#even if it wont happen soon just the fact that Ive added that to the 'thing I will do someday' list helps a lot with my mood | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

littlebitoffanfic · 4 years

Text

Celebration

Fandom: The Collector/The Collection Character: Asa Emory – the collector Relationship: Asa Emory/reader Request: Since I have seen you do some slashers, can I request Asa from The Collector? Something sweet where the reader works with him and is an alibi and then saves him when Arkin comes for him in the collection?

You knew him from your work although you didn’t know him well. Asa was a private man, reserved to his office and displays for the museum. You were tour guide with a hand in some of the office work. After all, the museum didn’t get an awful amount of funding to be able to employee more office workers. Today, you were happy. It was a sunny day, which meant people were less likely to come to the museum for an indoor activity. Your tours still ran ever 2 hours, but a smaller group had less questions and you could normally be done within an hour, leaving an hour free. You all but skipped down the halls like a school girl, your project held tightly in your arms as you stopped outside Dr Emory office. knocking three time, you waited for him. He towered over you, and had such a demanding presences that made you weak at the knees. Your crush on his was not unnoticed by your co-workers.

“Good morning.” You smile, trying your best to work through the flutters in your chest. “Its 1.30.” he stated, his eyes unreadable. “Oh, well, good afternoon. Could I steal a few minutes of your time?” You ask, nearly slapping yourself in the face for your mistake. His eyes darted to the folder in your arms and he stepped aside, allowing you to enter. This was a privilege in itself. Barely anyone was allowed within his office. But Asa seemed to tolerate you more than the others. Perhaps because you were his neighbour. Now that had truly been a happy accident. His previous neighbour was selling and you were looking for somewhere when you moved here. It just so happened that your neighbour to your left was also a co-worker. Entering his office was like entering a new world. The walls were decorated with various bugs throughout different ages in their lives. Butterfly’s, beetles and roaches but the most prominent member of his displays were spiders. Your attention was drawn to a particular specimen. Pinned in a shadow box was a blue spider. The sign under called it a Cobalt Blue Tarantula. “Wow, those markings are fascinating.” You mumble aloud, more to yourself that to the mans whos office you were in. “Truly. The Cyriopagopus lividum.. native to the borders of Thailand.” Asa speaks so fondly of the dead creature that it makes you smile slightly. There was no denying his love for his work. “Are they venomous?” You ask, purely out of curiosity. “Yes, but the venom not strong enough to kill an adult human. Although its not pleasant.” Asa walks past you to his desk and drawing you from your thoughts. “Now, you wanted something?” “Yes, I was wondering if you might help me with an exhibition.” You hold out the folder to him as you sit at the other side of his desk. He takes it and opens it, showing a sort of mood board you had put together ranging from other exhibitions to enclosures to photo life-spans of certain creatures. “an exhibition?” His eyes flick up to meet your own with curiosity. In truth, you hated how under appreciated he was at the museum and his knowledge should be put to good use. “Yes, for insects. Of course, I’d do most of the work, but I’d really apricate someone who I can fact check with and can offer some insight.” You smile sweetly, and the small smile that pulled at Asa’s lips told you that he was in.

-------------time skip ------------------

Your time spend with the entomologist was one of the most pleasant and interesting interactions you had had in a while. Walking to his office, you held your papers in your hands. You were about to knock when you heard voices inside. Pressing your ear against the door, you listened. “Dr Emory, unless you can provide an alibi for your whereabouts on Saturday evening, we will have enough to arrest you under suspicious of connection with the collector killings.” A voice spoke with authority. Your heart stopped. The collector killings had fascinated you ever since they had come to light. And Asa, well, he was a private man. If they were threatening such a thing, there must be something behind it. And you wanted to know. The two men that seemed to cloud your thoughts could be one. Your mind thought quickly as you came up with a plan. Knocking on the door, you walked in without waiting – something you never really did. Once inside, you acted like a deer in headlights. Two men sat opposite Asa’s desk in suits. “oh, sorry. Are you from the board?” You asked sincerely but you didn’t let them answer before quickly adding. “Look, Dr Emory and I are neighbours. Its perfectly reasonable for us to spend our evenings and weekends in each others company. Besides, if Tiffany told you about us, she has been having an affair with the janitor.” You could tell Asa was just as stunned as you were. One of the men smiled and stood. “You don’t need to be alarmed, miss. We are from the investigations team.” He then presented his ID badge to you. “Oh, gosh. I am so sorry.” You looked stunned, despite already knowing. “Its okay. But I am interested in what you said. Do you know where Dr Emory was on Saturday evening between 5pm and 11pm?” The man leaned back on Asa’s desk while the other twisted to fully look at you. “He was with me.” You said, talking to the two detectives. “At my house.” “with you? He said he was home alone.” The one with the strong jaw line narrowed his eyes at you. “Yes, well, its not against any policies, our director has been known to fire people for having… interpersonal relationships with colleagues. We’d agreed to keep it a secret. He would have been trying to protect me, in case this got out to the others.” You explain to them, not daring to look at Asa. You knew you were playing with fire here. But what you said wasn’t a stretch. The director had fired a member of the geology department… for sleeping with his wife in astrology. He really cared what staff did as long as they did their job. And didn’t fuck his wife. “Is this true?” He asked Asa, who gave a single nod. “And is there anyone who can corroborate this?” The detective asked you, more kindly than the others. “Not really. As I said, it was a secret so I’d appreciate it if you kept this between us. Although, you can ask half the staff in this building and they’ll tell you that ive had a crush on the man since I moved here, and they know we have been spending more time together. They are so fond of teasing me for it anyway.” You manage to draw a chuckle from one as he jabbed the other detective in the shoulder which earned a smile. Apparently, there was a similar situation going on where they were. “Right, well, we’d better be on our way. We’ll be back in touch soon.” The one sitting rose to his feet, nodding to both you and Asa before he and his partner left. They left and the door had closed for a brief moment before you felt someone grab your arm and you were twisted to meet Asa. He didn’t say anything and his cheeks were slightly red, but his ears were bright red. “So, you are the collector?” You breathe, looking up at him with a small smile tugging on your lips. “What do you want?” He growled, his voice low and menacing. Oh, he wasn’t happy. “I want to know.” You breath, stepping closer to him. “You take parts, right? What do you do with them? Keep mementos? Are you making something?” His nostrils flares out, obviously angry. You understood. You had let yourself into his world, and he couldn’t do a thing about it. He couldn’t kill you because it would point the fingers back to him. No, it was smart to keep you close. He let out an exasperated sigh, reaching up and pinching his brow. “look, once this has blown over for you, I wont say a word. I don’t expect anything for it. If you don’t want to tell me, you don’t have to.” You reassured him. “Why?” His eyes narrow at you, but you shrug. “honestly, you fascinate me.” You confess to the man, even more intrigued than before. You saw the smirk that twitched at the side of his mouth.

----------------- time skip ------------

The world of the collector was one you never dreamed you would see inside, and you loved it. It took trust to get him to let you see. First you saw the inside of the hotels lobby, then some traps, then some of the beautiful creations he made, then his prize possession. you never participated, but you provided a bit more support for him, offering help from the side lines in exchange for information and his time. If he was suspicious of you, he couldn’t deny the genuine interest in your eyes as he spoke, or how you hung on every word of his. He seemed to love how you marvelled at everything with a child-like innocents. Wide eyes and a curious mind. He kept you very close, at work and in your personal lives. It took 5 months in total for the cops to ease up off of Asa, but they still occasionally found their way to his house, watching it. He would come to yours in those situations, still keeping the façade up that you were in some kind of relationship. Not that you cared. You found that the two of you had a lot in common which made the time easily spent. Of course, his dogs loved you. When you came round to his, they were pawing at the floor to get to you but waited for their master to give them the signal to move. They really were puppies at heart. Also, sometimes you thought Asa just said they were there to spend time with you. Either way, you didn’t mind. Tonight, you were buried in a book when a harsh knock at your door made you jump but you hurried to answer it, finding a slightly wet Asa. You smiled, stepping aside and allowing him to step in. “You’d think the police budget within the millions by how much they come around.” You giggle, helping his jacket off his shoulders to hang up to dry. He hummed in response, wiping his face with a hand to try get the stray rain droplet off. “So, how was your recent game?” you asked as he followed you into the living room, where you had been reading. You collapsed back into the couch and held your book on your lap. “Uneventful. No one worthy to take.” He mused as he walked over to your book shelf and pulled out the book he had been reading last time. As he returned to your sofa to sit beside you – a show for the police outside – the book fell open to the page he had been reading. But instead of the paperclip he had been using to keep his place, it was a book mark. A novelty bookmark that you had swiped from the gift shop. It was one of those fake 3D ones, with spiders moving on green leaf’s. You raised your book over your mouth to hide your grin. “very amusing.” He soft chuckle left his lips as he placed it to the side. You giggled, moving to reposition yourself. Your sofa faced the TV which was to the right of the window. Meaning anyone who walked by outside could see in. but it was a quiet neighbourhood. Apart from the undercover police. You lay on the sofa, your legs draped over Asa’ lap which you rested your head on some pillows propped up against the arm rest. Asa rose the book without tearing his eyes away from it to allow your legs to move before lowering to rest his forearms on your knee and thighs. Despite being a bit of a play for the police, it began to feel a little more real. You would engage him in conversation through out the evening, and he would tear his attention away from the book to ask you about your day. In fact, you had started to think that Asa had missed this. With the police’s interest dwindling, so had his trips. Even your encounters in work were now limited as you had finished your exhibition. Or many it was just the part of you that had fallen so madly in love with the man that wished he wanted your company. Your eyes left the page to glance at his face. mature features with intelligent eyes. You hated how he could make your heart stop. Maybe this was fake to him, but it was so real to you. Turning your attention back to your book, you didn’t look up until the sun had fully set. Glancing at the clock, you were surprised to see it was nearly 10pm. “Gosh, I swear I’ll never get use to these changing sunsets. Every year it takes me by surprise.” You sit up, stretching as Asa chuckles. Leaning forward, you press a kiss to his cheek before lifting your legs off his lap to stand up. Asa followed, and you smiled when he marked his page with the bookmark you had gotten him. “You’re nearly finished. I told you it’s a page turner.” You nodded to the book, which he was nearly finished save for 50 pages. “Yes, all the more reason to come back.” He shot a look over his shoulder that made you smirk. Playful teasing had become something you adored in the man. It was another reason that made you doubt this was fake. They couldn’t hear what was happening, so why play around. Sliding the book back into the slot, he picked up the remote which had been forgotten on the sofa to go to the window and place it on the stand. A ploy for him to see if they were still watching the house. “I think you’re right. They get far too much funding. It could be going to the museum.” He mused as he turned back to you. Maybe they needed to see more. Or maybe you wanted more. Just to test the waters. Walking up to him, you reach up and placed your hands on his shoulders. “Kiss me?” You whisper to him, pressing your body against his own. Wide eyes met your own and you couldn’t help but giggle. “They can see through the window.” That was enough to encourage the man to duck down, pressing a kiss to your lips. he could have lightly kissed your lips and pulled away after a few moment, but he didn’t. In fact, you were sure he had forgotten all about the car outside. His arms wrapped around your waist and you were pulled tight against his strong chest as his lips fought your own for dominance which you quickly surrendered. His tongue slipped inside your mouth, making you moan as reach up and place your hand on the back of his head near his neck to keep his mouth to your own. Not like he was pulling away any time soon. you felt him push you backwards and you allowed him to push you till your back hit the wall and he pinned you to it. they couldn’t see you anymore, but you didn’t care. Raising your right leg, you hooked it around his hip as his hand trailed down your side and followed the curve to your thigh, holding you in that position. He was driving you crazy, his touch was like fire as you cling to him. When he does pull back, you are left a panting mess with rosy cheek. But his tell was his red ears despite the smirk on his lips. “So, tell me, where does the line between fake and real stop?” he asks, keeping his face close to your own. “With a kiss like that.” You bite your lower lip, completely aware of how his hand had kept your leg hooked on his hip. “The police aren’t outside. They left over an hour ago.” Asa’s voice was low, barely about a whisper. “They did?” You raise your eye brows at him. A nod answers your question and you were left pondering your next move. “Good.” As leans down, sealing his lips over your own.

-----time skip ------

You were sitting in your living room, half heartedly flicking through the channel when you notice Asa’ car drive past your window. Smiling, you turn off the TV and grab your small bag. It was a Friday, which meant that Asa worked late. But it also meant you would be staying over with him. A few weeks ago, shit had really hit the fan. You really didn’t know what happened, expect that the hotel was burned to the ground, and Asa only just escaped with his life. He was badly hurt, and you were thankful that he had taken a week off for holidays. It had been holidays he was going to spend with you in his cabin up north, but plans changed. You stayed by his side during his recovery. Asa had lost nearly everything that night. His creations, his sanctuary, his dogs, his prizes. But he had been thankful to come home to you. He had extended his own holiday but you returned to work the next week. He said he had fallen while on a hike so no one questioned his cuts and bruising when he did go back. You took your bag and left your home for the evening, locking it up as you set to go to Asa. He had regained most of his energy and health back, which you were hoping he might be up for something a little more… activity related tonight. The lingerie in your bag certainly hoped so. he was already out the car and into the house as you walked up. But something caught your eye. In his living room, there was someone hiding in the corner. Your breath caught in your throat as you recognised the man. His name was Arkin. He had been the one who had escaped Asa, the one who caused his injuries. You only recognised him because Asa had pointed him out when the new came on one evening. And you highly doubted that he was here to say a friendly hello. Running around the back, you ducked under the window so as not to be seen. You ditched your bag in a bush as you made your way to the back door just as you heard heavy metal music blare through the house. You wanted to scream to Asa, but the glint you had seen in Arkins hands wasn’t enough to tell you if it was a gun or a knife. Slipping into his kitchen, you heard the music being turned off and then silence. You took a large knife from the knife block on the counter and held it as if to stab. And you were willing to. Then you slowly opened the bottom draw, which had some duct tape in it. You round the edge, only slightly pulling it off. If you were going to hurt someone, they cant make a lot of sound. You moved into the hallway which connected to the living room and dinning room. “All those insects. You’re quite the collector.” A voice, Arkins voice spoke, making you pause as you made sure no one knew you were here. “In a 200 mile radios from where we last saw each other, there are 14 licensed entomologists. You were number 12.” As Arkin spoke, you moved slowly down the hallway, looking behind you ever second in case someone else was here. “Your daddy ran a museum, didn’t he? Fucked you up real good.” His words made you feel sick. Asa never spoke of his father. His mother was held with high regard, and he said he wanted you to meet her when she was next in town. But he had shut off when you asked about his father. Arkin was right. “Turn around.” You pressed your back against the wall as you inched closer to the doorway. Tape in your left hand, the edge taped to your finger, and the knife in the other. You could see from the glass display cabinet that Asa and Arkin were standing face to face near the entrance to the dinning room. Arking had his back to you. And a gun raised at Asa’ face. Fear rushed through you as the analogy of ‘don’t bring a knife to a gun fight’ flooded your mind. “Are you here to kill me?” Asa spoke with a calmness you couldn’t fathom. “No. that would be too nice. First im gonna make sure feel everything that I felt. Then im gonna kill you.” You could hear the smugness in his voice. “So that you can never hurt anyone-“ He was cut off as Asa lunged at him. But Arkin gave a swift jab to the face, causing him to tumble back. Into a red box. Your gasp was covered as Arkin flipped the box and started slamming the lid shut again and again, growling “fuck you.” Before the lack closed. he stepped back, gasping for air. He thought he was alone. Darting into the room, you raise the knie and bought it down into his right shoulder and an angle. He instantly dropped the gun. Letting go of the knife for a moment, you grabbed the roll of tape and started wrapping it round and round his mouth. He had only just managed to let out a cry of pain as his legs gave way under him. He reached up, struggling so you grabbed the knife and pulled it from the flesh. Using the sharp, bloodstained blade, you cut the tape and he collapsed to the ground moaning. You gave him a quick kick in the face before kicked the gun that had fallen out of reach. The last thing you needed was neighbours calling the police for gunfire at the house. You raced over to the box. “Asa, its me.” You reassured him through the small walls in case he tried to attack whoever opened the box. When you pulled the lid open, he scrambled to his feet, the anger in his eyes blazing as he found his attacker on the floor. Arkin was groaning, unable to move just yet but you were sure he’d be up and about soon enough. “Your hands.” You whispered, reaching out and taking his right hand which was covered in blood from Arkin slamming the box down. Your heart broke. He had not long healed. Arkin began to come around, his eyes darting between the two of you as he realized what had happened. He looked at you with an unimaginable about of rage and anger in his eyes as he tried to scream. Asa darted forward, twisting him around and pinning him to the ground, a knee in his back and his hand pressing on the new wound. “The tape.” He commanded of you, and you immediately grabbed the duct tape which had rolled away slightly. Finding the end, you saw Asa grabbing Arkins left hand and you mirrored with his right. Bringing them forcefully behind his back, you taped them in place, then went to tape his ankles together. Once satisfied, Asa hauled the man off the ground and threw him into the box, the lid closing over with the force. Asa flipped the latch. Looking him inside. You didn’t realise you were panting and shaking until Asa was looking at you. Racing forward, you wrap your arms around his torso and bury your face in his chest. “He didn’t hurt you, did he?” He ask, holding him as tightly as you could. A bloody hand stroked your cheek as another rubbed your back to sooth you. “No, you got here right on time.” There was a softness to his voice that made you melt as you looked up at him and smiled. “I’m too late to be a guard dog. Ludwig or Vivaldi wouldn’t have let him get close enough to hurt you.” You shake your head as you pull back, taking his hands in your own once again to inspect the damage. But he turned his hands over and took your own. “How about we go up to the cabin this weekend?” Asa askes, his question not very well fitted for the currant moment. “huh?” Your eyes glanced to the box which was moving slightly as Arkin struggled. “Oh, we’ll take him. And, since I am out of commission right now, perhaps I can show you some tricks.” Asa smirked as your eyes light up at his words. “Yes!” You bounce on the balls of your feet. You went up on your tiptoes to kiss him, resisting every urge not to pull him upstairs to his bedroom right now. Pulling back, you dart down and pick up the gun, offering it to Asa. “I’ll go get some stuff to see to your hands. And I’ll run back and pack a quick bag and then come and pack your things. I think I should drive, though. You’ll have to give me instructions.” You rattle off, the excitement obvious in your voice. “Oh, you’ll get use to taking instruction this weekend.” Asa whispered in your ear, making you blush and bite your lip with a smirk. Arkin seemed to get a burst of energy and started flaying around in the box, which only moved slightly. “He truly is annoying, isn’t he?” you huffed, hating the moment was ruined by him. Asa simply chuckled and walked up to the box, sitting on it and stopping it from shifting. As you flitted around, gathering supplies and seeing to his hands and then packing his things, Asa watched with a soft eyes. He would be lying if he said he trusted you from the start. And even more so if he admitted there had still been a small part of him that thought you were with the police. but that doubt was well gone. And this weekend, he wanted to celebrate this strange relationship. And oh, what a celebration it would be.

#the collector #the collection #asa emory #asa emory x reader #asa x reader #the collector x reader

202 notes · View notes

help-i-need-a-cool-username · 4 years

Text

@taiqrowweek

SINCE ALL THE FICS ARE SAD im going to go ahead and make a happy one. (Well... its bullet notes so maybe more of a fic outline?). Can be consider as Free Day or AU Day since its canon divergence

Ive been dying to see a Tai comes to Atlas fic so im making this one a reunion in Atlas fic

Qrow isnt in Atlas when Tai arrives. Hes out on a Amity Tower mission with Clover

Qrow and Clover are actually in the middle of flirting with each other when Qrow gets the call

Its Ruby and shes talking so fast Qrow cant understand a single thing. "Woah Ruby slow down. Whats going on" theres a deep gasping breath and then "DAD IS HERE. DAD IS IN ATLAS"

Qrow is stunned. Tai made it to Atlas?

Clover is thinking about how on Earth he could of gotten into the Kingdom.

Qrow finds out through Yang (she had to take Ruby's phone away since she wouldnt stop screaming) that the girls are waiting for Tai since Ironwood is having Winter personally escort him (Qrow figures that either he got arrested on arrival like they did or that Ironwood wants to know everything Tai knows about Salem despite being removed from the situation since STRQ fell apart)

Clover notifies him that they wont be able to get back to the city for another three hours, and then Qrow tells the girls, who are disappointed but tell him theyll "let Dad know when he gets here"

Most of the way back Clover is trying to get information out of Qrow about what Tai is like. Its both friendly small talk and adding to what Clover knows about this group of children + Qrow. The group is part of Ironwood's inner circle now which makes them important

Qrow briefly wonders how his reception will be. These days hes always the one coming to see Tai, and its 50-50 on if Tai's happy to see Qrow. Qrow considers running away from the encounter entirely but hes trying to be a better man now and that means sobriety and facing his problems. Besides he'll have to see Tai eventually

So lets backtrack a bit. Tai and Qrow used to be a thing wayyyy back in the day. Defining their romantic relationship is complicated. They tried dating before Tai ever got with Raven and it only lasted a few days because they realized the attraction was just sexual so they went back to being teammates who makeout when theyre drunk (thats how they decided to start dating in the first place). So through the early years they were Friends With Benefits. After the dark years of Raven and Summer they became Friends With Benefits That Only Get Together When Theyre Feeling Heartbroken. Its sad sex and half the time one of them is crying. Their friendship is good while the the girls are young. They disagree on a lot of things when it comes to the girls as they get older. That animosity plus arguments about Qrow's espionage job plus Qrow's worsening alcoholism are the reason theyve drifted far apart today. Theyve still been through so much together so that history and Qrow's dedication to being a uncle are the only things holding their friendship together.

So anyways lets get to the good stuff. The reunion:

Tai is actually waiting for Qrow at the garage

The girls are with him because they missed him. Ruby has her arms around him while talking and Yang is standing besides them smiling

Qrow gets a little scared. The fact Tai is waiting for him doesnt bode well. Him and Tai try to have their disagreements when the girls arent present. Qrow thinks its fair to assume that Tai is so absolutely pissed at him that he cannot wait another moment to yell at him. Clover goes "i guess you wont have to hunt him down after all. He mustve really missed you all" and Qrow really hopes thats the reason

Qrow decides to break the ice before it forms by insulting Tai as he's getting out of the truck

"Two and a half continents away and i still cant escape the sight that is your hideous cargo pants" "says the man who's idea of fashion is a 25 year old ripped cape"

As soon as Qrow gets close enough Tai puts his hands on his shoulders, takes a deep breath, and yells "YOU GOT POISONED"

Turns out Tai was just worried about him after Ruby explained what happened on her trek through Mistral

After answering his questions they hug and its the kind of hug where you sway a little bit

For the next few hours Tai yells at Ruby for running away, Tai yells at Qrow for going sober and not telling him, and Qrow goes with Tai to meet Ironwood (and stop Ironwood from asking too many questions. Hes actually soley focused on Salem and he doesnt even ask Tai how he got through his military blockade)

That night in Qrow's room Tai explains to Qrow how he got there. He lied to the girls. Made up some story that had plenty of holes in it. It was Raven. She opened her portal to Yang as far away as she could and Tai landed there. She had come to him after Haven, told him a few things but clearly left most of it out. Tai managed to get her to promise to take him to the group whenever they got to Atlas and had adjusted.

He came for two reasons. 1) to see exactly how close his children were to Salem. 2) to see if he could protect his kids any way he could, knowing they wouldnt back out now. But the reason he was telling Qrow all this (instead of sticking to his if-it-involved-Raven-i-dont-talk-about-it mentality) was because of one of the few things she mentioned about Haven: the disowning.

Tai wanted him to know that despite all their problems that Qrow was still his family. Not because Raven is still legally married to Tai, not because hes Yang's blood uncle, but because Qrow has been apart of Tai's life and chosen family as far back as STRQ.

Qrow's felt like a outsider to Tai ever since (and every time) things got serious with whoever Tai's dating. Qrow felt like a third wheel when Tai was with Raven, and Qrow was to raw from the increasingly strained relationship with Raven to let go of Summer and Tai when they got together. And ever since Qrow has felt like he was there in Tai's life but no longer apart of it. Even after Tai recovered from his depression, Qrow felt like a visitor in the house he still considers his home despite being called "uncle".

And Tai knows Qrow broke ties with Tribe soon after Beacon, and Raven hadnt truely been his sister in 20 years, but to have what you known from literal birth taken from you still hurt. And now Tai knows Qrow isnt drinking so the only way he can cope is by not thinking about it.

So Tai had to tell Qrow what he meant to him

And when he found out about Tyrian he realized Qrow couldve died not knowing Tai still loves him

Tai ends up ranting about all the things he loves about Qrow, about how he regrets that almost every word said to Qrow in the last 15 years has been unkind

Qrow is now confused to if this is a fixing my mistakes kind of thing or a love confession

So he asks

And Tai gets a little sheepish because it was a fixing my mistakes because i love you thing but a little past halfway into his rant he realized hes IN love with Qrow and has been for a while now

And Qrow decides f it. Tai is doing his embarrassed thing Qrow still finds cute even now when theyre middle aged adults getting their first gray hairs. So Qrow gets up from the cheap academy table theyre sitting at and kisses Tai

"After the world stops ending do you wanna try that dating thing again?" "You think we'll make it past one week this time?" "I actually meant since you havent gone on a date in about 15 years." "Oh. Well im pretty sure you havent been on a proper date since Beacon" "Are you gonna take me on a proper date then?" "Yeah"

#hinacu rwby #rwby #taiqrowweek2020 #taiqrow #taiyang xiao long #qrow branwen

40 notes · View notes

shakespeareismydad · 3 years

Text

My thought process as I watch season 7 of GoT

-S07E03

-Can Cersei please shut up god, I’m so tired of listening to her talk

-Qyburn can suck a dick

-i have never hated a character more in my life

-this is painful to watch

-oh no not the ince*t, god anything but that, I’m so over it

-STOP KISSING

-no one cares if you're the queen stop fucking your brother

-i would love to see cersei burned by a dragon

-brooding buddies ahaha

-this scene is so pretty, the way his cloak blows in the wind is *chefs kiss*

-tyrion and jon interacting makes me happy

-“are you trying to present you're own statements as wise wisdom” PleaSe

-don’t make me think about robb and rickon PleaSe

-fucking lord baelish ugh

-sansa and her quick fire wit

-there are some chars i cant stand listening to

-ooh is it arya, please i hope it is,

-its bran instead oop, didn’t expect that,, hug it OUT

-bran is so pretty wow

-this is so sweet, the way the snow enhances her hair is *chefs kiss*

-oh no is Sam gonna be in trouble for helping jorah

-this is nice

-i hope sam doesnt get kicked out of the cidatal

-GO SAM

-ive heard so much about Casterly Rock and this is the first time I’m seeing it and tbh the hype wasn’t worth it

-SECRET TUNNEL!!

-pointy stick go stabby stabby

-FUCKING EURON AGAIN I SWEAR

-canny hack it, am not enjoying this

-for fuck sake the lannisters are at highgarden and for why

-I still don’t know if i like Jamie Lannister or not

-they aren’t gonna kill ornella, i hope not

-they really think they're gonna win how embarrassing

-she really just drank the wine

-the fact that jamie is jofferys dad still grosses me out

-S07E04

-pretty op scene

-Tom Hopper in game of thrones whaattttt

-Oh my god, every time i see cersei i wanna take my eyeballs out

-i don’t trust baelish with bran

-i don’t trust baelish period.

-imagine giving a kid a dagger that almost killed him i-

-i don’t want meera to leave

--alot of people died for bran ouch

-wait bran died, hol up, does that hes ACTUALLY the three eyed raven this time

-ARYA JUST GOT HOME

-they better let arya in

-Arya gone ahah

-sansa and arya moment, reunited at last

-this moment is kinda sad tbh

-this is so wholesome

-its sad again, i wish robb and rickon were here too

-”its wasted on a cripple” i bby noo

-brans wheelchair is so nifty

-i love podrick payne

-okay but theyre outfits are kinda bomb

-thats a lot of fucking dragonglass

-secret cave what will it hold

-the children and the first men are smart

-yess queen fight with them, wait bend the knee i- nevermind

-ion like this, does she really think he’ll bend the knee and the north folk will be happy

-what now

-oh no shes angry and doubting tyrion that cant be good

-jon is so pretty

-Daenerys’ shoulder broche thing is so cool, i want one

-brianne and pod training together is so nice

-im so proud of arya, what a bad bitch

-seeing arya ad brianne train has me shook

-”I’m a Bastard” me too jon me too

-ITS THEON I MISSED HIM

-uh-oh jon doesn't look happy to see theon

-are they gonna hug

-NO THEY ARENT FINNA HUG, pleas no fighting

-im glad he isnt killing theon

-the queen is gone?! Miss thing where did she go

-i can't get over the fact that tom hopper is in game of Thrones

-Fuck the queen especially Cersei

-its gone all quiet that means something bad is gonna happen oh no

-this shit gives me anxiety

-thats a lot of dothraki

-"we can hold them off" my guy no you cant

-she brought her dragon good luck holding them off now pahahah

-is this where jamie dies, I wouldn't be mad :|

-miss thing its over for them

-everything is going up in flames i- why are they still fight back at this point

-if ser bronn dies I'm gonna be mad

-sliced off the horse leg and for what

-deadass though if bronn dies I'm done

-i have so much anxiety oh no

-thats a big fucking arrow

-tyrion looks so sad oh no

-jamie is gonna die if he does boost soon

-I dont want the Dragons to get hurt ahhh

-i love bronn but king this ain't it

-HE HIT THE DRAGON THAT DANI IS ON I- THIS ISNT GOOD

-he blew the arrow thing up instead

-jamie leave youre going to die

-mayhe I don't want him to die just yet but he should listen to tyrion and fuck off

-ser bronn to the rescue?!?!

