#2 am ramblings

[munsonthings86]

the bags under steve’s eyes are very telling. he’s exhausted, barely able to keep his gravelly eyes open, but he missed you. so he came over. he didn’t even have to ask, as you already knew what he needed in that moment. the two of you melt into each other's touch, chest tickled by steve’s unruly hair when he lays on you. the way you softly scratch at his scalp does nothing to tame it. you run a finger around his eyes, down the bridge of his nose and across his tensed forehead, and his breathing steadies. you stop, thinking he’s fallen asleep but soon feel his calloused hand pull yours to his lips, mumbling don’t stop after pressing a fleeting kiss to the pads of your fingers <3

💌 1 new message from jojo: currently working on a new fic for steve but figured i’d post little drabbles and blurbs for now until i finish it :) inbox is open!

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[riotcat103]

2 am draft

ya'll see this guy? yeah he's me wife, other than can we take a moment to appreciate this mf?, like from all 'yandere'( if that's what you call the genre lmao) visual novels I played Mushroom Oasis really played diff, like..hello? it doesn't follow the classic stalker/creep/obsess with you vibe of any other love interests in games, in fact Mycheal doesn't even know you existed till he found you, yeah he doesn't want you to leave but it's kinda understandable? I think I remember the creator saying Mycheal doesn't have that much romantic attraction to the MC just yet??(also he's canonically asexual! :D yey) , cause this mf has been living by himself for what? years? decades? who knows, so obviously he'll react that way, obviously you can't just set aside all the fucked up things he's been doing to the MC, but that's the thing, he has his own reasons as I mentioned, he's still like the other love interests in games ( forcing the MC to stay/be with them etc.), he doesn't ant you to leave him since your the only person who doesn't see him as a 'monster' or said he's one. and what I like the most is his backstory, it's still all a mystery and complex, so is how his body works since he's not human.

#mushroom oasis vn #mushroom oasis mychael #mushroom oasis march #mychael #mushroom oasis #2 am thoughts #2 am ramblings #visual novel #I'm spouting nonsense #but like think about it #idk man #im tired

[wilcze-kudly]

Do you guys ever think about the fact that Su said we're blood, Lin and Lin was definitely bleeding awfully after getting scarred and that hearts pump blood and that hearing hearts is a part of seismic sense and seismic sense is very closely tied to the Beifongs to the point where only one person outside the family is known to possess the skill and it's a person Su considered family and

What I'm sayin is we're lacking in blood/heart/heartbeat symbolism with the Beifongs I'm disappointed in this community.

#2 am ramblings #beifong brainrot #toph #toph beifong #lin beifong #suyin beifong #baatar jr #baatar #baatar sr #huan beifong #opal beifong #wei beifong #wing beifong #kuvira #legend of korra #tlok #avatar #the legend of korra #avatar the legend of korra #atlok

[chrissy-kaos]

Losing yourself

Feeling too powerless to change

Stuck and unable to escape

Incapable to see another way

I need someone to shake me, to wake me

I don't even need full clarity

Just to start the shift from blind to blurry

#2am rambles #2 am talks #2 am ramblings #in my thoughts #in my own head #transgender #trans #trans pride #transisbeautiful #transgirl #mtf #mtf hrt #girlslikeus #maletofemale #transformation #transwomen #actually trans #this is what trans looks like #trans community #trans feminine #trans is beautiful #mentally fucked #mental health #trans positivity #trans woman #trans women #trans women are beautiful #trans women are women

[creatingnikki]

I want to escape myself. And yet I want to fully embrace myself. This conundrum will be the death of me because it breeds inaction. But isn't fully embracing myself the real escape? But, then again, isn't escaping myself and becoming a whole other someone the path to embracing that new self? And you know at the end of the day inaction doesn't worry me as much as misaction or impulsive action does. I don't think it's fun to make mistakes and learn from them. I think it's stupid to make mistakes so freely. I think many things are stupid. I know I'm not one of them. It's funny. I think many bad things of myself. But not this. So, then, do I really want to escape myself? If there's even one good, solid thing you like about yourself, shouldn't you just stay? And because I'm not stupid, I am smart enough to know that you can keep some and lose some and change the rest. So, then, do it. What are you waiting for? Escape the parts that need escaping and embrace the rest. The relationship with self is not simple. It's the one complex relationship worthy of sitting through patiently. And repeatedly. And with compassion and grace.

