#sirius black x reader olivia rodrigo

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A james potter x fem!reader request <3

James is in love with Lily. He always has been, right? Ever since the first year of attending Hogwarts he has been chasing after her affection. It’s all anyone thinks of when they think of him. “The boy who chases the unattainable.” Through all of his failed attempts, Reader has stood next to him, supporting him through everything despite the raging love she feels for him.

James does something bad while trying to attain the affection of Lily… again. While his attempts work and he gets the girl, he ends up losing his best friend in the process.

Please have it end with a happy ending where they end up togetherrrr!! Thank youu!!

(If you want to of course, if you don’t mo worries. You can also add smut if you want 👀)

Lacy

smart, sexy lacy, i’m losing it lately

pairing: james porter x reader

warnings: cursing, jealously, james being stupid, insecurity, confessions, lowkey toxic!james, rosekiller and dorlene my babies, hurt/comfort, ANGST, twin evan and pandora 💘, james being shit on for being a douche, happy ending

wc: 2.5k

a/n: ok i absolutely love this idea but i’m not sure if i executed it very well, however i did have so much fun doing it :)))

It was no secret that James Potter was in love with Lily Evans. He always has been, it was just a part of Hogwarts life now - a wild shenanigan to gain the affection of the woman he wanted.

It was also no secret that you stood by his side and picked up the pieces for 6 years every time his schemes got shut down by Lily.

You and James had grown up together, your families running in the same social circle. So you were well aware of his antics and escapades. But in these 17 years of being by James’s side as a friend, you wanted more.

You have wanted more since the two of you escaped from one of your family’s parties when you were 12. He led you out to the garden where the two of you stargazed for the remainder of the boring, high-class party.

But you could never let James know the love you had for him. You were his highest confidante and his best friend, you didn’t want that to be ruined. You’d rather keep James as friend than not have him at all.

You love James, however, you hate Lily Evans. You hate everything about her. Her stupid beautiful smile, her perfectly kept hair, her sweet personality, her Outstanding test scores, and of course the undeniable love and admiration from James Potter. She is just perfect, and you hate her for it. Except you can’t really hate her. You hate the envy you’ve curated towards her. She is so admirable it’s annoying as hell.

You sat in the Marauders’ room, helping James plan out his next gesture for Lily. The rest of the Marauders were spread around the room doing various things, reading, drumming, smoking.

You were getting annoyed at him now, you just wanted him to notice you. Of course you were there but you wanted him to see you, not see through you. Tension had been thick between the two of you for weeks.

“Alright so pink flowers or blue flowers? Or both?”

“Is this a baby shower?”

James frowned at your harsh tone, “Okay…”

You held your hand at the bridge of your nose and closed your eyes, “Just get her Calla Lillies or something. Simple flower and her name is Lily,”

“Oh that’s an amazing idea! You’re a genius, what would I do without you?”

You rolled your eyes, probably get yourself killed, you thought.

James noticed your slumped demeanor, and so did Remus as he perked up from behind his book to listen in on your conversation.

“What is wrong with you?”

“I beg your pardon?” you snapped at him.

“What. Is. Wrong. With. You.?” he annunciated every word archly, like you were a small child.

Remus stepped in like a parent, “James don’t talk to her like that,”

“No, I want to know what’s wrong with her attitude,”

“There’s nothing wrong,”

“You know what, fuck you, I don’t even care,” he turned around to put his parchment down.

“Yeah, you never do,” you got up to leave when James grabbed your wrist.

“You’re just fucking mad that no one cares about you like I care about Lily,” this brought the rest of the people in the room to the conversation.

“James!” Peter and Remus shouted at him simultaneously. Peter was always on your side, he had grown up with you, Marlene, and James as kids. And he knows about your crush on James.

“James, what the hell?” Even Sirius was shocked he could say such a thing to you.

Your expression hardened as you tried to hold in tears, you pulled your hand away from him and mustered up as much strength as you could to speak back to him, you looked at him with glassed over eyes, “Fuck you, James, I never want to see you again.”

You ran out of their dorm, Remus and Peter in tow, and into your dorm, slamming the door in their faces.

Falling flat on the bed, face first, screaming into your pillow, you wanted to die. Actually. This was actually the end of your life because there was no coming back from this.

Soft knocks on the door pulled you from your trance. You stood up and opened the door meeting Lily’s soft face, “Are you alright, I could hear you screaming from outside?”

You wanted to throat punch her.

“Yeah, I’m okay. Just stressed,”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, 100%,”

“Okay. Well Mary, Marlene, and I are going down to the greenhouse if you’d like to join?”

“I think I’m going to stay… and study,”

“Alright, well we’ll see you later then,” Lily left the dorm doorway with a smile and you went back to you bed and flopped down. Does she have to be so perfect?

You were never getting over this.

Back in the Marauders dorm, James was being berated by his friends.

“How could you say that to her?”

“James, you’re so fucking dense,”

“Do you ever think before you speak?”

“You’re an actual idiot, genuinely,”

“You clearly need time to think, so we’ll give you some time alone to reflect on your relationship with her,” Remus and Sirius stormed out, Peter following.

At the doorway he hesitated and turned to James sitting slumped on his bed, “James, have you ever thought you’re not in love with Lily and she’s just a distraction for you?”

A distraction? What? From what? From who?

Peter left shortly after sticking James with the question of a life time. Was he talking about you?

It didn’t matter. He loves Lily. Right?

The next day he expected everything to go back to normal, you would be back by his side and his friends would be alright. Except this wasn’t the case. His friends were still wary of him and you were no where to be found.

At breakfast his friends only talked about school work and he noticed you weren’t at the table with them. He had also noticed that Marlene gave him an upturned look every time he looked in her direction. You must’ve told her what happened.

At lunch he noticed you still weren’t in the Great Hall. He hoped you were eating something, he knew how easy it was for you to accidentally skip meals. He left lunch early to look for you after his friends wouldn’t talk to him and he kept getting dirty looks from the rest of the girls at the Gryffindor table.

He took a couple laps around the school until he remembered that you loved the library and you had to be there! When he got there he beelined for the spot you and him always shared and as he approached he heard hushed voices and giggles.

He peeked around the corner of a bookshelf and saw you sitting way too close to Evan Rosier.

What the fuck were you doing with Rosier? How do you even know Rosier? Why are you talking to him? Since when did you even become friends?

Evan was one of your closest friend’s twin brother, you’d grown up next to Pandora and Evan just as you had with James, Peter, and Marlene.

You were quite well-known in the wizarding world because of your parents' social lives; always throwing lavish parties and social events.

Evan had been a confidante of yours for a couple of years now, especially since the two of you exchanged advice and stories about the guys you’ve been pining over for years.

But what were you doing with him, of course? Debriefing.

James suddenly felt like he was going to throw up everywhere. How dare you fucking bring Evan fucking Rosier to your spot.

He stormed out of the library and into his next class. He couldn’t even focus on transfiguration. Everything he touched just blew up, which was quite the parallel to his social life.

At dinner he noticed that you still weren’t at the table. There was no way you were going to skip all three meals just because you were avoiding him. That’s when he saw you across the Great Hall sitting at the Slytherin table, in between Rosier and Crouch, laughing at something that probably wasn’t even that funny.

His appetite was suddenly gone. Not to mention he was getting looks from almost everyone at the Gryffindor table. Alice Fortescue, Marlene, Mary, and even Lily were all avoiding his pleading gazes.

Emmeline Vance, Dorcas Meadows, and Emma Vanity would occasionally catch his attention with their hard and disgusted stares.

Fuck. How many people had you told about what happened?

Tomorrow will be better. Everyone is just tense today.

Tomorrow was not in fact better. It was quite possible that it was almost worse than before.

James felt alone. If you were still here with him, he would wrap himself in your arms and cry into your shoulder. But you weren’t here because he pushed you away, quite harshly he may add.

In the morning you sat with the Slytherins, at lunch you sat with the Slytherins, and at dinner you sat with the Slytherins. You may as well be one by now.

The next day came and everything was the same, except for the fact that his friends were a little more talkative. But he didn’t have you.

You were gone, Lily wouldn’t even look at him, which at this point he didn’t even care. He just wants you back.

On the third day of losing you, you still weren’t around and it was really affecting James. You’ve never gone this long without something as simple as a check-in.

He thinks by now all of Hogwarts has known what he had said to you and for the past two nights he’s laid awake thinking about it, wishing he could take it back.

You hadn’t really told anyone except Dorcas, Pandora, and Evan. Dorcas told Marlene, Marlene told Mary, Lily, and Alice. Pandora told Barty who told Regulus and Mulciber. Regulus told Emmaline and Emma. And from there it spread like wildfire.

A week passed and you got closer to the Slytherins and he increasingly got worse. He lost the quidditch game to Ravenclaw. He failed his Defense Against the Dark Arts paper. And most of all, he was losing it, snapping at everyone and constantly drunk or high.

His friends cornered him in his dorm one afternoon, “Have you thought maybe you’re like this because you love her?”

“Of course I bloody love her! I fucking messed up,”

Merlin. He’s had so much time to think about you and he realized that Peter was right. Lily was just a distraction from you.

He hated how long it took him to figure out his feelings for you. You were just perfect in his eyes — your hair, your teeth, your eyes, your smile, your kindness, your humor, he wanted every single part of you and he irrevocably fucked it up.

“Talk to her, that’s the best you can do.”

He found you in the library, alone this time. Calling your name hesitantly, you looked up from your book with an arched brow.

“Can we talk?”

”No,” you said archly. James was taken aback, not expecting you to say that. You packed your things and James watched as you left the library. What the fuck just happened?

He stormed back into his dorm where the group had added Marlene to the mix. James came in and slammed the door.

“I take it the talk went well,” Marlene added sarcastically.

“Fuck off, Mckinnon,” Marlene hated that. Standing from her place next to Sirius’s bed she walked towards James aggressively.

“No, fuck you, Potter. Dorcas told me what you said. Dorcas! Not even my own best friend told me what happened, I had to hear it from my girlfriend!”

“Ok,”

“You’re so fucking dense it’s actually painful,”

“Please can you just help me talk to her,”

“Go to our dorm, she’s in there, I’ll stand at the door to keep her in,”

“Thank you, Marlene, I’m so serious, I owe you big for this one,”

“Yeah, okay, just go fix it, you’re getting really horrible to be around.”

James raced to your dorm and knocked on the door, which was the mistake. He knew you weren’t going to answer. He opened the door, seeing you laying on your bed with a book.

“We’re talking. Right now,” you looked up at him and rolled your eyes.

“Please, please hear me out,”

“James-“

“No, please,” you let out a breath and nodded your head at him, curtly, egging him to go on.

“I cannot even express how horrible I feel for shouting at you and saying some horrid things. I want you back more than ever, I love you so much and I am so fucking daft for not seeing it sooner,” your gaze softened but you were still skeptical.

“Listen, what you said isn’t what totally bothered me, it was the way you said it. James, I have stood by your side for years while you pinned over Lily, and when you said that I wished I had someone to love me like that, I was hoping it would be you,”

“And it is me, I love you, so much, and I can’t even comprehend my love for you because it’s absolutely wild,”

“How can I even trust what you’re saying right now? How can I know everything isn’t going to revert back to the way it was?”

He moved closer to your bed, his knees against the mattress, standing above you.

"Because I promise to give you everything in my entire being. I want to give you my all - my heart, my mind, my soul,” he sat beside you, taking your face in his hand, brushing away stray hair with his other hand.

