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the-sappho-of-lesbos · 2 months
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Source- Long Time Passing: Lives of Older Lesbians , edited by March Adelman PH.D
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vldsideblog · 5 months
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Constantly thinking about young Keith who thought his dad was coming home. Who probably doesn’t remember him much because he was so young. Who didn’t have anyone to truly rely for years afterwards. Who acted out in anger cause that’s all he had left.
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patelpilled · 2 months
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If I have to suffer through Matthew angst so do you.
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kimetsu-chan · 1 month
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fic request for the aftermath of the war (Milo death au:3), like how is everyone adjusting to Milo being gone along with so many others? (you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to:3)
~Character’s Reactions to Milo’s Death~
A/N: yall, I think my wife wants to kill me ;-;
The only ocs that will be featured in this are Yuna, Zeno, Michio, and ofc, Milo, but she ded-
this was written as headcanons bc Larz said that was okay :3
TWs ⚠️: death(obvi), grief, loss of loved one, crying, it’s just sad bro ;-;
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First and foremost, Michio would undoubtedly be the one hurting the most.
That was his sister, the person closest to him for his entire life, even if he hadn’t seen her for half of it.
The news of her death was hard on him, and not seeing her smile every day was even harder.
He missed his sister so badly, he had only just gotten her back and she had been ripped away from her all too soon.
It wasn’t fair, it wasn’t fair at all.
He didn’t want to give Milo that bow only for it to be handed back to him, years later.
Of course, Michio’s best friend was there for him during this time.
And although he was hurting too, Zeno would always put priority on Michio.
He was absolutely astonished he was offered to keep something of hers, he would have assumed others would get top priority.
And that is why he declined anything of hers.
Yes, he wanted something to remember her by, but he didn’t want to rob those precious items from people who were closer to her.
So he settled on perfecting his painting skills and painting portrait after portrait of her to preserve her memory.
Milo was such an overwhelmingly loved person, and her death brought a noticeable drop in a lot of people’s moods.
Especially Yuna’s
She tried so hard to keep her usual smile on, since she knew it would have been what Milo wanted
But it was hard
She found herself talking less and keeping to herself more.
She saw Milo as a close friend, someone to look up to, a daughter.
She had the honors of keeping Milo’s sword, what was preserved of it anyways.
The odd, purple sword and sheathe was the heirloom of the Tomioka family for years and years to come.
Tanjiro would often stare at it, hung on the wall, whenever he and his sister would come to visit his late girlfriend’s found parents.
It made him sad, she was too young.
He also couldn’t help but feel self-pity
He had lost a lot of people, why did he have to loose her too?
They had just finally realized their feelings for each other, and it was all gone now, never to be seen again.
He was permitted to keep the haori Milo always wore
When it was presented to him, he couldn’t help but cry
He missed her
He missed her so bad, how was he supposed to live the rest of his life without her?
Milo’s death brought devastation and sadness
But thanks to many people, her memory was kept safely protected through stories, art, and fond memories.
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A/N: my eyeballs started leaking when I wrote this ;-;
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hi-its-meg · 2 days
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I’ve cried so much these past few days. My heart just hurts so much.
Growing up I had quite a few close friends. 4 families really accepted me as their own and I spent a lot of time hopping between their houses so I wouldn’t have to go home- I’d go weeks without going home. I was always welcome no questions asked- even on school nights, I was always fed, I was always looked after, and I was always loved.
One of these families was just so filled with love and acceptance and they truly had the healthiest family dynamic I’ve ever seen. The parents were best friends and they never stopped being so in love. They cherished their kids and everyone their kids loved. That house literally poured acceptance and encouragement. Their love was the kind you dream of- the kind where there is absolutely no doubt that they were meant to be together. No amount of hardship was going to stand in their way and they faced a lot of it over the years- from health issues, financial ups and downs, and their families not supporting them as an interracial couple.
Three years ago the dad died and their entire world fell apart. They lost everything- they lost their house, they had to rehome their dogs (the only dog my friend still has is my dogs brother. The dad LOVED him so much that my friend couldn’t let him go. I offered to take him if they needed since I couldn’t let my dogs brother go to a shelter when I’m the one who brought him here, but thankfully my friend made it work), and everyone got separated at that point just so they could all survive. It destroyed the mom. She struggled so much these past few years.
Last week I had to message my friend because I saw a post her mom made on Facebook saying that she was going to end her life. I’m so thankful I saw it so quickly and she was able to send an ambulance to her mother’s apartment in time. A couple days in the hospital and she was back at home and seemed to be doing better.
Yesterday we got the news that she has passed. It doesn’t appear to be self inflicted thankfully, but it’s so sudden and unexpected. My heart is so broken for my old friend and her younger sister. They have no parents anymore. We’re all in our 20s, they shouldn’t have to go the rest of their lives without their parents who loved them so much. It’s just not fair that the best example of a loving family many of us had ever seen got destroyed like this. I cannot express how amazing these parents were and how much their daughters did not deserve this. My heart is just so broken for them.
The mom saved my life as a teenager and I will never be able to thank her enough. She forced my family to stop ignoring that I was hurting myself and that I really needed help. I’ve known and loved this woman since I was 7 years old. She always listened and she always cared.
A bunch of us stayed the night in their basement- which was super common- but this time my now-husband was there. We had been dating for a couple of months at the time. My friend group was always pro boy/girl sleepovers so this wasn’t anything scandalous. The next morning I got up and she was making breakfast for us all. She grabbed my shoulder and smiled at me and she gushed over my husband. She was so happy that I was finally moving on from my ex and she hadn’t seen me this happy in a long time. That he seemed like a good one and that everyone loved him being there. She always knew what to say.
I’m not really sure why I’m posting this. I think maybe I just needed to get it out of my head. This will be the first funeral I’ve gone to where I’ve truly been impacted and loved by this person and I think I’m struggling with that. I’m struggling with how unfair the world is.
The first girl I ever had feelings for passed suddenly a couple days before this. The girl that made me realize that I liked women and I could truly see myself loving her if she let me. I always thought she was the most beautiful person. Her name became my favorite name, it’s still my favorite name. She was so funny and so kind to me when a lot of people weren’t back then. She had a hard time in life but she never stopped being so kind. It’s really sad that she’s gone.
Death tends to come in 3s so now I’m just waiting.
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gl4ssfan · 3 months
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Hey, guys. This is going to be a sad post. Trigger warning for death of a loved one. Please be mindful.
Roughly 30 minutes ago, my father came into my room to tell me that he got an email from my school saying that one of my good friends died yesterday night.
The school emailed him because he teaches there, and she was one of his students. I might be one of the first of her friends to know. Because of this heart-shattering news, I may not be very easy to get ahold of in the coming days. I don't know how long it will be before it's back to my regular stuff, but I will need time to grieve. Thank you all for understanding. Have a good night.
We love you, Wren. Whatever you're up to now, wherever you are, I hope you're having a good time. I will never forget you.
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the-feral-gremlin · 9 months
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Tw for grief/loss
“You know, they say death is final but it isn’t. For the people left behind, the pain feels like it never ends.”
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chloroformcurry · 4 months
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More of Dulce
(I drew this on new years… what’s been up with me lately)
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holyshittywritings · 10 months
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Legs getting heavier each second
Each step as I walk
Towards the open door of your room
At the end of a long corridor
No lights are switched on, of course
Its night, so the moonlight does enter
Strongly through your windows
Not for anything to be clearly visible
Only outlines of black and silver
Inside which, I can sense
Your messy desk and messy bed
It all truly looks like a room
Lost in history, lost in time
Not where I had seen you just two days ago
So I can't switch the light on
Even if I don't need to find the switch, I know
The harsh glow will say someone stays here
When this greyness spoke the truth
No one is ever going to live here again
You are not gonna come back from the dead.
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cherubispunk · 7 months
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A reminder to those of you who are in a dark place; I’m begging you, if you do anything, it’s talk to someone. Anyone who can listen. There will always be someone. And if there isn’t then I’m here.
I promise, no matter how dark it is, there will always be a light at the end of that tunnel.
More under the cut and a TW grief, loss of a friend
I lost a friend today who’s future was so bright, and she was so wonderful and loving. I wish I’d have told her how much I love her and what she meant to me.
So if you take anything from today, let it be this;
Please tell people what’s on your mind when they ask how you are, because your worry is worth sharing. It is significant. And it always will be. You are so loved. You always will be.
To those of you grieving, I’m just starting to. But you just have to take each day as it comes. One thing at a time. And keep that loved one close. They are safe. And they love you.
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trashyswitch · 19 days
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Late Night Thoughts
I can make Sheldon Cooper lose his mind in 10 words or less; It is scientifically impossible to kill every germ.
And now for a mind-numbing, deep thought that I'm struggling to wrap my head around. TW: Talks of dimentia/Alzheimers, talks of a loss of memory and loss of ones self.
