#triggertime

[ropebunnymashka]

You should use my body babe

#stoner #cannabis #cocaine #smoking #weed #egirlvibes #marijuana #goth egirl #triggertime #e girls are ruining my life

[nori-noire]

Me: we shouldn't weigh ourselves before bed. We drank a bunch of water and ate food. We also eat lots of salt. This isn't going me end well

Also me: I'mma do it anyway

*number on the scale is higher than first thing in the morning*

Me to me:

#triggered #promia #proana #edmemes #ednos #triggering content #triggertime #im triggered #bulimia #anorexia

[380shooting]

TRAINING NEVER STOPS Had some time to burn before I go to airport to pick up the wife. Lessons learned. The Rock Island Armory "Baby Rock" 1911 is not a fan of steel case ammo. Shoots it but would hang up in the magazine. At 5/7/10/12/15/17/20 yards, I found a cross thumb grip made it easier to shoot due to size. At 20 yards, it was a challenging shot to stay on the bad guy. Mr.Green walked away with no hits; however, the one direct hit on Mr.Orange's gun may have cause some fragment hits. Had a few civil liabilities (aka misses) to answer for and this is why we train. Everyone has a "B" Side to their targets they disay on social media. #trainingneverstops #firearmsinstructor #firearms #guns #triggertime #rangetime #practice #bside #rockislandarmory #380auto #babyrock #1911 (at Dallas, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT-qgNRL_9v/?utm_medium=tumblr

#trainingneverstops #firearmsinstructor #firearms #guns #triggertime #rangetime #practice #bside #rockislandarmory #380auto #babyrock #1911

[pretend-im-not-real]

So we really out here just triggering ourselves huh

#anarexx #anamia #mia #miiana #miiaana #ednos #ed #not pro just using the tags #self harm #bed #binge #purge #bulimyc #tw #triggers #triggertime

[lordchaney]

Took a really close friend to the range the other day she loved playing with my rifle 🤤

@aihtync13

#marksmanship #iwi #tavor x95 #x95 #guns #gunrange #girlsandguns #bad bicth #havingfun #triggertime #rangetime #riflerange #rifle #tavor #firearms

[creatingnikki]

Sentences that act as triggers

I am never going to leave you

Best friends forever

You can trust me

Have a sense of humour

Don't take everything so personally

You should have known better

Stop overthinking

Don't be such a tease

Calm down

Boys will be boys

Why do you feel so much?

I am not as brave/strong/courageous as you are

Why are you so trusting?

I acknowledge my privilege (without any action)

I said I'm sorry, what do you expect now?

Can you just move on! it's been so long

Are you sad about that AGAIN?

#poetryportal #poeticstories #writerscreed #inkstay #brokensoulsreborn #triggering stuff #triggertime #tw #mental breakdown #mentally done #mental health #take care of your mental health #mentally drained #shit people say #healing #take your time #you're doing well #trusting #trust issue #trust quotes #creatingnikki

[bumerangliebe]

#14

Die zweite Phase der Trauma-Therapie hat begonnen..

Meine Therapeutin sagte, dass wenn ich dieses Trauma mit ihm aufarbeite, dinge aus meiner Vergangenheit auch hochkommen können, dadurch ich nicht nur dieses Erlebnis hatte..

Es ist ok.. Das andere Akzeptiere ich und belastet mich nicht mehr, doch die Zeit mit ihm, mit diesen Flashbacks, den Panikattacken und dieser Angst ist es schwierig zu Leben..

Ich muss es verarbeiten!..

Die frage, meiner Therapeutin war "warum hast du das mit dir machen lassen" ..

Meine Antwort war "ich hatte Angst vor ihm.. Sein bösartiger Blick hat mir Angst gemacht"...

Die nächste frage meiner Therapeutin

"hat dich dieser Blick an jemanden erinnert?"..

.. Und dann passierte es, da wurde mir klar von was sie geredet hat mit meiner Vergangenheit..

Ich schweifte mit meinen Gedanken ab,

ich war wieder dort bei ihm.. Vor ihm.. Er schaute mich an mit seinem bösartigen Blick und seinem arroganten Grinsen, so wie es immer war..

Es fühlt sich wirklich an als wär man dort, als wär das real, als ob man einen Zeitsprung gemacht hat und man nicht mehr in der Gegenwart ist..

Ich sah ihn an und dann war er dieser eine Mann, der mich als Teenager sexuell missbraucht hat...

Da ist es mir wieder eingefallen, dieser selbe Blick.. Dasselbe Arrogante lächeln..