“I want you James, but I can’t trust you anymore,”

“We can build on it,” you want him so bad. You need him so bad.

“Do you promise?”

“I swear on my life.”

You lean in and softly press your lips to his. Your lips move rhythmically against his, as if they were meant to be together.

The kiss was more than electric, it was as if everything in the world went silent and the stars had aligned in your favor. The short time you were together you felt a need and an urgency to be with him.

There was nothing you loved more in the world than James Potter.

#james potter is perfect #james potter x reader #james potter #remus x reader #remus lupin x reader #peter pettigrew #peter is actually an amazing friend #dorcas x marlene #marlene mckinnon #sirius black x reader #sirius black #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #regulus and evan and barty #regulus black #lily evans #marauders #marauders x reader #marauders era #lacy by olivia rodrigo #lacy olivia rodrigo #x reader #dorcas meadowes #hogwarts #james potter is a himbo #james being mean lowk #pining #friends to lovers #friends to enemies to lovers

[strawberrysodaslut]

bad idea right? fic with sirius black DONT STOP ME NOW IM COOKING

#olivia rodrigo #sirius black #sirius black x reader #sirius black SMUT

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God I Wish That You Had Thought This Through Sirius Black x Reader

A/N: hi hello i haven’t posted any fanfiction in years and this is the first time i’ve posted any on tumblr so plz ik it’s short and bad but if someone wants a part 2💪😩

Part 1 Part 2

Masterlist

If you want to be tagged just ask <3

Summary: Sirius Black x Reader, based on Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo.

Warnings: angst, mentions of cheating, Sirius being an asshole <3

“Sirius please i just want you stay for a little while. please?” You pleaded with him with big eyes hoping just this once he’d cancel his plans with her for you instead of the other way around.

“Y/N you know I can’t i’ve got plans, we’ve been over this.” he sighed while shoveling his paper and books into his satchel.

You hated how he dismissed your want to be with him like it didn’t matter, he hadn’t been available much lately after he and Marlene decided they liked helping Professor Sprout with extra Herboligy care. You mumbled from your position at the foot of the bed, “Keeping your plans never seems to matter when they have to do with me.”

He hardly stopped at this just scoffed “You know that’s not true.” He spoke as he finished packing up his belongings.

“Why do you have to make everything a fight.”

You tried, really, you know him and Marlene weren’t just friends even if nothing had happened it wasn’t something to just be brushed under a rug.

You hated the idea of confronting him about it, you wanted him, you liked that you had him that he loved you. And so you kept quiet. “You’re right i’m sorry.”

Sirius gave you one last look knowing what he was about to go do, knowing what he did hurt you. He wanted to scream at you, wanted you to know he was doing it for you. Of course Marlene was attractive and funny but he loved you he wanted you to care that he was with her. He felt guilty knowing he was hurting you but a small part of him wanted the attention knowing he could do anything and you wouldn’t leave.

As he walked through the door you lowered your head to your hands. You wished it were different, that he’d stay.

-

Once again the two of you sat quietly in his dorm. You knew you needed to say something if you wanted to make it work, still you were anxious. what if you were wrong? What if he wasn’t lying and it was all in your head?

Still you spoke, “Sirius?”

It had been a week since your ‘fight’ you’ve tiptoed around the subject the past couple of days hoping he’d say something first but still nothing. “Yes love?” he said, hardly paying you any mind.

“Are you and Marlene just friends.” Your words came out fast, barley above a whisper.

Sirius sighed he looked almost relieved, “Y/N, Your paranoid of course we’re just friends. I love you, no one else.” He moved closer to you gently taking the side of your face with his hand, “Promise.”

As you looked him in the eyes you knew he was lying, you knew Sirius. He fidgeted his other hand with the hem of his sleeve. You knew what you had to do but it killed you to do it.

“Sirius please don’t lie to me.” your eyes started to sting as you looked at him.

“Y/N I-.“ He breathed out, this couldn’t be fixed, he knew that.

You pushed a sob down before quietly grabbing your bag and heading to the door. When you looked back Sirius had tears on his face his eyes pleading with you to stay.

you gave him one last look before shutting the door.

#sirius black imagine #sirius black #sirius black x reader #sirius x reader #sirius black x reader angst #angst #sirius black cheating #siriusblack #harry potter #hogwarts #marauders fanfiction #fanfiction #angst fanfic #sirius black angst #sirius black x reader olivia rodrigo #olivia rodrigo #traitor olivia rodrigo #song fanfic #reblog

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SOUR MASTERLIST! — main masterlist

a collection of oneshots based off olivia rodrigo's debut album, sour.

F: fluff A: angst

𖥻 - my favourites

A: brutal god. it's brutal out here

F: traitor (t.n) god, i wish that you had thought this through, before i went and fell in love with you

A + F: drivers license (c.d) 𖥻 but i still fuckin' love you

A: one step forward, three steps back (s.b) do you love me, want me, hate me

A + F: deja vu (d.m) 𖥻 i know you get dejà vu

A + F: good 4 u (t.n) 𖥻 i guess good for you

A: enough for you (d.m) 'cause someday i'll be everything to somebody else

A: happier (r.b) i hope you're happy, but don't be happier

A: jealousy, jealousy (d.m) happier. prettier. jealousy, jealousy

A: favourite crime (j.p) 'cause baby, you were mine

A + F: hope ur ok (d.m x sister! reader) 𖥻 i love you, and i hope that you're okay

#sour #harrypotter #draco malfoy #draco malfoy x reader #souralbum #olivia rodrigo #theodore nott #theodore nott x reader #theo nott x reader #sirius black x reader #cedric diggory x reader #regulus black x reader #james potter x reader

[selenesheart]

sour collection

a collection of blurbs and imagines based on the album sour by olivia rodrigo. (#sour collection!)

now playing: sour - olivia rodrigo

1:05 ───⊙─────── 3:35

♡ brutal — luna lovegood x fem!reader

luna always felt out of place, like she didn’t belong there. her last mistake was falling in love with you, the most pretty, popular hogwarts girl.

♡ traitor — james potter x fem!reader

james promised, he promised she was just a friend, yet he lied, right to your face, he betrayed you, like a fucking traitor.

♡ driver’s license — pansy parkinson x fem!reader

after the summer break, classes start again. you’re excited to finally be able to see your best friend, the person you fell in love with, just to find out that she’s going out with that blonde girl.

♡ 1 step forward, 3 steps back — ginny weasley

ginny took advantage of the power you gave her. does she love you, want you, hate you? you never knew. you’d never understand.

♡ deja vu — sirius black x fem!reader

you overhear marlene mckinnon brag about her relationship with sirius. and you can’t help but think about how you had all of that first.

♡ good 4 u — remus lupin x fem!reader

you see that remus moved on pretty easily, that he looks happier and healthier. yet you still spend your nights crying yourself to sleep because of him.

♡ enough for you — lily evans x fem!reader

you changed yourself. the way you acted, your personality, your preferences for lily, just for her to leave you crying alone. because all you ever wanted was to be enough for her.

♡ happier — blaise zabini x fem!reader

you wished blaise would be happy with his new relationship with pansy, yet you hoped he wouldn’t be happier than when he was with you.

♡ jealousy, jealousy — draco malfoy x fem!reader

your body filled with jealousy as you observed astoria greengrass, someone who you didn’t even knew, yet someone you desired to be.

♡ favorite crime — harry potter x fem!reader

you willingly did things for harry, hoping that one day you could call him yours. now the only thing left is a broken heart and four hands bloody.

♡ hope ur ok — hermione granger x fem!reader

you haven’t talked to your middle school friend in years. and now you’re sending her a letter, letting her know that you still care about her and that you hope she’s ok.

#sour collection! #coming soon… #luna lovegood x reader #james potter x reader #pansy parkinson x reader #ginny weasley x reader #sirius black x reader #remus lupin x reader #lily evans x reader #blaise zabini x reader #draco malfoy x reader #harry potter x reader #hermione granger x reader #smut #angst #fluff #harry potter series #wlw #marauders era #olivia rodrigo #mine #navigation #helleli #sour olivia rodrigo

[moonvyx]

Good 4 U - Harry Potter

Tw: none

Takes place in 4th year :)

Snape is your dad

2 weeks ago, Harry was being suspicious. Then a few days ago you broke up with Harry after you saw him snog Cho. Terrific.

Sighing, you continued to write down the lyrics for your song.

You see, you've always had a special place in your heart for music. And the professors noticed and decided to ask you to sing for everyone for the Yule Ball.

Excited, you said yes and began to write a love song.

But it all changed to a mad love song after you caught Harry snogging Cho.

You were of course, heart broken, confused and stressed. And maybe Harry was but he never showed it, making everyone so confused about his feelings towards you.

You let out a frustrated groan, catching Hermione's attention. "You okay there? You know you should take a break." She insisted but you just shook your head. "No, the ball is in 3 days, I'm not even done with the song. So I am not relaxing til I'm finished with this." You stubbornly said before continuing to pour your anger into the poor piece of parchment.

Letting out a scream of joy, you ran around the common room as Hermione and a few other people stared at you. "Are you going to finally relax?" She rolled her eyes. You nodded happily. "Yes! I'm done with the song! Amazing, I can go get ready for the ball. See you in a while Hermione!"

After a few songs, Dumbledore called your name for your performance.

You look over at Filch and shook your head, telling him that you've already provided the instruments.

You took out your wand and flicked it and music began to play.

"Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily, you found a new girl and it only took a couple weeks." You began to sing the song.

"Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world?" People began clapping for you and sat down, enjoying the performance.

"And good for you, I guess that you've been workin' on yourself,"

"I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped. Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl." You sneaked a quick glance at them, Harry and Cho, carefully.

"Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask."

"Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me."

"Merlin, I wish that I could do that,"

"I've lost my mind,"

"I've spent the night cryin' on the floor in my bathroom just over the fact that I really don't get it." Your eyes traveled to where Harry was sitting,  but this time the glance became a stare. You didn't notice that some people were following your eyes and were staring at him too, especially Snape. But he was glaring at him.

"But I guess good for you."

"Well, good for you, I guess you're gettin' everything you want,"

"You bought a new car and your career's really takin' off."

"It's like we never even happened. What the fuck is up with that?"

"And good for you, it's like you never even met me."

"Remember when you swore to Merlin I was the only person who ever got you?"

"Well, screw that and screw you!"

"You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do,"

"Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask." People were liking- no, loving the song, even some of them were dancing to the song. You smiled at them, thankful that they enjoyed your days of work. You also noticed all of the professors vibing to it, making you smile even more and enjoy the song as you sang it.

"Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me."

"Merlin, I wish that I could do that,"

"I've lost my mind,"

"I've spent the night cryin' on the floor in my bathroom just over the fact that I really don't get it."

"But I guess good for you."

"Maybe I'm too emotional,"

"But your apathy's like a wound in salt."

"Maybe I'm too emotional,"

"Or maybe you never cared at all."

"Maybe I'm too emotional,"

"Your apathy is like a wound in salt."

"Maybe I'm too emotional,"

"Or maybe you never cared at all."

"Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask."

"Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me."

"Baby, like a darn sociopath!"

"I've lost my mind,"

"I've spent the night cryin' on the floor in my bathroom just over the fact that I really don't get it."

"But I guess good for you."

"Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily."

After that, everyone in the hall clapped, whistled, screamed- (low-key fangirling or fanboying. I feel you) for you while Harry stared at his shoes and Cho looked at her glass guiltily while Snape was still glaring at Harry.

