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#steve rogers x deaf!reader
mcuamerica · 1 year
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i have sweet, cool and probably fluff ideal request where steve rogers meets deaf reader, who works in the art studio and has a service dog that is protective over her but likes steve
Pairings: Steve Rogers x Deaf!Fem!Reader
A/N: this one is so cute! Thanks so much for request and I apologize that it took so long! I do want to mention that I am not deaf, so if I get anything wrong or offend anyone, please let me know so I can learn and grow! Enjoy!
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After a long mission, Steve couldn’t wait to get back to Brooklyn. His apartment was calling his name. But, he needed to stop at the grocery store first.
As he walked down the street, he noticed a beautiful woman, with the cutest looking dog, walk into the local art studio. Natasha had been telling him about how he needed to put himself out there more, and this was the perfect opportunity. He already knew him and this woman had one thing in common: art.
So, Steve made his way into the art studio, hearing the bell above the door ring.
He wasn’t the only one who heard it, with your sweet service dog (Nellie) nudging her nose into your hand. You looked up, turning around from the counter and giving a polite smile to the handsome man who walked in. You couldn’t help but recognize him from somewhere, but you would have to think about that later since he was approaching you.
You hadn’t grabbed your name tag from the desk yet, but thankfully your service dog’s vest said everything so things didn’t get awkward when the man realized you couldn’t hear.
Steve noticed the dogs vest as he got closer, seeing it say “Service Dog for Hearing.” He glanced up at the woman and smiled, before pulling out a pen and notebook that he always kept with him.
While you stood there, waiting for him to write, you couldn’t help but notice the small blush on his cheeks. The way he nervously fidgeted with the pen as he finished the sentence, then held out the book and pen for you to respond. On it, he wrote “I couldn’t help but notice how beautiful you were. Can I have your name?”
Now was your time to get nervous. You looked up at him and then back down as you took the pen. You noticed that Nellie hadn’t gotten in front of you, something she normally did when meeting new people. She must’ve liked him.
You wrote down your name in the book and then asked for his, where he wrote it back to you.
Nellie bumped your hand with her nose, making you look down to her and then noticing she wanted to take a break. You gave her the command and then watched as she took a few steps towards Steve, then licked his hand.
You laughed softly, covering your mouth in semi-shock since you’d never seen her be so friendly with a stranger before.
Steve smiled and bent down, petting Nellie’s head. Once he got back up, Nellie returned to your side and sat down, her tail settling on the floor.
“Would you mind if I got your number, so we could get coffee sometime?” Steve wrote on the pad, then passed it over to you.
With a slightly shaky hand, you agreed, smiling at him as you handed him the paper back with your number and full name on it.
He took out his phone and typed it in, then sent you a quick text so you would have his number as well.
“I’ll see you later, (Y/N). Have a good day.” He gave you a final piece of paper, waving to you before he turned and walked away.
You couldn’t help but feel giddy with your newly acquired date as you turned to your phone, writing a quick reply back to him before you got back to signing in for work.
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imaginedreamwrite · 1 year
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Not a request for your picture drop but could I request a little drabble on soulmates? Someone on my timeline reblogged a lot of soulmate fics today and I'm hooked again.
Maybe for Steve or Bucky?
It was the moment the door opened and they’d been cast into the decked out theme, that made them question whether or not they actually wanted to be here. It was the moment the smell of freshly made popcorn hit their noses followed by the shrieks and laughter of kids running as best as they could, that made them wonder if being roped into Stark’s charity event was as accidental as he claimed.
Neither Steve nor Bucky was opposed to being present at these charity events, neither one of them would truly negate the chance to give back however it was working closely with whatever whims Tony Stark had for them that was anxiety inducing.
All he had told the two super soldiers was to arrive exactly at 2pm and show up in their uniforms with their personas on full display. With the two men closely aligned, as being each others soulmates and just missing one third of themselves, they could detect more than most who were without any indicators of who their other half was.
“Its captain America!” A little boy with an oxygen tank being wheeled behind him had scooted toward Steve, and in a single bound had made all hesitations dissipate from the soldiers body.
“Sick kids hospital, didn’t Tony tell you?” Clint had slipped past the two, watching them as they were getting nearly bombarded with kids. “They’re raising money for new beds, new monsters, a new intensive care unit-”
“And the Winter Soldier!” Bucky was tugged forward, caught off balance and nearly stumbled flat on his face as a little girl reached for his arm in wonderment.
“Still wanna leave, punk?” Bucky teased Steve, looking back at one half of his soulmate with questioning gaze that centred entirely on Steve’s daze. “Steve? Ya alright, pal?”
Steve had felt the cusps of full colour slowly radiating into his field of vision, the hues of faint light hitting him with the all too real sense that he was in the same room as their missing piece. The kids around him were eager for attention and he was not one who wanted to disappoint them however he was held captive by a woman talking with Clint.
“Bucky-” Steve spoke his name, his throat and voice cracking as an air of suspense whipped around him and his world became brighter and more Saturday’s.
“Captain America! Captain America!” Kids scrambled to gain his attention as the world around him shifted into a new direction and dimension.
“Holy shit-!” Bucky cursed, coming to stand straight and tall, his eyes likely also becoming overwhelmed with colours that had never yet been see .
“THE WINTER SOLDIER SAID A BAD WORD!” The kids around them chortled, cackling and screaming in glee as Steve and Bucky were completely enraptured by a woman on the other side of the room.
Coney Island indoors, a fair inside for kids who may never have the chance to go. It was a fair to raise money for sick kids, and it was a cause Steve could get fully behind. He was a sickly child once, he was a child who could’ve died any number of times over and over again.
It was a Coney Island theme filled with colours and sensations, and yet all he could focus on was the missing part of himself and Bucky.
“Colours-”
“I never knew the world could be so gorgeous.” Steve inhaled and exhaled slowly, his eyes fixated toward their soulmate who was as equally shocked and in awe.
Steve’s smile was slow to rise, and he had awkwardly raised his hand to wave twice, back and forth to somehow acknowledge their soulmate.
Bucky had watched Steve, eyebrows furrowed and a soft chuckle threatening to spill from his lips. He was equally endeared by Steve’s continued awkwardness and embarrassed.
“It’s her.” Steve mumbled under his breath, falling back into his task at hand when he crouched and started interacting with the kids surrounding him.
He had only ever raised his head when two additional people joined their little space, and then Steve locked onto a gorgeous pair of eyes that stole his breath and his heart.
“Steve,” Clint addressed Steve and Bucky before introducing his friend, his fingers poignantly moving, “this is Y/N, a volunteer for the sick kids hospital. Y/N this is Steve & Bucky.”
Bucky stood from where he was crouching and inhaled sharply, just as captivated as Steve was.
“I lost my hearing when I was 16,” you used sign language to communicate along with your verbal explanation, fingers forming each word despite them not knowing ASL, “I had meningitis. I recovered but…”
You tapped your left and right ear and then shook your hand to signify your ability to only partially hear. It was a message that was received with the weight of the two soldiers finding out you were theirs, another layer to the life-altering news of the day.
“I can talk and I use sign language but-”
“Bucky,” Steve drew his hand between Bucky and himself, “Steve-”
“I think she knows, pal.” Bucky nudged Steve, attempting to save him from further embarrassment, only to falter himself when the sound of your laughter rang in their ears.
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geminixevans-stan · 2 years
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Little Elf
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Pairing: Biker!Steve Rogers x Female Reader
Words: 2.9k+
Summary: The reader wanted to spread some hoeliday cheer by giving a gift. But what comes with that gift is something that she’s wanted all along 
Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI, explicit language, explicit content, smut, Anal (f receive), daddy kink, use of handcuffs, spanking, anal play, and aftercare.
A/N: It’s been forever since I’ve written anything and thanks to my sweet flower @maladaptivexxdaydreaming for gracing me with this wonderful request! My muse jumped at it like it owed it money! Anywho! I hope you all love it! Like, comment, & reblog! ♥
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I do not consent to my work being copied, plagiarized, or translated in any way >:P
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You thought it would be a good idea to show him an early Christmas present. Even thought it would be cute to visit him at the clubhouse in an elf costume to hand deliver the gift yourself. 
What you didn’t think about was the consequences of your actions. 
The consequences being you bent over his desk, legs spread wide as both your wrists laid between your thighs with the pretty gift wrapped around them. Your pretty little elf skirt was long gone and the anticipation of what your Steve was going to do had your cunt glistening in the well-lit office. 
“My pretty little elf, what am I going to do with you?” he hums, standing erect as can be as she scanned his handiwork of you on his desk. His growing bulge concealed behind his jeans as he watched your pretty pussy become wetter by the second. 
If only you could see the look in his eyes as he looked you over, your eyesight thoroughly concealed by his favorite bandanna. But, you’ve seen that look more than once before. 
Whenever you decided to try him, that menacing, daring look he gave was all you needed to plead for your life. Even though, they would always fall on deaf ears, causing you to have a sore ass and a wrecked pussy the day after. 
You try to wiggle your way out of the position, only to yelp at the sharp sting of his hand as it landed on your soft cheeks, accompanied by a disapproving sound spilling from his lips. 
“Ah ah little elf, you brought daddy a gift. A gift that I plan on using over and over again.” 
A whimper falls from your lips, causing him to chuckle as you hear his footsteps become more prominent with each step he took. The excitement and nervousness confused you but, your body heating up only had one mission. 
Be good for daddy… we broke a rule
That rule you ask? It was a fairly simple one and when Steve found out that it was broken… He was confused. 
Confused because you looked so goddamn cute and delectable in your Elf outfit and pissed that someone could get a glimpse of his pussy with how short your skirt was. Way above your knees and almost short enough for everyone to see his initials permanently on your skin. 
Steve Rogers could be the sweetest man on Earth… to you anyway. But even he had to let his princess know when and where to not fuck with him. 
What better way to find out than today?
If it was bratty holiday cheer you wanted to spread, he was going to make sure he returned the favor. With perfect strides, he steps in front of you, lifting your chin up with one single finger as she bent down to nip at the skin of your lips, causing you to whimper softly for him. 
“What rule did we break baby? Should be easy to answer since there was nothing under that pretty skirt of yours,” you could just see the smirk on his lips. You knew it just by the sarcastic tone in his voice. 
And you hated it…
With your chin captured between his fingers, you bit your bottom lip, feeling it tremble as you started to speak, “I didn’t wear panties…”
“And why didn’t you, pretty elf?”
You were nervous, that was apparent. Yet, there was something in you that still wanted to test him. To see just how far you could push him until he had you a crying and sore mess. 
With a simple shrug or a shrug that you could do with the position you were in, you give him the prettiest smile that you could give him and say, “I guess I forgot daddy. You know you have to help your dumb baby with these thi-,” his hand wrapping around throat cut off whatever else you needed to say. 
His grip was firm but gentle as he rested his forehead against yours, the scent of his cologne wrapping around your nose as feel his warm breath on your face. 
“You’re my dumb baby, that’s a fact. But not that fucking dumb. Wanted to be cute and now look at you, princess. Dripping all over my desk, and my gift around your wrists,” the slow sucking of his bottom lip being tucked between his teeth, alerted you of just how fucked you really were. 
But, you were in too deep to start begging now. You poked the bear too much and now your ass was going to pay. Your breath was yours once more as you felt him leave the front of you, hearing his footsteps in the same area but now behind you. 
“Thought long and hard about what I should do, princess and I’m going to apologize to that tight hole of yours for what I’m about to do to it,” his voice gravelly as he moves closer to you, gripping the soft globes of your ass before letting go and smacking them both at the same time. 
A guttural moan escapes your throat at how deliciously painful the sting was to your skin, painful pins radiating through your scalp the moment Steve pulled your hair back and brought his hand back down to your skin again over and over.
“What? You want them to hear you too? Does my princess like being looked at? Heard by others?” he asks as she slides his hand over your throat again, squeezing even tighter, “I think I saw Ari with his eyes on you. Think he heard you just now?”
The grip on your throat caused for little words to spill out. But, you knew to answer or things would get much, much worse, “N-no daddy… No… AH!!” you shriek, feeling a harder slap on your other cheek. 
Steve pulls your hair taut, leaning your head against his shoulder as she licks a slow stripe up your cheek, “You’re lying, little slut. I know you better than you know yourself. And…” his voice lowers, slipping his hand from your throat, you feel his thick digits spread your drenched folds open, running them up and down.
“My pussy tells me a different story, don’t you my precious cum dump?”
It was all true, your body betrayed you every single time. Steve had the key and he knew how to please your pussy like no other person could. From your very first date, Steve had claimed you and your sweet pussy as his and you let him. 
Over and over and over again….
There was no denying him at this point. No reason to even put up a front to him. Whatever he had planned was going to happen no matter how hard you pleaded and besides…
You knew you could stop him whenever you said the magic word
The easy way out was not what you were looking for. You wanted Steve. Wanted to be his little fuck toy until he was tired and now was your chance. With a shaky breath, you let out a soft giggle, swiping your tongue over your bottom lip as you looked up at him, “Maybe daddy… Maybe Ari could fuck me better. Seems like you’ve lost your touch”
Silence…. Absolute silence.
Steve let out a low chuckle, the tick in his jaw apparent as he slowly let your hair go, “Oh princess… my sweet girl. I think you really are fucking dumb,” a low growl erupts from his lips, encasing you in his arms as she carefully takes you over to his sofa, dropping you down carefully. 
He positions you with your face to the cushion, ass up and your wrists nestled between your legs as he takes his spot behind you, his chuckle returning as she grips your ass cheeks tightly and letting them go. 
Your thighs were beyond drenched with slick, fresh droplets hanging from your lips as Steve admired you from behind. 
“It’s such a shame, pretty elf. You look so good like this. Too bad you had to be a fuckin’ brat,” he murmurs, slapping your ass again as you hear the jingle of his belt being loosened and the button of his jeans popping. You can hear the rustle of his jeans and briefs being pushed down the same time, anticipation lacing your body as you lay your head against the plush sofa. 
You sway your ass in the air, smirking before crying out as she lands another swat on your cheek, “Daddy please!”
Steve hums, sinking two fingers inside your drenched cunt as he pumps them slowly in and out of your soaked hole, “Oh we’re so done with manners baby. You wanted all my attention and now you have it,” coldness lacing his throat as he pumps his fingers inside you, hooking them expertly to bump against your spongy spot. 
Moans slip from your lips as you feel him stretch and scissor your slippery opening, coating his fingers in your slick as you fall deeper and deeper into pleasure. Your body heating up from how close he could push you to the end. 
“Oh… fuck, daddy. That’s so good, m’ so close” you whisper softly, feeling your cunt flutter and drip before he snatches his fingers from you. You whine protest, yelping when he slaps your ass again. 
He leans over your body, his cock, pressing against your opening as your eyes flutter closed, “Only good girls get to cum. Let’s see how nice I am after I wreck that pretty hole of yours,” smacking your ass again before sinking his cock into your wet channel, groaning when he feels you wrap around him. 
Steve curses under his breath, sinking in deeper as you let out a low groan, feeling every inch of him stretch you out, feeling him pulse inside of you. He leans back from your frame, spreading your cheeks apart and spitting on your puckered hole before slowly sinking his thumb inside and thrusts deeply into your tight pussy. 
He snaps his hips slowly, inching his thumb deeper into your ass, leaning his head back as he enjoys the warmth of you around him, “Why’d ya have to be a brat baby? Huh?” he grunts, sliding all the way out to the tip, and thrusting back in as she knocks the breath out of you. 
With each snap of his hips, Steve stretches you more and more, removing his thumb as you hear the pop of a top open and cold fluid drip over your tight hole. You try to move away, feeling both of his hands pull you back on his cock. 
Your mouth hangs open at the feel of every inch of him inside of you, trembling when you know what’s coming next. 
Steve wasted no time pulling from you, resting his cock between your soft cheeks. He grabs both globes in his hands, massaging them softly as she feels you relax for him, “That’s it my pretty elf, be good for me. Don’t wanna hurt you too bad,” he whispers, sliding his cock up and down between your cheeks, tucking his bottom lip between his teeth, closing his eyes slowly. 
You feel his cock harden fully, eyes widening under your blindfold at the damage you know he could do. Breathing deeply, you stay still, as he lines his cock up with your puckered hole, beginning to slowly push past the tight ring.
“Fuck… me” you groan out, clenching your hands closed as he sinks his thick cock further inside of you, feeling the stretch of every single inch, “Fuckfuckfuckkkkk, daddy”
“Goddammit princess, need to fuck this hole more often. Gripping me like a fucking vice” he grunts happily when he pushes every inch inside of you, “Look at that perfect ass. Swallowing my dick like a champ,” admiration in his tone as he squirts more lube on your hole. 
He throws down the bottle, gripping your hips as she pulls his hips back and sliding back in slowly to get you used to his size before slamming back in gripping you tightly.
 
“Holy fuck! I didn’t mean it, daddy! Ow!” 
Steve snaps his hips over and over, reaching down to rub circles over your clit as you begin to relax your tight ring around him, “Hm, I think you did baby. I think you wanted this. You wanted them to see what’s mine” he growls, changing the pace of his thrusts as he strokes you deeper, making you cry out in ecstasy. 
He reaches forward, gripping your hair in his hand as he pounds your ass, the loud sounds of slapping skin and the noises coming from your lips echoing against the walls. You squeeze around him tighter, feeling the pleasure bloom in your core from the double stimulation. 
