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the-fiction-witch · 5 months
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I'm Gonna Kill Him
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Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Angsty Smut!
Requested:
Hello! Before I start, I just wanted to say that I love your book so much! Could you create an imagine or a smut scene from your Jack Dawkins' book where they've broken up, and Y/N visits Jack's place that led them to having a angry/makeup sex? Then, a week later, Y/N discovers she's pregnant with his baby, which ultimately brings them back together.
Warnings : angst / angry sex, cheating, slapping, spanking, choking, biting,
I didn't want to go back, I felt like I was never going to hear the end of it. 
But I want my damn book back. 
So I got myself dressed into my black and emerald dress doing my utmost to look beautiful and glamorous, If I have to see him then god damn it he's gonna have to look at me like I'm a princess. 
I finished up and headed out into town making sure I was seen, making a point to be seen by men until I reached the hospital. I headed in proudly seeing the usual bustle of nurses and patience.
"Ohh Miss Y/n, Dr Dawkins is in his room" Hetty smiled as she saw me
"Thank you Hetty" I smiled 
"He has said he didn't want you in there miss y/n" 
"I'm well aware of what he wants." I rolled my eyes as I headed up to his room not even bothering to knock simply opened the door and saw Jack lying on his bed fiddling with a coin between his fingers, he looked up and looked annoyed 
"Ohh. What do you want?"
"You know exactly what I want. Where is it?"
"I don't have the faintest idea what you're talking about" 
"Where is my book, Jack?"
"How should I know?"
"I left it here, I missed it when I was packing, I know you have it, where is it?"
"Why would I want your mouldy old book? I don't have it." He snapped getting up from his bed
"I know you do, you're just keeping it to be hurtful"
"Hurtful! I'm not the one who went bloody psycho !"
"PSYCHO!"
"You heard me!"
"I wasn't the one who violated the sanctity of a union"
"Ohh here we go again! I didn't violate anything!"
"You liar!"
"At least she didn't kick me out of bloody bed in the morning!"
"So you admit it!"
"Yeah fine, I admit it! does that soothe your ego princess!" 
Immediately I slapped him across the face and he didn't even flinch 
".... I will never hit a woman. But your making it really fucking tempting!"
"Ohh go on then you scrawny little shit I'd like to see you try!"
"I was a naval officer you think I can't take a little lady in a fight!"
"Officer! Like hell, you only were because you sat on the right laps!" 
"How dare you!" He yelled, "You repugnant little witch!"
I went to slap him again but he grabbed my wrist before I could throwing my arm back
"Ohh you gonna hit me with your parasol too?" He glared 
"You are an unbelievable bastard! I can't believe I-"
"You what?"
"I can't believe I even considered us for a moment!"
"Yeah well same here! I dodged a bloody bullet. I'd have spent my life stuck married to you!"
"Ohh I'd have made your life a living hell every second of it just for the thrill of it!"
"You would wouldn't you! you'd have turned me into some little pitiful house husband just to spide me wouldn't you!" 
"I would I'd have torn you down so low you'd be looking up to kiss my feet!" I yelled "And I'd have taken pleasure in it you evil man! treacherous! fuckwit!"
He grabbed my waist and pulled me into a kiss, I was so very angry with him, I wanted to slap him off me but I didn't want to kiss him back I wanted to win! I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of my submission, So I kissed him with force, trying to take control, but he would not allow that so easily forcing his tongue down my throat but I argued with him even at this moment battling with him in a war of our tongues, I grabbed his shirt desperate for control but he grabbed my waist and unlaced my dress, making quick work of it given his quick nibble surgeons fingers, I didn't want him to win so I began unbuttoning his trousers, once undone he grabbed my waist and forced me down onto the bed But I grabbed his hips and forced him down flat on the mattress 
"Don't you even think about it!" He groaned flipping us over so I was under him 
"I refuse to be under such a bastard." I gritted my teeth 
"You can ride me if you wish." 
"Not on your life." 
"Open your legs, Or I'll bend you over it's up to you." 
"Maybe I'll bend you over."
"You would you little succubus!"
"Well, how else was I meant to keep up with you!"
"You always did you were a little Fucking whore for me" He growled forcing off my dress "God damn it you are an evil, conniving, little witch but god had to give you that fucking body didn't he!" 
"He didn't have to make you such an unreasonable, arrogant, illiterate, Imbosile but here we are" I smirked clawing as his shirt 
"And we both know what he gave me to make up for that" He growled pulling his suspenders off his shoulders and forcing off his shirt as he pulled me into another aggressive kiss I clawed down his chest almost drawing blood as he forced me on my knees, 
"Don't even think about it, Jack!" I glared but he forced my hips up to his and dug his nails into my ass
"I'll do much more than think about it" he smirked pushing off his trousers and forcing himself inside me, 
as much as I hated it, my anger bubbling in my bones, but... I moaned as I had missed the feeling of him inside me, he didn't waste a single moment starting his fast and angsty thrusts, pounding into me like his life utterly depended on it, I moved my hips back trying to take control but I think it was a little late for that even so I made sure to force him into the pace I wanted which only frustrated him more, the bed creaking and squeaking, his violent grunts and groans much the sounds one would make in a fight tumbling from behind me until he began to slow his breaths getting looser 
"That all you got little boy?" I smirked moving myself 
"I. Am. Not. A boy!" He groaned grabbing my hair and pulling on it to bring my ear to his lips "Don't make have to teach my succubus a lesson!" He growled bitting on my shoulder 
"Ughhhhhh! Uhhhhh!" I squealed given his pace didn't stop his angle hitting where I needed "You whore so bad you missed me this much?!" 
"Missed you? You know what I did I missed your pussy princess I've got it just how I love it. But we wanna talk about who missed who, who came here showing off like she was the fucking queen all for her little fucking book back"
"and you caved this quickly? I thought you had more resilience than that Jack?"
"Not around you I don't" He smirked moving a hand to rub my clit 
"Uhhhhhh!" I gasped and he forced me back down onto the pillow "See I knew you missed me" I gasped 
"You can't blame me for missing a pussy I've fucked for the last two years. took a long time to get you this good." 
"Like I didn't train you" I smirked "Jack please-"
"Yeah? you need me that bad you had to come see me?" he cooed "Cause you know I'm the only person in port victoria who can make you cum"
"I can do it myself then I don't have to deal with your bloody ego!"
"fine, then I'll stop-" He smirked going to sloe
"Don't you fucking dare Jack!" I groaned forcing him to move quicker until I almost ripped his sheets as I screamed reaching my high 
"fuck you sound good like that" He groaned "I could almost put up with your shit for that noise" 
"I bet you could" I smirked forcing us over so he was down on his back 
"I knew you couldn't resist" He smirked
"You dare I will slap that smirking face of yours" I warn moving to ride him as aggressively as possible 
"UGhhhhhhhh fucking- you evil little thing"
"shut up Jack," I warn bouncing and moving mercilessly on him 
"Come on then princess make me cum" He smirked 
"I said shut up!" I yelled wrapping my hands around his neck to slightly choke him 
"UUughhhhhhhhhh!" he groans "Fuck-" He gasped his hips bucking like crazy as he buried himself inside of me so I pulled my hands back and caught my breath "Fine. I admit it. I've missed you" he gasped 
"Fine. I missed you too." I sighed climbing off him and going to get my dress but he grabbed me and pulled me back into the bed so he could cuddle me my head on his chest 
"Now you have... all of that out of your system, and have had time to pout. am I allowed to actually explain myself?"
"What's there to explain, you fucked her Jack. Plain and simple, what do you have to explain?"
"Will you listen anyway?" He asked stroking my hair 
"Fine. If you want to waste your breath."
"She has a problem"
"ohh I bet she did-"
"No. Listen. shut your mouth a while and listen to what I'm saying." he snapped "She has a problem, a medical problem, inoperable, incurable, she'll be dead within the month if not sooner" he explained quietly as he gently pets my hair "She was an innocent"
"was she? I bet she told you that." I said back almost in a whisper 
"Y/n. I swear to you, she told me, in confidence that she was an innocent, given the state of her condition she accepted her death and had began to make arrangements for the future,"
"And where do you come into all this?"
"I'm her doctor. I've been treating her. She asked me to... she said of all the things in this world that she will miss, she wanted to feel the touch of a man just once in her life." He whispered "So I did, Yes I fucked her. Should I have done it... I don't know. But do I regret it? No. would I do it again, I frankly don't know. I'm not sure I would If I'd have known I'd lose you because of it."
"Why you? She could have asked many, barely a man in Port Victoria that wouldn't want to fuck a virgin."
"Because I'm her doctor, and I was engaged. She trusted me. She didn't want to be used like some old whore she wanted to feel loved, and she knew she could trust me because I'm her doctor, and she wouldn't leave a man utterly in love with her behind, because she knew I loved you."
"Is that true?"
"Why would I lie to you now? you've already left me."
"why didn't you just tell me that?"
"Because I fucked another woman plain and simple... you didn't want to listen and it would only dig myself deeper if I did" 
"...it wasn't what you did Jack."
"No?"
"No. I just wish you'd have told me first."
"What?" he asked sitting up  a little 
"If you had come to me, and told me about her, about her illness, about what she had asked of you. I'd have allowed it." 
"No, you wouldn't-"
"I would. Because it is a kind thing to do Jack, if I was dying I'd have asked you too. I wish you had come and asked me, I'd have allowed it, but instead, I had to find out afterwards, from Sneed of all people not even you, that you broke my trust."
"I know, I was just worried you'd be angry if I told you." 
"I was more angry you didn't"
"That's fair." He nods "I fucked up, and I know that. it doesn't matter now... She's dead anyway."
"What?"
"Passed away this morning." 
"I'm sorry Jack-"
"It's fine. she doesn't have to suffer anymore. I'm happy, I could make her final days somewhat enjoyable"
"You're kind, and sweet when you want to be" 
"I am sorry. Believe me."
"Well... it doesn't matter now does it."
"I guess not." he sighed "She didn't even call me Jack."
"No?"
"No. Just Doctor Dawkins" He chuckled 
"Did you use her name?"
"I did. I wanted to make her feel loved... But I thought of you." He whispered kissing my forehead 
"You did?"
"I did. I imagined her body as yours, her voice as yours," He said "You know you're the only girl who can satisfy me. so I thought of you"
"... I don't know if that makes me feel better or worse." I sighed 
"Y/n..."
"Yes, Jack?"
"Is there, any possibility, no matter how slim? That, you and I may... rekindle even a portion of what we had before?" 
"I doubt it, Jack." I said moving to see his face "I will always love you, but I can't forgive you." 
"Could I do anything for you to forgive me?"
"No. Once trust is broken... like a delicate vase chattered, the pieces may be placed back, but you will always see the crack." I explained "Who's to say... another girl, in a similar state, asks the same of you, I cannot trust that you wouldn't do it again"
"... I understand." he nods "And I am sorry. I will always love you, you know that. No matter what you do, or say, my heart will always be yours." 
"And Mine yours." I smiled giving him a sweet kiss "I should go." I said climbing out the bed and starting to get dressed again 
"I don't know what I'm gonna do without you," he said as he watched me dress 
"I'm sure you shall find ladies to spend of the evening." 
"It's not the evening that worries me, it's the mornings, and the middays, and the afternoons, and the middle of the nights, a fuck is a fuck, but when you cum it's over, with you... every moment and all of it felt like heaven" 
"Well, such are the consequences of your actions." I sighed "Now? my book."
He rolled his eyes sitting up slipping his trousers on and pulling my book from under his mattress 
"Thank you" I snapped taking it back "A reason you kept it?"
"...reminds me of you." 
"You always complained you couldn't read it. my stupid spider scrawl handwriting"
"I can't. but I know what it says... when I read it, chasing the words around the page I- I heard your voice reading it to me" 
for a moment I felt teary "Keep it." I said handing back the book 
"No." he said pushing it back into my hand and kissing my lips in a soft and gentle way "Please don't labour me with memories of you." 
"Alright," I nodded "Goodbye Jack."
"Goodbye Y/n" He nods fighting back his tears 
I took my book and I left heading home. 
I sat in bed fresh as the morning sun, unable to bring myself to rise just yet, I turned and saw my book on my bedside table and I thought of him, for a moment all our nights of enthroned passion returned, I thought of our last night together over a month ago now of angst and anger, I thought of how he held me that night, how he kissed me still with all the love that he had always done so, 
I thought of the most wonderful moments, Of how his head would settle in my lap after the day's work, I would twist and knot my fingers in his golden locks, he would press a kiss to my thighs, and I would read to him, all that I had written, and he would offer me suggestions of words that suited better, listing synonyms for me to replace the overused words. 
I forced such thoughts away and sat myself up checking the day on my calendar I knew what to expect today pulling back my covers but- they were as white as sheep. This couldn't be? I was late already. I tried not to allow panic to set in given my typical irregularities.
"Miss I have brought your you porridge with honey" The maid smiled as she came through with my breakfast but the simple smell was enough
"Out." I demanded throwing my head off my bed to upturn my stomach into the bucket I had left there, and she scurried away. "No... No this can't be possible." I forced myself up and over to my mirror pulling back my nightie to expose my stomach it didn't look any different or maybe it did... I don't know. and the memory of that night flooded into my mind, of him finishing burying himself inside me as I rode him, "No... no no no.... I'm gonna kill him..." I whined grabbing my dress and hurrying as fast as my feet could to the hospital rushing up to his room without a word. But I froze up as I saw his door- 
to think of all that had happened, How I stormed out, I'd returned once and clearly that was an awful mistake I- didn't exactly feel thrilled I was returning yet again. but I knocked and soon enough he pulled it open.
"Oh, its you. What can I do for you?" He asked fixing his waistcoat
"I need you." I told him rushing into his room
"Uhh okay" He nods shutting his door with a wicked smile "So... Shall I repeat our last night my darling?"
"No." I snapped "I need your... medical, Intervention"
"my medical intervention?"
"Yes."
"You realize patients have to wait in the waiting room you know, you can't just come up to a doctor's bedroom to get seen faster, even if it is you."
"Jack. Please." I told him fear in my voice tears in my eyes and he melted his own panic set in 
"What is it?"
"I am... so very scared Jack."
"Alright just sit down, tell me what's wrong," he said helping me to sit on his bed 
"My monthly time is late."
"Alright, well such thing can happen you have been stressed these few weeks" He explained nervously pacing around his room as I spoke 
"Over a month."
"Perhaps simple change in your cycle" 
"I have been vomiting." 
"A bad fish may have simply turned your stomach," he said his fear growing as he too was coming to the conclusion I had already suspected but he didn't want it to be true, he didn't want to believe me, 
"My waist grows... Inch by inch. Almost weekly. gaining speed steadily"
"Bloating. could simply-"
"Jack. I might be pregnant." 
"You might." He nods "It could be a million other-"
"I. Might be pregnant." I told him getting to my feet "By the grace of god I need to know." 
"I'd need to track your cycle completely, and I don't have that information."
"You had it as up to date as I did until I left and I haven't bleed since so-"
"Well, how do I know what you've been doing?" He glared So I slapped him and he adjusted his jaw a little "How am I to know who the father is?"
"You." I said and the colour drained from his skin "I have never been touched by another man as long as I have lived. If I am pregnant... It is yours. or it is gods." 
"It can't be mine. I always-"
"Not always, Our last evening together..."
"Fuck-" He gasped "I have thought of that night a hundred times, your right. I didn't"
"So, Doctor. What do we do?" 
"I need a rabbit." He sighed 
I had to return to the hospital, to Jack twice daily once in the morning, once at night and each day, for three days, and I had to drink a whole jug of water and well... expel it. and this was the final time. 
"There, Now will we know?" I asked 
"Yes. we should do" He said as he took it in a firm needle "shhh shhh there's a good girl" He cooed to the little rabbit on the table, I had since after all these days named her hoppy, and he injected her "Five minutes" he said 
"I do not understand how these things work" I sighed 
"You want me to explain?"
"Not really."
"Fair enough." He said turning to his tools a moment and grabbing a large knife 
"Jack- What are you doing!"
"Finding out" He began moving quickly to-
"No!" I yelped stopping him "Jack! that's barbaric." 
"I have been injecting her with your urine for the last three days, if her ovaries are enlarged and she has gone into heat then you are pregnant, if she hasn't you are not."
"Is there no way to check without killing her?"
"No. now do you want to know or not?" 
"There must be a simpler way."
"Yes, there is. we wait nine months and see if a baby pops out of you."
"You know we can't do that. but that doesn't mean I allow you to butcher an innocent animal"
We both stopped a moment as hoppy moved a little and began humping the blanket she sat on aggressively 
"I'd say she's in heat"
"I need to check. for sure."
"Fine" I sighed 
"I'll be quick, painless" he said making quick work of killing the poor thing before then cutting it open to examine her 
"And?"
".... her ovaries are Enlarged. Extremely so. She is in heat." He said dropping his knife on the table 
"So..."
"You're pregnant." 
"... I see." I nodded my hands settling on my stomach in absolute fear but Jack took my face in his hand and sweetly kissed me sending blood across my skin, till he pulled back stroking his nose on mine as he always used to
"This is the happiest news you could have given me."
"Happy? Jack, I am pregnant out of wedlock. My father will banish me, society will crucify me, and our child will suffer as a bastard all of its life." I explained, "What am I to do?" 
"I know exactly what you are to do. Take back my ring."
"What?"
"Take back my ring, return our lives to how they were, before my mistake, marry me by the end of the week and we, can raise our child together. As husband and wife," 
"We cannot-"
"Why not?"
"I already told my father of our cancelled engagement"
"Then tell him it was nothing but a lovers tiff. and that all is as it was." He said "I still love you, I still want us to be together, I still want to marry you. and I want us to raise our child together. Please. You cannot expect me to let you go again, I made that mistake once letting you walk away from me, I am not foolish enough to allow it again, especially not while my child grows in your womb" 
"You can not simply expect me to trust you again Jack."
"I'm not. I'm asking you to let me earn it back." He said, "Please Y/n." 
"Yes" I gasped
"You-"
"Yes Jack."
"Y/n... my darling" He cooed pulling me back to his lips. 
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wasawattpadkid · 1 year
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Drunk Antics
Summary: When Billy and Stu have a little too much to drink they come to you.
Pairing: poly!ghostface (college au) x fem!reader
Warnings: Nothing really just fluff and angst. Drunk Billy and Stu
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The pounding on your dorm door was bound to wake up everyone in a 5 mile radius. "What the hell-" Billy and Stu hit the floor in a heap of giggles. "Told you she was home fuckrag." A tiny hiccup could be heard coming from Stu. "How did you two even get in here?" You questioned helping the men up. "A magician never tells his secrets Y/n." Stu's words were slurred and his legs were shaky. You closed the door telling them both to sit down. Thankfully Stu listened falling back on your roommates bed. "I'm gonna be sick..." Stu groaned.