#Spotify #hogwarts #harry potter #hogwarts x reader #weasley family #hermione granger #ron weasley #harry potter x reader #sirius black #snape #severus snape #cho chang #olivia rodrigo

[darthwheezely]

brutal - h.p.

summary: harry potter is spiraling. and unbeknownst to him, you’re left in his dust of confusion. will harry be able to make it back to you the same? (based off brutal by olivia rodrigo - my first installment of my sour collection!)

pairing: harry potter x reader

warnings: angst, mention of major character death , mentions of ouid, mentions of tattoos. cussing

a/n: Jesus Christ I’m so sorry my collection took this long :,) these won’t always be shit I promise

i’m so insecure that i think

that i’ll die before i drink

and i’m so caught up in the news

of who likes me and who hates you...

Harry hadn’t ever really been doing well.

But Harry certainly wasn’t doing well right now.

Sirius was dead, Dumbledore was keeping things from him, and the last thing he probably needed at this point was a party in the Gryffindor common room.

However: everyone believed that the best thing Harry needed was this goddamn party in the Gryffindor common room. Everyone was doing what they felt was right, Ron and Katie were wrecked from the smoke they inhaled, Ginny showing off her secret tramp stamp (“if you tell my mum, I break your fuckin’ face, got it?”), Hermione was upstairs in bed, Lavender was making out with Parvati-

It really only left you and Harry there.

“I’m erm - I’ll see you all later,” he said awkwardly, getting up from the couch and making for the painting door.

“Mate, you just got here, you could stand to relax a bit-“ Ron asked, a slight tone of incredulity in his voice.

“I said I’m fine, just got. A lot of things to mull over s’all,” he gruffly retorted, continuing to make for the door. You knew this was your chance to talk to him, to figure out what he needed. So you got up from your spot on the couch, and headed outside:

When Harry needed to leave and think about things, he went to 1 of 3 places: the edge of the Black Lake, the bridge, or the Astronomy Tower.

And something about the way he was acting just led you to believe it’d be the last of the bunch and fortunately, you were right.

Harry James Potter was bent over the side of the Astronomy tower, the same one that Albus Dumbledore met with lifeless eyes and a weak body. Harry frequently thought of that scene, his heart stilling for a brief moment at how he could’ve surely thought of a plan of action, delayed a reaction, anything to have him back.

Harry thought about this a lot, and it killed you to watch.

“Harry?” You said softly, wrapping your arms around yourself, craning your head around. “Sweetheart, can we talk?”

“About what?” He answered, just as softly, turning his head just slightly. You wet your bottom lip and came to bend over next to him, just in silence for a moment before:

“I remember when you used to come up here all the time,” you mused. At his silence, you continued on:

“You looked so pensive, always. You always were in your own head for some reason - but the minute you came down from this tower, you always had a plan for something.” You could feel him looking at you now, heard him gulp in fact, but he wasn’t ready to talk quite yet.

“Harry, you cannot do this all on your own-“

“Yes, I can, Y/N-“

“No, you can’t,” you said just a bit louder for him to hear. You hated raising your voice to the boy before you, but if it would make him listen just this once: you would do what you have to.

“I. I just don’t know how I’m expected to do all of this-“

“With help, Harry, you know that-“

“No, God, no. I-I don’t know what I’m supposed to do even with help, Y/N, you don’t fucking understand.” He said harshly, scoffing as he smiled ruefully off in the distance.

“I’ve never had a rule book to follow and now what I’m supposed to do is - what? Find Horcruxes by myself? My only fucking adult guidance I have left that knew a shred of what I have to do is dead, and the man that I just met that was supposed to be my godfather is-“ he stopped, swallowing the end of his sentence.

“The point is - I don’t have a road map for these things. I don’t know what to do or how to make the people around me happy especially, not like this.” He rolled his jaw, his posture disjointed and awkward and not at all like the boy you fell in love with all those years ago.

You knew he was going through it, hell weren’t you all in your own way? How would Hogwarts be safe anymore? How could anyone feel like the world was as it should be when the headmaster of Hogwarts was dead and the only boy who could save you all was left like a hog to slaughter in Voldemort’s wake?

“I’m not asking you to know, Harry,” you said softly, stepping closer to him to cradle his face, the moment your fingers reached his jaw having him soften and break under your touch.

“I’m just asking you to let me stay. Can I do that?” You let your fingers trace down the soft gothic contours of his jaw and cheeks, his meadow green eyes boring into you with nothing but awe.

“Can I do that, Harry?”

“Well, I’d be a Boy Who Rests in Peace if I didn’t let you, wouldn’t I?” He joked half heartedly, letting his forehead meet yours.

“I love you, idiot boy.”

“I love you, brave girl.”

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[omgrachwrites]

Happier - Sirius Black

Pairing: Sirius Black x Reader

Prompt: ‘I regret walking away from you.’

Summary: You’d always had a plan for your life, a plan for your career, until Sirius Black pushed his way into your life. Everyone lives au

Warnings: fluff, angst

Words: 1586

A/N: This is for @pregnant-piggy​‘s 2k challenge! Congrats again love, I hope this is okay, it’s been too long since I wrote some proper angst, I was 100% listening to Happier by Olivia Rodrigo while I was writing this! Hope you all enjoy this and please let me know what you think! I love you all! xxx

You’d always had a plan for your life; you always knew exactly how you wanted it to go. For most of your life you had watched some of the women in your family go to ruin because of their horrible taste in men. You knew that they couldn’t help who they fell in love with but you were determined that that wasn’t going to happen to you. You’d come up with a rule that you wouldn’t date anyone until you’d graduated from Hogwarts and you were comfortable in your job.

Unfortunately, in your seventh year, Sirius Black was there to throw a wrench in your plans. Sirius was someone that everyone knew and if he lavished you with attention then you weren’t special because he’d be with someone new in no time. You’d always done your best to avoid him and he’d never really bothered with you.

Sirius Black had always been someone that you thought was good looking – gorgeous even – but this year he seemed different. Different in a good way. But it still wasn’t enough for you to break your rules, if you were going to get into a relationship – or a situationship – with anyone it would have to be someone safe, like Regulus.

You coughed slightly as your cauldron emitted thick grey smoke, unlike the delicate silver vapour that you were supposed to be producing.

“Y/N, can I please steal some of your honey water?” Sirius politely called across the room, winking at you in the process.

You rolled your eyes while the Ravenclaw girl that was sitting in front of you simpered and batted her eyelashes at him, “sure,” you smiled, picking up your vial of honey water and you met him halfway, “there you go,” you grinned as you passed it to him.

As Sirius took the vial from you, his fingers brushed up against yours, sending pleasant tingles up your arm. He licked his bottom lip to wet it as he looked at you and smiled. From this close up, you could see the freckles that dusted over the bridge of his nose and you could almost count the different shade of grey in his eyes.

“Thanks, Y/N.”

You nodded before clearing your throat, “sure, whatever,” you shrugged as you walked back to your seat. You tried to act like he didn’t affect you.

Over the next couple of months you started seeing Sirius around Hogwarts more and more, in the past you would just walk past each other, barely acknowledging each other. But now, you stopped in the corridors to talk and flirt every now and then. After a couple of months of the cat and mouse game, he eventually asked you out to Hogsmeade and you even surprised yourself by saying yes.

You figured that you could let loose a little, you were more than on track for your future. Plus, he’d really gotten underneath your skin but you knew that he would surely move on in a couple of weeks because that was his pattern so it wasn’t too much of a hindrance. It was just some fun between new friends.

After a couple of Hogsmeade dates you realised how much of a good person he was, despite his reputation. Another couple of months passed by and the both of you were still seeing each other – to your surprise, he wasn’t seeing anyone else – and you really were in deep. You were falling fast and hard for Sirius. You now knew why everyone loved him.

One night you were in bed together and Sirius had his arms wrapped tightly around you, stroking your hair. You smiled up at his handsome profile and kissed his cheek, “we’re gonna go the distance, you know that?” he smiled down at you with love in his eyes, “I love you, Y/N.”

You grinned as you cupped his cheek, rubbing your fingers against his stubble, “I love you too baby.”

He smiled, running a thumb over your bottom lip, “Merlin, I’m so glad that we got to know each other, I mean I’ve always thought that you were beautiful but you are just one of the best people that I’ve ever met.”

You grinned, running your hands down his chest, “you’re amazing, Sirius.”

After you had graduated from Hogwarts, you were offered the chance to work overseas and you jumped at the chance – with Sirius’ blessing of course. For a long while, you and Sirius made the whole long distance thing work. However, the two of you ran into complications, Sirius didn’t want to move halfway across the world and you didn’t want to move back to England, it would feel like you were moving back to square one.

It was you who initiated the breakup and it was the hardest thing that you’d ever had to do, to stand in front of someone you loved and tell him that you were better off not together was awful. It splintered your heart but it couldn’t be helped, Sirius was the right person, it was just the wrong time.

13 Years Later

On the night of the third Triwizard Tournament task, the atmosphere was electric as you made your way through the crowd. You grinned as a cheering group of students wearing yellow and black rushed past you. You had missed this.

“Y/N?” a soft honey like voice called out to you and you turned to look for whoever wanted your attention.

Your breath stuttered in your throat as your eyes landed on him, on Sirius. He looked so handsome, his hair was shorter and the stubble on his jaw was thicker. Sirius Black had changed but there was that familiar twinkle in his soft grey eyes and there was a cheeky smile on his face.

“Cat got your tongue or somethin’?” he smirked.

“Sirius, it’s um, it’s been a long time,” you blushed when you managed to get your voice back.

He laughed, scrubbing a hand through his hair, “you got that right. Do you want to join us by the way?” he gestured to the seats next to him and that was when you noticed that James, Lily and Remus were sitting next to him. They had no doubt come here to watch Harry.

You offered them a shy wave before you looked back at Sirius. Those old butterflies were back, fluttering in your stomach, in fact you don’t think that they had ever left, “I’d love to join you, thank you,” you smiled as you sat down and watched the four champions disappear into the maze.

There wasn’t much to do while you waited for the champions to complete the task so you had no choice but to catch up with Sirius, you were glad that you got the opportunity but your heart still hurt. He seemed really happy, you were happy too but Sirius was the thing that was missing, losing him was your biggest regret. You were a different person now, now you would take Sirius over any job.

Thankfully, there were no hard feelings between you and Sirius, or the others for that matter, the both of you had been so young and no one was really to blame. Sirius was an Auror now and you couldn’t think of a better job for him.

After a couple of swigs of Firewhisky – from a flask that Sirius had brought – you worked up the courage and you turned to look at him. He just looked so beautiful and carefree, there were crinkles around his eyes when he smiled or laughed and he talked with his hands, it was adorable. You still loved him. Merlin knows that you still loved him, and you always would.

“Sirius,” you almost choked on your words as he raised a questioning eyebrow and looked away from the maze to make eye contact with you. With a deep breath, you offered him a small smile, “I regret walking away from you, I really do. I should have just come home and tried to make things work between us and I’m sorry. I really do hope that you’re happy, I’m sorry to drop all this on you but I just wanted you to know that I still love you,” you smiled; you wanted to reach out and touch him.

Sirius’ eyes went wide for a split second as he chewed his lip and rubbed the back of his neck before heaving a big sigh, “look, Y/N,” he was cut off by a woman and a child running up behind him.

“I’m so sorry that we’re late sweetheart!” the woman gasped as she pressed a quick but loving kiss to Sirius’ lips, the little girl looked about six and she looked exactly like him. She had his eyes.

