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I 🩶 Modest Mouse, man

#just talkin

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Updated this a bit.

(If this is cringe I didn’t reblog it)

About me

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My poetry: 🩵

My photography: 💙

Rambling n stuff 🩶

Dorian || INTP || Ambidextrous || This is mainly my poetry account || I play the piano, bass, guitar, and I sing on occasion

Also I really don’t like labels but for the sake of my sanity I have to mention that I am EXTREMELY asexual so don’t be weird lmao

Other than that I’m chill with anyone interacting + I’m not mean I promise! I just look that way lol

DMs are always open

Dog bless

Fandoms I dabble in:

Tales from the gas station, the Magnus archives, welcome to night vale, creepypasta, MCR, The Vampire Chronicles, villains duology by V.E. Schwab

Things I’m into:

Old web graphics + blinkies n stuff, Vampires, Pretty knives, Explore With Us yt channel vids, Psychology, Sad gray aesthetics, 90s emo, 90s anything, atwwd + wine and crime, The Magnus Archives, Tales from the gas station, creepypasta,

Fave movies:

The Talented Mr. Ripley, Interview With The Vampire, Parasite, Withnail & I, Rope, Nope (lmao)

Fave bands:

Slint, Sunny Day Real Estate, Million Dead, 12 RODS, Knocked Loose, Nirvana, Dismemberment Plan, Chat Pile, Reuben, My Chemical Romance, Christian Death, Jawbreaker, Mineral, Joy Division, The Decemberists, Scarling, Dresden Dolls, Manic Street Preachers, HIM, Bright Eyes, Panuccis Pizza, KMFDM, Silverchair, The Dear Hunter, Set to Stun, Modest Mouse, Nine Inch Nails, Dumb As Rocks, Yves Tumor, El Creepo, Jack Conte, The Paper Chase, The Strokes, Braid, The Requiem, Mad Kelly, Blue October, any emo band ever new or old

Moi↓

Follow me on Spotify

#about me #poetry #photography #black and white #monochrome #monostich #alternative #tftgs #creepypasta #iwtv #vampires #tma podcast #villains duology #music #spotify #spilled writing #goth #gothic #emo #classic emo #1st wave emo

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I think I’m actually just a really horrible person wow 💀

#I don’t even notice it but people have pointed things out to me and it’s fucking me up a bit #doing evil deeds as a treat #uhhhhh

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LMFAOO??? 😭

My tftgs headcanon (some sad some random)

Jerry: Calls jack hot nonchalantly 🤭🤭😝

Jack: Attempted before.

#tftgs

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Oh my god 😭

they would’ve run the PTA like the navy

#iwtv #the vampire chronicles

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A long time ago someone I knew told me that I act like I’m missing something vital in me. For some reason I can’t stop thinking about that recently.

#just talkin

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I’m getting Tales From The Gas Station ao3 withdrawals

#tftgs #ao3 #tales from the gas station

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March 12th, Tuesday 1:32am

I don’t want to leave this space between the floorboards.

If I stay where I am, changing nothing about my life, maybe no one will notice I’ve gotten older.

#d. distortion #writing #growing pains #my thoughts #gloom #winter #creative writing #dark photography #prose #prose poem #aesthetic #writers on tumblr #monostich #gloomy #poem #prose writing #short poem #original writing

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I’ve gone these past four years as a vampire and I’m starting to think that I will never be cured.

- Dorian 1/4/24 1:04am

#d. distortion #writing #my writing #poems on tumblr #poem #poetry #gloomy #man. #vampires #vampire aesthetic #short poem #monostich

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The holidays made no noise this year like girl I’m just tired 😭

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#christmas #holidays

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where would we be as a society without gerard way's usage of religious imagery?

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Your profile picture is sooo cutee

Thank you !! 🫶

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I knew you were cool just from your username 😎

Any associate of the Spiral™️ is a pal of mine. =3

Thank you 😎😎

#tma

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Blue is my least favorite color

It’s a beautiful sunny day.

I go outside and instantly notice that the city’s buildings stand especially tall towards the sky like an invitation from cosmic horrors no one believes in.

The sky scrapers are pointing me towards the vast open mouth of the universe and poking fun at my fear of losing oxygen in a vacuum that no one can see.

I lunge for the floor, anything to grab onto, the discarded plastic bags and newspapers laying next to my clammy palms can’t help me now.

This time it’s really going to take me.

Don’t they know what’s about to happen?

How can they just watch as if they don’t care?

I wish I could slip through the sky’s fingers but I don’t think I’d ever be so lucky.

When the time comes I know I will have wished I hadn’t gone outside that day.

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I really wish I could put into words just how mind blowingly horrifying casadastraphobia is.

Shit is genuinely sickening and it’s ruining my life and it will be with me until I die. There will never be a time where I will step outside and the sky won’t be there. As long as the sky exists I will be terrified

I think it’s impossible for me to explain how casadastraphobia makes me feel in a way that makes sense because it really is unlike any normal human feeling. it just doesn’t make sense for a human to feel this. We aren’t meant to feel this specific thing. I’m sure we aren’t and something is really not right and I swear I am going to lose my mind one day

#casadastraphobia #just talkin #i’m so tired #phobias #d.distortion #niche phobias #anxiety #psychology