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Awkward ~ B.B.
A/n: No idea if this is out of character or not but I had fun keeping it short and sweet for once so i hope yall enjoy!
Request: “Bellamy Blake x Male reader, him and Bellamy already having a relationship but breaking up a little bit before they were sent down and reader being cold and not his happy self” by anon
Word Count: 1800+
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Bellamy counted himself lucky to have met his boyfriend.
Even if they were going to end like this.
It was one of those familiar loves. The kind that take forever to build, and then last forever. The kind that took parts of you and changed them, rearranged them, and left you irrevocably changed. The kind that made a home in the center of your soul, carving the shape of a person that could never be filled by any other person ever again. The kind of love that redefined home. It was a slow burn, but strong. Inevitable.
And then it was over.
Bellamy knew that he would have stayed on this ship with his boyfriend if Y/n had asked... and he couldn't chance that. It was better anyway to leave Y/n hating him so that when he disappeared, his now ex boyfriend wouldn't worry about him or wonder if he was okay. This way, it was better for everyone. And Bellamy kept that resolve as he laid out his plan to get onto the ship with Octavia and all the way down to Earth where they could all be free and happy. If he had to leave his boyfriend, he would. For his sister. She was what mattered.
And then Y/n showed up on the ship anyway.
Bellamy almost didn't recognize him. It hadn't been long, no matter how it had felt like ages, but Y/n was completely different. His style choice had changed, his demeanor, the way he impacted the world around him - all of it was wrong. Once Y/n had been a blazing fire, a bright light. He had been a breath of fresh air, coloring the world with pink and yellow and giving Bellamy a sliver of positivity and comfort in a world Bellamy had for so long thought was too cold and broken to give up anything good anymore. Now...
Y/n was distant, quiet. He faded into the background. He didn't make eye contact with anyone, and if he did then they were quick to scatter and give him room. He was intimidating. Scary. The only reason Bellamy even clocked him was because Y/n had stepped up to side with Clarke as she and Bellamy began to butt heads for who would be in charge. It would have been surprising, if not for their history. And the fact that Bellamy had been sleeping around every moment he had since he'd gotten to Earth,
The problem was that Bellamy had made a promise to himself. Earth wouldn't just be an escape from prison - it would be an escape from life on that god forsaken ship. He came here to be free - really free. Liberated. He wanted people to see all the things this place had to offer and how amazing it was to not have any of the adults to drag them down. He needed to spend every minute convincing people they wanted and even needed to be on Earth by themselves. Completely separate from society.
He didn't want to sleep with these women. He didn't want to lead. He wanted to be alone with his sister and be free and happy, and more than anything he wanted to fall into Y/n's arms and break into tears and tell him everything and get that smile back on his face. Where it belonged.
But he stuck to plan anyway.
Predictably, that decision made everything so much worse.
Bellamy knew he'd maybe gone a little too far, being too protective of Octavia, when she shoved him one day and told him to fuck himself. The next time Bellamy saw her, she was with Y/n and they were talking in gentle, low voices. Y/n had always been better with Octavia than Bellamy was, and now it showed. Even as this darker, more reserved version of himself he still managed to make Octavia smile. She seemed to make him ease in return, but that smile that was so often on his face before coming to Earth still didn't make an appearance. 
As things started to go wrong, it was becoming very quickly more and more obvious that Clarke was the better leader - especially with Y/n as her second. It had happened mostly on accident; there just wasn't anyone Clarke trusted with responsibility... or really trusted at all. Y/n proved himself again and again, encouraging Clarke to trust him more and more - so as she rose, so did he. There was something about Y/n trusting her that seemed to convince everyone to at least listen. Y/n joked that he was big and scary and had scary dog privileges and the fact that she'd 'tamed him' was why everyone was keen on listening to her. Clarke always rolled her eyes at that.
Bellamy didn't find it funny, but Octavia did, and she took every chance to tease Clarke and Y/n for being a match made in Heaven. A perfect duo. The leader of the masses and her loyal guard dog. Y/n and Clarke found it amusing enough so they never discouraged her.
It bothered Bellamy even more.
Tensions began to rapidly build. Y/n and Bellamy were more often chest to chest, nose to nose, staring each other down with malice in their eyes, and only Clarke and Octavia were able to rip the two boys apart. The sheer amount of energy between them delivered some kind of message, and the impression began to grow that there was something between them. Octavia knew, but she wasn't about to out her brother, who had never wanted to come out, or throw Y/n under the bus for getting his heart absolutely shattered by Bellamy.
Unfortunately there was only so much avoiding each other that could happen when a poisonous fog rolled through the forest, horribly killing anyone who got caught in it. In the chaos to scramble, Y/n got shoved and fell. If not for Bellamy stopping and pulling him into a close by little cove, Y/n would have died. It maybe should have prevented the hostility from being as high as it was, as quickly as it was... alas...
Y/n and Bellamy were arguing after about ten minutes. Both of them had forgotten what had started it in another ten minutes, because it wasn't soon before the real issue came out. With no one there to stop them, their back and forth devolved until the source of it all came to the surface.
"I'm sure you'll be overjoyed when this whole thing ends and you can go back to your girlfriend," Bellamy shot at his ex.
Y/n sneered, lips pulling back over bared teeth. This is always what drove Octavia and Clarke to pull them apart: the two boys looks like they were about to kill each other. They'd never fought before, let alone like this, but even now... they wouldn't hurt each other, and that's what even Octavia was missing. At least with their fists. Y/n didn't pull back now as he spat back, "Are you talking about Clarke? God, how old are you? She's not my girlfriend."
"You look pretty friendly." Bellamy rolled his eyes, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Because we're friends!" Y/n's voice bounced off the walls as it rose into a scream, the increased volume only setting Bellamy more on edge.
"Then why are you constantly following her around like a lost puppy? Did you lose your self respect after we broke up?"
Y/n finally snapped. "I LOST EVERYTHING WHEN WE BROKE UP!" There was a ringing silence after those words. They seemed to hang in the air, and Bellamy's eyes widened as he realized there were tears streaming down Y/n's face. He couldn't move, couldn't even breathe, not knowing he had made Y/n cry. Y/n was the first one to find his voice. "I lost everything when you broke up with me. And I had to take everything I was suddenly missing completely and make something new of hollow, broken pieces. I only chose Clarke because I refused to choose you. Not again - never again. You did this. You don't get to be mad about it."
Bellamy scoffed. "I'm not mad about it." Y/n sucked in a breath to start arguing again but Bellamy had had enough. "I'm jealous."
Y/n produced a sound that was half a scoff and half a laugh. "Please. What do you have to be jealous of?"
Suddenly exhausted, all Bellamy had left was the truth. "I knew I had to get on this ship and come to Earth with Octavia. I knew I had to be free, even if it was toxic down here. Even if it killed me. I couldn't be alive in a world where I would always be the one who got to live. Not when she was killed for being born after me. I... couldn't." Y/n's words never came. He just sighed, leaning against the wall with an irritated thud. He had heard the rant before. He knew where this was going. Or, so he thought. Bellamy's next words caught him off guard. "I could never ask you to make that sacrifice. But, if you knew, you'd have agreed. Even if it would kill you. And I also couldn't let my trauma be the death of you either. Not when it was already the end of me and my sister."
Eyes wide, Y/n looked at him. There was something else in his face than that empty gloominess. Something... akin to hope. "You can't do this to me. Not now."
Bellamy closed his eyes. "I'm sorry."
"No-" Y/n pushed off the wall, shaking his head. "You don't get my forgiveness now. Not after everything! It's not fair!"
Bellamy's eyes filled with tears. "I'm sorry."
"NO!" Y/n yelled, grabbing his shirt by the collar. Bellamy's lips parted to apologize and Y/n slammed him against the cave wall, face twisted with rage. "Don't. Say. It. Again."
For a moment, it seemed like he wouldn't. Then, ever so softly, he whispered, "I'm sorry."
Immediately Y/n's face crumbled. He searched Bellamy's face, demanding to see anything other than what he was seeing. Regret. Sincerity. And love.
There was only one way to know for sure.
Y/n kissed Bellamy. He was immediately hit with how eagerly Bellamy kissed back. It was like, despite everything, anything that could have ruined this moment didn't matter. People had died, they were losing numbers, going hungry. This place was so much harder than they thought and everything was out to kill them. People they knew nothing about, couldn't even see, or a landscape that crept slowly and attacked when you least expected it. Time and space and heartbreak -
And in this moment it was just them.
When Y/n leaned back, he was smiling. Really smiling. "You're an idiot. I can't believe I love you."
Bellamy melted in relief. He pulled Y/n close and even with how impossible it had all seemed, it had worked out. "I am an idiot," he agreed. Y/n chuckled and Bellamy closed his eyes to hear the sound. The sound he never thought he'd be blessed enough to hear ever again. Maybe if Y/n could still smile and laugh, and Bellamy could still get the boy, anything could happen. Maybe there was still a chance in this ruined world. Even as dire as it seemed... maybe hope could be allowed.
Just a little. Just enough.
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iridescentdove · 9 months
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Okay, but like Imagine Akutagawa x Shinobu! Reader (demon slayer) where like it’s just some of the other characters reactions to him having a lover that they somehow did not know about, not even Dazai, they just question how 2 completely polar opposites get together and why Reader would even want to be with some like Akutagawa and Reader’s response is, "His anger brings me joy☺️" no but really because his introverted cold ass reminds Reader of someone Giyuu.
(The reader is mostly based on Shinobu's personality and height, Chuuya lowkey dancing now that someone is shorter than him.)
FLY HIGH, BUTTERFLY.
akutagawa ryunosuke x shinobu!reader
A/N: I love this request! I worked on it immediately. And you're so right, haha. Chuuya must be so happy rn.
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Many things in the world happen for a reason, and despite how strange it is, we'd collectively agree that's just how utterly unexpected life is.
But nobody was prepared enough,
To hear AKUTAGAWA himself has a girlfriend. Okay, well maybe she and him just relate to a lot of things by heart.
But to make things even more shocking, you are both absolute polar opposites. Holy shit. Was this a fever dream or is the world actually ending right now? The one who refuses to believe it the most is DAZAI himself obviously.
He will not believe it. Nope, never. This is all a big nightmare. Plus! You were suuuper pretty ... ? Holy shit. He has no idea how it came to this, and how he never even knew.
Obviously, the Port Mafia found out about it first. CHUUYA had met you for the first time – and you will not believe,
But he was the happiest human being alive.
Omg. Like. Someone ...
*sniffs* ... was shorter .. than him ... 🥺🥺🥺
Of course, you and CHUUYA got along really well. And you even made fun of and insulted Dazai with him. Now, you two are known for being the 'Fuck Dazai' duo in the mafia.
whether it mean a figure of speech or literally hoho
AKUTAGAWA doesn't even know why he fell for you. Dude's heart is set on Dazai and the mafia, but suddenly you just flutter yourself (pun intended) into his life and now he can't seem to stop thinking about you.
Plus, you strong and pretty as hell. Girlboss right there. Although you two seem more of rivaled siblings than an actual couple sometimes – it do be kinda funny. EVERY TIME
EVERY TIME he even speaks you come up with the most hellbent and insulting comeback. People begin to question whether ya'll a couple or forced to be one 😭
This bitch Aku reminds you of a certain eyebrowless boy ...
"That weretiger is ridiculous!" - akutagawa
"Yes~ just like your face <3" - you
"If I jump onto that building–" - akutagawa
"Who do you aspire to be, spiderman?" - you
"What? You failed?" - akutagawa
"Yes! Just like your dad's condom." - you
DAZAI literally was just spying on both of yall's for fun, he did not expect that last one. IT WAS FOUL. But then again he's the one that brought popcorn tbh. A free ticket to the drama show for free. And by that, I mean stalking
When AKUTAGAWA is saying something dark or melancholic, you literally just call out the bs and name him spiteful. All of that with a smile on your face.
Once, someone asked you dazai why you'd evem want to be with someone like that emo guy. Much to the surprise of everyone, you just respond
"Cause his anger makes me feel joy 😊"
Um ok?? Like chile-
The mafia lowkey terrified of you. You'll spit out any form of comebacks or insults with such a sweet smile and aura, it was scary to even know what happened behind close doors.
ATSUSHI is questioning his life. Second to the suicidal detective, he refuses to believe someone like YOU is together with him.
Well, until you show your terrifyingly gruesome side.
"I can slash open your stomach rip out your organs. Or gauge out your eyeballs. Choke you with your intenstines or wrap them around your dead body like a necklace."
Whenever he and AKUTAGAWA are forced to fight together, this little white tiger will ask so many questions. He's just so curious about how you and that emo ass got together.
... Uhm well- bombastic side eye
Okay DAZAI is an unhinged dude back in his mafia days but even he is lowkey terrified of you. He likes death, but not the idea of pain or suffering – so the fact you'd be doing all that without batting an eye makes him wanna bury himself 6ft under.
MORI also begins to regret his choices, but hey you and your boyfriend do some amazing teamwork so to hell with it ig
Of course, showing your angrier side is a surprise. You're always so sweet looking with that calm aura and smile. But then ayy full 360, who is this gruesome serial killer woman??
Eh ... well, let's say no one wants to know. Simply, you and AKUTAGAWA are a sweet duo when you're not being petty and insulting him ykyk
He doesn't really snap back at your insults. Dude just tries to deny it with a straight face.
"I'm not depressed. I'm not emo. I have eyebrows."
