Chat. I feel like you guys don’t know how genuinely, actually and truly fucking insane I really am. So, for any of you lovely folks unaware, over on my Instagram @ notquitekr.is (DON’T forget the period) I am currently drawing a shot of the FNaF movie every day. Here is day one hundred and sixty two. (I thought you guys might like this one. ;-9)
Was going to make felix and kagami kiss in my feligami fic but what if they simply made romantically charged eye contact. Thats like the same right (screams)
so! im left with, for the main boys: time, twilight, four, wild and wind. and while I do have ideas, I'm not entirely convinced? like i am sure what i want wind and wild to look like, but for time and twilight? oh boy
i was thinking for time like, something really classy? shirts, sweaters, turtlenecks, neutral, toned down earthy colours???? maybe???
and for twilight idk, his style revolves around bound t-shirts. oh and those like, basketball jerseys and all
BUT I DONT KNOOOOOOW its hard.
Birthday depressions seriously hit so fucking hard that makes you want to wish your birthday didn't exist and you realise that you didn't want to exist and then you feel like you could just die except that you can't because you feel like you're the worst being on earth and don't deserve a happy ending like Death...
is the nancy pov going to be a mirroring of robin’s pov? this is not to be like “it better be!” but rather sheer curiosity. and will it be released incrementally like cfdau as well?
thank you so much for writing. you are so cool.
cheers!
Kind of! A lot of it will be, especially during parts like early on when they’re filming the movies or later on during their relationship because, like, the most important things Nancy is doing are the things Robin was there for and talked about in the original fic. But there will also be other parts that are new that Robin either doesn’t mention or was never there for
As for incrementally—probably! Mostly because it’s shaping up to be pretty long and like y’all are very sweet but I think very few people will sit down and read 60k words if I dropped it all at once. The real question is if I’ll be brave enough to post it when it’s ongoing or if I’ll wait until the entire thing is finished…
u ever feel so sad that there isn’t enough stuff about your blorbo in a way which that blorbo is like the center focus of that fic that you kinda decide to actually finish that 20 chapter notes app fic that you’ve had for ages? Yeah me too!
I remember just an hour earlier we were already packing our bags to go back home to you.
I remember falling to the ground and gut wrenching sob that came out of me.
And I remember mom hugging me.
I remember standing in the checkout line and crying and crying and crying.
All the people who just kept staring.
I remember the week before. Just before you went back home, and the feeling in my stomach. An ache so heavy and my pridefulness stopping me from saying, “Please don’t go.”
I remember half assing a science project with the dry ice you brought.
And I remember the sadness watching you leave.
I wish this was all a dream and I wish I could go back to fourteen.
idk why i feel like confession time in the middle of the day on a wednesday but it’s confession time that the real reason i barely attempt to date anymore is because i loathe kissing unless we have both just had a gum, brushed our teeth, and then drank a nice big glass of water
like i get that i’m a bit extreme in that when i was in the states and couldn’t get my nice finnish clean your teeth gun i’d rinse my mouth with water and soap when i was on the go and didn’t have toothpaste and now i have gum after every single thing i eat but like people’s oral hygiene is not on my level and it’s so gross. they also do not drink enough water. which, sure, i’m also a bit extreme about. but i’ve always been a bit uptight. it’s not changing.