“No worries, love,” Sirius grinned, kissing her once more before he turned to you with an apologetic look on his face, “Y/N, this is my wife.”

You smiled but it felt forced as the splinter in your heart cracked and fissured even more, you had to blink back tears as you nodded at her, “it’s nice to meet you,” you hadn’t noticed Sirius wearing a wedding ring. However you did notice that he was fiddling with a chain around his neck, you were willing to bet that he wore his wedding ring around his neck so it wouldn’t get damaged while he was working.

You were glad Sirius was happy, you really were but you were selfish enough to wish that he could have found that happiness with you.

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[ladyvesuvia]

MINI-CELEBRATION FOR 400 FOLLOWERS

[NAVIGATION]

CLOSED

ANNOUNCEMENT

Thank you for supporting me and my works! To thank you all, I have started a camping-themed celebration with multiple activities. But that’s not all. I’m also starting a two-month writing challenge! Deadline: None, so feel free to take your time.

RULES:

No need to be following me to participate, but would be nice if you did mwah

Reblog this post!

open for all Harry Potter characters as long as it’s a reader insert! (Ex: character x reader, character x reader x character + love triangles are okay too)

oneshot, blurb, and drabbles are welcome!

implied smut is okay, but no visual scenes and graphic depictions.

NO PEDOPHILIA, INCEST, AND NON-CON/RAPE. Please. Not only are you disqualified, but you will also be blocked and reported.

it’s okay to cancel! just let me know via asks so i can remove you from the list <3

maximum of three users under the same prompt.

you can write angst, fluff, comfort, and whump! but angst is recommended hehe *convulses*

INSTRUCTIONS:

send me an ask and tell me which of the following prompt(s) you will be doing + the character(s).

make sure to mention me in your story and tag your post with #vesuvia400wc

masterlist for everyone’s works!

SONGS:

1. Evergreen Tree by Cliff Richard

2. How to Fight Loneliness by Wilco

3. Let Her Go by Passenger

— Sirius Black » @mais-e

4. Someone Like You by Adele

— James Potter » @everlxre

5. This Time I’ll Be Sweeter by Angela Bofill

6. Till I Met You by Odette Quesada

7. Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo

— Fred Weasley » @fredsghost

— Harry Potter » @galaxypotter

8. Two Slow Dancers by Mitski

— Hermione Granger » @simpology

9. Turning Page by Sleeping at Last

10. When We Were Young by Adele

— Draco Malfoy » @noellewrites

DIALOGUE:

ANGST

11. “You were the one who walked out, not me.”

— Draco Malfoy » @noellewrites

12. “I’m not (her/him/them/you).”

— Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy » @firewhiskyss

13. “I’m happy I met (you/her/him/them). I’m sorry (you/she/he/they) met me.”

14. “We were doomed right from the start.”

— Regulus Black » @1800-unrequited-love

15. “Are you still waiting for me to fall in love with you?”

— James Potter » @prongs103

16. “How much have you had?”

17. “Get out. Get out of this house and get out of my life!”

18. “Are you tired? Do you want out?”

— Sirius Black » @sexysirius

19. “You know this means nothing, right?”

— Fred Weasley » @fredsghost

20. “Look me in the eyes and tell me what you just said.”

— Draco Malfoy » @irinaswans

FLUFF

21. “I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”

— Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy » @firewhiskyss

22. “Can you please just hold me?”

— Sirius Black » @genimy

23. “You made me a better person. Thank you.” 

— Harry Potter » @destourtereaux

24. “This reminded me of you.”

— Harry Potter » @siriuslysmokin

25. “I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”

— Fred Weasley » @henqtic

— Harry Potter » @destourtereaux

26. “You’re the only thing that matters.”

27. “Can I borrow your jacket, please?”

— Ginny Weasley » @gold-russh

28. “Kiss me.”

— Harry Potter » @potters-heart

28. “I told you to take care of yourself!”

29. “Your sweater smells AND feels like you.”

30. “Any time without you is far too long.”

PROMPTS:

31. Person A wakes up after a late night out to find that Person B, who doesn’t drink, has made them a feast of hangover foods.

32. Person A writing Person B's name in a heart/under the love umbrella/etc. in their notebook together with their own name.

— Remus Lupin » @cupids-crystals

33. Person B helping Person A with simple tasks, like brushing their hair, or putting on jewelry, where it’s obviously an excuse to be close to each other, but neither are complaining.

— Sirius Black » @cupids-crystals

34. Imagine Person A returning the engagement ring they got for Person B to the jeweller. Not because said no, but because Person B had worked up the courage to propose before Person A did.

35. Person A and Person B going on the Haunted Mansion/a haunted house. Person A isn’t scared, but they pretend to be so they can cling to Person B’s arms.

— Harry Potter » @mistress-riddle

— Sirius Black » @sarahisslytherin

TROPES:

36. Enemies to Lovers

37. Friends to Lovers

— Harry Potter » @potters-heart

38. Fake Dating

39. Arranged Marriage

— Sirius Black » @sir-prongs

40. Stuck in detention together

— James Potter » @wizardwh33zes

AUs:

41. Soulmate AU where your soulmate’s name appears on your skin only after they fall in love with you.

42. “I write a bad pick-up line on your cup every time I’m your barista” AU

43. “Our siblings are in an arranged marriage and so we see each other at awkward social gatherings between our two kingdoms” AU

— Draco Malfoy » @holden-caulfield

44. Royalty AU in general

45. CEO AU in general

tagging my moots!: @holden-caulfield @maybanksslut @mendesxruel @mrzweasley @shadesofvelma @slutforsalvatore @sfdlm @justadreamyhufflepuff @cupids-crystals @ronsbadidea @lovegoodsgf @prettygirlkay @hellounicorn @ronsonlywhore @simpology @angstology @railmeharrypotter @angeloniaa @gxtitobxby @gxldenrxsess @hey-there-angels @potters-heart @pansyslut @amourtentiaa @fredsghost @leydileyla @miss-starkov @mistress-riddle

#vesuvia400wc #vesuvia’s 400 followers camping #harry potter #hpu #harry potter masterlist #harry potter x reader #draco malfoy x reader #fred weasley #george weasley #harry potter fic

[biderboy]

okay since it was asked for and i would like to show my undying gratitude for 1k of you sticking around, here it is! a writing challenge!!

thank you so so so so much for 1k, i cant begin to explain how happy it makes me knowing people enjoy my writing !!! i know it brings me joy, so i wanted to spread it <3 i love love love you all <3

- rules !! -

send me an ask or message with what trope/prompt and which characters you’d like to write for !

this is open for harry potter + marvel !! however, i will not be accepting works for tom riddle, snape, or bellatrix :)

i’m not comfortable with reading smut !! so please don’t write it for this challenge !

the work can be character x character or character x reader !!

i’m accepting two people per trope/prompt/song !!

you can mix it up !! (ex; trope 1 with prompt 5)

i’m only accepting two works per person !! i want there to be enough for everyone to join in :)

please tag me and include #sor’s1kwc in the tags !!

there is no deadline !! i am one to procrastinate my work so this is just for fun !! write it when you can !! <3

have fun loves !! i cant wait to read what you put out there <3

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

- tropes -

enemies to lovers

tony stark x reader ( @yn-dreamlife )

friends to lovers

lovers to enemies

angel/demon au

james potter x reader ( @illiicitarts )

sirius black x reader ( @helleli )

unrequited love

soulmate au

i could see you (sirius black x reader) ( @milk-of-poppies )

coffee shop au

royalty au

bucky barnes x reader ( @cherryblossomskye )

- prompts -

fluff

“your hands are awfully warm”

“i look at you, and i see the sun”

i could see you (sirius black x reader) ( @milk-of-poppies )

“the world stops spinning when you’re around”

“you wrap your arms around me, and i’m home”

“nobody compares to you”

“they could take me, over and over again. but i’ll always come running back to you.”

sirius black x reader ( @helleli )

“heaven could never compare”

“is that my sweater?”

“it’s 3am, why are you confessing your love right now?”

“i adore you”

“the stars often get tired of how much i talk about you”

pansy parkinson x reader ( @lunar-lovegoods )

“i was made to love you”

sam wilson x reader ( @angeloniaa )

“without you, i’m an angel with no wings. lost” / “you’re an idiot, it’s not an angel if it has no wings”

“i listened to that song you liked.” / “why?” / “i missed you.”

“i love you like no other.”

“don’t kiss me then run away!”

“i’m not asking for money, i’m asking you to hold my hand”

angst

“if you walk out that door, don’t come back.”

bucky barnes x reader ( @cherryblossomskye )

“there is no ‘us’, it’s me, and it’s you.”

“you can’t leave me, you promised!”

regulus black x reader ( @whipped-for-the-weasley-twins )

“loving you feels worse than leaving you.”

“i can’t believe i looked at you once, and saw everything i ever wanted”

james potter/remus lupin x reader ( @thotbutpurple )

“you mean nothing to me”

“he/she doesn’t love you!(they don’t love you!) he/she/they never did!”

“everyone is trying to keep us apart, maybe they’re right.”

“you gave us up, for this?”

“did you ever love me?”

“do you regret it? leaving?”

“he/she/they would be disappointed in you.”

“are you...bleeding?”

“what makes you think i wanted to come back?”

“i can still feel your hand in mine”

james potter x reader ( @illiicitarts )

“i don’t think of you when i look at the stars anymore”

- songs -

the book of you & i - alec benjamin

that’s us - anson seabra

baby i’m yours - arctic monkeys

sofia - clairo

we could do it if we tried (ginny weasley x fem!reader) ( @pinkandblueblurbs )

forget about us - clinton kane

lookalike- conan gray

let’s fall in love for the night - finneas

we fell in love in october - girl in red

adore you - harry styles

two ghosts - harry styles

can i be him - james arthur

who - lauv

forever - lewis capaldi

fools gold - one direction

spaces - one direction

if i could fly - one direction

half a heart - one direction

last first kiss - one direction

already gone - sleeping at last

happier - olivia rodrigo

sam wilson x reader ( @angeloniaa )

favorite crime - olivia rodrigo

james potter x reader ( @acosmis-t )

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tagging some mutuals to spread the word <3 ;

@acosmis-t @angeloniaa @averychaoticcritter @amourtentiaa @anywherebuthere @cedrics-grave @daisycinema @eunoniaa @fjorelaant @gxtitobxby @helleli @illiicitarts @maybanksslut @pinkandbluechats @ronbrokemyheart @rcwenaclaw @shadesofvelma @thotbutpurple @silencioe @siriusmydeer <3

#sor’s1kwc #the prompts are bad i KNOW #especially the fluff bye #anyways !! #boost :p #writing challenge

[helnjk]

hey besties, i can’t believe we’ve already hit 1.5k friends aaaaa! thank you all for sticking around and reading my fics, it really really means a lot to me. i’m so thankful to be doing something i love with such a wonderful and warm community!

to celebrate, i’ll be hosting a writing challenge yay! 

this is open to anyone who wants to join 💕

completed works masterlist

rules 🧚🏼‍♀️

send an ask for what you want to write and for which character/s!

this is open for harry potter characters only! however i will not be accepting any snape or tom riddle fics. i’m also not so comfortable reading for remus or sirius (unless it’s wolfstar oops), sorry! 

smut is accepted if and only if you tag it appropriately and you are not a minor

they could be character x character and character x reader, i don’t mind either

1-2 tropes, prompts, or songs per person only please! you can mix and match them (ex. 1 trope and 1 prompt) or you can just choose 1 thing to focus on

i will be accepting up to 2 people for each trope, prompt, or song!

please tag me when you post and include #kai’s1.5kwc in the tags!

there will be a deadline for this writing challenge, but no stress to finish and post any time soon! i know most of us have school and other stuff going on right now, so the deadline’s not until july 31, 2021! 

tropes 🧚🏼‍♀️

best friends to lovers

@gryffindors-weasley - ron weasley x reader

enemies to lovers

@platosaristocracy - ginny weasley x reader

friends with benefits to lovers

@wonderful-writes - charlie weasley x reader

unrequited love

@bearinglaurels - harry potter x ginny weasley

mutual pining [taken]

@lumos-barnes - george weasley x reader

@fredweasleyisart - fred weasley x reader

there was only one bed 

@dracoismydaddyhuh​ - ginny weasley x reader

arranged marriage 

@george-fabian-weasley - george weasley x reader

fake dating [taken]

@mesmerisedangel - fred weasley x reader

@horrorxweasley - george weasley x reader

soulmate au 

@mrzweasley - harry potter x reader

coffeeshop au 

@acosmis-t - draco malfoy x astoria greengrass

regency au 

royalty au [taken]

@slytherinsunrise - george weasley x reader

@amourtentiaa - regulus black x reader 

prompts 🧚🏼‍♀️

fluff

“wait, no, don’t take kissing away from me”

@weasleysprofessionalhoe​ - george weasley x reader

“i got you, don’t worry”

“close your mouth, love, or you’ll catch flies”

@gryfindors-weasley - ron weasley x reader

“stay, you’re warm”

@george-fabian-weasley - george weasley x reader

“your hair smells good”

@prettywhitedoves - draco malfoy x reader

“care to dance?” “there’s no music playing!” “so?” 