Mir wurde wieder schwindlig.. Ich bekam keine Luft und konnte mich nicht mehr bewegen...

Meine Therapeutin weiß wie man Menschen sofort wieder in die Gegenwart bringt!...

Es fängt jetzt langsam an Sinn zu machen..

Mein Unterbewusstsein hat sich bei ihm an das Erlebnis als Kind erinnert, deshalb hatte ich so Angst vor ihm..

Das mit dem "nicht bewegen können" wenn ich an ihn denke, ist vielleicht auch wegen dem "nicht bewegen können" als ich den sexuellen Missbrauch erlebt habe.

Von selbst wär ich vermutlich nie darauf gekommen..

Ich hab schon ewig nicht mehr bewusst über das Erlebnis in meiner Kindheit nachgedacht, weil es für mich nicht mehr Thema ist..

Nach der Therapie Stunde kreisten meine Gedanken und ich war einfach traurig, doch jetzt ein paar Tage später, bin ich irgendwie erleichtert..

Erleichtert, weil meine Frage "Warum?" endlich Antworten bekommt..

Es wird bestimmt ein sehr schwieriger weg, doch am Ende hab ich es geschafft!..

Nur das zählt!

#angst #narzisst #einsamkeit #gedanken #stress #trauma #kaltes herz #keine liebe #kraftlos #missbrauch #kindheit #therapiestunde #gedanken im kopf #verarbeiten #warum #blick #flashback #triggertime #trauer #unterbewusstsein #erinnerungen #erlebnis

[blackbeargear]

Improvement. While looking good in @warriorassaultsystems kit 🔥 _______________________ My second time shooting with one of these barriers. Slight improvement as I only nicked her once (7th shot I believe). Shooting 3 cardboard silhouette targets approximately 50 meters away. I just have to keep working at it and improve speed. Always consider height over bore when around objects so you can adjust accordingly. @blackbeargear #blackbeargear Www.blackbeargear.ca #livelaughviolence _______________________ #organizedchaosconcepts #organizedchaos #goonoperationalgroup #eodgear #veterans #rangeday #triggertime #uktactical #blackbeargear #pewlife #igmilitiacanada #goodvibes #goonshit #goonsquad #warriorassaultsystems #hardheadveterans #axladvanced #highspeedgear #vibing #raid #menwithtattoos #vans #loadoutdisplay #oakley #army #tacticaltuesday #tacticalshit #training Reposted from @kylej._a https://www.instagram.com/p/CQtDWo9HGcJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

#blackbeargear #livelaughviolence #organizedchaosconcepts #organizedchaos #goonoperationalgroup #eodgear #veterans #rangeday #triggertime #uktactical #pewlife #igmilitiacanada #goodvibes #goonshit #goonsquad #warriorassaultsystems #hardheadveterans #axladvanced #highspeedgear #vibing #raid #menwithtattoos #vans #loadoutdisplay #oakley #army #tacticaltuesday #tacticalshit #training

[noras-wafflehouse]

Theres a little headcanon of mine and it could trigger some people out there so i will Tag it . And also put a fat TRIGGER WARNING MAYBE right here . Also it's including SPOILERS FOR THE CHAPTER 290 OF MHA .

I had this thought for a while now . A little storry about myself in forward as i can Talk about it atm . I got Bpd diagnosed just about a year Ago and now my therapist getting to undo all the layers it brings with it . Bipolar just .. (the hardest mood swings ever . You just .. if you dont experience it .. you will not know how this feels . And even if you have it you cant tell if its a good Phase a manic Phase ore if you're just... you just dont realy know like .. i dont realy know . Probably there are a lot of people Who know ! . And tha'ts great !keep it up !) , eating dissorders , being suicidal, self harm , paranoid episodes , dissociation , psychotic episodes , etc ...

I just realy feel like Dabi / Touya got BPD . I know there are a lot of mental illnesses that are similair to bpd and it of course needs to be diagnosed ( so it's actually nothing else . So it's realy bpd . Ore realy something else so i wont say if you have Symptomes of bpd you have it . It can be something else . I hope i dont offend anyone if i do, call me out as im a confused mess . )

But that probably will not happen in bnha . And it's just a headcanon . I realy can imagining him haveing this mental illness as of a result of his Traumata as a child . The abuse , and just ... my god . He probably got Big PTSD as well .

So .. why do i Think he might have bpd ? He got that ... Impulsive behaviour . When something fucks him up . Ore excites him as we see.. he is going all over the place Being verry dramatic, and verry self harming .

He feels empty . ( he certanly is'nt dont hate me ) Like when i look at him , i See a man whos either holding his emotions back so well . Ore he just 'dances' between , OVERWHELMING and Feeling EMPTY .

