#ed warning

[groguandin]

charlie being like 'everything is perfect, we're out and we're a couple and nothing can ruin it' and nick is googling eating disorders bc he knows charlie is sick and he wants to understand and help bc he's really worried and you know season 3 is going to go deeply into this and charlie eventually being admitted into the mental health facility

#heartstopper #heartstopper series #heartstopper spoilers #charlie spring #eating disoder trigger warning #ed warning

[me-likes-pretty]

---Thin leg motivation---

Look good in everything 🩰

Less space to shave🧼

Saves money💶

Feel more confident in sports uniform⛸

Be pretty in pictures without trying📸

You won't feel like you have two Jell-O slabs attached to your legs🍮

No more feeling your thighs rubbing together 🍒

No ugly knees🫐

#anor3xi4 #pro @na #i wanna be thinner #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be skinnier #ed without the sheeran #ed warning #tw eating issues #i want to be thinner #th!gh gap #th!n$piration #th!n$po #anorex14 #@n0r3xia #@na trigger

[uselessmicrowave]

Hello,can you do a tfp optimus prime x fem(adult) reader that knows how optimus is starving himself due to the shortage on the energon supply in order for the rest of the team to refuel properly and whenever he is in holoform she always stuffs him with food (mostly home cooked meals and desserts ).She is studying physics and works a lot like optimus so in order to spend more time together she invites him over her house to do work together(she studies while sitting on her bed and in the winter she turns on her electric blanket to make her work space warm and cozy).Just the two of them sitting under a warm blanket and doing work together,but once they are over discussing a bit or sitting at her balcony.The reader provides a safe space for optimus to express his worries and gives comforting hugs,treats and a massage if a mission was too rough on him.

A quiet ‘klink’ sound breaks Optimus’ thoughts. He opens his optics- no, eyes, to look. Bright blue irises scan the plate in front of him, admiring the treat you’d set on the table.

“Oh, no Y/n, I can’t-”

“I won’t eat it, and I’m not puttin’ it in the fridge.” You gently smile, pushing a fork towards Optimus. He’s afraid if he eats at all, it won’t stay in him for long. The prime takes the fork from the table with a shaky hand, silently hoping that the tremors would magically stop.

“Tell me if you want anything else, love.” You get up to clean the workspace you had used, wiping away whatever mess you had made along with your treat.

With you not watching him anymore, Optimus finds that it’s easier to lift a bite up to his face.

It’s very sweet, nothing like they would have at the base. The taste reminds him of something from home, Cybertron, but he can’t quite remember what.

He comes back to reality, you’re prattling enthusiastically about the recipe and the steps to make the food. Before you can turn around and ask him how it is, Optimus hesitantly asks for another slice. You smile while taking his now empty plate.

Optimus would have to leave Ratchet in charge more often, especially if every visit to you is this relaxing.

#tfp #tfp x reader #transformers prime #tfp optimus #optimus #optimus prime #optimus prime x reader #optimus x reader #ed warning

[matchayogitea]

Holding your dreams as you lie to rest

Steve is a sweetheart and comforts Reader who has a bad relationship with food.

Warning: this deals with eating disorders, please don't read it if it might upset or trigger you.

It had been a long night and you were exhausted.

You and Steve had spent some time with the kids - they had insisted on having the two of you over to watch a movie - and there had only been junk food in the house. Popcorn probably had been healthy for a minute, until Dustin and Lucas had slathered it in salt and butter.

Needless to say, you felt guilty as hell for eating chips and ice cream and as soon as Steve had taken you home you had wished, for the first time in your relationship, that he'd leave straight away.

But he had asked if he could stay a while. It wasn't late and your parents knew him, so it wouldn't come as a shock if he hang out a bit. 

There was something you needed to do, though. 

"Make yourself comfortable, I'm just going... to the bathroom for a sec," you told him, handing him the remote control and practically running upstairs. 

