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mac is pulled by her desire to please her mother and her God. to please her mother is to be what she really wanted, a boy. so mac slicks her hair back and cuts it short and ugly with a pair of safety scissors. every time she looks in the mirror she wonders if that's what she really was supposed to be . a boy. that's the only reason she could come up with to justify why god would burden her with loving girls. god simply forgot to make her a man. instead of coping she represses.
she's 14 and trying to ignore the nagging at the back of her mind when she kisses a boy for the first time. she's sick to her stomach and tries to pretend it's because she's drunk. she trudges back to charlee's place after, trying to feel normal again. she doesn't. charlee asks her what's wrong. she doesn't say. she crawls into charlee's bed and they forget about it .
she figures soon enough she'll be rewarded, god will bless her for being good. for trying to fix herself.
she views indulging in masculinity as a sin too, so she hates herself. she wishes she was like denise. she's so beautiful, effortlessly. she's got long hair and soft hands. mac's nothing like den. she does anything to prolong the time they have together, trying to worm her way into denise's life. be more than just her weird dealer under the bleachers.
she scrawls pictures of mother mary in her journal and every night before she goes to sleep she asks her to take it away.
the other girls at church whisper about her. she's 17 and has gotten used to swallowing down the vomit that comes with a man. half of them are calling her a whore. the other half whisper in fear. whisper that she's too close with that charlee. they heard about some party where charlee and mac were passed out on a couch, in some vaguely compromising position. the girls stared at her. like she was a disgusting beast. like they were scared mac was gonna come for them next.
at confession she asks for forgiveness for all the boys.
at confession she cries too hard to talk about the girls