Last one is not true but ok
Rest assured, you and him are still a good couple. He loves you, might never admit it out loud – but you already know it so you don't need to hear it from him. Just a love life of teasing, insulting, but still pure and genuine love from each other.
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white-poppie · 2 years
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hii, can i request silva, illumi, zeno, chrollo & hisoka w a reader that thinks they're really strong, cool and admires them has a silly, innocent lil crush on them?
Puppy Crush
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A/N: Hey Nonnie, thank you for requesting this. I won't be doing Silva and Zeno as they are very old and I am not comfortable, rather I would do Kite and Kurapika. Thank you.
Pairing: Illumi, Chrollo, Hisoka, Kite and Kurapika with Gn! reader
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Illumi
Listen if you are the kind of person who thinks powerful men are cool here is your man.
Illumi is honestly very oblivious
(or if he knows he just chooses to ignore it.)
Either way, he is of a very stoic nature and doesn't really care about others' feelings.
If you are someone who is very close to him (like a family friend or a valuable asset) He might find it endearing.
Honestly, overall he is just very nonchalant and doesn't care.
"You know I think Y/N has a thing for you," his mom sighed.
"...They do?" he questioned.
"Are you really that oblivious?" she gasped, "don't you see how they look at you? With practically heart eyes, it's cute honestly."
"Talk to them Illumi! They are perfect for you!"
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Chrollo
INFJ gang yuhh. Honestly among the adult trio, he is the coolest (stg if you are a toxic Chrollo simp, here is your chance to leave.) Literally gonna base him on myself.
Listen, he either knows or Knows and is in denial/shy. No in-between.
Either way, he is very observant of you.
He is taking care of every single variable.
He notices any slight change or discomfort? Ready to run laps to make you comfortable!
He is tracking your food habits, sleep schedule and everything subconsciously (yes it is not even a conscious effort!)
He might look very scary and tall, my lord he blushes so much when he looks at you. he is like o(°///▽///°)o.
You two are so madly in love with each other that it is visible to everyone except you two.
Pakunoda is shipping yall so bad
Overall he is just a sweet and gentlemanly guy.
Chrollo was quick to notice your growing sense of dread among the many people in the auction.
Before he could comprehend what was happening, he was dragging you away from the crowd. He made you sit on a bench and fetched water for you.
"You okay there?" he asked patting you head.
"Yeah, thank you Chrollo, you are so sweet, I can't help fall for you all over again." As soon as the words left your mouth, your eyes widened.
Chrollo's face reciprocated the expression, but slowly melted into a smile, "good, the feelings are mutual then."
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Hisoka
Dear Lord, why him? Anyways...
Hisoka thinks it's cute that you are so weak compared to him.
Yes, he is attracted to power, but he also likes the authority over his s/o.
May or may not tease you just for fun to see your reactions.
Flexes like a pro.
Gets in trouble so you take care of him.
Hisoka looked at you as your dexterity wiped his forearms that were filled with cuts.
"You need to be more careful," you scolded.
He chuckled and leaned back, "sure darling."
You growled and your cheeks grew warm, he only smirked at your reaction.
Oh such a cute little plaything you were
(I TRIED MY BEST TO KEEP IT NORMAL OKAY?? I DONT LIKE HIM AND I TRIED NOT TO LET MY HATE REFLECT)
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Kite
Sweet baby boy, it has been so long since I wrote for him.
The most direct and intelligent among all of them.
Still, he can't help, but poke fun a little.
He thinks you are the most adorable little thing.
He teaches you basic self-defence so you can take care of yourself.
WILLINGLY lets his hands linger on your shoulders while fixing your stance. (smooth mf)
Will hope that you confess to him first, but if you take too long he will just go ahead and do that.
"Keep your fists on shoulder level," Kite commanded and you hesitantly lowered them.
He sighed and moved back from where you were standing, grabbing your hands and positioning them down. A shiver ran down your spine.
"Focus, Y/N," he said close to your ear and moved away with a kind smile
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Kurapika
The loml, my husband, the father of my children.
Dear god, it's me again, what harm will it bring you to get me a Kurapika. I do not wish for a perfect man who is tall, buff and caring. I am just wishing for a blonde himbo with anger issues who ghosts everyone but is one of the only reasons I am happy. Is it too much to ask?
Okay, Kurapika...is dumb when it comes to feelings.
Like you 'like- like' him? You sure? Why him though? Are you okay? Do you need to be taken to a doctor?
He is such a gentleman how can you not fall for him???
Eventually, he does catch on though (After Killua and Leorio repeatedly point the obvious out.)
He still thinks why would you like someone like him?
Thinks he is very lucky to have someone like you.
Slowly starts falling for you too.
Why do you care for him so much he wonders? Why do you wait for him every time he disappears?
You were crying, why were you crying? Well because Kurapika just randomly decided to show up after ghosting everyone for almost two years. Making you worry sick, you spent so long looking for him. You even thought he was dead!
You were hitting his chest, sobbing in his embrace.
"You are so mean, so mean to me!" you cried out.
His hands rubbed on your back, and tears lined his eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, let me tell you that there hasn't been a single day I didn't think of you when I was away. I love Y/n, truly."
(I AM NOT CRYING, YOU ARE!)
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yeowangies · 5 months
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dangerous - chapter IV
Chapter I I Chapter II I Chapter III | Chapter IV: New Routine
PAIRING: Vegeta/Reader RATING: Explicit CONTENTS: Explicit sexual content, Canon typical violence WORDCOUNT: 4327
Summary:
You missed connecting with other people, other humans, so much it hurt. You missed your parents, your friends, your pet; you missed sleeping on your own bed, that was ten times more comfortable than the mattress you had in that room in Frieza’s palace. You even missed sparring with someone who you knew could give you a good punch but would still worry about your well being afterwards.
Training. That’s what you needed then. To let out some emotions.
Notes: Hello! It's been a while since I updated this fic, but it's been on my mind for a while. I have the outline of it written down, so I hope I can release a new chapter fairly often? And since this is a work in progress, I hope you can bear with me if there are any inconsistencies 😭 This story has a point, and I know where I wanna go, so please be patient!
I'm surprised of how popular this fic is among all my fics, and it remained the one with the most hits on AO3 until recently, so I hope yall stay with me until the end 💕
Vegeta was not the same man he was years back. Having destroyed planet after planet without actually meeting someone who could match him in strength had led him to a certain feeling of boredom and numbness that had engraved into his soul. 
For all purposes, he was still the same, however. He was still working under Frieza, with a silly plot in mind to overthrow him someday, but at the same time knowing he wasn’t nearly strong enough to do it. His bloodlust had decreased along with his interest in purging planets, but it changed nothing because that was still his job in the Frieza Force. He trained whenever he was staying on-planet, in between missions, like he always did. 
That loop he was trapped in made him wonder over the years if the time when he could overthrow Frieza would ever come. Vegeta had calculated how much stronger he needed to be to defeat him, but it seemed unreachable. Especially if his sparring partners were Nappa and Raditz, who were still incredibly inferior to him. 
At least, you showing up in his life had been a pleasant surprise. 
Your presence hardly changed anything. It’s not like you had some hidden power that would prove to challenge his own strength. You didn’t have any information regarding the legend of the Super Saiyan; you weren’t even a Saiyan, though your species resembled them physically, but only physically. Every time Vegeta touched you, he got the feeling you might bruise. 
And you did bruise, especially the first few times he had lay with you. Vegeta was restraining himself whenever he shared a bed with you, but in retrospect, he probably wasn’t doing that much the first couple of times. He had a lot of pent up energy, anger and lust for things he couldn’t have, and it didn’t help the way you enticed him. It was a strange feeling that invaded him when he noticed the marks he’d left on you, almost like he felt bad. Almost. In any case, you seemed to like whenever he hurt you, though. 
What would such a feeble being mean to him, though?
Vegeta didn’t really understand the feeling that invaded him as he got to spend more and more time alone with you. It was pleasant, that much he could tell, even the words he exchanged with you before and after sex. He had never entertained himself with any feeling that made him feel ‘warm’ like then. Violence and battle had never awoken something like this in him. 
He felt vulnerable. 
Which was stupid, because who could hurt him? You? Certainly not. Your power level was puny, even when you claimed not to be as weak as you looked. He could kill you with a finger if he so desired. 
That was what was scary, though. He didn’t want to kill you. 
Maybe not yet. Vegeta told himself that he didn’t want to kill you yet. You were a good lay and a nice distraction from the stress and ire he had whenever he was alone, or surrounded by his subordinates. He had spent over thirty years under Frieza’s wings and he was nowhere near as strong as he was, and your presence made everything else fade to nothing. 
Even through all that, he sometimes still didn’t understand you. 
“Vegeta, how old are you?” You asked him, as you lied beside him.
It had been a few minutes since you both had reached your peaks (you had gotten there twice, and he was proud that he knew your body so well, he could make you orgasm with simply his fingers), and you were still trying to catch your breath when you turned your face to look at him. You stared at him too often, and he felt bothered by it at times.
“Why do you want to know?”
“Because I’m curious?” Vegeta quirked an eyebrow in your direction, and you rolled your eyes. “I just want to know if I’m sleeping with a 100 year old man, or if it’s someone younger. Am I not allowed to know?”
“Do I really look like an old man?” He chuckled.
“Well, no. But I mean, I know a lot of species that don’t age, so I wouldn’t know.”
“Saiyans don’t reach adulthood until they reach their fifties. I will still look like this for a couple of decades.”
“Oh…” You remained silent for a few seconds before repeating your original question. “So, how old?”
“I’m thirty two.” Vegeta said, at last. The wide smile on your face made him frown. “What?”
“Nothing. I’m twenty nine.”
“So?”
“So I’m glad I’m younger.”
Vegeta didn’t understand you at all, most of the time. 
When you carefully nuzzled closer, and trailed a hand down his abdomen, he did understand that. He kept his eyes on your face, staring at you with desire as you wrapped your hand around his erection. It had only taken him a minute for his cock to stir back to life after he had already spent his load; it was something that happened all the time when you were around. 
Vegeta kept his eyes open even when you leaned to chastely kiss his lips before trailing lower down his neck and chest, slowly moving your hand over his length. He tried to keep his gaze on you when you licked up the underside of his dick, staring right back at him as you kittenishly lapped at the head. When your lips wrapped around his cock, Vegeta couldn’t focus on anything else, except the sensation of your warm mouth as it engulfed him entirely, almost like it was easy, like it belonged there. 
He remembered the initial small fear the first time you put your lips on him. Not that you could ever really hurt him. But after he had given in that time, he couldn’t get enough. At least he never had to ask, or worse, beg, for you to use your mouth on him; you seemed more than eager and willing to pleasure him.
Shame on him. He had actually given you power over his body. 
But Vegeta couldn’t care less in that moment, when you were bobbing your head up and down, humming contently as the tip of his cock grazed the back of your throat. He groaned, hips jerking upwards, seeking more of that wet heat. You gazed at him through glossy eyes as you sped up your moves, trying to hold him inside for longer, as the muscles in his abdomen tensed.
The heat inside him unraveled, making him growl as he spilled cum down your throat, feeling the intense burn of release pulsing through his veins. You swallowed all of it, and he heard you gag around a mouthful of cum as you slowly pulled back, pumping his cock with your hand to help him ride out his orgasm. He opened his eyes to look at you then, sporting a playful smile as you licked your lips clean of every drop that might have been there as you crawled back over him. 
You let go of his length to wrap your arms around his neck as you kissed him, nice and slow. Vegeta returned the affection, wrapping his arms loosely around your waist. He had gotten used to ‘kissing’ after the first few times he had sex with you, even when he had rarely done that with whoever he had fucked before. But you seemed eager to do it every time, and he would be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy it. 
Your heartbeat was going fast again, he could feel it when you pressed closer to him. You had told him it had nothing to do with fear, something he had associated with it before. Seemed like your heart was always beating that fast every time you were with him. He wondered why, what kind of emotion provoked that in you?
It must have been something good, as it did not slow down when he reached your entrance with his fingers. He was pleased to know that you were still wet, obviously from sucking him off, but also due to the previous load he had spilled inside you the first round, his cum and your slick mixing in and making it so much better for him to slide in again. 
Vegeta had not expected your brash and lewd attitude to be so attractive. 
If he had to be honest, he hadn’t had sex as often as his two henchmen probably had. He wasn’t as experienced, but it’s not like he knew nothing. However, he wondered how much he did not know when you were with him. You hadn’t mentioned his lack of experience at all, he tried his best to hide it and so far, you seemed unaware of it. But the things you did to him sometimes left him wondering how many things could be done in intimacy. 
The first time you gave him oral sex, it intrigued him, but when you had taught him something called sixty nine, it fascinated him. And apparently sex wasn’t exclusively reserved for the bedroom. He knew that, but doing it in the shower had been pleasant. 
Vegeta didn’t dwell on anything when he pushed his cock inside you, grunting against your lips as you started rocking your hips. He was overwhelmed, not only by how tight and warm and wet you were; your sweet scent invaded his nose, making him feel drowsy, and your moans were music to his ears, and even his name sounded so honeyed every time it spilled from your lips. It was like being in a haze, drowning in bliss, as he came inside you, holding tightly onto your hips, afraid you might disappear. 
You were exhausted afterwards, and fell asleep minutes later. 
Vegeta took that opportunity to leave. Most of the time he usually waited for you to fall into a deep slumber before taking off. He never spent the night. He already felt weak for having sex with a human more than a handful of times, but it was difficult sometimes to leave that warm bed of yours at times. 
