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marzkk · 1 year
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Dozens of hamburgers buns over one shoulder. Packs of 8 inch rolls clawed between sides of fingers left. All to take inside. Cigarette in mouth… with a fully seated patio of guests to walk through. Looking for a place to drop it. I’ve seen you spit cigs out of your mouth for less. You lean towards me & I know what you’re asking, so I grab it from your mouth. You thank me with my name in a different tone. It’s burnt out by the time you come back outside. But we smoke a bowl & talk.
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thecpdiary · 2 years
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Writing about life
“In order to write about life first you must live it.”– Ernest Hemingway
Wise words from a wise author. Someone that just got ‘life.’ I’ve had to get life, it’s not something that has come easy, it’s something that I’ve had to painfully work through.
By the nature of breathing, we’re living. But until you have worked out and understand life in the whole, you can’t really know about life. When we understand, we can change certain aspects of our life, enough to live a different kind of life.
I’ve had to weather many storms. I write about my traumatic life. It is important to put the right slant on your life, not the way you would like to see it, but the way in which it happened. What I write is painful, but it has been necessary.
My writing has been an open door. We live our lives without thinking what our lives mean. We get up, we get washed, we work and earn money, we socialise, but we don’t stop to think about what that all means in the whole. We don’t always get the best out of life and that is two-fold.
It starts with parenting and in a world that is governed by politicians making rules, they need to make the right rules. And while the government continue to deny the virus still exists, I continue to struggle through decisions that are keeping me stuck at ‘home’ in the pandemic.
From an early life I was always looking at the whole, while I was looking inwards at my own life. I’ve never thought differently. A deep thinker from an early age I was always in reflection.
It’s been a difficult life, one that I know I have bravely born, but it doesn’t feel that way. I have struggled at life.  As I continue to write, I continue to reconcile. I’m not sure I ever will, but I shall continue to write, so that through hope I am able to live the best that I can.
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marbearwrites · 3 years
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Wretched 20's...
I'm in a state of dreaming
Lost in mazes
Of make believe
That I created
To help pass
This useless time
To ease old pain from flaring
In this young heart of mine
So I sit and watch the clocks
Race forward and backwards
All at once
Hoping all is not lost...
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alteryourmindseye · 4 years
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The night felt cold and filled with a melancholy air as Patty sat outside the hospital doors. The ICU air hung with the stench of illness and death and her tears welled over into her hands. 'I cant do this, I cant see her like this.' She thought looking back at the doors. Patty's mother and uncle were fighting in the hall about pulling the plug on her grandma, her boyfriend sat idly by her in case she wanted to be comforted. She inhaled deeply, and her breath felt ragged and dry.
Her eyes shifted to her mother and uncle and slowly she stood, walking to the call button to step inside the doors. "Patty, are you sure." Her mother had stopped midsentence. Patty nodded and pressed the button.
"Yes, who are you here to see." The call box said.
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blogbyjordan · 5 years
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HELLO IM YOUR NEW FRIEND…I won’t tell you my name, that’s not important. Go on though, invite me in. Don’t ignore me, because of how dangerous I feel, I am your new friend. I bring a great profoundness amidst the recoil of my arrival. I fancy making things heavy. You know I am here to create a vulnerability, making you feel regret, pain & discomfort. Just a mere mentioning, of exactly who I am, will cause error. As you fill with confusion, you will beg me to leave, to stop making you feel misguided & misunderstood. I can’t stop being your friend though, you invited me here. I have to make you feel, the waves of shame & guilt when you think of me, because I have big plans for you. My friendship, guarantees, you won’t forget how difficult things felt for you. Some people fail to recollect after meeting me, foolishly thinking they can ignore all the things I did for them. I will stay, until you surrender, to the faults you made knowingly, damn well, I would show up at the door. This wasn’t a mess up, you messed up & I’m the only one who can leave you feeling so beautifully exposed. I will come for you, as you lie unarmed, open, leaking out your thoughts, memories & all the emotions that you put away so neatly enfolded. See now you can’t hide, I’m the best seeker.  It’s cute you tried.
YOU CAN’T AVOID IT…
I know by now you are eager to know my name. By now you’re wondering why you would want a friend like me. Why would you want a friend with such a force? A friend able to erect such emotion inside of you. As terrible as I am capable of making you feel, I’m just as good at bringing success to your life & I want only the best for you only if you, will have it. I will be encouraging you to find accountability, from the regret I make you feel, my friendship doesn’t have to hold you prisoner to the past forever. You have free will to make this all better. When I am fully revealed I don’t want to make the mistake of thinking, that you can outrun me or that you can fix this yourself. Don’t delay the inevitable, I won’t ever be that friend, who takes away from the procession of meeting each step fully. I must take a moment to brag to make clear, of who I am. I am one of life’s most valuable teachers & now I am your friend. It won’t be long until you keep avoiding all of the feelings & the emotions that swiftly arrive, after I have whispered directly into your heart, leaving a powerful impression.