@vogueweasley - fred weasley x reader 

“my hands are cold” “you could just say you want to hold my hand” [taken]

@mesmerisedangel​ - remus lupin x sirius black 

@fredweasleyisart - fred weasley x reader

“what’s the flower equivalent for boys?” “what’s wrong with flowers? i like flowers”

@slytherinsunrise - george weasley x reader

“let me kiss it better”

@harpyloon - harry potter x ginny weasley

angst

“could you be serious for one fucking second!”

“i feel like i’m the only one trying here”

“i hope it was worth it”

@reguluscore - james potter x regulus black

@booksarealwaysbettersworlds-blog - draco malfoy x harry potter

“no, you don’t get to make excuses anymore”

“are you happy?” 

@bearinglaurels - harry potter x ginny weasley

“just fucking let it go would you?”

@crookedhag​ - harry potter x reader

“i want to be alone”

“i would’ve given you the stars if you asked”

@amourtentiaa - regulus black x reader

songs 🧚🏼‍♀️

one direction // solo careers

18 

Why Don’t We Go There

Temporary Fix

Change Your Ticket

Fireproof

Infinity 

Perfect

If I Could Fly 

@reguluscore - james potter x reader

Girl Almighty 

More Than This

Magic 

Irresistible 

Half a Heart

Adore You - Harry Styles

Golden - Harry Styles

@dracoismydaddyhuh​​ - ginny weasley x reader

Canyon Moon - Harry Styles

Woman - Harry Styles

Ever Since New York - Harry Styles

Black and White - Niall Horan

Heartbreak Weather - Niall Horan 

Dear Patience - Niall Horan 

Put a Little Love on Me - Niall Horan

showtunes // broadway musicals

Without You - Rent 

I’ll Cover You - Rent 

She Used to Be Mine - Waitress

You Matter to Me - Waitress

Suddenly Seymour - Little Shop of Horrors

Seventeen - Heathers

@vogueweasley - ron weasley x reader

Lay All Your Love on Me - Mamma Mia 

Take a Chance on Me - Mamma Mia 

@crookedhag​ - harry potter x reader

Honey, Honey - Mamma Mia

Waterloo - Mamma Mia: Here We Go Again

Adante, Adante - Mamma Mia: Here We Go Again

I’m Not That Girl - Wicked 

If I Could Tell Her - Dear Evan Hansen 

So Close - Enchanted

misc 

Disconnected - 5SOS

Heartbreak Girl - 5SOS

Out of My Limit - 5SOS

Lovebug - Jonas Brothers

@ch0colatefr0gs - ron weasley x reader

Love Her - Jonas Brothers

Fly With Me - Jonas Brothers

@hufflepuffhaze - george weasley x reader

Let’s Get Lost - Carly Rae Jepsen 

Cut to the Feeling - Carly Rae Jepsen

Paper Rings - Taylor Swift 

New Year’s Day - Taylor Swift

All Too Well - Taylor Swift

Begin Again - Taylor Swift

@ch0colatefr0gs - ron weasley x reader

Let’s Fall in Love for the Night - Finneas

Crush - David Archuleta 

Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran 

Photograph - Ed Sheeran 

Grow As We Go - Ben Platt

Everything - Michael Buble

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Frankie Valli 

Deja Vu - Olivia Rodrigo 

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Apparate - Sirius Black

Pairing: Sirius Black x reader

Warnings: angst

Words: 1.5k

Summary: You and Sirius use to talk about how when you get your apparating license you can go visit him at the Potter’s house. But now you see him with someone else.

a/n:  English isn’t my first laungage so sorry for all the mistakes!

Inspired by driver’s license - Olivia Rodrigo

requests are open!

You had been so excited about your seventeenth birthday, it would mean you would be finally old enough to have your apparating test.

You and Sirius both had waited for this day for you to be able to apparate so you could finally go to the Potter’s house whenever you wanted to. So in the summer you two could spend more time together.

“This summer you can come over all the time. I can’t wait.” Sirius mumbled into your hair. You two were lying by the Black lake. He was leaning on a tree and you were leaning on him, enjoying the first days of spring.

“Me neither.” You tell him as you feel his lips against your neck. His long fingers playing with yours. “Every day with you sounds like a dream to me, honestly.”

“Just need you to turn seventeen and pass the appareting test.” He laughs. “Knowing you, you won’t pass it in the first try.”

“Shut it Black! I will!” You laugh with him. He was right you probably wouldn’t pass on the first try. “I love you.” You whisper to him as you close your eyes.

“And I love you, forever.” He whispers back. It was his thing every time he told you he loved you he would tell you that he loved you forever.

But now that all was just a distant memory that brought tears to your eyes. You still loved him like crazy, you always thought you two would end up getting married and having the happy ever after together. Even if you two weren’t perfect together you had never felt anything like the love you felt for Sirius. You two had dated for almost two years since you two were fifteen.

Tears were running down your face as you look at yourself in the mirror. You never thought you would have to go to the Potter’s house since you and Sirius broke up.

The last time you saw him he looked happy, like the brake up between you two never happen. He moved on so fast with Marlene.

The girl he always told you not to worry about. That they were just friends. But you doubted it. She was so much prettier, so much smarter than you and the way Sirius always looked at her told you more than his words could.

If Lily wasn’t your best friend you wouldn’t be going to James’ place in the first place. It was the end of the summer and you all were starting your last year at Hogwarts. So James of course had decided to throw a big party at his parents house and since he and Lily were dating Lily had made you promise to come.

Wiping the tears from your eyes trying your best to look okay before apparating. But you weren’t ready to leave just yet.

“It’s going to be okay y/n. Just go in say hi to Lily and then you can leave. You can do this even if he is there with her. You are strong and you can do this.” You tried to give yourself a pep talk in the mirror even if you didn’t believe in your own words. Fixing your makeup before getting up and looking around your room. Taking a big breath in before you apparate to the Potter’s house. You land in front of the front door, hearing that the music playing loudly and you could see people dancing through the windows.

Before you could knock on the door it swung open and Remus Lupin was standing in front of you with a huge smile.

“y/n! Finally! We been waiting for you!” He tells you as he brings you into a tight hug. Reamus smelled like alcohol and his steps weren’t the steadiest.

“Hey Rem.” You hug him back and place a soft kiss on his cheek.

“I can believe I haven’t seen you since summer started. Now come on let’s go in.” Remus takes your hand in his and pulls you inside the house. He makes his way to the kitchen where you can see James, Lily and  Peter talking. Seeing all of them made you smile, you missed them all so much even Peter.

“Look who I found!” Remus yells to his friends and all of them turn to face you with smiles matching yours.

“Finally took you long enough.” James smiles as he brings you into a hug.

“James, she is my best friend. I wanna hug her.” Lily whines at her boyfriend and pulls him off you so she can take his place. “I missed you so much.” Hugging you a little tighter after he words.

“I missed you too, all of you.” You reply as you pull away from her, placing a kiss on her cheek as well.

“James give your quest a drink.” Remus speaks up from next to you.

“Oh no. I’m not drinking just game by too fast to say my hello’s.” You let them know.

“That’s not going to work my dear! You will have to stay!” James told you handing you a drink he made, by the smell of it, it was mostly vodka.

“I can apparate home drunk.” You tried to find a good explanation so you wouldn’t have to stay.

“So you finally can apparate?” You hear a familiar voice from the doorway. You turn to face Sirius, his arms wrapped around Marlene's shoulder. Seeing him with her made your heart drop to your stomach.

“Yeah I can.” You give him a fast answer before turning back to your other friends.

“You can stay here for the night so you can drink.” James offers but you shake your head.

“No it’s okay but thanks anyway.” You tell him trying to give the drink back to him.

“Don’t be a party pooper y/l/n!” Sirius said from behind you. It hurt to hear him call you by your last name, even before you two dated he never called you by your last name.

“Yes don’t be a part pooper y/n! You will drink and stay the night! And I will not take a no as an answer so drink up!” James told you to bring your cup to your lips and makes you drink all of it.

“Let’s get this party started then!” James yells out wrapping his free arm around your shoulder as his other one around Lily and pulls you to the living room that had been made into a dance floor.

You weren’t sure how many drinks you had since you came here, but were surprisingly having a lot of fun. You haven't seen any of your friends through the whole summer. Having been avoiding them because you were afraid you would have to see Sirius but now as you were dancing with your best friend you didn’t even care that he was close by dancing with another girl or were you just lying to yourself.

”I need a drink.” You yell to Lily over the loud music before you make your way into the kitchen. Grabbing a glass of water and leaning on the kitchen counter, needing to take a breath.

“Can we leave Sirius? I bet your apartment would be so much nicer right now...” you hear Marlene talk as she and your beautiful ex boyfriend walk into the kitchen. Sirius doesn’t reply to her when he sees you, you couldn’t read the look on his face. Couple of months ago you were so close, you would always know what he was thinking about but now he was just a stranger to you who you loved more than anything.

“Oh you have your own place now? And I thought you were still staying with James?” You can’t stop the words coming out of your mouth. You were more talking to yourself than him. If you had known he wasn’t staying here maybe you would have visited your friends.

“Yeah got some heritage from my uncle and got my own place.” Sirius replied to your question. How his life had changed, you still can remember when he had told you that he left home and would stay with the Potter’s from now on even if you tried to have him stay with you.

“Oh, nice.” Was all you could get out as a reply. You nod your head at them before you make your way out of the kitchen and then from the house. You needed some fresh air, feeling the need to be alone. You ended up in the backyard and you saw the swing that you had spent a lot of time at last summer. You and Sirius would always end up outside alone so you could just talk.

You sit down at the swing and look at the house, the music was so loud and it was making you feel sick. But in all honesty you were feeling sick because Sirius had moved on, he had a new life and all without you.

Warm salty tears make their way down your cheeks as at this moment you realize that you will never love anyone like you love him. He would always own your heart no matter how much he hurt you. Your heart belongs to him and always will.

