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baarish-ki-dua14 minutes ago
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married my best friend 馃寵
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crisis3441 minutes ago
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Fluffy PeterxClint soulmate thingy 馃槑
Just trying to infect tumblr with my rare pair
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jasanta-joseph43 minutes ago
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Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort
Of feeling safe with a person; having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but to pour them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together,
Knowing that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then, with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away..
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oldsoulprincessan hour ago
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鈥淭here鈥檚 no way we could meet. But one thing is certain. If we see each other, we鈥檒l know. That you were the one who was inside me. That I was the one who was inside you.鈥 鈥 Mitsuha Miyamizu
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oldsoulprincessan hour ago
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Wherever you may end up in this world, I will be searching for you.
credits to the owner of the photo above
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oldsoulprincessan hour ago
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鈥淚 feel like I鈥檓 always searching for someone,聽or something.鈥 鈥 Taki Tachibana (Your Name)
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oldsoulprincessan hour ago
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When you're in love with someone who doesn't even know you exist
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littleaclovean hour ago
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GUESS WHOS RELEASING THEIR FIRST CHAPTER OF THE SUNA FANFIC
i have to wait until the 19th cuz i need to wait to get an ao3 account but the story is called聽鈥楾o Catch a Dream鈥 please go read it once it鈥檚 out i鈥檓 desperate-
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ga-bitch2 hours ago
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lol im writing a soulmate au fic where any ink/blood/sauce(??) that appears on ur soulmate鈥檚 body appears on your own. i just,,,, periods, man. imagine that.
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raw-f00tage2 hours ago
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there is no such thing as a soulmate. an idea that there's one special person out there for everyone is a myth. soulmate mentality is akin to treasure hunting or trying to win the lottery or find the perfect person. what tends to happen in these soulmate mentalities is you tend to overly idealize someone, you spend time overly romanticizing someone that most likely isn't going to reciprocate to you. this kind of thinking keeps people single. and worse off, it keeps people in relationships that are bad and toxic for them because they're more afraid of the one who got away. the truth is there are many people out there that you are compatible with. there are many people that you find attractive and there are many people that will be attracted to you. by dropping the soulmate mentality, you are not destined to be alone. you're destined to be with people who will show you mutual respect. if anything, you are your soulmate. all that which you are seeking outside you is already within you.
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lolaskmeanything2 hours ago
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looking for a response here
Okay I really need anyone who knows about twin flames and soulmate and witchcraft even. I know about this kind of stuff, but not enough to make a conclusion.
So to make a long story short here, I thought Cane was going to be my soulmate or twin flame. I鈥檝e ever been so instantly into someone in my life. and the connection was undeniable off the bat. Within the first week we were falling asleep on FaceTime and like staying up talking literally until like 5 AM. Then we spent two days together talking bonding whatever, and I felt the same way. We drank hung out smoked had sex (some of the best I ever had) and then we talked after and now nothing. Like he ghosted which I am so embarassed to say, but it confused me. One night I looked back and I was like okay, he鈥檚 a jerk for doing what he did, but it didn鈥檛 happen for no reason. Very easily and very clearly he was put in my life, and I think it was to be on this journey I am on now. However the reason I need a response is because I want to know if this is how twin flame stuff works. He鈥檚 obviously not my soulamte. No shot in hell, I don鈥檛 think a soulamte would do that to me, but maybe a twin flame? I don鈥檛 want to talk to my friends who know about this stuff, because I think that they鈥檙e happy I finally stopped talking about him, and I don鈥檛 wanna look like a stupid ass loser, who is pressed on a man who has no job and horrible tattoos. I know how to pick em, huh? so Yeah, if literally anyone knows about this kind of stuff, please for the love of god dm me or reply to this post!!!
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jay-and-dean2 hours ago
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Greater Good聽 Chapter 4 : Everything is going to be okay
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Dean x Reader? Sam x Reader ?
Serie Summary :
聽 聽 聽 聽 There is a prophecy.
