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taylorswiftcoded99 · 3 days

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Kind of don’t want to have to be strong and keep fighting anymore just want to give up and give in im so tired

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adilynnyuri · 23 days

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these types of posts makes me lose faith in loa

Hii love! 🤍

*sighs*

[Tbh I didn't even fully read that blog because it's so silly help + it's removed ig lmao ]

✿ Babe! I am telling you,

★ if you lose faith in loa = losing faith within yourself!!

✿ Not only these kinda posts are something which may lead us to spiral, before I entered into loa I and also many people have faced each and every second of people saying words like "you have to do that to get that" "You have to be this to be that" AH GIRL- FUCK THAT.

✿ But I am here to say none of that really matters BECAUSE THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU DESIRE. DO YOU DESIRE TO LIVE IN A SHITTY PLACE AROUND SHITTY PEOPLE?? NO RIGHT? THEN WHY DO YOU KEEP ASSOCIATING WITH SHIT WHICH YOU DON'T WANT??

✿ And I understand it's not your fault!! NOT AT ALL!! But it's waste to sit and waste your precious time in things which you don't desire. While in that time you could have manifested million things you wanted!

✿ You wanna be something? BE THAT SOMETHING! You wanna go somewhere? GO TO THAT PLACE! You wanna get that job, sp, or whatever you want? GET IT BY SIMPLY ASSUMING THAT YOU DID.

★ If it's not what you wanted= goes to fuckin trash

With lots of love,

ADILYNN YURI🤍🌷

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borderlinebelle · 19 days

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damn so, therapy did, in fact, heal me 🤡

turns out, i just needed someone to talk to…

as well as returning to a lower dose of ADHD medication, exercising consistently some cold and old coping skills, and practicing some self care .. imagine that.

It’s always the same answer and my dumb ass is always shocked.

fucking hell… brain and behavioral brutal battery on my senses

🔪🫀 🧠🫁 got trapped within my own mind again 🙂🙃

haha. ok, ok… let’s just … reset!

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gasstationpopcorn · 2 months

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#damon is sitting on one knee...........#these past two days have done so much damage to me #kris with his legs spread. ok. one thing #this is destroying me in a completely different way #i'll see myself out #goodnight #my excuses are i've been alone for a long time and the metaphorical club has long been forgotten #can i speak #should we speak our truths how long must we hide behind the if i speak phrase aren't we tired of silence #much to think about #spiralling #thoughts before bed #this is NOT going in the tag #misc.posts #damon is so precious here i want to hold him gently just the dearest god bless him for all he's done for us honestly

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stewieonthewall · 16 days

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I can understand people perceiving the hug to just be a hug between besties and that’s totally valid but just like anything to do with pazzi, it’s never really what they do but it’s what the rest of the team does that always gives them away or makes everything 🤨🤨 like with that hug, from the front angle you saw KK legit have the biggest surprised smile on her face when they hugged and the other angle, you can clearly see her put her hands over her mouth and was completely cheesing plus you can see ice looking over at kk? and giving a knowing smile. Then you obvs had azzi giving kk a light shove at the end to get her to stop. Bonus: aubrey’s smile as p goes in for the hug and the way q looks at them in the photo that was posted.

It’s the same with that clip. Like yes, the way they were holding each other in that seemed intimate but you could also chalk it up to them being drunk or something, but it was ice and carol’s reaction afterwards that let you know something’s going on.

So many other examples tbh haha but y’all already know 😜. Like 97% of their interactions in public can definitely be explained as just very close besties behavior, but their teammates’ reactions always say otherwise. But ofc each to their own and like i said, i can definitely understand ppl that totally just see them as besties (and maybe they really are just that or maybe not, i guess we’ll never know until they want us to know!)

yes yes yes i so agree

bc don’t get me wrong like i’ve been getting the “undercutting tension” vibe in everything they do for a while now but that could very much be me going insane, bc most of what they’ve done i would do/have done w my bsf bc we’re like soul tied. but also i feel like it did have different energy like watching them i wasn’t like oh yeah that’s us fr ykwim?