He was getting softer. He was aware, and he had no one to blame but himself. You had given him a small sense of purpose, but it was frail. He only liked to fuck you, what good would that do to him? 
Grumbling in annoyance, Vegeta gathered his clothes, putting them on before leaving your bedroom.
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You were used to waking up alone the morning after having sex with Vegeta. You were used to it, but it didn’t make you feel any less used. You could understand why he wouldn’t spend the night, but you were still human enough, and not sleeping together at least once made you feel disposable.
Whatever. Vegeta wasn’t your boyfriend. 
Running your hands through your hair, you took a shower, getting rids of the remains of your activities from the night before. 
It had already been almost two months since you got back to planet Frieza 80 (was it 80? 81? You weren’t sure). Over three months since you met Vegeta, Raditz and Nappa. Vegeta kept showing up at your door occasionally. More often than not, actually. It surprised you; it had been a shock the second time he knocked your door when you were on that spaceship months ago, it was still a surprise that he actively had been visiting you even after that mission was over. He didn’t show up every night, but he did it so often, he might as well have. The only time he didn’t were a few weeks in between when he had been on a mission God knows where along with Nappa.
You tried to keep a lot of your emotions in check frequently, but seeing Vegeta intimately so often made it difficult. You knew he wasn’t close to being emotionally invested in you, he showed it every time you interacted with him outside the bedroom; he treated you like he treated everyone else, like shit. But his ability to be somehow soft with you in private confused you. He obviously just wanted to get laid, as much as you did. 
You were just lonely. 
It had nothing to do with Vegeta or anyone else. You simply missed being in contact with someone who had the emotional depth of an actual sentient being, and not just slaves of Frieza’s army. You couldn’t blame anyone; being under a tyrannical reign would make you distrust your own shadow, it was only natural no one revealed anything about themselves to anyone else. It was a miracle the three remaining Saiyans even trusted each other. 
And if you were honest with yourself, as much as you liked Vegeta, you weren’t sure if you trusted him at all. Sex meant vulnerability, but you couldn’t show it with someone you knew was always on guard, even when you were being intimate. 
You felt like you were turning into one of those soldiers without emotional depth.
You tried not to tear up as you put on your clothes after your shower. You missed connecting with other people, other humans, so much it hurt. You missed your parents, your friends, your pet; you missed sleeping on your own bed, that was ten times more comfortable than the mattress you had in that room in Frieza’s palace. You even missed sparring with someone who you knew could give you a good punch but would still worry about your well being afterwards.
Training. That’s what you needed then. To let out some emotions. 
The training rooms used by the Saiyans were reserved for only them, and other high ranking officers that might want to use it, but you knew Vegeta was the one who visited it the most (you had to repair it often because of him). You also knew he wasn’t going to be there so early after spending the night with you, so after grabbing something quick to eat, you headed to the training room. 
You didn’t expect to see Raditz there, however. 
“Hey, doll,” He greeted you with a grin, and you rolled your eyes. He kept calling you that and it just stuck. “What brought you here?”
You stared at him for a long minute; he had been training too, wearing only his trunks and boots as sweat ran down his body and settled in places that made you want to look at him for longer than what should be allowed. 
“I wanted to warm up a bit,” You averted your eyes quickly, focusing on the wall behind him. “But if you’re using the room, I’ll come back later.”
“Warm up, huh?” Raditz asked, obviously mocking you by the way he was smiling. “I want to see what you got.”
“You wanna spar with me?” You blinked, confused. 
“Yeah, or am I too much for you, human?”
He was provoking you, you knew it, but it was working. Your power wasn’t low, but you weren’t sure if you could actually match Raditz in a one on one battle. But this could be a good way to find out. His power was the lowest among the three Saiyans and he had been the nicest to you, so maybe he wouldn’t kill you if your power proved to be puny compared to his. 
“Alright, I’m game.” 
“Sweet!”
You took a step back to get rid of your armor, and you felt his eyes scanning your body as you adjusted your skin tight suit. He and Nappa never stopped leering at you any chance they got, and every time you had to remind yourself it had to do with the fact that you looked a lot like a Saiyan. They only seemed to like it more when you tell them to stop anyway. 
Raditz changed the gleam in his eyes when you faced him; he obviously didn’t see you as a threat, if anything he seemed to be mocking you by daring you to fight him. 
You launched at him, and he saw it coming easily, no matter how fast you were, grabbing your fist with one hand when you aimed it at his face, then grabbing your leg when you tried to kick him in the face again. And so on and so on with any physical attack you tried to pull off. 
Raditz didn’t even flinch with any attempt you made at connecting with him, and it was starting to piss you off. You were only just getting started, but he obviously wasn’t taking you seriously, remaining on his spot with a smirk as you tried to actually deck him. 
There was no point in holding back if that was how it was going to be. 
Taking a few steps back, you threw yourself at Raditz, aiming to hit him in the chest with your feet. You barely touched him when he grabbed your legs with both hands, a wide smirk on his face, and you couldn’t help but smile back as you got your hands up in his face, firing a ki blast in a split second that made him stumble back. He groaned loudly, the grip he had on you loosening, giving you the chance to actually kick him in the face this time, and swiftly wrapping your legs around his neck to throw him to the ground. 
A loud thud echoed in the room when his body hit the floor, and you stared down at him with amusement. 
“Fuck!” Raditz grunted, a few drops of blood dripping from his nose as he pulled his hands towards his face. 
“You could have easily avoided all those attacks if you had taken me seriously from the beginning.”
You took a step back as Raditz stood up again, smirking as he wiped the blood off his face. 
“I won’t make the same mistake again.”
And he didn’t. 
You supposed Raditz was going easy on you at first, but at least he took your attacks seriously, and once you had thrown him to the ground twice (being small and flexible in comparison was a great advantage against him), he’d seemed to have enough. He actually started to hit you back, throwing punches and kicks that left you breathless with the sheer force he was using. 
Fuck it. You started this a warm up or a spar, but he was fighting for real. 
Ki blasts flew from both sides until it basically looked like a firework show, and dodging them got even more difficult for the both of you. Raditz had more stamina, his body was built for that, but this confrontation had been dragging on for a while, you could tell he needed a break, and so did you; the places he had managed to connect with ached like a bitch, and you’d end up with bruises all over your body if you didn’t end this quick. 
Gathering what little energy you had left in the palm of your hand, you threw a ki blast right in his face, which he avoided easily, only to be met with your fist. He grabbed it swiftly like you expected, and you consequently held onto his arm with your other hand. Using it as leverage, you lifted yourself up to land a kick on his face with both of your feet, making him fall on his side. You barely had any strength left, so you let yourself fall beside him, groaning in pain when you hit the floor. 
“Time up…” You panted, struggling to even speak. “You win…”
“How the fuck is this my win? You knocked me down.” Raditz grunted, sitting up and glaring at you. 
“I don't have energy left, you could easily give me the final blow…”
“I’m not pleased to ‘win’ like this against a human.” He said, and you could feel in his tone he was genuinely frustrated. 
You remained quiet, unsure of what to say. Strength, battles and discipline was viewed differently in this world than it was in your planet, and you didn’t blame him. You didn’t have to actively fight for survival when you lived on Earth. When Earth still existed. 
You jolted when the door suddenly opened, and Zarbon walked in, followed closely by Vegeta and Nappa. You sat up, staring wide eyed. You had only seen the guy a handful of times, but he was looking straight at you, and trepidation quickly bubbled up inside you. 
“You, human girl,” He addressed you with a loud, imposing voice. “You’re a mechanic, aren’t you?”
“Yes?”
“Not anymore. You’re similar to the Saiyans, you'll be joining them in your next mission.”
“What?!” You complained as you stood up on shaky legs. “Why?!”
“Quit your whining.” Vegeta said, glaring at you. “It’s been decided, so shut up.”
You faltered, his words settling in your brain. You didn't even whine that much. 
“I had no idea you had that kind of power.” Zarbon kept looking at you, scanning every inch of your body, and you felt the need to cover up, even though you were fully dressed. “Puny, compared to mine, but enough to make yourself useful.”
Your eye twitched but you said nothing until he finally left a second later. 
“What is going on?!” You asked, screamed, eyes flickering between Nappa and Vegeta.
“Your little fight caught the bastard’s attention.” Nappa grumbled, annoyed. “He saw the whole thing.”
You sighed, frustrated. All training rooms had two way mirrors, though you’ve rarely seen anyone actually using them. 
“You’re going to train with us starting tomorrow.” Vegeta said. You knew him enough to know how angry he was, though you weren’t sure why. 
“Fine.” You grumbled. 
Vegeta glared at you and Raditz before he turned to leave, followed closely by Nappa. You sat on the floor next to Raditz as he turned to look at you with curious eyes. 
“Pleased to make yourself useful?”
“I am useful even if I don’t fight.” You scoffed, stretching your arms. 
“The real fun starts now.” Raditz grinned at you. 
You wanted to return the smile, but you couldn’t. You weren’t looking forward to the torture that was going to be training with beings who were genetically designed to fight endlessly. You were just a human; you had trained enough to achieve a level to be on the par with Raditz, but you would probably never get to go that much higher. 
“I had fun training with you.” You said after a while, as you both got up. And this time, you did smile. “I think I needed it.”
“I enjoyed it, too.” Raditz replied, smiling faintly. “Let me know when you want to do it again, girl.”
You watched him walk out the room and down the corridor before you turned to leave in the opposite direction. You needed to get some painkillers and hopefully something that would make the bruises fade away quicker, if there even was such a thing, at the medical unit. 
After picking up food in the dining room, you took the rest of the day off. You showered and applied ointment on every visible bruise you could find on your body (and there were many) before settling down on your bed. Tiredness settled in quickly, but it would take a while for the painkillers to kick in; both of your sides ached with every move, so you could only lie in bed and stare at the ceiling until you dozed off. 
After a couple of hours, Vegeta’s ki moving towards your room woke you up. You hoped to God he wasn’t thinking of actually fucking you that night; you didn’t know how much of your fight with Raditz did he see, but it must have been obvious that you weren’t capable of moving too much that night. Not to mention that it had pissed you off that he had told you to shut up the way he did. 
Vegeta stood outside your door, you could feel his ki flickering (nervously maybe?), but given that you were a little pissed at him, you waited; you wanted him to actually knock. And he took his damn time, only knocking once after a few minutes. 
“Open up.” His voice ordered from the other side, making your annoyance increase.
You opened the door just enough so he could see your face and part of your body in your sleeping clothes, visible contusions tainting your skin. His eyes scanned you quickly and when he tried to push the door so he could walk in, you stopped him. 
“What do you want?”
Vegeta raised his eyebrow at your tone, and you could see him struggling to find the right words to say. 
“Let me in.”
“No.”
“What’s wrong with you?” He frowned, obviously irritated as well. 
“What's wrong with me? You really expect to just walk in here like every other day? Like you don’t see the bruises all over my body?!” You yelled, making Vegeta scoff.
“Humans are so fragile-”
“Well, too bad you’re sleeping with one.” You interrupted him, earning one of his most heated glares in return. He obviously hated being interrupted, but you were too annoyed to care. “I’m sure you’ll find someone else to entertain yourself with.”
“What the fuck is your problem?” Vegeta asked through gritted teeth. “You were begging me to fuck you the first time!”
“And now I’m saying ‘no’ because you’re a jackass. Who do you think you are?! You will never tell me to shut up like that again!” You seethed, pushing him with a hand on his chest. He did not move an inch, but he was staring at you with eyes wide open, evidently surprised about your reaction. “Goodbye, Vegeta.”
You closed the door swiftly in his face. His ki spiked briefly, and for a second you thought he might burst in. He never did, and some minutes later, you felt his presence get further away as he retreated. 
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mcubuckyxlokisbitch · 3 months
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OUT OF ALL THE TIMELINES
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Short Series !
Female Asgardian reader (now avenger) X TVA Loki
Chapter 1: Avengers I need your help (done)
Chapter 2: Interrogations and proclamations (done)
Chapter 3: Even Asgardians have myths (done)
Chapter 4:
Chapter 5: -
Chapter 6: -
Surprise !!!!
Chapter 7: Chapter 8: Chapter 9 Chapter 10:
Warnings: Alot of angst <3, somebody kissed but im not saying who, mentions of blood, injury,
Summary: After your Lokis death and have moved on and joined the Avengers. After the aftermath of Endgame you and the other remaining Avengers all seek shelter in the new Avengers Warehouse Pepper Potts bought as a temporary replacement while the Avengers mansion is being renovated. What happened after a very tired mission. Well, you're speechless, to say the least.
a/n: I added a few more chapters because you know dreams lmao so enjoy this one !! Tell me if yall want smut soon. CuZ ye im feeling a smut scene some time soon.
You walked around the Avengers warehouse and got to the medic bay. The push the doors open, "How are her vitals."
"Well for one thin they don't make any sense."
"Ive been trying to heal her but, I can't get a signature on the dark magic... I need your magic to track it." Wanda says as her hands float above the blonde girl.
"She really does look like Loki its scary.... Like put a blonde wig make her shorter and put some eyelashes boom you got blondie here."
You rolled your eyes as your eyes traveled towards Ivars dark matter dagger. A strong dark force gutted your stomach, you could feel the evil from a mile away. You saw the veins around the stab wound as they turned black and spreaded around her stomach.
The only thing that could kill an Asgardian God. With its rusted blade and messily bandanged handle. Just as the myths say, the dagger was made for Odin the allfather but Ivar and his dagger were defetead and casted away before he could use it on him.
