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#would've happened to jean if they never became friends. not even jean
luvbug724 · 5 months
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jerejean warriors i respect and i love you i truly do but how did that pairing even get so big while jeanee has 45 fics total. again i truly love and respect u however i wish i could take some of the jerejean fame and transmute it to jeanee.... i want what u have
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sylviasdreamgarden · 1 year
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CONFESS ME (90's Kirk Hammett)
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Summary:y/n has always been there for and with the boys since the start of metallica, because she went to school with james, her bestfriend. kirk had feelings for her since the day they were introduced to eachother. but little does he know, she feels the same way for him. the bandmates always knew, altough neither of them said a thing about it. they have no clue of each other's feelings. atleast until the turning point, where kirk's emotions overcome him and they finally confesses to each other.
Warnings:smut, friends to lovers!! oral(f recieving), unprotected sex(p in v), cursing, alcohol, drinking.
Word count:2k
Back in the band's dressing room after a long and diaphoretic night of their tour, everyone was feeling energetic. James, Kirk, Lars, Jason, and you were all in there drinking some beer.
“You guys were amazing tonight!” -you stood in front of James as the bottle of your beer watered your hand. The blonde was topless, with nothing but a pair of black jeans on and his choker in his neck.
“It would've been nothing without you”- James raised his beer at you and took a wistful sip of it, as your eyes sparkled up at his reply.
“To our long last friendship!” -you said as you raised your bottle waiting for James to repeat your actions. You clinked your bottles, then James invited you into a hug by swinging his arms wide open.
Your back was turned to Kirk and the other boys in the other side of the room. Jason and Lars were observing something in their magazine, but Kirk's eyes were fixed on you and James. Namely, Kirk has had feelings for you since the day you've met, just like you did.
“You can't even imagine how grateful I am for you. For always being here for us, for the band. -James's voice became honest and slightly deep.- and for being the greatest friend to me since highschool. I couldn't have made it without you, y/n.” - he continued, as his hands slowly began to travel from your back to your ass, then he rested them there.
James has always been touchy, so you're a bit used to it by now. You heard a wooden chair move painfully as a background noise, and then you playfully pushed James away.
“Jaames!” -you said with a chuckle. Then, suddenly, the shirtless Kirk walked past you with a single towel over his shoulder and then stopped next to the blonde for a second. He placed his right hand on James' shoulder, agressively pushed it as he said "watch your hands man" with a strong tone which was filled with anger. Then he walked into the dressing room's bathroom and locked the door after him. Now, the other two boys were also watching what was happening.
“Wow, what was that about?” -you looked around at the boys, who were hardly surprised by what just happened. Lars whispered something into Jason's ear, which he didn't seem to share. Jason led an agreeing nod on Lars' words.
“Well, he never really bothered to tell us, but we always knew.” -James answered calmly as he stroked his beer in his palm and scratched his neck with his other hand.
“What are you talking about?” - you asked in despair, as the room suddenly became disturbingly quiet.
“Do you even notice the way he looks at you when you talk to him? You can only be blind not to notice that he likes you.” -James looked at the boys, who agreed with a nod, then looked back at you.
“He likes me?” - you asked in surprise as you felt your veins swell and your heart beating faster than ever.
“Go after him!” - Lars shouted as he drunkly waved his drink in Kirk's direction. You looked back at James, who nodded reassuringly.
You looked at the blonde gratefully, then ran in the direction of the bathroom.
You hesitated for a moment as you reached the door. Realising that Kirk, whom you've known since the beginning of the band, and who you've had feelings for since then, feels the same way. Then you knocked, and as you did, a voice filled with anguish spoke.
“What do you want?” - his voice was more unfamiliar than ever as it was overwhelmed by sadness and agony.
“Kirk, it's me. Can I come in?” - you rested your head on the wooden frame. Within seconds, the door latch clicked and the door was open. Then there he stood with a messy hair and nothing on, but his pair of jeans.
As he opened the door for you, you noticed the little spark in his eyes that conveyed a completely different meaning to you now.
Kirk stepped aside, so you could enter the bathroom, then when you did, he silently closed the door behind you.
You stood in front of each other, then Kirk spoke. "Hey" - he said in his kind and gentle voice as he let out a smile. "Hey" -you replied as you watched each other's movements with rosy cheeks.
Kirk's anxious face softened as he gazed at you. He was so weak for you. He would do everything imaginable for a single touch on your soft skin, a single kiss on your perfectly shaped lips, and a single smell of your beautiful hair. You felt your heart racing and the adrenaline rush through your veins as you hesitated for a moment, before pulling closer to him and connecting your lips to his.
The kiss was more intense than ever. The way Kirk's hands moved perfectly on your body, how his mouth tasted sweeter than honey, and how his mustache pricked your face in the best way in this world, it was nothing compared to what you've imagined. Your passionate love for him is now balanced from the other side.
Then, after the long journey you've spent in Kirk's mouth, you pulled back from him, but your hands rested on his face, his rested on your waist.
“I like you too.” - you said as you felt the blood rush into your cheeks. Kirk grinned at you with his crooked teeth, finally relieved that you're aware of his feelings and you feel the same way.
“You do?” - he asked back smiling, but still shy. His hands wandered from your hips into your hair as he gripped in it.
You nodded, and as you did, he connected his lips to yours again as you smiled into his sweet kiss. His naked upper body stuck to yours, as you felt Kirk's growing bulge poke you.
You moaned into his kiss as Kirk's hands were now digging under your shirt. It was a matter of moments, and your t-shirt was on the floor. Kirk stopped for a moment to get a good look at your beautiful body, which was now all his. This was everything he had ever dreamt of.
Then, his gaze met yours again, and his heart-shaped lips found your neck. As he reached it's surface, he left uncomparable honeyed kisses, leaving bloody bruises everywhere.
The path of his kisses led him straight to the hem of your pants, which he knelt down in front of you upon reaching. Before he did anything, he looked up at you through his thick eyelashes in order for approval.
As soon as you nodded, he pulled your thick pants off of you. Suddenly, Kirk lifted you off the ground with his arms around your thighs and placed you carefully on top of the washing machine.
He knelt down in front of you and started kissing your inner thigh teasingly. As he reached the panties, he threw your legs over his shoulder. The sweet mustache of his brushed your wet, clothed cunt as you whispered his name in reply.
“Fuck, say that again” - he cursed desperately as he moved your panties out of the way. You repeated his name as without a question, he began to eat you out. He moved his middle finger and ringfinger on your clit, as he started to indulge you with circular movements on your clit. Kirk's hot breath on your core, the speed and the feeling of his tongue was like heaven. He looked so angelic between your legs, his face shining by your wetness.
You gripped into his perfect curls as Kirk dug his nails into your thighs.
As you started to twitch, Kirk picked up his pace and then inserted the two fingers on your clit into you. You moaned unstoppingly, and Kirk loved every moment of it. You were very close and he knew it.
“Kirk I-” -you tried to form words, but your vision blurred and then went dark as your cum flooded kirk's fingers as you came. he licked up every single drop of your heavenly cum.
As Kirk was back on his feet in front of you between your legs, his face was still shining like a diamond in the lights. To make you taste yourself on his tounge, he passionately kissed you on the lips.
“I need you, Kirk.” - that's right, you did. You waited too long to confess and express your feelings to him.
That was all it took to come out of your mouth, and Kirk started to unbuckle his belt.
As he pulled down his pants and then his underpants, his beautiful veiny, pink tipped cock sprung free, and it almost touched his stomach. The tip of his cock was painted with pre-cum. You kept your eyes on him as Kirk spat into his dry hand and then jerked it on his cock with a few movements.
As he felt ready, looking into your eyes, he entered you, then he swung your legs around his hip, and placed his hands on each side of yours.
His movements were slow at first, then faster and sloppier over time.
While he kept pounding into you, Kirk left sweet, wet kisses around your breasts. Then, he took one of your hard nipples in his mouth and started to tease it by swirling his tounge around it, while he massaged the other one. Then, he repeated this in the opposite.
“God, y/n, you feel heavenly” - he moaned out as his lips were now attacking your neck. You were a moaning mess, and so was he.
The room was filled with the voice of yours and kirk's starved moans and the sloppy sound of your bodies slapping together. The feeling of his big cock filling your walls perfectly was angelic.
You grabbed Kirk's masculine arm as you felt the familiar knot in your stomach. Kirk got the hint, then to your dismay, he replied whispering "hold it for me". Kirk was also close, but he loved to tease.
Then, he saw your dissapointment from desperation, so he gave up his way of teasing, he dug his nails into your hips again as his pace started to get sloppier and harder.
“So beautiful, so fucking perfect..” - Kirk whispered into your ears, as you knew, that this was a sign of him being close.
“I'm all yours, Kirk.” - you whispered back as you started to leave sweet and sloppy kisses on his neck and upon his shoulder. - All yours - you repeated.
Now, Kirk pounded into you harder than ever. Your legs were shaking around his hips and the washing machine moved with you.
You guys couldn't have been louder, and it's a wonder that the machine didn't collapse under you.
Then, you and Kirk came at the same time and you felt Kirk's sticky, warm cum fill your walls.
“God, y/n..you have no idea how long i've been waiting for this moment to come..” - he said out of breath, resting his head on your shoulder.
“How about a shower?” - he asked with interest.
“Sounds amazing!” - you answered enthusiastically and out of breath, as he pressed his lip to your forehead.
When you exited the bathroom with Kirk by your side, you were greeted by looks of curious eyes. James looked first at you, then at Kirk. The blonde raised his eyebrows inquiringly, then Kirk gave a convincing nod in response. James flashed you a sincere smile and then nodded your invitation to their table.
As you sat down and started talking, Kirk announced your togetherness while he held your hands that were resting on the table.
“Yeah, we kind of figured it out” - Lars started as he ridiculously winked at you. You rolled your eyes in annoyance, then looked at Kirk, who was smiling proudly back at you.
Later, the group split in two: you and Kirk continued the conversation, while the other three boys enjoyed each other's and a couple of drinks' company.
“You know, I always liked you, you just never noticed. Then there was james.. i thought you guys were a thing.” - Kirk said shyly as he examined the veins on your hand with his fingertips.
“Kirk, I've always felt the same way you do, but I wasn't sure that my feelings for you were mutual, so I never found the right moment to confess you.” - you replied as you both blushed shyly before he moved closer to you and kissed you on the lips.
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loserscanwritetoo · 1 month
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Starman
Chapter 1
If you would’ve asked Nico where he saw himself in the future 5 years ago, he most likely would have answered anywhere but where he was right now. He probably would've told you that he’d be in his senior year of high school, that Bianca would be off to college, or maybe working in their mothers store. He would probably secretly hope that his dad would come back. But alas, none of that came true. 
Instead here he was. An orphan with a dead sister and a deadbeat dad who had only ever been in his life when he was a kid. He hadn’t even come to Bianca or Marias funeral, and when the state asked if Nico had any living relatives, he hadn’t even thought of his dad. Well, maybe a little bit, but that was no one's business but his own. 
So he had been shipped off to live with his half sister, who he had never even met, and didn't even know existed. They shared a father, but that seemed to be the only thing they had in common. 
Hazel Levesque was 15, and apparently their dad had abandoned her and her mom the same way he had abandoned the di Angelos. Her mom seemed to be a bit of a nutcase. She insisted Nico call her mom (weird) and he was forbidden to ask anything about his father (weirder). Needless to say Nico hadn't really found his place with the Levesque’s. 
Hazel spent most days in school, and the others out with her boyfriend Frank. Frank did not seem to like Nico at all, and therefore the feeling became mutual. 
The accident happened in February. In the middle of the school year. Nico had been so busy with the grieving, funerals, and the move to America and the Levesque’s that he’d missed the rest of his junior year, and now he was going to have to retake it at Hazels school. 
Hazel’s mom, Marie, had insisted that he retake his junior year, much to Nicos dismay. He was going to drop out, and as an almost 18 year old he refused, and claimed she had no right to determine what he was going to do, thank you very much. Turns out he was wrong.
Marie had dropped off Hazel and Nico at New Orleans Dam High School. The name was a mouthful, and some genius student seemed to have realized that, and had spray painted over New Orleans, and added an N to Dam, leaving only Damn High School. Nico chuckled at that and earned himself an angry glare from Marie. Whatever. It wasn't like he cared about what she thought. (She had absolutely hated him from the moment he’d moved in. Something about a 17 year old smoking had pissed her off, and she had never gotten over it.)
They made their way to the front office to get Nico squared away. He felt like everyone glared at him, and the lady at the desk handed him his schedule without even glancing at him. Great! This was going to be an awesome day!
Hazel rushed off the second Marie left. Probably to hang out with Frank or Rey- whatever her name was, or any of her other friends, so Nico was left alone.
The bell rang, signaling for everyone to get to their classrooms, and as Nico looked down at his schedule he sighed. How the fuck was he supposed to know where classroom EG956 was. 
The corridors quickly emptied, and Nico was left to wander around the four storied school for ten minutes before he gave up, and made his way out to the bleachers to fish out a cigarette from the pack in his jeans. He only had four left, and made a mental note to get more from the corner store Marie had made him get a job at. Maria di Angelo would never make him do anything. She cared about him, and didn’t give a shit if he smoked. 
“Se lo faccio da solo non ho il diritto di fermarti", she'd always said with a sly grin. If I do it myself I have no right to stop you. Nico smiled at the memory as he lit his cigarette. Man, he missed her so much. Bianca however had cared that he smoked. She insisted that he was going to face a premature death. Oh the irony.
He didn’t know how long he’d been out there for, dreaming of his past life. It felt like 70 years ago, but it had only been a few months. Somewhere far away a bell rang, signaling that class was over. He was startled back to reality by a soft voice.
He looked up from where he was sitting to see a blond dude, wearing an orange shirt under a green flannel. He wore a concerned expression, and the brightest blue eyes Nico had ever seen. He looked like a ray of sun, and Nico was sure that if he came any closer he would get burned. The boy radiated warmth.
SunBoy, as Nico resorted to calling him in his mind, raised an eyebrow at him and Nico realized that he’d completely missed what he had said. He was going to say something stupid like ´huh`, but before he could embarrass himself the other boy repeated himself.
“You’re not allowed to smoke on school grounds, you know.”
“You gonna tattle on me?” Nico retorted. Damn him and his lack of impulse control. SunBoy looked startled, as if no one had ever talked to him like that before. Maybe they hadn't. Maybe people were afraid of getting burned.
“N-no,” SunBoy answered before regaining control of his voice “I’m just saying, if a teacher, or god forbid one of the football players, catch you, you're dead.” He dropped his clearly faked strong guy demeanor and gave Nico a warm smile. “And I don't feel like patching you up.” 
He held out his hand. “I’m Will. Will Solace. Are you new? I don't think I’ve seen you around, and I know most people here.”
Nico realized he was supposed to shake the blonde's hand, and did so, albeit reluctantly.
“Nico.” He replied. He wasn’t sure what else to say. He wasn’t used to anybody but his family paying attention to him, so he just said the first thing that popped into his mind.
“Do you know where classroom EG956 is? I was supposed to have class there but I couldn't find it.” Will’s smile got impossibly bigger.
“I get it. You’re alone at a new school and don’t know anybody, so you can't ask anyone about where to go” Nico hesitated for a second before answering
“I’m here with my half sister, Hazel, but she left me the second we got here.” 
“Hazel Levesque?! She’s a year under me, we’ve talked a few times, and she seems really nice, tough shell though.” He laughed, and Nico gave him a small smile back. Will quickly continued, “Where’s your next class? I’ll show you the way, I know this school inside and out”
And so Nico made his first friend in America. Once they had compared schedules to see if they had any classes together (chemistry, Thursdays and Fridays), Will walked him to his classroom and promised to wait for him in the cafeteria afterwards. 
Nico was excited at the prospect of having a new friend. Back home in Italy, Bianca had really been his only friend. Something about the autistic-mythomagic obsessed-loser had not attracted many friends, and Nico was fine with that, because he could tell Bianca everything. Maybe Will could be that kind of friend. 
His history lesson flashed by as the teacher told the students what they were going to do this year. Apparently the first project was Greek mythology, something Nico already knew heaps about.
As the bell rang, Nico grabbed his letterman bag and flight jacket, and headed out the door. After a few minutes of navigating he made it to the cafeteria, where he found Will sitting next to two boys that must be brothers, a blond dude, and a shorter guy, who was sitting on the table and gesturing wildly with his hands. Will noticed Nico from across the room and gladly waved him over. 