vibes/energy whatever is sm harder to read tho which is why i base so much of it off of their teammates, as you said. when paige and nika hug, no one bats an eye. when paige and azzi hug, everyone (discreetly) throws a party lmao

bc of everything that’s happened, i think the other girlies get just as excited as we do when pazzi does interact in public 😭 we really don’t get to see it a lot anymore it’s like a lil treat

but yeah the way all their teammates tiptoe around talking abt it and hide it on lives and always react like that speaks volumes and i don’t think they’d be able to keep up this bit (if it was) for this long

also food for thought, they could always say sum to shut it down and they never do 🤷‍♀️ like kate was chill w going on live and being like “i’m NOT dating jada” bc you know, she isn’t 😭😭

like the fact that they’re not even willing to lie abt it tells you how in deep they are

#sorry this got long #pazzi #spiralling

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memorabilia-memoria · 3 months

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🌪️

Paris 16, novembre 2023

#photography #photographie #france #paris #16 #cityscape #buildings #walls #stairs #spiralling #up #construction work #palais de tokyo #memoria #memoribilia

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saecoyle · 1 month

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One thing abt sujaeun is that no matter who initiate intimacy (hugs, kiss, hand holding ect) it WILL have meaning.

Suji initiating? It's the proof that she changed, she grew to accept her own vulnerability and claim needs that can't be fulfilled by herself. It means that she accept herself as human, as loving as much as lovable. It means working on years of touch starvation (you can't tell me her dad/mom as ever hugged her after the age of 10, or 5 even).

Jaeun initiating? Means she finally feels confident enough to engage something with Suji and grows to accept that she is wholeheartedly lovable. It's the proof that she doesn't think about herself as a problem anymore and that she is ready to take a step further in a relationship- even if it might fail, it means she's unapologetically showing her feelings raw and bare, without any shame.

#pyramid game #suji x jaeun #sujaeun #spiralling #sure grandsaecoyle it's time to go to bed

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replayingmelody · 2 months

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"Everyone is always a little bit sad at every moment. That's what makes us human."

#whisper girl #coquette #female hysteria #girl interrupted syndrome #girl interrupted #girl blogger #literature #spiralling #life quote #girly girl #just girly things #dior girl #cinnamon girl #just girly posts #sadgirl

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loveyourlovelysoul · 9 months

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Gentle reminder that overthinking won't change a situation nor the result of something, despite our mind would like us to see it this way. It's ofc kind of natural (unconscious, I'd say) to start overthinking cause of a trigger or any insecurity/fear attached to the subject, but it's also on us to remind ourselves, before spiralling, that it's on us what we think and how. We can decice our thoughts. And we cannot change what has happened (especially if it's actions that are concluded) nor we cannot change what will be (especially if we have no complete control over it) just by overthinking it and all the possible meanings or what ifs or anything. This will only stress us, and pain us, and cause more anxiety and worry. If you stop for a minute and think about it, you'll realize it's pointless, it's useless, to keep doing it cause it won't really help you in any way but simply block you and hurt you. And you don't deserve that. Please, remind yourself about this.

#words #healing #important #positivity #thoughts #self love #positive thinking #self healing #healingjourney #love yourself #self care #self embrace #self help #spiralling #anxiety #overthinking #self discovery

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mentallystable982 · 14 days

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So um stressing a lot js like fuck.

Like I was js thinking abt like my future in beings ✨trans✨ and js like tbh the situation’s so bad. Like I’ve never rly thought abt not transitioning cos honestly that’s the only thing that’s actually been keeping me ok (well relatively) rn. And like what if I don’t? Or if I can’t. like what if the situation in the uk doesn’t get better and pple like fucking Rishi sunak stay in power and we get our rights stripped from us. Like what if when it’s confirmed by a psychologist so I can actually get on the waiting list for hrt, the psychologist doesn’t believe me? Or I can’t get that or the waiting list js gets longer and I have to wait yrs and yrs and I’m never going to feel comfortable with myself. What if everything js goes wrong and I’m never rly gonna look like a girl, what if I don’t pass? …

Sry sry im spiralling aren’t I lol I’m js so scared. I want this sm, and it doesn’t look like it’s getting any better to get it. I js wanna be happy lol

Sry dw im fine u dotn have to respond if ur too tired or cba I get it lol

#vent #vent post #trans #transgender #transfem #trans hrt #hrt #lgbtqia #lgbt #politics #idk #lol #im fine #spiralling

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goddess-darkness · 1 month

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“I want you to know, Alex…and I mean this with all my heart, no man has ever possessed me in the way that you do,” Henry said. He leaned up to press kisses to Alex’s jaw. “Not one of them. Not even Dickie.” A sentiment which made Alex snort a little in disbelief, but which Henry ignored.