GET THROUGH THE GUILT...
I will make you feel all the big things when I am your friend, like the emotionally volatile jolts that hit right on time, every time, into the pit of your stomach. I know that this shitty feeling come from me, but I only do it to keep pushing you. This isn’t just to make you feel repugnant & never redeeming. I mean you got me invited me here! I do have madness to my method & from the beginning I was honest about having two sides to my friendship. I want you to know the side of me you can grow from, to learn from & this jolt I bring, is to awaken you. My forceful alarm, sounding in pandemonium, to WATCH, LISTEN, FEEL, HEAR. Its telling you everything you need to know.  I am begging you to shut up, enlighten yourself before the guilt becomes too heavy to bear, leaving you to believe, because of me, you will forever be amiss. The longer I am here, without getting know both sides to me, you will begin to feel far from benevolent & too far to forgive yourself.  You will grow to bitter, from the shame, to come back home, inwardly abandoning yourself. I am here, until you’re ready to stop bypassing, a truth that is wrapped in a deep discomfort.  I know you’re scared, but in the end, I will save you.
(A good example of truth wrapped in discomfort Have you ever ate candied warheads? Eat one ever? They are SOUR & CONFUSING in the beginning & when you ate  it, you didn’t know better, you hadn’t experience it yourself and now you want to figure it out on your own…BAM! SOUR SOUR!! Right as you are about to give up on this experience, you become calmer, the warhead is sweet and even chewy, you sat with it long enough to show you goods in this experience.)
FIND UNDERSTANDING...
There won’t be a lesson right away.  You may not even know I am there, but if you should decide that pain is your company, you can count on me. You won’t like it when I get there, even refusing to show face, to what you have done. You will probably cry for hours & scream until you feel like you have come undone & free. You will convince yourself you are an innocent as you try your very best to convince the others around you. When I show up, to be your friend, others always finding out, adding their own perspective on things, creating even more of a burden for you. Though I am by your side, you still refuse me, adding to the pain instead of the learning. It’s difficult to see this now, but I have wanted to see you grow from the moment we met, to find true healing in what lay beyond, the pain of our friendship. I don’t want to see you, forever hate yourself, for my existence, before even getting to know me. Ignoring any of this, won’t draw inference, you can’t mask what is.
 TAKE RESPONSIBILITY...
I won’t be offended if you try avoiding me, I will try to persuade you, to move closer to the healing, that waits for you. I will have your back, through all your regrets & your avoidance's. You & I both know, at this point, there needs to be culmination, a time to find proof in my promises.  I am here so that you can find fullness out of all the suffering my friendship brings into your life, the lessons you will learn as long as your willing to have the courage to size up in the upswing of taking accountability. My hope is never to stay longer than needed & I want to be a reminder of why we must learn from things we screwed up on. Your next step is to, find expansion from my existence, becoming mindfully aware of what went wrong & officially taking your role in this difficulty. You found entry into recognizing the ongoing flow of slip ups & hassles that will always be in this forever moving world of ours.
ACCEPTANCE...
At last, on behalf of our friendship, you have found acceptance. You are ready to master all that comes with, knowing better, despite the curve-some, that I bring into your days.  You no longer have a need to ignore the process of growth because you have found change! Benefits from change are, useful in helping us to minimize unnecessary or extra oopsies. The promise of safety is here, as you take responsibility & no longer fighting your reality. Handling the events of a mishap, tend to get much easier, when we voluntarily realign for our future, leaving behind, illusions of uncertainty. You have found stability within your new wisdom. You are ready to flourish, making sure, to act on self-discipline, whenever you think of seeing me again, building it slowly like a muscle so that you may have fewer and fewer mistakes.
I would like to reveal myself to you now. “It’s nice to meet you finally, my name is MISTAKE.”
WHERE THERE IS DARK THERE IS LIGHT...
Your mistakes don’t define you. You are in no way a, mess up, confused or a bad guy. Mistakes are very human of us, they better allow us to understand, when we do wrong cultivating self forgiveness. Forgiveness is a vital tool, for checking on ourselves & to take a closer look at our limits. We must be patient in the darkest of experiences, so we can feel the warmth of light, when things look brighter. We must walk towards our mistake so we find a connection that begins informing & reestablishing our values. Making mistakes shakes us into doing more for others & ourselves.  Our many mistakes are there to remind us, the value of forgiveness & promoting compassion for others.