I Think he got paranoid episodes , and also psychotic episodes . (But that also can just be me projecting ) i can't tell when im in a episode so i can't tell you the effects actually , as i dont wanna read into it couse my hyper functioning brain will make Symptome up . And i would not like that to happen . So it would be cool if you just Google it :3 read a little about it if you're interesting . (But hes deffently paranoid )

He is suicidal . And he dosnt give a shit about his life . ( you can shittalk me for that its fine . )

I also feel like hes takeing a lot of meds ( substance abuse ) because of his scarrs . They must hurt like hell more .. we never See hin takeing any drugs ore that couse its a CHILDREN MANGA ( i feel like its not though .. like i wouldnt let this watch my 6 year old child . Ore 12 year old . For Sure not) but how would he cope with the pain ? Okay .. so i cant say anymore as my head goes blank .

Dont understand me wrong , i love dabi . I love MHA . (I just dont Think it's for children ) i didnt mean to offend anyone with this , you can send me youre complains. this is fine .

I read from a lot of people that write stuff like that getting a lot of death threats ore hate speeches . Blast me full with it but you cant do that to everyone here , like you dont know when someone is realy takeing that to heart . And some people are haveing just THE BLOG . So they of course dont want to delete it, but as im just a shitpost Blog i can so .. have fun !

And everyone have a nice day/ night !

#dabi mha #mha spoilers #dabi headcanons #im triggered #triggertime #trigger warning #touya todoroki #touya is dabi #dabi mha spoiler #spoiler my hero academia

[guilty-highway]

Made by Mr.Jackrabbit

#intrusive daydreaming #intrusive thinking #intrusive thoughts #traumacore #trauma #bpd vent #vent aesthetic #vent poetry #vent poem #vent post #triggertime #potentially triggering

[thingstodotobecomeaprettygirl]

In the end it’s all worth the satisfaction of seeing clothes start to get bigger and bigger on you while the clothes they fit you so tight start to fit your new skinny body perfectly . Not having to suck in to see your ribs and to be able to touch parts of your bone sticking out because you’ve completely lost all your fat.

#pro ama #pro anoxeria #anorxia #tw eating mention #tw eating stuff #tw weight #getting skiny #skinyspo #mental ill health #triggertime #bulimina #bulemia #bulimik

[ropebunnymashka]

Bad bitch vibez

#egirlvibes #goth egirl #stoner #cannabis #cocaine #weed #smoking #triggertime #e girls are ruining my life #marijuana

[badgirlsadgirl69]

Trigger hoch 1000

#trigger #triggertime #you

[welltsschmerzz]

Achtung, Trigger!

Warum ist es so schwer aufzuhören?

Wenn alles an einem kontrolliert wird von der gesamten Umgebung, ist eben die einzige Kontrolle die Selbstverletzung und das Essen. Wenn mich jeder kontrolliert habe ich keine andere Möglichkeit. Kalorien ausrechnen, austesten, wie lange kann ich ohne essen aushalten ohne zu zerbrechen? Gewichtskontrolle, Kontrolle über Schnitte, Kontrolle über meinen Körper. Kontrolle darüber wie fest ich schneide, wie tief ich schneide, ob ich mich komplett zerschneide und wie papierschnipsel auseinanderfalle. Kontrolle. Hunger kontrollieren, Hungerschmerzen applaudieren, nicht umfallen, standthaft bleiben und lächeln bis es in den Wangen schmerzt. Immer so tun als ob alles perfekt wäre, glücklich wirken, herzlich lachen, in Gedanken Kalorien zählen, in Gedanken die Zeit zum erbrechen planen, daran denken die Klinge zu verstecken und weiterzulächeln. Freundlich sein, Tränen unterdrücken, leise sein, keinen Ton von sich geben, still sein, lautlos, emotionlos, kühl.

Kontrolle.

#edthings #deutscher spruch #sprüche #kontrolle #control #triggertime #ed warning #seizure warning #content warning #warning signs #Poems #Gedichte #Gedicht #Me #Emotion #Emotionen #Gedanken

[lordchaney]

Such a great stress relief. 25 yards with my Tavor x95 with red dot sight.

#targetpractice #guns #gunrange #iwi #marksmanship #tavor x95 #bullpup #bullpups #confidence #skills #x95 #triggertime #stress reliever

[alleswasichjewolltebistdu]

#selfharm #self hate gif #selfhate #selfmade #hatemybody #love #dead #ritzen #selbstverletzung #arm #triggertime #triggern #blut #blood