#4amclub

[jmostyles]

Coffee , writing, meditation and Jennifer Morrison is ready to take the day!!

#jennifer morrison #jennifermorrison #coffee #meditation #4amclub #Happynotsatisfied

[tfidgen]

This is what 4am in Glenville, Nova Scotia looks like. A great night @thefarminglenville with @douglasseptember , @lafemmenikketo and crew. Always great catching up with close friends. A little music, great food, a few drinks and lots of laughs with old friends. Cheers from the west side of Cape Breton Island and the summer of 2022. #theunpluggedwoodshop #capebretonisland #summertime #barnlife #glenville #capebreton #eastcoast #summervibes #4amclub #eastcoastin #summer2022 #unpluggedsummer (at Cape Breton Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgeYrZ_gjTa/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#theunpluggedwoodshop #capebretonisland #summertime #barnlife #glenville #capebreton #eastcoast #summervibes #4amclub #eastcoastin #summer2022 #unpluggedsummer

[high-freq-vibes]

#4amclub #life #chilly outside #mental health #relapse

[the-moon-misses-the-sun]

I'm the ruins of old temples. Never known, neither understood. I'm the temples and the ruins of your love. Constantly worshipping what you left behind. Until there was nothing left for me to worship. And my ivory and golden sculptures of your face and the dusted corners of the place, the high ceiling with no walls, they all were waiting for your arrival. But you never came back. And I was too afraid to tell. I was afraid to tell the blonde haired Angels of your absence, I was afraid to let them know, to make them understand, I was still deep down hoping that one day you'll come back. But you never did and you never will. And the Angels died. And the illusion of the love you left behind, was too heavy for the sculptures to bare. Sculptures made out of love and from bare hand's smooth  skin touch. Sculptures made for your feet to rest, for your hands to touch, for your eyes to see. I cried you a deep wel and filled it with the feelings of old trees, that had seen too much, had known too well, the animosity of loving hands, the love of loving hands in unloving ones .  I scrubbed the sculptures clean, until there was just rock, bare rock, bare nothing like your love. Bare minimum until there was only me and you, your eyes in mine , your heart bellow your body above.

People come and go from the day you left. But they are not mine too touch and love. I can tell by their eyes, I can tell by their smiles. By the way they touch and feel my bones, the way they don't like my cracked to bone sculptures and think of them as strange. The way they are fascinated by the only Angel's echoes, by the way they don't weep and break in its silence, just laugh, the way they don't know your name, or feel like your skin. I can't love them if they don't let me. And their hearts still belong to others. And my heart still longs for yours. Or for another . For one to hold and see my pieces. For a heart to feel my cracks and wounds. They can't love me if they hate them. And if the temple was just ruins it would still show the world the gold.

#book quotes #life quotes #love poem #poetry #quotes #relatable quotes #writers on tumblr #writing inspiration #life #books #dark acadamia aesthetic #aestheitcs #aesthetic #4amclub #dark academia #dark #oscar Wilde #tsh #hozier #literature #bookworm

[4am-runner]

#4amclub #running #turkey

[hannajakobsen]

I hate you with every fiber in my being: you used me, told me empty promises, told me how “I was not like other girls”, you emotionally abused me, and I believed you when you told me you loved me. But I should have seen it coming. I ignored every red flag because of my infatuation with you. You had me under your spell, and you knew it. You used me, and you enjoyed it. I hate you, but why do I miss you? I’m unravelling and I know you don’t care. 

I was just another plaything to pass the time with. 

#unrequited crush #unrequited romance #unrequited love #unrealistic #crush #i have a crush #heartbreak #excerpt from a story i'll never write #excerpts from my heart #3 am poetry #its almost 2am #4 am posts #4 am thoughts #4 am ramblings #4amclub #4 am mood #2am shitpost #2 am ramblings #3 am thoughts #im sad #i wish things were different #i wish you were here #i wish you were mine #i wish this was real #i wish you loved me #ex #follow me #follow

[burningbrightinside]

Day 12 of waking up at 4am (it was 4:20am bcz my alarm didn't alarm me)

There is a monkey outside my house, so i can't go outside because obviously I don't wanna die. I am not a gryffindor for a reason.