When you came back, he eyed you in an odd way. "Are you alright, Y/N?"

"I am. What are you watching?" you sat beside him on the sofa, feeling a bit better and ready to enjoy the rest of the night.

Steve, though, didn't look happy. "Did you..." He seemed unsure and you bit your lip nervously, hoping he wouldn't ask.

But he did.

"Did you make yourself throw up?"

His eyes, so warm and loving, looked sad, worried. And you knew you couldn't lie to him. It was so hard to admit it out loud, though, and you only nodded.

"I... I'm sorry, Steve. I know I told you I was better... I was doing much better, it wasn't a lie, but tonight was just..." you trailed off, lowering your gaze, feeling ashamed. You felt horrible. You felt like a failure.

"Hey, Y/N, look at me. Look at me, it's ok, I'm not judging you or blaming you, alright?"

Steve gently placed his warm, comforting hands on your cheeks, stroking your face softly, and you felt even worse. You tried with all your might to keep it together, because you were so ready to start crying. 

"Come here, Y/N..." He wrapped his arms around you, holding you tight. "It's ok. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, baby..."

"What are you sorry for?" you mumbled, head buried in his shoulder. "I'm the one who should say sorry-"

"No, you don't have to. I'm sorry that healing is so hard, I wish I could do more to help you, I really do." he whispered, stroking your hair and placing gentle kisses on top of your head.

"Steve..." you felt so loved, and yet, you knew he couldn't heal you. He could help, but he couldn't magically make things better. "You're already doing so much..."

"I wish I could fix everything. I wish you didn't have to feel this way. You are wonderful, you are perfect and I love you, you know that?"

You couldn't believe someone like Steve could seriously have those feelings for you. It was hard to believe him, but you trusted him, and you knew he wouldn't lie. "I love you more," you whispered, parting from him slightly so you could look up into his eyes. There was pure adoration there, and you knew that Steve was there for you no matter what, and always would be.

The two of you spent the rest of the evening watching TV absent-mindedly and cuddling, until Steve mentioned it was getting late and he should go home.

You didn't want him to leave. Your parents were upstairs, anyway, and it wasn't a school night so you wouldn't get in trouble for staying up longer than usual.

"Can you stay a bit longer?" You asked softly, raising your head from his shoulder to look into his eyes. They were so gentle, you could get lost in them forever.

Steve moved to face you and placed a soft kiss on your lips. "I guess a bit longer won't hurt. Too bad your parents are home, though..." he winked suggestively.

You laughed and pretended to push him away, then resumed your position from before, snuggling up against him.

You didn't notice you were starting to drift off.

Steve didn't dare to move.

He really had to leave, it was almost two in the morning and he was pretty sure your parents wouldn't appreciate him staying that late (his parents, on the other hand, probably hadn't even realized he wasn't home).

You looked so peaceful, though, so angelic, asleep against him. He hoped you were having a nice dream, getting some respite from reality. You didn't deserve to have such a disordered relationship with food and he hated it. Not that anybody deserves it, he thought, but especially you. He would do anything to help you and he usually was very careful when you two planned out dates - he asked you where you wanted to eat, if you wanted to eat out; he would offer to eat at his place so you could have something not too greasy, not too heavy, and not feel forced to eat junk food at diners in front of everyone else. 

But that night he hadn't thought too much about the food surrounding the movie, figuring it wouldn't be a big deal because you were doing better - you had told him the week before. 

And he was annoyed with himself. But he swore he would be more attentive.

I'd give it all just to make you mine And if you need a minute Honey, I'll give you all my time, all the time

"I will always be here for you, Y/N," he whispered, placing a kiss on your hair. You shifted slightly in your sleep and he thought he could detect a hint of a smile.

I'll put your dreams to sleep With rattling bones So, don't go to sleep, don't rest your head I'll be the pillow, and I'll be the bed Holding your dreams as you lie to rest

He felt his eyelids get heavy and knew he couldn't stay awake much longer. Consequences be damned, he thought, and fell asleep holding you, warm and cozy in your embrace.