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Chapter Three - You Said Forever

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Pairing(s): Regulus Black x Fem!Reader, Remus Lupin x Fem!Reader

Song: driver’s license - Olivia Rodrigo

Warnings: Angst, shoddy timeline, swearing, (I think that’s it??).

Word Count: 2.8k

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Author’s Note: I made an angst series using sad songs, ofc I had to use driver’s license eventually! Also, although the characters have gotten a bit older, I’m still using Andrew Garfield and Timmy Chalamet as the face claims! I hope y’all enjoy this chapter, it’s a big one!!

(Neither gif is mine, all credit to the creators!)

If the decrepit walls of 12 Grimmauld Place could talk, they would tell the tales of misery and anguish. The house had not seen much happiness since it’s construction, especially during the period Walburga, Orion, and their children inhabited it. It was only following the deaths of all of Sirius’ family that he took up residence there with you when the anguish was displaced with joy, if only for a short period. It’s no wonder that you moved to a cabin in the middle of nowhere with Remus following the events of October 31st.

Standing in the front entry once more, the ghosts haunting the dwelling seemed to be whispering unintelligible warnings against proceeding further into the house. You could hear the shrieking of Walburga’s painting upstairs, a familiar nuisance that had your blood boiling in an instant. Your husband’s arm draped protectively across shoulders as he rubbed soothing circles with his thumb was the only thing keeping you sane at that moment in time. 

Through the open door at the end of the hall you could see the face of Sirius Black, the light in his eyes slowly returning as he spots two of his favourite people in the world. He quickly stood, rushing out the door to embrace you both in a warm hug as you dropped your trunks to the floor. He held the both of you close and tight, afraid that should he let go, he would wake up alone in his cell once more. 

The Order reuniting was the perfect distraction for both you and your husband, your recent unemployment resulting in a sense of unease in both your minds. Luckily, both Sirius and yourself had inherited enough money that you needn’t worry about working, but the void that your children left when they returned to Hogwarts the following year was certainly hard to fill. Summer break couldn’t come soon enough for any of you. 

Towards the end of that summer the Weasleys came to stay, Molly and Arthur bringing their four youngest, meaning that mischief lay just around every corner. About a week after their arrival was when Hermione showed up, the same day that Moody had taken a small group to retrieve Harry from the Dursleys.

Hearing the opening door, you rushed from the kitchen where the meeting had been taking place to see that Arthur had returned with the young girl who he’d picked up from her muggle household.

“ Professor (Y/L/N)!” She smiled, lugging her cart behind her with one hand while the other cradled her ginger cat. 

“Oh please, Hermione, I’m not your teacher anymore.” You said. “(Y/N) is fine.” You knew the girl had seen you as a role model, both academically as a skilled teacher but also following the story Harry had detailed to her about how you’d worked for the Order to relay Death Eater secrets to them. You can still remember the slap across the head she’d given Ron after he let her secret slip during class, the young girl embarrassed that you knew how she idolized you.

“The rest of the kids are just upstairs if you want to join them, Ginny will show you to the room you’re sharing.  Harry should be getting here in about half an hour, and dinner will be at six-thirty!” You explained, the girl smiling as she carefully let Crookshanks down to the floor before she dragged her case up the stairs behind her.

Returning to the table, you sat in the seat across from your husband as you shared a tight-lipped smile. The two of you had decided that it was probably best to maintain a level of professionalism around your fellow Order members, the pair of you keeping all talk of your relationship outside of the meetings. These gatherings, however, continued to consist of endless bickering over the topics of Harry and Voldemort, the only subtle comfort you’d found during the evening had been Crookshanks crawling upon your lap for a snooze.

“I’m just saying that we can’t risk telling Harry about this, it’ll just be putting him in more danger and we never know who’s listening.” You said. “I mean, look at Pettigrew! He hid in your house for years without anyone knowing! Who knows what he’s shared with ‘You Know Who’!”

“Yes, but there aren’t exactly unregistered animagi running around everywhere, (Y/N).” Sirius remarked. 

“Says the unregistered animagus to the other unregistered animagus.” You snapped, glaring at your in-law from across the table.

You forced your mouth shut after that, not wanting to continue bickering with your friends, letting your thoughts wander until Sirius’ comment forced it’s way back to the front of your mind. You weren’t exactly sure as to why it was bothering you so much. Even after the meeting had concluded and you were the last one in the kitchen, baking cookies for the teens to snack on the following days, you couldn’t shake an odd feeling. As if there was something that your subconscious had registered that your conscious mind hadn’t yet comprehended. 

It was only when you turned to grab the tinfoil from the cupboard behind you that a cold sweat found your body, your mind finally registering what you’d missed when something caught the corner of your eye. Maybe you hadn’t noticed it because you didn’t want to believe it, or maybe it was that part of you realized just how long it would take for this shock to fully register.

“You must think I’m stupid,” You began, refusing to turn away from the dough you were scooping onto the cookie sheet, “or maybe you’re still just as arrogant as you were in school.”

You didn’t receive a response right away, causing both a wave of relief and disappointment to wash over you at your incorrect suspicion. But that all went away when you heard a shifting sound and the screeching of a chair.

“What gave me away?” A voice called from behind you in a smug tone you’d heard countless times many years ago.

“Oh please, Regulus.” You said, finally working up the courage to turn around as you fought desperately to conceal your emotions. He was older now, crinkles reaching the corners of his eyes, and his previously neat clothes were now battered, torn, and bloodstained, but apart from that he looked just as he did when he walked out the door years ago. “We were married - I know you better than you know yourself.”

He gave a silent chuckle as his smirk became a tiny smile and he looked towards the floor. An uncomfortable silence filled the room as a strong, unnamable tension continued to grow between you. While you expected an explanation, Regulus seemed to have anticipated a much happier reaction from you. 

“What, you’re not happy to see me?” Regulus commented, his confusion continuing to build at your indifference to his sudden appearance. “I’m still your husband, you can’t spare me a smile, at the very least?”

That’s when it hit you - he doesn’t know. Regulus, or Crookshanks, rather, hadn’t heard anybody mention that you’d moved on. It must have been some luck or twisted fate that he’d never been in the room when your relationship had been mentioned, which means he also doesn’t know about Teddy. But does he know about Archie and Cassie? Surely he would’ve asked about them immediately if he was aware.

“You’ve been gone for a very long time.” You said, your bitter tone contrasting the quietness of your voice, yet your volume grew with each word until you were shouting. “You abandoned me, how dare you show up now and expect me to welcome you back into my life with open arms. Do you have any idea what I have been through the past sixteen years?! You have no fucking clue exactly what you left me to deal with! And now you sit here with that smug expression, daring to call yourself my husband and expecting me to forgive you for the hell you put me through?!”

Regulus sat there with his mouth opening and closing, the first time you’d ever seen the quick-witted boy speechless. You could see the hurt in his emerald eyes as his mind desperately searching for something, anything to say. But you never got the chance, as the door opening as a third voice filled the room.

“Honey, it’s starting to get late, I think you should come to - dear god.” 

Both your and Regulus’ heads snapped towards the over of the voice, only for your eyes to meet your other husband. It didn’t take long for Regulus to process why Lupin was calling you “honey” and exactly where his comment was going, his eyes darting between the two of you over and over again, before a sigh escaped him.

“So that’s why.” He said, leaning further back into his chair and crossing his arms over his chest. “How long was I gone before you and the werewolf started -”

“Don’t!” You bit, probably a bit too loud because that was what finally caught the attention of two sets of ears upstairs. In the long, dark hall, two doors opened and two sets of eyes stared at each other from across the way. The eldest and youngest of the Black men eventually made their way down the stairs together, careful to be quiet as they attempted to discern what the voices in the kitchen were arguing about.

“There is a lot more going on than you realize, you can’t just expect everything to go back to normal after so long. Now if the two of you would stop bickering like children we can discuss everything like adults.” They could hear Remus say, presumably attempting to diffuse the situation considering how level-headed the man typically is. 

There was no sound as Sirius slowly peeked his head through the already open door, utterly disbelieving the sight before his eyes as his shocked exclamation broke the eerie silence.

“Holy shit!” 

“What?!” Archie gasped from behind him, squeezing into the room behind Sirius and peering over his shoulder to see a face that he’d only ever seen in photos before.

Regulus’ eyes widened at the sight of the young Black, clearly seeing so much of himself in the fifteen year-old boy. You being pregnant when he left definitely wasn’t outside the realm of possibilities, you were married after all, and suddenly a lot of your anger towards him seemed justified. 

“Is that my… Were you…”  He trailed off, unable to find the words he wanted to say as his mind still processed this new information.

Remus suddenly covered his shaking head with the palm of his hand, quickly exiting the room and heading out the front door to get some air. He didn’t want to watch Regulus steal his wife and his kids away from him - he just couldn’t.

“Fuck.” You cursed under your breath, holding your own head in your hands as you attempted to make sense of the insanity around you. “Archie, go back upstairs, I’ll be up in just a minute.”

“But-” Your son didn’t get to finish his protest, the look in your eyes when your head shot up to look at him scared him into compliance. In his entire life, he’s never seen that look of utter fury, especially not from you. He quickly left the room, anxious to fill his sister in on everything that had just gone down.

“Sirius, please deal with your brother while I go find my husband.” You breathed, not sticking around to hear a response as you made your way down the hall.

“Now where,” Sirius began, pulling out the chair at the head of the table and quickly sinking into it, “have you been?”

“I was the cat.” Regulus stated simply, the smirk he typically wore working its way back onto his face.

“You were Hermione’s cat?!” Sirius laughed, finding the irony of another “dead” person in his life winding up as being one of the trio’s pets. “Maybe we need to take a look at Harry’s owl.”

But the humour of the situation didn’t last very long, both their faces quickly falling as reality gained their attention once more. 

“I can’t believe I have a son…” Regulus trailed off, still in utter disbelief about the existence of the boy who looks exactly like him.

“And a daughter.” Sirius added, his brother’s eyes widening to saucers once more. “Twins, to be exact. Arcturus and Cassiopeia.”

“What’re they like?” He asked, desperate to learn more about the children he’d never known existed. Of all the things Harry, Ron, and Hermione talked about around him, they couldn’t have mentioned his children at least once?

“They’re perfect - don’t know where they get it from, probably somewhere on (Y/N)’s side.” Sirius said, a small smile forming as he talked about the kids he adored so much. “They’re both in Slytherin, just about to go into their sixth year. Archie is the quieter one, just like you were, while Cassie is a lot more extroverted and even joined the quidditch team her first year.”

“And (Y/N)...” Regulus suddenly grew solemn again, letting out a disappointed breath as he looked away to a random point in the room. “I need to win her back.”

“Regulus, I- I don’t think you can.” Sirius said, causing his brother’s head to whip back around to him, fury written all over his face. “Remus and her have been together for years, that’s not something that’ll just go away. He raised your children with her and they also have another son together, Teddy.”

“Then what am I supposed to do? Just give up?!” He snapped, a sinking feeling beginning to set in as he began to realize just how difficult getting you back to himself will end up being. 

“What’re you supposed to do? You’re supposed to get to know and form a relationship with the children who’ve thought you were dead their entire lives!” Sirius said. “And maybe you’ll establish a new relationship with (Y/N) again, one as co-parents. But her and Remus have both been to hell and back, so please, just promise me you won’t go about trying to sabotage their marriage.”

“But what about our marriage?”