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[sleepyhollowgirlsworld]

I’ve been invisible for so long that sometimes I forget that I am a living, tangible being and not just some flimsy, incorporeal misconception

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[toxic77340106]

Some headcanons I have for Jason Todd (Red Hood)

⚠ this does include nsfw and sensitive topics that could trigger someone so please if you're not into that or whatever, leave. and don't sue me. some of these are also from different storylines/comics 😟

• Jay has discolored skin from dying, especially around his eyes and his ribs.

• he names his guns and cleans them after every mission he has, he calls them his "babies"

• (TW) Jay has sh scars from the times he remembered something bad in a detailed view. (the time bruce beat the shit out of him, told him he was worthless and that he should've never believed in him, times he couldn't save innocent people as robin because he was too slow, etc.)

• nothing can distract him from the book he's reading. Somebody could be ripping his hair out and he still wouldn't let his eyes leave the page

• he does NOT have a b0ndage k!nk because it reminds him of the joker having him tied to a chair during what happened.

• he has a hard time breathing and carries an inhaler with him in his pocket/belt because of the damage that was done to his lungs before he died. the Lazarus Pit didn't heal his lungs all the way because there was too much done to them and it wasn't acknowledged as a hurt organ.

• he also smoked as robin because of all the stress both bruce and dick put on his shoulders

• he loves going fast and has been pulled over for speeding many, MANY times. he also loves going fast in other situations, such as sussy wussy times and in general because he's an impatient bitch

• ^ with that, he's a roadrager. he screams at people who go to slow for him, get too close to him, try to "race" him, all of that shit. if there's anyone with him, I feel very bad for them coz they must be embarrassed 💀

• Jay dyed his white streak different colors to support his fruity friend and to raise awareness for different things. he did it in the first place because he lost a bet to Tim at one point and the punishment was to dye it pink.

• he listens to AC/DC, Metallica, etc. to get himself pumped up or does it on solo missions when he has time. he loves metal (this is canon btw)

• he has scars on his hands/fingers from digging himself out of his grave and punching a lot of people/things without gloves on

• he has a scar up the side of his torso that leans into the middle of his stomach from stealing the Batmobile while bruce was away and getting ejected in the middle of Gotham without fucking protection

• he has a gun k!nk. I dunno, he just does.

• before he died he had a secret PH account on the batcomputer (I'm sure you know where this is going), after he came back he found it years later and still uses it. he has one video uploaded and he's 99% bruce and his siblings found it.

• he still bakes cookies with Alfred whenever he gets the chance. he loves his home-baked chocolate chip cookies that come straight from the oven and will delete anyone from existence to have them

• he kissed roy at least a few times, mostly when he was drunk though. second time it happened, roy was sober and jason almost gave him a heart attack with an unplanned makeout session at the bar. roy hasn't said shit about it and never will.

• he has pictures from when he tried dick's discowing suit on when he was younger, he keeps it framed and hung up on the wall despite the embarrassment.

• he's built like a brick but his scars are really sensitive to the touch, sometimes he has issues putting clothes on due to his whole back tingling at once.

#dc robin #dc incorrect quotes #jason todd headcanon #batfam headcanons #dc comics #lgbt #source: tumblr #jason todd #red hood #headcanon #titans hbo #red hood and the outlaws #arsenal #roy harper #dick grayson #nightwing #tim drake #red robin #2 am ramblings

[visd3stele]

The invisible life of Addie LaRue is for the ones who are always forgotten, the ones people talk about as if they aren't in the same room because they didn't remember they are there too, the ones always looked over for someone else's sake, the ones who learn to live life for themselves eventually, the ones who enjoy their time by themselves and find peace in their hobbies even if there's no one to share with, the ones who embrace and appreciate the darkness because of its calmness and coolness like a a band aid over healing wounds, the ones who seem hard to aproach in their silence because they too forgot the world, the ones who may not have an eternety to figure themselves out but somehow did it anyway because they're happier by the day

#the invisible life of addie larue #addie larue #book blog #2 am ramblings #2 am thoughts #at 3 am #3 am thoughts

[becomingabettermeblog]

The other day I was over at my sister’s, going through my mum’s things, and I found some photos of me as a child. It shocked me that I had ever been that small! And in these photos, I am bright-eyed, beaming so brilliantly at the camera, missing teeth and all. I looked really happy. There is not a lot of my childhood that I look back fondly upon, so it is nice that I have some evidence to remind myself that it wasn’t all bad.

The reason I am writing this post is because, as I looked at those photos of little me, I finally realised something: this is who is on the receiving end of every nasty thing I say about myself. When I call myself ugly, stupid, fat, useless, etc., I’m just affirming it to her!