A person's life is made up of memories, right? And it's through those memories that a person grows psychologically, mentally, and emotionally. We talk about our regrets because they stick with us as painful memories. Usually, we'd rather avoid such memories because they are uncomfortable to replay in our minds. And yet, we feel a small sense of pride for learning from those regrets...because our thoughts on the memory changed, we had grown further as a person. Without that specific experience, we would not have emotionally and psychologically matured. With this in mind...A reminder that a person with dementia/alzheimers is slowly losing their memories. They're losing the one thing in their life that formed them as an individual human. That is likely why a dementia patient's personality changes so drastically. For example: My grandma has the early signs of dementia. Back in her late 20's to early 50's, she had been a perfectionate, stubborn woman. But seeing how her actions affected the others around her, she spent the next few decades actively trying to improve herself to be more loving, generous, caring and supportive. But because of the dementia, her younger personality is slowly leaving her mind and coming out in her words and actions. She is losing those memories...and she is losing those years of practice she remembered developing in order to improve herself. Without those memories of practicing, she forgets those coping mechanisms and returns to the person she originally was. This also may explain why moderately progressed dimentia patients regress to a younger version of themself...Because those memories they formed later on in life, are nearly non-existant by that point. All they really remember was their younger years. And depending on the day and their mind's progression, their body may regress to their older adult self, their younger adult self, and eventually their childhood. It's an absolutely terrifying disease that is incredibly hard to treat...cause once those memories are gone, there is no getting them back. Sorry if I terrified you, or made you sad while reading this...It's just thoughts I had going through my head at 3:27am.
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phantaloon · 21 days
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nothing ever really prepares you for the first time you lose a loved one, or how long it really takes for you to cope with that loss, for you to grieve
i lost my grandpa almost 8 months ago, i don't think i've ever cried that much in my life, even if for years we've known how much his health was deteriorating
i can't explain the relief of wow, he's finally at peace, he's not suffering anymore, he enjoyed life until the last minute, paralleled next to my own pain, at knowing that this was it, i would never see him again
but i like to think i've moved on from that loss
yet from time to time, it's the small things, it's a song, it's hearing the name of the infection that caused his death, it's a phrase, it's literally reading about a random medical term that describes what he had
and just like that i'm moved to tears all over again
they never tell you that you don't ever really move on from loss
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kitashousewife · 10 months
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grief is a weird thing and it really never goes away
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kimetsu-chan · 5 months
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~”Why her?!”~
TWS ⚠️ mentions of blood and death ⚠️ please, please do not read if you are sensitive to these topics.
This was written in 3rd person.
Milo’s hands hurt.
Her fingers were bleeding.
Tears fell from her eyes, making it hard to see what she was doing.
Tanjiro watched with worry from the doorway as Milo relentlessly stitched the haori in her hands. He wanted to tell her stop, to give her hands a rest for she had been at this for hours but he knew she wouldn’t listen.
~3 Hours Earlier~
Milo was waiting in anticipation, excitement was coursing through her veins as she awaited for them to return. Milo remembered what Tanjiro told her clearly.
“Miss Yuna and I are going to head out to track down a demon, okay? If we can’t find it in three days, we’ll come back”
Milo subconsciously touched the spot on her head where he had kissed before leaving.
Today was the day they were coming back and Milo was so excited to show them how far she had progressed. She waited with a large smile while sitting atop a large bolder. She was humming a random tune when she saw Tanjiro’s crow flying overhead. That meant they were close! She leapt off the boulder and ran towards where Tanjiro and Yuna promised to meet up at.
She saw a black and green checkered haori in the distance and raised her hand high in the air to wave at the approaching person. Person? Wasn’t Yuna with Tanjiro? Maybe she went to the butterfly mansion to patch up some wounds? Milo brushed away any worried thoughts as she ran up to Tanjiro. Milo quickly noticed the way he was looking down at the ground.
That was odd….
“Tanji…? You okay…?”
Tanjiro sighed and looked up at her with a heartbroken expression. He was starting make her worried. She hesitated for a moment but decided to take a step forward. She finally noticed a few wounds grazing his body.
“Tanjiro! You’re hurt—!”
Tanjiro frowned as tears welled up in his eyes. He gently grabbed her wrist as she reached out to him
“Tanjiro? What wro—“
She stopped as soon as he started crying. He let go of her wrist and slowly reached into his haori’s sleeve.
Milo could practically hear her heartbeat in her ears and that only quickened when she saw a glimpse of lavender. The same shade of lavender that made up Yuna’s haori. But that was just a coincidence, right? Right….?
Wrong.
Milo felt her heart drop as Tanjiro pulled out Yuna’s haori. She felt like she wanted to throw up. That she wanted to scream, to cry, to be comforted.
Because the haori was covered in blood. And Milo had the sinking feeling it wasn’t a demons.
Milo covered her mouth with her hands with a loud gasp and fell to her knees. She let out many choked gasps as the hysteria began to set in. Her breathing picked up rapidly as tears streamed down her face with no end. Tanjiro immediately crouched down and held out the bundled up and stained haori and his own voice was starting to betray him.
“Milo I-I’m so sorry. She wanted you to ha-have this…. To remember her by…”
Milo felt so guilty. Even in her last moments Yuna— no, mother was thinking about her. A child who wasn’t even blood related, a child she cherished so dearly.
Milo reached out to take the haori with shaky hands as Tanjiro continued to speak.
“There are a fe-few rips but we can get it repaired”
Milo was treating the damaged and dirty haori with the utmost care. She froze slightly when she felt something hard and cold in the folds of the lavender material. She shakily lifted the fabric to reveal a shiny copper hand guard. Milo couldn’t help the silent sobs that left her shaking body as he held the two items close to her chest. Tanjiro crawled towards her and wrapped his arms around her, offering Milo a shoulder to cry on. She immediately accepted this offer and buried her face into his shoulder. Tanjiro was rubbing her back whilst stifling his own cries when her devastated voice reached his ears.
“Why… why did this have to happen?! It’s not fair!”
Milo’s wails continued as she clutched Tanjiro’s uniform shirt.
“Why her?! Why did it have to be her? Why did it have to be one of the only people who cared for me?!”
No more words left Milo’s mouth as she let out a devastated cry. Tanjiro lifted her off the ground and led her to the butterfly mansion. People looked at her with pity for they knew the price of becoming a demon slayer.
No one truly knew how important Yuna was to Milo…
But one could assume that Milo thought extremely highly of Yuna by the way a small chunk of the copper hand guard was fastened into a necklace and the lavender haori was transformed into a gorgeous kimono once restored.
~La Fin~
THAT MADE ME TEAR UP. MY BABIES.
Once again I think I ended this poorly 😭
Why did I decide to kill Yuna off again?! 😭
I need to make a Yuna Lives!AU.
(I forgot I promised to tag @larz-barz once this was finished—)
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peanut-tyrug · 11 days
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SatBK Fanfic: A Sacred Old Soul
Sonic discovers that there's more to Caliburn than he lets on... an unseen past that only he and the other Round Table knights know of.
This idea spawned from an old SatBK AU I had. I'm not gonna elaborate on it, as the general idea of the AU is in the fic (also it'd be spoilery and I want the reader to see it for themselves).
TRIGGER WARNING: This fic contains depictions of gore/blood, bisection, a corpse, loss of family/loved ones, threats toward characters, illusions/hallucinations, and swords. If you aren’t comfortable with these things, please don’t read this.
It hadn't been too long since Sonic and his talking Sacred Sword Caliburn had saved the kingdom of Camelot from certain destruction. Only a day or two.
Sonic was beginning to prepare for his journey back to his world, spending some time to get to know the other knights of the Round Table before he left. He had swiftly realized how similar they all were to the counterparts from his home... it gave the hedgehog an odd sense of deja vu.
After having spent a bit with Merlina, who was now ready to send Sonic home, Sonic wanted spend a while with Caliburn.
Like the Round Table knights and Merlina, Sonic never really had the time to get to know Caliburn. The sword had been at Sonic's side for most of his adventure through the land of King Arthur, and despite that, he barely got to see the side of Caliburn that was more... genuine. The side of Caliburn that wasn’t an uptight mentor in swordsmanship.
And Sonic felt a nice run through some of the kingdom’s scenery would be a good way to get relax with the Sacred Sword.
Around the half way point of Sonic’s journey through the kingdom, the pair had finally entered the Shrouded Forest.
The pair glanced upon the fantastical forest as Sonic steadily sped through it. The crystalline snow on the ground was swiftly crushed under Sonic’s speedy feet. The flowers of the forest shone in beautiful yet eerie shades of blue, violet, and pink. A few bugs flew around the forest, appearing to be uncaring for the hedgehog and sentient weapon…
“Be careful, Sonic.” Says Caliburn. “The butterflies here are not what you think.”
“You sure?” Sonic asks. “They look fine to me.”
“They can get at your head, make you see things that are not actually there.” Caliburn informs. “I’d suggest you keep them away.”
“…Oh, they’re little tricksters, huh?” Sonic asks again. “We can handle that, right, Caliburn?”
“We have faced more threatening terrors than insects, Sonic.” Says Caliburn with a stern tone of voice. “Little butterflies are no problem for either of us.”
“I’d imagine that.” Says Sonic. “Unless you want your blade getting slathered in bug guts.” He says jokingly.
Caliburn swiftly appears appalled at the comment, looking as if he’s sick to his stomach at the thought… he didn’t actually have organs, did he?
“Sonic!” Says a disgusted Caliburn. “D-do not speak of such things!”
Sonic chuckles slightly. “You know I’m just messin' with ya!” He says. “And if you ever get dirtied up, I’m sure I can find someone to get your blade polished up.”
