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flashy-mf · 4 months

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When you’re completely numb inside but still feel so ready to destroy your life in the most gruesome and catastrophic way possible. When the urge to destroy is so strong it surpasses any earthly form of destruction and you reach the conclusion that reality should just invent new, even worse ways to destroy things. But like. You don’t even feel emotionally angry. Or any emotions. Just powerful urges to explode in ways no human could ever comprehend.

#flashy ✨ thoughts #aspd #aspd things #aspd thoughts #actually aspd #actually antisocial #antisocial personality disorder #npd #actually npd #actually narcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #actually cluster b #cluster b feels #anger issues #violent thoughts #violent urges #self destruction #destructive urges

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a-healthy-dose-of-apathy · 3 months

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me when i want to be a kind older sister but my youngest brother genuinely activates my cain instinct just by being in the room so he thinks i hate him and i can’t even reassure him that i don’t (he’s ungrateful for all the love he gets that i didn’t and i’m painfully jealous and bitter):

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #cluster b vent #cluster b feels #family issues #depression #cain instinct

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unknowinglydeceasedlol · 2 months

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I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

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abusedpixie · 2 months

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𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩

𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭.

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autopsyfreak · 7 days

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i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

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cassie-lmao · 1 year

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my existence is pretty much going back and forth between

🥰✨🌈☀️insanity☀️🌈✨🥰

and

💔⛓🩸🔪insanity🔪🩸⛓💔

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borderliner-sapphic · 6 months

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"Why are you so negative?"

Because growing up, nothing ever went right, so now I just expect things to go wrong. I expect abandonment, so I either cling on or push away, I expect things to not work out because that's what I've known. Whether it's a relationship, a goal, anything.

I also just have a severely low self-esteem that was consistently reinforced.

It's true that I can be positive when it comes to others' lives. I believe others can heal and become the best versions of themselves, I believe anyone else can deserve happiness and love. Me, on the other hand? Nah.

#actually bpd #bpd #actually borderline #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually mentally ill #cluster b #borderline personality disorder #trauma #sorry for being depressing #bpd feels #i try not to be so pessimistic..#bpd problems #mental health

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stalekisses · 18 days

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