“I just… wanted.. Fuck!” you whimper as his strokes become deeper and quicker. Juices dripping on his fingers as your mind goes blank.
“What was that pretty elf? Couldn’t hear you” he snaps his hips once making your cry out, “You were say dumb baby?” snapping his hips twice as you make the same noise again, “What’s the matter princess? Hm? Don’t tell you went dumb already” he coos, taking you squeezing around him as his answer before pounding you once more. 
You words were incoherent, save for the sounds don’t stop daddy. Just like that. As you say it over and over again. All that was left of you was a blissed out slut, taking every single inch that her daddy gave her. 
Wanted to get back on his good side was everything as he was showing you what happens when rules are broken. Steve couldn’t even be mad at you for acting out. He was busy beyond belief and there wasn’t anything else he would rather do than to be with you all day. 
In some way, right now, he was making up for it. But oh, he was more than willing to put you back where you belonged in the process. You’ve acted out before but not to this extent. Steve had to make sure that his lesson was well learned.
He placed his hand at the small of your back, making you arch more as he crossed his arms over your ass and pounded into you tight hole deeply, making you feel every single part of him. 
“Oh.. My… daddy… daddy” you whisper for only him to hear. Your head reaching into the clouds the higher he took you to pure bliss and pleasure.
Steve kept using you to his pleasure, keeping his pace just right as he could feel you squeezing him tighter and tighter, signaling the end coming near. He releases you from his grip, leaning over to tilt your head up with his hand as she strokes you deeply.
“Does my little elf wanna cum? Hm?” he asks, smiling when he sees you nod frantically, the act was all he needed to return him back to wrecking your ass. 
With precision, Steve kept your back arched with his hand keeping you pressed down, snapping his hips, as the clapping sound of skin centered back to what he was doing. He licked his other fingers, dropping them down as he rubbed quick tight circles around your clit, hearing you moan out softly. 
Spurts of slick dripped down into his palm as she brought it up to lick every single drop before returning his fingers back to your clit, “That’s my fucking girl. Cum for me little elf. Cum hard for daddy. Right. Now” he growls, while punctuating every syllable with the snap of his hips. 
You didn’t need to be told twice, the dam gushing out of your pulsating pussy was first before your mouth flew open, the most pornographic sounds spilling from them as orgasm after orgasm began to crash down on you. 
The splashing of your release quickly triggered his as he pushed deep inside of you, filling you tight hole with rope after rope of his cum. Steve held your hips, groaning loudly as she filled you, “Fuck! Goddamn, princess, keep cummin’ on my cock just like that,” Steve’s voice trembled as he emptied himself, pulling out and slamming back in as he filled you with another load.
The pulse of his cock only triggered another release for you, feeling yourself collapse on the couch as Steve followed you, kissing down your back slowly before pulling out and unlocking the handcuffs from your wrists. 
You try to move, only to be pushed down softly when you hear the clicking sound of a camera, tensing up automatically. 
Steve presses a kiss to your shoulder, before the sound happens again, “Just me, princess. Just taking a pic of art,” he murmurs, almost getting hard again at his cum leaking out of your ass. 
He hums, softly, taking you in his arms as he lays back on the couch with you on his lap. You rest your head on his shoulder, relaxing as she rubs aloe all over your cheeks, kissing your body all over as she takes care of you.
“Did so good for me, so fucking good,” he whispers, opening up a bottle of water and pressing it to your lips, giving a satisfied hum when you drink half the bottle before pushing it away.
Steve holds you tight, feeling the light breath on his neck as you lay on him, feeling completely satisfied. You feel his soft lips, press to your temple, making you snuggle close as she gives a soft chuckle.
“What did we learn baby?” 
The answer rings in your ear as you lean up to look into his eyes, smiling softly, “Never wear panties…”
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As Long As You’re Mine - Mob!Steve Rogers x Reader
A/N: Inspired by As Long As You’re Mine from Wicked
Summary: Mob life can be full of outdated traditions so you try to cling on your freedoms for as long as possible
Word Count: 5.6k
Warnings: Mob Elements! Forced Arranged Marriage! Language! Mention of guns! Mention of Drugs! Language! Brief SMUT 18+ ONLY! Minors DNI!
Dividers by @firefly-graphics​
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Sitting in the large sunroom you let out a long sigh staring out at the large garden sprawling out in front of you. This was the first time you felt peace in weeks. Ever since the sudden passing of your father, life had been turned upside down, your brother stepping into a role he’d not been expecting to take for decades.
“Your brother wants to talk to you” Romero stated behind you.
“Where?” You ask not looking away from the fountain outside.
“His office” Romero answers.
“You mean my father’s office” you mutter barely glancing over your shoulder.
“Yes miss,” Romero says.
“Fine” you sigh pushing yourself up from your chair.
Walking out of the sunroom you held your head up as you passed the various guards that now stood around the house. With your family and its business in a weakened state following the death of your father, the extra guards were needed, not only for protection but as a demonstration of strength.
“You requested my presence?” You state walking into the office not even bothering to knock.
Your brother looks up with an irritated look on his face. A man you didn’t recognise stood to the side, his brow arched as he studied you. Normally you completely ignored strangers, especially ones clearly involved in the family business. But this man had a gravitational pull that had you glancing over at him.
The first thing you noticed was his piercing blue eyes that despite the cool colour, hid some warmth. He had long rugged blonde hair and a beard to match, which did nothing to hide his pink plump lips.
“Sit down” your brother directed, pulling your attention away from the stranger, gesturing to the chair opposite the desk.
“What do you want Bryce, you know I don’t enjoy being in here” you state as you sit down, leaning back in your chair, one leg crossed over the other.
“This is Steve,” Bryce says waving over to the stranger “he’s your personal bodyguard, you’re not to leave his sight”
“What?” You snap sitting up “you can’t be serious I don’t need a babysitter”
“Are the guards outside not a reminder of our precarious situation right now?”  Bryce bites back “since I have no wife, and no desire for one either, you are who all our enemies are going to go after”
You scoff shaking your head “oh this is ridiculous!”
“It’s only temporary, I’m sure you’re new husband will have his own bodyguards to look after you” Bryce sighs waving his hand as he leaned back in his chair.
“What?” You choked out, you had no new husband, you had no one.
“It was father’s dying wish to have you married off well, merge our family with another strengthening us” Bryce explains.
“So I get no say in the matter?” You state in disbelief.
“Don’t worry I’ll pick someone mutually beneficial” Bryce mutter noncommittally.
You scoff “this is bullshit! I thought you’d be different to father” you spit at your brother.
As you stormed out of the office you heard heavy footsteps following after you. Whipping around you come face to face with Steve.
“Fuck off” you growl pointing up at him in warning.
A warning that fell on deaf ears as you heard Steve following behind you the entire way to your bedroom. As you stormed inside you went to slam the door in his face but he easily caught it with his large hand.
“Do I not get the privacy of my own room” you question your voice sharp.
“Yes, but I need to conduct a sweep, see what I’m working with entrance and exit wise” Steve reasons, his voice level, face expressionless “You’re most likely to be killed or taken in the safety of your room, that chance will be lowered if I know what I’m dealing with, I’ll be quick” he adds when you don’t budge.
You let out an annoyed huff but step aside letting him into your room. You stood to the side, arms crossed as you watched him walk around your bedroom. He poked his head into your closet and bathroom, looked behind your curtains and tapped against your windows.
“They’re bulletproof” you state “are you done now? I want to relax”
“Yes, but we should limit the amount of time you’re alone to the night” Steve states still looking around your room.
“Well I want a shower and I doubt my brother will take you loitering around very well” you warn, narrowing your eyes at him condescendingly.
“Fine but as soon as you’re decent we should go back downstairs” Steve states looking back over at you.
“Whatever just fuck off already” you scoff waving him off as your turned and walked into your bathroom.
You waited until you heard your bedroom door close before reaching in and turning on your shower. But you didn’t get in, instead, you left it running as you slipped back into your bedroom. You grabbed a book from your bookcase and settled down on your bed to relax for the next few hours until you wanted to leave.
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“I want to go outside” you huff in frustration glaring up at Steve.
“And I told you there was a perimeter breach last night, you’re to stay inside until everything is secure” Steve states his distractingly large arms crossed over his chest.
“This is ridiculous! I can’t see my friends! I can’t have a minute of peace! I can’t even go into my own goddamn garden to enjoy the nice weather!” You exclaim gesturing wildly.
Steve lets out a long sigh “how about a compromise”
That caught your attention, your brow arching questionably “what kind of compromise”
“Give me half an hour to ensure the surrounding area is secure and you can relax in the sunroom, enjoy the sunshine in there” Steve offers, his tone much more gentle than before.
You mimic his stance, studying him for a moment “fine” you agree.
“Okay, wait here with Romero I’ll get you once it’s secured,” Steve says nodding over to Romero before turning and walking away.
You let out a long sigh as you sat down, setting the satchel you were carrying down. You rested your chin in your palm as you waited for Steve to return, staring up at the large portrait of your father above the mantlepiece.
“Prick” you muttered under your breath, glaring up at his portrait.
It was his wish that landed you in this situation. Growing up Bryce had been different, when your father died you hoped that you’d be free from an arranged marriage. Yet even in death, his stupid ideals were haunting you.
You hadn’t realised how long you’d be stewing until Steve walked back in “the sunroom is secure” he states gesturing towards the door.
You nodded in acknowledgement, grabbing your satchel and walking out towards the sunroom without a word. You settled down in the large wicker chair in the corner, leaning back and basking in the sunlight, your eyes closing.
The sound of shuffling behind you had you peeking your eye open, glancing over your shoulder to see Steve standing in the far corner. He was always standing, you weren’t sure if he’d ever sat down in your presence. He didn’t seem bothered by it but his feet must be sore.
“You can sit down you know?” You tell him closing your eyes again.
“I’m fine,” Steve says but you heard him shuffling again.
“I can hear you shifting your weight, I’m your boss and I'm telling you to sit down” you state shifting so you were more comfortable.
You heard a tiny huff of a laugh “your brother is my boss” he points out.
“Exactly you’re employed by my family and I’m telling you to sit,” you tell him.
For a minute you didn’t hear anything, but then you heard footsteps, the sound of a chair moving and a quiet sigh as Steve sat down.
You peeked open an eye, smirking to yourself when you saw his unguarded relaxed face “better?” You ask.
Steve just lets out a noncommittal him.
“So where are you from Steve?” You ask opening your eyes as you look over at him.
Steve arches a brow, a surprised look on his face “you’ve changed your tune”
You just shrug your shoulders “I can’t seem to get rid of you so may as well get to know you”
The corner of Steve’s mouth twitches upwards “Brooklyn” he says answering your previous question.
“Oh,” you hum in surprise “What’s the mob scene like there? Just as backwards and twisted as the Boston scene?”
Steve sighs leaning back in his seat “it’s different, the NYPD cracked down on mobs pretty hard so they have evolved” he says.
You tilt your head in confusion “evolved?” You question.
“They’re not families anymore, it's one big syndicate, all run by one guy but nobody knows who they are” Steve explains.
“So you never worked for him? Met him?” You ask, Steve just shook his head in answer.
“I’d love to live in New York” you sigh looking out of the window.
“Really?” Steve asked surprised “you don’t get views like this in New York,” he says nodding to the garden.
“No” you admit “but it's full of life, and bright colours, I visited a few years ago and I felt at home”
“It is a pretty amazing place” Steve hums.
“Do you miss it?” You ask looking over at him.
“Yeah” he nods with a small smile.
“Well, you’re more than welcome to leave the door’s over there,” you say pointing to the door behind you.
Steve lets out a warm laugh, one that made your heart skip a beat “you can’t get rid of me that easily” he smirks.
You let out a long and loud disappointed sigh that makes Steve chuckle gently. As silence falls in the room once more you sit forward, opening up your satchel to grab your sketch pad and pencil.
“You draw?” You heard Steve ask.
You hum nodding your head “it's one of the few skills my father made me learn that I actually enjoy” you explain as you sharpen your pencil.
“You don’t speak highly of him” Steve points out.
You let out a snort of laughter, as you begin to sketch “there isn’t much to speak of, at least not positive”
“What do you mean?” Steve asks.
You let out a long sigh “he was traditional in every sense of the word, but not in a good way” you explain keeping your eyes on the sketch of a flower you were drawing “my and my brother were to be seen and not heard, he paid us no attention at least not until Bryce was old enough to be groomed as a mob leader”
“What about your mother?” Steve asks brows furrowed slightly.
“He didn’t love her, it was an arranged married so he just saw her as someone to give him an heir” you sigh before shrugging your shoulders “she died when I was 12, she’d always try to give me the life she never got, give me some freedom but it was impossible, I knew I’d end up exactly like her, nothing more than a prized piece of meat for breeding,” you say spitting out the last part in disgust.
Steve remains silent to the point that you glance over at him, seeing a hint of concern and sympathy in his eyes.
“When my father died I thought I was free, Bryce always tried to fight for me growing up so I thought I’d be able to go live my life, find and choose who I wanted to spend my life with myself, but I guess I didn’t realise how much my father had poisoned Bryce” you continue shaking your head.
“I’m sorry,” Steve said quietly.
You let out a small huff “it’s alright, not like you can do anything about it”
Steve hums, neither of you saying anything for a moment “who’s your favourite artist?” Steve asks nodding to your sketch.
A smile tugs at your lips at the change of topic “I don’t know, Van Gogh maybe or Frida Kahlo?” You say shrugging your shoulders.
“I’ve always found Picasso interesting, even though his style is very different to mine” Steve admits.
“You paint?” You ask surprised.
Steve smiles gently nodding his head “I prefer sketching but yes”
Without a second thought you reach into your satchel and pull out another sketch pad and pencil “Sketch with me” you say holding out the supplies.
Steve’s eyes widen in surprise for a second before a smile tugs at his lips, reaching out to take the sketchbook from you. You smile back at him, pretending to return your attention back to your own sketch but you instead were watching how Steve reclined back in his chair, crossing one leg over the other to rest his sketchbook against his knee. The look of relaxed concentration on his face as he put the first couple of strokes against the paper.
For hours you and Steve sat in silence sketching, the only noise being the sound being pencils against the paper. You didn’t even stop for food, instead having dinner brought to you in the sunroom.
“What would you do? If you could do what you want? Would you leave mob life” Steve asks after hours of silence.
“No, I’d be wrong to say it doesn’t have its perks, and only people in this life would understand, I just would want more choice and freedom, find someone where I’m an equal not just a bride” you explain with a gentle smile.
There was a beat of silence before Steve closed his sketchbook, standing up from his chair “it's getting late, you should get some sleep” he says holding out the sketchbook for you to take back.
“Keep it,” you say standing up, and packing away your own sketchbook and pencils.
“I’ll bring my own next time,” Steve says reaching out to slide the sketchbook into your bag.
You bit back a smile as you nodded, turning to walk out towards your room. Steve followed a couple of paces behind as always.
“Goodnight Steve” you smile turning back to face him once you reached your room.
“Goodnight Y/N,” he says warmly, his head dipping slightly.
You give him one last smile before slipping inside your room. Walking over to your bed you put down your satchel and began to unpack it, putting your supplies away. When you pulled out the sketchbook you have given Steve, curiosity won out as you opened it up to see what he’d drawn. Your breath caught when you saw it was a portrait of you.
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A couple of weeks later you were woken in the middle of the night by shouting and loud cracking noises. Sitting up you realised the sound was coming from outside. You had only just reached the window, poking your head through the curtains when your door swung open.
“Get away from the window!” Steve shouted, his chest heaving.
Your head snapped in his direction “what?” You ask in confusion.
Steve didn’t say anything he just ran over to you, wrapping his arms around you, one large hand placed securely on the back of your head. He then twists into a crouch, covering you with his body as you hard a loud crack against your window. You let out a screech at the sound, finally realising the cracking noises outside were gunfire.
“You okay?” Steve asks pulling back enough for his eyes to scan over your body.
You quickly nod, your eyes wide as you stared up at him in shock “wha-what’s happening?”
“The house is under attack, looks like Hansen, we need to get you out of here,” Steve says repositioning you so you were still covered but on your feet.
You just nod allowing him to guide you out of the room. He kept you both in a crouched position, his arm around you, hand on the back of your head. He leads you out of your room, down the corridor and into a safe room.
To anyone else, it just looked like a closet, but you knew of the reinforced locks. Bulletproof walls and door.
Steve led you over to a plush chair in the corner, carefully setting you down before returning his attention back to the locked door. His hand on his gun ready to fire at a moment's notice.
You curled up in the chair, your knees brought up to your chest. You were shivering, not only from the cold since you only wore silk shorts and a vest, but also as the adrenaline left your body.
Steve glanced over his shoulder at you when he heard you move, his brows furrowing for a second before he shrugged off his jacket.
“Here,” he says offering you his jacket.
When you don’t move he steps closer, carefully wrapping it around your shoulders. He then crouched down in front of you, gently tugging the jacket around you.
“You’re safe, it’s gonna be okay” he reassured you gently, his large hand brushing over your head soothingly.
“Thank you” you whispered.
“I’m not gonna let anything happen to you, it’s okay,” Steve says softly,  his hand slipping into yours, the reassuring squeeze he gave providing more warmth than his jacket.
