Between now and then the clock ticks, ticks, ticks collecting seconds on skin until you lay in bed wondering what you collected.

Was it worth it?

Thoughts of you float in my mind. Your voice, how you tell me about your day, and so many so ons. Missing you, wondering if you’re missing me. If thoughts of me cross your mind, and what those thoughts would be. I believe you think of me, because whenever we speak I can always hear you smile when I say my precious names for you. Somehow your voice pulls out every negative part of my day away. So that the world and all of the realities with it just melt away; and I can just be me, with you.

writing is so hard compared to art when u try to tweak ur writing a little bit u have to change up entire paragraphs but if u wanna change sth in ur art u just use the liquify tool

Red Pill

smile for the camera

they’re all watching you

even when you wanna cry

keep that smile big and wide

remind the world you’re doing good

doing even better than they thought you could

smile with those pretty eyes

bat your lashes, tell those lies

get those likes, validate your pride

competing with yourself

An endless cycle,

you do it every time

So smile for the camera baby

remember, big and wide

But be careful they don’t see through the lens

because a picture lasts forever,

always to be viewed again

tag yourself as characters in my dark academia wip!

Edward:

Dead

Not entirely straight

WEED

theatre kid

blazers and band tees

Cassandra:

Out of fucks

will fight you in the parking lot

90's movies

Generally conufsed

High heels

James:

Very gay

aNgStY

also out of fucks

low-key preppy vibes

fluffy, dark hair

Here’s an easy one you can write about! Roses!! Please write a poem about a red rose slowly turned into pink and then white when winter comes please? ~X-Over Anon

Hello 👋 Anonymous. Hope you're doing wonderful.

Now that's an interesting concept. Thank you for the idea. I have tried my best. Here it is.

Roses

My heart will sing

All individual notes.

All heaven bells will ding

And hit all the right notes.

The flower in your hand

Is a piece of my heart.

You're like a grand

Piece of lovely art.

From seasons to years

This rose will bloom.

It's all yours

Like a personal heirloom.

It slowly changes and grows

Along with you.

Into different colours it glows

Just like you.

From red to pink

And pink to white.

From young love to adult sync

And from that to old flight.

2021, April 8th

_MJ

I hope you like it Anon! Have a wonderful day ahead 😄

It finally happened...

After a month of not writing...

I actually have...

AN OPENING PARAGRAPH! 

My novel as the highly specific Google searches I’ve made for it:  

What happens if a hotel overbooks your room? 

how to become a web sleuth

Synonyms for “quaint” 

Guesthouse advertising  

how long does a body take to decompose

- and i'm sorry that God can be cruel but what if they were right? what if we were made for the grave, you and i? then i say so be it. let them come and let them know that while i am gone my heart still beats for you in the next life, in a thousand lives we have not lived yet. everything is alright.

it'll be alright.

“There is something soaked and dawn flavoured about her. Something kissed by the wild and loved by lightning. She looks like the sun as it rises after kissing the dawn.”

-Nikita Gill (Artemis Girl)

What I Need

Sometimes I want to go back,

Then I think I should move forward,

But what I really want is to be present.

i couldnt tell which part of the video tiktok was flagging so i did this and now iM CRYGING 😭

And when I hear your voice as you speak to me I act as if in a trance. I relax and calm down from the day instantly. It's like your mouth and your voice hide the sun from the world; and I get to hear glimpses of its bright rays from you every night.

April brings a swarm of June bugs like I’ve never seen. In the dark, they tap against the windows of a house and almost sound like rain. Chasing lights, even the tiniest sliver admitting from blinds.

Until, finally, wearily they collapse

having spent all their energy in the glow

they die

They say all it takes is chemistry but I wasn't convinced. I believed that I wasn't going to be the exception. I was the rule. That is until I met you, and I started believing all of those sayings. You understood me. You never made me feel rushed or pressured to open up. All of these feelings were sudden and gradual at the same time. Nothing was forced. Everything was natural. I didn't have to try, I could just be me, and that feeling of just being me is freeing.

I feel like I could fly to the moon with you. I don’t feel constrained or critiqued. I don’t feel like I have to conquer a battlefield to make you see me. I don’t feel like I have to tread carefully over every little word I say; because we understand each other.

You are truly beautiful. All of you is beautiful not just from your appearance; but it's in the way you think. It's all of the words and sentences you speak into existence coming from your mind. It's how the sound of your voice feels like paradise. It's how we can talk all night and never get bored of each other. It's even when we don't have much to say or we're not feeling well, and yet we can still enjoy being together in silence. Everything I could say about you is endless; but the best way I can describe you is that

- you're beautiful.

Darling can we leave the real world

and get lost in paradise?

Some place far away just for us.

To make us forget our challenges and problems from reality.

Let's go to our own personal island, and

light up the fire to keep us warm.

Then lay down and look up at the stars

tonight together.

Just you and I beautiful.

drawing the main trio from my queer poly fantasy romance novel in a modern AU because i can 😌

Sometimes, people just want to know

that you’re being the best

animal

that you were meant to be

Filling the exact niches

they think you should fit.

How to write lovers

This is just a small list to give you inspiration! Some of these things might feel weird depending on who your ocs are and what you personally like.

small touches

subtle smiles

walk hand in hand

they look for each other if they get separated

hand on waist or intertwined in any way

small kisses

holding hands

full blown making out (WARNING: this makes a lot of people uncomfortable)

subtle flirting

laughing together

one of the two might want to buy something as a surprise for the other

whispering about someone next to them together

going to each other's performances (e.g.: if A is in a relationship with a musician/dancer/actor/comedian, they'll attend their show)

ordering pizza over the phone for their shy partner

one of the two takes ice-cream or other snacks for themself and their lover

hand in belt loop

making each other's clothes [keep reading]