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disastrousbarnes · 3 years

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Not without you (7)

Pairing: (Dad) Steve Rogers x Reader, (past) Bucky x Reader

Warning: swearing(?)

Summary: Ever since Steve lost Angela he hasn’t been the same, live hasn’t been the same. The only reason he was still doing this was for his kids, because they need him. So when a new chance at love comes on his path, will he take it? Will either of them take it?

Authors note: Hi well last time I gave ya’ll a chapter it was Januari 2020. It's now may 2nd 2021.... but I guess inspiration hits at odd moments lol. So I am back

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Wordcount: 1256

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Chapter 7: Steven

“You had dinner with Steve?” Y/N sounds surprised, she and Sam had arrived home around the same time and now the kids were put to bed, they were sitting on the couch discussing their days.”

Sam chuckles, “Yeah he texted me, wanted to meet up sometime.”

“And you just decided that sometime was tonight?” Y/N was not at all surprised by that Sam had always been pretty freaking amazing at forcing himself into people’s lives without them even really noticing. He did it with her too when Bucky and she first started dating.

After Sam left Steve went back upstairs, he had shown Sam some of Angela’s favorite clothing pieces and they were now spread around the room. Each clothing piece filled with a memory of the woman he still loves most in the entire world. The woman who gave him everything he ever wanted.

The woman he lost…

And as Sam put it; Everything reminds him of her, but getting rid of it would feel like betrayal. He would never be able to do that.

The next morning he is awake before his 5 A.M alarm, but instead of laying there, basically waiting for the earth to consume him, He gets out of bed and makes all of his kids lunch.

Something Angela always did, he even wrote the little notes about how much he loves and appreciates them. His handwriting is nowhere near as nice as hers tho…

It’s odd, but today thinking of her hurt a little less than most days. Most days it’s like he’s drowning. Today his lungs are still filled with water, but he can taste the air still.

“Dad?” Peggy sounds really surprised when she walks into the kitchen an hour later.

Steve is sitting at the kitchen table, coffee in one hand the paper in the other. He smiles at his eldest daughter. “Hey beautiful, did you sleep well?”

Peggy nods, still looking a little skeptical, “Are okay?”

“Fine,” Steve says, he never realized how much of his kids lives he had missed the last two years and how his kids had definitely noticed it. Peggy’s reaction confirmed that.

“You’re made lunch?” Peggy is holding one of the paper bags, her finger running across the little handwritten note. “And you wrote us little notes?” Small tears are forming in the corners of her eyes. “You’re back.”

It’s like you van visibly see the stress fall from her shoulders and guilt hits Steve like freaknig shot gun.

“I am so sorry I checked out.” He starts apologizing.

But Peggy doesn’t let him continue and instead throws herself at her dad, embracing him. “It’s okay I am just fucking happy you’re back.”

To Steve it didn’t feel like it was okay, but it was like the rest of his kids could sense their dad was back, like mentally present again(or at least trying to be,) because they all came downstairs at the same time. Which didn’t allow Steve to better apologize to Peggy.

After Peggy got off of Steve to make herself a cup of coffee and Jazz and James were admiring the lunches, Luke climbed onto his dad lap, looking at him with the biggest puppy eyes. “Daddy, did you remember to buy miss Barnes a birthday gift?”

Steve instantly started panicking, “Birthday gift?”

Luke nods, “Yes her birthday is tomorrow, so we are going to bring gifts.”

“Today?” Steve asked, hoping it would be tomorrow. Which considering that’s her birthday, would make the most sense.

Luke thought for moment, his little eyebrows raised, “Tomorrow.”

“Good.” Steve made a mental note to pick up a gift somewhere today.

“Are you bringing me to school?” Luke then asked, drinking the milk Peggy poured for him.

“Of course,” He had to get back into the rhythm of being an actual good parent. It was well overdue.

Luke spend the entire car ride talking about how excited he was for Y/N’s birthday, because apparently teachers birthday’s are a big deal at his school.

As soon as he arrived at the school he ran to his friends, not even bothering to say goodbye to his dad.

Steve looked around, looking for Y/N, he couldn’t explain why, but he couldn’t just leave. Something in him made him feel as though he HAD to talk to her first.

He spots her close by her desk, talking to Sam and a younger guy. Steve would guess him to be around James’ age. He looks a little like Bucky, at least his build and the confidence exuding from him reminds Steve of Bucky.

But that can’t be his kid right? Sam said Y/N is 26 and that kid looks at least 16. Then again Sam did mention 3 teens.

Sam must have noticed him staring, “Steve, my man, come over here.”

Steve sighs, maybe he should have just left… He does make his way over there though. “Hey Sam, Y/N…” He turns to the kid and holds out a hand. “I am Steve Rogers.”

The kid doesn’t grab his hand, he actually looks at it as if he’d rather spit on him.

“Alexander,” Y/N sighs, “Manners.” She gives Steve and apologetic look.

“Fine,” The kid , Alexander mumbles, grabbing Steve’s hand. “I am Alexander Barnes, but everyone I like calls me Alex.”

“Alex nice to meet you.” Steve tries to hide his shock at the kids last name; Barnes… There is so much Steve doesn’t know.

“It’s Alexander for you.” His face is stern, almost angry. “Y/N can I please go,” he pleads.