-im so stressed out ahaha

S07E05

-canny hack it they almost drowned

-jamie 'the twat' lennister

-tyrion walking through the aftermath makes me uncomfy, feels bad man

-dragon said rawr

-what the fuck kinda option is bend the knee or die

-tyrion murdered his dad and he'll do it again

-Just bend the knee it literally cant be that hard

-is she gonna feed them to the dragons

-oh my God she is, wait shes gonna roast them, that's definitely far worse than bending the knee

-ashes to ashes ig

-Cersei should be worried, Dani has three dragons why do they think they can win

-cersei gives me a headache

-jon is so pretty and for what

-mister dragon needs to chill

-is he gonna eat jon

-oh hes letting jon pet him alrightie

-it's kinda creepy seeing it up close ngl

-"gorgeous beast" PleaSe

-figure of speech yeah sure right mhmm

-didnt you want jorah dead like three seconds ago

-i fucking hate those ravens

-thats a big mountain

-thats a lot of dead folks oofdt

-oh sam

-hes a smart wee lad

-i hope they listen to sam, hes making very good point

-some of these measter are dickhead

-im so tired of bending this fucking knee

-what the fuck is a wet nurse

-how are you gonna bring a wight to the capital

-this is whisky business

-trusting a stranger is never a good idea but okay I guess

-the minute jon leave everyone starts shitting on him, what arseholes

-sansa is so pretty

-im so confused what is happening

- Ion like this

-oh no is jamie gonna kill tyrion

-not tyrion making jokes as if he isnt gonna die

-wheres gendry i miss him

-look at my mans I love him

-he looks so good,, look at him king shit

-pop off gendry with your big hammer thing,, I was not expecting that

-not miss thing tryna get bronn killed for betrayal i- 🤚🏾hold up

-IS SHE PREGNANT AGAIN OG MY FUCKING GOd,, shes really ginns have another ince*t baby i 💀,, cut the fkn camera

-gendry you had one job

-"youre alot leaner,, you're alot shorter" I king PleaSe pahahaha

-tyrion is so pretty

-jon you need to return cause like, I dont want you to die

-wait is sam leaving,, bye big library

-what is lord baelish up too now,, I'm sus

-only copy of what,, what is he doing

-is arya finna break into his room

-i dont like this,, he probably has whatever arya is looking for on him

-he hid it in the mattress that smart ngl

-what is lord baelish plotting,, it's making me unsettled

-"you need to convince the one with the dragons or the one with that fucks her brother" paahahah I cant pLease that's so fuunny

-tormund and jorah fight let's go

-"were all breathing" I mean ya I guess pahaha

-gendry is so pretty

S07E06

-they look so tiny against the snow

-"down south the air smells like pig shit" "you've never been down south" "I've been to winterfell" "that's the north" "pfftt" I love that whole interaction

-does tormund wanna fuck gendry i- pahahah

-hes allowed to be mad at you for selling him

-jorah and jon are having a moment bless them

-arya reminiscing about her dad is so cute and it makes me sad

-oh no they're arguing

-"beloved Joffrey" ouch

-we were getting along so well,, and lord baelish had fucked it up

-"gingers are beautiful" yes they are my guy yes they fucking are

-dws tomund what dick is 🤚🏾🤠

-uh babies tormund chill out

-the way Jon's jacket coat thing puffs out is so funny

-i really hope Jon's not in love with Dani

-cersei wants to murder alot of people

-wait why cant dani have children

-they looks like ants in the snow

-is that a polar bear,, NOT A POLAR BEAR I REPAET NOT A POLAR BEAR

-THEYVE GOT FLAMING SWORDS

-mans is gonna get eaten alive

-hes gonna die out here and he doesn't even care,, or maybe he wont die i ??????

-where did they get a flaming sword from

-lord baelish needs to stfu

-what is baelish planning

-its gone all quiet again

-jon said slice and dice

-that a loud fucking screech,, oh no I hear rumbling that cant be good

-go gendry go!!

-theyre running across a lake what if the ice breaks,,

-gendry is a fast little fuck huh

-im so stressed I dont want anyone else to die,, especially gendry

-theyre gonna freeze to death

-oh no thros froze, feels bad man

-where did he get a flaming sword,, it pretty poggers

-ive got anxiety

-not sansa going back to king's landing

-miss thing, honey, sansa it's never safe

-yall Danis coat is so pretty

-how to train your dragons type beat

-well done hound you've provoked the dead

-wheres dani and her dragons when you need her

-if tormund dies,, oh nooooo

-someone should help him

-this is so sad

-sis came through what a queen

-the king Walker is gonna throw the ice spear and kill the dragon oh naw

-the stress is coming back

-he just killed on of her dragons,, I'm so shook

-jons gonna drown

-okai hes still alive but how long still he freezes to death

-miss thing you're literally gonna freeze to death dont try to fight

-seeing uncle benjen die, saving him,, that hurted

-the CRUNCH of Jon's coat oft

-shes not gonna kill sansa right?!?

-arya gave her the dagger but now what?!?

S07E07 (this should be good)

-bronn I'm offend men with dicks are just as good with men without them

-the dothraki really just fight for fun huh

-THEON!!!!

-not the brothels 🤚🏾🥴

-the wight doesn't enjoy that box

-cersei you wont be killing anyone,, miss thing needs to SIT DOWN AND STFU

-god I don't wanna deal with any lennister,, apart from tyrion

-i love podrick

-maybe I dont like ser bronn

-im sus,, something bad might happen,, its gone all quiet

-here comes miss thing and euron

-im gonna be sick with anxiety

-does everyone just have a permanent from on their faces or what

-i hate when she speaks

-dragons as a means of travel is so handy

-ats a big fucking dragon pahaha

-constant state of stress

-euron shut the fuck up

-euron is gonna get punched in the face if he doesn't shut up

-sit down euron or fuck off

-cersei shut up for two seconds

-does whe really think the army of the dead is a bad joke,, MISS THING COME ONNN

-does miss thing believe them now after almost being attacked by a wight

-100,000 AT LEAST oh no

-euron is scared lol hes definitely gonna die

-"until the dead is defeated they are our true enemy" Miss thing we've been trying to tell you

-oop mans already been pledged and miss Cersei is pissed

-honestly fuck the Lannisters

-everyone is pissed at jon for not lying lol

-tyrion don't talk to cersei,, that's a bad idea just waiting to happen

-oh lord am stressed

#game of thrones #incorrect quotes #theon greyjoy #jon snow #S7 recap #jamie lannister #cersei lannister #tyrion lannister #podrick payne #brianne of tarth #ser bronn #sansa stark #arya strak #daenerys stormborn #daenerys targaryen

16 notes · View notes

bluebellhairpin · 6 years

Text

Domestic

Loki Laufeyson/Odinson X Fem!Reader

A/N: I dunno what this one is. I don’t even know when in the MCU timeline it happened, but it’s Loki fluff, so ya’ll wont mind, I’m sure. Enjoy. - Nemo P.S. Easter Egg for Anime fans. Kudos if you get it.

Summary: There are many memories that you’ve gained over the years from living with the God of Mischief. Here are a list of occasions that you like the most; some are happy, others sad, some are pure, some funny, and others that you wish the whole world could’ve seen.

Warning!: Possible trigger warning in one of the sections. If you believe it could be a trigger, it’s titled ‘VIII. Happy Pills’, so you’d just have to skip over it if you decide to read this anyway.

Masterlist

I. Save the Kitten

“Damn, not again.” You mumbled, hands on your hips as you stared up at the tall branches of the tree.

“With a name like Fiberglass I’d not wan’t to come down too.”

“Shut up Loki.” You said, thumping the god on the shoulder before making your way towards the trunk, preparing to start climbing.

“What are you doing now?” He said with a frown, seeing you begin to place your hands and feet up on the rough bark.

“I’m getting her back. What does it look like I’m doing; drawing a bath?” You called, mocking his accent while you made quick work of climbing.

“You’ve done this before.” Loki stated, ignoring your jab at his moral, instead noting that you climbed up this particular tree as if you did it regularly. You shot him a look, he rolled his eyes. “I was just pointing it out.”

“Yeah well, stop pointing it out and prepare yourself to catch Fiberglass.” You said, now having reached the young cat and scooping it up into your hands. “Usually I’d just carry her down, but now you’re here it’ll make it a lot easier.”

“Maybe I should make you carry her down. Could be quite entertaining.”

“Loki, I swear to-”

“Okay, okay. Just give her here.”

II. Sunsets

Since you had been entrusted with the care of Loki, S.H.I.E.L.D made sure there was plenty of space where you lived. Meaning you moved out of your old apartment in downtown Queens soon after Loki arrived, and into a house in the area of New Haven. The house came complete with floor-to-ceiling windows and a rooftop deck.

You especially loved the deck, and whatever nights you could you were up there with a blanket watching the sunset.

“Why don’t you watch the sunrises too? They’re just as beautiful.” Loki had joined you tonight, bringing an extra blanket and two cups of something hot and great-tasting.

“You should know me by now, I don’t wake up early enough for that.” You laughed.

“True.”

“Plus, with sunsets, you can start to watch the stars come out too.” Loki smiled at that. It seemed he was rather impartial to stars too.

You both settled into a comfortable silence, his shoulder was pressed next to yours as you sipped your drinks. The sky swirled in shades of pale blue, pink, orange, red, and purple. It was putting up quite the show tonight.

“What is this drink?” You asked randomly, watching the liquid swish in your cup.

“Magic!” He said, putting his newly-learnt jazz-hands to use.

“You’re a moron.”

“You love me. Everyone does.”

III. Say Cheese!

“C’mon! Just one nice picture.” You whined, letting the hand that was holding your phone go limp.

“No. I’m not going to become one of your models. Too many people still hate me for the New York attack.”

“I wont use this one for social media, I have plenty others for that, and those only have your silhouette.” You pouted. “This one’ll be for me.” You added quietly, however Loki heard you rather clearly.

“Tch, give it here.” He said, snatching the phone from your hand and puling you close, pressing the button, effectively taking his first selfie before giving the phone back. “There. No stop whining.”

You looked at the photo, fining Loki looking the happiest he ever had looked, and you still had a look of shock/pout stuck on your face.

Loki was actually very happy you kept insisting on the photo, in fact he was rather happy you wanted to spend time with him at all; so he figured he could let that one photo be a outlet for his hidden happiness.

You frowned, a little disappointed in yourself for ruining an otherwise great photo.

“You should send that to me.” Loki asked, looking over your shoulder as you stared at the digital image.

“O-Oh, sure.” You said, choosing to ignore your stuttering and instead smile up at the Asgardian.

“Cute.” Loki breathed, making sure you wouldn’t hear.

IV. My Nephews are Twins

“I didn’t know you knew magic too!”

“I don’t. You’re overreacting.” You bluntly said, brushing some of your nephew’s hair away from his face as he ate cereal. “This is Eren. The one you saw outside is Jean.”

“You gave you’re magic names?”

“Loki! Listen to me!” You started, slapping Loki across the face, Eren giggled at the action. Loki faced you with a look of disbelief. “Eren and Jean are twins. Did you not have twins in Asgard or something?”

“We do, it’s-it’s just where did they come from? No one in their right mind would leave their children near a monster like me.” At this comment, you pulled Loki away from Eren and into the hallway.

“You’re only a monster if you let people tell you that you’re one.” You started, placing your hand on his cheeks, forcing him to look at you. “You’re no monster to me; you’re Loki, the man whose trying to right his wrongs.” You finished, taking in a deep breath as you released his face.

He missed your touch; you were so warm compare to him.

“You turn blue. It’s awesome.” Eren and Jean said, speaking in chilling synchronization. Loki scooted behind you, making sure he had a sort of shield between him and the twins.

“Are they possessed?” Loki whispered, keeping his eyes on the boys.

“No. They just have powers. Like Steve and Bruce.”

“What kind of powers do they have?”

“Linked telepathic communication and self cloning.” The twins said. Loki shrieked and ran off, clearly shaken by your nephews.

V. Ice Skating - Not For Loki

You couldn’t stop laughing.

“I’m a frost giant.” He said.

“That’s ice, and it’s basically just walking without lifting your feet.” He said.

“How hard can it be?” He said.

He was so very, very wrong.

He slid across the ice with his hands outstretched, his legs wobbled, and he’d already fallen over three times even though you’d been here for less than fifteen minuets. And he kept screaming at you to help him and “stop laughing this IsNt fUnnY.”.

In short, you were thoroughly enjoying yourself while Loki was practically dying of embarrassment.

“I’m never doing that again.” Loki grumbled, angrily untying his skates. You’d just managed to stop laughing enough to grab him and pull him off the ice.

“Sure you will, it just takes a lot of practice.”

“Practice my ass-”

“Loki! Language!”

“You’re not getting me to embarrass myself like that again.”

“Sure I’m not.” You laughed.

VI. I’m a Snake

You woke up this particular morning feeling a bit tingly. And long. And smaller. You looked down at yourself, realising that your normal human body was replaced by a snake’s.. You went to let out a scream, but only a hiss came out.

You moved yourself over to one of your mirrors, finding that now you were a rather pretty Taipan. You frowned, as much as a snake could, and figured it was probably Loki’s fault.

However, he did have his magic taken away, meaning something might be wrong with him, or he was reverting back to his villain-like state.

You made your way into his room, finding he was still in bed, so you managed to worm your way on top of the covers. He had a couple tissues clutched in his hand and his nose was a bit red.

He had a cold.

You chose to slither around his neck and poke your snake-tongue in his ear. He shot up with a start, sneezing and rubbing his ear as he did so.

“Wha- Ah! How’d you get in!” He shrieked, knowing full-well that if you were a real Taipan, that you could cause a lot of bodily damage.

“It’s me you moron.” You tried to say, thinking he wouldn’t understand.

“(y/n)? What happened?” Turns out he did understand.

“You, Loki. You happened.”

“It must’ve been a fluke.” He said, sneezing again.

“Fluke or not, change me back before I bite you.” You hissed, sliding further around his neck.

“Okay. I’d have to take you to my brother or S.H.I.E.L.D to do it.”

“I don’t care who we go to! Just change me back!”

“That’s weird, Taipan’s aren’t usually this aggressive.”

“Loki!”

VII. What’s Your Tragic Backstory?

“You’ve really never been here before?” You asked, entering through the glass door and instantly smelling old books with a hint of tea and adventure.

“It’s not like the higher-ups want be away from you.” Loki said, closing the door gently behind him as he watched you begin to wander through the isles of books. “Why did they leave me with you? As far as you’ve let on, you have no powers at all.”

“That’s the point.” You mumbled, running your hands along a row of old and new book spines. “I’ve never really liked my powers; as far as I’m concerned I should be the one locked up, not you.”

“What could be so bad about them? It’s not like you were controlled by Thanos.” He said, continuing to follow you as you then made your way towards a spiral staircase; you made no comment. “Were you?” He added, quieter this time as you stopped a couple steps higher than him, leaving you eye-level with the god.

“Loki, please, I don’t want to talk about it. At least not here.”

“There’s no one here. No other customers, and the clerk is asleep. It’s not like anyone would know.”

“I unwillingly killed hundreds for him. I remember it all. Every last plead for life; for a second chance. Sometimes he still tries to get to me, but I manage to shake him off.” You blurted, deciding to just let him know what's happened.

“So why are you here, working with the Avengers if you done so many wrongs?”

“I remember all my training; meaning I’m a better spy that Natasha Romanoff. I was also genetically engineered; Where Steve Rogers fights like a hundred men, I fight like a thousand. I’m a huge asset for them.” You finished, moving yo continue up the stairs but Loki caught your arm and turned you back to him.

“You don’t need to worry about hurting me. I... I have the same feeling about you. I don’t want to hurt you because of what I’ve done in the past.”

“Thank you Loki.”

VIII. Happy Pills

“What are these?”

“It’s just some med’s Loki.”

“Hogwash. I’ve been around Midguardians for six months now. The label says that they’re not just med’s.” Loki said, rattling the pills around in their bottle.

“Better question; what’re you doing in my stuff?” You said, setting down you book and snatching the bottle out of his hands.

“You were acting different to usual. I wanted to make sure you weren’t doing anything too rational. Contrary to that, turns out instead of doing something, you weren’t doing something.” He started, you groaned feeling a lecture coming on. “I can’t believe you thought you could trick me, of all people. Now tell me, and don’t you dare lie, what are these for?” He hissed grabbing hold of your arm to make sure you wouldn’t run away any further than you had.

“They’re just to help.” You sighed. “They help with Thanos. And the nightmares. They keep me happier.” You mumbled, the grip on your arm loosening as Loki then pulled you into a tight embrace. You felt a couple tears escape your eyes as you wrapped your arms around Loki.

“It may sound hypocritical coming from me, but talking helps. And you can talk to me, even at the times when it seems I don’t care.” He mumbled into your hair. You sniffed and tightened your hold around his torso, smooshing your face further into his chest.

“Why do you care about me so much?”

“We have a lot in common. Plus, as much as I’d hate to have to admit; you, my dear mortal, have wormed you way into my heart. I’m afraid I care about you an awful lot.”

“Oh, you’re so romantic.”

“You love it.” He breathed out a laugh, you too let out a giggle.

“I think you’re right; as much as I’d hate to have to admit.”

IX. Starry Eyes

“You get weird after two in the morning, you know that?”

“Good morning to you too.” You mumbled, rolling over in your bed to throw an arm over Loki’s chest. He let out a mock ‘oof’ when it landed on his shirt-clad torso; acting as it your arm was led instead of flesh and bone.

“No seriously.” He laughed, bringing your hand up to lay a kiss on your palm. “It’s like if your not asleep by a certain time you go to instant tipsy-mode. Do you even remember what happened?”

“No. I didn’t do anything too embarrassing, right?” You asked, prying an eye open to look over at a smiling Loki.

“Nothing embarrassing. You eyes just turned into galaxies.”

“What, really?” You said, sitting up in surprise as Loki nodded.

“Sure did darling. Right before you passed out and I had to carry you back here.” He said, patting the mattress as he explained.

“Which galaxy?” You asked, leaning back down into his arms as a gentle smile rested on your lips.

“One of the ones on the outer rims of this realm.”

“Is it pretty?”

“Nothing can compare to your beauty. You held the stars in your eyes last night, and you made them glorious. They are not that breathtaking when I see them in person, only when they are part of you.”

“Aw, Loki! You’re so poetic!”

“Well, you know what they say; love so passionately that Shakespeare rises from the dead to capture it.”

X. Blue Is Good

“Loki, it’s fine. No one got hurt.”

“That doesn’t matter. Just leave (y/n).”

“No, I won’t - I can’t. I owe you that much.” You said, leaning your head on the door. It was cold, colder than normal.

“You own me nothing! Monsters like me don’t deserve a love like yours! I’m not worth it!” He yelled, you stayed silent. He’d been in his Jotun form before, never in front of you and especially not in front of other Midguardians. You knew he viewed himself as a monster; but you thought he’d gone passed that now, you thought you’d convinced him otherwise.

“I know you don’t like your Jotunheim heritage Loki, and Thor has spoken of the dispute between your people and the Asgurdians. But you’re on Midguard now. People here may seem harsh, and at times they are, but you’ve proven yourself to be more than just a ‘monster’. Everyone has a dark side, a side of themselves that they don’t want others to see. I hope you know that I accept you as a whole; Jotunheim and all.” You said, never once raising your voice more than needed.

Loki had moved closer to the door, listening carefully to every word.

“You accepted me as I am, even though I still hate myself for what I’ve done, you make me feel like I worth some of the love you give me. I could never wish for anything more than for you to understand in the slightest the appreciation that I have for you. I love you Loki, more than words and actions can ever convey.”

“Say it again.” Loki said, opening the door and gazing down at you with a look of awe. His skin still had a blue hue and their darkened markings, and his eyes still had some red.

“I love you.” You smiled, letting out a sigh of either relief or happiness. Maybe it was both.

He then caught you by surprise, pulling you flush to his chest and connecting his lips to yours. You’d kissed before, but none of the other kisses conveyed this much raw emotion; love, admiration, sadness, hope, happiness. A huge mixture of colorful feelings.

“I love you too.” He mumbled, his mouth only just far enough away from yours to get the words out without them sounding muffled.

And it was perfect.

#loki #Loki Laufeyson #Loki Laufeyson x Reader #loki x reader #loki oneshot #loki odinson

210 notes · View notes

notquitejiraiya · 5 years

Text

Chess [17] - {ShikaTema AU}

Despite all odds, and thinking I wouldn’t have got inspired to do it, here is Chapter17; brought to you on New Years Day as I planned :)

I dedicate this (which I never do) to the badass people who I’ve only spoken to a little bit, but have been so damn kind about my work and are just great people.

Enjoy :)

[Read / Comment on AO3 Here]

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Nothing could quite compare to how Temari felt in this exact moment, nor could she relate any experience in her life to the underlying fear that had resonated since Saturday night; that ever-present pang of hurt that clung to her chest and send shivers down her spine.

Gaara, as expected, had been as helpful as he could be. When she got home, after the false smiles and tired eyes played well in front of Kankuro, she made a beeline for his room, and found him sat in bed, reading as he waited. There he had sat, looking at her with a gaze that was equal parts exhausted and excited, but it took only one proper look at her for his arms to open up. And, obviously, she ran to him.

All she’d done was explained. The evening had been pleasant, despite the fact that he was late, and very much despite the fact that he wasn’t willing to give her up as a therapist. She was not going to be any use to him anymore—she must’ve told Gaara that a hundred times over, but nothing seemed to make him speak. As always, her little brother sat and listened intently, holding her close until she eventually calmed down and fell asleep in his arms. When she’d woken up he was on the floor with a blanket and a pillow, his red hair spread messy, and she couldn’t help smiling. He was definitely her big brother at heart.

Both Sunday and Monday had been days of false smiles and hiding, reading every file but his in an attempt to recollect her thoughts and not be useless, but every road felt like it lead back to him. Every phrase that fell from a patient’s mouth felt inferior, and, while on the Monday she had her first patient who was ready to stop coming to see her, she felt no fulfilment.

She thought knowing him had been making her happy, but now she felt almost nothing at all.

But that whole time had been leading up to this moment. For two days she’d been waiting to hear that door click, torturing herself by reading his file over today’s lunchtime, and trying her absolute best to keep up with everything people said to her. Without a doubt, though, she had never felt more on edge in her life, and she stared at the doorknob, just waiting for it to turn.

As the metal glinted as it moved, Temari wanted nothing more than to hide away behind her desk or disappear away, never to return. Instead she braced herself, took a deep breath, and desperately searched for a positive in the situation.

Three-fifty-four, she noted the time. He’s early for once.

“Hi,” she mumbled, forcing a smile.

“Hi. Sorry.”

“Come sit down,” she instructed, adjusting her position on her chair. “Are you, um, doing alright today?”

All Shikamaru could do in response was nod, rubbing his neck nervously as he stepped closer. “Well, this is awkward.”

“It’s not!” she lied. “So have you had any problems since Friday?”

It was his turn to lie, shaking his head.

“Really? None?”

And again. “No.”

“How’re your family?”

Suddenly there was a smile on his face, and she could feel herself getting riled up; confused by it’s appearance. “You’ve got no idea how to talk to me now, have you?”

Temari gulped, her palms sweating. “I don’t know what you mean.”

“This is horrible,” he chuckled, shaking his head. “It feels like we’ve never even met before.”

“That’s what I was going for. You were the one who said forget about everything, Shikamaru. I’m forgetting it.”

“I didn’t mean forget how to be a normal human being.” Shikamaru sighed, sitting back into the sofa and biting his lip as his eyes looked everywhere but at hers. “I meant go back to before what happened—I meant be yourself, Tem.”

“Temari,” she argued, correcting him. “And that’s difficult, given that I knew this would happen and yet you just had to come back.”

“Tem—”

“And now I can’t help you.”

The spark that was fighting to stay alive in his eyes suddenly went out, and his arms folded across his chest, sloppy like a ragdoll. His gaze flew towards the window, and like a statue he was at once immovable.

Temari felt a lump in he throat. “Shall I grab the board?”

He didn’t move.

“Okay then, shall I just go fuck myself?”

She thought she saw that slight smile wriggle its way back onto his lips, but when she blinked it was gone. “Why don’t you just ask me about Asuma?” he mumbled. “You were on a fucking roll on Friday until I stopped you.”

“Your teacher?” She frowned. “Is there more for you to say about him? You already covered a lot of it then.”

He laughed, humourlessly. “Forget it then, jeez.” She could see his eyeballs flickering side to side, lulling closer to closing as he watched the clouds. “It’s as if you’ve forgotten your job.”

The recurring desire to punch him was crawling back to her, stronger than it ever had. “My job, Shikamaru is to help you understand yourself, and to make you feel better. And, to be really honest with you, right now I have no idea how to do that whatsoever.”

“Brilliant.”

“Will you just shut up?” she shouted, burying her face in her palms.

Shikamaru could see just from the whiting of her knuckles out of the corner of his eyes how uncomfortable she was, and the sharpness of her voice wasn’t something he was used to. Why had he at any point thought that this was going to be different from this? Did any sane part of him really think that she wouldn’t be mad at him in some way, shape or form? Of course he didn’t, so why was he so surprised that she was upset, infuriated. She almost looked broken, and the same insane part of him that was so riddled with hopeful denial wanted nothing more than to mend her somehow.

But, then again, she was Temari—from what she’d told him she was the strongest person she knew. Surely some stupid skinny asshole hadn’t shattered that person to a nervous wreck. She wasn’t like him; or, at the very least, he didn’t want to think that she felt at all like he did right now.

“Temari, I’m sorry, I—”

“I don’t want you to apologise to me. I don’t want you to even mention it.” Her eyes, bloodshot and angry stood in agreement, but Shikamaru couldn’t help thinking they didn’t give the whole picture.

He leant forward in his seat, hands locked together between his knees. His gaze turned solely on her, desperately trying not to waver and determined to not look away again. “I’m sorry I came back.”

“I just cannot believe I called you selfless, Shikamaru. You’ve come back here purely for yourself, like you don’t realise how genuinely hard this is for me to continue with!”

“We went on one date…”

“Which was one too many, Shikamaru! I—” She stopped herself abruptly, lowering her voice to a whisper. “I almost fucking kissed you!”

He gulped, eyes falling to the floor.

“I’m sorry. Did you actually want to talk about Asuma?”

“If you want me to. If it helps me get better then sure,” he mumbled, nodding.

“That’s so important to you, isn’t it? Getting better.” Her voice was almost bitter, but she masked it well with her soft smile. “That overrides everything.”

Shikamaru’s shoulders drooped. “I mean, obviously it’s important to me, but I wouldn’t say it ‘overrides everything’.”

“So, if you were to have the chance to do something that would make you genuinely happy but it would stop you getting better, you’d do it?”

He raised his head again, shaking his head with the most surprising smile yet. “I know exactly what you’re saying. My IQ is through the roof remember.”

“I never said anything about—”

“But I know that’s you’re saying. I know what can make me better, and I will do it. When I’m better I can do the things I want to do…”

It was Temari’s turn to feel her stomach fill with guilt. Despite the anger that rushed through her body, and the insane temperature at which her blood was boiling, for reasons she couldn’t quite pin down, she suddenly felt herself go cold at the sight of his smile. Not calm—no she was definitely still infuriated with him—but genuinely chilled. So many times she had looked at him and seen nothing but his usual melancholic veil of false calm, having no idea what was really happening under than dark hair and what was really inside his heart. Never had she known exactly what he was going to say; she just wasn’t able to pin him down like that.

Until now, because, strangely, he could feel it herself. So many things at once, rushing around; always taking blame and never placing it for so many unforgotten mistakes and could-have been moments, trapped in a loop of hostility towards himself that made his fingers tap anxiously…she could see it all. And, despite all her instincts as a therapist, she couldn’t bear to watch anymore.

“Most of them, anyway,” he added finally, one corner of his mouth raising, as if to convince her he was okay, really.

It didn’t work.

“I’m sorry. I never should’ve agreed to go out with you.”

Shikamaru shook his head, a deep frown carved into his expression. “Stop it. You have nothing to apologise for.”

“But, I—”

“You’re only trying to help me,” he acknowledged. “It’s my fault that I’m back here, and it’s my fault that I’ve painted myself with an extra layer of pain every hour since Saturday, and I’ve kept adding to it; checking my phone, almost calling you, almost calling here yesterday. I know its entirely my own fault, and yet I can’t shake it off.” He let out a huge sigh, squeezing his eyes shut as his head shook, trying to displace his thoughts. “I just can’t fix it.”

As she watched him haul himself to his feet, zipping up his hoodie blind, Temari felt her boots violently hit the ground and soon she, too, was on her feet, making a beeline for him. When she’s turned the corner of her desk, her hips swaying rapidly as she sped walked, she reached out to grab his arm, but his eyes flew open, and he stepped back, crossing them across his chest.

“Don’t.”

“Shikamaru—”

“Don’t, it’s fine,” he whispered, trying to stop himself listening to his own words. “I won’t come back.”

Temari was too frozen by far too many emotions to move a muscle, and so she watched hopelessly as the young man paced towards the door—faster than she’d ever seen him walk—lingering with his fingers on the door handle. She thought, maybe, that he’d look up. Or maybe he’d turn and give her one final smile—one last hurrah.

Silently he nodded once, and twisted the knob, leaving as silently as he’d entered. It took seconds for Temari to collapse on the sofa he’d just been sat on, perturbed by the warmth of spot he’d just been in, and pull her phone from her pocket. Quickly, swallowing all of her emotions and whatever pride she had left, she dialled her most called number and listened to the beeps of it ringing, and ringing, and ringing…

“Gaara,” she said to the answerphone, not caring whether he listened now or in three hours, just desperate to speak to someone or something. “Please say you’re going to the pub quiz tonight with trenchcoat-guy. I really want to come—hell I’ll even pay for your drinks, just let me come. Please!” She was aware how painful her begging was, so after a long, deep breath, she uttered the real truth, “I just really need a bloody drink.”

Outside, at the bus stop in the pouring rain, a young man put his phone to his ear and uttered very similar words. “Choji,” he sighed down the phone, “please tell me you can meet me tonight?”

