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introject-stuff · 2 days
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Alters coming out of dormancy after several years:
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A couple people recently started fronting again. No idea why, but our party is growing.
–John
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You are allowed to love being a system, after all, it is what saved your life
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pezpenser205 · 1 day
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me chilling being a system and then suddenly im pierced with the most body shaking panic inducing primal fear that feels as if ive been stabbed in the heart by an icicle that makes my blood run cold and sends shivers that penetrate down to my bones and then my brain realizes it made a mistake or something and is like "whoops. my bad. fixing it" and then the feeling is gone im fine like nothing even happened and i fail to even properly remember what scared me so badly once its over
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cupids-heart111 · 3 days
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for example: is an 8yro alter always going to be 8 mentally? ENDOS PLEASE DNI. reblog for larger sample size !!
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evilsystem · 3 months
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being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming
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lefluoritesys · 7 months
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Like this post if you have DID/Osdd
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ghost-of-a-system · 3 months
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"system joy" comic from an OSDD-1b system
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i'm sorry if there is any noticeable art style changes throughout the comic. it was worked on across several days, and usually our comics are completed within one. our comic style isn't always 100% consistent depending on who is fronting or co-fronting :') but we tried to keep it similar enough so that it hopefully wouldn't be too disorienting.
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ashwithapen · 3 months
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yeah i have an origin story, but not in a villainous way, in a "i have a dissociative disorder" way
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eclecticbutterfly44 · 1 month
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Undiagnosed systemhood is
Thinking you just have no sense of self, and that's why your "personality" keeps changing.
Feeling like you're watching someone else operate your body, with no idea how or why.
Having strange deja vu moments where you feel like you've done something, but you don't remember any specific details.
Feeling like years of your life weren't actually lived by you, but by someone else that still exists somewhere in you.
Saying things that you can't control or don't agree with and not being able to do anything to fix it.
Feeling like you don't belong in your body, like you aren't actually you.
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thecorvidforest · 4 months
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Plurality Wrapped
This year you:
Fakeclaimed yourself 5,729 times
Accidentally discovered 92 trauma memories
Immediately forgot 92 trauma memories
Contradicted something a different headmate said 288 times
Almost outed yourself 45 times
Had littles spend all your money 67 times
Forgot what you were doing 2,890 times
Failed to mask as the host 176 times
Split who knows how many new headmates
Repeated the same story 39 times
Got jumpscared by your reflection 103 times
Your top moods this year:
Who the fuck am I
What if I’m secretly faking it
How long have I been standing here dissociating
I suddenly hate (current activity)
When did we split (headmate)???
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mental-illness-bingo · 7 months
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Me: Can I even really call it trauma, though? It wasn't *that* bad, right? Other kids have definitely been through worse.
The men in my head that my brain created to love and protect me because I couldn't handle my childhood otherwise: 🧍‍♂️😐
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I’m gonna un-fakeclaim y’all real quick.
You’re a real system. You’re the realest system. Look at all your symptoms. You’re clearly a system. Think about your alters. Yep, everything about your alters, you’re def a system. Your system is full of variety? Yep, you’re real. Your system has little/no variety? You’re real. Omg, there’s no way you think you’re faking. You’re so real.
No no, imma stop you right there, because I know what you’re gonna say. “Oh but this and this and this-!” That doesn’t matter. You’re real. You’re a real and valid system.
Anyways imma head to bed now, goodnight all you very real systems!
- 🧿 (Luc)
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lxstmixd · 3 months
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Repeat after me:
To be a system, you must have experienced childhood traumas.
Systems can only be traumagenic.
You can have a system and don't remember traumas.
But you can't have it without traumas.
You can't fragment your mind on purpose.
Not a thought, it's a fact.
Alters aren't the only symptom of DID/OSDD.
Endo/non-traumagenic "systems", you are hurting the system community.
You would say: oh so I don't exist.
Moron, you exist as an individual, but your concept of self-created "system" is illogical.
Have a good day/night. -Gregory
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superegosystem · 29 days
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hey, if you take any bit of system related advice to heart today, please let it be this: do not tell people the positive or negative triggers of certain alters if you do not absolutely one hundred percent trust them not to misuse that information.
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lefluoritesys · 5 months
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