When Lucifer鈥檚 true vessel will find his one true love, it will tilt the world鈥檚 scales on the side of good and light. The balance that this love will bring, is to be the start of a new era, where evil will be weakened for the first time in centuries.
聽 聽 聽 聽 When the Winchesters find out about this, they decide this is the opportunity of their life, the only way to make a difference once and for all. And now they have a way to find this girl, things should be easy, right ?
聽 聽 聽 聽 What happens when the prophetic girl doesn鈥檛 fall in love with Sam ?
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Serie General Warnings : Violence, swearing, ANGST, Fluff, SMUT, and maybe other stuffs (Cheating and Secrets ?). I don鈥檛 want to spoil, I will give more details in each chapters. Please be 18+
Chapter Warning : Swearing, forbidden thoughts.
WC : 4.2k
Note : This is my rewrite of my story. I hope you like it, I can鈥檛 wait to finish this one because it is dear to my heart. For those who already read this back then, it won鈥檛 be long until we reach the new chapters.
Greater Good Masterlist
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Text divider by the amazing @firefly-graphics
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Dean is furious.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Pacing the motel room like a lion in a cage, he fulminates against everything, and everyone.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽They shouldn't have let her go, she could be in danger, she could take a plane. But what can he say, Sam is right, they can't just kidnap her.
"Son of a bitch, Sammy ! What if something happens to her."
"Cas checked her apartment fifteen minutes ago, nothing is happening" Sam sighs, slipping under the cover and immediately throwing it because it's suffocating in the room.
Dean knows he should sleep, he also knows neither his brother nor him will manage to find rest tonight.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽But when they are about to fall into a well know insomnia silence, Sam's phone light up and Dean turns in his bed to face his brother's.
"Is that her ?" he asks.
"Yeah..." Sam says. "She's asking me if witchcraft exists."
It's five am now, she is obviously processing the best she can. Sam's phone buzzes again, three times in a row, and Dean is a little jealous that his brother is the only one seeing her messages.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽He asks what she is saying again three or four times and stops, telling himself he just can't keep asking Sammy what Y/n sends him, because soon it will be none of his business.
A hint of sadness goes through his heart but it quickly disappears as Dean tries to focus on what the girl has to process.
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Two weeks later
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Y/n watches herself in the bathroom mirror, she puts her finger on the little mark on her cleavage and sighs while the phone rings again.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She stayed locked in her apartment, reading, googling anything, texting Sam every five minutes. And avoiding her phone ringing all the time.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She learned the difference between fake news and real things pretty quick, avoiding conspiracy theories about Satan and monsters to focus on what could look like strange murders and all.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽And the idea came to her mind to google Sam and Dean's name.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She found a strange shooting case from 2011... And books. 聽
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Starting to read then, she was confused at first. Was it all true ? How could it ? So once again, she texted Sam...
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Reading those books was the strangest thing she ever did. Taking notes on the supernatural, about their case, she spent days getting to know those men.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽After a while, it became almost like they were familiar, like they shared their life with her. She could read about the heroes, and text them about it...
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Now, she closes the last book and stares into the void for a minute.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She is Sam's one true love.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 She thinks about Jessica, about Yellow eyed demon and about Lucifer's vessel. A million of thoughts spin inside of her tired mind, a hurricane of admiration for that man she is supposed to dedicate her life to, a billion questions... And in the middle of it : Dean's misery. Hell, Purgatory, the Mark of Cain.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She squeezes her phone in her hand and touch Sam's name hesitantly.
"Y/n ?" Dean answers Sam's phone.
"Dean" she sighs, unable to tame the intense feeling in her gut, this man is a hero. "Where is Sam ?"
"Shower" he answers almost coldly.
The truth is, Dean doesn't know how to act with her, so he decided he would just keep his distance, like she was already Sam's girlfriend. They spent days texting anyway, so it鈥檚 already like that, he thinks.