So the pic used is from day 10

Studied- preparation of cane sugar

It's bad it's not enough, I don't like this ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-i am fine

Ok i will try to do better today because why the fuck not and because my exams are coming in 3 or so week

EDIT 1- an update on monkey, he got himself an accomplice

Picture is a little blurry because my hands were shaking

EDIT 2- now he is feasting on my plant(idk name)

Picture is a little blurry because my phone is shite

EDIT 3- NOW THEY ARE HAVING FAMILY SLUMBER

I should forget my morning walk now

Picture is blurry‼️

#4amclub #good habits #good morning #i hope you are proud govind #i love you #i got this #one step a time #ARGH

[internet-sadass]

you've heard of 'It's Friday I'm in Love' now get ready for the hit single:

#the cure #80s #robert smith #haha oops #relatable #sad boi times #sad boi vibes #sad boi hours #4amclub #goth #tumblr memes #punk #it really do be like that

[zainyyyy]

At sunrise everything is luminous but not clear.

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4:42am

31st May,2020

#myposts #mp #sunrise #4am #4amclub #4am ramblings #fajr #peace #happy #me #new day #beginning #begin again #clouds #love #sun #sunday #sunlight

[witchbladegirl]

it's almost 4am and Radiohead is playing

god i really like Radiohead but right now,

i just want to sit in the shitty car that my uncle said i could get if i get my drivers license before my cousins,

drive anywhere, just escaping from everything for just a moment, blast In Rainbows,

with h i s hand playing with my hair,

wearing h i s hoodie that smells like cologne and lucky strikes,

hands on the steering wheel, taste of coca cola and mint gum still on my tounge. i want to hear his soft baritone voice singing every word right.

and i'm also singing the words right, unless i look into his eyes and get lost. those goddamn eyes. like a mixture of cinnamon and honey.

i want to sleep in the backseat of the car in the parking lot of a gas station, the cramped space forcing us together,

and him asking me to sing for him, like he did when we first started talking

and him teasing me for blushing every time he tells me i'm cute.

and me turning bright red when he talked to me at 2am, and said that he'd kiss me

because he said he loves making me blush.

he seems like he would treat me right.

he tells me to not smoke.

he gets a tiny bit mad when he finds out i haven't eaten.

and tells me that he will hold my hands when they get cold.

i'm in love, aren't i?

infatuated, even.

#road trip #music #running away #radiohead #thom yorke #in rainbows #just rambling #crush #crushes #love me #i love them #it is 4am #4amclub #sweet #i miss him #i'm not okay #i'm infatuated #i'm insane

[lostxlovex]

I got no plan what I am going to do with my life because I never planned to live this long

#depressed #depression #eating disorder #anxiety #anxious #suicidal #4amclub #4 am thoughts

[spellcasper]

I just have emotional up and downs like rollercoaster, but like I want to maditate to grow myself on a spirit Level to be a successful person. But like bitch I am fucking depressed, my anxiety is so high these days that I had panic attack in online class, I hope nobody found out cuz that will be embarrasing.

I can't sleep for days and I don't know why I just watch series till it's 3 o'clock an then I woke up at 6,7,8. I feel like trash because I drop a month ago 10 kg and I think this is because I think I am not pretty enough for people to like or it was just because a stupid boy I am not sure. But like why do we, girls, need to feel that way? It's awful, mind stop it.

These days I also forget my pills because even thought I don't workout I feel sick and my legs hutr my head too.

Yesterday at 2 am I was writing a boring Geography just to make the time Pass, my dad(and my mom but she then Fall asleep) decided to help me with this. And I am really thankful for that, but u know I am a bad person they stayed because of me.

#anxeity #anxitey #anxious #high school #this is what i look like yall #4am thoughts #4amclub #depression #mentally ill #im sad

[match-styx]

Big thanks to Tumblr and 5am courage for helping me to cope with my fear of confrontation and discussion . 'Ppreciate it

#shaking in my boots #knees weak #arms are heavy #I haven't vomitted yet #but the night has just begun #4am #4amclub #i should sleep #growth #discussion #a tiny text post

[peterpinkpeeps]

When you can't sleep because you're not sleepy but you're tired af inside

#4amclub #sad boy #sad times #Xxxtentacion #rest in peace

[bobo-certified-milf-hunter]

4 am 2D doodles

#my art #doodle #4amclub #2d gorillaz #gorillaz #shoeD #drug mention #fanart

[punk-of-the-opera]

if I like ur post right after you post it, its because I have your notifications on and I wanna support you, I promise I'm not a stalker stalking you.

#shitpost #dumb shit #random shit #it's 4am #4amclub #4am ramblings