"No no no, no you're not." You grabbed a trash can running to his aid. "I'm kidding!" He giggled his hiccups getting worse. Billy tossed his hair back dancing around the room. "I was thinking of you tonight..." Stu said dragging his hand down the middle of your shirt. You laughed dryly. "Oh yeah I bet you were. You know you smell like perfume Stu." You weren't pissed just disappointed. "We robbed a perfume store." Billy laughed at his partners answer.
"Dance with me Y/n." Billy tugged at your clothes trying to pull you to him. "Babe you reek of Jack Daniels." Billy's lips made contact with your neck biting and sucking the skin he found. "Oh no, not tonight. You are both way too drunk." You pushed him back just enough to see his splotchy red face. The tip of his nose bright red making him look like Rudolph. "I didn't have near as much as he did." He pointed to the unconscious man on the bed. "Fuck." You left Billy standing to roll Stu on his side just in case.
"He'll be fine. I didn't drug him this time." You whipped your head towards your boyfriend. "What!?" You whisper yelled and he just laughed. "Kidding! If making a joke is a crime arrest me." He held out his hands connected by the wrist. "As much as I'd love to see you in handcuffs not tonight Billy, I said no." He rolled his eyes stomping his foot like a toddler. "Jesus how much did you drink tonight?"
You helped him out of his leather jacket flinging it to the side of the room. "Slow down there my girlfriend kills people." He slurred and you laughed. His knuckles were slightly bloody which is something you'd definitely have to bring up tomorrow. "We need to get you into bed." He rubbed his hands together once again thinking he was about to get lucky. He sat down on the bed letting you pull off his shoes. The next thing to go was his shirt. "You're very beautiful at this angle." When he was drunk his charm was on high. "Thanks." You didn't even bother with his jeans. "Now lay back."
Billy did as told waiting for you to climb in with him. "Where you going?" He asked his pout could be heard in his voice. "I'm checking on Stu." You sighed hating being a babysitter. "And I don't want the world to see me!" Billy loudly began singing making you jump. "Cause I don't think that they'd understand." He was your drama queen. "With everything meant to be broken." You were 100% sure those weren't the lyrics. He mumbled the next line tears now forming in his eyes. "Babe don't.. aww." He held out his arms like a toddler pulling you on top of him.
Your head laid on top of his chest as his arms squeezed you. "Promise you won't leave us." He whispered. The sound of his voice broke your heart. "Where is this coming from?" A whimper left his throat. "Just promise." You sighed. "I promise Billy." With that his heart rate slowed and he began to fall asleep. Thank God your roommate went home for the weekend.
"Y/n?" Stu whispered from the other bed. You closed your eyes preparing for more antics. "Yes babe?" Silence. "Yes babe?" You repeated. Nothing. "Stu!" You whispered gaining his attention. "Hmm?" He mumbled. "What'd you want?" You asked ready to help him to the bathroom or trash can. "I don't know you called me." You took a moment before you laughed with pity. "Your head is going to kill you tomorrow."
"If it doesn't you will." He muttered falling back asleep. "Damn straight." You smiled as you cuddled up with Billy.
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imyourbratzdoll · 1 year
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𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒏𝒐 𝒇𝒖𝒓𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒘𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅
I'm already deciding on part 3, so don't bother asking for it! do feel free to send in suggestions, characters for her to end up with, etc.
find part 1 here.
summary - after your breakup with steve, you change, no longer wanting to deal with your emotions. after months of your team not hearing from or seeing you, they decide to track you down.
warning - angst, death.
the gif and header I use aren't mine.
Warnings and Reminders - Please do not plagiarise, copy, repost/republish, adapt, or translate any of my work on any social media platforms, apps, or third-party sites. The only platforms I post my work on are: Tumblr and Wattpad. I do not own any character of any franchise (Marvel etc.) All my works are fiction and may be dark or triggering content: READ ALL WARNINGS BEFORE PROCEEDING.
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The Avengers were worried. Your friends and family were concerned. Hell, even your asshole of an ex was worried. It has been months since anyone had seen or heard from you, not since the day of the gathering. The house you and Steve used to live in was burnt to a crisp. Nothing was left. You had just disappeared. Steve ended up getting a couple of bruises and some broken bones that healed from your friends. They knew he was the reason for this.
You stood there, covered in blood and surrounded by dead bodies. You had been minding your own business, wanting to grab some food and return to your cabin, but these men. Oh, these men. Why did they have to think they were better than you? Why couldn’t they have minded their own business and left you alone? Was their entire species built on invading a woman’s life? Could they not just fuck off. You were so annoyed, looking around at the pathetic beings that lay bloody and lifeless. “Men.” You growl quietly before bending down to grab your bags full of food and return to where you call home. You guess this could be a time to think about everything you have done and that has happened. 
Sure, burning your house down was probably a bit over the top. But you wanted to get rid of the memory of Steve, and that was the only thing you could think of at the time. Some may call you childish or crazy for how you dealt with your emotions, but you couldn’t find it in yourself to care anymore. You had spent years in a relationship with a man who was stuck in the past, who had thought you were only meant to cook, clean and bear his children. Steve didn’t really love you, he just wanted to use you, and it took him behaving like a child and throwing a tantrum for you to see he wasn’t meant for you.
It doesn’t mean you can’t have a little fun. In the end, you did love him. He did have a piece of your heart. The woman inside of you was grieving and hurting. She begged you to forgive him, make him see you were meant for him. But you were stronger than her. You know that no man could ever treat you like that. You know he wasn’t right for you, and you were on a war path. You groaned as you walked up the stairs and onto your porch. Making your way into your house, you walk past everything and to the kitchen, where you place the bags down. “Hello, people who do not live here.” You hum, facing your old team members, who look shocked as you are covered in blood. 
“Y/n?” Nat steps forward, looking you up and down, trying to determine if the blood is yours. You nod, digging into the bag and pulling out your food. You reach over and grab a fork as you begin to dig in. 
“That’s my name.” You give a sarcastic smile, chewing on your food. Your eyes move over everyone before focusing on your ex. “What’s he doing here? I thought you were too busy finding someone else to put up with your shit? Ya know…” You jump up onto the counter, swinging your legs as you glare. “Someone who would make a better mother than I would.” You smile before stuffing more food into your mouth, humming at its taste. 
Tony tilts his head, making his way over to you, unafraid. “You’ve changed.” His eyes move over your face, and yours connect with him. He smiles. “I like it.” He pulls you into a hug, “I missed you, kid.” You smile, patting his back.
“Missed you too, dumbass.” He pulls back, and the rest of the Avengers make their way over to hug you, letting you know how much they’ve missed you and how worried they’ve been. “So… Whatcha doing here? I won’t ask how you found me because that’d be a stupid question.” 
“As we said, we were worried.” Nat tilts her head, “were you attacked?” You shrug, chewing your food more. “Y/n?”
“Sorta, I guess? I don’t know. Men don’t know how to mind their business.” Your focus moves to the container in your hand, barely noticing the looks they give each other. “Yes, I killed them, and it’s not that big of a deal.”
“Not that big of a deal?! You murdered people! See, this is why I said what I said.” Steve growls, staring you down as he tries to make you uncomfortable. 
“What is it, asshole day?” You groan, tilting your head back as you feel a headache form. “Yes, Steven. I murdered people, and again, you’ve stated I wouldn’t be a good mother. How about you get over that?” You hum, shovelling more food into your mouth as you stare at him without emotion. You point your fork at him. “Have you ever stopped to think that maybe you're the problem? Maybe you're the one who wouldn’t make a good parent? I mean, let’s face it, you have issues. You can’t even keep anything good in your life, and when you do find something good, you try and destroy it because you are so self-absorbed.” You roll your eyes, ignoring how some team members chuckle as you tear the retired Captain a new one. “You think you're better than any of us? You’ve killed, too. You’ve done worse. So what if I did the world a favour and took out some pathetic men? What are you going to do? What is worse than you ripping my heart out like I meant nothing to you?” You place the food down, hop off the counter and approach him with a glare. 
And the dumbass decides to open his mouth. “Well, if you want my opinion–” 
“I don’t.” Your glare hardens, jaw clenching as you stop yourself from killing him, especially in front of your friends and family. “I have my own.” Everyone’s breath hitches when you step closer to the towering man. “Now, if you don’t mind. I don’t want trash in my house, so I suggest you find the door before I set you on fire.” You growl lowly, sending shivers up everyone’s spines before you turn and go into your bathroom, needing to get the blood of the useless off of you. 
Once you finish showering and changing into comfier clothes, you return and stop when you notice everyone bar one, still here. “Oh, you guys didn’t leave?” You look over and see Wanda preparing a feast in your kitchen while everyone else makes themselves at home around your cabin. You look around to make sure Steve isn’t hiding around a corner. “Huh, I guess trash does know how to take itself out.” Your head turns as you hear Tony laugh, nearly falling out of his seat.
“Oh, kid. You don’t know how much I missed you and your sarcasm.” He sips the very expensive whiskey that you may or may not have stolen from him. “Morgan’s missed you too, especially how you’d teach her your sarcastic ways.” You smile softly, accepting a glass from Natasha as she walks up to you. 
“I’ve missed her too. I’m sorry for not rushing over when she got hurt.” You take a sip, leaning into Natasha as she wraps an arm around you. 
Tony shrugs. “It’s not your fault. Don’t apologise. She had help plus. She isn’t even your kid. You shouldn’t have to apologise for not rushing to someone else’s kid.” He rubs his forehead, “It’s not your job to do that. Sure, when you are on the field. I get it because that’s our job.” Tony points at you. “Don’t let Captain tightass get to you. You’d be a wonderful mother.” 
You smile, “Thanks, Tony. Always one for wise words.” You smile when Wanda comes around and kisses your cheek softly, mentioning that dinner’s ready. You all head over to the table and sit down, feeling a pair of eyes on you. You turn and notice Bucky staring at you with a soft smile. “What’s up, Buck?” 
He shakes his head, “nothing. I just want you to know that I tried talking some sense into him, and when he didn’t listen and we found out the truth of your disappearance, we kicked his ass.” You giggle, shaking your head at the image. Bucky flashes a proud smile at making you laugh. He’s happy you’re smiling and loves his best friend, but Steve didn’t deserve someone like you. You deserved the world, and he knew the rest of the team was thinking it.
“Thank you, you guys didn’t have to do that. I know you’ve known him longer than you’ve known me, but I appreciate the love you’ve shown me.” You thank them, feeling loved even though deep down you feel broken. Once dinner was over, they said their goodbyes and left, promising that they’ll come and see you again. You were left alone once again. Left in your thoughts as the broken woman inside you pounded against your heart, she wanted out. She wanted to cry and grieve the relationship you once had. But anger was better than tears, better than grief, better than guilt. You walked into your bathroom and stared at yourself in the mirror. The person staring back at you wasn’t who Steve had left. She was different. “How could you have been so stupid?” You spoke to her, watching her mouth move like yours did. “Why did you fall for him?! Why did you give your heart over?!” You screamed, your fist flying forward and shattering the glass. 
You were better off alone. Maybe one day you could open your heart again, and maybe one day you’ll find the person right for you. But right now, you needed to find yourself, find the woman you were without him. 
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the-kr8tor · 3 months
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IMAGINE COWBOY HOBIE WITH A SINGER READER WHO SINGS TO MAKE MONEY SO ONE DAY HOBIE COMES TO THE CITY BECAUSE HE HAS TO LIKE HUNT SOMEONE DOWN OR SMT AND GOES TO THE TAVERN AND SEES READER SING AND HES ABSOLUTELY MESMERISED
SORRY AN IMAGE IS MY HEAD RN
Another cowboy! Hobie request! Thank you, lovely, I hope you like it 🫶
Pairing: Hobie Brown x gn! Reader
Tags: no use of Y/N, minimal dialogue, No specific physical description of the reader, Cowboy! Hobie, Western AU, Cowboy AU, TW violence, CW injury, CW drinking. Fluff.
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Hobie enters the tavern, all bloodied knuckles, leather and broken skin. His horse, Harley, whinnies outside, glad of the rest from all the running she'd done earlier. The patrons quiet down, roaming their eyes on the stranger. Some glare at him, looking for a fight while the alcohol is still fresh in their veins. A few look away after seeing his twin pistols strapped on his waist. His lasso swing next to his pistol, the rope shredded and well used.
His hat hides the cut on his eyebrow, lips dry, he saunters over to the bar, spurs clinking, hands tucked in his belt buckle.
Sitting down on the creaking stool, he flicks the brim of his hat, emerald eyes wordlessly stares at the bartender who slides a glass of whiskey over to his waiting hand.
The amber liquid warms his insides, numbing the pain from his recent injuries. He swirls the alcohol in the glass like a swirling whirlpool of ambrosia, threatening to drown him in its warmth.
A soft guitar strums on his right, his aching neck turns to the sound, his eyes find you sitting on a similar stool, a worn guitar sitting on your lap, a smile on your lips. A sight for sore eyes in the dim smoky tavern.
You press your lips close to the mic, hands shaking, eyes fluttering shut as you start singing.
The noisy bar suddenly silences, numerous eyes watch you on the little stage covered in sticky alcohol. Ears perk up at your rhythmic strumming. There's goosebumps rising under Hobie's leather clad arms.
Your voice drops on him like a bucket of ice water, waking him up from his stupor. He can't seem to remove his eyes from you, for the first time in a while, Hobie smiles genuinely.
The alcohol lay forgotten in his hand as you sing your third song of the night. Apparently the patrons don't like him staying for two songs more.
Two men sidle up next to him, one blocks you from his view, the other right behind him, so close that he can feel the man's foul breath on his nape.
“You're far from home, stranger” one drawls, whiskey breath fanning Hobie's face.
“This town ain't big enough for ya.” The other man says, fingers reaching for Hobie's collar.
Before they get their hands on Hobie, he grips his glass, flinging it towards the man behind him, nailing him right on his temple.
A fight ensues, you jump away from your seat, eyes wide, using your guitar to shield yourself from flying bottles. Backing away, you dodge a glass.
Hobie fights his way towards you, kicking a man right on his groin, earning a high pitched scream from the man. Another patron, too drunk to see straight, hobbles over to you with a sick grin. Hobie sees this, already sprinting and dodging flying stools to get to you.
He unclips his lasso to hogtie the man down, but you beat him to it by smashing the man's head with your guitar. The broken wood splinters, the sound pinging in his ears.
The drunkard fall on his back like a hay bale, the broken guitar around his neck, head poking out of it.
Hobie looks at you dumbfounded, a growing smile on his lips. He stands there with his hands holding on to the lasso while chaos surrounds him. The second you look at him with your pretty eyes, everything seems to stop just for you.
You smile back at him, all saccharine, eyes crinkling in the corners. Your reach for him, flexing your fingers. Without a word, he takes your hand. And you run away with him, through the backdoor, away from the mayhem, and onto the dry plains.
He knows he's met his match. And you can't wait to get to know the mysterious cowboy who gladly took your hand without question.
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playbucky · 2 months
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Little Piggy.
You’re a news reporter who has been kidnapped due to a story she was working on. After an unknown amount of time spent in a dark room, task force 141 come and rescue you.  Word Count – 1,7k.  Characters – Reader, Ghost, Price, Kyle, Soap.  Warnings – torture, game canon violence, kidnapping. 
‘You with me?’ He asked, you remained silent, his rough hand snapped out and grabbed your cheeks. His broken nails cut into the soft skin.   ‘I need you with me sweet thing, I want the world to see your pretty face as I remove your finger.’ He said, you blinked a few times before you focused on him.   ‘There they are.’  ‘Smile.’ He said, the camera was shoved in your face, you exhaled through your lips which caused saliva to spray at him.  ‘Tell your audience your name.’ The man said, you ran your tongue over your lips as you gaze flickered between the man and the camera that was focused on him.  ‘Tell them.’ He growled, his palm collided with your cheek.  ‘My name is Y/N Y/L/N.’ You said, you looked past the camera to focus on him.  ‘And your job.’  ‘I am a reporter with New Times.’  ‘I want everyone to know that within twenty-four hours your lovely reporter will be dead.’ He grumbled, you narrowed your eyes at him.  ‘Fuck you.’ You spat, you cleared your throat and sent it towards him, satisfied when it landed on his chest.   Your head collided with the rough wall as your cheek stung, his hand dropped as the group chuckled and you ran your tongue over your teeth. He was quick to step forward, one of his men moved to switch the camera off but he extended a finger to them.  ‘Keep the camera rolling.’ He growled, his hand jerked forward and wrapped tightly around your hand, ‘How about we play little piggy.’ He commented, your eyes widened as he spread your fingers and smirked.   You tried to pull away from him but the wall behind you didn’t help and a second pair of hands reached out of the darkness. They wrapped around your arm and held it still. The man reached behind him, a pair of sharp pliers were placed into his hand. He opened and closed them as your breathing quickened up, a deep chuckle seeped from the back of his throat.   He moved his fingers, so he was holding onto your pinky, you clenched your jaw and exhaled through your nose. He glanced at you through his eyelashes and his smirk grew into a wide smile as he opened the pliers and rested your finger between the sharp blades. Your breathing quickened as he looked at you face on.  ‘This little piggy went to market.’ He snapped the pliers shut, your stomach flipped when the loud crack filled the quiet room before you screamed.  You managed to pull your arm and hand away from the men and clutched it to your chest as the searing pain continued to spread, you exhaled heavily through your teeth. The men tried to grab a hold of your arm again before you hissed and lunged forward, your forehead collided with the man to the side of you. He yelped and moved back before you were pushed against the wall, a rough hand wrapped around your throat as it tightened. Your eyes snapped to him before you tapped his forearm with your bloody hand.  ‘Not that strong, are you?’ He quizzed as you continued to cough, you welcomed the musky air.  ‘You wouldn’t kill me just now, not enough audience.’ You rasped out, chin jutted towards the camera that was still rolling. He turned and motioned to end the film.  