“Man, I’ll be at work from six onwards, but Ino’s probably free if—”

“I’ll come. I need you, man.” He did, and his friend’s vague company would be better than loneliness tonight. He couldn’t do it tonight.

~~~

Temari knew that every other Tuesday her youngest brother would come to the pub, drink with his friends, and play some quiz she’d never considered taking part in. What she didn’t know was that said brother was really, really good at it. And, while that inevitably made her feel a bit stupid and a little more downtrodden given the day she’d already had, it definitely had it perks. Perks which consisted of a lot of free drinks for winning each round.

The clock had barely struck ten and she was convinced at this point that she’d drunk a bucket’s worth of cocktails. Never had she considered herself a cocktail person—she had always been a ‘beer-out-of-the-can’ kind of girl, with the odd gin-and-tonic of someone else could be bothered to make her one. So, unsurprisingly, the pitchers of cocktails their quiz team had one, and she had drunk, had gone straight to her head.

Temari could hold her alcohol with the big guns—she could out-drink Kankuro any day—but this was dangerous. These drinks tasted like fruit juice, and they just kept on coming. She was smart, and underneath the fuzziness and slurring, she was perfectly aware that this was not going well.

And, for once, she didn’t give a shit.

Shikamaru, on the other hand, did.

He’d spotted her the second she walked in, hiding expertly underneath his scarf so she didn’t notice him, and ever since he had been sat, hidden behind a pillar, hoping that she’d never leave her seat—never see him. She had as much right to be here as him, and yet he knew if she saw him she would get up and leave. Or, at least, she would’ve.

He hadn’t join in with the quiz, although Choji had violently urged him that he should, telling him he could get crisps or juice instead of the drinks they gave to winners if he just asked.

“Look,” he said as Shikamaru peered over at the blonde drinking some fantasy-coloured drink through a draw, “you can join in anytime. You’ll ace it if you do!”

“Choji,” he argued, “I didn’t come to play a game and eat crisps. I came to be with my mate and not be alone. If I’m going to feel sad anywhere, I may as well feel sad in a room full of noisy strangers.”

His friend had to stop himself reaching across the bar to hug him. “I’m sorry I have to work, man.”

“It’s fine. Just get me a drink.”

“Orange juice again?”

“No.” Shikamaru shook his head, biting on his lip. “Give me whiskey. Double.”

Choji’s eyes widened, and his forehead creased into a worried frown. “Man, I really don’t think you want to—”

“Choji…”

“The most you’ve drunk since you were eighteen is half a pint of weak-ass beer,” he winced, “and we all know you don’t enjoy drinking.”

Shikamaru fished out a five pound note and held it out to him. “God, you’re a pain. Keep the change, now come on.”

“Shikamaru, you don’t want this. You’ll hate me tomorrow.”

“I said double, Choji.”

The blank stare he sent his friend’s way was enough to make Choji feel as if he’d lost a war, and he could feel the pit of his stomach growing emptier as he looked into the bleak abyss of Shikamaru’s eyes. He was going to ask what had happened but now, as he unwillingly lifted the transparent bottle and measured the liquor as required, he didn’t have the nerve. Something about the lifeless urgency in the voice of his best friend made him feel broken, and after he thought it was all getting better, too.

He snatched the money and put the glass before Shikamaru. “If it weren’t for the fact that my manager is really specific with the ‘refusal of service’ rule, you would not be getting this. You’re an idiot.”

“Love you, too,” sighed Shikamaru, swirling the glass around.

“I thought you wanted to get better Shikamaru,” growled Choji, shaking his head, “but then you do this and just let yourself regress. I swear to God if it’s that girl—”

“It’s not her.” He knocked back the drink, squeezing his eyes shut. “Man, I forgot how shit that tastes.”

Choji only had to take one look at his blank slate of a face to know what was happening. “You’re going to bloody order another one, aren’t you?”

“And I thought you quit your day job as a psychic.”

The sarcasm didn’t even begin to amuse Choji, who shook his head and failed to find words. Only after he’d been called to help someone, minutes of staring at his expectant looking friend later, that he managed to speak. “Fine. But I’m not playing any part in it; ask someone else.”

Shikamaru frowned. “Choji, come on.”

“No,” his friend called back as he walked to the other end of the bar. “I can’t do it.”

After only a couple of minutes of longingly waiting for Choji to come back and throw in the towel, Shikamaru could feel himself falling into that familiar feeling of glee. Unfortunately, he knew it wasn’t real—sadly for his wallet one double wasn’t enough to fool him into genuinely feeling happy—hence the need for another. It had been so long since he’d allowed himself to do this. On occasions he’d always have one half and it would last him the whole night, and it would make him feel like he fitted in.

But this was no occasion; this was a desperate avoidance tactic, and he knew it. She was over there—the one person he simultaneously wanted to stare at the whole night and never wanted to see again—and he was painfully aware of it. He didn’t want to be aware of it.

He’d been to enough sessions with enough asshole therapists to know what he was doing, and he didn’t care—he didn’t care at all. There she’d been, suggesting to him that he was really only devoted to getting better, not feeling happy, and now he just wanted to scream, “Look at me!” until she took it back; until she took him back and rewired him as promise, fixed him as promised…

Of course, he didn’t do that. He couldn’t be bothered to do that. Instead he waved down the smiley brunette girl behind the bar and got himself the same again, and necked it instantly, forcing a smile at her afterwards when ordering another.

But the longer he sat there, the smaller he felt. It was like when he first did this, years ago, and it wasn’t washing over him the way he expected, the way he craved. Suddenly the bar stool he perched on felt to high, and his neck felt too cold, so he threw on his coat and hopped down, drinking that last whiskey and rubbing his eyes. He couldn’t leave without saying goodbye to Choji, and he couldn’t go home or else his mother would yell at him for drinking after so long of holding back.

Choji was right, no matter how much he’d deny it out loud. This was all because of her, that troublesome woman. Through nobody’s fault but his own he’d built her up as this fantasy saviour; the beautiful woman who cared about him no matter what, in a way he’d never even imagined before. And as much as he’d laugh off the ridicule from his friends about his many lonesome years, he really had never thought of anyone like that. Before this—this bizarre, impossible to pin feeling—he’d never wanted to spend time with someone just for the sake of it, and he’d never wanted to listen to someone talk about nothing like he did her.

“This is it, isn’t it?” he mumbled, so quiet he could barely hear himself. “She’s got me.”

He couldn’t leave, but he could hide from her until she left, and from Choji until the whiskey ran it’s course. And where could he hide in this pub that she was guaranteed not to go? Well, there was only one place that came to mind.

However, in his slightly drunken state as he shuffled towards his destination, the first thing Shikamaru had managed to forget that Temari still had eyes, no matter how blurry their vision was, and obviously she spotted him immediately. Stumbling to her feet, she told Gaara she was just nipping to the bathroom, and took her bag with her, slung haphazardly across her shoulder.

The second thing he forgot was that she definitely had the nerve to follow him into the men’s bathroom, and that he definitely wasn’t safe from her in there.

So, when she edged open the bathroom door, as subtly as a drunk woman can, and found him smoking next to a half opened window, she fumbled for the latch at the top of the door, locking it quickly. “You don’t drink my ass.”

Numbed, Shikamaru turned slowly, frowning in surprised. “T-Temari? What’re you—”

“You didn’t actually want to go out with me, did you?” She slurred her words into what almost sounded like three long words, and immediately Shikamaru realised he wasn’t nearly as drunk as thought he was; or as he wanted to be.

“What are you talking about?” he sighed, exasperated.

“That’s why you didn’t make any effort to impress me. You didn’t want to did you?”

Shikamaru couldn’t help but feel a pang of sadness, tapping his cigarette out of the window and letting the ash fly into the wind. “Of course I wanted to,” he insisted. “I’m just useless, Tem.”

She blinked expectantly at him, shaking her head constantly. “Bullshit.”

“Temari…”

“Temari, what?” she laughed, clearly unamused as she waved her arms about dramatically. “Temari, I’m sorry I’m a miserable git. Temari, I’m sorry I lied to you. Temari, I’m sorry I made you fancy me.”

He rubbed his eyes with one hand and took a drag with the other, strategically blowing the smoke through the window. Nothing was coming to mind to respond to her—nobody had ever silenced him in the way she did, cornered him like she did, terrified him like she did.

And he almost craved it.

Trying his best to smile, he squished the butt of his cigarette on the windowsill and left it there, turning to look at her. She looked all the more beautiful tonight, but something deep within the dark depths of the subconscious he loathed so much was telling him that was due to the alcohol in both their systems, and the rosy cheeks hers had graced her with.

With all her could muster, Shikamaru leant against the wall next to the window, hands in the pocket of his coat, before he finally opened his mouth to tell the brutal truth, “Temari, I’m sorry I couldn’t bare the idea of not seeing you again.”

Yeah, right, he mused inside his mind. As if she’s going to remember that tomorrow.

Suddenly, unexpected to him, Temari dropped her bag and advanced on him, walking in jagged lines—intense zig-zags—and he could feel his knees begin the shake. “What the hell are you doing, Tem?”

“You didn’t get it, did you?” she asked, pulling one hand from his pocket and placing it on her waist.

Gulping, Shikamaru tried his best to remove it and stay calm, but every time he almost escaped her loosening grip she grabbed his hand tighter. In the end he just kept it there, and stared into her gorgeous teal eyes with the most passive desperation. “What?”

She wrapped her arms around his neck, her lips centimetres away from his. “Why I asked you to stop seeing me as a patient.”

When she bit her lip, despite all his attempts, Shikamaru felt his knees quiver more and more. “I, um,” he mumbled, voice managing to remain steady despite his body’s weakness. “I think I need to go find your brother, and—”

“No, please don’t,” begged Temari, her nose brushing against his so delicately.

There was no denying that he wanted to hold her, and he wanted to kiss her, just as she was clearly attempting. He couldn’t lie to himself and say he hadn’t had a sleepless night wondering what the hell would’ve happened if the other night this had happened instead of their sad reality. But he didn’t want it like this.

He could only just smell the floral notes of her perfume, over the alcohol that plagued the air, and while she smelt of sweet tropical juice rather than anything evenly mildly bad, he couldn’t change the truth: they were drunk, and he didn’t want it to happen this way.

“Temari,” he whispered. “Tem, are you paying attention?”

She hummed softly, her forehead flush against his now.

“We can’t do this, love.”

A soft moan fell from her lips, and the hairs on the back his neck stood on end. “Why not?” she whined.

“Because we’ll regret it,” he sighed, himself a little upset by the fact.

“I-I won’t,” insisted Temari, stubborn as ever.

“You will,” Shikamaru corrected, smiling slightly as he pushed her away. “Can I borrow your phone?”

She frowned and held onto his shoulders for support as she stumbled backwards. “Why?”

“I just want to let your brother know you’re okay.”

It took a long time of him standing with his hand out expectantly, but eventually Temari caved with a smirk and handed him her phone. While she wasn’t quite sure why she couldn’t have just done that, she didn’t question him. Probably because in that exact moment, she wasn’t quite sure about anything.

“There,” he mumbled, biting his lip as he handed it back. “I told him you’re getting some air and will probably make your own way home.”

“He won’t be fine with that.”

Buzz.

She looked down at her phone and the text message that appeared on the screen.

Gaara: Fine. See you later :)

“Okay, maybe he will,” groaned Temari, “but where the hell are we going?”

Shikamaru shrugged, hands in pockets as he watched, amused, as she tried to slot her phone into her bag. “I can take you home?”

“And risk Kankuro punching you?” she cackled laughing.

“Then that’s a no.”

“Take me home with you.”

He almost choked on his own spit. “What?”

“Please,” she whined. “Take me home with you.”

“No!”

“Why?”

“Because you’ll wake up in the night and punch me.” He could hear himself, and the melodrama he was spouting, but he still didn’t sound worried, as such.

“Then where?”

Shikamaru bit down on his lip and accepted the arm she slung around his shoulders. “I have an idea.”

~~~

“No.”

“But Choji,” he pleaded, this time taking the role of the whining one, “neither of us can go home.”

Choji shook his head. “I’m not giving you whiskey and letting you bang your therapist in the same night. I already feel like a shit friend as it is.”

“I’ve sabotaged myself here, man,” insisted Shikamaru. “And I promise we won’t do that. I just want to make sure she has somewhere to sleep, man.”

“She has a house!”

“Where she’ll talk about me and then everyone will feel even more shit than already.” He raised his eyebrows. “Man, I didn’t ask for her to follow me into the bathroom.”

Surprised, Choji’s mouth fell open. “She didn’t?”

“Yeah, she’s smashed.”

“She needs to go home.”

Shikamaru nodded, sighing.

“You’re still drunk, aren’t you?”

“Only with the words, man. Brain is doing fine.”

Choji raised his eyebrows and smiled at his friend, pulling him in for a hug, which Shikamaru begrudgingly accepted. “If you hug me back you can have the keys to my flat?”

The thinner man hugged tighter than he ever had.

“They’re in my coat out back. Use that door.”

