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You can’t just say this and then not post this link?!?!

just read an anderperry fic where they reunite after 9 years when todd's in hospital and neil has to check up on him as a doctor, and neil notices that todd has a tattoo on his ring finger of a crown of thorns just like the one neil wore in the play and i collapsed onto my knees and nearly screamed

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heyy! its anon here!! i just wanted to say hi and to tell you that you are such an amazing person in this world. i honestly love just scrolling through all your posts (they make my day ngl!!) you are worth so much in this world. i hope you will have a good day today 🩷

I don’t know who you are, but thank you. I know you must send these asks when it seems like I’m having a hard time. And they honestly mean the world to me. I am currently sick, so my days haven’t been too great lately, but I’m hoping I get better soon, or at least better enough to go to my first therapy appointment on Tuesday

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Nobody’s ever cared to listen to me before

#RobinRambles

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i love being updated like yes love tell me about your day i'm interested.

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I think being sick makes me more emotional because before tonight I don’t remember the last time I cried

#RobinRambles

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Sometimes I still feel like I did when I was 11

#RobinRambles

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I wish I didn’t need so much

I wish I didn’t want so much

#RobinRambles

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I spent my whole life being ignored

So I stopped talking

Now I need to learn how to talk

Because people actually care now

#RobinRambles

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I seem to be great at losing friends

Not so good at keeping them

#RobinRambles

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I realized the other day that the reason the nickname Foggy sounds familiar, is because Foggy is the name of Daredevils best friend

I am currently sick, so please bare with my nonsense for the next few days. I’m sure most of my posts won’t make all that much sense

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todd would be a mac and cheese fanatic, literally his go to meal.

its plain, cheesy, easy to make, filling and so damn delicious, who'd blame him?

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DPS: “Tortured Lovers”

I saw someone the other day say that Todd and Knox are both tortured lovers and I found that super interesting. I don’t think it’s a reach at all, I think they both represent the spectrum of love and heartbreak with their own respective relationships.

I think Knox and Todd both start out quite similarly in that they are both in love with someone they can’t have. Knox was in love with Chris who had a boyfriend and no real interest in him. Todd was in love with Neil which was doomed to fail one way or another.

They were both tortured for the exact same reason, they couldn’t be with the person they loved but I think they also represent the different kinds of tortured lovers if that even makes sense. They both start the film enamoured and eventually form relationships (one cannon, one heavily implied) and they behave similarly. Todd and Knox are mutually tortured lovers, both resorting to pining and hoping. But their biggest split is during the play.

The play, obviously, changes the entire film. Knox gets the girl, whilst Todd still watches and ultimately, Neil kills himself. Both of their relationships end so differently but they’re still tied together by the title of “tortured lovers”. Todd has to live without Neil, but Knox has to be with Chris quietly.

I just want to take a moment to kind of highlight Knox secretly being with Chris because even though it’s only a short clip of them together, it reminds me vaguely of Neil and Todd - the prospect of hiding away behind a crowd with the person you love so you don’t face negativity.

In a way, Knox and Todd remain as tortured lovers throughout the entire film but with entirely different endings to their stories. I think that just goes to show how succinct the film is in capturing all angles of love under one umbrella.

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I posted this as a reblog with the original post but for some reason Tumblr crashed and deleted it so if the op sees this, hello thank you, this is dedicated to your post.

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I think it would be really cool if someone made like a little short film through the perspective of security cameras. So like, it’s just a bunch of security camera footage sorta thing. Like maybe outside a bus stop by a convenient store. And it’s like a short, no dialogue love story

#RobinRambles

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God knows how much I'm obsessed with Charlie Dalton.

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I get a lot of people want a relationship like Neil and Todd

But let me have a friendship like Neil and Charlie’s

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i’m a simple man if you ask me for song recs and then tell me what you think about them later i’ll be in love with you forever

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All good! Sorry about the confusion!

missing his touch even though I've never felt it

remembering the feeling of his lips on mine but it had never been more than a dream

I miss him so much it hurts, I feel it in my soul. I love him more than life itself. He is my everything. I can't wait to hold him