cried out, dashing out of the kitchen past his siblings and hiding behind them. They laughed, trying to move out of the way, but you wouldnât let them.
Childe scoffed. âIf you donât come and face me with courage, your cookies are going to burn.â
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You faced him eventually, but he was too absorbed in his icing to even notice you had snuck back in.
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You presented your cookies neatly arranged in a circle on a plate which appeared to be very inferior in comparison to your partnerâs. His were not only blue in colour, but he had iced them so that they looked like small seashells, a white-chocolate star in the centre.
â
The judging began and while Childe clearly won for presentation, yours won for the taste.
He pulled you in for a hug, kissing the top of your head and then leaning down to your ear. âNext time, there will be no victory for you.â From his tone, you couldnât tell if it was a playful taunt, or a serious threat.
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Oooo oh! The post you just made is so interesting! Can you do a version with how things go down in the supervillain universe? Like all the dorm heads call Yuu Prefect and Yuu freaks out internally as to how these younger version of the supervillains know their secret?
@ectopus said: ok now i wanna know more on whats happening with older Yuu with the dorm leaders from twisted wonderland
Anonymous said: Finding out your crush is also your enemy sometimes ally is amazing funny! Reporter Yuu gots their hands full with these teenagers and twenty-year-old.
Yuu the Reporter isnât exactly happy to hear frantic banging on their apartment door late at night. Unsurprised, but not happy.
âI know I told you all I have the 6AM shift tomorrow.â They grouse loudly as they go to open it. âSo I donât care what amazing scheme it is you want to kidnap me for, it is not my proââ
They stop short when they see what looks like younger versions of Tsunotaro, Charon, and...is that Viper-san? The aide to Kalim Al-Asim?
The trio are huddled together miserably on their doorstep, all dressed in similar school uniforms. Tsunotaro and Charon have a blazer and a hoodie held over their heads, as if that will in any way disguise them.
âThis just became my problem, didnât it.â The reporter says glumly to the three...teenagers? They look like teenagers, Great Seven theyâre so lanky and baby-faced, itâs making Yuu feel old.
Teenage Charon lets out a squeak, the edges of his hair flaring hot pink under his hoodie. Teenage Tsunotaro is just staring at them, wide-eyed and mute. Teen Viper-san swallows and says âYou think?â in what is probably supposed to be a sardonic manner, but the effect is kinda ruined by his voice cracking halfway through.
It says a lot about Yuuâs life that they just open the door wider and stand aside to let the teenagers shuffle in with only a weary, âAge ray or alternate selves?â
Of course, it can never just be two or three afflicted with the supervillains.
Malleus, Idia, and Jamil are in the middle of explaining how they each came to in different lairs, running into each other on their way to the only recognizable name in the lairâs databases and running away from the screaming townsfolk in Malleus and Idiaâs cases, when thereâs another violent pounding at the door.
The reporter has to get Jamil to put his...magic wand? thing away before they can go see who it is. Yuuâs not sure how much damage that thing can do, but theyâd rather their apartment not get turned into the scene of a brawl again, please and thank you.
The teenager insists on hovering though, as though Yuu is not a grown ass adult who can open doors on their own and not shatter like glass. He promptly gets bowled over by the three other uniformed teenagers and young adult (?) that burst in the moment the handle turns.
The younger King slams the door shut behind them, tail lashing up a storm and ears nearly flat on his head, a growl still rumbling in his chest. The teenage Octo Dealerâs glasses have been snapped clean in half. Yuu still doesnât get why younger versions of Dr. Rosehearts and Schoenheit-san are with them, but the pair of civilians look understandably shaken.
They are all covered in glitter.
The reporter recognizes that look well. âA RSA hero found you, didnât they?â
Schoenheit-san sneezes on glitter as he scoffs, âHero? An overgrown manchild courting indecent exposure and awful fashion sense is more like it!â
White Neige it is then.
The reporter goes to get the first aid kit and lint roller to begin patching up the high schoolers like theyâve done countless times for the minions and supervillains before them.
So Yuuâs little apartment is now filled with high schoolers. High schoolers who are having some trouble absorbing the fact that theyâre in a world where four of them are highly feared supervillains, and three of them are hapless civilians. All of them seem to be united in glaring at Grim when he strolls out of the reporterâs bedroom and asks how they all got so small.
By now, Yuuâs phone has begun blowing up with messages from the Game Night group and the other minions asking where their bosses are.
The reporter texts back that they have no idea where Snake Charmer, Poison Queen, or Royal Flush are, but they do snap a picture to send in a group message of the teenage boys who are currently bickering over who gets to sit on the couch versus the floor, and whether Leona lying down on it and taking up the whole thing is âfairâ to everyone else.
Uproar in the chat.
Lilia is squeeing over how small and cute Malleus is, lookit him in his little fancy school uniform!! Sebek is both joining in with this praise, and terrified about how they can turn the young master back to his old self! Silver is asleep because he has that luxury, the lucky bastard.
Ruggie is disappointed that his boss doesnât have anything embarrassing that could potentially serve as blackmail material to get himself a pay raise. Jack wants to arm wrestle young Leona if heâs still there tomorrow and see who would win.
Floyd and Jade want to come over to pick on Azul! Yuu says no! They say theyâre coming anyway!!
Ortho is coming too!! His nii-san is now younger and needs him and thereâs nothing Yuu can do about it!!
Lilia heavily implies that they all can wait until tomorrow or else.
Suddenly Yuu is no longer anticipating any more house guests tonight. Yay?
Waterboyâs weirdly excited at the picture of Jamil, and Huntsman keeps rhapsodizing about Vilâs youthful beauty, but theyâre both a little odd so the reporter purposely thinks nothing of it.
Just like they think nothing of Treyâs oddly monosyllabic mother-henning over the young Riddle. Heâs much smaller than the other boysâhe probably just set of Treyâs big brother instincts is all. And if the rest of the Heartslaybul minions have gone strangely quiet too? Theyâre likely just busy searching for Royal Flush. Nothing to read into here, no sir.
Yuuken tells Yuu to call if they need any extra food or blankets for their guests or anything. Heâll try to convince their bossâs boss that Yuuâs taken ill tomorrow. For a moment, all seems right with the world.
Then Azul calls for the âprefectâ to come settle the couch argument.