Steve looks down and notices the fists Alex, Alexander, is making. “Did I do something wrong?”

Y/N and Sam both ignore the question, instead Y/N says a quick goodbye to both Sam and Alex, who proceed to walk out.

She than turns to Steve, “Sorry about that, he’s just uhm, heard stories.”

“About me?” Steve is surprised, if he thinks about it his kids know nothing about Bucky. God he even, without realizing it, named his first son James after the guy, but they don’t know that. God he didn’t even really know that himself.

“Of course, Buck always considered you his friend.” Y/N says, her smile still a little hostile. “Even after you ghosted him. I mean Caleb is named after you. Caleb Steven Barnes.”

It’s like a million little needles are forcefully getting pushed into Steve’s heart all at once. He really messed up with Bucky.

“But you know it’s whatever, because you didn’t meet Caleb. You met Alex and Alex is all anger towards anyone that ever even slightly wronged his father. You, Steve, are at the top of his hitlist.”

“Hitlist?” That sounds uhm, a little scary.

Y/N chuckles, “Well he calls it a hitlist, but it’s more of a shitlist. You know of people he just can’t stand.”

“I thought you said Bucky talked about me a lot?” Steve says, a little confused, “I figured since he named a kid after me that’s a positive thing?”

“Not necessarily, those kids grew up with the notion that you were some kind of amazing person, but as they got older they started to notice the pain behind Buck’s eyes when, Y/N takes deep breath, “You know what come by the house after school, Luke’s been there before he’ll tell you how to drive. I have a class to teach.”

Steve is a little baffled, but he doesn’t fight it. He just nods and walks away. She promised him answers in the afternoon. He’d just have to stay patient.

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disastrousbarnes · 3 years

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!!!!WANDAVISION SPOILER!!!!

LOOK I KNOW I SAID I WANTED QUICKSILVER TO GET THE ATTENTION HE DESERVED BUT I MEAN AARON TAYLOR JOHNSONS PIETRO. WTF

I hate how they NEVER mentioned Pietro again

Honestly my ray of sunshine deserved better. He genuinenly gave his life for the avengers, for a group of peolpe he barely knew and people are really out here acting like he didn’t exist and that hurts smh

#pietro maximoff #aaron taylor johnson #marvel #avengers #wandavision #wandavision spoilers #spoiler #wandavision spoiler

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disastrousbarnes · 4 years

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I lowkey wanna write a Y/N x Julie and the phantoms story.....

I KNOW I'M LATE ON THE TRAIN BUT FUCK I LOVE THEY

#julie and the phantoms #alex julie and the phantoms #luke julie and the phantoms #reggie julie and the phantoms #i just love them

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Not without you (Masterlist)

Pairing: Dad! Steve Rogers x Reader, (past) Bucky x Reader

Warning: swearing(?)

Y/N is Luke Rogers teacher and in her Steve finds a surprising connection to his past!

Character introduction!

Prequel (Coming soon!): We never stood a chance (Bucky x reader)

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disastrousbarnes · 4 years

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Hey honey! Did you have a masterlist?

No, I don't. Thought I should probably make one hahah

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Not without you (6)

Pairing: (Dad) Steve Rogers x Reader, (past) Bucky x Reader

Warning: swearing(?)

Authors note: Hi well last time I gave ya’ll a chapter it was may 2019, It’s Januari 2020. But hey, A bitch is back! This chapter includes a lot of talk about Bucky, but don’t worry, it’ll become more Steve x Y/N centered soon.

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Wordcount: 2222

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Chapter 5: Old and new friends.

“So, Steve?” Tony’s eyes meet Y/N’s over the dinner table.

Y/N just rolls her eyes, of course Tony had to bring that up. “Not during dinner. Tony, please?” She pleaded. An awkward silence fell over the table. Y/N and Tony used to share everything during dinner, no topic was off the table. Not today though, Y/N didn’t want to talk about Steve, not in front of the kids.

“But-” Tony started, but he was quickly cut off by Pepper.

“Tony, she said no.” Potts and Stark shared a look, after which Tony silently went back to eating.

Y/N mouthed Pepper a ‘thank you’, the strawberry blonde responded with a sweet smile.

“So Alex, I read you became the captain of the football team?” Stark Industries is Jacob High, the high school the triplets attend, biggest sponsor. Pepper, being the CEO of Stark Industries, likes to keep up with projects the company invests in. So naturally she knows all about Alex being the youngest captain of Jacob highs football team ever.

Alex face immediately lights up. “Yeah, I guess the guys felt I was good enough of a leader to, well, lead them.” After his father’s death, the teen had really thrown himself into sports, something that was clearly reflected by his muscled physic.

Pepper gave him an encouraging nod, “The article did speak very highly of your capabilities to get the team together.”

“Teambuilding is the most important part of it all,” Alex agreed, “Thankfully Y/N allows me to get the guys together at our place. So each Friday we get together, cook dinner and just talk, play games, watch a movie. You know just something to make sure we’re all in sync.”

Y/N can’t help but feel happy to see Alex talk so passionately about his role as team captain. She still remembers the silence that had fallen over the boy the first few months after Bucky’s death.

All three of teen boys had taken their dads unexpected death really hard. Which was of course to be expected, but out of all of them Alex had taken it the hardest. He and Bucky had always been the closest. It also took him the longest to not treat Y/N like an outsider when she first started dating Bucky. Bucky had told her that this was because Alex didn’t want to get attached to anyone and then have them leave again. That when their mother left when they were very young really hurt and confused him.