"Dean... W-what happens next ?" she says with a shy voice.
During those days, she got used to talking to Sam, but not to Dean. And now he makes her uncomfortable because he doesn't at all act like in those books and she wonders : Did he change that must ? Or does he hate her ?...
"What ?" he asks low.
"The books. Dean... Sam went in the cage, how did he come back, what did you become ? I mean after all this ! You really went to Lisa ? Are you two still together ?..."
"Y/n..." he cuts her and takes a deep breath. "That's not what's important..."
"I'll decide what's important, Dean" she cuts him.
She can't see him lower his eyes, and even if she can imagine life hasn't been easy after that, she doesn't realize how much it's hard for him to talk about all those subjects.
She doesn't know Sam and Dean stayed in that town they don't like either, to be close to her just in case, longing for home. She has no idea that her choice to not see them for a while is difficult to handle for both of them, nor that Dean went to the strip club three times, hoping he could talk to her.
"Can we meet to talk about all this ?" he tries. "I can pick you up to bring you to the motel."
"Wait" she raises her eyebrows. "Are you still in that creepy motel room ?".
"Yes, we can't really go away without you..."
This would have frightened her a few days ago but it just doesn't now. They are Sam and Dean Winchester.
"No" she says and Dean rubs his neck in defeat before she finishes. "Come at my place."
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聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Sam takes a deep breath before knocking, his large hand shaking a little.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽When she opens the door, he tries to look friendly, smiling with what he knows is an awkward smile but this is the best he can do.
She nods and swallow, then let them in.
"Beer ?" she asks, not looking at them.
They both nod politely and she points at the couch.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽While she disappears behind a door, the brothers look around the room. It is small and messy but still welcoming.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽The supernatural books are open at different pages, with notebooks around them... It looks like the hurricane hitting her life was visible in her home : The under layer is neat, and on top of it, two weeks of anxiety attacks.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Sam tried to catch his brother's eyes for courage, but Dean is staring at his palm between his knees.
When she comes back with the beers, she is still looking down, even when she hands them the cold drinks. Sam swallows hard, thinking maybe she is angry and afraid. She has to be terrified and falling into pieces.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽But the truth is she is really impressed, like she was meeting the heroes of her favorite novel for the first time, a book she knows to be a true story. Everything is different now.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She doesn't dare looking at their faces, because their deadly hands, hanging from their powerful arms are already making her fell so small.
"I read all the books" she says in a sigh. "That Lucifer vessel thing, it's in the prophecy right ?"
Sam just nods, noticing the tired look on her face, how can he do this to that kind girl ?
"So I'm in that story, I am the o-one true love of the famous Sam Winchester..." she bites her lips. "No offence Sam, you're very handsome and kind..." she takes a shaky breath thinking about the books. "You're brave and smart... But I barely know you, I mean, this isn't supposed to be love at first sight, isn't it ?"
Sam shrugs, trying to mumble something. She looks up, her eyes tracing his beautiful features nervously. 聽
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Dean stays silent and still.
"We will get to know each other" the younger brother finally says low, playing with his beer.
"God, that is what an arranged marriage must feel like" she whispers, sitting on the coffee table.
"I'm sorry" Sam states sincerely.
"I know... I- I understand now."
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽A tear runs on her cheek, making both man frown in sync.
"I was so wrong..." she whispers. "A-about everything, about what's important..." but before any of them can have a kind gesture, she wipes it away and straightens up. "I've already seen demons" she states. "My... my history teacher was possessed, and I think I saw others... Demons, it's like... they have been following me my whole life."
For the first time, Dean moves, catching Sam's eyes in a worried look.
"I..." she takes a deep breath. "I have things to do before I follow you to that bunker of yours."
Sam's eyes open wide, he would never have thought she would agree to follow them, and even less that easily, but that woman seems to be incredibly strong.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽And for a second, Sam's heart clenches, like a spark had taken life deep inside it. Maybe, just maybe, he will indeed grow to feel that kind of love for her.