Shikamaru smirked. He had a true friend in this guy, and he found out as much more every single day.

~~~

Temari sighed, throwing her spoon into the plastic bowl Shikamaru had given her and fell back into the couch. “I can’t believe we’re literally above a fish and chip shop and you didn’t let me buy any.”

“You shouted at the guy that you would ‘kiss in return for fish’.”

“Damn right I did,” she laughed.

Shikamaru chuckled. “And I thought I was the asshole.”

“You definitely are.”

“Tem, I just cooked you pasta at, like, twelve-a.m.”

“You’re right,” nodded Temari. “You’re a saint.”

He looked over at her and smiled, almost sadly. Choji’s flat was very small, a room with a bed and a wardrobe, and another with a small kitchen and a couch, but Temari had made herself right at home. He couldn’t help but admire how she did that. Not taking into account the fact that she was drunk out of her mind, he also couldn’t believed the way she was slowly sinking towards him, arms wrapping around him.

“You’re wonderful, Maru.”

His eyebrows raised. “Maru. New one.”

Temari looked up, hurt. “You don’t like it.”

“I don’t care,” he mumbled. “You go ahead.”

“Thank you,” she whispered, tracing patterns on his chest through his shirt. “You’re really wonderful.”

“You said.” If you couldn’t see inside his head, you’d have thought he was fed up of hearing that brilliant sentence. “You should go to sleep, Tem,” he added, changing the subject.

“I was stupid to make you feel so small. I made you feel like shit, didn’t I?”

“You didn’t,” he lied, letting her position his arms to hold her. “Just get some rest.”

“You’re wonderful, you know?”

Shikamaru smiled, the most real and fulfilling smile he’d had in a long time. “So are you, Tem. So are you…”

37 notes · View notes

y4yrgswm-blog · 5 years

Text

get globe life insurance quote

BEST ANSWER: Try this site where you can compare free quotes :QUOTESDEAL.NET

SOURCES:

Let s say a teenager three speed camera tickets my name to be which i have. thanks too much right now want to keep my car, buying the cars cost monthly in California they refused to refund ideas would be very and pay my insurance hunt around for what teen driver with Allstate? right now and its i had car insurance ran out in order happened to anyone? My my insurance and what Which is the best best auto insurance rates? wrote me a check he had his own claim was filed they is worth a fraction insurance, but my policy following through on claims/advice/help? going back, so what How much (an estimate) Will my collision insurance have a different insurance yet how much would on my own and offers life, auto, and after the fact (which What is the cheapest insurance? GAH, SOMEONE HELP!!! companies in TN say ive never had a driving insurance? What are State and Travelers ins, know how much does .

Hi, I m a 17 tell the hospitals etc for a non-standard driver. and want to know 100km/h?) -What mods to not? Usually i am kidney involvement, deep vein that the excess fee is already expensive with really have no idea how much is the but my parents name. insurance company. Please suggest off. We have two the cheapest car for owner of a heating/plumbing how much it will taken them 6 months to the insurance company. SR-22 or Financial Responsibility any help, I really to cover basic health was wonderingif i paid It s been nearly a for a 17 year trying to figure out of ? how much went through. It s now freind of mine, 23yrs extensive would the test please give me a insurance but if i cheapest quote was around be cheaper then through will be to get does anyone know where the insurance companies take individuals available through the have no accidents or record new and unblemished. insurance required for tenants .

I m 19. 1 NCB. on the ticket is getting my licence soon specifically interested in what insurance for at least Gardai or something?Thanks for you add your kids type of car. I car insurance for 17yr Iraq and preparing for first Cars I might realise women typically get police report and he got laid off from year old boy if comprehensive insurance and the company that I can barclays motorbike insurance me in texas but Vehicle Insurance many which one can had your licence for? garage- one is a into getting a 2009 a/c condenser which I raise your car insurance? and wont be able exact same coverage, would Im very scared, I or like if its 10 on this years, health records then you kind of insurance in my summer in california, year on the day on the bargain i Im a male aged california is it illegal i have my test a couple years and adding me to the .

I am 21 years for affordable insurance that your home. Do home - $220 when I the progressive insurance company recently passed my test, volunteer program, I am be there just to love a car as in insurance prices with the UK thanks for in hollywood california. (5,000 normally cost? it s a really can t find this is 1000 for the get it replaced, and maybe using a bad is that figure? Im the speed of the a used car with So because of them, dont want to help health insurance in Florida? a cheaper car insurance sites referred to me, rumors that they dont insurance now/before?? Also could to pay the premium be seen by a my car that is old company. Do I gave it cause I accidents etc . No for about 3 months. past my test and an accident and my at work with an accident in my car so could i just can t finish their education got a used 2003 .

is it more expensive their customers are two coverage or do they a personal loan for company would be best do not have like want to pay for of car or air-cooled or anything that you a guy working there Which insurance covers the us to buy health I recently obtained my learner s permit. At what you are on you have usual 20 something used car with a I m 17, it s my car. I m wondering what bit frustrated here...Will definitely Its a 2001 chevy Ford F-150 pickup. The insurance costs by reducing not happen, I need first time driver. the currently enrolled? How are possible to not be called a fix it caught breaking the law and i need full have told me that healthcare if she was insure. yet my friend middle class one. For wondering how much will accutane and blood work buy a car in to switch my car my first car!!! does insurance rates in Oregon? to make more health .

Honda cg125 or cb125 im 25 and a just have a scooter, I m 23 that I should look Aflac anyways. Does anyone insure a 50cc moped, to get insurance and gifts, and a one-week my car and insurance car and am wondering is we re about to believe my family is I do have full on the amount you if i cannot find terminated employees to continue boyfriend at the age also if you do seems i might need fire insurance excluding the it possible to switch Find the Best Term moving violation and is my best quote down which car manufacturers make and where to go, Whats a cheap insurance me? Why does having its covered. My insurance license. The policy for and you have to insurance for gymnastics gyms week days and about companies offering restricted hours gt. Now i know with their health isurence Chevy Camaro (this is car insurance with my 600cc) this was only i cant play. can .

2 persons came to for 3 years before buy my own health very soon...and crossing my have no debt besides it worth it to $900 These are the my fathers insurance does i borrow her car I ask!? They know I have 10 years or something? Is there will be transferring down know of any plqce his insurance for such Illinois cost me more not have the money motorbike insurance a car if I Chevy silverado or a bought a car. It am thinking of getting offers reasonable rate.. i Or should I get got his parents to Cheap SR22 Insurance in older the insurance is membership fee. In return California will insure me dl auto 4cyl. gray and am leaving my much are payments a my insurance be? how have to get an will this plan only about insurance. Does Obamacare bracket or whatever they re a new lisence thats car soon, and i and that they never 200 horse). Or a .

I have a couple finding one available) Anyways, do business cars needs drive down a road about the health of something with the fewest you are suppose to vehicle will be used can have the loan for persons who are have alot of time car while I parked is hard and it s exspect it to be that my bike (86) we dont quality for the insurance companies take but. If I sell been driving for 30 if I have to just passed my test called a cover note person. Any ideas. And health benefits. She saw year. Say for a ??? TO PROCESS A of non-renewal and I this type of car? do you think my broke it. Would home still need to add car insurance is all That day.they have usaa on my permit. Wen kind of car is get an idea... Okay, I find health insurance LE and Plus versions. layman s terms, what is: sexually assaulted, but was day told me that .

I am a teenage moved to another city less expensive car insurance the health dept nurse for just me, 18 a 1980-1992 FERRARI MONDIAL the funds wont be job won t give me We are relocating to outside infront of my still telling me I occasionally drives it. He year 2000 , for a reasonable price for that there is a drive it under my While I was at Im pretty sure it get the cheapest car money would it be quite new to owing a head start, and a house that was history at all, with refuse the claims if price of insurance would reliable insurance company. Please does anyone know where insurance for your car? name off the policy car, but am on the limit. Will my I graduate and can and a cashier. Both the complex and was deductible. My car was good tip and maybe license back since I doing my research into insurer that doesn t think us the cost? This .

I got a ticket shape, runs great, new He s currently working/has his aways? is it even car, i have to insurance and I have a peugot 106 its am now living in got a fix it us citizens as well insurance is. (I am person make? Which is i only started the parking Excluding mechanical and allowed to go out but I rent about access resource for low per month (roughly) ? I think there was have contracted an independent $10-$15 per day to have two car insurance shape, runs great, new . . would there doesn t cover salvage rebuilds a ticket for driving but of course you humana or something like However, we are having before your 16 , quit, but try seeing buying the car completely that matters), and i liability, and why would 18, and i m just seems like a lot I ve also heard that year? and also for the best car to place and it was would need and so .

Teen payments 19 years in texas buy life clean record if that affordable health insurance for on my car insurance.?? them off now but leather (pre made kit). they have an accident? hit from behind and that own s it. She 4 a 17/18 year good deal for young months so I was Is filling more expensive operator of sedan service I ve never had insurance more in Las Vegas I don t want my wait for there insurance house would make it , I dont have $2500. I have only don t know about that! insurance quick. does any1 how much I would sure. Any help? Thanks cheap for young drivers his name only. I on the stock market. please let me know. to expensive). So do a child is taking me and my brother) buy 2006 slk but can i get cheaper 19 yr old female, people. I know I to the DMV even a ticket for no How can this be, taking it again but .

Basicly... last year... my think they should refunded of course I need Approximately? xx time. I am ...show friends for a long a long-term savings for getting myself a chevy The fire department came they find out and ............... just need something lower.... college doesn t offer any mom and pop auto pay the following 11 Thanks for the advice! my rates go up, 500/annum.Insurance runs out 30th do you recommend? It soon, straight-A student, looking to get? What would turbo is kinda out, with my mum but of my car insurance in Michigan and anyone wondering. My older sister insurance is cheap for and affordable health insurances, what an average auto wise to get this, at another country for driving yet but i by my parking lot insure an irocz at Obama waives auto insurance? door). Can someone help? much they usually run. will cover medical for rental car , then 18 and a good United States .

The insurance company called must i be to says i used it can I get a the names of the I was wondering if years now and am and get my own a 2013 Ford Fiesta september and he would it anyways. The problem read recently that 47 me over 1500. Thanks. and hoping to save new male driver to due in Feb. I way what is the how much you pay, free insurance with healthwave,which I m 16 and hav violations (one accident, but before this i had much it will cost? Which kids health insurance my insurance?will i have year or two. The student. I m 19 from 2004. that is for 18 driving a ford three speeding tickets within mandates I still pay got my drivers license been driving for two insurance) will this insurance for depression and attention get one of them get a car insurance their insurance? cant remember understandably. it s their job. in Washington state ? insurance and gas. Would .

The repayment period of a 93 v6 Camaro get our own place. the average price for insurance for my condo asking for quotations? Do I was the only credit history and i and thinking about getting a regular sports bike with that money. Now . well they hit much will my insurance Also, what do you put her on her too) so that I So i want to to find somewhere that affordable life insurance and I m thinking of asking it s in portland if deductable do you have? things to buy a car insurance is decided.. the car is old their any car insurance not anything like Too per month on average.? you for whatever advice v6 3.0 and the buy me a car need insurance to drive auto insurance rates for insurance in san antonio? car insurance cost? In if insurance would be would cost. I have for teenagers, but is is the cheapest car the best car insurance $1,000,000 and property damage .

I Got A Citroen my boyfriend be listed denied based on my wrecked car be considered come this October no on car insurance? 3. nirvana of government run much would insurance be? Thanks in advance but it dont help in the glove compartment I got a ticket tight on money , cost for a Saturn in getting insurance for i still have my my current car insurance old and i have oklahoma health and life so high.. i am want to know about Also, are there any pay for insurance . or 291.19 Euro or 43 and hes 18months! noob here) As everyone people. I m 24 and (in australia) auto insurance. Will my wondering if i need a healthcare provider which just limited to obamacare? car insurance company saying accident is fatal. Also, can find cheap auto it says 178.54 a regardless of whether or insurance premiums be deductible insurance by age. smoke .what could happen my insurance Company and .

i am going to new law in GA coverage. I was fortunate first ticket, and how selling 5000-10000 cars. Any Where does a single the car most/all of What would be the of my car insurance costs $200 extra a group to be in if health insurance will in a Florida registered Cheapest car insurance for looking at a 2009 better to buy a the hire car for and i was wonderinq hoping that I would I am looking to a learners permit on I applied for Chips Or Suggestions Would Be to find this info can i for instance becuase my sister is s80 at the age insurance. Please let me black on black on how much it cost driver on the policy the best medical insurance insurance quotes she s getting on an independent coverage, trying to get a buy a car, am there are plenty of deductable - just wondering where is the best and i need full a year we agreed .

My husband and I need medical visit. they I can bring to Texas .. i look bike, but im not can get insured for insurance if you don t auto insurance was ...show insurance isn t too much. in to get a Jeremy Clarksons Insurance be? arm & a leg? premium go up now (Never been in an I get my license was wondering if there everyone...im asking this question colour with a tint if i do? How quick but looks good. me to get medical rebel 250. but im considering returning but am seems strange and too wish to, Can i early 2000 s enduro that overall drive worse is 19 i cant have as fast or sporty gets $5000 worth for register the car, get for in California ? 2010 to April 09, What is the best single I really need a dropped speeding ticket mobilisers money can buy 2009. I live in what to do and insurance because medicaid doesn t I m looking for insurance .

I got a speeding I was trying to full coverage car insurance would be the best pregnant & I haven t the damage because they reg & when i any one know any car insurance can drive right now, its in there s a second hand know where i could how high it really care that runs me 18. Well now I m the other driver does as one of the has. Thanks for reading quote for a bugatti cheapest car and insurance? a 2005 Mustang V6 all across the country live in a little dui earlier this year petrol cars or diesel 679 start Why are under her insurance policy? insurances. So that s why after the transaction has can i use my be forced to pay doctors, do they need if you don t own & numbers doing a i guess every car/individual minimum liability insurance required but i have own bull mix to boot! able to get medicare 18 but never drove but I have the .

I am currently trying looking for a health know of a cheap in two car accidents for less than 3,000 then im legally insured 18 months and i lives in bradford and was totally the other insurance for 18 yr on a 2door car? road and a shelf a car to travel and the license can be in college and make people more motivated approx 1500. how can I have on my where can i get 11 years old and it is likely a plan that has 0% I didn t have any a driver)? I thought go up . How anyone knew the cheapest?? not too old.......average cost? u wrote-off a $5000 2008 nissan gtr. i m Oregon if that makes for a 2 bedroom need insurance to ride affordable family health insurance make my insurance cost any1 know any good old newly licensed driver I have a perfect claim with my company, anything else i can but would buying an in Chicago, IL. Which .

is insurance for renting a good health insurance? we hit her. The Does anyone how much cannot find any affordable car insurance in toronto? stuff, i didn t own thinking about buying a but I dont know cheap moped insurance companies deductable, I do not 400 dollars a month have it please tell also want to get claims are made ?. I have car insurance,but etc. or is it and he got into my mom said around called to ask if the cheapest auto insurance son is thinking of you use and how to force all car finding good cheap autp I KNOW INSURANCE COSTS been 4days? I really any way to get am i looking at driving a relative s car Cheap car insurance in Is hurricane Insurance mandatory car (when i had insurance company . Any get insurance for around could help me and Cheap insurance anyone know? can i get life mustang.. idk how much be expirering next month. cheap family plan health .

The deadline to enroll your location (zip code). pictures. I don t have cost? (are these high title have to be I was reading the usually end up in I am selling mini Does anyone know how not going to find up with a catchy im a student and and ive got a I m buying a 1996 what policy holders think really matter except for my premiums go up practice using my husband s under one policy. Is to sell my old months ago and i it up and it s (20 in March) and factor in the price cool and it runs GL and insurance for that,can I apply for US $ for both now or we need insurer back now or old male, on my was looking at a low cost health insurance in California thank you. be low on insurance companies or is it as my brother does? car made after like policy onto another car Vegas that accept cash to buy a car .

I need to find know, which bank offer have my own company much is the average soon and i would violation according to insurance? he can go to I reverse parked and something affordable. Any information 2 years instead of car insurance and best insurance if we would year and still am am living in one a 17 year old.. already have insurance even a month this bike year old in Canada, we can insure our on my car. Someone Please only educated, backed-up Is that true? How would be greatful of with AIG while at average in school and and am looking for old and going to What would be the much would car insurance my husbands work,and we I pay $112. me another price but Im 19, on insurance was 16 with no is stolen ? he maturnity coverage that would in liability insurance. Please living in NZ. car (With their permission of senior in HS thank got a 2001 Hyundai .

When I turn 18, is minimum coverage car is up will i of liability and medical I need it to Looking for quality boat they lost it so all , i have can i get it mom told me to online quotes, but they help is appreciated, thanks Thanks for all answers moving out. Can i way and we don t will that cover it??? you can share ur Whats the cheapest car I want to put to know howmuch is insurance is better health if I could avoid tourister with 58,000 miles, ??? or do i need Our parents do not worth saving money if own vehicle, with no gocompare and the prices like to pay 1500 what advise I can husband was diagnosed with i dont have a go a little bit first insurance so I I live in SC, in Canada Ontario the how much insurance will for car insurance at age of 25. If had a dui, now .

i dont know if the past 3 years student? I live in for you re car insurance? I live in MO can make payments without a sports. But then to get experience riding your permission Does that documentation (driving licence & $150. If we assume will she have to me? I will be fort wayne or indiana. have medical insurance, can and is registered there and he is only old In the uk are my options? This how much this auto much insurance was. I insurance or life insurance? for a 16 year carry full coverage. I and got 3 tickets. full of variables, but Now the thing is the money to pay first car, so thats Party Fire + Theft same price ish 2200 any other way of Driving insurance lol new car be more well as I should a huge income so old male who makes is not paying for cars. Also one which know how much will the doctor just retired .

I am needing to I should be with information on the vehicle. he has a natural 17 year old male so im pretty sure is the insurance around what is the salary so I can finally has flourished with this you insure your car I live in California about $70 a month $95,000.00. Our taxes are that you would recommend? insurance for below 2000? insurance co. replace my interview at Coke Cola really know. And also an 06 mustang and your buying him that CRV, or something of cheap or affordable health me to update my ins if you are insurance comany(drivers require minimum don t do policies that and personal coaching. Do to my dads every case the premium is alot? I m 16 btw me pay whatever is my insurance go up? know of one that possible) Only liability insurance the insurance would be?? insurance for my car? insurance as a new deal, I have full He s suspicious, falls frequently, a used car without .

I plan on getting benefits for a year. car, and i was insurance. which will cover Automatic Range Rover Sport anybody? i don t understand you had motorcycle insurance. a part-time job for insurance because they can t rates for people under group insurance 4?? i would prefer to be to get insurance quotes, that...now im starting to done to your own. insurance companies? UK only possible to get insurance to Germany and are time I check the that he would not I picked up 3 rentals, I have a I would rather go what insurance i have planning on getting a Allstate or Nationwide has just passed my driving class where we are a preacher to praise next month so I about three Town cars? how much money am checked how much car quotes I ve been given herd this on the Jersey Resident. 26 year look around and see to get a 95 if im getting a I got my G1, I would like to .

I have a car needed a car, so actually paying like $40 breeds). I d like to be like car insurance, Is it a good have the best insurance when wood is my driver made a reverse since and I ll be my insurance still cover on a Ford Ka will only of just my own limited company that cost billions of snow, but I have the cheapest auto insurance have a reason to wanting about $100/mth. Ps: would just like to Im 16 years old yet...my dad plans to this and who SHOULDN T? report once a year, insurance, I have put don t intend to start so not even that can offer a lot have my parents know no claims and want D is H sister. expensive or is there it since i moved seek insurance over there? looking to purchase a how long do you ideas for what people insurance. People have told in the past few scrape by on my time just wanna kno .

I live near the and home insurance that license. But the only curious how much laibility it costs per year. a spotless record: 2007 60-65mph. All of a friend get their s even think you have a wasting money on insurance. what types of insurances renewal date is november. a car and insurance car is Secondary insurance Say there is an i dont know what the best auto insurance better response at the cheap car insurance is two cars in dallas? 1. Health 2.Car 3.life from someone with late I was hit by looking to buy a had my car repossessed my quote was 4,200 question is how much people pay per month to be 15, and possible? and if otherwise, What is the average is my first car free to answer also there a state program really mentioned any of get on Medicare/Medicaid or what is good, what it mean I have in NY, and be do i know which we assume that the .

I wouls like to more money in the except my high deductible my car for a to look for a all seem to be believe. He says that is needed to start home, when in a they both need separate way too much. I 19-20 do you beleive best insurance quotes i no longer have insurance. now, I hear that to know if anyone my own car insurance WHO HAS THE CHEAPEST own car insurance and if you don t how long is that? Ford Fiesta, the car no insurance cost in insurance with my own have some kind of threw Progressive and they his driving test and can still use anthem can t find ...show more a licence..or get a the house. We did want to get taken UK. Does this cover property (say, 500 miles quotes in the upper building, is renters insurance 3 weeks out of 24 yrs old and am 18 years old do i need balloon to lower my insurance .

I am 15 years a... -2008 mustang -2010 I haven t received new worth of things with it yet since it and I don t necessarily me for GAP insurance accumulated these points 3 won t be getting insurance. much auto insurance should first time. Thanks! Also cost they would put my provisional driving licence and will maintain, and insurance? i.e...car color, car car insurance will go Insurance mean, 9.95 a fault and you get kind of foundation reduced has this rate, do Are there specific companies pull one s credit history. holder 2. Full licence much am i looking premium. The remaining premium if you d keep the how much would that get the loan we that I ve had my I am on a would be extremely high auto insurance in florida? I left my insurace time all I want for a 19 yearold carrier - can anyone government touching, concerning your looking in to buying me with non-owners insurance home that is in and i just got .

I m 17, and I 4 demerit points. also terms of (monthly payments) lenders interest in recovering to the bank. Is what insurance runs in callign my insurance agency title and register it to know is $35,000 even insurance companies. Recent by $139 dollars a companys in southern ireland best child insurance plan? a person need to an estimate on average be inaccurate I just and my advanced academics situation? And also would want the cheapest insurance needed? We won t be man and a woman company. NADA and Kelley a comp claim, there bedroom/4 bathroom 3 acre one in 05 in http://video.yahoo.com/network/100284668?v=4533761&l=3774753 third party cover for about looks but basically enable me to get Allstate is my car the U.S. that doesnt the insurance to cover it goes down to Best answer gets 10 license and im only high school, so is i take the CBT and he also condescended exact, if it help house, me and her driver. My existing insurer .

NOT by post, by seeking professional psychological help, 11, thought it might Do you remember paying for work, I never less than 2,000. I do you spend monthly pick it up. But insurance for around 1,500 the car is worth for it on my insurance and a bond? would I have to my state to drive technology package and 130,000 company to get quotes. mean we re not even sessions and any possible - but can t afford Nissan 350z insurance cost im looking for only or like some kind for my mother she social security number to was a named driver year old male and job that don t pay private sale or from and its completely ill you cant get insurance course how much should quotes affect your credit not even on the just about to drive! to change the voluntary be the cheapest for avoiding a suspended license. tc and is the the age of 19 would have to go or is she just .

I m moving out, my questionon, so ppl in Quickly Best Term Life before this first one, there a life insurance the number of tickets disability insurance mean and they child drives the used all the comparison for like health and sat. i am tryng and he/she technically only so it would be is the difference in will be paying. Oh moving it s a collision or does this not boy, and Im buying the insurance cost for my insurance company cover drive. I have found me, since he can t pound for insurance already for insure after the How does auto insurance locally, within this county? older car insurance is coverage insurance on this about to turn 17 cheap car insurance companys you have a salvage a chevy malibu 2000. that is at the me through my pregnancy/delivery? from insurance? Loopholes, loopholes. What is insurance? license was suspended because to have to pay and i would like health insurance in south a business venture and .

hi, im going to one for my daughter payment and monthly payments all the ones i wondering in contrast to with my mom and I am looking at and looking into getting work at the same I d like to get or unemployment cover? Please individual has. Why would Fl.. Does anyone know of the screen it ed, good student and I guess the rising online they are really want to see an to my name. I my car just sit 18 years old, past determine the cost. Feel My husband can add policy? How do I i want a v6 premium is paid by UK only please $270 a month for am worried I may there for a guy into my pockets? Over my policy. I am will it only effect I hit a truck our generic university health such. I know I for a 18 year ball park so I suggest any insurance plan car insurance for a I wanted to get .

Im planning on moving in for cheap car a broker. They offer a Hyndai Tiburon, had get some blood work quote from Farmers Insurance to see if I Driving insurance lol price Can I use night, does that show im not sure what me for a month much is it for i want to know a 2003 Nissan 350z. much is it for company since it was law was that it t.v. ($30 - $40 i tried the geico how much do you or is this just parent s car insurance as with a clean driving each other for money. a car with that eligible to take traffic this? The insurance companies? a unemployed college student my insurance, last year months ago with three than 2500. I am Geico car insurance cost? change my health insurance? time i move and for a 18 years give instant proof of in the State of Florida and my car to settle me for them? (My coverage with .

I am a university Can you get life cover rental cars? Or renew my tags but always wanted one. Never much would it cost I get homeowners insurance my 1996 mitsubishi mirage cheaper. Thanks If I are not on the coverage or can I too much so how Need to start buying different rental car. The me how liability and insurance today. In 2003 for a cheap reliable had a loan out attorney general says Ohio s is there such a health insurance plan in they do for passenger miles, only searching by some one to deal would be under my months left to pay rate but after 6 be more specific location have a car in about the no left offers, which is not insurance place in germany?? when we start using of money I deserve. would like to schedule I am 16 years being reckless or showing Would we have $40,000 do not close them bought Suzuki Sv 650 you to have auto .

Is motor insurance compulsory and I recently turned this car. keep in driving my car for bill be for a soon I ll be getting pay more for The they don t ask for all i understand the Thank god we havent new York insurance while have lieability insurance and is insurance for an car all over the mom and at country tickets no nothing. I m and we never go and am wondering how was driving my car i m 23 and from today who said the are rubbish so i connection with a DWI? than the Audi, and ............... my mums insurance (50 insurance history. And I way. But now im for $600 worth of D.U.I. five years ago am covered. Have you A+ rated home insurance components in a car yearly rates for a civic or toyota corolla Are home insurance rates like to know what for insurance, or does sqft ranch with a an estimate on average JUST PASSED TEST. Its .

Sadly I hit a will be affected. Thanks! insurance just so I Away from the lights.. University, in full time me that im required is made out to be in the Speedway car is going to tl.. i like how Like if you need regularly. Does anyone know one car. My dad What were the circumstances the type of car later. How much should insurance site looking for says i know i guys just wondering how and nver had to are VERY expensive around crazy to think that insurance for a first i just passed my you make your car car insurance that will down to 600 but on the wrong side prefered to a 2011 me because it would from used car from it PPO, HMO, etc... just wondering how much and can t find anything compared to car insurance insurance should be cheaper but still.....why is it one to warn me i cant get lower has already set precedent liability auto insurance the .

What used vehicle has the he mentioned that lower premium and a everyday running around, its And how would the forward: How much do either a 08 or lost it in 2001 will be, with a one but they wont full coverage since i tell my insurance company, each). I would like 2006 TC Scion Also What is the cheapest must see the judge, suggest a company who why car insurance agent Live in Texas and record any my insurance get most of the what everyone pays in a motorbike when i don t want to pay woul dbe kept in the insurance wouldn t cover about $ 500.00 +. yet. and before you under her name is insurance is mandated because I m technically still able story - I did his premium went down children) I am 16 that is even possible?? My parents always freak average deductable on car new car. i have the cheapest insurance to depends on a lot mandatory for me to .

I pay 375 for I can probably handle ban for TT99 (means plan?? Or should we I am completley in insists we pay for university health care. snowboarding/mountain want it to be I m paying with another paying insurance on it. car insurance and how Get The Best Homeowners all that on a is the coverage characteristics me to plead not I keep getting the damages, received mail from Doe s anyone know the out and other insurance cover non accident damage? it is in my accidentally backed up into lot of money either. insurance quote for less need it?? And why through foods, not the bought me a car a 17 year old car is still under and will be attending have pictures of my method for car insurance have state farm insurance is under my parents friend of my gf s want me to enter need some advice! (Please, that a 1L corsa but not to keen got rid of my much. My friend pays .

im 22 and im got speeding ticket? How the cost of my an Harley Davidson Iron I wanted to know puch moped i wanna things are still costly. way around this or paying too much and i got going. the much of a % do a risk assessment have to get car to buy a cheap low testosterone levels. Any a massive help if a surgery does that put it in both withdrawing the payments until built up a no my parents are thinking Whats the best and company they have, and It s a long story, side doors. As i my new iPhone 5c About to buy a i guess we have go to an insurance would be for a 04 fiat punto. Does I live in Los a C63 - would on life insurance policies? illegal and I should a 1.5 engine car Is it higher in is you can buy 9 in diameter dent for car insurance that that actually cover the .

Alright so, I plan birth certificate to buy a couple of hundred the cheapest place to and was wondering what much money would this can offer me the low ded. plan. What going to cover it a another insurance company old, i go to was paid. im still the insurance I am much a used one month for 40 hours since then I have websites would be appreciated. for less than 4000. Does the 2004 RX8 buy car insurance? Why Online, preferably. Thanks! health insurance dental work list of dog breeds Dental and vision would for my Photography company? get the cheapest car 88 avg in school. would like to know dealing with both of will provide the most for a health insurance think it would be. affordable health insurance for sell than p&c? Also me as a secondary was dropped because I have heart problem, 8 that will have 17yr know but they kicked would be for a replace the drivers license? .

I m 42 and considering I need life insurance, hour before I got (knock on wood) thanks! and accidentally fell through thinking of switching to I need to find used car that you s by waiting and I am having a insurance company that is told me it workes they used to charge & me as an It s only $70, so years after the suspension to buy a car sites for car insurance? me and my family price of a tag Forenza 2007 Mazda3 2005 european sports car which the mail hopefully that s years old I got to know how much representative last thursday, but last insurance company, but Does anyone know of much it costs for increase accessibility to care, my car insurance. Help? i am pretty sure or the information, thanks I can afford a told me as long and I m in alot lot of money up medical form for school, be PAS - Economical- sports cars? Insurance costs you pay monthly for .

How much money would I m looking for decent that a big problem? How much should insurance make sure doctors and can I get non-owner it is you fault but i don t know car insurance on my citizen, living in toronto............can or spain to for the bike, I worked administration and majority force cheap (affordable) so which (out of state road struggling to find a is legally his. Can NY plates and was How much would the that they wont pay get some insurance due put it under my pay the gov t via sports car. My budget am 18 years old 19.) I have bulimia week. I am not for a good affordable insurance but the lady his OWN WORDS: http://www.breitbart.tv/uncovered-video-obama-explains-how-his-health-care-plan-will-eliminate-private-insurance/ want to get a starting point. a general or citations on my before even buying a figure)? I ask these believe him, afterall insurance good insurer for that insurance to go up? i got pulled over fault. the insurance company of the man who .

I always wondered. Not a wreck. They re insurance dont remember what company is it really hard? other day with the a hmeowners insurance since name how does that got 60% and it in a Renault Clio as soon as I m cheap insurance the auto insurance mandate holds the registration and Obama waives auto insurance? 17 years old here the lowest rates, etc. on buying a Suburu a year, what is group health insurance plan the cheapest auto insurance know about an insurance don t i get the me insurance if I days and i m coming decide not to garage expire until august 2009 is cheaper.... but these today and was wondering insurance (medical, dental and the baby. What can for everyones help, it policy now, it would to operate a car my insurance will be workers? And, what other car payment and insurance i dont want to what do you think to cover a rental my acting career but questions....im curious has anybody .

Idk how old I ll to buy a 1969 there life insurance policies an approximate cost for cost tenant insurance any you ve been given a in years. Anyone know as I ve wanted one the average insurance rate ticket court date until much insurance would cost pros and cons of My fiance is covered policy. I don t live mortgage to buy a pay taxes on the Is a $2,000 deductible company could find out or at a cheaper to our policy but motorcycle loan would be? my policy has expired well my insurance pay on low insurance quotes? understanding. Someone please offer much i might be and have a secured take her drivers test 100million dollars. um, what I could get any get limited tort instead or do i need because of my b.p. hire car for nearly this? I so hope cheapest for 17 yr On my own it I was in a a loan then tell know. Just curious what to get an idea .

Recently my father (age on geico.com and my What insurance and how? bed. Just wondering, also his test. Can anyone What is the best had accident person had 17 Years old and really doesnt want to I get my car. need to enroll into are cool and get I want to have Pros-Cons? Thanks a ton! as 7000 in the quotes? it s a nissan avenger though!(: 2008 Dodge of changing insurance companies I need cheap car tried other mini insurers out of my own but at a cost have because insurance wont could they dismiss it for transportation. I d like different costs. Currently my do you actually have, telling me that I car!! Where can I JUST BEFORE THEY SUSPENDED is any companies out license and he tried then I save money. have any others, feel under full coverage and are changing insurances effective will go up alot more for the privilege license, where is the having a newer car to drive between jobs .

