NaPoWriMo #8
I got struck by the image of one star shining in a sky hazy with suburban brightness, and wanted to try to make a poem. I sort of came up with two. Not sure either is worth much so I'll give you both.
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A single star shining
Drowning in the brightness of the city
Where mankind burns away
Its time, its life, its health, its soul
In the always seeking rush
For something better than the darkness in our hearts
Let them keep their unholy glare
Let me go north, alone and silent
To the dark, slow places
Where the stars can breathe
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A sky full of busy lights
Hazy lights
City lights
Streaming back-and-forth cars always-on-the-go lights
Blinding glaring street lights
Stop and spend your money lights
Maybe if it’s bright enough the dark won’t find your soul lights
Drowning out the still lights
Soft lights
Star lights
Shining ever-circling in never-ending dance lights
Gently calling home lights
Stop and face your soul lights
Come into the dark and let our brightness still your heart lights
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Silent Desperation
Inspired by "The Glass Menagerie" by Tennessee Williams
In a house like a pinewood box,
This inescapable two-by-four situation,
Nails bending, breaking, rusty,
Leaving like a crowbar prying at the boards.
Pacing around, looking inside,
Falling through a single crack,
No escape without a fire,
A flame that burns through factory work.
Tell me mother, do you believe,
That I'm in love with Continental Shoes?
Full of envy for the dead,
"Rise and shine," you crow, and I'll do neither.
Even if I try to forget,
Through midnight screens and bottles emptied,
I left my home, was it for the better?
What I left behind soon turns quiet.
Shyness sent to empty gaze,
"Slight defects" ice picks will solve,
Quiet girls are seen, not heard,
A happy home without expression.
Were there really seventeen?
Tales retold to bear with life,
Exaggeration was your only tool,
"Go," you said, my body exhumed.
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Time & Time Again
i gave you chances
when i probably should have ran
in the other direction
and never looked back
i probably should have thought twice
about giving you a second chance
after you wasted the first
i saw the good in you
when i probably should have been wishing
to by blinded
by the sun’s brightest of rays
so my eyes couldn’t deceive me anymore
and i could sense the danger
that you were trying to gift my heart
i tried to hold on to you
yet you still slipped away
from my soft and gentle grasp
that i thought i might have had on your heart
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Series Agogé, personal proyect
Chapter 1.2: “Aike”
On my way to the Agogé
I can assume that it is one to measure our intellectual capacity, another for Evepyoc and the one we just did for physical fitness. Although it doesn't make much sense for it to be like that, since releasing a record doesn't measure almost nothing, I suppose the director will have something in mind, after all she's obsessed with making it fair for everyone.
We go to where the group was attacked by my record that is leaving when we arrived. Here the ground is no longer grass, but well-kept stones with very beautiful shapes. And then I look at my next big enemy, an Evepyoc meter. I knew there must be one here but I didn't want to believe it, now I know I'm definitely lost. Focused on my own disaster, I feel the small current of air that forms a gray owl flying over our group. Obviously they had to spy somehow.
The guy next to me accidentally nudges me, apologizes, and starts biting his nails. His English level was not the best judging from his response. This blond boy is going to end up making me even more nervous if he continues like this. I look at him to get his attention and when he turns around I give him the mythical thumbs up to encourage him. He looks like he's calmed down a bit, better.
The instructor calls me up front and I do what I've already done thousands of times. Although I first ask what the limit is, to which he answers 700 E. Please get me out of here now, now I'm going to break a measuring instrument, how can my day get so bad? But like a Band-Aid, I'll rip it off quick.I place my hand on the orb and it begins to levitate, heat up, change color multiple times until it reaches the height of my shoulders and glows with a blinding white light. After less than 5 seconds, to my luck, it breaks up into thousands of little crystals, still with small unsynchronized waves of that white light.