You could only manage a small nod of your head, Steve gave you another smile as he stands back up. Putting himself back on guard duty.
What felt like hours passed until you heard a knocking on the door. Both you and Steve went on guard, Steve pulling out his gun as he stood with his back to the wall. He gestures for you to hide behind your chair with his free g huff hand, waiting until you were crouched behind your chair before unlocking the door. He opens it a crack, only enough to see out.
“Clear?” He asks.
“Clear” you hear Bryce confirm “is she safe?”
Steve puts his gun away as he opens the door enough for Bryce to step in “shaken but fine”
You stand up from your hiding space, your breath catching when you saw Bryce’s busted lip and black eye “Bryce” you gasped.
“It’s nothing you should see the other guy” Bryce waves off with a small smirk, crossing the room and sitting down with a heavy sigh.
“Did Hansen show?” Steve asks hands on his hips.
“No, just his goons but we’ve taken one for interrogation, find out exactly what his motives were” Bryce sighs cracking his knuckles.
“It was probably a test run to see how weak you are, so when they hit again they know where to strike” Steve answers
“Shit” Bryce mutters “I need to secure a deal soon,” he says glancing over at you.
“What if that’s what this is all about?” You argue, Steve glancing over at you with a brow arched “Hansen’s a hitman by trade, what if he’s been hired to spook you into closing a deal sooner, one that doesn’t actually benefit you”
Bryce scoffs and shakes his head at the idea but Steve speaks up “it's a possibility, one I wouldn’t rule out even if it is a slim chance”
“Whatever” Bryce mutters pushing himself up from his chair “Your room is compromised so until it's secure again you’ll be sleeping in mother’s old room”
Your heart was hammering in your chest. You hadn’t stepped foot in your mother’s room since the week of her death. The last time you’d completely broken down.
“Bryce no…” you start, your voice wobbling but he was already out the door.
You look over at Steve to see him already looking back at you with a concerned look in his eyes “I’ll make sure you’re room is secure as soon as possible”
You swallow the lump of emotion, wrapping your arms around yourself. You gave him a quick nod before quietly walking out the door towards your mother’s room.
Steve walked a few paces behind you as always but when you froze in front of the door, he stopped much closer than he’s ever done before.
“I’ll need to conduct a sweep,” Steve says quietly.
You nod but don’t move. Steve instead placed a hand on the small of your back, reaching around you to open the door. A blast of cold air hit you, but you weren’t sure if you just imagined it. Steve gently guided you inside, closing the door behind you.
As he stepped away to start his sweep a chill entered your body. You hugged yourself tighter as you began to shiver, stepping back until your back hit the wall behind you.
“All clear, get some rest it's been a long night,” Steve says turning back to you.
As he began walking towards the door it felt like you couldn’t breathe “wait” you managed to gasp.
Steve haltered looking over at you in concern “what’s wrong? He asks taking a step towards you.
“I-I can’t stay here I just can’t” you whisper tears spilling from your eyes.
Steve’s face falls as he walks over to you, putting his hands on your shoulders “I understand but it’s not safe anywhere else” he says gently.
“Please” you beg.
You see the conflicted look on his face “sweetheart” he whispered “it’s not safe, I have to keep you safe”
“I can’t Steve” you cry shaking your head “I can’t sleep in the same bed she died in”
Steve lets out a long sigh “okay how about a compromise?” He offers “stay here, but we’ll sleep on the floor”
“We?” You mutter in confusion.
“I can’t leave you like this,” Steve said gently, cupping your cheek and wiping away your tears “unless you want to be alone?”
“No, no,” you say quickly “Please don’t leave me”
“I won’t, now why don’t you go freshen up while I get everything sorted” Steve promised.
You nod sniffing back your tears, shooting Steve a grateful look as you step away towards the bathroom.
By the time you re-emerged, Steve had created a bed for you on the floor. Made up of pillows blankets and your duvet from your room.
“I sent Romero to get them, thought it would make you more comfortable,” Steve says answering your silent question.
“Thank you Steve, it means a lot” you smile gracefully.
You walk over and settle down in your makeshift bed. Of course, it wasn’t as comfortable as your actual bed, but it was familiar and if you closed your eyes you could pretend you were back in your room. As you lay down Steve walked away to go sit in a nearby chair.
“Aren’t you sleeping?” You ask him.
“No, just in case Hansen decides to strike twice in one night,” Steve says turning around to face you.
“Can you sit with me?” You ask looking up at him hopefully.
A small smile tugs at his lips and he walks back towards you. He sits down in beside you, back leaning against the wall.
“Get some rest” Steve orders gently.
You smile up at him, reaching out to take his hand “thank you Steve, for everything” you whisper before letting yourself fall asleep, still holding onto his hand.
When you woke the following morning you were somewhat surprised to find you’d moved in your sleep. You’d dropped Steve’s hand, but instead you now had your head in his lap. His hand was now also resting on your waist, thumb absentmindedly moving back and forth.
“Mornin’” Steve murmured, “sleep well?”
You shift so you could look up at him. As you did so you felt your heart skip a beat when you saw him giving you a warm and lazy smile. The memories of last night flashed through your mind, not of the sound of bullets and your brother’s beaten face, but of how Steve looked after you, called you sweetheart. In that moment you couldn’t deny the blossoming feelings you’d been denying the past couple of months.
You sit up, turning to face him. Your eyes roam his face for a moment, while his remains on yours. Your steady hand reached up to cup his cheek, thumb brushing over his thick beard. Before you could convince yourself this was a bad idea, you leant in, your lips brushing against his.
“Sweetheart” Steve whispered his voice pained “last night was a lot, you can’t be thinking straight”
“I am, I promise” you mutter, forehead pressed against his “I’ve thought this since I met you” you admit.
Steve doesn’t say or do anything for a moment, long enough that you started to pull back. But then he gripped your lips pulling you to straddle his lap, his lips crashing against yours. You hum appreciatively against his lips, completely melting into his embrace.
“Bryce can’t know” you warn “it doesn’t matter you’re twice his size, he’ll kill you if he finds out”
“I can handle myself sweetheart” Steve promises, his fingers gently brushing some hair behind your ear.
“Steve,” you say pleadingly “I can talk him out of this marriage crap, find other ways to build alliances and then we can be free”
Steve nods cupping your cheek and bringing your lips back to his “I trust you doll” he murmured against your lips.
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From that day onwards you and Steve were more inseparable than you were before. Every day he kept you company and kept you safe. Every night he loved you, held you close and made you feel safe in a completely different way.
Every day you also made time to talk to Bryce, trying to convince him that marriage was not the only way to build alliances. You suggested multiple different ways and it looked like he was beginning to cave and consider it.
That was until he called you into his office.
“I thought you’d want to hear this news alone,” Bryce said as you sat down putting you on guard immediately.
“What news?” You question.
“I’ve finally managed to secure you a match, you’ll be marrying Ransom Drysdale” Bryce states.
“You can’t be serious!” You exclaim.
“I’m perfectly serious, he’s the heir of the longest-standing mob families in Boston, you couldn’t find a better match,” Bryce says remaining completely calm.
“He’s an idiot! We could get a much better deal with Levinson or Barber without having to subject me to marriage!” You argue standing up from your chair.
“It was father’s wish” Bryce reminds you.
“To hell with him! He was a piece of shit and you know it” you shout pointing down at him.
“He gave us all of this!” Bryce finally snaps standing up and gesturing around.
“At what cost!” You screech in anger.
“This marriage is happening and you can’t change it! Backing out would only give Drysdale the ammunition to wipe us out! Do you want that? All of us dead because of your selfish actions” Bryce roared.
You flinched back, the memory of whenever your father yelled at you flashing in front of your eyes. You blink a couple of times as his words sink in. You had no choice, you had to go through with it. To protect everyone in this family, those who worked for you, for Steve.
“Okay,” you whisper.
Bryce breaths out a sigh of relief “good, I’m glad you’ve seen sense”
You just swallowed the lump in your throat nodding your head “I’m going to get an early night” you manage to croak out.
“Fine, I’ll see you later, I’m going out for the night,” Bryce says slipping on his jacket, opening one of the desk drawers and pulling out a small bag of white powder and slipping it into his pocket.
“Have a nice night, don’t do anything stupid” you tell him quietly.
“Now where’s the fun in that” Bryce smirks walking over to you “see you tomorrow” he presses a gentle kiss to the top of your head before walking out of the office.
You breathe out a shaky breath, quickly wiping away a stray tear before walking out of the office. You head straight to your bedroom, walking as quickly as you could, feeling the wave of emotion threatening to crash down over you.
When you spot Steve standing outside your bedroom you broke down. A sob escaped your lips as your hand covered your mouth. Steve’s face fell as he rushed over, arm wrapped around your shoulders quickly guiding you into your room.
He gets you to sit on your bed, cupping your cheeks as he crouched down in front of you “sweetheart, what’s wrong? What happened?”
“I tried, I really tried but you couldn’t stop it but I can’t” you sobbed shaking your head.
Steve sighed knowingly exactly what you meant “we can work something out sweetheart” Steve reassures you.
“No-no we can’t, because he chose Drysdale and nothing can stop him when he sets his mind to something, and if I run or back out he’ll kill everyone here, he’ll kill you” you explain shaking your head, Steve opens his mouth to say something but you interrupt “and don’t say you can handle yourself because you can’t not against him” you sigh.
Steve just sighed leaning forward to press his forehead against yours “I’m sorry” he whispered.
“I’m just so pissed, I thought I’d gotten Bryce to change his mind, but he still went ahead and picked Drysdale, the worst option possible” you state shaking your head “I don’t care if he’s the heir of the longest standing mob family in Boston, he’s reckless one step away from getting caught by the FBI, or he’ll blow every dollar they’ve earnt! Barber or Levinson would have been better options! And I wouldn’t have had to marry either of them” you say breaking down again.
“I’m sorry sweetheart, I’m so sorry” Steve sighed cupping your cheeks and kissing your forehead.
“I don’t want to lose you” you whimper shaking your head.
“I know, I don’t want to lose you either” Steve whispers pressing kisses to your forehead.
“I just don’t know what to do” you mutter your eyes meeting his.
“What can I do?” Steve asks quietly.
“Just hold me, kiss me, just make this moment where you’re mine last forever” you plead.
Steve looked at you sadly but nodded. He kissed away your tears, before kissing you deeply. His hand rested on your hip guiding you back onto the bed and laying you down gently.
Your back arched when his lips travelled across your jawline and down your neck. His hand gripped your hip tightly, normally he was always so gentle but tonight you welcomed his rougher side. Because it reminded you that he was actually here, it gave you something to hold onto.
You held onto him tightly with every thrust home he made. You clung to every bruising kiss he gave you. You wished that every mark he made lasted a lifetime so you could remember this moment forever.
Once you both found your highs Steve held onto tightly. He kissed away the tears you hadn’t realised you’d shed. He muttered sweet nothings into your ears, reassuring you everything would be okay.
He swore that you’d be okay. You wanted to believe him, but you couldn’t because you knew it wasn’t true. You were about to be trapped into a loveless marriage, forced to produce an heir. All while knowing the man you truly loved was out there, out of your reach. A love that burnt bright, but far too short.
“I love you Steve” you whispered looking up at him, tears in your eyes.
“I love you too” Steve muttered, cupping your cheek and kissing you deeply.
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That night after you’d fallen asleep Steve slipped out of the bed. He silently crept towards the bathroom, not bothering to turn on the light so he wouldn’t accidentally wake you.
Closing the door behind him, he walked to the far corner and pulled out his phone. Staring down at the screen he wondered whether he was brainless or wise for what he was considering.
Glancing back towards the door, where you lay only a few feet away, he knew what he had to do. He had to fix this problem and nothing was going to stop him.
He dialled the number he needed, the line connecting after only a couple of rings.
“What’s wrong?” Bucky questioned.
“There’s been a change of plans, forget the Langleys, we’re taking down Drysdale and the Thrombeys instead” Steve states keeping his voice low.
“What happened?” Bucky asks.
“I’ve just learnt that there’s bigger fish to fry, and maybe the Langleys would be a good ally” Steve shrugs.
Bucky chuckles down the line “you fell for the girl didn’t you?”
Steve lets out a long sigh, there was no lying to his childhood friend “yes, can I trust you to put the gears in motion? I’m gonna hang around a little longer before heading back to New York”
“Not a problem boss” Bucky confirms.
“Good, how’s the rest of the syndicate?” Steve questions.
“Blissfully unaware that the top boss isn’t even in the state” Bucky smirks.
“Just the way I like it, see you soon buck” Steve smiles.
“Later punk,” Bucky says before hanging up.
Walking back into the bedroom he paused by the bed, looking down and watching you sleep. He was going to set you free.
Steve had never met Drysdale, but the trust fund prick had just made a deadly enemy. Because nobody took what the leader of the New York syndicate wanted and lived to tell the tale.
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Captain America: Civil War ft. Static (8) | s.r
Pairings: Steve Rogers x Stark!Reader, Tony Stark x Stark!Reader (siblings)
Genre: Angsty McAngsterson!
Summary: Rhodey's down for the count, and Romanoff and Y/n are the ones to be blamed. If they'd just listened to Tony, none of this would have happened.
(These scenes incorporate y/n, codename—Static, into the pre-existing story as a character without making drastic changes to the plot or mythos. All the major plot points from the MCU remain in place with the addition of the reader as Static, who is not only a Stark but also enhanced. Whatever events from the canon aren’t mentioned, take place without much change.)
Warnings: Swearing, Mentions of Past Trauma
a/n: this took me a grand total of two fucking months
Captain America: Civil War ft. Static (7) | Captain America:Civil War ft. Static (9) | Series Masterlist | Age of Ultron (Static Origin Story) | The Avengers (ft. Static) | Captain America: The Winter Soldier (ft. Static) | Static Verse Masterlist
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He turns at the sound of the door to the observation area slamming open. But in all honesty, he feels her before he even hears her. 
“How is he?” She asks. A question thrown out into the air, addressed to no one but born of worry and desperation. She’ll take whatever she can get. He can tell—so will he.
Guilt, however, is an unfearing emotion. 
He doesn’t answer. He stares at her.
He stares at her, and he stares at Romanoff who’s shouldering her weight. He stares at his sister, desperate and pleading and all he wants to do is tell her to fuck off.
Instead he drags both women outside, out of sight, to a balcony.
“The doctors say he shattered L4 through S1. Extreme laceration in the spinal cord,” Tony replies, finally. “Probably looking at some form of paralysis.”
“Fuck,” Y/n whispers. It sounds almost involuntary, like it spilled out of her mouth without thought. Like she barely realizes that she’s said it. But then maybe the sound of her own words hit her cause inhales abruptly and screams out, “FUCK!” She’s grabbing at her hair, barely able to contain herself from pulling them out. She’s pacing up and down the frankly modest stretch of the balcony.
“Y/n!” Romanoff shushes her. She doesn’t want them to get noticed, they cannot risk standing out. They already have a target on their back, Tony knows cause he’s the one who put it there.
The rebuke, however, falls on deaf ears. Y/n seems too engrossed in her journey of self-deprecation to even notice Romanoff, let alone her plea to quiet down.
In any other fucking moment Tony would’ve felt like an absolute fucking dickwad about it but in this one?
Well, let’s just say, he’s unfearing.
“Fuck indeed, Stark!” He bites back. He watches her steps halt and her jaw clench. Her eyes shut at his tone, her head jerking away at the crudeness in it. She even takes a step back, holding on to the railings, trying to keep herself tied to the present. Tony, though, carries on without fear, “None of this would have ever happened if it wasn’t for you.” Pointing at her, he adds, “It’s all your fucking fault!”
“I know,” she replies in a small voice. “I know,” she hits herself over the head, regret laid bare in her every action. “I should have… I should have calculated better, worked faster, tried harder to slow his momentum.” She’s rambling. “I tried to—I tried to do it in my realm, but I’m not used to that place. I should have been able to control him but I barely take anyone in there. I just… Lack of practice. I was so afraid of my powers I never… I never thought I could use it to help people so I never… I didn’t…”
Fuck.
He can’t take this anymore. “I meant siding with Steve.”
That seems to shake something awake in her. “For fuck’s sake, Anthony. Were you always this conceited or did I punch you a little too hard during drills?”
“That would make this your fault too.”
Y/n smiles then.
Just like that. There she is. 
That’s his sister, Y/n Stark who’s always been synonymous to the word ‘unbreakable’ in his dictionary.
He sees her shift from being absolutely lost to something very close to livid.
She doesn’t need to hold on to the rails anymore. She stands up straight, meeting him eye to eye—her determination is back.
Tony has to adamantly remind himself that he is not going to regret his words.
She smiles and he can see Romanoff step away from the siblings—she’s the only team member who’s spent enough time with them to know to let the Stark siblings fight it out amongst themselves.
“Maybe you are Howie’s son after all, huh?” The words fall out of her mouth all twisted and angry, coated in venom. Before Tony can retort, she continues, “You wanted to lock us up to find a way to feel less shity about the fact that you created the fucking Terminator. Well, guess what? You’re on your own, kid. I’m not walking the plank for you. Not this one!”
“Oh fuck off!” Tony rebukes, cause when the fuck will his sister get off her high horse? “I never asked you to do that! I’ve never fucking asked you to sacrifice anything for me.” 
Y/n straight up laughs at him—mocking and cold. “Yes, yes. And Tony Stark isn’t Iron Man. it’s just a machine playing at being a bodyguard.”
