Sharp Teeth, Tough Love
Summary: You caught Floyd's interest the moment fire and chaos erupted in the Mirror Chamber. One chance meeting gave you the nickname Shrimpy, and another left Floyd sinking deeper into the depths.
POV: 2nd Person
Pronouns: Gender-neutral
Admin/Writer: CressađŚ
Tags: Romance, Angst, No happy ending, sorry folks, Floyd Being Floyd, Slow Burn, Minor ADeuce and Grim Shenanigans again, Unrequited Feelings, Floyd's POV (I hope yall remember whose nickname belongs to who)
Word Count: 3, 044
If yall needed to know, I wrote this on the same day I wrote the Riddle fic. My brain is spent on these two, and I couldn't be any happier. I wish I could end this another way, though. Poor terrifying and violent Floyd.
One thing to note, it's really fascinating how he only calls someone by name if he really respected them. Also, if yall catch that reference to one of Floyd's lesson chats, I will love you forever.
Anyway, I hope you all enjoy again đ
Floyd could never forget the first time he saw you.
Your face was twisted into a flabbergasted frown, mingled with distress, confusion, and exasperation. The cat monsterâheâll call it Baby Seal since its tiny height and gray fur reminded him of oneâran amok and spewed fire everywhere. Kalimâs screams rang in the air, followed by Crowleyâs indignant shouts. He watched the chaos unfold with intrigued eyes and a widening grin, revealing sharp teeth and a thirst for more wreckage.
Amidst the smoke that billowed and swirled in the Mirror Chamber, you stood in the middle of it. The harsh glow of the fire pierced Floydâs eyes, but all he saw was your silhouette surrounded by dying embers and crackling flames. Just as his gaze landed on you, your head swiveled around to look back at him. As if some invisible force compelled you to find the eyes that burned into your figure.
He wanted to see you again.
The next time he saw you, you were with Baby Seal and those two freshmen in Heartslabyul: Crabby and Little Mackerel. Even Goldfish and Sea Bream were with you. The six of you lurked in the courtyard, as if trying to spy on something. Whatever you were doing, it caught his attention.
âCareful, Floyd,â Jade simpered after he followed his brotherâs line of sight, âdonât scare the fish away.â
Of course, Jade already knew what Floyd was thinking with one look. There was a reason why they chose each other and survived the coldest, harshest waters.
âYeah, yeah.â Floyd flippantly waved away Jadeâs words with a languid grin, before he snuck on the group. It was laughable, how they didnât notice his tall and gangly figure slink in front of them. The six students spoke in hushed whispers, too engrossed in their conversation to see the shadow that loomed over them. His eyes roamed each freshman, checking the fresh meat, but they lingered on you.
You looked so small, and he had to tilt his head down to see your eyes. Back then, during the entrance ceremony, you hunched over as if to curl into yourself. Small and weak and afraid.
Floydâs lips stretched from one ear to the other. Heâll call you Shrimpy.
âOh ho ho! What is up, Lilâ Goldfish?â
Goldfish jumped, sputtering and floundering like a fish caught by its prey. The rest showed varying degrees of surprise. Sea Breamâs smile became strained, and Floyd could see the junior sweat a little. Crabby flinched, while Little Mackerel took a step back with wide eyes. His fists were raised to his chest, and Floydâs eyes narrowed at that.
Huh, one of them was ready for a fight. Interesting.
His attention shifted to you, wide eyes fluttering in disbelief. You craned your neck to look up at him with parted lips. As Floyd engaged Goldfish in a conversation more like interrogation, he felt like he was floating. Itâs as if he could run around the track field without breaking a sweat from the look you gave him.
He wanted to see more of that. He wanted to see you more.
Your gaze drifted to Jade, and you froze. Floyd brushed it off as fear. That was how people usually reacted to them, anyway. It was nothing new. He focused on the conversation with Goldfish without sparing your reaction another thought.
One sunny day, a few days after that chance meeting, Floyd saw you in the courtyard again. You were with Baby Sealâhe always wasâalong with Crabby and Little Mackerel. The latter two stood in front of you, who sat on the edge of the fountain. Baby Seal was standing next to you with this annoyed look. Meanwhile, the Leech brother was lounging on the grass. Alchemy class bored him, so he decided to skip and bathe in the sunlight on the courtyard.
None of them seemed to notice him. Floyd watched, still bored out of his mind. He was debating on whether to spook the group or otherwise, when he heard you laugh.
You tilted your head back, letting the sun illuminate the smile on your face. It was a toothy grin, one that crinkled your eyes and emphasized the chub of your cheeks. He barely saw the color of your irises, and your unrestrained laugh echoed in the desolate courtyard. You even snorted.
You tilted your head back so much that you tipped over and fell into the fountain with a loud splash. Floyd snickered, ignoring the warmth in his chest and the flutter of his heart. Howling laughter followed your fall. Crabby clutched his stomach and doubled over. Little Mackerel held back a smile as he flailed, unsure of how to help you, in front of the fountain. Baby Seal was laughing his ass off, belly flopping on the edge of the fountain.
He decided to stand from his spot and help you, since the entire thing entertained him. Although, when he stood tall and took a step towards the fountain, he paused. You were drenched in water, from the top of your head to the tip of your leather shoes. Locks of hair stuck to your forehead and cheeks. Your uniform clung to your skin, and it looked uncomfortable. Despite all that, your smile remained.
âYou assholes!â You laughed with a loud wheeze, happy and carefree with that toothy and blinding grin. He could clearly hear you laugh and sputter, even with Crabbyâs and Baby Sealâs loud snickers and laughter. As he watched Little Mackerel help youâand fail, because you slipped back into the fountainâa thought nagged at his mind.Â
What should I do to make Shrimpy laugh like that again?
âHey, Shrimpy!â Floyd chirped, grin too wide and sharp to be considered friendly. Little Mackerel and Crabby stepped back, as the sophomore grabbed your arm and tugged you out of the fountain. Your hand shot out to grip the edge, while you stood from the water.
âNeed a lilâ help?â
âOh merciful Sevenââ Floyd pretended not to notice how your vocabulary changed in just a few monthsâ âthanks, but how much did you see?â
The fact that you nonchalantly accepted his help, that you didnât flinch from him, made Floydâs heart do somersaults and cartwheels. The corners of his lips stretched towards his ears. He squeezed your arm and watched you step out of the fountain.
Water dripped from your uniform, and Floyd observed the droplets fall from your hair and fingertips. He briefly wondered what youâd look like if he dragged you into the sea. Would you be surprised? Would you scream?
Would you laugh and call him an asshole, like what you did earlier?
âWhat answer do you wanna hear, Shrimpy?â He teased, still grinning and holding your arm. For some reason, Floyd didnât want to let go.
âThe one that doesnât embarrass me, thanks.â You chuckled, despite the other three freshmen being silent spectators of this interaction. As you thanked him again and flicked the water off your hands, Floyd couldnât help but grin wider.
Another month passed. After that admittedly hilarious outburst from Azul, you became a regular at Mostro Lounge. You visited during the weekends, even if you were wary at first. You fell into a routine, just as fast as how you picked up on the lingo in Twisted Wonderland.
You walked in during the weekends and stayed for as long as an hour and thirty minutes. (Yes, Floyd kept count.) Youâd talk to either Jade or himself, depending on whoever was waiting tables at the time. Azul passed by at times to make sure you were having a good time, obviously to maintain Mostro Loungeâs good reputation. After a few visits, Floyd began to monopolize your attention by literally taking over server duty during the days you visited.
Even if he had to subtly threaten Azul with profit loss via property destruction and sabotage.
âHey Shrimpy,â Floyd drawled, sitting across from you in one of the booths. It was a slow day today, and all you ordered was a fruit shake. A history book was opened to some page Floyd didnât care to know. Notes littered your table, and your penmanship occupied his attention a little.
That was, until he grew bored of the sounds of pen scratching paper and the clinking dishes in Mostro Lounge.
âHm? Yeah, Floyd?â You asked, flipping a page and jotting down something on your notebook. The tall merman pouted, before he reached over and snapped your book shut. Before you could even react, he snatched it away and lifted it far from you.
âIâm boooored. Câmon, play with me!â
Floyd grinned when you stuttered and glared at him. Your reactions always amused him, moreso whenever you were irritated or angry. Something about the way your brows furrowed and your nose scrunched made him want to tease you more. When you began to flail your arms and make animated gestures, that was when he knew you were really fed up.
âYouââ You sighed and stood up, trying to reach for the book. Floyd only lifted it higher, and he didnât even need to stand up. The corner of his lips twitched, while he watched you struggle and stretch to snatch the book back.
âFloyd, give it back! Please? I promise Iâllââ
There was a reason why he always tried to annoy you. Youâd always promise him something in the end: treat him to lunch, hang out with him in the Lounge, watch his basketball matches (even if you were there for Crabby, too). It was the only way he could spend time with you without outright asking for it.
Floyd wasnât an idiot. He knew he liked you, and it all began with that incident involving the fountain. Even Jade pointed out the many times Floydâs face lit up every time you were around. He couldnât ignore how much his heart pitter-pattered every time he saw you. He couldnât pretend that he wasnât grinning every time he caught sight of you. The way his name rolled off your tongue made him giddy enough to want to throw you over his shoulder and skip class with you.
If he had a choice, heâd drag you to the deepest parts of the sea and keep you to himself.
The book was plucked out of his hand, but your own hands were empty. You owlishly blinked, and so did Floyd. Both of you stilled, until another voice broke through the quiet hustle and bustle of the Lounge.
âItâs not nice to play with the food in front of you, Floyd.â Jade smiled, the kind he usually wore that fooled anyone into thinking he was the safer option between the two brothers. It was still funny to Floyd how everyone gravitated towards Jade, only to realize the jagged teeth behind that fake smile of his.
You took your book from Jade with an awkward smile. âAh, thanks, even if you said something subtly backhandedâŚâ
âItâs my pleasure, Prefect,â Jade answered, his smile never wavering in that moment. Careful hands gripped the book and slipped it off his gloved one.
Without missing a beat, you set the book aside and asked, âHow are you then, Jade? You and Floyd are usually together, but I havenât seen you in a while.â
The book remained shut, as if you werenât trying to get it back from Floyd to study earlier. The lazy smile he had dropped into a thin line. His eyes drooped as he watched the conversation between you and his brother. On the other hand, Jade still wore that perfected smile of his with a hand over his heart.
âIâve been doing fine. Thank you for asking.â Jade hummed before adding, âI found this lovely new specimenâanother species of fungiâwhile on a hike recently. You were interested in mountain hiking and foraging, am I correct?â
âOh, yeah.â You laughed, light like tinkling bells. It was a stark contrast to the boisterous laugh you usually had. Floydâs chest tightened, and his hands clenched into fists under the table.
Letting your laughter die down, you continued with a smile, âCan I join you next time? If not that, you have terrariums, right? Can I see them some time?â
Your smile was small and practiced. Whenever you smiled, it was always toothy and the corners pushed your cheeks up. Now, it reminded Floyd of a prissy princess who had been sheltered all her life. You smiled like a noble that faced the aristocrats in hopes of a good impression. You smiled like the guests his parents had, trying to curry their favor, while he and Jade grew up.
You solely focused on his brother, as if Floyd wasnât sitting right in front of you for the last hour. Your book and notes laid forgotten on the table. Condensed droplets began to drip from the glass, and the fruit shake was forgotten as well. Even when the edge of one of your transcripts became wet, you didnât bother moving it away from the glass.
Floyd wasnât an idiot. Of course, he wasnât.
His eyes flitted towards the smile you had, softened with an emotion he didnât want to see. Your own eyes appeared brighter, livelier than whenever you were with him. Even when you sat down, your body was angled towards Jade as you leaned on the table with crossed arms.
His mood soured in that instant, and the pitter-patter of his heart dulled into silence.
Floyd scowled, standing from the booth and shoving his hands in his pockets. You jumped a little, while Jade watched him with that carefully crafted smile. He didnât bother explaining himself. Jade knew already, and he didnât owe you anything. Youâd only take this as Floyd sulking because his brother ruined his fun.
âWhatever,â he mumbled and trudged out of the restaurant with an air of annoyance. Everyone who happened to be in his way immediately skirted around the Leech brother. One wasnât fast enough, and Floydâs arm knocked the tray out of the poor studentâs hands.
His scowl deepened. He loomed over the terrified boy with his jaw clenched and eyes glinting ominously. The aggravated tone rang clear in his voice when he threatened, âWatch it, or do you want me to squeeze ya, huh?â
The Heartslabyul student silently despaired about his lunch. He was too intimidated and afraid of Floyd to even squeak. The merman left Mostro Lounge with a scowl and his fists in his pockets, like a child throwing a tantrum. He didnât bother looking over to see your reaction.
Floyd was growing irritated at the thought that youâd give all your attention to Jade. Heâd rather not see you make goo-goo eyes at his own brother. He didnât want to think too much of it. Maybe heâd find something to do; something to get rid of this itch in his chest and fists.
If he couldnât, then Azul would just have to deal with Crowley later. He wasnât going to sit in that cramped office and get lectured by a headmaster that preened over his and the academyâs reputation.
As Floyd stomped through the portal that led back to Night Raven College, his thoughts veered towards you and Jade. His mind conjured every memory he had of you: how you perked up every time you saw Jade; how you always asked about him, even if you thought you were subtle about it; how you subconsciously gravitated towards Jade every time he was thereâ
A pair of Pomefiore students skittered towards the wall as Floyd passed by. A shadow loomed over his scowling face, which accentuated the dips and curve of his mouth. His blood boiled, and his footfalls grew heavier with each step. If he went on like this, Floyd would dig potholes in the corridors with his feet alone.
He always saw your smile brighten and look dainty around Jade. Your laugh grew softer, restrained and freakishly refined. It was as if you deliberately controlled yourself to look more appealing to his brother. It was annoying Floyd more than it should.
He liked you, even when your body tipped back and doubled over from laughing so much. He liked you, even if your laugh sounded like a dying whale. He liked you, even when you snorted so hard that it hurt your nose. He liked you, even when you smacked him on the shoulder out of exasperation. He liked you so much that he was tempted to tickle you in front of Jadeâjust so he could hear your loud and carefree laugh again.
He wanted all of you, even if you were weak and frail and helpless. He just wanted you.
He already hated how cheesy he sounded, but his heart called out for you with each waking moment. The image of your smile overlapped with his memory of your laugh. Your name was scrawled in his mind, his heart, his lips, his very soul. Floyd already knew it was bad if he was being poetic, sappy, and romantic like Seagull.
So, whyâd you like Jade? His brother could care less about you in that sense. Floyd was already annoyed that Jade moved things behind the scenes: making sure that you were alone with Floyd as much as possible. They were brothers, but none of them would ever admit that they cared for each other out loud. That didnât stop people from thinking Jade was the more capable and reliable brother than Floyd, cunning and mischief aside.
Floyd was the one who helped you out whenever he could. He was the one who spent the most time with you in Mostro Lounge. He was the one who made a beeline towards you every time he saw even a glimpse of your head. He was the one who made you laugh and smile, especially whenever he noticed that you were down in the dumps.
He found himself in the courtyard, and his mood soured more at the sight of the fountain. The memory of you, laughing and sitting like a drenched duck in the water, overlapped with the image. Grumbling, he kicked a pebble off the path and clenched his jaw.
âAhâŚâ Floyd sighed and ran a hand through his hair, before ruffling the locks on the back of his head. His feet halted right in front of the fountain, with its clear and burbling water. Looking down at his reflection, he saw your face beside hisâall smiles and eyes hiding behind your cheeks. His heart felt weird, as if being strangled by some invisible force that Floyd couldnât punch nor squeeze.
He clicked his tongue and looked away from his reflection. With a frustrated groan, he mumbled to himself, âWhy did it have to be Jade, Shrimpy? Iâd fight tooth and nail for ya, but itâs Jade.â
With that, Floyd kicked the base of the fountain like a petulant child. A dull crack echoed in the desolate courtyard, before water gushed out of the broken stone. It spilled through the fissure, and Floyd took a step back to keep his shoes from getting drenched.
He frowned again and stalked off to find something else to occupy his time with. The afternoon sun showered the courtyard with a golden glow, which only reminded him of the time the sunlight illuminated your grinning face as you laughed.
âWhy��d it have to be you, Prefect?â Floyd mumbled, shoulders sagging and foot kicking another pebble in the way. Maybe, in the near future, heâd get bored and forget about you. His heart wouldnât do that weird pitter-patter, and his lips wouldnât twitch into a grin with one look at you. His chest wouldnât grow fuzzy and warm. He wouldnât get the urge to run to where you were whenever he wanted to see youâwhich was every day, honestly.
Floyd hoped he would forget about you, but you were so difficult to forget. Heâd never find someone else who captured his interest this much. Heâd never find someone who looked so beautiful, even if the noises that left them were unattractive and childish. Even if their smile was too wide to be natural. Even if they were fascinated by him at first sight, rather than scared and intimidated.
No one else would be like you, but you just had to like his brother instead.
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In a different view
this is a continuation of Faded Away, but in a different POV, Sebek's side of the story. If you have not read Faded Away, please do so now by clicking HERE.
Summary: Sebek was always by their side. Watching as they went about life as the supposed future heir of the Draconia family, betrothed to Malleus. While he was used to watching, he could not help but wish acting was part of his role as well.
