#Casadastraphobia

[doriandistortion]

Blue is my least favorite color

It’s a beautiful sunny day.

I go outside and instantly notice that the city’s buildings stand especially tall towards the sky like an invitation from cosmic horrors no one believes in.

The sky scrapers are pointing me towards the vast open mouth of the universe and poking fun at my fear of losing oxygen in a vacuum that no one can see.

I lunge for the floor, anything to grab onto, the discarded plastic bags and newspapers laying next to my clammy palms can’t help me now.

This time it’s really going to take me.

Don’t the onlookers know what’s about to happen?

How can they just watch as if they don’t care?

I wish I could slip through the sky’s fingers but I don’t think I’d ever be so lucky.

When the time comes I know I will have wished I hadn’t gone outside that day.

#d.distortion #casadastraphobia #shitty poetry #im actually suffering #writing #my writing #poems #poem #short poem #poems on tumblr #prose writing #stream of conscious writing #spilled writing #niche phobias #spilled prose #spontaneous prose #spilled thoughts #thoughts #i’m so tired #agoraphobia #actually agoraphobic

[donutdrawsthings]

put together two brushes that make it easier for me to make concept art that's rough yet somewhat pleasing visually.

Here Tinker is looking down at the world he finds himself in. Floating islands drifting with the wind, ships in tight formations passing by, a bustling town rich with goods from distant lands... It's all so beautiful, but also frighteningly deep. There are many tales of what lies beneath... Some say it's the end of the world, others say it's just the other side of it. But regardless of what the truth is, everyone can agree it's best not to find out the answers for yourself, lest you never find your way back home again...

#Casadastraphobia #Bathophobia #deep depths #deep sky #deep skies #donutdrawsthings #oc #ocs #original character #tinker #something something the vast #concept art #worldbuilding #the reaching isles #floating island #floating isles #open space #tagging as much as I can so ppl with that phobia can avoid this post #open sky #Acrophobia #heights #fear of heights #clouds #skies #sky

[imfallingimflying]

Movement, voices talking, waves, wind, cold. I see it all at the same moment, a tired but so very open world of mist and gray and water and more and more and more. I'm exhausted but my eyes are so open, they couldn't be dry, the mist seeps under my eyelids and ensures I never have to blink again. I let out a shaky breath, it turns to white vapor, floating to the right half of my face, then dissipating into nothing. Perhaps it mixes with the mist, forming one giant being that lies and sleeps atop the waves, a giant bigger than the sea. Its terrifying to think about, my breath, as small and quiet as it is, being a part of this huge thing. A hivemind, surely, it all must move as one, folding and twisting and churning and boiling and bubbling. The water laps at my feet, sending me into freezing shock. I inhale quickly as water touches between my toes and chills the nerves that line my ankles and lower legs. It sits in the bottom of my sandals, keeping the bottom of my feet icy. Then it pulls back, leaving the soles wet and my toes curled. I feel electric, like I'm ready to run, to sprint or swim. I don't think I know which. If I run along the beach, it might end. But if I run along the water, swim into the waves which call me and touch me as gently as a mother, I would never find such a thing. An insult, really, to ensue the water has an ending, a finality to it. Truly it could never, it fills the deep crevices of land, deeper past we could possibly imagine. For all we know, our globe is filled with it. The roiling, bubbling deep which knows darkness far beyond any darkness we could perceive. Who knows what's down there. Huge beasts, taller than skyscrapers, like islands, no, continents that move underneath you. The ocean bigger still, isn't even affected, you wont feel but a wave touch you, move you, despite the massive beast which churns the water below.

I suggest to myself, in this moment of contemplation and mania, that the ocean could swallow you then. If we're being honest with ourselves, the sea could swallow us all whenever it deems necessary. At any moment, the waves, the rain, the cold, could push islands under and suffocate cities should it want to. We try to fool ourselves by believing we are above it. "We breathe air, not water!" Yet they aren't very different, are they? The sky is blue because the ocean is blue and the sky and the ocean are so so very big. Vast. Large. The words die at the shoreline, they can't even begin to claim their size. Gargantuan. Perhaps a bigger word would suffice? No, never. It couldn't. You'd need lectures, paragraphs upon paragraphs upon paragraphs of describing their size. You'd barely even touch the surface.