Yuu promptly drops the cup they were about to pour lemon tea into.
They wave off Malleus and Riddleâs concern, Azulâs apologies, and Jamilâs attempts to clear up the shards up for them, saying they were just...startled at being addressed like that.
The reporter explains that, while the studentsâ version of Yuu might be known as a prefect back at their school, here The Prefect is the name of a...controversial vigilante. One who foils the villainous schemes of the top seven supervillains in the city, and usually takes quite the beating while doing so. The supervillainsâ ire even extends to their friend and cameraman, Yuuken, whoâs only suspected of being the Prefect.
Yuu likes being on good enough terms with the supervillains that they know even if they get kidnapped, they wonât get seriously hurt. If they or any of their minions were to be given reason, however flimsy, to believe the reporter was The Prefect...
Well. Yuu doesnât like to think about what would happen then.
The high schoolers keep shooting Yuu looks that suggest they donât buy this flimsy explanation, but they let the subject drop mercifully, turning back to serving tea and dividing up who will be sleeping where.
Another argument erupts when the reporter offers to sleep on the floor so one or two of them can share their bed. Leona and Malleus come close to almost burning the apartment down before Yuu takes a page out of Uncle Divvyâs book and breaks out the rolled up newspaper to restore order.
Later that night, after itâs all settled and the students are all fast asleep, Yuu the Reporter has a panic attack in the privacy of their bathroom.
They donât know how much longer they can keep this up.
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Whumptober 2021 - October 3 - "Who did this to you?"
Fandoms: Linked Universe
Ao3
Warnings: major injury, attempted murder, blood, near-death experiences
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Trouble comes with a smiling face; not that Wild knows that yet. All he sees is an eager young woman with kind eyes and a humble dress, offering to show him where he can get some wine to cook with tonight.
He and the rest of the heroes have been on the road for quite a while now, without a single town in sight. Nothing but various barns to cross their path. This is the first actual town theyâve seen in miles, even though itâs not a very big one. Yet, there is a small inn for weary travelers, and a marketplace near the front entrance of the town where farmers can sell their goods and towns-folk and gossip. The whole group of them are rather low on funds, but the market seemed like the perfect excuse to relax. Spend some money that they just barely have. Pretend to be normal people for just a few hours.
Just until sunset.
It was Wild, Twilight, Warriors, and Hyrule out in the market while the others were making deals with the innkeepers to get cheaper rooms and more beds. Wild wasnât really sure what the others were wanting to find out in the market today, but Wild was on the hunt for quality ingredients for quality food that he couldnât make while on the road. He planned on making a meal tonight fit enough for Zelda herself, and he needed wine to do it. Not to drink, of course not, but to soak into fine slices of meat to add extra flavoring. Nothing strong enough to get a man tipsyâand if he ends up with extra wine, heâll put it in a flask and gift it to the Old Man. Hylia knows he deserves it.
But he couldnât find anything even remotely related to wine in these small markets. Some stalls sell alcoholic jars of milk, but Wild honestly has never even heard of milk that could be alcoholic, let alone ever cooked with it. By the time the sun was starting to caress the horizon, frustration was bubbling in his belly because of this and all he could think about were those berries he saw on a tree a few days ago that looked perfect for making some of his own wine out of.
Twilight and Warriors were looking at a jewel-smith's stall, admiring the finely crafted trinkets and murmuring to themselves about the ones that would match her eyes, or impress that gentleman at the tavern, and Wild soon lost interest in both the stall and his love-sick companions. He had stood several feet off, leaning against a brick wall, eyeing the closest stalls to him and hoping for even a small sight of anything close to wine set up for sale.
And then he saw her. Trouble, despite him not knowing it. He didnât even suspect it. Perhaps heâs gotten too used to the threats of other worlds, that he forgot the threats of his own.
She walked up to him, a swish to her brown dress that seemed to almost have a pink tint. Her hair was brown, done up in messy braids and a bun above her head. Wild assumed she was the daughter of a farmer who was selling crops from their farm, so he didnât assess her too critically. Before he knew it, she was stopped a few feet from him, swaying her dress side to side between her thin fingers.
âIs there something youâre looking for, travelers?â she asked, her voice sweet like sugared honey. Beside him, Hyrule blushed a bit at the ears.
Wild wasnât much in a good mood at the moment, but he decided that asking for help might be his only option at this point. âIâm looking for wine, or any kind of beverage like it made out of berries?â
The girl hummed, pressing her finger to her chin in thought. âThe most popular beverage âround here is milkâŠâ she said, and Wildâs shoulders slumped. But then she continued. âThough, I know a liquor shop further in town where they sell all kinds of drinks. Iâll show you the way, but it closes really soon.â
Hope surged in Wildâs chest. Perhaps he would be able to make a fancy meal tonight after all! Feeling in lighter spirits than he had all night, he told Hyrule to inform Twilight and Warriors that he would be going to the liquor shop. Wild barely noticed the slight hesitation on Hyruleâs face before he turned and did as he was asked. Wild should have noticed it. He should have thought more about how eager and smooth talking the girl was, should have been more in tune with his companionâs concerns, but he followed her out of the market anyway.
And now heâs here, laying on the ground in a pool of his own blood thanks to a hole in his stomach. The âliquor storeâ was nothing more than an abandoned shop several blocks away from the market, but he only found that out when he walked inside and saw the hastily put together lanterns to give the illusion of life, each one placed among dust and cobwebs. Before he could even turn back and question what was going on, the girl was sliding her arm around his side and heartlessly impaling him with a familiarly curved, sickle-like blade.
Her laugh was also familiar as his knees gave out and he crumpled to the floor, wheezing. Though not familiar in a way that he knew her name; he knew her kind.
âWh-â he gasps, using one hand to clutch at the floor blanketed in bloody dust, and the other to press onto the wound in his stomach like heâs trying to keep everything in. âWhat-â
âYouâre probably wondering why Iâm here, hero,â the girl⊠Yiga chuckles, stepping over his crumpled body to squat by his head. âTo tell the truth, Iâm not sure either. I fell into a portal⊠and found myself in a whole new world. And I saw you, and your friends. I canât tell you how long Iâve been waiting for the perfect moment to take you down. This is for Master Kohga-â Wildâs too weak to fight her off as she reaches for his body, searching his pockets and taking the only healing potions that he had. â-and for Calamity Ganon. I donât care what happens to me now, as long as you die painfully and slowly, right here.â
Then, she stands up, takes his potions, and leaves, shutting the door behind her as she laughs into the night.