“Y/N?” The feeling of a hand resting on her shoulder startled Y/N, causing her to quickly turn around to face Caleb. “Are you okay? Mister Stark has been talking to you for 5 minutes now.”

Y/N frowns, how could she have zoned out like this? “Oh.” Is all she says, not sure if she should make an excuse or not.

Tony just laughs, “What do you say, we go to my office have a drink, bet those boys have their license by now, so they can drive back and I know for sure Miss Potts and Morgs wouldn’t mind spending some time with Anna. I have kept her to myself all day, after all.” He winks.

Y/N is a little hesitant, but agrees. Tony used to be one of her closest friends and she can’t just continue to block everyone that reminds her of Bucky out of her life, everyone except for Sam that is.

Not much later the pair stood in Tony’s office.

“Last time we were here you were pregnant.” Tony chuckles. Y/n had been about 6 month along back then. Her belly had already been huge, he even remembers she was wearing Bucky’s favorite maroon sweater. He only remembered that because Bucky complained that he actually wanted to wear it, about 24 times during dinner.

“And my husband was still alive.” Y/N had meant it as a joke, but the look on Tony’s face clearly showed that that didn’t get across. “I- It was a joke T.”

Tony lets out a sigh of relieve. “Oh.” A small smile plays on his lips. “I was afraid you’d yell at me again.”

When Bucky died Tony had insisted to personally tell Y/N of Bucky’s passing. Something she didn’t exactly take lightly. In the rush of emotions she had blamed Tony for all of it. She had told him it was his fault for getting Bucky to help him with the program in the first place and that he should have never have let him go to Afghanistan.

Though truly she knew Bucky was the one that came to Tony with the idea in the first place. Stark Industries had stopped manufacturing weapons years ago, but Bucky convinced Tony to get back into it. To help him make safe weapons that would cause as little destruction as possible. That wouldn´t kill so many innocent people. He wanted to create a way to end wars as quick and peaceful as possible.

And hearing that that had been the thing to kill her husband had broken the -then pregnant- woman. When the shock had settled she of course apologized to Tony for her accusations, but to say that had put a rift in their friendship would be an understatement.

“Never.” Y/N said, sitting down in the big red office chair. “I still don’t understand why you need an office.”

“Yeah yeah I know. I am always down in the lab, but having an office is nice for-“

“Drinking.” Y/N finished the sentence, a bottle of jack had already found it’s way into her hand. “That’s the only thing we have ever done here.”

Sam, Bucky, Pepper, Tony, Bruce, Rhodey, Clint and her used to have dinner together every Friday night, to end the workweek right. After which they would get drunk and dance in this very office. The triplets would watch Morgan upstairs, which was an easy way to make some money. So they never complained about it.

“Does the rest still work for you?” She hadn’t really been in touch with anyone since the incident.

Tony nods, “Rhodey is still our main connection with the military. Clint is running the weapon testing department right now. Bruce and I have been working on some really interesting tech, it would make the weapons non killing, just rendering our opponents unconscious for about 12 hours max. Buck had been pressing me about that for so long, we just weren’t able to crack the code. Of course something like this already on the market, but the danger with that stuff is that 1 it is always bad for the environment and 2 you never know what the cognitive damage is with that stuff. Which is dangerous cause most of the time you aren’t just taking out the bad guy, but also the innocent bystanders.”

Y/N enjoyed seeing Tony ramble on so passionately about the new ‘weapon’ he and Bruce are making. It reminds her of sitting on the couch at home, just watching Bucky walk around the room, talking about all he wanted to achieve with S.T.W.P. He had been so enthusiastic, so willing to do everything to create a brighter future. One of peace.

“But enough about weapons and work, what about that Steve dude? He’s a friend of Buck’s you said?” Tony had a way of smoothly swaying into topics Y/N didn’t exactly want to talk about.

“Used to be.” Y/N felt her body tens up at just the mention of Steve’s name. Something about the fondness and respect Bucky still had when he used to talk about him didn’t match up with the Steve Y/N had met. “Left New York and never contacted James again.”

“James?” Tony cocked an eyebrow, Y/N had never called Bucky James, not in public at least.

“Shut up.” She felt her face get hot, “It just flopped out. I only call him James when no one else is around.”

“Cause he didn’t mind it when you said it?”

“He didn’t.”

Tony smiles, putting a hand on Y/N’s shoulder, “Of course he didn’t he loved every word you spoke.”

“It’s still weird when people talk about him in past tense.”

“It really is.” The man agrees. “It’s also weird that Steve and Bucky lived in the same town and never saw each other.”

“It is isn’t it?” Y/N had never even thought about that, honestly she hadn’t given Steve much thought outside of him being Luke’s dad and the man who left Bucky behind.

The rest of their night is spend making up weird theories of how Steve and Bucky ended up in the same town. That and getting very drunk.

“Steve?” Sam found himself standing in the doorway of what appeared to be Steve’s bedroom. He decided to check in when after half an hour Steve still hadn’t gotten back from getting a sweater.

Steve was sitting in front of the bed, holding a fluffy black sweater close to chest. He looked up at Sam but didn’t respond. Not that he needed to, the lost look in his eyes spoke volumes. He was hurting, really hurting..