“I never—”
“Tony, you might not have said the words but you knew damn well what you were signing me up for the moment you told the world you’re Iron Man,” she tells him. “You’ve never had to ask me to do anything for you but that’s simply because you didn’t fucking have to.”
“That’s completely unfair. Being Iron Man was my thing!” He beats his chest, “Mine.” Walking closer to her, “You shoved yourself into this gig because you just presumed I wouldn’t be good at it.”
She chuckles, hollow and unkind. “If you want to pretend that the bullshit you’re spewing makes sense, I’ll let you fucking continue but do not fool yourself into thinking you’re some undefeatable hero.”
Tony takes another step towards her. “I don’t think I am undefeatable! I just know I am more than capable of holding my own.”
“Yeah. ‘Course. That why you sporting that busted lip?”
It’s a taunt through and through. The lip’s bust cause she landed a (frankly—and Tony would deny it till the day he dies—damn near artistic) blow straight to his face. He’d provoked her to do it—thrown the first punch and then taunted the shit out of her. All this while knowing full-well she was completely on the defensive. 
She loves them all too much. 
The Avengers are the closest thing she has to a family, he knew she wasn’t going to lift a finger unless he made her. So he may have said a few colorful things, itching for a fight. 
And now, he’s getting it.
“You proud?” He strikes back—he’s never been to back down from a fight. Why start now? He’s going to meet her punch for punch, word for word. He is not in the mood to lose any more today. He doesn’t have the luxury. He backs down now, it was all moot.
“Excuse me?” Y/n asks, all her previous cockiness gone.
“I asked if you were proud of it? I mean, you must be. It was a good hit.” The tone’s so harsh he throws himself off too. He knows—well, he’s consciously aware of the fact that he is the one speaking the words but they sound distant. As if he’s just a passive listener as the whole scene unfolds.
But he isn’t.
“Tony! That’s not fair!” Romanoff speaks out, clearly shocked at Tony’s insolence.
Makes two of us, he thinks.
“What’s not fair is that my sister, my best friend, the one person in this whole fucking world who was supposed to always, always be on my side, is siding with her perky blond boytoy,” he exclaims, heartbroken. Because could this shit be any worse? No, seriously, could anything be worse than this?
He’s been repeating himself, shouting himself hoarse and he knows it seems like he’s overreacting—like he’s blowing this all out of proportion. But he is not. You have to understand that while he’s had the most extravagant upbringing, he’s always been comfortable and well off, he’s been alone for most of it. His father was—well, his father was Howard Stark. And his mother, God bless her, couldn't bridge the gap between him and his father no matter how hard she tried. Despite that he cherished it—having them—even in this broken way, he really did love his parents. Then he lost them. Both of them, together in one fell swoop.
Then there was that bitch Obediah. 
We don’t talk about that bitch Obediah.
Tony was too fucking smart for most of the people he’d met, no one could keep up. Some were jealous, while others just wanted to get closer to him to bask in his limelight. All of them, all his interactions throughout his life were always… transactional. He was always alone.
Except her.
Y/n came to pick him up from school, not because Mom or Dad had asked her to. Nope. She came to pick him up so she could take him to Chinatown and have spring rolls. If Tony ever asked her why she’d pick him to go along with her, her answer was always a confused look and annoyed string of words asking him, ‘why would I take anyone else?’
And the question was always, always genuine. Because Tony was her bestest friend in the whole fucking world.
Now, think about it. How would you react if your best friend sided with Steve ‘Golden Boy’ Rogers?
“Fuck you, man. I know you think you’re the center of the universe but you’re not. I’m not siding with him!” Y/n bites back, angry and overwrought.
But that’s not his point. She’s missing the fucking point. “You’re not siding with ME either!”
Her head falls then. “Tony,” she exhales heavily, hands on her hips. She’s wearing the tattered up remains of her clothes from the fight. If he looks for it hard enough, he can see her exhaustion, almost feel it. Even as she speaks, the fight’s leaving her, he can see that too. “I spent my entire life running away from this. I cannot go back. You don’t understand because it’s not the same for you…” He’s never seen her this… this jaded.
He can’t afford to get distracted.
“Because I haven’t had shit hauled at me?” Tony challenges, undeterred and unwilling to move even an inch. He may not have gone through what she has but he’s had his own share of shitty fucking experiences.
“I am not saying that, Tones. I’m not. I’m just saying it’s different for you than it is for us,” she explains, her tone patient and sympathetic.
“She’s right, Tony,” Romanoff cuts in. “We’re not downplaying your experiences, we’re not trying to take away from it. We’re just saying it impacts us differently than it does you. We have lived very… different lives.”
“We’re a little wary of ‘organizations’ insisting on controlling our actions,” Y/n surmises. 
What comes next is not one of his best moments.
It’s not something people will talk about in his greatest hits. Nope. Never. It will, however, make the top-three-dumbest-shit-Tony Stark-ever-did list. Fuck—Tony will look back on this moment for years to come. He’ll come back to it time and again, think and then rethink his words. He’ll spend night upon nights, sleepless and disturbed—knowing that he fucked up here. He’ll know that this was where he fucked up. His words won’t be held against him, no. Not by her, never by her. But he’ll still know it was the most horrible thing he could say.
But Tony doesn’t know that yet.
He doesn’t know that yet because guilt is an unfearing emotion.
“Aren’t you a little tired of this schtick?” Tony asks, cocking his head with a cruel, hollow smile. “Aren’t just a little bit tired of using that same old fucking sob story for every single decision you ever make in your godforsaken life?” He looks around, chuckling at the thought. It’s a chilling sound. “At some point you’d have to stop milking that shit, don’t you think?”
It’s only when he finally looks at her that he realizes he’s fucked up.
Her face is hard—harder than stone. There’s a fury in her eyes he’s never seen there before, even for her enemies. He’s never seen that look on her face in his entire life. It sends a chill down his spine. 
When she speaks, her words are low but prominent. “My trauma is not for you to use as a punchline for your baseless argument.” They leave no room for an argument anymore. They leave no room for anything but shitting your fucking pants. 
He overstepped.
Big time.
Fuck.
“Tony,” Romanoff cuts in, clearly able to sense that this discussion could lead to bloodshed. “I’d suggest you take a step back.” Her eyes are pleading him to be more cautious with his words. “Think before you speak.”
“I—” He doesn’t know what to say. He clenches his fists. Trying and failing to gather his thoughts.
The pause that hangs in the air is so heavy it’s almost painful. He thinks maybe it’ll never end.
But it has to. 
“I get that you’re scared but what happened before won’t happen again. This isn’t like Madripoor. You’ll be safe. I’ll make sure of it. And, I mean, com one, you might not trust the Accords yet but you joined S.H.I.E.L.D. right? So why not give this a shot too?” Tony questions in a softer voice, but his desperation persists.
“Because S.H.I.E.L.D. was mine,” Y/n insists. “It was mine and Peggy’s and Howard’s, and Colonel Phillips’. We found it, Tony. It was my home.”
“I didn’t know you founded S.H.I.E.L.D.” Romanoff notes, almost sounding bewildered. 
Maybe she sounds bewildered, could easily be any other emotion in the book cause Tony, even after all these years, has made no progress on being able to read the former spy. 
“I didn’t want to be on the books, I preferred my life off the grid,” She informs her. And the strain in her words doesn’t hurt Tony at all. It doesn’t sting. Of course not. Nope. “We made it for people like me, to protect them, help them.” She sounds like she’s reminiscing. It somehow rubs him the wrong way.
“And yet, you left that too…” Tony comments, disparaging and snide.
“I had my reasons,” Y/n provides, and just like every other time she’s mentioned it, there is a hesitance in her words. 
“Yeah! You keep saying that, and I have no clue what the fuck this elusive reason is.” He has never pressed her on it before, but well, considering all this newly spilled bad blood, why not push his luck just a little bit further? “You told me about all your missions gone wrong, even your run-ins with the Winter fucking Soldier, and it wasn’t any of that. So what possible reason could you have for quitting an organization that you created to protect yourself?” 
“Do we have to talk about this?” She asks, annoyed.
“Yes. You always feed me the same bullshit about how you just had to leave S.H.I.E.L.D. that you couldn’t trust them anymore, that it was the necessary choice but whenever I ask why, all you do is blame Hank Pym’s fucking haircut.” Tony’s anger comes back to him again, picking up right where it’d left off. “You bail at the fucking sight of a regulatory body, why the fuck is that?”
“Because Tony! I couldn’t trust them anymore!”
“And we’re back here again,” he takes a step to her. “WHY NOT?!”
“S.H.I.E.L.D. WAS TESTING MY BLOOD!” She yells out, shutting him up completely. “Without my knowledge,” she adds much quieter.
“No…” It can’t be. “No. Dad—Dad wouldn’t let that happen,” Tony tries to argue. He can’t be sure though, he didn’t know his father well enough to bet his life on it. But he wouldn’t have let it happen. He wouldn’t.
“He’s the one who was running the tests.” 
For anyone following along, Tony’s heart hasn’t been doing well since he got abducted by his own fucking father figure, but this somehow seems to break his heart all-together. He never saw that coming.
Romanoff seems to be just as surprised as him, ‘cause she looks pale and remains absolutely mute.
Y/n is the one who talks then, trying to cut through the silence. “He… He was worried. He thought if he understood my powers, he’d be able to help me. And, I mean, can you blame the guy? You house this random teenager in your house and every night you wake up to a fucking earthquake cause she had another nightmare. Anyone would want an explanation, a way to control the powers.”
“But… He was your best friend,” Romanoff says and Tony feels like he can’t fucking breathe.
Y/n, though, just shrugs, like it wasn’t a cruel breach of trust. Like Howard Stark hadn’t stabbed her in the back. Like it was any old thursday. “He was,” she agrees with ease, before turning to Tony and continuing, “and sometimes friends do stupid shit in a naive attempt to try and help.” Fuck me with a chainsaw and call me Samantha, Tony thinks. “It wasn’t all bad. He’s the one who figured I wasn’t all alien.” She says it with a smile, like it was fucking nothing. 
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” Tony manages to ask, confused beyond words.
“And give you another reason to hate him? You had plenty. It was between us, we solved it and moved on like adults,” she tells him, calm as ever. 
“Y/n! He broke your trust!” Tony argues, taking a step towards her, finally finding his voice again.
She just rolls her eyes, “He got curious, Stark. He’s a scientist, can you blame him?”
“So am I! And I would never do that!,” He yells. And only when the words are out of his mouth does he understand what he just said. “I would never do that to you,” he insists in a smaller voice, with a softer tone.
She smiles then, true and open. “I know, Tones. I know.”
It’s… It’s hard for him to process this information. He doesn’t know where to put this, how to categorize it. He has absolutely no clue what to do with this.
So he asks instead, “Did mom… did she know?” He’s scared but it’s better than the alternative of having to come to terms with the whole situation..
“No, no nooo!” Her hands move around animatedly to drive the point home.”If Maria had known he wouldn’t have been alive long enough for you to exist,” she shakes her head with a fondness he doesn’t know where to place. “No, she didn’t know. He got the ass-reaming of the century from Peggy, we burnt the leftover blood samples and called it a day.”
Fuck. “Fuck!” Tony curses, absolutely lost on what he should do now. Cause what the fuck is he supposed to do now?
“Stark,” she urges, softly, “let’s focus on the problem at hand, let’s deal with the fake doctor, let’s handle that and then we can come back to this. We’ll fight this, together, united. The Avengers stay together, we fight our way through this. We agree on a document that works for us, for all of us.”
Tony shakes his head, tumbling back. “You don’t understand Y/n, you have to sign the Accords… there are no neutral parties. There can’t be. You sign this or it’s over.” She tries to say something, but he marches on, he needs to get this out. “After what happened in Sokovia, after the collapse of S.H.I.E.L.D. after Lagos, the world governments are not going to settle for anything less. You have to see that.” He sighs, exhausted and man, can someone fix this pain in his shoulder please? “You can make amendments,” he suggests. “However many you want, okay? Make amendments to your heart’s content. Once you sign this, we can fight about the specifics, Y/n. We’ll have the best lawyer in the business on our side! Just sign it, Y/n. Please. They are out for blood, Ross more than anyone else. He will not let you go.”
“He won’t be able to find me,” Y/n tells him, with a straight face.
“If he can’t find you, how will I?”
He cannot lose her. 
He just fucking can’t. Not… Not over this.
It seems to hit her too. It’s only then that he notices she looks a lot less fierce than she usually does. “Tony, there is no scope for amendments.”
“Once you sign—”
He’s cut off. “Tony, read the fucking document. Come on! Have I taught you absolutely nothing? Read the thing before you sign it. There is absolutely no scope for amendments. There are too many loopholes to stop the issues from even being raised. It’s solid as a stone, I won’t be able to barter for even an ounce of freedom.”
“Y/n…” He’s fucking desperate. “We need regulation.”
“Tony this isn’t regulation… I can’t sign this.”
This is when Romanoff speaks up. “Tony, Steve's not gonna stop. If you don't either, Rhodey's gonna be the best case scenario.”
And somehow her words are harsh enough to make him angry all over again. “You let them go, Romanoff.”
“We played this wrong,” she tries. But he’s not taking any prisoners.
“'We'? Boy, it must be hard to shake the whole double agent thing, huh? It sticks in the DNA,” he throws back.
“Anthony,” Y/n scolds him.
“Are you incapable of letting go of your ego for one goddamn second?” Romanoff rebukes.
He doesn’t know what to say to that, so instead he tells her, “T'Challa told Ross what you did, so… they're coming for you.”
Just as the words slip out, Y/n’s phone chimes. 
“Either Tony’s a fucking psychic or the Secratary of State just has impeccable timing,” she comments looking down at her phone. When she looks up at them her face is stern. “He’s on his way, he’ll be here in 5. You should go.”
“Me?” Romanoff asks her, bordering on pissed. “We should go.”
Y/n just shakes her head. “We leave together, we won’t be able to lose them. You go ahead, I’ll buy you time.”
“Y/n—” Romanoff’s protest is cut short.
“Just go. Given the fact that my superpower is straight up teleportation, I think I’ll fare much better than you,” Y/n assures her. “Go.”
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Reluctance clear on every inch of her face, Natasha Romanoff unwillingly begins to walk away. But not before one last (metaphorical) punch to his gut. She looks at Tony, “I’m not the one who needs to watch their back.” With that she makes her swift exit, leaving the balcony and seamlessly blending in with the crowd.
Slowly, both siblings, without words, come to stand next to each other leaning on the railing, looking at the view ahead.
“How are you planning on buying time?” Tony asks her then.
“Will you tell on me to the teacher, Stark?” She asks, teasing.
It’s a truce. It’s temporary. 
He still thinks they should consider signing the Accords and she still believes it’s not the way to go.
But despite all that, Tony can’t help the way lips curl up. “I’m not a rat.”
“Aren’t you?”
He rolls his eyes. “Shut up.”
“Cause that’s what all the rats say,” she tells him with a mischievous smile. “I would know, I’ve been the rat.”
A chuckle slips out from his lips.
She joins him easily.
He might not be sure about much right now, but he knows for a fact that if he were to lose her, he wouldn’t survive it. “What happened to Rhodey… you know that wasn’t your fault, right?”
The smile drops from her face. “Wasn’t it?”
“You have to know it wasn’t.” He needs her to know at least that. He needs her to know no matter what happens, this was not her.
“If I’d known my powers better, had I… I don’t know. If I had not been so afraid of them, if I’d practiced once I knew I was safe, none of this would have happened.” Her head falls back, eyes closed. “If I had control over my powers, Wanda wouldn’t have been enough to break me. Would have saved us so much trouble.”
“There would still be a raging Hulk on the loose,” Tony contends.
She rolls her eyes. “People know the Hulk. They understand—scientist gets angry, becomes green and Hulk-y. It tracks in their head. But it was different for me, the first time I ever showed my powers to the world was when I was out of control…” She closes her eyes, head falling. “Maybe it would’ve been better to not hide them in the first place,” she whispers.
“We don’t know that,” he ventures, ‘cause it’s true. “We don’t know what could have happened. All we could say with certainty is that we’re both a couple of dumbasses.”
“I’ll have to agree on that one,” Ross’s voice booms as he walks onto the balcony. 
Both siblings turn to eye the intrusion. It’s Ross flanked by… Ross—the other Ross—Everett and some other dude in a suit he’s never seen before. But he looks annoyed, old and has glasses on so he just presumes the man must be important as well.
“Nice to see you too Mr. Secretary,” Y/n replies with an easy smile. But it’s not open. It’s the one she wears just before she’s about to make someone’s day a lot worse.
“You’ve got a lot of nerve showing up here, young lady. You should have taken Romanoff’s approach and run when you had the chance,” Ross comments. And honestly? Yeah, Tony kinda wants to rescind his fucking signatures cause siding with this man is seeming less appealing by the minute.
But Y/n just laughs. “It’s not like you’ll be able to stop me if I were to run even now,” and just to fuck with him, she glitches an inch off to the side.
Ah, that’s where I got the innate need to be an ass.
“Now you’re just showing off,” the smaller Ross says, sounding more charmed than pissed.
The smile doesn’t leave her face, “Maybe I am.” She glitches a step closer to the group of men. “So, Mr. Secretary, did you need something from me?”