Stupid. Wild is so stupid. How did he not guess something like this would happen? Did he truly let his guard down so badly that he forgot to always be on the lookout for Yiga soldiers? Has he become so comfortable traveling between worlds that didnât have rogue Sheikah that it didnât matter for him to worry about them as much?
Heâs going to bleed out and die here, all because he wanted some wine to cook with in a town that only sold fucking milk and he couldnât bother to make sure the person he was following was actually someone with good intentions. He can already feel his vision swirling, and his entire body feels pathetically weak and cold. The pain is unbearable, bringing tears to his eyes.
He coughs up blood, and does his best to prepare himself for a failureâs death, as heâs too weak to even call for help; let alone try and save himself.
StupidâŠ
His vision swirls white, and then fades black, and he knows nothing more.
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âSomethingâs wrong,â Twilight says, several minutes after Hyrule told him and Warriors that Wild had gone off with some farmer girl to find a liquor store.
âSomething is wrong,â Twilight repeats when they ask a local villager for directions to the nearest liquor store, and they reply the only alcohol this town sells is the milk in the market.
Hyrule is quick to point out the direction he remembers seeing Wild and the girl go off in, and then they thankfully split up to cover more ground. The second thereâs no one to see, Twilight changes into his wolf form, sniffing the air desperately for his kid. Wildâs scent is one that he will always remember, itâs stored and locked within his brain, right next to Mipha, Zelda, and all the kids at Ordon.
He finds Wildâs trail after a nerve wracking few moments, and then heâs dashing through dimly lit streets like his life depends on it.
The feeling of something being horribly wrong only gets stronger when he finds Wildâs scent leading inside a run down looking building with dim, flickering lanterns in the windows. Then, the reek of blood hits his nostrils at full force. He shifts back into his human form and bursts into the front door without a single care on whatâs on the other side.
The stench of blood is stronger here, even for his human nose. But that doesnât matter. What matters is that his eyes drop to the floor along with what feels like a stone in his stomach. Wild is at his feet, curled up like a child, red pooling around his terribly pale body.
âNo-â Twilight drops down to his knees, already pulling out his spare red potion and gathering Wild into his arms. Wild makes a strangled groan through his throat, but his eyes are squeezed closed.
Heâs alive though. The thought that heâs still alive is the only thing that gives Twilight enough strength to pull out the cork of his jar and shove the opening to Wildâs lips.
Wild chokes as the liquid enters his mouth, but Twilight doesnât let up. Itâs preferable to drink red potions, but when it comes to drastic situations like this, just getting it in the injured person's body is enough to save their lives. Wild coughs through the liquid and writhes in Twilight's arms, and itâs all Twilight can do to keep the bottle there and shakily whisper every comforting word that he knows. Eventually, color returns to Wildâs cheeks, and his eyes blink open blearily as his choking turns into instinctive swallows.
When the contents of the bottle is gone, Twilight lets the glass jar fall to the floor as he now uses his newly freed hand to check Wildâs wound.
Itâs still nasty, and deep, but no longer life threatening. Another potion or some stitches and Wild will be as good as new. For the first time in what feels like years, Twilight allows himself to breath out a sigh of intense relief.
âTwiâŠ?â Wild asks, voice incredibly small.
Twilight holds him just a little tighter, willing his heart to calm down. Heâs almost⊠heâs come so close to almost losing-
âWho did this to you?â Twilight demands with a bite to his tone that he doesnât mean to direct at Wild.
Wild doesnât react to it though. He just closes his eyes and shakes his head. âIt⊠doesnât matterâŠâ he replies in a whisper. Twilight feels anger swell in his stomach and he almost argues back, but Wild talks more despite how much it must still hurt. âLater,â he says. ââM hurt, wanna sleep. Deal with⊠it later.â
Twilight takes a deep breath, counts to five, then lets it out. He doesnât feel any less upset. However, he keeps his voice level, deciding that arguing with Wild here will just upset the boy more than help him.
âOkay,â he agrees reluctantly. âIâm going to carry you, okay? Iâm out of potions, but Wars or Hyrule should be nearby with some of their own. Then we can go get a well deserved sleep.â
Wild simply nods and relaxes into Twilightâs arms, breathing a sigh and closing his eyes. Twilight bites his lip, then resolves himself to hold one of his dearest friends close to his chest as he stands up. Thereâs blood everywhere, staining his hands, his tunic, his boots, his pants. But he got here in time. Wild will be okay.
Thatâs all that matters now. Once Wild has all his color back and his stomach no longer has a hole in it⊠then Twilight can make sure whoever did this regrets being born.
âI got you, kid,â he says, âI got you.â
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My Best Decision
Pairing: Javier Peña x AFAB!Reader
Word Count: 3.5k
Warnings:Â Smut (18!!!+), Oral sex (fem receiving), Unprotected sex, Filth, Possible typos and bad usage of commas.
A/N: I have a whole ass universe to these two tucked away somewhere in my mind and this scene felt like it needed to be written so here we are. I havenât written anything substantial in years so pls be nice to me, thanks. You can also read it on AO3 here. Big thanks to @dirty-holy-thingsâ for being a general gem of a friend and proofreading this for me. Hope yâall enjoy!!!
Summary: Time to yourselves is something hard to come by for you and Javi. When his dad offers to take your little one for the night, you have a few things in mind on what you can fill the quiet with.
Texas was a different kind of hot, you quickly came to realize. Colombia had been sticky and humid, the feeling of your clothes sticking to your skin the absolute worst. Texas came with a dry heat compared to Colombia and it was a change that was welcome in your book.
Itâd been about two years now in Laredo and it always made you wonder when youâd stop comparing the two places. Itâs not like you lived in Colombia all that long, anyway; just the time it took to complete your Masterâs Degree and a few months after, staying behind with Javier until his assignment with the DEA was over. Javi had warned you of all the different things moving to Texas entailed when the decision had been made, even offering up a few other options- like Miami, where Steve had tried to entice the two of you to join him and Connie and their kids. But, Texas had felt right for some reason. Being close to Javierâs father and having that sense of family was something you craved and so, Laredo became home.