Remus couldn’t hear any of the typical sounds of busy London that night, he was too anxious and all that he could pick up were the sounds of his heavy breathing. He was so distracted, in fact, that he didn’t notice you quietly slipping through the front door or sitting down beside him until you leaned your head on his shoulder. 

“How’d he come back?” Remus asked, wondering just what had happened to tear his life apart. 

“He was Hermione’s cat.” You said, your voice soft and sorrowful. “Turns out the Marauders weren’t the only unregistered animagi at Hogwarts. I’m just embarrassed it took me so long to figure it out, I knew it was his patronus but I guess I just didn’t want it to be true.”

“What does this mean for us?” Remus asked the dreaded question looming in his mind.

“What do you mean ‘what does this mean for us?’ Why would this change anything?” You asked in disbelief, raising your head from his shoulder to look at him.

“But he’s Archie’s and Cassie’s father-”

“So are you! You’re also Teddy’s dad.”

“And you were married. He was your husband first.” Remus added, gazing at you with a look of nothing but misery. “We were at Hogwarts together, I saw how utterly obsessed the both of you were with each other for years. You never even spared me a second glance, the only reason you even knew I existed was because I was friends with his brother… I’m not even mad about it, you should be with whoever you want to be with, and that’s Regulus. You’ve always deserved someone better than me-”

“Now you listen to me Remus John Lupin.” You began, your husband flinching at the use of his full name, something that you only did when you were angry. “You are who I want to be with, not Regulus; there’s no one better than you. If anything, I’m the one who doesn’t deserve you. Yes, we were married first, but that was for less than a year and happened seventeen years ago! We’ve been together for fourteen years, Remus, you’re my life now. I loved him in the past but he abandoned his family, you’re my life now and the one I want to grow old with. He might be Archie and Cassie’s father, but you’ll always be their dad.”

None of your eyes were dry by the end of your confession and you both spent the next several minutes just holding each other, relishing in the fact that the both of you were going to be okay. 

“Let’s go to bed, yeah?” You said, Remus nodding in response as the pair of you stood up. “We can deal with the rest tomorrow, Sirius can handle it for now.”

A/N: Okay, so I don’t personally believe the theory that Regulus never died and was actually Crookshanks, but it was what worked for this story so that’s what we’re going with! I’m so grateful for all the support this series has gotten, you guys are the best!

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God I Wish That You Had Thought This Through Pt 2. Sirius Black x Reader

Part 1 Part 2

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Summary: Part 2 to this fic.

Warning: Angst, Mentions of cheating, Sirius still being an asshole <3

The Last conversation you had with Sirius was two weeks ago, and now you stood in the corridor watching Sirius and Marlene cuddle into each other. You felt sick staring at them but couldn’t tear your eyes away, they looked happy together. The kind of happy Sirius had looked with you.

You quickly glanced away when you and Sirius’ eyes met, he knew what this was doing to you, he knew how you felt when you’d see them together.

Still he made sure you saw how he treated Marlene, how he felt with her. He wanted your attention, still.

You wanted to scream at him for humiliating you the way he did, letting you trust him. So that night when in a rush of apprehension you had owled him to meet at the astronomy tower.

As you sauntered up the tower you doubted he’d show, if he hadn’t made time for you then why would he now?

Seeing him there, where you had first kissed hurt more than you wanted to admit.

“Y/N?” His voice sounded desperate, maybe he wanted this over with faster than you’d hoped.

You could hardly breathe you were so frustrated at him, he had let you trust him, he had betrayed you.

“Y/N Why am I here?” He hadn’t looked you in the eye, you moved closer to him you need him to see what he had done to you.

“Sirius how could you have ever loved me and still done this?” Your voice wavered no matter how hard you tried to keep it steady.

He knew what you meant but he still hung his head in shame, “Done what?”

“Moved on so fast? Cheated-“

“I never cheated.” He was stern.

“Might as well have.”

you both paused.

“So is that it? You’re mad because I moved on?” His eyes didn’t look the same, the way he looked at you didn’t feel the same.

“I’m not mad i just-“ You breathed a moment collecting your thoughts.

“If any part of you ever truly loved me, you never could have forgotten everything so easily. We loved- I loved you so much Sirius. I was there for you, you never cared though did you?” You were so caught up in what you were saying You hadn’t felt the tears streaming across your face collecting at your chin.

“Of course I cared Y/N. And I loved you.” He paused. “I love you.”

His words caught in his throat as he reached for you.

Before he could touch you, you backed away, “No Sirius, you didn’t. Or, Or maybe you did but not like I loved you. I know you’ll never be sorry about what you did.”

His eyes stayed on you, he couldn’t deny what you said even though he wanted to.

Knowing he wouldn’t fight for you, for what you had, you said your last words to him. “Goodbye Sirius.”

He stayed there while he watched you walk away from him, and he knew then he would never feel like he did with you again. He felt cared for, He craved your attention even when he would lay with Marlene. He would take her to your favorite spots hoping he’d feel that way again. But it never came, He knew that he had lost you.

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Forever (oneshot)

Harry Potter Marauders Era

Request:  hey i dont know if ur accepting requests but could you may do a one shot of a regulus x reader inspired by drivers license by olivia rodrigo? they dont need ro end up together but i feel like it would be really good!! love ur page <3

Pairings: Regulus Black x Reader 

Rating: T

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I got my driver’s license last week….just like we always talked about…’cause you were so excited for me to finally drive up to your house...but today I drove through the suburbs crying cause you weren’t around

Closing your diary, you didn’t want to look back at the lines that you had just written. Your mind was on Regulus, just as it always was...and there was no stopping it. It had been two months since he started dating some Slytherin pureblood girl and forgot you. Deep down you knew that you should have been surprised. This girl was everything that you weren't (everything that Regulus should have wanted.) She was blonde, beautiful, and of course a pureblood. 

You, on the other hand, was a half blood that was shy. Sure, you were pretty in your own way but you did not stand out compared to her...Regulus started dating the other girl a few months before. In the beginning, he promised nothing would change between the two of you. You were his “favorite” Hufflepuff and he needed you as much as you needed him. Slowly, Regulus began “forgetting” the times that the two of you would hang out. You would find yourself sitting in the library or at the top of the astronomy tower all alone...then came the day when you said hello to him in the hallway and Regulus kept walking. You stood there like a fool looking after him. It didn’t help that his friends took the time to say hello but Regulus couldn’t. After that the two of you hadn’t spoken a word to each other. 

How Regulus seemed so okay that your friendship over was even more confusing. He went through each day as if you simplify were a page in his history that was over and never to be heard from again. If you meant so little to him why did he always tell you that you were priceless and unforgettable? 

I guess I am not so unforgettable after all..

You thought watching him snog his girlfriend for the fourth time of the day. Of the few times that he kissed you, it was always in private and away from potential eyes. Were you that hideous that Regulus had to hide away from?

Your brother Remus and his friends tried to convince you that this was for the best. They tried to remind you of how “toxic” Regulus could be…

“He’s flirted with you for years…”

“Then dropped you like a bad habit.” 

“You’re worth more than that.” 

Of course, they meant well and you knew it but the words were painful to hear. You also knew that Remus, James, Sirius, Peter, and Lily were also tired of hearing you whine about how much that you missed Regulus. They wouldn’t say it but you could see the looks that were exchanged (particularly between Remus and Sirius). You tried to understand their point of view. Sirius and Remus had begged you not to get close to Regulus in the first place. Unfortunately, they didn’t know the boy that you knew. They didn’t know how kind and caring that Regulus could be. He was the boy that you spent hours reading or snuggling with. 

Sundays are the worst…

You had to choke back a tear thinking about how much you hated Sundays now. That was the day that you spent exclusively with Regulus. Whether it was spending the afternoon snuggling by the lake or doing something else...Sundays were your day with Regulus...alone. Now you spent them by yourself. You still went to the lake to read but it wasn’t the same...nothing would ever be the same.

The school year ending was the best thing for you. You were thrilled to go home for summer. Being away from Regulus was the best thing for you. Little did you know how fast the three months would fly by. 

Sitting on the train to go back to Hogwarts, you couldn’t believe it was time to go back. It seemed like you had just gotten home and it was time to leave. You looked up as Sirius, James, Remus, and Peter came running into the compartment that you had saved. Sirius, James, and Peter froze looking at you with wide eyes. 

“What?”

You asked, meeting your brother’s own confused expression. Sirius and James automatically grinned. 

“Look who had a glow up this summer.” 

 James commented as Sirius sat down beside you. 

“You look simply stunning.” 

He commented before leaning closer. 

“Everything about you has changed. You’ve always been lovely but now you're simply stunning.” 

Remus rolled his eyes and sat down. He should have known what it was about. You had “grown up” over summer. It seemed like you had gone to bed a girl and woke up a woman with a full bust and curves. It was no wonder his friends were drooling over you. Remus, however, didn’t want to witness it. 

“Padfoot, Prongs...stop. I don’t want to watch either of you try to get your game on with my sister.” 

Sirius stood up. 

“Fine, I’ll go flirt with her somewhere else. Come on, Y/n. Let’s go find a snack.” 

You shrugged and decided to follow Sirius out. Getting out of the compartment and away from your friends flirting seemed like a good idea. 

“What was  that back there? I thought that you had something going on with my brother?”

You questioned as you walked beside Sirius. He grinned. 

“Come on, I’m a flirt. Remus knows that. I was hoping to talk to you alone to see how you had been doing. Your letters this summer have been a little vague.”

You shrugged. Sirius was right on that one. You weren’t the best with keeping up with your friends over the summer. 

“Sorry...I was busy with my mum. She decided that we are now the best of friends and I was following her all over the place. You know how mums are.” 

Sirius chuckled. 

“Yeah, I know all about those. Lucky for you, your mum is a lot nicer than mine. I wanted to talk to you about something before we arrive at school. Regulus and his hoe broke up.” 

Sirius wasn’t surprised when you frowned. You were silent for a moment before taking a breath. 

“Has he asked about me?”

Sirius nodded. 

“Actually, yes he has. I think the little git...well...bigger git because he’s grown a few inches is feeling a bit moody over how things went with the two of you.” 

“Well, it's his own fault! I wasn’t the one that forgot that my best friend was alive.” 

Sirius nodded as Regulus appeared with Evan and Barty Crouch Jr at his side. 

“Yes, it was his fault. He was prick. Speaking of pricks. There is the king of them and his two stooges.”

You didn’t even turn in the direction that Sirius was looking. 

“Wanna make him feel bad? I’m down for a little fun revenge if you are?”

Sirius commented. Without thinking of what Sirius would do you nodded. Sirius quickly reached out and pulled you into the most awkward kiss that you had ever been a part of. 

“Put your arms around me.”

Sirius muttered before going back to kissing you. You wrapped your arms around his neck thinking to yourself about how this had to feel like kissing your brother. 

Meanwhile, 

Regulus, Barty, and Evan stood with their mouths hanging open. He had been feeling like utter garbage over how he had been treating you. Regulus didn’t even understand how actions. The way that he had been behaving...that wasn’t him. He had thrown away the one girl that seemed to understand him like no other person on the planet for a girl that just wanted to make out with him. Regulus knew that he had to fix things before they reached a point of no return. 

He had been sitting quietly by himself when Barty came running in with Evan behind him squealing about how “hot” you had become over the summer. 

“Reg, you have to come quick! Y/n is a total sight now!” 

Evan commented with a smile. Barty nodded. 

“She has boobs and an ass now... they are amazing!” 