“Still a fiery little thing, aren’t you?” Ross mocks. Tony can’t help but roll his eyes at his hubris. “It’ll die out soon enough, once we get you situated at the Raft along with the rest of your team members.”
Raft? Wait… What does he mean by the Raft? Why would he put them there? That’s not—it’s not right.
He’s losing his shit.
But Y/n frowns, innocent and demure, like she knew about it already. Like she knew that’s where they’d put them. “On what charges am I getting arrested, Mr. Secretary?”
And on his part, the Secretary of State takes her mock naivete in stride. Letting out a short laugh. “Well if you’ve taken the time to read the Accords, you’d know that using your powers on the field without the explicit say-so of the UN committee is illegal.”
“I didn’t use my powers.”
That finally breaks whatever rope was holding the bridge of Ross’s anger together. “Do not play dumb with me, Stark. This might have worked with Fury, but I’m not him.”
“Don’t I know it. Never thought I’d miss that old croak, and yet…” she comments, still smiling. “But my point still stands. I did not use my powers.”
Before Ross can say something that might put a sailor to shame, the shorter Ross intervenes, “We have footage of you fighting Barnes at our facility.”
“I didn’t fight Barnes, I fought the Winter Soldier. And on that issue, I’ve got two words for you, self defense,” she tells them easily and a smile just slips out on his face. He may not agree with her on this—profoundly divisive issue, but he’ll never not be in absolute admiration of his big sister fucking around with authorities.
“You can’t be serious,” the shorter Ross throws back, with a confounded smile.
“Check the footage if you like,” Y/n takes a few steps back, leaning on the railing behind her and pulling out a box of cigarettes from her pocket. “I didn’t throw the first punch…” She puts one between her lips, casual and easy. “I didn’t even use my powers until he came at me with his fucking metal arm and his fucking enhanced strength.” She pulls out her lighter. “What did you expect me to do then? Get beaten up?” She lights the cigarette.
“Yes,” Ross supplies.
She smiles at him, taking a drag. “Might be your style. Not mine.”
“And what about at the airport in Germany?” The shorter Ross asks.
Y/n shrugs. “Never threw the first punch.” Another drag. “Besides, I was defending myself from a rag-tag group of superheroes who were after me with a vengeance.” She smiles at her own words looking at Tony on her side.
And just for that, he decides to be a bitch too. “What if I were to sue you for assault?” 
Her smile drops instantly and for a second he thinks maybe he won that round, but alas. “You could have, if you’d fucking listened to me! You should’ve let me come to you. I have told you about a million times; you are not the biggest guy on the field. You fight well but not well enough to be cocky, you are supposed to let your opponent come to you.”
“The best defense is a great offense,” Tony says lamely.
“That’s what idiots say when they have shit defense! If you let them come to you, you get the advantage of not just using their momentum against them, you also get to know the move they trust most because 9 times out of 10, you want to start the fight off on a strong foot so you use the move you’ve practiced often, but also the one that you’re most comfortable with,” Y/n scolds him, hands waving everywhere, clearly annoyed with him beyond words.
“That seems like an exaggerated statistic,” Tony tries.
He fails.
“It’s not,” the shorter Ross supplies. “She’s right.” He earns a stern look to shut up from Ross.
“You could’ve sued me if you’d just listened to me. I’m easy to provoke, especially when the person provoking me is you.” She takes another drag. “Look at me right now, I want to punch you so bad.”
“You’re welcome to try,” Today clearly has not been a day of peace thus far, so why not continue to choose violence?
“That’s enough!” Ross yells. “I’ve heard enough out of the both of you!” The man looks like he’s well past blowing a gasket. He looks at Tony, “Stark, you are well past your 36 hours to get me Rogers,” he turns and fixes his gaze on his sister, “And as for you… Stark, feel free to cry to the judge about how it was self-defense when you’re on trial. Till then there’s a cell with your name on it on the Raft, that’s where you’ll have to throw whichever fit comes after this one.” The way he speaks it’s evident he doesn’t believe that she’s a threat, not to him. “We’re putting you under arrest.”
“Oh?” Y/n asks. She waits a second and then suddenly there’s a sound of static that rings out. She is next to Tony one second and the next she’s standing against Ross, toe to toe. She pulls the cigarette out of her mouth. “You and what army?”
A vein pops out on Ross’ temple. 
“You’re forgetting who you’re talking to, Stark,” Ross warns.
“Or maybe you’re forgetting that I might look like a young and ‘fiery little lady’ but I’m not. I have been doing this since before you were even a thought in your father’s head.” She takes a drag, slow and somber. “You best learn to respect your elders, son.”
And just like that, she’s gone. Glitched into nothing. 
Tony tries his best not to let this little spark of pride overtake his guilt.
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mrsdarkandyandere7 · 2 years
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Housewife
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Pairing: Dark Steve Rogers x (female) Reader
▶ This is a yandere/dark work and it may contain triggering content so please READ THE WARNINGS before. Do not read if minor.
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SUMMARY: Freshly married to Steve, you didn’t expect him to be so old-fashioned. 
WARNINGS:  Misogyny; Toxic Marriage. 
AN: Please, reblog and give me feedback.
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“Quitting my job? What?” you look at Steve, completely dumbfounded whereas he looks at you like you’re a slow thinker. Your husband glances at you before diverting his attention to the newspaper, not giving you much attention. 
“Well, we had talked about you becoming a stay-at-home mom, didn’t we?” 
“But we don’t have kids yet, Steve. We just got married.” you point out, feeling lost at the direction that this conversation was going. You did previously talk about this, but Steve had assured you that it was your decision to make whenever you felt like it. Now it doesn’t feel like it anymore. 
“Then housewife it is. That way you can already start learning how to keep our house nice and presentable, like a wife should.” he concludes, not even sparing you a look as he folds the paper and grabs the coffee mug.  
You're at a loss of words, an uncomfortable lump in your throat that doesn’t allow you to argue with Steve. He had always been a bit traditional because of his previous life in a different time.
His society wasn’t as modern as nowadays and that showed as he proposed to you after only 5 months of dating. You were in deep love with him, so you ignored any red flags and married him right away. 
Steve often said that he’d change, that he’d become more open-minded but now you’re feeling that he isn’t quite planning to keep his word. Not when he’s the one already making your decisions for you. 
Steve notices your mixed feelings and offers you a sympathetic smile, placing his large hand on top of your hand, his simple golden ring shining with the light. 
“Honey, don’t sulk. I’m just trying to make our lives easier, each one with their role. It’s for our own sake, for this household and our marriage to work so trust me.” he consoles you, giving your hand a light squeeze. “You understand this, right?” 
You keep yourself quiet, not trusting your voice to speak without crumbling down. You give him a weak nod, avoiding his sharp eyes. 
“Honey, I asked if you understood. Are you deaf?” his tone changes abruptly as Steve grabs your chin, forcing you to face him. He’s getting angry and right now, you can’t handle an argument. 
You dry swallow and force your voice to be steady, meeting his eyes for only a brief second. 
“Yes.” 
“Good. It’s decided then, don’t forget to send your resignation till the end of this week. I have to leave for work now. Wash the dishes and clean the table, will you?” Steve dismisses you, giving you a quick kiss that you don’t retribute before leaving the table. 
As soon as he leaves the room, you bury your face in your hands. 
Who the hell did you marry? 
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spideyyboiirecs · 1 year
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Bucky Barnes Reblogs
A masterlist of my fav Bucky Barnes Fics 
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SERIES
A Maidens Tale 18+ @world-of-aus
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Dolores, Mob!Bucky x Maid!Reader 
The Truth Will Set You Free @angstysebfan
pairing: Bucky x Female Reader, Thor x Reader
Bad Decisions 18+ @syntheticavenger
pairing: Mob Boss Bucky Barnes x Right Hand Female Reader
Monster In Law 18+ @holylulusworld
pairing: CEO!Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader
Chubby Bee 18+ @holylulusworld
pairing: Mobster!Bucky Barnes x Plus-size!Reader 
The Annoying Guy @holylulusworld
pairing: OFC x fem!Reader, Biker!Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader
Every Other Day 18+ @holylulusworld
pairing: Mobster!Bucky x Teacher!Reader
Mr Grumpy and His Ex-mate @holylulusworld
pairing: Alpha!Bucky x Omega!Reader 
Rebound 18+ @holylulusworld
pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader 
Unwilling Bride @holylulusworld​
pairing: Mobster!Bucky Barney’s x fem!Reader 
Howlin’ For You @invisibleanonymousmonsters
pairing: Biker!Bucky x Fem!Reader
Her soft animal 18+ @kinanabinks
paring: Dark Bucky x Reader
The Penthouse 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Multiple Characters x Reader
Two Thousand, Five Hundred and sixty nine 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: frat!bucky x best friend!reader
Relax 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Nerd!Frat!Bucky x Reader
Best Friend 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best Friend!Reader
ONESHOTS
As In The Mother, So Is Her Daughter @suitk0via
pairing: Dad!Bucky x Reader
His Little Play Thing 18+ @bucky-barnes-diaries
pairing: Stepdad!Bucky Barnes x Stepdaughter!Reader
It All Belongs To You 18+ @angrythingstarlight
pairing: Beefy Biker Bucky x Reader 
Rescuing Alpine @angrythingstarlight
pairing: Bucky x Reader. Alpine 
Top Of His List @angrythingstarlight
pairing: Mafia Bucky x Reader 
Don’t Make Me Wait 18+ @angrythingstarlight
pairing: 
Thin Ice 18+ @angrythingstarlight
pairing: 
Say The Word and It’s Yours 18+ @angrythingstarlight​
pairing: Mafia!Bucky x Reader 
Cruel 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best friend!Reader
How You Love Me 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best friend!Reader
Something Blue 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best friend!Reader
Separation Anxiety 18+ @kinanabinks
pairing: Semi-dark!fratbucky x best friend!reader
Clingy As Fuck 18+ @kinanabinks 
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best friend!Reader 
Constant 18+ @kinanabinks 
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best friend!Reader
His Girls 18+ @kinanabinks 
paring: Nat x Reader x Bucky 
The Sound Of Love 18+ @kinanabinks 
pairing: Bucky x Partly Deaf!Avenger!Reader
Tug Of War 18+ @kinanabinks 
pairing: Mob!Bucky x Best Friend!Reader, Ex!Pietro x Reader 
The Only One @kinanabinks 
pairing: Ex!Bucky x Reader 
Obedient 18+ @holylulusworld
Pairing: Alpha!Mobster!Bucky x Omega!Reader 
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gummydummy19 · 1 year
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Slippery when wet
Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x male reader x Steve Rogers
Summary: Stevie comes home from a long run so you and Nat decide to help him clean up :))
Content Warning: Smut, poly-relationship, voyeurism (just between the 3 of them), shower sex, squirting, blowjob, light chocking, D/S dynamics
A/N: I'm so sorry this took literally a billion years. Thank you @hauntedkittenfun for the wonderfully filthy request <3 I hope you like it!X
Word Count: 2800+
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It was a quiet Sunday morning. You were on the couch, legs stretched out resting on the coffee table with a book in your lap. Nat was sitting on the opposite end of the couch with her tablet in her hands, reading up on this week's mission reports. Her icy feet were pressed against your thigh, but you didn't mind. Your free hand caressed her ankle and you both just enjoyed each other company.
When you hear the front door swing open, both you and Nat turn your heads and smile at your boyfriend, who just got home from his morning jog. You greet him with a warm smile and he walks closer to give you a proper hello. His fingertips touch the hair behind your ears as he leans down to give you a kiss. You can taste the salty sweat on his upper lip but you don't mind. Not even one bit.
When Steve pulls away and turns to Nat to give her the same warm greeting, Natasha quickly protests.
'Uh uh, I could smell you all the way from the doorstep. You're not coming anywhere near me until you've had a shower."
For a split second, Steve looks offended, but that quickly turns into a devilish smirk.
"Oh yeah? Because I was just craving some really nice, warm, sticky cuddles, babe," he says while slowly stepping closer.
"Don't. you. dare." Nat says while crawling back to where you're sitting
"Get away from me you stinky old man!" you yell "You smell like you've been dead for half a century. Are you sure they kept you frozen enough? Because you smell like you've gone a bit moldy."
"Alright, that's it! Hold her down, babe" he instructs you.
"aye aye, captain." You oblige and hold Nat tightly with her back against your chest.
"Wha- NO! traitor!" she yells at you.
"That's for using me as a human furnace with those icicles you call feet."
Steve jumps the two of you and immediately starts nuzzling his sweaty face against Natasha.
"hmmmmmmm, babyyy! I missed you soooooo much!!!"
"GET OFF ME!" she protests, but it falls on deaf ears.
before long, you and Steve are both a laughing mess listening to Natasha's pleas and threats.
"Hey Nat, I think you need a shower, hun, you kinda....stink" you chuckle.
"How about we shower together, huh? To save water and all that."
Nat raises her eyebrow before dramatically rolling her eyes, "Fine. But only to save water."
You chuckle and pick Nat up before reaching out your hand to Steve, "Come on, pretty boy, you know I can't handle her without you."
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You slightly twist the faucet trying to get the temperature right while the hot water streams down your body. Nat is the first one to join you in the shower, while Steve works on getting his clothes off.
"You okay?" she mumbled, pressing wet kisses against the back of your neck. "hmm" you sighed happily, feeling her chest press against your back. Her arms wrapped around your waist and you let her roam her fingers over your chest and stomach while she continued to press kisses on your back.
"Hey, don't start with all the fun without me," Steve complained jokingly as he stepped into the shower.
“Don’t you worry, pretty, you’ll get more than enough attention.” You say, pulling him closer to the both of you.
Steve was now sandwiched between you and Natasha. Steam surrounds the three of you as you enjoy the warm water as well as each other. Steves eyes are closed, making all of his other senses more heightened. You watch both him and Nat intently. You hear every sigh and moan that leaves either of their mouths.
You all move around each other like the steam moves around your bodies. Nat reaches to kiss Steve before kissing you. When you pull away from Natasha’s lips to immediately turn to attach them to Steve’s wet and waiting mouth.
You end up between them. Fingertips touch you everywhere. You feel Natasha's erect nipples brush against your back while Steve's throbbing erection presses against your own.
A growl leaves your throat and you lunge at Steve. Pressing his back against the wall, you press your hips into his. Hard cocks grinding against each other, dripping with pre-cum.
You hand finds his throat and you push him back, pulling him off your lips. A little string of saliva is left hanging between your mouths. An indication of just how filthy your little make-out was.
You snap your head back, looking over your shoulder at Nat, who is currently a moaning mess, playing with her tits as she watching you dominate Steve.
“C’mere” you tell her, while still pressing steve against the wall by his neck.
Natasha obliges and you hook your free hand behind the nape of her neck. You guide her face to Steve’s and they start making out like two hungry animals.
You watch them. You watch Nat moan and drink the whimpers straight from Steve’s mouth.
You let them both go and tell Nat to jump.
She does.
Steve holds her up by her thighs. Her arms link around his neck while they passionately make out. You watch as their wet naked bodies cling to each other and your hand travels down to your throbbing cock.
Steve slowly slides down the wall and sits down while Nat straddles him. They both look at you with lustful eyes, silently asking for permission.
“Ride him” you dictate
Natasha eyes Steve's rock-hard cock. Somehow it looked even bigger from this angle. As if it wasn't already humongous.
Truth be told, you were pretty blessed yourself. But Steve,... Steve was truly hung like a fucking horse.
While you were slightly drooling over Stevie's horse-cock, Nat lifted her hips, preparing to actually fit the thing inside of her tight little pussy.
Very slowly, she started to sink down. She let out a long moan as she slid further down his shaft. Steve screwed his eyes shut and let his head fall back against the wall and you could feel his hand squeeze your thigh, only now realised he was holding onto you, achingly close to your dripping cock.
Your dick actually visibly throbbed and a sticky drop of pre-cum fell on Steve's wrist.
That got his attention.
His eyes shot open and looked directly into yours before they glanced over to his wrist. He smirked before bringing his hand to his mouth and theatrically licking his wrist clean.
He whimpered. Like actually whimpered.
Just from tasting a singular drop of your pre-cum.
You looked back down at Nat who finally made it down his cock and was currently stuffed to the absolute brink and breathing as if she'd just run a marathon.
"Are you okay baby?" he asked her when he saw she had adjusted.
"Yeah." she smiled, lifting her hips slowly, almost letting his cock slip out of her again.
"Good." was all he said before grabbing her shoulder and shoving himself into her. He wasted no time and immediately started pounding Nat's dripping pussy. hard.
"OOOHH FUUUUCCKKKK" She wailed and you couldn't help yourself, your hand shot to your crotch and you started stroking your fat dick while watching Steve fuck the soul out of Nat.
As if you weren’t hard enough already, Natasha starts squirting.
“STEVE!” She screams out as she sprays all over his cock.
He presses his thumb to her clit and starts rubbing messy circles while angling his hips up some more.
“ohhAAAHFUCKFUCKFUCK” Nats mouth fell open and you swear for a second there she went crosseyed.
“Gonna cum! M’gonna cum!” Nat babbled
You yanked her head back by her hair to make her look up at you and took the opportunity to spit in her open mouth.
“Yeah, baby, you cumming? Is that little pussy cumming on Stevies fat dick? Such a good little slut, huh baby? Gonna squirt some more aren’t you? Just can’t hold it in there can you? Little pussy just too full, hmm baby?”