Pronouns: Gender Neutral
POV: 2nd
Admin/Writer: Kaiâď¸
Tags: Sebek Zigvolt, Angst, Romance, Angst without a happy ending, Hurt, Hurt no comfort, a continuation
Word count: 3,408
A/N: Please please PLEASE read the previous Malleus fic first if you wish to get the full context. While it is not needed, it does add a bit more to this story and why everything turned out the way it did, and why Sebek's POV is so important!
Thank you and enjoy!
He had mixed business with personal feelings. As a retainer for Malleus, he had to stay out of the way, but he couldnât. You were so gorgeous to him, but he could never admit that. At least, not openly. He had always heard about you and your wonderful personality from Malleus, even his master being subtly mesmerized by your memory. Heâd never seen this side of his idol before, which only made him curious about who you were, and he would find out.
You were happy to be around the castle during the springtime, especially in Malleusâ rose garden. The flowers and warm sun mixed with the cool air were some of the best parts of the season. You heard grass crunch from just a few meters away, and it caused you to turn around. You were met with a pair of sage green eyes.
The boy stood there in surprise, frozen in place with his hands to his sides. âItâs not what you think. I wasnât following youââ
âSebek, right?â You asked, smiling and looking confident in your answer. You hadnât met all of Malleusâ main guards, but you were familiar with their names. âI hope Iâm right. I was told Silver was named as such due to his hair, but youâre the half-human, half-fae Sebek Zigvolt.â
Sebek stood in place. He couldnât look away from you. Your smile was as bright as the sky, and the flowers couldnât compare to how you looked natural in this setting. âYouâre correct. IâI apologize for not introducing myself sooner.â
You shook your head and laughed reassuringly. âThereâs no need. I havenât been outside as much as I want to. Iâve been spending most of my time in Malleusâ study or in my own home,â you said, approaching him and bowing slightly.
âItâs nice to meet you. Iâm Malleusâ fiance,â you said warmly, your radiance never faltering. That glow around you made him more curious. He needed another moment with you, even for 5 minutes, to find out more.
Whenever he could, heâd talk to you and learn more about you. In the beginning, his conversations with you meant nothing. Although, the more you talked, the longer he would see you. The longer he saw you, the more he understood why his master was so hellbent on keeping you by his side.
Sebek gave it some thoughtâit made no sense to him. He would wake up and long for a way to look at you, talk to you, or just be in your presence. He wanted to be acknowledged by you, but one question would deter his mind into a questionable state.
One day, you were standing with Sebek in the kitchen. Your hands worked on a dish to present to Malleus as a belated birthday celebration. You knew that Malleus didnât like big cakes, but you never knew the reason. You were decorating a cupcake instead, and you decided to make a homemade pint of ice cream.
You remembered Malleus talking about how the cooling sensation felt nice against his fire-breathing mouth. It was common for you to bring him ice cream every weekend when you two were children. You decided on mint, not only because it was cooling but because its greenish-teal color reminded you of your fiance.
Sebek was there to watch and help you in your task. He watched how you handled everything with care and precision. His eyes drank in the way you squeezed the piping bag with gentle hands; the way your own eyes lit up when you finished icing the cupcake; the way you placed the glass bowl down with your pinky cushioning its descent.
âI think Prince Malleus will enjoy this a lot,â he commented in a soft tone, which was unusual. Before you responded, the door to the kitchen opened.
âEnjoy what a lot?â Said the voice, and your gaze darted to Malleus who approached the counter with curiosity. âOhââ
Sebek would look at you and instantly see you brighten at the sight of Malleus. âMalleus! Ugh, you couldnât have stayed away from the kitchen until later?â You whined, giving a playful pout.
âNow, why would I have to be restricted from visiting my own kitchen?â Malleus responded, then stopped when he saw the cupcake. âHm? Whoâs that for?âÂ
You sighed and presented the small plate to him. The cupcake was chocolate with white and green icing, then black sprinkles. You had a cheeky smile on your face and tilted your head. âIf you would have waited like I wished, I couldâve brought both gifts to your study. Belated happy birthday.â
âBoth gifts?â He asked, taking the dish from your hands. He knew you wanted to celebrate his birthday that you had missed, but he didnât think it would be so simple.
You looked at Sebek and smiled. The expression snapped the boy out of his trance, watching how you and Malleus interacted. Sebek simply nodded and took out a pint-sized container. After that, he would move back and stand guard. You and Malleus were peaceful, making the moment playful by spreading ice cream and icing on each otherâs faces.
His eyes took in every detail of your expressions, laugh, and playful attitude. He could never make you feel that way. How could he ever compare his love to the love you feel for Malleus?
How could he want his masterâs praise when he became infatuated with you?
Sebek had no reason to deny his feelings. He disliked humans for their weakness, but you were a fae who endured becoming a mere pawn in a game of a predestined life. You never complained, not when he knew that you loved Malleus so much. Your love for him only grew more prominent every day.
It was wrong. This was his future kingâs lifelong partner.
Thatâs why it was so surprising to watch it all crumble before him. He tried to call you from down the hall. Seeing you aimlessly amble without your usual radiance was concerning for him. You acted fine when he greeted you moments ago, but you looked pale and dullâlike you had witnessed something horrifying.
He slowly followed you out of the castle to ensure you were alright. He froze, eyes slightly widening when you suddenly collapsed in the snowy forest.
You were crying. Why? What could make someone as strong as you cry? Your shrill, gut-wrenching screams made the birds in the trees fly away from fright. What happened? You always noticed his presence, but you couldnât even look at him this time.
Your body hunched over as your bare fingers dug into the snow-covered ground. Malleus told him how much the first snow meant to you, even advising him and Silver about not bothering you when the dust would begin to fall.
What could he even do this time? He wanted to help, but he couldnât disobey his master. He felt weak, like a human.Â
Screw this.
Before he realized it, Sebek brought you back up as gently as possible. He was still bewildered, not knowing what was okay to do now. He never had to comfort someone before, and he was usually abrasive with others, but he couldnât be that way with you. Your eyes landed on him, then your hands clung to his clothes. He understood that you just needed a shoulder to cry on. He didnât know what else to do, so he carried you to a safe place to relieve your sorrows.
When you calmed down, Sebek sat at a distance from you and waited. Waited as quietly as he could. Once you had a steady breathing pattern, he finally spoke.
âWhy were you acting that way?â
You could only look up at Sebek with gloomy eyes, taking a deep breath to explain how Maleficia called off the engagement; how Malleus protested against the queen about having to marry another. You explained to him how you accepted it without a complaint and with a smile.
âHe always rejected me, anyway. Maybe his new fiance will change him.â
Sebek was met with doubt. He was dumbfounded at what he was told. Speechless, even. He felt guilty, but he left you alone to rest in his bed for the night and even left you a change of clothing after your bath.
You could only appreciate his kindness and bid him a good night. âMay the Seven be with you, Sebek.â
After a few days, Sebek stood before the doors to Malleusâ study, contemplating whether to talk about what he had been told. He thought about it, vividly remembering your tear-stained face. He felt guilty once again. He secretly enjoyed having you cry in his bed and talk to him about the situation these past few days. He wanted you in his arms again. He wanted you to need him for comfort.
âWhat am I even doing?â He asked himself. He had every reason to. Since he became a retainer for Malleus, he never doubted or went against his master. It amazed him just how much a person can change because of another, someone loved and cared for.
Sigh.
Enough stalling. He had to talk to Malleus. Sebek opened the door, yet he instantly stopped at the sight of Malleus, Maleficia, and the rulers of another kingdom gathered together.
There was another woman. Why did this woman feel familiar, yet so foreign?
His master was on one knee and holding the hand of that woman. The green eyes of the master he adored met Sebekâs own. All he could do was stare at her, whose hand was held by Malleus as if he were proposing. That wasnât what caught Sebekâs attention, though.
She was standing and smiling like you. Her eyes sparkled like yours. Her beauty was mesmerizing, but she wasnât you in the slightest.
Was disbelief even the right word?
Just days ago, he learned about Maleficia forcing Malleus into a different marriage, leaving you to fend for yourself despite being his fiance since childhood. Now, there he was, already starting to forget about you.
âSebek,â Malleus spoke, curious as to why his retainer suddenly arrived. âIs something the matter?â
Sebek jumped at hearing his name be called, snapping him out of his trance. He looked at his master and instead put on a focused look, bowing his head. âNo, Prince Malleus. I simply wanted to speak to you, but I shall wait.â
âNo need. Whatever you have to say to me,â Malleus paused, looking at the family before him with a smile, âyou can say it in front of them as well. Theyâll be part of this lineage soon.â
Sebekâs eyes widened. He accepted the change? âI cannot. I apologize. Excuse me,â he said, leaving before hearing anything else.
It took months before Sebek could speak to Malleus, but the engagement was known, and the wedding was less than 24 hours away from now.
Sebek stood outside in the courtyard, just behind Malleus, as he watched his master lean back against a stone pillar. Malleus would look up at the stars in the night. The pillar was the last place he spent time with you, and the last time he would ever see you.
Sebek took a breath and stayed at ease, noticing how Malleus looked content and calm. How could he even look like that? Sebek would take his expressions as one of a man in love. Assuming that his master was in love with his new fiance, that is.
âMaster Malleus,â Sebek blurted out, getting restless from the silence.
âHow are they?â Malleus asked, still staring up at the night sky. Malleus stayed calm, but that contentedness didnât last long. He grew slightly somber, still guilty from the events of months prior to the present day.
The half-fae was surprised, but he didnât show it much. Instead, Sebek looked at the ground, fully letting go of his demeanor as royal guard, and spoke to Malleus as his friend.
âNot good. I canât even fathom the events that have transpired. I learned what it means to be someoneâs support due to the circumstances.â
âI seeâŚâ Malleus whispers, then he looks at Sebek. âItâs hurting you to see them this way, right? Believe me, I did not choose this.â
âI know. I am fully aware. I was told vague details, but it wasnât hard to put the pieces together. Did you fight for them?â Sebek asked, looking at Malleus after.
âI did. They decided to accept the change, even after I pleaded.âÂ
âThat didnât mean you shouldâve given up.â
Malleus began to chuckle, and then it turned into a laugh. Sebek was surprised once again, confused about why the hell he was laughing.
âGive up?â Malleus started, still laughing but only speaking again after being able to calm down. âI never wanted that. You donât know what I wanted.â
Sebek grew irritated but he kept his composure, needing a damn answer. âThen, what did you want?â
Malleus leaned against the stone pillar and took a deep breath, not wanting to erupt into an outburst. "I wanted everything. They were my everything for so long. I never asked for things in life, but they were the only person I had always wanted to stay with."
"You can still say something. The wedding is tomorrow. Why won't you say something!? Are you so fond of your future wife that you want to push them away as if they didn't existâ!"
"What do you know!? I am haunted by my future wife. She acts just like them!â Malleus yelled, sounding frustrated.
âShe has the same mannerisms, and moves just as elegantly as they did... But my bride is not them. I can't have them. To protect you all, I have to let go of them."
"Screw protecting us!â Sebek yelled back, getting closer to Malleus, his mind going into overdrive. âWe are here to protect you, not the other way around!"
"No! I will not put this kingdom through war.â Malleus was stern and cold, different than he had ever been before. âWhy are you trying to push them to me? You're only hurting your own heart, Sebek."
Sebek was shocked. This Malleus was not the one the boy had idolized for years. This love was turning the people he cared for most into strangers. "What do you mean?"
"Look at me and tell me you are not in love with my past lover. That is why you wish to fix this. If they are not happy, you are not happy either. I know that exact feeling,â Malleus stated, oddly confident about his words.
He did know that exact feeling. Sebek could see it, too. The eyes showed a lot of emotion and, as Sebek kept eye contact with his master, he could see the sorrow and regret behind the darkness of those once bright green eyes.
Sebek had to choose his words carefully. He could see how one more push could send Malleusâ over the edge. "Even if that is the case, they love you, Malleus. Not me, but you. My love for them will never compare to the love they have harbored for years with you. Do you not feel the same?"
Malleus stayed quiet. He needed to think. He had to reject everything. "I cannot love someone that is no longer mine. That is the truth,â he said, then they both heard footsteps against the concrete path.
They turned around and saw you there. Malleus was surprised at the sight of your figure coming closer. âYouââ
âI wish to no longer see any conflict in regards to this situation,â you said softly, then you looked at Sebek.
âThank you for trying to fight for me. I do not think it is necessary to do so now. It is pointless. Your words and breath are wasted in a situation that cannot be changed.âÂ
âButââ
âPrince Malleus,â you whisper, cutting Sebek off to look at the draconic fae beside you. âDo remember that your bride is moving into the castle a few days after the wedding.â
Malleus went silent at the mention of his fiance. His heart was hurting in a bothersome way. Why couldnât he love you? He hated this, but he had a kingdom to take care of.
âAs for myself,â you started, still staring at Malleus, âI am fine. No need to worry about me. We have done everything together since we were small children. I have loved you with every fiber of my being without fail. If you love me the same, you will marry your bride tomorrow andââ
Sebekâs eyes widened in the middle of the silence. Do his eyes deceive him?
Malleus was kissing the person Sebek loved so much. Malleus is getting married tomorrow, but he was kissing you in the same spot that changed everything that day. Your own eyes were shocked but soon closed to enjoy the sensation, your body as still as a statue.
Malleus held your waist close to him to keep you there. His lips were firmly pressed against yours, and he wouldnât let go for a while. Sebek couldnât look away from the scene in front of him. He had been able to endure everything.Â
Not being loved by you. Not being able to make you smile or laugh. The pain was creeping up on him, witnessing the love you and Malleus had for one another despite the situation left him shattered. He felt bad for you. He could see that this was the only time this would happen. So, out of respect, he looked away.
Not only out of respect but to spare himself the pain of watching any longer.
Once Malleus pulled away, you opened your eyes and blurted out the next words that came to your mind, âI will not go to your wedding. I will spare myself that pain. I wonât lose you if I donât witness you leave. As long as I believe you chose to leave and havenât left my grasp, then I will be fine.â
Malleus let out a chuckle and let you go. âGood. Then, as long as you donât see me giving myself away, Iâm still truly yours.âÂ
You nodded in agreement and bowed your head, then looked at Sebek. âThen, this is goodbye. Noâthatâs too bitter,â you said playfully, looking at Malleus again and taking his hand one last time.
âIt is simply âsee you laterâ,â Sebek responded, looking at the two of you with a small smile. âGood luck.â
You nodded again and let go of Malleusâ hand before walking away. Your smile dropped once they could no longer see your face.
After a couple of years, Malleusâ coronation was successful, and Sebek was looking around for his master around the ballroom floor. After a few minutes of searching, he only found Malleus on the balcony, but he was with you. You came to the coronation.Â
Sebek watched as you and Malleus stared into each otherâs eyes, the obvious longing for one another still present. He noticed how you looked so different. Your eyes that sparkled were dull before, but they sparkled like stars once you set your eyes on the new king.
You were angelic and carefree to Sebek. He liked all sides of you, but this one only hurt him.
âYou were a wonderful experience.âÂ
Sebek heard Malleus speak, but then he quickly had to hide when someone called for Malleus. He watched as they dragged their king away and left you alone.
âYou were⌠everything.â
You said that, thinking you were alone. Sebek only realized that the time you spent away from Malleus did nothing. He could tell that Malleus was the same way. He slowly stepped out and looked at you, concern prominent on his face.
âSebekâŚâ You said quietly, your eyes dulling once again.Â
Sebek had fallen in love with the person he couldnât have. He knew it was taboo, especially since they were the person that his master loved so much, but itâs not like heâd ever reveal it. His body took over for a moment and when he came back to his senses, he had his arm wrapped around you in a hug.Â
To Sebek, the person in front of him was like a candle. Bright, full of many chances and changes, but even those have a limit. Now, this lovely candle had burned out and would never have the ability to light up again.
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Slowly, Surely, Sadly
Summary: Who would've thought one smile could make you like someone? Of all people, you never expected to fall for Riddleânot after his overblot.
POV: 2nd Person
Pronouns: Gender-neutral
Admin/Writer: CressađŚ
Tags: Fluff, Romance, Angst, No happy ending, sorry folks, Slow Burn, Minor ADeuce Shenanigans again, Unrequited (maybe not, who knows?) Feelings, Spoilers for Book 1 if yall haven't finished it
Word Count: 3, 304
This is my first time writing full-on angst. I already had this plot in mind last April, but this was my only chance to finally write it all down. I hope I did my job, and I'm sorry also not sorry for the feels. I was running on 5 hours of sleep and a hopeless romantic playlist when I wrote this.
I hope yall enjoy, though đ
Whenever you looked at Riddle, the memory of his swollen cheek and tear-brimmed eyes overlapped with his stern expression. Even with the constant lectures and helicopter parenting becoming less frequent, you could never forget his ruthless reign over Heartslabyul. His first impression was that of a tyrannical and merciless ruler, and youâd never forget that.
Yet, you could never forget how he looked like a lost child in a garden of roses when Ace punched him that day.
âWould you like to sample one of our teatime treats, Prefect?â
Riddleâs voice pulled you away from your thoughts. Your eyes darted from your teacup to the housewarden. An expectant yet patient smile curled his lips, which was a stark contrast to his natural frown. Your eyes lingered on the smile on his cherubic face.
âSure,â you answered, somewhat in a daze. You took a sip of your tea, before your nose scrunched a little. Before Riddle noticed your grimace, you put the teacup down and dropped three sugar cubes in your drink.
