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noname-404s-blog · 8 months
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selzard · 4 months
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I used to listen to music when I fell asleep.
It’s been a long time since I last did that.
I used to call you every night just to listen to your voice.
It’s been a long time that I did that too.
I miss the sound of music in my ear.
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midnitetears · 24 hours
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Gone But Not Forgotten #110
Every word I write, every line I pen,
Is a silent cry to you, again and again.
Hoping somehow my words will find their way,
And lead you back to me, where love once did stay.
I remember the way you loved me so,
I felt like I was on top of the earth, aglow.
The only one who mattered in your eyes,
The only one whose voice would truly rise.
But now I'm left with pain, tears on my face,
Longing for your love, in this empty space.
Looking back, I see the love we once shared,
Memories of you, how I always cared.
Oh, how I miss that feeling of being adored,
Of being the one you cherished and adored.
I look back and remember, you I fell for true,
Hoping and praying, my love finds its way back to you.
Yours Faithfully🌻
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z-ib · 2 years
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Quick question, feel free to not answer but... do you ever... miss zim?
HARD TO MISS A BASTARD THAT NEVER LEFT
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I don’t have many happy memories in my life. But the happiest memories I have are with you. I will never forget how it felt standing at the bus stop and you randomly stroking my cheek and looking into my eyes and saying “I will always love you…”. That moment is the happiest I remember being in my life and the happiest I’d ever been since.
Somewhere along the lines I fucked it up and now your feelings are gone and what we had is over. But I will never forget how you made me feel. My heart, forever, belongs to you. You will always be my home. Even if I’m not yours.
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mundivagants · 7 months
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You Can’t Be ‘Just Friends’ With Someone You Saw A Future With.
That is the type of relationship that will eat you from the inside out, forever wondering what could have happened if they simply
Loved
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Back.
-m
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feyti-odinsdottir · 2 years
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And in that moment when he left the party
It felt as if he was leaving me all over again
It wasn't bad for him to leave
It wasn't wrong
And that was the moment I realized that some things still hurt, even if they're not bad
When he walked out of the party
And walked out of my life
It wasn't bad
But it still hurts.
(The friend that walked away)
-Just Little Bits of Poetry
by FLH
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aleinic · 1 year
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uslostinthememories · 2 years
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And I just keep on thinking how you made me feel better, and all the crazy little things that we did together
In the end, in the end, it doesn't matter if tonight is gonna be the loneliest
You'll be the saddest part of me, a part of me that will never be mine
Måneskin - The loneliest (2022)
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sirenemarie · 2 years
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My lips miss yours.
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noname-404s-blog · 8 months
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😢😢
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I just unfollowed a lot of inactive blogs and seeing how many polygon blogs haven't updated since 2020 really hurt me
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endusviolence · 1 month
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Rowling isn't denying holocaust. She just pointed out that burning of transgender health books is a lie as that form of cosmetic surgery didn't exist. But of course you knew that already, didn't you?
I was thinking I'd probably see one of you! You're wrong :) Let's review the history a bit, shall we?
In this case, what we're talking about is the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft, or in English, The Institute of Sexology. This Institute was founded and headed by a gay Jewish sexologist named Magnus Hirschfeld. It was founded in July of 1919 as the first sexology research clinic in the world, and was run as a private, non-profit clinic. Hirschfeld and the researchers who worked there would give out consultations, medical advice, and even treatments for free to their poorer clientele, as well as give thousands of lectures and build a unique library full of books on gender, sexuality, and eroticism. Of course, being a gay man, Hirschfeld focused a lot on the gay community and proving that homosexuality was natural and could not be "cured".
Hirschfeld was unique in his time because he believed that nobody's gender was either one or the other. Rather, he contended that everyone is a mixture of both male and female, with every individual having their own unique mix of traits.
This leads into the Institute's work with transgender patients. Hirschfeld was actually the one to coin the term "transsexual" in 1923, though this word didn't become popular phrasing until 30 years later when Harry Benjamin began expanding his research (I'll just be shortening it to trans for this brief overview.) For the Institute, their revolutionary work with gay men eventually began to attract other members of the LGBTA+, including of course trans people.
Contrary to what Anon says, sex reassignment surgery was first tested in 1912. It'd already being used on humans throughout Europe during the 1920's by the time a doctor at the Institute named Ludwig Levy-Lenz began performing it on patients in 1931. Hirschfeld was at first opposed, but he came around quickly because it lowered the rate of suicide among their trans patients. Not only was reassignment performed at the Institute, but both facial feminization and facial masculization surgery were also done.
The Institute employed some of these patients, gave them therapy to help with other issues, even gave some of the mentioned surgeries for free to this who could not afford it! They spoke out on their behalf to the public, even getting Berlin police to help them create "transvestite passes" to allow people to dress however they wanted without the threat of being arrested. They worked together to fight the law, including trying to strike down Paragraph 175, which made it illegal to be homosexual. The picture below is from their holiday party, Magnus Hirschfeld being the gentleman on the right with the fabulous mustache. Many of the other people in this photo are transgender.