Ghost and the rest of the Task Force watched the video that had been played over and over, the news picked it up and ran with the headlines. He knew that by tomorrow morning your face would be plastered all over the papers and everyone would be talking about how you had been captured. Price looked at him, his gloved hands tightened into fists, his eyes darted to him before Price pushed out his seat. The video was paused before it disappeared and your id was displayed on the screen, you smile a contrast to your tired and pained face.  ‘As seen in the video, Y/N Y/L/N, a news reporter who was captured two days ago.’ Price said, Laswell clicked the computer and more information about you appeared on the screen.  ‘Looks like they’ve got a history with dangerous places.’ Kyle commented, Ghost had to tuck his hands into his armpits and leaned back into his seat.  ‘They are used to it, yeah, they volunteer to go into these danger zones.’ Laswell stated, she noticed Ghost’s demeanour change.  ‘We leave tomorrow at sunrise and arrive at sunset there, that night we will get them out of the compound they are being held in.’ Price explained, the lay out of the buildings popped onto the screen. 
‘Y/N?’ The deep voice called out, you tried to lift your head but it weighed down, your arms had gone numb from being held above your head  ‘Hey, you with us?’ A gloved hand cupped your neck, you watched through heavy eyelids as he slid his gun back into his holster, his second hand cupped the other side and carefully tilted your head back.  ‘Ghost?’ You quizzed, your brows furrowed.  ‘Yeah, it’s me.’ He replied, you slurred as you tried to think of something.  ‘Why?’ You grunted out.  ‘We need to get you out.’ He said, you shook your head and refused to move from your spot.  ‘No, no, how did you find my location?’ You asked, you gaze was focused on the mask covered face of Ghost.  ‘Your phone pinged.’ Soap said, you looked at him then back to Ghost, you noticed his brows furrow.  ‘What?’ He asked.  ‘They took everything off me.’ You informed him, he stiffened.  ‘Shit.’ Ghost hissed, you placed a hand on Ghost’s elbow and leaned out the side, your eyes searched around the room, the camera wasn’t there.  ‘Leave me and go.’ You told him quickly, you looked around the room as your hands moved to his shoulders.  ‘No.’ He shook his head.  ‘Ghost, go.’ You almost shouted.  ‘Y/N, we could take you.’ He said, you looked to the others that stood behind him, your eyes pleaded them.  ‘They’ll be watching, they want to create the most damage or newsworthy story,’ you explained, ‘what better than killing two people that shouldn’t be here.’ You said, Soap looked at you as you turned back and made eye contact with Ghost.   ‘Go, I’ll be fine.’ You quickly reached up and touched his cheeks, the mask rough under your bloody hands. 
‘How’d you know the reporter?’ Soap asked when he lowered himself into the seat.  ‘Friends.’ He grunted, his cracked his knuckles and straightened his back.  ‘Is that all?’ He quizzed him.  ‘What else would there be?’ Ghost asked, his dark gaze moved to Soap.  ‘Dunno, seemed close to be friends.’ He commented but didn’t want to push him too far, Ghost remained silent.  ‘I don’t want to push you Lieu but we need to be informed off all the information that will help us with this mission.’ Soap said, Ghost’s jaw clenched as he moved in his seat.  ‘You should tell him.’ Price said, Soap and Kyle looked at the Captain before Ghost rolled his neck, it popped loudly.  ‘Y/N and I grew up together occasionally we’d have a fling or what not -,’ Ghost reluctantly gave up.  ‘You’re lovers?’ Soap asked confused.  ‘No, it was just convenient for the pair of us.’ He said with a shake of his head.  ‘Could they be doing this to get to us?’ Kyle suggested, Ghost immediately went to say no but stopped himself.  ‘There’s a chance.’ Price said, Ghost slid his eyes to you.  ‘Is it known that you two have a thing?’ Gaz questioned, Ghost shook his head.  ‘No, not unless they’ve been planning it for years.’ Ghost said, he rolled his shoulders, ‘I haven’t saw Y/N for two years.’ 
'Ghost.’ You said, the gun lowered as he approached you, two other men stepped into the small room, guns aimed at the entrance.  ‘You shouldn’t be here.’  ‘We’re fine, we got them.’ He said, you leaned your head back to make eye contact.  ‘All of them?’ You quizzed, he nodded.  ‘The ones that didn’t run, yeah.’ He said, the corner of your lips pulled up.  ‘Why’d they kidnap me?’ You asked, the dull pain spread up and across your head.  ‘Publicity.’ He grumbled, the wraps removed from your wrists, slowly you dropped your hands, Ghost carefully looked them over.  ‘I’m not famous.’ You said, you looked at the other two that had came in with him.  ‘No, but it seems the arms dealer case you reported last month was a part of their organisation.’ The Scot told you, you looked at him, your eyebrows pinched together.  ‘Why was someone here working with an English businessman?’ You asked, Ghost chuckled next to you.  ‘Now isn’t the time to be asking questions.’   ‘What do I always say?’ You asked him, he dropped the rope from your wrists.  ‘Nows always the time.’ He grumbled, you arched an eyebrow as he offered you a hand to guide yourself up.  ‘Maybe you should wait till your checked out before you ask the questions.’ Ghost suggested, you glared at him but nodded. 
‘You good?’  ‘I’m good.’ You replied, he sighed, shoulders dropped before he yanked you forward.  A large arm wrapped around your waist, the second one over your shoulders as his hands held the back of your head. You reacted quickly and wrapped your arms around his wide back, your bandage hand rested between his shoulders.  ‘Scared the shit out of me.’ He mumbled into your ear, you exhaled as you pulled back from him, your hands stopped on his face.  ‘Gotta keep you on your toes.’ You commented, with the crinkles around the side of his eyes you knew he was smiling.  ‘Yeah, you do.’ He breathed out.  ‘I want you to meet my team.’ Simon said, you tilted your head but nodded as he moved to your side, arm still wrapped around you.  ‘Soap, Kyle or Gaz and of course you know Price.’ He introduced them to you, you gave them a polite smile as they waved at you.  ‘Nice to see you kid.’ Price said, he stepped closer and you moved from Simon’s arm and wrapped him up in a hug.  ‘You as well old man, been awhile.’  ‘That it has.’ He agreed before he pulled you tighter to his chest. 
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Alejandro who’s S/O gets captured, and when he rescues her, she’s moments away from death, but everything turns out okay, because we like happy endings in this household. 😭
Back To You | Alejandro Vargas x Wife!Reader
a/n: you guys got me fucked up. how can i be more in love with alejandro??? shits crazy. alejandro is a sensitive man underneath his whole military facade. good men cry. if you don’t believe that or like it, get off my blog please 🤍
warnings: mentions of blood, injury, guns, kidnapping. vague mentions of torture.
summary: Alejandro lost himself when he found his home broken into, you were gone and the gun he gave you to protect yourself left on the floor of the living room.
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This would be the last place Alejandro would be searching before settling Las Almas ablaze. The damn cartel had enough nerve to break into his home and take what he cared for the most - his wife.
He was nervous. Yes, you knew how to protect yourself for the most part, it was evident when Alejandro saw the pistol he had given you on the floor of your home, ten of the thirteen bullet fired. He was also nervous, seeing so much blood in his home.
The warehouse was quiet now, his team had killed most of the targets and now he was running through hallways. Kicking down doors, clearing cells that were empty to begin with - he was beginning to lose faith.
Mi sol, mi sol, ¿Dónde están?
He had knocked down twenty doors before he found the last one, his heart in his throat. He turned to Rodolfo behind him. The Sergeant Major nodded to him, keeping his rifle up as Alejandro looked back to the wooden door. He raised his leg, slamming his foot into it. The door splinted into pieces as it slammed into the wall, Alejandro moved forwards with his rifle in his hands. The flashlight on the gun shined around the room, another concrete room with just a metal chair in the middle. He stepped into the room, moving towards the chair.
Fresh blood.
“Pendejo!” A voice screeched before a weight was attached onto Alejandro’s back, forcing him to stumble forwards. He twisted while his hands went up and grabbed the arm around his throat, pulling it away.
“Y/N! Y/N, it’s us!” He heard Rudy shout, the weight on his back stopped moving. Alejandro felt the weight quickly slide off of him, he whipped around so fast to see you. His bleeding heart ruptured, and a tidal wave ensued as soon as he saw your bloody face, scared and tearful.
“Ale.” Your voice was nothing compared to your war cry only moments before, it was barely a whisper as you held your hands close to your chest. “Ale.” He watched as the small shiv in your hands dropped to the floor, mutely clattering against the concrete.
His arms reached for you, you dove into him. His hands dug into your hair and his other arm pulled you tight, but you loudly winced. He let go, still holding your head as he looked down to you. “Where are you hurt?” He wiped away blood from your forehead, but it kept coming. “Rudy.”
Rudy immediately marched over, handing the Colonel some alcohol wipes.
“Lo siento, mi sol. No te protegí lo suficiente.” He whispered, wiping away dried blood and tears from your face, his stomach twisted into knots. “I will do better to protect you.”
“Ale,” Rudy’s voice sounded with urgency, “tu esposa sangra mucho por la espalda. Necesitamos que la evacúen.”
His eyes widened, more tears came from your eyes.
“Is that true? You need to tell me how bad you’re hurt!” His voice raised a little, throwing the wipe away before moving away to inspect the t-shirt and long pants you were in. There was a large collection of gashes on your stomach, arms sliced up - you looked as if you were going to pass out.
Your tears fell faster and you barely got a word out before you collapsed into him, his entire body going into emergency mode. He immediately swung you into his arms, “Keep your eyes open, my love, c’mon.”
Your face rolled into his vest, eyes barely open as he shouted to his friend, “¡Vamos, Rudy! ¡Tenemos que irnos!”
Alejandro kept you close to him as Rudy led him back through the building, your head rolling back and forth as he ran.
“Ale.”
He glanced down to you, seeing your beautiful eyes gaze up at him. The eyes he had loved for years. “Yes, my love?”
“Os amo. Lo siento.”
Your eyes fluttered closed, and you wouldn’t hear your husband’s screams for you to wake, to look at him again. You wouldn’t hear his cries, begging for you to stay with him. Your body began to feel cold, blossoming from the stab wounds in your back - heartbeat in your ears as the feeling of your husband carrying you began to fade away into nothingness.
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It wouldn’t be until you wake in your bed days later that you would see your husband again, his eyes on you as tears ran down his face. He held your hands up to his lips, placing kisses to them as he pressed his thankfulness to God for saving you.
“Ale, what…” You coughed a little, your whole body ached. “Happened?”
“You’re going to be okay, mi sol.”
Your husband had a flood of tears run down his face, holding your hands to his head and letting small sobs leave his body. You had fought your attackers hard to see Alejandro again, but it hurt to see him sobbing into your skin. You whispered to him, “No llores, estoy aquí.”
“I-I failed you.” His voice cracked, his eyes finally peering over your hands he held, his deep brown eyes growing red from irritation. “I didn’t protect you-“
“You didn’t know I was in danger.”
“Mi sol, you will always be in danger because of me.” Tears ran down his face, he pressed a kiss to your skin. “Forgive me.” Another kiss before he pressed his forehead into your hands, you could feel the sobs shuddering his whole body. “Forgive me, my love.”
You murmured to him, “Todavía me protegiste, me salvaste. Sé que siempre vendrás por mí.” The broken man squeezed your hands, sobs still erupting from his lips before you moved your hands away from his. He let them, his teary eyes looked and watched as you gently pet his hair, coming it away from his face. Guilt was written all over his face, you wished you could wipe it away like his warm tears. “You still came when I needed you.”
He let out a huff through his nose, his hands settled next to your side. “I broke my promise to you to keep you safe from harm. Te lo prometí y te lastimaste.”
Your hand rested on his cheek. “I don’t care about broken promises.” Your thumb swiped away the constant stream of tears. “Listen to me. Your job is dangerous, I know that. I know that people will do anything to hurt you, and that would include hurting me.” Your other hand gently brushed his dark hair from his face as you whispered, “I don’t ever have to question that you protect me the best you can, and I don’t have to question that you will always save me if something happens.”
His hands found purchase on your wrists, squeezing his eyes shut to try and stop his tears.
“Las Almas needs you, my love.” You muttered, your other hand settled on his other cheek so you held his face in your hands. “Look at me.” His eyes opened, he took in stuttering breaths and you wiped away his tears. “I’m alive because of you, Alejandro. Many other innocent people are alive because of you.”
“You almost died.” He shook his head. “Eres el amor de mi vida, I can’t live without you.”
“Alejandro Vargas, you haven’t been listening.” You shook his head a little, his eyebrows furrowed. “You protect me the best you can, I’m very grateful. You’re doing your best, my love. That’s all I ask for.”
He nodded, moving to the side to kiss your palm gently before leaning his face into your touch.
“You can’t break your other promise though, Ale.”
His dark eyes flickered to yours, a smile on your face.
“You promised to get me a dog.”
He laughed a little. “A big dog, no?”
“A big dog with spots, Ale. Your wife demands it.”
He kissed your palm again, thanking God again in his heart for keeping you alive so he could admire your smile.
“Anything to help me keep you safe, mi sol.”
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jonesyjonesyjonesy · 1 month
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Wildflowers (pt. xxii.i)
a john paul jones x fem!oc fic (in progress)
summary: Julia Morgan knew nannying for three girls who had recently lost their mother would come with many challenges. But she never thought their father, the enigmatic musician John Paul Jones, would be causing her the most trouble. And while Julia is not in the business of saving broken men, her tenderness might be meant for more than little girls and wildflowers.
table of contents │ previous chapter
masterlist│ko-fi
notes: drug use, dubcon, attempted sa, violence, blood, nsfw
a/n: it seems unfair on such a beautiful day as this when i have witnessed joh in the flesh to bring you such an angsty chapter, but...here we are. the story, the fluff as we have known it, is about to take a turn. yet another two parter. please be careful with this one.
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pt. xxii.i, jack-go-to-bed-at-noon
“'Damn. Julia. Right. Julia. Maureen is…' He laughed. 'She’s dead.'"
“The veins in your eyes. They look like…lightning.”
I pursed my lips.
“Did you know that?” he asked eagerly.
This wasn’t going well. “Lift your arms, John.”
The sheer curiosity in his expression turned into a smirk that would have been playful in a different moment, but for now made my stomach lunge to expel itself through my mouth. “Are you trying to get into my trousers?”
“I’m trying…to get you ready for bed. You need to rest,” I said as calmly as I could though my blood had been absolutely roiling for the past half hour.
John lifted a hand, unsteady like he was under anesthesia. He gripped the collar of my dressing gown and tried to pull me down toward him, but his strength was buffeted by whatever was in his system and his hand plummeted to the mattress. “You really ought to buy a lady dinner first, Maureen.”
I should explain from the beginning, shouldn’t I?
It started with one of John’s nightly phone calls, the ones I’d been surviving off of once again after he returned to Headley Grange after my birthday. Weeks had passed and the girls and me were…surviving would be the best way to put it.
This night’s phone call, this bloody fucking night’s phone call, was out of the ordinary because it was made from a telephone booth.
“I don’t have long,” John said, no, slurred into the receiver.
“You’re drunk,” I remarked with a giggle. Not the first time I’d dealt with him intoxicated or under the influence of some substance on a phone call. Speaking with him in such a state didn’t sit well in my gut, but clouded by the haze of what I thought to be love, I was willing to overlook it.
“Not drunk. Tipsy,” he replied with an obvious smile on his lips.
I had been awaiting his call on the sofa, nodding off several times before the phone finally rang. I was admittedly grateful the call would be short. “And I’m exhausted.”
“Oh, darling,” he cooed. “Of course you are. You should sleep.”
“I was waiting for your call.”
“Did I keep you awake?”
I let out a laugh, shaking low in my chest. “Yes, you dolt. Now say sweet things to make up for it.”
“Ah…let’s see…”
The seconds ticked by.
I lifted myself onto my elbows. “Have you forgotten all the things you like about me?”
“No, no, not at all. I’m trying to decide how to say what I want to say.”
I stared across the room without seeing, heart pounding at the back of my tongue.
“You’ll say I’m being…I don’t know.”
“Say it, John, just say it.”
There was a thunk on the line. John leaning up against the wall of the phone booth or accidentally knocking the phone against the holder. I wondered if he was really so drunk he was swaying back and forth.
“We should tell them, shouldn’t we? They should know.”
I furrowed my brow. “Your bandmates? What on Earth do they have to do with anything?”
“No, no, no, MmmJulia.”
I sat all the way up, my adrenaline pumping, completely erasing my previous desire for sleep.
“When I get home, I’m going to tell the girls. ‘Bout you and me.”
I sucked in my cheeks to hold in a squeal of delight. I wasn’t sure it was warranted. Had to remain coolheaded. Reasonable. “You’re drunk.”
“So?”
“So, you don’t know what you’re saying.”
“I know what –” He hiccupped. “I know what I’m saying.”
“Mhm. Well, call me in the morning and tell me if you remember, alright?”
“Julia.”
I shut my eyes and pursed my lips. Damn him for the way he said my name like that with such need it made me forget myself.
John breathed harshly into the phone. “I’ll remember.”
I swallowed. “Just because you’ll remember doesn’t mean it’s the right thing to do.”
“You don’t want me to tell them?” His question was equally taunting and disappointed.
“I didn’t say that, I just don’t know if they’re…” The girls would never be ready. It would never be the right time. Regardless of their affection for me, I was explicitly in their eyes that I was Julia. The nanny. I would not fill the role of “mum”. But stepping into the spot next to John would change that. To tell them that we’ve been pulling the wool over their eyes, doing the things their mother did with their father, hiding behind a moniker.
Children are always smarter than we give them credit for.
I could already imagine the betrayal they’d feel.
“They’re ready,” John said firmly. “They’re – I’m ready.”
But I wasn’t going to argue with that.
“Running out of time, got to go.”
“Be careful.”
“Am. Always. Sleep.”
He hung up without another word. And though my heart throbbed excitedly at the idea that maybe our transformative relationship would transform even further, I couldn’t shake the emptiness I felt looking at the phone in my hand.
Being with John, really with him, would mean taking on all parts of his life. He’d have to take on mine too, but not in the same way. Not when mine was so small in comparison. Not when I had packed away my life to fit into his because it was my job. My duty.
As his employee.
As a woman.
I let my mind rove the place I had never let it go before.
To be with John. That would mean an eventual marriage, wouldn’t it? And an eventual marriage would mean a commitment to caring for his children. Having more, should he be agreeable to it. I would go from nanny to mother.
Ostensibly, nothing should change.
But it would.
Because I had not yet seen the hard parts of a musician’s life. Over those few weeks, John was only a phone call away. If something was wrong, he could make the drive back whatever time of day.
How would I survive with him across the ocean?
How would I survive knowing the kind of man he became when the woman he loved was out of reach?
I spiraled so fast for so long that exhaustion returned quickly. I buried myself in bed, trying to push away all of my questions. I could save those for the light of day. For a sober John.
At least that’s what I thought. What I hoped.
