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girlyteengirl16 · 3 days

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i wish i could forget everything and restart

#i wish to heal #i want to be better #idk how to be okay #idk i’m sad i’m sorry #idk how to make it stop #idk #mentally unstable #tw depressing stuff #trauma #i want to be okay #tw depressing thoughts #i wanna kms #mentally tired #depression relapse

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averysillygoose · 1 month

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it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again. it has gotten better before and it will again.

#self care #self love #recovery #mental health #selfcare #selflove #i want to be okay #it will be okay #it gets better #girlblogging #coquette #girlblog #girlblogger #lana del rey #it girl #cinnamon girl #dollette #taylor swift #lana del ray

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noname-404s-blog · 9 months

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ilovethebittertaste · 1 month

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I feel like my mom is purposely putting my life on hold so I can stay with her

I’ve been asking for YEARS if I could get my permit n it always “let’s wait until next month “I’m 18 now n can get my drivers license but she won’t get insurance because she’s broke n I get it but I just witnessed her spend sm fucking money on things we don’t need

And then Ive been trying to get a job by her work so I can get ride cause where I live everybody speaks Spanish n I can’t speak it so I have to work somewhere near her but she keeps avoiding the whole thing

I’ve had a lot of mental issues ever since I was 13 n it’s so hard for her to set up therapy appointments for me as I was a minor I couldn’t sign myself up n she’s always taking about me getting more into therapy but she never does anything to actually start I want to get back in cause I need medicine but I have no clue how to do it n need her help

she witnessed me being severely depressed a couple weeks ago n couldn’t get out of bed n she never did anything to get me help she just avoids it like always

My whole fucking family hates me for being the favorite but everyone treats her like shit so I stand up for her n everyone hates me for it

what makes me feel worse is everyone makes her the enemy of my family for no fucking reason so I feel like I have to be with her or she’s gonna break but I really just want to move on with my life I feel like I’m trapped like we’re so dependent on each other and I hate it cause I want to go and live my life cause I’ve waisted YEARS of my life rotting I’m 18 now I just want to live n she doesn’t get it

#kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing quotes #depressing shit #depressiv #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #self destruction #secret account #tw self sabotage #i want to be okay #move on #self h@rm #self loathing

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3-lavender · 10 months

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Sometimes I wish I was just a part of nature. Like a tree or a bird or even a raindrop. I wish I wasn’t so sad and that my life was as simple as a raindrops. I wish I loved myself like I love trees and rain and birds.

#i wish i was pretty #I wish I was anything else #i wish i wasnt like this #I want to be as peaceful as trees in the wind #I want to be as admired as rain in a drought #I want life to be simple #I want to be okay

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gayfandomnerd225 · 5 months

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I just want someone to hold my face in their hands, look me in the eyes, and tell me everything will be alright. That I will feel better. And I want to believe them

#genderqueer #transgender #non binary #trans masc #what’s wrong with me #probably autistic #aroace #safety #i want to feel safe #i want to feel loved #someone please love me #I want to be loved #I want to feel better #I want to be okay

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justsomerandomgay · 1 year

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i was actually happy and then i just felt it slip away. that was the worse feeling in the world

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karma-the-krybaby · 14 days

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I would reach out to you

Tell you how I feel

But…

All I feel is hate for myself

All I feel is pain in anywhere I cut

All I feel is hunger

All I feel is the desire to be skinny

All I feel is stupidity for telling you

All. I . Feel. Is. Sadness

#self h@rm #i want to ⭐️ve #self harm poems #i want to be okay

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prince-elijah-mae · 5 months

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Idk what to do anymore, idk how to make things better, idk how to do anything tbh. Winging it is not working anymore 🙃

But that's all I know unfortunately. I just want things to be okay. I want things to work in my favor. I want everything to just be okay. I want to be okay..