I pause, my heart racing, and squint into the horizon, or where I think it should have been. The gray fog mixes with the gray water and I can't see where one ends and one begins. I think that terrifies me most. More than their size, more than their weight, god the weight. The thought that at any moment, the air I breathe could betray me. Fill my lungs with salty black water and choke me standing. My throat tightens and I grip the necklace around my neck. It isn't special, not nearly. But it grounds me. Holding something so very small in comparison. For a moment, I see myself from outside of me. Looking down on myself, of course, I look so small. Then I consider the being that scares me so and I suggest looking at myself from it's perspective. The view which looks down at me in my head pulls back. I look even smaller, but it's not enough. Back, back, back it pulls, eventually I fade away into a dot, a speck. A grain of sand among the millions on the beach that still do not even hold a candle to the sea.

A hand touches my shoulder and I pull in a sudden breath. "Hey, you okay? I saw you zoning out there for a sec. We're about to go swimming if you want to come. I know it's cold, but when else is the beach going to be this quiet?"

I swallow and consider it.

"I-I'm okay, thanks. I actually think I'll head back home now."

#thalassophobia #casadastraphobia #megalophobia #agoraphobia #horror #horror writing #writing #creative writing

[northirish]

#idk

[laplaces-lovecraftian-dick]

gensokyo but it could've been a sort of hetalia or scp situation. sorry who's murasa x ichirin? I only know thalassophobia x casadastraphobia

#...this is honestly more fitting for kanako but eh. #kosuzu would absolutely be hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia #touhou

[distantpagesandpapercuts]

13

☢ Fallout OC asks ☢

13.What is the most frightening experience they have endured?

((Likely she'd say it was the first two weeks after leaving the bunker. She'd lived in an enclosed space underground for her entire life up to that point. So upon escaping her bunker, Kira only then discovered an acute case of what I can only describe as a form of Casadastraphobia. A sort of fear of the open sky along with her going through withdrawls and having to relearn to eat again without a tube? All the while figuring out how to live in the wasteland by herself? And worrying about her family coming after her?

Those first two weeks were hell and the worst experience of life she had ever had.

Luckily her luck is rather high so she didn't really run into too many issues other than her own before reaching Diamond City half dead.))

#explosivedarling #OOC #Kira stuff #omg thanks! #:D

[helsex-moved]

Hmmmm mayhaps "Casadastraphobia" for the fic name game? :D

hmmm perhaps a Bdubs-centric fic about the real reason he sleeps away the night every time - which isn’t for fear of the dark like everyone thinks but rather because he feels like the stars and the moon make the reality of the sky that looms above far too...tangible

does that make any sense? prob not

#Doc Says Stuff #asks? answered. hotel? trivago. #ask game #possum guy :]

[ilove2draw2008]

casadastraphobia fear of falling in the sky

#phobias

[miss-vortex]

If I could fall into the sky: My experience of Casadastraphobia

"Casadastraphobia is the fear of falling into the sky. It is a relatively recently identified fear, having first appeared on urbandictionary.com" - Phobia Wiki.

I'm relieved to have learned the name for this particular phobia, because recently I had an episode which convinced me I have it.

Before I go into that, I must explain that my fear of falling into the sky seems to be linked with being around extremely tall buildings; I believe this has been made worse by dreams where I've looked up at a skyscraper and I just lose all sense of balance and start getting sucked up into the atmosphere.

The other day this fear leaked into reality when I stood right underneath a 25-storey high rise in Manchester and made the mistake of looking up at it. My knees went completely weak and my heart began to race, sweat collecting on the palms of my hands. I was queueing at the time and I grabbed the nearest metal barrier in an attempt to steady myself. I really did feel like gravity was going to switch off and I was going to plunge into the vast blackness of the night - maybe holding on to a heavy object would keep me grounded. Although I knew the whole thing was ridiculous, I also felt an immediate urge to stand under the canopy at the building's entrance or somewhere with a ceiling so that I literally couldn't fall into the universe.

Read more:

#phobia #fear #anxiety #panic attacks #phobias #mental health #true story #casadastraphobia #fall into the sky #scared of falling #scared #interesting #thoughts #my thoughts #diary #truth #confession #relatable #nightmares #dreams #facts #did you know #tall buildings #universe #atmosphere #sky #gravity #losing control #blog #personal

[liquidcatt]