Regulus had thrown down the book that he was holding and like any 15 year old boy he wanted to go have a look. Sure enough, there you stood with his brother chatting away. He felt his mouth drop looking at you. You had changed and now Regulus was really kicking himself. 

The moment that Sirius pulled you into a kiss, the brooding jealousy in Regulus sprung forward. The one good thing that Regulus could say about witnessing this disgusting kiss was you seemed totally caught off guard.

Don’t kiss him, sweetheart...I love…

When your arms wrapped around Sirius’ shoulders, whatever hope that Regulus had fell apart. He found himself staring at the two of you with an opened mouth and breaking heart…

But I still fucking love you, babe

Regulus did love you. Now he knew it. There had always been something inside of him that knew you were it for him. You were the girl that he wanted to spend his time with and devote himself to. Now it was ruined...you were kissing Sirius and Regulus would never have a shot…

Sirius let your face go enough to turn and look at Regulus. He gave you a dark scowl before turning and storming off in the opposite direction. 

“Jealous little shit if you ask me.” 

Sirius said with a grin.

“Come on, hot lips.” 

The rest of the evening was a typical first night back at Hogwarts. From your place at the Hufflepuff you could see Regulus at the Slytherin table. He sat looking angrily down at the plate in front of him. If he was jealous then you wanted to welcome him to your world. 

Walking back toward the Hufflepuff common room, you froze the moment Regulus stepped out from behind a pillar. 

“Hi, Y/n.” 

You crossed your arms over your chest. 

“So you do remember my name?” 

Regulus sighed. 

“I deserve that.” 

“Yes, you do.” 

You commented before turning and walking in the opposite direction. Where you were going, you had no idea. Regulus quickly walked after you. 

“So you like kissing my brother now? I never thought that you would be one of those girls.” 

You didn’t stop walking until Regulus reached out and stopped you physically. 

“I can kiss whomever I want. Clearly, you have the same right so go snog whatever her name was why don’t you, hot lips.”

Regulus was surprised by your comment. You never sassed him. 

“She and I broke up. It didn’t work out.”

“I’m sure it's hard to do any communication with someone’s tongue down your throat.” 

Regulus rolled his eyes. You were angry at him and he understood it. What kind of friend was he to forget about you? Clearly a horrible one…

“You were making out with my brother.” 

“I didn’t want to. He kissed me to make you jealous.” 

Regulus looked down at his feet. 

“Well, he did.” 

You sighed. 

“I’m sorry to hear about that...I don’t understand why it really matters to you anyway. I am just some pathetic Hufflepuff. There are plenty of other girls that I am sure would be a lot better…”

“I don’t give a damn about the other girls! Can you stop being so petty? I’m trying to apologize to you.” 

You weren’t about to back down. It was time for Regulus to see just how much you had been hurt over the past six months. 

“So you think that an apology is going to be enough to give you free reign over my emotions again? When some other girl gives you a chance because you are handsome, like your brother, you’ll forget me again. I’m not a doormat for you.” 

Regulus reached out and took your hands in his. 

“Darling, I’m not going to use you as a doormat...please...one chance...that’s all that I’m asking. I’m a stupid boy...a typical useless man.”

Regulus was silent for a moment. 

“I’ll just be going...I get it. I do love you, Y/n….I’m just shit at showing love and you should know that by now.” 

You watched as Regulus turned to walk away. Automatically, you smacked yourself in the head. Of course, Regulus didn’t know how to show love. Your knowledge of his parents and upbringing hit you like a loaded freight train rushing down a hill. Regulus probably thought what he was doing was just normal. He didn’t realize just how much he had hurt you. Had he been raised by proper parents maybe he would have known the difference. 

“Regulus! Wait!”

He stopped walking but didn’t turn to face you. 

“Yes?”

You quickly rushed forward and jumped in front of him. 

“You said you were sorry…”

He nodded. Regulus was internally hating everything about himself. He hated his parents for never showing him love. Had he had actual loving parents maybe he would know how to treat a woman properly and you would want to love him in return. Regulus hated Sirius for getting “love” from other girls and Remus. While Regulus had no affection for Remus Lupin, Sirius had a constant source of affection while Regulus had nothing. 

“That’s what I said.” 

You reached out and took his hands back into yours. 

“I’m sorry too. I didn’t want to kiss Sirius. I honestly felt like I was kissing my own brother...as messed up as that sounds. I’ve missed you and I’m willing to work on fixing things if you are.”

Regulus finally smiled. 

“I won’t fuck up again. It's forever this time.”

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south london forever (sirius black) part 1

pairing: sirius black x reader

summary: "and everything i ever did was just another way to scream your name." in which reader remembers adolescence and a certain someone's youthful grin.

wc: 1.6k

warnings: mentions of drinking

a/n: look so i fell off the face of the earth for the past few months but i'm in school and also mentally unwell so that's my excuse. this didn't turn our the way i wanted it to but i feel like that's ok?? not quite as painful as it could've be. (also ik i need to do gold rush pt2 but ive been trying to write it and never like what i write so :/) anyway, feedback is always welcome! also request stuff! characters or songs!! (p.s. i'm obsessed with SOUR by olivia rodrigo rn so pls request songs !!)

the night bus jolted and shook you awake. it was a long journey from hogwarts, but you were finally near your own neighborhood. as you looked around, everything seemed just slightly different. you were suddenly hyper aware of the fact that you would never be in any of these places as a student, or a child, again. the old church that had at least 4 weddings every spring seemed a little faded, the park and playground where you and your mates would drink at night looked much smaller in the light of early summer.

within the playground was a swing set, which hadn't meant much to you until a year ago. after a night of singing way too loud with a group of your friends, the manager of the local pub, david, kicked the lot of you out. after a few playful swears and hand gestures to the man, you promised to be back the next night and headed across the street to sit and sober up before trying to climb back into your bedroom window. the group you were with seemed larger than usual so you linked arms with mary, a fellow witch that lived up the street from you.

"picked up a few stragglers, have we?" you asked. mary was a social butterfly, and when you didn't know someone, you could count on her to know them.

"yes! and even better, they're from school," she was careful not to name hogwarts. one of the only downsides of hanging out with muggles was having to police your conversations. "that one there is james," she said pointing at a boy in a slacks and a button down that looked like it was only tucked in a fraction of what it had been at the beginning of the night. his hair is neatly cut and he wears glasses, although they make him look young, like you can see him growing out of them in while you look at him.

"he looks like he's far from home," you laughed, the boy seemed far to sheltered to have been just thrown out of a gay bar.

"tell me about it," mary snorted, "but no he's here with the other one," she nods at another boy who looks more like the others. he has on jeans and a t-shirt that is just short enough to threaten showing his middle at any moment. his hair is dark and curly but a lot messier than james', like he had been listening to a lot of rolling stones. "he's called sirius. apparently he's staying with james this summer because his parents kicked him out. they're pure bloods, real pricks."

"you'd have to be a knob to call your kid sirius," you snickered, letting go of your friends hand and flopping onto the grass. you looked up and saw the upside-down face of sirius, "just wait until you hear my brother's name."

you feel yourself go pale and cover your face with a hand, "shit. i'm sorry," although embarrassed, you couldn't help but giggle.

he chuckled, "no, it's alright. but i your going to make fun of my name, i should at least know yours." he sat beside you, prompting you to sit up, and frantically brush the grass from your hair. "i'm y/n," you say, sticking out your hand, "and that's mary."

"hi mary," sirius give your friend a knowing smile, which confuses you. "you're both going into seventh year?"

you nodded and he continued talking for a bit. sirius seemed to be engaged in the conversation with you and mary but would look around every so often, like he was expecting something. over the course of a few minutes, he managed to refer to three family members as "dickheads," admit to a prank that had involved a charm on a library door that resulted a tidal wave dowsing whoever tried to open it, and start an argument about how the chudley cannons were so much better than the holyhead harpies. the last of which you disagreed with, hence the argument.

"come on sirius, you're not fighting about quidditch again, are you?" james sat down on mary's other side.

"i like to think of it as educating our new friends. they support the harpies, james. they need all the help they can get."

"no no, harpies are decent. they've got you there." james replied, smiling softly at mary.

"listen, y/n, do you want go on a walk?" sirius suddenly turns to you.

"um..." you're caught off guard by his forwardness, you only just met the guy.

"yeah, come on. just a short walk." he pulled you up to your feet and dragged you away.

you follow him into the middle of the street, illuminated by a dim yellow glow from a light post. "how come i've never met you at school?" he turns around to look at you, walking backwards.

"dunno, not looking hard enough i guess?" you tried to test the waters of flirting, since he tried so hard to get you alone.

"i guess not," he smiled and stuck his hands in his pockets. a silence fell over the two of you as you continued to walk, just around the block.

as you rounded the corner to the opposite side of the park from your friends you decide to speak again, "so do you just really like walks or something? this seems like something you could've done alone." you continue to follow him up to a swing set and sit down in the swing next to the one he had perched in.

"you can be kind of thick, you know?" sirius looked at you as if he had just explained a simple concept to you.

"i'm sorry?" you felt annoyed, like he was mocking you. "look, you're the one that asked to be alone with me and then go on acting like a preteen boy that's never kissed anyone."

"y/n, i wasn't trying to put the moves on you, honest. i know i can go on a walk alone, but it's a little awkward to make out with someone while their best friend's right there, innit?" he pointed across the park to where mary and james were coming up for air from a kiss, giggling.

"oh." a different kind of embarrassment washed over you. "how long has that been happening?"

"james hasn't shut up about her for about a week, but tonight was the first time he's had the guts to actually talk to her."

"right." you had a sudden wish to recall a hex that would allow you to melt into ice lolly goo and seep into the mulch at your feet. you took a chance and glanced at sirius, who was grinning at you. "please don't say anything, my ego is already bruised," you said, dropping your head again.

"i mean, i'm flattered, really," he clutched his heart, dramatically, "but if i was really trying to pull you, we would be long gone by now."

"wow, you know some people find humility endearing."

"not me. how could i be humble with a face like this?" you're unsure if your eyes have ever rolled this much before in your life.

"so your ego has also had enough attention for the evening," you laugh. there is another short silence, much less awkward than the one during your walk.

"it's a star, by the way," it's sirius who breaks it this time. "sirius is a star in canis major," you realize he's referencing to your comment about his name earlier.

"yeah, i know. brightest star in the sky, right?" night lessons in the astronomy tower hadn't prepared you for much, but it was proving helpful now.

"something like that. i agree with you though, it's a little much. my parents are kind of," he paused, "supercilious? that's not the right word. but i'm not sure there is a good word for what my parents are."

"i didn't mean to give you shit about it earlier. i actually like your name," while calling it your favorite name would be a stretch, but you felt like this was the sensitive thing to say. he couldn't change it, after all.

"thanks."

"oy!" james calls to you two. the entire group had gathered and was waving you over.

"well, i guess that's our queue," you stand up and walk back together, making small conversation on the way.

the group had gathered because it was apparently time to call it a night. everyone said their goodbyes and started walking their separate ways. you were now waiting on mary to say goodbye to james, as she was always your buddy to walk home with. once again, you're left with sirius as he waits for james.

"well, it was a pleasure to meet you y/n, i look forward to next time." he said. you rack your brain and try to remember if you had made plans to hangout again. you were drunk but not still drunk enough to have missing memories.

"next time?" you ask.

"i've already bragged about how quickly i could charm you. now i just have to prove it." you hope the light post is dim enough to hid your slight blush.

"well, then i look forward to disproving you." and with that, mary is ready and the two of you link arms once again to walk back towards your homes.

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