“I was fading….before I found you…losing myself in that underworld. Part of why I felt so…frustrated this time around because…you came back for me. And I knew I had to start fighting back for you - for us - but I couldn’t figure out how.”

Author fanfic: Rule Britannia. Chapter eleven: Beguiling.

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adilynnyuri · 22 days

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"PANICKING WHAT TO DO?? "

☆ Wdym "what to do"?? It's simply not what you wanted right? THEN WHY ARE YOU GIVING IMPORTANCE TO SHIT WHICH YOU DON'T WANT??

☆ Oh maybe because you think, "I will just vent to myself for few minutes and probably will get back to normal" 😐 NO BITCH. I mean, it's alright to feel bad for yourself sometimes (even not that too what ew?) But it's ok! Give time for yourself! BUT NO WAY YOUR ASS IS SAYING STUFFS LIKE "ohh I hate my life exactly which I don't wanted is happening" HELL NO BABE.

☆ If something is happening completely opposite to what you are assuming right now, DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT. IT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANTED SO IT'S BULLSHIT. Instead be delusional to your 3d bitch. I feel you, sometimes the 3d be acting like it's got all the power BUT BITCH NO YOU ARE THE POWER. YOU ARE THE GOD. YOU ARE IN CONTROL.

☴ ☵ ☶ ☷☴ ☵ ☶ ☷☴ ☵ ☶ ☷☴ ☵ ☶ ☷☴ ☵ ☶ ☷

What do to when nothing is working even though you did everything??

💟 Babe, lemme give you this cute advice which helped me alot! I have seen it in many posts in twitter and also in Pinterest! So all credits to the rightful owner fr!!

⭐ Whenever something is off in your reality/you don't get your desires, JUST CLOSE YOUR DAMN EYES BABE AND AFFIRM/DO WHATEVER METHOD YOU DO AND JUST CALM YOURSELF DOWN!

⭐ It has helped me a lot babes! Try it out to calm yourself to have the peaceful mind +life because that's what my hotties deserve!

With lots of love,

ADILYNN YURI🤍🌷

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thedepressexpress · 9 months

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hi! when I get depressed it's really hard to make sure I'm eating as much as I should so here are some things I eat when I don't have the energy to do shit

these are depression meals so they are in no way balanced and an ideal diet, this is to get you through it. if you have depression, some of these on your shopping list are a good idea. I update this list whenever I remember something

I'm also assuming the only equipment you have is a bowl, spoon, sink, microwave and at most, a can opener. in no particular order:

granola bars and adjacent things like nuts, dried fruit, etc

frozen sausages: break them in half and microwave, if they're too cold to break you can run them under hot water or leave them out for a couple minutes, you need the break them or they might explode

canned corn: open and eat with a spoon, you can strain and microwave if you want it hot

cheese: put it in a bowl and microwave till it melts or till it's crispy, your choice but if you do just cheese don't use a porous bowl

instant noodles: don't use a pan, use a bowl, empty the contents in the bowl, add water till at least half of the noodle thing is submerged, microwave for 2-4 minutes, mix and eat

regular noodles: use a bigger bowl than you normally would, add some dry pasta to it and enough water to cover the pasta but not much more, it might overflow, and microwave for a few minutes more than the package says to boil, drain the water and put in whatever, condiment, sauce, cheese, sausages, frozen veggies, and microwave again, it's more time intensive but also more nutrients so

canned beans: you can eat as is if it comes in a sauce, but if you got the ones with the clear liquid you can strain and rinse and if you don't have a strainer, open the can just a little from the tab and open a faucet, let the water run into the can and adjust the position of the lid till the water can go in without any of the beans coming out, it'll dissolve the liquid and it'll flow out, leave it for a bit then shake it, turn it upside to drain, let it refill then leave it again, repeat till the water over flowing isn't that weird liquid