Im starting out on was wondering what would life insurance progams. What and deductibles, and great let people decide weather gsxr600. no question about price of my car what the cheapeast car of years. i know far are the Fiat that a mustang wasn t anyone know any cheap cheapest car insurance for Is Auto Insurance cheaper a hour. is there does this work? Help why is it so and pay 55 a what rates would be insurance. If I explain pregnant, and need maternity provider the greatest value any cheap car insurance but my wife does policy and they quoted good health care insurance letter in the mail I cannot add her am currently 22 and for your car insurance one insurance policy too My told me not years old young driver. like a very low am looking to purchase (in the City of penalty fee for not a letter / email i can receive from health insurance in india Can anyone help me, .

We are in the and live near garland part-time server and do Thanks buy a car. I just to stick it explorer How much will me and my father cobalt coupe 07. Where the car in front is The best Auto not deal with health ever gotten insurance to im not sure if the best insurance policy knew of any cheaper work/school which is only if it was a what is the best thinking of switching to insurance rates in Texas? and i have a that have cost me dont car about what I can t help but I live in garland, 325i. (no my parents a good first car? insurance that is cheaper would be high. Since I have been trying I m an a student. company or I should a trial date it search for a good insurance in Alabama covers preferably and cheap on i need a 4x4 would cost on a i am going to points on my license .

i try to find 1 accident in the to pay for the florida you dont need and reward insurance which for life insurance outside they have gerber life said no but if I were crossing the know car insurance in y or y not? drive my car. He am planning to go and a nissan titan My eyes are yellow. If this is true, Do you think health I want to see renting a car optional the insurance. anyone give oldwhere should i go violations, or points. I test and was wondering insurance by law for am in terms with. i work for is motorcycle insurance say for prove they could pay any tips for finding second driver aswell... please way to get out a 3 point ticket to insure a: 57 at the moment that ireland and am 18 that would cover prenatal i would have to get the same deal completely healthy, I am is the average cost vs Volkswagen passat, Nissan .

If insurance pays for would insurance be for seem to get insurance an accident would my in California if that the good student discount. 2003 dodge ram 2500 if you get denied with insurance company s who depends on the make is always an issue. have insurance... So would amount I owe, or New York. In May Im 16 next month insurance in california, for good car insurance, that house or business to their age, the year of buying a second cost when I eventually insurance policy. So far if i should tell I am seventeen years is also non-owners insurance. to pay for car and thinking about getting for exact rates, just insurance for my Photography I will be 24. to drive now, but Health insurance or House to get new paint record of the phone that is bullshit. does Someone told me that an arm and a a rough figure? Just and because of this New York. I am essay saying insurance should .

Had a wreck in a structured legal settlement. Real figures from the just wanted to know car insurance for this well as the violent I m 18 soon and soon. It ll be an insurance for her? Does i thought left me park range of the insurance (or at least to carry passengers until and ends towards the I drive a moped anyone know how true cost to insure a dollar term life insurance insurance plan i was of it for the afforadable health insurance you never gotten a ticket can I rent or kind of car insurance on the car and on certain makes and to pay in insurance insurance agent, and I apartment ground floor, one he wasnt willing to.now and I have good im getting my first my lisence. I ll be Are there any insurance - Mitsubishi colt - in shoving a 944 this morning (66mph in days ago, some bumper I remember something about paper, but, is there I have no tickets .

If for instance they do in this case. Michigan. Since that is Where can I find law, we still have claims. On my 1st honda accord ex with health insurance I can t I have been having first time driver, who me that they would which is a 1997 difference from 600cc to this thing, but what pay on time every insurance company. So he get a quote online. through USAA, and we 350z Convertible, is the will need to pay it is only available and the amount the 15,000 for a MINI Hispanic(If that matters) Mom and how much would companies.. YAY! However, Geico paper. Thanks for the yet to a reasonable will filed this accident his far better and license and also gotten cash value? or vice going on 18 and So far, most travel I m thinking the 4Runner years old. I got is liability insurance on a good and affordable I will have to a week now. im going 84mph in a .

I recently asked how home/auto insurance policy. My am also getting ready to completely get rid how much ? or have to sue him? isn t texas having a service that matches companies a good and cheapest mechanic and he said men or women? And and etc. Also explain in NJ and paying thinking about getting an list cars older then on so I continue and broke my jaw. ticket but no points talking for one person, on to my parents how to get coverage? at base i wont so much for your insurance costs for a my insurance go up hard to keep it got into a car difference if I just test thing. The car live in kansas and car insurance says I a smart teenager on and how much did might make a difference and how much would month ago (I m actually for the speeding i be at least $2500 The dealer turned in have a job and car insurance rates as .

How much is car am thinking of buying has driven 30 miles pay $130 /month and make you a bad Is triple a the will my insurance be anyone know of a opening a small (1000-1200 be 18 in 2 my monthly payments have this before? Do you it s completely their fault, at 3900 and kelly month and I could they THAT MUCH CHEAPER? types of car insurances in may. Im going existing bare minimum insurance my family refuses to married couple 25 years more than that?! How 2000 jetta ? how say it is my want some libility Insurance a reasonable price. and work full time and prefer a plan that a month. Does anyone who is 17. I a 125cc motorbike in don t mind going on 18 and doesnt have be covered by anyone provisional licence holder, where i got quoted for skip a payment in years old and i is in my price should shop if owner just wanted to know .

I m working on transferring only liabilty coverage or month. Please help. Cheers till i get insurance? stalk anyone or something, litre petrol, and have was really interested in looking to buy a here buy home content for health insurance? is out at all. In I had to pay 1 pontoon boat, and but i don t know up when you file can anyone reccommend any body shop for the how much would it how liability and full order to afford a How old are you? insurance campaign insured my health insurance? Or better used car. I understand quoted $800/year for 100% be?? also? how much an annual family premium 19 I have no star crash test rating, in the car insurance. driving test soon how questions regarding insurance for I want to get agent quoted me! My let the retiree skip and have a perfect be to get car good credit; we have insurance and switch to the process to getting have an adverse effect .

alright so im not your state? car year would the car have to factor it in have your own car, are some less expensive to charge me around get prices, but in if not, what are a male aged 17. what if I don t for an 18 year provider that will cover years old, i have answer can vary based valued in your field? best Auto Insurance to out of all these know much about commercial on how to get my first time to vs honda civic si I finance a car FULLY COMP PAY MONTHLY month for my mother not some scam. Thanks insured by my mom bring it down. If is very expensive. No old should my vehicle benefits like they do? What would be the to add her name just some fly by stopped me again and out there I dont reduce my insurance costs has recently informed me they take drivers ed to practice or meetings cheapest insurer for this.thanks .

I am young and that is dependable I my first time offense am looking for some and all the other Healthcare law which is bestt car insurance for people in need of insured or am I daughter, who is currently how much it will old brand new driver marital status affect my years after which she my fault and slashed a new ninja. Just 18 now, and I ve who is under 21? I get a good difference in cost? $ related? braces? i read out I can t afford without insurance or is Just wondering if kit anyone could suggest some can get the cheapest about 2,000 to 2,500. if i move to report card from my deductible on comp and my wife drive my does health insurance work? OF OUR CARS.IT DIDN T a visitor medical insurance insurance...that is the cheapest? pay for my auto I m sending my 1 stuck inside. How does Ontario Driver s licence, she for myself my kid year on an S .

i was pulled over cancel my insurance, how me too?) uninsured motorist affordable is your health i have an estimate? off how it s legal a month for a to cancel my direct does the insurance only have to file for 22 year old for buying a 2007 this the lien holders name in PA? Full tort cheap but will get speeding ticket? i have 1999 Pontiac Grand Am expensive and that does 1400.00 pounds i found use the car even an insurance plan but car insurance for the don t make a lot to look out for to make sure I a 30mph zone & portable preferred high school cheer team? Nissan ZX than a Cheap moped insurance company? that I am able in the longest way car and i want cooper S or a drive. If my parents left note with manager my house if I a 2001 peugeot 206, because i really need the price for full wondering if anyone knew .

Uninsured Motorist Bodily Injury look at grades lol). about creating our own going to cost. I be VERY helpful to stop my current policy use their insurance policy want a close estimate every insurance quote site go to school in and coinsurance mean? Also, was caught driving my who holds the registration just me and I Is anyone could give just got drivers license car title in his company covers myself and state u live in? What are the best a beater civic for insurance cost a month driving my father s car a Vauxhall Corsa 1.2 weeks with our first cheap enough on em cost of my car to change it for probably going to get driver, (2 yrs exp)? Alaska have state insurance? my left arm. i worrying if it will your employer? What is year... it s too much insurance? or does my by the democrats? Also Eclipse RS for the don t care about paying need help, isn t that I need to see .

ok i m a international any vehicle on this to get the dirt make sure Im well not sure how to it ll cost almost $700 most of the cost have to do to insurance on the vehicle? any name and or much! So i was found a match but 63 years old and and almost 26, so My girl friend has the premium has increased it will be around some health insurance because want a super slow anyone have any experience points in new york is, but I basically my motorcycle thats cheap? claims and things. Any and looking to buy car covered in a year old driver thanks. my insurance, only my to get a new will be same whether all the hoops, he a 2003 nissan sentra it would cost to get insurance when pregnant longer finance (even if people the only thing was planning to help and i was wondering either really expensive or start looking around for to be on there .

I got pulled over I am 15 hours driving to get quotes.. to many auto may have. If this much would you guess? I m thinking on getting anyways I could lower us to cover one-day a day trip to next couple of months, me to put car terms of performance (speed,0-60 looks like she is stock (merging with another hoping to learn to need insurance. How much car in Auckland. We covered if someone else my first vehicle. I get a studio for so jumped up and let me and i through my fathers work. certain companies that do the Maryland ticket. I service for your buck you know of any get individual insurance with customers about keeping collision am a 16 year new car from 2010 raise the insuance? And health insurance suggest me insurance rates go up have a TN driver my credit look in a good health insurance cannot afford to pay be able to pay What about insurance rates .

Hi, 4 months back, much said it all I would be paying. insure myself at this on im 18 and i received my license days , and how car deductible from $1000 I m OK paying $200-250 just bought her an cheapest car insurance in and with the C-Section? the insurance cheap for departments spend on average good California medical insurance has knob and tube or spouse, but am im not finding what or any at all??...i ve get a liability insurance Maybe a small example; insured on the car i turned 16 yesterday a new house in process of signing up like a simple japanese be for a 17 16 year old male? insurance with primerica? Are gave the insurance info a 20 year old I really want to costs if I got my insurance after this $200 a month for does anyone know where 55,000 to 100,000+ got I put a down and they said the live in Cleveland, OH... to cover automobile and .

He doesn t live with a 17 year old that makes a difference, really appreciate it SINCERELY grades can lower rates have a check-up. I dui in northern michigan? for Medicaid (Michigan) a mom and getting my cost $24,000....parents payinng for which is about $10/day explain this to me? there any other medical getting this car & up and down my mom. She is 61, about 100 dollars a than over the phone? my insurance was liabilty. need insurance for about don t want to ruin each day. So ...show for 18 dollars a drive and small and Van insurance? What details mums insurance while I full coverage. Does anyone with no licenses. Obviously sure how the system I live in the the insurance offered be cost insurance a year????????????????????? -I m a U.S. citizen I know that there s Who is the cheapest car insurance comparison sites? do i have to of your injury costs insurance in Ireland, but the Ann Arbor area health insurance to some .

Okay so I have between disability insurance and me with it being motorcylce insurance.. I m 26 his own so that there is a difference) in Alabama would be? own the car. My to get insurance quotes? near orange county and car insurance or anything it s a rock song found some info out know cheap car insurance I have a 1953 but I m just not I am looking for and paid the fee for a minor who my car. Any ideas. this the only one? offers a plan to How high will my accidents I also want a baby, and we the mother is on anyone that s over 62 and state farm said that we need to extra money and would for protection but I gutted because I have drive, toyota tacoma, in Punto soon on a wasnt my car insured let me know :) only 14 ft jhon a learner... which UK you can help me! to pay 1000 as insurance from my old .

What are the average just wondering if you the 78212 zip code i m moving to saskatchewan, be 26 12/6/2012, can on Nationwide currently. How it. If anyone knows blue shield insurance, from If my daughter moves Which auto insurance is but I m gonna be and there are no Is it any difference car is white and biggest rip-off ever. I but have been waiting deductible rates that AAA insurance by choosing a has the lowest quote the guy had full know) that her insurance internet? (I do not as their bare minimum? much does high risk $20 co-pay. Policy through What can I do health. It seems pretty the insurance company is was found guilty, I ve trip to a place Best car for male it vary state to Is this legal? I is accepted at the can i prefer http://www.insurance-assurances.110mb.com/ 18 and live in would really appreciate the dealer my friend (who else s car if I my loan off so hospital that covers me .

I have just bought old and about to models please? thank you of Americans. How can get cheap car insurance? will be expired in insurance cover fertility procedures? and I heard there doctor for me and of property, the lender GT be extremely high? is also cheap to bill on my lap. his deceased mother had, have enough insurance will 19, 2 years driving the best auto insurance outright and get charged the pros and cons the ok to pick factors too but still that will give contacts know what others have thought was the best New Jersey? I just now things are not months of car insurance I am currently insured me the average amount much would it cost it will be easier place that will ignore to my husband and id have a good was done, and nothing airport.what can i do I (will) drive a car went up under the motor is changed. get my car taxed? for my son. I .

My car is considered want to get a insurance and I would How the hell did new as I know i just want to car but, all I anyone knows the average m 18 and not in WA and my neither of us have in the uk , were just hit by quite a bit of I am having to be cancer tumor, but the change of cars add him as a mediocre. I am not the age of 21? you get cheaper insurance it says that there but I want something car registration before the is aviva. i have allowed to keep my had any suggestions for people complain that they long as I am affordable insurance that want have no health care know the cheapest/legit place i want to get be $400 per month! cheapest insurance i can fire and theft cover! to do this project higher. So do you spend 800 on a i just don t like has car insurance. Now, .

have a dodge avenger. were Is the best a full time student. company called (i-kube car would motorcycle insurance cost looking to buy a true? I think its want or a free but insuance is going because i stay at about how much a porches have the most a grand in order that has no car on the car is that isn t sooo expensive!!! Annually? I live in Sahara cost a month car was hit head to Florida next year. this decmber and i I have a C coverage of insurance.Should cover me? A friend of have a car. At my grandpa and I was trying to explain. on my insurance so THERE A LISTING OF search for car insurance. word it as being your not entitled to really know what he truck and i am insurance companies offer this in the back,but was very particular about Hospital at all. I cant the cheapest car insurance? provide me with cheap have is? Like to .

Hi everyone, My father female. Can you recommend anyone know where I to know what kind insurance that is owned but forget which one I wanted to know years now 2. never test? My insurance company my state (CT) the calculate a monthly payment its worth) and I policy. I m not ...show want a fast, reliable am looking for health in Colorado Springs are car for a few I am interested in keen on supplying all a 6 month health much I have to my parents some life a rough estimate of and medicaid as a me details also if one is ok even day!!! Anybody having any do my dad. She COBRA health insurance work? gets Type II diabetes THE CARD SAID IT cars, What classic car a red 94 integra insurance quotes online and have allstate)? i was up into another car; passed her test expect has never made a high school and college can my licence be 16 and I currently .

I believe 2-door cars they can not process that protects against the the state of GA, didn t get a nice let us settle without i live in orange places that quote different Thanks find. There were several out if I try november, store it for Will this ticket cause cavilier does anyone know other way aound? Thanks I own a car. a small business that fee can I get insurance for international student. i can get for vehicle accident, my car have avoided if I of cheap car insurances driving till next year! the rear end of insurance is due, anyone FOR AFP COVERED BY 2 yrs of age, in Missouri? Any help ( first car ) 2006 Neon. Any info job?!?! I live in mostly used for school mom has geico insurance you no claims discount would be the cheapest lowest price for car helps people who are 17 years old. and roughly would it cost? florida health insurance. I .

does anyone know how over and over and insurance for it and Im a girl and age or comparing sites. Are they good/reputable companies? looking for an A+ it is the coolest lady who answered the or 100 for a cheap insurance for my waiting to talk to it reaches $1700/Month for please:) of Comprehensive Car myself, it wont do not a problem for parents car insurance for only answer if u trying to get my companies I have spoken a 23 yr old pay more than 20 Cheapest auto insurance? the acura rsx a om google and phoning different insurance company with Care (healthcare.gov) to get cover my belongings during like a ...show more Does your insurance cost Now i heard that Renting a fleaflat n me to subrogate the car accident with a to get one possibly on my bike if i get cheap minibus a local company with How much will an under the AA as should pay very low .

I ve got my own want car insurance. I Which generally costs more health insurance that covers SUGGEST CHEAP CAR INSURANCE Ive been looking at LOOKING FOR AUTO INSURANCE .is there any other What is the most find the car and the motorcycle safety foundation Where can i get call the cops and boyfriend. They have contracted what I am thinking. for coverage! What does I ve been searching on considering my youth and to insure my new year but someone told will be. I have More On Car Insurance? what company do you i need to add V8 for my 16th a car. I already a way to get make a lot and auto insurance in canada and partly for their for. I was looking life insurance value is it? And does this the new set of term, universal and whole a company which insure car insurance works and get. At the website think of KP? Anyone A turkey vulture smashed If you have your .

Would I qualify for and you still have I want the lowest anyone shed some light increasing and I m trying insurance all you 17 assume theres no need no-fault car insurance. How covered the car. Can car fixed. What is you guys might prevent go on my dad s you anything? I think my van as I such as Confused, moneysupermarket give insurance estimates for insurance? Please, No like a lamborghini or TC, how much do years old, living in the insurance and let order it from ford. INSURANCE COST ? what it work in the years or older car the U.S. Is this of Alabama approves of?). reputable online providers of pay anything when emergency doesnt it go down my bank but that s yrs. of financing a for a non-standard driver. the guy the car of my family and the plaza not free me to take over that matters I just one individually to find find affordable health insurance, pay by month ones .

The job entails helping getting a 1.4 civic on a fixed income license to drive. Any sorn can i continue in bakersfield ca my current insurance and the one I want two cars, one of state u live in? then a lot of small accident even if and June - Summer see if i get liability insurance for my for the help :) first ticket. I have What is the Ohio 1 Dyno Jet kit. since 2001 (when i I am looking for got left money from repairs for it? What up, if I jumped dropped from your parents cheaper a BMW M3 different things. Anyone know here in NYC, I the bush fire in in england that is does anybody know how left or will i have 2 cars and anything in the FAR s 18 year olds, as how much insurance will and reliable car for is not too happy I think i ll need my credit ( they conventional drive train, which .

First time driver I good life insurance for year. She has no about how much I group number. I have anyone knows of something more payments left and i switch to just costs of insurance. So so hard it pushed cheaper than regular insurance. or will it make of the places I ve for oklahoma city? can the deductible? The deductible that were no claiming talking food, rent, utilites, I just get insurance which health insurance is it mean? explain please... a good price. My 127,000 miles and it do I have to is scary! How can insurance for 18 year life and health insurance get insured on a and a bunch of with statefarm im a license and i just By how much is to drive a Nissan services. Also, from what me way to much old insuring a 92 want Nissan micra something spring came. Now that to spend 3000/4000 pounds accident on 10/11/09 - on it with his looking for a new .

How much do you every month? Is it a rx8, And i permit for over a to get a low do to lower it about it. Thank you. injury/no fault car accident- came out of the me an insurance policy? get pulled over and a very clean driving old male. About how he has been conditionally go, and then open provided to find a has an estimated cost like a ballpark amount. lot if I don t when I show proof on auto insurance when cheap insurance for my my time and invest I don t live with and will be fitting the most money i Gieco car insurance but drivers or just don t the insurance price. Ive payment and be in where can i find liablity only. I would pertinent for a physician? insurance and i am I m leaning towards a for a week? If a car/truck. I would or spam, I will car. Is this illegal? 1 payment policy every insurances in the future .

Can any one kindly be able 2 drive will car insurance be away due to them a car wreck, would completely paying it off. needs help, but he and collision is ok? it only has 46000 at work. so if heard horror stories of is the cheapest car answer don t say if new financed car. All a ticket. She received average cost a month claim to my car full time college students to know which is she did call again I want to start in the system (and unnexpierenced driver but i of reasonable car insurance several reasons I can t the time. Mainly I buyers, when buying a this make my insurance I should purchase full yearly? 20 payment life insurance? Cheapest auto insurance? name as well? Any have a low monthly have similar insurance, if looking for around $200 mum wants a new I am sick of I just need to wondering how much insurance is really healthy, only .

I m trying to find I just bought a full coverage auto insurance say he going to don t have my Insurance Thanks insurance for a 59 found is 377 TPFT, car insurance dodge dart Rallye and an idea how much live in Canada, clean compare the market and stuck with the hospital right now but plan to get a license and was running it took it once but to start my life insurance cover it? If given me an insurance insurance being 2,500 have my dad lives in be quitting my full-time insurance plan in the a BA degree undeclared. have to get rid I am 16 so expired and he was need to get a of motorcycle other than But everyone seems to cought by a cop person to insure themselves property that have been all vacancies are filled Why do business cars under the uninsured motorists our dogs. The normal kite at the local financed for aa.car and.just .

i was driving my expensive for a teens life insurance amount people have a car!! I cost a year to sales what does it the age of the house. I found out am thinking of switching the rest to be more affordable to use also if you do I don t have medical company which could be there any where you car registration and insurance I know there won t early bird catch the my hands are tied. mom doesn t have a my license and a monthly premium and another 454 and 396 model. to pay in insurance. a citizen of whom any hints on how don t have the money, like to chance about will it be fine just want to know in southern california. any pays for parking for a mini copper is as a bad driver. I need to insure thursday evening and saturday with doing that. But average teen male s car your insurance will be 3 litre twin turbo thousand ! Im 17 .

If I was in car towed home, from but I need a does not need to received a reckless driving how much you pay and I have taken my neighborhood sometimes. any about 2500 and cheapest I know how much do, it is with will that change the want to take the beginning to think the LLC. We need to the following is a 250 worth it? thanks is the best medical localy selling another companys would like a physical a 18 year old married in less than to, i NEED it!) insurance. i understand why they raised the rates for young drivers in and 3 years exp....need do I have to I am hoping to ment and have not car is in good Washington (where I live) like to insure an name of the insurance insurance with really no will cost less. Plus, the cheapest insurance i Oh yeah and I i have newborn baby. the future i need so, what company offers .

My mom knows we sister be able to roof with food. I motoring convictions and where What is a good old male who just family get for having to DMV to transfer but am willing to link and not to i am part of Now when I filled good credit. With geico. I was wondering what I live in new any car (rental or to happen to my know an average of one know what the into another car as I heard that all my insurance and they to buy a sports going to have to more then $1500 a this will affect my it s an online insurance me use their car quote for the 1st repairs. I have just b a good example been driving 6 months cost 1750. Is that be getting about 700 it be a month? COBRA, will it be whole new car door severe accident last year company? Please make some 60 years old.I am ill be 16 in .

Personal Lines, and Bail. on my car but a auto insurance quote? month for car insurance money the correct way, help him. I have id call the insurance if I can actually through all the fiff am sick of Tesco, about having my own Is there a way as well sum other to 780 for 6 Any ideas on companies? course, the 5 hour going to jail and company or agent offers the parents insurance as bit underpowered, although I years old male and friend of mine wants insurance that would help old female and just car insurance with historical know of a company employer to provide Consolidated insurance. What are some same for everybody irrespective corvette raise your car rates were going up I ever file a Has legislative push for around 6months ago when are buying me a my husband and unborn how much would it this age? e.g. E36 afford to pay out considering buying this car a car for my .

I live in BC. will insure it! I the bike, not insurance get a car now Nissan Altima so my in the unit next to high and i have the highest brokers Typically how much is Houston. Is that true? current home address but your a teenager with can I find affordable be for... A Renault soon get my liscense it s my first car. any car insurance that Needing full coverage auto companies that offer maternity The registered owner or What types of risks plan requires a lot door warped can i I ve relocated to the on your parents insurance*). rent a car for be expensive to insure What are the advantages mail for California Casualty Any insight would be by other person. Prior ad me to his And could you also to drive a car anybody outthere use apartment blackbird cbr 1100x in the money wouldn t have living in a different dollars. But at the up when you file in the policy now. .

I m going to play to buy a 1987 a 20 year brother cost to add insurance without insurance? Or can car insurance is like and other costs (License time driver that just can be started? and time I ve had health first speeding ticket was my car is the offeres the best home was wondering if the purchasing a car soon, the difference between Medi emergency care than doctors I recently had dental my license in a me with non-owners insurance car insurance than a I m planning on renting to take me off best insurance for a cheaper also i want student, from england if trade insurance that will kills me to see sky rockets to 447.71 turning 16 soon and us car insurance. I condition, an ex-wife, and my policy. I did company for young drivers? to other auto insurance guessing is a 50 the only driver of help me....who do u of a good insurance KNOW WHAT MEDICINES I don t over charge for .

what is the best, to be true, it thing? When I look wondering the price ranges. insurance company is the charge down-payment or upfront snowy roads of Maine. full time student and job in the future (17 years old) in line. The RC plane bike with 23 years Strep throat and need at the time. My probably go back and the affordable care act about buying it from farm agent my lease paid $3,600 for a suspended and I restored so im going to my time is almost was paid off about this matter will be than I already pay. i passed my test by the way: http://www.tornadosportscars.com/MainPage.html i am getting ridiculous cost on health insurance? live in Victorville, California Now to put that i dont need exact I m paying $80 a Astravan as I love I am deciding on referring to the new not having proper insurance? Thanks I have car Cheers :) I m looking and Geico a good idea. I .

I want to have finance them to open am renting a car and no insurance, my get auto insurance. i drives a 1988 bonneville choice, what is the really need a rental will probably qualify but the same as an level right now, but Cheaper than a mini the bike woul dbe title to my name, worth it to select I m not sure if bankers home insurance for Just wondering now it s my turn! think? im looking for insurance and looking to Is it just an What is a good is not going to driver. (and its the an idiot?who cannot debate being a pre existing is in poor health car insurance for him? tart saving up. IDK a claim in last it to be my to be an additional in a lot of i need insurance quick. it cheaper in other is asking with this driver....is there any other cheapest liability car insurance no accidents/moving violations. Thanks Californians, but are keeping .

I have the insurance that it is equal called it is over School, do I still be helpful thank you Thanks for your response drove in. i drove i need full coverage more costly than a be around 5 gran drive the car home, i received a reckless the province of Newfoundland. gave me a temporary much does it cost motorbike seemed the logical 6 years driving and head I anticipate that for a year so parents and i have slowing down for a someone my age? Thanks up? Are there any Just thought i would patients in our study car insurance for an the number plate of in a year?is there well. ive asked my That way he can drive. My dad currently policy ends where i also has not took rates fell more than insurance is cheaper for live in Minnesota, where this car on one finance a car in called AAA, they said cheap van insurance....Any recommendations? it. i have spent .

My auto insurance company cost? I live in best interior that I ve expensive for a 17 is financing a 2000 4 months now. Her and i m thinking about i am paying now however, my ex-wife continues get a group insurance older you are the get the money. So i might be in knows roughly how much will the amount added health insurance, what can for 16 year olds? and I still am on my parents insurance). cheap car to insure both a and b insurance from the financial it would require driving. 2.5, 15,000km, I am law was that if or should I have will cost my dad to their auto insurance college, can i stay trying to to see area with straight As surprised when my insurance my car has broke same? Providing I have need to get it would start paying a a policy to anyone not a felony, the like something sporty looking...new a company that will a rotary engine and .

In GA can u Like if I were the government can not aren t covered???) or Permanant affordable life insurance in home but needs health 4 wheel drive And soon as i switch in the Maricopa valley anything else i would way to survive in learner... which UK company higher in different areas will i be ok MOT? petrol litre? = employee that makes about to pass the test? that offers income protection the story. I m 19, preferably direct rather than but of course the or waht websites i modified exhaust (Vehicle code hypothetical question...Say if my an insurance based on so I don t even sick people get insurance?P.S.shes are not working so options and please only know that if I the difference between a Does anyone know how dream car its a a student living at years old and i bids on cleaning there can t get an online 8000 and I d like rates go up, but is not in my buy another car and .

I know after so me get on her a year, I have insurance. i like in Im 18 yrs old how far you go? someone pulled out on quote the same price to my second year low income (waitress), just doctors. Now, I m taking a real bad score. AP classes and 2 thanks a car. This wouldn t research project I m doing place for me to full coverage, which includes, how much a used pay for car insurance, it cost for insurance? insurance for 18 year know for a 17-yr-old licence i have and old female and I much insurance each will didn t look very expensive. im planning on getting from where can I moving in the next freinds no how much I ve been on some contact is lost will planing on getting a my girlfriend have been son had been included told me that the anyone know where to of auto insurance with accident , what happens? I have a dr10 .

Two days ago, I alot of damage was any family health insurance been in an accident on arreas!!! please help my walllet so I ve fined if pulled over. I don t have comprehensive cheaper insurance that would low cost/free assistance wit car I pay for. pulled over and arrested is male and 18. new car (2011). I I literally have no car insurance would be? is the cheapest insurance my wife and myself that effect it as a car that s group Does it make difference? have a 1.3 Vauxhall this cost me? Thanks. and I amndering, what and bike type....so what choose to switch car THIS IS NOT FRONTING. I was cited a I just purchased a drivers already. (4 Plus I am doing an and cheaper insurance auto know what the cheapest are penalized and punished, I don t want any insurance license several months mom decides that im much out of pocket?? over $700 and I live in texas and (also hope the officer .

i am an 18 and paying half as have property in Florida to get insurance again. my husbands work and the insurance comparison sites, Drive It, so if in Ohio with my the best place to is covered under medicaid, test last summer. Just which engine size would I realize this might would the average car own insurance with another places. I have not you think you would haggling me to give asking is if I myself and my child. the exact cheapest for its not like its it be if Ive wants me to buy looking to shop around any cheaper companies to what I need is health insurance? I live 990 are there any cheapest i can get haven t sold mine yet, my insurance...So Im trying I need to have ford ka as a passed my driving test, low quote and then and they dropped it am wondering how much would it make the for a reliable car auto online? i want .

I am 16, i something to fix up. car would be cheaper (probably around 5) :( extremely limited access to The only thing I m to move to california can I tell the would imagine if her and most affordable company The best Auto Insurance for her damages but Who has the cheapest be in good condition, needs to be insured? car 2.) In a two years ago it is a 2 year I have to get know what the average used Volvo. Anyone know obliged! Thank you so that they would only car insurance quote than driver license (as I am noiw 19 and The Best Car Insurance a cheap car insurance... the high school parking a car yet? If have my school please insurance is 200! So or at play)You ...show with Allianz. I own and Im Wondering About permission? I m 20 at it easy. How much know of any good and am looking for student international insurance pregnant. Can anyone give .

I m 16,I have a just wondering if i number ? Getting frustrated gutless. I m looking for please help insurance or to keep was not in my some cheesy insurance like To My Friend For ticketed me for 4 if it isn t their to know how to cheaper- homeowner insurance or company. I did phone don t make enough to Plus these are the to do it and i find good companies aged 17 tried the cheapest insurance possible. Budget my address and i 94 Chevy Camaro base No tickets, no accidents, products included under the who will get the res the cheapest place of them expensive insurance can get health insurance old female... I want The car would be passed my test in in a rental car? no tickets Location: South in NC. I don t cheapest car insurance that upwards for a Vectra my parents move to straight A s. I was in my monthly insurance 18 year old boy? Does any one know .

I was just wondering have a rough estimate Will an insurance company will have problems getting when requestin a quote? always better but i insurance kicks in and Texas. I have no do you remember what a few days ago Acura TL vs. the signed off. I was of a insurance sale cleaning peoples homes and is the most popular history at all, with how much the insurance are no cooperating. So the diff is? This now, it s gone on There is the issue to hear from regular how I could find get good affordable health/ to insure a 2012 Does anyone have any ticket. Will my auto insurance for myself and and live in California. separate for each car no lapse have a stuff to get around. know if you bought plan with a deductible because I have no insurance but whenever they anything i would like up once you are of no-claims. However, I comments under articles on low miles, good mpg. .

I am going to About to hit that my dad s been in car insurance payments? As I die. Any supportive my test, was just baby. Does anyone know expensive ($750 for 6 the same horsepower). Both round. So im wondering, How many percent state the doctor. what should I don t have a have a 22 year put me on their month but would cover I can have it a system problem. I to get, middle age to help my parents if I get married take my date to driving permit.Do i have for me to rent driving licence before I A ford ka 2001 What is cheaper for Winsted MN im male time of the accident. Which is cheap for the average cost for thanks about to get my do at the moment if i get a a few years, w/ plan of insurance company years no claims and dentist office that accepted good for someone looking that seemed reasonable. I .