“Nico! Hi! These are the guys, that’s Travis and Connor,” he gestured at the two boys who looked identical. They must be brothers, right? 
“That's Luke” the blond guy gave him a wave
“And that's Leo, guys, this is Nico!” The boy who had been sitting on the table, Leo,  jumped down and quickly embraced Nico, who froze. He was NOT used to strangers hugging him. Thankfully Leo noticed his awkwardness and let go, joining the other boys at the table.
“Sorry man,” he said “I’m a hugger, I should’ve asked before, but Solace has been rambling on about you since we got here and I feel like we’re already pals.” Nico smiled at him and sat down.
“Don’t worry about it.” He looked around the room.
It was full of students, but it didn’t take long before his gaze caught Hazels. She raised an eyebrow at him, but quickly joined in that conversation at her table. 
Nico quickly fell into chatter with the boys, and he even found himself laughing out loud at something Travis said once or twice. Maybe this was going to be okay, he thought to himself, maybe he could make do here.
Marie had picked up Hazel and Nico after school, and after an awkward dinner Nico found himself in what he was finally starting to consider his room. His phone buzzed with a text from Hazel, who in the six months he’d lived here, had only texted him twice.
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Hazel
i saw you hanging out with luke
hes bad news
Nico
So now you care?
Hazel
oh dont be like that
youre my brother
Nico
Half brother
Hazel
so what? im not allowed to care?
Nico
Not when you've ignored me since I got here
Hazel
im not used to siblings. sorry
Nico
Okay
Hazel
its just
hes not been the nicest to one of my friends
Nico
Okay
Hazel
no really nico, be careful
he really hurt annabeth
Nico
I really don’t feel like getting into your friends boy drama
Hazel
do you have to be like that?
just
sit with us tomorrow
Nico
Alright. I’ll give it a try
Hazel
yay! ill tell the guys!
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Nico put down his phone and sighed. He couldn't wrap his head around why Hazel had switched on him so quickly. Tomorrow was going to be a mess.
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heartsofpearls-en · 8 months
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Criminal Love : Groveling
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CHAPTER FOUR ⸙͎۪۫。
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Pairing ~ Jake x reader (Jisu)
Genre ~ Fake dating, contract relationship, forbidden love.
Warnings ~ contains excessive use of Cuss, angst, one or two punch scenes, kiss scenes, etc. (But nothing too over the top). Mention of Karina & Ningning (Aespa), Yunjin (Le Sserafim), Yujin (IVE), Hanni (New Jeans), Beomgyu (TXT), and Enhypen's Hyung line.
Author's note ~ idk how to use Tumblr for the love of god. So, I hope you'll enjoy this as, I've wrote it after listening to criminal love. You can also find this work on wattpad too. And as for the oc, her name will be Choi Jisu as I really don't like working with Y/N. Anyways, happy reading <3 and another thing is that, I've excluded some parts like the texts and social media parts because it would've been too lengthy.
Word count ~ 2.1k+
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6 years later.
“Tenth shot! Stop it now” Jisu groaned, almost yelling at Hanni, who took in the vodka shot.
“No Jiji!” Hanni slurred in a drunk voice. “Lemme have some fun. At least my boyfriend isn't here to stop me” She stated, gulping down another glass.
Jisu sighed, annoyed, as she dialed a number.
“Park Sunghoon, I'll fucking kill you! Come to the bar right now. Your girlfriend is wasted” She yelled over the phone and hung up.
From her peripheral vision, she saw two females, supporting another pair of females towards the barstool.
“How can these two throw up together?” Yujin snorted as she and Karina sat down the drunk Yunjin and Ningning.
“This bitch is leaving us, can't we fucking get drunk?” Yunjin grudged, whining.
A man in a suit with neatly done hair and a perfect face came towards the females and sighed.
“How much did she drink?” Park Sunghoon asked, sitting beside the drunk Hanni as she giggled, looking at her boyfriend.
“Ten shots” Jisu stated, looking at Hanni who rested her head on Sunghoon's shoulder.
“I'm going to take her home. Will you be alright? Or should I call Beomgyu?” Sunghoon asked, looking at the sober females.
“I'll take Yunjin home and Karina will take Ningning" Yunjin stated as Sunghoon nodded and looked at Jisu.
“I haven't had a shot. I'll be fine” She nodded, assuring him as he picked up Hanni and walked out of the bar.
“Will you be able to go home?” Karina asked as Jisu nodded.
“We'll go to the airport tomorrow” Ningning slurred in her drunk voice as the others nodded.
“You should go and get some rest” Yujin stated as Jisu nodded, conforming that they're fine with the wasted pair, she walked out of the door.
Jisu was leaving for America. Over the course of six years, she published eight books and four sets of them, being a series. They formed two one of the best-selling books in New York Times, and she was moving to America, temporarily. Talking about the books now.
The first series was sudden love. Like, love in first sight, CEO and secretary, billionaire romance and best friends brother.
But the second set of series was all based on fake relationships. Like, contract marriage, fake dating, forced proximity and forbidden love.
The group knew exactly why she wrote the second set of book series because she showed,
Even though the protagonists in the books struggled hard with their relationships, they still became one.
However, that was never her case.
She considered herself to be a 'female, cursed out of romance' and would never find a man.
That was halfway true because, her first kiss was Jake and, until this day, her last kiss was also Jake.
After what happened with Jake, she was too afraid to commit to any relationship as, everything felt wrong. She thought that she'll end up broken again.
That stage was so hard on Jisu that it impacted on her mental health. She had to take therapy and often cried during those sessions.
And Beomgyu's abrupt return to Seoul was a shock for all, but he knew, what was going on with Jisu and Jake. He was going to confront them, but later found his sister's heart broken and came to know that it was a fake relationship.
But, until this date, apart from those who knew Jake and Jisu's contract, no one new got to know about their fake relationship.
Jay, Sunghoon, Hanni, Ningning, Karina, all thought that they broke up because Jake was leaving the country. But they knew the truth.
However, the situation, right now, was extremely amusing.
Here, Jisu was preparing to leave for America and Jake, who was also preparing to leave for America from Australia because he was taking over the American branch of their Architectural firm.
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Few weeks passed by.
A library.
A peaceful spot for all readers.
Choi Jisu sat on a stool by the window, reading 'Red, White and Royal Blue' by Casey McQuiston. God knows how many times she has read this book, but she liked it.
She loved how Henry and Alex fought everyone and established their love. Without any fear of the world and how they'll judge them.
Her peaceful reading session ended when a young girl, around her twenties, walked towards her, holding one of her books.
"Ms. Jisu, I'm a big fan of yours. Can I get a sign" She showed Jisu her book as she smiled?
"Of course" She stated and signed on the book. The girl walked away as Jisu stood up too. From the day before, she was planning to buy some books from the book store, and she was currently heading there.
The book store was filled with little to none people, which made Jisu sighed in relief.
She made her way to the romance section and saw her books displayed on the rack. She was quite pleased to see them stocked up with all eight of them. But she didn't come here to look for her books.
She was looking for, Love Hypothesis by Ali Hazelwood.
She finally spotted it. It was on a shelf above her head as she groaned. She was too short to reach. But she didn't lose any hope.
She got on her tippy-toes and reached out for the book, but still couldn't. She tried once again but groaned. However, before she was going to turn away, a body came up from behind her and a hand outstretched, grabbing the book for her.
She turned around but was frozen.
It was Jake. Sim fucking Jaeyun.
"Thank you" She spoke in a cold tone as she grabbed the book from his hand and turned around.
"Jisu" He called out, making her turn towards him. "I know what I-"
"I really don't wanna talk about it" She stated.
"But at least listen to me" He pleaded, looking at her.
"There's nothing between us, Mr. Sim. You go on your way and I go on mine" Jisu stated as she walked towards the counter and paid for the book and walked out. She didn't want to, but unknowingly a tear slipped past her eyes.
But Jake felt way more broken than she felt at this moment. He wanted Jisu back, but only if he could make her understand that he was forced to break her heart.
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“You're pathetic bro”
Heeseung spat over the phone as Jake sobbed.
Her peaceful reading session ended when a young girl, around her twenties walked towards her, holding one of her books.
“He's not pathetic! He's a dumb fucking dickhead!” Beomgyu yelled from the side. “He fucking broke my sister's heart, and now he's acting all pathetic. What the fuck is wrong with this dumbass?” A crash was heard from the other side of the phone.
Beomgyu's anger was on the next level when it came to his sister.
“I don't know what I'll do. Grandfather called me in and I had nothing—”
“Nothing to do except for breaking the girl's heart who had fallen for you deeply” Heeseung stated, a hint of ridicule in his voice was prominent as he cut Jake off.
“You could've said that wait for me or something. Jisu wouldn't have faced all of this shit because of you. She was mocked in the university because everyone thought you dumped her and left” It was Yunjin's time to speak.
Both Beomgyu and Heeseung turned to see Yunjin and Yujin in Beomgyu's house and frowned.
“What are you two doing here?” Beomgyu asked, looking at the girls as Yujin sighed.
“Jisu called us crying earlier. She felt so depressed” Yujin stated and sat beside Heeseung as he tangled up his fingers with her and gave a soft smile.
“I hurt her too much, didn't I?” Jake's voice cracked.
“You did” Heeseung spoke out.
“Beomgyu, will you give me another chance? I'll be a better person for Jisu" Jake asked as Beaomgyu scoffed.
“If you break her heart again, I'll break you, happily” Beomgyu stated as Yunjin frowned.
“But what's the actual reason for you to turn Jisu's confession? She even wrote a whole book series to show you that even with a fake relationship, people so end up together” She asked as Jake sighed.
“It's because his grandfather called him over, and he thought that it was best to turn Jisu down because she deserved someone better than him. Now, this idiot is a fucking CEO” Heeseung hissed.
“I know I'm a coward” Jake sighed.
“The best move for you to get Jisu back is, to grovel” Yunjin stated.
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𝘌𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴.
𝘌𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴.
𝘉𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴.
𝘏𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯. 𝘏𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘧𝘪𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘶𝘥𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.
Jisu typed furiously on her laptop as tears made her eyes blurry. Who would've actually thought the writer who writes all romantic books actually has a pathetic love life?
And Jake Sim was at the fault.
𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘳.
𝘏𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘱 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.
𝘏𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰. 𝘏𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴.
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥.
𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.
𝘏𝘦 𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘺.
𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱.
𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵.
'𝘙𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭' 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥.
'𝘙𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴, 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯?' 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺.
𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘩 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘚𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.
𝘏𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘦.
𝘏𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳.
𝘏𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘯.
𝘎𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩.
𝘚𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯.
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.
She saved this on her draft and shut the laptop, sobbing and clutching the pillow to her chest.
No one should suffer so much even when they haven't dated.
She was still heartbroken, after six years.
If Sim Jaeyun wants to make it right, he needs to prove himself to her.
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One look and Jisu knew she was done for good.
She was drinking her vodka shots in the bar as Jake walked inside with his charming aura.
His tailored suit fit perfectly on his body, making him look breathtaking.
But before he could spot her, she quickly turned around to avoid being seen by him.
Maybe, whatever she wrote the last night was out of grieve? But her writings and her personal life had nothing to do with each other.
She asked for another shot and gulped down the previous shot, burning her throat.
From her peripheral vision, she saw Jake sitting on one of the barstool's, far away from her, as she sighed.
However, soon enough, a girl came towards her and started to give him flirty remarks.
If I say Jake was disgusting will be an understatement. He looked at the women, clearly displeased with her clingy behavior, as he looked at the corner.
That's when their eyes met.
Jake widened his eyes, but they couldn't hold their eye contact because the girl grabbed Jake's cheek and made him look at her.
That sight was enough for Jisu to gulp down her last shot before paying the bartender and walking towards the washroom.
After getting rid of that girl, Jake turned to see that Jisu vanished into thin air.
He wasn't getting any hallucinations, nor was he drunk. He quickly stood up and thought to look at the washroom as he made his way there.
Furthermore, he spotted her walking out of the female washroom.
She spotted him too and was about to walk inside the washroom again as he held her hand.
“Don't do this to me” He pleaded as Jisu snapped her head at him.
“This? If you are acting like this, why did you reject me earlier, Mr. Sim?” She asked with a hint of ridicule.
Jake sighed and rubbed his hand on his face. Then abruptly pulled her towards the nearest wall and pinned her against it. “I do like you. It's just, I was a coward to admit it”.
Jisu blinked at him, baffled by his sudden action and words.
“And I would rather not let you go again” He stated, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear.
“Then chase me. Hold on to be before I go beyond your grasp that you'll never catch me again”.
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Ten days.
Ten different flower bouquet.
Ten different chocolates.
These things were all amusing for Jisu. And today and was the day, Yunjin will come to America and stay with her for a while.
About time, the doorbell rings as Jisu opened the door, helping the groaning girl with her luggage.
“Holy heck! Your apartment looks like a flower shop” Yunjin eyes around and when she reached to take a chocolate bar, Jisu smacked her hand, making her whine.
“Don't fucking tell me, it's Jake” Yunjin stated, rubbing the back of her hand where Jisu smacked her.
A sheepish smile appeared on her face as she nodded.
“Damn. The groveling is hitting hard” Yunjin muttered, looking around.
“Men should know that groveling is the key to a happy relationship” Jisu stated, tossing a coke can to Yunjin as she glared.
“It'll fucking explode!” She yelled, looking at the coke can and walking towards the sink and opening it, making all the bubbles rush out of it.
“Happy explosion” Jisu mocked, sitting on the couch with her legs crossed and picked up the laptop from the coffee table and set it on her lap.
“But Jake really is trying his hardest, isn't?” Yunjin asked, sitting beside Jisu as she nodded.
“I'll make him suffer, for a while” She stated, nonchalantly and kept on typing on her laptop.
Yunjin took a quick glance and gasped. “The male protagonist in this book is also groveling?” She asked with her eyes wide.
“Yup. The female protagonist and I have the same situation going on but, he left her because he told her that he liked someone else, which is a lie” Jisu answered as Yunjin nodded.
“Let him grovel” Yunjin smirked, finding the whole situation a bit too amusing
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h4chi · 2 years
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— # DRUNK
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SUMMARY when a drunk confession accidentally slips between the couple who supposedly hated each other during a pj party.
GENRE romance, friends to enemies to lovers kinda
WARNINGS underage drinking :P kissing / making out. a little bit angst, features some of the treasure members and two ocs, jeongwoo is a lil flirty at the end, not proofread, english is not my first language
PAIRING jeongwoo x female reader
WORD COUNT 789
NOTE help it’s not letting me edit this from my computer so I can’t add the cut... which is bothering me quite a lot but I’ll have to live w it </3
TREASURE MASTERLIST !
your head was spinning so hard. you couldn't quite recall how many cups of soju you drank, but they were sure enough for your body to hardly swallow.
today hyunsuk decided to invite your friend group for a sleepover you all have been wanting to throw sometime but never really had the time to organize. it was you, hyunsuk, jihoon, yujin, junkyu, hana, haruto and jeongwoo.
now, this wasn't really what you were expecting.
you and jeongwoo recently had an argument over some stupid game you couldn't even remember, yet the both of you didn't want to give up before the other. it was just like a childish competition to see who would've lasted longer. therefore hyunsuk assured you he wasn't going to invite jeongwoo, yet it looked like he told the same thing to the other guy from how he was looking at you.
you all decided to play spin the bottle with a little twist, drinking when you didn't want to share a kiss.
now, this was quite embarrassing. you’ve always seen this in movies but never really played, also because you haven’t attended any parties lately.
those were indeed your best friends, but the thought of kissing one of them made you extremely embarrassed for no reason. "it's just a simple peck, yn!" jihoon tried persuading you, much to your dismay succeeding also with a hand from hyunsuk.
so you were all sitting in a circle, an empty bottle of beer in the middle.
you were only picked thrice, having to kiss your friend yujin. for some reasons it didn't feel awkward, and you were glad for that. still, you decided to pass and drink when junkyu and haruto came up, because you couldn't bare with thinking back at what would've happened if you'd agreed, and with the teasing from the rest of the group too.
now it was jeongwoo's turn, and you felt your hands suddenly sweating. you rubbed them against the cloth of your jeans, trying to ease the uncomfortable sensation.
the bottle was taking a bit too much time to slow down, and the anxiety that came with it gradually devouring you.
when the bottle came to a stop, you swear your heart stopped beating right on the spot. the air in the room seemed to get thicker at how hard it became for you to breathe.
the bottle stopped in your direction.
it felt as if the universe was playing with you. you raised your eyes to meet jeongwoo's, who was already looking your way.
the rest of the group suddenly stopped talking, and you could feel yourself getting hotter second by second, very much probably not only because of the alcohol. jeongwoo was about to grab his drink when you moved forward, a hand placed on his cheek, and you left a soft kiss on his lips.
you pulled away immediately, not bothering though of moving from the position you previously assumed. it was like time stopped because jeongwoo didn't waste a second before pulling you back to a more heated kiss. suddenly your friends disappeared from your sight as you closed your eyes, wanting to favor everything about the moment you were sharing.
the kiss was definitely deep, many emotions silently being shared in a way only the two of you could understand.
he was the one to pull away first, probably because he realized how the room had gotten embarrassingly silent.
you both went back to your seats as if nothing ever happened, yet you couldn't get the feeling of his lips on yours away. the struggle was shared, because as soon as you all went to bed, you felt someone stand und up and go to the kitchen. as you yourself couldn't close eye, you decided to go see who it was.
