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elliebunniiee · 2 days

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(melting into puddle on floor) i want my own discord acc these bitches in my head keep tryna change it

#endos dni #anti endo #traumagenic system #actually did #did #did alter #did system #osdd system #osddid #sysblr #actually traumagenic #actually osdd

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fairie-angel · 2 days

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i think our funniest fakeclaiming experience is when someone said we’re not a system because we’re not transmasc 💀 the did leaving our body when we use she/it

#fuck fakeclaimers #this was funny though #traumagenic system #endos dni #anti endo #osdd #did #system things #actually did #actually osdd #did system #osdd system #plural system #system stuff #sysblr #osddid

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b1gr4tm4n · 2 days

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errrrmmm got diagnosed with DID today

-jack🦇

#did system #did osdd #did #osddid #actually did #dissociative identity disorder #pdid #pdid system #actually osdd #traumagenic did #traumagenic #anti endo #endos dni

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jokestersinmyhead · 2 days

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I rlly did just try to fakeclaim myself to my therapist again what a shocker

#did system #system #actually did #actually osdd #osdd system #alters #osdd #did #endos dni #did osdd #actually diagnosed

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quinnieweekes · 1 day

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do any other systems have headmates claim stuffed animals as theirs specifically??? cuz i claimed one and shes a pink giraffe named pinkie (im insanely unoriginal..) please give input id luv it

#traumagenic system #actually osdd #actually dissociative #did #osdd #did osdd #osddid #system #anti endo #endos dni

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lefluoritesys · 2 days

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Question for systems: we recently met a baby (newly discovered) system who is going through a dilemma. Their gatekeeper also happens to be a persecutor, and they are acting very hostile towards their host. They are not letting anyone other than their host front, worsen their (host's) breakdowns, scare them (host), and make them (host) spiral. They have never fronted before, and, according to that system, they may be an introject of that system's trauma source, since they (gatekeeper) seem to have a vendetta against their current and previous host.

So asking all of you: what would you do or suggest in this situation?

-co-host & persecutor-caretaker

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pluralculture · 2 days

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> be me, host of a system

> like, no, LOVE a character

> forms a fictive from said character

> theyre now inside your head

> theyre actually kind of annoying

> i realize i dont like them that much as a person

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#actually did #did #actually osdd #anti endo #did alter #did community #osdd #osdd 1b #osdd alter #osdd community #didosdd #traumagenic did #did osdd #did system #hc did

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host-culture-is · 3 days

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host culture is constantly dissociating. like wdym other alters can front are remember what they did while I am constantly forgetting everything. (I don't remember what happens when I'm fronting, I also don't remember what happens when I'm not fronting. Like a memory wipe every hour and I'm left with just enough information to survive the day and come across as a functioning human being)

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#host culture is #actually did #actually osdd #c did #did #osdd #osddid #cdd #pdid #system host

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evilsystem · 3 months

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being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming

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osddid-i-do-that · 22 days

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“One of your alters doesn’t like me!”

My dude some of my alters don’t like ME. You ain’t special.

#our roommate because some of us are triggered by her #sigh #actually did #actually dissociative #osddid #sysblr #dissociative identity disorder #did system #actually osdd

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unstablemotions · 1 month

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Hey, you! You who suspect you might have PTSD, DID or another trauma disorder, but you think you didn't experience trauma "bad enough" to have developed a mental disorder from it? Let me suggest looking at it differently:

"If there's smoke, there's fire"

Do you experience symptoms of PTSD, such as hypervigilance, trouble sleeping, flashbacks, memory problems, dissociation, ect? Then yes, it was "bad enough". Maybe you don't remember anything "really bad" happening or you don't "feel like" it affects you, but listen to your body. The body remembers and the body doesn't care if you think it is "stupid" or "weak" to have a panic attack when someone touches you or that you still have nightmares about that thing you saw when you were 4 years old

Trauma isn't what happened. Trauma is the reaction to what happened. So what I'm trying to say is that if the reason you think you can't have PTSD/DID/OSDD/ect is because you didn't go through anything horrific enough for that, then maybe forget about what happened to you for a moment and just look at the evidence your body and mind are showing. And then, most importantly, be compassionate with yourself. You're going through a lot and it's gonna be okay in the end. Take it easy, okay? <3