Without speaking another word Sam sat down next to Steve.

“It’s hard isn’t it?”

“What?”

“Everything around you continuously reminds you of her. The kids, the house, all her stuff. Everything.”

“Yeah.” Steve frowns, looking at the piece of clothing in his hands.

“You don’t want to get rid of it because it reminds you of her, but at the same time all the memories are just way too much, aren’t they?”

Finally Steve’s eyes met Sam’s, they were filled with tears. “How did you just put all of my feelings into words?”

“I´ve been trough war and lost the people that mean the most to me. I´m just speaking from personal experience.” Sam’s fierce loyalty and insanely loving heart had only made his life harder, “Plus being a gay black man in the military, well lets say that doesn’t exactly bode well with some of those conservative white boys.” A sad smile adorned his lips.

Steve wrapped his arm around Sam, pulling him close, “Thank you.”

Sam felt confused at the random act of gratitude.

“Thanks for your service, thanks for all you have done and are doing for this country despite of the way you’ve been treated by the people living in it.” Steve had felt a bond with Sam the moment they shared a drink at O’Malley’s, now an immense amount of respect had been added to that. Sam had been trough so much and yet here he was running a countrywide V.A program and if he was right, helping Y/N raise Bucky’s kids.

Now Sam’s eyes were also filled with tears. The only time he had ever been thanked for his service is during award ceremonies, but the words had never felt as sincere as they did this very moment. A soft ‘Thank you’ made his way out of his mouth as he too wrapped an arm around Steve.

“Bucky would laugh so hard if he saw us like this. Sitting here, snot covered and all mushy emotional. Then he would ask us if we’d like a cup of tea.”

“And he’d never force us to talk about it.” Steve adds.

“Never, but we would tell him anyway. Cause that’s just his effect.”

Steve loves the fact that the way Sam talks about Bucky makes him sound as if he hadn’t changed one bit from the Bucky he grew up with. The take no shit, but it’s okay to feel like shit sometimes, caring best friend.

“Bucky really was something else.” Sam says and releases his arm from Steve’s. “He was a little different after the war though, a little harder. That’s until he met Y/N. Something about her just sometimes a little too honest, completely open personality made it easier for Buck to deal with everything that had happened in his life. He was almost like the young, overworked, hopeful young guy I met during training. Almost.”

“She’s young isn’t she? Like a lot younger than Buck?” Steve felt a little stupid asking, it wasn’t really his business after all.

“She’s almost 26 yeah.” Sam says with a chuckle. “Buck met her in New York when she was only 20. It was at some small 40’s themed bar she was working at. God the man tried so hard not to fall in love with that girl. He couldn’t help himself though, she just made her way into his heart, I remember right before he asked her out, she was all the idiot could talk about. Plus when you love someone the way Y/N and Bucky loved each other those 14 years feel like nothing.”

14 years, Jesus Buck, that’s a lot. Steve felt weird for even thinking that. He was judging a dead guy, who apparently really loved his wife.

“That’s uhm..” Steve wasn’t sure what to say. “She seems lovely.”

Sam lets out a loud roaring laugh, “She’s a fucking pain in the ass.” The comment might sound harsh, but his voice is filled with adoration and love.

“Isn’t that what you said about Bucky the first time we met?”

“I mean they both are, but I am decently sure I just called him an idiot fuck face.”

That night Bucky Barnes’ youth best friend and adulthood best friend became friends.

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disastrousbarnes · 4 years

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Just realised I never showed you Angela

So meet Angela Rogers

Not Without You (Character Intro)

This chapter is a picture introduction of all of the characters in the story. People like Steve, Sam, Bucky & Tony are obviously already clear, but I added them for clarity.

Pairing: (Dad) Steve Rogers x Reader, (past) Bucky x Reader

Warning: swearing(?)

Authors note: So I just realised the last time I updated was May 2019. So Happy New Year guys! I made this as a way for me to get back into writing this story!

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The Barnes Family

James ‘Bucky’ Buchanen Barnes & Samuel ‘Sam’ Thomas Wilson

“You can’t make the world a better place without sacrifing what you used to have.”

Alexander ‘Alex’ Samuel Barnes

Brandon Buchanen Barnes

Caleb Steven Barnes

Anna Maria Barnes

Seeing as I do NOT know the ethnicity of my readers I will leave you and Bucky’s love child up to your own imagination. If you feel like it please comment a pic of what you think the baby would look like!

Yes Sam is part of the Barnes family and if you disagree I’ll physically fight you x

The Rogers Family

Steven ‘Steve’ Grant Rogers

Peggy Elizabeth Rogers

Natasha ‘Nat’ Lynn Rogers

James Samuel Rogers

Jasmine ‘Jazz’ Sanne Rogers

Luke Jacob Rogers

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disastrousbarnes · 4 years

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Not Without You (Character Intro)

This chapter is a picture introduction of all of the characters in the story. People like Steve, Sam, Bucky & Tony are obviously already clear, but I added them for clarity.

Pairing: (Dad) Steve Rogers x Reader, (past) Bucky x Reader

Warning: swearing(?)

Authors note: So I just realised the last time I updated was May 2019. So Happy New Year guys! I made this as a way for me to get back into writing this story!