“…I-I appreciate the gesture.” Says Caliburn, who still sounded disgusted.
…Sonic just wanted to throw a quip at the sword, just like he did during their adventure through the kingdom. It was the last time he’d have the time to hang out with the sword, and he wanted to make it worth while.
They had greatly bonded, both of them knew that. And both of them appreciated each other… even if Caliburn didn’t fully understand Sonic’s quips. The sword knew Sonic was just messing around, and didn’t mean it… that didn’t prevent him from taking them to heart for a moment though.
Suddenly, a few butterflies cross the hedgehog’s path.
“Woah!” Sonic exclaims. As he runs, he holds Caliburn up and swings the insects away, his movements lacking elegance and poise.
Caliburn is swiftly disoriented by the action, slowly trying to regain an ornate head. “Sonic!” Caliburn criticizes. “Don’t swing me around so recklessly! I’m certain you are aware that I am not some fly swatter?”
“Sorry.” Sonic apologizes. “Just had to get those bugs out of the way.”
Sonic continues his run, not caring for the sudden ambush. It isn’t long before even more butterflies cloud Sonic’s eyes.
Sonic halts with a quick yelp. Caliburn then falls out of Sonic’s grip, as he is no longer paying attention to the blade, trying to swat the insects away.
“Caliburn!?” Sonic cries out. He tries to reach for his blade, not noticing that it had fallen to the ground.
Caliburn eventually gets up on his own, now standing on his point. “Sonic!” He shouts, now racing toward the struggling hedgehog.
Before Caliburn can reach Sonic however, a hoard of butterflies race toward the sword’s face, completely obscuring his vision, and causing him to quickly shout.
“Get away from me, foul things!” Says Caliburn. “Away! Away with you!”
The issue is that Caliburn can’t sway away the bugs on his own, he needs Sonic’s assistance.
“Caliburn!” Sonic calls out. “Where are you?”
“Where are you!?” Caliburn asks back. “I cannot see!”
The two then appear to bump into each other, causing them both to fall back, still struggling with the bugs.
“Shoot!” Says Sonic. “These things are such a pain!”
“Hurry!” Says Caliburn. “Find me, and pick me back—!”
*WHOOSH!*
“…Up…?”
It takes a moment for Caliburn to adjust to his new and sudden surroundings. All he can see is what appears to be nothing; a completely white, blank void.
Caliburn attempts to get up… and yet, he doesn’t struggle to get on his point, not like he usually did. It was normally a small struggle for him to get up if he ever landed on the back of his blade, since he never had a spine…
Or, at least, he hadn’t had one… not for a time, as he recalled.
“…Strange.” Says Caliburn.
He only looks forward at the void before him… then he looks down…
“…W-what!?” Caliburn shouts. “What in the unholy trickery—!?”
…Caliburn had a body. A human body… something that felt so foreign, yet so familiar…
“…I-I don’t— I don’t understand…” Says Caliburn, panic rising in his voice. “No, this isn’t—!”
“Christopher!?” A feminine voice calls out. “Where are you? Where did you go!?”
Caliburn looks upward at the void again… he hadn’t been called that in ages…
He hadn’t heard that voice in ages…
Caliburn appeared simply awestruck at the voice. All he focused on what the single other person that seemed to be there with him…
“…A-Angeline?” Caliburn calls out, slowly and steadily rising to his feet. He struggles a bit though, trembling a bit where he stands.
“…Christopher?” The voice calls out again. “Is that you?”
Caliburn appears even more shocked as a figure comes into view from the void.
“…Angeline?” Caliburn calls out again. “M-my sweet Angel, why— How—!?”
“Christopher!?” The voice calls again as it became more clear.
From the void, a woman adorned in an elegant dress, colored in blue and gold with silver Celtic designs covering it, approached the confused Caliburn. Despite there being no wind, her mid-length brunette hair followed serenely, making her give off a poise and elegant aura.
“Angeline?” Caliburn calls out again, standing rooted to his spot.
“Christopher?” Angeline calls out again, now rushing to him.
Angeline then finally reaches Caliburn, and tightly embraces him, while Caliburn remains still in his confused headspace.
“Where have you been!?” Angeline asks. “I’ve looked everywhere for you!”
“…I don’t understand.” Says Caliburn. “You already know.”
Angeline then grasps onto Caliburn’s shoulders. She leans in close to him. “That doesn’t matter now.” She says. “We are both here, together.”
…Caliburn doesn’t smile, he only stares at the woman… before his expression descends into that of anger.
“…No.” Says Caliburn. “This is not real…”
“…What?” Angeline asks.
“…This is not real… it’s a trick!” Says Caliburn. “I will not fall prey to your illusions, foul beasts! How dare you sully her name!?”
“What!?” Angeline questions again. “Christopher, I am real!”
“No! You are not her!” Says Caliburn. “My mind has been twisted against my will to fall for the likes of those pests! I will not give in!”
“Caliburn! Snap out of it!” Angeline exclaims… almost sounding as if another familiar, snarky voice was speaking through her… and yet, Caliburn doesn’t hear it.
“Get out of my head!” Says Caliburn.
“Caliburn!!” A voice shouts.
Caliburn’s eyes then shoot open, as if he had been suddenly awakened from a deep sleep.
“—Wha— what!?” Caliburn shouts. “What happened!?”
Sonic, who seemed to have been able to get the bugs away from him on his own, then grabs the grip of Caliburn’s hilt and lifts him up. He looks him dead in the eyes before speaking. “Those bugs got to ya, Caliburn.”
Caliburn then appears to be ashamed of himself… Sonic could tell that he didn’t feel good about those bugs getting the best of him… but there seemed to be something else lingering on the sword’s mind. Same for Sonic’s.
“What was all that about, anyway?” Sonic asks. “Who was that lady you were talking about?”
A sudden surge of panic slaps itself onto Caliburn’s face... just how much of that did he hear?
“…I-it was nothing. She is no one.” He says.
“…And I thought a Sacred Sword like you would never tell a lie!” Sonic says slyly.
“Why I never! I would never do such a—!” Caliburn begins, before getting cut off.
“Yes you would, and you’re doing it right now!” Says Sonic, sounded irritated. “You can tell me!”
…Caliburn then sighs, feeling defeated. “You are the king, and my closest friend. You of all people should have my permission to know this…” Says Caliburn. “…C-can you keep a secret?”
“Of course I can! If it’s for a friend!” Says Sonic. “Spill the beans!”
“…What?” Caliburn asks. He doesn’t understand Sonic’s modern slang.
“What’s your secret?” Asks Sonic.
“Before that,” Caliburn begins. “Let us leave this place. It is best that we don’t get caught off guard by the butterflies again.”
“Roger that.” Says Sonic.
The blue hedgehog then begins to speed out of the Shrouded Forest with his Sacred Sword in tow. Silence crosses the both of them as Sonic approaches the Deep Woods.
Sonic comes to a halt near one of the many groves of trees in the Deep Woods, just nearby where he had first fought Sir Lancelot. Small crystals reflect the Sun’s peering light onto the ground, lighting up the grove a bit.
Sonic leans Caliburn against a tree, while the hedgehog sits next him with his legs crossed.
“You ready?” Sonic asks.
“…Yes.” Says Caliburn.
“What’cha got for me?” Sonic asks again.
“It’s fairly long.” Says Caliburn, as if warning Sonic that he may get bored of it.
“Ah, just make it interesting.” Says Sonic, smiling.
Caliburn chuckles a bit. “I like to think it is.” He says, as he begins to tell his tale…
“…Have you ever pondered how I am able to be sentient, Sonic?” Caliburn asks.”
“Magic?” Sonic asks. “That’s what I always thought.”
“You’d be correct.” Says Caliburn. “But the magic of it is what you don’t know… to be general, I was once organic…”
“You weren’t always a sword?” Sonic asks, sounding genuinely surprised.
“…Exactly.” Says Caliburn.
“But… how?” Sonic asks. “What about the lady?”
“…That is when this gets a bit long.” Says Caliburn.
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'…I was orphaned at a young age. My family had passed in a storm…'
“…Mother? Father?” Calls a young Christopher Caliburn, son of a small peasant family. “Where have you gone?”
The child walks through a quiet and desolate forest, soaked head to toe in rain water. His sewn-up rags were tearing at the seams from the rain. The child walks practically aimlessly, looking for his missing family.
'…They were never found, and my home had also been lost in the storm. I was left to roam that forest alone, no one to help me, and all I had other than my rags was what I knew I could do on my own…'
Christopher eventually weakly falls to his knees in the rain. He begins cry softly, only begging that his family was somewhere in this storm, possibly looking for their son…
But he had been looking for so long, and there was no sign of them. No trace of them anywhere in those woods.
…They were dead, no matter how much Christopher didn’t want to admit it.
Despite that, he knew he couldn’t sit there and cry forever… he had to survive here. It was all he could do. It was what he had to do… whatever it took.
'For ages, leaking into my adult years, I remained in those woods. Surviving completely on my own. Killing animals to live, building shelters to live… it was all I could do.'
'It was the same thing all that time. It never changed, until it did…'
Christopher, now in his mid thirties, ventures the woods, dressed in a uniform from one of the various guards that had come upon the woods, but had never returned to Camelot… he didn’t like the idea of taking their clothes as his own, it didn’t feel morally right, but he needed them.