"That doesn't mean I will live with you" she states. "I just kinda need to see where you live. I guess I could spend a night there, but I... I have to convince Alan to take me back when I come back, because I didn't showed up to work for a week... I have nothing left I lose my job."
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聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽A few hours later Y/n closes her apartment door, still thinking that she will come back here.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Sighing, she puts the key in her pocket and gather her courage.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽When she climbs in the impala, she smiles a little for the first time, putting her finger hesitantly on the leather. Once again, impressed like she was meeting another one of her heroes.
鈥淵ou really fixed her perfectly, Dean, no one could guess she was hit by a truck鈥 she says with her eyes on the leather, feeling his gaze on her through the rear-mirror view.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Just the feeling of his green eyes bring the whole dance she performed just for him in her confused mind, and her cheeks catch fire.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽During the long ride to the bunker, Y/n looks at her phone.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She knows she should listen to her voicemail, but she is terrified. She left everything, she didn鈥檛 call her friends, didn鈥檛 show up to work, or in class, didn鈥檛 write the essay that was due for last week.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She didn鈥檛 even pay her rent or call her oh-so-dear-stepmother for her birthday鈥 Her life is screaming at her, it鈥檚 like opening a door behind which she knows a tsunami waits patiently.
鈥淎re you okay ?鈥 Sam asks with concern, breaking the soporific rhythm of the car's purring.
And she nods, trying to focus on him to feel safer and keep the anxiety at bay.
She has a superhero in her life now, braver than superman, more loyal as any batman, Sam Winchester is watching out for her. So what could happen to her ? Her eyes drift to his brother, and the steadiness of his finger hitting the wheel with a music he must playing in his mysterious head.
She fells strong again, enough to finally unlock her phone.
"Yes."
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽On her voicemail, her friends are worried, then, as the messages pass one after another, 聽they are extremely worried. They threaten to call the cops : A man was found dead in town, and now she鈥檚 missing鈥
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Alan is furious at first, as she didn鈥檛 show up, she better be dead he says, or she鈥檚 fired.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 Then he apologies for his mean words, a customer, was found dead next to the club and cops are sneaking everywhere, why doesn鈥檛 she answer ?
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Yet another voicemail : he had to tell the cops about this FBI agent and about her disappearance, he is sorry. He hopes she is okay鈥
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽In his last call he is even more worried because she never answered when he knocked on her door and the cops found out no FBI agent was sent here. He pleads her to call back.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽The only call with no worries in it is his father鈥檚. He is furious. Of course she didn鈥檛 show up to Lauren鈥檚 birthday, but at least she usually calls. He wonders why she is so distant and cold, if she needs money, she should just tell him and stop being so stubborn.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She hangs up and immediately starts to write a text to Alan, but she deletes it before she sends it. He will ask questions, and she has no answers.
鈥淒o you think I鈥檓 in trouble ?鈥 she says low, with a shaking voice, and she sees the brothers quickly look at each other like they often do in the books.
Whatever they say after that, she has her answer now.
She doesn鈥檛 really listen to Sam when he tries to reassure her. That man has a gift for kindness, but she has a gift to read between lines.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽After hours of thinking, with classic rock in her ears since Dean dared asking to play music, she finally decides a little truth and a big lie would maybe be better than nothing. People will be angry at her, worried even, but they will stop thinking she is dead in a ditch somewhere.
鈥淚 met the man of my life. I don鈥檛 know anything about that dead guy. I鈥檒l be back but I need some time with him鈥 she sends to almost every person that called her.
Only her dad doesn鈥檛 need her text, he doesn鈥檛 really worry, he just wants to give her money to be able to say that he did all he could.