You closed your eyes and took a deep breathe to cast a simple healing spell.
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"Alright, enchantments are more than just casting especially when your doing a healing spell." Loki circled around you. You closed your book as you groaned, bored of slow paced lessons set by the prince.
"A healing spell I think we can do something more challenging than that Loki."
Loki stopped in his steps as he brought out his dagger and striked your leg.
"LOKI... AARGH.... YOU MISBIGOTTEN SON OF A LEPPERS GOAT. YOU DAFT ARSE" YOU SCREAMED AT HIM. He chuckled and tipped your chin to look at him with the bloodied dagger.
"Careful, if we go on legal terms thats treason against the prince and queen..." He grinned. "On more serious terms you need to learn how to cast the spell on yourself, this way casting it on others will come naturally."
You tried to hold the cut on your thigh, blood was seeping out continously as you winced when you tried to move your leg. "How am I to focus when im bleeding to death." the words gritting through your teeth.
"Close your eyes and breathe..." Loki sat behind you whispering to your ear. He placed his hands on yours and led them to your wound. "The spell only works when your calm." You took a deep breath and out as your shaky hand lay above your wound. "Feel the energy from your body, allow it to flow through your to your hands down to your wound."
You did as he said. Your enchantments extended to the wound as the blood started to lessen but the wound didn't close. "Now the difficult part. Closing the wound, you can't just imagine it to close, you know the spell."
You said aloud through your teeth holding in your pain. "Rense helbrede såret." Nothing happened, the blood lessen but the wound was still wide open. You were confused and irritated to say the least.
Loki nudged his nose towards the crook of your neck, sending shivers down your spine. "A spells power is through its whisper, to be a true master you must not only say it but think it."
Relaxing your hands as Loki slithered his to your shoulders, you casted in a whisper focusing on the spell imagining the wound closing and the energy flowing towards your wound. "Rense helbrede såret." your eyes glew orange as your enchantment casted on your leg closed the wound slowly from one end to the other. The stinging pain you felt a few seconds ago was gone. There was no mark no scar where there was once blood and torn muscle. You laughed aloud and jumped up from your seat cheering.
"I- I did it no way, I just casted a healing spell on my first try... Loki you are magnificent." You turned to the man who raised an eye brow. The unimpressed look which gutted you stomach and stopped yur cheering as you felt shameful.
"Are you proud of such a small spell I mastered long before I was 16 years old." You blushed in shame as you brough your head down. Looking away from him, you could still feel him walk closer to you. "Charms are not something you can play aroudn on the side either you take it seriously and master it or I never teach you again. Do you wish to be great or nothing...."
He was now merely inches from your as he pinched your chin and brought him to look towards him, "So tell me little girl..." At this point you could feel your heart about to jump out your heart at any moment.
"Great or nothing." he whispered
"Great..." you mumbled.
"Perfect." he leaned down as he placed your lips on yours.
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"Perfect-
You snap back to reality.
"Perfect, I have the signature of the spell.... You can take the spear out whenever your ready Y/N..." Wanda smiled.
You blanked out as you saw the wound still corrupted but not as bloodied as it was before.
"Careful, won't asgardians burn or disintegrate when you touch the handle or something." Peter stopped your hand.
"It is merely a myth Peter." You held his. "It'll sting slightly but I'll be fine."
"Wow even asgardians have myths. It's like inception a myth in a myth." Ant man said chewing on his chips in the corner of the med bay on a spare bed.
You hold the dagger and it burned your hand the moment you wrapped your hand around it. You winced and pulled back your hand and shook off the heat. Everyone had their eyes on you as you tried again. You wrapped your fingers around the handle, the burning sensation started as you focused on absorbing the heat but it didn't work.
"Teya, your hand it's turning the same colour as the wound." Sam pointed out
Your hand was corrupted. You casted a healing spell on your hand as you held the dagger handle tighter ignoring the warnings from your teamates.
Only one of asgardian strength can pull out the dagger. But anyone who lays in the hand on the dagger, will meet death.
It was a phrase, a warning actually, you remembered like the back of your hand from your favourite tale.
You pulled the dagger out with some force as the wound on the body closed. You dropped the dagger on the ground as you did too.
You were on your knees as your hand turned black and you wrapped your other hand on it trying to heal it. The room felt like it was a million degrees as you felt the darkness travel through your veins.
"Y/N whats going on..." Sam said kneeling down beside you. "FRIDAY RADIO STRANGE FOR AN SOS."
"Yelena, get Thor, Parker make sure Barnes does not know about this make sure they stay with Loki."
"Don't tell James." You whispered to Sam
"Not a chance princess."
"Wanda hows the wound." You looked up in pain.
"Closing in. But old Asgardian magic is complicated, I need time to find a way for it to not spread."
"Sam, I'm fine." you groaned through the pain still trying to cast the healing spell on your arm.
"Ya say that to your black hand. And..... woah." Sam started to let your hand go when your hand to elbow was turning black
"I'm here..." Stephen walked through a portal.
"Her eyes." Sam said concerened as there was no white left in your eyes just pitch black.
You forced yourself to stand up. Your shaking right hand corrupted as you projected your powers towards the dagger on the ground. Focusing the dark energy to leave your body. You groaned as you saw Stephen observe the situation and walk towards your arm.
"Keep focusing project any corrupted magic into the dagger."
Strange got to position and casted a cleansing spell on you. Helping to slip the dark energy off you. You felt your powers slipping away from you as the dark matter did.
When you felt no more corrupted magic you stopped as there was no more magic to give. Your knees felt weak and you tried to walk towards the closest bed but crumble and fell like a new born baby giraffe.
"I got you gurl." Sam caught you before you hit the ground.
"That was very stupid of you..." Strange said as he walked towards the sword glowing red and black. He formed a shield around it as it levitated towards you. "Here this won't get your hand burnt."
"Y/N, your hand. It.... it, that looks like a raisin." Thor winced.
"Thank you Thor, for that obvious comment." your groaned standing up, carrying the bubble with the dagger with your undwounded hand you walked towards the blonde girl. Who seemed to be breathing better as her vitals improved. You took a deep breathe to feel her aura and her health. Which was improving slowly, slower than it must, you looked up towards the body 2 beds down. "Strange what can be evaluated of this mans vitals..."
Strange walked over to the white haired man and hovered over him. Levitating his file to his hands and read through it. "This man is, hm...."
"Check the jacket , TVA ever heard of anything like it." Sam said tossing the jacket towards Strange. Strange looked at the jacket spread wide open hovering infront of him. "Yes the TVA, yes...... I- I actually never heard of them is this made up?"
"Well there goes our backup." Sam groaned plopping himself back on the bed.
"Well there isn't anything we can do. I'll take the dagger back to my room and we'll recon with Loki tomorow... Everyone eat, the food is here get some sleep, meet up first thing tomorow morning 7 am." You said walking out the medbay. "Friday keep an eye on our guest... update us if anything."
"Yes boss." the loud speaker said before the doors closed.
"A bit random but shes can be very attractive when she gets all demanding and stern." Yelena smirked.
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You placed the sphere down on your tv table plopping down on your bed. You winced as your injured hand grazed against the sheets, clenching it with your other hand forcing down another healing spell, nothing, the redness seemed to fade away for a moment but it still looked bad.
There came a sudden knock on the door. "Y/N??" "Go away strange..."
"Actually." Thor opened the door and gave you a sympathetic smile.
"Thor... Hows-
"Your hand, does it hurt- is it corrupted- how are you do you feel well?" Thor rushed over to your side and sat down on your bed. "Let me see maybe I can be of an assistance.'
"If I remembered correctly you failed enchantment and healing lessons set by your own mother." you pulled your hand away.
"I have improved..." Thor said crossing his arms.
"Of course you have." You stood up and walked to your closet to change into something more comfortable.
"I'm sorry..."
"What?"
"I can't go through this again."
"No one is forcing you to be on this assingment. You may return to new asgard and take a break."
"You should be as well."
"Thor the team needs atleast 1 person who knows Loki."
"What if they didn't." Thor said plainly. You turned towards him confused, but you knew where he was getting to. " What if but for one moment we were selfish , what if we were not heroes, mere asgardians who simply needs to be born, live, then die."
"Thor-."
"You were right..." Thor sobbed, tears forming around his eyes. "It's just like Ragnarok all over again." He stared at the ground.
You walk towards Thor and lifted his chin up. "What can I say to the brother who has been my strength for centuries ..." You sighed "I know with Asgard gone, our duties blur with the destinies we thought we could have lived. For once... I really have nothing to say."
"He looks so much like him." Thor laid his head against your stomach. "I couldn't bear myself to get to know him."
You sighed and stroked his hair back. "You need not talk to him unless absolutely necesarry."
"Falling inlove with him... Loving my brother seems to be the one thing I cannot prevent myself from doing." Thor choked out. "Even though I know the outcome I can't help a part of myself to hope."
"Lets eat... you always feel better after we eat. We shouldn't think about this right now." You brought Thor up. As he leaned forward and embraced you.
"I miss him."
"Me too."
"It's been hard..."
"I know." You sniffled as you stopped the moment and stared out your window. You looked up to him. "Shall we join the others for dinner? "
"We shall." he smiled down as you placed a soft kiss on his cheek.
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furmomz · 1 year
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task 141 + vaqueros x germen reader
pt1
A/N: for this story the reader will be a female this is my first story have mercy on me it might be bad and sorry for the bad english its not my first language (reader wears war paint in like a skull almost its scary to see but its cool)
summary: reader call sign chaos (reader got the call sign of chaos after decapitating a man with a sniper rifle u were known to be ruthless and shown no mercy a lot of soldiers feared u. u may be short but u had a strength of a bear u could take down an enemy soilder that was 2x bigger than u). after valeria escaped the prison the los vaqueros and task 141 are now trying to find her they got a tip from someone that Valeria was hiding in germen soil and is working with some sort of mafia so the boys go on a mission to stop whatever she was planning. ( however, then need the help of germen special forces to hunt her down and arrest her since she is no longer in mexican soil.)
it was a regular day on ur base as a lieutenant. you were helping the new rookies on their training it was a long day and you can feel ur head pounding from all the screaming u need because of the rookie "Du Idiot, weißt du nicht, wie man eine Pistole nachlädt?!!" (you idiot do you not know how to reload a pistol?!!) you just stood there in anger and in disappointment of the rookie staring dagger into him as he struggles to reload his pistol. he flinched from the sudden scream out of u he started to apologise and get nervouse u could see he was starting shake struggling to put the loaded magazine back into the pistol. hours past as you were still stuck with the same group of rookies. it felt like it had been years with the rookies but it was probably because of the headache u have otherwise u liked helping out new rookies. the training session finally ended u walked over to the kitchen of the base to make yourself the strongest coffee u could find hoping u last throughout the day when u got to the kitchen u meet ur captain and u greeted him.
he greeted back with a smile he seemed to be in a good mood today. he then spoke up "Chaos, um 17 Uhr gibt es in meinem Büro ein Treffen mit unseren anderen Teamkollegen. Es gibt ein paar Dinge, die ich besprechen muss. Komm nicht zu spät" (Chaos there is a meeting at 5pm in my office with our other teammates there's a few things i need to discuss DO NOT BE LATE) u replied with a simple nod. u wanted to make ur a coffee and leave the kitchen because it was starting to feel awkward as both of u were silent when u finally had ur coffee made u took off hoping to take a 5-minute break in peace and quiet hoping ur headache to go away and praying that u wouldn't have to go get medicine despite u being strong and scary u hated taking medicine. u took ur coffee and looked at ur watch making sure u wont be late for the meeting u still had an hour left so u opened ur new cigar pack. putting one in ur mouth and lighting it.
when u finished ur cigar u made ur way over to the meeting that captain held in his office with 5 minutes to spare u thought it was better to be early than late. u reached the big wooden door in front of u and u hesitated but u knocked twice waiting for the captain to give u permission to enter after a second the captain said "Komm herein" (come in!) u turned the door nob and pushed the door u walked in the room and u saw a couple of ur teammates waiting for the others u took a seat next to ur captain as u greeted ur teemmates after what felt like forever everyone was in the meeting and ur captain started to speak up "Wir haben ein neues Ziel, eine Frau namens Valeria." ( we have a new target a woman named Valeria.)
A/N: okay this is just a small part of the beginning idk if yall will like it but tell me if u want a part 2 or something if there is anything wrong please let me know so i can improve and i might be able to do some request if guys have any!
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gatorbites-imagines · 2 years
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Anakin skywalker, Darth Vader, Obi wan Kenobi, Cody.
Overall Headcanons
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Back on my Star Wars bullshit, so heres some overall hcs about some of the characters I love, enjoy. Ft some x reader elements. Can yall tell which character ive been most obsessed with lately?
 Let me know if you guys are interested in more like this, as it’s a good way to get the writing juices flowing.
 Mild nsfw stuff under the cut, but it’s nothing wild.
Anakin Skywalker
-          Anger issues, but would never yell at you as it reminds him of his time as a slave
-          Gets nightmares about his time as a slave and his fears.
-          Wears black because it sets him away from the other jedi. They made him feel as if he didn’t belong, so he was gonna go his own way.
-          When he first joined the jedi he had a really hard time drinking or just using water in general since it was so sparce on Tatooine. Nowadays he enjoys to take long showers and baths.
-          Cant eat too strong tasting foods.
-          Has a real hard time talking about his emotions. Because of this, if he falls in love hed rather go around nursing a crush than actually confess.