"park jeongwoo." he turned around, a glass of water in his hand, messy hair and glasses laid gracefully on his nose bridge. you took your time admiring him from afar, just enjoying the view.
then you moved forward, the alcohol running freely through your body having the best on you. "i have a crush on you. i've had one for quite a while, actually… yeah, i think i really like you."
you were rambling. it was something that happened often while you were drunk. and also because of the latter, your reflexes were late, and you didn't realize jeongwoo had moved from his previous position until he was standing in front of you, a hand gently holding your wrist.
"you know, i think i like you too. but i'm not sure."
you quirked and eyebrow, tilting your head.
"...and what do you want me to do about it?"
"kiss me again? so i can be sure."
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ironunderoos · 2 years
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Prompt: Tony Stark, the bad boy of Midtown Tech, has a bet with his so called friends Justin Hammer and Quentin Beck that he'll get into nerd Peter Parker's pants till the end of the week.
Part 1 can be found here
Dare part 2
Lunch break came around and Tony walked down the hallway. Other students moved aside when he strutted over. His leather jacket, the biker boots and the wild hair marked him as a bad boy, but that wasn't even necessary. Everybody knew who he was.
The Parker boy was by his locker again, trying to tidy up the mess from the morning. He chatted with a chubby guy standing next to him. Both seemed happy and relaxed, but Tony noted how both of them stayed very close to the lockers, to not come into someone's way and looked around as if they expected an ambush. Much like deer on a clearing in one of those nature documentaries Tony thought. And he was the predator, watching them. He grinned at the silly thought when he walked closer. The hallway emptied already, everybody couldn't wait to go for lunch. But those two lingered behind. 
But perfect to make his move. 
He leaned on the locker next to Peter's, his hands in the pockets of his very tight jeans, and let the soft, but slightly lascivious smile play around his lips that he knew made everybody nervous. "Hey... You're Peter right?" 
The boy turned and Tony noted that he had pretty eyes. And that he was a total nerd with a boring haircut and a boring plaid shirt peeking messily out of his cheap sweater.
Parker blinked at him as if he wasn't sure that Tony truly addressed him. How cute. Of course he was overwhelmed by his charm and fame.
Peter closed his locker and turned to the chubby boy. Without a word, both of them hurried away.
Tony stared after him a few seconds but when it became apparent that Peter wasn't going to come back, but in fact fled, Tony jumped from his slouch and followed.
"Hey… wait."
They looked at him over their shoulders but didn't slow down - in fact Tony had the impression that both boys sped up. He watched them escape into the cafeteria.
Damn! In front of all those people Tony couldn't make a move. Or better; he didn't want to. Couldn't risk his reputation by being seen by the whole school when he flirted with that Parker slug. His hands in his pockets he made his way to the table where Beck and Hammer waited.
"What did you doooo?" Justin was wheezing. "Parker ran into here as if you'd tried to grab his balls in the hall!"
"Shut up…"
Justin snickered and shook his head but said nothing more. Beck however, leaned in.
"A tougher nut than you thought, huh?"
"Maybe another approach. He's very shy," Tony gave back and followed Peter and his friend with his eyes. This had never happened before. Even with his bad boy reputation everybody wanted to get laid by the Tony Stark. He was a legend in this fucking school!
In his mind he marked Peter Parker with a target sign. This was something personal now!
*
Tony took the time to find out more about Peter Parker. A few questions here, a little flirtation with one of his classmates there and he knew everything there was about the boy. 
Peter was about two years younger than Tony and a very good student. Teacher's pet style. He also participated in a couple of school activities - especially the geekier ones like decathlon and big band. He wasn't the popular type - who would've guessed! - and he lived farther away from the school. The chubby one was his best friend Ned and as much of a nerd and outcast as Peter.
Tony had to plan his next move more carefully. Peter didn't fit in any category he had flirted with before so his usual approaches might not work. So he decided to get him alone, after school had ended. Tony positioned himself by his motorbike in the car park, waiting. It wasn't very easy to find Peter because everybody was excited to leave and in the hustle and bustle a small boy like Peter could be overseen pretty easily.
Tony waited some more but the cars left one after the other and no Peter was to be seen. He was sixteen, wasn't he? So when he lived far from school and was old enough… why wasn't he here to get his car? 
Finally, after some driving around the streets close to the school Tony found him. He was walking! Tony frowned and sped his bike up a little until he was next to him.
"Hey! Peter!" This time he tried it with a more open smile to not scare the shy thing away again.
Peter looked over his shoulder. His eyes became huge and then… he walked even faster.
Tony stared after him for a second, unbelieving that this could happen to him twice! 
"Hey!" He hopped down his Ducati and followed the other boy on foot.
"Hey, just wait a sec-..." he grabbed Peter's arm, startling a yelp out of him.
"Don't-..." Peter lifted his other arm as if he feared Tony would hit him. 
Tony let go of the boy's arm immediately.
"I didn't do anything to you!" Peter cried out and stepped back.
"No! I mean, yes! You didn't-..." To be honest, Tony was a bit at a loss, but at least Peter's fear seemed to turn into confusion.
"Wh-... why are you following me? What do you want from me?!" 
Accusatory.
Tony grimaced. "Nothing! I just... I want to get to know you!" God, this was awful! Where was his swag? Turned to dust in front of so much awkwardness! Was that boy contagious?!
He shook his head to clear it a little. "Look, I mean no harm. I just want to talk to you."
Peter squinted at him. "Why?"
Good question! 
Tony shrugged. "Dunno. You seemed…" Awkward. Nerdy. A pain in the ass to be with. "...nice?"
Peter's face darkened.
"Oh yeah? Great. Wow." He exhaled and a soft flush dusted his cheeks. 
'Finally!' Tony thought and started to smile more confidently. 
But then Peter laughed without humor. "Okay. Tell Flash he can… he can fuck himself! I'm done with his shit!" There was wetness in Peter's eyes but Tony could only see it for a moment because the boy turned again and this time he ran as if the devil was behind him. No chance to get after him. Not without turning into a red-headed, sweaty mess. 
Tony's foot let an empty can of soda fly over the street. That fucking prick had left him standing like some kind of idiot. Again. He stared to the point where Peter had left. One his eyelids twitched in a way he'd never had before. That little shit! Tony had given him the special treatment, the looks, the sultry voice, the slow advance… and he ran away? Again?! 
He carded a hand through his hair. Nobody resisted his charme. Especially a shy little nerd like Peter Parker! Time to turn up a notch! This was something personal now!
*
When Peter finally arrived at home he was thankful that May had to work evening shifts on Thursdays. So he didn't have to fake the cheery high schooler, but could simply fall onto his bed and pity his existence. 
That Flash managed to get Tony fucking Stark to participate in his pranks was… almost applaudable. As if a cheap funfair performer got to work with a Las Vegas magician. Way out of his league. 
Peter sighed and rolled onto his back. Tony Stark was… everything Peter wasn't. Famous, smart, rich and loved or envied by everyone. The most wanted boy of the whole school. Surrounded by a mysterious and dangerous air. Peter would have had a crush on him if he wasn't painfully aware that he was so much out of his league that he could have lived on another planet.
'I want to get to know you!' 
Yeah, as if. Peter felt tears well up in his eyes again. How could he ever hope to go back to school when from now on he was the target of grown ups like Tony Stark. 
His life was over.
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Part 3 here
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mrpenguinpants · 3 years
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I have,, a new Genshin oc 👀 hope u don't mind me sending in so many asks dsdjgjshd but I had to tell someone about her
Her name is Lilith (Lily) and she's a cryo catalyst user from Mondstadt and a senior member of the investigation team. She was childhood friends with Kaeya and Diluc but the Crepus incident pulled them apart. I don't have too many details of her backstory pinned down yet but I've already figured out all her skills and talents and her voicelines lmao so I guess I'll share those instead:
About Kaeya - Friendship: Captain Kaeya… he's an enigma alright. It took me years just to get under that mask of his, and even now I'm still not sure if what I'm seeing is the real him. That said, once you get to know him, he's a loyal and reliable friend. The best anyone can ask for.
About Kaeya - Eyepatch: Kaeya's eyepatch? Why are you asking me?…you think because I'm the closest to him that I would know what's under there? Haha, don't be ridiculous, I hardly know him well enough to pry into his secrets.
About Diluc: I knew him when I was still a knight in training. He was… different back then… happier. Now, after all that's happened… well, best if you go talk to him yourself if you want to know more.
About Albedo: He's brilliant! I admire him a lot—not just for his alchemical genius, but for his dedicated work ethic. Unlike a certain other captain whose name I won't mention, Captain Albedo would never drink on the job.
About Jean: Ah, Acting Grandmaster Jean… though, she's been doing this for so long I feel like she should just take the title of Grandmaster. She seems to be good at everything except taking care of herself. Maybe I should bring her some lunch again today…
About Rosaria: Would it be sacrilege to say I agree with her views on the church? In fact, I have never been a fan of the Church of Favonius. If Mondstadt is the City of Freedom, should not its citizens have the freedom to choose how they worship their Archon?
About Lisa: Is she still calling me her "little helper"? Ugh, when will I be rid of that nickname…
About Venti: Ah, that bard who has recently become Kaeya's drinking buddy? I… admit I may have a distorted judgment of him, as I have yet to see the lad completely sober.
About the Vision: Ah, this is my proudest achievement… though, I'm not sure if I can call it that. I was just in the right place at the right time. Anyone else would've done the same.
Favorite food: Nothing warms the heart and soul like a nice bowl of soup! What, you think just because I wield cryo that I can never get cold?
Least favorite food: I will never understand this city's love for alcohol. Not only is the taste repulsive, it clouds the mind and impairs judgement. …How can Kaeya drink so much of the stuff?
Lilith's Hobbies: Did you know that there's a grand piano in the Knights' headquarters that no one uses? Such a shame that this beautiful instrument goes unappreciated. Say… when you next have time, would you like to come in for a private concert?
Lilith's Troubles: There's just not enough time to do all the things I want to do. If only Captain Albedo's alchemy could add more hours to the day… hmm…
More about Lilith - I: My research? Oh, you misunderstand. I'm merely a member of the investigation team, not an alchemist. However, I have helped Captain Albedo with various experiments, so I've picked up a few things.
Kaeya's About Lilith: Lilith? Heh, I've known her for quite some time now. Yes, we're friends. Are we close? Hmm… let's just say that she understands me in a way that most people in Mondstadt cannot.
Fun facts/backstory?:
Kaeya calls her his little lily (only in private or when he's trying to tease her)
She and Kaeya drifted apart after Crepus' death, but once Diluc returned to Mondstadt Kaeya began approaching her once again. They rekindled their friendship but Lilith knows Kaeya's keeping secrets from her. She just hopes he can one day trust her enough to reveal the truth.
Kaeya hasn't told her about Khaenri'ah or his past, but just the fact that she was one of the few people who were actually friends with him before the Crepus incident puts her in his circle of trust
She's shorter than Kaeya and he will not stop teasing her for it
They're not dating (yet)
Lilith got her Vision when the library of Mondstadt caught fire (this is canon but it happened like way back in the day so I'm bending the timeline a little lol) and she rushed in to save the books. This was before she became a knight and was just working as a helper around the library (hence her voiceline about Lisa). She was able to save several rare manuscripts thanks to her newfound power keeping the flames at bay. Afterward she was awarded a medal by the Grandmaster but she always considered the Vision her true reward. This event is also what pushed her to become a knight in earnest so she can use her powers to protect Mondstadt
I just realized that both of my Genshin OCs' visions match the characters I paired them with lmao
As a playable character she'd likely be a main/sub DPS whose focus is critting the hell out of your enemies. She'd synergize well w cryo resonance. You'd want her on a freeze team bc her charged attack summons an icicle and counts as a heavy attack so it can deal shattered damage
Haha whoops this became really long dskfjdjd but uhh hope you enjoyed reading about Lilith!! I'm still trying to figure out what she looks like so there may be art on the way soon 👀
Blinking at this 20 page essay in front of me haha but please don't worry about sending me too many asks. If you're okay with my shit reply times then spam my inbox with anything.
Is there a cyro catalyst in genshin yet? I don't think so (maybe signora but she's not playable yet) but it's such a good fucking concept and I want it. It would look so pretty or elegant or we could be throwing snowballs goddammit. But can I say how much I love voice lines??? As much of a lore junkie that I am, there's something about voice lines that send me. If you have any more voice lines. please feed me.
Side note: "…How can Kaeya drink so much of the stuff?"
I'm pretty sure it's borderline confirmed since Venti drinks to forget his ptsd...I'm hard eyeballing Kaeya for the same reasons.
Can I say how fucking hot it is when characters don't pry into each other's business? Just having that mutual trust that you can take care of whatever you're dealing with, and if you can't, you can come to me for help without feeling ashamed. I'm not self-reflecting at all, what do you mean? But I'm enjoying this dynamic a lot. Feels very healthy and I support that. But hey, double cryo has a pretty good element synergy bonus haha. Speaking of criting, my Eula has a 15% crit chance....
But if you do create art or more lore, please share with me! Unless you already have and I haven't seen the ask yet haha.
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myfearless-love · 3 years
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The Wildest Place You Run (3/?) - Pretty Scary Sometimes
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If anyone missed Killian in the previous chapters (because who wouldn't miss him, let's be honest) then I have good news: we are getting more Killian now that most of the flashbacks are done! I enjoyed writing this chapter as we dive deeper into the character's backstories and present happenings! I hope you like it too! Let me know :)
Also, check out the amazing and beautiful art that @thejollyroger-writer made for chapter 3 & 4!! I love how she always captures the essence of the chapters!
Summary:
Vampires, Werewolves, Mages, and Elves. For centuries, they kept their existence a secret, but the constant rebellions against the strict laws of the Guild had led to a terrible tragedy. In an open clash, it became apparent to humans just what kind of monsters lived among them. Emma Swan loses the love of her life in the first battle of the war. A few months later, while still trying to process what happened, a mysterious and terrifying figure worms his way into her life. But the man is hiding far more terrible secrets than he reveals to her, pulling them both into a horrible situation...
Chapter: 3/? - Pretty Scary Sometimes
Fandom: Once Upon a Time
Rating: M
Relationships: Killian Jones/Emma Swan
Read on: FF.net or AO3
Words: ~3k
Previous parts:
Ch 1 II Ch 2
TW for this chapter: Implied miscarriage
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"Emma! Lock the door behind us! We probably won't be back before morning…"
David's voice snapped her back out of her memories and back into the present, and she stared up at her brother with misty eyes. "What?"
"Lock the door behind us," he repeated, shaking his head slightly in disapproval, and hurried out of the kitchen.
Somewhat dazed, she started walking towards the team of Hunters, but by the time she reached the living room, they were all gone. All except Killian, who was still fumbling with his gun holsters.
Her memories still held her a little captive, she stared wearily at the front door. It had been more than half a year, but she would never forget that night or that horrible half an hour she spent in the morgue…
"It can't be him! It's probably a mistake, Neal certainly isn't…" she shook her head and sobbed hysterically.
If David hadn't been holding her, she would have simply fallen awkwardly to the shiny floor.
"Emma! It pains me too, but if he were alive, he would have come back long ago…"
"No! He's not…" she repeated tirelessly, like a broken record. She couldn't comprehend that she had lost Neal along with the little one…
"Are you sure?" The coroner stared doubtfully at Emma, and there was also a hint of pity and contempt in his gaze.
Of course. To him, he was just a corpse, but to her…
"She won't calm down until then…" David sighed somewhat bitterly and stared at the white-covered body in front of them.