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聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽When Sam opens the bunker's door and turns the lights on.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽While Dean enters before them in that frustrating silence of him, Sam looks at her.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Her eyes are wide, taking on everything she can. Her heart races when even Dean looks small down those stairs. It is like the legend surrounding them had suddenly became real.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Sam silently prays she likes this place, but he doesn鈥檛 realize he wants her to like it mostly because, if their destinies are bound, he doesn鈥檛 want to leave the only place he ever called home.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She falls in love with the place immediately, with its ambiance, its smell and its light. Walking down the stairs, she once again feels like Belle nest to her beast, this time discovering the library.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽But Sam doesn鈥檛 know, so he keeps trying to make her like it, praising its magic and its size, showing her every rooms, telling her she can help herself, take any book, anything she wants.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽He is so nervous he doesn鈥檛 notice that Dean disappeared the minute they entered.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Only when they reach Dean鈥檚 room, he realizes his brother was hiding there all this time.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She opens her mouth while watching all the weapons on the warrior's wall. An unreadable expression appears on her face.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Sam looks at her, waiting for any reaction he could understand and hold on to. But she turns toward his brother and dives her gaze in his green eyes, like she never did.
鈥淲ill you teach me ?鈥 she just asks.
Dean seems muddled at first but as he gets what she is asking for, his face harden.
鈥淎re you sure ?鈥 he asks low, making Sam confused because they seem to understand something he missed.
鈥淵eah鈥 I don鈥檛 want to be a victim ever again鈥 she states and Sam finally understands.
鈥淚 can teach you how to handle a gun then鈥 the older brother nods.
鈥淣o, I..." she sighs. "I want you to teach me to fight. I want you to teach me to kill if I have to鈥 she states still looking in his eyes, like she was asking him to read how serious she was.
He doesn鈥檛 answer but lower his gaze, like he couldn鈥檛 stand hers.
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聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽It is really weird looking at her, and Sam can't shake that awkwardness off.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She is just there, sitting next to him in the kitchen, drinking a beer and listening to him while he fills the blanks. Just here like she always was.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽The girl he is supposed to fall in desperately love with.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Forever.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She doesn鈥檛 seem so worried for now. She still looks exhausted but that weight on her soul is a little less visible in her eyes.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽More than once, tears fill her eyes when they keep telling her about their life, and each time, Sam notices his brother has to look away.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽It must be so strange for him. Dean has always put him first, and it was always the two of them against the world. Friendships came and friends died, but in the end, they were always each other's priority.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽If Dean doesn't like her, this could really damage everything.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽After hours of talking, Sam suggests that she should sleep. Of course, she doesn鈥檛 want to but he assures her that he will answer every other questions she comes up with tomorrow.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Showing her the bathroom again, he allows himself to really look at her. The back of her neck and the color of her skin, that mole and this scar...
"Thank you Sam" she says with a small smile.
"You know" he clears his throat. "I will never force you to stay but... I feel responsible for you and I... I feel like we could really get along."
"I know Sam" she states, putting a gentle hand on his arm.
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聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Dean gets up and rubs his face.
When he finally fell asleep, he dreamed about Y/n. He freaking dreamed about that dance, about her body and the way she moved like she had a snake-spine鈥
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽And he woke up.
He sighs and looks down at himself. He is hard. Of course, that wouldn鈥檛 be awkward enough otherwise !
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽He grunts and scratches the scruff on his cheek, trying to forget the shape of her breasts, to chase the vivid images of her.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽With a loud sigh he sits on his bed, and gets up to go to the bathroom lazily, hiding his forbidden erection in his robe.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽It is six a.m. now, which means he won't fall back asleep, so after a quick stop to the bathroom, he decides he needs a drink even if he hears Sam鈥檚 voice in his head begging him not to drink just when he wakes up.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽But before he can reach the bottle, he stops in his tracks.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽It鈥檚 her, the woman he cannot think of, the one he is trying to forget. His brother's girl.
She is softly sobbing in the library.
For a minute he sincerely doesn鈥檛 know what to do. Of course she feels like crying, who wouldn鈥檛 in her situation ? He just has no idea what to say to her.