A hand-carved wooden spear remained in his hands. He glances around, looking for anything he could easily take down…
Before a sudden hissing is heard.
Christopher turns a heel, pointing his spear in front of him… then, again, the same hissing.
What was odd was that it wasn’t a familiar hissing, not like that of a snake… almost like some small beast that had yet to be named and discovered.
…It sounded just the slightest bit of ferocious, like a knight of the underworld…
The beasts of such kind haunted Christopher’s nightmares. He had known of them from tales his mother spoke of… even if they ended nicely, the thought of such beasts scared him, even though he was almost an adult.
Such imagery can frighten anyone, regardless of age.
Suddenly, the hissing is heard again… although, it’s much closer than before…
Christopher turns back… only to be met with a helmeted beast. A knight of the underworld, one with bat-like wings and fisk-like tail. Christopher shouts, startled. He holds his spear up, trying to fight the beast.
“Back!” Christopher exclaims. “Back, I say! Back!”
The creature shrieks in a thunderous fury, as if to call others of its kin. Christopher freezes for a moment, before turning a heel again and scurrying off… no way he could fight as many as it could summon with a rickety wooden spear.
As he runs, he can feel the presence of many other underworld creatures chasing after him. He was their prey, and it felt like nothing was going to save him from his predicament.
As he ran however, the ground below him seemed to suddenly disappear as he began to trip and fall. Christopher tumbled down a deep slope, rolling down the hill, until he suddenly landed in a pile of shrubs. The shrubs swiftly broke his fall, although, the pain he was in first fall had yet waver.
Christopher slowly rises from the shrubs with a pained grunt. As he recollects himself, his eyes quickly spot something before him…
His eyes go wide, and his mouth goes agape…
Christopher spots an elegant and pristine sword lodged into a stone covered in vines. A single ray of the Sun’s light peered through the trees and onto the blade, making it appear even more beautiful.
~~~
“Was that sword… you?” Sonic asks.
“Yes, it was.” Caliburn says softly, as if reminiscing. “I had not an inkling that the sword in that very stone was Excalibur itself… I actually remember finding it here, in the Deep Woods.”
“Huh, who knew?” Sonic asks himself in wonder. “But what happens after that?” He asks with a soft smile on his face.
“We’ll get there.” Says Caliburn, sounding as if he was trying calm an excited child.
~~~
Christopher steadily exits the pile of shrubs and heads to the stone. He slowly wraps his hands around the sword’s grip, and tugs…
The sword moves an inch upward…
Christopher tugs harder at the weapon, until it completely slides free from the stone. The sword feels heavy in Christopher’s grip, causing him to drop it slightly. He slowly picks it up again, allowing it to set itself in his hands.
Christopher looks ahead past the stone, gazing upon a grove up ahead. Rather than climb back up the steep hill, Christopher walks into the grove.
As he walks, he takes a look at the sword. It could practically be used as a mirror with how reflective it was.
As Christopher gazes upon the serene blade, a sudden shriek makes him come to halt… it didn’t sound like it came from a creature, but rather… a person.
Christopher then rushes forward, blade clutched tightly in his grasp, toward the sound of the shriek. He runs for what feels like miles… before suddenly bumping into something… someone.
“Oh, stars!” Says the stranger as she suddenly falls. She looks forward, and yelps at the person before them, a man dressed in a raggedy guard’s uniform and wielding a sword.
The lady moves backwards, afraid of what the man could do to her. “D-don’t hurt me!” She says. “I did no harm, Sir Knight!”
Christopher slowly rises to his bottom and looks to the woman in confusion. “…I’m sorry?” He asks. “I am not a knight.”
“…Then what of your sword?” Asks the lady.
“I found it, my lady.” Says Christopher.
Suddenly, another hiss is heard… a familiar sound…
“It’s still after me!” The lady said to herself. She then turns to Christopher. “You must help me, sir!”
“With ails you, my lady?” Asks Christopher.
“Underworld knights!” The lady says in a panic.
From behind the woman, a small hoard of underworld knights appears. The lady yelps and hides behind Christopher, hoping that he can help.
Christopher holds up his weapon to the knights, ready to strike… before then thrusting forward, taking a knight or two. He then swipes the sword to hit the rest… although, his movement is messy.
The knights disappear in puffs of smoke, dying just before his eyes. Christopher slowly lowers his weapon, breathing heavily. He then turns back to the woman, who was sitting on the ground…
…He never had a chance to properly look at her. Neither did she.
They stared at each other in complete awe… they were swiftly pulled to each other like magnets.
The lady was dressed in a small blue and gold gown, decorated with Celtic designs colored in silver. Her wonderfully put-together brunette hair stayed still as the woman looked up to Christopher… her face slightly red.
Christopher doesn’t initially realize that he was slightly red in the face too… until he realizes he’s staring. He clears his throat. “…I’m sorry.” He says.
“No, no… it’s alright.” Says the lady. “…B-but that was amazing!”
“…I need no compliments, my lady.” Says Christopher.
The lady then looks Christopher, as if wanting to speak again, before looking down… appearing worried by his raggedy and slightly torn outfit. “…How long have you resided here?” She asks.
“…Almost all of my life.” Says Christopher with a tinge of dread. “I have fought for my life in these woods.”
“I see…” Says the lady. “I could let you stay at my home for a time.”
“I need it not, my lady.” Says Christopher.
~~~
“Still as stubborn as ever.” Sonic says in a joking tone.
“Oh, hush up.” Says Caliburn, sounding as if he’s trying to repress a chuckle.
~~~
“Are you certain?” Asks the lady. “I’m certain it would be a nice change from the Deep Woods, wouldn’t it?”
Christopher wants to retort… but then he thinks about it… it would be a nice change from these woods. He had been here for almost his entire childhood, and hadn’t had a meal that wasn’t fish in months, as not many other animals resided in the Deep Woods other than the fish that reigned it’s lake. And his clothes, always ragged and in tatters, having to take cloth from those who had fallen…
Christopher then looks up to the lady with certain eyes. “I will accompany you.” He says. “…You are correct, your home would be a nice change from the Deep Woods.”
“Oh, thank you for allowing me to help… I am very thankful for your help as well.” Says the lady. “I go by Angeline, by the way.”
“…A wonderful name.” Says Christopher, smiling softly… his face also appearing a bit red again. “It suits you.”
Angeline blushes a bit. She hides her face a bit, but is simply unable to repress a smile. “Oh, stop!” She says. “What is your name, sir?”
“I am Christopher Caliburn, son of the late Colette and Alaric Caliburn.” Says Christopher. He then smiles softly. “It is a pleasure to meet you, Angeline.”
“It is a pleasure to meet you as well, Christopher.” Says Angeline. She then seems to have a realization of some kind… “…Your 'late' family?”
Christopher’s expression falters slightly. “…I lost them years ago, I wasn’t even in adolescence yet…” He says. “…I-it was a storm.”
“…Oh, stars.” Says Angeline. “I apologize for asking… I had no idea…”
“No, no, it’s alright.” Says Christopher. “The grief may live on within me… but I do not let it consume me. I am but too strong to fall to my grief…”
Angeline smiles. “I’m glad.” She says. “Come, I will lead you to my residence.”
~~~
“So you and this Angeline were buddy-buddy?” Asks Sonic.
“…What?” Caliburn asks, confused once again.
“Like, were you friends?” Sonic reiterates.
“…It started that way, somewhat.” Says Caliburn.
~~~
Angeline leads Christopher through her small village. As they walk, Christopher notices a few villagers eyeing him, appearing afraid…
They were likely intimated. None of these people knew who he was, and neither did he. He was also wielding a weapon… they were fearful of him attacking, he assumed.
With time, Angeline comes to a halt in front of a drab wooden door. She lets herself in, with Christopher following behind her.
Angeline’s home was a small cobblestone shack, decorated with organized shelves. It was cramped and desolate… and yet, it was home. Christopher didn’t have much either.
Christopher hums. “…A very neatly home.” He says as he sets his sword against a wall.
“Yes.” Says Angeline. “I try to keep everything together… I’ll find you something nicer to wear… how did you get that?”
“The uniform?” Asks Christopher.
Angeline confirms with a hum and nod as she enters another room.
“…I’d rather not say.” Says Christopher. “I am not proud of the method I used…”
“That’s alright.” Says Angeline. “I understand… you had to what had to do out in the Deep Woods, I would imagine.”
“…You could put it that way.” Says Christopher.
It was all he could do. What he had to do.
Angeline eventually steps out of the room she had been in, a fleece dress shirt and pants in her hands. “Try these. I hope they fit.”
“They shall suffice.” Says Christopher, studying to see if the clothes would fit.
“…I’ll get you something to eat, hold on a moment.” Angeline then hurries over to a small kitchen nearby, looking through a few cabinets that were filled to the brim with jars of ingredients he couldn’t name.
Christopher then heads to another room to change out of his rags.
Christopher, now dressed in the clothes Angeline lended him, sits in front a small wooden table. He waits patiently for his meal… daydreaming about what had recently transpired… before a small bowl clanks onto the table.
“Here.” Says Angeline. “I don’t have much, but I made an attempt.”