Read the story:

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The Barnes Family

James ‘Bucky’ Buchanen Barnes & Samuel ‘Sam’ Thomas Wilson

“You can’t make the world a better place without sacrifing what you used to have.”

Alexander ‘Alex’ Samuel Barnes

Brandon Buchanen Barnes

Caleb Steven Barnes

Anna Maria Barnes

Yes Sam is part of the Barnes family and if you disagree I’ll physically fight you x

The Rogers Family

Steven ‘Steve’ Grant Rogers

Peggy Elizabeth Rogers

Natasha ‘Nat’ Lynn Rogers

James Samuel Rogers

Jasmine ‘Jazz’ Sanne Rogers

Luke Jacob Rogers

#Steve Rogers #steve rogers x reader #steve rogers x you #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x you #Bucky barnes #Sam wilson #au #modern au #marvel au

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disastrousbarnes · 5 years

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Could you please tag me in your Clintasha Highschool AU? That would be awesome!

Yes ofcourse!

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disastrousbarnes · 5 years

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Homework & Highschool Football ~ Clintasha (Summary)

"You got a D on math, again?" Tony sounded genuinly shocked, his eyes scrolling trough Natasha's reportcard. "And on science, biology. Fuck Nat the only thing you really passed is P.E. How are you still allowed to play?"

For the last 3 years Natasha has been barely scrapping by, her grades just high enough to keep her on the football team. Now it's senior year and her bad learning habits are catching up with her.

"Am not." She admits, she's not meeting Tony's gaze. She already knows he's probably shocked. "Unless I fucking slay test week."

Clint Barton, however is a straight A student. You know those kids with the perfect GPA, the nerds. The once that spend their friday night studying for next weeks tests instead of going to a party.

These habits haven't exactly gotten him a lot of friends. Well only two friends to be exact; Steve & Tony.

Yes, Tony Stark, the one judging Natasha for her bad grades. During school Clint and Tony don't really spend any time together.

Hell Tony barely even gives Clint the time of day.

Outside of school they've been friends since grade school. Always top of their class.

Learning came natural to them.

But now Tony is making his way to Clint, trough the mass of highschool students. Screaming his name, "Clint, buddy, wait!"

And Clint is scared to death.

That's how Clint ends up agreeing to tutor Natasha Romanoff. The badass Football player, with the fiery red hair.

Want to see how their story evolves?/Want to be tagged?; Send me an Ask or DM amd I'll tag you when the first chapter goes up!

#avengers #marvel #captain america #steve rogers #avengers au #tony stark #iron man #marvel mcu #black widow #clint barton #hawkeye #natasha romanoff #avengers imagine #marvel high school au #avengers high school au #high school au #natasha romanov #natasha romanoff x clint barton #hawkeye x black widow

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disastrousbarnes · 5 years

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A Teen!Highschool!Clintasha fic?: Hell Yes

Summary: Natasha is failing classes and will be kicked off of the football team if she doesn’t get her grades up. Tony asks his old friend Clint to help her. Clint hesitantly agrees, he’s not sure if Natasha is one of those people who you can help.

A/N: Honestly I’ve never been the biggest romantic!Clintasha stan, but it’s grown on me and now I really need this fic YEET

Filled with clichés: Yes

Jock/Nerd: Yes

Jock!Nat: Yes

Nerd!Clint: Yes

Taglist: Open, send ask/ dm to be tagged!

Hotel: Trivago

#clint barton #clintasha #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x clint barton #hawkeye #black widow #hawkeye x black widow #Teen AU #teen avengers au #teen marvel au #au #high school au #marvel high school au #avengers high school au #tony stark #Bucky Barnes #football #steve rogers

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Hahahaha We stan creating our own headcanons because we hate the 'truth'.

That time on the roof

Pairing: Sam x Bucky

Series: Lost Love

Summary: On nigh Bucky invites Sam over to his place to watch the football match. This is nothing new, it’s just that usually they watch it in the living room… with Bucky’s family. This is a teen!AU

Warnings!: None, well I mean maybe don’t climb onto your roof… okay and heartbreak if we’re being honest here…

Wordcount: 546

A/N: So this is the first part of a new series I am starting! The series will include a series of short stories of lost loves. It is an AU based MARVEL series.

A/N 2: HI BBY’S IT’S BEEN A WHILE, BUT I FINALLY FELT LIKE WRITING AGAIN!!!

Taglist is open! Just send an ASK or dm me if you want to be tagged in the series!

Feedback is appreciated!

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Sam climbs trough the small attic window, onto the red pan roof . On his left he sees Bucky sitting on top of a blanket.

“Bucky, when you invited me over to watch the match I imagined it would be in the living room… with you family.”

It’s a warm midsummer evening. The sun is setting and more importantly the game is about to begin. If it weren’t for the red glow of the sun Sam would swear Bucky is blushing when he says; “Well I figured we could watch it together. Just the two of us.”

Sam just nods, making his way over to the other boy. For a moment both of them are quiet. It’s a good silence. A comfortable one.

Then Sam realizes something, “Buck, how are we going to watch um, watch the game? I mean there are no TV’s on your roof, dude.”

Bucky cocks up an eyebrow, pointing slightly down, to the grass. There against the side of the old shed stands a huge old cinema screen. “Mom got it during one of those movie theater for closure-yard sale thingies. I thought it’s be cool if we watch it on there.”