Once you had your first child, it just cemented that moving to Texas had been the right decision. Javi had been a mess in the delivery room, pacing constantly and offering to get you anything every 10 seconds. It wouldâve been funnier if you werenât in pain and almost screaming at him to fuck off. Your daughter was born screaming and crying into the world, Javiâs tears unstoppable as he cut the cord and passed her over to you, the gentle grip on her so tender and careful.Â
The sight of Chucho crying when heâd met your little girl at the hospital, whispering to her how spoiled she was going to be by her abuelo, was something youâd never forget and with Javi rolling his eyes behind his fatherâs back, you knew he was going to be just as bad as his father, if not worse, and he was. Tiny little Emilia AnaĂs Peña had the two men wrapped around her finger the second she yawned, her fists popping out of the blanket she was wrapped in, in search of a finger to hold on to.Â
Now, at just six months, your little girl was a handful and that was putting it lightly. She was crawling everywhere and yanking on anything she could get her hands on, and that included yours and Javiâs hair. A moment of peace was hard to come by, her cries loud and piercing if no one was paying attention to her. Javier was always the first one to give into her pleas, placating her wails with quiet songs sung under his breath and a soothing hand across her back. She was a daddyâs girl and you couldnât even find it in you to be upset about it, the sight always putting an instant smile on your face.Â
It was crazy to think there was a time where you believed something like this wasnât possible- the family, the house together, and anything really beyond a late night hook-up with Javier. Yet, here you were, and Emilia was the perfect blend of you two as you caught her dark eyes slowly drifting close on Javierâs shoulder.Â
âJavi?â You ask, shuffling the bills that cluttered your kitchen table into a neat pile and setting them aside to go through after dinner.
âYeah baby?â He slowly turns to glance at you, his hand spanning across your daughterâs back as he holds her to his chest. You could already see the drool mark on his salmon colored shirt and smile softly to yourself. It was still early, and any sleep she got was a blessing. 3am wake up calls were getting tiring and Javi was taking the brunt of them, letting you sleep.
âI was thinking,â you start, walking towards him to brush a fallen strand of hair across Emiliaâs forehead as she breathes in slowly. âMaybe Chucho could take Emilia tonight? He called earlier and mentioned I sounded tired, asked if we needed a break. I thought it would be nice to have a night to ourselves. Maybe actually catch up on sleep, watch a movie.â
You wouldâve been offended at Javierâs father calling you out, a quiet chuckle escaping you when he brought it up, but you knew he was right. Sleep was a myth at this point and it was only made worse now as Emilia was slowly starting to get her teeth in. You told him youâd let him know what Javier thought by lunch time, giving him a quiet thank you before youâd hung up.Â
The look on Javiâs face was one you knew well. It was his thinking face. Brows furrowed in thought, lips pursed. He was silently going over the pros and cons of being away from your daughter for the first time, his lips pursed. âItâs gonna have to happen at some point, right? I guess thatâs fine,â he finally acquiesces, hiking Emilia higher up on his chest while she snoozes. âCall my dad and let him know weâll be over in an hour. Iâve got a few things I need to finish up.â With a kiss to your forehead, he turns out of the kitchen and whispers quietly to Emilia that her âdaddy was going to miss her so muchâ.
You nod mostly to yourself as he leaves, watching as he heads through the house to no doubt hole himself up in the office with Emilia on his chest while he read over papers he needed to grade. There wasnât a task he did day-to-day where he didnât try to have Emilia with him. Heâd take her to class with him if you didnât physically remove her from his side in the mornings. Watching Javier hand her over to Chucho would be interesting and you smirk as you walk back to the kitchen to call your father-in-law, a little pep to your step as you thought about all the things you could do in the next 24 hours.
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The handoff had been hilarious, your giggles quiet behind your hand as you watched your daughter reach for her grandfather with a giant smile on her face and paying no mind to Javiâs scowl. Emilia was just as smitten with her abuelo as she was with her father and she wasnât nearly as torn up about the goodbye as Javier was. Sheâd giggled and waved bye with the help of Chucho as youâd left and it almost looked like Javier wanted to cry. Heâd huffed once you were back in his truck and remained quiet on the short drive back to your house, your hand reaching for his in a comforting squeeze.Â
The house seemed strange, feeling almost empty, without Emiliaâs presence despite her toys being scattered throughout the living room. Some part of you felt guilty at your excitement to finally have a night without your daughter but, it was needed and youâd be damned if you didnât try to make the most of it. Locking the door behind you once Javier was sitting on the couch, you kicked your shoes off and sat down to curl yourself into his side, his arm wrapping around you tight.
âAre you gonna mope around until we pick her up tomorrow?â You tease him, reaching up to tilt Javierâs gaze towards your own.
A slow smile breaks across his features and he shakes his head, looking guilty. âNo. Iâm sorry,â he sighs, taking your hand from his chin to lace your fingers together. âItâs just weird and I know itâs something that weâll have to do but I just. Miss her.âÂ
âI know, Javi,â you nod, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. âWhy donât we take a nap and then Iâll make us lunch and we can just bask in the quietness for a little bit, hm?â
âYeah, that sounds,â he yawns, making you chuckle. âGood. Yeah, a nap sounds good.â
As you push yourself up off the couch and stretch, Javiâs calloused fingers reach out and brush across the bare skin of your hip, your t-shirt raising with the stretch of your arms and the feeling of his hands on you sends a slight shiver up your spine. Itâd been far too long since the two of you managed to be intimate, your mind blanking on the last time it wasnât just hurried hands and covered mouths to muffle the moans and grunts from seeking a quick release before running off towards Emiliaâs cries.
Itâs like Javiâs tiredness is suddenly forgotten, the bareness of your skin a reminder that he hasnât touched you in so long. A smirk slides across his lips while his hand travels further up your shirt, squeezing along your side until his fingers skim across the underside of your left breast and this thumb seeks out the hardened peak of your nipple to pull between his nimble fingers.Â
âJavi,â his name is quiet on your lips and youâre not sure if he even heard it until you feel his hand engulf the entirety of your breast and he squeezes and kneads the sensitive flesh in answer.
âPlease.â
In a flash, Javier is pulling you down onto his lap where he still sits on the couch and youâre almost winded at the move as you sit on his strong thighs to steady yourself.