-Jordan
 
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takkamil · 3 years
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“I know this guy” . . . . #writing #write #stories #writerslife #digitalnomad #writingaboutlife #dailylife #livinglife #humanexperience #writemore #writingcommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/CR3g8OBJ9fW/?utm_medium=tumblr
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fyapoetry · 4 years
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Seeing Slogans ... When we put down the placards will we be a change group for the better? ... Will we see the need to stop fighting each other? ... Will we take the gains of a United front to other areas of our personal lives and the way we live with our brothers and sisters? ... Will we still support those who continue to oppress, shoot and kill us as though our lives are valueless? ... #justiceforgeorgefloyd #justice #protesting #freedomfighters #plath #spillingink #poeticlove #ukpoetry #writingaboutlife #healingpoetry #writers_creed #heartbreakingquotes #indianwriterscommunity #poetryrecital #poetryislove #artofwriters #poetryofig #wordpornofinstagram #igpoet #instagramwriter #tastehermind #wordgram #poetryporn #poetryisnotdead #poetrycommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/CA6meeoFmgB/?igshid=h6h8oouk0fny
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kaiyaweird · 4 years
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I wrote a new blog post, if you're into that sorta thing. (Link in Bio) This first image is of a DTIYS challenge I did of a work by @anniestegg from a while ago. 🖥️ 🦄 🌊 #art #artwork #arttalk #artblog #drawthisinyourstyle #drawing #painting #drawthisinyourstylechallenge #artchallenge #dtiys #artist #dailypost #daily #writingaboutlife #writing #quarantinelife #talkingaboutart #electronicart #blog #blogpost #wordpress #linkinbio #artsy #artist #lifeofartists https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Vu9Uql_mn/?igshid=j3g2ledgb8p1
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bwblubw · 7 years
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I cannot run from destiny...but I haven't been preventing the run. I have been running like a hamster. I ran in every direction to avoid the reality. I ran so much my shoes wore out, blisters, blooded feet. In truth, I was afraid to see the sunshine through all the grit and labor. So, I worked away at other things. Yet, this is not living it up and letting it loose; there is this fear inside of me like an anchor that drowns me from those wants. Then it is so, that no longer can I want anything else. No longer can I seek to hide from the truth. Not this time will I be weak I say perhaps in triumphant lie. Though as the clock thumps to the sound of my stuffed nervously so heart, I reckon in sincerity that I must before I am too old; I want, no, need to make the wheels turn.
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I always thought about the end before the beginning. Scared of how things were gonna end, I never started anything. So everytime, somebody moved an inch closer, I moved two back.
I don't remember how exactly we become close. Before I knew, you were there, listening, comforting. I have never felt comfortable being alone with somebody, but with you it was all very easy. We would just sit at some random place, in total silence and strangely I would feel comforted, at peace. I would feel happy.
What are we? I never asked. I didn't want to. I was scared that once we define who we are to each other, we would lose ourselves in the expectations that follow. I have seen that all my life and I couldn't let that happen. I didn't want to be accountable to anybody on how I feel about you.I would rather think of us as two individuals enjoying each other's company, and hope for nothing more.
So today at the beach, when you asked, "How long would all this last?", I couldn't tell you anything. I don't know. All I know is that there is this fine line between love and hate, and once you cross over, it would be hard to come back. You would have lost you in the way, and even after glueing all the broken parts together, there would still be voids screaming out the absence. If in the end, it's about somebody giving up on everything they were before, what's the point?. I am scared. I am scared I would give up so much. I am scared I would become somebody I am not today. I am scared I would hate you. So I just smile. May be someday, someday later, I will tell you all this. Or may be, we would have drift apart unknowingly just like we become close.