Christopher looks to the bowl and takes it… there appeared to be a kind of soup inside of it. He picks up the spoon within the bowl and lifts the soup his mouth…
It was hot, he swiftly realized… but not too hot, rather, it was warm. A pleasant yet unknown flavor lathered Christopher’s tongue.
“…What is in this?” Christopher asked.
“Oh! A few herbs and spices… meat I had gotten in a trade… what meat was it?” Angeline then begins to become deep in thought.
“Hm… it’s serpent meat…” Says Christopher.
“Pardon?” Angeline asks.
“There’s serpent meat in this…” Says Christopher.
“Have you had serpent before?” Angeline asks.
“Yes, but ages ago…” Says Christopher.
“Hm… they’ve been hunted down a lot recently…” Says Angeline.
Before Angeline can continue, her eyes fall upon the sword Christopher had found.
“…You know, I’ve never seen a sword like that before.” Says Angeline. “How did you come across it?”
“I found it in a stone.” Says Christopher, the soup bowl in hand. “I’ve never seen it either… although, it does bare a slight resemblance to Excalibur…”
“Maybe it was made in its image?” Angeline suggests.
“…Possibly.” Says Christopher as he eats.
A sudden shout from outside then knocks Christopher out of his head.
“Oh, dear…” Angeline says, her voice clouded in worry. “A robber… again.”
“Again?” Christopher asks.
“They have been very rampant recently.” Says Angeline. “They’re likely after our resources… the King hasn’t kept an eye on the kingdom’s resources for quite sometime…”
Suddenly, Christopher rises from his seat and grabs the sword. He swiftly opens the wooden door and rushes outside.
“Christopher!?” Angeline cries out from inside her home.
Christopher turns his head back to face Angeline. “I will only be a moment!” He then hurries away.
Christopher rushes into a more bustling part of the village and immediately spots a robber haggling a bag from a defenseless damsel.
“Just give me the bag, and you can go!” Says the robber.
“I am desperate, I beg you!” Says the damsel. “I need this!”
Christopher’s brows furrow and he hurries forward. He holds his sword out and makes his presence known.
“Halt!” Christopher exclaims. “Leave the woman be!”
The robber turns away from the woman to face Christopher. “Hah!” He bellows. “What’s a man in rags gonna do with a sword without a name?”
Christopher appears offended the comment as he turns a heel to the right and circles back to the robber. He collides with the thief, making him fall to the ground.
Christopher keeps the thief pinned to the ground, his sword held close to the other’s neck.
“Judge a sword not by its name, but the power it wields.” Says Christopher in a stern tone. “I may not be well versed in swordsmanship, but I am certain a single swipe of this blade could end you in but a second… let this woman go, give her back her possessions, and I will not harm you… be weary that if you don’t heed my word, my mercy for you will be smothered out in an instant.”
The robber then appears horrified at the comment… despite Christopher being a collected and reserved gentleman, he was still very intimidating when he needed to be… it was unnerving…
Before the robber can heed Christopher’s word, the sound of approaching armored steps is heard.
“Halt!” Says a voice. “In the name of the King, halt!”
Three different anthropomorphic knights come into view… a black hedgehog, a red echidna, and a violet feline, all of them adorned in armor and wielding swords of the own.
The hedgehog steps forward, holding his drawn sword out toward Christopher and the robber. “Cease your movement!” He says.
The robber suddenly hurries away from Christopher and to the knights, appearing panicked.
“Just take me away! Imprison me!” Says the robber. “Get me away from that man!”
The echidna then steps over to Christopher, appearing suspicious. “…You are a thief, aren’t you, scum?”
“…What?” Christopher asks, taken aback.
“You were stealing from that man, weren’t you!?” Asks the echidna. “You had him pinned!”
“…It was he that stole, Sir Knight.” Says Christopher.
“How dare you not know the name of Sir Gawain!?” Sir Gawain chastises.
“Gawain, wait.” Says the feline, who approaches the echidna’s side. She turns to face Christopher. “You said that man had stole?”
“Yes.” Christopher responds. “He had stolen a lady’s goods… I could not stand by and let him have what was rightfully hers.”
“Just take the bag back! Take it!” Says the robber as he chucks the bag to the ground. The feline catches it just as the damsel approaches her.
“Oh, thank you, Sir Percival!” Says the damsel. “I am forever grateful.”
“I need no thanks.” Says Sir Percival. “I am here for the kingdom and its people.”
The damsel nods. “Have a blessed day!” She says as she takes her leave.
“You as well.” Christopher replies.
Sir Percival then eyes the sword in Christopher’s grip. Even behind her visor, anyone could sense the suspicions drowning her features. “…Where did you find that sword, sir?” She asks. “Are you a knight as well?”
“No,” Christopher replies. “I found it within a stone in the Deep Woods… I do not believe it has a name.”
“…The resemblance to Excalibur is eye-catching…” Says Sir Percival.
“He must’ve stolen it!” Sir Gawain accused… he’s always had such a thick head…
Sir Percival can only eye Sir Gawain before the armored hedgehog approaches. “…How could someone such as a common man be worthy of such a pristine blade…” He asks. “Only a Sacred Sword would be gifted to such a warrior…”
“Then he possibly is a warrior, Sir Lancelot.” Says Sir Percival.
As the knights speak amongst each other, Christopher begins to recognize each of them…
“Forgive me, but, only now do I realize…” Christopher begins. “Are you all Round Table knights? King Arthur’s mightiest of swordsmen?”
The knights turn to face the man before them. “…Forgive my forgetfulness… where are my manners? …Yes, brave swordsman.” Says Sir Percival. “I am Sir Percival, Knight of the Grail. I am joined by Sirs Lancelot and Gawain, Knights of the Lake and Knight of the Sun respectively.” She points to the respective knights with a hand. “We are at your service, as your kingdom’s most courageous of knights.”
Christopher hums, indicating his understanding. “I am grateful for your service.” He says.
Sir Percival then eyes Christopher’s sword, then looks back to face him. “I believe it wouldn’t be too out of the ordinary to be given training in swordsmanship?” She asks.
“Hm…” Sir Lancelot hums, considering the idea. “Such a mighty blade should be wielded by proper hands…”
Christopher then appears flustered, taken aback… the same can be said for Sir Gawain.
“How can we trust him?” Asks Sir Gawain.
“I am certain we can hold out a trusting hand for him, Gawain.” Says Sir Percival. “He shall make a great knight… a Round Table knight even.”
Christopher still seems taken aback by the request. Before he can give his response, quick steps are heard pacing towards them.
“Christopher!” Angeline calls out. As she sees the knights, she skids to a halt and gets on one knee. “O, dearest Knights of the Round Table, forgive my intrusion…”
“You are alright, my lady.” Says Sir Percival.
Angeline then rises back up to her feet and faces Christopher. “Where is the robber? Did you assist the victim?”
“He was taken care of swiftly, Angeline.” Says Christopher. He then looks up to see the robber sitting in place not even daring to move and run off… the robber then seems notice the weapon-wielding man looking to him, causing him to avert his gaze in fear.
The knights also turn back to the robber… whatever Christopher done has worked… he was formidable.
Worthy of training in knighthood, gifted unto him from King Arthur’s greatest knights.
“…What do you say, sir… what is your name?” Asks Sir Percival.
“Christopher Caliburn.” Christopher responds.
“…Sir Christopher, would you take this opportunity from us to learn true knighthood?” Asks Sir Percival.
“…'Learn of true knighthood'?” Angeline questions.
Christopher, only for a moment, wants to retort… but he looks to his blade… then over to Angeline, and the rest of the small village…
…He wanted to protect them… this was his kingdom, just was it was theirs.
“I will take your words, and heed them well.” Says Christopher. “I accept your mentorship.”
“…Oh, my…” Says Angeline. “Mentorship from the Knights of the Round Table?”
“I want to be able to protect this kingdom, Angeline. It is my home, just as it is yours.” Says Christopher. “…I want to protect you.”
Christopher then finds himself looking into Angeline’s eyes… her bright brown eyes stare deep into his own ocean blue ones… her eyes were like a field, and his were like a fresh clean river… something you could never tired of looking upon…
They don’t even notice that either one of them was blushing slightly.
Christopher then blinks, coming to his senses. “…M-my apologies.” He says. “I didn’t realize I was—!”
“It’s alright.” Says Angeline. “I didn’t notice either.”
…Christopher couldn’t help but smile.
“We will begin your training today.” Says Sir Percival. “We will begin at Misty Lake.”
“…Y-you don’t mind if tag along, do you?” Asks Angeline. “I only wish to watch… and be at his side.”
…They both blush again…
“…As long as it is not a distraction for our student.” Says Sir Percival.
“I will be certain not to distract him.” Says Angeline.
“I will stay on guard.” Says Christopher.
“It is settled then.” Says Percival. “…But you need armor…”
“There is a blacksmith in the castle town, correct?” Asks Sir Gawain.
“Yes…” Says Sir Percival. “We shall start there.”
The five then head off to the castle town… a new chapter in Christopher’s life was swiftly blossoming.
~~~
“No wonder you know so much about knights!” Says Sonic. “You were one!”
“I learned from the best.” Says Caliburn.
“And so did I.” Says Sonic.