And I am truly devastated that it has taken me 24 years to realise that not only have I internalised the bullying I experienced as that little girl, but I have also been perpetuating it! I have allowed myself to become my own bully.

I’m sad that she has never been safe with me. :(

#self care #self care blog #self love #mental health #2 am ramblings #2 am feelings #tw bullying #tw sad thoughts #self healing #self help

[loverofallthingssmart]

this is literally prince wu.

#i just realized he looks so similar the second image i drew eyeliner on him to rlly make him prince wu #and hes literally dressed in earth nation colors im sooo smart for noticing and also sorry for atla posting but wu's my forever blorbo <3 #2 am ramblings #atla #prince wu

[fuel-me-coffee]

Hoyo made this robot fuckable and they know it and I know it

#i'm ace btw so by fuckable i mean take him out on a coffee date but also if u actually wanna have a go with him i get it #omg mr screwllum u got a whole planet to yourself? that's so cool do u need someone to keep u company? 👉🏻👈🏻 #i can sit there and look pretty #I'm just saying #screwllum #hsr #2 am ramblings

[theguyinthemathexamples]

Alright so after I read about flower language, i got this idea

So,

what if,

the moment a vision holder gets their, well, vision, moments or a few days after getting it, a Hollyhock and/or a Heliotrope appears near them

Whether it'd appear with their vision, at the front of their door, on their bedside table, under their pillow, on their window sill, on their hand, squeezed in-between the salt and pepper shakers in the upper cabinet just above the stove, a Hollyhock and/or a Heliotrope will always appear thereafter - a sign of their boundless ambition

Maybe after you get a character - whether unwanted or wanted - they'll receive Red Salvias and/or White Roses just around a few moments or days (their time) after you've logged off

Who knows, maybe that/those person/people get additional flowers depending how you felt when you got them

I like flower language

I wonder what flower language Teyvat has

#sparkling wheat ♪ #silver lined strawberries ♪ #stellar-borne cookies and cream ♪ #sagau #genshin impact #genshin impact sagau #2 am ramblings #it's 2:30 am #writers take it away #yes you can write smth abt this if u want (w/ proper credit ofc) #go crazy #go bananas #go haywire #idc hun #go all out for all i care #I'll read everything with a passion #that one's a promise #ehe

[deathshallbethelastenemy]

i just had a terrifying thought what if it really is gojover but when gojo dies a curse is placed on him by the people who so ardently do not want him to die such as yuta, yuji, even megumi bc they love gojo so much and not just bc he was their teacher or benefactor.

forget about the king of curses - imagine gojo as a curse.

"this is just a personal theory, but love is the most twisted curse of them all."

#2 am ramblings #I hate myself for even thinking this #i just ruined my whole day #i hope it doesnt happen #i refuse to believe it could be gojover #but imagine that the honored one turning into a curse #that is terrifying #gojo satoru #jjk #jujustu kaisen #idk if megumi could curse gojo butnyuta 100% could #so could yuji #imagine the entirety kf the jujutsubsociety cursing you for dying #i really do think that could happen #jjk 233 #but until then #NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT 🗣️🗣️🗣️📢📢‼️ #jjk spoilers

[avillainstory]

Self forgiveness

It is so easy to get stuck on thoughts like 'I should never have said that,' 'or chosen that career path', 'or gone for that one shitty relationship'. But we always do what is the best option for us based upon what we know and who we are. Rewind time, you would do nothing different. You would do it differently now, with what you know now, but rewind time to that younger version of you, that younger version of you did the best thing she knew based upon your perspective.

It is an unfair judgement and self torture to convince yourself of thoughts like that. You could wish you knew better, you didn't but it isn't unfair to hate the younger version of you based upon what you know now.

They did the best they could with what that knew.

#t. #2 am ramblings #self forgiveness

[itsmegreenman]

rubiks cube blindfolded tournament but I just leave my eyes open. no-one notices becauuse theyre all looking at how fast my hands are moving. so fast in fact that I create a dust cloud around me, absolutely impenetrable to light, so its all fair in the end. when the dust settles i lie dead on the ground with the cube in my hands, as unsolved as before. they havent been able to prove if i were cheating or not

#me-posting #2 am ramblings #flop post

[penelopesodyssey]

Last night I was with you.

This morning I woke up

alone in my bed

and realized

it was just a dream.

So disappointing, but that's just life, isn't it?

-Penelope

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