Man Eater
I am what men think they want
Enough of the manic pixie of their dreams
And enough of a loner that makes them feel smart for wanting to fuck me
but still not smart enough to get me off.
Enough of a man to be one of the guys
And enough of a woman that their sexuality isn't threatened.
I am what men think they want more than heaven itself.
Something about who I am makes men throw their entire live away.
I am what men think they want
until they see me as a person
until I won't tolerate bad behavior.
I ruin men
I ruin them completely
I ruin them by not stopping them from ruining themselves.
Walking away is all it takes.
I am no angel
I will hear stories of how they obliterated themselves
Never looking back at the end of their world.
I am a flash of darkness in their delusional daydream
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Haunted Visions
Every time we drink together
And I look at you
Eyes wide and longing.
All I can see is ghostly visions
What our future could be
What we are in another time
In another life
The thought of what we will never be
It haunts my thoughts
I know it’s best this way.
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Forest Fire
A forest surrounds
Everything growing green and beautiful
reaching rays of sun
stretching into the sky
Flowers and trees springing from ashes and devastation.
Yet I am still inchoate
Why couldn’t I be reborn with everything else?
Rising from destruction takes time
Why cant time move faster?
each second feels like an hour
being complete seem impossible
growing pains that just wont quit.
When will it be my turn to feel whole again?
Flickering canopy letting light break through the dark.
The fire took almost everything
but it has been so long
it was time to peel apart death
Old and flaking turned new and raw.
No matter what it would have hurt.
Unfinished and ungrown would be a worse fate.
Little happens without pain.
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Nightlight
My sun is your moon
Day and Night
But you shine so much brighter.
I’m like a moth drawn to your light
Even if the fire burns
I will never mind the pain.
How easily we could have been passing strangers
Destined to never meet
What a terrifying unknown.
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The loneliest number is not just one.
The loneliest I have ever felt has been while surrounded by people
When there is an absence of being seen
While I'm alone I can be aware of my personhood it is not dependent.
I never feel invisible alone
Many is my loneliest number.
How many more until I feel complete?
Touching lives is beautifully tragic.
The more people I come across
The more I lose myself
The less whole I feel.
The loneliest number is ever growing.
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Gemini
Thoughts of him fill my head
I know I shouldn't think of you this much
When did he become my muse?
I know what you would say.
I'm scared to take a chance
but willing to take one with you
To see what's there will leave me empty
or even more terrifyingly, complete.
Thoughts of you feel my head
Maybe he thinks of me as much as I think of him
You became my muse when our souls were stardust floating in a nebula
I don't want to wait on him or something that may never come
I need to know if there's something there
The suspense is breaking me.
Are you willing to see what's out there for us?
Maybe he's changed his mind
It's okay if you don't feel the same.
Please have the same desire to see.
I think I fell when you dropped me.
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Garden of Life and Death
A garden filled with blooming flowers here.
This the domain of life, Death could not fear.
Death waited, patience as a virtue, life.
Life with a stare, watched, waiting with a knife.
Death's beauty bled eternal for the moon.
They’d be together again once more soon.
Once banished, gates flung open, they’re revealed.
The Tricksters now unsealed, there’s guests afield.
The sunshine used to glow here, oh so bright.
There's those who barely still remember light
The fairies flicker in the darkest night.
They do not welcome those who can't take flight.
Their presence fills many with such a delight.
Their presence fills many others with a fright.
All was consumed while tricks were then there played.
While the guests were distracted the fire raged.
Enormous fears brought much destruction there.
So much so that they could not much longer bear.
A garden filled with much destruction here.
No longer the domain of life, only fear.
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Dazzling Queen
She was glittering, utterly dazzling scene.
Dressed impressive she is now dancing as Queen.
Her heels a bit too high.
Her hopes falling from the sky.
Such a fall. She went tumbling to floor unclean.
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Among Us
In the ship there are a few, and most are quite true and avoid
Green, white, purple, black, red, brown, and blue all enjoyed.
Find Imposter, they’ll kill.
Vote on Innocent Phil.
Task after task, the unfortunate crew now deployed.
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Bouquets
The coffee spilled all over the table.
Completely wrong, first date.
Poor Cupid's arrow missed them both.
Unseen affection, fate.
Again, they try again once more.
It's really such a shame.
Attempts are always failing, grim.
And neither is to blame.
Part ways too late, very far away.
World crushing lonely days.
Fresh start together? Never again.
One day there’ll be bouquets.
A secret love sparks in the dark.
Engagement with no delay.
A wedding planned. A grave is dug.
Today there are bouquets.
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Ice Knife
Dragon blood flows through her, ice mage.
Magic dormant. Death caused her rage.
Long lost power revealed again here.
Listen in, assistance not near.
Knights of Death sent, life in danger.
Not forever. demon slayer.
Haunted by her past. Fresh bread.
Family had already been dead.
She's forever living in fear.
Found companions to now hold dear.
Blessed by Lady Luck. Not sister.
Lady doom; could not harm caster.
All misfortune not for nothing.
She will go down magic casting.
Prince of Demons in an ice grave.
By the mage, he thought would not brave.
She took his life with an ice knife.
And she did it all without strife.
Finished him off with quite a flare.
Those who wish to cross do not dare.
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Good news everyone! I've started writing poetry again and will be posting some of it here for at least the next month or so
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I hate couples who say
I love you more
And No I love you more
Love is not a competition
It isn't about who loves who more
Because someone will always be the one to just love more.
Brining that to light
Just leaves someone
With their heart on the floor
And the other feeling guilty.
There is nothing wrong with being the one who loves more
I am often not the one who loves more.
It is more often than not my partner.
But this time I know
I knew the whole time
That I loved them more than they could possibly ever love me.
And that was Ok.
I am tired
I am tired of those I care about getting bored of me.
I am tired if not being enough. For anyone.
Including myself.
This poem started three weeks ago.
When the what we called love was new
Just taking its first steps
I haven't written anything since.
Funny how my only love poem about you turned into a break up poem.
I knew I'd never be your wife.
I knew this would inevitably happen.
I just never knew how soon.
I just never knew it would feel as though my heart was ripped open and thrown on the ground.
How did you just suddenly stop loving me?
How did I go from cute to annoying in less than a month?
How did I fuck this one up?
"I love you more"
Obviously not.
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You’re coming home just as I leave…isn’t it funny how life works like that?
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If someone is told enough times they make mountains out of mole hills they will start making mole hills out of mountains.
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I’m not scared of being nothing, I’m scared of being average.
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I have realized that there are some people I will always miss.
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