His feet move back on their own, he should go back to his room, give her some space. But he can鈥檛 let her alone right now, as hard as he tries, he just can鈥檛 resolve to let her cry on her own.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽He closes his bathrobe tidier and carefully walks in the room. She doesn鈥檛 see him at first, curled up on a chair, her arms around her knees. It is weird to think that she is the same woman that crushed every heterosexual guy's dreams a few days ago.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She looks like a terrified lonely little girl. Books about Hellhounds before her, she is crying with a delicate hand on her mouth, obviously trying her best to be quiet.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽He clears his throat and she jumps a little, wiping away her tears and biting her lips.
鈥淪orry鈥 she says and it breaks his heart that she would apologize for what they brought to her life.
鈥淒on鈥檛 be鈥︹ he grunts, getting closer with a frown to sit close to her. 鈥淚t鈥檚 a lot, I know鈥︹
She nods and closes the books in front of her in a hurry.
鈥淚 shouldn鈥檛 have鈥︹ she starts but Dean cuts her.
鈥淗ey Sammy told you to take whatever you want.鈥
"Yeah... But Hellhounds, I..." she nervously bites her lip.
"It's been a long time" he assures her in a deep calm voice. "We even killed some since all of this."
"I was..." she swallows, her bright red eyes making him feel naked. "I was crying... I really prayed that there was a way."
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽He bites the inside of his cheek, like it could tame the raw emotions falling on him like a sad song. There is just something unbearable about her being miserable, and something so easy about letting her dig where he buried everything.
鈥淲hat were you looking for ?鈥 he asks to break the heavy silence falling on them.
鈥淗um鈥︹ she tries to hide the sadness in her voice. 鈥淣othing鈥 I took the first book I found. I couldn鈥檛 sleep. Dean鈥︹ she sighs and he tries to not think of how much he likes the way she says his name. 鈥淚鈥 How am I supposed to fall in love with your brother ? I mean鈥 I was never good at being what I was supposed to鈥︹
The hunter lowers his head. He has no idea, he barely understands how it works or what is going on lately.
鈥淵ou haven鈥檛 seen him shirtless鈥 he tries to joke but his own smile fades when she fakes one poorly. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 know, Sweetheart鈥 But he鈥檚 the best man I ever met, I know he鈥檒l find his way to your heart鈥︹
He can鈥檛 believe how cheesy he sounds, but after all, he means every words.
鈥淏ut he won鈥檛 love me, he can't. He is a hero and...鈥 when she says that, a silent tear fall on her cheek. 鈥淚鈥檓 always a disappointment.鈥
鈥淣o, you鈥檙e not鈥 Dean whispers. 鈥淚 mean you鈥檙e clearly better than what I thought Sam鈥檚 soulmate would be鈥 he laughs slightly once again but bites his lips at how much this simple truth confuses him.
鈥淚鈥檝e cleaved my life you know" she admits, finally talking about herself a little. "I鈥 No one really knows me. I don鈥檛 know why I鈥檓 telling you that鈥 she stops.
鈥淢aybe because you鈥檙e tired of hiding鈥︹ he tries, knowing the feeling and she searches his face, nodding.
鈥淚 feel like I am never fully honest" she continues, her deep pupils begging him to understand her. "It is my way of keeping a part of control in this mess. My friends and family don鈥檛 know I鈥檓 a stripper鈥 My family doesn鈥檛 know my friends, doesn鈥檛 care about what I study. My friends don鈥檛 know my family" she motions what she says with her hands, keeping her eyes on him. "They have no idea that my dad is some wealthy cheating clich茅, neither my boss鈥 My brothers in law would barely recognize me in the street鈥︹ tears fall on her face but she tries to speak without letting them affect her voice. 鈥淎nd now I鈥檓 a murderer and I'm supposed to bring answers or鈥︹
"Balance" he states. "No one can ask you for answers, Y/n. It's okay if you have none to give."
At this, Dean puts a kind hand on her shoulder.