You knew Nat went crazy for your filthy talk, especially when she was gonna cum. Shit pushed her right over the edge.
“aaaghhh cumming cumming cumming! Nat screamed out. Even with the shower running you could still hear the obscene sounds of her pussy squelching as she squirted an inhuman amount.
Her shoulder shook and her knees drew up, trying to ground herself. Steve kept pounding into her, pulling her hips down as she trembled and squirting all over him.
Tears ran down Nat’s cheeks as she was currently cumming her brains out.
You couldn’t take it anymore.
“Steve. Mouth!” You growled, wasting no time, you let go of Nat and Stepped closer to Steve.
You got down on your knees and sat up. Steve barely had time to open his mouth before you fisted his hair and shoved your rock hard cock into his mouth.
“Good fucking boy!” You groaned as you fucked his throat
“Make her cum again” you said, looking at Natasha’s wobbly figure, riding out her intense orgasm.
Steve pushed up his hips again and Nat wailed, falling over on his chest.
She was laying on top of him like a rag doll. Steve held her by her up, both hands holding her asscheeks as he pounding upwards, all while still trying his best to take your dick in his mouth.
At first he tried to suck, to swirl is tongue around your tip, but his brain was going to dumb that all he focused on was fucking Nat like a bunny in heat and keeping his jaw slack as you used his mouth for your own pleasure.
You could see Nat was getting close and Steve was trying to hold off his own orgasm. You pulled out of Steves mouth and started jerking yourself off.
“Wanna make another mess, baby? You looked at Nat.
“Fucckkyeasshhiiittt” was all she could babble.
“You hear that pretty? Our baby wants to cum again. Can’t get enough of that big fat cock yours. Can’t say I blame her, tho…”
Steve moaned at the praise and quickened his pace again.
“You must be getting pretty close yourself, huh, pretty boy? Gonna fill her up with your cum? Gonna stuff her pretty pussy?”
“Yeah….shit…please” Steve whined.
“Would you like that, baby?” You looked at Nat. “Would you like for steve to bust inside of you? Get you all warm n’ sticky on the inside?
“yeah yeah YES” Nat sat up with the last of her powers and bounced on Steve’s cock with all she had. Her tits bounced with her and eyes rolled to the back of her head.
“M’gonna cum ‘gain”
“Yeah baby gonna cum again? Gonna squirt again for Stevie? Gonna let him shoot his cum inside you and squirt is all over his tummy?
“SHIT” Steve groaned, grabbing Nat’s hips so hard you could see the bruise forming already. He pounded her pussy like there’s no tomorrow.
The shower was filled with moans, screams, whines and groans as Steve shot his load deep in Natasha’s waiting pussy.
You fisted your own cock harder and jerked yourself off as you looked at Nat.
“Come on, baby, cum with me, be a good little slut and make a mess with me on Stevies tummy, huh, baby? Such a dirty little whore aren’t you? Make that tight little pussy squirt one more time, come on.”
Steve was still pounding her through his own orgasm, thick roped of super soldier cum filled her pussy as the fat head of his cock rubbed against her g-spot over and over again.
“CUMMINGGGG” Nat screamed and lifted her hips. She squirted the most she ever had, Steve’s cum swirled with her own, spraying all over his torso.
“Shit, FUCK” you yelled, finally reaching you own peak.
Your cum landed on Steve’s stomach, right along the mixture off his own and Nat’s spent.
Natasha finally presses her palms against Steve's abdomen, signaling she really can't take anymore.
"Stevie, please...too much..." she whined, out of breath.
Steve let out a breathless chuckle and finally slowed down. With his super soldier stamina he literally could have gone all day.
Nat falls onto his chest, not caring about the mess that pooled there. You sat down and scooted closed to Steve, who eagerly let his head fall on you thigh.
There you all were. And giant heap of wet, warm, stickiness.
You couldn’t help but let out a chuckle.
Steve looks up at you, “what’s so funny?”
“Oh, nothing. Just that were even filthier now than when we entered the shower.” You chuckle, “and we didn’t even save water! Our bill is gonna be through the roof.”
They both giggle at your comment. “Honestly I dont think we spent that much water,” Steve says, “I mean, half of it came from Nat.”
You try to suppress it but you cant help bursting out laughing. Nat turns red and attempts to hide your face in the crook of Steve’s neck.
“Shut up…” she mumbled embarrassed.
“I was just kidding baby, you know I love how much you squirt,” Steve reassures her, letting he hand trail up and down her naked spine. “Besides, I think it’s super sexy…”
“You do?” She asks, raising her head up again and looking at you and Steve expectantly.
“Are you kidding? Ofcourse!” You tell her. “Nothing gets me harder, baby! And it’s not like I can blame you…I mean? Our Stevie is hung like a damn horse!”
Now it was Steves turn to blush.
“Alright, alright, enough,” he mumbles “we better clean up before the water turns cold. Can I pull out, sweetheart?”
“Hmm” Nat gave a tired nod and lifted her hips a little.
Steve slowly pulled his now softening cock out of Nat’s messy folds. She hissed a little at the sudden friction and a few leftover drops dribbled out of her pussy.
“There you go, you okay, honey?” Steve checked in.
“Yeah, just getting a little sore now”
“C’mere, beautiful” you gently held her arm and pulled her off Steve, guiding her to sit in between your legs with her back pressed against your chest as you leaned against the tile-covered wall.
“Stevie, can you grab the shower head for me?
Nat’s eyes flicked open and he knees closed instinctively. Making you chuckle.
“No, don’t worry you little perv, im gonna wash your hair”
“Oh…” she relaxed
Steve did as you asked and sat next to you guys with a bottle of shampoo, some shower gels and a loofa.
“You did so good, you know that?” You told her while her fingers massaged her scalp. “You both did.” You added, throwing Steve a wink
While you took a lavish pump of peach scented conditioner, Steve gently cleaned up Nats sensitivity pussy.
When Nat was all done you and Steve helped her up.
“Why don’t you get dried off while me and Stevie get cleaned up, sound good, sweetheart?
“Yeah, sure,” she gave you a sweet smile, “don’t be too long.”
You turned to Steve and grabbed the loofa, lathering his chest with soap, cleaning all the lovely filth off him.
“You are amazing, you know that?”
He smiled at your remark, and pressed a tender kiss against your lips.
A couple minutes later, the pair of you were as clean as it could get, you got out of the shower and saw Nat putting on he fluffy bathrobe. Her hair was wrapped up in a towel and she looked like she just came from a spa.
“You looked mighty relaxed.” Steve said smugly “had a workout?”
“Yeah, did some cardio.” She smiled and pressed her lips to his as she handed him his towel.
You quickly dried off and you and Steve put on a fresh pair of boxers, throwing Nat some panties and one of your shirts.
Before long the three of you were cuddled up in bed.
Nat was in the middle. She was laying mostly on Steve’s chest, but her back was pressed against your side and her leg tangled with one of yours.
You played with Steve’s hair and he hummed contently.
For a little while the three of you the enjoyed each others presence.
“I love you” you broke the silence. “Both of you.”
“We love you too”
“Was I too rough?” You asked, “With either of you?”
“Not with me” Nat promised.
“Stevie?” You looked at him
“No…well…I mean…it’s not really, like…”
“Stevie, you can tell me, okay pretty?
“I love it when you’re rough with my throat, but it got a bit hard to breath because of the shower…”
“Oh, Stevie, I hadn’t thought of that! I’m so sorry, are you okay?”
“Yes yes, I’m fine don’t worry! I just thought,…you know for next time.”
“Ofcourse, baby! I’ll remember it, thank you for telling me, okay, Stevie?”
Steve beamed at the praise and Nat pressed a kiss against his cheek, “well done, Stevie”
You all snuggled a little closer together and talked until you fell asleep.
The next morning Steve was the first one to wake up, and, for some inexplicable reason we will never know, he really wanted to go for a jog…
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giorno-plays-piano · 1 year
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Thorns In His Mouth
Part IV
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Pairing: fae!Steve Rogers x reader
Warnings: obsession, dubious consent, minor character death, drugs (neither reader nor Steve are involved), slight eating disorder, mentions of tumor, high tech elves.
Words: 1k
Summary: Maybe it was a good idea to chat with a waitress a bit more once she brought you your order. Perhaps she could at least tell you with whom you should speak because you simply couldn’t force yourself to look at others, most of them already high, shouting something loudly or laughing or weeping. You could constantly hear the flapping of someone’s wings, weird whispers and noises, and the sound of boots and hooves that made your hair stand on end.
Part I
Part II
Part III
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When Steve opened the door, you expected this place to reek so bad you clamped a hand against your nose and mouth, but all you smelled were the damp leaves and salt air. It felt weird, and you raised your eyes to the elf's face, staring at him with suspicion. What was that? How come this place emitted such a strange, almost charming scent that reminded you of a forest by the sea? Perhaps you could blame it on the fact the owner of this place was an elf, too, but the café full of fairy addicts was just as bad as you expected it to be, and no heavenly aroma lingered there. What's the difference now?
Judging by the expression on Steve's face, he hadn't been here for a long time as well: he's clearly surprised, and the very next second you could see him going down the stairs so fast like somebody was chasing him.
"Hey!" You yelled behind his back, running after the elf before he could disappear into thin air. "What is it?"
He didn't answer, but you couldn't back down now when you had a chance to finally see someone meeting your elven friend's criteria. Angry at Steve for rushing in, you followed him to the dark corridors with barely a couple of bulbs lighting your way, completely forgetting your fear. At that moment, your own safety mattered so little that you didn't even consider what would happen if Julius decided to hurt you, a stranger who broke in his home.
But he couldn't. He couldn't because he was laying on an old stained sofa, unmoving, and his skin was so ashy it was clear as day he was dead.
For a couple of seconds, it seemed like you grew deaf. Staring at the lifeless body of a young, maybe even handsome elf if not for his wrinkles and ugly little scars down his mouth to the chin, you heard nothing but the sound of your heart beating in your ears. When you directed your gaze to his hand dropped to the floor, you saw the horribly scarred skin and veins that looked so black as if someone traced them with a pen. The veins in his toes were just as bad, and you spotted scars on his dirty feet, too.
He was dead.
You started crying before you could even process the thought.
Pressing your palms against your eyes so hard you nearly made yourself blind, your back bumped against the wall, you let out a loud cry like a wounded animal. He was dead. Whether he was an elf or a man or whatever creature he could be, he died like any drug addict who didn't get help before it was too late. He just laid there, on the disgusting damp yellow sofa that barely held his weight, as if he was resting, and his expression was so serene like he finally found something he had been searching for so long.
He was dead hewasdeadhewasdead-
You wailed and wept and shook your head frantically as if it somehow would make you feel better about a corpse of a fallen elf in front of your eyes. Tugging at the roots of your hair, you finally turned away, your forehead pressing into the cool wall as you shuddered, soaked with sweat. What did you expect to find here? After all Steve told you and everything you saw with your own eyes, did you think you would find a man who'd be willing to go with you? Did you seriously consider you'd be able to make anyone go meet that princely elf under the pretense of coming back to magic lands? Did it not occur to you all these people elves and fairies had been way beyond salvation ages before you showed up? Did you think they would want to come back even if they could?
It was harder to breathe with every step you took, climbing the stairs. Steve, whom you had completely forgotten about, was by your side, saying something to you in desperation, his voice trembling, but he could as well talk to the walls: you were still very much deaf, barely dragging yourself up before you'd collapse from shock.
"I'm sorry," he inhaled sharply as you fell down on your knees once you got outside, coughing and barely holding yourself from vomitting all over the ground. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done it. I didn’t know. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry."
If you turned your head to him, holding you tightly so you wouldn't crash your head against the concrete, you'd see he was shaking nearly as much as you did, his fingers clasping your shoulders so hard they would surely bruise tomorrow. But you didn't, too deep in your head, emotions taking over you, a dead elf in front of your eyes the moment you dared to close them again.
"It's good that you cry," Steve muttered when the two of you sat on the cemented road when some time passed, dust and dirt beneath your fingers. "Nobody would cry for him, but you do. It's good that you do."
Although then you could already recognize his words when he spoke, it mattered so little that you didn't even ask him what he meant by that. You just felt horrible and empty and sick and disgusted, staring dumbly at the road and shivering from the cold wind, cutting you to the bone.
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You didn't remember who called a taxi and how the driver was able to find you in that godforsaken place, but you remembered well what you thought on your way back: you just couldn't do it. You couldn't fulfill your promise if you had to do this to find the man you were looking for.
Part V
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muddyorbsblr · 2 years
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a heart like yours part 5: a practice in futility
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Summary: Loki attempts to wake you from your curse
Pairing: Loki x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader
Word Count: 1.4k
Warnings: angst; gets your tissues ready [let me know if i missed anything!]
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When Loki walked into your room, the unquiet so evident in your features, a fresh wave of tears overcame him. He walked over to your bedside and sank to his knees as he took hold of your hand. "Y/N," he breathed. 
"If things would go my way this would not be how you learned of my affections toward you. Perhaps you might have gone your entire life never knowing of them at all. Perhaps the only place I would have ever told you were my dreams, as I have many times in the years past. But these are not ideal circumstances, and my way feels insignificant compared to your current state." 
He pressed a gentle kiss to your knuckles as he went on. "You were my light. A supernova in my shrouded and lonely centuries of simply existing. You catapulted into my world with terrifying precision and somehow wrapped yourself around my heart and there you remained. You so quickly became my life's mission, keeping you alive, keeping you from harm. Because knowing that you were safe was what kept me breathing. You, my darling mortal, are what makes me want to keep living."
He took a breath to compose himself. This was it. He would say the words that he'd kept to himself for so long. If he listened to the voices in his head he could even almost hear Stark telling him to 'go big or go home'. 
"So you see, Y/N? You cannot leave. You mustn't die. For if you do, my world would cease to be filled with your light and I would once more be thrust into darkness. This world, this existence would make no sense if you were not in it, and I refuse to live in a universe bereft of you a day sooner than I absolutely must. It's strange how I am able to find so many words when truly it all sums up to this: I love you. Please don't leave me." 
He felt as if the weight on his heart didn't just refuse to lift, but rather it got heavier. He'd thought that getting the words out would finally ease his ache, but having the words fall on deaf ears pained him worse than he initially thought. Still, he kept going. "I will say it in every language if I must but it all remains the same. Jeg elsker deg. Te amo. Je t’aime. Mahal kita. I love you. And if I must live this life without you, it is not a life, it is merely an existence."
With one more kiss to the back of your hand, he stood up, pressing his lips to the top of your head. "I have to try, my love. You can hate me all you wish if you were to wake but at least you would be alive. I'm sorry it couldn't be who you wanted. That it couldn't be the man you're with because he simply was incapable of loving you the way you deserved. That it couldn't be the man you loved because he's a fool who thinks you unworthy. But I cannot let you leave this world without knowing you are loved. So much. By no one more than I."
He pressed a final kiss to your lips, offering up a silent prayer that you wake up. "Wake up, darling, I beg of you." 
But you remained still. 
The tears fell from his eyes and landed on your cheeks as he touched his forehead to yours, allowing the anguish to wash over him. He remained like this for a few moments before rising and taking a steadying breath. "Goodbye, Y/N. My light. My love. My heart."
He walked out of your room, feeling the world around him collapse as he tried to fathom what this world would be like now that you were truly gone. It would still turn, and lives would continue as it was before you were born, and long after you'd gone. But his world? 
His world was ash. His world was insignificant now. 
Had he not been so consumed by his grief as he walked away, perhaps he would've heard the machines monitoring you begin to change their ominous rhythm. Perhaps be could have even heard your first gasp of breath.
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It felt endless, this void you'd found yourself in. You felt as if you were surrounded with the voices of those who loved you but there was no possible way for you to make your way to them. Everything was just darkness, and you couldn't tell if the steps you were making were leading you anywhere or if you'd gone in a circle, or if you'd gone anywhere at all. 
Like a hamster wheel for lost souls. 
"Goddammit, now would be a really good time for one of you guys to admit you've been secretly in love with me," you said into the void, knowing no one could hear you, let alone your team. 
Would this be how it ended? Dark and empty and so deafeningly silent? Was this how you were to spend your final moments? Letting the curse run its course before you were escorted to whatever comes after? 
Was there even an after to this? Or was this it? 
Well, no use walking around in here might as well sit my ass down, you thought to yourself, thinking as you did about the people who were no doubt trying their damnedest to wake you. 
You knew in your heart that Steve would try, but ultimately fail. It was always painfully obvious to you that given a chance to be with her again, given the choice between you and Peggy Carter, he would choose her. Every time. It was the unspoken truth of your relationship. 
And much as you loved him, you also knew that had the roles been reversed, had it been him who was cursed, you wouldn't be able to wake him, either. Because you didn't love him with your whole heart, so fair's fair. 
You thought about your friends, about Natasha and Wanda, and how they would be the most likely to comb through your belongings for a clue – any clue, really – on who could have it in him to actually bring you back from near death. How they would probably even resort to telling Loki to try waking you, but ultimately that would prove unsuccessful too. 
Of course he couldn't wake you. He couldn't love you. He was perfect; you weren't.