PIC CREDIT - Be Melodramatic ( Kdrama)
Song - Moonlight Cello Ver
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ecstacyofart · 3 years
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Read the full poem 👇 Seasons White, Cold, Plain Winter, starts with it's rude air. just like any animal given birth from mother's womb, with all Struggles and pain, worthy to the survival begins. When it was the first Summer, there was so much love, so much pride, so much hope and dreams. The Carefree confidence makes that warm breeze even comfortable, like a heartless teen who doesn't mind about her tough. Then it's Monsoon time, to clean all sins of life. Just the way our sky starts to be more responsible, to water down, so gain can grow. In this time, we need to make decisions alone to rise or to drive in the ocean and strive. Autumn is a little fall, breakdown on our earth and dissolve in. Awakening from a long deeper sleep, it's time to die before a new starting to believe. And here we are, the beautiful spring comes to life, everything went to deep inside with a new hope, a new leaf will born every time. #self #written #poetry #seasons #igwritersclub #igwriters #poetsofinstagram #poetsociety #poetrylovers #poetrycommunity #wordporn #poetryporn #poetrygram #poetryofig #poetrylovers #ecstacyofart #writing #writer #writersofinstagram #poem #poems #poemsofinstagram #poemoftheday #poemsporn #poemas #writingcommunity #writersofig #writersnetwork #writingprompts #writerslife #writingaboutlife (at Seasons) https://www.instagram.com/p/CM2jcPCF5x7/?igshid=103v7t0agzihz
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inspiar · 4 years
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TREVOR THE YOUNG INSPIAR - “INTELLECTUAL SPARKS” 💕⚡️🧠 || SPOKEN WORD ~ INSPIAR BABYY 🌹
VIDEO RECORDED AND RELEASED: 27/09/2020
WRITTEN: 27/09/2020
ORIGINALLY WRITTEN: 14/09/2020
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That it Exchanges the rhythm of the way we thinking that sets us apart.. 💝
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y il take that...” 🤷🏽‍♂️
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blogbyjordan · 5 years
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Check out my writing on Elephant Journal ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️l https://elejrnl.com/?p=2211303 ⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️ #elephantjournal #yogapractice #writers #writingaboutlife #writeitdown #yogablog #teacherblog #yogateacherslife (at Casper, Wyoming) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1EZ46DgoNW/?igshid=12eo956oxizc3
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mblwrites · 4 years
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Blog post #5 - Term of Anxiety • • Sneak peak #2 - • • The second time I felt it was a few days later, at around midnight, my ex-boyfriend and I were in bed in our sublet apartment. • • It started off as the same pressure and fog, but then I also felt like my whole body was simultaneously on fire and shivering. • • The tingling was also at the tip of my fingers and toes. I tried to close my eyes and go to sleep, but everytime I did, I felt like I wouldn’t wake up. • • So I told my ex-boyfriend, that I felt like something was wrong. He took me to an emergency clinic nearby, where they did a few tests. • • When they were done examining me and my blood, the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me. • • And when we left the clinic, most of the “symptoms” I was feeling suddenly disappeared. • • • After that, it was always present. There was a constant pressure in my chest, a tightness that just wouldn’t go away no matter how many deep breaths I took. • • And the fog in my mind was constantly preventing me from being completely present, making everything so much heavier and harder. • • I was over aware of everything, every tiny pain, ache and worry. I would get dizzy spells randomly in the middle of the day, even while I was at work, detaching me from the current situation. • • • How about you? Have you ever mistaken an anxiety attack for a physical sickness and gone to the doctor? What do feel and how do you deal with it? • • • • • • • #personalblog #personalexperience #anxietyproblems #anxietysupport #anxietyattack #anxietyrelief #anxietyawareness #anxietyquote #anxietypost #anxietyblog #anxietyblogpost #anxietyhelp #anxietyfighter #bravinganxiety #overcominganxiety #writingaboutanxiety #writinglife #writingsociety #writingislife #writingaboutlife #alwayswriting https://www.instagram.com/p/CBY7JnHJbnM/?igshid=1w3hz97wprola
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carejohnson-blog · 6 years
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Start the day with an antenatal appointment with my consultant. Baby is doing great though the smaller one didn’t want to go to school because he wanted to be the ‘doctors assistant’ again bless him. Then a trip to the scrapyard, obviously. Few bits for the car due to the crash we had last week. Now back to town to get some supplies for an order of goodies before heading back home to jump on my sewing machine and wait in for the freezer engineer to come fix the freezer. Finish off with some new blog content and social media marketing this evening. I’m already exhausted and I’ve had nothing but shit coffee today. . . . . . . . . #shitcoffee #scrapyardshenanigans #carcrash #ukblogger #parentblogger #pregnant #pregnancyupdate #parentbloggeruk #sewingproject #handmade #ukhandmade #ukblogs #parentinguncovered #mumlife #highriskpregnancy #bloodclots #dvt #pesurvivor #babylove #babybump #socialmediamarketing #influencer #blogger #newcontent #blogcontent #writingaboutlife https://www.instagram.com/p/BpT9tXIAcTT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=110j91pi0zqen
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fyapoetry · 4 years
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Her World ... #plath #spillingink #poeticlove #ukpoetry #writingaboutlife #healingpoetry #writers_creed #heartbreakingquotes #indianwriterscommunity #poetryrecital #poetryislove #artofwriters #poetryofig #wordpornofinstagram #igpoet #instagramwriter #tastehermind #wordgram #poetryporn #poetryisnotdead #poetrycommunity (at Georgetown, Guyana) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAtkCZgFTaH/?igshid=17dklava9hz1x
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