Caliburn smiles softly. “I appreciate the comment, Sonic.”
“Don’t mention it.” Says Sonic. “…And I’m starting to think you and Angeline weren’t just friends.”
Caliburn fails to repress a small chuckle. “We’re getting there.” He says.
~~~
'I had spent months around the kingdom training with the Round Table knights… I had been everywhere… from Misty Lake, to Molten Mine, to Titanic Plain… there wasn’t any place where I hadn’t been anymore.'
'Each round of training ended with a battle with one of the knights themselves… With time, I learned all there was to each of their skill sets, and one by one… they were all defeated in my battles against them.'
'I was formidable, more than ever, they knew that now… especially Angeline.'
'The entire time, she was there, watching my every move… she asked if I could teach her what I learned. We didn’t get far, but we had fun… we grew closer. Bonded more than ever before…'
'…Our love had blossomed like that of Spring when Winter were to finally cease… we were close, and nothing were to tear us apart.'
'…Until I finally met the King…'
Within the training grounds of Camelot Castle, Christopher and Sir Lancelot stand in their battle positions, the other knights and Angeline watching.
“Let us see what you are capable of, Sir Christopher!” Sir Lancelot demands. “Give me everything you’ve got!”
“That is what I seek to achieve; O, Knight of the Lake!” Says Christopher.
Sir Lancelot smiles for a moment… a rare occurrence it was for a smirk to cross the mighty knight’s face… he was impressed.
Sir Lancelot then charges forward, so does Christopher. Their blades clang together, making the air around them ring. Slashes after slashes soon follow, before Sir Lancelot suddenly disappears in a flash…
“Chaos—!” Sir Lancelot exclaims, before getting got off.
“Punishment?” Christopher questions, now guarding as Arondight’s blade collided with his own.
Sir Lancelot scoffs slightly, before striking down with Arondight once more. The hedgehog disappears again, the reappears elsewhere, summoning Chaos Spears.
Christopher turns just in time to defend himself from the spears. Sir Lancelot strikes again… time feels like it’s going a mile a minute… until it suddenly wasn’t.
The winds swiftly pick up as the sounding of galloping horseshoes hit the ground… or, somehow, the air.
A dark horse adorned in armor appears before Sir Lancelot and Christopher, zipping past them in a flash. The horse eventually finds its way to the ground, allowing everyone there to see the man atop the steed.
A bulky figure adorned in heavy armor sits atop the horse, his brightly colored slits that were his eyes peering from the eyes holes in his helmet. Dark mist surrounds the figure, a vapor that made him appear not of high standing… but a demon from the very depths of Hell.
“King Arthur!” Sir Lancelot exclaims as he gets one knee before the king. The other knights follow suit… so do Christopher and Angeline, despite how unruly he appeared…
“My liege…” Says Angeline.
King Arthur then turns to face Christopher, squinting his eyes. “…Is that the knight-in-training you told me about?”
…Christopher doesn’t like his tone of voice at all… he said it so venomously…
“Yes, my liege.” Says Sir Percival. “We have trained him well… we would say that he is even up to par with us.”
King Arthur turns away from Sir Percival and back to Christopher… his gaze reeking of suspicion.
“…Then fight me, Sir Knight.” Says King Arthur. “Show me that you are capable of being among my grand knights.”
Christopher, although taken aback, draws his blade… “I shall prove myself to you, my King.” He says.
The knights and Angeline then appear shocked. “Sir Christopher! Wait!” Sir Percival shouts.
“Silence!” Says King Arthur as his eyes squint again, as if he was happy that the new knight was willing to prove himself. “If he wishes to prove himself, so be it…”
His steed then lifts itself into the air, and circles the area… before King Arthur comes back down, glowing in bright red aura, his large blade glowing a sinister orange.
Christopher is barely prepared for fast the King was returning, barely able to block the attack. Despite his barely successful block, the power of the attack sends him flying across the field. The others gasp in shock…
He was not ready.
Before Christopher can get back up and recover, King Arthur comes back down again, his blade still glowing. Christopher barely dodges, and gets to his feet, which tremble and struggle to keep him up.
“I thought my knights had trained you well! What is this?” King Arthur taunts.
Christopher doesn’t even retort back as he runs and stands before the king. The king then readies himself, his eyes still squinted in anticipation, before his sword glows again. Just as the king swings, Christopher swings back.
Their blades clash, again and again, before King Arthur is thrown off, finally giving Christopher room to attack. He slashes the King’s armor, seemingly hurting him… before the King suddenly grabs Christopher by the neck and holds him up to his face… he tucks his sword away and pulls out a small scabbard…
As Christopher struggles to breathe, a bright aura emanates around the king. “…I am immortal.” Says the King. “You cannot defeat me… no matter what you try.”
The King then throws Christopher off, causing both the swordsman and sword to hit the floor.
“Christopher!” Angeline cries as she rushes over to the swordsman.
As Angeline gets to her knees in front of Christopher, the other knights also at his side. King Arthur looks to the group with a stern glare.
“If you wish to fight again, find me in Faraway Avalon.” Says King Arthur, placing his sword away. “…Or, you can wallow in the pitiful mess that is your swordsmanship.”
The steed finds itself in the air again, and King Arthur sees himself off, just as Christopher rises up to his bottom.
“Are you alright?” Angeline asks.
“…I’m fine��” Says Christopher, sounding strained.
“But you were hit.” Says Sir Percival.
“…I am alright, Sir Percival.” Says Christopher. “If only I could hit him…”
“He has Excalibur’s scabbard.” Says Sir Lancelot. “He can’t be wounded.”
“…T-then how I am supposed to beat him again?” Christopher asks.
“…It would be ill advised.” Says Sir Percival. “It is not easy to win a fight against him… if anyone can anymore.”
“…It is oddly unfair of a knight like him… to cheat with a scabbard like that.” Says Christopher. “My mother told me of stories where he was wise and just… praised by all…”
“…He has changed, Sir Christopher.” Says Sir Percival. “…He isn’t who he used to be…”
“…And yet you don’t try to stop him?” Christopher asks. “Why?”
“The King’s orders are absolute.” Says Sir Lancelot.
“…Whether we like it or not.” Says Sir Gawain.
“Without loyalty to the King…” Sir Percival pauses. “We are nothing…”
…Christopher begins to ponder of the King… the tales he heard, and how untrue they felt… that was not the King of the kingdom of Camelot once knew…
“…What happened do the King?” Christopher asks.
“…We aren’t sure…” Says Sir Perceval. “He returned after a hearty battle he was injured from with Excalibur’s scabbard and…”
“He lost himself…” Says Sir Lancelot. “He summoned knights from the deepest reaches of Hell, and let them loose…”
“…If the scabbard had made him immortal…” Christopher began. “…Then was he corrupted by it?”
The knights then go silent… it was the only foreseeable option.
“…He is a threat to the kingdom, and yet you stand by? You say you are for the kingdom and it’s people when you act as underlings for a tyrant?”
“Sir Christopher, please—!” Sir Percival pleas, before getting cut off.
“How dare you!” Sir Gawain butts in, while Sir Lancelot only snarls at the swordsman.
“And yet you deny it… I am right, aren’t I not?” Christopher asks. “You have done nothing about the King, and for what? To keep your dignity? When other people, your people, are in danger because of the very man you’ve sworn your allegiance to? I thought there was more to being a knight than serving a King?”
The knights go silent again… and before any of them can throw a rebuttal, Christopher stands tall.
“…I wanted to learn from you to be able to protect my kingdom… my people… and I learned from tyrants…” Christopher begins. “I will fix your mistake… the King must be taken down…”
Everyone looks to the swordsman in an unanimous shock.
“We forbid you from doing such a thing!” Says Sir Gawain.
“…What about you?” Says Angeline, breaking her silence. “You’ll be despised… a slayer of Kings…”
Christopher turns back to Angeline, putting his sword under his arm, and takes her hands. “…It is what I must do, Angeline.” Says Christopher. “This kingdom still won’t be safe if I show him mercy. He will still be here, to lurk in the shadows, devise schemes against the kingdom… bring upon further destruction then he already has… I cannot stand by, and watch this man hurt my people… understand me when I say I’m doing this for the kingdom… and you.”
…Reluctantly, Angeline accepts… she knew it was what he had to do…
Like what he did in the woods, it was he had to do…
Their kingdom, their people, were all in danger… it had to be done, right?
Christopher turns back to face the knights. “Where is Faraway Avalon?” He asks.
“It is an island across Camelot Castle…” Says Angeline. “You would have to get there by boat.”
“You side with the traitor, Angeline?” Asks Sir Lancelot.
“It is necessary!” Says Angeline.
“…Admit it. You fear the losses he could face, just as much as we do. He’d be nothing if he committed this act.” Says Sir Lancelot.
“You speak of that as if I’d care.” Says Christopher, before Angeline could even retort.
Christopher then speeds past the knights, hurrying toward the nearest dock he can find.
“Wait!” Says Angeline, quickly following after Christopher. “Let me be alongside you!”
The knights follow suit… all of them rushing to the same place… the knights attempting to attack Christopher, but losing him in the chase…
'It was days before I had finally reached Avalon… but I got there…'
'The island was decorated with a castle hall-like structure, the late afternoon sun beaming against the hall’s pedestals. It was all that was between me and King Arthur…'
'Before she grabbed my hand…'
“Wait!” Angeline cries, grabbing Christopher’s hand.
