Again... I’m about to go crazy because of missing him.

Chenle, sweetheart... Did you perhaps forget about how to take a picture? 🧐 Jk! Jk! 😆 If not a pic or an update about yourself, then maybe a pic of Daegal.🥺 Little sun’s on Twitter be literally digging up lots of old pre-debut pictures of Chenle, cause he won’t give us anything yet. 😢🤧🥺

¿Recuerdas cuando lloraste cuando dije que me habías hecho daño?

¿Porqué parece que ahora lo haces por placer?...

I really thought I’d have you to travel the world with for the rest of my life.

Instead, you’ll be traveling it with her and I’ll be all alone ...

I know that its pointless. But posting on here does feel like a way of talking to him.

I don’t even want what we where anymore. I know I can’t go back, but he was my best friend, the only person I spoke to deeply. He made me feel calm in the depths of my madness.

I’ll never understand why he hurt me so much or why I still believe he is a good person.

I’m scared of myself without him here. To discover the pain I’m capable of inflicting on myself. Its frightening to realise my shadow stretches over his causing him to disappear.

Leaving just me, face to face with the darkness that he left me with.

Nunca te has preguntado...

nunca te has preguntado, ¿por qué a veces amas mas al villano que a el héroe? tal vez por el hecho de que cuando un villano se encuentra de rodillas frente a la persona que ama, solo existe eso... El y la persona que ama. Todos sabemos que un héroe es capaz de sacrificar al amor de su vida con tal de salvar al mundo y eso demuestra cuan puro y honesto es su corazón... Pero, un villano... Un villano es capaz de destruir el mundo si la persona que ama resultara herida. ese amor incondicional, esa devoción por la persona que ama hace que la gente prefiera al villano sobre el héroe, porque seamos sinceros, todos queremos ser amados de esa manera.

I don't want to miss you.

the minute I dosed off for surgery...I said their name.

I don't just miss him as a person I miss the feeling he gave me when I was with him

hi moogaloo!

hi racheloo!

No one recognizes the storm brewing. There is nothing anyone can do to make me feel less worthless.

I Know its cringe, but ı don’t care UwU.

And I wish that you hold me when I lie on the floor for hours and can't move because I'm falling apart from the pain. And I wish that you love me when I least deserve it in my eyes, because the monster inside me has won again. I want you to be with me when everything inside me is empty and I feel nothing but the many parts inside me.

Ayer nada estaba bien...

Y es que tu simple presencia me reconforta a cada día y el hecho de saber que al terminar la jornada laboral no te veré me duele en el alma. Quiero verte ahí fuera para ir a casa juntos como soliamos hacer, para reír por alguna publicación tonta que hemos visto en Facebook, molestarnos el uno al otro.

Te extraño más a cada segundo que pasa, me quema por dentro que no estés a mi lado y no pueda disfrutar tus besos como suelo hacer, tus labios tan dulces y tan suaves. Me llevas a otra parte con cada beso, un lugar donde me siento segura, donde sé que jamás podrían lastimarme porque tú jamás lo permitirias.

Te extraño amor, regresa pronto.

Today missing you kills me

I'm afraid of being alone

So terribly afraid

I just want to be with you

Just by your side

My manifestations for you didn’t work. You’ve committed to someone new. Now I’m having such doubts & I’m beyond upset ...

I cannot feel anything

Only that I miss you

I don't know what I want

Only that I want you

Everything feels like it's wrapped in cotton wool

Only the desire for you is unwrapped

And it hurts

@PensInsideScoop: Coach Sullivan said Evgeni Malkin skated today for the first time and is making progress with his rehab.

He has missed the last 10 games with a lower-body injury.

Miss na kita, miss na miss na kita. Sana kasama kita.

Jesus Christ, you're so damn cold

Don't you know you've lost control?