You didnât miss the amused twitch of Riddleâs lips from the corner of your eyes. This action would have earned you a reprimand and a lecture on one of hundreds of Heartslabyulâs rules. After his overblot and the incident in the rose garden, Riddle was becoming more lenient.
âYou should mind your sugar intakeââ Well, heâs still working on the leniency, but heâs tryingâ âDo you prefer a tart, a cupcake, or a cookie? Maybe youâd like to try a slice of todayâs cake?â
You gave Riddle your preferred dessert, then you watched him reach over the table. Dainty, gloved fingers curled around the dish, before he brought it to you. You gave a brief nod and a mumble of thanks, before you took a bite of the treat.
â...!â You quietly moaned from the sweet taste that melted on your tongue. With a hand on your cheek, you slowly chewed to savor the sugar that graced your tastebuds. Your eyes seemed to sparkle as you dug into more of the dessert.
âItâs so good!â
You didnât miss the satisfied smile on Riddleâs face, still cherubic and radiant. Amidst the chatter and raucous noise in this weekâs Unbirthday party, you somehow heard the hint of pride in the red-haired sophomoreâs words.
âOf course, thatâs to be expected. Treyâs baking skills are the best in Heartslabyulâpossibly in the entirety of Night Raven College.â Riddle paused, before softly adding, âI prefer his strawberry tarts, though. Itâs a shame he couldnât make any for today.â
The wistfulness in that tone of his made you pause. As Riddle took his own sip of tea, you couldnât look away from him.
One afternoon, you marched through the silent corridors of the arcane academy. Heavy footfalls echoed in your ears, as if to mock you. The reminder of why you were wandering the halls alone made you frown.
âWhere the hell are you, Grim?â You mumbled, head turning left and right, as you stomped. All the doors were closed shut, and voices could be heard through them. You doubt this area had an empty classroom at the moment.
Professor Crewelâs scowl and his whip flashed in your mind. As much as you loved Grim and his snark, youâd rather not face the wrath of the dog-loving professor. Brows furrowing, you grumbled again, âIf he skips alchemy lessons again, Iâm going to wring his neck andââ
âPrefect?â The gentle voice forced you to a halt, and you blinked at Heartslabyulâs warden in front of you. Riddle looked at you with a raised brow, before he crossed his arms and tapped his heel on the floor.
âItâs a pleasant surprise to see you, butâŚâ He paused, eyes roaming your face. âYou donât seem to be in a good mood, and your class is about to start. I passed by Ace and Deuce heading towards Professor Crewelâs classroom earlier.â
Closing your eyes, you took a deep breath and sighed. You were already on good terms with the housewarden, and youâd rather not get collared for misdirecting your annoyance.
âHi Riddle,â you greeted with a small, strained smile to be polite. âIâm actually looking for Grim. I lost him in the crowd during the lunch rush, and wellâŚâ
You tried so hard not to curse the lovable, annoying puffball. Another heavy sigh left your lips with a shake of your head. The strained smile became an apologetic one. Riddle stared at you, most likely scrutinizing something about you. Maybe he was judging you for letting Grim get away.
âI shouldnât be keeping you here. Itâs nice to see you, thoughââ
âHold on,â Riddle stepped closer and reached for your tie, âyour tie is crooked. Let me fix it for you.â
You held your breath, biting your tongue to stifle any surprised noises. The red-haired sophomore was too focused on fixing your tie to notice your reaction. His knuckles brushed your chest as he tightened the knot, and you tensed. He didnât even ask for permission. He just took initiative, and it reminded you of a doting yet strict mother for some reason.
âYou should be more conscious of your appearance,â Riddle reminded kindly while smoothing the creases of your uniform coat. He stepped back and seemed satisfied with his intervention. His lips stretched into a satisfied smile again, and you couldnât look away.
âNow, off you go. Professor Crewel isnât forgiving when it comes to tardiness.â
âR-right,â you stuttered with a faint warmth on your cheeks. You were tempted to slap yourself for losing composure like this, but you wanted to keep your dignity. Riddle would think you lost your mind if you did.
âThanks, Riddle.â
His smile softened, yet it grew wider. The sharp and scrutinizing gaze melted into one of appreciation. Your heart skipped a beat. The air was knocked out of your lungs. Something fuzzy and warm filled your chest as you stared at Riddle. Your fingers twitched, as if longing to touch Riddle in some way.
It was ridiculous, but you didnât dislike the feeling either.
âYouâre welcome. If youâll excuse me, I should be heading to my own class. I wish you luck, Prefect.â
He skirted around you in one, fluid motion. The click of his heels echoed in the empty corridor as you watched him go. His short figure carried a sense of dignity and pride, something that used to terrify and annoy his wards in Heartslabyul.
It used to intimidate you, but you couldnât look away from him now. Even when Riddle turned a corner and disappeared, you couldnât stop staring.
Ever since that day, you couldnât stop noticing these things about Riddle. His entire face brightened, eyes glittering and cheeks flushing pink, when presented with a strawberry tart. Whenever he smiled, his gray irises seemed to hide behind the chub of his cheeks. He always looked red in the face whenever he was embarrassed, but the addition of a scowl and wide eyes showed his anger instead. His voice always raised in pitch, becoming less gentle and more crazed, whenever he became agitated and enraged. He even lost his formality and courteousness at that point: language becoming more crude yet still refined.
One day, while preparing for a game of croquet, you pointed out how happy Riddle seemed when he took care of the hedgehogs. Ace shot you a weird look. Deuce looked perplexed, lost even, when his eyes darted to you.
âReally?â He asked, looking between Riddle crouched on the ground and you who looked surprised. âHe doesnât look any different. How could you tell?â
Brows furrowed in confusion, you told them, âItâs not obvious, but heâs smiling. See? His eyes look brighter when he looked at the hedgehogs, too. Oh, and thereâs the fact that he gently pets their heads with a finger. Heâs avoiding touching their quills, and heâs trying not to agitate the tiny things.â
There was a long, uneasy stretch of silence that followed your answer. After a moment, Aceâs stunned look shifted into a mischievous grin. Deuce mirrored his expression, and it reminded you of that one time he lost his composure and beat up a pair of upperclassmen.
âHuh, really?â There was an intrigued and knowing tone in the redheadâs voice. Meanwhile, Deuce turned to look at Riddle as if to verify your observation. Although, the ravenette was still grinning, as if he knew something you didnât.
In that moment, you realized you were screwedâso, so screwed.
Upon seeing your confusion warp into a crestfallen and horrified realization, Deuce clapped a hand on your shoulder with a snicker.
âLooks like the Prefect has a crush,â he teased, but you wanted none of it. Ace followed with an incredulous yet amused, âReally? Housewarden Riddle? Strict and overbearing Housewarden Riddle? Oh, your standards are buried six feet under, Prefect.â
A hand smacked Deuceâs own off your person, and you began to stumble over your words. Both lovable yet annoying idiots laughed it off, while you half-heartedly threatened them with a raised fist.
âShut up, or I swear to the Sevenâ!â
Ace and Deuce laughed louder, nearly howling and sniggering in delight. As they clutched their stomachs and you grabbed the collars of their uniforms, Riddleâs confused and curious stare was left unnoticed.
Riddle continued to invite you to their weekly Unbirthday parties as an honorary guest. He still offered you desserts with little to no comment on your sweet tooth. He still fussed over your appearance whenever you two passed each other in the halls. He always gave you a subtle smile, despite his stern demeanor. The more you spent time around the housewarden, the more dread weighed in your stomach.
You couldnât ignore the flutters of your heart, how it flipped and did cartwheels whenever Riddle treated you kindly. No matter what he did, you always felt like you were floating and walking on clouds.
You still longed to touch himâmaybe brush back a stray strand that fell over his forehead. You wanted to know how it felt to hold his hand. Maybe even take a stroll in Heartslabyulâs rose maze with him, hand-in-hand and talking about anything. You wanted to spend teatime alone with him. You wanted to see him smile after taking a bite of a strawberry tart you made for him. You wanted to gaze at the moon and the stars with him in the comfort of Riddleâs dorm room, just sitting together in that window alcove with pillows and blankets.
You wanted to do so much more with Riddle, but the large mirror before you spelled the end of your hopes and dreams.
âWell, Prefect,â Crowley began with a jovial tone, which was a stark contrast to the despair that gripped your heart, âI found a way for you to return to your world. After long, grueling hours of searching for the solution, I fulfilled my promise to you, and I even gathered your friends here for a heartfelt farewell.â
You called bullshit on that, but you still appreciated Crowleyâs effort. True to his word, all of the people you befriended surrounded you in the Mirror Chamber. The occasion was treated as a formal one, if their dorm uniforms didnât make a statement already. Everyone had varying degrees of restrained emotion, as you stood before the mirror that led to your home dimension.
Grim stood behind you with clenched paws and glassy eyes. You spotted Ace and Deuce grinning, but there was a hint of a strain in their smiles. Kalim was close to bursting into tears. Leona stared at you with a neutral look and a hand on his hip, but the harsh dig of his fingers told you otherwise. Azul wore his usual smile, one reserved for business, and Jade had a polite smile as well. Floyd didnât share the same sentiment. The more capricious Leech brother scowled as if he ate Liliaâs cooking after being promised a tasty meal.
You didnât dare look at Riddle. You couldnât. You wouldnât. You canât.
Crowley spread his arms with a self-satisfied smile that both irked and endeared you to him. âArenât I a magnanimous and gracious headmaster to do something like this for you?â
He made a show of spinning on his heel and walking towards the doors to the Mirror Chamber. With a flamboyant wave of his hand, he exclaimed, âIâll leave you to say your goodbyes and well-wishes. HoweverâŚâ
Crowley looked at you from over his shoulder, and your throat tightened at the soft smile that curled his lips.
âIt was a pleasure to have you here, Prefect. I wouldâve loved for you to stay until graduation, but alas. I wish you all the best once you return home.â
The last thing you saw was a swish of his cape, before a heavy weight nearly toppled you to the ground. Tan, bejeweled arms hugged your waist as a loud bawl harshly rang in the room. You didnât even need to look to see that it was Kalim blubbering through his tears. Jamilâs alarmed voice echoed in your ears, and that seemed to be everyoneâs cue to surround you.
Tearful farewells, wistful wishes, and unfulfilled promises filled the enclosed space. Grim clung to you all this time, all the while mewling and whining about how heâd lose his henchman. Still, he was crying his eyes out. The large mirror was obscured from your sight, as if the unusual group of friends you made during your time here intended this. You couldnât help but laughâa bittersweet soundâas everyone tried to get a word in with you. Even Malleus came to say his goodbyes, though he seemed more reserved than usual.
Then the dreaded moment came: Riddle approached you with that same smile, the gentle and subtle one he always graced you with. Everyone who noticed the shift in mood somehow left space for you and the Heartslabyul housewarden to talk. You almost giggled when you overheard Jade scold Floyd for whining about this.
You forced your smile to widen, even if your eyes stung and your throat tightened again. Your voice cracked at the end, but that could be mistaken for holding back tears.
âHi, Riddle,â you whispered as you felt your throat tighten more, âI guess Iâm leaving before I could have another Unbirthday party with all of you. I was so excited to try the macarons, too.â
The gentle smile became forlorn, and it reminded you of that time he lamented over not having strawberry tarts in that one Unbirthday party. A twinge in your heart made your breath hitch, but you hoped Riddle wouldnât notice.
âItâs a shame, really,â he told you with a falter in his smile. The corners of his lips hitched up, as if that never happened in the first place. âI wanted you to try some tea from the Queendom of Roses as well, but⌠that may never happen now.â
âYeah,â you whispered, finding it hard to breathe. The sting in your eyes worsened. Some invisible hand squeezed your heart, as if threatening to puncture the fragile thing with its talons. You maintained your composure as much as you can.
You couldnât help but admit, âI wish I could have more time with all of you.â
I wish I had more time with you.
âI wish I could watch the third-years graduate. I wish I could see all of us graduate here, even if I donât have magic.â You chuckled, and you found yourself with loose lips around Riddle.
âI want to have more Unbirthday parties with everyone in Heartslabyul. I want to have lunch with everyone in Mostro Lounge. I want to watch the next interdorm Spelldrive tournament and cheer for your guys. I want to spend Christmas and welcome the New Year with everyone. I want a lot of things, but⌠Well, Iâm going home.â
Riddleâs smile slipped, and you watched him visibly swallow with a subtle frown. Even when he wasnât smiling, he still had a gentle look on him.
âWho knows, Prefect? Maybe there will come a time when we find a way for you to visit and vice versa.â Riddle sounded so unsure, so hesitant, in his reassurance. Still, you appreciated it.
You ignored how much your heart hurt and your jaw clenched when he said that.
âI hope so.â Chuckling, you kept your arms to yourself as you smiled at Riddle. He was becoming a blur of red, white, and gold. Warm tears already spilled down your cheeks, before you even realized what was happening.
You couldnât see his reaction, but you raised a hand to wipe away your tears. While the heel of your palm rubbed your cheek, you mumbled, âSorry. I justâŚâ
A white handkerchief was offered to you, and you took it with murmured gratitude. Your eyes were drawn to the embroidered initials of Riddleâs name on the corner. The cloth felt soft on your skin, and you found some comfort in that.
âKeep it,â Riddle told you with that smile again, âso that you would remember me every time you see it.â
Your mind blanked at his words. Riddle referred to himself rather than everyone in Heartslabyul, even everyone in NRC. Heart fluttering and throat tightening, you resisted the urge to sob. Hope came as a surge of warmth and the weight of dread in your chest.
Not now. Not when Iâm leaving.
With a smile, melancholic yet bright, you dabbed away the last of your tears and tucked the handkerchief into your uniform pocket. A burst of courage let you wrap your arms around Riddle in a hug with a whispered, âThank you. Iâm going to miss youâall of you.â
Iâm going to miss you more.
Normally, Riddle would be flustered at the sudden gesture of affection. You expected a loud stutter and an indignant scolding, but he simply returned the hug. His face was buried in your shoulder, and you felt his arms tighten around you.
âYouâre welcome.â You heard him whisper, followed by a faint sniff. Something warm and wet soaked through the coat and into your shoulder. You hugged Riddle tighter, as if to hide him from the rest of the world at that moment.
Too brief for your liking, Riddle pulled away with that same smile. His eyes appeared to be glassy, reflecting your tearful expression and wobbly grin. Your heart twinged again, and your jaw clenched.
It was that smile that damned you the moment Riddle fixed your tie for the first time.
âIâll see you sometime soon, yeah?â You asked, laughing off your dread and despair. Riddle seemed to hesitate, as if he wanted to say something. Your heart stuttered as you watched him open his mouth with reluctance.
Something held him back. He shook his head and merely smiled at you again.
âOf course,â he murmured, eyes hiding behind his cheeks again. âIâm looking forward to seeing you again, Prefect.â
In that moment, youâd have stolen the stars from the sky if Riddle wanted to make a wish. Youâd bake tarts and cakes in the Heartslabyul kitchen, even if it ended in a mess of flour, if he wanted sweets. Youâd stay past curfew in his dorm room to stargaze, if he was willing to break the rules just this once. Youâd shower him in kisses, hugs, and cuddles if he hesitated to spell out his desire for affection.
Youâd stay in Twisted Wonderland if he asked you to.
Swallowing your heartache, you forced a smileâbright and brilliant, putting the sun to shame. Your gaze never left Riddle, while unspoken feelings laid heavy on the tip of your tongue. Reality crushed your daydreams and wishes, reduced to rubble and dust. The next words felt final and absolute.
âGoodbye, Riddle.â
What remained was the handkerchief with his stitched initials in your pocket.
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Faded Away
SLIGHT SPOILERS FOR BOOK 7 INCLUDED; THIS IS AN AU. THIS IS SIDE A OF A TWO PART STORY. HERE IS SIDE A.
This is side B.
Inspired by Fade Away by Riley Baron
Summary: Childhood friends with Malleus, you were even supposed to marry him. You'd call him your fiancĂŠ, but he'd shoot you down with a smile. One day, Maleficia would announce that you would no longer be engaged to Malleus, but you had already decided to renounce that before, so it was okay. For Malleus, after experiencing loss in his life, everything he adored before began to fade away.
Pronouns: Gender Neutral
POV: 2nd
Admin/Writer: Kaiâď¸
Tags: Malleus Draconia, Changed fate, Childhood friends to lovers, lovers to strangers, angst with a sad ending, hurt no comfort
Word count: 3,961
A/N: ⌠sigh. If someone had told me a year ago that I would write nearly 4,000 words for Malleus Draconia angst, I would've laughed in their face. Despite that, I wrote this for two days and edited it for another two. I fixated on this man for FOUR DAYS nonstop, listening to playlists about falling in love with your comfort character but then saying goodbye, and I am still not done. I am genuinely proud of this work. Out of the 7 years I have been writing fanfiction, I have never been so happy to say this is one of my best works. And I don't really like Malleus like that. Attack me all y'all want, I know book 7 spoilers, and I was his stan(not simp) until I found out the truth and had to take a step BACK. I don't know what I feel about him now, but as a Silver girlie, I need someone to take the pen away from Yana Toboso.
Regardless of my feelings, I am glad I could write this and that the story turned out amazing. As I said, I'm not done, and I have another fic posting as soon as this one drops, so don't stray too far.
On that note, thank you for waiting and reading this long, longer than I would like to admit story. Enjoy.
