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flashy-mf · 4 months

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When you’re completely numb inside but still feel so ready to destroy your life in the most gruesome and catastrophic way possible. When the urge to destroy is so strong it surpasses any earthly form of destruction and you reach the conclusion that reality should just invent new, even worse ways to destroy things. But like. You don’t even feel emotionally angry. Or any emotions. Just powerful urges to explode in ways no human could ever comprehend.

#flashy ✨ thoughts #aspd #aspd things #aspd thoughts #actually aspd #actually antisocial #antisocial personality disorder #npd #actually npd #actually narcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #actually cluster b #cluster b feels #anger issues #violent thoughts #violent urges #self destruction #destructive urges

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stil-lindigo · 10 days

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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simplyjustagirlsblog · 6 months

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girlfictions · 6 months

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Hiba Abu Nada, from I Grant You Refuge (trans. Huda Fakhreddine)

Hiba Abu Nada was a novelist, poet, and educator. She wrote this poem on Oct. 10th, 2023. She died a martyr, killed in her home in south Gaza by an Israeli raid on Oct. 20th, 2023. She was 32 years old.

#urge you all to read this piece in full #this verse - to write it amidst so much death and destruction - leaves me speechless #palestine #words #quotes #poetry #typography #free palestine #palestinian literature

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writhingleviathan · 1 year

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self-annihilation is sounding very appealing at this moment. :)

#sleep deprived af #Destructive urges #lev.txt

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hamoodmood · 1 month

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maegalkarven · 6 months

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Also the reason I write Gortash so obsessed with Durge and literally holding them above everyone else is because

Imagine: You meet a child of god. A child of cruel and evil god who is an awful murderer. Killing is their Sole Purpose, the reason why they were even created.

And that person one day REFUSES their father, their GOD. Why? Because of you. A child of god defies a god for you. They are made for killing but refuse to kill YOU when their god commands them to.

They get betrayed and disgraced because of you. You think they're dead. BECAUSE they chose you over everything else.

And then they return and alright, the memory is lost, but it's still them. You know it's them.

Like imagine the power trip Gortash had to have upon the revelation what Durge disobeyed their god for HIM.

Of course he'd be obsessed. The child of god said only he matters.

#durgetash #the dark urge x enver gortash #dark urge x gortash #listen they fit in a way what works only for them #someone else would fall short for gortash. but durge? durge is his perfect match #they do not exist without another they affected each other too much #changed each other too drastically #mutual destruction and mutual salvation #they truly need no one else but each other #obv it applies to my durges your durges can be different bc they're yours #but yeah that's true for my three durges they and gortash are inseparable #“often bought together”#“do not separate them”#Gortash often is the only person who can keep levi in check

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sunnykeysmash · 10 months

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what I wouldn't pay to see mac punch holes into the walls of the suburbs house as he's tasked with fixing something he doesn't know how to fix and meanwhile the only constant in his mind is how much he misses dennis

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #mac mcdonald #do you vibe do you understand what im saying #those holes covering the walls of the living room speak to me deeply because he looks so calm in the episode. in fact it's dennis that -#gets the freakouts. but the wall is covered of mac's ones. we just don't see them. he didn't go to school for it.#and so they're hiding all the trash in a room and all the mac n cheese in the closet to not deal with it. and mac's still kicking the #monkey under the counter to not deal with it. hide and deny. he Doesn't know how to fix things. he wants to. he tries. he can't #no one notices the fire starting in his room until you open the door #i feel guilty all the time for my thoughts and urges #everything i do i do for you #to the point of complete self destruction that drags BOTH down #analysis

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la1npilledg1rl · 15 days

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Self destruction? You mean breakfast!

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pepperpixel · 9 months

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Himb……

#how to over come ur self destructive urges: just give ‘em to somebody else!!#honestly… truly inspirational…#adventure time #magic man #normal man #sorry I saw this and was like… I need to draw normal man in this meme… right now..#doodles #pepper words

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animentality · 2 months

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with all due respect, no one misunderstands Enver Gortash like me.

NO ONE.

#i am unparalled in my destruction of his character #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #enver gortash #dark urge #durgetash

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citruzombi · 1 year

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my mom: im gonna eat some chips

me who just played irl fruit ninja arm edition:

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thethreedeadkings · 1 year

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#thethreedeadkings #good night #tumblr #dark humor #txt #text #meme #self destructive urges

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pyuart · 1 year

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All i know about tlt comes from out of context posts on tumblr and whatever i can make sense of what my friends tell me about it

#drawing gideon felt like drawing sylvain for a second and i felt such an inmense destructive urge #love them both tho #tlt #my art #the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #nona the ninth #i did not intend to draw the 3 protags but LOL

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liliumaa · 1 year

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you got what youve been asking for

[ID: First image shows two sketches of Fierceteeth from Wings of Fire. A thin nightwing dragon with horns that curve downwards. The sketch on the left show's a bust shot from the front of her looking frustrated while her eyes look off to the left. The right sketch shows another front facing shot of her screaming in anger. The background is red. The second image is the same except the background is grey]

#when youre self destructive or whatever teehee #wof #eye burn #wings of fire #fierceteeth wof #lily's art #i think this counts as eye burn #tbh nothing tagged as eye burn bothers me but it bothers everyone else i know is something wrong w me #guess this is a vent #feeling pretty fierceteeth these recent times #i have the constant urges to scream and yell at people around me to make a point #times like these were everything you say ends up coming out wrong ya know?#cant forgive yourself for anything?#just rambling this out somewhere

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hamoodmood · 1 month

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