#trauma disorder

[lefluoritesys]

#did #osdd system #did system #osdd #system #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #system stuff #system things #did osdd #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #complex dissociative identity disorder #did memes #osdd memes #system memes #trauma disorder #complex dissociative disorder

[thecupboardhasitsmoments]

It is so fucking funny to see singlets go 'God it felt like I was someone else back there' and you just sitting there with the occasionally someone else disorder like 'Ah yes. No clue what that feels like'

#i was reading fanfiction and this happened once #just 'they felt like they were 3 different people and it was fucking with their head' #like. ah yes. no clue what that must feel like #did #osdd system #did system #osdd #system #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #system stuff #system things #did osdd #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #complex dissociative identity disorder #did memes #osdd memes #system memes #trauma disorder #complex dissociative disorder

[whackacole3]

i think it’s interesting that uneducated people will go “how do you have that many disorders???” when talking about personality disorders. they don’t understand most people have personality disorders actually have two to three because of the high comorbidity of them all.

NPD and BPD have a 40% comorbidity rate and BPD and DPD have a 30%. like that’s pretty high in the grand scheme of things???

trauma disorders tend to come in stacks… it’s weird people don’t realize that.

#cole talks #personality disorder #comorbid conditions #bpd #borderline personality disorder #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #dpd #dependent personality disorder #trauma disorder

[perisbpddiary]

You didn't deserve that. You couldn't have known better. You are not dirty. You are not gross. You are not who they said you would become. You are not broken. You were a child. A vulnerable child. I'm sorry they took advantage of that. You deserve the world. You deserve safety. You deserve love. You deserve help. You are beautiful and worthy. I love you <3

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #trauma #trauma disorder #childhood trauma #mental health #mentally unstable #mental wellbeing #positivevibes

[ray-of-melancholy]

Its "mental health matters" until someone has a trauma response that's not disordered in a way you like to romanticize

-🕊

#npd stigma #npdsafe #npdawareness #bpd #actuallytraumatized #actually mentally ill #actually narcissistic #actually npd #cluster b personality disorder #cluster b #trauma #mental health #mental health matters #cluster b positivity #narcissist #trauma disorder #personality disorder #mental illness #mentally ill #disorders #borderline personality disorder #lets all just be cluster B buddies :) #bpd awareness #bpd symptoms #npd support #npd positivity #npd safe #npd symptoms #npd mood #npd

[voidxbrat]

Calling the symptoms of a severe mental illness a “red flag” is extremely fucking ableist.

#severe mental illness #actually mentally ill #stigmatized disorders #mental health stigma #ableism #aria #personality disorder #psychotic disorders #schizo spectrum #neurodivergent #dissociative disorder #trauma disorder

[smeetlinglord]

#healing #self fulfilling prophecy #self destructive tendencies #destruction magic #trauma loop #trauma cycle #generational trauma #op #break free #keys #trauma #ptsd #complex ptsd #actually bpd #trauma disorder #quotes

[spaceheistwithmarkiplier]

okay, looking for some help here.

i feel like all systems we see experience different alters fronting like this:

but we feel like this:

do any other systems understand what we mean? it feels like we’re almost always slightly blurry. like multiple people are fronting at once but are moving around and can be more or less “in front”.

its so hard to explain especially without feeling like we’ll be fakeclaimed. and i know all systems are different but… i don’t know is this weird?

#dissociative identity dissorder #did memes #mental health #mental illness #did posts #osdd memes #osdd posts #did help #osdd help #actuallydid #trauma disorder #dissociative disorder

[thattheater-kid]

You ever think about your childhood a little too long and an achievement pops up like “New trauma unlocked!“

#uh oh! #you found something you weren’t supposed to! #truama #childhood truama #traumatic childhood #did system #plural #trauma disorder #trauma disorders #traumagenic system

[louiskechi]

people are constantly talking about how “all these kids online are faking disorders” because of outdated statistics showing how rare it is, but i feel like what doesn’t get acknowledged is how psychosis specifically is likely on the rise because of the effect growing up on the internet has on a person. kids are constantly being groomed or exposed to traumatizing shit (raise your hand if someone at school showed you a porn or snuff video because they thought it was funny)

we don’t have a lot of studies (to my knowledge) specifically on the effects of childhood development linked to social media, but we have a lot of studies pointing to how quickly the internet can cause people to believe in the most outlandish conspiracies. i don’t think it’s a stretch to say that psychosis and psychotic trauma disorders are likely becoming more common because of the internet

#mental illness #psychosis #childhood development #mental health #internet #psychotic #childhood trauma #trauma disorder #theory #psychology #child psychology

[fallen-sisters-systems]

reminder that sexual syskids exist and deserve to be loved and nurtured and protected, not harmed further (even if they say that’s what they want.)