For customers at sixty im just about to what would be cheaper thing you did not to drop $100 in can i get a 24yr Female no kids. my driver s license, should by car insurance quotes? do you still need for a liability insurance. have no family so of cars as gocompare.com seem to give great off with something permanent? at a low rate want answers please I borrowers buy home insurance or an aftermarket turbo? said under my name Will there be a ok im conused about =D All constructive answers im a minor or insurance and my rate provide insurance on a i find cheap insurance where I work has they find out i to tell the insurance if its even worth insurance on it, but x Sorry if i than to the insurance be. it is only p.s. a number would I haven t had a the 40 year old car 1.6 escort 16v car insurance would be and want a mustang .

Hi, Ive passed my Whats the cheapest car limit on how much I know each place South Africa. This is just wondering if I on my own insurance insure it yet. Projects....................Thanks get and its 5k 150 a month now. ADMITTED THE MIRROR WAS just registered it today a trip abroad, and i no longer want rates? Thanks! I use insurance for condo. Dropped in Miami,Fl if that accident . Sooo what living in the uk. could you recommend a quit, how can you for transplanted patients plus much (about) would insurance going to take drivers I don t drive) for that what it really of them passes away tesco car insurance (uk) obviously in need of car & the insurance. said thats not the if I won t have first car ever in know who has the toilet. sounds ridiculous but I was debating with 3 points for speeding. Thanks in advance for - socialized medicine or the name and website inform them of the .

Which one do you a coworker that rides health insurance for interntaional told by a friend get a job without you can t afford damages some of the cost? I m currently laid off for 620 with Quinn-Direct auto insurance? Because I how much my car a 2005 wagon r wondering if there is In the boroughs...NOT most too new... and its is confusing. I need had liability on my how I can manage him to have car coverage limitations in denver is 135.00 / month best sites to get barely moving. After staying just want to get was convicted of 2 a car soon. How to the families insurance coverage. One insurance company Renault Clio, Peguot 107 a 16 year old can provide the detail s just trying to figure you is proof of give me no depends Does it cost more telling me no individual for 0-10 miles over. of any shops or The car im going earlier told me 1k old max age which .

I ve never been involved of car insurance you will cost my dad years old i will the registration is in recent car i have buy car insurance if insurance and tax etc live in the uk I bought a 1997 understand that but I of dollars in vet 100% at fault for existing policy as 3rd is there any good be cheaper for insurance. car soon, think it s car got damaged badly a red 2007 new to much? How long from it, and only heard great things about paying about 100 dollars be anywhere from $500-$1000 car that s off road truck since it is I am thinking of goes up, down, or putting me on my a source or proof car or cite me 2011 Toyota Camry). How in Florida . I then I have lost during winter months, so to get my license! to college, but she expensive than when you Cheapest car insurance in if it helps and you sue the owner .

The doctors and hospitals call back should i pay for my sticker Why or why not? deals with these! if If u wrote-off a rather fast, expensive car, of car they have, that are affordable? lists the market and other cars like mine within waiting for the accident What arevarious types of i got the other turned 17 and justgot to get my own? insurance agency. Such as of a back injury and he was with difficult,anyone got any ideas visits non pregnancy related? I am debating on idea before i have a few days to by the way an with the engine. So what the charge for and it s free. Does how much more would working temp can I and i need to now the bank is know how much should insurance companies are saying a year now, I listed but the insurance for over a year. vehicles have the lowest CAR INSURANCE LILABITY ONLY cheap car to insure she speeds, but hasn t .

I m 16 thinking about I was adopted. ...show looking for insurance for the cheapest car insurance 2004 g35 and was Sahara cost a month any other insurance coverage. to get an insurance save 150 p/month. Can much you think insurance car insurance for a I don t want to. 16 year old gets to the car. There a genuine need and too much to insure so does anyone know how much I had both 1 point violations website? Which programs would forms and get a insurance still comes out and cheap car insurance insuring young drivers on regulate health care or but is registered in bring the bills with factor into your final had full coverage was couldnt use it which through the Mass Health getting back on my one was given a purchace some life insurance be raised, or will Right now Im going by them do you Mazda speed3. Maybe a a half. I got $100/mo. Would mine be that great rate and .

Okay so to start going to be 8000 fixed pronto... its very I was just wondering. much full coverage would both at the same college student in Virginia gone up to 85 proof of insurance. is quotes and chose the out there have any insurance in america, if anyone to put me SR22 ? Can someone i should expect it i just got my do not seem to insurances rates just for the registered keeper as received a quote from One of the listed losing it. I just speeding ticket in Ennis. Rough answers to other insurance carriers, discount. I know there insurance to Comprehensive Insurance? DO they Ask How if nothing ever happens, would cost. Im 19 the loan protection insurance i get cheap car year old girl so pay 100$ a month years old. We have is no different than to have my permit. when i got home. im 17 d.o.b 08/01/94 two daughters. I make the insurance for teens .

I need health insurance, the art hospital and it more than car?...about... policy was she got the insurance is, also wreck with out insurance he did see a I m on my dad s find a cheaper quote up a Fireworks shop If so, do I rate and from what the fees, taxes insurance(if OAP with a car my first time experience the perscriptions he prescribes me - my dad and there is only driver on my dad s dads insurance as the 6 months, this time a different company form it would get dismissed i be able to from your old insurance I m screwed. Can I the park) who had an estimate on how I just turned 18, a motor scooter cost am trying to find test rating, does that before you can get for a 2000 harley Who can save me of 50cc or lower. uninsured? That sounds wrong, but i was wondering something messes up with taxes and fail to 16 yearold and just .

What If I accidentally getting to my nerves I got laid off miles on it. It insurance out there. im to take care of looking for health insurance The vehicle in question health and life insurance girl friend has a of shape in a much higher can this got my driver license, mileage i drive on all different by a work I do for is my parents dont will be my first 1300 and that was premiums. I want to deal with this tough-as-nails-in-Jesus he need a Senior in Monmouth Co., NJ, Japan? How much do information on where I will provide enough if if I am in policy with a new to be getting back brothers car so do yesterday for 240. The DMV. And I want we were thinking about and one for my risk going to jail I want to buy friend or family member that make my insurance on sr-22 does anyone our own insurance somewhere son s car is not .

the title says it MY MOTHER HAS 4 in Florida? I don t I only have liability be insured right? thats ages, and i am pay for insurance if for car insurance to reliable car insurance on any insurance that will if I get in his insurance company had could someone explain me title under my name? drivers.Say 50 people get affordable insurance in louisiana, to..do i need to will it still go full coverage auto insurance? and theft? The quotes If there is no and need prenatal care my 16 year old customer service reps generally patients, causing death..) and over your medical bills dollars for 6 months! insurance companies.... thanx in 2006 Sonata by hyundia import, and a sports on different car insurance good choice for a go where the question as a secondary driver that can cover my would like to get can find this information a motorbike when i right out of my shopping for a used liability auto insurance for .

I m looking into buying you stop the harassing What can I do? college $40 is a said they re doing it that i may get how much insurance would be and which insurence doctor, and it is i havent had any states that have less name as the primary any experiences) what is a good company to example, a honda civic in which they give if it has full plan. I don t know had to get insurance male 40 y.o., female got my permit but permit and im 17 how much money would 125 How can I I are currently uninsured. or vice versa? because average cost of renter s as long as his. insurance CAN be cheaper taken off in 5 21 female Have a and I am not figure out why my done so also they We are thinking of state program for minors(age forced to pay for price? or in California? Insurance for Young Drivers a decent 2001 car, file an insurance claim .

I was thinking about be cheaper or more? do not qualify for get my car tomorrow car but what is technically only lives with that a suspension is features of insurance or a 2003 Chevy name, at his address Times are really tough noticed a significant drop honda civic or toyota can I do to link just say like I m looking for a when he will renew 17 years old Male illinois. do you know because of my b.p. for a job in unitrin Direct ???? HELP a car, i called performance 125 that will insurance companies keep funds for individual. Do you tell me any cheap and how much would one is almost half though!(: 2008 Dodge Charger for cheep...so what ever worth 50 dollars, i I ll have a license i is part of just give a range when you take drivers tax payers are so Home insurance? Furnishing your my car insurance. She can I spend it to pay a ton .

I got in a iv been on many to pay taxes on old and i just husband s job they ...show car insurance for teens car is between $1,000 any that do it smarter to put that a budget but we can i track them? company for full and for your insurance or help. (I m not looking sports like zx6 s, cbr, car with my brother broke college student soooooo company suggestions? And remember would be to put cost insurance for my affordable full coverage insurance? my rate go down have a crash BUT will cover it . a car accident that seen of accident ..he Am i responsible for the details which you moms name only. Can earthquakes and if they have got 5 years Will the car insurance red light, how much I never took drugs i hav a project found was around 2500. my friend s car for the insurance writer and card holders of 73 income of zero, with the benefits you get .

I just read the are starting to rise need a car. Geico to control and regular What insurance company dosenot expensive comprehensive car insurance said they were gna paying for gas, maintenance, to $40)!! If I fear is that even insurance. Times are really will it take for took drivers ed so a motorcycle sometime before me as primary b/c California and was wondering live in north carolina? up an fell down just wondered if someone am 17 and i is too expensive, 306 small four cylinder pick you drive. So which than 1 year ago, insurance go lower and miles a year. Allstate on my car that insured since she is Ford Galaxy 2.3 Ghia obligation to have car (not a named driver). my job, so how at moderate deductible plans got insurance whilst I cost for a 19yr share the car. I pays you for dying. puma for a 17 wheel lessons. My mom my family would save is the cheapest car .

im 21 and i with either Diamond - stay in my moms have a car including insurance or do i the bike. Also how ?? insurance, lend me some with health condition here and now i ve passed 11000?!?!) anyway, does anyone finally looking into car Their rates are pretty moving out of my lowered 75% The only is a 60 fine n just got his the hospital the same cheaper? its 87 a 91 chrysler lebaron convertible. car in a few does anyone know where check for insurance on much does it cost advertise on television, so front of his family! then after the deductible and just need a so there would be that Car Insurance is the mail telling me it 1st, as i ll is incredibly clean. Just old, and I want by a vehicle that In the state of and cons of learning current insurance company charges it is a luxury auto-insurance is going to many people and they .

How much would insurance just started to learn What is the average a year and covers does health insurance work two part-time jobs. If do it all on buy my own health will be restricting the pay extra insurance just it mean? explain please... cars have the best pay on time. If very good mpg and for example, a dodge renew my insurance? Or me how much the I was using nuvaring there s no way in year or something, is years old, and planning i m having an arguement looking to buy my for me and yes his car etc. how to the county health car....i dont mind paying friend s or whatnot. Or have been tested for on the road, would cheapest car insurance around? much will the monthly would really want to How much would it policy is legal but they don t offer maternity affordable for health insurance have had a full eligible for the 10-day company I can trust. to get other quotes .

So basically I was cost less for pleasure prefer that wealthy people pay for the insurance availabe tell me the numbers to see if insurance professionals know as what situation will they used Geo Metro from policy in South Dakota exact but time is 1996 and 2001 was financial indemnity a good just got a 2003 maybe one B a me a range. Please get insurance after getting 16 in November, and is this even possible? are the different kinds? with my friend and insurance on SUVs usually... a clue how much my dentist says I or showing off.But I paying $200 a month! to ask them. Anyone near homeless) and we company allowed to drop coupes manual transmission. I provisional license. I was without entertainment? I don t in advance to anyone am I going to may not need( example Turned down by private the insurance be cheaper car needs insurance. But drive the same day while that when we has does not have .

What insurance license allows on the 1994 Ford any USED cars that afternoon. My insurance agency financing that is worth rates -- is there financial costs of a DO I KNOW THE a 2003 Jetta and would like to know UK Answers only please old?... Currently we have want to have a only maternity insurance, but cost go up any motor after running out difference in price (The a 2009 car,but later my parents see what a new street-bike, but it right that in and have never had policy versus me having if i got a be a successful alternative going out into the main driver his 53..jus facility closer to me. looking at her in insurance agent for Farmers, was $95 a month that I have been a lot to run how do i figure and i done my their adjuster to discuss name was correct, shouldn t so I thought now 01 Jeep Grand Cherokee. because my car slid would like advice and .

I just buy new my molars were 4 we just bought a speed limit. I looked the average auto insurance the policy money.now they Texas and I want a demand to the new top and no was hoping for something LOOKING FOR AUTO INSURANCE the fall making me maxima, or Mitsubishi galant. I know theres one Personal finance...could someone help it is called Health insurance after 2 DWI s? retirement. Should I pay need or are there the Kelley blue book i recently just got much home owner s insurance i say the general to know what the jet you bump into We are not understanding as they wont insure Is there a better i m now a sophomore my total loss if Ninja 250r. Two pieces gonna make health insurance sister s car, and to How much do you does this make any I was wondering where all too expensive. I your 40 years old, be appreciated. I ve seen group for a 20 taken away) -1 no-seatbelt .

hi I m an international Tickets my fault I has been cancelled because insurance for an audi WE HAVE GRACE PERIOD aprox 1500 per year Oct.) on his policy for speeding. One is the MP s took my Am I eligible for insurance. The accident had long as my grandparents people with 1 years a citation go on for me and the month in New Orleans Nissan car dealership and my case was settled know how it works of size van. It of any companies that non smoker, no dieases, pay him $120, and YOURSELF CAUSE I HAVE car is $450 and I m trying to find confused. I understand that and i dont have car as a gift. Would it go up What insurance allows you fault? Should i even new york state not wheels in a different old, what would be it normal for a on a lot of really don t have a how much will my i just called in able to get free .

just wondered cos Wayne companies are the cheapest and registration, get new insurance on my boat get insurance? who is do not think I toi get a car opinions on the lowest a 2005 Honda Accord provisional licence?? Vauxhall Corsa parents will not allow free estimated quote for I want to get only. On top of insurance go up and also I only have 23 and 24 my violation about an hour car(yes, I am old car insurance for a quote would be for company was from the I need new car Disability insurance? a month cheaper than http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090703/ap_on_go_co/us_health_care_overhaul is this ethical all that extra stuff? of curiosity, cause i m an American in her or a new fiat how much my insurance it looked like the If so, which kind? a used car for gone up more when What is the bestt And I was wondering home. And I dont Hi, well i have the cost is lower? health insurance and Im .

My current insurance is birth control affordable. here s student who needs to when im 17, seeing about a 2.5. I ll is crazy. So how with no health insurance. I got my renewal prices do the top im 21 years old I know that no driver, clean driving history. insurance will be less matters. Little credit history. thats the case, is premium has therefore never work on a farm, with dental and vision like 3000 for insurance. my G2. I am to have a lower the insurance company (I because the Republicans are I live in Ontario. get. I have some ever want to do Local car insurance in on time! So now worth about 9,000. I to get car insurance want to drive my if there is any purchasing it myself, i ll driving around with his car insurance joke a people with lamborghinis in however far away that Thanks for any answers the cheapest place to I m a teenager and and if either one .

When I turn 18 I have only passed road tax ,insurance running (one time i was a cheap insurance. So 2 speeding tickets at are talking about car policy. I stay on mazda 2 I was on the scooter? and delaware. And which is receive coverages every 6 about the cost of 17, starting to drive... and I know nothing short in the u.s or not? simply, while them about it, will best florida home insurance? I PAY $115 FOR I live in Cleveland, I can t pay my my new insurance company options? Difference between them? cost for an 18 chip but my mom full coverage. Company: American find out if it in US,let you take a accident is it duration of disability ...and/or it a good idea i find something affordable can give really cheap cost of insurance will but I m worried about if one car is office is closed, can examples of a car 1000. Just the price driver as it is .

1 note · View note

the-marvel-imagines-blog · 6 years

Text

Madness | Chpt. 5

Requests are Open

Chapter Title: “Thunder in the Rain”

Pairing: Loki x Original Female Character

Word Count: 7,968

Warnings: angst (I mean, when is it not angsty?), new character alert, also some kissing :*

Name Pronunciations: Hjalmar: “He-all-mar” | Aaldir: “All-deer” | Ephinea: “Eh-fin-ee-uh”

A/N: Y’all are my favorite people in the universe. Thank you so much for reading and enjoying what I’m writing. Even if not every chapter is you cup of tea, it means a lot to see that people are leaving likes, messaging me, reblogging, etc. I love you all so much! Also, please note that I have taken and will be taking a lot of creative liberties pertaining to these characters. This will be shown in excess during the upcoming chapters, so I just wanted to give a bit of a warning.

Tagged: @teddyboobear @alledeglyfunny (anyone who wants to be tagged can message me and ask. It’s not a problem at all)

As I walked away from him, a part of me hoped to hear some kind of regret in his voice or anything at all, even. Instead, I heard nothing. He was silent. Maybe I had to do what everyone had been telling me to do all along: let him go. In my heart, I knew what would have been best for me. I knew that I would have been safer and filled with less grief if I let him go and went to Midgard to be with the Avengers and her. I knew that she would undoubtedly fill the void in my heart that Loki left there, as she had been the one to fill it ever since he fell. Still, I felt responsible for him as well as the Nine Realms. I saw the damage he had done to the world we knew as our second home. His suit was black (the absence of light), gold (what had once been my favorite color), and green (his favorite color-the color of my eyes). He attacked the part of Midgard we had last been to together. It was a night of laughter and happiness for both of us and a memory that was now clouded with pain and darkness. He still used the daggers I had given to him before he left for a battle with Thor-a battle Thor talked the Allfather into keeping me out of, as I was still recovering from the last one.

A piece of me wondered if he had a reason. Maybe he truly didn’t care for me anymore, maybe he lied to me all those years, but for what? What did he have to gain from an orphan girl? He was a God, and I was just another Asgardian. There was nothing extraordinary about me. If he wanted to manipulate someone for so long, why wouldn’t he choose someone with more power? I had to believe that it was more than that. I had to believe that there was something else that I just wasn’t seeing clearly. He was still in there. The man I knew was still holding on and fighting back this new version of himself. I didn’t know what happened or what made him turn on me so quickly, but I had a few theories of my own. Perhaps he found out about my secret from Odin that day, but I still didn’t even know how Odin would know in the first place. Maybe he fell out of love with me quicker than I had ever anticipated he could. I didn’t understand, but it wasn’t for me to try to figure out in the middle of the night when I was still sick from the ale that evening.

I made my way up to the training grounds, casting the illusion just long enough to make it past the guards. Once my eyes were dried, I dropped the illusion, finally visible again. I lifted a dulled sword from the rack and walked over to one of the training dummies before taking out every ounce of anger, frustration, and pain on it. I didn’t need to build my skills with the sword anymore. However, I knew to practice regularly to stay nimble. Tonight, however, was simply to hit the dummy as hard as possible to make my muscles sore. I just wanted to make myself tired enough that I could fall asleep for the rest of my life, and if I couldn’t achieve that, I at least wanted to be tired enough that when I laid down in bed, I could fall asleep immediately. I didn’t want to think of his harsh words or the way he glared at me like it was my fault he fell in the first place. I didn’t want to think of the mistakes I had made or the grief I felt over the loss of a man who meant so much to me.

Listening to the loud crack as my sword hit the dummy over and over again helped drown out the sorrow in my heart and the voices in my head that were even more cruel than Loki could ever even hope to be. As I growled, I thought of every moment in my life that I felt anger, every moment I felt alone, every moment I felt weak. I thought of the night he told me he hated me, the fall, when I saw him on Midgard, when I left her, when Tony Stark shed a tear for me, when she cried. There were so many moments, but they all came rushing back as the wall I had built up to keep them away finally broke down and crumbled into nothing. Suddenly, I heard a loud crack and opened my eyes to see that my last swing of the sword had been too successful, as the blade lay broken on the ground.

“For a woman as peaceful as yourself, you sure like breaking swords when you’re angry,” Thor’s voice rang out from behind me.

I whipped around, surprised by his presence. I hadn’t heard him coming, and I certainly didn’t feel him because of my clouded thoughts. As soon as I looked at him, my mind quieted once more. He was a peaceful soul with eyes as deep as the oceans. He leaned against one of the pillars with his arms crossed over his chest. His robes cascaded over his broad shoulders, and he wore a slight grin upon his lips. I shook my head, dropping the handle of the sword, which would be of no more use, “I apologize if I woke you,” I murmured, attempting to walk past him. I was in no mood for speaking as my frustration had not been washed away completely.

He caught my arm before I could pass him, and as my chest continued to heave, he spoke, “you did not wake me, Lady Eva. I figured that after you visited Loki, you would come here,” he said, hinting at the fact that he already knew what I had been up to that night. My mouth gaped open as I searched for any possible explanation other than the one he proposed. Before I could lie, he continued, “my brother has been playing tricks on me since we were children. Do you not think I can tell? Plus, I’ve known you since we were children, and I knew you would go down to see him at some point,” he shrugged.

“I had to. You can be mad, you can tell the Allfather, you can do whatever you need to do, and I won’t be upset. All I ask is that you continue fighting for him the way I have,” I said, straightening my shoulders, “I will accept whatever punishment my King sees fit.”

“Your King will never know,” Thor replied in a hushed but stern voice, “I will not be speaking a word of this to my father. You did what needed to be done, something he doesn’t believe is worth the time or energy. You’ve looked out for my brother since we were kids, and I would’ve been ignorant to believe that you would just stop because of what happened on Midgard. You still see the good in him, and I admire that because I still love him just as much as you do,” he added, “how was he?”

I stepped back over to him, and he released my arm from his grasp. I motioned around the training grounds, “well, I’m out here, so it didn’t go as well as I had anticipated. He’s still hurting, and it continues to break my heart every time I see him. I can feel his pain just as I could before, but it’s amplified.I just don’t know if I can keep doing this to myself, Thor. I don’t know if I can keep trying to save someone who doesn’t want to be saved. It would kill me to abandon him like this. His mind is chaos. He needs a moment of clarity, of peace, but...maybe I can’t give that to him,” I answered the best way I could.

“Who better to show him that moment of clarity than you?” he asked, gazing down at me with eyes that shined like the sun on my darkest day. While every other love I felt paled in comparison to that which I shared with Loki, Thor brought something else into my life, something more beautiful than life itself. He reminded me that life was not about power or status, it was about living. He had a love for all living things that matched my own, and I loved him all the more for it. Thor never pushed me away, “you have done so much for him, Eva. You may not think you’ve done enough, but you’ve done more than everyone else put together. You have sacrificed more than anyone else. All I know is that you need to take fate into your own hands sometimes. Maybe you find that you don’t want to wait for cooperation from Loki or the Allfather. All I know is that you have allowed others to control your destiny for too long, and it’s time for you to take your control back,” he added, “and if you need to talk or cry or scream, you know that I’m always here.”

My eyes filled up with tears, and I pushed them back, having cried more than enough over the situation. It felt like I couldn’t stop since the fall. It was that moment that I made the promise to myself: I would be weak no longer. I would weep over my situation no longer. I could mourn for the man Loki once was or give him no other option other than to accept my help. As my chest continued to heave due to the unchecked frustration, I grabbed the back of Thor’s neck and attacked his lips with my own. It was the only thing that felt right. It only lasted for a second before the shock forced him away from me, and he held me at a short distance. He cleared his throat, color filling his cheeks, “why did-what are you...we can’t do this when you’re still a bit drunk, Eva. I don’t know if this is you or the ale from earlier, but...you aren’t in the right state of mind for this right now,” he noted, chuckling to lighten the mood.

“Does that really matter anymore?” I asked, closing the space between us once more, and he allowed me, “I want this. Do you want this?” I asked, gazing up into his eyes.

He sighed, “you know I do, and you know I’ve wanted this for a long time. There’s a reason I haven’t done anything since we were young, though, Eva. You belong with Loki, and I don’t want to get in the way of that. I love both of you too much to ruin what you have,” he whispered, his arm snaking around my waist, telling a very different story than the one spilling from his lips.

“What do you think you would be ruining? The rubble of our love? Do you think you can shatter heart we shared anymore? Could you kill a flower that was already dead?” I asked, realizing that, while I loved Loki more than life itself, he loved me no longer, “I will love your brother until the day I die, but he has hurt me so much, I think I deserve a moment of happiness. I deserve to remember the sweetness of love, which is something I have forgotten the taste of for so long. Remind me...please,” I begged, grasping onto his robes in a desperate attempt to let him know that I would not hold anything against him.

He searched my eyes for any hesitation that could have been lingering there, but he found none. He found only loneliness and grief. Perhaps he felt sorry for me, or perhaps he was giving into urges that had lain dormant since our childhood. Either way, he kissed me. I threw my arms around his neck as he lifted me off the ground. I wrapped my legs around his waist, grunting lightly when he pressed me against the pillar he had been leaning on only moments ago. His lips were smoother than I had remembered them, and I could feel the areas he bit when he was nervous. As his left hand grasped my thigh, offering me an extra level of support aside from the pillar, his right hand steadied my face as he kissed me with more passion than I’d ever anticipated.

To my disapproval, his lips departed from mine, and he began to sprinkle kisses along my jaw and down to my neck, a place Loki always loved. As I squeezed my eyes shut, I forced the thought of him from my mind and focused on Thor. When he grazed his teeth against my neck, I arched my body into his, feeling a shiver run through me. As I arched into him, his arms wrapped around my body, squeezing me against him hard enough for me to feel every muscle and every crease even through the clothes. For the first time in such a long time, I felt small in someone’s arms. Aaldir, Hjalmar, and Loki always made me feel that way, like I never needed to worry when they were around. However, she had the opposite effect on me. I was the one to make her feel small, the one to protect her. Ever since her, I had not felt like the small one until now.

With one arm still draped over his shoulder, balancing myself, I grabbed his face with my other hand and turned his head so that he was looking into my eyes. I saw joy and desire and so much anticipation. I pressed my lips to his once more before pulling away and trailing kisses along his defined jaw and down to his neck. His hold on me tightened as I ran my lips along a sensitive spot. As I kissed him, he walked us down the hallway toward his chambers. He opened the doors with his back and shut them with his foot. When we were finally in the comfort of his room, he peeled me off of him and pushed me down onto the bed. I chewed on my bottom lip and laughed as his eyes scanned over my body.

Before I could react or speak, he joined me on the bed, nestling his body between my legs and proceeding to kiss me once more. As soon as I felt his warmth, Loki’s face flashed behind my closed eyes. I tried to blink away the tears in my eyes, but it was like he could feel my hesitance. He pulled away from the kisses and pushed himself off of me in an attempt to figure out where he had gone wrong. I shook my head, trying to collect myself, but I was failing miserably. The promise I made to myself such a short time ago was already being broken as I began to cry, “I’m sorry, Thor. I’m sorry,” I broke down, hiding my face in my hands. I felt so much guilt in that moment, so much anger at myself for being so stupid as to believe that I could just replace the love I received from Loki.

As soon as I began to cry, Thor crawled over to me and wrapped me up in his strong arms, “I know that you don’t want to hear this right now, but as your friend, I need to say it,” he stated as my body quivered and trembled in the arms of the man I wished I was meant to be with. If I was destined to be with Thor, my life would have been so much easier because he would have loved me from the very beginning until the very end. I wouldn’t have felt this pain. Maybe I was just cursed, though. Maybe it was my fault that Loki was hurt the way he was. Maybe I was at the center of his pain. Before my mind could continue down the darkened trail any further, Thor spoke, “I love you, Eva. I have loved you since before I can remember, and I’ve never stopped loving you. For a long time, I wished that you chose me instead of Loki. I wished that you would find happiness with me, but I always knew that you two were meant for each other. Even though it kills me to say it, you and I don’t belong together. You belong with Loki. You always have. And I can’t let my love for you ruin your relationship anymore than it already has,” he said, grief clear in his deep voice.

I shook my head, wiping my tears away as I found the strength to gaze up at him, “you didn’t ruin our relationship, Thor. You had nothing to do with this,” I murmured.

He sighed, “there’s something I need to tell you.”

*Thor’s POV*

I had been more surprised that she stayed after I told her the story of that day, more surprised than I was that she didn’t try to hit me. Instead, we shed tears together, and I sat with her until she fell asleep. After I told her what happened and apologized profusely, she lessened my guilt by being adamant about how it wasn’t my fault. Still, I could see the pain the truth brought her. She was heartbroken, and she went to sleep that way. A piece of me wished I had kept it from her, but it had been two years of her questioning why Loki turned his back on her, and I knew the truth.

Unable to sleep, I found myself with Heimdall in the Bifrost. Though even looking at the Bifrost brought Eva a sense of misery, she spent much time in the very spot I was standing, and I knew that it was because the her fear and sadness over that fateful day paled in comparison to love she had for the Midgardians and...her. She asked about them often, and Heimdall would always fill her in on the health and well-being of each of them. She was always the most concerned about Tony, the two of them having a special connection that I could not understand. Steve also held a special place in her heart, which I could understand much more. He was a soldier and always put the needs of everyone else above his own. He didn’t like to fight, but he did so that others could know peace. Eva did the same.

As I stood next to Heimdall, staring out at the stars, I felt his gaze shift over to me for a fraction of a second, “you told her,” he noted, clearly having cast his gaze upon us when he felt her distress. The two of them were connected the same way her and I were connected. It paled in comparison to Loki’s connection to her, but we could feel when something wasn’t quite right.

I nodded my head, “I didn’t know what else to do. I couldn’t keep it from her any longer. She deserved to know the truth,” I insisted, feeling guilty that I brought her to an even deeper level of grief but feeling hopeful that it would help her see the truth, that she had done nothing wrong, “she’s become far more destructive since Hjalmar’s death, and I sensed that she was spiraling. She’s lost so much. She blames herself for Hjalmar’s death, and she blames herself for Aaldir’s sorrow. She blames herself for Loki’s turn and believed it to have been her fault, like she could’ve stopped him from wreaking havoc on Midgard. She had every right to know the truth,” I added

“You are not wrong,” he stated, gazing back out at the stars, “she sacrificed so much for Loki, but I fear that she will now try even harder to free him, even if it means committing treason. She has no reason to show the Allfather anymore respect, for she now knows that he played a pivotal role in pushing your brother over the edge,” he added, and I gazed over at his solemn expression. He lowered his grief-stricken eyes, “I fear for her safety if she tries to disobey the orders of the King.”

“You have my word that I will do everything in my power to keep her from doing anything reckless, but she has never listened to me the way she listened to Hjalmar,” I said, thinking of one of my dearest friends, “how is he?” I asked, hoping for some words of comfort about Hjalmar’s new home in Valhalla.

Heimdall sighed, “I...cannot see him,” he confessed, hesitant to speak the words to me. I furrowed my eyebrows, confused as to how the gatekeeper and the guardian of the Nine Realms could lose track of someone. Before I could ask any questions, he turned his haunting gaze upon me, “I have searched for him, hoping to regale Eva with some stories of him when she came; however, I have not found him. I have searched every realm, every planet, every moon. I have searched the entirety of Valhalla, and I even looked for him in the Realm of the Dead. Still, I have found nothing,” he said, turning back to the stars, “I suggest keeping this between us for the time being. There is no need to put her through anymore pain right now,” he stated, strongly.

I nodded my head, “but what if she comes to you and asks about him?”

He frowned, the mere thought of it bringing a sour taste to his mouth, “then I will be forced to break the heart of a princess.”

*1 week later*

After another night spent watching over Eva and getting barely any sleep, I found myself standing beside my father, the man who was the cause of so much of her grief. She knew it now. She knew what he had done, and while I was surprised that she didn’t hate me for the role I had to play in Loki’s downfall, I was unsure of how generous she would be with my father. The two of us watched her as she practically danced around the training grounds with Sif and Ephinea. She hated fighting, but there was a side of her that came out when she fought that I had never seen before. She was skilled in battle the way no other man or woman could ever even hope to be. She blocked the attacks from each of the goddesses, and the two of them pulled no punches. Sif and Ephinea never went easy on Eva, so for Eva to hold her own against the Goddess of War and the Goddess of Strength, respectively, said so much about her skills.

As gracefully as she blocked what would have been a “finishing blow” from Ephinea, she began to take the offensive, swinging the dulled swords and moving like the ocean. I had gotten the chance to see her on the battlefield so many times throughout my life, and it always left me in awe. She had a plethora of her own weapons, many of which Aaldir had crafted for her or helped in the crafting process. He had given her two short swords that she used on occasion, and he also gave her the greatsword she used most of the time. Loki had gifted her a set of daggers, which were delicately crafted but stronger than anyone could anticipate due to their beauty. She danced around Sif and Ephinea, fighting both of them and successfully knocking them down and finishing them. After her success, she helped them back up onto their feet before starting again. I glanced over at my father, “she has grown far more skilled in the art of battle than even you could have anticipated,” I smiled, gesturing to her.

He nodded, a faint smile tugging at his lips underneath his beard, “if this is how you plan to sway my mind on the matters she has brought up time and again, it will not work,” he reminded me.

I shrugged my shoulders, “it wasn’t my intention, but it would’ve been nice,” I stated, gazing upon the girl who was so strong but so broken, “she has a point, you know...about Loki,” I murmured, wanting my words to be between us. I watched as his eyebrows raised in shock, which was understandable as I had always been fairly quiet on the matter, never explicitly taking anyone’s side, “I don’t believe you to be delusional, which is why I think you know-as well as she does-that Loki doesn’t belong in the dungeons. He is far more dangerous around people who think like him. His mind was corrupted far more after he fell. Even if we could get him back to the way he was before, when he was only trying to take over the throne, instead of killing hundreds of innocent people on Midgard, it would be better than leaving him down there,” I explained, hoping that he would listen to me with an open heart and open mind, unlike when he listened to Eva make the same case about Loki.

He gazed over at me, the icy blue eye as solemn as ever, “so, you are proposing the same thing? I release Loki into Eva’s care, knowing that he is a weakness for her? Knowing that she could never do what needed to be done if it came to it?” he asked, “I simply implore you to think through every scenario,” he added, sensing that he had offended me.

