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[zainyyyy]

forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

[zainyyyy]

I pray every book girl finds the type of love she reads about

[zainyyyy]

The thing is that I don't want to be employed but I also don't want to be unemployed. I actually want our entire economic system to explode but that's not really a feasible option right now

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[zainyyyy]

“you're so quiet” bro i lost all my communication skills

[zainyyyy]

May you never again get attached to anyone who isn’t for you. May you find a love who makes you laugh, never lets the flirting phase end, and gives you unquestionable loyalty. You deserve a love that calms your heart, mind, and nervous system — a love that never hurts you.

[zainyyyy]

i break my own heart by caring too much

[zainyyyy]

you can braid my hair

[zainyyyy]

“The soul always knows what to do to heal itself, the challenge is to silence the mind.”

— Book of serenity

[zainyyyy]

My toxic trait is that I overthink and break my own heart

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— Trista Mateer ,“I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends”

[zainyyyy]

Can december fix everything that went wrong in this year?

[zainyyyy]

[zainyyyy]

the goal is to recycle pain into love. to translate pain into tenderness. to use pain to build instead of to destroy.

[zainyyyy]

let’s be clear, intimacy isn’t just sex. it’s mental check in’s, date nights, conversations, forms of affirmations, the small simple things