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Me: theres no way they're actually gonna do it Them: does it Me: Well now I dont want it

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person

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oh you don't care to spend time with me but you like how obsessed with you I am? enjoy not getting any texts from me for the next month stupid hoe

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd splitting #bpd shitposting #bpd safe #bpd stuff #quiet bpd #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd abandonment #bpd awareness #bpd friends #bpd love #bpd life #bpd traits #bpd quotes #bpd mood #bpd things #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd is bpding

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I love asking my friend for help during a breakdown and they tell me to cry it out and then go to sleep

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd be like #bpd brain #bpd blog #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd abandonment #bpd awareness #bpd moment #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd love #bpd life #quiet bpd #bpd core #bpd help #bpd emotions #bpd problems

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My new FP and I both have feelings for each other but he wants to wait until we get together to work on his mental health and im EERGHHHHH like I'm glad he's taking the space but like I want to call him mine

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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I haven't been on this account much lately, my depressions been too bad, my last breakup was another level of traumatizing

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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OK so how do I react to my new FP admitting they have feelings for me but not wanting to do anything with it because they don't think it'll be healthy

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd awareness #bpd abandonment #bpd friends #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #bpd safe #bpd stuff #bpd struggles #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd triggers #bpd traits #bpd things #bpd mention #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd moment

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The sinking realization that no one has ever truly loved you

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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Why do I only attract red flags

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd mention #bpd moment #bpd is a bitch #bpd is bpding #bpd issues #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd meme #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd triggers #bpd traits #bpd things #bpd relatable #bpd rant #bpd rage #bpd relationships #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger

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So my now ex who I thought would be my forever person turned out to be one of the worst manipulators and abusers I've had somehow! And also somehow I'm not that upset about it I saw it coming lol stay unbothered

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd love #bpd life #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd triggers #bpd relatable #bpd episode #bpd emotions #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd awareness #bpd abandonment #bpd issues #bpd things #bpd traits #bpd core #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #bpd stuff

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Hi , as someone else who has bpd i just wanted to check in , are you okay ?

You know I'm doing surprisingly alright! Life is hard-core kicking my ass rn but I'm just Numb at this point 😭

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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Does anyone else with BPD ever forgive something too big and realize that they're gonna get traumatized later but everything is fine for now

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd mention #bpd moment #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd traits #bpd thoughts #bpd things #bpd tag #bpd triggers #bpd problems #bpd posting #bpd positivity #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd safe #bpd struggles #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger

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I had another ER trip yesterday and it wasn't my fault this time 🙃

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Living with EDS: Ouch ouch ouch my ankie,,,,my ankel,,,, must pop back in,,,,,,,, owie my aknel someone hepl me

#ehlers danlos syndrome #hypermobile ehlers danlos #hypermobile eds #hypermobility #hypermobile joints #ehlers danlos problems #my joints are as reliable as the governmenr #probably even less #what is connextive tissue

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Weed solves all my problems

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #weedlife #weedsociety #living life

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Don't forget some autistics stare, not all autistics turn away from eye contact. I personally have had issues with staring , I didn't even know people not like it until senior year of high school .

Although I actually don't like when people stare at me either THAT what affect me personally . I have to pay attention to how much I'm looking at someone or I'll stare , my mind go like "oh wait am I looking too long? or too short?"

eye contact is only hard for me really if I'm already overwhelmed

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I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.