crackers/biscuits: keep a stash of biscuits that you can eat, bonus if you can eat them with milk or tea or coffee or juice

juice: buy your favorite and keep a bottle in the fridge or frozen if you suspect you're starting to spiral and might need it in a few hours

readymade meals: whenever you go to do your grocery shopping, buy just one premade meal

vegetables: keep a vegetable you like that you can eat raw like cucumbers or carrots

fruits: keep a fruit you know you can eat or you know you can drown in something else, for example I don't like apples but I can eat them if they're covered in peanut butter

sweets: you can keep a favorite hard candy to get yourself salivating idk for me if helps activate some hunger while getting rid of the painful part of being hungry

butters and spreads: you can find premade sandwich spread with chicken in them, or jams or spreads that are savory like peanut/almond/cashew butter or sweet like a chocolate/vanilla spread

rice: if you make rice and ever have some left over you can freeze it and eat it later, you can also do that with rice in a bag

tofu: you can eat it raw as long as you drain the liquid it comes with

condiments: almost all of these things can be improved or 'seasoned' with ketchup, mayo, mustard, ranch, tartar sauce, marinara, etc. it'll give some flavor and make it taste better but don't microwave sauces unless they're properly mixed with the food especially mayo based ones, they can get weird

frozen vegetables: any time you're using the microwave to make these things, throw in a handful of frozen vegetables and microwave for a little longer

cereal: pair cereal with foods like yogurt instead of milk, you can add chocolate drink powder to the yogurt before adding the cereal which is really nice, you can also make it directly in the yogurt container if it's small enough

electrolytes: you can make them a bottle using two dashes of salt (1/4 tsp), a 2second squeeze of a honey bottle (2 tsp) and some kind of juice for a better flavor

potatoes: stab them all around with a fork, microwave for about six minutes, turn it over then microwave again, keeping microwaving and turning till it's soft on the inside and you can eat it

order out: if you can afford to order food, order it, some tips to get the most out of what you order 1. order a family box of food to store in the fridge 2. when you microwave it, do it with some water in a glass with your bowl/food in the microwave

if opening the tab on a can is keeping you from eating, try this. it'll open the can, you can use a knife, the back of a spoon, etc.

if it keeps you from spiraling, it's worth doing. and if it's worth doing, it's worth doing poorly. eating something is better than eating nothing.

hope this helps, if you can, please add more things!

#actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actually cptsd #actually traumatized #hope this helps #food #spiralling #mental health advice #mental health hacks

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stewieonthewall · 14 days

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see now i’m thinking abt azzi and i’m stalking her ig and the d’amelio footwear launch party thing is kinda my roman empire

bc first of all she looks beautiful like she is GLOWING

^^ also the whole fit is suuuper gay and her energy really adds to that vibe i think like maybe on its own it wouldn’t be but when she’s wearing it it def is

^^ and then there’s this photo. nothing crazy to add other than it’s fucking me up bc i need to be all up on azzi like that and also her stance and her expression and and and

#azzi fudd #spiralling

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trxshpxnda-xo · 3 months

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Stop letting others break you down and destroy your life.

Go ruin that shit ✨️ yourself ✨️ like the lil unstable baddie you are 🥹

#bpd mood #bpd #bpd splitting #bpd triggers #actually bpd #bpd brain #bpd shit #bpd vent #actually borderline #trauma #bpd feels #spiralling #breakdown #breakup #relationship issues #tw self destructive behavior #self destruction

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lesbian-rizzler · 8 months

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i really don’t get it— why don’t i feel like doing anything? i have so much free time after class & i have so many hobbies. i crochet, i paint, i write,i make bracelets. and yet every time i get back home i lay down in the bed, watch youtube, and play games on my ipad.

is it the executive dysfunction? because i’m gen-z? depression side effects? no idea!

i just want the energy to create again.

#obligatory autism tag #executive dysfunction #no energy #spiralling #like i’m literally an ipad baby it’s so bad #autism #autistic burnout

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