This is the sun that I swallow every time I take a breath, hoping it sits on my lungs.
This is the love that I crave and wish stayed with me forever.
This is everything sweet, pure, and real.
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early-morning walk for the waking.
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(may 29, 2023)
won’t you sail across the morphogenetic field with me as we connect along the stream of lost memories and ibuprofen dreams. // there’s a hole in the earth where we can escape from time and space and merge to one outside of the burdens of past present and future.
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I've never been in love.
I do not know if I have loved.
I don't feel any different when I look at a friend
Or a sibling
Or a parent.
They ask me for help;
I reach out my hand.
I do not grieve their absence.
I know their faces, their names,
Unlike the rest.
Do you miss me?
Do you think of me?
Do you ever conjure up my image?
I can't say I have.
Is this, too, a form of love?
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Every time I form words to
Express my love,
I find myself wishing I was
Instead
Wrapping my lips
Around
The curves of yours,
Swallowing your passion in response
~Tend3rTouch
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Little known fact
I've been trying to put a poetry book together and yesterday I finally got all I felt needed to be in it.
Maybe some love to get my stuff out there?
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Verbal Asphyxiation
My lips are sealed,
But words still form.
Beautifully empty.
Kindly meaningless.
My truth is my poison.
It flows through my veins.
My heart beat is weakening.
But the world is spared.
My mind is caged by words unsaid.
Twisted and ugly.
They form barbs and chains.
My personal prison.
My throat is swollen shut.
From the venom in my veins.
My fangs deep in my tongue.
Choking on the rising bile.
Lay me in my silent grave.
Bury me with my truth.
Paint me fair with my lies.
Dress up my calculated nothingness.
My lungs have collapsed.
Drowning in words unsaid.
Poisoned by their meaning.
Verbal asphyxiation.
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favorite
my favorite time of the day
is when the stoplights blink yellow
and it feels like I can go as fast as I want.
i want you to come back
and before it’s time for me to leave
i’ll bring you through the blinking yellows.
theres not enough good in this world
at least not for me.
theres philanthropists and firefighters and all those nice folks
but i want the good for me
and there’s not enough of that.
i wish I could trust the world
the way you do
but i like how you trust the world for me.
that you trust me enough to love you
and to come back.
maybe i make you up in my mind
but i hope you are real when your back for me to see.
my second favorite place is the parking lot at 11 pm.
the music on my radio is picked out specifically
and it makes it feel like maybe the world is bad
but i can make it go away
if I just lay back and look at the sky.
the sky can never be bad.
the stars can never do me wrong.
and perhaps silence is good for me.
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I Want to be Loved by a Dog
a/n: hi!!!!! I'll make a proper introduction post later but I wanted to post a set of poems I made during the drive back from Christmas dinner with family. I'll post them separately for archive(?)-purposes. I'm aware they're not the best but like yeah.
Anyways, I hope you like them <3 Tips and comments are appreciated, thank you, happy New Year's Eve!
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I want to be loved by a dog.
And be able to lie down,
Accept the slobber.
But I was raised to crouch,
And think of the bacteria in the saliva.
I extend my hand anyways,
Allow them to trust it
And gently pet their neck.
But I can’t do that.
Avid longing, I let them.
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Don’t worry sun
You’d be loved as much
If only you appeared
Once or twice a month
Like the rain
We would glorify
Awe in your presence
We would say
The sun has arrived
Bright and encompassing
Her beaming light a golden
The way we say
Its raining tonight
What a bizarre form the sky has taken
All around us
She falls as if though she has a mission
In beautiful unison
The rain, she is so moody
Pathos
Like melancholy poetry
Powerful
Extreme she is, and thunderous
Rare
Beauteous
So unlike you, sun
But even then, sun
she comforts us
In the way she
Swallows the earth
While you kiss the plants
The way she
Nurtures
While you lighten
She glistens
The way you burn
While she embraces
She is a mother
You are an absent father
The earth drinks her
And in you,
Passively receives your overbearing affection
In her absence
The earth smells of aromatic love
Lingering
The scent of her touch
- something I wrote when I was sixteen and pretentious, on the kitchen table, the morning after a storm.
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i hope i live long enough for us to meet aliens
not for the goal of dissecting them
no
but for the goal of falling in love with life once more
the miracle of the cold void
the lovechild of starstuff and chemistry
i want to fall in love with you, i want to be there when our probes catch sight of each other
“hello?” “hello?” “please” “hello?”
they say the way to tell if a signal comes from a civilization is by if it repeats
it almost reminds me of that two year old girl who would scream for mommy over and over no matter how badly it hurt her little vocal cords
the relief when we’re answered
“hello. i love you. i’ve been waiting for you. don’t hurt me. you’re beautiful. you’re everything i’d hoped you’d be.”
cold titanium reaches out to cold titanium, would they hold each other on instinct? collide and become the first child born of both societies
maybe we’ll laugh about it under the stars
“we were so far away. how could we have been so far away? i’ve known you my whole life.”
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(may 7th 2023)
shame wraps around my neck like a snake and sinks it’s teeth into the roots of my neck. and i let it. because sometimes the poison reminds me that i am here. sometimes the burning of my blood is what reminds me i am alive.
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You Scratch My Back, I Scratch Yours
As close as we are
It really can’t last
The days I could trust you
Have come to pass
You say you’ve done nothing
But I know the truth
I know that you’ve lied
All throughout your youth
I know you’re lying now
Uttering things like that
I know what you did
And justice will be had
The lies in your eyes
I know it was you
Who else could it be?
No one else knew
The things you did were horrible
And you claim no one knows
If you’re right, then it’ll stay that way
As the longest winter grows
The hands you used to love
The hands that held you with such care
Shall be the hands that shall leave you
Begging and gasping for air
I know what you did
You can’t deny it anymore
I know what you did
You filthy lying whore
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Morning Photography
Empty beer bottles lay lonely and over-cuddled on the
kitchen table, the lounge room floor, and near the recycle bin.
Semi-naked and numb from the cold, you wake up next
to the love of your life, snoring deeply and looking deathly pale.
Unaware that your lover is waking up, you dash for the
toilet, have a quick wash, and start walking on the crunchy grass.
Waking up, you realise the robe chord is a bit loose and
there is more on display from the rear than you first thought.
The snapping sound seems distant, yet after thirty or so seconds,
you turn around to see your lover snapping your buns.
Initially pissed off, several semi-dark thoughts races through your
head until you let it all go, take your robe off, and pose.
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The page is covered in sketched concepts and little snippets of ameteur but still pretty poetry. He’s currently doodling a sleepy bunnie.
*Dunite tries to stifle her smile as she watches him doodle.... he's so cute.*
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Maladaptive daydreaming
I dream of touching your hand
Feeling your lips,
Listening to your laugh.
I dream of long nights,
coffee mornings
And movies at noon.
I dream of the smell of you on my clothes
To know your secrets
Of your favorites
And your dislikes
I dream with my eyes wide open
Begging to be normal
To get over the dreams
But they bring comfort
Not much else will bring
I dream of a life
Where you know me
And say my name
With a whisper
I dream of calling you
Messages back and forth
Wondering when I'll see you again
I dream of you
Far more than I should
I dream one day you'll think of me
And all my maladaptive daydreams
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