"All right," the coroner shrugged.
He was a short, broad, and severely balding man, with gray hair and several days of white stubble. He reached for the edge of the sheet with his stubby fingers, but before he could pull the fabric aside, a brutally burned hand slid off the autopsy table.
The breath caught in her throat, and she suddenly forgot how to breathe. They were long, thin fingers, just like Neal's. The skin was burned almost black, cartilage showing on the fingers.
"Maybe it was a bad idea..." David whispered, pulling her head to his chest and trying to shield her vision. He tried to soothe her, even though she was no longer sobbing anymore. Her eyes widened in horror, and she gasped for air.
"I think so, too. She's quite neurotic," the doctor grunted.
"Just keep your mouth shut! We didn't ask for your opinion," David snorted.
"Sorry," he muttered in a mocking tone and sauntered off.
He grabbed something from the table and handed Robin a plastic bag containing a sooty, burnt box. "We found this a few feet from the body. Does it look familiar?" The doctor scanned the faces of the Hunters impassively.
"Oh my God…"
"You've got to be kidding me…"
"Shit…"
Emma didn't understand their outburst, she just saw the horror and shock on their faces.
"What's that?" Mary Margaret glanced at the tiny box with watery eyes.
The others, on the other hand, didn't seem to have heard the question at all, staring uncertainly at each other and the box.
"Can we have this?" inquired Robin.
"Of course. We don't need it," replied the doctor.
"How generous," Leo said.
"David, what do you think? Should we give it to her?" Robin stared at her uncertainly.
"What's in it?" Emma asked in a husky voice. "Is it something of Neal's?"
"No. It's yours," Ruby replied gently.
"No, it's not mine," she shook her head. It wasn't at all familiar to her.
"But what's inside is yours," David replied, nodding to Robin, who opened the plastic bag and carefully pulled the box out. "Emma… you probably would've figured it out or guessed, it's better to just rip the band-aid now," he whispered, stroking her hair.
Emma raised her head suspiciously. "What's going on?"
"I'm sure Neal would have been happy to see you wearing it…" he added carefully. "He was going to ask you to marry him that night…"
Robin opened the small box. Inside, her engagement ring remained perfectly intact…
She opened her eyes slowly and raised her hand in front of her face. The ring still glittered on her finger. It was made of white gold, and the most beautiful amber she had ever seen shone upon it. It was terribly painful to realize what a wonderful night it could have been, and instead, it ended with the death of her boyfriend and unborn baby. They could have been a family.
But she wore it, despite the pain it caused when she looked at it. She could still feel him a little close to her. It hurt, but not so much that she couldn't bear it.
"Swan, are you all right?" Killian was already standing on the doorstep, eyeing her anxiously.
"I'm fine," she nodded, but her tone was the slightest bit sharper than she'd intended.
"Apologies." He turned away, but she gently grasped his arm.
"I'm sorry. I'm not mad at you or anything. I didn't mean to take it out on you."
"It's alright, love." His lips twisted into a faint, understanding smile.
His good manners were sometimes in stark contrast to his appearance. His dark, almost black hair, disheveled as always, brushed against his forehead now, in need of a haircut. The thick stubble on his face was peppered here and there with a hint of ginger if the light fell on him at the right angle. His right ear was pierced and adorned with a solid black stone earring. There was no room for new tattoos on his left arm, various drawings of a compass, skull and crossbones, symbols, and plants were inked into his skin, likely to hide the age-old scar that ran from his wrist to his bicep. He also accentuated his eyes with black eyeliner, making his arctic blue eyes stand out as prominently as the North Star in the dark sky.
He wore his signature black outfit - jeans, a shirt that was always missing a few buttons at the top to reveal a generous patch of dark hair, leather jacket, and combat boots.
All in all, he looked like a textbook bad boy, which was why Emma preferred to keep her distance from him.
"You better get going," she remarked as the front door closed behind the others.
"They won't leave without me, anyway. Who would look out for them?" he let out a laugh, attaching a pistol holster to his hip. "Take care, ladies," he nodded to her from the other side of the doorstep, then disappeared into the night after the others.
Emma retreated into the apartment and carefully locked the door, padlocking it as a precaution. No one could say she hadn't heeded their warning.
"Are they gone?" Mary Margaret sank down on the couch.
"Yeah," Emma nodded and plopped down next to her friend.
She closed her eyes, leaned against the headrest, and stared up at the ceiling.
"I wonder what they're trying to accomplish with all this," Mary Margaret shook her head. "Rebellions everywhere, in almost every country. They can't defeat us, so what do they want?"
"I don't care what they want. All the damn beasts need to be wiped out," Emma hissed.
Ever since that night, she hated those monsters even more, and honestly, who could blame her?
Mary Margaret only hummed and nodded, and for a long time, neither of them said a word.
After a few minutes, her friend broke the silence: "Don't you miss it? Our old life?"
"What do you mean?" Emma glanced at her.
"When we went to college and this craziness hadn't started yet," Mary Margaret replied, and Emma raised one of her eyebrows.
"I don't miss it. If there's anything I miss, it's...him. But nothing else."
"Maybe you should take the ring off. It always reminds you of him. It's been over seven months. I know you don't want to hear this, but sooner or later, you're going to have to move on. There's life after Neal."
If it wasn't Mary Margaret sitting in front of her, telling her that, she probably would have slapped her or, at the very least, made her leave. But Mary Margaret was different. Emma knew she wanted the best for her, and she had much better insight into her situation than she did.
"I can't," Emma shook her head. "It would be like...I don't know. It would be like I was denying him or something."
"No," Mary Margaret objected vehemently. "It wouldn't be like that. To be honest, I didn't agree with the others when they gave you that damn ring. It was like twisting the knife that was already in your heart. If it had been up to me, I wouldn't have told you he was going to ask you to marry him. Sooner or later, you may have realized it yourself, though. Would it have been easier for you if there had been no ring?"
"Maybe," she breathed, staring blankly at the opposite wall.
Her gaze soon drifted to her ring. Maybe she really did need to take it off. "I don't know yet… Maybe in time," she replied.
"My advice is not to hesitate too long. It will be easier after that, believe me."
"I hope so," she smiled finally.
She was startled awake by the ringing of her phone. The rays of the full moon broke on the dry branches of the trees in the woods behind the house, and the silvery light painted indelible patterns on her bedspread with the shadows.
She forgot to close the blinds.
Her phone buzzed again and, still a little sleepy, she rolled onto her side in the huge double bed. She pulled aside the dark green canopy and reached for the vibrating device on the nightstand.
She glanced at the caller ID.
Of course.
Only David would call her in the middle of the night.
"What happened? Are you okay?" she immediately straightened up in her bed, holding her breath, waiting for her brother's answer.
"You're about to find out. We'll be home in five minutes. In the meantime, open the door and get the couch ready for Ruby." His voice sounded calm and Emma concluded that they couldn't be in too much trouble.
She ended the call, jumped up from the bed, and yanked open the door to her room. She ran down the hall and hopped down the stairs, taking two steps at a time. When she reached the front door, she took off the padlock, pulled out the deadbolt, unlocked the door, and opened it wide.
She ran back to the couch and tossed all the unnecessary things off of it. A couple of remotes, two blankets, and a few pillows landed on the cherry wood floor. Just as she stood up, she could hear the hurried footsteps of David and the others.
"Let me go! I can walk on my own two feet!" Ruby's voice sounded rather irritated, but her statement was immediately followed by a loud thud.
"I can see that," David hissed angrily, with a slight note of mockery in his tone. "Jones, if you will! She already tried to claw my eyes out…"
David marched into the apartment like an angry boar. He dropped his gun on the coffee table and sank into one of the black leather chairs. Leo and Robin nervously scurried into the living room, followed by Killian with Ruby in his arms.
Ruby stubbornly struggled against Killian, trying to break free of his grip, but he held her tight. It didn't matter that she could easily stand up to two guys, she couldn't outmaneuver Killian.
Killian wisely turned his face away from Ruby's tiny but sharp fingernails and carefully laid her on the couch.
"If any of you dare touch me again, I'll castrate you!" she growled, and then hissed, a grimace on her face immediately following.
"What happened?" Emma crouched down beside the brunette in horror.
"Can we go to your room?" Ruby pleaded desperately.
"No. She's been shot," David replied before getting up from the chair and drifting into the bathroom.
"What? Have you lost your minds? Why didn't you take her to a hospital?" Emma snapped, glaring at Leo and Robin.
"It was a miracle that we were even able to carry her here," Robin shrugged.
"I'll live," Ruby growled, but tears were running quietly down her face from the pain and exertion.
"Only if I take the bullet out and tend to the wound," David nodded.
"Ruby, we have to do this," Emma sat down next to her on the couch and took her hand.
She knew full well that she didn't like to be touched when she was injured. Ruby blinked up at David in alarm, disgust written all over her beautiful face. "Only you, David. No one else…" she moaned in a fading voice.
"All right, so be it. Let me over there, Emma. Take a look at Killian's arm until then."
She got up from the couch, grabbed a bottle of disinfectant and a bandage from the pile of medical supplies scattered on the table, and walked purposefully toward Killian, who stood silently by the banister.
"There's really no need," he shook his head with a forced smile when she reached him. "It's just a scratch, love, really not that serious."
"Not you, too."
"I don't—"
"Show me. I really don't have the patience for that right now, Killian," she interrupted him.
She didn't know what to make of the look he gave her. His impossibly blue eyes reflected annoyance, fear, and confusion all at once, but he soon relented and reluctantly peeled off his black leather jacket. The left sleeve of his shirt was completely soaked with blood.
He rolled up his sleeve. At first, she didn't see a wound under his many tattoos, it was hard for her to notice any damage done to his skin other than the scar that was already there. But as she scanned his arm she soon found a cut that seemed far too tiny for the amount of blood that adorned his clothing and skin. There was barely any blood flowing from it now.
"What the…" her eyes widened as she ran her finger over the wound, but Killian didn't even flinch. Right before her eyes, the cut disappeared under the ship wheel — or helm, as he called it — which wrapped around his bicep. "Killian," she stared at him, dumbfounded.
A mere Mage wouldn't be able to do that, even if he had as much power as Killian.
"There were Elves among my ancestors," he shrugged, his face becoming an imperturbable, grim mask. His gaze seemed petrified, expressionless.
That explained some strange things about Killian, Emma thought. He had an abnormally high physical resilience and was almost as fast as a Vampire or Werewolf. That couldn't be possible through mere magic.
"Oh," she couldn't force a more meaningful answer out of herself. "Why didn't you say that before?"
"I didn't think it was important," he shrugged.
"Sorry, but you don't look like an Elf," Leo shook his head with a grin.
Emma only now noticed that the other Hunters had been standing behind her the whole time.
"That's because I'm not one. Some of my ancestors were. I'm just a freak," his voice sounded strangely bitter and he turned his head away.
Instinctively, she took two steps away. Killian's icy magic flared up without warning, along with his rage.
"Hey, calm down, dude. I didn't mean it like that," Leo raised his hands.
"What's going on?" Mary Margaret reached the bottom of the stairs, still in her pajamas.
"Nothing new. Just a bit of bickering, the usual," Robin grinned.
Only now did Mary Margaret notice David at the other end of the room. A broad smile was on her face as she walked over to where he was still crouched by the couch, finishing patching Ruby up.
Emma turned away as they threw themselves into each other's embrace, kissing as if they hadn't seen each other in days. She glanced back at Killian who was watching her face with a coy expression. His gaze positively shone with panic, almost desperate.
"I… I apologize. I think I'd better go," he murmured, lowering his gaze.
He rolled down his sleeve and picked up his jacket, then stormed out of the apartment without further explanation. Emma stared after him, uncomprehending. She had always known he was kind of a weirdo. But this was unusual, even for Killian.
"What the hell was that?" she turned to Robin, confused.
"He's a little cuckoo in the head. You'd better not get any more friendly with him than you already have," Robin shook his head. "Seriously. He can be pretty scary sometimes. He's pretty weird."
She didn't answer, just stared after Killian thoughtfully. She agreed with Robin that there was something up with him. But she immediately ruled out the possibility that he was suffering from some sort of mental illness.
"You knew about this?" Leo turned to Robin.
"That he was part Elf? No, I would never have guessed that. But now that I think about it, it makes perfect sense. He's done things he wouldn't have been able to do otherwise," Robin replied and goosebumps appeared on Emma's arm.
Maybe Robin was right. She shouldn't get close to him.
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smut4bangtan · 4 years
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One Ride Home (#7, School Anthology)
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“I can’t believe you’re in college now,” you told Namjoon as you slowly ran your fingers on his new car. “I can’t wait to graduate so I can do more things and get my own car too.”
“You’re graduating this school year, right? It may seem far but it’s not. Really,” Namjoon replied with a grin, revealing the breathtaking dimples on both of his cheeks.
You suddenly noticed that a lot of your schoolmates were looking at you two and some weren’t even trying to hide it. You just shrugged them off; it’s not a big deal. You’re with the only Kim Namjoon: a man with a whooping 148 for his IQ and the one who ranked first in all of Seoul National University’s entrance exam-takers. Everybody knows him, and you must be prepared for looks and whispers as his friend.
“He’s gotten cooler after he went to college,” one girl who passed by loudly whispered to her friend who kept staring at Namjoon.
“Let’s go,” you said as you opened the door of the passenger seat. All you want to do is to get out of there and save the both of you from the awkward situation. He just followed you into the car without saying anything.
“Ah, you finally had the time to pick me up. Aren’t you glad to see your alma mater again?”
“Eh, it’s alright. Nothing much to see. I wouldn’t go if it weren’t for you or for something that would require me to.”
Namjoon turned the radio on and started driving. A mellow American pop song was playing since the sun is starting to set. His answer didn’t really surprise you because he wasn’t really friendly even though a lot of people knew him. It’s hard to get through his barriers.
“So, how’s college? You’re so busy that we haven’t seen each other in months,” you said, taking a glance at him.
“It’s not as hard as you think.”
“Lies. You’re just saying that so I wouldn’t get scared.”
Namjoon laughed. “Sorry,” he replied. “You should try getting into SNU too so we can see each other more often.”
“I’ll try.” You sighed. “How about girls? Hookups? I’ve heard that there are more chances of getting laid in college.
Namjoon just giggled and shook his head lightly. Your eyes landed on his dimples and then his nicely protruded adam’s apple, making your heart unexpectedly beat faster. It’s been a while since he made you feel this way. You missed it, so much.
You suddenly met a line of cars due to a traffic light nearby. Without saying anything, Namjoon started to search his pockets. “Hey, can you open the glove compartment? I can't find my wallet.”
Doing as he said, you opened his glove compartment—to see a box of condoms. And then his wallet which you actually forgot as soon as you read the word “Durex.” Meanwhile, Namjoon awkwardly picked his wallet up behind the box.
“Kim Namjoon. Your in debt to me,” you said, laughing to make the situation a little less awkward.
“H-huh?”
“Uh, stories?”
Namjoon was obviously speechless and you’re loving it. Your hearts beating a little bit faster and your pussy’s starting to get wet. You know to yourself that you’re dangerous and unstoppable when you’re angry, drunk and horny.
The traffic light turned green and he started to drive again.
You opened the compartment once again and picked the box up. He was obviously startled but he didn’t say anything nor stopped you. His condoms were the ones with the little dots on it.
“I’ve always wanted to try these,” you said without thinking. The two of you were shocked, but you couldn’t care less at this point.
“W-why?” He asked awkwardly. He seemed to be losing his mind as well.
“Jimin and I never used a condom.”
“O-Oh, I never tried it without one.”
“Should we try it then?”
He eyes gradually widened and looked at you. Even if he wasn’t saying anything, his gaze were screaming “yes.”
“Uhm…”
“My parents won’t come home until the day after.”
“Shall we?”
You unknowingly bit your lip as soon as you heard him. Just in time, he took a the last right turn and saw your house immediately. He pulled the brakes up with much force that you thought it was going to break. Without saying anything, you opened the door and picked your things up along with the box. You ran to the door and opened it while he ran after you as soon as he locked his car.
As soon as Namjoon slammed the door shut, you started to slowly unbutton your top, revealing your tempting cleavage. He started to walk towards you while licking his lips. He then leaned towards you, kissing you on the lips. Slowly, the both of you opened your mouths and letting your tongues fight one another. You held his hand and then placed it inside your bra. He lifted his other hand and started to massage both breasts. As you felt your nipples harden, you unzipped your skirt. It dropped on the floor, revealing your black underwear.
