I lost faith that everything will be okay
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who up feeling unloveable rn
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Deep down I wanna be worse because I deserve it... I don't wanna be happy, safe, or loved. They are such alienated feelings to me... I deserve to live a life full of misery, because I am evil.
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maybe in another universe i'm the one you want
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Is it weird that I'm ok with feeling replaceable?
I'm happy being there for someone... and then silently fading away once they find someone that makes them happier.
It still hurts, but I just want them happy.
Even if it's never with me.
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oh to feel so unworthy of love, that your chest feels like an endless cavern, a long stretch of darkness that goes deeper than the unknown
- Myself
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In shadows cast, they label me,
A beast with vicious snarl.
Yet in my eyes, the truth they flee,
A pup, afraid, and scarred.
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if they knew how fucked up the void within is, they wouldn’t even try to come near me
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I am so undeniably afraid of love; as if it is a monstrous thing that sheds blood. well, love to me forever was grotesque and full of blood. I build myself forts upon forts to barricade the hollowed soul that lays tattered behind. I do not feel deserving of it as all I do is run from it now. love was never soft like fabrications told by those stories.
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I wouldn’t mind not waking up tomorrow.
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I really just want to be enough for someone
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i'm overwhelmed by my feelings of loneliness; constantly yearning for something more, something greater. i want to feel important, i want to feel wanted, to feel & be appreciated.
i feel so isolated and alone. i lay & rot in my bedroom, constantly fantasizing about human connection. i wish i could start my life over and become the person i see in my delusions… a person who is happy, who is loved and needed by so many.
i hate my body. i hate myself. i hate being sick. i hate that i'm insane. i hate having no purpose in life. i hate being me.
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If even my own parents doesn't like me, why should I believe that some random strangers would like me?
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don't know if i'm too much or not enough at all.
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I have fooled myself that I'm ok with minimal affection.
I would give anything to hear "I love you" 💔
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