“What?” Christopher questions as he turns back to face Angeline. “Angeline? How did—!”
“Let me be alongside you!” Says Angeline. “I want to be with you!”
“…You cannot watch me this time, Angeline.” Says Christopher. “Wait here. I shall return victorious.”
Christopher then leans in, and softly kisses Angeline on the cheek. Her face goes bright red as Christopher backs away.
“…I promise.” Says Christopher, smiling softly.
Before Christopher hurries off, Angeline tightly wraps her arms around the swordsman… Christopher hugs her back.
“Good luck. Be safe.” Says Angeline.
“I will.” Says Christopher, still smiling softly.
He then runs off into the castle hall of Faraway Avalon, ready for his rematch…
“King Arthur!” Christopher calls. “I am here for our rematch!”
King Arthur’s steed turns back to the swordsman. He bares the same barren yet eager look from before.
“I was waiting for you. I had an inkling you’d come here.” Says King Arthur. “It seems you feel not an ounce of self pity… that’s alright. It just makes it more sweeter to see you lose.”
“I am not losing.” Says Christopher. “Not again.”
King Arthur can only laugh in Christopher’s face as his steed gallops off.
“…An act of cowardice?” Christopher asks himself. He then hurries after the King…
Although, he’s too fast… he can’t keep up with him, no matter how hard he tries.
As Christopher stops, being out of breath, King Arthur suddenly comes flying back toward the swordsman. Christopher dodges, although barely. The King’s shadow then passes directly over Christopher, landing swiftly back onto the ground and rushing off again. Christopher gets back up and chases after the king again…
Although, he is suddenly paralyzed. Violet threads of electricity slam down onto the ground, a few of them striking Christopher in the process. Christopher then falls to the ground, breathing heavily… despite that, he still gets back up on his feet.
As he runs, a portal seems to appear in front of King Arthur’s steed… and another appear before Christopher as the King’s hand emerges from it, Deathcalibur in it’s grip. The deadly sword slashes around, barely hitting Christopher as he blocks the attack.
…Christopher continues his chase, until King Arthur summons spheres of his own essence… causing Christopher to halt and fall to the ground, out of breath and terribly weakened.
King Arthur then looks back to the knight… he almost felt bad for him. “…And we’ve only just started… I pity you. And so should you.” He says. “…Why don’t we make this a bit more fair?”
King Arthur then flies off of his steed and charges toward Christopher. Just as the King approaches, Christopher lifts his blade up to block the King’s attack. The two blades stay clashed together, King Arthur’s blade barely touching Christopher’s neck.
“…You simply do not know when to quit.” Says King Arthur. “Do you not know how the kingdom will view you once I’ve been slain by your nameless blade? …They will loathe you. You will chastised out of this kingdom. Your image will forever be tainted with my blood…”
“…I do not care about that… I care about my home!” Says Christopher.
“Then why do you persist?” Asks King Arthur. “Why do you keep this up, when you know what will happen to you!? When you know that you could lose everything!?”
“Because this is my home, and my people! If your very knights won’t keep them safe, then I shall do uphold peace for them!” Says Christopher. “This is what I must do! For my home! For my people! For my kingdom, that I will NOT LET YOU TAKE AWAY FROM ME!!”
Suddenly, a bright golden glow surrounds the area. King Arthur is flung away, while Christopher stays rooted to his spot in the ground, his eyes firmly shut.
Christopher peeks upon an eye just a smidge… to immediately see his blade surrounded in a beautiful pristine aura… one that would match the very power of Excalibur itself.
Christopher then becomes completely covered in a blinding white light… he opens his eyes to see pieces of fantastical golden armor surrounding him. The plates of metal slam themselves onto the silver armor that Christopher bore. And his blade, once again, becomes enveloped in an aura… transforming into something greater than anyone could expect.
The greatest of any Sacred Sword that resided in the kingdom of Camelot… Excalibur.
The blade began to settle in Christopher’s hands as his eyes settled upon the blade. A small crown sat upon the weapon’s crossguard, which was also spread out. Surrounding the blade itself was a golden Celtic pattern, centering the blade in all its glory.
The glow finally dissipates, allowing King Arthur to finally witness Excalibur’s might, a newfound motivation, a force of will, filling the swordsman… only for him to scoff at it.
“You can fight me with that blade all you wish,” King Arthur begins. “But you will never see my end!” The King then hops back onto his steed and hurries away.
“…Not unless I retrieve your scabbard.” Christopher says sternly.
Christopher then rushes toward the King, swiftly noticing his increased speed as he begins to levitate off the ground. As he begins to adjust to this new power, King Arthur launches over him again, to which Christopher responds by hovering to the right of the attack, successfully dodging.
“I now your tricks now, tyrant!” Christopher exclaims. “You cannot run away forever!”
“Try to best me all you like!” Says King Arthur. “Whether it be through your tongue or your blade, you shall not strike me down!”
“We’ll see about that now, won’t we?” Christopher questions slyly.
As King Arthur continues to hurry off, Christopher reaches his side… right where Excalibur’s scabbard lay.
Christopher puts a hand out, lifting up the visor of his armor to properly see it, trying to reach for the scabbard…
Although, he doesn’t notice that King Arthur has once again raised Deathcalibur…
Directly above Christopher’s waist.
As Christopher barely reaches for the scabbard, time seems to slow as he suddenly feels a sharp, deep pain directly over his waist.
…Christopher can only watch in utter horror as King Arthur victoriously glares down at his body as he and Excalibur slowly fall to the ground.
“…What did I tell you?” King Arthur asks. “You cannot defeat me… and you won’t even get to live to bask in my glory… a shame, really.”
Christopher can only stare at the victorious King, completely lost for words as his body falls to the ground with a loud clang…
As he can feel his life force fading from him… he sees King Arthur hurry off on his steed, and Excalibur slowly losing its golden luster.
…The silence takes over, and Christopher is left completely alone…. No one to spend his last moments with. No one to cling to as he dies in their arms.
Just as he had been before meeting Angeline… his dear Angel…
…Alone…
Angeline waits, a faded and uncertain smile on her face…
…Where was Christopher?
“Angeline!!” A voice calls. Angeline looks back.
She sees the Round Table knights, hurrying toward her. After a moment, they all finally approach the woman, questioning looks hidden by their visors.
“Where is Christopher?” Asks Sir Percival.
“Be weary, for if you fail to comply… you will be charged with treason, and sentenced to death.” Sir Gawain threatens.
Before Angeline can answer, the galloping of horseshoes is heard. The knights look up and bow, while Angeline only looks up in horror. King Arthur lands to the ground, and stares unto them before speaking.
“The traitor has lost.” Says King Arthur. “He is dead.”
Angeline sharply gasps and covers her mouth in fear, while the knights only repress their grief and shock… even if he turned against the knights and defied the King��� they couldn’t help but silently grieve. They were his teachers… people he bonded with, until he learned the truth.
…Angeline, on the other hand, was completely overrun by her emotions. Tears formed in her eyes as she hurried into the walls of Avalon, desperately clinging to possibility that he was still there… that the King was lying.
Arthur doesn’t even stop her… as if he wanted to let her see him…
“Christopher!?” Angeline cries, her sobs leaking through her voice as she calls. “Christopher!?”
Angeline continues to call out the poor soul’s name… until she finally finds him…
Angeline can only stare at the sight in horror… all she sees of Christopher is a bisected armored corpse, laying limp and lifeless on the ground, blood having pooled next to him.
“…No…” Angeline begs. “No… this isn’t… this isn’t what was…”
Angeline approaches the corpse, only begging that this was just some horrifying nightmare. She gets to her knees and nudges the body, only to be met with the ice cold chill covering it…
The desperate lady begins to softly sob… which descends into a maddening cry from the deepest depths of Angeline’s sorrow.
All she can do is cry over her love’s body… all hope of him still being alive lost, and replaced with a heartbreaking, soul crushing despair…
An assumption of life after death is silence and darkness… a space with no depth, existence without noise… completely void of the life the soul once saw…
So bleak and depressing, although it wouldn’t make you cry… you’d wallow in it. Wallow in your sorrows until this existence faded with the rest of it.
The young swordsman believes life is over, and there is no returning to it…
Although… a small amount of will propels him forward…
~~~
…The sounds of bird’s chirping and wind blowing catches then suddenly enter swordsman’s senses… along with a feeling that his senses are no longer lost…
If he could just…
…Open his eyes…
Christopher opens his eyes, blinking for a moment before adjusting to the sudden brightness of Camelot’s Summer afternoon.
“…I-it’s so bright…” He says, his voice sounding raspy due to lack of use.
All he sees is a misty river just below what appears to be large cliff… he tries to get to his feet…
But he can’t.
He feels rooted to the ground, as if his boots were welded to the stone below him… he tried to move his limbs… yet it felt like he had none… all he could do was shimmy on the rock…
“…W-why— why can’t I move?” Christopher asks himself. “What—!”
“Welcome back.” Says a calm voice.
“Who is there!?” Christopher asks. “Why can’t I move? What kind of sick trick is this?”