-          He falls in love super easily, and gets kinda blinded by it.
-          Touch starved as hell, literally melts into your hands if you cradle his face in your palms.
-          Loves kissing, could spend hours with his lips on yours or just kissing you all over.
-          Oral fixation. Goes hand in hand with him loving to kiss so much. Watch out for your fingers.
-          Has a strong gag reflex, but doesn’t let it stop him.
-          This man is verse leaning towards submissive and you can’t convince me otherwise. Those anger issues make me think he just wants someone to love him and take care of him.
-          Loves you wearing his clothes or wearing your clothes.
Darth Vader (I know he’s also Anakin but whateves)
-          Still has real bad anger issues, but in a more subdued and controlled manner if that makes sense. Still won’t yell at you.
-          Very self-conscious about his body, and is scared of touching anything he cares about because he doesn’t want to accidentally destroy it.
-          Still has horrible nightmares but these are mainly about the purging of the jedi.
-          He secretly listens to recordings from before the fall of the jedi and the republic when he is feeling extra down.
-          Mourns how he can’t kiss anymore. Tries to breathe as quietly as possible when you cuddle because he thinks the noise disturbs you.
-          Secretly still sensitive so it would help you if affirm that you love him.
-          More touch starved than ever, wants you to touch what little accessed skin he has, all the time.
-          Doesn’t talk much anymore. This scares other people as he’s just a large silent scary shadow.
-          I don’t think he has much of a sex drive after becoming Darth Vader, mainly because I think his own body is too damaged, though he would be able to use his hands.
-          Though I think he would like to sit on his knees in front of you with his head in your lap, having you caress him.
Obi wan Kenobi
-          Insomniac to the fullest. He uses the force to keep going.
-          Loves tea more than anything, has a collection of teas from different planets he’s been too in his time as a jedi.
-          Touch starved, as I think all jedi are at this point.
-          Has nightmares and lasting trauma from the many things he went through even before he became a jedi knight like melida/daan and bandomeer.
-          Quite protective of those he cares about, though he doesn’t express it much with words.
-          Doesn’t cry much, so when he does, he just needs someone to hold him as he gets it out.
-          He sneaks out of the temple to eat at Dex´s diner all the time. He brings along Anakin, Ashoka and later multiple clones.
-          Isn’t as uptight as people think. He will bend or break rules regularly, he just isn’t caught.
-          I think he both tops or bottoms, whatever the mood is that day, though I see him as the type of person to refer to it as “lovemaking”.
-          Has had multiple partners in the past, a few being Quinlan, I believe they were casual and just did it to relieve stress and etc, Santine or even Siri Tachi.
-          He is quite confident with a partner, even if he isn’t sure what he’s doing.
-          Likes making his partner feel good, holds you close and maybe even clings on quite desperately at times.
-          A big cuddler, just wants to lay for hours and half sleep with you in his arms.
-          Would keep your relationship a secret for obvious reasons, but would be willing to leave the jedi for you If you got very serious and truly loved eachother.
Cody
-          Tries to keep serious at all times, but can be quite goofy and lovey-dovey behind closed doors.
-          Very protective over his fellow clones and the jedi he is assigned.
-          Used to follow orders as closely as possible, but after joining the 212th, has started to follow in Obi wans footsteps and bend rules to fit the situation.
-          Secretly struggles a lot with being a clone and not being seen as a living sentient being by most people.
-          Has issues with his self-esteem, please tell him he’s good enough.
-          Has very little knowledge about kids, the outside world of sex ed, as I don’t believe the kamonians thought it was something clones needed to know.
-          Sterile, as I believe most clones aren’t able to have children.
-          Likes to cuddle and be held close, hold him as tight as you can against your chest. Will listen to your heartbeat and fall asleep to it.
-          Likes it when his partner caresses his scar or holds his face in their palms. Please pepper kisses all over his voice.
-          I think he’s fine with whatever in the bedroom, but it will be kinda awkward or goofy the first couple of times as he figures out how it works.
-          Likes to go slow and take his time, take you in and really show you how much he loves you.
-          Doesn’t keep your relationship a huge secret, as in his squad and some jedi know but not the council or the republic as you could be forced to split up.
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fatuismooches · 10 months
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I've hopped on major angst train, which is sad, but someone has to make yall sad after tooth-rotting fluff, hehe hehe, but I saw HC of some harbingers reacting to their s/o being executed by Raiden and it gave me an idea
Basically, imagine Harbingers causing their s/o's near death experience with their actions
Such as: Childe's s/o almost dying when Osial attacked Liyue. Look, he was sure you're in safety, but in reality? You're too much of a kind soul, so you were helping people to save themselves, while also putting yourself in danger. Maybe you almost drowned from Osial's attacks or got caught in crossfire, either way you almost died
Scara's s/o being targeted by Fatui after Scara himself ran away with Gnosis. No matter how hard he tries to hide then away, Fatui never forget and forgive traitors. They won't calm down until they get both of you. You might be strong, maybe even a vision holder, but it's not enough...
Or his s/o being a Harbinger and the one who dies in Tenshukakku. Imagine him interrupting your duel with Traveler and escaping together. Scara curses you for being an idiot, but he's actually so so happy he made it in time.
Or... If he was a few seconds late and arrived to witness your death. I imagine that after he erased himself from Irminsul and regained his memories, the first thing Scara did - checked what happened to you, but reader is still dead
WTF ANON I'M IN TEARS 😭😭 Childe would be the most hurt definitely. He was reluctant to awaken Osial in the first place because getting regular people involved wasn't his style. So when he sees you hurt because of his actions he can't help but feel terrible. After helping you recover with the best of doctors he may even try to leave you. Not because he doesn't love you but because he genuinely can't bear to see you hurt, especially because of his line of work. He can't quit the Fatui, but he can still protect you... just in the shadows this time :(
Well for Scara... man that'd be scary lol. To be on the run for that long. He hopes that when he becomes a God, the Fatui will no longer be able to threaten you since one does not dare to challenge a God. But you get hurt anyway :( And he's absolutely enraged of course and wishes he could leave the robot to kill the person himself. But this just encourages him to hurry up and ascend to godhood already. Though when that fails he can't help but feel a bit helpless. Since now you are the one taking care of him, but at least Nahida has taken you under her protection as well. After he erases himself from Irminsul though, hopefully things change and the Fatui are no longer after you, since he no longer exists. And that is a price he is willing to pay for your safety.
Oh boy. He'd tell you to not go near the Raiden Shogun under any circumstances but you were dragged into it anyway. When he can't find you at the agreed meeting place he instantly knows where you've gone and for once he feels panic. This Raiden Shogun was not Ei, she has no mercy. But he has no problem confronting her anyway. Seeing the Traveler's shocked but irritated expression was also a treat. I wonder if the Raiden Shogun (puppet) would recognize him? I'm not sure if it was stated in-game. (Can't believe it's been 2 years since Inazuma 😭)
Scara would wonder if the Gnosis was really worth your death (it wasn't he finds out very quickly) + despise his creator so much more than he already did. He can only hope that he'll meet you again one day, and that you'd forgive him for his idiocy.
Can't wait to add Arlecchino to this list😧🧍‍♀️Focalors doesn't seem like the Archon to play around tbh😭 I've been really thinking about why the Oceanids don't like her...
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salamanderwrites · 1 year
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not sure if requests are still open but imagine visiting shu all the way to Paris ( yall were ok with a long distant relationship btw ) dude is like " I told u I'd come visit u in Japan if u want!! " but all u want is to see his pretty face and live with him, he's okay at the end with whatever u want bcs deep down he loves u so so much :D
Shu x Gn!Reader ;; Precious
"Come on love, let's take some rest together. The flight must've been long, hm?"
a/n: Ahhh first request I'm so excited!!! Thank u for requesting shu. He's my silly bingus I wanna give him a hug. Sorry if my english kinda sucks
SYNOPSIS: You decided to finally visit Shu after months of being in a long-distance relationship! You didn't warn him about your visit, though…
Content: Fluff. Very romantic Aerophobia mentioned multiple times. Word count: 658
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Staying in a long-distance relationship was a hard decision to make.
Although you were always supportive of Shu's actions, to say his departure to France didn't affect your mood would be a lie. Every day you longed for his touch, smell, the sound of his voice - and everything else. Itsuki's closure wasn't replaceable, and sometimes texting made you even sadder. Goddamit, why couldn't you be next to him? Well, there was a reason. A simple one, but strong enough to keep you in Japan. Flights terrified you, and that made you feel guilty. Sure, it was the safest form of travel, but that's still not enough to convince you.
Shu said it wasn't a problem and never insisted on you coming, but sometimes you felt like it wasn't the case. So, after a few months, you decided it was finally time to face your fears.
And you put your lover in front of a fait accompli.
At first, he didn't believe you when you told him to pick you up from Charles de Gaulle, but it didn't take him too long to realize you were serious. Was he mad? Uh, yes and no? He was happy you were finally next to him but tried to play offended because you didn't tell him about your plans. It took some time before you arrived at his apartment, but you were happy to see his pretty face.
"I told you I'd come and pay you a visit in Japan if you wanted. You could've told me you needed a visit." he scolded you, but the only thing you could think about was how happy you were. The flight was the scariest experience you had, but it was worth it. "I know you're scared of flights."
"Non! I couldn't. I knew that's how you'd react." You mumbled, causing him to raise an eyebrow at copying his speech patterns. "You're right about one thing, though. I'm not going through the flight experience ever again. It was scary."
"Pardon?" He fell silent for a moment, thinking about what he had just heard. The feelings you evoked in him were indescribable. Sometimes he couldn't keep up with the impulsiveness of your decisions, but it had its charm. Closing his eyes, he pulled you close to his chest. The way he hugged you made it seem like he was scared of you disappearing. And he was. Shu wasn't the kind of person to show affection, especially when separated, so that was a shocker. "A-ah! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Shuuuuu!"
"Hush." He whispered as you wrapped your arms around him. He stroked your head gently to reassure you that everything was fine. Shu's touch and the sound of his heartbeat washed over all of the stress you had. It didn't matter that you never told him. You were here now - that's all that mattered. "I… thank you." He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.
The things he felt for you couldn't be closed in one, simple I love you.
"Thank you for being so close to me. And for flying over despite your fears. I can't believe you're finally next to me, y/n. You're a true blessing, my dear. I'm not going to let you go. Ever." You felt your eyes involuntarily start to tear up. Tightening your hands on his coat, you found yourself sobbing pretty quickly.
Oh, how you loved this man. And how he loved you.
You raised your head, and even though you couldn't stop the tears, the only thing one could see in your eyes was the sheer adoration you had for him. "Did… I say something wrong?" He asked, placing both of his hands on your cheeks.
"Of course not, Shu." You sniffed. "I appreciate that so much." Both of you stayed silent, but after a while, with a gentle smile, he grabbed your hand.
"Come on love, let's take some rest together. The flight must've been long, hm?"
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fbfh · 2 years
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dad!tony + stark!reader (ft. peter x reader x harley) hcs pt 2
wc: 1.7k
Genre: domestic fluff, (found) family, eventual enemies to lovers (Harley x reader) and mostly one sided pining to eventual lovers (peter x reader), enemies to eventual friends (peter + harley)
Warnings: former scary situations and battles (obvs), you're worried about Tony, Tony's worried about you, you and Harley are very similar and butt heads, tony is a good dad, yall do not get along at first, everyone has daddy issues, no infinity war/endgame, Harley peter and reader are seniors at this point, cap is a grandpa
A/n: i want to make this a full fic but you're getting bullet fics for now bc I have to get this idea out and I desperately wish I was writing full time already lol
Also who's ready for Iron fam content!!!!!!! Young avengers/gen z heroes content!!!!!!!! Me!!!!! I am!!!!!!!! Also I really hope they characterize Harley the way I'm imagining him bc the way he is in my head is elite
Tags: @yesv01 @afidiofobia @thatmultifandomloser @babiesimagines  @lizziebitch33 @hopefullhearts @thatawkwardlittlefangirl   @dustyinkpages  @raajali3 @the-snake-pit
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Siblings with my peter x stark!nepotism baby hcs
So go read that too if you want to lmao
Anyway
As previously stated, Tony is an amazing dad
Your formative years were often times spent accompanying him on business trips so you can go sightseeing and do fun stuff
You know, make boring meetings full of people with terrible opinions a little more fun
And you better fucking believe he's gossiping to you about EVERYTHING
He's called it quits on meetings for today so now you're eating takeout together in the hotel while he spills all the tea to you
"And Roberts was just on my ass all day about the same questions I already answered, so…" he shrugs, taking a bite of food
"Ugh," you shudder in your mutual distaste for the asshole, and mutter under your breath, “that’s probably why his wife left him”
He laughs so hard he almost chokes
Yeah taking you with him was definitely a good idea
Because of all the traveling and all the time spent in meetings
And the fact that you’re both incredibly elusive and have a ridiculously high net worth 
You decide to pick up the occasional modeling gig when you’re traveling with your dad
He’s in meetings and press conferences about the future of stark industries and the avengers 
And you’re doing shoots with chanel and dior 
Sometimes photo shoots, sometimes perfume ads, sometimes you’re on the runway
It’s always fun and it’s nice to spend time with other people around your age in a similar position to yours 
You didn’t expect to have made friends from something you picked up to pass time, but you got a few of the other models numbers and they’re pretty good friends
However, when you’re not jetsetting with your kickass dad
You’re probably spending time in the garage with him while he works
Sometimes you’re doing homework, or watching netflix, or working on your own projects alongside him
Sometimes you just like to listen to him talk 
To you 
To himself
To jarvis
To dum-e and u and butterfingers 
Just being in his presence is so comforting 
He notices when you stick around like that, knows what it means to you
He knows how much you worry about him, that you sometimes have jarvis secretly check his vitals 
Just to make sure he’s okay yk
After everything that’s happened, you can get really bad separation anxiety with him
It feels like as soon as you’re out of each others sight he’s attacked or kidnapped or horribly injured or missing
Or you are 
And Pepper’s great
She’s awesome
But she’s not your dad
Whenever something happens to Tony, you usually just end up worrying together
But there are sometimes where even Pepper has to join the fight
And then you end up exactly where Tony didn’t want you: alone and terrified with no one to comfort you or look out for you
And yes you’re strong
You’re so fucking strong and capable and brave
You even have your own suit
Strictly to keep you protected he’d reminded you many times
If you’re anything like me it’s 100% pink with a little heart cut out for the chest light
But the thing is you shouldn’t have to take care of yourself and protect yourself in times like that
He just 
He wishes he had a few extra pairs of hands
So when things get dicey you still have someone with you
That’s actually a huge part of his motivation for recruiting Peter onto the team
He needs extra hands, extra help
After the whole vulture incident, he knows when this kid gets his mind made up on something there’s no distracting him from that goal
So yeah he blatantly disregarded everything Tony was telling him to do and can’t follow orders half the time, but he did sort of meet his goal of proving himself to Tony
How can he say no to that?