You hate that you want to stop this and move it to the bedroom where his back wonât hurt as bad, where you both can spread out and enjoy each other because the spontaneity of it all is sexy and a call back to your time in Colombia where you and Javi couldnât get enough of each other.Â
When you donât automatically start grinding down onto his lap, Javi glances up at you curiously, âWhatâs wrong, baby?
âTake me to bed?â
He gets it then with a quick nod and you know heâs thinking the same things you are and pulls you close to his chest as he moves off the couch and slides you back down to the ground. Taking your hand in his, he guides the two of you down the hallway towards your bedroom. Itâs almost comical, the eagerness of your steps, and he presses you against the wall just next to the door of the room once youâre inside.Â
âCanât believe I didnât think of this sooner when you suggested dropping off Emilia at my dadâs,â he breathes against your ear, hands falling to your hips and squeezing them tight.Â
You laugh against his ear, his mouth moving across your neck and his lips trailing across your collarbone to sponge heavy kisses on any bare skin he can find. âKinda figured it was an unspoken thing. Iâll be more blunt next time,â you grin, running a hand through his dark hair and tugging him away from your neck to lock your gaze with his. âFuck me, Javi. Iâve missed your cock, baby. Please.âÂ
His eyebrows raise in surprise at your bluntness but he wastes no time, pulling you away from the wall to back you up against the foot of your bed where you fall back, your hands reaching back to catch your fall. Biting your lip as you watch Javiâs chest heave, the tight pink shirt stretched across his chest, your legs instantly pressing together in search of some relief. Even just looking at him has you wet between your thighs and the movement isnât lost on him.Â
Javier is quick to undress, his clothes haphazardly tossed to the side, leaving him in only his boxers where his cock is straining against the seam in the middle. Seeing his clear arousal causes another wave of wetness to pool between your legs and you crook a finger, hoping to entice him to come closer. Kneeling on the bed, he brings you up with him to lay against the pillows and trails a finger down your thin t-shirt to where your leggings sit on your stomach, tracing along the waistband.Â
âTell me what you want, hermosa,â Javi asks you quietly, nose nudging against your cheek while his fingers dip just slightly under the fabric.Â
Normally you werenât so bold, but with how pent up you were there was no hesitation to your voice when you spoke up, turning to look him in the eye. âI want your mouth on my pussy, Javi. Then I want you to fuck me so hard I canât walk the next day.â His fingers still against your skin, the side of his mouth quirking up and he sat up suddenly, yanking down your shorts along with your underwear to leave you bare from the waist below.Â
âSo wet for me already, hm?â Javier spreads your legs wider, putting you on display for him and your body is shameless in the way it opens itself for his greedy eyes. Your hands slide up your tummy and under your shirt to grasp at your breasts, tugging on your nipples while you watch him watch you.Â
Rough hands smooth up your thighs as Javi moves to settle himself between your legs. Your eyes follow his movements, watching as he licks his lips once he pulls your pussy lips apart and sighs softly to himself. âMost beautiful pussy Iâve ever seen,â he makes sure to tell you before flicking your clit with his tongue.Â
Javi is relentless in the way he eats you out, mouth sloppy and slick after just a moment and when he looks up at you from his place between your thighs, you can see how debauched he already is. You blink quickly as Javi spits on your pussy, bringing a finger up to rub the wetness against your clit and you cry out. Your hands move from your chest to grip the comforter below you and you pant his name like a prayer once his two of his fingers slowly slide inside of you.Â
âItâs been so long, baby. Gonna have to stretch you out a bit before I slide my cock in you.â Javiâs voice is rough, scratchy and you bare down against his fingers once he starts a slow rhythm of fucking you. âYou always take me so well though. Like your pussy was made for me.âÂ
âWant your cock, Javi. Please,â you plead in reply, your left hand releasing the comforter from your grip and sliding it through his hair and tugging softly to get his attention, hoping he would look up and see the desperation on your face.Â
Javier pays you no mind. His fingers start fucking you in earnest, a third slipping in next to the other two thick digits and you can slowly feel your orgasm building. A slow simmer through your body, like a current that was waiting to crash. Your whines fill the room, along with the wet sound of his fingers fucking you. Once his thumb starts rubbing your clit in time with the thrust of his fingers, you feel like youâre about to tip over the edge.Â
âCome on baby, can feel you squeezing my fingers so fucking tight. Come on my fingers. Come.â
At the sound of his voice, something snaps inside of you and you cry out his name as wave after wave of pleasure wracks through your body. Your body pulses around his fingers, back taut as you ride his hand.Â
Javierâs voice is soft as he coaxes you through your release, âSuch a good girl. So good for me, arenât you?â Peppering kisses across your thighs and up your tummy, he slowly slides his fingers out of you and into his mouth to lick them clean.
The sight is obscene as you watch him, your body still pulsing from your release. A smug grin is painted across Javierâs face and you bring a hand through the damp hair on his forehead and push it out of his eyes. âGod that was good,â you laugh, scratching at his scalp.Â
âThanks for the glowing review, querida.â Javier kisses his way up your stomach, tugging at your shirt that had been bunched up under your arms to finally rid you of the last bit of material that was blocking your body from his.
You can taste yourself on his lips when they finally meet, his tongue sweeping across your bottom lip before kissing you slowly. The kiss is languid and soft, your hands grasping at Javierâs back to pull his chest to your own. Your hands wander down to his hips, tugging at the band of his boxers with a frustrated groan when you canât manage to pull them down all the way and you move away from his lips, âJavi, take them off. Fuck, please. I need to feel you.â
Javier pulls away just enough to tug down his boxers and kick them off before heâs descending back on to you, his cock hard and wet at the tip smearing across your thigh. Your hips move around as you try and line him up, a whine slipping past your lips, desperate. Itâd been too long since youâd been able to fully appreciate the heavy weight of him inside you and you were needy, body wanton and open for him.
âBaby, calm down. Iâve got you. Shhh,â he quiets you, a quick kiss to your lips.Â
Your eyes widen as you feel the tip of his cock running through the slit of your soaked pussy, the head catching on your clit and you cry out as he continues to tease you. The feeling is torture and you dig your nails into his back, a silent plea that you need more. Javier seems to get the message and presses into your cunt, the thickness of him splitting you open in the best way. Heâs wide and long, the perfect fit and once heâs bottomed out you feel pure euphoria at the pleasure it brings you.Â
âShit you feel so good, squeezing me so tight,â Javier grunts, his hips slowly starting a rhythm as he fucks into you. The slapping of skin fills the room, his cock slick with your arousal.