Namjoon unclasped your bra, freeing your breasts. “Shit,” he uttered.
You knelt to the ground and started to unzip Namjoon's jeans. As Namjoon started to unbutton his shirt, he suddenly lost his balance and fell on the sofa. His legs seemed to have lost all its strength because of everything that's happening.
As it got harder, Namjoon's cock portruted more and more from his underwear. It was bigger than you imagined.
You gently stroked his cock, making him moan a little. He bit his lip; it was obvious that he was controlling himself from making any noises. But you love to bring out the best in people, and he knows that.
You finally removed his underwear, revealing his angry cock. No time was wasted as you immediately put it in your mouth. You made sure that your nipples touched his inner thighs as you moved your head up and down.
"Oh, fuck," Namjoon said, holding you by your hair. You moved your head faster and stuck your tongue onto his cock tighter. He pulled himself out which made a combined fluid of his pre-cum and your saliva freely flow out of your mouth. It's all on his cock and the sofa.
"You liked it?" You asked while standing up.
"I almost lost my fucking mind," he replied as he removed your underwear.
Namjoon gently pulled you to the sofa while he stood up. He dove in and started to kiss and lick your inner thighs until he reached your wet pussy. His tongue started to circle around clit, making all the muscles in your body tense up.
"Mmm," you whispered and rested your head at the throw pillow behind you. Next up was your opening. He grabbed your tits as he was doing his thing on your pussy. You could barely catch your breath. He suddenly stopped and joined you on the sofa. Your eyes met, making you guys smile at each other. "I thought I was going to squirt on you."
He smirked. "So you're a squirter."
"I might be the strongest one you'll ever know."
Namjoon just giggled and placed your legs on his shoulders. He pointed his cock on the opening of your pussy and inserted the head slowly.
"Oh my God," you whispered.
"Does it feel good?" He asked, looking you straight in the eyes. You just nodded.
Namjoon held onto your thighs and started to thrust deeper and deeper. Before you even knew it, he was fully inside you. You can feel his cock completely in you, especially the head. He started to push and pull gently. "God, you're so tight."
You started to play with his nipples as he started to rock harder and harder. He moved his hands to your tits to play with you nipples as well. The more he pounded you, the more your pussy salivated.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" You yelled with eyes shut tight. "Harder! Harder!" You held onto his arms as he continued to fill you up.
He suddenly came out. "Holy shit. It's slippery as fuck."
You suddenly stood up. "I'm about to squirt. Quick, sit up straight!" And so he did.
You sat on Namjoon, your back facing him. You immediately inserted his cock into your pussy, making your eyes roll in pleasure. This position is your hidden card; it never fails to make you squirt or cum. Every guy who experienced this with you always asked for a second time.
The two of you only realized now that there was a full-sized mirror facing you, allowing you guys to see the full action in 3rd person. Your eyes suddenly met through this mirror.
Namjoon suddenly grabbed your face by the chin and kissed you. "Had I known you were this tasty, I would've not wasted any time and asked you." You just smiled and patted his cheek.
You started to move your body up and down, making his cock slide freely inside you. Namjoon's hips started to jive with you as his hands grabbed your tits and moved his index fingers around your nipples in a circling motion. The rocking of his body gradually became faster and faster. Your jaw dropped and you can't even say anything anymore. Your eyes couldn't stop rolling either.
You spread your legs even wider as he pounded you even stronger. You started to touch your clit with your middle finger and play with it. "Mmm fuck! Fuck! Oh God, fuck!" You yelled.
Namjoon pounded on you deeper as soon as he saw you strum your clit with four fingers. "God, God, God. Oh, fuck!"
You quickly removed his cock from your pussy and it finally came: the big squirt.
Just in time, his cum exploded on your tummy. He held you tightly as your whole body shook wildly still.
Gradually, your senses calmed down. You stayed rested on Namjoon's body. The two of you could hear nothing, only your panting.
"This is gonna happen again, right?" Namjoon whispered to your ear.
"This HAS to happen again," you replied.
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mitchie02 · 2 years
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https://youtu.be/H6GmVCD7cxk
Plz for the love of God watch this. I promise you, you will not be disappointed. Believe me! Trust me! This video perfectly explained his character and what you & I said were right especially you. The first I sent was good too! But this one just goes more deeper & was published after the series ended. I really enjoyed the video.
I already saw it and I agree with him 99%. He even says that Eren didn't care about "his people", only his friends. That's it.
Now, in his last conversation with Armin, Eren says that he would've gone all the way if they didn't made the choice to fight him. 
Let's pretend his friends stayed back, Eren completes the rumbling and dies in 4 years. Paradis, most likely, destroys itself at some point because conflict never ends. Eren knows that. He knows Eldia started the conflict, the cycle, he knows the rumbling/violence doesn’t stop the cycle of hate, yet he did everything to ensure he would do it: schemed with Zeke to make sure Paradis would have no chance at negotiating peace and almost no allies, proved Willy right when he said the island needs to be invaded, let the contaminated wine to be distributed. 
How do I know that Paradis will go into civil war at some point? Eren knew he would start the rumbling when he meets with Zeke and he didn’t order his cult to evacuate the people near the walls, In fact, everyone should’ve been sent to the underground, because there was a possibility, and a high one, that Zeke would scream and mindless titans will roam free. The yeagerists refused to learn titan killing, so “his people” were doomed. After that, we saw people turning against Eren because he allowed their own to get crushed by the walls. He could’ve tried to save them, yet he didn’t. Conflict was bound to happen no matter how many Eren killed.
Now let's say his friends try to stop him and Mikasa never makes the choice to kill him. What happens to his friends? They die after him. The Eren cult already considers Levi Public Enemy #1 and in the epilogue, they don’t even live on the island, they are hated by the yeagerists. If they wouldn’t have a place to go to, they die after Eren’s death at the latest. He didn’t know what will happen to his friends after his death, he only speculated. Saying he did it for “his people” is like saying he became a crazy nationalist, like Floch, and committed genocide for a nation that hates the people he loves most.  
So yeah, the rumbling was, first and foremost, done with selfish motives in mind: seeing That Scenery from Armin’s book. Eren said so in chapter 131 and 139. “His people” other than his friends weren’t a motive, Jean(who was chosen to say those lines specifically for his own character arc) didn’t “confirm” Eren was doing it for them, Eren confirmed later that “for the island” was just an excuse and he was doing it for himself. And to protect less than 10 people, the friends he cared about, at the cost of 80% of human population ( keep in mind that the most bloody war we had, World War II, resulted in the deaths of 3% of the world) is, obviously, selfish. Eren wasn’t doing anything noble by destroying the world. He wasn’t punishing the world for being racist(he admits to Reiner that they are all the same), he didn’t know if the island would be destroyed without the genocide, he knew they had the option of the partial rumbling, Marley was focused on getting better technology so they had time to find ways to negotiate peace and assuming everyone is racist and no one will listen is awful or would make Isayama a bad writer. It’s impossible that everyone was so cartoonishly evil to hate an island that as soon as more anti-titan weapons would be invented, would be powerless. Keep in mind that Hange killed a few colossus titans with only the thunder spears she invented. The world ignored Paradis for 100 years when they knew they were no threat and went against the island as soon as Eren confirmed their fears. 
Eren resembles Walter White, who I have every reason to believe was an inspiration. They both start doing something wrong and use excuses to justify it (Eren: for the island and and Walter: for his family) and, in the end, admit they did it for their own selfish desires. And even if they achieved some good things by pure chance, can’t be seen as noble characters. 
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The Word Of Your Body Duet (Roland x Rin Davies)
Andante, Andante
Word Count: 2500
Warnings: angst, bit of fluff mixed in with smut, one outdated word,
A/N: Everyone has their secrets, but sometimes we need someone to share them with. Roland just chooses his last night to let Rin in on his. This is a follow-up to Songbird
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Roland sat on the edge of Rin's bed while she paced back and forth anxiously in front of him. Since he came over earlier in the evening, they only managed to kiss until their lips swelled. Rin had taken her gloves off, but refused to touch Roland anywhere with bare skin.
“I don't understand. You said I do nothing to ye?”
“You-you don't,” Rin stuttered. “At least not normally. This isn’t normal, Roland. We've known each other for over a year, and until yesterday neither of us have given any inkling that we are attracted to each other. I mean who wouldn't be attracted to you? Look at you, you're terribly handsome.”
Roland cocked an eyebrow, “Handsome in a terrible way. I'll admit t’the terrible part. I can be a bit..”
“Of a twat?”
“Much. It's the handsome part I don't know I’d agree with. There's not exactly a line around the block.”
“I just don't like surprises. I've had things happen.. To me. I can't take that again.”
Roland reached out and hooked his fingers in the belt loops of Rin’s jeans. He drew her down into his lap, his arms held her in place.
“First you’re giving me motion sickness watching all that back and forth. Second will ye just bloody touch me?! Anywhere, you'll see something I've never told anyone at this school. Not that I have friends besides you.”
Rin’s heart fell. That really couldn't be the truth? Roland wasn't all that bad, he was just a little.. blunt. Not that she had friends, present company aside. It was difficult for Rin to get close with anyone in case their true personalities showed through. She had a knack for telling people their feelings before they were even ready.
“What if I don't like what I see?”
“It's nothing that salacious. Just a wee bit I suppose,” there was a shrug in his shoulder. “If ye don't like it, ye never have t’see me again.”
“Why do you keep saying that like another semester won't roll around?”
“I'm moving to Perth,” he said matter of fact.
“AUSTRALIA?!” Rin was gobsmacked.
“Jupiter!” Roland gave a mock surprised face that teased the girl on his lap.
Rin shoved Roland somewhere between serious and playful. “Oh don't be a bastard!”
“I can't be one! My parents were married!” his brows furrowed in fake consternation. “As far as I know at least?” He stroked his chin in deep thought.
“Can you ever talk without sarcasm or snark?!”
“I'm like Tinkerbell, but I must be acerbic to live!”
Rin’s eyes nearly rolled back in her head. The banter was so natural between them. In that weird way you never notice how much you want or need someone until they won't be there tomorrow. She became instantly pained. Rin had never felt as at-ease with anyone, sharing her secrets and her songs as openly as she did with Roland.
Now her voice was soft and sad, “What's in Oz you can't find here?”
“They offered me a place at their sister conservancy. I've got family over there too. What's left of them.”
Roland nudged his nose against Rin’s. He nuzzled downwards and along her cheek. Taking a chance in kissing her once more where his nose had been. He let his lips linger on her skin, so she knew he would be an open book if she wanted. Even if it was just a day or so before he left her.
Rin draped her arms around Roland’s shoulders before kissing him again. There was a heat, that taste of smoke. Of trailers and RVs all parked together around campfires and music. Then a spice of peppers as his tongue overpowered hers. His kisses taste like Travellers, once called Gypsy.
Roland’s mouth was hungry for her as he awkwardly reached for the hem of her shirt. Desperate to feel Rin, she could tell. All of her. There was nothing sinister about his intentions. Just fiddles and drums and whiskey.
In a blur of laughter and limbs, Rin and Roland clambered to their feet to strip down to their underwear. She flattened her scarred hands on his chest. For someone who could see into someone's mind or emotions, how did Rin miss his olive skin? Those subtle differences that would've given him such grief if others knew.
Rin said it out loud in the sudden quiet. only Roland’s wild heartbeat under her fingers and heavy breath that builds. “You're a gypsy.”
Her eyes focused on his body. An ache between her thighs as she glanced down at the erection inside of his boxers. He wasn't embarrassed. In fact, he was quite confident for Roland at this moment.
Roland’s hands were in Rin’s hair. Entangled so that they tugged her head upwards with a pleasurable pain. She was forced to meet his eyes as he leaned down to mesh his mouth with hers again. His tongue darted in swiftly before she reciprocated. He let his hands stray down over her body to the hook of her bra where he fumbled but only briefly before it came free.
“Not anymore,” Roland’s voice thick.
“I'm sorry. Traveller?” Rin was apologetic.
Her hips involuntarily pushed into his as she lightly brushed her fingers down his body. They traced around his waist to the small of his back. That dip just above the band of his boxers.
“No, I mean I'm not a Traveller or a gypsy anymore. Best assimilate with the other gorja. Being “normal” has made everything easier.”
There was a sadness now in Roland's flesh. It flowed just underneath the surface as Rin embraced him. Her experience with tents and churches and people “speaking in tongues” as her parents forced her to perform “miracles” on blind faith punters bubbled over her surface and spread to Roland’s.
“Wren. It wasn't like that. I'm sad because I miss them. I'm ashamed of turning my back on the people who raised me. That's where I fell in love with music. C’mon you’re ruining our last night!”
Roland let go and laid on the bed with his back to the wall. He propped himself up on his elbow and tapped the bed a few times. “Let me take care of you?” An eyebrow arched suggestively.
“You know what you're doing?”
Still, Rin laid down beside Roland on her back. He bent forward with a hand on her neck and pecked her lips softly. Once. Twice, before she opened her mouth and welcomed his tongue. They mingled and danced with each other as Rin slipped her hand inside the fly of Roland’s boxers so she could trace her fingers along his erection.
There was a sharp intake of breath as Roland’s stomach contracted at her touch. Rin knew it was more of a delighted surprise as her hand now curled around the shaft and began to stroke back and forth. Her fingertips worked up a friction as he finally exhaled heavily into her. Then, with just a moment’s hesitation, palmed her between the legs.
Rin’s turn to gasp in pleasure as he rubbed swift circles on her underwear. Teased her until a wetness formed that he pushed the fabric aside to get to. His fingers easily slid in and out of her until they almost started to play. Hooked and curved like she was guitar strings. Rin clenched her eyes shut in ecstasy as she broke the kiss to bury her hand at a pillow. With their guard down, Roland began to play.
Rin got lost in the way his fingers moved inside of her. They searched and learned as they went. She felt Roland’s eyes on her as he darted in over her G-Spot, but Rin thought that to be accidental. Still he forged on; only stopping when her body started to jerk just slightly. He kept at it once he realized that was her clit.
Roland craned again to cover Rin’s mouth with a kiss. His hand never ended manipulating her as he opened a door to her gifts. She was at her most vulnerable, and welcomed him in.
Roland stood just outside the caravan his family spent their summers. He and his Dá had their rows over the enrollment at the conservancy. How had he saved that much money, and why had he disobeyed the rules of the family? Every penny earned went to them, the community. Not some gorja school in Cork.
Roland knew if he left he would be excommunicated from them. He couldn't return, they would make sure he wouldn't be able to find them. Still, with his kit and guitar he looked ahead and never back. He wouldn't always blend in; when he hit it big, Roland would pay them their respect.
By first year's end, gifted students like him were set up with mentors. Someone who had been around the program for a few years. She was pretty with soul piercing blue eyes and jet black hair. Roland was smitten.
Unused to outsiders who moved kind of slow compared to Traveller girls who weren't afforded time. They married by 17 or 18; his own mother was only 33 years old while Roland was 18. Yet in his culture, sex before marriage was unheard of. They dated in large chaperoned groups, and being alone with a woman was forbidden until marriage. His mentor took advantage of that. Of him.
It started the way some flings do, innocent flirting. Then one day as they sat side by side on the piano bench, she stopped playing and made a pattern of nothing on Roland’s thigh. She lightly scratched the denim material before passing over his crotch. Roland played faster to match his breathing as she started to tighten her grip on his noticeable erection. She unzipped his jeans, delved inside his boxers to take his naked cock in her hand. His improvised playing matched the way she began to jerk him off. Frenzied. Clandestine. Wanton. His music and the way he felt were both.. Perfect.
That's the way she did it. Told him it was more fun to keep it hidden. Just between them when it was their time in the practice suites. How powerful it made Roland feel to have a secret like that. How she went down on him some days. Or when they finally fucked (Roland was convinced it was more) on the piano bench. She rode him while he admitted he loved her. He always said he loved her. She would ignore him.
His scores faltered a bit, but his teachers agreed it was probably the adjustment to conservancy life. He was still better than nearly everyone, which made his head grow. Until one afternoon when they were in the room. A surprise.
Roland laid on top of Rin, her legs bent around him. He dug through the pockets of his jeans almost frantically. He was pressed hard into her thigh, but Rin urged him inside of her.
“What are you doing?”
“I forgot a condom.”
“Doesn't matter”
“Do ye really want t’have a baby with someone like me?”
“I can't have them,” Rin was matter of fact.
“Oh.. I'm sorry?” Roland pushed up on one arm to get a better look at her.