The horns of this child were small, but the eyes of another child were fascinated at the sight of such a mature boy. The boyâs name was Malleus Draconia, the future King of Briar Valley. You were told that you would become his fiance when you grew up. You could feel your heart instantly pound and become fond of this young royal. You had already known him prior, growing up around the same time, and your families were somewhat close. Still, you couldnât have imagined being able to marry him later down the line. He was aloof and neutral as a child, speaking to you when you would talk to him and only if he had a response. You loved him that way, anyway.Â
âYouâre my⌠fiance?âÂ
âI am! Donât worry; I wonât go anywhere if itâs not with you!â
âHmm⌠Then I can accept that.â
Growing up as teenagers was slightly different. It took some years, but he would begin to warm up to you. He would smile occasionally and accept the way you would call him âmy fianceâ, but still turn you down for the time being. Witnessing him become stressed caused a pang of guilt in your heart. Still, youâd quickly dissipate the feeling by messing around and seeing him feel better with your company.
âMy fiance should be calm the way he usually is. How can his kingdom stay calm if he is not?â
Malleus would usually stare at you after you said things like that, then respond with, âYouâre right⌠Alright. I will do that, but Iâm not your fiance.â
Then, like clockwork, youâd laugh at him before responding, âOkay, okay, Prince Malleus. Whatever you say.â
Now, Malleus finally returned from studying at Night Raven College and settled back into his past routine. It took some months, since now there were new things he needed to learn before he could become king. He would follow without a complaint, though.
He was standing in a throne room, checking on documents and plans for the kingdom. You would simply trot in with your hands behind your back as you would often do, admiring him as your shoes would click against the floor.
âMy fiance is working so hard already?â You teased, being playful and wanting to catch his attention.
âIâm not your fiance.â Malleus would say with a concentrated tone, his gruff voice echoing through the large room as the sound of documents being flipped echoed.Â
âRight. King Malleus.â You stopped walking to give him a bow and then approached his side. You moved your hand to cling to his arm, but knowing your behavior, he already had an arm out for you.
âNot king either. I havenât had my coronation yet. Queen Malecifia is planning that as we speak,â Malleus spoke again, then set down the documents and turned to you, his hair slightly swaying with his movement. His green eyes stared down at you, and then he captured a slight smile on his lips. âWhat is it that you need from me?â
âNothing. I just wanted to see you and waste your time. I truly hope I am a bother,â you spoke playfully and took one of the loose documents into your hands to read through it. Malleus quickly took the paper before you could get too far into reading it. Right. Kingdom affairs.
Malleus gives you a look before sighing and pulling a chair out. âIf I let you touch my horns, could you let me work?â He spoke, moving to sit down beside where you were standing. You grew excited at the opportunity to play with his horns and instantly went quiet to do so. You stood behind him and carefully adjusted his hair while examining every detail of the feature in front of you.
The atmosphere was quiet yet peaceful. Time felt like it was still, pen scratching paper occasionally sounds through the large room. Your hands gently held his horns, caressing them to remind yourself of its sharp and enticing structure.
Memories of childhood played through your mind as you watched him read these documents, soft breaths coming from him as his focus never broke. You did this exact thing all the time with him, especially during his study hours.
âWhy do you like my horns so much?â Malleus spoke, suddenly breaking the silence and surprising you out of your trance. You thought about it momentarily, trying to find the right words to explain it, but you couldn't find a single word for how. Instead, you explained it the best you could.Â
âHmm⌠I donât know. Thereâs something about seeing these horns that gives me some reassurance. Relief that I can still be your future beloved.â you answered before fixing his hair again. Messing with him like this felt right. Whether he wanted to admit it or not, being his future partner was something of fate. There were others out there with royal status just like you. Queen Maleficia couldâve replaced or sent you away, but she hadnât. You were thankful every time you saw his grandmother.
âI see⌠Youâre an odd one,â Malleus spoke softly, a faint breath being heard from him as he felt your hands let go of him. âYou let go. Is something the matter?â
Malleus noticed you stayed quiet but didnât hear you move either. So, he turned around, his breath catching at what he saw. His eyes were met with your side profile, your lips curling into a grin. Your eyes reflected the light like glass, and your hands fell to his shoulders.
âItâs the first snow of the season,â you said, mesmerized by the view. Your quiet voice showed just how enchanted you were. Malleus had an idea of how others felt about the first snow. All he took in from when you explained the moment to him was how special it could be for lovers.
Every time the first snow would fall, heâd watch from the window of his study how you admired the snowflakes as if youâd never seen them before. He watched you do this for years as if it was routine. Hell, it would be weird if he didnât see you out there.Â
Malleus took your wrist and made his way out towards the courtyard. Heâs the one taking you out there this time? You could only follow and keep your excitement at bay from his behavior.
Arriving outside, Malleus fixed your winter cape, ensuring you wouldnât feel too cold. He leaned against a wall as you played and tried to catch the snowflakes. Your smile was as bright as the white sky, and he would just stand there, watching you without a word, but more as if he was in thought.Â
You noticed this and took a moment to gather some snow from the ground, putting it behind your back before moving towards him. âAre you alright? You seem to be lost in thought,â you asked, making him snap out of his trance to look at you.Â
âIâm fine. Iâm simply reminded of my time at the college from seeing all this snow. Why do you aââÂ
Crunch.
He sighed, keeping his eyes closed before saying one thing. â... Why?â
Malleus was cut off by the impact of a snowball hitting his face. The icy crystals caused his skin to feel colder than it already was. He wiped the snow off his face as he witnessed you begin to back away. Every step back from you was a step forward for him, and you noticed how he had a straight-faced expression. You laughed nervously and grabbed his wrists, trying to hold him back.
âI just wanted to get your attention, Malleus!â You tried to explain, yelping when he would tower over you, but you would only find it all amusing. Malleus would chuckle, grabbing and throwing snow at you, not aiming for your face like you had done to him.Â
This went on for a few minutes, enjoying the back-and-forth attacks, while the snow piled onto the ground through the mid-winter day. At one point, Malleus would grab you by the waist to keep you from straying too far away from him. The gesture felt nice, but also intimate as heâd only do this to stop you from being clumsy.
You held onto his arms and stepped back slowly, moving towards a stone pillar, while your eyes didnât leave him. You glanced between his eyes, lips, and the horns you loved seeing. Even after he held you against the cold stone, there wasnât anything to worry about, but him.
You felt nervous while giving his arms a light squeeze, and he carefully brushed his cold fingertips against your cheek, making you relax with your head leaning into his slight touch. Soon, his hand cupped your cheek to tilt your head, keeping you in place this time.
Finally, your eyes stayed on his lips. His green eyes admired your features to remember them down to the last detail. Your mingled breaths hit each otherâs faces from the close proximity, then Malleus leaned close, his lips inching closer to yours.
It was cut short, though. You turned to the sound of someone clearing their throat, but your body would stop what it was doing and let go of Malleus, instantly bowing at the sight of a familiar lady.
Malleus would turn around next. His breathing was slightly uneven from getting caught in the act, but heâd still bow and greet the woman in the courtyard with them.
âQueen Maleficia, what brings you out here during this weather?â Malleus began first, slowly coming up with you to stand correctly.
âIt is good to see you, Queen Maleficia.â You followed after, giving Malleusâs grandmother a warm smile.
âNot much, my dear. Iâm glad to see you taking a break,â Maleficia returned the greeting and gave a smile as well. Sheâd soon drop that expression, though. âI need to speak to you about something important.â
Your body would tense up again, and you took that as a cue to leave them alone, so you bowed and took a step forward. âIâll leave you be, thenââ
âYou arenât going anywhere. You are part of this too.â Maleficia spoke earnestly, and she rarely had to speak in such a way to you. The last time you heard those words was when she scolded you and Malleus for disappearing to Liliaâs home.
Those words always made you nervous, especially since they usually meant something was wrong. You could only turn around and smile again.
âRight. I apologize for my assumption, Your Majesty,â you said carefully, instantly seeing Malleus turn to you with a look of curiosity.
Standing before Queen Maleficia, now in her study, you held your hands as Malleus stood near the high bookshelves. His grandmother stared out of her window briefly before taking a breath.
âMalleus.â Queen Maleficia began to speak, turning around to face you and Malleus somberly. âYour coronation is being planned, as you know, but something must be done before you can become king. You know what that is, correct?â
Malleus grew confused, but his eyes would widen slightly once he understood. âMarriage. What of it?â
As soon as Malleus answered, the woman would look towards you and smile lightly. âThatâs correct. What do you plan to do about that?â
You stare at Malleus briefly before looking at Maleficia again, then smile softly. âI do want to marry the prince. That has not changed since we were children.â
Maleficia looked away from you, and then she made her way to stand in front of you. âThat, my child, is what I can no longer allow. I am sorry.âÂ
Your eyes widened, and you saw Malleus perk up at the corner of your eye. He was shocked as well. âWhatâŚ?â Is that the only thing you could say?
âWhat are you talking about?â Malleus sounded off. You couldnât look at him. Your eyes would stay on the Queen before you, still in disbelief.Â
âThis is the best course of action. Forgive me, my child.â
âQueen MâNo. Grandmother, what in the world are you referring to? Answer me!â Malleus began to demand, moving you back and getting ahead of Maleficia.
âMalleus, believe me, this was not easy.â
âI did not ask if it was easy. I did not ask if youâve thought of this for weeks or months. I asked for an explanation, grandmother,â Malleus spoke sternly, going against Maleficia, which he had not done before. Maleficia was growing angry, but she remained calm regardless.
âI am doing this for you, for the kingdom of Briar Valley; to end a war before it could begin. You will do your duty as the future ruler of this kingdom.â
âYou think the kingdom can decide who will be my partner in marriage for the rest of my life? You did that when I was a child! I went along with it and accepted it the first time as it was!â Malleus also grew angry at the way the events were unfolding. He had accepted everything without complaint, but he couldnât keep his mouth shut this time. This isnât what he wanted.
âNow, Queen Maleficia, you wish to choose someone new? Someone I havenât known my entire life and someone I cannot trust?â
âYou will understand that as the future king. You do not need them as your fiance, and that is final. You will be marrying someone from another kingdom to stop us from going to war.â Maleficia had grown strict, firm even. Anyone else wouldnât dare argue, not even you. You could only stay quiet from the words you were hearing. Your heart began to feel heavy from guilt as if it were a burden.
âWhat good will that do!? I do not need someone to help me run my life or the kingdom that will be under my wing some time from now!â
âI did it for you! I do not wish to see you become like your parents! You are my only grandson, and I lost your mother to war and the son, your father, I never had just before that. I raised you! Lilia and I were the ones who kept you alive. So, as your grandmother, I want you to keep yourself safe. Do this for yourself.â Maleficia was like a pleading mother. She needed Malleus to understand.
It was all so confusing to you. Malleus was trying to fight, but was it for you or him? Was it for his freedom? Did he love you? No. That couldnât be it. You had to do something before he would do something drastic. You had to stop him before he could argue more.
Silence.Â
Your hand wrapped around his own. Malleus froze from the sudden touch. âItâs okay,â you began softly, putting on a smile before looking up at Malleus.
The touch reminded you of when you snuck into his study as a teenager. You felt stressed once due to your studies and responsibilities becoming a large pile, and Malleus would hold your hand to put you at ease. He helped you with your studies by tutoring and keeping you focused, but concentrating was still difficult with your distant lover just inches away from you during that time.Â
That short-lived memory was enough to make you agree to this. You loved him, but it was confusing. He was distant, but sometimes not. You loved him, but it was time.Â
âHey, Malleus?â
âHmm?â
âWhat would it be like if I was only your friend, but never your fiance?â
A young Malleus had to think about that, but only one answer came to his mind.
âI wouldâve figured out how to become your fiance again.â
Back to the decision before you, you smiled more before looking at Maleficia and squeezing Malleusâ hand lightly.
âI understand, Queen Maleficia. I apologize for no longer meeting your expectations,â you said respectfully. Malleus stared down at you with wide eyes, his hand starting to squeeze yours while it was still in his grasp.
âDonât say that. You donât need to do thatââ
You shook your head and looked at him, clenching your free hand around his arm to cling to him. âI⌠wanted to talk to you, anyway. Iâd call you my fiance, but you always turned me down. You said you simply accepted the necessity of my obligation as your lover. Now that we have to say our goodbyes, it worked out fine, did it not? I wonât fuss about this decision, as I have no say in the kingdomâs political matters. So, I will simply wish you happiness and good fortune in your marriage, Prince Malleus.â
âWhat are you talking about? You donât know a thing.â Malleus whispered and took both of your hands into his, trying to keep himself calm in the midst of all of the mess. âI only rejected you because I wanted to properly propose to you. Only at the right moment between us andââ
âHey⌠you donât have to say any of that. You donât need to. This is your kingdom. I am simply someone who had to be your lover.â Those words hurt for you to say, and Malleus looked⌠scared for once. In the time that youâd ever known him, he was the only person you loved. Malleus couldnât let go of your hand or look away from you. You would disappear, he felt. Hearing those words come out of your mouth was painful enough as is.
You could only give him a bitter smile and force him to let go. âItâs okay. Youâll be okay,â you whisper and bow to Maleficia, then to Malleus. âThank you. If youâll excuse me.â
You smile once more before swiftly leaving before anything else could happen. The longer you walked, the more your legs felt like jelly. You didnât know where you were going, but you just wanted to leave. You wanted nothing more but to go back and take back your words. To fight for Malleus. Yet, you would never go against the crown.Â
Malleus simply stood there in disbelief with his eyes glued to the door. Maleficia reached out to her grandson, but as soon as her hand landed on his shoulder, he slapped it off. He looked at his grandmother with a look of nothing. Agony. A heart-wrenching anguish clouded his mind and judgment once you had left the room.Â
He didnât want the touch of anyone else but you. How could he lose you so easily? His whole life, he had always gotten what he wanted. Yet, the one time he asked, begged, and pleaded for something in his life, it was stripped away right before his fingertips. Malleusâ body was on auto-pilot from the harsh reality. Then, he moved out of the study, but when he looked up, his body froze at the sight of you running out of the castle.
It was all his fault. He didnât fight hard enough. Now, he had lost you. How could the Seven betray him so? He never thought that it would be so easy to leave him. To abandon the memories just because someone else requested it.
Once you felt the harsh wind and snow, your eyes began to water. Soon, your heavy breaths turned into heaving sobs. Before you knew it, you found yourself in the forest. How did you even get here? How far did your tired legs get you? What torture could you endure in this state? ThenâŚ
Every memory with Malleus started to flash through your head.
Every dance.
Every laugh.
Every touch.
Every look.
Everything.Â
Your heaving sobs became screams of heartbreak. Agonized cries echoed throughout the quiet and dark forest of Briar Valley. You couldnât feel the cold anymore. The cold didnât matter when it felt like you left a piece of yourself in the castle.Â
Malleus leaned against the wall from the window that he watched you disappear from, closing his eyes when he could hear your cries despite how far you actually were. He couldnât do anything to fix it this time, not when you were convinced.
Meeting his new fiance was unbearable for Malleus, but he tolerated it. He never remembered any interaction he had with the woman he was supposed to marry now. The wedding was memorable for everyone but him, and you werenât there. He knew you wouldnât be there, but he would still smile to himself when he remembered things.
But then it wasnât too long, maybe a couple of years, until the kingdom celebrated Malleus and his coronation. Everyone with royal status and Malleus' close friends were invited to the after-party celebration. You went alone and stood on the balcony outside, listening to everyone enjoy their festivities. You hadnât heard about Malleus since you last stepped foot here. It felt like forever ago.
âI didnât think you would show up. Not after what happened the last time.â
The familiar voice made you perk up and turn around, seeing his tall figure standing at the curtainâs frame. You stood at the stone barricade and smiled slightly at Malleus, bowing to him.
âI didnât think you would seek my company, King Malleus.â
âThat title sounds⌠weird coming from you,â he admitted, making you both laugh. You look at the horizon to watch the setting sun, going quiet along with him. You had to break the silence.
âSo, how are you and your queen?â You asked, causing Malleus to look at you.Â
âShe is fine. Sheâs expecting, so sheâs taking care of herself instead,â Malleus said, being careful with his words, but you wanted to hide behind your old, playful attitude.
âYou were quite fast, werenât you?â You responded with a laugh, but you could feel your heart breaking already.
âItâs been about two years since we last conversed. I donât think thatâs too fast,â Malleus spoke casually, but you would notice how he looked at you somberly, almost as if he didnât like it as much as you did.
âI see. I wish the Queen and your child a safe and easy journey.â You said quietly, sounding a bit melancholic. You had to force those words out, and Malleus simply nodded to accept your wishes.
His look made you narrow your eyes towards the ground, not wanting to look at him as you knew it would only cause you more heartbreak.
âMalleusâŚâ You called out quietly, sighing and leaning against the stone.
âDonât say anything,â he whispered, looking out into the horizon just like you did moments ago.
After a few minutes of silence, the sun had finally set, turning the sky dark with the moonâs light shining down on you and Malleus.
âThank you,â you broke the silence first amidst the faint clamor of festivities behind you, âfor the chance to be with you for so long.â
Malleus looked at you, then you looked at him in return. These looks turned into stares. Stares felt like time froze. It was you and him again, and you wouldnât want it any other way.
