#life with bpd

[macheriemaria]

I'm craving ciggies, it's nearly all I can think about </3 addiction is no joke, kids! Also craving alcohol, sex, self ouchies and other drugs. But a girl is a girl and we must stay sober or whateva ✨

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[bpddreamgirl]

Everything about me was you...

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[honeypleasejustkillme]

reciprocity is very important to a lot of people with bpd because it really affirms and validates the strength of our relationships, which can also aid in keeping our abandonment triggers at bay

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd #life with bpd #life with mental illness #bpd ​perceived abandonment

[taste-of-the-raynbow]

Never realized I was her..

#life with bpd #obsessive yandere #obsessive #real #misa amane

[sleepysadwriter]

I wish more people talked about the aspect of BPD where we take bits of other people's personalities depending on the social situation

It has to do with the unstable sense of self aspect. With groups of friends I pick up small mannerisms. Sometimes I type the same way. I make the same jokes. I react to things the way I'm expected to. Find interests that match theirs and talk about them. Aspects of other people's personalities stick to me.

Idk just a thought

#bpd blog #bpd mood #life with bpd #borderline pd #borderline personality problems #bpd #just bpd things

[loon-ybin]

#depression #depression meme #depressed #lonely #sad #anxious #anxiety #social anxiety #bpd #life with bpd #guess depression and i are friends now #one sided love

[goddesseris-posts]

Saw this on tiktok and had to check for myself and welp 🥲

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #living with borderline #bpd feels #bpd stuff #bpd problems #life with bpd #living with bpd #mental illness #mental disorders #mental health #mental health matters #mentally fucked #actually bpd #bpd community #bpd culture

[billie-the-scapegoat]

I want to metaphorically jump off a building and see who catches me. But at least I'm self aware enough to not do that.

#billie cares too much #billie vents #is this relatable #to anyone #the point of all that is to know that i'm not alone and that i dont *have* to be strong #i want to know that my feelings are not too metaphorically heavy #i want to know that it's ok for me to take the weight of the world off my shourlders for a minute and that it won't breake my friends #life with bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent

[bpd-fueled-thoughts]

I don't think it's going to get better this time. I think it's only worse from here.

#mental illness #mental illness blog #bpd #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #struggling with bpd #living with borderline #life with bpd

[theirboderlinebaby]

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[macheriemaria]

Went on a really long walk today.

I love nature so much, especially animals 🤍 The skies were blue and the grass was green and for a moment life was okay.

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[bpddreamgirl]

"A French Ending"

The night I that confessed I was falling for you, you were standing in the rain. I cried as I said it, the words cutting like broken pieces of glass as they came out. I don't know if you knew my heart was breaking. Love to me has hurt more than it ever healed, and every 'I love you' has quickly ended in goodbye. I waited for you to tell me you didn't feel the same even though I knew you did. I wanted so badly for you to lie to me but you didn't.

I wish you did, I wish you did, I wish you did

Because maybe you'd be here now.

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[losttapescollective]

Consider yourself lucky if you don't have BPD. I can't stand myself have the time. Our mood swings get worse and worse each time. I was happy two seconds ago and now I'm sobbing. The feeling of emptiness to anger to sadness. The clinging on to anyone and being scared the moment someone rejects you that it will all be torn away and you will be alone. The lashing out at those who love the most. The not even being able to know who you are or even your own dang personality. The tramua. the paranoia. Everything about this sucks and what's worse is trying too get help you feel ashamed for even having this. You are lucky to not have BPD.

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[taste-of-the-raynbow]

Real

#i just want to be loved #forhead kiss #mental illness #life with bpd #real

[quantumkitten93]

Had to take my (prescribed) xanax today because holy shit my mom pulled some actual psycho shit yesterday & I’m so done with her abuse but damn it hurts like a bitch 😰💔 at least im just chill af now tho ??

#trauma #ptsd #mental health #gaslightingisabuse #gaslighting #xanax #anxiety problems #life with bpd #did system #abusive parents #narc mom #mommy issues

[bunniibpd]

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