#did community #dissociative identity disorder #system #syskids #trauma disorder

[demonized-infodumps]

oh this is ther PERFECT place to talk about our rad:)

we have reactive attachment disorder. a "rare" and extremely conplicated trauma based anxiety disorder where a child does not form a healthy relationship with their parent due to neglect or trauma.

i. fucking. hate. how i am PROFESSIONALLY RECOGNIZED, and NO ONE FUCKING ACCOMODATES FOR ME. no one has EMPATHY, no one UNDERSTANDS, they just get fucking PISSED OFF AT ME because I CANT DO WHAT THEY WANT ME TO.

my therapist constantly asks me how im feeling or what this and that makes me feel. and i cant fucking respond. because literally a huge part of RAD is that i cannot understand my own and others emotions.

the things people expect me to be? they expect me to be normal, they expect me not to be mean. but i am. i push other people away because people with RAD struggle to form and keep relationships, i hiss and snap and i always have and no one thought that that was strange. they expect me to be normal, and that i CHOOSE to struggle in social situations to such a high degree

this was a ramble im not bothering to reread so it may just make no sense

[We do not have RAD as a tag on our blog, would you like us to add it?]

#demonized asks #rad #reactive attachment disorder #trauma disorder #trauma disorders #anxiety disorder #rambles #demonized infodumps #demonized rambles

[fuckingwhateverdude]

trauma disorder

#the way i have been diagnosed w a trauma disorder but i have to pretend like i dont bc i live w the ppl who did it 😭😭 #cray slay #anyway #my writing #my writing tag #poetry #original poem #trauma #memory #on memory #trauma disorder #mental illness

[sacredsapling]

For Disability Pride Month, here's another disabled OC: Gabriel!

As a teen, Gabriel had conduct disorder which later developed into ASPD (antisocial personality disorder). He's quite the troublemaker because of this, but ultimately his behavior issues come from trauma. Mainly, abandonment and neglect from his parents who left him with a physically abusive uncle.

Their ASPD also makes them very rebellious and risk-taking, once leading them into a drunk car crash (Gabriel wasn't the driver though) where they broke their collarbone and jaw. It causes minor chronic pain as an adult too.

Gabriel also struggles with alcohol addiction (related to his ASPD and trauma) and is promiscuous. His risk-taking combination of both of these leads him to contract HIV, so his story is also one of living as a chronically ill and immunocompromised person. Not to mention, it's way to rare to see seropositive OCs!

#gabriel #original characters #ocs #oc art #aspd #trauma disorder #disability #mental illness #mentally ill character #characters #character design #watercolor #watercolor artist

[voidxbrat]

Here’s some possibly harsher truths about systems/trauma survivors that people need to think about (like, I’m begging you guys, holy hell)!

System accountability is actually not the most important concern that it’s being made out to be. And, lack of system accountability is not a red flag or indicator of someone being a generally bad person (as parts or as a “whole”). I know this seems to be hard for a lot of people to grasp, but it’s true. A system is a system due to barriers and lack of cohesion between parts.

Not being able to control all your parts and do things such as fully grasp system accountability is much more normal than people here will have you believe. As is it having different meaning to different people.

Seriously, go learn about some DID/OSDD systems away from tumblr. Go spend some time with another really traumatized person in real life. Go read about systems who didn’t learn about themselves until later on in life. Anything that will help you understand how much more complicated it is.

There are people who don’t fully understand being “parts of a whole” and still view themselves as multiple/separate people. This also is not inherently bad, a red flag, a sign of not wanting to get better, etc. This is normal of a covert mental illness that is literally meant to hide things from you.

It’s very unrealistic to expect anyone to know and/or understand enough about their system to truly understand all their parts, why they behave the way they do, and how to handle it. Especially if you are young, newly discovered, have a very large system, have “more severe” trauma, etc.

It is very unrealistic to expect people with brains damaged by childhood trauma to be able to show up to some of the standards people try to enforce here. It is called a mental disability for a reason - your brain is literally disabled and incorrectly developed.

People showing their less palatable symptoms needs to be more accepted. I don’t care if it’s not pretty, or hard to see, it’s the fucking truth of being a trauma survivor. Trauma is not pretty, and neither is what comes out of it. It is ugly, chaotic, harsh, painful, etc. And being able to show and embrace that fact is not only okay, but honestly even healthy.

Sometimes it’s not only about healing and recovery. Sometimes it’s about the bad days, alters with negative thoughts and views, mistakes and flaws and accepting that you went through trauma and it did indeed fuck you up.

Stop trying to make fucking trauma survivors hide themselves and their flaws even in the one safe space they have.

#system stuff #system community #dissociative system #did osdd #did system #osdd system #system struggles #actually did #actually traumatized #trauma survivor #did community #trauma disorder

[perisbpddiary]

Something about seeing my snake act starmed as a survival instinct while I'm starving myself against my survival instinct seems ironic to me

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #ed awareness #eating disoder trigger warning #eating disoder recovery #trauma disorder #disordered eating in tags