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chrissy-kaos · 8 months

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I'm giving up..

#4am thoughts #4 am ramblings #i just want to be loved #im done here #love doesn't win #fucking kill me #transgender #trans #trans pride #transisbeautiful #transgirl #mtf #mtf hrt #girlslikeus #maletofemale #transformation

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decemberspeech · 10 months

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i havent yet seen atsv but i adore the spot. he's so cringefail. built like an enderman that hit its 40s. he looks like he'd stutter in the McDonalds drive-thru. definition of pathetic. a poor little meow meow of the highest order. i wanna kiss his stupid face and eat leftovers with him. the physical embodiment of a wet paper bag. bro looks like he doesnt have a library card because he's too shy to ask for one. absolutely soggy. his voice is like that of a sheltered mans first day working at a fast food restaurant. he looks like he makes bad puns then laughs to himself when the silence stretches for 5 awkward, awkward seconds too long. he tastes like dusty peppermint candy that your grandmother has had in a jar for years. the spot is like a birthday party at chuck e. cheese that nobody attends so you're just eating pizza alone while the animatronics sing to a crowd that never showed. i wanna marry him.

#spiderman atsv #the spot #he's not even a little guy #he is a fully grown man who's just like that #spiderverse #across the spiderverse #johnathan ohnn #4 am ramblings #i forgot to refill my medication and i haven't slept at all

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daughterofchaosstuff · 8 days

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‧₊˚ ☁️𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬,

𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭.˚‧｡⋆🌻⋆｡‧˚

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kaddyssammlung · 3 months

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I had an idea this morning (it's 4 am btw) and I just looked up the lyrics for "Thread the Needle".

I just read them on Google because it's what came up. It says songwritrer: real name isntead of Vessel. It makes me wonder how this can be. Does somebody put the information there? Does Google just do that?

Is this intentional?

A friend of mine has a PhD in cyber securtiy. I will ask him today. Maybe he can explain this to me.

#4 am thoughts #4 am ramblings #sleep token

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euesworld · 1 year

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"Deep talks and some deep belly laughter until 4:30 am is exactly what I need to help me heal.."

Let's hang out on the porch and watch the night go by - eUë

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flight-of-the-sacred-eagle · 8 months

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So, I’m falling back into Nicktoons Unite brain rot and there are some pretty cool aus of Timmy forgetting everyone who isn’t in his dimension because of the fact that he will lose Cosmo and Wanda when he turns 18. Which is outrageously fun.

But something occurred to me.

Timmy is like. The king of finding loopholes. He canonically found a major one in wishing he stayed young forever. Now, there are probably countless rules on things that would theoretically keep fairies around far beyond 18. Things like wishing the fairies stay until the kid dies or wishing they stay until the sun engulfs the earth or something. It’s probably one of the most airtight rule there is.

However, Timmy is the loophole king. He’d probably notice something massive that applies to him and him alone in the dimension that isn’t a prohibited wish.

He’d almost certainly wish to be allowed to keep his fairies as long as there would be the chance of there being more interdimensional threats. I can’t imagine literally any other godkid would have gotten themselves tangled up in the shit Timmy has. I don’t think there’d be a way to stop that.

Even if there was, he could probably still wiggle his way out of it. Like wishing he’d never forget everything that happened when he was in other dimensions. Or, heck, maybe he could just go live in Retroville with Jimmy because he has almost nothing in his universe to care about. I’m sure there’s some loophole there.

Plus, there’s always him wishing they became his human parents. Which would probably confuse the system enough to work.

Idk. If he could find the never aging loophole, he can almost certainly find others.

#timmy turner #nicktoons unite #fairly oddparents #fop #4 am ramblings

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cutechan555 · 15 days

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Random 4 AM thoughts

Noah would DESPISE Maurice as someone who has a sibling he cannot imagine treating your sibling like shit and even without the Peppino mistreatment he's generally unpleasant person he'd give him the bombastic side eye

Also I thought about this Randomly, imagine "Betrayed" taking place after "Heart to heart" Like when Noah and Peppino starts becoming friends and Peppino just stabs him in the back sounds like good angst Noah material

#pizza tower #CC talks #pt noah #4 am thoughts #4 am ramblings #don't take this too seriously

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themysterioustaria · 2 months

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Drawing horror and listening to tma s1 finale at 4 am LET'S GOOOOO