Sailor Uranus stimboard

sources under the cut

https://stimman3000.tumblr.com/post/173435434704/httpsinstagramcompbihuqz9jzss

https://softsnowdropstims.tumblr.com/post/159487885735

https://noonlight-stims.tumblr.com/post/190617304610/source

https://galaxyslime.tumblr.com/post/173644316151/hanse-on-youtube

https://satisfyz.tumblr.com/post/164299977702/sagyeong-calligraphy-writing

https://nanostims.tumblr.com/post/174960240212/slimeog-on-ig

https://nanostims.tumblr.com/post/172665419555/neonyolkshop-on-ig

https://stimman3000.tumblr.com/post/174931468644/httpsinstagramcompbbzmx-hf4al

https://calmstim.tumblr.com/post/163364347636/anti-banners-free-for-use

#sailor moon #sailor uranus #haruka tenoh #stimboard #blue #yellow #gold #painting #calligraphy #skirts #food #sleep #glitter #sky #casadastraphobia #tyrophobia #clusters

[doriandistortion]

If you have experienced something similar to this pls comment bc I NEED to know that someone has felt a similar way or I may lose my mind.

For a long time now I’ve had this sort of feeling that happens every so often when I get afraid. As if I’m going to suddenly be somewhere else if I turn around or move in a certain way.

I also have the feeling as if I will suddenly be floating underwater with nothing else in sight besides a giant whale behind me. It’s not like it’s going to hurt me or anything. Just the idea of it being there and out of my sight until I turn around frightens me. When this happens I feel like I need to drop to the ground if someone I’m next to makes any sudden movements. Other times I’m afraid the floor will fall out from underneath me or the roof I’m under will get ripped off and there will be nothing shielding me from the sky.

Obviously this isn’t just normal anxiety but I have absolutely no clue what else it would be. I’ve talked to my therapist and she hasn’t given me anything to work with in terms of information so I’m writing here to see if anyone has any other similar ??delusions?? I mean, they don’t seem like delusions to me and I am well aware that those kind of things will never happen UNTIL I’m in the moment. But even then, it’s not like I REALLY believe it. It’s more like It’s as if it’s already happening and I’m just waiting to see the results with my own eyes. It scares me terribly.

Is it a psychotic episode if you are aware of how unrealistic it is?? Am I just incredibly self aware?? I’ve never heard of anything even remotely similar to what I’ve described.

Also I’m afraid of the open sky and if I’m crossing the street with someone and they suddenly aren’t there next to me I feel like I need to hit the deck.

I’m well aware that that’s an actual phobia though which I have.

#pls comment #anxiety #ocd #mental health #mental health i guess #mental illness #niche phobias #phobias #I’m suffering #lol #casadastraphobia #agoraphobia #pls help #loll #D.Distortion #just talkin

[iiaxle]

Casadastraphobia- "The fear of falling towards the stars"

#Casadastraphobia #fear #falling #stars #moon #ombre #sunset #digital art

[rainbowt33f]

Tma villains week day 3 - pre canon

I decided to draw a young Simon fairchild when he fell into the painting!

#Tma villains week #Simon Fairchild #Tma #the Magnus archives #the vast #the vast tma #sky guy... #casadastraphobia tw

[alch3mic]

What is Prince’s phobia? I can’t find it anywhere aaaa

agoraphobia! in particular he dislikes being in public spaces because he feels like his back is exposed. he can travel outside his estate if need be, but prefers not to since it peaks his anxiety. he also has a phobia of the sky that he’s working towards getting over and can be outdoors from time to time, but it still spooks him a bit if he looks up at it for too long.

#is there a term for being afraid of the sky? #i've seen casadastraphobia coined a few times but i'm not sure #but there it is! #prince!sans #anon #alch!answers

[flyingbymoonlight]

ME ME ME!!!

#alterhuman #dragonkin #dragon #dragoncore #therian #dracopunk #dragongender #tw falling #tw casadastraphobia #tw thalassophobia #not really #but I couldn’t think of a better word that people would be familiar with

[leaf-dont-leav]

10 FOR JAKE TBH??

so fun fact, my primary genre i write is actually horror, so im literally on cloud 9 rn, I love thinking about character's fears <3

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Jake definitely has a paranoia about physical injury (we literally see him hide a concussion to keep driving), so one of his top fears is breaking his leg or arm. Any mobility injury that could take him out for longer than a week terrifies him.

He's afraid of spiders until Beth explains why they're good and don't really mean any harm.

On the otherhand, Jake vehemently hates jellyfish. He acknowledges that they're an interesting animal, but try to tell him anything further and he's already out of the room. You try to point out they don't have brains? It scares him even more. He just finds them really unsettling for some reason.

Also I've never been able to shake the thought that Jake has Casadastraphobia (the fear of falling into the sky)

#hes also just generally a scaredy cat #Jake Martin #ask games #leaf writes #leaf talks #🍃