鈥淎nd for the dead guy" he groans. "They were going to鈥︹ he can鈥檛 say it. 鈥淚t was self-defense. If I had been here sooner, I would have killed him too.鈥
She nods without conviction.
Acknowledging his own hand on her shoulder, he suddenly doesn鈥檛 know how to use it anymore, should he let it here ? Take it back ? It is a suitable place to touch a stranger ?
鈥淔rom what I see鈥︹ he clears his throat, taking back his hand a little too fast to put it in the pocket of his robe. 鈥淵ou seem to be as smart as you are independent, as sexy as you are fair鈥 M-maybe the world is just not ready for someone like you鈥 he smiles, not discerning yet that he is speaking for himself.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽She stops crying but the painful expression on her face makes him want to hold her, he has to look away.
鈥淪am is lucky to have you鈥 she states. 鈥淔rom what I read, the whole world is lucky to have you鈥︹
鈥淵eah, I don鈥檛 know鈥 he groans low.
鈥淒ean ?鈥 she calls again, making him offer her his tired eyes to see. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to go back just now鈥 I鈥檓 ready for something new. Can I stay a few days ? I鈥檒l decide what to do later.鈥
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Before Dean can open his mouth Sam enters the room with his phone in his hand.
鈥淵eah鈥 Y/n鈥︹ he starts and his big brother recognizes this tone, something鈥檚 wrong. 鈥淚鈥檓 really sorry but, you may not have a choice for now.鈥
鈥淲hat d-do you mean ?鈥
Her shaking voice stammers but Dean already understood and when Sam turns his phone screen to show her the article saying 鈥淪tripper-killer is an enigma for her family鈥, she starts to sob uncontrollably.
聽 聽 聽 聽 聽 聽Dean's heart sink and he bands, opening his arms to shelter her. Forgetting about Sam or anything else, he wraps his arms around her and puts his chin on her head, holding her tight to give her a bit of his strength.
鈥淚鈥檓 here for you, we-we鈥檙e there, Y/n. Everything is going to be okay鈥︹
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bookskies3 hours ago
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Soulmate
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noun: soulmate; plural noun: soulmates
1. Someone who is not met but created. One does not find a soulmate. One finds a person they love. Two people can share the kind of love they write poems about. Over time this kind of love creates an unbreakable bond and the lovers are called soulmates. Their souls don't become one but the souls fuel each other and the love grows stronger every minute.
"Mr Darcy and Miss Bennet were soulmates."
"He was my other half, my soulmate."
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definegodliness4 hours ago
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In silenced abiding
Long has it been Since you visited my dreams, And maybe it is for the better.
After so many years The protective layers of accepted reality Have stacked and thickened So much that I do believe That if they were to be pierced My sorry soul, abiding unnoticed, Would crumple in ache.
Lashed by the memories of lost vigour: Love's entirety, embodied.
Shame.聽Regret.聽Sorrow.聽Unsurvivable.
Ah, but what I would give To experience The holy pain of its exposure again; To hear it scream your name again, So loud it tears The fabric of time and space, Echoing inside me Throughout the consciousness of day, So that I am forced to listen To the cries that incessantly resonate Within the void of this cavernous cage, Until I manage to silence it.
That sorry soul, Muzzled for sanity's sake.
--- 12-4-2021, M.A. Tempels 漏
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twiceislife4 hours ago
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Happy samo dayyyy! Thank you for existing i love you both.馃崙馃挏
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oldsoulprincess4 hours ago
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"Yet, I'm still trying, believing that you will be here"
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warrier-queann6 hours ago
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Fictional characters I believe were soulmates:
饾檸饾櫓饾櫄饾櫕饾櫄 饾檷饾櫎饾櫆饾櫄饾櫑饾櫒 饾櫀饾櫍饾櫃 饾檳饾櫀饾櫓饾櫀饾櫒饾櫇饾櫀 饾檷饾櫎饾櫌饾櫀饾櫍饾櫎饾櫅饾櫅
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