All this
Moving into the compound, hero training after school, meetings with the other avengers (!!!!)
Is a literal dream come true for Peter
For all the normal reasons
But also because guess who also lives at the compound??
You!!! 
You, his beautiful ethereal brilliant celebrity crush
That he now sleeps a few rooms away from 
Totally not heart pounding very normal situation he can totally handle without looking like a total dork in front of you
And living in the same building as you has done nothing but amplify his yearning
He was spacing out in a meeting once and Tony asked Vision to see what he was so wrapped up thinking about
It was yet another balcony soliloquy turned spiderman rescue daydream of you confessing your undying love to him, then him responding with something quippy and clever that makes you laugh that cute little laugh and look up at him with those gorgeous eyes, sparkling in the deep city lights while you look at him dreamily 
Vision: it, uh… seems private.
Tony thought he was thinking about boobs or something 
But no
He’s just very obviously mushy gushy in love with you
With the amount of longing sighs and heart eyes this boy shoots your way you’d think it would be obvious
Which is is
It’s very obvious to everyone except Peter, who thinks he’s hiding it pretty well
Peter has a habit of trying to impress you in training
Which either works great or is kind of embarrassing 
His very, painstakingly obvious crush on you would be annoying
If he wasn’t so endearing 
God you really did not expect the spider kid your dad mentioned in passing to be so… sunshiney???
He’s like a golden retriever puppy
You can practically see his tail wag when you enter the room
He’s so excited and eager to please and ready to prove himself 
You kind of can’t get mad at him just because of how sincere he is
You and your dad won’t admit this for a while
But peter’s growing on you
Both of you
But he still has a lot to learn
And he still makes reckless decisions sometimes
And taking strategic, calculated risks can be okay on the battlefield 
But not when you’re on guard duty
Not when you have one objective - protecting you from any harm until whatever fight that’s happening is over
Between that and the fact that unfortunately for Peter, Tony is in fact aware of his crush on you
Again, he’s not good at hiding it
Which is yet another motivator for him to bring in the next new recruit 
Harley Keener
He’s a long way from the scrappy kid Tony met in Tennessee 
And now that he’s a little older, it’s clear as day that he’s ready to join the ranks of the avengers 
Like tony said, he needs as much help as he can get
Peter sees Harley and thinks friend?!
Text book golden retriever puppy
Harley sees Peter and thinks oh boy rivalry time
Harley takes one look you and his heart starts pounding
How could it not
He and peter are pretty similar in that way 
Again, you’re the drop dead gorgeous confident cool nepotism baby of tony stark
Of course he’s going to have a thing for you
Honestly???? You think he’s kind of fine too at first
Then you both open your mouths
And you find each other insufferable 
You’re both opinionated with a whole lot of confidence 
it was sort of inevitable that yeah, you’d butt heads almost immediately
For a long time, Harley really never thought he’d see Tony again
And yeah, part of that was the fact that once an adult left him they never came back
So now that he has this opportunity 
He’s not going to mess anything up
He’s going to excel
He’s going to so so far above and beyond that he cements his place on the team
He’s going to become such a valuable asset that they couldn’t dream of benching him
Which means he does everything he’s told to
And he does it to the nines 
Yeah he has his personal strengths and weaknesses that he’s working on 
But everyone on the team is surprised by how well he executes orders 
Even Cap the grandpa 
Who’s always going on about how kids these days don’t listen 
Which is always met with an “okay boomer” from everyone in a 5 mile radius 
Has no criticisms for Harley in that department 
And Tony notices this 
And he files that information away for later 
Peter notices something else about Harley
Which is the way he looks at you when you’re not looking 
Peter doesn’t like that
Between that and Harley’s very ambitious no bullshit attitude that seems to conflict instantly with Peter’s optimistic friendly attitude 
They don’t like each other that much 
And you and Harley definitely don’t seem to like each other much
And peter can’t even talk to you yet without choking up or blushing 
So yeah
The next generation of avengers isn’t off to the best start
It goes on like that for some time
You and harley butting heads, hoping you don’t notice the pink flush to his cheeks 
Harley and peter butting heads, both determined to be tony’s favorite 
Peter noticeably not being able to breathe right when you sit too close to him, something you’re actually starting to find
Cute???
Wow maybe you are going soft
The three of you doing homework together in the same room, silence deafeningly loud 
The tension is ramping up 
To the point where the others are starting to notice 
Nat checks on you guys while you’re doing homework together and is immediately thrown off by how tense the room feels
Nat: “...you guys okay?”
You, Peter, and Harley who just spent like 10 minutes roasting the shit out of each other in a way that’s totally not secretly flirting: “Yep, why do you ask :)”
It’s really just a matter of time before something happens
The next avengers battle, for tony to finally put in place the plan he’s been laying the groundwork for since he recruited Parker and Keener
Maybe a love confession or two 
Time will tell
Very, very quickly if the way you’ve been looking at each other is anything to go by
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gogolstoelicker · 1 year
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Could you do obey me with riddle like mc
You have a strong commitment to maintaining order amomg your peers. You made it your duty to uphold hundreds of rules, no matter how strange or insignificant they are. You could be strict and intimidating by the people around you because of this.
You unfortunately have the tendency to lash out at someone who disagree with your way of thinking, as you consider your values to be right no matter what. But you seemes to find a way to compromise now, instead of instantly punishing rule breakers.
a/n: hello I haven't been updating or even answering any asks and i am very sorry💀i may or may not forgot i wrote here so I'll try to make it up to my bbg /j and my tumblr family
btw why cant i space in tumblr anymore my god this looks so messy
Lucifer:
you're officially the second in command in the house of lamentation
its usually who screams the loudest who will be in command that day
you're strict, he's strict
you gave scary punishment, lucifer gave scary punishment
no one dared to cross either of u in the devildom
its straight up one man for themselves once they saw the both of u
if y'all ever got into a fight, all of the brothers find a spot to hide
whether it be behind the couch, inside the oven, on the ceiling, they WILL save themselves first
because you both are SCARY when the other disagrees with the other
which, thankfully does not happen a lot bc yall have the same mindset sometimes💀
but when the fight did happen??? oh devildom someone save the wall it have a whole hole
even cerberus is in fear😰/j
but overall?? a powerful duo💪 both gave people enough reason to fear them
tho lucifer is kind of upset with u sometimes
not bc you're bad, no no
its because you're ACTUALLY rivalling him🤨😔he cant have someone being better than him yknow? his pride won't allow that
like you're smart and got 90+ on all ur exam papers???
suddenly lucifer is putting extra effort into his studies even tho he's smart enough
you're diligent and hardworking and always got praised by diavolo himSELF????
uh oh why is his work hours increasing😰😰
someone stop him before he marry his own desk
Mammon:
always got collared by you
well at least it's not lucifer punishing him this time😰
ur punishment is less scarier than lucifer's
still scary anyway
he usually dropped to the floor and sobbed whenever he got collared
not literally ofc
but then walked off to the casino a few minutes after like nothing happened with the collar on his neck
everyone in the casino that day: 🤨what kinky shit u doing⁉️
mammon: it's nOT-
hides his grades from u bc u absolutely will not tolerate any fails
failed miserably just like his grades
u knocked on his door and enter his room the next day with a thickass book
hes lowkey scared you're abt to knowledge whack him
until u tell him u personally read through every single book u can find that might help him and shorten them as best as you can into a book
and told him to memoriza everything inside
he cried
bc of two things
one OMG YOU'RE DOING THIS FOR HIM?$!$????? U READ THROUGH SO MANY BOOKS FOR HIM?$!$??? HES SOBBING AND CRYING AND WAILING AND-
two HOW THE HELL IS HE SUPPOSED TO MEMORIZE ALL THAT
he did try at least
well a lil
sometimes he just gave up and go do his things again before he got caught by u
Leviathan:
his grades lowkey improved tho pls be proud of him🥹😂
well u did encouraged him a little after that☺🙏‼️and with an almost whack of knowledge!!
got into ur hellish (literally) lessons on why he shouldn't stay in his room too much and avoid socializing
he is now sobbing
he doesn't really care bc he can do whatever he wants!!
he said that in a whisper yell voice so u can't really hear him
which leads him to another lesson on how and why he should speak up LMAO💀
he's on edge but he's trying not to piss u off so he just listens through everything
don't wanna be like a certain someone now right
COUGH COUGH mammon COUGH COUGH
lucifer is snickering at him btw
lucifer is leaning on his doorway and is watching everything
honestly he mostly avoids being in ur line of sight so u wouldn't mind him and hopefully and not hopefully forgot abt him!!^^
pls don't forget abt him he'll be sad but pls forget abt him so he'll be able to escape ur ways
as u can see, he is pretty conflicted
on one hand he loves those times you're more relaxed and is more willing to spend time and do the things he likes
but whenever its weekdays, my god😥
see its so bad he said god
HELP IMAGINE AT LIKE 4:30AM
you who just woke up seeing levi: good morning, its rare to see one of u up so early in the morning for school levi, who was about to go to sleep: uh-
Satan:
frowning and stomping his feet when he first saw u bc why are u kind of like lucifer??!!@@!?!!?
one is enough, he doesn't need another one😡
kind of tolerates u
u can understand why he avoids u a lil but u did try to make an effort for him to warm up to u bc yall live in the same building
went from "FUCK THIS LUCIFER WANNABE🙄🤬"
to "i still hate this person but only I get to hate on them"
its a love hate relationship
he loves having small debates with u
got mad when he loses and u have that smug look on ur face tho
same goes for the other way around
he may or may not have shared his fav books with u
u would find the time to read it even with how busy u are
bc it looks interesting + youre glad hes warming up to u a lil!!
idk what to write sorry yall
i havent been playing obey me for a while forgive this poor soul i can be a good discord kitten /JOKE
Asmodeus:
gushes about u so much
you're scary? too bad, not in his eyes!
insists on dressing u up every single day bc you're just too cute in his eyes that he can't resist
Beelzebub:
you're fine with him doing that as long as its not too flashy and is neat
you're not all that into fashion so u always just go to him for advice if theres anything u need help with
he have shiny eyes
he was also clutching his chest from the overwhelming happiness
one time he tried to gossip with u and u go "no, that is wrong"
he goes "😕🙄anyways so-"
he continued the gossip btw
u listened to him anyway bc its not like u can stop him💀
plus hes calling u boring bc of that so u just 🧍🏻‍♀️
if someone ever gave him a strawberry tart while hes on a diet, he'll just pass it to u
bc he said ur sparkly eyes🥺are totes adorbs he could not hold posting u on social media<3!!
pls don't cry bc of that part
doesn't care as long as u don't hurt nobody
Belphegor:
u kind of tiny tho🤔or maybe he's just too tall
prolly mentioned it once and it got u going tomatoes
learned his lesson from that day onwards to never mention anything about your height
its ok u lowkey forgot abt it!!