No one had ever felt as good as Javi did and he knew it, the smug bastard. You nod quickly, agreeing with him as you were at his mercy. âSo good, Javi. So good. Harder, please.â
Heâs quick to comply, his hips fucking into yours at a brutal pace. His hands pull your thighs up at an angle that makes your vision blurry, calves thrown around his shoulders and heâs relentless as he thrusts into you. You watch him lick at the pad of his thumb, the digit finding your wet clit quickly and he rubs in time with his thrusts.Â
A moan catches in your throat as your climax nears, head dug into the pillow beneath your head, legs going rigid against him and you tighten around his cock as you cum, Javiâs filthy words muttered low. âGod you feel so fucking good around me, squeezing me like this. Cum for me baby, fuck fuck fuck-,â and he finds his own release just behind your own, spilling hot and wet inside your cunt.Â
Your body feels boneless, the tips of your fingers numb as you drag them across Javiâs back as he breathes slow and hot against your neck trying to catch his breath. Feeling starts to return to your limbs, and you card your fingers through the sweaty curls at the back of Javiâs head. âYou still got it there Agent Peña,â you tease, tugging the short hairs up to get him to look at you.
The look on his face is pure annoyance and you give him your biggest shit-eating grin as he shakes his head and slowly pulls out of you with a groan before sliding next to you and tugging you into his side. âYouâre lucky I love you,â Javier grumbles, arm wrapped around you and fingertips trailing along your upper arm in a soothing motion.
âI love you too,â you sigh against this chest, tucked underneath his chin. âHow many more rounds do you think we can get in before we have to pick up Emilia tomorrow?â
Javi pauses before he answers and hums to himself, knowing heâs genuinely thinking about it putting a smile on your face. âGonna shoot for 5 but, Iâm an old man now so who knows huh?â He digs his fingers into your side, tickling you.Â
âShut up and go to sleep, Javi. Iâm tired.â You pat at his chest blindly as you yawn, kissing his chest once youâre more settled under the blankets.
He grumbles quietly to himself but is out like a light a few beats later, snoring softly in your ear, filling the silence of the unusually quiet house. Your hands trace carefully along his chest, mind already filling with other things you two can get up to before you pick up your daughter, wondering if you still had your toys stashed away somewhere.
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Give You Hell (one-shot)
Synopsis: When youâre in a relationship with someone famous while being famous it can be difficult. But not for the Reader and Harry, yet when her past comes knocking, sheâll make sure to know where she stands.
Pairing: Harry Styles x fem!Reader
Genre: fluff, some minor angst, like microscopicÂ
Warnings: swearing, reference to past abusive relationship, but nothing explicit.
Word count: 3428
100% inspired by âAll American Rejectsââ âGives You Hellâ
Dating someone famous while being famous yourself had pros and cons, much like everything in life. The cons mostly came from the outside, not from the inside. It was the opinions of others, thinking what they said mattered, the scrutiny of the press, hoping one of them would mess up, and they could run some bullshit article just so their numbers could go up, without a second thought of how the people involved felt, and it was some jealous fans who didnât seem to comprehend the people they admired were actual human beings with feelings and thoughts and emotions and autonomy. But other than that, Y/Nâs and Harryâs relationship was just like any other. Save for when their emotions bubbled over, millions of people heard them in songs.
    Theyâd met at the iconic yellow-suit-Harry Brit awards. Sheâd been right next to Hugh Jackman opening the show, a red glittering bodysuit with a black and gold ring-master jacket, a top hat adorning her head as she dominated the stage. If Harry had been sloshed at that point (much like he was later on, but who was Y/N to say, given how most of the night was a blur for her), he wouldâve absolutely started drooling at the sight of her, and he was one of the thousands who stood up, hollering and clapping as she and Hugh ended their performance.
    Much to his dismay though, Y/N wasnât one of the people assigned to sit by his table, instead, she was a couple of rows behind, whispering something into Billie Eilishâs ear, the two erupting into uncontrollable laughter.
    He felt like a creep as he tried to catch every possible glimpse of Y/N, her smile making his heart race. Sheâd been on his radar for a while, had even thought about asking her to collaborate on a song for âFine Lineâ, but at the end of the day, it was an album of personal discovery (and when one of his producers told him Y/N was halfway across the world in the middle of Norwegian woods for the next half-year working on her own music, he didnât want to be a bother). But seeing her then, Harry wondered why he hadnât reached out on his own, especially after at the after-party Lizzo had dragged Y/N to him and introduced the two.
    The following day, pictures of them dancing together, drinks in hands and drunken grins on their faces would sweep the web, sparking millions of rumours, but, at that moment, they didnât care, nor did they care about what was written because as Harry twirled Y/N under his arm, as much as the connection was there, that night they went their separate ways. Even when they were drunk, they understood that about the other person, and wouldnât accept anything else, but a sober and coherent âyesâ.
    Sometime midday the next day, Harry reached out to Y/N through a DM on Instagram checking in on how she was doing, which then turned into a six-hour FaceTime call.
    âWhat do you mean youâve never had a hangover?!â
    Y/N laughed at Harryâs almost offended expression. âI mean Iâve never had a hangover. Iâve never thrown up while drunk or after being drunk, my headâs never hurt â nothing. I mean Iâm tired, but thatâs because Iâm still on New York time and got to bed at like five AM.â
    âYou⊠are something else.â
    She wiggled her eyebrows. âIs that something else something good?â
    Y/N didnât know, but when Harry saw her eyes sparkle, his heart skipped a beat, and he immediately knew â she was it. âThe best.â
    âWellâŠâ she bit her lip. âIf Iâm the best, would it be too forward of me to ask you out for a coffee?â
    What Harry didnât know was that when she saw him smile as if those were the best news in the world, her heart skipped as well, and she knew he was the one.
    âOnly if itâs my treat.â
    âBut I was the one who asked you out.â
    âYes, but you can pay for the second date.â
    Holding in her squeals of joy was tough, but she raised her eyebrow, giving Harry a sly smirk. âAlready so confident thereâll be a second date?â
    Harry scoffed. âAnd a wedding!â
    Seeing Y/N throw back her head as she laughed, made all sorts of butterflies fly through his stomach.