You engraved the details of his face into your head, and he was doing the same for you. When he broke the silence, the bubble around you two still hadnât popped.Â
âYou were a wonderful experience,â he said sincerely, giving you a smile.
You smiled back, but before you could respond, others called Malleus over. He tried to stay there, but he was forced away. He was only able to take one more look at you before he disappeared. He faded away like a light swallowed by a deep darkness, which was so strange. It was only a change.Â
You still kept your smile after he left. Now, you could say what you wanted.
âYou were⌠everything.â
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Inked Blossoms
Summary: Jamil didn't think much of you when he received a flower basket. You were his new neighbor running a flower shopânothing more, nothing less. So, why can't he stop coming by after visiting you once?
POV: 2nd Person
Pronouns: Gender-neutral
Admin/Writer: CressađŚ
Tags: Tattoo Artist x Florist AU, Tattoo Artist!Jamil, Florist!Reader, Fluff, Romance, Angst, No happy ending, sorry folks, Mentions of Blood and Self-harm, Use of Flower Language, Jamil's POV
Word Count: 4, 025
Main Reference for Flower Meanings:
Boeckmann, C. (2023, November 17). What does each flower symbolize? The Old Farmer's Almanac.
And I thought the Riddle fic I wrote is my longest one đ I actually had this plot in mind in the same month as I thought of the Riddle fic, which was back in April of last year.
I only put in one link here, but I fact-checked every flower I used in this fic with other sources. Admittedly, when I wrote this, I received some heartbreaking news that morning and I cried my eyes out. I may or may not have projected those feelings into this and incorporated my previous experiences here.
To all the Jamil stans, I'm so sorry that my first fic of this guy is long and angsty. I hope you all enjoy, though đ
Jamil stared at the flowers on his parlorâs doorstep. Pink peonies and coral roses filled the twine basket, along with a purple flower that he didnât know the name of. The arrangement emphasized the purple flowers, while there were a few peonies mixed in with the roses. What piqued Jamilâs curiosity were the leaves that lined the edges of the basket. He squinted, subconsciously leaning down to peer at the blooms at his feet.
â... Is that basil?â He mumbled, confused about the inclusion of a familiar herb. It was something he often used in his cooking, particularly when he was roommates with Kalim back in high school. That boyâs palate was too refined for anything bland and ready-made, so Jamil always had to cook with spices and herbs. It came to the point that the smell stuck to his clothes, even after a thorough wash in the laundry. Not just his clothesâeven his hair. He already had a meticulous process with his hair care and bejeweled braids, so it was a nuisance.
He shook his head, before he took the flower basket in his hands. The blooms jostled a little, and a gentle hand pushed a peony back in place. Something nagged at Jamil to look to the left, for some reason. When he turned his head, the sign of the shop next door caught his attention.
âA flower shop, huh.â That was new. Jamil vaguely remembered this lot being sold recently, but he never thought itâd be turned into a store like that. It used to be an antique store owned by an elderly woman. She minded her own business, despite the weird and judgmental looks he received for the henna tattoos that decorated Jamilâs tan hands and arms.
Jamilâs eyes darted from the cursive letters of the sign to the flowers and plants displayed behind the glass walls. The name of the shop was painted on one of the walls in goldâabove some of the artful arrangements of red roses, white carnations, and calla lilies. There was a shift of color behind them, and he narrowed his eyes again for a better look.
Someone was tending to the flowers. He could vaguely make out the color of their hair and the verdant apron over a white polo shirt. With the large bouquets in the way, Jamil couldnât see a face. Sighing and shaking his head, he walked into his tattoo parlor with the flower basket in his arms.
If all his time in the city taught him anything, it was that nothing in this world was free.
Still, Jamil couldnât help but wonder what the purple flowers were. They reminded him of tulips, but the petals were thinner and pointed at the tips. The stamen was visible, too. It was a stark contrast to the blooming tulips he knew: blunt-tipped and oval petals without the stamen being visible. He made a mental note to search about them once he went home.
Jamil found out that the purple blooms were called crocuses, and he wound up finding a website detailing the meanings of every flower imaginable. The flowers replaced the lamp that used to be on the table next to his bed. Every morning, heâd wake up to the colorful arrangement in a vase with his mind stuck on the meaning of each flower.
Maybe he should see what the florist was like. If they were like the antique shop owner from before, then Jamil would just remain polite and ignore them whenever he could.
On a slow and quiet day in the parlor, Jamil flipped the sign and locked the door. He shoved the key in his pocket, while his eyes drifted to the flower displays and bouquets through the glass walls. A blur of white and green moved behind them, but he still couldnât put a face to the florist.
Jamil would have to see if he was curious enough to put a name to that face, too.
A chime echoed in the store once he stepped inside, and an onslaught of fragrance hit him. He noted that it wasnât as powerful as the smell of spices, ones that he can taste from the scent alone. Still, it was strong enough to leave him a little lightheaded.
âAh, welcome!â A voice rang through the back, behind an open door that led to what Jamil assumed was a small greenhouse. Sacks of fertilizer and clay pots filled with flowers peeked out of the metal shelves. The sight was obscured by a green apron, stitched with the same cursive letters of the store sign.
Charcoal gray eyes met lively, cheerful ones. The gloved hands that gripped the door frame were smeared with soil, maybe even fertilizer. Dirt smudged your cheek, but his gaze drifted to your lips. Your smileâtoo bright to be naturalâwas difficult to look away from. Something churned in his chest the longer he looked at it.
âOh,â you mumbled, which made Jamil look back into your eyes again, âyouâre my next-door neighbor. Hi! I hope you like the flowers. Iâm, uhâŚâ
A sheepish chuckle left your lips, making Jamilâs heart lurch. He resisted the urge to scowl at the feeling. He just met you, and heâd rather not make a bad impression. The tattoo artist came to your store to meet you like a proper neighbor, not to antagonize you.
âI came by to say hi, and you werenât there. I had to get the shop ready and all, so I decided to leave the basket and hope that it stays thereââ You sighed, took off one of your gloves, and ran a hand through your hairâ âand Iâm rambling. Sorry about that.â
Jamil watched you, anxious and fidgety, and he suppressed a smile. There was something amusing about how you acted like a mouse: squeaking and retreating at any sign of danger. Although, he highly doubted that you saw him as a threat.
You were just⌠shy. You talked a lot, but you were shy.
âItâs fine,â Jamil raised a hand and smiled, practiced and polite, âand I appreciate the flowers. Thank you. Itâs a beautiful arrangementâyou have a way with bringing out their natural beauty.â
He probably laid it on too thick. It was a habit at this point: butter up people to ease them, to let their guard down. Jamil merely planned to meet this florist to satisfy his curiosity. He never considered the option of befriending this person, much less engaging in a long conversation with you.
Your face lit up, as if something dawned on you in that moment. Chuckling, you stretched out the hand without the glove and gave him your name. It was followed with a cheerful, âItâs nice to meet you! I hope we can get along, umâŚâ
âJamil,â he shook your hand with that same, practiced smile, âJamil Viper. Itâs a pleasure to meet you.â
He noticed your eyes dart towards his hand and arm, inked with the traditional motifs and patterns of his homeland. Under the sunlight that streamed through the glass, your eyes seemed to sparkle. Your mouth parted in a silent, âOh.â
âThatâs so pretty,â you blurted out and continued to stare at the henna tattoos. Jamil simply watched you with wide eyes, but the surprise disappeared in that same instant. Your voice, loud and happy, filled the silence of the room.
âThe amount of detail here is amazing, andâOh, thereâs even more tiny patterns inside another pattern. Thatâs so cool!â
Even though this much praise usually annoyed Jamil (it reminded him too much of Kalim), he found himself flustered. A faint warmth spread across his cheeks as he watched you marvel at the tattoos. You raised a hand, probably to trace the design with a finger, when you paused.
Your smile was frozen on your face, as if you caught yourself doing something embarrassing. Your own cheeks flushed in shame, before you pulled away with a nervous giggle. Jamil almost laughed at how ridiculous you looked at the moment.
He ignored the small voice in the back of his mind that called you cute.
It was supposed to be a one-time encounter. Jamil only visited your flower shop to see the person who opened a new business next to his tattoo parlor. He wanted to see whether this new neighbor of his was going to be tolerable or otherwise. One meeting was enough to deem you tolerable; someone that Jamil could politely wave to if you two happened to pass by each other.
So, why was he looking at a bouquet of irises and white jasmines right now? Why was he standing in your store on a Sunday morning?
âYouâve been coming a lot here lately.â Your voice rang from the back, much like how Jamil first met you. He looked over his shoulder to see you admiring the other flowers with a small smile.
âI donât mind, really, and itâs nice to have you here. I just didnât expect you to come here almost every day,â you clarified with a chuckle as you approached him. The telltale flush of your cheeks already told Jamil about how embarrassed you were to confess that. He watched you caress one of the petals of a hydrangea with a gentle look.
For a weekend, it was surprisingly quiet here. People flocked to your store during its first week, and Jamil observed all this in the comfort of his parlor. The window provided a clear view of what was going on, so he didnât need to go outside. You became frazzled in a matter of momentsârunning around and arranging the flowers yourselfâand that amused Jamil. Just a bit.
Still, you smiled throughout that hectic week.
Me neither, Jamil wanted to say. Instead, he answered, âItâs another slow day in my shop, so I decided to visit. I suppose itâs become a habit whenever I have nothing else to do.â
You chuckled, and Jamil pretended his heart didnât skip a beat. He ignored the twitch of his lips, curling into a small smile. Oblivious to the look the tattoo artist gave you, you continued to admire the flowers.
âThatâs fine with me. Besides, I like your company.â
Your shameless honesty was going to be the death of Jamil. The tips of his ears grew warm, and he tugged his hood over them. He already concluded that you were a thoughtful and considerate person after spending some time with you. You prepared tea and cookies, ones you yourself baked, every time he visited. Careful hands arranged the flowers by meaning and color, which already said enough about you. Being a florist sounded just right for someone like you.
Jamil briefly wondered what flowers youâd give him if you wanted to give him a bouquet.
He cleared his throat, mimicking a cough, before he shifted his attention to the irises and jasmines again. Ever since he searched the meanings of the flowers in that basket, he couldnât help but be curious.
âCan you tell me what these mean in flower language?â He asked, glancing at you from behind his hood. Whether you found this action odd or not, you didnât comment on it.
With a curious hum, you leaned over to look at what Jamil referred to and smiled wider. You replied, âAh, irises can mean wisdom, faith, trust, valor, and hope. As for white jasminesâŚâ
You raised an eyebrow at Jamil with a mischievous grin. He didnât dare entertain the thought that you were being adorable from the action alone. He didnât dare hope that the gesture actually meant something.
âThey can mean sweet love, and the person who receives them is seen as friendly and pleasant.â You paused, before you suddenly left Jamilâs side and reached for the adjacent wall of flowers. Before Jamil could say anything, you already extended a white bloom under his nose.
Wide-eyed and bewildered, he stared at the flower in your hand. It somewhat resembled a rose in full bloom, but the petals were shaped differently. Another amused laugh echoed in the room. You took his hand, inked with intricate patterns that crawled his skin like vines, and placed the flower in it.
Jamil realized that it was a gardenia. This species of flora grew in some part of the botanical garden of his high school. He was only familiar with it because he used to pass by the area to relax, preferably alone.
âI think this suits you, though.â You hummed and returned to the counter with a spin of your heel. Jamil watched you wordlessly as you disappeared into the greenhouse. From where he stood, the tattoo artist saw pink and white camellias peeking through one of the shelves. He nearly jumped when your head popped out of the door frame.
âOh, and can you help me carry some of these pots around? Theyâre pretty heavy, thanks!â
It was only until Jamil got home that he searched for the meaning of the gardenia. The bright laptop screen glared at him as he entered the keywords in the search bar. He clicked on the first result andâ
Jamil stared at the words with darkening cheeks. His mouth became dry, and his tongue was tied into knots. His hand slammed the monitor shut, before he abruptly stood up and left for the kitchen. He needed some water. He needed to not think too much into things. You were going to be the death of him, Jamil swore to that.
Still, the words were already seared into his memory: youâre lovely.
Jamil found himself visiting you whenever he could. You always asked for his help whenever heavy labor was involved. If it was anyone else, he wouldâve felt annoyed. With you, it was just an excuse for Jamil to stay longer.
Fleeting touches, subtle glances, and shy smilesâit was like your own language. Not a single word was exchanged, yet it felt like you said more than Jamil could comprehend. He didnât miss the moments when your hands lingered too long over his. He would be a fool not to notice that a cookie jar and a box of teabags sat on the counter each time he visited.
For the past year, youâd give him a single flower every day without fail. One time, after the usual tea, it was a morning glory. Another time, when you were particularly homesick and Jamil stayed to chat, you gave him a hydrangea. When he visited your house and took care of you when you became sick, you gave him a yellow lily the next day. He always brought them home, but it came to the point that a mishmash of flowers in a vase brought color and life to his workspace. It sat under the window, where it bathed under a patch of sunlight. He even considered buying another vase due to the sheer amount.
You gave him all kinds of flowers, but heâd never forget the first gardenia he received from you.
âThat looks out of place,â one customer pointed out while Jamil prepared the needle. He already knew what he was talking about, but the tattoo artist still followed his line of sight. A soft smile stretched from one ear to the other, and he didnât bother hiding it.
Without looking away from the flowers, he answered, âTheyâre gifts from a friend. Itâs the only place I can think of where they can be cared for.â
He ignored the sly, knowing grin on the customerâs face. Suppressing the urge to roll his eyes, Jamil gestured towards the chair and continued to prepare everything he needed for this job.
One sunny day, your storefront was crowded more than usual. Jamil paid no mind to the crowd as he pulled his hood over his head. Inked hands grabbed a bundle of flowers, tied with twine, from the table. They were placed far from the vases that decorated the parlor; just to avoid confusion. His eyes fell on the gardenia he drew on the back of his hand. Jamil added that some time ago, maybe around the past month. Still, it made him smile.
Jamil locked the door, then he instinctively looked at the flower shop. His heart stuttered at the sight of the flowers amongst the crowd. The vibrant and lively blossoms were like a splash of color against the dull tones of the city. What used to be gray pavement and monochrome buildings seemed to come to life with just a few flowers.
He blinked his surprise away, before he gripped the bouquet in his hands. The thrum of his heart and the sweat on his palms werenât something foreign to Jamil. He always felt like this at the thought of you, even Kalim noticed the change in his friend when he visited once. Your smile flashed in his mind, and his own lips curled into a small one. His feet led him to where he knew you were.
Past the flower shop; past the crowd that lingered at the storefront; past the fresh flowers that gathered against the glass walls. Jamilâs feet grew heavier with each step, as if lead hit the concrete and left faint cracks behind. He stepped through the iron-wrought gates with a soft exhale. His grip on the flowers tightened. He considered going back to the tattoo parlor.
In the end, he thought heâd regret it if he backed out now. Blades of grass grazed his sneakers as he walked through rows of stones. Names were etched into each one, a reminder of who they were to the loved ones left behind. Charcoal gray eyes looked straight ahead. He didnât bother looking at any of them.
It had been a year since that day, but he still remembered where you were.
Grass crunched under his feet as he stopped in front of an unassuming headstone. Engraved in the stone was your nameâfunny how he never knew your surname until the funeral. You never told him when you introduced yourself, and he didnât pry. He even imagined you with his surname at some point, butâŚ
Jamil swallowed the lump in his throat. He crouched on one knee and laid the bundle of flowers on your grave. The tattoo artist made the effort of arranging the colorful blooms in a way that you would. At least, how he remembered that you would.
He stood with his hands in his pockets, and he stared at your gravestone with that same lump in his throat. A sigh rang in the empty cemetery. A cool breeze carried the hustle and bustle of the city. The laugh that used to plague Jamilâs everyday life here was missing. It was gone for months now, but he could still hear it clearly in his head.
âHey,â Jamil mumbled, clenching his hands into fists, âitâs been a while. Iâm sorry I only visited today. It⌠took me some time to come to terms with what happened. Regardless, you deserved an earlier visit.â
No answer, Of course, there was no answer. Youâve been dead for quite some time now. That was an understatement, considering that a year has already passed.
Jamilâs stomach churned, and an insufferable heat filled his chest. His eyes stung. His nails pierced into the skin of his palms. The lump in his throat seemed to grow bigger, and he found it hard to breathe. Memories of your smile, your laugh, and the time he spent with you and your flowers overlapped in his mind.
He dug his heels into the dirt as he gritted his teeth. The sting behind his eyes grew worse. It was hard to breathe, and he found it harder to speak. He somehow forced the words out with a broken heart, pieces scattered along the ashes of what was left of you.
âYou idiot,â Jamil choked out as his vision blurred with tears, âyou couldâve called me to help you. How was I supposed to know you were still sick? How was I supposed to know you needed to carry that ridiculously huge flower display across the street? How was I supposed to know that car would lose control andââ
Jamil looked up to the sky with a clenched jaw, teeth clacking and shaking his skull from the force. He wanted to scream. He wanted to curse whatever deity existed in this world. He wanted to forget how you looked, pale and bleeding on the street, that day. He wanted to erase that memory of you until his heart bled out and his voice croaked its last scream.
ââthey havenât found the driver. Everyone who knew you petitioned to keep the shop in your memory. Someone else took over, too. You donât have to worry about your flowers anymore.â
Since that day, whenever Jamil looked at the ink that adorned his hands and arms, all he remembered was your loud voice and bright smile. Your praise and astonishment echoed in his head like a broken record player. He couldnât count the amount of times he tried to scrub them clean from his skin. If that didnât work, he scratched at them until he bled and the patterns were hidden under that shade of red.