Instead, I woke up to a crunching sound outside. Brittle and hard against my eardrums. I leapt out of bed and hurried to the windows overlooking the driveway, peering through the curtains.
There was a dark blue car I’d never seen parked askew in the driveway, illuminated by the yellow lamplight. In its wake, one of the stone planters was left shattered across the ground, dirt in the tire tracks, flowers smashed up.
I held my breath and watched as the driver got out of the car. Feral haired and bearded.
Richard Cole.
An arm shot out from the passenger window and a bellowing voice cried out, “Ya thick fuckin’ wanker!”
A voice I'd recognize anywhere. The voice of Peter Grant.
Richard growled something in return before slamming his car door and tripping toward the front door.
I leapt into action, afraid that in whatever state he was in it would wake the girls, grabbing my robe and sprinting down the backstairs, past the studio, and into the foyer.
The banging began just seconds before I reached the door. Bang, bang –
“One moment!” I hissed as loud as I could, pulling my robe on to at least be somewhat decent. I threw open the door. “What the hell are you doing here?” I say, tying a defiant knot in my robe sash.
Richard, whose first impression had not been terribly pleasant back in Montreux, had a marked look of fear in his eyes. Rather than being tense at the corners, they were loose and…wide. “John, he’s –he made us come here.”
A jab of unease in my chest. “John.”
“Yes, yes, he’s –”
I pushed past Richard and descended the front steps, paying no mind to my bare feet, set on the backdoor of the car.
Peter emerged just in time to intercept me. “Julia, wait, I need to warn you –”
There was an inconsolable sob from the back of the car, one I had not heard since that night on the kitchen floor when John broke the glass and the world shifted on its axis. “What’s wrong? What happened?” I asked, trying to get past him as my insides did everything to lurch me into the car to get to John as fast as possible.
Peter grabbed my bicep. “Listen to me. It’s all just a bad reaction.”
“Please, please, please –” John begged.
His pain was my pain. All of my nerves trembled, desperation rippling through my muscles. I pulled against Peter. Need to get to him. Need to –
John went on and on. “I need to see her, I need –”
“Let me go,” I snapped at Peter.
John shrieked. I’d never heard a sound like that from a grown man.
But it wasn’t wordless.
It was –
“Maureen!”
My entire body went rigid. I stopped fighting Peter’s strength.
“Julia…” Peter said in a soft tone.
I finally looked up at the giant. I was surprised Peter was capable of such gentleness.
“He does not know what he says,” Peter went on, words clipped and precise.
“He misses her,” I said in a vacant tone.
Peter shook his head. “No, no. He thinks she’s here.”
The crying continued. The begging for her. “What did you do to him?” I asked, trying to buy myself time before I had to face the wailing mess.
“No one did anything –” Richard began to argue.
“Cole, fuck off,” Peter pulled out his Mr. Hyde impression before shifting back to Dr. Jekyll. “You know what it’s like? The drinking and then the pills and –”
I ripped my arm from his touch. “I do not know what it’s like.” Not even my torrid past could have prepared me for this.
Peter huffed, holding his last thread of patience for me. “It’s a bad trip. That’s all. He’s confused.”
“If it’s just a bad trip why did you –”
He grimaced. “He’s been going on like this for hours now. We can’t get him to stop. And we thought seeing you would bring him back. Remind him of the…the reality.”
I looked between Peter and Richard. Their expressions told me everything. They knew. Not only in a Montreux, “Let’s get John laid,” way.
They knew everything. 
Gathering my courage, I pulled away from Peter and Richard, grabbed the car door handle, and pulled it open.
John was splayed out in the seat, head resting in the lap of a man I’d never seen before whose exhaustion with the situation was split with a smile of relief at the sight of me. However, John didn't seem to notice me as he convulsed with full body sobs.
“John?” I said, interrupting the weeping.
It took considerable effort for John to lift himself and look at me. His face was streaked with tears, hair a wreck, and his eyes black as night with the kind of high that takes you low. “Oh. Julia.”
Is that disappointment?
A smile crossed his face. “Juuuulia." He slapped his palm to his forehead, a bubbly guffaw tripping out of his mouth. “It’s Julia, of course it is.”
“We told you we’d take you home,” the man says meekly, voice tinged with an Irish accent.
“Yes, but I didn’t – I forgot –” John wiped his hand down his face and collapsed back into the arms of the small Irishman. His expression looked like it was melting. “Not Maureen. Julia.”
My stomach twisted. I leaned down onto the seat and held out my hand. “John, why don’t we head inside?”
John reached out for my hand, fingers stumbling to interlock with mine.
I pulled while the man pushed until John was sat on the edge of the seat, the soles of his shoes landing against the gravel as if for the first time. He curled forward, his head making him top heavy. I braced his shoulders. “John –”
While his body lacked strength everywhere else, his arms looped around me, right under my backside, his face buried into my belly. He inhaled deeply and then, on the exhale, said again, “Julia.”
If we weren’t being watched, I would have reciprocated the intimacy. Instead, I tucked my hands under his arms and started to lift. “Can you –” I grunted. “Stand?”
“Of course, I can stand,” he mumbled, rising to his feet, dragging his face up the length of my body until I forced him away.
“There you go,” I said with an attempted smile, my hands on his shoulders. “Let’s go upstairs and get you ready for bed, hm?”
He nodded hardily. “Oh yes. Yes, yes –“ He spun on his heel and took a step forward. Immediately, his legs gave out, crumpling beneath him like paper.
“Easy, there,” Peter said, catching John by the upper arm before he fell to the ground.
In Peter’s grip, John looked like a toddler being dragged out of a store for throwing a tantrum. I couldn’t help my revulsion. “Let’s get him inside," Peter ordered, almost nonplussed.
Richard grabbed John from the other side and began to drag him into the house.
I padded behind them, trying to get their attention. “You have to be quiet, the girls are –‘”
“Uh huh.”
“Take him up the backstairs. To my room,” I said, no longer afraid of my lack of propriety.
John’s head bobbed backward.
“Jesus Christ, for a little guy he’s dense, isn’t he?” Richard strained as they dragged John to the door.
“For fuck’s sake.” Peter ripped John from Richard’s grip, a doll rather than a person, and threw him over his shoulder. “Lead me, Cole.”
“Please, just not the main bedroom,” I squeaked, trying to snake past them to lead them where I wanted them to go.
John turned his head against Peter’s back toward me, eyes gleaming. “Juuuuulia.”
I stopped in my tracks and contemplated running in the other direction. That was not John. Not the John I knew. This was his doppelganger. It must have been. Otherwise, this was an alternate personality, one I wasn’t supposed to see.
A part of him I had been blissfully ignorant to.
I watched them go inside, remaining planted in one spot, wishing I could go home.
But home was here.
“Mandrax.”
I turned to find the little Irishman at my elbow. He was rearranging his black locks, palming it flat on his head.
“At least some of it was Mandrax,” he said, dropping his hands at his sides and smiling sympathetically. “Pills. Mix them with alcohol and lord knows what else…”
We both stared through the open door, watching Peter and Richard struggling up the stairs.
“He’ll be fine in the morning,” he offered.
“Yes, but will I?” I said, attempting a joke.
His eyebrows lifted. “That is a question, isn’t it?”
I exhaled through my nose, something like a laugh, but pathetic.
“I’m BP. The boys call me Beep.”
I tried to smile. In better circumstances, I would ask for the rest of his story. But tonight I wasn’t allotted that privilege. “I’m Julia.”
“Mm. Yes, well aware.”
I wondered how aware. Was he aware in passing? By accident? Had John tripped into another realm of consciousness and waxed poetic about me? “Sorry you got roped into this.”
He shrugged. “Happens with them.”
“Fuck’s sake, Cole!” Peter boomed from inside.
My body lurched back into action, into the house and up the main staircase. “You need to be quiet!” I scolded in the loudest whisper I could muster.
Peter turned, halfway in the door of the master, causing John’s head to knock into the doorframe. John whimpered.
“Oh, fucking hell," Richard hissed.
I followed Peter and Richard into the master bedroom and monitored John as he was laid out across the bed. I didn’t even care at that point they hadn’t followed instructions. I just wanted them gone.
“There you go, mate. You’re home now, alright? Nothing to cry over. Julia's right 'ere. She'll take care of you, alright?" Peter said, dusting his hands together. “Julia, hope you don’t mind if we bunk up.”
“Here?!” This was sheer lunacy.
Richard snorted, “No, in the stables. Where else?”
“We can’t make that drive again, not after all this. We’ll be out of your hair in the morning and we’ll take ‘im with us,” Peter explained, jerking his thumb at John.
I glanced at John who seemed nearly catatonic with his eyes trained on the ceiling and his hands bunched up on his chest. He’d be fine for a few moments, I reasoned. “Fine. Follow me.”
I led Richard, Peter, and BP, who lingered in the doorway like a phantom, down the hall to the guest rooms, the doors directly across from the girls’. “I swear to god, if you make any noise at all, I’ll have you drawn and quartered tonight.”
"I'd believe her," Beep muttered.
“Promise, all we need is a place to lay our heads, love,” Peter said, giving me a squeeze on the shoulder.
I threw my hands up in the air. “Just don’t wake the girls and we won’t have a problem.”
I started back down the hallway, leaving them to squabble and figure out who would share a room since there were only two to speak of. Before I slipped into the master, I glared over my shoulder and hushed them once more with narrowed, deathly eyes.
In an instant, the three men disappeared into the guest rooms.
With that settled, I could deal with John.
The room was silent except for his breathing.
It was the first time I got a good look at the room. Everything was spotlessly clean, not a hair out of place. Just a thin coating of dust across the room. And a glass on one of the night stands with a dried up ring of dust in the bottom. The water had completely evaporated.
A chill went through me, imagining who might have put the glass there with the intention to return to it at a later date.
Whether it was Maureen or John didn’t change the tragedy of the object.
John began to hum and swing his legs. He flung one hand through the air. It landed on his belt buckle. “Get these off,” he muttered in discomfort. His hand flopped like a dying fish, unable to grip and twist the leather the way he needed to be able to free himself.
“I’ll help.”
And that’s how we got into the conversation of the veins in my eyes being lightning bolts and the attempt at me getting his shirt up over his head and the flirtations and the…
 “You really ought to buy a lady dinner first, Maureen.”
I ignored him though I strained not to cry. I removed his belt, but didn’t dare touch the closure on his trousers. His arms were slack enough that I was able to pull his jumper up his neck, then work it over his head. When he reemerged, he puffed hair away from his mouth, giggling. “Randy,” he said, unable to form a sentence around it.
“I’m not randy, John,” I say with firmness.
“You’re removing my clothes, M –”
“Julia,” I interrupted. “I’m Julia. Not Maureen.”
John’s lazy eyes crimped open, clarity forming somewhere in the back of his mind. “Damn. Julia. Right. Julia. Maureen is…” He laughed. “She’s dead.”
I wanted to get away from him as fast as possible, but I couldn’t just leave him half dressed in the master. In hindsight, I should have. I tried to tune out his repetition of the word, “Dead,” as if it was a beat to a song rather than a horrible truth as I pulled his undershirt up halfway, revealing his pale navel.
John’s hand slid around my wrist. “Jewwwwwwwwwel.”
I suppressed a smile for the nickname. Auntie Gin’s nickname. “Take it off the rest of the way if you can,” I muttered, then went to root through the dresser for a nightshirt or something to cover him up.
Measured breaths. Clenched muscles. Only a few more moments. He’ll be out soon.
John made sounds of struggle behind me. I didn’t turn despite wanting to help. There was the soft sound of fabric falling to the ground followed by a grunt of relief. “I feel funny.”
“Of course you do. That’s why you need to get some sleep,” I say, grabbing a very wrinkled nightshirt from the drawer.
John was no longer squirming; he looked tossed across the bed like a ragdoll. Breath thick and deep. The only thing that made it clear he was still alive.
I returned to him with the shirt. One more step to victory. John seemed unaffected, staring off at something. A hallucination or a waking sleep. I took this as my opportunity to remove his pants. It took a bit of effort to wiggle them out from beneath his body without his help but not much. My heart plummeted to see his bare legs, the slight of skin where his briefs shrouded his crotch. Because for the first time in a long time, I didn’t want him. The feeling of desire…all drained out of me.
Of course, it’s more than natural not to want someone at all times.
But since Montreux, before then even, all I had done was want. And I had had.
What emptiness would arise if desire was not there to fill it?
I didn’t want to think about it.
“Just the shirt and then you can rest, John, alright?” I said softly.
He cooperated as much as he could. Sitting up took all his might, but once upright, I was able to shimmy the shirt over his head, down his torso. It was long enough to hit midthigh, swallowing up his small frame. And his smallness made me even sadder.
“There you are,” I said. “Ready for bed.”
John started to lean forward. If I dared step away, he would teeter off the edge of the bed and come crashing to the floor. I remained before him, let his forehead clunk against my clavicle.
“You didn’t just pass out, did you?” I asked. My pulse quickened. I grabbed his arms to shake him. “John, you’re awake still aren’t you?”
“Yesssss,” he slurred into my chest. “I’m…” he sighed. “Awake.”
His lips traced my skin with each word, like a baby drooling against my breast and…it endeared me to him. I wish it hadn’t.
I tentatively scraped my fingers through his hair to the back of his scalp and dropped a kiss to the crown of his head. He didn't need my ire. Not right now. In the morning, I'd want him to remember the way I cared for him? Not the anger or disdain.
“Mmm…”
“Julia,” I said firmly. “I’m Julia.”
“MmmmJuuuuuuulia…” John self-corrected.
“Yes, that’s right.”
John’s mouth opened wider, a messy kiss against my skin, spit trailing over my clavicle.
“John…” I admonished. But I did not draw away.
A mistake.
I let him kiss the spot over and over. Juvenile. Inexperienced. Like a barrister’s son in a closet.
Something about it…so nostalgic.
I could have a brief moment of longing. Of realizing how good it was to hold him when I expected another week before he'd be home. Of remembering what he said to me earlier that night on the phone. If I was going to be his and vice versa in not only our eyes but those of the girls…I could do this. I was sure I could do this.
Only a brief moment, though.
Because in one singular moment in time, that delight was eclipsed by pain. Sharp pain, potentially skin splitting.
He bit me.
Teeth sunk into skin, viscous and full of claim.
John fucking bit me.
I yelped out, tried to jerk away, not caring if he tore the flesh off my body. Would be better to lose skin than be cannibalized by a lover.
John wrapped his around me, splayed his hands against my back, overcome by a sudden strength, and pulled me toward him.
“John, let go of me,” I cried out, pushing on his shoulders.
His mouth finally released the patch of skin he’d suckled. He growled. Something. Words I didn’t know, could not hear, did not care about.
I just wanted him to let go.
Something was coursing through him that reversed all the lethargy, something that propelled his strength to a level I’d never known and didn’t know he was capable of. Before I could squirm out of his grasp, John pulled me off my feet and rolled himself over me so we were clumsily pressed together on the bed.
He dragged his mouth across my chest to another open plot of skin.
With an open palm, I pressed his forehead away from me.
He laughed, muttered a garble of my name.
My whole body was hotter than hell as I tried to wriggle myself out from under him, inching further and further onto the bed. But somehow, John’s body had transformed into a lead curtain over me, pinning me to the bed, one of my hands unceremoniously scrunched behind my back.
I could not move. 
And he had all the control.
“John, don’t,” I said through a tense whisper. I could scream. I could shout. But I wondered who would come running first. The men. Or the girls.
I couldn’t risk it being the latter. 
John’s hands slid down my thighs, moving up the fabric until he cupped my bottom and squeezed. Hard. Until it pinched.
I again tried to squirm away. “You’re hurting me!”
“Randy…” he drawled, lifting his head and smiling stupidly.
John launched himself forward, toward my mouth, his hardened erection grinding into my belly, painful from the poor angle.
His teeth gnashed into my lips. I tasted metal in my mouth, blood drawn from a split lip.
I had only a moment to think.
One of us would be the villain in the morning. And I couldn’t bear for it to be John.
I forced my hand onto his chin, cupping it as hard as I could, then pressed him back away from me, enough that he couldn’t snag another kiss.
Our eyes met for a split second and I nearly lost my bravado.
I couldn’t live with myself if I did, though. That’s what I decided in that moment.
I released his chin, wound my open palm back, and slapped him hard in the side of his face, my palm connecting with his cheek and part of his upper lip, and my fingers clipping his nose.
He howled in pain, retreating back onto his knees.
I was released from the vise of his body and yet I felt as though I was moving through molasses as I dragged myself back across the bed to the opposite edge.
John’s hand covered his face, the wince still settled over his eyes.
I waited. A moment. Another. Praying he would find reality again.
Finally, he withdrew his hand to reveal a streak of cherry red blood pouring from his nose and down his chin. Quite literally dripping. Already a few dots blotted the fabric of the bedspread.
I didn’t know I had that kind of strength in me.
John was at a loss for words. Nonplussed, of course, by the mess. But his eyes were filled with that same distress he met me with when he was laid up in the back of the car, jerking back and forth, full of new tears. “I…” he started.
“I told you to stop,” I said icily. “I told you not to.”
He looked down at the bedspread spattered in his blood. It was a lot of blood, enough to give me cause to worry. Except I couldn’t.
Not with terror gripping my body.
What do you do when the man you know shows you the monster you didn’t think existed in him?
John folded his lips together, blood smearing through the creases. “Mm. Mmm.”
I would not, could not sit here and be called his wife’s name. Not after he nearly had the gall to take from me.
I tore up from the bed without another word. The floor traveled beneath my feet, something in control of my body I had never known before, until I had my hand on the cool door knob. It settled my temperature just enough to come back to reality.
“No, no, no,” John was moaning. Movement. Footsteps. “Don’t go. Don’t go.”
I threw open the door and turned to slam it behind me, getting one last glimpse of John to my horror.
His blue eyes were alert to the point I thought they might fall right out of his head. His hair mussed. His face…bloodied. And the fresh nightshirt looked like a smock he’d worn to butcher a pig.
And he was coming toward me.
I did not wait.
I shut it with all my might and held tight to the knob. It jerked and jittered in my hand, scraping my skin. But I didn’t care. The animal was to stay inside the cage. That was my only goal.
John put up a good fight, clawing at the door, desperate to pull it open. On more than one occasion, he managed to pull hard enough to get an inch or two of space for his fingers to slip through. If he could just wrench the door open, he could pull me back inside.
I leaned back, all my weight going into keeping the door shut, and tucked my head between my biceps, praying he’d give up.
Over my heart pounding in my ears came his sounds. “Please, please, please let me out. Please don’t leave me alone.”