“It is, really cool…”

“But?”

“God, Buck, this will probably sound really stupid…”

Bucky slides a little closure, looking straight into Sam’s eyes. “Spit it out buddy.”

“The roof, just us two, an old cinema screen.” Sam starts, his hands motioning from one thing to another, “It all just feels a little like a date.” If it was possible Sam is sure his head would be tomato red right now. I mean this is obviously not a date. Bucky is dating Steve and Sam has always been just his best friend.

“Well,” A deep breath, “Steve and I broke up.”

Suddenly it feels like Sam’s heart stopped beating. Steve and Bucky broke up. That’s not something he ever expected to hear.

Bucky had pinned after Steve for years. Always unsure if the other boy liked him back. Then a little over a year ago everything suddenly fell in place for them and they got together. Sam had played the supportive friend trough it all. Because how do you tell your best friend, that you’re in love with them too?

“Oh.”

“Just oh?”

Sam’s unsure what to say. Should he tell him he feels sorry, that he deserves better anyway? Or maybe he should be bold and confess his love. God, he doesn’t even know what went down to cause the breakup. “What happened?” He finally forces himself to ask, that’s a normal question right?

“Omg Sam, who gives a fuck!”

To say Sam is taken back by that reaction would be an understatement. “Buck, I- I didn’t mean- I didn’t want to upset you…”

Bucky chuckle, a grin takes over his face. “Oh Doll you didn’t.” His breath brushes over Sam’s cheek. When did he get so close? His nose is almost touching Sam’s and before he can register what is happening the whistle blows, the game has started and Bucky’s lips are on Sam’s.

That night the patriots won and Sam felt like he did too.

That was two summers ago, now Bucky is back with Steve.

& Sam is left mourning a love that never really was.

#honestly mood

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Locker room nuances

Pairing: Peter Parker x Pietro Maximoff

Series: Lost Love

Summary: Peter gets into trouble in the locker room and an unexpected someone comes to his rescue. This is a Highschool!AU. Peter is 17 and Pietro is 19!

Warnings!: General Queerphobia.

Wordcount: 898

A/N: I WANT TO MAKE IT VERY CLEAR THAT IN NO WAY AM I SUPPORTING QUEERPHOBIA BY INCLUDING IT IN THIS PIECE. NOR AM I SAYING THE CHARACTERS USING IT IN THIS FIC ARE QUEERPHOBIC IN THE MCU, THIS IS AN AU. THANKS. This is the second part of a new series I am starting! The series will include a series of short stories of lost loves. It is an AU based MARVEL series.

Taglist is open! Just send an ASK or dm me if you want to be tagged in the series!

Feedback is appreciated!

“You’re just a gross fucking queer Parker. That’s all you are, a dumpster case.” Loki spat. Peter was backed up in a corner, surrounded by the biggest, badddest seniors of midtown high.

“It’s a wonder no one has broken your ugly face.” Bucky chuckled, his leather jacket was just a little to glossy to be badass, but Peter was not about to point that out. Sometimes staying silent is just better. “Yet.”

That addition got a loud roar of approval from the rest of the gang.

Peter knew that he was about to get his ass beat, there way no way he wasn’t. Not after he had walked in on the boys changing. How could he even help it, Ned & MJ were waiting for him and P.E was about to begin. Normally he would’ve waited until they finished getting dressed, to avoid getting his ass beat, but if was late one more time he would get detention. So he had to risk it.

Well this risk didn’t pay off…

“Hey fuckheads, how ‘bout you leave that poor sophomore alone.” All the heads snapped in the direction of the sudden sound. Peter used that moment to get the hell away from his bullies, running toward the voice.

The second he noticed it was Pietro Maximoff he wanted to turn around. Pietro was the star of both the track and the football team and above all the downright most popular guy in the entire school. Peter had spend his entire school career avoiding him. Afraid of the mean words he must have for him.

But before Peter could run another direction Pietro had pulled him to his side. “I got you kid.” He whispered in his ear. Peter had heard Pietro was from Sokovia, but he had never dared to imagine an accent this intoxicating. No wonder all the girls loved him.

“Really Maximoff, we sticking up for faggots now?” The look of disgust was clear on T’challa’s face.

Pietro merely chuckled. “My sister is the biggest lesbian around and you are surprised I don’t like a bunch of braindead monkey’s bullying people for shit they can’t help?” Wanda, Pietro’s twin sister and the head cheerleader, is dating Natasha Romanoff, the only woman on the football team. A fact Peter never really realized until now.

“That’s different, this one walked in on us getting dressed!” Loki said, defensively.

“Oh yes because Peter is supposed to wait until you are done getting dressed, just because he might be into dick?” Pietro’s hold on Peter got tighter and Peter noticed the clenched left fist. “Like he’d come onto a bunch dudes in the middle of the locker room.”

“But- ” Bucky tried to argue, but Pietro was having none of it.

“No buts you are being fucking disgusting and if I ever and I mean EVER see you bothering Peter again I will mess up your already fugly faces.”

Without another word the boys left. Peter expected Pietro to let go, but he didn’t. Instead he pulled him in even closer, wrapping both arms around him. It took a while before Peter realized he was being hugged. It took even longer before he hugged back.