Suddenly, a small reflecting pool appears before Christopher, revealing to him what had happened to him… he was swiftly caught off guard.
His limbs and body were completely gone… all of anything that remained of him was his face, now reduced to a pair of eyes and a mouth… the vessel he was now reigning was no longer human…
But rather… a sword… the very sword he had used in his last moments with the King.
“…I-I don’t— I don’t understand…” Says Christopher. “This is some illusion, I swear it!”
“It is all real, Sir Christopher.” Says the voice again, now standing next to the talking sword so he can see her… making her instantly recognizable.
A pink hedgehog dressed in a blue gown, among other teal and turquoise adornments.
“…T-The Lady of the Lake!?” Christopher exclaims. “What are you— what am I—!?”
“Everything will be alright.” Says the Lady of the Lake, Nimue. “I will explain.”
“…Forgive me for my words, but please do.” Says Christopher, desperation and confusion clouding his tone.
“…Your soul has guided you to this new vessel. Your strong will has allowed you another chance at living.” Says Nimue. “You are now a sentient weapon, the one to decide who is worthy of the crown…”
Christopher appears taken aback by the sudden news, but he tries to keep himself collected. “…Forgive me, but I do not understand… I am to choose the King? How?”
“Read them.” Says Nimue. “Their touch will allow you to read their souls. You will find the true King, I am certain.”
“…A replacement for Arthur?” Asks Christopher.
“Yes.” Says Nimue. “A King truly worthy of the crown. A knight of pure heart and courage.”
“…I am— I am honored, lady Nimue.” Says Christopher, still sounding shocked. “I will take this second chance with grace… and make you proud. It is for my kingdom… and I would do anything to protect it.”
“I am grateful.” Says Nimue. “And I wish good luck unto you.”
“I appreciate the gesture, my lady.” Says Christopher.
Just as Christopher finishes his sentence, Nimue disappears, leaving to take in his responsibility in solitude.
…It all felt so stressful… it put a lot of pressure on Christopher… to decide who is most worthy of the crown?
…Despite the odd anxiety of it all, he would take his duty to heart. He would follow it for however long it may take… he’d make this kingdom proud…
“…Oh, Christopher…” Said a new, familiar voice.
Before Christopher says a word, he takes a listen…
“…I truly wish you were here right now…” Says the voice. “I can only be grateful the King let me bury you at all… but… if only I could just… be given a sign that you were here…”
…It was Angeline… he had to call out to her…
“…Angeline.” Says Christopher, loud enough so that she could possibly hear him. “Angeline!”
Angeline turns head back to face the sword that lay within the eroding stones of the Misty Lake… it was when his training had first began. Where his journey to knighthood rooted back to… where else could she have put the sword as a tombstone, if not here, to honor his legacy as a knight… King Arthur wouldn’t let her place his grave in Avalon anyway.
“…Christopher?” Angeline asks, now looking to the sword.
“Angeline!” Says Christopher, shimmying in his spot a bit. “I am here!”
…Angeline then grows suspicious of the shimmying sword, but slowly approaches it.
“Grab my grip!” Says Christopher.
“…'Your' grip?” Asks Angeline.
“Yes!” Says Christopher. “Tug upward!”
Angeline looks down at the sword’s grip, appear in uncertain… what did Christopher have to do with any of this? Could it free him? …Bring him back?
…She grabs hold of the grip… and tugs. Tugs with as much strength as she can muster… but to no avail, as she is unable to pull the sword from the stone.
“…I don’t understand…” Says Christopher. “I’m certain she’d make a great ruler…”
Angeline looks back down at the sword… was it actually speaking?
She looks down at the sword’s front… and is swiftly met with ocean blue eyes staring back at her… she gasps and only looks on at the now startled sword.
“…Christopher?” Asks Angeline.
Christopher’s face eventually softens to a small smile. “I am here, my Angel.” He says.
Angeline’s mouth curls into a small smile before faltering, now appearing confused. “…What happened to you? Are you trapped in there? Do I need to get you out?”
“No, no! I’m alright.” Christopher says reassuringly. “…I am aware this will be confusing, but trust me!”
Angeline hums in confirmation… giving Christopher the permission he needed.
“…I saw the Lady of the Lake… she had said my soul, my will power, gave me another chance at life.” Says Christopher. “And now, I have a grand role to play… decide the one who shall replace King Arthur as the rightful King.”
“…Oh, my…” Says Angeline. “…That is a major responsibility… but I’m certain you could do it. A-and you saw the lady Nimue?”
“Indeed.” Says Christopher. “She was very polite.”
“…Hm…” Angeline then hums in thought. “If you are meant to find the true King, why don’t I gather some villagers from around the kingdom? Surely one of them must be the King!”
“…Possibly.” Says Christopher. “There are a lot of people in the kingdom. It’s worth a try.”
“…It very much is, Christopher.” Says Angeline.
As Christopher hears his name again, he thinks to himself… is such a name worth being the title of sacred weapon? It just felt so… basic… what kind of sword had such a name?
“…Maybe I could go by a different name?” Asks Christopher. “‘Christopher' just doesn’t feel like a proper name befitting a Sacred Sword…”
“…Caliburn?” Angeline asks.
“My surname?” Christopher asks.
“Yes.” Says Angeline. “It represents you… it is you. I believe it would be important to keep a bit of yourself alive, right? You may be in a new body, but you are still you… it even sounds more befitting.”
Christopher then ponders over the name, and her reasoning behind it… and a small smile grows on his face. “…I like that name…” He says. “Caliburn…”
'After our initial exchange, Angeline went around finding those who were willing to have their hearts be tested. Many tried, but none achieved what they hoped… no matter how certain I felt they would be a perfect fit.'
'Even when the visits had died down, Angeline still came to visit. We would talk for hours, learn more about one another… but, suddenly, she stopped showing up…'
'…Then I remembered she had started to fall ill after the visits had mostly ceased, and that a new illness was in the air… I feared the worst when she had stopped coming by… and I never saw her step foot in the Misty Lake again after her most recent visit…'
'I remained in that stone for five years… a period that felt like an eternity, only to me…'
~~~
“And then I found you. And read your soul.” Says Caliburn.
“And?” Sonic asks… it felt there was more Caliburn wanted to say.
“…I was confused.” Says Caliburn. “I picked you, and you were nothing like I thought the true King would be. You were bashful, crass, snarky, and barely trained in swordsmanship, everything I felt a knightly King wasn’t… I just couldn’t see what I was missing for the longest time…”
“…What were you missing?” Sonic asks.
A small, soft smile crosses Caliburn’s face. “…I had an epiphany during your bout with Merlina.”
“…Yeah?” Sonic questions.
“…I didn’t take notice of your strong will.” Says Caliburn. “The very strength of your will is what rekindled Excalibur… despite how snarky and cocky you are, you still had what I had… you don’t care what others say about you. You don’t mind having to play the role of a bad person… you do what you believe is right for the sake of others.”
“Yep.” Says Sonic. “It’s just how I roll.”
“We share the same morals. Same goals.” Says Caliburn, still smiling. “Despite how uncertain I was, a part of me knew that you would make a wonderful King… You have much assisted me, Sonic. I don’t regret my time with you one bit.”
“…Yeah.” Says Sonic as he then smiles softly and turns to face Caliburn. “I don’t regret my time with you either.”
Silence then covers the Woods… before Sonic breaks it with a slight chuckle.
“…It’s kinda weird… Kinda like ya said, we both got our own rules, and they’re mostly the same…” Says Sonic. “It’s kinda like— like you’re my double in this world or somethin'.”
Caliburn hums. “…An odd thought… and yet, it doesn’t feel untrue.”
“Yeah.” Says Sonic.
As the sun passes over the Deep Woods and to the horizon, Sonic thinks over Caliburn’s story.
…It wouldn’t surprise him if Caliburn was in some way like his double in this storybook world... As he said, Sonic was like him. A lot like him, even if it wasn’t one to one. Caliburn was still a gentleman, Sonic was still crass… and despite that, in a sense, they were doubles. Two people sharing similar mindsets to one another…
…It kind of gave him an odd sense of deja vu when he thought about it…
As the last bit of sunlight fell over the Deep Woods, and Sonic had begun his return to the castle… he had new found knowledge of Caliburn. It wasn’t what he necessarily meant by 'getting to know him', but he took it nonetheless. Caliburn’s tale was a nice one anyway.
As Sonic rushes through the Woods, he spots a few leaves brush past him… it was odd, there was no change in the wind that he could feel.
…Although, Caliburn knew exactly what it was as he spots the leaves, which hovered over to his face.
“…Hello, Angeline…” Says Caliburn, quiet enough to where Sonic couldn’t hear him.
As the hedgehog and Sacred Sword exit the woods… Caliburn can hear a greeting returned back to him…
Even in death, they never part.
- END -
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louisfruit · 7 months
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I've become kinda inactive with playing obey me nightbringer and now that my best friend is dead by suicide I don't know if I can ever get back into it. The depictions of the brothers mourning their dead sibling might be too much for me. Which sucks because obey me has always been one of my comfort medias. Like I'd usually play it whenever my mental health was bad but now I don't know if I can.
On the other hand maybe a media where when good people die they go to heaven could be comforting. I'm agnostic but now I want to believe that's how it works
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