That train of thought made your heart ache even more. Funny, you thought that with a curse that would put your heart to sleep, it meant that you wouldn't be feeling that dull ache in your heart anymore when you thought about him but here it was. Loki. You would never see him again, never get to hear his voice, or feel warmth wash over you as you realize that he was a few feet behind you when you were on a mission, and he'd just saved your life again from someone 3 seconds away from blindsiding you. 
You figured while you were in here, in the silent and dark secrecy of whatever this plane of existence was, it was safe to admit it. You loved the god. You were so desperately, painfully, pitifully in love with him that you were convinced that had he been the one blindsided and cursed, you could wake him. Sure, he'd loathe you afterward for even daring to kiss him, but he would be alive. You were that confident in your affection for him.
And much as it felt wrong to admit to this, you'd miss him the most. Not your friends and your chaotic girls nights out, not the sarcastic back and forth banter you had with Tony or Strange, not the endearing politeness of Peter with his constant "Miss Y/N" or "Mister Captain" whenever he addressed anyone on the team. Not even Baby Morgan with all her princess stories and always wanting to be close to you when she would watch her Disney movies begging you to sing the songs along with the movie.
No. Above all of that, you would miss Loki. Were you a fool? Possibly.
And then just as you were about to allow yourself to wallow in the knowledge that the last thing you would see would be the vast and never-ending darkness of this void, you saw a light. As if a door had opened, telling you, "Here's your exit. Walk through when you're ready." 
You didn't walk. You fucking sprinted.
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A/N: I'm not gonna torture y'all with the answer. She woke up. Chapter 6 starts with her waking up. And also: I'm nearly done writing it
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marie-swriting · 2 years
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nicoline1998enilocin · 10 months
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Interpreted Romance | Prologue
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PAIRING | Steve Rogers x Interpreter!Female!Reader
WORD COUNT | 2K
SUMMARY | You're getting a job offer that will take you to the other side of the country, and out of the community you've gotten to know and love. Wanting to change your life up for a while, you decide to take it and see where this new road will lead you. But what will happen when you're meeting a super soldier who quite literally swipes you off your feet?
WARNING(S) | This is your official trigger warning. Do not proceed if any of these topics upset you. Reader is a bit shy, Steve is a flirt. Tooth rotting fluff at the end.
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Main Masterlist | Steve Rogers Masterlist | Series Masterlist | Chapter 1
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You just got done interpreting for one of the teachers at the high school you're working at, and suddenly your phone rings just when you're about to grab your bag. Instead, you open it and find your phone. You don't recognize the number on the screen but decide to pick it up regardless. With this job, you're usually called with phone numbers you don't recognize since you're also an ''emergency interpreter'', so they call you whenever they need an interpreter. ''Hello, this is Y/N,'' you say and you hear a deep voice on the other end of the line. ''Good afternoon Ms. Y/L/N. My name is Tony Stark and I have a job offer for you if you're interested,'' the voice said, and your interest got piqued.
''Hi, uhm, I'm not sure. What kind of job is this about?'' you ask, and your mind goes a mile a minute. You've been thinking about getting a different job for a while, wanting to change your life completely. And this phone call might very well be exactly the push you need to do just that. ''It is my understanding that you're an interpreter, and you're one of the best in your field, at that. So I would like to fly you out to New York, so you can be a full-time interpreter for us if you're interested. We recently hired a new Agent and they're born deaf, but none of us are fluent or even know ASL, so we would like to add you to our team,'' Tony explains, and you don't quite know what to say.
''Is this real? Are you offering me a job there?'' you ask, not sure you believe him just yet. It's not that you're a mistrusting person by any means, but since it would involve a job on the other side of the country, it's still a bit of a risk. ''Yes, I am. I'd like to fly you out as soon as possible so we can go over all your requirements and arrangements, but I'm willing to offer you a full-time position as I said earlier,'' and your insides are screaming for you to say yes, but your head is trying to stay level and doesn't make any rash decisions. ''Is it okay if I think about it? It would mean I would leave behind the life I've built here, and it's not that easy to just leave it all behind,'' you say, a little sadness sounding through in your voice.
''Of course, but I need an answer by no later than the end of the week, we want you to start as soon as possible,'' he said and you agreed. ''Okay, thank you, Mr. Stark. I'll get back to you before the end of the week,'' you say and after a last goodbye, you hang up and sit back down in the chair behind you. ''Oh my god...'' you whisper to yourself, tears forming in the corners of your eyes at the thought of taking the offer, leaving behind the life you built here, and starting over completely. In a city where you know no one, and where no one knows you, you can start completely from scratch and work on a better version of yourself, this is the chance you've dreamt of and now it's so close you can practically taste it.
The next few days you're talking about it with a few people, and they all tell you that you should take the job. ''Hasn't this been your dream for years? Just packing everything up and starting over?'' your best friend Emma asks you, and you nod. ''It is, but I don't think I can just do it. Sure, dreaming about it was nice and all, but it's becoming very real so fast, and now I'm not sure I should do it,'' you tell her, taking a sip of the wine in your hand. ''You have to do it, Y/N, I know you won't forgive yourself if you don't,'' she says and you know she has a point, you won't if you say no, and it is decided, you're going to New York. At least talk about the job, it's the least you can do.
~ The following day ~
Today is your day off and you've been putting off the phone call for a few hours now. Your apartment has been cleaned from top to bottom - twice - and you've officially run out of ways to put off the phone call. ''C'mon Y/N, you can do this!'' you hype yourself up, and once you dropped onto the couch, you pulled your phone from your pocket and found the number that called you a few days ago. ''Stark,'' Tony says when he picks up the phone after a few rings. ''Uh, hi Mr. Stark, this is Y/N Y/L/N, you called me a few days ago about the job offer in New York?'' you started, and he remembers what you were talking about. ''Ah, of course, Y/N! How are you? Have you given some more thought about the offer?'' he says, and your heart skips a few beats.
''Yeah, I have, and I would like to come to New York to talk about it. I'm curious about this job and I've been looking for an opportunity like this, so I just couldn't say no,'' you explain, a small smile tugging at your lips. ''Alright, glad to hear it. I will have you on the first plane out here to New York, I'll email you all the information,'' he says and before you know it, you're packing a small suitcase with some clothing for now, since you won't be staying long. The flight was sooner than expected, and that very same night you're on your way to New York, to the start of the rest of your life.
When you arrive at JFK Airport, you pick up your suitcase and just when you're about to get a cab, you see a man with a piece of paper with your name on it, and you walk towards him. ''Hi, I'm Y/N Y/L/N, it appears you're waiting for me!'' you say cheerily and he nods, ''Yes, Mr. Stark sent me to pick you up and bring you to your hotel. I'm Happy, by the way, it's nice to meet you,'' he says as he guides you to the car Tony arranged. Not long after you're in the hotel and you decide to take it easy, taking a nice relaxing bath with your book and some soft music. When you slide into the warm water, all your worries get washed away and you're feeling comfortable as all the muscles in your body relax one by one.
When the water is starting to get cold you close your book and get out of the bathtub, before drying off and rubbing yourself with some lotion that smells like vanilla, your favorite scent. You sigh when you slip into a loose shirt and sweatpants before getting into bed, calling it an early night as you have a meeting with Tony tomorrow. Sleep seems to come easy this time around and you're grateful, but the dreams you have aren't as nice to you this time around. They're not nightmare material or anything, but they're not all rainbows and sunshine either, which means you wake up a little grumpier than usual.
When the morning arrives and your alarm goes off you snooze a few times, not ready to face reality quite yet. By the time 9.30 AM rolls around you finally get up and ready for the day, as you pick out your outfit for the day and order some breakfast. You brought a black and white outfit, you're hair is in a bun and your make-up a little darker to compliment the outfit. You finish it off with your glasses and you're ready. By the time it is noon, you walk downstairs, where Happy is already waiting for you. ''It's good to see you again, Ms. Y/L/N,'' Happy says as he holds the door open for you. ''It's good to see you too, Happy,'' you say with a smile, feeling a lot better now that you've had some breakfast in your room earlier.
The drive to the Avengers Compound isn't that long, and before you know it you're at the huge building. ''Usually, I'd walk you in but I have an appointment, so I wish you the best of luck,'' Happy says before getting back in the car. When you walk into the Compound you go to the reception desk, and the woman behind you greets you happily. ''Good afternoon, what can I help you with?'' she asks, and you tell her you have an appointment with Tony. ''Alright, I'll let them know you're here!'' she says and she calls up to his office, notifying Tony you're here. ''You can wait in the seating area, he'll be here shortly to pick you up,'' she says, and she asks you if you want something to drink but you politely refuse.
''Ah, Ms. Y/L/N, it's nice to finally meet you in person,'' Tony says as he approaches you. ''Tony Stark,'' he says as he holds out his hand, which you gladly take and shake a few times. ''It's good to see you too, but please call me Y/N,'' you say with a bit of a shy smile, you're not used to the big city, let alone meeting someone of Tony's caliber. ''Alright, but that means you have to call me Tony,'' he said teasing a little and you start blushing, hard. You pray he won't notice, and he doesn't comment on it so you hope it'll be gone soon. The meeting went easier than expected, and you've already made up your mind.
''So, what do you think?'' Tony asks as he leans back in your chair. ''I'll take the job, Tony. And again, I'm very grateful you're doing all this for me,'' you say, not entirely sure what else to say after hearing everything he said. ''Welcome on board! You'll mostly be working with all of the Avengers of course, as they're the ones training the new agents, and I'll introduce you to the Agent in question, Noah, as well,'' he says, but that will all be arranged when you're officially starting your job, a few weeks from now. When you get up and say goodbye to Tony, you open his door and want to walk out, but instead of walking into the hallway, you're walking into a wall of... muscle?
You almost fall backward but before you reach the floor, the man you bumped into has caught you and is holding you tight. ''I- uh, oh god, I'm so sorry!'' you stumble as you're trying to get out of his hold, clearly embarrassed by the entire ordeal. ''Sorry, didn't see you-'' you say, but he doesn't mind. ''It's okay, I don't mind saving a gorgeous young lady like yourself,'' he says with a bit of a smug smile playing at the corners of his mouth. You look into the deep blue eyes of the man who caught you, and feel like you're almost drowning in them. ''I'm Steve Rogers, and who are you?'' he asks, and for a few seconds, your brain seems to have been shut off completely.
''Oh shit, uh, sorry! I'm Y/N Y/L/N, I'll be working with the Avengers as the interpreter for the new Agent that's been hired, Noah. Tony just offered me the job and I accepted, so now I'm here. And I accidentally ran into you for which I'm so so sorry, I feel stupid,'' you ramble and it only makes Steve smile more. ''It's okay like I said, I don't mind saving you,'' and he placed a soft kiss on your cheek as a sign that he doesn't mind. ''Steve, stop flirting and let her go, otherwise, we will have to go find someone else to do your job!'' Tony sneers and he steps away, letting you go. ''I guess I'll see you around then, Y/N,'' Steve says and you can't get over the way your name sounds when it's coming from his mouth.
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Happier
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SUMMARY: It's been years now since you had drifted apart from your boyfriend, never found yourself moving on. But as part of the Avengers, one way or another, you would cross paths, never would you believe for it to happen that he lives a life far different from what you once shared with him. With an additional two individual along for the ride. PROMPT(S): "You look happier." CHARACTERS: Marc Spector x Avenger!Reader; Jake Lockley WARNINGS: Open Endings. Post-Moon Knight S1. Mention of Endgame and Character Deaths. Breakup without true closure. Jake Lockley...being unhinged and unpredictable(?) WORDS: 1,317 REQUESTED BY: N/A
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Post-Blip the world was in chaos. No longer did the world have heroes like Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, or Natasha Romanoff. With what was left of the team, you had to recruit as much as you possibly could as people with bad intentions have yet to stop even with the heroes long gone. That was how you found yourself in right now, the Recruiter, as Maria Hill and Nick Fury had aptly called you since you had started working for SHIELD for well over years now, after your time working as part of Mercenary group.
You blinked at the very reason for your arrival in London now. Your past and your present was now coming back and you were to do nothing but allow it to happen.
What had happened in Cairo had been well documented, everything that was to know about your former lover was put up in the air. The things that you didn't even know about were also place in a single folder for anyone who might need to know about his life. It took you years to know about his family, of the death of his brother, of the abuse he had to endure at the hands of his mother and the lack of a father to protect him for all of it. All of it was compressed for everyone to scrutinize.
Marc Spector. AKA Steven Grant. AKA Jake Lockley.
As you read through the reports as you walked through the busy streets of London, you learned more and more about your former lover. The sudden change in his personality had become more clear now, the hot, cold, and distant man had another two alters that you never truly understood until you've read his file. It was such a change in perspective, how things could have been different for the two have you had you known the extent of his condition.
As your journey had you stop at a shady looking apartment, it was now or never. Taking a deep breath you regain some semblance to the training you had done for the past few years. Both in diplomacy and combat. You were uncertain what you would be needing to use for the man in this moment and it was best for you to be prepared to use either if the need were to ever arise.
"Y/N?"
You turned, brows furrowed as the man himself stumbles upon you in front of his apartment. Your intel had told you he was in his apartment, you will have a talk with Maria about this when you get back. But for now, you would deal with what was in front of you--the ghost of your past.
"Marc…" You spoke, trying to repress all of the pent up emotion that washed over you as you looked right at him.
Years had past but he still had this effect on you. In his signature cap and dark shirt, it just made his olive skin more prominent in the colder climate of the city. The same curly bangs still fanned against his forehead and you were itching to just brush your fingers against. Your eyes lingered at him, his whole entirety that stood in front of you. How so much has changed about him since you had left, but still some things still remained.
"You look happier." You found yourself telling him. The reminder of the last conversation you had with the man before you left all those years ago.
He was miserable and you could not console him, whatever you say or whatever you may do, it was left in deaf ears and you simply found yourself giving up on him when he couldn't help himself.
"How did you know I was here?" He questioned next, his brown eyes darkening, stature changing and it was as if he was ready to fight.
"Can we talk somewhere private instead?" You inquired, seeing a few eyes were now wandering between the both of you. Being a key member of what remained of the Avenger, it was bound that someone would recognize you. It spell trouble, more than you wanted to deal with in the moment.
You allowed Marc to hold onto your wrist, dragging you right inside his apartment complex. On the seventh floor, you had watched the run down building and wondered why he would place himself in such a state after all this years. In the silence of your way upstairs--using the stairs to avoid any form of close proximity, you finally arrived into his apartment and was greeted with a much more chaotic state of living space.
"Sorry about the mess, my room mate hasn't gotten the time to clean up." He muttered more to himself than you.
"Who? Steven or Jake?" You inquired seeing through his lies and you found yourself being slammed right to the nearest wall.
"How the hell do you know about them?" He barked.
"SHIELD. We have eyes everywhere. You weren't so discreet in Cairo all those weeks ago." You grunted wincing at the warmth of the man in front of you.
Finally pulling away from you, you handed him the folder that was still in your grasp. A little crumbled from his earlier action but neither of you pointed it out in the moment. You had allowed him to read his own file, for the small snippets of the array of individuals you had recruited throughout the past few years.
"You told them about me?" He questioned.
"I never knew what had happened to you after I left, I never had and I never will have a reason to tell any of them about you or about our past." You assured the man. Even after all this years, you kept the little trust he still had on you alive. "When Maria Hill had notified me about one Moon Knight being a good addition to the team, I wanted to be the one to recruit him."
"Recruit?" He snort finally handing you back the file. "I don't work well with others. I don't think they would either."
"And it's fine if they don't." You assured him. "We just need a system that we could depend on when the time comes that another threat to this world would come barreling in." You continued knowing it wouldn't be easy to talk sense to him. After what your former leader had done to him, leaving him to his own death, working with others would be the last thing on his mind.
"Why me? There are a hundred and one superheroes all over the world. I'm not one of them."
"We don't need superheroes, Marc. We need people that will help even when the odds are against us. That's you, that's always been you."
Those missions you had once shared together where bloodshed would often definite, he still had a heart to make sure all the women and children were in a safe location before the chaos begins. You watched him tense, eyes roll back and a part of you, the more sensical part of you held onto the gun resting on the holster around your waist. It was almost instantaneous, how his posture change, the frown grew deeper on his lips and the eyes you could drown yourself in over and over again in was like a different sea. Darkness that you knew far too well did not belong to the man you love.
"Long time to no see, Mi Corazón." He spoke, the heavy accent should have caught you off-guard but you remembered him back then. This was the angry side of him, the destructive man that had been the straw that finally broke the camel's back all those years ago.
"Who am I talking to? Steven or Jake?" You inquired, hand still resting on your gun.
"You tell me." He challenged with a smirk before coming right at you in one fatal tackle.
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little situation | part 14.
Summary: For years, HYDRA had been trying to use the samples of Steve’s DNA to make another super-soldier. They finally succeed and when S.H.I.E.L.D. breaks her out, Cap is forced to come face to face with his kid and figure out parenting on an Avengers’ lifestyle.
Warnings: maybe potential childhood trauma but nothing really
Pairing: Steve Rogers x blackdaughter!reader, avengers x child!reader, peter parker x black!reader
Word Count: 3.7k
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“Aunt May! I brought over someone else besides Ned, I hope it’s alright,” Peter called into his apartment.
“It’s probably not as big as the compound but it’s home.”
“I lived in a cell for a good chunk of my life, nothing’s too small.”
You didn’t want Peter to feel like just because you came from the Avengers’ lifestyle that you were some stuck up.