Suddenly he was overcome with emotions, the tears started flowing and he couldn’t stop them. “Sorry.” He muttered, his head against Pietro’s shirt.

Peter could feel the chuckling rumble trough the other boys body. “Oh Peter, please don’t be sorry. They’ve never been nice to us queers have they?”

US queers?

“Did- what do you- Us queers?”

Pietro nods, “Why do ya think I’ve never had a girl hanging on my arm. It’s not like they aren’t lining up.”

“I didn’t know…” Peter is confused, how come he didn’t know the most popular guys in the school was into guys. “No one talks about it.”

“I don’t keep it a secret, but I don’t exactly go around screaming about it either, Princessa.” Princessa should feel like an insult, but coming from Pietro it feels like, almost, a compliment.

Then Peter realizes another thing, “Pietro, how do you know my name?”

“I might have done some asking around.” Pietro admits, his face growing redder with the second.

“Maybe?”

“Okay, definitely.”

Peter can’t help but smile. Pietro Maximoff, the most popular and honestly the hottest guy at midtown high asked around about HIM. He then looks up his eyes meeting Pietro’s, their lips are almost touching. Pietro leans down, he’s going to kiss him.

Then suddenly the door swings open. “PARKER! YOU’RE LATE AGAIN. THIS MEANS DETENTION!” It’s Coach Jacobs, standing in the doorway, looking angry as ever.

Peter quickly lets go of Pietro and runs toward the door. “I’m so sorry. I got… distracted.”

“I don’t care, come in now. This is really your last chance.”

Peter looks back one last time, hoping to see Pietro, but he’s already out of the locker room. A wave of sadness hits Peter, but he understands, Pietro probably wanted to avoid getting in trouble. Not being seen with him…

The next day Pietro leaves on the track team’s trip to his home country of Sokovia.

That time in the locker room is the one and only time Peter ever interacted with Pietro, because Pietro dies in Sokovia. Peter heard something about a heist gone wrong.

Now Peter is left mourning a love that never really was and Pietro is dead.

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disastrousbarnes · 5 years

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That time on the roof

Pairing: Sam x Bucky

Series: Lost Love

Warnings!: None, well I mean maybe don’t climb onto your roof… okay and heartbreak if we’re being honest here...

Wordcount: 546

A/N: So this is the first part of a new series I am starting! The series will include a series of short stories of lost loves. It is an AU based MARVEL series.

A/N 2: HI BBY’S IT’S BEEN A WHILE, BUT I FINALLY FELT LIKE WRITING AGAIN!!!

Taglist is open! Just send an ASK or dm me if you want to be tagged in the series!

Feedback is appreciated!

Sam climbs trough the small attic window, onto the red pan roof . On his left he sees Bucky sitting on top of a blanket.

“Bucky, when you invited me over to watch the match I imagined it would be in the living room… with you family.”

Sam just nods, making his way over to the other boy. For a moment both of them are quiet. It’s a good silence. A comfortable one.

Then Sam realizes something, “Buck, how are we going to watch um, watch the game? I mean there are no TV’s on your roof, dude.”

“It is, really cool…”

“But?”

“God, Buck, this will probably sound really stupid…”

Bucky slides a little closure, looking straight into Sam’s eyes. “Spit it out buddy.”

“Well,” A deep breath, “Steve and I broke up.”

Suddenly it feels like Sam’s heart stopped beating. Steve and Bucky broke up. That’s not something he ever expected to hear.

“Oh.”

“Just oh?”

“Omg Sam, who gives a fuck!”

To say Sam is taken back by that reaction would be an understatement. “Buck, I- I didn’t mean- I didn’t want to upset you…”

That night the patriots won and Sam felt like he did too.

That was two summers ago, now Bucky is back with Steve.

& Sam is left mourning a love that never really was.

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disastrousbarnes · 5 years

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So after carefull consideration I have decided to start writing this series again! So feel free to read the first 7 chapters because chapter 8 is coming soon!!

ITEITGE (AU) Masterlist

Pairing: Bucky barnes x Reader

Warning: Violence, Swearing

Summary: You were a trained assassin, used by HYDRA to train their “soldiers”. One of these soldiers being Bucky Barnes or as you knew him “The Winter Soldier”. Now many years and memory wipes later the two of you meet again. Will you remember what happend all those years ago?

[PLAYLIST]

[CHAPTER ONE]

[CHAPTER TWO]

[CHAPTER THREE]

[CHAPTER FOUR]

[CHAPTER FIVE]

[CHAPTER SIX]

[CHAPTER SEVEN]

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disastrousbarnes · 5 years

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Stolen Dance (3) Beckett Cain P.O.V

Jazz 1 / Chapter 1 / Jazz 2/ Jazz 3/ Chapter 2 / Jazz 4 / Jazz 5

@lovingrxgers

Pairing: Beckett Cain (OC) x Jasmine Rogers (OC, Steve Rogers daughter)

Summary: Beckett left for college 2 years ago. Breaking thing of with his girlfriend Jazz. He thought he was over her, but now that he is reminded of her existence, he isn’t sure. Will he reach back out? Will she respond?

Authors Note: I just felt like responding with my gorgeous boi Beckett’s P.O.V FEEDBACK IS APPRECIATED.