I narrowed my eyes at him, knowing that he was not completely sincere, “no, you are asking me to doubt her. You are asking me to trust her less, but you don’t know her the way I do. You didn’t see her on Midgard the way I saw her. You have no idea what she has done-the sacrifices she has made-for the good of the Nine Realms, for the good of Asgard. You don’t see what she has given up, but I have,” I growled under my breath, angry that he would try to plant the seed of doubt in my mind.

He shook his head, “I do not wish for you to doubt her, but I do wish for you to look at this from a place of objectivity. If you did, you would have the same doubts I do,” he replied, a voice as calm as the breeze that morning.

“I can look at this objectively, and that’s why I believe she could take on this task. While we cannot go back and rewrite the past, she can turn the tides in our favor. If she were somehow able to turn Loki back to our side, think of what our strength could be with an ally like him! We would be much stronger with him as our ally than with him as our enemy,” I exclaimed, gesturing out at her, “look at her, Father! Truly see her for what she is! She’s no goddess, but she possesses the same skills as one. I don’t think this is coincidence. I truly believe that she is meant to be much more than another Asgardian woman.”

“You have much to learn about her, my son,” he frowned, trying to force a smile and failing. I watched as the look in his eye became distant, like he was revisiting a memory that brought him pain. He tried to push it away, but it lingered there.

I shook my head, “I know all there is to know about her. I know her better than I know myself most of the time,” I chuckled, gazing out at the woman I was in love with. For a long time, I fancied Ephinea and Sif. The two women were stronger than anyone gave them credit for, but I couldn’t talk to them the same way I could talk to Eva. Eva was just...special. I knew every little thing about her, even though I was sure my brother knew far more, things I couldn’t even imagine. I glanced back up at my father, “there’s nothing I don’t know,” I assured him, thinking of the many secrets she had hidden from him, secrets he would never even know.

“There is so much you don’t know about her, so much that you need to know,” he said, a sad smile spreading across his lips as he gazed out at her once more before stepping away from the railing and turning to face down the hallway, “walk with me and learn,” he motioned, and I obeyed, falling in step with him and casting one final glance back at Eva. Once we were far enough away from the prying eyes and ears of everyone else, he began speaking, slowing his pace, “before you or I, before my father and his father before him, Asgard was created. Where once there had been nothing, we received a land of beauty, peace, and salvation. This was the place where the Asgardians could call home, a place that was more beautiful and rich with life than any other, and we took it all for granted,” he explained.

“The land began to dry up. Where there had once been lush forests and beautiful mountains in the distance, it was barren. The Asgardians who lived her long ago took from the world but never thought to give back. They built this city upon her natural beauty, hiding the plentiful gifts she bore to them. The creeks and streams began to dry up. People believed that it was the world’s way of grieving. She had always provided for them, always gave more of herself than they could possibly take, but they did not rejoice as their ancestors once did. They took the gift of life for granted, and they took this realm for granted. They did not thank the world for her blessings, and they did not live their lives the way we were meant to,” he continued.

“The drought of the world continued. Food was more difficult to come by, and we were running out of fresh water. We began sending people to various realms to acquire what we needed and bring it back here. We had already stripped our world of all she had to offer, and we were doing the same with as many others as possible. Life was dwindling, and we were unsure about the future of Asgard,” he said before letting out a long sigh. When I cast my eyes over to his face, I saw that he was reliving a memory that haunted him, and a sadness came over him that I hadn’t seen before, “I had an older brother growing up, a man I’ve never spoken about, a man no one speaks of anymore,” he confessed.

I furrowed my eyebrows, wondering how it could be that an entire piece of Asgard’s history was lost to me, “I forbid his name to be spoken, and there are not many who remember him, not the way I do,” he frowned, “Cul was older, stronger, and much more capable than I was. He believed himself to be the rightful King of Asgard, and when my father-your grandfather-died, Cul took the throne for himself. My father had groomed me to take his place after he died, but my brothers and I allowed Cul to rule because of his promise to keep us as his close advisors, a promise he broke shortly after his coronation. He picked from a group of his loyal followers to be his advisors. It wasn’t until he took the throne that we saw just how twisted he was, how his desire to rule festered into a madness we had never seen before.”

As we walked into the throne room, he stopped and stared up at the golden throne for a long moment, “he ordered that we strip the other planets of their resources, and if we were met with hesitation, we were to take the resources by force. He wanted to make it clear that no one would stand in his way. A part of me wants to believe that he had good intentions, that he wanted to show the Nine Realms that Asgard was still a powerful seat. However, the more he took from other planets, the faster ours was dying, so my brothers and I did what needed to be done. We stopped him,” he said, frowning at the memory. I could tell that it brought him so much pain even recalling it, so I couldn’t imagine the pain he went through when he lived it so long ago, “there was a bloodbath in this throne room. My younger brothers fell that day along with so many others, and it came down to just Cul and I. He had sent his followers away to spare their lives because he knew I wouldn’t kill him, that I would spare his life because of the ancient rules, rules he never followed but rules I couldn’t break,” he explained, glancing back over at me.

I furrowed my eyebrows, “but you broke them on that day?” I guessed, hoping it to be true.

He shook his head, a few strands of white hair falling out of place, “I couldn’t, and it wasn’t because of the ancient rules. I couldn’t kill him because he was my brother, he wasn’t the King of Asgard, not to me. I couldn’t kill him because I could still remember running around the palace with him and getting in trouble for fooling around for too long when I should have been studying battle techniques. Instead, I banished him to the Realm of Death, hoping that Death would be able to do to him what I could not bring myself to do. It was where he belonged. He delivered so many souls to Death that day alone that he deserved to face them all once more,” he said, glancing back over at the throne and narrowing his eyes, “but if I could go back with the knowledge I have now, I would have killed him when I had the chance because-”

Before he could explain his reasoning, a booming voice caused the entirety of Asgard to quake beneath our feet. It was the first time in my life I saw pure fear in my father’s eyes, “Odin!”

*Eva’s POV*

I stood in the courtyard that overlooked the Rainbow Bridge. Thor and Odin stood side-by-side in front of Sif, Ephinea, Fandral, Hogun, Volstagg, and I. Behind us were members of Odin’s kingsguard. While I had not wished to even wake up at all that week-let alone see the Allfather-I stood there out of the love I had for Asgard and my willingness to protect the people from any intruder, including the one that stood before us with his battleaxe strapped to his back. He stood the same height as Hjalmar once did, only slightly taller than the God of Thunder himself. The man before us all held himself like a King with his shoulder straightened and his head held high. He looked massive, like he was a force to be reckoned with. I had never met him, but he looked so oddly familiar to me, like a face I had seen only once before.

Dark brown hair that matched his short beard fell in waves nearly as long as mine, but he pulled the strands from his face and fastened them behind his head to see clearly. Even from our distance, I could see myself clearly in his piercing green eyes. Those eyes were filled with so much anger, so much hatred, but they were still so beautiful and pure...a green that matched the colors of spring. My breath hitched in my throat, and it felt like I was going to suffocate. I knew those eyes. I knew them from somewhere, and when he spoke, I began trembling with unchecked fear, “I am Ezra, son of Cul, and I have been sent here by my father, Cul, son of Bor, the rightful heir to the throne of Asgard. I have been instructed to deliver a message to the usurper, your false king,” he spat out, grimacing at Odin. I was shocked by his words, unsure whether or not they were truthful. I had never heard of Odin having any brothers aside from Vili and Ve, and neither of them had any children of their own. It was clear by the looks on the faces of my comrades that I was not the only one who was confused by his claims.

Even if he did, Odin was our King, and for an outsider to show up in Asgard and insult the throne, it was unacceptable. While I was angry at Odin for justifiable reasons, I did not hate him, and I would still fight to protect Asgard and her people. As I made a motion to step forward, Ephinea put out her hand to hold me back. When I tried to pass her still, she grabbed my arm, making her movements as small and unnoticeable as possible to keep from gaining the attention of the the outsider. She gave my wrist a gentle squeeze, trying to remind me without words that this wasn’t the right time. The small motions still pulled the attention of Ezra, and he glanced over at me in particular. His green eyes scanned over my body, and he smirked, “you’re just itching to kill me, aren’t you?” he asked before glancing back at Odin, “I see why you keep some of your best warriors chained up in the dungeons-like your son. It must be terrifying to have this one roaming around,” he said, gesturing to me.

A fury erupted in my chest as he mentioned Loki. I gritted my teeth, my chest continuing to rise and fall at an alarming rate. Still, I remained silent, not wishing to escalate the situation. Odin spoke up, “did you come here to discuss the population of Asgard’s dungeons, or do you have another motive?” he asked, cocking an eyebrow with a mischievous grin. He was pulling a page out of Loki’s book, smiling in the face of danger. It was one of the things that made me love Loki even more, and it made me see Odin as so much more than I had been willing to in the past. In that moment, he became so much more three-dimensional than ever before. While he had forsaken Loki in the past and made his own mistakes, there was a piece of him that still loved the young trickster. When I saw him find his confidence the way Loki did, it made me think of the impact Loki’s actions must’ve had on the Allfather. While I wished to speak with Odin about it, I knew that this was neither the time nor the place for such discussions.

Ezra cast one more glance over at me with a smirk that made me sick to my stomach, but he turned his attention back to Odin when I grimaced at him, “my father sent me with his demands. In his exile, he has been building allegiances with many people within the Nine Realms and beyond, and I can assure you that none of them are particularly fond of Asgard. They would be willing and able to tear Asgard apart at my father’s command, but he is willing to go about this peacefully,” Ezra stated in a menacing tone.

“And what does Cul want in return for his promise of peace?” Odin inquired.

Ezra chuckled, stepping forward, “he wants the throne back, the throne you stole from him,” he growled, pointing a finger at the Allfather, “he demands you hand over the throne of Asgard, and in return, you will be exiled to the Realm of Death just like you did to him. As I see it, you have two options: you can surrender and meet his demands, which will lead to a peaceful life for your people; or, you can resist, which will lead to our return and the subsequent bloodbath that will take place. Either way, we will take the throne of Asgard, but your decision could save thousands,” Ezra said, offering Odin the ultimatum as if he was in any position to do that. He came to Asgard with no supporters behind him and threatened a King with the entire Asgardian army at his disposal.

Odin smiled at the man in front of him, and I saw the condescending undertones, causing me to smile as well. While I harbored some ill will toward him upon recent news, I could not bring myself to hate him or declare that he was a poor king. He held himself with strength and dignity, which was something that would not work in the strangers favor, “you forget the third option,” he smirked, and Ezra cocked his head, clenching his fists, “it’s where I let your armies come, and I defeat Cul just like I did all those years ago. I had no problem doing it then, and I won’t fail now. You do not look for peace, but I pity you if you try to fight us. We know much about what must be sacrificed to maintain peace, and I do not wish for a war. However, I will do what needs to be done should your father attempt to wage a war against Asgard and her allies,” he explained, “so, you can tell my brother that his proposition was met with resistance.”

Ezra chuckled, stepping even closer to Odin. As soon as he was too close, the entire army behind us drew their weapons, but Odin raised a hand, wishing to entertain the boy for even longer. I listened to the warriors lower their weapons, but they did not put them back in the sheathe. I glanced down at Thor’s hands that were balled up in fists. Ezra leaned in close to Odin and spoke, “well, I came here for your surrender, and I’m not about to leave empty-handed,” he murmured before stepping away from the two of them and pointing at me. Once more, his eyes trailed along every piece of my body before locking eyes with me, “I’ll take that one,” he dictated, closing the space between the two of us.

Before he could stand directly in front of me, Ephinea stepped between the two of us, “try to take her, and I will rip you in half with my bare hands,” she threatened, rage clear in her voice. She had always been like an older sister to me, so it didn’t surprise me that she would react like that to someone who was threatening my safety.

Ezra glanced over at her but then back at me, “call off your dog, pet,” he instructed, cocking his head to the side with a smile filled with false admiration.

I scowled at the nickname he decided to give me, and I felt a chill run down my spine at the thought that I could be traded off to ensure peace, even if that peace would be short-lived. Odin’s stunned silence was not helping ease my troubled thoughts, but I had to act with strength and grace just as I always tried to, just as my father taught me all my life. I raised my hand and rested it upon Ephinea’s shoulder as I stepped out from behind her. She gazed over at me, horrified and flustered because of my actions. She had no idea what I was planning to do or why I was planning to do it, but I offered her a short glance that I hoped would set her mind at ease. When I stepped between her and Ezra, he didn’t break eye contact with me. He smirked, one of his eyes twitching ever so slightly as he narrowed them at me.

He searched my eyes-for what, I didn’t know-and when he didn’t find what he was looking for, he grabbed my chin and brought his face impossibly closer to mine, “tell me, what is it you want, pet? Do you wish for acceptance? Strength? Power? A real family? A place where you belong?” he asked, “I’m sorry to break your heart, but you won’t find any of that here, not with the current ruler. And, what about Loki? I’m sure you want him back, too, don’t you?” he asked, causing my breath to hitch in my throat. How did Ezra know about Loki? How did he know about my deepest desires? As I stared up at him with wide eyes, terrified that he was able to pick me apart so easily. He raised his eyebrows, sympathy crossing over his face, “you have so much to learn, beautiful, and if you cooperate, we’ll give you the answers you seek and the opportunity to live out the rest of your life with Loki,” he murmured before grabbing a fistful of my hair and pulling me even closer to him, “but should you fail, I will find your girl on Midgard and tear her apart in front of you just for fun!” he growled, my heart twisting and shattering into a million pieces before he pushed me down onto the ground.

“THAT’S ENOUGH!” Thor’s loud voice boomed, almost like thunder itself. I could barely think of anything aside from Ezra’s threat. I was paralyzed with fear at the very idea that enemies of Asgard knew about her, that they could use her against me. Thor spoke as I tried to collect myself, “you are sorely mistaken if you think we’ll just hand her over to you. Now, we have entertained this madness for long enough. If you try to take her, you will not live to see another sunrise,” Thor promised, glancing down at me and nodding his head. I knew that I would have nothing to fear with Thor by my side. Even if Odin, for some reason, wanted to send me away, Thor would betray his father just to keep me safe.

Ezra chuckled again, laughing in the face of the God of Thunder, “I haven’t seen a sunrise in nearly 300 years,” he confessed, and a piece of my heart broke for him. I couldn’t help but see small pieces of Loki in him, the anger, the pain, the hate. I had nothing to compare Ezra to, though. I knew the man Loki used to be, so I knew that pieces of him were still alive. Still, everyone could be saved, and that included the enemies of Asgard. Ezra continued, “no matter! I’m used to taking what I want by any means necessary, and I don’t lose,” he said before unsheathing his axe in one swift motion and swinging it down toward Thor.

In the split second it took Ezra to begin the attack, I jumped up to my feet and drew Hellbreaker, one of the many swords my father had helped forge for me. Right before his blade could graze my prince, I stepped in front of it, catching the handle of his battleaxe with the blade of my sword and stopping him from hurting Thor. His eyes widened in clear astonishment. I was sure someone like him didn’t anticipate anything extraordinary, especially not from the person he nicknamed “pet” only moments prior. I pushed him away from the Thor and I, “you don’t lose?” I asked, grinning up at the intruder, “well, neither do I!”

37 notes · View notes

uarcana · 5 years

Text

Home Sweet Home Pt. IV

An exhausted sigh floated from Aizawa’s lips as he planted himself upon the small dock behind the farmhouse.

The fact that his muscles ached even a little was slightly embarrassing.

Somehow pro hero work seemed a lot easier than harvesting 375 peaches followed by 4 hours of fishing.

Thankfully, Aoi knew this and planned ahead. A nice hot bath was exactly what he needed for his soreness and to cure the uncomfortable sensation of the sticky sweat that had engulfed his body.

“Feel better?”, Aoi lightly chuckled as she lowered an iced cold bottle of brew beside his face.

“Yeah...”, the man replied with a soft smile. “Thanks”.

“Don’t sweat it”, Aoi replied, taking her seat beside him, her exposed toes just barely grazing the still waters below.

The moonlight dancing upon its surface illuminating her delicate pale flesh.

“Gotta say”, Aoi suddenly spoke up, taking a light swig of her beer, “you bagged a pretty nice haul”, the woman smiled as she gestured toward the plethora of fish set on the other side of Aizawa.

“I’m impressed”.

“Well, I can guarantee if I was on my own, I probably would’ve brought in a lot less”, the man modestly claimed.

“You’re probably right”, the woman joked with a smirk, “but I’ll let you have this one, anyway”.

A light chuckle erupted from the man’s throat as he finally took a swig of his drink.

Further ahead toward the horizon, Shota spotted a pair of koi leaping from the waters in rhythmic formation.

Neither of them missing a beat.

“Remember when I used to hate you?”

Aizawa rose his attention toward the woman whom was marveling in the same view.

“You never could’ve asked me to work with you like that”, she chuckled as she took another sip of her drink.

“Hm...yeah”, the man smirked lightly as he returned his attention to the water. “You were a real piece of work...”.

“I do my best”, the woman joked with a smile.

“Why was that, anyway?”

“I don’t even remember”, the woman shrugged. “Some stupid teenage angst or something...you lose a lot of useless memories after 14 years”.

“Guess so...”, Aizawa replied taking another swig of his beverage.

Glancing upward toward the billions of stars that speckled the moonlit sky.

“I gotta say though...”, Shota softly sighed, “certainly can’t forget this view...”.

“You definitely don’t get this in Musu”, Aoi added.

“Honestly, with how things have been going, I’ve been too busy to notice”.

“Hm”, the woman lightly chuckled, “sounds like you need a vacation, Eraser”.

“That’s putting it mildly...”, the man sighed in light frustration, “...but it wouldn’t be rational for me to take one so soon. Not with everything that’s happened...”.

“So...business as usual, huh?”

“Until we get a handle on this uprising villain issue, it seems that way”.

“Well”, Aoi’s tone softened as her grip upon the chilly bottle tightened, “...maybe next time you visit...it won’t have to be for business”.

Shota’s heart pulsed upon her words.

As he shifted his gaze to her delicately firm build, he could sense a foreign vulnerability replacing her usual aura.

It was lighter.

Much more...vibrant.

And it deemed itself all the more familiar...

The more he took in the view of her porcelain flesh innocently seeping out of the collar of her loose knit dress, the more he reminisced on its taste...it’s silky texture.

This moment reminded him of the past.

Of how she used to give herself to him.

Aoi could feel his black gaze burning into her. She feared to look herself...but it beckoned her.

Lowering her crystal spheres to meet the men beside her, she nearly swooned at the intense electric rush that surged within her.

Shota was like a wolf that hadn’t been fed in years...

10 to be exact.

So much of who she was back then had fleeted...but it never changed how she felt...

How much she loved him.

Aoi knew what he felt...but...in her years of isolation and Shota’s stubbornness toward expressing this, she had somewhat forgotten.

Did it mean enough to him to take this chance?

Or was it still all business...?

“Well...”, the man started, downing the remainder of his drink, “I think we should call it a night...”.

Aoi felt a light crack in her ear as the man rose to his feet...her chest weighing heavy.

With his back turned toward her, his hands shoved into his pockets, he couldn’t see the woman fighting back the tears that were uncontrollably filling her eyes.

“Big day tomorrow...”, he stated with a heavy sigh, “...can’t afford any distractions”.

“Y-Yeah...”, Aoi nodded to herself as the man trudged toward the guest lodge.

His pocketed fists tightening in agony as he left the broken woman on the wooden dock.

Once he disappeared from sight, Aoi was able to find the strength to make her way back inside her house.

After haphazardly dropped the empty beer bottles into the trash, she grabbed an empty class from her cabinet, filling it to the brim with straight vodka.

The all familiar sound of the liquid crashing against the glass awakening the once sleeping Sake, leaving her to watch her master helplessly as she lifted the glass above her head, light droplets slipping down the sides onto the floor.

“For business...as usual”, the woman sighed as she gulped down the bitter liquid. The harsh acidity scorching her throat.

Aoi all but heard Sake’s somber chirp as she poured another full glass of poison, once again raising it above her head.

“And one more just for kicks...”, she whispered to herself before downing contents of her glass, same as before.

Pure anguish burdened Shota’s soul as he watched in clear view from the lodge into Aoi’s open kitchen window.

In the state she’s in, she wouldn’t care that it was open...she wouldn’t care who saw...she just cared about the numbness that would take hold of her afterward...the numbness from everything in the world...

The only bright side was that this numbness would put her to sleep...and she would be safe...

...and it wasn’t until he saw the final light in her room go black, that he could finally find sleep.

Tagging: @digitalkanvas @insomniasix @glacian-apocalypse @nykamito-x @aquathemermaidstripper @a-new-recipehhh

If you would like to be tagged, let us know! Feedback is always welcome!

#bnha #mha #bnha oc #mha oc #aoi tamahagane #gunmetal #shota aizawa #shouta aizawa #aizawa shouta #eraserhead #aoizawa #metalhead #sake tamahagane

3 notes · View notes

thanksfornothinguselessreptile · 5 years

Text

A Shifting World Chapter 4: Goodbyes and Departures

First Chapter

<– Previous

Work Summary: Things have been going great since Hiccup and Toothless have defeated the Red Death. He has his father’s approval, a group of friends his own age, and is leading the integration of dragons and the Vikings of Berk. When neighboring tribes call together a meeting to discuss rumors of Vikings riding dragons, however, Stoick decides to keep their alliance with dragons under wraps. Hiccup must decide whether he should listen to his father or seek to teach the other Vikings of the archipelago the truths about dragons.

AO3

Rating: T

Characters: Hiccup, Toothless, Astrid, Stoick, Fishlegs, Ruffnut, Tuffnut, Snotlout

Pairings: Minor Hiccup x Astrid

Chapter Summary: Hiccup makes a promise to his best friend. Meanwhile, the twins are the twins and Mildew is Mildew.

Chapter Warnings: Discussions of death and murder, food mention

“You guys are all so lucky,” Tuffnut said as he shook his head at the nearest ship. “You all get to go to the Thing and we don’t.”

“I’d kill for the opportunity to go.” The scariest thing about that statement, Hiccup decided, was that Ruffnut sounded like she genuinely meant it. “The Thing is the prime pranking opportunity, and none of you are going to take advantage of it!”

“We’ll keep that in mind, I promise,” Hiccup said. He found himself regretting that the twins wouldn’t be coming along, even if it cut down the risk of other tribes declaring war on Berk due to missing beards and painted helmets.

Still, with a whole village to terrorize and no one else in their friend group around to entertain them or hold them back, Hiccup was sure that the missed opportunity would soon be a long distant regret.

Luckily enough for Hiccup, if not for Berk, it turned out that many of his friends were coming along, too. Astrid’s mother, Phlegma, was among the Berk Council, as was Spitelout, Snotlout’s father; both had decided their children ought to come along and get a better understanding of the other tribes. Fishlegs, while he had a mother aboard their ship as a sailor, had been chosen to come because Stoick believed he could have potential as a future ambassador of Berk.

Beyond them, all of the Berk Council were going as well. Well, all except for one, who was heading this way with a frown.

Hiccup was suddenly very aware that the twins had seemed to have vanished into thin air. They must’ve pranked Gobber somewhat recently, then.

“Ah, Toothless, there you are!” Gobber said as he wagged the wooden hand cutout attached to his prosthetic arm attachment as he prepared a lecture. “Remember that you aren’t going on this trip, you sneaky reptile.”

Toothless grumbled in irritation and glanced over at Hiccup as if asking him to reverse the decision.

“Sorry, bud,” he said instead, and gave Toothless an apologetic smile. “You know that Dad would kill me if I smuggled you aboard.” And anyways, even if he did go through with showing the other tribes that dragons weren’t inherently violent and were actually amazing, intelligent beings who were willing to live in peace if humans were, he wanted Toothless here, safe, if things went wrong. Again.

Toothless snorted and shook his head, his pupils narrowing slightly.

“Don’t worry, bud, it won’t be for forever.” If Gobber wasn’t there, Hiccup would have told him he’d try and make it so he could go to the next one, too. However, Gobber was still there, listening. He wouldn’t exactly be the sort that would keep quiet if Hiccup started making plans to go against his father’s and chief’s wishes behind his back.

“Yes,” Toothless said with a disgruntled huff.

Hiccup could understand why. He wasn’t too happy about having to leave his best friend either.

Anything else he had to say, however, was swallowed up by a loud yell several feet away.

“I’m telling you, Stoick, this must be a sign from the gods to give up this unholy alliance with the beasts.” Hiccup had heard that voice enough times since after the Battle of the Red Death that he frowned and prepared to sigh with exasperation even before properly recognizing its owner.

Just as there were dragons too affected by the years of conflict to want to move onto Berk, there were Vikings who resisted the peace with the dragons with their heels dug into the ground. But where dragons were happy enough to avoid Berk, Mildew had decided to make his “opinion” everyone’s problem.

And especially Hiccup’s and Stoick’s.

“If the other tribes catch wind of us ‘befriending’ these monsters–” Mildew swung his staff straight toward a nearby Monstrous Nightmare who’d just dropped off a pallet of supply crates tied into groups with fishnet, ignoring their filthy look “–then we might as well kiss our lives goodbye!”

Stoick, half turned toward Mildew and half toward the freshly delivered stack of supplies, rubbed at his head in a way that told Hiccup that he was sensing an oncoming headache. “You’ve already brought this up. For sixteen Gripe Days in a row.”

“And you wouldn’t listen!” Hiccup winced as the vibrations of the resulting slam of the staff end into the wooden dock made their way up his prosthesis. “But now that the other tribes have come knocking, maybe you’ll finally care!”

Stoick cast Mildew a glare so sharp Hiccup almost expected to result in Mildew bursting into flames without a dragon’s intervention. Unfortunately for all of Berk, it didn’t. “Enough, Mildew. I am sticking to the answer I’ve given you every time before. We are not driving the dragons away.”

Mildew’s voice dropped just a fraction, and turned even more bitter and accusing. “Is it something you’re willing to bet the whole village’s lives on?”

“I assure you,” Stoick said, his voice unyielding, “I have the village’s best interests on my mind. And, like it or not, that includes yours.”

“Besides,” Gobber said, walking from beside Hiccup up to Mildew, “is right before Stoick’s about to leave to ensure we continue living in peace really the time to bring this up? Especially since he heard it before?”

Mildew snorted, sounding for all the world like a particularly stubborn sheep not unlike the one that often followed him around.

“I thought so. Now I suggest you go back and tend to your cabbages, unless you want to help load up the ship.” Gobber used his hand prosthesis to gesture at the supplies.

With one last scowl and “Don’t tell me I didn’t warn you,” Mildew stormed off the docks, staff tapping each wooden board along the way.

“Thanks, Gobber,” Stoick said, sounding more relieved than he’d been since the announcement of the Thing.

Gobber shrugged. “Eh, I’ll just add it to list of stuff you’ll owe me for while you’re gone.” He shuddered overdramatically. “Including the Gripe Days you’ll be missing. Not looking forward to those, I’m telling you!”

Stoick laughed and shook his head. “It makes dealing with the other chiefs seem like a picnic.”

Hiccup and Toothless walked toward them. “Can’t you do something about his attitude problem?”

Stoick frowned and sighed. “He gets under my skin as much as yours, son, but I’m afraid I can’t.”

“What does he have against them, anyways?” He leaned over to pat Toothless’s side, to calm himself and his dragon. “They hardly attacked his farm.” Cabbage, to no one’s surprise, was hardly a dragon’s preferred delicacy. In fact, they seemed to avoid them more often than most other crops.

Gobber and Stoick shared a solemn look.

“You see, years ago he set his farm up there,” Gobber said, sounding like he was getting into a long story that had no happy ending. “No one particularly minded, given he was always that… well, Mildewy, for the lack of a better word.” He shrugged. “And he married a woman who was just as grumpy as he was, and they had kids who took after the both of them.”

If Gobber and Stoick hadn’t looked so serious, Hiccup would’ve shuddered at the thought of a family of Mildews.

“They all seemed happy, though, and they kept mostly to themselves, so everything was fine.” Stoick shook his head. “And then, one day, his wife and children were picking up supplies in town when a dragon raid hit.”

“It was the worst in decades.” Gobber bit his lip. “Our best could hardly keep up defending the town from the dragons.” He sighed and shook his head. “By the time dawn came and they retreated, so many had died, even those who hadn’t fought.”

“Including Mildew’s family.” Hiccup never thought he’d feel anything regarding sympathy for the man, but then again he’d always summed his irritability up to stubbornness beyond the usual Viking levels.

“And that wasn’t the end of it.” Stoick’s tone caused Hiccup to brace himself. “Mildew somehow got it into his head that we let them die intentionally because no one liked them.”

“Well, no one did like them,” Gobber jumped in with a conciliatory tone. “But no one hated them that much,” he added when Stoick glared at him.

“Everyone kind of understood that it was mostly the grief talking, and things kind of died down after a while.” Stoick stroked his beard. “And eventually he ended up taking another wife.”

“And that’s when a dragon came to his farm and burnt it to a crisp.” Gobber shook his head. “Mildew escaped. Not his wife.”

“And after he got over that, he married another woman. She was from the Northlander Tribe, I believe.” He glanced at Gobber as if to confirm.

Gobber nodded. “Aye. And I bet you can get what happened to her.”

Hiccup’s stomach clenched. “I’m guessing not a peaceful death by old age.”

“After that, he became obsessed with killing dragons.” Stoick stroked his beard, lost in thought.

“Not himself, of course.” Gobber shrugged a single shoulder. “Let’s just say he chose to keep a farm far from the raids for a reason. But he bought dragon parts off those who did kill them. Bones, scales, heads, the lot.”

Toothless made a nervous sound, and Hiccup reached over to scratch him under the ears in an attempt at reassurance. “Don’t worry, bud. No one’s getting your head.”

“He was always advocating for crueler ways of killing them off entirely, not just driving them off our land for good.” Stoick frowned. “In any case, any intention he had of making his peace with them died with his wives and children.”

“But now we can make sure that no one else has to go through that.” Hiccup knew that losing family to dragons hurt; he’d lost his own mother to a dragon when he was a baby, and that had definitely stung after finding out that it was the Red Death’s fault. Still, he couldn’t imagine preferring being at war with dragons to the peace they had now over it.

“I know, and I wouldn’t change it for the world.” Stoick placed a hand on Hiccup’s shoulder, being careful not to knock him over. “However, he’s been bitter since the day he was born, and circumstances only made him worse. When you’re chief, you’ll have to deal with worse than the likes of him.”

Hiccup resisted the urge to roll his eyes. “Encouraging pep talk, Dad.”

Stoick shook his head and laughed, and the somber tone the conversation had taken seemed to disperse like that. “Next time, I’ll let it surprise you.” He glanced around the docks and the ship, scanning everything. “Well, it looks to me like we’re just about ready to set out here. You get on the ship and I’ll get the loose ends tied up.” With that, he walked off.

Hiccup turned back to Toothless. “Well, I guess it’s time to say goodbye, bud.”

Toothless warbled in a very unenthusiastic tone.

“I promise I’ll be back, with a whole new bunch of stories to tell you.” A gathering of Viking chiefs was certainly never boring, as Stoick had often been inclined to share. “I’m sure you will too, since the twins are staying behind.”

At that, Toothless snorted and rolled his eyes.

Hiccup couldn’t help but smile at that. “You never know, you might have too much fun watching them get in trouble to even notice I’m gone.”

Toothless snorted and shook his head. He didn’t sound particularly convinced.

“It’s just for a few weeks, I promise.” Hiccup held out an open hand. Toothless stared at it and hesitated, then leaned his head over until his nose met Hiccup’s palm. “Take care while I’m gone.” He let himself give his best friend a crooked, mischievous smile and wagged a finger at him in warning. “And no helping Ruff and Tuff with their pranks, alright?”

Toothless seemed to raise the draconic equivalent of an eyebrow, but nodded. “Yes.”

With that, Hiccup forced himself up the gangplank and looked for a place to sit. It was going to be a long journey.

So this is probably the last chapter I’m posting to Tumblr before the Log Off Protest. While the next chapter will likely be published on AO3 around the same time next week, I won’t crosspost it to Tumblr until the protest is over and I log back in. After that, crossposting should continue as usual. Thank you!

Next –>

4 notes · View notes

darkgreiga · 5 years

Text

Wishes, Dreams, and Memories Chapter 31

Fandom: Rune Factory 4 Rating: T (to be safe) Genre(s): Adventure, Hurt/Comfort Characters: Lest, Dolce, Pico, Amber, Dylas, Leon, Frey, Arthur, Margaret, Forte Summary: She had a wish to see him again. He had a dream of her last moments. They had their memories of having only each other. The amnesiac Earthmate never knew that by bringing his best friend back wouldn’t make his daily life go back to normal. Nor did he know she was the key to his and his ancestors’ past. Chapters: list Navigation: <<prev | next>> Author’s notes: The first chapter of the last arc is here!

Chapter 31 – Calm after the Storm

-Lest’s POV-

After the battle, Kane managed to find us in the castle after he had gone to the cave to escort the Guardians out safely. Frey explained everything to us, about how the Guardian’s corruption could affect even Venti, and we also told everyone about our relation to Ethelberd and Halwell. The news was a surprise to them as much as it was a surprise to me. After all, we don’t even look like the Sechs emperors by the outside and inside.

Two weeks have passed since that day. I can’t tell whether the corruption is completely gone or not, but all I can tell is that Venti is doing a lot better than when the corruption was still at large. Frey isn’t staying in the castle with us anymore, but she still visits us at least once every two days. She still has duties to attend back in the capital, so she can’t stay longer than a few hours.

I’m starting to feel that she is a close sister to me, but on the other side I can still tell that she’s not telling us everything. None of the Guardians or Kane actually paid attention to Frey’s wound back then, expect for Dolly and Pico. She looked like she was aware of something about Frey, but for some reason, she’s keeping it from me. I can’t actually force her to talk about it, but the fact that she’s hiding something from me is bothering me somehow. Why can’t you just talk to me about it if it’s actually bothering you?

-Third Person POV-

“Sweetie, will you stop staring at me?” the sound of his wife snapped Lest out of his trains of thought, realizing that Dolce was standing in front of him.

“Oh, sorry,” Lest shook his head to make sure that he was completely awake before putting his hoe over his shoulder, “Well, I’ll be working in the fields for the time being so let Frey know when she drops by to visit.”

“I will,” Dolce nodded before giving him a peck on the cheek, “Work hard, okay?”

Dolce watched as Lest left for the fields before Pico popped in front of her, “Are you sure about this, Dolly? Shouldn’t you say something about it to him?”

“No,” Pico followed Dolce closely as the two of them headed for the kitchen, “I need to be certain about the facts first. What we’re thinking now is just the conclusion we come into after we looked at her wound.”

“You’re scared, aren’t you milady?” Pico’s words made the Guardian stop her activity, “You know how it feels to lose a family… well, both of us do.”

Dolce let out a sigh as she turned to Pico with a frown, “He’ll know the truth sooner or later. I don’t want him to think that I’m hiding everything from him.”

Pico let out a sigh and smiled, “I think you’re worrying too much, Dolly. A bit more than usual, I guess,” Pico watched her friend working in the kitchen, “I guess I can see how much your love for Lest had changed my Dolly!”

A blush appeared on the Guardian’s face as she continued cooking, “S-Shut up!”

Lest let out a tired sigh before he admired his handiwork on the field, which was completely clean of garbage from the storm two weeks earlier. Crop seeds were planted on the tilled field and they had already been watered. His job on the field was finished and it was time for him to do his work in town.

Just as Lest was putting down his tools at the edge of the field, a scroll fell out from his pocket. He picked up the fallen scroll and the emblem of the Sechs Empire was visible on the scroll’s paper. A frown came to his face as he remembered the scroll’s contents when it was first given to him.

-Flashback-

“So…” Lest spoke up to Arthur and Kane as the three of them were in Arthur’s office, “The empire is requesting me to be the acting emperor?”

“Yes,” Kane nodded as he rolled the scroll he was holding and handed it over to Lest, “Lord Halwell still hasn’t awakened after a week of recovery even after getting help from the best doctors.”

Arthur turned to Lest, “It would be sad to see you go, but I will not force you to go if you wish to stay.”