#taria speaks #tarias thoughts #tma #tma podcast #tma s1 #tma s1 finale #4 am ramblings

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flowers-of-io · 3 months

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Now every time I visit the Dreadnaught star corridor (you know the one) I get extremely soft about the negative spaces all over again. Augh. I have that one extremely lovely anon message about it in my inbox that I keep forgetting to reply at length, and I'm so 💝💞❤️‍🔥💓💘💖💕 when I think of it, but also embarrassed I still haven't replied........ I'm sorry anon, I see u and I love u

#izzyposting #4 am ramblings

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allblueisfound · 2 years

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so, I realized Sanji, who he is in the present, is really not a Sanji who has completely let go of his Germa upbringing. trauma responses and nervous ticks aside, but rather in how he was meant to be Stealth Black, and how it has traces in his choices and wants subconsciously

we all know how Sanji wanted the clear-clear fruit ever since he saw it in his book as a child, but doesn't anyone think of why YOUNG Sanji wanted the clear-clear fruit? I doubt that its for the same reasons that his adult self has, but what if he had an initial reason for it that just morphed into the way that it is?

and I don't think his raid suit having the invisibility power is a coincidence either. what if, as young children they already started training their designated powers that will be amplified by the raid suit, such as Niji's electricity or Reiju's poison immunity?

what if young Sanji, who knew that his power should be invisibility and he should be Stealth Black, had turned to read about devil fruits, saw the clear-clear fruit, a fruit of invisibility, and wanted it at first sight so he can accomplish something that his father wants him to be?

and with that, being Stealth Black? we know how their assigned color reflected their raid suits and their power ranger names, and while Sanji was dressed yellow as a child, and how his color in the strawhats is blue, he deliberately made his epithet and moniker as Blackleg, and even his default outfit is in that very color (though if he went on with the yellow theme... yellowleg sounds terrible, and every other color besides red and black sounds terrible with -leg)

anyway thinking about it makes me feel more for the poor guy, for this Germa crap invaded the subconscious and unbeknownst to him, the name he makes for himself (he is more than Germa, still) and one of the things he wanted is actually subconsciously influenced by his intended identity as Stealth Black, even if he denies it or not

#one piece #sanji #stealth black #vinsmoke sanji #germa 66 #one piece headcanons #4 am ramblings #sanji is not a vinsmoke

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sinnamonpork · 1 year

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Dabihawks are both touch starved for affection but they got so much issues that no one wants to make the first move. In dabi's case, he's so afraid of getting rejected again and is definitely the poster child for ppl believing that love is conditional. He knows that getting closer with hawks would only end in pain so he'd rather not try at all. Being told you aren't enough again and again would definitely affect his view on relationships.

Meanwhile, Hawks sees the line that Dabi draws between them and is trying to respect that. He wants to touch so badly, yet he doesn't want to get burned getting greedy. If there's anything the commission has taught him, putting the needs of others before himself is definitely on the forefront. Anything he ever wants for himself always gets lost one way or another.

Dabi just wants to be the priority for once in his life and Hawks will never show how much he cares because he'd rather have dabi close than none at all.

#just thinking about how slowburn fits these two so much #and we didn't even touch on all the spy and villain stuff #dabihawks #dabi x hawks #pro hero hawks #dabi #mha #bnha #4 am ramblings

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coffeecatsandcoldnights · 11 months

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Somehow wounded hearts make world seem more cynical.

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borderlinebelle · 1 year

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thank you for listening 4am tumblr live audiences 🤭❤️

MUTUALS give me everlasting energy vampire life blood on this wasteland platform. @lessshymorefly 😍😜

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philosophicalstars12 · 9 months

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I will stay with my sadness, not because I deserve to but because it is comforting. It’s heavy like a weighted blanket, and I struggle to get it off but why not have a sleep for a while anyway

#literature #books & libraries #writers #creative writing #culture #poetry #bookish #mental illness #mental problems #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #4am thoughts #4 am ramblings #aesthetic #a lull in the sea #personal #mentally tired #im so tired

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canneddonut · 1 month

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• start over •

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amunching-potato · 9 months

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Got distracted by Chong Yue's chest because I wanted to know if it does indeed have a jiggle physics that I ended up losing in another game-

#arknights #failed multi-tasking #reason? Man boobs.#4 am ramblings

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