/j u made remarks abt it here and there☺🙏‼️ofc not everyday, just when youre feeling a tiny weeny bitzy petty
beel is very helpful about everything tho!
u need help with that book that someone deliberately put up so high for the laughs? he got u
its like those kdramas moment
"is this what u wanted?" hands touched, shiny screen, flowers everywhere, slowmo, music playing
as thanks u helped him with his workout
which is literally him doing pushups with u on his back reading a book
sometimes u join him on those workouts bc u need a balance between studies and sports‼️
beel tried his best to uh😅lay down a bit for ur sake😅
like sure he can do 100586496 pushups but that doesn't mean u can and hes honestly worried abt u pushing urself💀
speaking of pushing urself, if he ever saw u so busy with ur studies and the shenanigans around devildom, he'll give u a half-eaten strawberry tart
he tried not to eat it on the way but no promises yknow😚☺
u thanked him for it anyway KSKAKSNS
look at this tiny chihuahua on the other side of the bars im in😂😂😂
he said that to himself
bc he knows he would ruin his chances of having u pull him outta the ceilint???? wtf was he in again????? if u heard that
OH RIGHT ATTIC I HOPE THATS HOW U SPELL IT
how he even got u to go up there when you follow the rules so much?$!$??? idk but he do him ig
HELP IMAGINE HIS PLAN FAILED FROM THE START THAT'LL BE EMBARRASSING
"mind ur own business and never go up there" "oh ok my bad"
and then the end he never got out
its ok i'd like to ignore that possibility and make u go up for plot reasons
i have no plots actually im just telling u to go up there
honestly i dont think he'll be able to kill u??????5"5???
because like
imagine trying to hug the homie to death and bro just pulled out a book worth of hundreds of rules and flipped to page where it said no touching before marriage💀
could probably whack him with that same book if he tried anything too so!!☺
im giving how to escape belphegor's death hug tips
plus you're a mage(?)!!!😂🙏‼️you'll survive!!
after all that shenanigans you absolutely does not approve of how he live his life
why are u sleeping on the floor!?!?!!!??? GRT UP
STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS🤬
belphie after he have to deal with both u and Lucifer:
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OKAY BUT IZOU IS 100% PURPOSEFULLY A LITTLE SHIT I can just picture him being amused in the beginning but then losing his patience bc NOTHING is happening the two brothers are content to play the long game and slowly win you over since they don't want to pressure you! and that's no fun to izou
so he works on sending luffy/ace/thatch at convenient times to interrupt and if it was anyone besides sabo/marco they prolly wouldn't catch on but those two are smart and sly on their own so they maybe originally think it's the other one before discussing it. It's not like they're on bad terms they're aware what the other is doing and maybe they've snuck themselves out onto a 'date' the other had but they're both mature adults so there's really no hostility there, just some brotherly competition. so they work out that it's izou somehow, maybe izou is very very subtly flirting on his own where they can see, but you're definitely oblivious bc he's VERY subtle about it
and I can picture them confonting him about it and him being like what? if you don't hurry up someone else will snatch the little flower up and arrange her beautifully
OKAY also agree that they would eavesdrop. my brain said no earlier when I said vent trope but nah, sabo would give zero shits and be at that door. imagine yall had something going on earlier with a few drinkies and you're just a littleeeee tipsy too when ace comes to ask you what's up so you maybe give him way more details than he asked for and they both hear the whole thing (and ace definitely needs another drink after that)
thatch being the oblivious tip offer is so funny bc he means well and it's so cute I can see thatch casually talking marco up to you too and it's not like them going to thatch's bar would be TOTALLYYYYY creepy like they could just play it off as they came to see thatch! no idea you were there!
yes the 'soft around me then scary dangerous around threats' is such a good trope omg I love it like you've seen all of them playfully mad at ribbing between brothers but the actual anger is blowing your mind!!! (and it's kinda hot lolol)
okay but yes to mafia au (and heheheh hotel with marco and sabo >>) but imagine they were kinda in that world to begin with (maybe not mafia but connected enough to know who's who and have strong connections/money) and another reason you're such good friends with ace besides the punch first mantra is that you're both a little dumb like he tried to bring it up at some point, thought you understood, and maybe you said something like 'i don't need to know details' (bc you thought it was something wayyyyy different) and so when you went to move in they asked ace if you were aware of whatever and he was like yes! but she doesn't want details! and they start explaining it after and it's like ????? excuse me WHAT idk just a dumb misunderstanding bc you and ace are just a little dumb together especially and you're sitting there like oh… they have a really big, nice house and oh all have nice cars and wait how did you not notice this before
lmao and imagine the hotel shower looks like the one in your dream so there goes into that train of thought as you're trying to calm down from everything else and man did they look hot when they were mad >>
quin you fed my brain and now it's going in overdrive oh my god I can't get it out of my head help I'm so sorry I typed so much at you T_______T
DO NOT APOLOGIZE - Omfg this was AMAZING to read - you are killing me in the best way. I love it. I want to write it. I want to just line up espresso shots and stay up all night and not sleep and just WRITE THIS because it is just getting more and more amazing the more we talk about it.
Mafia-ish AU - Maybe the Edward Family did start below board. Made some nice money from it now and then transitioned to actual legal activities. Sure there's still some shady connections in there, you can't shake them entirely, debts owed and all that. But legal enough that the marines who harass them aren't going to get any where.
Sabo's a lawyer, part of Dragon's firm, and half his job is dealing with the red tape the Government dogs insist on throwing at the family business, that has truly and honestly gone from Family to family.
Marco's effectively the CEO of the company, Pops stepped down and retired after shifting everything over to a legit business. Thatch had the bar as a front originally, but had effectively shifted it into a lucrative business before the rest of the family business shifted over. (Izou's the CFO, Ace works in the mail room, but he is learning the ropes for the entire business, and will spend 1-2 years in just about every role in the company so he can learn logistics hands on).
The family's not that long removed from things either, maybe five years. Maybe somewhere between 10 and five, like, just enough to be honestly legit, but not so much that they've gone soft by any stretch of the word.
Shanks is still mafia, and I think friends with enough of the Edward Boys that there's some amicable exchange of information between them. He keeps them in the loop, they set up some shell corps for him. There's real animosity with Kaido and Big Mom though, but most of that might not even come into play with the story.
I LOVE the hotel shower being like the one in the dream, and you over-shared details with Ace, so Sabo and Marco both know. Know in that "Oh what an interesting shower, wouldn't you say so?" kind of way.
Oh but man - word gets out, the Edward Boys have a weakness™ - you'd have to be hella dumb to take that risk, or crazy powerful, or just plain crazy.
At some point you learn that the brothers aren't blood related - and that's one of those "I should've known" moments, cause everyone looks so different, and it was a Family™ and not even an adopted family, and gods alive Sabo isn't even Marco's brother, he's Ace's and something about sake, and Luffy, and don't think too hard on it, how did that dream go again?
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HI rhaast ^_^ throws these numbers at you 9, 25, 30, AND 56 :]
9. Fave fight?
KC AND METALLICA MY BEST FRIENDDDDDD listen its gross but thats one of the things I love about it. like the bullshittery and the thought process from each fighter AND MY FRIEND KCCC WOOOOO its so good I rewatch it so fucking often [and then cry at ep28 to humble myself] Another one of my fav fights is Bites The Dusts and Made In Heaven because these two terrify me sooo much like THE HORRORS. BTD with how I was constantly worried shaking and crying over who was gonna die [and listen. you didn't hear it from me but when I thought rohan was gonna die I was CRYINGGGGG like tears down my face it was kind of gross] and MIH is just auauhghghghgh the HORRRORSSSSSSSS like what the fuck.... it did everything it had to do RIGHT but it hurt so fucking much and that damn ending. makes me want to explode anyways teehe "you daughter is your weakness" Dies
25. Stand ability you think wasn’t used well enough in the series?
Sorry for focusing so much on diu and va I'm just silly BUT. Love Deluxe, Purpy haze and Spice girl. first off ik this is more of just the character instead of stand but shhhhh Yukako could've bodied fucking everyone in that damn cast she'd get kira in one hit as she should! PURPY HAZEEE this is obvious but Please pelsepolease I need to see him again I'm so devastated WITH THAT COOL ASS THEME TOO..... BRUH... anwyays Spice Girl my best friend he could've also done it all but noooo. Whatevers.
30. Rank your order: Jojo main villains
ok im exceptionally bad at ranking things BUT I have two lists, villains I Like and how much they scare me. In terms of who I like
Diavolo [toxic slutch privileges]
Dio [sorry hes just such a bad bitch]
Kars [she's my best friend, not really a villain but deserves to be on here]
Pucci [Many thoughts but I trust my friends like Quintus to do him justice, pucci is funny though but please go to therapy instead of projecting]
The bitch who shall not be named
I JUSTS RELAIZESXD IO FORGOT KIRA. I PROMISE ITS NOT ON PURPOSE I WAS JUST LIKE HMMM WHO AM I MISSING FROM HERE BUT PKFSDFKJHGSDFLKGJSFGJKHSFG IM SORRY I DONT SEE HIM AS A CHARCATER HES LIKE. AN ENTITY BUT NOT IN A FUNNY KARS WAY HE ONLY SCARES ME I DONT CARE ABT HIS CHARACTER anyways these r the ones that scare me [With Kira]
Kira [i think hes the best jojo villain in terms of playing his role and bringing that awful unsettling feeling that shit is WRONG]
I'm gonna be honest everyone else is under here in near the same level because I'm only really scared by kira. pucci isn't scary for me bc i was raised around Catholics, whats he gonna do? preach to me? kars is my friend and everyone else id have no way of meeting bc I'm in Mexico yall stay safe though 🙏
56. Any headcanons?
LITERALLY SOOOOOO MANYYYYYYY im only gonna mention some that im obsessed with rn bc its so much dude I have a google docs just for the main p5 cast and its like. 4 pages long
anywaysssss
Akira and Yukako are siblings its true to me it happened and its real like they're SOOO SIBLINGS. they are going to the powerlines and throwing bricks at it and causing electrical damages I could talk about them for hours
I RLLY LIKE THE ONE where the reason Jolyne can turn her midriff into a Mobius strip for the strings is that Jotaro was so traumatized from seeing Kakyoin having a hole in his stomach he passed that trauma onto her and it was a form of protection so she'd never have to go through that again. there's this one post from a couple years ago that says this beautifully but i don't think i can find it
anyways. funny one next: Tiziano almost exclusively uses toxic paints because "theyre the best quality" best friend that's mercury you're snorting
Fugo cut those holes as a way to 'stay clean' from self harm and as a reminder that he's not touched. victim to victim communication
ALSO i rlly like that idea that stands will manifest if the user is experiencing strong emotions [ex Giorno gets super excited and starts growing flowers around]
another stand based one is that when you get your stand they change something physical abt you [like Yukako's hair got wayyy long and thicker bc of Love Deluxe, Diavolo's eyes turned into that shattered green bc of King Crimson, shit like that]
Abbacchio had one hell of a gender adventure. the 'well I'm fascinated by femininity but I'm not a girl' to 'well i like being called a girl but by strangers by presumption' to 'Wait.'
I was talking abt this to Raph earlier but Reimi likes to scare ppl in the alley like that scene in Beetlejuice with the fucked up faces
She tried it on Yukako and she was like. Holy shit can you do that again?
This is bc Yukako is a horror fan through and through. her gay awakening and first movie crush was the girl from the ring SOBS
Also I see Yukako as a lesbian because her arc literally reminds me so much of comphet and the fucking lengths I've gone to be like 'wellll i Have to like men'
This is stolen from a rlly good fic but Akira was struck by lightning as a kid
Fugo is a fucking HATER. this is just canon but whatevs
I think its be fun for Mista to experiment with the Genderisms through drag
Trish and her punk album can be something so personal
Ok tahts rlly long but im always willing to give hcs on fucking. Anything bc my brain is so fat and juicy with intelligence 24/7 its so hard ANYWAYS THIS WAS FUN
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misanthropiczombie · 2 years
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FINAL EPISODE AHHHHHHHH
LETS GET IT
HANSEO BABY BOY GET JT LOOK AT YOU AND YOUR COURAGE
): I knew it was gonna happen but I'm still sad. OH HE COUNTED
DEADPOOL WAS RIGHT ALWAYS COUNT YOUR SHOTS
HE KNEW IT WAS THE LAST ONE AND TOOK IT
Put pressure motherfucker
NO DONT ASK LIKE TNAT DONT BE SWEET I CANT TAKE THIS IM SO SAD
Hanseo nooooo nononononono you didn't deserve it.
We have about 20 minutes of killing junwoo and then I need the remaining hour of wrap up
I need tooth rotting domestic fluff Mafia man and his family gang.
She took the shot for him. He's not leaving Korea.
Also can we talk about how Chayoung and Hanseo really exemplify Vincenzo? They both changed for the better, in different ways, because of him and in taking after him.
Chayoung became strong, fearless, resolute. A little bit evil, still, but being a better person was her father's doing- not vincenzo.
Hanseo also got strong, but more importantly he got confident in himself. Found his own set of morals, got smarter, and built his self esteem to find what made him happy and secure. He was willing to sacrifice himself not because he felt like he was obligated by a worse fate, but because he wanted to do right and stand up to his brother.
No I don't have feelings, just that I have nothing but feelings.
Actually everyone around vincenzo gained self confidence, really.
HAIR PATS IM GONNA CRY
This is a more compelling romance than 90% or all other media lmao, but then I'm a slut for slow burn kind of shut.
Now it's proper spy movie shit.
ET TU, BRUTE
Oooooh that cine.atic bleeding down the steps is a nice touch.
Nobody in Korea renders first aid apparently lol. Nobody is putting pressure on wounds at all
Oh fuck now she's said that he's gonna die at the end. Mutually assured destruction. No happy endings I feel it.
Why does she have bodyguards that didn't clear the apartment first this can't be baby's first rodeo lmao
He must spend a lot on lighters.
God the slow look is so fuckin scary. A+
NOT MR LEE
HE HAS A BABY ON THE WAY
NO I HAVE TOO MANY FEELINGS. OW YOU HAVE TO STAY IF YOURE A GODFATHER RJGHT. HES GOTTA STAY ALIVE TKK. DONT TOU DARE KILL HIM OFF TOU FUCKERS. TAKE THE GANGSTER
If he wakes up while you're driving yall both going down
Ope he woke up tied down. How we doin this gucciboy
Hanseo to the rescue at the very end
Ph damn that's slme torture shjt.
Oooo he beggin lmao bitchass if you could have bartered you missed your timeliness my man.