#i miss you #i want to be okay

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peace-for-levi · 1 year

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someone put my brain in a microwave /rant in tags

#delete later #cece; speaks #the dpdr is horrendous today and i have a cold #i have spent the entire day in bed because i genuinely couldn't face the world #and wah wah wahhh i am so whingey and my issues are so small compared to everyone else"#the recovery is just so slow and so is the progress #i want to be okay #tw. dissociation

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girlyteengirl16 · 5 months

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healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

#trauma #i wanna kms #mentally tired #i want to die so bad #mentally unstable #recovering is hard #healing #i can’t move on #mental abuse #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #i want to be okay

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lullabeth · 5 months

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11-21-2023, part 1

I am lost.

I don't even know what to Google anymore. How ironic.

The woman born with a bottomless pit of questions

An infinite supply of confusing emotions,

Beaten by a search engine and a blinking cursor.

What I feel has grown too large

Too complex to whittle down to fit into a search bar.

No combination of keywords quite describes what I carry.

What I've become.

What I am.

I am hollow.

Out of the vast spectrum of emotions

I once traversed so freely,

My passport is only valid for the worst vacation spots:

Pain, despair, grief, loneliness, and heartbreak.

They've grown familiar now.

Familiar in a way I suspect they never should feel.

They feel like old friends now.

And when it comes to friends, waste not want not.

And yet I still want.

I am hurting.

The intensity has become so severe,

Reaching levels I haven't felt in what seems like forever.

Even though I know it's been far less than forever.

That all too familiar ache in my chest has moved back in to stay.

That cold but white hot wound searing its way through my chest.

That agony bleeding out into every space it can claim beneath my skin.

Maybe that is why razor blades seemed so tempting.

A brief way to relieve the growing tension

To coax the torment out of my veins,

And down some unbiased drain that can't judge me.

Instead of being pumped back through my heart

For its next lap around the hellish circuit.

I ache.

I miss fondness. Friendship. Love. Safety.

I miss the tiny pile of scraps that was my equivalent of trust.

I didn't have much of it. It was a very limited resource.

But I mined my internals for every last piece.

Now here I sit, carved open and hollowed out,

Unstable and on the verge of impending collapse

Watching that trust slowly burn to ash.

#poetry #modern poetry #c-ptsd #trauma #heartbreak #relationship #married life #love isnt real #i want to be okay #mental health #vent poetry #trust issues

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noname-404s-blog · 8 months

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sensazioneultra · 1 year

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i really need a hug

#im going to cry myself to sleep this is a horrible evening im in so much pain i want this to end #i need a hug #i need to be okay #i want to be okay

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overthinking-pt2 · 7 months

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#i-#hnnn #i want to matter :((#i want to be okay #i'm never okay #or happy #its always between a cry or mental break down right now #i'm going insane #i just wanna push everyone away now #and leave forever #and never come back #but i can't do that #i'm scared im gonna come back and find dawn or ash gone-#and i just #:(((((

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stegosauwus · 1 year

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TW: weight, ana, other sad shit :/

I'm the lowest I've ever weighed and I can't get past the melancholy feeling. I thought I was better. I thought I was at my best. But maybe I'm at my worst and I have no idea how to cope with that. I live on my own and god is it so fucking easy to starve myself. And oh does it help that I'm broke and ass at asking for help because god forbid anyone know I'm anything other than ok. I feel like utter despair and complete euphoria all in one. I'm the lowest I've ever weighed (except for when I was born she a fucking g#10pounder😩) and I can't contain how proud of myself I am. I worked for YEARS for this stupid shit and now that it's here I hate myself for how much of ME I let waste away. I finally want to be ok, to be better. At least for my other depressive habits, but god is it so hard to let go of this one little shitty craving. I can't stop needing a lower number, a smaller body, a thinner waist. I'm so sick and tired of being sick, IM SO TIRED OF MY HEAD BEING SICK. I just want to be ok, so badly. I just want to be better.

#selfharn #tw selfhate #model thin #tw eating things #tw sad shit #tw ana shit #thinspo #thinpro #thinspi #i will be skiny #i want to be okay

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