In hindsight, Jamil thought that was idiotic of him. Love turned anyone into idiots, anyway.
Sighing, Jamil forced the tears back and looked down at your gravestone. If he tried hard enough, he could imagine you smiling and laughing again. The image of you, lifeless and still on the road, would become a scar that faded with time. He hoped it would be.
âI thought of giving you babyâs breath,â Jamil began as the lump in his throat returned, âalong with forget-me-nots, and blue salvia. It would be a horrible contrast, but I also thought of adding pink carnations.â
He paused, before bitterly chuckling to himself. âI donât have your skills, though. You were always amazing with flower arrangements. I couldnât hold a candle to you, and I rarely tell anyone that. I didnât want to give you something that was less than perfectâyou deserve more than that, so I settled with sweet peas.â
Jamil knew he was talking to himself. He always found it ridiculous how anyone talked to the dead, even if he understood the necessity to respect the ones who passed. This one time, he understood why people did this. Jamil just couldnât bring himself to accept the circumstances that led to that revelation.
âThey mean goodbye in flower language, but I prefer the other meaning. Maybe, in another life, I wouldâve bought you flowers for a date. I was thinking of asking you on a date before. Did you know that?â
Another bitter chuckle. Another shaky breath.
âI was supposed to ask you that day. I finally found the courage to try, and what did I see? YouâŚâ The words were stuck in Jamilâs throat. He couldnât force the words out this time. The clamor outside and the harsh slam of his parlor door echoed in his memories. He didnât want his last memory of you to be your dying breath. Heâd rather not remember that at all.
Jamil shook his head and continued, âI apologize for that. What you need to know is that I like you. I may even go so far as to say I love you, and Iâm sorry I never told you earlier. I hope you can forgive me for that.â
The tattoo artist sat down in front of your headstone. He didnât care if dirt and grass stained his jeans this time. He reached out to trace the name etched into the stone, with the same hand where the inked gardenia peeked out of his sleeve.
âI like your flowers. I like all of them. I still keep them with me. I wish I told you that sooner,â Jamil mumbled, voice cracking at the end. A tear rolled down his left cheek and dripped into the soil. His shoulders shook in a silent sob as he breathed his last words to you.
âThank you for a lovely time. Iâll never forget you.â
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Our transition + update!
Happy one year, TBC.
Hello, our followers and/or people coming across this post. We have a pretty important update to share with all today.
So, it has been a year since we made this page, and soon, itâll be a year since we first posted, and both of these are extremely exciting but also kind of disappointing because we have not been updating as frequently as we used to.
When we started this page, we were excited and full of creativity to constantly post once our stories were done being written and proofread. Now, while we have given time to write other fics on other topics, we have been waiting for Admin Cat to finish her side of the fluff topics that we started on.
Now, to give a little spoilerâŚ
We have plans for angst and horror tropes right now, and this is what this update is about.
For the past few months, Admin Kai and Admin Cressa have been writing and writing when we can and we have just been WAITING to post these because we are genuinely really proud of how far weâve come with them and we have been wanting to share them with you all.
We were not kidding when we said that one of Cressaâs fics made Kai cry, and Kai made Cressa cuss them out with one of the ones they wrote. A few times we have cried writing our own stories. They have put through endless effort and strife, but at the end of the day, we cannot keep waiting.
So, weâre going to stop making an order on how we post our fics, and not worry about posting an angst after fluff, or a horror after a crack fic, because honestly, we donât have the time for that.
As our followers know(or at least the people who read the admin introduction posts), Admin Cat and Cressa are in college, but Kai is not, at least not yet. They will be going in soon enough which means less time to constantly post, but donât worry, we arenât abandoning the page or handing it down to someone else.
We are simply taking a step back to make sure we arenât overwhelmed or stressing over school, work, life, and what have you. Admin Kai is already posting a few of their new fics to AO3 which you can find by searching up âka1zuhaâ on the page, and Cressa also has the current fics from Tumblr on AO3 which you can find by searching âMelancholia_Cressaâ
Now, be on the lookout for a few certain fics that will get us going into this transition and it will be going up on the page once confirmation is given that we are okay to post. We know a few of you have made requests and trust me, we are going to get those out but they will take a while due to the admins having busy schedules right now.
Remember, we appreciate every single one of our readers. We even appreciate the ones who read and leave a like, or repost but donât follow us. Just giving us your time is amazing enough as is. It has been a long year, a tough one at that, and quite a lot has happened, but we are hoping to have many more, and hoping to see more and more people enjoy our fics as much as we enjoy writing them.
Thank you for your time,
TBC Admins.
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About the admins; 1
Would you guys believe me if I said that Admin Cressa made me shed a tear over one of the fanfics we've written recently?
It's okay I made her cuss me out with the next one I made too đ¤
- admin kaiâ
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Words of Love
Summary: Ace could be better at a relationship. How could it be? He never learned how. Instead of being taught, he was attacked by his ex-girlfriend's friends for not doing something. It'll be different this time. You'll make sure of that.
Pronouns: Gender Neutral
POV: 2nd
Admin/Writer: Kaiâď¸
Tags: Ace Trappola, Slight comedy, Romance, Fluff, First date with Ace, Ice skating date, Ace is still a little shit
Word Count: 1,041
A/N: Man... The amount of trouble I had writing a smitten Ace who didn't want to admit his feelings was like whiplash. I thought I knew how to write the boy, but I was wrong. Honestly, this could've been done better, and maybe I'll rewrite one when I can, but I am still satisfied with this one. Thank you for reading!
Ace was a good person, and it was surprising to see him come up to you to ask you out. Though, as soon as you said yes, he ran off while trying to act all cool? Then he would give you a winter hat and a pair of gloves, only saying, âMake sure to wear them to our dateâ and leave it at that. You did like him, that part was admittable, but as for the reason whyâ
âGood Seven, I can tell why his ex-girlfriend was into him⌠But I can tell why she left him,â you whispered while watching Ace grab food from the buildingâs cafe. Heâs a sweet kid, really, butâŚ
GEEZ, THE AWKWARD TENSION IS UNBEARABLE.
You sighed and looked towards Ace, staring briefly before smiling and looking down at the ground. The atmosphere was filled with screams, laughs, and the scraping of blades against ice, since Ace decided to surprise you with a date to an ice skating rink on your day off before winter break began. It was his way of spending time with you, but how could you blame him for trying?
Heâs such a mess, and he can be too blunt for oneâs comfortânot to mention a slacker⌠but heâs cute.
What? Gotta give credit where credit is due, right? AnywayâŚ
âOi, how are you feeling?â Ace asked while walking back to you and setting down the food on the table, then he fixed his scarf that was hanging off your neck. He felt cold to the touch, but how could he not? He sacrificed his warmth to give it to you, then he let you fall on your ass right after. How fun.
âHmm⌠Iâm warmer than I was before, but Iâm still in pain thanks to someone letting me fall,â you responded sarcastically, knowing it would strike a nerve within the boy. After that, you took a fry from his meal and ate away, as if indifferent to his offense.
âHey! I said I was sorry, and Iâm buying you food. Is that not enough for forgiveness?â He spoke with that look againâthe sharp edges of his eyes softening, brows furrowed, and lips pulled into a frown. It wasnât the usual harsh scowl, but it was⌠more gentle and hesitant.
It was something he had done quite a bit tonight.
You snapped your head at him and raised an eyebrow. âThatâs the bare minimum, Ace! Is this how you treated your girlfriend from middle school?â
He went quiet, but not from anger. He started thinking, really. The fact that he had to think about it was concerning enough as is.
âHonestlyâŚâ He said, still pondering. âI never really did this kind of stuff for her.â
âOh. My. Seven.â You could only sigh from disappointment, wondering how such a good guy could be so⌠clueless. You ran a hand through your hair, before standing up and giving him back his jacket.
âAce, youâre a great person. You know that, you even boast about it sometimesâwhich kudos to you for that.â
Ace raised an eyebrow at your words since he was only hearing compliments. This made him shiver in his timbers, for a lack of a better word in this description. âBuuuutâŚ?â
âGet yourself together!â You yelled, giving him a bonk on the head afterwards for dramatic effect.
âOw! Fine, geez.â Ace sighed, putting his jacket back on you again and fixing your hair. âYeah, Iâm pretty clueless on this relationship and romance stuffââ
Oh really? Didnât know that.
ââI rarely took my past girlfriend out on dates or hangouts, not even to walk around. Youâre different,â Ace said with a sincere look in his eye, but his view wasnât directed at you. It was towards the floor. You could only sigh and move your hand to hold his.Â
âAceâŚâ You started, took a breath, then looked at him with a small smile. âYou're a great guy on your own. I don't need you to impress me in some way just because I'm someone you want to be with.â
âI know, but you're different from others who've confessed, different from my middle school relationship, and I⌠really want to be with you,â he said carefully, giving your hand a squeeze for his own reassurance. The love in his eyes just made the moment a lot sweeter.
You felt your heart begin to melt. You knew having a crush on him was so right, but you just needed to find the reason why. You move your other hand to his cheek to make him look at you directly.
âThen, just do what you think is right. Go with the flow and we can figure the rest out together. I'm not going anywhere.â
Your words and touch made Ace relax, and he slowly gave you a snarky grin. âWhat I think is right, you say?â His tone was mischievous, and before you knew it, he pulled you back onto the ice rink.
âHeyâ! What are you doing!? Ace!â You yelled, seeing him start to move around with you on the ice. He laughed at you and moved slowly so as to not hurt you, even keeping you close until you could get the hang of it.
âCome on! I took you out to have fun, so fun we'll have!â Ace said with a laugh, keeping you close while pulling you with him.
The ice made the place cold and the spins would make you dizzy, but it couldn't compare to the warmth you both began to feel for one another, like hearts intertwining into one.
After the date, he was walking you home, hand in hand, unable to look towards your direction. You noticed this and smiled, wanting to tease him about it.
âLook at you⌠All smiles. I've never seen this from you before.â
âI've never had someone tell me I could be myself. My ex was wanting me to change for her, but where's the fun in that?â Ace said, making both of you laugh.
Finally, he let you go before you got to your door. He watched you again with those eyes, the ones you grew accustomed to in those few hours. Who knew words would have meant so much?
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Unexpectedly Cute
Summary: You were grumbling about Grim and his absurd eating habits, when you found a small cactus in the courtyard. When you picked it up, you didn't think you'd see another side of Jack that day. He didn't expect to see another side of you, either.
POV: 2nd Person
Pronouns: Gender-neutral
Admin/Writer: CressađŚ
Tags: Fluff, Romantic/Platonic, Tiny Cactus!!, Tsundere Jack Howl (that's putting it superficially), MC is a short and feisty firecracker in this
Word Count: 1, 879
hi, i'm alive. i genuinely have a hard time writing jack, ngl. prompts for him were being switched around, and college is still kicking my ass. it's been months, really. although, i want to thank everyone who stuck around and waited for us to post fics again. i'm going to be busy again some time soon, but i hope i get to my drafts before i have to go back to the grind.
again, thank you so much and i hope you enjoy reading đ
Jack Howl has always been an enigma to you. He was an open book most of the time. His cheeks flushed whenever you pointed out his concern for others. His eyebrows pinched together every time you called him kind. He always averted his eyes and turned away from you whenever you smiled knowingly, as if you held his secrets in the palm of your hand.
Yet, he never talked much about himself. He always tagged along with your unusual, ragtag group of friends. Even if Ace and Deuceâs fights annoyed him sometimes, he still stayed. His ears twitched at every little noise. His tail wagged whenever he was happy, and it slowly swayed from side to side whenever he was content. You always noticed the little things about Jack, but he never breathed a word about his life outside of Night Raven College nor his personal preferences.
He was an open book, but the pages were inked with ciphers and riddles that hid all of his secrets.
âWhy the hellâŚ?â You trailed off with a raise of your brow. In your hands sat a small pot with a succulent in it. Its soil was a rich brown, surrounding a round and prickly cactus. Judging by the soil and the color of the cactus, it was well taken care of.
Your hand hovered over the thorns, but you pulled away with a shake of your head. As mesmerized as you were by the tiny and cute plant, you had your priorities.
For example, why the hell was a succulentâthat was given this much love and careâlying on the courtyard?
You were on your way to Samâs store for a quick restock of tuna cans for Grim (that tiny rascal got greedy and ate a monthâs supply), when you found this little thing. It laid on its side on the grass near the stone pathway. The moment you held it in your hands, you couldnât help but admire how adorable and pretty the cactus was.
âNow, what are you doing here?â You mumbled to yourself as you continued on your way to Samâs store. âYou look like youâve been really loved by your owner, so how did you end up here?â
With how engrossed you were in admiring the little cactus, you failed to hear a choked noise and the abrupt halt of footsteps behind you. You continued to give the succulent all of your attention with gentle hands and more murmurs.
You were an enigma to Jack Howl. You rarely talked about yourself, yet you revealed so much of yourself. He remembered how a scowl always marred your face, specifically the times when someone annoyed you. He remembered the fire in your eyes when you gnashed your teeth at Leonaâs insults. He remembered the curses that spilled from your lips, whether it was spite for the assholes in NRC or your everyday self-expression. There was never a day that you spoke without cursing like a sailor drunk on booze and the salty sea air.
Jack was reminded of a wildfire every time he saw you. You wreaked havoc everywhere you went. A single touchâmaybe a glimpseâfrom you seared your presence into someoneâs mind, like an ember swelling into an inferno among a sea of trees. Like a moth to a flame, he gravitated towards you despite that faint voice warning him in the back of his mind.
The Savanaclaw freshman watched you smile, a miniscule quirk of your lips. The hands that cradled his potted cactus were the same ones that punched a sophomore, who mocked you for your short height. The eyes that held so much contempt and rage were looking at that succulent with quiet admiration, as if you were looking at the stars rather than a single plant.
Just now, you reminded Jack of a pure, white dandelion whose seeds danced and twirled in the wind.
Before Jack realized it, he clapped a hand on your shoulder with a gruff, âHey.â
You jumped, clutching the little cactus close to your chest with a loud, âSon of a bâJack!â
One of the wolf beastmanâs ears twitched, catching a hint of relief and exasperation in your voice. His eyes never missed the way you pulled the plant close to you, as if it was a child that should be protected. The soft admiration in your gaze was replaced with harsh and guarded eyes, the usual. Jack noticed how much he paid attention to you, and he became a bit embarrassed at the thought.
âThatâs, uh, mine,â he stammered. Your eyes were drawn to the light flush on his cheeks. His gaze averted to the side, and he raised a hand to rub the back of his neck. Subtly, you glanced at Jackâs tail.
It was wagging from side to side, for some reason.
Looking back at the taller beastman, you drawled, âI didnât know you have a green thumb, Jack. Maybe I should ask you to help me with gathering ingredients for Professor Crewel next time.â
The embarrassed blush grew worse, darkening his cheeks. The sharp edges in his eyes returned with a glower. You couldnât help the grin that stretched across your face when you heard Jack growl.
â... Donât push it, Prefect. Itâs not like Iâd help you out every time you call me.â
Yet, he always did.
You shrugged and laughed with a playful nudge to Jackâs side. Careful hands returned the succulent to him as you chirped, âYou say that, but you always come running whenever I do. Just admit it, Jack.â
He shot you an unimpressed look, and you laughed as he took the tiny pot from you. Jackâs ears twitched again. His eyes drank in the way your smile lit your face; how your irises hid behind the chub of your cheeks. For someone whoâd pounce at anyone with murderous intent in that petite body, he didnât think heâd see you smile like that.
Jackâs tail wagged behind him, fast enough to fan cool air to anyone who stood behind him. You silently mused about how it could sweep the dirt off the ground if it wagged any faster.
âItâs not like you to lose something,â you pointed out with that grin still on your face.Â
Jack clutched the pot with a stutter and a furrow of his brows. You nearly laughed at his embarrassment, and you couldnât help but muse to yourself.
Jack can actually be cute like this. Heâs even being gentle with the pot. Cute.
âI-I was taking the cactus out for some sun,â Jack began with a frown as the blush was fading from his cheeks, âwhen Ruggie found me and told me that Leona needed me for something. The next thing I knew, it's in your hands.â
âThe little guy took a tumble, then,â you concluded with a look at the cactus in Jackâs hands. âIt was on the ground when I found it. Where did you leave it earlier?â
âOn that bench.â Jack nudged his head towards one of the benches in the courtyard. A patch of sunlight shone over one of its edges, while the shadow of the tree stretched across the grass.
Jack watched you stare at the bench with a hum. With your attention occupied like this, he observed you without warranting unwanted embarrassment.
You bit your lip, pulling the bottom into your mouth. A million thoughts seemed to run through your mind behind that gaze of yours. A faint breeze rustled your hair and tickled your skinâand Jack couldnât look away, for some reason.
Your eyes darted towards Jack, and he nearly flinched from getting caught staring at you. Although, you didnât seem to think of it that way.
âI tried to scoop back some of the soil that fell out,â you told him with a lopsided smile. It looked awkward on you, as if youâre not used to smiling this much in a day.
âYouâre lucky that the potâs made of plastic. Maybe some jerk decided it was funny to ruin someoneâs day like this.â
Jack continued to watch you mumble speculations under your breath. He didnât realize it, but his hands gripped the pot and his tail wagged faster.