“I don't know if you should be. I'm not exactly chuffed with myself half days, imagine me as a mum. With my,” she held her hands aloft. Roland kissed them.
“Then you're meant for so much more.” It was a whisper as he sunk inside of his friend.
Rin’s breath caught in her throat for the hundredth time that evening. She held Roland as he moved in her the same way his fingers had. Her hands splayed along his shoulders as they found a cadence; silent except for their breathing. Roland’s heavy. Rin's airy as she realized a little more about him.
She was married. With a little girl about 7 or 8. Roland knew her husband as the head of the classical music department. Roland’s department. He listened as they talked about him like an art exhibit instead of a human. technique not passion.
But the husband found out, and Roland was placed in the folk music program. It just made him heart sick for Ireland and caravans and Sunday night cèilidh. How he couldn't go back, but she had stopped him from moving forward. Folk music, HIS music, required love and emotion and Roland had been told he was only good for the technical.
Then he did something he hadn't done since he was 3 or 4, Roland just stopped. He'd play something that was mechanical and cold and hard like he would become. Even if Rin had changed his view these past few months.
Rin loved Roland in that moment as he rocked harder and faster. And he loved her. It wasn't the romantic kind; that was ok too. Sometimes you just need a partner to play music with.
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WRITTEN CHAPTER - WILL CHECK SPELLING ERRORS LATER
an - i’m sorry but things reach their lowest here, grab your knives and get ready to aim at sakai <3
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oikawa shut his phone off and threw a black t-shirt and some jeans on. luckily he had training at 4pm so he still had time to clear up any miscommunications with sakai and hopefully stop his girlfriend from fretting.
swiping his keycard to his room to lock it on his way out, oikawa swifty made his way to the elevator and slipped out the front entrance. thanks to his choice of lowkey clothing, the setter looked like any other citizen just wandering the streets of tokyo. nobody was paying any mind to him as they went about their own business and let him walk past. he pulled out his phone as he checked the time.
the hotel he was accommodating at with his team wasn't too far from the streets he had agreed to meet sakai at outside the training grounds. he had 5 minutes to get there and he didn't intend on looking stupid and being late so he picked up the pace and walked a little faster to his destination.
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oikawa arrived 3 minutes later and waited for the girl to arrive. curiosity got the best of him and he ended up pulling out his phone and scrolling through some of the tweets he was mentioned in claiming ridiculous accusations and false stories.
he was so immersed by his phone he didn't noticed the bleached pale blonde approach him.
“hi oikawa! it’s great to finally meet you!”
oikawa put his phone away and nodded at the girl.
“lets go somewhere a little more private.” he said and he pointed towards a more secluded area by a wall that cut the street off slightly.
“i thought the whole reason of us meeting was to stop whatever was going on between us not encourage it ~”
oikawa cringed and turned to glance at the girl who was typing away on her phone paying no mind to his cold stare.
“that's my point, there's nothing, never has been and never will be anything between us. the whole point of us meeting was for you to apologise for all the damage you’ve caused.”
sakai feigned a shocked expression as oikawa turned to face her once they reached the more secluded area.
“damage? oh please it was harmless.”
“harmless? you don't even know what you’ve done do you?”
was this girl for real?
“sorry sorry i just did what i needed to do, since the olympics became the talk of everyone it’s been hard to grab a modelling job. sure i’m well known in the industry but right now agents are looking at pro athletes to model and advertise for them as i suppose it’s a good way to get attention.” sakai explained as she finally put her phone away.
rolling his eyes oikawa stared down at the model.
“that’s not my problem. please stop associating with me you’ve caused a lot of stress and trouble with me and some others.”
“others? oh you mean your little girlfriend? that's partially your fault though, you should've told me you had a girlfriend and maybe things would've been different.”
“i shouldn't have to tell you about my business. i said no the first time you offered your proposition that should've been enough to tell you i wasn't interested in being associated with you.”
oikawa couldn't understand why this girl was being so difficult. the whole reason he’s agreed to meet up with her was for her to apologise in person but he was yet to receive it.
“are you gonna apologise or not? actually don’t bother, it’s not sincere coming from you this is a waste of time.”
sakai sighed and looked up at the athlete.
“no i am sorry i didn't mean any harm. at the same time though, this is your fault for not speaking up about your girlfriend. are you embarrassed by her or something? surely you’ve only been dating a week or something.”
every time this girl opened her mouth, oikawa had to hold back the urge to not uppercut her himself. she was impossible.
“it’s been over a year actually and the happiest year of my life at that. and as for not speaking up about her, i did so in order to protect her from psychos like you.”
“ouch, oikawa you’re meant to be charming no? it seems i’ve been deceived.”
“yeah, just like the media have been by your shitty stirring. look, just give it a rest please, i’ve got enough on my plate in fact i shouldn't even be here now. i was looking forward to coming back, being reunited with old friends and rivals and most importantly my girlfriend. i should be spending as much time as i can with her but no. right now i’m stood here listening to you chat utter shit.”
growing impatient oikawa decided it was probably best to leave it. there was no getting through to sakai she truly was impossible.
“you and your girlfriend are being a little selfish. oikawa listen to me, since we’ve been associated, we’ve been trending more than ever. isn't that great! just hold this up a little longer and then we can stop this but please i’ve been getting all the attention i should've been getting from the start!”
had everything he’d just said gone over her head?
oikawa scoffed and glared down at her through his glasses.
“it seems i have no other option. if you want to act like a simple minded child ill treat you like one. i’ll shut everything down on twitter and just have to publically expose you for what you really are; a liar.”
not bothering to wait for a response, oikawa went to turn to leave the premises and return to his hotel to think about what he was going to say.
not even a split second later a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him back.
oikawa looked ahead of him and saw a stampede of cameras and mics charging their way towards the pair.
not given enough time to process what was going on sakai had him pushed up against the wall he had initially been using to shield himself from the media.
she gripped his shirt and pulled her face close to his before whispering quietly to him.
“yeah? and i’ll have to expose you for what you really are to your girlfriend, a cheat.”
and with that she forced a kiss onto oikawa giving the cameras the show they’d been dying for.
oikawa’s mind went blank and he felt light headed. surely this wasn't happening. he must be going crazy under the stress.
after a few seconds sakai pulled away and winked at the shocked boy as she waved her phone.
so that's why she’d been tapping away on her phone when they met up.
after giving one last sly smile, sakai took her leave with the reporters mindlessly following shouting a million questions at her as the girl bathed in all the new found attention.
oikawa didn't even have the words to call out and object.
he wiped his face and began to process what had just happened.
it couldn't have happened. he was delusional. or so he hoped.
oikawa pulled out his phone and countless notficcations flooded his lock screen as his heart dropped.
he felt sick to his stomach and refused to even try and read them.
unlocking his phone he immediately made his way to his favourite contact list praying that the person he trusted the most would answer.
the phone didn't even need to ring longer than 2 seconds before the line was picked up.
“oikawa, don't speak just listen. i’ve seen it already okay? don't move i’m coming to get you i’ve got you okay just stay calm.”
letting out a small sob, oikawa dropped to his knees as his thoughts began to overwhelm him.
“haijime, what the fuck have i done?”
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@ohmybgosh requested a little something from my X-men AU verse for the Harringrove for BLM fundraiser, so here you go!
A little context: Billy is Angel/ has wings and Steve is Sunspot/collects solar energy and can use it in a variety of ways such as flying
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This was a mistake, a really bad idea but there Steve was in the doorway of their room. It was their room now, not his and he loved that. The fact there was now random posters for Metallica and Mötley Crüe and an actual mattress on the floor for Billy. One that they could slip under the bed during the day.
But there he was, watching the winged boy as he looked out of the window. Standing in his usual loose white vest and jeans. His hair had the same golden tinge it had whenever the light hit it just right and at that moment it was.
Steve took a deep breath and closed the door behind him, Billy turned to look at him as he did. "Hey".
"Hey", Billy smiled and leant on the windowsill with his arms crossed, making his arms bigger and more defined. "What's with that face?".
"What face?".
"A face like you're about to tell me you ran over my cat or some shit". Billy furrowed his brow and kept his eyes on him.
"Do you want to, I don't know do something tonight?". Steve asked and immediately felt the familiar gut-wrenching regret run through him as he waited for the answer to the question he wished he hadn't asked.
"Yeah, sure. What you thinking?". Billy replied like it was the most normal question a friend could ask and that freaked Steve out even more.
"Just thought we could chill, maybe some beers or something". Billy's face lit up and he practically leapt from the window to about a foot away from Steve.
"Now you're talking". He smiled and patted Steve on the shoulder.
"I'll find somewhere and let you know". With that Steve was gone and so was his rational self because he began sprinting towards the front door and then across the gardens to find where the hell he was going to set up this 'chill out night'.
He would always take Nancy into town or the woodland area but he didn't want to do something like that for Billy. Billy deserved something special, something with effort and Steve was stumped by this. In some attempt to figure it out he shot up into the air, stopping once he could see for miles around the manor and then he saw it. The coast.
That night he came to their room, again and thankfully he saw the two large wings he admired so dearly spread out by the bed. Billy was stretching before be turned with a smile. "Where to?".
"It's a surprise". Steve replied and walked over to open the window.
"Is that so?". Billy smirked and came up behind him, his body heat threatening to make his legs go weak. Steve was, of course, a warm person, it wouldn't make sense if he wasn't but Billy wasn't mutant warm, he was human warm and that was something he craved.
"Do you trust me?". He turned to face him and instantly saw those blue eyes of his.
"Always".
With that, Steve had Billy in his arms as they shot across the night sky at a speed that somewhat concerned Billy because he had never seen him like this before. Except he didn't say anything, he just made sure his wings were out and ready if needed.
They landed and Billy had no idea where they were. All he knew was that they were surrounded by the ocean. Not the warm, clear ocean he had grown up with but a cold dark infinite type that seemed to never end.
For a moment they stood on the loose sand beneath them and that was when Billy noticed Steve hadn't said anything. Not even an explanation.
"Do you trust me?". Steve asked again and looked at Billy with those stupid big brown eyes.
"Always". He replied just as he always did to that question. The question Steve asked more for himself than for Billy.
"Right then, let's go". Steve said and took off walking and without hesitation, Billy followed closely as the cool sea air filled their lungs.
Billy was so busy looking at the ocean that he hadn't noticed Steve had stopped until he walked right into him and when he turned to look he saw the blankets and lights. There were candles of all different colours and shapes sat in the sand around the red and blue blankets flattened out with cushions and plates, a 6 pack and a small tupperware box filled with something Billy didn't recognise.
"Did you do this?". He asked sitting down and looking up at Steve as he hovered. Waiting for a reaction.
"Yeah", he sat down but was looking at his hands in his lap. "I wanted to do something nice for you".
Billy was completely overwhelmed. No one had ever done something like this for him. Anything for him at all without expecting something back until Steve. Just the look on Steve's face made his chest tight and he could feel the worry coming from him.
"Thank you", he said and Steve looked up, the relief ran through him making his shoulders drop and the air in his lungs escape. "Seriously. And if you'd said this was a date I would've put a nicer shirt on or something".
That made Steve laugh and that was all Billy needed to take his hand, rubbing his thumb over his palm to sort of comfort him but also fulfil his need for touch. They hugged and pushed each other, played around like friends do but Steve hadn't been touched with such affection in so long he felt a tear welling up in his eye, he stopped it not to ruin the moment.
"Want some food?". Steve asked trying to distract himself from it all getting too much. He wanted to hold Billy as if he'd never see him again but you can't just do that to someone, especially someone like Billy.
A once closed off, just opening up person who needed trust and comfort. You can't just rush things.
"Yeah". Billy smiled and pulled back to let Steve serve their diner. Whatever was in that container stunk, Billy's enhanced senses didn't exactly help.
"Oh no", Steve stared down at it. "I think the sun ruined it". He sighed and put the lid back on.
"It's fine. We can sneak a snack when we get back". Billy was determined to keep this good. To make sure Steve wasn't saddened by his mess-ups.
He needed to act like he wasn't freaking out at the fact they were on a date and how perfect it actually was because he knew that would scare Steve to the point things would go wrong to the point of unfixable. With his unbalanced emotions causing destruction like nothing he had ever seen before, he needed to keep him happy.
"Yeah, sorry. Beer?".
"Do you need to ask?". Billy took the can with a smile and looked out at the blackness of the ocean. "You know why I love the ocean?".
"Why?". Steve perked up at the interruption to the comfortable silence that normally fell on them.
"It has so many secrets. She's seen, death and life since the start of time and probably before that but stays so beautiful". He said and Steve was astonished.
"Do you miss California?". Steve asked and it was a stupid question really but he wanted him to keep talking, keep telling him his inner thoughts. More so than the ones he had already heard, more than just a hero's tragic backstory.
"Not as much anymore". He replied and twisted his drink into the sand.
"Why?". Steve asked and Billy chuckled. He was so amused by the question and Steve just didn't get it. "What?".
"You", Billy smiled. "I used to miss the warmth of the sun on my skin and the good memories but now I have the sun right here. I can touch it". He reached out and pushed a piece of Steve's hair behind his ear.
Steve felt his cheeks light up, the human way not literally.
"It's you, you idiot". Billy finished with and before Steve even knew it was happening Billy was kissing him. Kissing him so softly, so deeply that he almost couldn't take it. Before he knew it his drink was seeping into the sand and his hands were cupping Billy's face. Billy's hands holding his waist as he got closer and closer until he was straddling his lap.
Billy pulled away and looked up into his eyes and the look, the ocean filled eyes staring at him made his fill with tears. Neither of them spoke because they couldn't say what they wanted to in the words they had. That kiss had said it all.
All of Steve's longing and need for just someone to touch him like Billy could was happening and at that moment his ramblings would ruin what they had just shared.
"You're beautiful". Billy breathed as he ran his hand over his cheek to wipe away the tears.
Before it became too much, just looking into his eyes as if they were the only thing left on Earth Steve leant down and pressed his lips to his once more. This time it was quick, a confirmation of his feelings.
"Wanna come back to my place?" Billy smiled and Steve just laughed.
"No, my place is nicer". He replied and they both chuckled before going in for more because they knew from then on that they would never get enough of this feeling. The feeling of being wanted, the feeling of being loved.
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The Strongest Avenger
Carol x fem!reader, avengers x reader (platonic)
Word count: 5.2k
Warnings: so many oh boy. Attempted angst, fluff, insecurity, broken bones, injections + needles, so much gore, organ removal, vomit. If you're sensitive to any gore then please don't read it, I'm sorry oof
A/n: I've never written anything like this before, so feedback is always welcome. Tamika, if you're reading this, I am going to marry Carol Danvers one day. Try and stop me, I dare you. - Aphrodite
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"Your turn, Nat!"
You, Carol, Natasha, Wanda and Peter all sat on the floor of your bedroom. Carol had a week free, so she decided to spend that week back on earth with her best friends; she was completing a 6 month long mission and it had been exactly 123 days since you saw her last. Yes, you were counting. Whenever she returns from a mission, you host a girls night (eith the exception of Peter, of course. He looked up to you all so much, you couldn't just not invite him), and tonight you had decided to play a game of 21 dares. It's practically the exact same as 21 questions, but with dares instead. After all, you were avengers, and none of you were scared of a bit of danger.
"Alright, alright." Nat looked deep in thought before her eyes lit up, thinking of the best dare. "Carol. I dare you to make out with the prettiest person in the room." Peter gasped, making everyone laugh, and you met Carol's eyes. She raised and eyebrow, to which you gave a small nod; next thing you knew, she had scooted over to sit next to you, and casually put her lips on yours. You didn't think too much of it; you and Carol were closer than any of the other avengers were, and she probably felt more comfortable kissing you than anyone else. The fact that she had chosen you as the prettiest never even crossed your mind.
You'd had a crush on Carol since the first time you saw her. It was about two years ago; she was moving into the avengers tower, and you had to give her the tour. Her sandy blonde hair fell casually onto her shoulders, and she wore black jeans with a white jumper. You had offered to carry her bags, but that was a mistake - being roughly half a foot shorter and only having 3% of the strength that she has was the fatal flaw. Over those two years, you and Carol grew to be best friends, and your feelings for her slowly faded. What was once a raging fire of passion had fizzled down into a small candle flame, but it shone bright with hope nonetheless. She hadn't changed since you first met her, yet she now sported short hair, rather than her longer curls.
Oh, and now you were kissing her.