A despondent cry shuddered through the door, so loud it vibrated the door knob. A thud against the wood. No doubt the weight of his body giving up. Giving in. The inching slide of his form to the floor. The repetition of the word “please” until it was shrouded by tearful sobs.
I fell to my knees in front of the door, my hand still on the door knob in case I needed to tame the beast again.
John was only an inch away. Weeping.
Not for me.
Not even because of me.
It was all for her.
All the same, I leant my head against the door and listened to him weep, held vigil. I didn’t have vespers for the mass, but I remained there all the same though I could still feel his fingers dimpling my thighs though I’d said “don’t”.
“What did I do wrong? What did I do? Why did you leave?”
“I’m sorry,” I repeated over and over to every question until eventually not a single question was left.
All that remained was soft, hollow breathing on the other side of the door.
"Go to bed, John," I said hoarsely, trying to smile so my voice sounded soothing. "It will all be better in the morning. Alright?"
There was no answer.
"John?"
Nothing. I thanked the lord he was probably asleep.
I dropped my hand from the door knob. My muscles and bones ached from keeping the position for so long.
“Julia.”
I jumped at the sound of the small voice. I turned to find Tamara in the hallway outside her door, her ruddy hair all askew.
“What’s wrong? Why are you up?”
She rolled her hands in the front of her nightgown. “What’s going on?”
I forced a smile. “Nothi—”
Something thumped against the door to the bedroom. Someone. A final rallying cry.
I grabbed the door knob again just to be sure.
“Who’s in there?” Tamara asked, her eyes widening with fear.
“No one,” I said without thinking. “Don’t…worry, alright?”
Children know more than you give them credit for. They are also children. And sometimes, though it hurts, the children must be lied to.
“Go back to bed,” I said. “Everything is fine.”
Though the hallway was dim, I could see her eyebrows knit together. Her eyes flicked from me to the door and back again. Then, she nodded and did as she was told, disappearing into the other room in an instant.
I sat with my back to the door and closed my eyes. It had started with a drunken promise. One that might break my heart, yes, but a break so minor compared to this.
Lifting a hand to my chest, I carefully slid my fingers along the inflamed bite mark.
The depressions made by his teeth remained.
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Like A Villain
Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader AU
Requested. 
Run-through: The team is away, leaving you alone at the tower. And that’s when the enemy attacks. Assassins of HYDRA came to take you out, thinking you’re nothing but a helpless, new addition to the team. But little do they know that you too can fight like a villain. When the team comes back home to the bloody mess you left behind after dealing with the enemies, a certain blue-eyed, metal-armed super soldier is highly impressed; and suddenly he wants all the fierce aggression that you displayed directed right at him… 
Themes: smut, avenger!reader, 
a/n: for the lovely @breathtaking-cynthia​ 
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“Play the footage,” Tony called out to the AI, “I wanna see this.” He said, and gave you a smile and a wink to show just how proud of you he was. 
You smirked, hopping up on the nearest table and watched how the screen started replaying the security camera footage from just a little over an hour ago. The team wasn’t here when HYDRA showed up at the tower. So you had to defend yourself and the tower all by yourself, and you did a pretty good job - as the team was about to witness. 
They all stood around the screen, still in their combat suits as they watched. 
The footage: 
You were sitting on a stool at the kitchen island, on your floor, putting your nail polish on when the AI suddenly announced that someone was in the tower and that it wasn’t any member of the team. 
You smirked, “Hydra?” You asked. 
“Yes.” The AI replied. 
“Let them come. Let the bastards think they’re sneaking up on me.” 
“Noted.” 
A few minutes of complete silence later, while you were just finishing up your nail polish, footsteps were heard behind you. You turned to face them with a deadly, villainous smile; occasionally blowing on your fresh manicure. 
“Well, hello there.” You taunted the men who faced you while cracking their knuckles - showing off. 
“Did the team leave you home alone? All helpless?” One of them asked, and you’d recognize that traitor’s voice anywhere. Rumlow. “Give up, you don’t wanna mess up your pretty nails now, do you, Princess?” 
You leaned back against the kitchen island, looking all bored and unbothered. “You think I’m helpless because I just got my nails done?” You chuckled, “I could fight you and your pathetic men and still not mess up my pretty nails.” 
He snarled, and his men all took a step forward in unison. You shook your head at them. Pathetic indeed. You smirked as you hopped off the stool, “Alright boys, let’s get this over with.” 
They came at you one by one. Thank fuck it was just hand to hand combat because there was no way you’d survive bullets. But combat was your forté - though a challenge now because you couldn’t possibly mess your nails up. Of course, it was a silly promise that you made earlier but you liked to show off. Just a little. 
You limited using your hands; just the elbows. Which happened to be to your advantage because elbow strikes hurt so much more than punches. So you fought, dancing your way around the men; kick, duck, elbow strike and repeat. Over and over again. 
One of them tried to grab you but you escaped just in time, however he tore a piece of your clothes. You kicked that one extra hard in the face, breaking his nose and knocking him out cold immediately, yelling, “That was my favourite sundress!” 
Rumlow fled at some point, realising who and what he was up against, leaving his men behind for you to absolutely obliterate and leave into a pile of bloody mess and broken bones. 
You pinned down the last of them with your thighs, straddling him to the floor as you repeatedly brought down your elbow to his face - hard enough to knock him out, but just enough to keep him alive - your agents could use him for questioning later, you thought. 
With the last one down, you panted as you stood up and looked around at the men lying on the floor, bleeding even more than you did. You wiped the cut on your lip with the back of your hand before lifting your hands up to your face, checking your fresh manicure and just as promised, your nails remained intact. Perfect as always. 
You even made a show of blowing on your nails before looking up to where you knew the security cams were recording. You blew a kiss to the cams and winked before asking the AI to call for backup and agents to clean up and take care of the aftermath of what just happened while you went away to clean up after yourself. 
Once the AI stopped the footage, the entire team turned to look at you with proud smiles and nods. 
“That’s my girl!” Nat said, raising her fist to bump against yours. 
You gave her a bright smile before turning to Bucky, who stood there so still. You and Bucky were known to always argue about which one of you has better combat skills. So you asked, “What do you say, soldier? Am I finally better than you?” You smirked, watching him as he frowned ever so slightly at you. 
He was indeed proud but he still scoffed, “Your strikes could be a little cleaner.” He mumbled before walking away, the entire team either shaking their heads or chuckling after him before they walked up to you to tell you how proud they were.  
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Bucky didn’t stop at all until he reached his floor, where he could finally breathe right. Because fuck that was hot. Watching you fight and take down those men, all the perfect strikes and powerful kicks… you looked like a god, even in your little cocktease of a sundress. 
“Fuck…” Bucky swore under his breath, looking down to the massive erection in his pants. Yup, you did that. That footage was gonna be the death of him. Not to mention the way you’d pin down that one guy with your thighs? Bucky had never been more jealous of a man before seeing that. He wanted to be straddled by you; with you either on top of his cock or his face he didn’t mind which one. 
That alone would keep him up at night. The sight of another man writhing beneath you as you went absolutely feral while defending yourself and your home. Fuck… he couldn’t take it. He was so turned on, it hurt. 
He sighed as he walked into the shower, already knowing what his night would consist of tonight: replaying that footage of you pinning down that guy with your thighs, and his cock in his hand. 
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When Bucky woke up the next morning, needless to say with a boner, the last thing he expected to see was you standing at the end of his bed. Arms crossed over your chest, with a smirk on your face. Wearing one of those damn sundresses you always wore whenever you weren’t dressed in your combat suits; the kind that made him want to tear them off of your body and empty himself inside your body. 
He held back a groan as he grabbed a nearby pillow and tried to place it over his erection as subtly as one can but you caught it. 
“There’s no need to do all that. I could see your boner through the blanket.” You said with a straight face, trying to hide the excitement. 
He groaned out loud, “What do you want? Go annoy someone else.” He mumbled, getting out of bed in nothing but his boxers, strutting lazily all the way to his bathroom. 
Your voice, more like the accusation in it, made his stop halfway. “I heard you, watching the footage last night. I think you tend to forget that my floor is right above yours, and I have excellent hearing.” You smirked as he turned to face you with a raised eyebrow. 
“And?” He asked, pretending like he didn’t care. 
“And,” You took a step forward, “Why were you replaying the ending? Over and over again?” You asked, giving him that seductive, lethal faint smile that most men fell for. 
Bucky shrugged, “None of your business. Now get out of my room.” He said, turning around to walk away, hiding his growing erection. 
You chuckled, “You look like you got caught. Otherwise why are you running away from me?” 
“I’m not running, I’m going to shower and brush, now get out of my room and go annoy someone else. I’m sure Steve would be free right now.” He said as he entered the bathroom and shut the door behind him. 
You called, “I’ll be right here, waiting for you to come out!” 
He replied back, “Be my guest!” And then you heard the shower turning on. 
You smirked and jumped back into his bed, not caring that he would kick you out the moment he stepped out of the shower. You smiled to yourself as you buried further under his comfy covers, stretching like a kitten on his warm bed as you breathed in his scent. He always smelt so good. 
Fifteen minutes later, Bucky still hadn’t walked out of that bathroom. 
“Are you hiding from me in there? Like a coward?” You called out, chuckling to yourself, knowing that that would make him walk out immediately. And it did. 
Two seconds later, Bucky walked out and glared at you as you lounged on his bed. His long hair was still damp, so was his chest. He was now dressed in dark grey sweats which matched his shiny metal arm. He looked good enough to eat. 
But first, you’d get that answer out of him. 
“Friday?” You called out, summoning the AI. “How many times exactly did Bucky watch that footage of me fighting the bad guys last night?” 
Less than a few seconds later came the reply, “Seven times.” 
You smirked at Bucky, and you said to the AI, “Thank you.” Bucky visibly tensed up as you eyed him up and down. “Seven times, huh?” You teased. “I heard you, you know?” 
He sighed as he approached the bed, looking unbothered, “Get out.” 
You shook your head, smirking at him. Bucky barely had time to process what happened because by the time he did, you’d already pulled him down onto the bed and straddled his waist, pinning him down on the soft blankets. 
“I saw the way you clenched your fists while watching the footage with the rest of the team last night,” You whispered, trailing your fingers up and down his arms before grabbing both his hands, flesh and metal, and bringing them up to rest on either side of your waist. 
Bucky instinctively grabbed you and kept you in place above him. “That didn’t mean anything.” He said, his voice much deeper than earlier. 
“Oh?” You taunted, “My guess is that you were either impressed by my amazing skills, or…” You trailed off, grinding on him, feeling his bulge throbbing beneath you, you held back a gasp as you said, “Or you were turned on when you watched me straddle the bad guy.” 
Despite being a super soldier, he couldn’t hide the blush on his cheeks at the sound of that. You chuckled, grounding your hips against his even more. Bucky couldn’t hold back the grunt which escaped his lips this time, “Fuck… are you not wearing panties?” He asked, as if accusing you of something. 
“No,” You replied, sounding so casual and nonchalant as you lifted up the hem of your dress to show him, “See?” 
Bucky groaned at the sight of his clothed, erected cock so perfectly nestled against your bare, warm, wet flesh. You were leaving behind a patch of wetness on the front of his sweatpants as you kept grinding against him, gasping so quietly in pleasure that it made him lose his mind. He looked up at you, stared into your eyes with his lips parted in hunger. 
“What do you want, huh?” He asked, tightening his grip on your waist, which was the only way to keep his hands occupied and keeping them from grabbing you and fucking you hard and fast. 
“For you to answer my question, of course.” You said, teasing him even more. “Were you impressed, or turned on? Maybe both?” You teased. “Maybe you wanted to be the one in between my thighs instead. Hmm? What was it?” 
Oh he had enough. He grabbed you by the throat, flipping the two of you around. He pinned you down on his bed, keeping you in place by your throat as he leaned in to whisper, “Stop fucking teasing me. You came here to fuck, right? So either you let me fuck you nice and hard, or you walk away right now. Which one will it be?” 
Your body melted under his touch. And he was so, so tempting to give in to. You almost begged him for it. But you still teased him because watching a man of his magnitude losing his mind was a different kind of adrenaline rush. 
“You tell me,” You sassed, “You’re the one who most probably came too many times while you watched me straddle another man last night, wishing it was you instead,” You smirked, “Like a perverted little boy.” You added, solely to mess with him. 
One moment you were pinned down under him. And with the next few seconds, he’d torn your dress off of you, throwing the destroyed scraps of fabric somewhere behind him before he flipped you two back around, grabbed your hips and brought your dripping cunt up to his face. 
Bucky dove right in, licking and tasting you like an animal in heat. He looked no less than a hungry beast either; his long hair all messy and wild, the heated look in his eyes, the way his beard made your skin burn. 
You whined and moaned above him, unable to form coherent words or thoughts as he slid his tongue in and out of you, and around your throbbing clit. “Oh… Bucky!” You exclaimed when he playfully bit down on your clit. 
“Yeah?” He whispered, lips brushing against your slippery, wet folds, “This feels good, huh?” 
You whined, nodding and pulling handfuls of his hair as he ate you out. 
“Ride my face, come on,” He demanded, gripping you by the hips and pressing you further down onto his face, smothering himself in between your thighs. 
You giggled, his beard felt funny in between your legs as you rode his tongue just like how he asked. Bucky moaned shamelessly from beneath you, barely pulling away for air as he went wild, eating you out like he so desperately wanted. 
“Is this what you wanted? Ever since you saw that footage?” You taunted, knowing he wouldn’t take the time to reply because he was having too much fun tasting you. “You couldn’t wait to be crushed between these t-,” 
He cut you off by growling, throwing you down on the bed and climbing on top of you immediately before you could even process it. Next thing you knew, his lips were on yours and you tasted yourself on his tongue when he shoved it in your mouth. 
You whined beneath him, lifting your hips up in the hopes of grinding against his throbbing erection but he wouldn’t let you. You scratched down his muscular back, making him groan against your mouth. 
His hissed in pain, “Alright, alright, you brat.” He growled, “Spread your legs for me.” And you did as he asked so quickly that he couldn’t help but chuckle. 
You whined again, “Hurry up! We can play later, not now please…” You murmured, looking up at him with puppy dog eyes. They didn’t work on him. Instead he just trailed his metal fingers up and down your wet slit, casually and lazily sliding a finger or two; in and out as he wanted, making your back arch off the bed. “Damn you, Bucky!” You cried out. 
He smirked, then cupped you down there and said, “No one else is allowed in between these thighs from now on, you hear me?” 
You nodded quickly. 
He spoke again, “You come to me when you need something from now on. You want someone to eat you out until you can’t fucking think straight? You come to me. You need to be fucked hard? You come to me. You need a quick fuck at anytime during the day, or night? You come to me. Understood?” 
You nodded again, whining. “Oh my fucking God, Bucky! Hurry up or I swear I will go find out if Steve is indeed free at the m-,” 
“Shut up!” He spoke through gritted teeth as he pulled his sweats down just enough to free his cock, and slid it inside of your wet hole with ease. 
You gasped, struggling to breathe as he filled you up. Bucky groaned at how warm and wet, and tight you were. You moaned as he removed himself entirely and pushed himself back into you, and watched in awe how you struggled to adjust to his size. 
You were a moaning mess under him in no time. He kissed your open mouth while he rammed into you over and over again. “Bucky… please,” You whimpered. 
“Hungry for my cock, now aren’t you?” he mumbled as he sped up into you. He pulled away from your face to look down at you, his metal hand coming up to wrap itself around your throat. “This is what you wanted? Hmm? This cock right here is what you wanted?” He taunted as he stretched you out completely, thrusting deeper into you. 
“Yes…” You cried out, “Please, please, please… more!” 
Bucky laughed, pounding harder into you. “You’ve been teasing me for a long time, you know that? Always taunting me, always showing off how much better than me you are…” He alternated between slowing down and speeding up as he fucked you. 
Your mind was a foggy mess, struggling to register and process his words. 
“Always walking around half naked in the mornings, testing me…” He growled, “Always showing off these lovely thighs…” He pulled out, leaving you gasping at the loss of contact, he reached down solely to bite down hard on your soft thigh before sliding back into you, making you moan and lose your mind. “That’s right baby, moan for me.” He whispered against your open mouth before shoving his tongue in there, swallowing your pathetic moans. 
“I need to cum, Bucky please,” you cried, with tears in your eyes. 
He surprised you when he said, “No, not so easily,” He pulled out of you, laid down on his back before pulling you on top of him again; sliding his cock back into you from under you he said, “You don’t get to come so easily while I do all the work.” He smirked, “Now come on, work for it.” 
You growled, wrapping both your hands around his throat while he laughed. Fuck, if you weren’t this needy maybe you’d actually knock him out cold too. But fuck he felt so good inside you, you couldn’t get enough. 
“You don’t get to boss me around like this, you hear me? I’ll obey just this once, understood?” You stared down into his pretty blue eyes, keeping your hands around his throat, applying just the slightest bit of pressure. “Just this once.” You repeated. 
He gave you a cocky grin despite you choking him. “Oh please, you’ll be back time and time again begging for this cock.” 
You almost argued, but then realised that it might be true. So instead, you just placed your hands on his muscular chest to hold yourself up as you rode him. His hands gripped your hips, guiding you up and down his cock until you both found a pleasurable pace. 
“Fuck…” You moaned, “You feel so fucking good!” 
His thick, throbbing cock stretched you open as you took him as best you could, moaning and whimpering desperately as he groaned and gasped under you. “That’s it, ride me. Ride my cock.” His grip on your hips tightened as he brought you down on his cock with force each time and thrusting upwards to fuck you deeper. “Come for me, baby.” He threw his head back, growling. “Come for me!” 
Your hands tightened around his throat as you leaned in to press your lips against his, claiming his open mouth and muffling his animalistic growls as you came undone around him again. “Come with me…” You whispered, desperate to feel him inside you. 
And he did. Groaning, and gasping as your hands tightened around his throat one last time before you let go. 
You both caught your breaths, coming down from that high together. You got off of him and laid down on his bed, trying to calm your racing heart. 
“Wow.” You both said in unison, before looking at each other and chuckling. 
“That was…” Bucky trailed off. 
“Yeah.” You answered, breathlessly. 
He turned to face you with mischief in his eyes, reached out and trailed a finger lazily down your damp cheek, “You wanna go again?” 
To which you replied, enthusiastically, “Fuck yeah, come here!”
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Dead or Alive: Chapter 8
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Chapter 8: For a Few Dollars More
A/N: I think there is one chapter left in this story, I hope to get it written soon but it is back to school and my life is really busy now. But it will get done! Also big thank you to all the lovely readers out there who've commented and sent asks in. You have put such a big smile on my face and been so encouraging! I’ll answer them all soon I promise!