Who knew you could be this mellow? Your concern for his plant was kind of cute.
âThanks,â Jack told you with a small smile, âfor finding my cactus.â
You stopped mumbling, and you looked up at Jack again. You looked surprised at his gratitude, as if being thanked was rare for you. While Jack drank in the foreign expressions you made, a thought suddenly dawned on him.
âBy the way, what are you doing out here?â
That seemed to snap you back to reality. The familiar frown returned, one that Jack vividly remembered from the little time he spent with you.
âGrim ate too much tuna,â you grumbled with an annoyed glare. It was as if you could see the monster-cat right in front of you.
âNow, I gotta buy more from Sam. That little bastard, I swear to the Sevenââ
Jack noticed that you mentioned the Seven, rather than the usual God. You were getting comfortable with the lingo here. The corner of his lips twitched at that. Still, he made sure not to smile. If he did, youâd just tease him more, and this conversation wasnât going to go anywhere.
âIâll walk you there. It wouldnât feel right if I left you after you helped me out.â
You paused at Jackâs words. A closed-lip smile lit your face, and the beastman couldnât help but admire the sudden change in expression.
âReally?â You asked, and he caught the relief in your tone again. âThanks. You sure you wouldnât mind? I mean, you still have that little guy to take care of.â
You kept calling his tiny cactus a little guy. Cute. That was all Jack could think about. For someone who was callous and confrontational like you, you were being cute right now.
âI donât mind. Besides,â Jack slightly raised the potted succulent to make his point, âthink of it as returning the favor.â
You saw Jackâs tail wagging and his ears perking up. He probably didnât notice, and you grinned at that.
âIf you insist!â You chirped, before slipping an arm in his and leading him towards Samâs store. He stumbled and stuttered again, before he exclaimed, âO-oi, hold on!â
âNo can do.â Your grin grew wider, as you tugged the taller and larger freshman with you. Even if he was stronger and stockier than you, Jack let you drag him around.
âYou put yourself in this situation, so Iâll make you carry the rest of the cans!â
Who knew he could seriously be this cute and earnest? For someone as intimidating and quiet as Jack, his reactions are earnestly cute.
You and Jack fell into another conversationâteasing him and earning an embarrassed blushâas you two walked to Samâs store. The silence in the courtyard was disrupted with amused laughter and mortified grumbles.
As the afternoon sun showered the two in a golden glow, the cactus seemed to look more lively and vibrant in Jackâs hands now. It basked in the twoâs company, as if it was the sunlight it needed all along.
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A Meeting Towards Forever
Summary: You and Lilia have been together for months already, almost a year, and he told you about his son wanting to meet "this person", so he brings you to his home to meet his son.
POV: 2nd
Pronouns: Gender Neutral
Admin/Writer: Kaiâď¸
Tags: Lilia, Lilia Vanrouge, Romance, Slight comedy, Meeting Silver for the first time, child Silver, yes I wrote about Silver being a little 3 year old
Word count: 1,102
Lilia was getting his home ready as best as he could for a special day out. His little son, SIlver, was trying his best to help out, too: making sure pieces of trash were picked up by his small, chubby hands. The child was barely a toddler, yet very obedient and excited to meet this person that his father would tell him about. His son looked his bestâLilia made sure of thatâwanting to make a good first impression.
âFather, look.â
Silver speaking and pointing caught Liliaâs attention, and he noticed you coming down the path toward his home. You were on time, but he still wasnât ready. You were visiting his home and meeting his son for the first time. Lilia quickly jumped and went off to put away the cleaning supplies.
The child watched his son panic and ran quickly to his room before Lilia could notice. Before they knew it, you were knocking at the door with a nervous smile. Your heart was racing faster than the speed of light since you made your way to his house. Your hands were full with a picnic basket and a blanket, and you wondered if you brought enough.
Your thoughts were cut off by the door slowly opening, and you saw Lilia standing right in front of you with his usual smile. âYouâre here. Was it a long trip?
âNot at all. I enjoyed the stroll, plus the bonus of being greeted by you.â Your playful tone made him laugh, and he let you in shortly after. You would look around, curious as to where his son was, until your eyes caught a glimpse of a silver hairlock sticking out from behind the couch.Â
âOh? What is thatâŚ?â You walked slowly but stopped when there was a good distance. You squatted down and saw the child peeking out. His unique eyes dilated at the sight of you. Lilia stood beside you and watched the whole interaction with a smile. It was nice seeing you being so kind to his son.
The child suddenly ran behind his fatherâs leg, wanting to hide, but the sight only made you smile more. Lilia looked at Silver and gave him a pat on the head.
âDonât be rude. Introduce yourself,â Lilia told the boy carefully. The child only came out enough to bow his head politely.
âH-hello⌠Iâm Silver. It is nice to meet you.â
His voice made your heart melt, instantly causing you to smile and laugh. âItâs nice to meet you, Silver.â
You look at Lilia for a moment before leaning closer, whispering, âIs he a good dad?â
Silverâs eyes would light up and he nodded, then he ran off, leaving you and Lilia alone. âI can tell that you like him already,â Lilia suddenly spoke while staring at the direction that his child ran off to, which made you stand up and look at him.
âHeâs a good kid. Iâm happy to have adopted him.â
You smiled at Lilia and slowly took his hand in yours. âYouâre doing a good job. Youâre raising him as best as you can.â
He could feel how genuine you are, all the while hearing the love that you also have for Silver already. Lilia could only nod and go with you to find a good spot for your planned picnic.
Watching Silver play with the flowers in the field while Lilia was teaching him new words, was a sight that one could melt from. The small child enjoyed all of your food, thankful you made more human-like and edible food.
âFather doesnât cook well,â said the child while taking a bite out of a piece of bread.
Lilia sat frozen with a hurt look on his face, looking like this soul left his body at that moment. âS-SilverâŚâÂ
âWill you cook for us more?â Silver asked with his calm expression, not letting go of his food while looking at you. You looked at Lilia, who just lost his dignity, then laughed and nodded at the child.
âOf course, I can, but how are you so sure that your dad wants me to be here so much?âÂ
âOhâitâs okay!â The child said then ran into the house behind him, then came out after some seconds with a long, black box. Lilia perked up with wide eyes, the life finally back in his soul, and his voice grew in pitch.
âSilver, where did you get that?!â
âFather got this for you but didnât know how toä¸â Silver spoke with excitement before his father covered his mouth in a panic. He handed the box to you while Lilia tried to take it back, yet the small child was quicker. You took it with surprise and opened it, seeing a gold chain with a few charms hung on the small loops.
You were surprised and Lilia just looked crushed by his sonâs surprise betrayal. You laughed, and he looked at you with surprise. It took you a few seconds to control yourself.
âIâmâhaha, Iâm sorry. I just didnât expect this. Itâs a beautiful necklace, believe me, and I would love to accept it.â
Lilia slowly relaxed, and Silver pushed his way to climb onto you, clinging to your arm with an aloof face. Although, his excitement was palpable in how he gripped your arm. âFather, can we have more days like this? I wanna keep this person!âÂ
âSilver, we canât keep them!â Lilia said calmly and tried to pull his son away, even surprised at this behavior. The child didnât want to let go, even after getting pulled. You carefully held the small boy and ruffled his hair before looking at Lilia.
âWhatâs the problem with keeping me? I never said I wanted to be let go,â you said with a smile and a slight tilt of your head. The child in your arms was getting comfortable on your lap, while he grabbed a piece of fruit to munch on.
You let out a laugh as Lilia looked surprised by your words, but your attention shifted to the cute child who now had slightly stained hands and cheeks.
Lilia stayed quiet as the sight of you and Silver made his heart swell. Seeing how comfortable his son was when it was his first time meeting youâhow natural you looked while holding him just felt right. He couldnât help but smile due to how heartwarming just the thought of having you with him. Not only as a lover but as the other missing parent to his kind son.
âAlright, alright⌠Weâll take you in. I donât want to let you go either.â
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I really like the writing about Silver until now and I hope you don't mind a request
Can I request him? Quite angsty. Where MC and Silver kinda failed to tell their feelings for one another, until MC had a chance to go home and given a choice to stay or to go home to their original world.
Tho I prefer a happy ending. So I would like to see how it ends :")
It all changes overnight.
Summary: You and Silver are genuinely in love, but neither of you wish to tell each other as to not ruin the relationship that's already been developed. You find out that a way home has been found, and you can finally leave... but do you really want to?
POV: 2nd POV
Pronouns: Gender Neutral
Admin/Writer: Kaiâď¸
Tags: Silver, MC gets to go home, angst, angst with a happy ending, romance, request
Word Count: 1,452
A/N: I am so sorry that this took so long to write ;;
I'll be honest, I didn't even know how to start this. The other admins and I discussed time and time again and we would get stumped just trying to figure out what could make Silver have to suddenly leave or for the moment to be interrupted. That, and I had moved homes, had to find a new job, and lots of other life events, so it put my writer life on hold. Now that the job I have is a lot more laid back, I can finally go back to freely writing and being able to post again.
To our regular readers and those who are just finding this page again; thank you all for waiting and reading. We will do our best to bring back the page even if it is a slow process, and we will come back with more ideas(trust me, we have a lot already planned out and ready to write)
Enjoy your request finally being posted, requester.
âHe fell asleep in the classroom againâŚâ You whisper softly, while standing in front of the silver-haired boyâs desk, with a gentle smile.
âYouâre lucky to not have your club today.â
Your eyes stay on him while carefully moving hair strands out of his face. You loved him. It was like a fairytale based on love at first sight. Meeting him was something very unexpected. Well, finding yourself in the world of Twisted Wonderland was weird enough as is.
The light of the sunset would shine on his perfect and kind features, his gentleness visible from miles away. You take your hand away after a few more seconds and look away, getting ready to leave the classroom.
âPrefect?â A voice calls out, which quickly catches your attention, and you turn to see Crowley standing at the classroom door. You look at Silver one more time before walking away to talk to the Headmaster.
âWell, young student, I have some good news for you.â The Headmaster began to speak, and the term âgood newsâ made you perk up.
âAh, I see youâre interested. So, Iâll tell you.â
You nod once and listen attentively. âIs it news about me getting to go home?â You ask, that topic being the only thing you could call goodâamazing news even.
Crowley turned his expression into one that was deadpan and unenthusiastic. âNow youâve ruined my surprise.â
âIââ You were about to retort, but then Crowleyâs words began to click. âWait⌠What? I can finally go home!?â Your voice was filled with excitement at the realization.
âYou can. I was able to confirm that what we found out before was true.â The headmaster was excited for you, and all you could do was feel relief.
Before you knew it, the figure you had been taking care of was standing beside you.
âPrefect.â
âSilverâŚâ You say with a bit of surprise, turning your head to see him.
âSilver! Have you heard about us figuring out a way to send the prefect back home?â Crowley said with excitement. Silverâs expression became surprised before he looked at you. After that, Crowley left and you were left with a slightly awkward situation.
You didnât know what to say, so you gave Silver a nervous smile instead. âOopsâŚ?â
Silver took a moment before laughing lightly and starting to walk with you. The pace was slow, but the tension was thick enough to break a knife. You mostly stare around, but occasionally share small smiles and glances with him.
Walking all the way to his dorm, by the time you both arrive, itâs almost curfew. You stop at the start of the bridge ahead and look at him, feeling a bit guilty. âIâm sorry for not telling you. I justââ
âWhy are you apologizing?â His words caught you off guard, yet they were warming your heart somehow. âYou get to go home, and thatâs amazing. Youâve been here for so long, and who knows whatâs going on in your world.â
His words were genuine and they made you smile, but the feeling of letting this place go was painful. âI know, but Silverââ
âGo back home. You deserve to go back home.â Silver had a gentle smile on his face, yet it only hurt more. You wanted to scream about how you felt about him, just before it was too late.
âSilver⌠Iââ
âSilver!!!âÂ
A loud voice from across the bridge calls out to the silver-haired boy, and instantly catches his attention. It was Sebek.
âMalleus-sama is looking for you!â
You were in a bit of disbelief at the timing, but you knew that Malleus was the first priority for the students of the Diasomnia dormitory. You could only give him a bitter smile to convince and reassure him. âGo see what Malleus needs. We can talk at another time.â
Silver only looked at you with slight disappointment, before he returned your smile. âThank you. Tell me what you want to say another time, okay?â
You nodded and walked off to go back to your own dorm. You wanted to tell him, just in case you wouldnât see each other again. Even just telling him would be enough, but it didnât seem like life wanted that for you.
The next day, the morning sun greeted everything with a beautiful hello, but you were standing right in front of the Mirror Chamber with the portal open to go home. You were hesitant to even step through. You really didnât want to go home, but you had a life apart from this vastly different world.
It hurt. You knew that a way home was right in front of you, but deep down, you werenât ready to leave yet. The thought of leaving everything behind was creating a tight feeling in your chest. It was a loss. Leaving Twisted Wonderland and going home wasnât what you wanted, but never returning home didnât sound proper. You had to go home. This story shouldnât have happened.
You took a breath and stepped forward, but stopped at the sound of the door to the Mirror Chamber opening. You turned around and saw Silver standing there, heavily breathing and looking worried. âPrefectâŚâ
âSilver? How did youââÂ
âLilia told me. Crowley told all of the housewardens that you decided to go home,â he said as he moved closer to where you were, but still kept his distance. âWere you planning on leaving without saying goodbye?â
âI didnât wâI meanââ You didnât know how to explain in a logical way, so the last resort was to just let everything out.
âHow could I say goodbye when I donât even know if I want to leave? I donât want to leave you, my friends, or anything at all here.â
âThen why didnât you talk to someone first?â Silver was careful and gentle with his words, like he always was with you, but thatâs what made you want to burst.
âBecause the only person I wanted to talk to was you! I wanted you to be the person that convinced me to stay, but we never got that chance,â you spoke with a pain in your heart. Your breathing was getting shaky just trying to hold everything in.
His eyes widen at what heâs hearing, but he keeps his tone soft. âWhat are you talking about? Weâve had that chanceââÂ
âNo, we havenât. I didnât want to tell anyone, until Crowley gave me the confirmation that I could go home. I tried to tell you yesterday, but I know how important it is to attend to Malleus, so I let you go. Then, you told me that I deserved to go home, so I gave up on trying,â you explained and watched him get closer to pull you away from the portal.
Silver slowly placed his hands on your shoulders and began to speak firmly, âCall me. Text me. Even if itâs at the brink of dawn, if you need someone to listen to you, I will fight off my drowsiness to be there for you, as long as you need me to be there. I will not leave you alone. I will not leave you to suffer alone. If you want me to be there for you, then I will do that. I will not leave your side until you push me away, but even if you do that, I will not leave until I know you no longer need me.â
His words were like bandaids plastered to your broken heart, keeping you from falling deeper into the despair of the situation. The urge to cry was there, but instead, you let out a small string of words without realizing it.
Yet, he said the same words along with you.
âI love you.â
Both of you looked at each other with surprise, yet it would slowly melt into affection the more you stared into his eyes.
âAs much as you deserve to go home, donât go. Deep down, I donât want you to go.â
Your eyes widen at the sound of him practically pleading for your stay. It was so new to you, but you could feel the impact of his words regardless.
âI know you have a life back in your world, but you have a life here too. You can keep going to Night Raven College, hang out with us and, while this isnât something that could convince you completely⌠You can be with me,â Silver spoke while looking directly at you, giving you a smile at the end of his words.
You felt your heart grow warm, but you began to feel your face getting hotter from how flustered you were getting.
Maybe staying in this world wouldnât be so bad.
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admin kai's thoughts part 2
waaaa... my head hurts
it was all worth it to finish writing that story...
WHICH I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT IF THAT PERSON IS READING THIS !!!
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Quick Update
Hello hello to everyone what follows our page or that just comes across this post! This is admin Kai and I just wanted to give everyone an update on what's been going on and why it's been... pretty dead.
So,
At the current moment, as most of our readers know, the other two admins are in college, and they've both been pretty busy with school work. I am not in college, but I do still work a lot. I've also moved homes a few months back so I'm still setting in, trying to figure out a proper schedule and get a new job as you're reading this. On the side, I am also translating manga chapters to the Bungo Stray Dogs series, specifically for the side manga Age 15, so that also takes up my time.
Trust me, we haven't just abandoned the blog! We still discuss about writing, when we could write, and what plots we can do but since we also have requests, we're trying to figure those out too to see who will take them in under their hand.
It has been dead, very, and we all do apologize, but I promise you all that we will post soon enough, at least from me because I will try, and hopefully our other admins can also post soon.
Thank you for taking the time to read this small update about our lives outside of Tumblr, we do really appreciate it.
- TBC Admins
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Quick Update
Hello hello to everyone what follows our page or that just comes across this post! This is admin Kai and I just wanted to give everyone an update on what's been going on and why it's been... pretty dead.
So,
At the current moment, as most of our readers know, the other two admins are in college, and they've both been pretty busy with school work. I am not in college, but I do still work a lot. I've also moved homes a few months back so I'm still setting in, trying to figure out a proper schedule and get a new job as you're reading this. On the side, I am also translating manga chapters to the Bungo Stray Dogs series, specifically for the side manga Age 15, so that also takes up my time.
Trust me, we haven't just abandoned the blog! We still discuss about writing, when we could write, and what plots we can do but since we also have requests, we're trying to figure those out too to see who will take them in under their hand.
