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lefluoritesys · 18 hours

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Does anyone else have bad peoples in their systems? Like really bad and violent people? Jus wondering :3

— Lizzy

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lefluoritesys · 6 days

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lefluoritesys · 9 days

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Question for systems: we recently met a baby (newly discovered) system who is going through a dilemma. Their gatekeeper also happens to be a persecutor, and they are acting very hostile towards their host. They are not letting anyone other than their host front, worsen their (host's) breakdowns, scare them (host), and make them (host) spiral. They have never fronted before, and, according to that system, they may be an introject of that system's trauma source, since they (gatekeeper) seem to have a vendetta against their current and previous host.

So asking all of you: what would you do or suggest in this situation?

-co-host & persecutor-caretaker

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lefluoritesys · 25 days

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You are allowed to love being a system, after all, it is what saved your life

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lefluoritesys · 1 month

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its DID awareness day so i want you to be aware we DID your fucking mom

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lefluoritesys · 2 months

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In the light of recent events in the MCYT/DSMP community, I have a message for all the Wilbur introjects, factives and/or fictives:

No matter what side you're on, no matter what he did, you're not responsible. He is your source. You're not him, and he's not you. You are not responsible for the actions your source makes, just as much as he's not responsible for the actions you make. Only actions you're responsible for are your own in your body.

I love you guys. It isn't your fault. You don't have to be scared of fronting and talking to others using your name. You don't have to be scared of telling people about your source. Anyone who blames you is not a good person, and probably uninformed about how introjects work, you don't have to listen to them.

I repeat: You are not responsible. It isn't your fault.

-host

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lefluoritesys · 2 months

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I love my system. It was 3am, I was crying, and scrolling through my gallery when I randomly came across a video from almost a year ago of one of our co-hosts. With the most British accent, they were updating me on what was going on in front and forgot to mention one "important thing" – they were struggling with choosing socks to wear. And then told me how they're pretty sure they're gonna choose the green ones cause they like green and it'd match the outfit well.

And there I was: at 3am, tears in my eyes, thinking the person is the goofiest and the cutest, and feeling a little bit better.

-host

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lefluoritesys · 2 months

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sorry babe i can’t come over. i’m arguing with the voices in my head about whether or not they exist again

#dissociative identity disorder #did system #osdd #other specified dissociative disorder #did osdd

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lefluoritesys · 2 months

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I'm gonna get super vulnerable with you guys for a minute. And if anyone can explain maybe why I've done this in the past and suddenly again recently I'd love to hear as the mind fascinates me.

So sometimes growing up, I would hold my own hand, hug myself, or have like one arn draped over my side. Similar to how someone you're cuddling with would? Usually I imagine my favorite characters.

I assume it comes from a desperate place of loneliness and touch deprivation.

Sometimes I'd imagine laying on they chest, their breathing, everything.

I think it's weird and am very embarrassed that I do this, but it's also so comforting sometimes... Even if it's imaginary. Just the thought of how that character would comfort me and how we just relax before drifting to sleep. I used to read a lot of fanfictions about that as well.

Idk, do any of you do this as well? I've done it since about middle school tbh.

-Charlie

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lefluoritesys · 3 months

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lefluoritesys · 3 months

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Me about 5 seconds ago:

“Right? Who wouldve thought that us and our traumatized-people-disorder have trauma?/j/s”

anyways i just thought that was funny:)

-host

@amethystpittman

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lefluoritesys · 3 months

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The appropriate response.

-host

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lefluoritesys · 3 months

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I am on a math lesson, and someone keeps playing the Windows Blue Screen in the back whenever I look at a problem and can't figure out what to do with it.

IT WAS FUNNY THE FIRST 10 TIMES. NOT ANYMORE.

(That is a lie, I- I have to hold back laughter every single time)

-host

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lefluoritesys · 3 months

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Guess whos' back. :)

-host

#Spotify

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lefluoritesys · 4 months

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Random Shout out to my fellow people who have aspd and are also systems (d.i.d or osdd), even more so those who have multiple alters with aspd traits.

Because I swear there is nothing more humbling than arguing with someone who has the same brain settings (mental illnesses) as you.

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lefluoritesys · 4 months

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If you have DID/OSDD then simply plural is a Pokédex of your brain.

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lefluoritesys · 4 months

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No original posts during the mental health break, but... no one said anything about original videos.

Me (@theresidentfullmoon) and @chatnoirwithblackhair got bored and now present you with:

youtube

We have DID. Of course we're gonna start a system channel for the most random system things (and for our poor mental health).

-host, co-host & persecutor-caretaker

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