Her lips were soft, contradictory to yours which were chapped and rough. You were so focused on her that you didn't hear Wanda trying to get your attention. Carol snaked a hand up to your neck and opened her mouth slightly more, yet you could still feel her smiling into your mouth. Before you could put a hand on her waist, you felt someone flicking your face. Laughing as you pulled away from her, Carol sat back where she originally was, and gave you a wink. Wanda was now knelt next to you, and it became apparent that she was the one who had flicked you.
"Any longer and we would've had to cover Peter's eyes!" Her accent came out thick between a giggle, and you felt a familiar burning in your cheeks.
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You rolled over in your bed to look at the time; 1:38 am. The game of 21 dares didn't last much longer after your kiss, and you all crashed on your bed. It was the climax of summer, so you wore only underwear and a tank top while you slept. Being sure not to wake anybody up, you climbed off of the bed, internally thanking your past self for choosing to lay on the side closest to the door. Grabbing a pair of pyjama shorts to slip on, you studied everyone's expressions to make sure they were all still asleep, and your eyes lingered on Carol's face for a bit too long. Peter wasn't there, he must've woken up earlier and gone back to his bedroom, you thought. Sighing, you walked out of the door. Even out in the hallway it was blisteringly warm, so you headed to the kitchen to get a bottle of water.
The song Dancing Queen by ABBA has been stuck in your head for weeks, so you quietly sang it to yourself on your way to the living area. Once you got to the kitchen you closed your eyes, still singing, and began dancing in the space that you had. Minutes must have passed before you opened your eyes and saw Steve sat at the dining table. He didn't say anything, but instead took a long sip of the coffee he had. Without even flinching at his sudden appearance, you got your bottle of water, and walked out. As you passed him on the way, you leaned in and whispered in his ear.
"This never happened."
Instead of going back to your room, you headed straight towards the elevator, and made your way to the roof. Stepping out into the warm breeze, you walked closer to the balcony. You noted the clarity of the stars above you yet you saw the sun poking out from above the city skyline, and took a deep breath of the early morning air. Disturbing you from tranquility, the sound of the door behind you opening awoke you from your daze.
"Well, if it isn't my favourite earth human."
You turned and saw Carol stood in the doorway, holding two mugs of cocoa.
"Good morning, space alien. What're you doing up?" She walked over to you and handed you one of the mugs. No whipped cream and extra marshmallows, just how you like it. She knew you so well.
"Couldn't sleep, you?"
Before you answered, you took in her appearance. Her short hair was messy as a result of her slumber, and she rocked a matching set of baby pink pyjamas.
"I guess I could say the same. I've had too much on my mind lately." You took a large gulp of your drink, ignoring the fact that its heat felt like molten lava was being poured down your throat. She hummed in response, looking out to the horizon. She turned to you with a frown, sighed, and then asked you a question. "What do you want to do in the future?" The question took you aback, but you knew what you wanted out of life, and you were comfortable telling her. As you thought of your future, you saw a wedding, maybe children, and a steady career.
"Well, once more heroes rise from the future ashes of the avengers, I want to settle down. Helping the earth, and the universe, is everything to me, so I want to work for as long as I can. It would be brilliant to meet somebody soon..." you took a breath, "and possibly fall in love. I don't know about kids, but having somebody to share my life with means the world to me. What about you?"
She was looking at you with such admiration, and you met her gaze. She smiled and turned back to the view, thinking hard. "I think I want to stay on earth." She put it more bluntly than you've ever heard her speak, and you were surprised with the answer.
"Seriously? You literally have super powers, have travelled to so many galaxies, fought the universes biggest threats, and are practically immortal. And at the end of the day, you really want to stay on this junk yard of a planet?"
She faked an offended look and punched you on the arm. "I have more friends of this junk yard of a planet than I do in the entire galaxy. And it's not every day that you get to spend the rest of your life with a group of misfits like us who only care about protecting people. After things have settled down in this realm, I want to stay here to protect my family." You smiled as she turned her head towards you. "And besides, this junk yard of a planet has a very amazing person on it who I'd never be able to get rid of, no matter where I decide to settle down."
You both laughed, and you finished your cocoa. "I'm going back to bed, I promised Natasha that I'd train with her tomorrow and God knows that I need the energy." You smiled and turned to walk away before she grabbed your wrist. Neither of you said anything, but words weren't needed. She pulled you into a hug in which you happily returned, and she gave you a small kiss on the forehead. You stayed like this for a while before you found your eyelids growing heavy. She let you leave for real, this time, and you fell asleep thinking about her.
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Two days later, you were sat in the conference room with all of the other avengers. Carol sat across the table from you, and you'd love to just stare at her for the entire meeting, but this was important. Somebody in New York had been committing a series of crimes. At first, it was small stuff like shoplifting or stealing somebody's bag on the street. But the longer they were left unnoticed, the bigger their crimes got. Yesterday, you had recieved information that five people were murdered in an attack in the Wall Street building. The criminal went by the name of Neeko, and he always left a note at the scene of the crime. All but one were addressed to the avengers - the note left at Wall Street was addressed to you, and you only. It soon became clear why; you knew all five people killed. One was a former colleague, another was a childhood friend, two of them went to college with you, and the last was your ex-boyfriend. Of course, you were distraught over all of these people being killed, but your determination to catch the killer overpowered your sadness. Steve was
leading the meeting, creating a plan as you went, and you perked up when you heard your name.
"In his last note, Neeko said that if y/n doesn't meet him in the warehouse on 42nd street tonight at 8pm, he'll be attacking one of the schools within the week." Steve looked directly at you. "There's no way that we can find out what school he could be targeting, so we're going to have to use you as bate?"
You nodded, feeling secure. Your family would never let anything bad happen to you, especially not in the hands of a serial killer.
"Now, I don't want to seem condescending, but are you sure you can do this, y/n?" The question came from Sam, who was sat at the opposite end of the table. You glared at him, confused as to what he was talking about.
"What's that supposed to mean?" You asked calmly, but with a hint of annoyance. They did this to you a lot; you were one of the younger in the group, and you were probably one of the weakest. They'd usually never put you in the centre of a mission, but it was a necessity this time around.
"I'm sure what Sam meant was that five people who are close to your heart have just been murdered." Steve sat in the empty chair next to you. "Are you sure you're stable enough to be put directly into the hands of the person who killed them?"
The wat he phrased it made you furious; they always doubt your abilities, and in this time where protecting your loved ones is more important than ever, they were hesitant to trust you. As soon as he asked you this, you stood up from your chair and stared directly at him.
"Stable? You're asking me if I'm 'stable' enough to be trusted?" You looked around at everybody else. Natasha ducked her head down, Bucky casually shielded his eyes with his hand, Tony gave you a sympathetic look; they all agreed with Steve.
You looked at Carol who gave you a small nod of approval, as if to say 'I wouldn't blame you if you burned down the entire avengers tower just from that remark.' Grabbing your jacket from the back of your chair, you walked out of the conference room. You heard Rhodey calling your name, but you weren't going to go back in there and be treated like a child. You and Carol had arranged to get brunch at 10:30, which was in an hour; you didn't know where you were going, but you were leaving the avengers tower. You needed a break.
Sitting down in a small red booth, you closed your eyes and rubbed your forehead. You went for a walk around the city before going to the diner, and once you were there, you were still far to annoyed to even think about eating. 60s music quietly rumbled from speakers on the walls and the smell of waffles and burgers clouded your thoughts.
"Y/n, are you okay?" You looked up and saw Carol who had just come from the tower. She sat down in the booth and placed her hand on top of yours, stroking the back of yours with her thumb. You sighed before giving her a weak smile.
"They don't think I can do it." You saw her nod, knowing exactly what you were thinking.
"It's not that they don't think you can do it, y/n. They know your abilities and how good you are under pressure, but a few of your friends have just died. They're worried that you might get a bit carried away, or worse."
Before you could reply, Carol got the attention of one of the waitresses and ordered a strawberry and cream waffle for you, and a root beer float for herself. You've both been to this diner so many times together that you each know exactly what you like. As soon as Carol turned back around, you started talking.
"That's the point. They're worried that I can't do my job, when we do this all the time. Every single one of us has been in a situation similar to this; where we've lost someone close to us and have to ignore how we feel, and continue to protect the world. Nobody would dare question Steve or Tony's judgement if they were in my position, so I don't see why they feel the need to question mine."
Carol looked surprised at everything you had just said, and it was clear that she didn't know how to reply. Before she could think of anything to say, you scooted closer to her and wrapped her in a hug. You breathed in the sweet smell of her vanilla perfume and the fresh cotton scent of her tee shirt. She rubbed your back, and you pulled away.
"I have to do this. Not just for myself, or the school kids, or my friends that were killed, but for them. I'm going to smash this mission so hard that they'll never dare question my abilities again." You were both smiling, and Carol gave you a high five.
"That's my girl!"
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It was nearing 8pm. You, Steve, Bucky, Tony, Natasha and Carol stood outside of the warehouse on 42nd; bringing all of the avengers would seem suspicious, so Steve chose just the right amount of people to protect you and catch Neeko. They were all suited up, except for you. You weren't dressed in your dark purple latex suit, but the skirt and jumper combo that you had worn earlier in the diner. It was your idea; showing up in your suit would alert Neeko and his companions, and make them think that you were planning an attack. Wearing normal clothes would make it seem like you weren't planning anything. When you told Steve, he was impressed that you had come up with the idea, and happily approved. However, you were slightly regretting it now. Being without the suit that Tony had made for you and knowing that you could, possibly, be walking into your place of death gave you a wave of fear, but you brushed it off. You had to prove to the rest of the group that you were more than what they think, or at least you'll die trying.
All of the avengers wore black watches, but when closely inspected, were actually tracking devices. They each had a tiny button on the side that when pressed, would alert every other device of where you were. The button was only to be pressed when you knew you'd be in a certain place for a while, and/or you were in a lot of danger. The button was really only meant to be pressed by you, so the rest of the group knew when to come and get you and where you were. But if another avenger was in trouble and needed backup, they could use it too.
Steve started going over the plan. "As soon as y/n gives us the alert, we head inside. Carol and I will go in from the front and find her, Bucky and Nat will go in from the back to see if there are any hostages or prisoners there, and Tony will fly above the roof and use his scanners to find out how many people inside are working for Neeko."
He gave you a clap on the back. "Are you ready, y/n?" You looked up at him, took a deep breath, and nodded. You were more ready than you'd ever be. You checked the phone in the back of your pocket, which read 7:58pm, it was almost time. Everyone watched as you grabbed Carol's hand, interlaced your fingers, gave it a weak squeeze, and walked straight through the main doors of the warehouse.
Everything smelt damp, and the faint scent of machine oil lingered in the huge hall. You looked around, not seeing a single sign of life in the entire room. You calmly strolled through the warehouse, being sure to stay in the main hall and not get lost in any other rooms.
"Hello? Hellooooo!? Anybody home?" You called into the darkness, hoping somebody would walk out any second. You were about to turn around and make your way back out through the doors before somebody threw a sack over your head. You shouted at whoever was behind you, kicking your legs out in an attempt to knock them over. This failed, and you only aggravated your captor more. They grabbed your shoulders to hold you still, and another pair of hands appeared to tie your wrists together in front of you. The same person who tied your hands also did the same to your ankles, and you felt the familiar pain of rope burn against your wrists and ankles. You continued to shout and scream for help, but the two people who had tied you up had picked you up and carried you away.
When the sack was removed from your head, you were tied to a chair with thick black rope. You looked down at your wrists, and blood dripped down your forearms. Just by looking at your surroundings, you knew you were probably inappropriate storage room; you tried, but failed to reach the button of your tracking device, letting out an angry sigh. The only thing lighting up the room was an old lightbulb above your head, but you could still see what was on the floor surrounding you: bodies. People who you didn't recognize, their organs pooling out of their lacerated stomachs. Their eyes had been gouged out of their faces, and a thick, brown liquid dripped from their mouths. You screamed, not out of fear, but of anger. You shouted until your voice became hoarse and your eyes watered.
Not long afterwards, you heard the locks on the doors being undone. You sat up, preparing for some sort of mob boss to walk in with a set of weapons. Instead, a tall man wearing an apron walked in. He wore a shirt and jeans, a pair of black glasses resting on the bridge of his nose; you would've thought he was a normal person if it wasn't for the heavily blood stained apron he wore. What disgusted you the most was that he looked no older than Tony did. Following him was one of his companions, short and stocky, carrying a sizeable wooden box. Along with them, they brought the scent of blood and rotting bodies.
"It's nice to meet you, y/n." His voice was low and fitting to what you would expect a serial killers voice to be like; thick, eerie, and leaving a sour taste in your mouth. He walked over to you and bent down, examining your face.
"You're a monster."
He chuckled at your stern expression, and didn't reply. You squirmed and wriggled in your seat, desperate to break free and kick him in the balls. Instead of breaking free from the chair, you just caused yourself more pain. Blood continued to slowly drip past your wrists and onto your hands, coating your dainty fingers in pure red. Noticing how desperate you were to get out made him visibly frustrated, so he stood up and gave you a hard punch in the face. This was the hardest you've ever felt somebody punch you, and you've trained with Steve before.
Your ears started ringing and vision went blurry. He had, quite obviously, broken your nose. Blood poured out of your nose like a waterfall, and you could feel a bone sticking out of place. You groaned, sitting up straight in your chair. Although you weren't really listening, he began talking again, pacing around the room.
"I know you and your little group of superheroes have been getting my letters, and I have to say, I'm quite offended," he stopped and looked at you, "you never wrote back. I'm sure your angry, y/n, I really am. After all, I killed some of the people who you trust with your life, and I'm about to do more than just that."
You were confused by what he meant, before his companion handed him a laptop. He placed it on the floor in front of you, and you saw what appeared to be security camera footage of another room in the warehouse. Two people were tied up on chairs just like you, and it took you a moment to recognize who those two people were.
Your parents.
And before you could open you mouth to ask him why your parents were here, another figure appeared on the screen. It was him.
"How are you in two places at once?" You asked, seeming stupid. He laughed again, a low, broad chuckle.
"Oh, you silly girl, I'm not in two places at once. That was recorded half an hour ago." You put two and two together and realised that your parents were here half an hour ago, and the blood on his apron was fresh. You couldn't think of anything to say, so instead, you watched the video. You gasped when Neeko pulled out a knife, and screamed bloody murder when you saw him slit both your mother and your father's throats. You looked away, but he grabbed your head and forced you to see what happened to your parents. With the knife, he cut out their organs and their eyes, being sure to look into the camera every now and again. You were sobbing, your eyes were puffy and red, matching the crimson blood that covered the bottom half of your face.
"That's enough! I can't watch any more!" You screamed up at him, choking on your own sobs. He showed no pity as he flicked his fingers at his companion, who went and collected the wooden box. Neeko opened it in front of you, showing you a syringe full of clear, slightly yellow tinted liquid. Before you could scream for help, he had already put the needle to your neck and injected you with the serum. Your eyelids began to feel too heavy to keep open, and you fell into a deep slumber.
You woke to the sound of knives being sharpened. You were still bound to the chair, but were in a different room. It was much larger, with a few mahogany desks along one of the walls. Instead of paperwork being laid on top of the desk, there was a selection of knives, scissors and other surgical tools. You knew what was about to come, and you were prepared for the worst.
"If you're going to try and kill me then you've picked the wrong fight." Everything hurt as you spoke, but you meant what you said. The avengers would be worried by your lack of alert, and would come and find you. Any minute now, Steve and Carol were bound to break down the door and rescue you.
"Oh, I'm not going to kill you, little girl." You hated him calling you that, you were in your mid early twenties but never treated like it, not even from the avengers.
"No, I'm not going to kill you. But what I am going to do is mess you up so badly that you'll never be able to fight with your precious friends ever again, and you'll live with the knowledge that you weren't strong enough to save your parents, and you weren't strong enough to save yourself." You spat at his face, which only made him laugh even more.
Turning his back to you, he picked up a knife from one of the desks. He walked over to you and sat down on an empty chair that you never even realised was beside you. Your legs were bare under your skirt, showing the most skin than any other part of your body. He placed the blade of the knife on the middle of your thigh and slowly pressed it in. You screamed, pure agony surging through you body. Hearing you scream only made Neeko want to continue, so the more you screamed the deeper her pushed the knife. Only the first half of the blade was inside of you, but you only realised how bad it was when you felt the cold metal hit your bone. He pulled the knife out and basked in the sound of your piercing screams. Just in fucking time, you heard a knock on the door. Who in the living hell would be knocking at the door while this was going on?
Neeko rose and went to answer the door. Only opening it slightly, he peered out at who was there. Then, you heard her voice.