    âOkay, Styles. Iâll take your word for it.â
    Three months into the relationship, the two were booked to appear on The Graham Norton show together, which was also the first time theyâd appear officially as a couple at a work/outing kind of a setting since the rumours started floating, and a picture of Harry kissing Y/N outside of a hotel room had sort of confirmed that.
    âSo, you two.â Graham pointed between Y/N and Harry with his cards. âHave started to date? Not to say anything Harry, but Y/N⊠I didnât think boy-bands were your type.â
    That made her lean over in laughter as Harry gave everyone a shocked face, before slumping back and pouting, nudging Y/N with his knee. âThatâs not funny.â
    âI mean it kind of is.â
    âShe was twelve when she swore off boy-bands.â Graham nodded, taking a sip of his wine. âIsnât that what you said last time you were here?â
    âHey, itâs been ten years since I said that!â Y/N laughed. âCut me some slack. All the people I was crushing on are married anyway⊠with kids⊠and could probably be my dads⊠I have issues, donât I?â
    Everyone exploded into giggles while Harry shook his head, chuckling.
    âLove you with all of your issues.â He nudged her shoulder, and she nudged right back, taking a sip of her drink.
    âYeah, give it a couple of months. Youâll regret your words.â
    The thing was Y/N was so wrong, and sheâd never been happier to be so wrong. Each morning they were together, Harry woke up to her showering him with kisses or vice versa. As private as Harry was, his Instagram stories were now filled with pictures and small videos of them, of Y/Nâs face half-covered by a blanket, glasses crooked as she smushed her cheek to his chest and watched a movie, or her eating breakfast while re-watching old Bones and Castle episodes with captions like âdunno how she keeps the food downâ and âshe swears itâs just for researchâ, while her feed was full of candid Harry photos or her rummaging through his closet and showing everyone his immaculate style, and giving tips how others can recreate it (also she may or may not just use that as a reason to steal his clothes).
    Generally, people loved it, and their love for one another. It was refreshing to see them enjoy each otherâs company, and not be afraid to do so, especially now, given how it was a couple of days before Y/N ended her tour in New York in Madison Square Garden, to which Harry had specifically flown out for despite being in the middle of filming for âThe Little Mermaidâ.
Three AM blinked on the clock, as the two finally drifted off to sleep after five hours of a passionate reunion when her phone dinged, indicating a message had arrived.
    âTurn it off,â Harry grumbled into the skin of Y/Nâs back. ââS too early.â
    She hummed in agreement, furrowing her brows as her palm blindly searched for the offending device, and she squinted her eyes as the light burned her retinas before widening in shock at the message.
    Harry felt her body go rigid, and he pressed a kiss to her neck. âEverythinâ alright, lovie?â
    âUh â â she stuttered, trying to process the words on the screen. âUh, yeah. Yes, everythingâs fine. Just⊠some last-minute changes for the show. They want something really big for the ending, and some of the propositions are justâŠâ
    She could feel a smile stretch across Harryâs mouth. âExtravagant?â
    âYou could say that, yeah.â
    âSounds like itâs gonna be one hell of a show. Not that the others werenât.â
    Y/N switched the phone off wiping away the message first and then turned to cuddle into Harryâs chest. âIt most certainly will.â
    For the next two days, she was an anxious ball of mess, as her crew got everything ready, and her and her band rehearsed relentlessly before she asked all of them to gather at the studio to add a song to the setlist.
    âItâs gonna be a couple more hours, Hazza,â Y/N murmured into the phone as Harry had called in to check on her. â âM sorry. You donât have to wait up for me. I know youâre still adjusting to New York time.â
    â âS alright,â he slurred, clearly already falling asleep but determined not to. âCanât sleep without you anyway.â
    At those words, Y/Nâs heart did that stupid flipping thing itâd been doing ever since Harry entered her life to stay, and a shy grin blossomed on her lips. âYouâre exhausted, sweetheart. But Iâll tell you what - if you do go to bed, Iâll be sure to wake you up with a kiss when I get back.â
    âYou promise?â She could hear the smile on his face.
    âSwear it.â
    âAlright, lovie. Iâll be waiting to cash in on that kiss.â
    âIâll run to give it to you as soon as I can. Gânight.â
    âSee yaâ in a bit.â
    Y/N let out a shudder as she heard the call disconnect. She entered back inside the studio and clapped her hands, drawing the attention of her producers and band members. âWhere were we?â
***
    The hour before a show was always nerve-wracking for Y/N. Itâs when the adrenaline truly started to rush, when her feet and palms got all tingly, and her ears and cheeks heated up. It was when their warm-up band exploded on stage, and the crowd got pumped up. But the best moment that night by far was right when she was about to run out, Harry had pulled her back by the wrist and kissed the living daylights out of her.
    âYouâre gonna kill it tonight,â he muttered against her lips, words skimming her mouth and making her smile as bright as the sun. She seemed to do that a lot around him. Itâs why he now dedicated Golden to her every time he sang it.
    âThank you. For being here.â
    Harry flicked her nose. âAlways. Now go. People are waiting.â
    When Y/N finally appeared on stage, pretty much glowing as brightly as the stage lights, her fans went wild, and even more so when she jumped, starting off the show. The whole time, her gaze flitted to backstage just to get a glimpse of Harry, and whenever she did, she saw him dancing, singing along, filming her having fun and some clips of himself as well, going absolutely ham to her songs.
    As the night was moving towards the end, usually, sheâd feel euphoria from giving a great performance, after hearing thousands of people sing her songs in unison, now Y/N felt closer to throwing up and fainting.
    âSo uhâŠâ She pushed back strands of sweaty hair, hollers of people echoing in her head. âThis is a very special show tonight. Umm⊠this is the first concert my boyfriendâs come t - .â She didnât even get to finish the sentence before the cheers of the people interrupted her, deafening the girl even with the earplugs.
    âBut umm⊠itâs also a special show because two days ago someone reached out to me, and uh⊠he⊠well, he was as important of a person once the same way Harry is right now, and he wrote this.â
    Y/N went over to where the piano chair was, lifted it and fished out her phone from it, revealing the message thatâd been basically haunting her nights and days since receiving it.