Pairing: Jake Seresin/Reader 
Warning: Western themed violence. 
Word Count: 2400 ish
Summary: Sugars POV of the robbery. 
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The light from the burning wagon illuminates the engine of the train as it rolls to a stop. The raindrops that you hadn’t before noticed are shining in the light as they fall. The normally steady rhythm of your heart has increased so dramatically that you can hear it pounding in your ears. 
Mikey nudges you and you follow him onto the first passenger car. ‘Fanboy.’ You have to start thinking of him as Fanboy during the robbery. It wouldn’t be good if you gave away the gang's identities by not using the right name.
A gunshot from the back of the train splits the air and you whip your head in that direction before tearing your eyes away and following Fanboy up the steps. Jake is at the back of the train, but you can’t think of him now. Can’t think of the fact that he wants you to stay. 
Payback meets you at the top of the stairs, coming up from the other side and you follow the two men into the carriage, smoothly drawing your revolver as you go. Jake’s tutoring and weeks of repetition serve you well. Behind your bandana you scan the terrified faces of the passengers, looking for Roberts. 
“Alright everyone,” Payback calls out, pointing his rifle at the crowd. “We are here to liberate some of your worldly possessions.” A woman at the back whimpers and shields her young daughter. Looking through the woman's arms your eyes meet the little girl's terrified blue eyes and quickly look away. “If everyone plays nice and puts their valuables in the bag, no one will get hurt.” He starts walking down the aisle. 
Fanboy shakes out a canvas sack and follows payback down the aisle. Mutely people begin to rummage in their pockets, emptying their goods into the sack. A few rows down Payback abruptly smashes the butt of the rifle into a man's nose causing the woman beside him to scream. He then reaches into the man's coat and pulls out a revolver and admonishes the man. “See, I said if you played nice, no one would have gotten hurt.” Fanboy moves forward and begins patting down the man. Inside a pocket he finds a wad of money.
Fanboy makes a disapproving clicking sound with his tongue. “Now you have no money and a broken nose.” He shakes his head sadly at the man clutching his bloody nose, “You could have just had no money.” 
When they reach the woman with the girl she is still using her body to shield her daughter. “Sugar.” Payback calls out your name as a command and nods to the woman and you take a deep breath. This was your role. You step forward and begin patting down the woman. When your hand brushes against a small coin purse hidden in a fold of her gown you glance up and meet her terrified eyes. 
She is young, barely twenty, but she has the same beaten down look you have seen in the eyes of the women you have known throughout the years. The fading yellow around one of her eyes tells you her soul is not the only thing beaten down. “Please, it’s all we have.” Her lips barely move when she speaks. The eternity that passes between you is broken when you glance down at her daughter. The girl's dress is threadbare and too short. When she meets your eyes the tears that had been threatening to fall the whole time finally spill out and slip silently down her cheeks. 
“Nothing.” Your voice carries as you step away from the woman, leaving the coin purse tucked in her dress. Payback doesn't question you and carries down the line. A gunshot from the engine of the train has you looking back the way you have come, even though the coal car blocks you from seeing where Coyote is dealing with the engineer. 
Turning, you follow Payback and Fanboy into the next carriage, scanning faces for Roberts. You carry on through the train, occasionally searching for the few women passengers aboard. Eventually Fanboy gets out a second bag for valuables. 
“He’s not here,” you mutter to yourself looking back up the train when you reach the last passenger car. You glance around the train car one last time but the cold eyes of the man who tried to have you executed are not there. Roberts is not among the passengers. “Roberts wasn’t here,” you whisper to Fanboy as you leave the last passenger car and step out into the rain. 
“It’s fine,” Payback says as he heads into the first luggage car, “Bob and Phoenix probably have him.” When you go to follow you catch movement out of the corner of your eye. Freezing you squint into the darkness. There is someone out there, you can see movement in the light cast by the roaring fire in the wagon. Without thinking you jump down from the train, the ivory grip of the revolver now warm in your hand as you creep into the darkness. 
Slowly you move away from the tracks, the sound of your footsteps crunching in the gravel give way to the squelch of mud as you slip into the brush. The engine fading behind you as you move further away. Frantic footsteps meet your ear and you follow them, moving quickly after the gasping breaths of the person you are chasing. 
Another bolt of lightning splits the sky and for the briefest moments you see him. The gunshot rents the air before you have realized you have fired. “Stop running, Roberts!” You follow him into a clearing and you see the outline of the man as he turns to face you. Another strike of lightning, simultaneous with its clap of thunder confirms who you have followed.
 His usually pristine suit is torn from his scramble through the brush, and mud cakes his knees where he has fallen. In the dark the bullet you fired has missed but the fear it caused is still in his eyes as he raises his hands in surrender. 
“Hand it over Roberts!” Your voice is steady despite the pounding in your heart. 
“Hand what over?” The fear in his voice is satisfying, “You have the wrong person.”
“The money for the spur line, William.” You sneer back, knowing that the use of his first name would enrage him. He had once fired a hand for using his given name. 
The shadow in front of you motions at the train. “It’s on there. I’m sure your friends have already found it.”
“Bullshit.” You pull the hammer on your revolver back and the click causes Roberts to freeze. Angrily you stalk towards him, the undergrowth scraping at your legs and tugging at the duster you wore. “I know you Roberts, and there is no way in hell you would let that money out of your sight.” Unconsciously his hands lower as he runs them over the lining of his coat.
You know where the money is. 
The sound of footsteps frantically running towards you meets your ears and Roberts eyes flick over your shoulder. In the dark Roberts cowering stance shifts to one of confidence. “Someones coming,” he calls out. “The only question is whether they are coming for me, or if they are coming for you.” 
A tendril of fear runs down your spine as you realize how foolish it was to chase after Roberts in the dark alone like this. “It doesn’t matter,” you murmur, voice barely loud enough to hear.
“What?” Roberts replies mockingly, despite the gun pointed at his chest.
“It doesn’t matter.” You call back firmly and Roberts chuckles darkly. 
“Mr. Roberts!” The voice comes from the stumbling footsteps behind you and your heart sinks but your gun remains steadily pointed at Roberts’ chest despite the ache developing in your arm. 
“Looks like I’m the lucky one.” Light isn’t needed for you to be able to picture the sneer on his face that accompanies his oily voice. “I wonder how much time I’ll have with you before the authorities come to get you?”
The same fear that accompanied the last time you were alone with Roberts returns like ice in your veins as the footsteps grow louder. “Mr Roberts!” The voice calls again and this time Roberts calls back.
“Over here!” Before you can respond another gunshot sounds but you don’t feel the accompanying pain you would expect from a wound.  Instead you hear a cry from the man behind you and the sound of his body crumpling to the ground. 
For the first time since you caught Roberts you take your eyes off him and turn to the man stepping into the clearing. “I told you he wasn’t worth the risk, Sugar.” Jake’s voice sends warmth through the veins chilled by Roberts’. 
“I couldn’t let the hat money get away.” You reply, finally able to lower your arm when you see Jake casually point his gun at Roberts. 
“Well go get it.” Jake chuckles as you stalk towards Roberts, holstering your gun as you go. Jake moves with you and points his gun directly at Roberts head when you reach him. Flipping open his coat you feel the lining and find where he has cut into the silk and slipped something inside.
You reach down and pull out stacks of paper, repeating the steps for the other side and tuck them into the pockets of your coat. “I know you.” Roberts sneers. “You’re the little whore who used to work for me.” 
Gritting your teeth you smoothly pull your gun, cocking it at the same time, and press the muzzle into Robert’s gut. “You missed a few things leaving the train so soon.” You say casually in response. “Give me your wallet.” 
 Roberts can’t see the grin on your face from behind the bandanna you wear but you know Jake can tell from the way he shifts beside you. “Pocket watch too,” you tell Roberts as you take the wallet he hands you. “And that pretty gold tie pin there.” You tap the gun against the tie pin he wears. 
Roberts places his valuables in your hand and you hear Jake whistle for Jet as he begins to move away. You stay frozen, gun pointed at Roberts’ chest. It would be so easy. Just squeeze one finger and the man who tried to rape you, tried to have you hung, would be dead. 
“Sugar let’s go.” Jake’s voice sounds like it's coming from under water. A distant sound barely registering in your mind. Something large is crashing through the brush, moving towards you and you stay perfectly still, gun fixed, staring into the face of the man who ruined your life. 
It’s Jake’s touch that brings you back. His fingers are soft as they slide along your back and down your arm, gently tugging your gun arm away. “If you want him full of lead, I’ll shoot him for you, Sugar, but we gotta make tracks.”
Your eyes slide away from Roberts’ face as you turn to look at Jake. His expression is calm and reassuring; his touch, gently running down your spine, is grounding. You take a deep breath, eyes fluttering shut. 
“You kill me and they will set the army on you.” Your eyes slide back to Roberts. “You and all of your friends.” You know he is right. There is no way they would let you get away with murdering the man who employed the whole county and had the contract to provide beef for a large portion of the army.
Your eyes travel to Roberts head and a thought crosses your mind. “Is that a new hat?” 
Roberts stutters at the abrupt change in conversation and raises a hand to caress the brim. “Yes,” he says quietly before clearing his throat. “Yes, it is.” 
“Hmmm,” you nod in commiseration, “it looks expensive.” 
“It was.” 
“Well I think you should hand it over too.” Roberts scowls at you but complies and hands you the hat. 
You look at the label on the inside but it is too dark to read. “Is this a Stetson?” you inquire mildly, as if it was a conversation over tea and not the barrel of Jake’s revolver. 
“It is.” he grinds out between clenched teeth, as if the act of being forced to converse politely with you is causing him physical pain. 
“I've been looking for one of these," you say brightly and hand the hat to Jake. He holsters his gun and you automatically draw yours, keeping the weapon trained on Roberts as Jake trades the hat for the one on his head and checks the fit. 
“What do you think?” he asks, modeling the fit. 
You hum as if considering it before frowning and shaking your head, “It’s not your color.” 
“True,” Jake says sadly and replaces his original hat on his head. “Still, I would hate to see such a fine hat wasted.” With that he flings the hat into the air and draws his gun. He fires three shots before you realize what has happened and has holstered his gun and is walking over to pick up the hat out of the mud. How he is able to see so well in the dark is beyond you. 
Jake walks back over wiggling his fingers through the three holes in the crown of the hat. “There,” he says, happily plunking the muddy hat back on Roberts’ head. He turns to you. “So do you want me to shoot him, or can we go now?
“Let him live.” You pull your gun again and jab it into Roberts’ gut, relishing in his wince of pain. “But know this Roberts, if we could kill you today, we can kill you any day.” He audibly swallows and you smile. “Stay out of my way Roberts, or your death might be worth the army coming after me.”
You jab him again with the gun, “Understand?” At Roberts frantic nod you holster your weapon and move away, needing to separate yourself from his presence. 
Jake hand flits over your arm as you walk by him then he turns to Roberts, “Well I can’t say this was fun, but thanks for the target practice.” He turns and mounts Jet who has been standing placidly behind you this whole time. Jake leans down and pulls you up behind him before gathering his reins and riding away. 
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✧𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓✧
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✧CHAPTER 20✧
“Gun to your head, what’s better, a cocaine dealership that we have now, or we kill our partner and take his shit?” Riki asked as y/n made a thinking face “Gun to my head I say… pull the trigger!” she said with a smile as Yeseol giggled.
“Babe, think about it, one potential threat will be killed and we will just have to focus on Yeonjun.” Riki explained as the girl sighed. “Sweetheart… No. If you kill him, who will take care of his child? Definitely not us because I don’t want to deal with a 15 year old at this young age.” She warned as he sighed.
“Whatever, get Yeseol dressed we’re going to see Kyle play for the school today~” Riki said with an endearing smile, hearing this, Yeseol ran. “Ugh babe- you know how much she hates getting dressed- why’d you say it out loud?!” She exclaimed as Rikikissed her neck “Sorryyy, it’s just… I’m so proud… we raised a talented kid~” he said with a smile as he back hugged y/n. It’s true. Riki never expected his ten year old son to take on such a big role, playing for his school.
Another thing Riki did not expect was for his son’s perfect moment to score a goal being completely ruined by a simple gunshot. The ambulance was scurrying to save the only child who was injured. Riki’s child. Kyle. his leg bloody, his eyes shut, his pulse was gone. Was this it?... The end? The end to something beautiful all because of Riki being a druglord. Wake up Riki…
“Riki wake up!” Y/n called out again as the man flinched, waking up. “Fuck it was just a dream, thank fucking god.” he sighed in relief as y/n frowned. “What- I… just get ready, Kyle’s match is today.” the girl said as Riki stared at her wide eyed “KYLE’S MATCH- NO HE CAN’T PLAY-” he said as y/n flinched “Why not?” “YEONJUN WILL KILL HIM, HE MIGHT BE THERE TO KILL HIM.” Riki added as y/n sighed.
Kyle did play. Not only did he play but he won just for his school and everyone was so proud. Y/n was proud of two men that day though. Dead at night, the kids were asleep, Y/n wrapped her arms around Riki’s torso, her chest hitting his back. Riki smiled, turning around  as he pulled her into a loving kiss, his lips lingering above her lips before he rested his forehead upon hers.
“We don’t need to leave… I’ll figure something out” Riki said as y/n just smiled “I’m just glad you’re finally stopping yourself from getting into bigger trouble… Even though it just took you a nightmare to decide not to be a drug lord anymore” Y/n pouted. 
Just then, multiple gunshots were heard, the two ducked, Yeseol was safe in the nursery, the only bulletproof room. However… “Uncle Choi?” The two heard Kyle suddenly say. Riki stood up, freezing as he saw the scene before him. Yeonjun held the little boy at gunpoint. “It’s time Riki… time I see you fucking cry and beg me.” Yeonjun said with a smirk. 
“Yeonjun drop the fucking gun I swear to fucking god.” Riki warned, tears daring to leave his eyes. “Y-You wouldn’t kill a kid-” Y/n added as she dropped to her knees, Riki following her action. “P-Please?...” Riki finally said, So many goddamn years. Yeonjun felt a wave of pleasure hit his brain seeing Riki so… broken. He was feeding off of his misery… He just wants to die knowing he got his revenge. 
The gunshot sounded as Y/n screamed. A bullet hole in Kyle’s forehead. 10 Fucking years. That’s how long Riki managed to protect the poor child. Yet he died, not a clue as to why and what happened. Not a clue as to who his birth parents are, God just wanted to trouble the poor child, and seeing Riki so fearlessly protect him, God decided to take the child and keep him for himself. Yeonjun right after, a sinister smile on his face.
✧𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓✧
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barrenclan · 6 months
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I think catabolic seed by the scary jokes is very slugpelt, maybe about her life in general?
Yeah, I think so! I like the themes in this song about trying to take control of your life by reaching out to other people, but getting denied. That's very Slugpelt.
Also, check out this awesome PMV with Catabolic Seed, which I just have to show off cause I love it so much.
"But is bad luck really such a crime? If you won't be my valentine, could you at least give me a little bit of sympathy?"
"I don't care if I'm losing myself in the garden of earthly delights I could drop dead right where I stand, and I wouldn't mind"
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You guys always find such interesting songs. I like this one. It's definitely got good Rainhaze energy.
"even through the pain animals cannot change dance with the skeletons and float away"
"eat and then die all your siblings cast aside too"
"see with new eyes a world ready to despise you"
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No, no one's recommended this Hannibal fansong yet. But nice call for Ranger talking to Rainhaze!
"So look in the mirror And tell me, who do you see? Is it still you? Or is it me?"
"Do you feel the hunger Does it howl inside? Does it terrify you? Or do you feel alive?"
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That's a good classic ask, back from the beginning of the blog. Never forget Christmas music Daff.
"Underground, boxed and glum Left you there for rot All my fears are overgrown Will someone burn this grove?"
"Welcome home! It's been a while Do you miss your head? With your tattered clothes and your bloody nose?"
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I LOVE Vulture Culture! That song is great. I've been wanting to do a version of its animation meme for years now with a fandom I'm in. Maybe someday.
It can be a Rainhaze song and a Defiance song. They're so interlinked now, right?
"We live and die in a vulture culture We crucify anyone we hunger Gemini and a broken brother We live and die, my friend"
"Well, I guess I made my bed Now I gotta lie in it Like a suicidal kiss I got a guilty conscience"
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BarrenClan is a cursed land!...
"The curse ruled from the underground, down by the shore And their hope grew with a hunger to live unlike before"
"If they called on every soul in the land, on the moon Only then would they know a blessing in disguise"
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Asphodelpaw's themesong is a MARINA song, so you're already halfway there! I also agree with you about the idea of Asphodel feeling like she has to put on a strong front and pretend like she doesn't have any genuine feelings.
"It's okay to say you've got a weak spot You don't always have to be on top Better to be hated Than loved loved loved for what your not"
"You're vulnerable, you're vulnerable You are not a robot You're lovable, so lovable But you're just troubled"
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What a wonderful title for a song. I also love mashing my OCs into any vaguely related song to them.
"I bid the sunshine adieu! In 1872 When the girl that I liked Made me a creature of the night"
"On the shortest night of the year I told him he’d nothing to fear As I bit his throat and crooned as he choked “Together forever my dear”
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I'm certain this song has been suggested before, but that's only because any song from The Crane Wives discography could fit into PATFW.
"He taught me that the hand that feeds Deserves to be bitten when it beats He taught me how to break my chains And that money ain't worth a thing"
"Reminding me how little I have But as for time, as for time It's mine, it's mine"
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Poor Pinepaw! He really does know too much, often envious of who he used to be.
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...yeah, that's going on the playlist.
"Everything here is built on bones
Everything everything everything
And men will do as they’re foretold
Everything everything everything
Visions you don’t want to see
Everything everything everything
Hide your face from prophecy"
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If I'm being real - since this song is so desert-themed, it's giving much bigger Saltburn's Clan energy, especially with the line about "mountain cats". (Blasting beams into the 3 people who read this's head to go read SBC at @nanistar)
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If you want my opinion, I would say Slugpelt.
"So, if I can wait five more In this shape that I abhor I'll sleep with an open door Knowing you haven't touched a cell on my body"
"Now, my love carries the task Of handling the aftermath Can you smooth the looping lines Of fingerprints before your time?"