Word count: 1125

Chapter title: Gin and Vanilla Coke

*ping*

We are half way trough dinner and I am drunk as hell, when my phone screen lights up. I am about to complain, because this means I have to do the dishes, when I see that it’s a snap from Jazz. Without giving it a second thought I grab my phone. She responded.

It was a video of her, acting offended because I wasn’t sharing my pie with her.

I didn’t wait a single moment to respond. “Oh my dear Jassssmine,” I didn’t realize I was slurring my words. “My friends want pie too, I’ll make you some when I am back home. LOVE YOU.” I was probably going to regret the ‘love you’ tomorrow, but right now it felt like the right thing to say.

“Damn Beck, I thought you guys broke up 2 years ago?” Maia says, wiggling her eyebrows.

I nod, barely taking in what she says. “I just love her.”

I feel Ingmar’s hand running over the small of my back, “Cain, I think you might have had enough to drink.” He was only joking, of course. I hope he was, because I had no plans of stopping anytime soon.

Okay I should have stopped when Ingmar told me so. It’s 3 A.M and I am hanging over the toilet, puking my guts out. Fuck, I really shouldn’t be drinking gin half and half with vanilla coke. You don’t really taste the alcohol anymore, but believe me it’s still there. Especially if all you’ve eaten is a chocolate croissant and some chicken.

I hear a soft knock against the door. “Beckett?” It’s Benji.

“Yes.” I say, though it probably sounds more like a groan.

“Are you okay?”

“Fine.”

“Oh, well you sound like shit.”

“I am-” I was going to tell him I am fine when I feel another wave of nausea hit me. Not even 5 seconds later I am back to puking.

The door opens and Ingmar sits down next to me, holding what looks like a glass of water. “Hey buddy,” he says, his tone soft and gentle. “I brought you some water, you want it?”

I nod, eager to get this gross taste out of my mouth. “I am so sorry.”

“Why, we’ve all gotten way to drunk before and you’ve always been the one to take care of us.”

I don’t remember leaving the bathroom, but the next morning I wake up in my own bed. The curtain is closed, thank god.

I reach over to grab my phone, from the nightstand, but instead I find a glass of water and an aspirin. That’s probably better anyway.

The clock on the wall shows it is 10 a.m. SHIT. IT’S MONDAY.

I ignore my hangover and the urge to puke and start running around the apartment. Class started half an hour ago. When I get downstairs I almost run straight into my Christmas tree.

Wait a second….. It’s winter break, there is no class this week.

I want to drop onto the floor and stay there. Instead I make the wise decision to grab a carton of my favorite ice cream and lay down on the couch.

Sanne was right, ice cream is the best cure for a hangover. That and water of course. Sanne is Alex’s mom. The wife of the great Bucky Barnes, the winter soldier. She was also our sex ed teacher and my very first crush…. Yes I had a crush on one of my best friends mom, don’t judge okay. I was 12.

Now I am 21 and still definitely see she isn’t ugly, but I also know she’s 42. And married, too the most dangerous assassin on the 90’s.

I was busy binge watching Suits on Netflix, so I didn’t have to search for something to watch. Thank god, because I really don’t have the energy for that. I still didn’t have my phone and I honestly don’t care at this point.

What could I possibly be missing anyway. Expect for a response to me telling Jazz I FUCKING LOVE HER!

Fack, fack fack. I want to jump infront of a train, what kind of creep drunk snaps their ex they LOVE THEM. That’s not a normal people move. That’s a pathetic loser that isn’t over his ex, kind of move. Look I am not over Jazz, but I amen’t that pathetic. Well apparently I am, because I did snap her. She must think I am some crazy weirdo. She just responded to my pie picture and I send her a full blown love confession.

The worst part isn’t even that I send it, I mean I was clearly drunk. It’s that I meant it. I do still love her. Not the way I love Gia, my other ex, no the way you your partner. The way I’ve loved her since the second we got together.

God she had been 15, almost 16 and I was 19. It felt so wrong and I knew I probably shouldn’t do it. Scrap that. I knew I definitely shouldn’t do it, but I was young and she was gorgeous and Caleb’s, Alex’s brother, best friend. Also Alex ex’s little sister, but we got together and broke up first. Not that it’s a competition….

I have a shitload of great memories with that girl, but my favorite has to be when I drove her home that very first time. I had played Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls on repeat. As I always do and she hadn’t complained, not once. It was that moment I decided I was going to charm her into liking me. Let’s just say that worked 😉

We were together for little under a year, only broke up because I was moving to Texas and she was going into senior year. Neither of us deserved to go through that with strings attached, unable to truly enjoy it, knowing we had commitments on the other side of the country.

If given the chance I wouldn’t have done it differently, it was the right choice. That doesn’t mean I’ve never regretted it though.

God she’s probably moved on already, I think remembering the guy in one of her insta pics.

And just like that I fall into a deep spiral of internet stalking a guy named Gabriel. He looks a shit load like Tate, but in the words of the fake blond king himself; ‘No one is hotter than me, Tate Harrison Bishop. I am gods best creation. Well except maybe Alex. I guess.’ He was drunk when he said it, but when we reminded him of his words, he used them as his graduation quote.

Anyway, Jazz was probably dating him and I was the pathetic loser stalking his ex’s boyfriend.

#original characters #original character writing #writing #Stolen Dance AU #Beckett Cain #Marvel au #mcu au #marvel multiverse

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