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[Image ID: A black and white photo of a group of people. Some are smiling at the camera, others have serious expressions. Either way, they all seem to be happy. On the right side, an older gentleman in glasses- Magnus Hirschfeld- is sitting. He has short hair and a bushy mustache. He is resting one hand on the shoulder of the person in front of him. His other hand is being held by a person to his left. Another person to his right is holding his shoulder.]
There was always push back against the Institute, especially from conservatives who saw all of this as a bad thing. But conservatism can't stop progress without destroying it. They weren't willing to go that far for a good while. It all ended in March of 1933, when a new Chancellor was elected. The Nazis did not like homosexuals for several reasons. Chief among them, we break the boundaries of "normal" society. Shortly after the election, on May 6th, the book burnings began. The Jewish, gay, and obviously liberal Magnus Hirschfeld and his library of boundary-breaking literature was one of the very first targets. Thankfully, Hirschfeld was spared by virtue of being in Paris at the time (he would die in 1935, before the Nazis were able to invade France). His library wasn't so lucky.
This famous picture of the book burnings was taken after the Institute of Sexology had been raided. That's their books. Literature on so much about sexuality, eroticism, and gender, yes including their new work on trans people. This is the trans community's Alexandria. We're incredibly lucky that enough of it survived for Harry Benjamin and everyone who came after him was able to build on the Institute's work.
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[Image ID: A black and white photo of the May Nazi book burning of the Institute of Sexology's library. A soldier, back facing the camera, is throwing a stack of books into the fire. In the background of the right side, a crowd is watching.]
As the Holocaust went on, the homosexuals of Germany became a targeted group. This did include transgender people, no matter what you say. To deny this reality is Holocaust denial. JK Rowling and everyone else who tries to pretend like this isn't reality is participating in that evil. You're agreeing with the Nazis.
But of course, you knew that already, didn't you?
Edit: Added image IDs. I apologize to those using screen readers for forgetting them. Please reblog this version instead.
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midnitetears · 6 months
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Letter Two #098
I hope this letter finds you in a moment of peace and clarity. There are thoughts and emotions that have been swirling within me, and I wish to share them with you.
It is inescapable, the feeling that if I don't take action to ignite the spark we once had, everything will just linger in a state of stagnation. I've tried my best to reignite the flame that once burned brightly between us, to recapture the magic that was so effortlessly present before. But, despite my efforts, it seems as though something is missing, like a puzzle piece that refuses to fit into place.
I have pondered the idea of surrendering control, of allowing you to take the lead and show me the way back to that place where love thrived. And so, I waited, hoping that in your hands, you would hold the key to reignite our connection. I yearned for you to say something, to make a move, to let me know that you were still invested in us.
Yet, as the days turned into weeks, and the weeks into months, that awaited moment of action and declaration never arrived. It left me standing here, suspended in a state of uncertainty, waiting for something, anything, to happen. But the silence persisted, and my heart grew heavy with disappointment.
In the midst of my longing and confusion, I have come to realize that perhaps, it is not solely my responsibility to bring back the spark. Love requires an equal commitment from both parties involved. We both hold the power to breathe life into our connection, to nurture it, and to reclaim the magic we once shared.
So, my dear, in writing this letter, I want to express my desire for us to share the burden and responsibility of reigniting the flames of our relationship. Let us not wait for one another to take action, but instead, let us choose to step forward together, hand in hand.
I believe that if we can find the courage to communicate openly and honestly, if we can vulnerably share our hopes, fears, and desires, then perhaps, just perhaps, we can create a space where love can flourish once more. It is my deepest wish that we can rekindle the love that once illuminated our lives, for I still hold onto the belief that what we had is worth fighting for.
With all the love in my heart,
Yours Faithfully🌻
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myheartxmyman · 17 days
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But somewhere over the last year I lost you, the person I still love deeply. Whoever you are now is someone else. I tried to reach you, find you again, but who you are now who you became I don't even consider as a friend.
#you got lost on the way#strange things can happen#when thinking about all the things that went wrong and all the hurt you caused it makes me think I might have loved a phantom#at the end of February you had already changed a lot#people can keep up with a wrong version of themselves for approximately two to three months#is that the explanation?#and still here I am dancing with your ghost#still you're not a hundred percent gone#there is still a tiny silly hope#but with some time I'll set myself free#even if it all was true the colors you showed me in the end didn't align with mine#you're satisfied with YOUR life#there was never room for OURs#feels like I was supposed to just fit in in yours#I mean if I would have gotten pregnant what did you expect?#a pregnant girlfriend who's supposed to give birth between two flats?#wouldn't have worked out like that#at least not for me#but that's what I mean by saying 'you are completely satisfied with YOUR life#feels like we never had a true chance because we never grew together#at least not in enough ways#we never formed our own home#maybe that's why we never got our little Braten#I miss what we had#I am in deep pain and at the same time kinda relieved#it's strange on one hand I feel like all our the troubles this relationship caused all the pain of losing my man in the end makes it hard to#breath and swallow#at the other hand I can breathe in way deeper than I could those last nine/ten months#a burden is lifted#the heart aches nevertheless
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