Lol I ran out of video embeds
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Angsty request but how would the JJK men react to seeing their partner get injured during a mission? Maybe the partner only has a broken bone or maybe they need ICU treatment… (Also, I hope this isn’t too big a request). ✍🏻
JJK Men || Getting severely injured on a mission
Warning • mentions blood, broken bones, and bruising
Genres • angst, a little crack 🤏🏽
Characters • Nanami, Megumi, Gojo, inumaki x reader
Nanami
Nanami gaze was fixated on you as he watched you lay unconscious in the infirmary. He felt like he was the cause of why the mission went south, why couldn’t he see the attack coming, why did it have to be you with the concussion and not him? Why couldn’t he save you in time? As he sat looking at your face covered in scratches and bruises he started to get teary eyed balling his fist as anger flooded his veins. Your voice echoed in head as you screamed out for him right before you hit the rock wall. The way your body fell limp made his heart sink. You saved him, but at what cost? You could’ve lost your life and left Nanami with nothing. Nanami was angry with you- no infuriated. Not angry that you saved him angry that you got hurt and he felt useless in the moment. And that’s one thing Nanami hated feeling, he hated feeling useless.
While Nanami couldn’t stop the unwanted memory from replaying over and over that’s when he heard you call him. “Nanami?” He immediately sat up from the uncomfortable hospital chair coming to your aid. “Yes my beloved? Are you alright?” You nodded trying to sit up “I’m ok just really sore.” Nanami gave you a cup a water watching you down it without a problem. You chuckled as you glanced at him Nanami doesn’t tend to show emotion but when he does it’s very intense. “I’m fine Nanami and don’t you dare blaming yourself. I chose to save you because I love you and I know you would do the same for me” You were right he would save you and without a second thought.
“I- don’t you dare do something dangerous like that ever again! You could’ve died! I- I could’ve lost you!” You knew he wasn’t an ‘i hate you angry’ more of ‘I love you too much to lose you’ angry.
“I love you y/n” you smiled “I love you more Nanami.”
Megumi
Megumi didn’t know what to do. He already has faced so much lost in his life couldn’t bare to lose anyone again. He was beyond hurt when he saw the condition you were in, you had dislocated your shoulder and badly bruised your ribs. Megumi held a stone cold expression, but on the inside he wanted to break down. Everyone left the room to give you two some alone time, well more like him alone time as for you, you were still unresponsive. So he sat beside your bedside days on end until you showed some sign of coming back to him. He watched you over your night and day never leaving your side, he blamed himself mostly. If he would’ve just listened to you, you would’ve be broken laying in a hospital bed.
“It’s been a week y/n please come back to me, wake up please” Megumi begged for you to wake up as tears trickled down his cheeks. As if god answered his prayers your fingers started to twitch then your eyes flutter open.
“Megumi?” You croaked not able to fully turn to look at him.
“It’s me I’m right here love” your chapped lips curled into a smile. You reached your hand for his and he instantly took it.
“I wasn’t ever going to leave you, gumi.”
Gojo
Gojo completely lost his shit when you came back all bloodied and limping. You fractured your ribs and had a sprained ankle and multiple cuts. His students brought you to him and dipped but not before making sure you were ok. Gojo cares deeply for his students, but when it comes to you getting hurt the man doesn’t shut up and everyone gets interrogated. Not because he blames them he just wants the hard facts of what went down.
“What- I- WHAT HAPPENED?!” He frantically paced the private hospital room biting his finger nails to a nub.
“I send you out whole and you come back in pieces” you roll your eyes at how extreme your boyfriend can be.
“Gojo I’m fine and stop pacing you’re making me dizzy” you winced reaching up to touch the bandage on your wounded head. You may or may not have a mild concussion.
“No! This is the worst condition you have come back in, in a very long time y/n. A sprained ankle? Fractured ribs? Deep slashes like some beat you with a machete?! You could’ve-“ Gojo placed his hands on his hips leaning his head back. You never really get a chance to see Gojo emotional this was new for you.
“Hey gojo I’m sorry alright, next time I’ll be more careful.” You smiled trying to reassure him.
“It’s not about carefulness y/n, I just- I don’t want you to leave one day and never return” you face fell hearing his voice crack.
“I’ll always return to you baby, come here” you held your arms open as he approached your hospital bed. You grabbed his face giving him a purposefully sloppy kiss.
You smiled pulling away as you squeezed his cheeks “I love you Satoru Gojo and I promise to always return to you” gojo reciprocated that smile.
“I love you too baby.” He fully got on the bed laying beside you as your rested rested your head on his chest.
Inumaki
Inumaki and you were sent on separate missions. Inumaki and his team exercised the curse easily while your group ran into problems, big problems. While you were trying to take out a level two curse a special grade came out of no where and started more trouble. Your team got wiped out and struggled to get away from him.
When you got back to the dorms Toge was waiting for you all distressed with his hair tossed every which way. Once he saw you limp through the door he ran towards you “takana?”
“Yes I’m alright Toge” he guided you to a near chair so you could rest your aching body. He scanned your body looking at all your bruises and cuts. He should’ve been there with you, he should’ve been there to protect you.
“Tuna tuna” he said taking his pointer finger and thing under your chin to get a good look at you.
“I’m fine Toge, I just need- some rest” you winced in pain as you got up to walk to you dorm.
“I’m sorry” was all he muttered as he kneeled by your beside. Toge never spoke actual words being afraid he might hurt someone he loves.
“Toge…it’s not you’re fault I promise” you caressed his cheek watching him lean into your hand. Toge nodded understanding, but next time he’s going with you no matter what.
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You and the King (VI)
Chapter 6 : On a Journey
Hi lovelies! Here is a new chapter for my Caspian series!
I hope you like this new chapter! Let me know what you think!
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Pairing: Caspian x reader
Warnings: one scene is a tiny bit spicy? Not very much though, you know me, I don't write smut. It's a rather light-hearted chapter!
Summary: Sequel to The King and You – After meeting Caspian in your own world, you decide to follow him to Narnia, your love for him too strong for you to keep your old life. But as you discover the magic of Narnia, you soon realise that this extraordinary world is as dangerous as it is magnificent. Will your love for Caspian be enough to defeat your new enemies?
Word Count: 2864
Masterlist for the series – Caspian’s Masterlist – Main Masterlist
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Lord Baras, Lord Luis and Lady Dalia were to travel in the same carriage as you and Caspian. The three men were sitting next to each other, while you and Dalia sat on the opposite side. Outside of the carriage, the royal guard was in charge of your safety, both Ammos and Diego guiding the carriage themselves. It didn’t stop Caspian from wearing his sword and dagger.
It was a long trip to Cair Paravel, almost a week of journey, but you didn’t mind. It felt nice to walk out of the fortress, to look by the window at the colourful trees swinging gently in the sun and wind, to let your gaze graze over the fallen skeleton leaves. And even if Caspian and you were not alone, it was enough to be able to catch his gaze with yours whenever you wanted. To see his cheeks redden ever so slightly, the ghost of a smile turn the corners of his lips upwards, his long hair let loose falling over his eyes…
Yes… yes this sight was enough…
The conversation quickly drifted towards politics, and if you tried to follow for a long while, you couldn’t help but be reminded that you were not ready to deal with such complex issues. Instead, you picked up a book Doctor Cornelius gave you to learn about Narnian history and geography, and started studying. You didn’t notice Caspian’s fond smile at the sight of your focused frown, of your lips silently moving along the words you tried to memorize. The rest of the passengers in the carriage did notice though, even if they said nothing about it.
The weather was on your side for your journey eastward. The sun was high and warm despite the coming of winter, the wind gentle in its breezes. You would have enjoyed walking across the forests you passed through, you would have enjoyed listening to the crunching noise of broken leaves, the vivid smell of earth, the laziness of painting orange leaves…
Instead, your head was aching, you guessed it was because of your efforts to memorize the names of these bloody princes and princesses, the sound of conversations you were trying to ignore and the rhythmic creaking of the carriage. You rubbed your temples in an attempt to soothe the pain, but the words were mixed on the page when you tried to focus again. Instead, you lost yourself in your own thoughts, looking by the window.
The light was too vivid as you passed through a valley, along the shores of a steady river. A wooden bridge allowed safe passage a few miles ahead, the area was like a long clearing crossed by a dusty road, with barely any tree, instead a field of lush grass and wildflowers. High hills, or perhaps short mountains, framed the valley, but did little to stop the warm sun. Your headache got worse under such bright lights, and despite the beauty of the scenery, you closed your eyes.
You had been travelling for almost five hours now without any real break, and all in the carriage must have thought that you had fallen asleep, as they started to talk in quieter tones. And you did doze off for a while, until you caught your name being spoken by Lord Baras.
“Lady Y/N seemed tired today, I hope the trip will not be too tiresome to her.”
You were about to open your eyes again to show everyone you were awake, when Caspian answered.
“Yes, these past few weeks have been difficult. But we will be both safer and more comfortable in Cair Paravel, it is worth the tiredness of the journey.”
“I have not talked many times with Lady Y/N, but she seemed… surprising.”
Caspian let out a chuckle.
“She most definitely is full of surprises, indeed.”
You could have opened your eyes and stopped the conversation, but you were too curious for that. Perhaps it was a little childish of you, to fake sleep when you could hear every word spoken. But then again, you wanted to know what the lords and Dalia thought of you. At the very least, the extent of their feelings they were ready to disclose to their king.
“I do hope that she will find the palace to her liking,” Luis said, his tone unreadable.
“Who would not?” replied Dalia.
“How are your studies with lady Y/N going?”
You guessed that the question was aimed at Dalia, although she took a moment before answering.
“Lady Y/N is a slow learner. But she does make a lot of effort.”
You were surprised by the rather positive feedback on your disastrous sessions with her…
That terrible book was still falling from your head after a few steps, after all.
“Many are still very much worried about how competent the lady will be as our Queen, as she was not raised in Narnia.”
“History has proven that our greatest leaders came from her world,” Baras argued, and you were surprised by him choosing your side.
“Of course, of course,” Luis answered with an audible nod.
“She is not alone in this task. She will not be alone to rule,” Caspian added. “She will be more than fine, I am sure of it.”
“Of course, you know her better than any of us,” Baras added. “We should trust your judgement.”
“Indeed, you should.”
“Many are still hesitant, though.”
“Many do not know what lady Y/N is capable of.”
“Echoes from Reepicheep’s lessons show that she will be of no use on a battlefield, that is for certain,” Dalia answered in a wry tone that matched better her feelings towards you, but Caspian laughed, you were surprised by the unexpected sound.
“I did not mean it in a threatening way. Y/N is… kind. And she is more than strong enough to stand her ground, if need be. She will be a just and gentle queen, once she has learned her ways.”
“Rumours are spreading more and more about the circumstances under which the two of you have met,” Luis said. “And some of the rumours are… bothersome, to say the least.”
“Oh, I am certain that some theories are as laughable as they are imaginative.”
Even if Caspian’s tone was still pleasant, his voice had tightened as well.
“Some say that you were kidnapped and forced into her world…”
“Well, I can assure you that I went there guided by my own recklessness and stupidity…”
“Some also say that your attachment to lady Y/N was called by a spell.”
“Magic does not exist in her world. At least, not in the form that we know of. I am perfectly sane of mind, thank you for your concern.”
“Of course, I merely share the rumours I have heard, I do not believe in them.”
“Of course.”
“So… you were not forced into this marriage? Some say that she might have manipulated you. Some say that she used magic to guide your heart.”
“There was no magic involved, outside of love.”
“It is hard to believe that you met her and fell in love out of pure luck, your Majesty.”
“Perhaps I did not. Perhaps Aslan guided my steps. Or perhaps it was fate. Perhaps it was pure luck. Call it what you wish. The truth is that I stumbled on her path, and in a world where I was lost, Y/N saved me. We fell in love. She chose to come here so she could be with me. There is nothing more to tell.”
“You seem perfectly resolute in marrying her.”
“I am absolutely determined to marry the woman I love, indeed.”
Caspian heaved a sigh, you felt him shifting his weight, his boot gently touched yours as he straightened his legs a little.
“We should stop for a few minutes,” he commanded, before opening the small window behind him to shout his ordered to the soldiers. “I am growing numb sitting in this cage.”
“It is safer than riding,” Baras argued, but Caspian huffed, annoyed.
“Which is why I have agreed to travel in this carriage, but I am still allowed to complain about it.”
Baras chuckled.
“I apologize. I know your Majesty prefers the wilderness to closed spaces.”
“Indeed…”
The carriage stopped a few minutes later, and after checking the perimeter, Ammos’s voice rang to notify the passengers that it was safe for them to walk outside for a while.
All climbed out, but Caspian lingered inside for a moment longer. He took off his travelling cloak and covered your still frame. He was arranging the soft fabric to tuck you in properly when your fingers held on his.
He looked up, but your eyes were still closed.
“I love you too,” you whispered, a smile spreading across your features.
He grinned.
“For how long have you been awake?”
“I wasn’t asleep.”
He chuckled.
“That was sneaky.”
“I’m learning politics.”
“And you are becoming good at it.”
He bent to kiss your temple.
“You should rest. We’ll leave again in just a few minutes. Try to sleep, my love.”
He brushed a strand of your hair away from your face, kissed your temple once more, before walking out of the carriage, a smile on his lips that matched yours.
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The first evening was spent on the road. You stopped for a few hours but remained in the carriage to sleep. At the second sunset though, you reached an inn that would offer your shelter for the night.
It was already night time when you arrived to the establishment, and there was little you could distinguish of it besides its stature cut against the ghostly shapes of tree trunks and a lantern before the door that shone on a sign where its name was written.
The Fire Horse
Caspian offered you his arm as you walked across the leaves to the door, and you held onto it a little too tightly perhaps, but the shadows of the forest were not reassuring, to say the least… the canopy above your heads cut off most of the light of the stars and moon, you could barely see where you were walking.
The owners of the establishment were a couple of badgers that fussed around a lot, clearly over-excited at the prospect of welcoming the King and mighty Lords in their inn. You found them a little too overzealous, but they seemed nice all the same.
You ate some stew with the Lords and Ladies that travelled with you, the soldiers and lower lords remaining in tents outside. In total, about sixty people were gathered in the room, scattered in little groups around packed tables. There was but one large fire-place, and a broken window let in the cold of the evening. You were grateful that Caspian had not taken his cloak back.
Conversations went smoothly that evening, as most were too preoccupied by being noticed by the king to be mean to you. Besides, the mockeries had diminished after a few meals spent with Baras and his friends, as you stood your ground. Caspian had worked on shutting down many rumours and criticism towards you as well.
You weren’t accepted yet, but the animosity towards you was bearable now.
Both you and Caspian were exhausted though, like most of the party. Outside, besides the guards on sentry, all had already gone to bed when you were guided to your bedroom, right next to Caspian’s. Diego would stand before your door all night, and you thanked him as he bid you a good night.
You were getting ready to go to bed when you heard something tapping on your windowpane. You stopped your movements as you were about to remove the long chemise you wore under your dress. But the sound came again, softened not by distance but by a fear of being heard.
Your mind raced, trying to decide what to do next…
Should you call for Diego? For Caspian? Was it a threat?
You wrapped Caspian’s cloak around you, seized a steel chandelier from the table set in the corner of the room, and decided to draw the curtains before calling for help.
You almost dropped your improvised weapon when you saw… Caspian’s face on the other side of the window.
Now, a little explanation is required to explain why Caspian was at your window, on the third floor of the inn, right above a certain death were he to fall. There was no other door to your room besides the one guarded by Diego, there was thus no way anyone could enter your room undetected. Which was needed to assure your safety. But it was also a problem for Caspian, who wanted desperately to see you.
The cause of this sudden urge of his was probably to be found in the third glass of wine he drank that night at dinner. If he was not drunk he was a little tipsy, with pink colouring his cheeks and his brain taking more foolish decisions than his usually-wise self did. Which was why Caspian decided that it would be a fabulous idea to climb his way from the window of his room to yours. He did not think of the deadly fall that awaited him was he to fall down (lucky for him, your dedicated narrator made sure there was no obstacles to his climb, thus fighting this bloody pigeon that nested in the small nook right above his window). He did not think either of the possibility of being seen by the people sleeping in the dozens of tents that had been set all around the inn (again, lucky for him, I was here to make sure everyone was looking in the opposite direction while Caspian was stupidly risking his life and you were wondering if you were about to be assassinated, you’re welcome).
Thus, when you opened your window, it was to let inside your room a slightly dishevelled and out of breath Caspian, who was grinning all the same.
You hurried to close the window again, draw the curtains to hide him.
“What are you doing here?” you asked in a whisper, afraid to be heard.
“I wanted to see you,” his grin doubled in size.
“That’s dangerous! Do you know how high this window is?!”
He rolled his eyes.
“I have done more dangerous things in my life…”
“I don’t want to know any details about that statement. Still, what are you doing here? Aren’t we supposed to not be caught alone together?”
“Diego is on sentry before your door, and it’s the only way in…”
“Besides the window, clearly. And Diego might hear us.”
“He will not.”
“He might.”
“Are you not happy to see me?”
“I am. I always am happy to see you.”
“Then, why are you standing so far away, instead of being in my arms?”
You chuckled at that, heaved a defeated sigh.
“What was your plan, then?” you asked, walking over to him, and a second later, you were tugged in his safe embrace.
“Climbing inside by your window, spending the night with you and going back to my bedroom before dawn.”
“What if someone sees you?”
“No one will see me.”
(For someone unaware he has an amazing narrator as a guardian angel, Caspian sure is overconfident tonight…)
You heaved a sigh, but couldn’t help but relax and believe him when he whispered in your ear that everything would be alright.
You looked up when he pulled away enough to look at you.
“By Aslan’s name, I’ve been dying to do this ever since we left the fortress…”
Before you could ask him what he meant, Caspian was pressing his lips to yours, holding your face in his palm while his other arm was drawing you closer. It took you barely a second to react and kiss him as well, messy and urgent and too passionate for your lungs and hearts…
“Are you very tired?” Caspian asked before moving his lips down the length of your jaw, and then pressing open-mouthed kisses along your neck, right against your pulse.
“Not enough to ask you to stop, if that’s your question,” you answered with a playful smile on your lips, eyes closing as Caspian nipped at your soft skin.
He chuckled, pulling away completely. You raised a surprised eyebrow when he took off his shirt, leaving himself half-naked before you.
He grinned as he noticed your gaze roaming down the expanse of his chest, hitting the barrier of his belt, and then climbing all the way back up to his dark eyes, your gaze hungry now.
“Good, because I have plans for tonight.”
“Are you sure it’s safe?”
But Caspian’s smile softened.
“I want you. So badly. I’m ready to take the risk.”
“Are you sure?”
“I am. Do you want us to stop?”
