#it was evil contaminated water that tasted like clay and dirt

[halfelven]

idk why i feel like confession time in the middle of the day on a wednesday but it’s confession time that the real reason i barely attempt to date anymore is because i loathe kissing unless we have both just had a gum, brushed our teeth, and then drank a nice big glass of water

like i get that i’m a bit extreme in that when i was in the states and couldn’t get my nice finnish clean your teeth gun i’d rinse my mouth with water and soap when i was on the go and didn’t have toothpaste and now i have gum after every single thing i eat but like people’s oral hygiene is not on my level and it’s so gross. they also do not drink enough water. which, sure, i’m also a bit extreme about. but i’ve always been a bit uptight. it’s not changing.

#my parents used to make me share drinks with my three siblings #i think i’m traumatised from that #i’d drink my part and hand it off to them #i also didn’t have decent water most of my life #it was evil contaminated water that tasted like clay and dirt #and we had to bleach the well and it all just came back #so now i’m just obsessed with drinking nice clean water #people who drink coffee and don’t clean their mouths after #are the bane of my existence #look i’m very sensitive to scents and taste #but the trying to duck the scent of someone’s breath #when they’re talking to you without looking too rude #is so hard #even when i was too depressed to do almost anything #i’d still brush my teeth #couldn’t wash my hair #but if i don’t brush my teeth i can. feel it #and it makes me crazy #txt #confession time