Goddamn cold and alone like that is savage.
Don't leave like that vincenzo. You gotta stay for the bae
Lmao nevermind she did it for you. Shot up arm and all
That's not a kiss. We want kisses. I have paid 20 hours of slow burn. Give me the goods.
SHE TOOK A BULLET FOR YOU STAY A D GIVE THE WOMAN A KISS
Oh shit is he gonna survive it
Oh shit
I hear footsteps
Lol nvm he's bird feed
Is he sending her gifts
What happened to the gold
GOD BLESS A BAD BITCH. FAMILY CASSANO STILL LOOKING STELLAR
She's her own little mob boss
Lmao I forgot about the tae ho shit
What a fucking call back
YES GOOD
Kisses u motherfucker do it. After that cheesy fuckim line
KISSES THA K YOU
Legit the most believable kiss I've seen in a kdrama lmao
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mikkouille · 3 years
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every hour i hav to complain abt the v/ncen/o finale to my friends or else i die
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No matter what
A Halstead!Sister (9 years old)
He didn't deserve this. Your brother had helped thousands of people. And saved hundreds of lives.
He didn't deserve to die.
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Requested : Yes! by @liampayne88 'Can you please do a halstead sister one where she has a nightmare and she wants to sleep with them'
Warnings : graphic descriptions of violence and injuries, blood , guns, nightmares, fear, death. reality in general is scary.
Note : and once again I'm so sorry this took so long idk why but the ending got a little sad. I've been working on how my stories flow from scene to scene and I'm improving alot yay!! thank yall so much for all your support 😭
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Tally marks and nail clippings lined the edges of the basement. The window at the far corner allowed some light into the room, just enough to see him twitch and shiver.
You could hear the wind howling, cars racing past. The city was bustling, unaware of what was going on.
The red smears on the grey wall guided your eyes to the fragile body. The cardboard boxes and metal shelves making him look vulnerable, like a deer caught in headlights.
There lay abandoned, bruised and battered in a pool of blood, your brother.
Jay lifted his head, allowing you to see his watery red eyes. For the first time in your life, you saw fear in your brother's eyes— pure, crisp and burning fear.
He had cuts littered all over his face, blood seeping out of the broken skin. You watched how it mixed with sweat as it made it's way down his cheek.
His arms were tied to the wall, the hard rope tugging at his skin, drawing blood .
You jolted hearing footsteps behind you, as a large shadow came into view.
The man was as tall as the ceiling, towering over you.
His muscles bulged from his arms, shoulders squared with confidence.
Half of his face was burned , the dead skin masking his wicked smile.
Your breath hitched as he took out his gun, aiming it at Jay. The world came to a stand still, your body going into flight mode.
You ran towards Jay, throwing your arms around his neck, "NO!!PLEASE DONT HURT HIM!!PLEASE!!" you wailed, as you sat beside your brother, trying your best to shield him from the gunman.
"Oh, I'm sorry—" he mocked, inching his way towards you,"—I'm afraid your brother has run out of time" he clicked his tongue, shaking his head in disaproval.
You paled at his words. The air around you came to a halt, as his finger moved to the trigger. Your grip on Jay tightened.
Tears rolled down your cheeks, as you tucked your head into the crook of Jay's neck, firmly shutting your eyes.
You were helpless. You had no one to call and no way of saving Jay .
You had one job to do— to keep Jay safe— and you failed.
He didn't deserve this. Your brother had helped thousands of people. And saved hundreds of lives.
He didn't deserve to die.
You didn't know what happened first. You screamt, your tiny body pushing all the air out of your lungs, as the sound of the gunshot bounced off the walls.
The loud bang sent tremors through your bones and in an instant, you felt someone's strong arms around you, manhandling you away from jay.
No, no, no... you had to try to save your brother. What—what if he dies? What if he doesn't make it?god, this is all your fault.
You left out a strangled cry, trying to free yourself from the tight hold. You kicked and punched with whatever energy you had left.
"Y/n!! Y/n!!—" Oh god , he knew your name. How did he know your name? He would come and find you."—Hey , hey, it's okay ..... it's okay , y/n—" Will ? What was he doing here? Was he in trouble too? "—wake up.... Hey , open your eyes for me" Will said, sitting on your bed.
His voice was calm and soothing. You felt your heart rate slow down, letting your body take deeper breaths.
You slowly opened your eyes, shaking your head,"Jay —Will —Jay's hurt—" You sobbed, as you wrapped your arms around Will's neck "—I— I couldn't do anything"
"Hey , it's okay. Jay's okay , y/n. he's fine" Will sighed.
Today was Jay's first day back to work. Almost a week ago he had gotten shot while chasing a suspect. He took one to the shoulder and had lost a lot of blood by the time he came to Med.
The image of him stopping you from running into the OR, was vividly ingrained into his mind. He remembered holding you close and rubbing your back in the doctor's lounge, as you cried to yourself. The two of you spent the night at the hospital, waiting for Jay to wake up.
And just yesterday, Jay had been cleared for desk duty.
"Jay's stuck at work but he'll be home soon alright?" he said, pulling away from your grip.
You knew Will was just trying to comfort you.
You knew that Jay was strong. He was one of the strongest people you knew.
But you couldn't shake off the weird feeling you had. Fear lurked in the shadows. A silent voice at the back of your mind.
"What if he gets hurt again?" you asked, voice shaking with dread. '' what if—''
"Hey ,hey—" Will quickly interrupted, not wanting you to finish your thoughts "—Jay's gonna be okay. He's always going to come back home to us y/n, always.
No matter what happens at work, he's still our Jay. He's still our brother. He's always gonna come back to watch movies with us. He's gonna help you pick costumes for Halloween and braid your hair and tuck you in bed. And he'll come back to us okay? No matter what."
Jay did promise that he'd always come back, and as far as you could remember —Jay never broke his promises.
You slowly nodded and wiped your tears away. You felt a little guilty as you realized that Will was just in his sweatpants.
"Did I wake you up?"
"It's all right."
"You wanna tell me about the dream you had?" He asked after a minute.
"Maybe ....... but can I sleep with you? Just until Jay comes back?"
You didn't want to be alone. You knew that once you closed your eyes, the man would be back, and just like last time you wouldn't be able to save Jay.
"Sure, come on." Will said, as he held out his hand for you to take.
"Jay won't get hurt, right?" you asked, doubt still clouding your mind.
" What did I tell you? No matter what happens, he'll come home."
" Yea ... it's just that Jay doesn't really like hospitals
and I think he's kinda scared of shots"
Will laughed as the two of you entered his bedroom. He would never get used to Jay being so afraid of needles.
He patted the bed and you climbed up tucking yourself under the covers. Will join you after putting a shirt on and switching off the lights.
You snuggled into him resting your head on his chest.
" Are you okay?" Will asked quietly, noting the firm grip you had on his shirt.
"He — he had a gun" You frowned, recalling the horrifying nightmare "He was —he was going to kill Jay" Your breath hitched, the scene still fresh in your mind, like it was yesterday.
You could feel Jay shiver beneath your touch. He was struggling to keep his eyes open.
You were drenched in silence except for his ragged breaths. It was like you could feel the pain he was in.
You flinched hearing a lock turn. Your eyes snapped open, fear overriding your thoughts.
" Hey , hey, it's okay—" Will soothed "—it's just Jay. He's back. He's home"
A huge wave of relief washed over you "Come on, I wanna see him!" you exclaimed, crawling over Will only to step on him in the place between his legs, eliciting a groan from him.
You jumped off the bed heading towards the living room and Will followed you after trying to breathe through the pain "Y/n!!"
Jay closed the door but immediately turned around hearing your footsteps.
His wounds were slowly healing, his left arm was still in a sling and his ribs needed to be wrapped every other day. And after Will's relentless begging, he'd even agreed to therapy with Doctor Charles. All in all he was trying to put his injury behind him.
"Jay!!" you cried as you lept into his arms. He picked you up by only using his right arm, grunting when he put pressure on his ribs.
You rested your head against his shoulder, hugging him tighter . Jay hissed, the muscles in his shoulder were still sore after the surgery.
You immediately pulled back," Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you"
" It's okay kiddo, it's okay" he assured, making use of the breathing exercises he was thought during his army days.
" What are you doing up so late anyway?" he asked, looking at Will.
" She had a nightmare"
Jay sighed. He was almost expecting this.
You were so worried at the hospital, never leaving his side. Will had to drag you out of the room when it was time to eat.
He remembered how you sat next to him on the bed, tracing his bruises and cuts on his cheeks, with your fingertips.
No matter how much Will reassured you that he was fine, you insisted on staying in the hospital.
He could sense that even at your age, you were smart enough to figure out that his job was dangerous.
"I'm here, okay? I'm right here. and you know what.... you can sleep with me tonight. That sound good ?"
You nodded, wanting to stay close to him to make sure he was safe.
Soon , you were waiting in Jay's bed, under his weighted blanket.
Will had wrapped his ribs and cleaned some of his smaller cuts. He helped Jay maneuver into a new shirt while he placed the sling back into its original position and insisted that he get a morphine shot to ease his pain.
Jay stumbled into the room, slowly laying beside you, adjusting himself into a comfortable position.
"C'mere " he said, opening his arm as you shifted next to him, being careful to not hurt him.
A few minutes of silence passed before Jay spoke up.
"I'll be okay, y/n. I'll get better"
You looked at him skeptically, "and then you'll go back to work" You accused. You couldn't imagine what life would be like if Jay died. You didn't want to live in a world where you only had one brother. "and then you'll get hurt again"
The thought of going back to the hospital drove you crazy. You hated the plain white walls and the smell of bleach. You couldn't stand the noises of all those machines you never understood the purpose of.
But the worst of them all was the image of your brother lying on the gurney . You could barely recognize him with all the cuts and bruises and blood he had on his face.
That wasn't your Jay. No , it couldn't be. The real Jay was strong. Was alive. Not laying in a hospital bed, bandaged up and covered in bruises.
No , what you were looking at was the shell of the great man your brother was. The real Jay didn't have so many tubes sticking out of him. He didn't have so many wires plunged into his arms.
" I don't like your job. Do you really have to work?" you looked at him with pleading eyes but some part of you already knew the answer "I don't know what you're doing all day..... and— and I don't know if you're safe!" you tried to argue.
And now more than ever, you never believed he would be safe. He could be in danger with a gun pointed at him..... and you would never know. You would be blissfully unaware of your brother's body hitting the ground.
You would be your happy self. Writing your notes or playing at school.
And you would never know. That shadow of doubt and fear lurked beneath you, threatening to devour you. It was very possible, that one day when you came from school Jay would be gone.
"Hey, hey, look at me." his voice was quiet but stern "you've met Hailey. and Adam and Kevin. and Kim and Vanessa. They all love you, you know that right?" you nodded not understanding how they were connected to Jay being safe "They know that I need to come back home. They know that you will be waiting for me, so they'll keep me safe out there. They'll have my back"
You loved Jay's friends. Hailey and Kim and Vanessa had girl's nights and sometimes they would let you join. And Adam and Kevin were basically your brothers.
You remembered how none of them left Med when Jay was shot and how they sat together in the waiting room until Jay came out of surgery.
But one question lingered on your mind "Then why didn't they keep you safe from getting shot?"
Your words were like a punch to the gut to Jay. He stiffened recalling Hailey's questioning look she threw his way when he walked out of their active crime scene. He remembered her voice calls asking him where he was, and the pang of guilt he felt in his stomach when he lied to her.
"That wasn't their fault y/n. I made a mistake" that almost took me away from you went unsaid, "I didn't tell them I was in danger.........but I should have. I know that now. And what does Will say about making mistakes?"
" That making mistakes are okay, but you have to learn from them?" you recited what your brother had thought you.
" Exactly . I made a mistake and I learned from it. So from now onwards I'll tell my team everything, and they will have my back "
It was like a huge weight was lifted off your shoulders. Maybe it was okay that you weren't always there with Jay. His friends would protect him.
"And you know my team....... they're like my second family. That means they're your family too. So they have your back aswell" he smiled, as he tickled you lightly, making you laugh.
" Yeah , I guess so"
" But you know a lot of people don't have families or friends to keep them safe. That's why I go to work and do my job. I keep people safe. And even if they're strangers, my duty is to keep them safe"
Your eyes widened in realization as you understood the true meaning of his job, looking at him with what could only be described as pure admiration.
" Just like Will and I , the whole of intelligence will keep you safe"
"Really ? All of intelligence?" you asked, surprised.
"Yes , really!" he laughed "I'll be safe y/n. We both are going to be safe 'cause we have a lot of people looking out for us"
He tucked you in closer to him, as you curled into a ball. His arm engulfed you in its warmth and safety, almost like a bubble from your thoughts.
Will was right. Jay was your brother and no matter what happens, he would always come back home to you. You were almost asleep when you felt Jay press a kiss to your head. "I love you" he said but his voice cracked.
Unlike you, Jay knew the truth. There were only so many promises he could keep, and there were only so many lies he could tell you. And lying to you just about this one thing— so that you wouldn't worry so much—was okay.
His job being dangerous was an understatement. Jay knew that he was a simple pawn, in the grand scheme of the universe.
He knew that one day, he would have to think about his mortality, but today was not that day. Not when his little sister was lying next to him, scared of a nightmare which was actually a glimpse into reality. No . today was not the day to think about the inevitable— the simple fact that one morning, he would walk out those doors and never return.
He held you a little tighter, a little closer.
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