"Pizza delivery, motherfuckers." She sent a photon blast directly to his face, and then another to his companion. She strode in, and as soon as she saw you she went pale. Your entire face, arms, thighs and ankles were drained in your own blood, and you were bound to a chair, panting. She ran over to you and broke the ropes with her own hands, and pressed the alert button on her watch. She knelt beside you, and once you were fully untied, you couldn't help but collapse directly on top of her. Your arms were draped over her back as she picked you up in a fire man's lift, walking out of the door to meet the other avengers.
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It had been 6 days since the night in the warehouse. After passing out, you were taken back to the tower by Carol, Bucky and Nat, where Bruce managed to identify and heal your injuries, to the best of his ability. Steve and Tony caught Neeko and his accomplices, turning them into S.H.I.E.L.D., their fate was to be decided by Nick Fury. It took you 3 days to wake up from your passing out; whatever they had injected you with keeps you asleep for longer, and they had put far too much in you. Once you had finally awoken, you used the next three days to recover in and out of bed, being forced to do mandatory small exercises to ensure your body was working perfectly. The sixth day was your first day fully out of bed, walking around the avengers tower. You needed crutches, as the wound on your leg wasn't big enough for stitches and had to recover independently. Additionally, you wore a small brace on your nose, so your bone could be shaped back into place. The only people you had seen since waking up were Bruce, Steve, and Peter. Steve had come to tell you everything that happened, and Peter came to see if you were okay. Bruce recommended no visitors until you were able to get out of bed, as it could over stimulate you, but Peter couldn't sleep knowing that you were in pain.
Carol left 3 days ago to return to her mission. She was the only person who you wanted to see; you had been through so much, and nobody could get you thought it better than her. Hobbling into the elevator, you went to the roof. You were wearing a onesie, courtesy of Wanda, and just wanted to be alone on the balcony to see the city like you and Carol had done a week ago. Once the elevator doors opened, you felt the chilly evening breeze hit your skin. Before you could step out of the elevator, you saw somebody stood on the balcony. You didn't recognize them at first, but they knew exactly who you were.
"Well well well, my favourite earth human seems to be doing quite well considering that she almost died last week."
Carol turned around and jokingly winced when she saw the state you were in, and you would've laughed if you weren't in complete shock.
"Carol..."
"Y/n."
"What are you doing? You shouldn't still be on earth." You made your way over to meet her on the balcony.
"I couldn't just leave you in a coma while I fight crime across the galaxy."
You laughed, and grabbed her hand, not a single worry crossing your mind.
"I love you, Carol. I have for ages, but I've never appreciated how much you mean to me until now." She smirked, raising a hand to tuck a stray piece of hair behind your ear.
"I love you too, y/n." You stood on your tip toes to kiss her, and she pulled back immediately when you did. You worried that you had done something wrong.
"It feels better to do this now that we're actually a couple." You both laughed as she leaned back into the kiss, but instead, she accidentally bonked your brace with her nose, which resulted in even more laughing.
You have been waiting so long for this.
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Roses have thorns
This is what happens if I stay up after 4 AM. I have a ton of these things in my notes and desided to share them with you
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You still remembered the moment you had realised you had fallen for him. It had not been love yet, but it was close to. He had been sitting in front of you with his nose buried in his book. A frown had formed on his face as his eyes slid over the words, the suspense of the imaginary world taken full control over him. His frown had deepened and he had rolled his bottom lip between his teeth.
It was as that moment that you realised you would never find someone like him. It seemed impossible to you that there was someone else out there that was a better match with you. He was perfect.
The first time you had told him you loved him had been two months after. It was blurted out. He was standing in the kitchen at 3 AM in the morning, accompanying you while you couldn't sleep. Everything on his face had said that he would way rather be in bed at that moment, but he denied if you asked. So he had stood there in his boxers and sweater, making you tea, while you had watched him from your place at the counter.
'I love you.'
The words had left your mouth before you could even stop yourself, like a small child that can't keep their excitement. The moment you heard them through the silence of the kitchen, you had started to worry. It was true; you did love him, very much indeed. But love was a sensitive subject and must be treated with utmost delicacy. So maybe blurting out those words so sudden had not been the best option.
It had taken three weeks for him to answer you.
'I love you, too.'
It were four simple words but you could see that it had costed him all his courage to tell you. You had taken him in your arms and had showed him that you truly loved him.
But loving turned out to be far more difficult than you had thought. It wasn't like in the movies. It wasn't all perfect, red roses and no thorns. No, it was a lot of thorns before you could hold the rose.
He was broken and had built his walls high. It was hard for you to break them down and you felt that with every three bricks you removed, two came back. It was a slow process, but it was worth the tears and pain.
You knew he did not believe you would hurt him, but the fear was there. And when fear can't be released, it starts to break down your insides. He became more distant at given times and even after all this time, you were still unsure of how to help him through it. You tried everything you could, but you could only take this much. One point you were bound to break. And though that now resulted in fights, you were afraid one day your own walls would be pulled up and neither of you would ever open up.
The fights were awful, but they never lasted long. What made them so hurtful was the aftermath. The knowledge of what had been said and the hollow apologies that followed right after. Though it did not happen very often that you fought, it wasn't uncommon ground.
'Just leave me alone!' he hissed, his fists clenched.
His eyes stood full of anger and you backed away in fear. Tonight you had crossed a line you hadn't known existed. Angry words had been thrown back and forth all night between you. It wasn't you to back down, but something in his eye scared you. This was a new anger, one you had never experienced before.
Swiftly you grabbed your keys and ran out of the door. The tears escaped your eyes as you were in the safe environment of your car. You had hurt him and he had hurt you, but the worst part was that you didn't know what you had done wrong.
He listened to your footsteps away from him and he heard the door slam shut to fill the apartment with silence. He knew that he had set foot over a boundary. He had said terrible things to you, that he never would've said if he hadn't been in the spurr of the moment.
But that was his problem; he could not control himself in those moments. A beast took over him as he fought with you.
Sighing in despair he rested his elbows on the kitchen counter and placed his head in his hands. He knew he had messed up.
He didn't know how long he stood there as he let the impressions of the fight wonder through his mind. When he heard the rain softly against the window, he realised that you had left and not returned yet. He tried to call you, but the sound of your ringtone came from the bedroom as soon as he had dialled your number.
You sat in the car while the rain was falling down on the front window. The lights of the city were blurred in your vision. Your tears had dried but your heart was still filled with sorrow and regret.
You watched the dark sky and the moon that was shining ever so brightly, only to be hidden by dark clouds every once in a while.
Home was close and felt like a good option. But home also meant him. You weren't ready for the tension that always followed after a fight. You didn't want to fall asleep in silence with your head turned away from him.
So you stayed in your car a little longer, thinking back of the words he had said to you. The words that had formed little cuts in your heart.
He cursed as he walked through the rain, feeling his sweater getting wetter with the minute. He knew where to find you. Of course he did; he knew everything about you. He knew how you struggled with your family, how hard it was for you to stay in touch with your friends and how there were always excuses in your head just in case anyone asked you to something at a random moment. He knew what you did to relax. He knew every show you watched and every song you listened to. He knew what your favourite sweater was, your favourite jeans and your favourite shoes. He knew your favourite underwear and how it made you feel confident. He knew how you would always wear it on dates and how crazy it would drive him, knowing what you were wearing under your clothes. He knew every single insecurity and he loved them all. Because he loved you and all that belonged to you.
The rain intensified as he reached the open spot, where he immediately recognised your car. Half way in his way over to you, he stopped. He was afraid you didn't want to see him.
But the car door opened and you stepped out in the rain. You stared at him and even through the plummeting raindrops he could see your tears.
Without any further hesitation he walked over to you and wrapped his arms around your wet body. You shivered in his arms and he pulled you closer.
'I'm so sorry,' he whispered in your ear. 'I didn't mean anything I said. I was tired and I had a bad day. You know I love you. I can't think of a world without you. Please don't leave me.'
You sniffed and pulled your head from his neck. 'I'm never leaving you. I promise. I love you.'
Because you really did. And you knew things would be difficult; you both had insecurities and flaws. But all roses have thorns.
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And The Saga Continues
By saga I mean me supervising this 'fake RbbSbb' account on twitter because I want to.
also Im going to separate the posts by day, if anything else happens I'll retweet and add it on this one. Tommorow its a separate post.
If you're intrested to see the first bit (two separate days in a post, one in which I found and then kept retweeting what happened after weeks (?) of not checking on it) (! I do reccomend reading the previous one)
so if you're intrested look up the tag #Fake-RbbSbb in my account.
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Sooooo as expected our buddy changed his bio to 11, which supports my speculation that it was (obviously) a countdown to Louis' show.
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nothing new on the following/pfp/header etc...
They did tweet some things, but I'll touch on that later, first off the likes: It seems they are continuously trying to raise attention towards Rbb (and Rbb only???) being back in two weeks by sending anonymous statements in peoples CCs.
Also they liked this HIV support tweet- and I found that sweet so im also adding it in, because aweareness is key.
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aswell as replying back with their usual variation of two emojis:
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No sign of Android anywhere, just WebApp™.
Now onto the tweets:
Just like with the 12 they posted yesterday, today they posted an 11. And I got curious to know where abouts they were setting the time to:
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If whatever I triod to do here is too complicated (even I dont understand it lmao) basically:
In LA posting time would've been 23:29
In London posting time would've been: 07:29
so if they wanted to (and im speculating this because I did not check) update it on midnight lets say (or close to), then logically the tweet would've come from LA.
Now this thing which then tells us there will be a pattern of when they'll update the countdown
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The thing I found weird right, is that they're doing a countdown (supposedly) to Louis' show. So why update on LA time?
Next thing they posted was this:
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'Well Meet at the end of the Road' at a first glance you'd guess they're talking about the countdown.
But oh to know who Rudolph Valentino was...
I'll put some intresting quotes I found of him here, you can skip all of this if you want, I'll do a short resume at the end of the indented.
"He was a sex symbol of the 1920s, who was known in Hollywood as the Latin Lover (a title invented for him by Hollywood moguls), The Great Lover, or simply Valentino.[1] His premature death at the age of 31 caused mass hysteria among his fans and further propelled his status as a cultural film icon."
"The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse was released in 1921 and became a commercial and critical success" + "For his follow-up film, they forced him into a bit part in a B-film called Uncharted Seas.(1921)" + "Rambova, Mathis, Ivano, and Valentino began work on the Alla Nazimova film Camille.(1921)" + "Valentino's final film for Metro was the Mathis-penned 'The Conquering Power.(1921) "
thats 4 movies in a year!! Talk about overworked- (depending on how long they were)
"After quitting Metro, Valentino took up with Famous Players-Lasky, forerunner of the present-day Paramount Pictures, a studio known for films that were more commercially focused."
"Jesse L. Lasky intended to capitalize on the star power of Valentino, and cast him in a role that solidified his reputation as the "Latin lover"
"In The Sheik (1921), Valentino played the starring role of Sheik Ahmed Ben Hassan. The film was a major success and defined not only his career but his image and legacy."
"Famous Players produced four more feature-length films over the next 15 months" + "His leading role in Moran of the Lady Letty(1922) was of a typical Douglas Fairbanks nature" + "Valentino starred alongside Gloria Swanson in Beyond the Rocks(1922)" + "Valentino began work on another Mathis-penned film, Blood and Sand(1922)" + "During his forced break from Rambova, the pair began working separately on the Mathis-penned The Young Rajah(1922)"
15 months 4 movies. and again I will stress the 'capitalize the star power' over there.
Seems too familiar tbh.
"Missing Rambova, Valentino returned to New York after the release of The Young Rajah. They were spotted and followed by reporters constantly."
*cough* *cough* "spotted"
"During this time, Valentino began to contemplate not returning to Famous Players, although Jesse Lasky already had his next picture, The Spanish Cavalier, in preparation. After speaking with Rambova and his lawyer Arthur Butler Graham, Valentino declared a 'one-man strike' against Famous Players.[31]"
About the lawsuit:
"He was also upset over the broken promise of filming Blood and Sand in Spain, and the failure to shoot the next proposed film in either Spain or at least New York. Valentino had hoped while filming in Europe he could see his family, whom he had not seen in 10 years.[27]"
"In September 1922, he refused to accept paychecks from Famous Players until the dispute was solved, although he owed them money" + "Famous Players, in turn, filed suit against him.[33]"
"Valentino did not back down,[33] and Famous Players realized how much they stood to lose." + "the studio tried to settle by upping his salary" + "Variety erroneously announced the salary increase as a "new contract" before news of the lawsuit was released, and Valentino angrily rejected the offer.[31]"
"Valentino went on to claim that artistic control was more of an issue than the money." + "Famous Players made their own public statements deeming him more trouble than he was worth (the divorce, bigamy trials, debts) and that he was temperamental, almost diva-like. They claimed to have done all they could and that they had made him a real star.[33]
"Other studios began courting him." + "However, Famous Players exercised its option to extend his contract, preventing him from accepting any employment other than with the studio." + "Valentino filed an appeal, a portion of which was granted. Although he was still not allowed to work as an actor, he could accept other types of employment.[33]"
Return To The Movies
"Valentino returned to the United States in reply to an offer from Ritz-Carlton Pictures (working through Famous Players)" + "Rambova negotiated a two-picture deal with Famous Players and four pictures for Ritz-Carlton.[37] He accepted, turning down an offer to film an Italian production of Quo Vadis in Italy"
PERSONAL LIFE!!!!
"Valentino once told gossip columnist Louella Parsons that: "The women I love don't love me. The others don't matter". He claims that despite his success as a sex symbol that in his personal love life he never achieved happiness.[62]"
"Valentino impulsively married actress Jean Acker, who was involved with actresses Grace Darmond and Alla Nazimova. Acker became involved with Valentino in part to remove herself from the lesbian love triangle, quickly regretted the marriage, and locked Valentino out of their room on their wedding night."
"From the time he died in 1926 until the 1960s, Valentino's sexuality was not generally questioned in print.[67][68] At least four books, including the notoriously libelous Hollywood Babylon, suggested that he may have been gay despite his marriage to Rambova.[69][70][71][72][73] For some, the marriages to Acker and Rambova, as well as the relationship with Pola Negri, add to the suspicion that Valentino was gay and that these were "lavender marriages."
"Such books gave rise to claims that Valentino had a relationship with Ramón Novarro, despite Novarro stating they barely knew each other." + "These books also gave rise to claims that he may have had relationships with both roommates Paul Ivano and Douglas Gerrad, as well as Norman Kerry, and openly gay French theatre director and poet Jacques Hébertot." + "However, Ivano maintained that it was untrue and both he and Valentino were heterosexual.[24] Biographers Emily Leider and Allan Ellenberger generally agree that he was most likely straight"
like every historian would say: "they were just good friends"
"further supposed evidence that Valentino was gay; documents in the estate of the late author Samuel Steward indicated that Valentino and Steward were sexual partners.[77] However, evidence found in Steward's claim was subsequently found to be false, as Valentino was in New York on the date Steward claimed a sexual encounter occurred in Ohio."
- Via Wikipedia
These are the few quotes from his wekipedia page in which I literally gaped at...
So in short:
Sex Symbol who was an Actor
Got his image enhanced and exploited by his manager.
Constanly Overworked
Relationships used for PR (?)
Thought about leaving his management which led to a 'one man strike' and a lawsuit.
The lawsuit started off because of finantial reasons, but it was revealed it was more because of fucking creative freedom.
Management tried to reason with him, he didn't back down. And they continued to do so before an article of the 'lawsuit' was made public, he didn't accept any.
Management tried to paint Valentino as 'ungrateful' and that they were the reason he was a star.
When other people tried to get Valentino to work with/for them, his management stopped him by "threatening to extend the contract" (?) which prevented him from acting.
His sexuality was never really questioned due to the many relationships with woman he had (one which literally was a lesbian)
Lavender Marriages / PR marriages
After his death, speculation that he dated many men came up.
One even said they did the dEEd, but its impossible because they were both in separate countries duh, right? RIGhT????
The way we can literally compare this with Harry's situation (and maybe Louis' aswell!!!) is literally hurting my mind.
Also adding that @eyupdaisy is helping me a lot, kuddos to her aswell. She found this:
If you search the actual name of the post 'We will meet at the end of the trail' on google, this picture comes up
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Which the HT account made a very lovely and subtle connection to it a few days ago
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Guess well have to start lowkey monitoring them too? Or maybe just what they interact with the Mr.R acc...
wait- max images reached ;-;
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