Lyrics are from song Evangeline by Stephen Sanchez. I recommend you give it a listen, it's really beautiful and he's SO talented.

#steve harrington #steve harrington is a sweetheart #steve harrington needs a hug #steve harrington x reader #stranger things imagine #steve x reader #ed warning #disordered eating in tags

[bisexualafbuck]

Signs of an ED in Charlie that they’ve put in the show so far that I’ve noticed

Theres obvious ones and some more subtle (and I know I’ve missed some)

avoids eating (e.g. I've already eaten, I ate at Nicks)

plays around with food instead of eating it

visibly uncomfortable in eating scenes (e.g. having to pretend in group setting/public)

super hesitant to eat food when in situations where he has to, and slow to eat, tries to talk his way around it (e.g. the icecream Nick got him)

mentions hes always cold (a symptom of starvation syndrome)

Wears baggy clothing (best example I saw this season was episode 5, Heat, he was the only one in a jumper bc it was way too hot for one)

dizzy

fainted (obvs)

drop in grades/motivation (I know the show implies this is due to Nick, but is often really common with an ED too, so I think it could be both)

low moods (obviously hes been through a lot so it makes sense, but a really common symptom is having lower moods, and being more unable to manage this etc)

I think it's important to highlight all the signs we've seen since last season so people not so aware of EDs can spot them too. Again I know I’ve missed some, so this isn’t a complete list

#heartstopper #charlie spring #nick nelson #ed warning #heartstopper spoilers #eating disorder warning

[alwaysdizzyy]

W3!ght inspo!

(not my pics)

#weight loss #tw ed #ed #ed behaviour tw #thinspø #ana trigger #anorexcya #tw ed descussion #@tw edd #3ating d1sorder #ed bllog #ed diet #ed weightloss #ed warning #tw #ana #@na #@n0r3xia #@na motivation #motivation #ed motivation #3d motivation #skinnni #i want to be skinnier

[coldcasescenario]

when a size M is finally too big >>>>>

#ed warning #th1n$po #diet blog #thin$po #tw diet #tw ed eating #diet #mealspo #ana mealspo #cal restriction #inspi #thinspo #thinspo page #size small

[idontwanttobelikeiam]

Apparently the ABC diet is very effective for weight loss so I'm starting this now...

I hope to update this everyday if I stick to it and I'll let you know how the results go.

#edbllr #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #i wanna be small #reasons to be thin #4norexla #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed bllog #ed disorder #tw disordered eating #ed relapse #tw ed diet #bing3 eating #high restriction #i wanna lose weight #i want to be small #ed warning #ed food diary #tw ed in the tags #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #i am starved #i wish i was thinner #tw ana diary #i want to be thinner #@na buddy #i need to lose this weight #weight loss #best way to lose weight #i wanna be thinner

[healingpolyphony]

TW: ED talk. This post is from me, Jax, not about anyone else in my system.

There’s also pictures of two of my jumping spiders.

I’m at a really weird point in my eating disorder recovery where I can and will eat most of my fear foods with a relatively straight face.

Right now I’m eating soup. Soups always been an okay food, but I’ve also got two slices of bread. Strike one. With butter. Strike two. And I’m the soup itself I’ve added smoked cheddar cheese. Strike three. 100% me in the past would have an absolute meltdown over this. But I’m alright. I’m anxious and I’m feeling disgusted, but I’m pushing past it because it tastes good and I need food, especially cause I’m going to be continuing cleaning in a bit after I let things settle.

I’ve had a lot of things come up recently that’s fucked with my mental health and pushed me towards a relapse. And yeah I’ve definitely come close, and I’ve restricted a bit but nothing massive, so I guess I’ve technically relapsed, but I’m still doing alright.