But you shook your head.
“Absolutely not. I will kick your pretty arse if you don’t take off the rest of your clothes, actually.”
It was hard for Caspian not to laugh too loudly, after all, discretion was still an imperative. But a couple of seconds later, your lips were back on his, and they were most definitely effective in shutting him up…
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A murderous game of cat and mouse
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Summary: Just a little pre story of Wanda's and Y/n's first interaction (through a murder and note)
Not proofread again, living life on the edge again
Part 1 here
Words: 1,454
Warnings: Minors DNI 18+ knife kink talk (of course) swearing, Wanda being a murderous stalker
Taglist: @xxxtwilightaxelxxx thanks for your tags! I keep rereading them Y/n is defiantly the bottom in this story 😂
"Please please! I haven't done anything to you why are you doing this?!" The man spat some blood onto the desk his head was just slammed against "pathetic" the voice said
"You can't even fend off a woman half your size" a stab to his chest had him screaming again making the woman roll her eyes "It's a good thing this room is soundproof because you're screaming like such a little bitch" she kicked him down to the floor watching the blood pour out of the multiple stab wounds on his body.
"Now before you die" kneeling down to the bloodied man he tried moving away but the grip on his leg prevented much movement "I need you to tell your boss it was the scarlet witch who killed you, okay? She needs to know it was me"
"Oh she'll know! I-I'll make sure so she'll catch you and kill you" he thought it sounded threatening and it was so funny to the redhead because that's exactly what she wanted "I'm counting on it, now you've got about 45 minutes left until you completely bleed out, keep your strength" she fished out his phone from his pocket sending a text to his boss
"She'll be here in 10 minutes, it's been a pleasure, thank you for being so cooperative" she left him with a swift kick to the stomach making him scream out in pain "now you have 30 minutes"
"Jarvis!" You burst through the door to your office seeing the man lay still groaning in pain "who did this?!" You knelt down trying to stop the bleeding but it was no use he had nearly bled out but a few whispered words were all he managed out "Scarl-scarlet Wit-witch"
"Is that who did this?!"
"Y-yes" he suddenly went limp, the light leaving his eyes and you dropped him to the floor standing up and pacing around the room "how did they get in?! Where was my security?!" You were pissed off clearly but even more so at your security, why did they let this murderer into the building?
"Y/n!" Natasha bursting through the door brought you out of your thoughts nearly tripping over the man's lifeless body "what the fuck happened?!"
"My right hand man was murdered in my fucking office" your voice was above a whisper trying to control your anger which was getting hard to do "the scarlet witch"
Nat didn't hear you "who?"
"Some bitch called the Scarlet witch! She killed him, I want to know everything about her, tell Tony to get on it" you stepped over your dead friend and sat at your desk looking through some papers
"Er...I know you don't like showing much emotion to the men around here because of this feminist thing going on but a man is dead" the Russian was cautious approaching your desk knowing how impulsive you were, her broken shoulder was a testament to that.
You sighed throwing the papers to the floor "I just-I knew this was going to happen, that stupid note I got the other day literally said 'I'll kill someone close to you to show much I love you' I ignored it because it sounded ridiculous, I'm a fucking idiot"
"Okay" she stood behind you and started to massage your shoulders even when you tried to pull away you were pulled back against the chair "let me help you relax, yeah okay Jarvis is dead and will need moving soon because in a few days he'll start to smell, but hey, least it wasn't me right?"
You were quiet, a little too long for Nat's liking so she gripped your shoulders harshly making you wince "ouch! Fine just stop i'm glad it's not you laying dead and emptied of blood on the floor in front of me"
She smiled and relaxed her grip returning to the nice massage she was doing "thank you" she said sweetly remaining silent as she continued her massage
"Do you want to go home?" She whispered to you when she saw that your eyes were dropping, you nodded and let the woman pick you up in a bridal carry which made you giggle "such a strong Russian mob assistant"
"You're such a brat I don't know why I put up with you"
You shrugged "because I'm the best and the only friend/sex partner who puts up with your bullshit"
Nat rolled her eyes but agreed "yeah I guess, you're still a brat though, what are we doing about him?"
Your eyes snapped to the floor realising the whole reason you were here in the first place, the murder of your right hand man, great you'd need to find a new one now
"Call Bucky to take him away, luckily he didn't have a family so there's no funeral needed" was it harsh? Yes, but you didn't need to hassle right now "I get it, okay I'll call Bucky later, now come on let's get you home my sweet little ice princess"
"Never and I mean never say that to me again, in fact put me down you've made everything weird and I feel uncomfortable" you pretty much jumped out of her arms falling to the floor
"I thought you loved baby talk" she laughed watching you scramble off of the floor "shut up Natalia"
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You arrived at your apartment after telling Bucky about the murder and picking up some burgers since you hadn't eaten in forever, however your small amount of happiness was short lived when you saw the front door with a note on it signed by 'The Scarlet Witch'
"Are you gonna read it?" Nat peered over your shoulder while you were deciding what to do, you sighed and snatched the note opening it
"A beautiful soul like yourself shouldn't be beating yourself up over the man who didn't even respect you, please know that I killed him out of love for you, I've watched you for months and my infatuation only grows with each passing minute, you need respect and loyalty which is something only I can give you, maybe one day in person I can do that"
💋 The Scarlet Witch
"She sounds psychotic" Nat shuddered pushing past you opening the door and laying the food out on the side, she fell onto the couch where no doubt she would stay the rest of the night.
You however and for some sick reason were still reading and re-reading the note tracing your fingertips over the kiss mark she left and talking to yourself "a little cat and mouse chase never hurt anyone right?"
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Scarlet Witch titled the knife around her fingers admiring the present she bought for you, would you accept the gift? Maybe you'd also twirl it around your fingers or maybe you'd run the blade across your tongue when it's covered in the blood from your victims, either way she was excited to find out
"Oh moya krasavista if only you were here, I'd carve you up for myself, leave pretty marks all over your body and listen to the soft whimpers that would leave your pretty lips" she had started tracing the knife along her own neck and then past her chest imagining it was your hands doing it but before her thoughts could go any further she stopped herself "no, no, just a few more of her men, need to stay focused before I can start enjoying myself a little more"
She put the knife down onto a picture of you she took secretly when you were in the park, you looked so beautiful in her eyes, sat all alone on a bench in the park eyes closed so in your own head you didn't notice her with the camera, so cute and vulnerable. God she couldn't wait until the day you both met, how sweet it would be.
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"Are you serious?! You think this psychotic bitch is hot? You don't even know what she looks like or even if she is a woman" obviously Nat didn't take the news well about how you were feeling about this killer that was out to get you and your men
"Oh come on Nat, this is the most exciting thing that's happened in months! I'm allowed to have some fun"
Nat finished the bottle of vodka she had been drinking throwing it to the ground smashing it to pieces making you jump, she was so dramatic.
"Natalia! Calm the fuck down will you?! Nothing will happen to you, just the riff raff that can't handle a killer woman"
The redhead groaned knowing she wouldn't get through to you and instead got a dustpan and brush to clean the broken glass on the floor "I hope you know what you're doing"
You sighed "so do I"
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makethatelevenrings · 2 years
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Actions, Not Words // B. Wayne x f!reader
Requested? yes!
WARNINGS: swearing
Summary: It started with a simple question. It ended with a discussion. Could be read as a sequel to guy.exe 
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It started with a simple question.
“If you could choose anywhere in the world to visit, where would you go?” Your boyfriend’s oldest child spun around in the chair next to yours. You let out a noncommittal hum, barely processing his question in favor of focusing on the live camera footage broadcasting from the various vigilantes operating on the streets of Gotham right now.
“Is this the part where J’onn comes down, wipes my memories, and Bruce relocates me to the Bermuda Triangle?” You were doing three things at once and didn’t really have the headspace to think about anything other than overhearing the comms conversations between Oracle and the boots on the ground, scanning the streets for anything that the team would need, and sticking gold stars onto the geography tests your kids took yesterday.
“Bold of you to assume he wouldn’t send you to the Arctic Circle,” Dick commented dryly. He made grabby hands for the papers in front of you and you passed half of the stack over and a few sheets of stickers. Nightwing was currently benched thanks to a nasty break so Batgirl and Black Bat were patrolling Bludhaven for the night.
“I would just move into the Fortress of Solitude.”
“Honestly, I think B would hate that more than sending you away.” The both of you looked up at the screens as Red Robin and Red Hood engaged in a fight with a few low level mob enforcers. Shots echoed through the cave speakers and you winced, your fingers curling tightly around the edge of the desk as you watched the boys take down the men with an ease and efficiency that two teenagers shouldn’t possess.
“They’ll be fine,” Dick said. His voice was light, but he was betrayed by the tension in his wrist as he jabbed another sticker onto the test in front of him. Every single bat and bird hated being benched, but for Dick it was especially hard. He was the oldest and watching his little siblings getting shot at, smacked around, and having a litany of toxic chemicals thrown at them on the regular added to the mountain of stress on his shoulders.
The fight appeared to end and you couldn’t help yourself. You leaned forward towards the mic and pressed the “on” button.
“Reds, report.”
“Applebee’s and I are just fine. Tell N to stop being such a mother hen and get his escrima stick out of his ass.” Jason’s modulated voice was clear of any sign of pain and you relaxed.
“Aw, Jaybird, if you cared about my nerves then you wouldn’t get on them so fuc-” Dick started to say.
“Names,” Bruce interjected over the comms just as you called out a reminder of, “Language!”
“And no, Hood, N wasn’t the one worrying. Now, pay attention. Cave, over and out.”
You turned off the mic and leaned back into the chair with a sigh. You wished you had taken Alfred up on his offer to take over your monitor shift that night. There were two weeks left of the school year and you were exhausted. That, and the fact that Dick was injured right after Damian was removed from the injured reserve now that his broken wrist was fully healed.
You had been dating Bruce Wayne for a year and while you never regretted falling for Gotham’s resident vigilante and subsequently adopting his family, it was getting harder watching them come home with bruises and sprains and bloody cuts. You loved Bruce and you loved his kids, but you didn’t know how much longer you could just sit here and watch them get the shit beat out of them.
It was hard enough hearing disparaging comments about Bruce when you were out and about in the city, but hearing people complain about Batman when you knew for a fact that he had crawled into bed the night before with a stab wound in his shoulder made you wish you had Kryptonian powers so your glares left a lasting effect.
“Hey,” Dick said quietly. You refused to look at him, knowing that his damn puppy dog eyes would destroy the careful facade you had applied. If you were going to be part of a family that wore masks, then you needed to learn to wear your own.
“You better not be adding double stickers to those tests,” you warned. “You spoil those kids.”
You knew that the kind-hearted acrobat was considering his next words before he decided against what he was originally going to say.
“You never answered my question.”
Your temples were throbbing with an oncoming headache thanks to late nights, end-of-year student tantrums, and your annoyance with the Gotham criminal underworld. Leaning back in the chair, you grabbed the bottle of painkillers Tim kept by the coffee maker and downed two.
“I want to see the world’s largest teapot,” you deadpanned.
Four weeks and a six hour car ride later, you stared up at the supposed world’s largest teapot with a blank face. Bruce leaned against the car next to you, looking ever so comfortable in jeans and a maroon sweater. Outside of the suits, both business and vigilante, Bruce always looked more relaxed. Right now, however, he looked like a smug fucking bastard.
“I thought it would be bigger,” you admitted.
“Fourteen feet by fourteen feet in diameter,” he said. “Brought here in 1938. Originally a root beer sign.”
You pinched the bridge of your nose and thought about good things. Happy things. Alfred’s cooking. How comfy Bruce’s bed was at the manor. The way Cass smiled when you braided her hair. The fact that Damian chose to sit next to you during movie night, even if Dick shot him a betrayed look and pouted until Jason let him cling to his arm.
“We drove six hours to see this,” you stated calmly. He shrugged and turned his head so he could grin at you. It wasn’t that fake society smile you saw plenty of or the small smirks the kids elicited when they did something royally stupid. It was a genuine, crooked grin and you couldn’t stop the warmth that unfurled in your chest at the sight.
“Dick was pretty insistent that I take you here,” he replied. His blue eyes sparkled with just a hint of amusement and you narrowed your gaze in response.
“I knew I should have said the Maldives.”
Bruce let out a low chuckle, his arm snaking around your waist and pulling you into his side. You turned your focus back on the roadside attraction and pressed your cheek against his shoulder. He hummed and dropped a kiss to your hairline before rubbing his hand up and down your back.
“Do we need to start heading back soon so you can get ready for patrol?” you asked, checking his watch.
“I rented us a little cabin about thirty minutes outside Pittsburgh. We’ll drive back tomorrow. Dick is taking up the suit tonight. Just for tonight. Alfred and Barbara will both keep us updated through the night and I know they will make sure everyone gets home safe. I…I trust them.”
You raised your head to study his handsome face, one of your hands coming up to rest on his chest. He had that faraway look to him that signaled he was deep in thought and you knew where his head was at.
“They’ll be fine. You’ve been away on League missions longer than that,” you reminded him. He glanced down at you and nodded. His calloused knuckles brushed against your cheek.
“The kids saw that you were getting overwhelmed with things and I’m sorry I didn’t notice.”
“You’re focused. Dedicated. I know, Bruce. I wouldn’t date you if I didn’t understand.”
He pressed his forehead against yours and sighed. “You shouldn’t have to put up with me. You should be with someone who can give you the attention you deserve.”
“Pretty sure I’m the one who gets to decide that. I love you, Bruce. I love you and the kids and Alfred. I love the way your hair sticks up in the morning and how you still can barely tie a tie. I love how compassionate you are, both in your day job and night job. I love how much you care. And most of all, I love how you love. Not with words, but in actions. I mean, what other guy is going to take me to see the world’s largest teapot?”
That made a smile break his stoic facade and you grinned. He bent down and kissed you, slow and sweet and every bit tender. His lips were soft and pliant and you could taste your own strawberry chapstick on him. Thieving bastard, you thought with no malice behind it.
When you broke apart, breathless and grinning like foolish lovesick teenagers, you brushed your nose against his and chased after his lips. He kissed you again, his steady form pressing you against the car. One of his thighs slid between your legs and you moaned against his touch.
“How far away is this cabin? Because I am not desecrating the grounds of the world's largest teapot,” you panted as he bit and sucked a hickey on your collarbone. Bruce pulled away in an instant and rounded around the car and headed towards the driver’s seat.
By the time you returned to the manor with sore hips and more than a few hickeys all over your body, you knew that you were right. Bruce was a man of action not words, and he loved you.
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evacado3 · 2 years
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Hey! May I request Eli, Jake, Vin Jin & Samuel if they arrive too late to save their s/o headcanons ?
Of course anonie, let's get right into the angst!
WARNING!LOTS OF ANGST!DEATH!
Eli Jang
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Eli had promised himself after heather's death, that he would never be late again, for anything. Dates, parties, or even just a regular meeting.
Yet things never went Eli's way.
The situation he wanted to avoid the most still happened, right in front of his own eyes.
Eli Jang had lost the girl he swore to protect, twice.
He wasn't late, but neither could he stop a bullet's speed. Watching the bullet delve through your head, the light dying out of your eyes was unbearable, he felt dizzy from the blood rushing to his head, face turning pale.
Eli wanted to vomit at the scene that unfolded in front of him, the scene that he didn't, no, couldn't stop.
Tears fell from his fierce eyes before he realized, blood poured out of his palms from the digging of his nails, teeth sinking deep in his lip,
"No one try to run, you're all fucking dead"
Nobody got out of the building that night and Eli stayed with your corpse in his embrace. He stayed till the last bits of warmth has left your once heated body.
Jake Kim
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"Cut off Jake before he grows any bigger... big boss said so"
During the fight against the rebels of big deal, Samuel has once reminded old face that a very valuable card is you.
If you were ever to be taken hostage, Jake might stop his rampage and submit to them. So that's exactly what he did.
You, an innocent woman was now tangled into Jake's mess. You were tied to a chair in an unknown room. Sight blinded by darkness, cries of agony were all unheard.
Yet Jake sided with his men, taking on all the opponent's threats. He merely sent a few men to rescue you.
"Y-you will regret this! Y/n is held captive, if you don't stop this then we will take her to workers with us!"
But he still fought alongside his gang, hurrying to find Sinu. Jake couldn't think of anything else other then saving his brother, so much that he unintentionally neglected your safety.
After Jake fainted, Jason received a taunting phone call,
"The girl's last words were 'Jake will come and save me!' HAHA what a joke, that bastard only has eyes for Sinu! Oh hey Jason, make sure to tell your 'big boss' that y/n isn't going home anymo-"
He ended the call, they really did keep their words and took you away. Jason only looked at the new boss's unconscious figure.
Little did Jake know, when he wakes up he would then realize, that he had lost two of the most important people in his life.
Vin Jin
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Vin isn't a considerate person, he's a self-centered bastard who has never cared for anyone other then himself.
But back in the Cheonliang fam, he had once opened up to the idea of having a lover. One who would love him for who he was, and in return he promises protect her from the dangers of the world.
Vin Jin met you in the most unfavorable circumstance, blood dripping down his forehead, sunglasses broken and unusable. He had his head down low when he saw you walking in the alley, ready to yell at you to leave.
"Oh my gosh! You're all bloody a-and hurt, I can patch you up a little and call the ambulan-"
He at last looked you in the eye, hoping to scare you away.
"Y-you're eyes... they're beautiful... polycoria?"
However, puppy love didn't last long for him, as long as he's in that gang, Vin would have dangerous enemies.
You were kidnapped by their rival on your birthday, where Vin Jin was finally mustering up the courage to ask for your never ending love.
But when he slams open the door of the location on your phone, he realized that he will never get that chance.
Bruises and blood covered your face, your eyes didn't react to his movements. Vin soon noticed that your chest wasn't heaving up and down anymore. He clenched his fists and let out a loud cry,
"Unforgivable, I'm gonna fucking kill you "
That was the night where Vin Jin committed his first murder, his victim's limbs were all disconnected and his neck was snapped.
In the end, he thought the idea of a having lover was only bullshit and unfair, you did love him unconditionally despite his behavior yet he did not protect you the way he assured.
The idea of having a lover was only bullshit, you played your roll so well in this relationship yet he failed so miserably.
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Sorry I didn't write for Samuel cause I feel like the guy wouldn't care if he was late I couldn't make anything up for him (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞. But if you still want it you could request again sorry anon
First time I've written for Eli though, don't really know how to feel. I got carried away with vinjin lol it's a little long. I'll probs be inactive next week since there's a big exam coming up so I wanna post something before I start studying, wish me luck <3
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