    âBreaking up with you was the biggest mistake I ever made.â To her own surprise, her voice was steady and sure, unlike her hands which were trembling like leaves in a storm. âI know you look happy and in love, but I know itâs not true. Iâve known you for five years, I know how to see through the mask you put on every day just to make sure others are happy while you yourself suffer an inauthentic life. But you do deserve to be happy. And Iâll be waiting for you if you decide to give us a chance again. Iâll be at your concert in Madison Square.â She looked out into the crowd. âYou wrote a song once for me. If you sing it, thatâs how Iâll know you feel the same.â
    By the time she got to the end, there were no more shouts or screams, but confused murmurs. Y/N let out a shuddering breath, hoping that she could manage to do what she wanted, and everything didnât fall apart. âThe thing is, Iâd like for Harry to come on stage, please.â
    She could see the fear in his eyes as he jogged to stand next to her, but he disguised it with an overenthusiastic smile as he waved over towards the raging sea of people. Heâd seen the message, had seen her reread it more than fifty times by that point, and as sure as he was in their relationship, when someone who held such importance, no matter if good or not, in someoneâs life came knocking again, you could never be too sure what would happen. Harry didnât want to say anything, believing if it was important enough, sheâd tell him. Guess that was it.
    âSo, uhâŠâ Y/N pulled Harryâs arms over her shoulders and grasped onto them, grounding them both. âThis is for you.â Y/N looked over into the crowd before glancing over her shoulder, Y/E/C eyes meeting Harryâs wavering green ones. âAnd you,â she whispered so that only he could hear. âHope you know I mean everything.â
    As the cords started playing, she felt Harry unwarp his arms from where sheâd been holding them over her shoulders and a smile erupted on her face.
    âI wake up every evening,â Y/N sang, âwith a big smile on my face, and it never feels out of place.â
    âAnd youâre still probably workinâ,â Harryâs voice joined in, grin as wide as the Cheshire catâs, as he now had a microphone in hand, the other placing earplugs in his own ears, âat a nine-to-five pace⊠I wonder how bad that tastes.â
    âWhen you see my face hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell,â the two harmonized, Y/Nâs eyes locked onto the masses, imagining the face of her ex-boyfriend who had the audacity to send that message.
    âWhen you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.â Harry was looking at the crowd as well, now fully understanding the message and the person behind it, and although he lived by âtreat people with kindnessâ, he couldnât help but gloat at the fact he got to sing with the love of his life on stage, and basically serenade a break-up song to a person who didnât know how to appreciate what heâd had.
    Y/N cocked her head to the side. âNow, whereâs your picket fence, love, and whereâs that shiny car? It didnât ever get you far. Youâve never seemed so tense, love. Iâve never seen you fall so hard. Do you know where you are?â It was hard not to smile, knowing where she was and who she was with. Harry threw an arm over Y/Nâs shoulders as she sang, giving a mock sad look, while Harry pouted. âAnd truth be told, I miss you⊠And truth be told, Iâm lying!â
    âWhen you see my face hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell! When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell! When you find a gal thatâs worth a damn and treats you well.â Y/N pointed towards where she imagined her ex was standing. âThen sheâs the fool, youâre just as well, hope it gives you hell! Hope it gives you hell!â For a split second, the music slowed down, guitar strumming in the air, as Harry pulled Y/N by the palm and towards his chest.
    When the next lyrics came out of his mouth, he knew them to be true as he sang them to the man, heâd heard Y/N talk about, to the man who thought everything heâd done to her, every horrible word and deed was justified, to the man who thought breaking someone else down was the only way to bring themselves up. âNow tomorrow youâll be thinking to yourself, where did it all go wrong, but the list goes on and on.â
    âAnd truth be told, she misses you,â Harry hummed, Y/N letting out a large laugh, holding onto his bicep, as he slightly changed the lyrics. âAnd truth be told, sheâs lying! When you see her face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell! When you walk her way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell!  When you find a gal thatâs worth a damn and treats you well.â Harry sighed, shrugging his shoulders. âThen sheâs the fool youâre just as well hope it gives you hell.â
    âNow youâll never see,â Y/N took over the song. âWhat youâve done to me.â She placed a hand over her heart. âYou can take back your memories, theyâre no good to me. And hereâs all your lies, you can look me in the eyes, with that sad, sad look that you wear so well.â She dragged her finger down her cheek, giving a pout while Harry mimicked her stance before turning the mic to the audience.
    âWhen you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell,â the crowd sang back with such vigour, Y/N was sure the whole ground was shaking just from their voices, and the clapping and stomping to the drum rhythm would bring the whole world down. âWhen you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell! When you find a gal thatâs worth a damn and treats you well, then sheâs the fool youâre just as well, hope it gives you hell!â
    The two were jumping around the stage like madmen, adrenaline filling their veins. âWhen you see my face hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell!â
âHope it gives you hell!â Everyone else repeated.
    âWhen you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell!â
âHope it gives you hell!â
    âWhen you sing this song and sing along, well youâll never tell. Then youâre the fool, Iâm just as well, hope it gives you hell!â Y/N grinned once more, placing her hand over her heart, meaning every word â she was just as well. She had amazing friends, a career thatâd flourished, and a person who loved her more than words could describe.
    âWhen you hear this song, I hope that it will give you hell!â Harry crooned down the mic, knowing their happiness would, Y/Nâs happiness would give him hell. And he enjoyed it, knowing how good her life was.
    âYou can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell!â Her voice became the only sound as the last word echoed around everyone, her chest heaving up and down from the exertion, from all of the emotions running through her body as well as the overwhelming feeling of not only having Harry watch her perform but to end up performing with him.
    When his hands wrapped around her body, it startled her out from the daze, and the popping confetti startled her even more, as the rest of her band joined the two to take their bows, grins on all of their faces while they did so.
    âNot the song you thought Iâd sing, is it?â Y/N laughed into the mic, Harryâs arms tightening around her waist. âThereâs a reason I blocked your number, let alone you from my life. Donât think I wonât do it again.â
    âBut I would like to say thank you, to the asshole in question,â Harry said, making Y/Nâs forehead scrunched up. âYou let go of the best person ever; you had the honour of calling yourself her boyfriend, but instead, you chose to walk away. So, thank you for that. Because now Iâll have that honour and pleasure for the rest of our lives.â
    Yeah. It was one hell of a show.
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