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#aspd feels
killmesilently · a day ago
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they know. it’s only a matter of time before everyone else does. they know i’m a liar. they know i’m a fake. they know i’m an abuser. they know i’m not who i say i am. i lost their trust and fake love today and now things will never be the same. there was only one thing i ever feared and it was that this day would come. the bars around me just got thicker and harder and so will everyone’s stares. i’ll get to hear the ‘told you so’s’ from the toxic liars around me whose fabrications finally became true. i thought i was looked down on before but the real fun is just beginning.
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maybe-an-aspd-angel · 7 days ago
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But will I ever though? Constantly just stuck in a weird limbo.
Never able to fully commit or be passionate about something. Always this strange feeling in your chest that you can’t pin point exactly. Yet always watching from the outside.
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maybe-an-aspd-angel · 7 days ago
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I got used to only taking care of myself.
Only learning to protect myself.
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esthete-god · 7 days ago
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People around me: *exist*
Me: you are not terribly important to me
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mental-illness-bingo · 7 days ago
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Y'all I cannot with this bitch I call my boyfriend (or sometimes my fiancé if he's not pissing me off) he seriously just told me how he would never judge me for my aspd and how it doesn't bother him then starts going off at me over nothing immediately after I finally get the urge to actually talk to him about the symptoms that have been flaring.
But tell me again why I should bother with people because I fail to see the fucking purpose at this point tbh.
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maybe-an-aspd-angel · 11 days ago
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Marriage and relationships are so hard to deal with. So draining and pointless.
Kudos to whoever can survive it I guess.
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urnmom · 12 days ago
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do any other people with aspd + npd get accused of flirting when they mask? im finding that when im just trying to engage in playful banter or pretend that i care about peoples problems that people begin to think i like them romantically. ive also been told i look/seem "perfect"
via 🔺
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maybe-an-aspd-angel · 13 days ago
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- And sometimes I just need a moment where
I can shout to the rooftops whatever I want without people getting sensitive, and having to be to touchy with my words so it doesn’t hurt their feelings.
Thennn you never hear the end of it on some occasions. It’s exhausting and so irritating.
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maybe-an-aspd-angel · 13 days ago
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Sometimes, nothing soothes that agitation. The fuse is so short. Fuck, contain it please.
You just want silence.
Just you and your thoughts. Peace and judgment from no one one else.
A place where I am my own worst critic and I can decide my limits.
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lucilfersdiary · 15 days ago
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Im open about my aspd, however I have a persona i convey, I’m still young, on occasion when something ‘bad’ happens i post myself crying, cliche i am aware, but it’s forced, and often I cry from self inflicted wounds, cutting to styro can be painful and truly my pain tolerance isn’t the best. However it’s all an act and I wonder how long I can keep it up.
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