Baaaaaaaaack gettin bigger
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Sum April Redrawz
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the art of constant evolution 🫀
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Hi I don’t know if anybody is gonna read this but!
Tonight was the first time in my adult life that I prepped a little lunch for myself to take to school :) Tomorrow is my first day back at uni since leaving to go to eating disorder treatment. it’s in a cute little lunch bag and I’m very excited to eat it tomorrow!
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2023 ^
2019 & 2018
REDRAW MY MINT FANART TO SEE HOW MUCH I IMPROVE.
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Reflecting
As I have been writing and editing my posts for Baking Therapy I have been reflecting a lot on myself these last few days. Mainly because there were talks about a 10-year high school reunion at some point in the future. At first, I was like I don't want to go because I haven't accomplished anything.
And then I organized my blog and sat back and thought some more. Now I am like "Gurl, You have done SO much. Not everyone could pull off so many recipes. And I mean you have even attempted recipes that you never thought in your life you would make. And I am not even talking about the many macarons that you have made. I am talking about all the apple recipes you made from different Countries because you were simply 'bored of apple pie.' You have 700+ people following you, and I know in terms of social media it's a small number, but each and every one of them has saved you in some way. Either liking your post, commenting on something you made, or just anything."
I want to thank all of you for just watching me grow. Not just as a baker, but as a writer as well. My parents have told me a bunch of times that I am in a better state of mind when I am writing.
I will try and get more posts in for all of my stories. I have more Baking Therapy coming maybe even later today, I have some Completecy Challenge, in the eyes of Blaire's siblings because that was supposed to be a thing, and I haven't forgotten about Road to Fame. I am just trying to figure out the best way to do all three. So there is no set schedule. I am just going to try and get some chapters for each of the stories.
Thank you all again! 😊
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Drowning my sorrows
A redraw was needed for an old post on here, I feel good about the improvement and the colors
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I’ve lost 45 pounds since April.
These photos make me love my new improving body 🥰
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today I wrote a self eval for work and listed all my capabilities and skills accurately and positively, and not once while writing it did I have a negative inner voice telling me I was wrong/faking it/exaggerating … huge win, not sure what to do…. Kind of want to hurl
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12/7/22 wt 244
Successes thus far:
IF successful fasting window
64+ oz water
15 min walk at break
30 min Strength & Conditioning class
Holiday meal fitclub meeting
Standing at desk
All great habits to build.
I am happy with this.
I was super happy with realizing that I could finish out this year at 50 pounds lost for the year.
That is epic. The most I have previously lost is 40!
In one year, I have turned my whole life around.
My hip flexor are better.
I can touch the floor.
I work out regularly and often.
My eating is often fantastic and aligned with my goals.
I have made so much progress.
I am so mother fucking proud of my progress.
I am so mother fucking proud of my progress.
I am so mother fucking proud of my progress.
Keep Going, Warrior!
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Before you reach a point of stability you truly are lost, like all those thoughts you think are so irrational and it's not your fault. Like I was so drunk on my depression and anxiety I couldn't think straight. I feel sober now, it's a great feeling.
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Proud (2023)
Today I choose to be proud of
Myself.
Couldn’t get out of bed,
Couldn’t get out of my head, but
I did.
Sort of.
Enough to do some chores,
Enough to get off the floor.
Enough to wipe my tears,
Enough to accept my fears.
Maybe it wasn’t enough
But I am choosing to not accept that bluff.
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besides having to do 2 light loads of laundry, I am done with cleaning.
it took me about 5-6 hours to clean everything. My living/bedroom taking me the longest. cause of course it did
what's left is vacuuming, (need to get a vacuum), and organizing. (need tools for my dresser and other stuff)
bathroom was the shortest, and kitchen didn't take that long either surprisingly. I started with the dishes at 1 something, then made breakfast. After that I went about cleaning.
But holy shit, that took long. And I'm proud of myself
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i know i posted that art of nomuzawa in may, but i drew it way before so it’s taking the jan spot since i didnt start this blog until feb
on a related note, my new year’s resolution is to actually post all of my art instead of letting it sit in my drafts
happy new year!
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