And with that I'm off, that's it, I run to my spot at the end of my group. We are like 24 people more or less, they are not exactly few but it does not give me as much anxiety as before. The second round of disbelief doesn't affect me as much anymore, so I just stare at the ground until we're led to the next test. I got a 100 as expected and the blond boy a 78, he didn't have much to worry about, although it's normal to get nervous.
In this test we enter a room, surely the main classroom. There's another group doing the test so we sit on the opposite wall. Evelynn sits on my right side, while on my left is a guy who gave me a bad feeling. The tables are high, comfortable and the seats lightly padded, it must be great to teach here. The blackboard is huge too, and our monitor looks like chalk with the difference in size and its white uniform. While the exams are being delivered to us, I realize that the other monitor is not there.
I thank you for the exam and the pens that you are distributing and I write my name in the corresponding section. I see "name" and I write it in full, without realizing that it says "surname" below, a good way to start the exam, and without a tipex on top.Then out of the corner of my eye I watch our monitor walk away and walk out the door. I have no idea what they want us to do, although I can assume they will see that people are honest and don't copy each other.
The exam was relatively simple, a question with several sections of arithmetic, a commentary on a guided historical text, counting the main ideas of a given poetry and to which style it belongs and an exercise made up of 3 questions on general knowledge, I call them that way because they do not I know very well in what matter to classify them. The questions were "Which macronutrient consumes the greatest number of calories when digested?", "In what year did Christopher Columbus discover America?" and “Who is the God of Greek agriculture?”. I answered all the exercises, even the last trick question. The Goddess of agriculture is Demeter, but she has been named masculine to confuse.
Looking at my exam, I realize that if I really do everything right on the exam, I will have a perfect score on the tests. I review the exam and look specifically at one question, the date of the discovery of America. I change it to the year 1492, I'm pretty sure it's in the year 1469 although I'm terrible at dates. The one on my left looks at my test and, confused, he hands me his test that he says 1942 on. Dude, I think you've got the date off by a few hundred years.
I look at the date, look at my exam again, and leave it as it is. I give him a thumbs up but when he points to my exam and his for me to copy I turn my head telling him no. In an hour and a half we finished the exam. The monitor from the other group comes in to get them out and tells us that we still have 20 minutes left. Bored, I put my head in my hands and start to close my eyes when Evelynn lightly touches my shoulder with hers with a wide smile. If what she's trying to do is cheer me up, she's more than succeeded. We play tic tac toe at the table and wait until our monitor comes back and takes us to the square again.
I just realized what an idiot I've been, if they leave us in a room this big without supervision, it was certain that they were watching us on a camera. It didn't even occur to me to look at the ceiling to know where they were. I hope we don't get penalized for scratching the tables or playing on the exam.
Then the results pop up on my phone that had been blocked all this time, and my legs feel weak. 600/300. Impossible.
I click on the "elaborate in the results" tab and see all the perfect tests and next to it a 100 bonus on each one for completing the "secret task". You must be kidding me. Then the director sends the classification list and I appear first. I'm ahead of a guy with an exact 300 points, well now that I look at it it's three people with perfect scores. They're going to think I'm a genius or something. I am class α, and I have the 600 points that I just earned.My heart is going to break from how fast it beats. And then people start talking and I hear my name being called over and over again accompanied by my nickname, “the contractor”. I don't want to be here, I don't want this attention.
On top of that, my sister, whom I don't even know, she's here too. Nice family reunion. Oh no, I look at the list again and she is the third person with 300 points. Why does this happen to me? Running, I follow the instructions of the monitors that indicate that we take our luggage and go to the area of residences. My sister is going to be in my class, my mother's second daughter, the one who made her leave my father with me and run away with his lover. Anyway, my family history is very convoluted. This day was going to come whether he wanted it or not. Now what matters is finding a good room with a common kitchen and gym and calming down with hot tea and a good movie.
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(Ty so much for reading. Any suggestions or corrections are wellcome, english is my second language)
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