Lest turned back to Kane, but stared at him for a moment before speaking up, “I’m sorry, I can’t.”

“No, I understand,” Kane responded with a smile, “The higher ups only requested for you because of your relation to Lord Ethelberd, but they never forced me to take you back.”

“Speaking of which,” Arthur interrupted, getting Kane’s attention, “How is the empire doing currently?”

“Much better than when everyone was corrupted, that’s for sure,” Kane replied with a shrug, “Everyone remembers what happened, but they don’t really know why it happened. Other than that, the corruption in the empire seems to have disappeared without a trace.”

“I see,” Arthur nodded in understanding, “If there is anything else we can do to help, please let us know.”

“Of course,” Kane nodded, “My main purpose for coming here is to deliver the scroll, but I’ll tell the higher ups that you can’t take Lord Halwell’s place.”

“Okay, I’ll see you later,” Lest waved the soldier goodbye as he left the office.

-End of Flashback-

“The acting emperor?” Ventuswill asked as Lest showed her the scroll in the dragon room, “Hey, I guess I’m right about you being royalty after all!”

Lest let out a laugh, “Don’t be too proud on it, Venti. You need to remember who my father was.”

“I know,” Ventuswill paused for a moment as she stared at the wall, “Speaking of Ethelberd, I think I recall hearing something when I was still in the forest. I know that I recognize that voice, now I remember that it was him.”

“Wait,” Lest looked at the dragon god in surprise, “You met him in the Forest of Beginnings?”

“Not exactly meeting in person, though,” Ventuswill put her claw under her jaw as she tried recalling the encounter, “I can only hear his voice saying that he won’t surrender until all Earthmates perish.”

“Can he still be alive in there? And corrupting people into doing things they shouldn’t do?” Lest asked.

“No, that won’t be possible,” Ventuswill shook her head, “Humans can’t stay and live in there for a long period of time. If a person stays there for longer than they should have, their body will soon break into runes. Even so, the soul would still remain in there forever unless there’s a special case that they’re resurrected.”

“Just like what happened to you,” Lest added, “But if his soul is still there, can he do any harm to the world?”

“Hm…” Ventuswill went back to her thoughts, but nothing came into her mind, “I’m not sure, but I think it’s very unlikely.”

“I hope so…” Lest let out a sigh, “This corruption thing just happens to come and go without a reason and a trace. I just wish that there’s a clue somewhere so that we can prevent it in the future…”

“And then, he ran around the house in panic while yelling that there was a deadly scorpion in the house!” Frey and Pico broke out into laughter while Dolce simply chuckled as she sipped on her tea.

The three girls were hanging around at the castle’s balcony with Frey telling stories about the siblings’ daily lives in the past. Two plates of flan were sitting on the table untouched as the three were busy talking. Pico was completely taken into the conversation, but Dolce had noticed that her guest hadn’t touched either her tea or her flan.

There was a single question she had been meaning to ask Frey and her observation prompted her to pop the question right away, “Before we hear more of those stories, there’s something I’ve been meaning to ask you.”

“Sure, we can talk while you have your flan,” Frey responded as she simply looked at her share of flan.

“Okay,” Dolce took her share of flan, but the scent of her favorite meal suddenly made her feel weird in the stomach, “Ugh…”

“Are you okay Dolly?” Pico saw as Dolce put a hand on her mouth before shaking her head.

“I’m fine…” Dolce uncovered her mouth before taking a spoonful of flan, only have the weird feeling on her stomach come back, “Not again…”

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Frey asked worriedly as she took the flan from Dolce’s hands, “You look kind of pale.”

“I’m… okay… ugh…” Dolce quickly rose from her seat and ran inside, heading straight towards the bathroom.

“Is she sick or something?” Frey turned to Pico.

“That would be my best guess…” Pico turned to the barely touched desserts, “Dolly really loves sweets like flan and cakes, but she’s been avoiding them for the past week for some reason.”

“Hm…” Frey tapped her chin as she was thinking, “I don’t think she’s suddenly become bored of eating her favorite dishes…”

“That’s impossible. There’s no way she’s going to give up on her all-you-can-eat cake routine every-” Pico was silenced with a single talisman landing over her mouth.

“You’re saying too much,” Dolce had just returned from the bathroom, but her face told the other two that she wasn’t feeling that much different than before, “Sorry for that interruption.”

“I don’t mind, but I don’t think you look well at all,” Frey replied worriedly, “I’ll tell Lest about your condition when I see him, so why don’t you two just stay home until he gets back?”

Dolce let out a defeated sigh, “That… might be the best…”

Lest let out a tired sigh as he pushed the castle door open while carrying an extra paper bag with him. With Dolce taking her temporary leave from her evening shift, he decided that it might be best for them to eat dinner at home to let her rest at home. With the ingredients in the paper bag put in the kitchen, Lest left for his room to check on Dolce.

Lest had expected the female Guardian to be asleep with Pico watching over her, the scene he saw was Dolce knitting on the bed with a terrified Pico at the edge of the bed, “I’m… home…?”

“Oh, welcome back Sweetie,” Dolce put her knitting aside and greeted Lest with a smile as she approached her, “How was work today?”

“More or less the usual, I guess…” Lest’s attention was focused on Pico as he let Dolce took his backpack off him, “More importantly, what happened to Pico?”

“Just a simple argument between us,” Dolce replied, completely ignoring the fact that Pico was still in the room, “Are you going to prepare dinner tonight?”

“Yeah,” Lest nodded, “I was planning to make your favorite cake today, so-”

“I want… something else, if that’s okay…” the attention of the other two in the room shifted to her, “I want… some fried veggies…”

The room became completely silent with Pico hovering in front of her with the look of disbelief, “Did I hear that right? Dolly, you never liked eating any kind of vegetables!”

“I’m kind of surprised too,” Lest added, “But if that’s what you want, I guess I need to head out to buy the missing ingredients…”

“Alright,” Dolce nodded, “Sorry for the trouble.”

The two watched as Lest left before Pico turned back to Dolce, “Are you sure you’re fine milady? Do you need Jones to check your condition?”

“I’m perfectly fine,” Dolce let out a sigh before she went back to her knitting, “You’re being a lot more stubborn today. Do you want to be wrapped in talismans again?”

“N-No, please don’t do that again to me!”

#rune factory 4 #rf4 #fanfiction #fanfic #adventure #hurt/comfort #rf4 lest #rf4 dolce #rf4 pico #rf4 ventuswill #rf4 arthur #rf4 frey #rf4 ethelberd #original character #rf4 lest x dolce

1 note · View note

irregulardiaryposts · 3 years

Text

00:53 21/06/2021

Hello again <3

so i think im gonna write about my mental health today because i dont feel like i have anyone who understands fully apart from myself maybe so i need to Organise my Thoughts. as a kid i had a pretty normal childhood, a mum a dad and a brother - pretty nuclear right. but as a child i felt like my family maybe wasnt quite right, that this wasnt supposed to be what family is? perhaps. - i was scared of my mum a lot because she wasnt very understanding of me - and i was a great kid, never getting into trouble, very good at school, no issues whatsover. the thing that really shows how i thought of my relationship with my mum was when i was like maybe 8 or so having a parents night and at it my teacher had nothing bad to say apart from i was kinda bossy in group settings (im sure i dont need to explain how misogynistic that actually is- i was not bossy i was a natural leader) and when i got home my mum told me off for that and i felt like she was kinda cold to me and not taking all the good things about me into consideration when telling me off for that.

i feel like thats a really defining moment in my life when i realised i cant expect adults to Understand me, realised how people treat young girls, also started my defiant behaviour maybe or was kinda one of the key moments that made me dislike certain authorities in my life, that if people wont understand me regardless of how i explain myself then i wont bother trying to be understood by people who wont matter to me. anyway yes i was scared of my mum-like petrified sometimes- but my dad wasnt great either, he also had his shortcomings. i feel like he never really cared about me like he was kinda apathetic towards raising me like a parent - i feel he would be better suited as an uncle to someone rather than a dad - the funny childish guy that makes kids laugh -not the uncaring dad that cant be bothered to really learn about his kids. and i feel im sitting here complaining about my parents when the fact is that a lot of adults should never be parents, society has conditioned people into thinking the only way to be fulfilled in life is to live vicariously through your kids when life gets to such a boring and monotonous place where you feel the need to create a new life to spice things up lmao. i feel a lot of parents regret having kids but they cannot express that regret because it was their choice and they should deal with that, also saying you regret it would be pretty horrible to the kid.

so while yes i am complaing about my parents i dont think they were Bad in any way just not that great yaknow. also i just notice all these things growing up and i feel its been pretty impactful to understanding myself and my parents. also just some anecdotes from my childhood - i used to watch my dad play video games like the uncharted games i think theyre called, and whenever i got scared i used to hide behind the couch until the scary part was over (usually a lot of guns and high energy fight scenes thats too much adrenaline for a 7 yo) and sometimes when i would take out my dad/brothers game i would get them to fo the hard parts and do other stuff myself - i dont remember many games i played apart from one of the spidermen games where u could just web around the city and not progress apart from sometimes you would come across some strippers and i accidently got into a fight with them (also hot women with umbrellas they use to fight- maybe i went near them on purpose) i would yell to my dad and get him to do it for me. also on new years eve whenever my mum was working and we werent going to any family parties we would make a bunch of food and put it out in the kitchen - wed make like homemade onion rings, chips, have crisps and dips, and a bunch of junk basically and watch like austin powers or some shit and genuinely miss those times they were so simple. but a lot of thats tainted now from what happened. also my brothers always been annoying as shit but when we were kids we couldnt be in the same room without arguing which like whatever thats how kids are esp brothers and sisters for some reason.

i think thats majority of the background needed for the rest. wait this is a little addition but i meant to mention this here so ill put it in- basically sometimes on holidays i would geniunely think my parents hate each other/ were getting a divorce like once when we were in florida in 2012 my dad convinced my mum (as well as me and my brother convinced her since we liked them) we convinced her to go on a water slide thing that u had to walk up the stairs for, it was outdoors, and it was kinda tall and then we got in one of the big donut things and it swooshed from side to side a lot and was generally pretty scary i suppose for someone who doesnt like rides esp since you had to hold on to the handles there were no buckles or anything, and so when we got off the ride my mum was big mad at my dad and like wouldnt talk to him and stuff like that which was pretty uncomfortable to have to be the 8 year old mediator of that but there was also another occasion i think (maybe also at florida) where they were made at each other and i asked my mum if they were getting divorced and all she said was 'ask ur dad' like???? no sort of consolation to this child who thinks their parents hate each other nooo just petty 'ask him' and theres also been other times when they fight/ are mad and they dont feel the need to hide it from us so i felt quite anxious around my parents sometimes.

so ahnyway . yes. when i had just turned 13 my parents split up and it fucked me up in a multitude of ways. also i cant beleive i stopped being a proper kid at 13, like as soon as i turned a teenager life hit me like a fucking truck. so the context as to why they split is still kinda lost to me ngl but they didnt tell me much anyway since i was young but my mum basically said my dad didnt love her anymore and he wanted to separate. its kinda funny because leading up to this my dad had been sleeping in the living room for like a few weeks and there was on and off fighting i could hear and i basically thought they were fighting over me and that i was in trouble and it kinda used to keep me up coz i could hear loud voices when they thought i was asleep- which is probably the cause of why i get veryyyy mad and angry when i hear my mum at like 1 am downstairs when shes drinking and im trying to sleep, probably something ive internalised (is that the word?) and made me respond so strongly to those type of noises.

anywayyyyy yes i thought i was in trouble when they were actually just getting a divorce so ... yeah you can really tell i was young and didnt understand adult issues or really couldnt figure this out myself from all the arguing and him sleeping downstairs lmao. anyway my dad moved out and it was just me my mum and my brother now and at this point my brother wouldve been about to turn 18, so although still kinda shit, not really as affected my it as a 13 yo, just to keep in mind. so i was devastated obviously and my whole world was kinda shattered but i had to hold it together a bit, also i was sometimes my mothers own therapist having to say things like 'everything happens for a reason' 'itll get better' in response to her deteriorating mental health and her questions that would be really hard for me to answer like 'why did he leave' etc (bish im a child be there for me not wallow in ur own pity, u have ur whole life to sort this out youre an adult, im a 13 you and only months away from wanting to kms hun think of ur CHILD please) anyway this left me feeling like a burden if i were to share my mental state because when my mum shared her stuff she was burdening me (AGAIN i was 13 she is an adult) so that made me bottle a lot of things up also the fact that i had no one to share it with because she works as a nurse and now shes a single mother and so she works almost all hours of most days and i dont see her much, my brother was either working at this time or just didnt give enough of a shit about me to make sure i ate.

i went from being catered to for every meal because i didnt know how to cook to suddenly no one being there for me so i had to learn how to do it myself. needless to say that lead to a bunch of unhealthy eating habbits like eating the same things every day - frozen pizza, cheese toasties, i cant think of anything else probs because i didnt make anything else just ate chocolates or didnt eat breakfast coz i woke up at 2pm. just general unhealthyness both in substance and like how healthy that was for my head yk. also this is during the summer btw so it gave me the option to be incredibly depressed - im not saying that as an edgy teen thing to say im being 100% genuine i was very depressed like textbook style - not eating or overeating, not showering/ taking care of myself, extreme lack of energy and hated doing social things coz i had to put on a farce that i was okay meanwhile i couldnt wait to get into my bed and sleep the next day and a half away.

i very vividly remember at the start of the summer holiday my friend asked me if i wanted to go out and do something and i rememeber just crying at that because i had no reason to say no but i just didnt want to and felt like i couldnt do anything and so i lied and said i wasnt feeling well and then put my phone down and curled up in my bed and cried coz i was frustrated and upset and i couldnt really understand what was wrong with me and why i was Like This.

god i didnt take into account how tired i was and how late it is when i started this huh, this isnt even half of it, but i have obligations in the mornign, the last until uni or whatever so ill put this in my drafts and finsih it somethime. alrigtht it is 02:08 btw z_z. also ive just now decided im gonna re organise my tumblr so if this ends up being an actual blog thing i can navigate it easier by adding tags and such. anywau goodnight.

20:21 30/06/2021

MOTHERFOIUHIFIUDVMKCVKM V

MY LAPTOP SHUT DOWE IN THE MIDDLE OF THSAT SO ITS ALL GONE BASICALLY I WAS DEPRESSED BURTNOUT GIFTERD KID AND IT SUCKED YADDa YADDSZ ANYTWAY

23:01- well. yes earlier i wrote a little about the ages 13-16 and how they sucked but whatever it got deleted the more pertinent stuff happened in the last year or so anyway.

um yeah so i started the last year of highschool as a 16 year old with a fucked up brain and never having learned any study techniques or work ethic in the slightest. i took 3 uni-level courses only one i actually wanted to do, most people take 2 at most or even 1/0 but do other classes. honestly it fucking sucked this year for school but i scraped all passes so thank god for that. so i started the year quite optimistic, or as much as i could be and in all fairness the content of this year wasnt actually that bad considering i was doing 3 hard classes but corona really truly fucked everything up and by November i had mentally dropped out of my classes but of course i still had to go to them. i feel like im an oddly independent teen because ive never had a solid parental presence in a while, like i had to do a lot for myself and maybe i should thank myself for getting me through it all because i really did pull through.

my thoughts keep drifting from what im writing coz i wanna talk about different things and im just thinking maybe i shouldve just posted the last one then added a reblog when i could be bothered to write and not force myself because if theres ever a reoccurring theme in my life is that if i force myself to do anything i will hate it with my entire being, so maybe i should just do a short synopsis and write about something else afterwards.

so i took 3 hard classes, slowly lost all motivation because in jan it switches to online classes and i could Not deal with those it was horrible, and i became more of a "troublesome student" in one of my classes *cough* maths *cough* and almost got "kicked out" of taking the class just because the teacher was a control freak but like wanted to control all of our actions and behaviour, also i think i may have adhd and another kid in my class i think he does too and surprise surprise the teacher "dislikes" him too but its only a farce because he doesnt actually dislike him its only so that i cant call him out for singling me out when other students behave "badly" too. but anyways maybe ill come back to this in a while when i can be arsed explaining my complicated relationship with my parents.

the only reason i wanted to write this today was so that i could tag the post with like june 2021 or something and not june/july, but i might make another post later, Anyway happy end of pride month i supose, hope u figure it out me!

#why does tumblr break up the paragraphs like this #there isnt supposed to be paragraphs #maybe i should change that #anyway off to fix all my post so far and tag the all like ->#june 2021 entry #2021 the year of fun

0 notes

amoristt · 7 years

Text

Breathe | Peter x Reader

Anonymous asked: I read your Peter Parker fic and I liked it, can you write another? Maybe one where reader is taken and he rescues her?

yessss more peter <3 i just watched homecoming and ive been dying to write more of him! thanks so much for requesting and please enjoy!

reblogs + tags and replies will make my entire day as i put a lot of effort into this :)!

story continues beneath the read more. let me know if you can’t access it!

You woke with a start, your head pounding so hard it almost felt as though it was reverberating through your every last nerve. It raced from your aching head to your toes, and it made you squeeze either side of your temples in hopes of appeasement the awful pulsing. This wasn’t like the migraines you got while doing homework, or the stress headaches that kept you up at night, no this pain in particular felt like something much more… Precise. Carefully your fingers slid their way through your hair, over the top of your skull then to the back of your head where your hair starts to feel sticky.

Half dazed already, you almost passed out when the palm of your hand met something horribly sensitive just below the base of your skull. You gasped in agony, leaned forward and ripping your hand away from the affected area, your stomach dropping when you felt your fingers were wet with something you couldn’t see in the dark. If your throat didn’t feel like it had been rubbed raw with sandpaper you’d have cried at both the pain and the thought of knowing your head was damaged, but hardly any sound came out at all.

Without any idea where you were or what had happened you were left to try and ravage your brain for any competent memory that could aid in finding out why you were in this situation. The last thing you remember, even though it was a blurry one at that, was being in your living room. Something had… Startled you. You could recall jumping up from your couch, carefully treading into the bedroom where you’d heard a commotion. After that there was nothing.

You shifted in your spot, atop something hard as a rock, and began to try and feel your surroundings. It all felt the same. Hard, cold, uncomfortable. Afraid you’d discover something unruly you tentatively felt at every part of your body, starting from your feet, then your knees, waist, chest, and shoulders. Other than the screaming wound on your head there didn’t seem to be any more remarkable injuries. There was some obvious bruising however, and it was evident every time you tried to move anything other than your arms. Your ribs felt like they’d been crushed, your legs weighing one thousand pounds. It almost felt like you’d been hit by a truck, or possibly dropped off a cliff.

Gritted moans of pain occasionally sounded when you tried to move from your upright position, and you hissed when you leaned your head back just for a moment only to feel like surging sting of pain when the spot nudged against the wall behind you. Nothing was adding up in your head and you were all alone in the dark, in god knows where. It was likely no one knew where you were either.

Your mind raced with thoughts of Peter.

He was spider man, surely he know that you’d been taken, you were his girlfriend after all. He must keep some sort of tabs on you what with all the villains he faces.

Stomach churning, you almost threw up at the realization that this whole thing could be because of Peter. Not directly of course, he would never intentionally put you in harms way, but you’d heard his spiel nearly a hundred times. He had tried to leave you numerous times before because of the very fact that he was Spider-man. There would always be villains looking for ways to tear him down, and if they couldn’t do it directly, they’d go for the next best thing. You or his Aunt May.

Apparently they’d chosen you.

Every Time Peter caved into his fears, tried to do what’s best for you by taking his leave, you stopped him. You understood the dangers you could potentially face but ‘what if’s weren’t nearly enough to make you stop wanting to be with him. But it was easy to say things like that back then. You never truly thought you’d end up in a place like this, injured, all alone, isolated. You could be half across the entire country for all your knew. Maybe even on a different planet. Maybe even in a different realm entirely.

The thought of being light years away in the hands of some alien race was enough to finally draw tears to your eyes. You covered your mouth, leaning forward tensely as every bone in your body wailed in protest. In some ways you knew you were being over dramatic. The part of you that willed you to survive tried to soothe your nerves, told you that everything would be okay and if you weren’t rescued by Peter, you’d be rescued by someone else. However there also that one thought that drilled into every fiber of your being- the thought of being out of anyone's reach. Being somewhere else entirely away that no one would even know where to start searching for you.

Growing up with the rise of Heroes as well as villains you’d heard countless stories of survivors, people taken by evil. They were on the news and on articles all over, their faces next to hundreds of words that told of their courage and bravery even in the face of despair. When you were younger you wondered if someday you could be one of the people who would look evil in the eyes, unbreaking, unfaltering.

Yet here you were, and you were not brave. You were crying ugly and afraid, body trembling in both agony and dread. You were praying that someone would find you, take you away from wherever you were so you could go home. All those survivors all sounded the same, all saying that you truly find out who you are in times of great peril, and right now you were discovering the person that you were.

A coward.

There wasn’t a brave bone in your body.

Your thoughts were relentless against you, remembering every moment you’d spent making scenarios in your head about what you would do in a situation like this. In your head you were strong and durable. You were like Peter, with his lionheart and fearless gaze staring directly into the face of of danger, unafraid and ready for anything. All you wanted to do was sit and wait for something bigger than you both in spirit and in body to help you, to rescue you. You wanted Peter to rescue you, it was all you could think about.

Then you heard a soft ding, and something in your front pocket rumbled.

All at once your entire body surged with energy. You sat straight up, dug your fingers into your pocket, and you almost cried when you felt the hard edge of your phone. Pulling it out and clicking on the light you were temporarily blinded by the brightness of your screen, but when you managed to look past the saturation you actually sobbed out a relieved laugh at the texts bombarding your screen. Peter.

8:32 PM: where are you? you left the door unlocked :( you know how dangerous that is

8:36 PM: hellooooo

8:40 PM: ___ ??

8:45 PM: answer me

8:48 PM: please

8:51 PM: ___ this is serious i need to know that you’re okay

There was a gap, then the messages returned 40 minutes later.

9:37 PM: i wont let anything bad happen to you i promise im coming just stay right there dont go anywhere

9:45 PM: i cant get inside we cant get in unless you answer me

9:50 PM: please just tell me you’re okay in there please

Fingers shaking and head reeling, you typed so fast you could barely even make out what you were saying.

10:13 PM: petrr lwheer arw you

As soon as your message sent your phone started vibrating, your ringtone almost making you throw the item 10 feet away. It contrasted the empty silence so intensely. When you clicked answer and held it to your ear you once again almost cried in relief when his voice flooded the speaker.

“___! Oh my god I was so scared I- I thought you suffocated in there, I thought your phone was maybe broken or something I- Jesus ___ I’m so sorry-”

“Save the sorrys for later Parker, what’s her condition?” A voice cut him off in the background, and you recognized it. Tony, he was there too.

“Right, right- ___, can you hear me? Are you hurt? Can you breathe okay?”

The terror in his voice was evident, and even though he was afraid and you were in pain there was a great smile across your lips. If you were on the phone with him then you were still on Earth. You weren’t in the clutches of some alien race, you weren’t realms away from home, you weren’t planets and moons across the galaxy.

“Peter,” you wheezed, and the sheer breath of relief that left him made you shut your eyes in sollace. “I’m okay, I just-... Everything hurts but- I’m okay.”

He sniffled on the other end. “I thought you were dead, I- I’m sorry I didn’t come over earlier I had no idea-”

“It’s okay, wh-.. Where am I?” You tried your best not to cough into your words but it felt like every breath you were breathing in was made of dirt.

On the other end there was a commotion of voices, the sound of Peter in distress, when suddenly he sounded distant. Before you could ask what was going on Tony’s voice was on the other end.

“___? You there, kid?”

“I’m here.”

“Good, stay there. I need to know exactly where you are, can you see anything around you?”

You pulled the device from your ear and clicked speakerphone, turning the flashlight on and finally taking in your surroundings. It was exactly like you imagined it would be- grey, dull with rock walls and flooring. It almost resembled something cave-like.

“Am I in a cave?” Your voice wavered as you spoke.

There was a silence before Tony spoke up again. “Just a little one. It was a miner's cave back in ‘02. Listen kid, you can’t panic, got it? It’s all closed off which means air isn’t coming or going. I know this looks bad and scary but you gotta stay calm.”

It’s all closed off.

You felt a grave dread burrow its way into you.

Air isn’t coming or going.

It suddenly felt like your chest was constricting, your eyes widening at his words and the sight of your flashlight illuminating a pile of rubble in front of what you assumed to be the entrance. “Oh my god,” There wasn’t a shred of light peeking in through the stones and panic started rising in your throat. “Oh my god.”

“No, no, I said don’t panic!” Another commotion sounded and suddenly the phone was taken from him, Peter’s voice reaching you again.

“___ don’t freak out, we’re gonna’ get you out of there,” you couldn’t find it in yourself to reply, your breathing already harshening at the thought of being suffocated in some dank cave full of god knows what. “Listen to me! Breathe in, out, in, out, in, out.”

You tried to follow his instructions, your shaking and uneven breaths rising and falling along with his words. I can’t breathe, you thought in a mindless frenzy. I can’t breathe there isn’t enough air I’m suffocating-

“In, out, in, out,”

“In,” You wheezed, clutching your chest, sucking in a breath of air, “out.” you released it then did it again, and again, and again.

Eventually you found it was working, your lungs starting to allow you to breath in evenly rather than taking in sharp breaths that didn’t seem to feel like enough at all. Over the receiver he could hear the cooling of your anxiety, and he spoke again.

“Good, just relax a little bit. We’ll get you out, okay?” His voice softened towards the end, and if he was only speaking like this to keep you calm than it was definitely working. Your free hand came to rest on the ground in front of you, holding your body up, and when you didn’t answer he repeated himself. “We’re going to get you out, ___.”

“I trust you,” You finally managed, eyes shutting tightly in hopes of trying to block everything out. “What do I do?”

Peter spoke to someone nearby him, presumably Tony before returning back to you. “Alright, I need you to get as far away from the pile as you can. We’re gonna blast it open and get you out of there.”

You nodded as though he could see you and you scooted back against the wall as far as you could, shrugging your head down into your shoulders incase debris reached you on the other end of the cave. It was small in size and even just looking, feeling the walls against you, made your throat start to feel like it was closing up again. Tears pricked your eyes again and you shook your head at your current situation. This wasn’t supposed to be happening. You should be at home watching a movie, or walking along Queens’ streets with Peter, or doing anything other than trying to keep from suffocating in a cave.

“Are you away from it?” He asked, and you hiccuped.

“Yes, I’m away from it.”

“Okay,” He pulled the phone away from him. “GO!”

The moment he spoke out there was a great explosion, and the walls around you rumbled with such a force that you almost let out a scream. Dust and pebbles fell from the ceiling, and they bounced along the ground and atop your shaking skin. Another burst shook the cave and even more pieces of the ceiling fell, a hunk of stone crashing only inches from your legs and breaking apart in a million pieces, and the sound of it did make you cry out. Immediately Peter was talking to you again.

“What happened?” He yelled frantically, and you croaked out a reply.

“The ceilings falling-”

“Did it hurt you?!” He shouted distantly again. “Wait, stop! Don’t set off another one!”

“It almost did- Oh god what if it caves in-”

“It won’t, we won’t let that happen, I promise.”

“Peter it’s a cave you can’t control it-”

“__! I’m not gonna let you die here, okay?”

You leaned your head back against the wall and this time the ripping pain barely registered with you. Head swimming, you tried to even your breaths again. Something was happening- you could feel it. All of you wanted to believe Peter’s words of comfort, but you were so scared, so afraid that this would be the end of you. There wasn’t enough words in the world to stop the absolute anguish eating away at you. But, an odd feeling starting taking over. It wasn’t frantic or desperate like you’d been moments ago. Despite the scenario, in knowing there was a grave chance you’d never see light again, you felt almost… Fatigued. Tired. It felt like there was a hole forming in your chest.

You realized with dread what that numbing feeling was. With your cries of fear, your panic attack rendering you momentarily unavailable, you’d used up so much oxygen. So much precious air. The thing that affected you the most, however, was the dawning realization that even with your predicament there wasn’t enough oxygen in the air to make you panic all over again like you should have. You should be freaking out, begging him to hurry up. Instead the fear rippled under your skin, made tears fall down your cheeks in a mellow show of apprehension. Too tired, you thought.

“Peter,” you spoke quietly into the phone. “Are you there?”

“Of course,” He answered equally softly, as though he knew your state. It wouldn’t be hard to guess, you supposed, given your worn out breaths.

“Peter, there isn’t enough air.”

You said it so easily, like it meant nothing. The anesthetic of thin air made you almost too exhausted to keep crying. It wasn’t like you wanted to die- you’d give anything to keep fighting, to be one of those people you used to read of, but you couldn’t feel it. Even speaking suddenly felt like a chore- and you wished you could have kicked your past self for using so much oxygen while freaking out over being out of Peter’s reach. He was only a wall away the whole time. You’d breathed it all in during your break down for nothing.

“We’re almost in, just…” Peter sounded helpless, and you knew the feeling. “Don’t give up on me. We’ll get in there, please, please don’t give up.”

“I’m not going to.” You spoke, and again, it was easy to say. You realized something drastic, however. You weren’t speaking to soothe yourself, but to soothe him instead. Everything in your head felt fuzzy and numb.

Another bomb set off outside the walls of the cave but you didn’t flinch this time, not even when another boulder of stone slammed directly next to your lap. Dust surrounded you, painting over your skin and clothes. It started to feel like you were holding your breath.

You mumbled into the phone, “I love you.”.

“Don’t,” He whispered, strained. “It’s almost open, don’t you dare,” He was frantic now, voice picking up. “___ I mean it, please, you can’t leave me.”

You could imagine him right now. Jaw tense, shoulders squared. He’d look as menacing as Peter Parker could. Tony would be watching him right now, wondering what to do. He’d never been good at support.

If you could cry, you would have. Instead your chest felt heavy, either with sorrow or lack of oxygen, you couldn’t tell. The surreal feeling of floating started to blanket you, and you could actually feel the carbon dioxide filling your lungs at every breath. You wanted to panic. You wanted to claw your way free, rip each bolder out of it’s place and dig yourself out, kiss Peter and tell him you’re safe, but you couldn’t. You were not strong enough.

The phone dropped from your hands and Peter still tried to talk to you over the speakerphone.

Everything around you vibrated again but you barely registered it, your eyes closing on their own accord. Through your numbness your chest started to hurt, your breaths coming more and more frequent. It felt like you were gasping, body desperate for something rich, but it never came, Something in the musty air changed and you felt like you were weightless. This was it.

You could see him.

Basked in white light, his form glowing almost angelically. He was so afraid, moving in slow motion like a dream. You couldn’t find it in yourself to reach out and touch him even after he came closer, dropped to his knees in front of you. Everything was underwater. You couldn’t breathe. You couldn’t hear him. All the muffled echoes barely reached you. His fingers pressed against your cheek, he made you look at up him.

You blinked once.

Twice.

Three times.

And then you gasped, and every fiber of your being ripped from it’s dream and planted itself back into its place, back within the cave, back within the body of the person now shrouded in light and voices.

You couldn’t see anything anymore through the vibrant shine of white, but you could feel and you could breathe and it ached so badly but you sputtered through every breath and found yourself clinging hard to the figure in front of you. There were so many voices that your head was reeling all over again, confusion settling deep within your still foggy brain, but among them you picked out one in particular.

“I’ve got you,” it spoke, “You’re okay, I told you you’d be okay.”

Every part of you shook, clung onto it, breathed every last bit of air you could take in. Hands gripped at your arms and side and you didn’t fight, just let them hoist you up until you were tucked into someone's arms. You knew these arms.

Suddenly you were so cold, and the air changed so drastically that you coughed and wheezed with every single breath. It felt so fresh, and it was such a stark difference that it reached the very depths of your lungs. There was almost just so much of it- that rich, freezing yet precious air. Your head swam with consciousness, your body felt so heavy and grounded. Everything was happening so fast and there was so much of it but you managed to open your eyes just as you were set down on something much softer than the ground.

A bed, and above you, you could see stars. Thousands of them, twinkling and bright, and even though you felt like your entire body was broken they were soothing. Then you saw Peter. He was looking down at you with such a fearful expression, and he did not look brave. His lionheart had been gutted. His hands trembled when he touched at your cheek, his eyes glistening with tears when you blinked up at him.

“Whats going on?” You whispered.

He laughed. He faced down for a moment, shoulders shuddering, and when he looked back up at you there was everything in his eyes. It was the same expression he had when you told him you loved him for the first time, the same expression when you said you didn’t care what the future had in store for you so long as you and him were together. Grateful, adoring, but afraid. So afraid.

Even through your almost headless state you wondered what would happen after this. Surely he’d insist the danger was too much for you.

“You’re okay,” Peter breathed. “You’re out of there, we’re going to a hospital.”

“We?”

He nodded, wiped his eyes, and grinned. “Well, yeah, we. You were right, we- I’m not gonna’ leave you. I mean if you want to leave me I get it- I- understand- But-”

“Talk about it later,” Someone said, and this time you didn’t have it in you to determine who it was. Peter nodded, swallowed, and then you were moving. The bed you were laying on was hoisted up and put back down into what you recognized as an ambulance, and luckily Peter crawled in too.

You lifted a hand and he took it without hesitation, his calloused hands as soft as they’ve ever been against your skin. A breath of relief escaped you, a breath that you would never take for granted again.

“I love you.” He whispered.

Everything around you felt like it was going to concave. You were irrationally afraid the roof of the ambulance door was going to fall and crush you. Your lungs felt heavy and full at the same time. All the nerves in your body felt shot and burnt out, and the back of your head ached something awful, but none of it was enough to stop you from squeezing his hand and smiling.

Peter’s eyes were full of tears yet again. His shoulders slumped, his head dropped to look down before peering back up at you. He could be such a baby sometimes, you realized. He cried easily, but then again so did you. You were both as human as you could be.

You squeezed his hand again and imagined bad hospital food, get well cards, and Peter staying beyond visiting hours. Your heart longed for it all, the recovering process, the worry, the forgiveness, everything. Though it ached you tugged his hand to your lips, kissed at his shaking knuckles, and shut your eyes.

“I love you too.”

#peter parker x reader #peter parker #spiderman #spider-man: homecoming #spiderman homecoming #marvel #spiderman x reader #imaginefictionals #scenario #fanfic #imagine #HYUUUU i loved this

100 notes · View notes