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seulpeunkkoch · 1 year

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You used to be so lazy that you forgot to brush you teeth and i loved even that part of you I used to remember you to do it so even when we were apart i was telling you to do so and for once you really hear my words but what i didn’t know was you were brushing them with another girl’s toungue

Julli

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seulpeunkkoch · 1 year

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You have a seed in your hand both of you need water to live but instead of sharing you drink all the water

- the way you love

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seulpeunkkoch · 4 years

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200308 run away;

Let's run away just the two of us where no one recognizes us where the time doesn't matter and the spring never finish a place where we can stay together with no frenetic life and busy schedule where in the moment i call your name you can hear me and smile in front of me, for me. Let's leave behind everything and everyone in a place where only our names resonates and we can make the time, ours let's create our own world that is strong, fiery and pasisonate like our hearts that no one can penetrate or disturb, like if we're in a big crystal ball. I don't care where you wanna go, it's enought for me because it's you, if we're together, everything is in color. Let's stop waste all this gray time in being distant and let's run away, please. You're the only i want. -Jullia; 2020

#love #lovers #i love you #iloveyou #you #couple #time #daily #dailyart #dailypoetry #run #spring #cherry blossom #sakura #runaway #togheter #poet #poerty

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190818 it’s you;

My home isn’t a place my home is a person, two eyes, a body and a soul. Just one soul. But if i can’t have you that are the love of my life, the best part of me, what’s the meaning of loving. I try to suffocate my thoughts in a glass, letting it burn me inside hoping that would hurt less than your absence, and i end up in other’s arms, beds, eyes, hoping to find something of you, but i know it will not happen. And how it could if you are the person that has the other part of me.

-Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190806 love lymphs;

Two lovers naked who touch and caress like if it were the first time; exchanging sweet and passionate kisses as if there were tender honey on their lips; unable to shut their eyes on love, they watch into their eyes, and see whole and infinite galaxies crying for so great beauty while their bodies twisted one inside the other make their lymphs flow turning that instant in the most intoxicant moment. Isn’t it one of the most beautiful feeling in the world? -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190726 useless;

I thought i was strong. I thought that after the war i passed in the last years i became strong enough to overcome everything because i already touched the ground but it’s crazily scary how i need just a second to put myself down again. There’s no space for mistakes here. So here we go again thinking that i don’t deserve nothing because i’m good at nothing. Feeling so ashamed that i just want to cry all my tears, that i don’t want to be in any contact with anyone that even breath it’s hard. Faking smiles and talking with people when i feel dead inside, when i feel this dark presence beside me screaming that i’m not good enough for this society. I understood how to love myself, i understood how to love life, but am i really necessary in this world? -Jullia; 2019

#depression #sad #lonely #cry #crying

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190715 the things i want to do with you;

I think about you and my mind starts to navigate into sceneries, picturing our moments like an old VHS movie. With you, i want to go travel the world, wherever you want, as long as we’re together and create our adventure while trying new things, taking pictures and videos of our moments, make a mold of our first home keys, taking the shower together and playing splashing you the water, wear your t-shirt while i cook our breakfast and smelling your perfume on it, running in our apartment while shouting like kids, doing parties all night long by ourselfs wearing just pajamas and our love and singing and dancing our favourite songs, crush my nose with yours, go to see the sunrise in a field hugged to you and covered by a warm blanket, watching you eat well the dish that i made just for you, stay in bed for the whole day watching tv series and listening to the sound of the rain, riding a bicicle to a nice park or beach and make a picnic, seeing you in the darkness waking up early for going to work pretending that i’m sleeping but actually falling in love once more with your shilouette, let my fingers flow all over your body and genlty kiss it, take your hands when you feel insecure, wearing couple rings, going out with yours and our friends or going out shopping and show the people how we shine bright together, go walk to the lake and see the cherry blossoms. I could go on for days with this list, since i want to do and share everything with you, but the thing that i want to do the most is love you, truly, endlessly and forever.

-Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190715 love;

How can i love if love isn’t you? What is love if love isn’t you? i’ve been in love with you for so long that i don’t know anymore. I can try to fill your empty spaces in me but it’s funny how i keep running back to you everytime like if i pulled the string that connect us too much that i just bounce back. Baby it’s because it’s hard to giving up on perfection once you have it, and even tho you have your imperfections to me you’re the most beautiful shining star in the world the one i want to watch every night and the one i want to come back to forever. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190618 smile;

Seeing you smiling and happy is still the moment where i feel the most happy; No matter if we’re not together ‘cause if you’re happy i can feel it too and if you smile i smile too. I’ll find myself crying with a smile on my face just because i’m overwhelmed by seeing your happiness, like if i could see your aura colors exploding, and i can’t do anything else than falling in love with you more and more, finally understanding what the infinite love means. No matter how much pain i will go through or how much sadness i will feel because as long as your true smile will be on your face i’m happy. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190425 pathetic;

How pathetic am i for waiting for you all this time How pathetic am i for hoping that something will change How pathetic am i for keep believing in this thing that i call love. Thanks to you i’ve become a miserable, someone that could wait you forever and can’t even watch your face without starting to cry. I’m one of the most pathetic, miserable, people in the world. Always saying that is the last time that i’m waiting for you but keep falling in the same mistake again and again like if i never learn. The fact is that even if i try hard i just can’t give up completly on you ‘cause you have the best part of me and let you go is like letting myself go. I love you and i’ll love you endlessly for as much as my heart will beat, even if i can’t stay with you. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190419 one another heartbreak;