It has been dead, very, and we all do apologize, but I promise you all that we will post soon enough, at least from me because I will try, and hopefully our other admins can also post soon.
Thank you for taking the time to read this small update about our lives outside of Tumblr, we do really appreciate it.
- TBC Admins
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Lovers in the Night
Summary: two lovers of different worlds. One of peace, one of danger, but the love is still there. Comforting one another turns into a sad promise.
POV: 2nd POV
Pronouns: Gender Neutral
Admin/Writer: Kaiâď¸
Tags: Jade Leech, Mafia Jade, fluff turned slightly angst, romance, already developed relationship
Word Count: 978
Jade cautiously walked around. He remained vigilant with a calm smile on his face as he walked through town. His eyes would dart towards anything suspicious or any sudden sounds, until he reached a certain shop. It seemed that it only opened in the middle of the night.
He held an umbrella over his head and, to the few passing strangers, all they could see was that calm demeanor he carried. The night was filled with the sounds of sprinkling rain splashing on the ground or the windows in the streets. He was heading somewhere, and the only thing passersby could think was to get out of his way. To those that recognized him, on the other hand, froze and quickly stepped aside without looking directly into his eyes.
A bell rang as he opened the door to the shop. The strong aroma of coffee and the sounds of grinded coffee beans dripping into empty cups greeted him.
"Jade! You're hereâŚ"Â
A voice so sweet to his ears caught his attention. At that moment, his head turned towards its direction. That voice came from you, and it warmed that calm, chilling smile into a genuine one.
Jade sat down at his normal spot, a stool at the front counter, and a cup of coffee was sitting right in front of him faster than he could blink. He looked up to meet the only pair of eyes that could help him relax. These eyes that changed his calm demeanor so easily, they belonged to you.
You smiled at him, and you felt your face get hotter when your eyes met. He gave a silent nod before taking a sip from the ceramic mug. He hummed in content as his eyes closed, and that noise gave you a hint of satisfaction to your workâjust like it always did.
âYour coffee doesn't change at all, does it?â Jade asked after a few more moments of silence. You were cleaning the used utensils, and his sudden question made you jump a little from surprise.
âWell, how could I change it?â You responded after a few seconds of ppndering over his words. You continued to clean the dishes, and Jade only responded with a laugh. After what felt like forever, a clink was heard, then the scrapes of a moving chair reached your ears.
Once you turned around, your body was met with a firm grip around your waist, and Jade held your head against him. The atmosphere suddenly became solemn and tense. It was as if he was trying to protect the moment that was being shared in this small bubble that you considered your shop.
You were confused at first, then your mind suddenly understood what he was trying to portray with such a gesture. You hugged him in return and simply smiled at the warmth of his embrace.
You remained quiet for a while, and you just let him give you his silent affection. If you tried to pull back from his embrace, his arms and hands only pulled you tighter against him. These actions could only make you smile more, and a small laugh escaped your lips every time.
Your laugh made Jade smile, and he let out a quiet breath of relaxation.
âWhatâs with all this?â You asked him, and he instantly shook his head. He slowly pulled away a little to take a look at your face.
Shortly after, you felt his lips against yours in a gentle kiss. His hold on you became protective again, and your heart that was warm from the gesture slowly filled with dread. A few moments passed by, then you pulled back with a caring smile.
âNothing at all? Jade Leech, I know you. Is it⌠your job?â You asked again as you looked into his eyes. Instantly, his expression, once filled with love for you, turned to one of seriousness mixed with defeat at how you figured him out.
You sighed softly at his reaction and looked away from his eyes. You began to feel worry, and anxiety rose within you. That ominous dread was becoming overwhelming, and you couldnât help but become visibly frustrated.
You knew what Jade did for a living. He was the underboss of the countryâs biggest mafia. This came with him being busy and gone for weeks, sometimes months, on end. He would come to this cafe to see you. Although, most of the time, seeing him consisted of treating his wounds for him. You didnât like it, but he promised you that he'll always be safe.
Jade noticed your reaction and gently took your chin in between his fingers, making you look at him with a bittersweet expression.
âHey, you know that no matter the case, I will protect you. I promise. Even if it is the last thing I doââ
âDonât say that.â You interrupted him. A sigh left you as you tried to gather your words. âI donât want to hear anything that has something to do with âlastâ coming out of your mouth. We talked about this. You know that I donât like it.â
Jade sighed in defeat and nodded slowly, âRight. Then, letâs just enjoy the time we have. Why donât we?â He was gentle again, and he started to relax before he hugged you again. You let out a breath, hugging him in return, and relaxing against his body.
As the night continued, the rain grew stronger and so did the feelings you had for one another. You didnât let him go as your arms grew tighter around him. Jade placed a few kisses on your head to bring you some comfort. A stranger could tell that the feelings of a strong love were shared, and it was only natural. I mean⌠no one knew if, one day, the lovers would be lost to the dark of the night.
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Adronitis
Summary: Deuce met you once, and he thought that was the end of that. Until, he bumps into you twice in two different occasions.
POV: 2nd Person
Pronouns: Gender-neutral
Admin/Writer: CressađŚ
Tags: Third Timeâs the Charm, Puppy Love (if you squint), Slow Burn with an open ending, Deuce Spade being an Awkward Sweetie, Romance, Fluff, MC is not the Ramshackle Prefect/Yuu
Word Count: 1, 554
iâm alive lmao. finals are over, so i have the chance to post this. itâs been in my drafts for months, and i finished this while nursing a stomachache ;; this isnât proofread, by the way.
Deuce first met you during club hours. He didnât think much of you, not when heâs focused on becoming an honor student thatâd make his mother proud. Your first meeting didnât unfold like a romance drama. There were no cherry blossoms drifting in the breeze. Time didnât slow down nor freeze when your eyes met. His heart didnât pound so much that itâd jump out of his chest. It felt like any ordinary day in Night Raven College minus his shenanigans with the Ramshackle Prefect, of course.
If anything, it started with a water bottle.
Sweat dripped down Deuceâs jaw, slightly gaping due to his tired panting. With his hands on his knees, he watched the salty droplet fall to the ground as he gathered his bearings. The sun seemed harsher today, glaring down at the runners in the field. Deuce heard some of his clubmates groaning about the sweltering heat, either in loud complaints or hushed curses.
Water. I need water, was all Deuce could think at the time.
As if someone read his mind, a water bottle dangled in front of his eyes. Deuce blinked in disbelief, then his gaze trailed from the hand holding the miracle to another vaguely familiar face. You stood there with a lopsided smile and a hand on your hip. Under the blinding afternoon sun, you seemed like a guardian angel that descended in the middle of a desert.
âYou look like you need it more than I do,â you chuckled. Once Deuce took your offer, you shot him another smile and continued on your way. The grime and sweat from all the running didnât bother Deuce. The cold water bottle soothing his dry throat and hot skin didnât deter him either.
Deuce just watched you run with a curious gaze.
The second time the Heartslabyul freshman saw you, Deuce had bumped into you in the cafeteria. A special menu came up, so the area was more crowded than usual. Students argued and dragged each other away from the line. Some snuck and cut into the queue in hopes of getting to the limited-time menu early. No matter where you went, youâd always bump into arms and elbows. He almost got hit on the neck by someone elseâs elbow when Ace dragged him through the masses.
Deuce spied some guys trading lunch while another pair started a fist fight. Although, that ended when Jack lifted the boys by the collars; like a mother cat scolding her kittens. It was pandemonium, and Grim hasnât even started making a ruckus. One pair even started fighting with magic until his housewarden collared them with his signature spell.
Honestly, that was dumb of them, but thatâs not the focus right now.
He already found out some things about you at this point. Youâre a freshman, just like him, and you joined Track and Fieldâagain, just like him. Although, thatâs where the similarities ended.
You didnât attract too much attention. You didnât seem to cause any trouble, which is rare in an all-boys school filled with the most rambunctious and rebellious students. With so many students attending NRC, you were just another face in the crowd. It was no wonder Deuce hadnât noticed you until that day.
âOh!â You beamed, another water bottle in hand. âItâs you! Um, Deuce, right?â
âYeah,â Deuce stiffly nodded, feeling a bit awkward at his friendsâ stares, âYouâre part of Track and Field, too, right?â
Your name smoothly rolled off his tongue, like honey dripping into tea. Another huge smile graced your lips as your eyes shone brighter. Deuce felt his heart stutter at your change in demeanor. The ground under his feet felt unstable, which made him a bit dizzy and disoriented.
âI always wanted to run like you,â you sheepishly admitted. A wince from a hit to your side broke Deuce from his trance. âI could go on, but this isnât the time and place, huh?â
Before he could say anything, Deuce watched you maneuver your way through the crowd with a wave. âIâll see you around!â
âMerciful Seven,â Ace groaned and checked Deuce on the shoulder as he shoved past him, âGet your goo-goo eyes and head out of the clouds, man! Weâre gonna get nothing at this rate!â
âHuh? Whatâd ya say?!â Deuce growled, chasing after the redhead. âCome back here, you punk!â
He could vaguely hear the Ramshackle Prefect exasperatedly sigh and call for them. Grim choked out an annoyed scream from behind. As the noise and jostle of the crowd consumed Deuceâs senses, the image of your bright expression seared itself into his mind.
The third time, he found you in the courtyard on his way to Samâs shop. Deuce saw you fiddling with something as you muttered to yourself. Your fingers twisted a tiny key lodged into a mahogany box with gentle precision. Your tongue poked out of your lips as your eyebrows scrunched together. Deuce noticed that youâve always made that face whenever you ran in the field. He just knew that the world around you didnât exist whenever it happened. Not even the harsh heat stopped you.
âHey Deuce!â
He almost flinched at your voice. Smiling, you patted the spot beside you on the grass, then returned to fiddling with the contraption. It was a music box, Deuce realized. It was an antique music box with some scratches and dust. The tiny thing had seen better days.
Wait, how did he end up in front of you? Better yet, when did he go off the path towards you?
âHey, uh, whatâs that youâre holding?â
⌠Itâs obviously a music box. Why did I ask that? Deuce thought, nearly smacking himself in the face at how stupid he sounded. If Ace could hear him right now, heâd be cackling and howling til his stomach hurt the next morning. He could just imagine the mischievous smirk on the Prefectâs face while Grim snickered behind their legs.
Embarrassing would be an understatement.
âOh, this?â You chuckled, and Deuce felt his heart almost burst out of his chest. âItâs a music box. I had Sam fix it up for me, so Iâm checking if it works like before.â
Your smile faltered, replaced by a melancholic expression, as your gaze lingered on the tiny contraption. Deuce quietly sat beside you, who still stared at the music box. The frown on your face and the dull look in your eyes were something foreign to him. For some reason, Deuce didnât like seeing you this way, much less feel this sad.
âMy mom gave me this.â Your voice was nothing but a tiny whisper as your thumb traced a scratch on the box. âItâs the last thing I have of her, so⌠I hope it works.â
Deuce felt like he had been punched in the gut. The image of his own motherâdark circles under her eyes and calluses on her once smooth hands; crying into the phone about her delinquent son; smiling as she tells him how proud she is of himâflashed in his mind. His heart sank at the thought of a life without her. He can only imagine the pain and sorrow you felt at the moment.
âIâm sorry.â Before he could think about it, Deuce clapped a hand on your shoulder in an attempt to comfort you. His lips were pressed in a thin line as your eyes met his. What else could you even tell someone whoâs grieving over a deceased loved one, especially when the wound was still fresh?
You stared at Deuce for a bit, then the corners of your mouth twitched into a small smile. You huff as your hand squeezed his, the one on your shoulder. Deuce noticed that you had a firm grip despite your unassuming demeanor. He admired your smile, lips moving to answer him with a heartfelt, âThanks.â
Nothing else disturbed the peaceful silence between the two of you. Even though it was peaceful, Deuce felt restless. He wanted to talk more; wanted you to share more about yourself. That tidbit about your mother made his heart hurt, but he wanted more. All of your attention returned to the music box, and he didnât know what else to say. That antique clearly meant a lot to you. He should leave you to it.
But, for some reason, Deuce couldnât. He didnât want to. Even if Riddle threatened to collar him right now, heâd choose to stay next to you.
âIt works!â Your voice brought him back to reality. A lullaby, one that he heard of as a child, rang in the air. The wind-up key slowly turned as the music box played its tune. Then, Deuceâs attention drifted to you.
The grin that stretched across your face and the sparkle in your eyes made the former delinquentâs heart lurch. He couldnât look away from you, even when you turned to look at him with that huge grin. The world seemed to fade away. Your voice was muffled, and your words seemed to go into one ear and out of the other. His cheeks burned the longer he looked at you. As you excitedly marveled about the music box working, Deuce only thought of one thing.
Ace was going to have a field day once he figured out that Deuce has a crush.
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Sweetest Escape
Summary: Going on a date with a certain red haired housewarden is like a haven you probably didnât think could go well, but did it?
POV: 2ndÂ
Pronouns: Gender neutral
Admin/Writer: Kaiâ
Tags: Riddle Rosehearts, first date, riddle is a nervous wreck, another date?, sorry for not updating in a while
Word Count: 974
âWill you go out with me?â
âYes!â
âWait-â
At that time, you and Riddle laughed since you asked each other on a date at the same time with the same response. It felt like something straight out of a movie, except this was real.
Right after deciding when to meet, you both walked away and headed to your respective dorms. Once out of Riddleâs sight, you had begun running to Ramshackle dorm.
âCATER!â You yelled out as soon as you stepped in through the door. The male popped his head out of the kitchen door with an excited look on his face.
âWhatâs-â
âWeâre going out tomorrow! Itâs happening! What should I do?! What should I wear!?!â
âOh my seven, itâs really happening! Come on, we have to get you ready!â Cater said enthusiastically and ran to your room.
At this same moment, Riddle was running through Heartslabyul to look for Trey.
The kitchen door was forced open as a boy with his face redder than the roses stood at the door frame. Trey was a bit spooked but he simply laughed it off nervously as he was preparing pastries for tomorrowâs tea party as per rule 53.
âThey said yes! Iâm going on my first ever date⌠On the day of the monthly tea party⌠Iâm breaking a rule?!â Riddle was in complete shock at his own revelation.
âWhoa, whoa, calm down. First off, congratulations. Secondly, breaking one rule is not going to kill you. Be happy, youâre going on a date with the person you like. You think the Queen didnât have someone she loved too?â
Trey did make good points, and Riddle did want to go on the date. He sighed and took a few deep breaths to calm himself. âYouâre right. Then, what do I do to get ready?â
Trey smiled and came up with a plan in his head, staying quiet while making his way to Riddleâs room.
Time went by extremely quickly as it was already time for the date. It was peak afternoon, with the skies blue and clear. The perfect setting for your date.
You sat at a spot near a corner that had a window right beside the table. You were quite nervous, but this was like a first date jitters.
The jingle of a door bell was heard and your head immediately shot towards the sound, only for your eyes to be met by Riddle, who had already found you as soon as he walked in.
You stood up and watched him walk over, still staring for a few moments.
âThis place is wonderful. Thank you for inviting me.â Riddle kept a calm demeanor, but inside he was a mess. His heart was going miles a minute, and his thoughts never stopped running.
You laughed softly as your eyes couldnât help but gaze at his features. How red his face got. How his lips turned a bit thinner when he was thinking as you both talked about the common things. The way his hands moved as he explained something.
Riddle was the same way. When you talked, he noticed so many mannerisms that you used, like having to pause to think, and he grew to adore that silence every time it happened. The way your eyes noticed the smallest movements, how that caught your attention so easily, and- wow, he was feeling his heart wanting to burst.
As you both enjoyed pastries and tea together, laughing and talking in your own little worlds, you noticed that there was a small stain of whipped cream on the corner of his mouth. You suddenly excused yourself before standing up.
He looked at you a bit confused as he watched you move over to his side and lean down. Your finger gently wiped the cream off and you licked it off your finger, and all Riddle could do was sit in his chair, almost like a statue.
His face turned red as soon as he processed what just happened, eyes wide, and mouth slightly agape at the sight. Not to mention, you were suddenly so close to him. But that little gesture was making his mind run a mile per minute.
It was a bit awkward as heâs blushing like crazy, but soon after finishing you both leave. By this time, the afternoon was turning into mid sunset, and the sky was clear shades of orange and pink all over.
You both walked around the streets to look at display cases, and laughed while running down the walking paths with one another. Time had passed by suddenly as, shortly after, the door of your dormitory was right in front of you.
You stopped at the last light post and Riddle followed suit after, but he didnât let go of your hand for a moment.
âSo⌠Is there a next time?â He asked as his voice was tender and curious, but in a way that showed that interest that he was trying to hide. You playfully thought about his question before responding, giving him a false look just to tease him.
âDefinitely. Does next week sound good? Oh! And, Iâll choose the place.â You gave him a smile as you could feel your face suddenly heat up. âOh- alright! Then- have a good night. Sleep well.â After that, he waited as you went to turn in for the night, and then he went off on his own.
Riddle walked casually towards his room and carefully closed his door before he fell face first onto his bed. Trey was getting ready to turn in for the night when he suddenly jumped from hearing a loud scream. âWow⌠was it that badâŚ?â He mumbled to himself.
You suddenly heard your phone ding from a message and it was from Cater.
âWhat did you do to him?â
âWhat? Nothing?â
âNothing!?!? Huh!?â
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