I found my old ED blogs last night. Blogs plural. I think one was supposed to just be a general space for me, but I was so wrapped up in my ED shit that it leaked (burst) through anyway. I went through them a tiny bit, not even going off the first page, and yikes.

Struggled for a couple of minutes, then deleted them both. Part of me wanted to keep them, partly cause one of them had other things on that weren’t related, but I think I did the right thing? Idk.

Had another big trigger today. One of my biggest tbh. The reason I split. Wanted to throw things and s/h and vomit. But I didn’t. I cried a bit and started cleaning and sorting out the tarantulas and spiders.

And then I made myself food.

Spyro and Spring say hello to everyone that’s bothered to read the ramble.

#jax.txt #ed warning

[lanawinterscigarettes]

tw for ed mention

i stumbled upon some pro ana/ed stuff earlier bc apparently I'd accidentally followed a blog that had that kind of content and now I feel all uncomfortable and gross :/

#that was literally one of the worst things I could ever possibly see tbh #and that's saying smth as most “unsettling” content or whatever doesn't bother me #but that truly shook me to my core bc of my own struggle with eating #God I fucking hate people who post shit like that. like why would they think that's okay #ed warning #eating disorder warning #mosses random thoughts

[groguandin]

just like in the comics, the subtleness of charlie's ED is so well told. the lying about food, the promise to eat later, the hesitation with sweets, is so subtle but it's so apparent. that darker undertone to the story that there's something going on that isn't addressed and spoken of.

#heartstopper #heartstopper series #eating disoder trigger warning #ED warning

[me-likes-pretty]

Sum th¡nspø since I was forgetting my goals

#anor3xi4 #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be thinner #th!n$piration #th!n$po #th!gh gap #pro @na #@n0r3xia #4norexi4 #tw ed rant #ed without the sheeran #i want to be thinner #tw eating issues #i wanna be skinnier #i need to be thin #i want to be weightless #i wish i was skinnier #@tw edd #ed warning #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #ed tumbler #edblrr

[nervouspersontragedy]

I can't wait for Sunday. It's my one year anniversary with my partner and we're going to the restaurant and then party really hard, it'll be the only time I can eat a fatty meal without feeling bad. If I eat barely 600cal each day for the entire week before and fast for the whole day and morning before, I can eat a chicken sandwich and drink a glass of sweet booze without wanting to kms on the spot

I can't wait for that *one* delicious meal. It's so motivating. The hunger doesn't even phase me, I'm just thinking about all the fun we're going to have that day~ For now tho I must ⭐ve and sweat off the calories by dancing~

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana bløg #tw restriction #anabllrr #ed warning #ed without the sheeran #low cal restriction #i will reach my ugw #skin&🦴 #skinandbones #@n@ #@nor3×14 #anorexia

[wordsbymae]

Ok maybe a bit longer

im so sorry guys but i am just not in the right head space. That guy? Everything was going so well and now he barely talks to me and I have no idea why he changed. I'm also trying to recover from an ed, but exams caused a bit of a regression and now all this boy stuff has me really upset. Mum and dad moved my flight home to this weekend, so hopefully I'll be feeling better next week but yeah very sorry I really didn't want to just abandon you guys but I'm just not feeling the best.

#ed warning #ed trigger warning

[booleman]

developing an ed and having gastrointestinal issues is hilarious because i am doing much better mentally (food is not my enemy etc i know that shit & i feel it truly somedays i acc love eating) but also food quite literally is my enemy and i will indeed feel awful if i eat one more bite or that one thing i hadn’t planned to eat so really am i doing that much better LMAO

#tw restrictive ed #ed warning #sorry for this guys this is my rambling blog #gen #tw disordered eating #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues #disordered eating mention

[sashasparrow]

like, if a doctor told someone whose basal metabolic rate was 2200 calories a day to restrict their intake to 1400, everyone would agree that's fucked up. but they tell people with a bmr of 3000 to restrict to 1600 calories and that's like. normal?

#fatphobia #ed warning