Sometimes i force myself to stop believe in my love for you, but i always get back to the starting point; i don’t know how to do it because even when i walk through the path you already left i still turn my head back to see if you’re there. Even if i perfectly know that you’re not behind me i still search you in every person that i see. I still search you in every crowd where i am in in every bus that i take, or in every metro station that i go through, hoping to see you coming in from the doors. I also search your soul in everyone elses hoping that in them i can see something more that i didn’t saw in you but i’m never able to because i always get back to the first point: you. After this other, last, heartbreak, how am i supposed to go on without you? It’s not that i can’t live without you, it’s that i don’t want to. How am i supposed to go on when i feel heavy also just talking or breathing? When i pretend that you’re not part of my life i always feel like i’m wearing a false mask of happyness that collapses in the moment where the others are looking away and comes back when the eyes are on her. How am i supposed to give away the best part of me, when it is with you? “Maybe that was simply not our destiny” and with this senence i turn my head back once again peering every single angle in searching of you. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190331 melancholy is an old, known friend;

Sometimes i wonder how would it be to live without melancholy, to don’t feel comforted and protected by the night, more alive than in the day. I wonder how would it be to simply hear a song for its rythm, not for the lyrics, and for the beats that speaks to the heart. But then i realize that it’s all my fault. I like to spend nights crying and playing my favourite music, while watching the stars from my window. I like to spend alone time reflecting, even being melanchonic once in a while. That’s my special power. It’s a kind of feeling that i enjoy, because it’s who i am, it’s how i’m made. But what i can’t trully handle, the thing that really keeps me up at night sometimes, is the sense of knowing who my true love is but can’t stay with him. That’s funny how everything turns about you, huh? I pretend to be strong, higher, not hurt, but in the moment i stop to think, the whole world stops with me. And i don’t know how to overcome it. I just don’t want to give up on you. That’s not even an option, i honestly can’t. So i play for the milionth time a song that speaks to my heart, that speaks about you, trying to gain strenght and in front of others fake day by day my smile, who’s instead searching yours. -Jullia, 2019; PS. In case you’re wondering, this is the song that has been my cure in the past 3 hours https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHn0gxJQCKk ( H O N N E - Crying Over You ◐ ft. RM & BEKA)

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190214 what you cause;

Some days i’m so bored and tired that i wish i could do nothing, not even go to work or get up, but then i think about you i see your face i hear your voice and suddenly i want to live again.

-Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190123 you in me;

I always get overwhelmed by the you who’s inside of me. We are two separate bodies living their own lives, but sharing the same soul, shaped and then united by the destiny. I always get overwhelmed by the feeling of sense you inside of me; it’s like if a part of you is always with me invisible but still there. I tried to somehow erase you from my mind, but you were in everything i was watching, doing, reading, you were even in the trail that planes leaves after their pass. When i try to convince myself that maybe i was wrong all the time here you go again exploding inside of me creating the most beautiful light who melts my heart. I don’t know how it’s possible, but you’re always inside of me. And i love it. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190120 jealousy;

If it’s you, i am so jealous not because i don’t believe in myself enough, actually i believe that you can have or date all the pretty girls in this world but you’ll never feel complete and baby i know that for sure because i’m your other part, the part that makes you feel the wholeness. I’m jealous because i wish i could have been there when you were young, sharing with you the precious moments of when you was growing, when you were discovering the life and its new emotions, when you had hard times and all you wanted to do was cry or laugh out loud. I wish i could have been there playing next to you. I’m jealous of the concept of not being by your side in those moments. But growning up i became aware that the connection between two twin flames is there all the time, inside of all of us and it’s reflected by all the small things that makes us so similar, even on a spiritual level. Even if we can run into each other’s and miss due to bad timing or our eyes blinded i’m hopeful that the universe will bring us togheter one day. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190119 diversity is not a thing;

If you place an apple and a peach in front of children and you raise them teaching that eating the peach is wrong, they will grow up believing that the peach is a bad thing. But if you, which already knows and tasted both of them and knows that neither the apple or the peach are a bad thing don’t even try to say that the peach is completely normal, children will still grow up believing that it’s bad and souldn’t exist. Wise Ghandi once said: “be the change you want to see in the world” so even if it’s not your battle, stand up for the people who can’t speak their truth for the people who’s not listened, stand up for their rights and help them teach the children that all the fruits in every color, in every form, are good. -Jullia; 2019

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seulpeunkkoch · 5 years

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190113 small things;

Can i be right next to you even if for just a single moment? Can i be the smile surrounding your face? ‘cause you’re already mine. If i get ᵗᶦⁿʸ enough, can i stay in the pocket next to your heart? If you let me, i can be the sunshine that wakes you up in the morning, the perfume of your favorite dish on your birthday, the pinkness that kiss your cheeks when you’re happy. I can even be the first snow of the year that gently leans over your hands or the cherry blossom that falls after you pass. Because i love you and sometimes i wonder why hugs and kisses never seems to be enough compared to what i feel for you, that’s why i try to find love in his purest form inside the most little things because it’s there that i can find you. YOU. How can i feel at home just by looking at you? -Jullia; 2019

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