“Oh, of course, Peter. That’s fin— Oh, hello, you’re a girl.” Aunt May came from around the corner making Peter groan again.
“Hi, I’m Sarah Rogers. It’s nice to meet you Ms. Parker.”
“Please, just call me May… Sarah Rogers? As in—”
“Yes, May! We’re just going to hang out in my room until her ride gets here,” Peter cut her off.
While Peter pushed you and Ned towards his room, he caught the look of May.
“She’s cute,” May mouthed.
“Friend. I just met her.”
“I’m just saying.”
May and Peter communicated in various facial expressions and mouthing words until he couldn’t see May anymore and you, he, and Ned were down the hall. There was nothing better to do while you waited but homework. Peter let you take the desk chair while he and Ned sat on the bottom bunk of his bed.
“Do you two mind if I put on music? I work better with music,” you looked up from the math textbook.
Ned and Peter shrugged.
“What do you listen to?”
“Honestly our house listens to a lot of jazz. Two out of four of us are from World War II.”
“Well, at least it won’t be distracting.”
You turned up the music on your phone and set it down on the desk while the three of you kept working. Once you finished, you checked your phone and still didn’t see any text from Happy or Tony. You watched Ned and Peter until they finished doing their own work.
“So…”
You didn’t know what to say. You never had friends your age before. Plus, Peter and Ned seemed so close that you weren’t sure if you would impose by saying the wrong thing. The two boys looked over at you and suddenly you felt the rest of Peter’s room was more interesting.
“Is that a Rubik’s Cube?”
You walked over to the drawer that it was laying on top of about to grab it when you stopped.
“Oh, can I?”
“Yeah, go ahead.”
You grabbed it and returned back to the desk chair. Fingers moving at rapid speed, you listened to Ned and Peter talk. You held up a solved Rubik’s Cube in accomplishment.
“You’ve heard us talk all week, what about you?” Ned asked.
“What about me?”
“Who is Sarah Rogers?” Ned asked all serious that made you laugh. You threw him the Rubik’s Cube and spun in the chair before stopping, facing them again.
“Hmmm. Sarah Rogers. Um, I’m a super-soldier baby, deaf, colorblind but only with blue and purple. Engineering is one of my favorite academics. Favorite color is (f/c), I love Disney. Oh, I like to draw… I can teach you how to snap a man’s neck?”
“Awesome,” both boys said at the same time.
“Yeah?” You felt the corners of your mouth lift up. “So what exactly are these lego sets we’re doing this weekend?”
Ned began to go into a tirade about them and how he and Peter save up to buy sets. You were amazed to find out how expensive they could be. Peter pulled out a few of the sets that were kept at his house. Most were kept at Ned’s since he had more space.
“We were gonna get a new set for Sunday, we just finished saving up for another one. You wanna pick?”
“Oh, I don’t know. You guys saved up a lot… I don’t want to pick one you don’t like.”
“That’s the beauty, the goal’s to build them all at some point.”
Peter pulled up the sets in their price range and called you over. They scooted over so you could sit on the bed and flip through. You bit your lip nervously as your eyes landed on the one you wanted.
“Which one?” Peter pulled his phone out of your head. “Steamboat Willie? You really do like Disney.”
“We don’t have to go with that one. I’ll pi—”
“Looks cool enough,” Ned said as he peered over Peter’s shoulder. “I’ll pick it up. Just text us when you want to come over on Sunday and I’ll bring it.”
“Knock, knock,” Aunt May said as she stood in the doorway. “Sarah? A Happy is here for you.”
“Happy! Thank you for letting me come over, May.”
“No problem sweetie, anytime really.”
You turned to your new friends.
“I like hanging out with you two. I’ll see you Sunday. Catch you later, Ned, Peter Parker.”
You greeted Happy at the door. He was holding an apology burger and milkshake courtesy of Tony. You gave a final wave goodbye and left with the big bodyguard for the drive back to the compound.  
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You wished Steve was here but he was still on a mission. Bucky and Natasha had come back from their separate mission so they were accompanying you along with Tony and Sharon who was now S.H.I.E.L.D’s plug with the CIA. Everyone wanted to wait till Steve got back but the UN wasn’t having it. S.H.I.E.L.D. had a sneaking suspicion that they were up to something and this was just the start but there wasn’t much they could do.
“Why do I have to straighten my hair?” You asked as you sat in the salon chair while on the phone with Sam and Steve.
“I don’t know, the PR team said it was best you do.” Steve shrugged and looked at Sam.
“It makes you seem more ‘presentable’ is what they want to say.”
“Presentable?”
“They think our hair’s not suitable for the workplace. A lot of those country leaders and diplomats at your UN meeting aren’t black. PR wants you to appeal to the masses, you’ve already got the blonde hair America’s darling thing going. They want to place you as close to whiteness and Steve as they can… yeah, I know. Unfair, sweetheart, I know.”
You frowned but continued to let the salon lady straighten your hair. You appreciated that Sam was always blunt with things you and Steve didn’t understand. He truly was there for the two of you.
“Dheaidí, can you braid my hair when you get home? Like the ones that Howard girl did?”
“Um, I can try, Babydoll.”
Sam chuckled already knowing the gears turning in Steve’s head as he tried to figure out how many tutorials it would take him to figure it out. You could’ve found someone to do it for sure but you really wanted some time with Steve.
“I wish you two were here.”
“We do too but we couldn’t cut the mission shorter than tomorrow. We’ll see you after the meeting though, we promise. But you’ve got Aunt Nat, Uncle Tony and Buck. You’ll be fine sweetheart, it’s just a little meeting think of it like a parent-teacher conference… What are we going to do if they schedule a parent-teacher conference when we’re on missions?”
Steve started to focus on a different problem, overthinking once again.
“Babe,” Sam broke through Steve’s hyperfocus. “Bridge we’ll cross when we get there, okay. You’ll do just great, Sarah. Knock it out of the park, got it?”
“Got it. Dheaidí?”
“Yes?”
When’s the wedding?
Steve choked, leaving Sam a confused mess between your laughing and Steve’s blubbering. You hoped he wouldn’t try to learn sign language. There was something fun about being able to talk with Steve, Clint, and Bucky behind everyone else’s back… only in front of them.
Sarah.
Yes?
Sam and I… this is still new to me.
Steve shook his head. “Why am I talking with you about this?”
“Because I’m not a baby anymore.”
“Always my baby.”
But you two have been together since I was gone right? He’s already a part of the family.
“Let it go.”
I’m gonna be the flower girl, right?
“Don’t you have a hair appointment to finish. Bye, Sarah.”
“Bye, Dheaidí. Bye, Dad.”
You hopped out of the salon chair and looked at yourself in the mirror. The straight hair wasn’t bad. But it was a lot of work and with an Avenger lifestyle, you were almost positive it would be sweated out and it probably wasn’t for you. You exited the salon and into the black van waiting for you outside— the good thing about living in New York was that the UN headquarters was there and that’s where they chose to have your meeting. Tony, Bucky, Nat, and Sharon were already in the car along with the head of the Avengers’ PR team who was giving you last minute tips and prep.
“Don’t scare the poor girl,” Bucky said. “It wasn’t that bad, little doll. I’ll be up there with you anyway.”
Bucky was a stand-in for Steve as legal guardian. If it wasn’t him, it was going to be one of the other Avengers. They were all your pseudo-guardians. Bucky had a hand on your shoulder the whole time as you entered the UN floor. For the most part he was right, it wasn’t too bad. You got mainly sympathetic looks from the dignitaries in front of you.
It was time for a brief recess and you left the stand to stretch your legs while Bucky got you a water. You shook hands with more people you could count and accepted so many apologies and questions about your position on the Avengers— which Tony swooped in to answer most of those, including your unofficial status until you had a suit and a moniker… and your dad actually let you go on missions.
“Miss Rogers, I’m King T’Chaka and this is my son Prince T’Challa,” an older gentleman said as he shook your hand.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you.”
“We are utterly sorry to hear all you’ve been put through at such a young age. If you would like, for both you and Sergeant Barnes, Wakanda would be glad to help.”
“Wakanda?” Your brain scrambled for where you had heard that before. “Oh, vibranium like my dad’s shield.”
“Yes,” T’Challa chuckled. “We’re a little more than meets the eye. Feel free to visit at any time, we find the fresh air of our country can be very beneficial. Work miracles almost.”
T’Challa shared a knowing look with his father. You didn’t have time to ask more questions before they called you back to finish speaking. Bucky intercepted a question about the Avengers taking responsibility for collateral damages when events such as Sokovia happened.
“With all due respect, that’s a question for Captain Rogers not his daughter. And we’re trying to figure out how to save the world with less damage which aside from bigger cases, we’ve managed to do pretty well. Once again we do apologize for damage caused to Sokovia and have been working closely with the city to continue repairing damages. If there are no other questions for Sarah, we would like to wrap this up. She does have homework she has to finish.”
That earned a small laugh from everyone on the floor. Bucky nodded to one reporter who stuck his pen up for the last question. The man stood up and flipped open his notepad to read off his question.
“This is actually in regards to both Sergeant Barnes and Miss Rogers about your time in HYDRA.”
“Yes?”
“How do we know that you are working for the Avengers? That this isn’t some HYDRA scheme?”
“Well, I suppose we—”
“For instance if an agent were to come in, you wouldn’t turn on us?”
“Both Sarah and I have no positive affiliation with HYDR—”
“Not even if they were to say Longing. Rusted.”
You and Bucky both froze like deers in headlights. Bucky recovered first and ripped your hearing aids out to at least try and save you while Nat ran from her spot in the back of the room to stop the reporter. But it didn’t matter because the reporter’s pre-recorded voice came over the loudspeaker and no matter how much you covered your ears you and Bucky could still hear it.
“FRIDAY, locate the source and shut it off!” Tony commanded.
“On it, Mr. Stark.” The A.I’s voice came through.
“Benign. Homecoming.”
You and Bucky tried to run.
“One. Freight Car.”
Both of you stood still in your tracks while the other Avengers yelled for people to run while it was oddly silent. The crackle of the pre-recorded voice came back over the speakers with your instructions. You and Bucky pushed past everyone. Bucky picked up the reporter while you attacked anyone who got in the way. You entered a hallway, Bucky twisting the door so it stayed locked. The reporter asked you questions that whether you wanted to or not, you both were answering. There was pounding at the door, attempts by the Avengers to get you out.
“You’ll get me to safety and where I need to go. Now, Soldat. 001.”
You ripped the door off of the handle and threw it at Tony. Bucky set the reporter down and picked you up, throwing you into Nat and Sharon. The Avengers had never seen you fight before and not as a tag team with Bucky— although, right now, this was not exactly where they’d be wanting to see you two in action.
Someone in a catsuit had also appeared to stop the fighting. Bucky ran with the reporter, fighting off anyone that stopped him, while you tried to distract and hold the others back. He succeeded in getting the reporter to a helicopter and starting it up before he turned back around— even under programming, Bucky always came back for you. He almost twisted the man in the catsuit’s arm behind his back when he saw him corner you.
“We’re gonna have to shoot,” Everett Ross said.
“Are you crazy?” Tony started, much to the agreement of others.
Tony hadn’t packed his whole suit but he did have the glove. It formed around his hand and Tony hesitated for a split second before coming after you and hitting you in the temple with the glove.
“Sorry, G.I.”
You stumbled back and Bucky’s attention was immediately focused on Tony who was now backing up. Your head was spinning as you came to your senses. You blinked a couple times and looked to see Bucky stalking towards Tony. You ran in front of him.
“Uncle Jamie, I’m okay.”
You snaked a hand up to his temple, knowing you could get away with it as he assessed that you weren’t injured. You hit him as hard as Tony had hit you and he stumbled back but also came to his senses. Bucky looked around to see everyone but the two of you almost out of breath.
“What did we do?”
“Honestly, we’re not sure yet. We’re trying to figure out who that reporter was and how the hell he slipped through the cracks.”
“He’s HYDRA,” you said, dryly. “They always find a way to slip through the cracks… who’s he?”
Everyone turned to see King T’Chaka coming up behind the man in the sleek black catsuit. He removed his helmet and you were surprised to see Prince T’Challa. So this was what the two of them meant when they said Wakanda was more than meets the eye. The king approached you and Bucky.
“Miss Rogers, Sergeant Barnes… it is hard to explain but we strongly suggest that you take up our offer. For the safety of everyone and our Avengers, we think we can help with your programming problem.”
Bucky was all for it. He had enough of HYDRA’s control on him but he sensed your hesitation.
What’s wrong, little doll?
“I just started school… I was starting to enjoy my life.”
T’Challa spoke up.
“Maybe for the weekends? It would take longer, maybe two months instead of one. But I don’t think we want to disrupt and upset Miss Rogers’ life any more, Baba. Does that work for you?”
“I think we should talk with Steve,” Bucky took over the guardian role again. “But that seems like it might be best for the two of us.”
T’Challa and his father nodded, leaving contacts with Bucky, and then left before anyone else on the UN floor could spot T’Challa in his suit. You and Bucky went back to the UN floor for a final statement that no one was truly paying attention to. They didn’t need it, everyone had witnessed firsthand the damage HYDRA had inflicted on the two of you. You were quickly ushered into the van to head back home.
“Shit,” Tony muttered as he put his phone down. “The helicopter was ditched as soon as he could. We’ve lost the guy.”
“He’ll show up again eventually, they always do.”
“What did he want from you two? What was he asking you in that hallway?”
You and Bucky couldn’t remember to save your lives.
“Doesn’t matter. He probably wants what all of HYDRA wants,” Nat said. “Why the long face, kiddo?”
“Can we dance when we get home?”
Nat nodded. Your question answering hers. The van stayed quiet for your sake, understanding you felt like crap after everything. HYDRA had that control over you. Being born under them, it was always harder for you to shake off a spell than it was for Bucky. He would go straight to the moping stage but you usually spent a few hours in the stages of guilt and fear. You pulled out your phone and texted Ned and Peter in your newly formed group chat, Two Weirdos and Rogers.
Favorite Avenger: Guys, can we reschedule to Monday? I don’t think I’m feeling the weekend anymore.
Mastermind (Ned): No problem, are you okay?
The Awkward One (Peter): Are you okay? We saw what happened.
Favorite Avenger: It’s already on the news?!
The Awkward One: Yeah… but no one’s saying anything bad.
Favorite Avenger: whatever, can we do Monday after school?
Mastermind: P and I have decathlon after school but if you’re cool waiting till after that.
Favorite Avenger: Yeah, sounds fine.
The Awkward One: are you sure you’ll be okay?
Favorite Avenger: yeah, I’ll be fine. See you guys Monday
Sam and Steve came back from their mission to see you and Bucky laying on the floor of your living room, with face masks, foot masks, hand masks, and two candles between you. Sam snapped a picture on his phone before either one of them stepped further into the room. As if he wasn’t going to use this as blackmail against Barnes later.
“We’re back, Babydoll… and we picked up the braiding hair.”
You held up a hand since you couldn’t speak with the mask on. You signed to Steve that it would take ten more minutes before you could move so the two men left you and Bucky on the living room floor. For Sam, the new scent in the house was a lot. For Steve and Bucky it was downright overwhelming but you had made the whole house smell like (favorite scent) thanks to your candles.
“Is your niece like this, too?” Steve asked Sam, half-joking.
Once the self-care was over, you called Steve out of his room and into the living room. He laid out everything and took a deep breath. He laughed at himself a little. He could jump out of planes without a parachute but had to mentally hype himself for braiding your hair. Steve sighed after starting over on the first braid for the fifth time. Sam entered the area after hearing Steve yell in frustration.
“You good?”
“He’s struggling,” you said, not taking your eyes from your phone where you were texting Ned and Peter.
“She made it look so easy, but I’m sorry. Gripping and making the separate pieces is not easy,” he yelled back at the video on the laptop resting on the couch.  
“Move.”
Sam walked over and Steve gladly moved out of the way. He watched as Sam split the hair and started working. He sulked into the kitchen when it became apparent that Sam could braid it no problem. You set your phone down, it was too hard to concentrate with your head moving about, and turned on the TV.
Bucky came back from a sparring session with Nat and Pietro— they wanted to teach him skills past just being fast. He smirked when he saw the scene, Sam braiding your hair while Steve sprawled out on the couch invested in the movie and very occasionally feeding Sam popcorn.
“How domestic,” Bucky fake swooned. “Earth’s Mightiest Heroes open up a salon. Ever think about quitting your day job, Wilson?”
Sam rolled his eyes.
“Keep laughing but I got a picture of you and Sarah with those mud masks on.”
Sam held up his phone in satisfaction. Bucky stepped closer and Sam threw the phone at him.
“Go ahead and delete it. Already sent it to the whole team… shouldn’t have called me a bird-brain,” Sam smiled proud of himself.
“Steve, get your boyfriend.”
“Give it up, Uncle Jamie,” you sighed, making Sam and Steve laugh. “You done been caught.”
“… Man’s whole family gangs up on him, just not right.”
Bucky muttered as he stalked off. He came back after his shower like you all knew he would and sat down silently. Steve handed over his popcorn bowl which of course Bucky accepted.
~~
“I’ll be late for dinner,” you said as the car pulled up to school. Since they were free, Steve and Sam could actually drop you off for once.
“Why?” Steve asked.
“Ned and Peter have their nerd decathlon practices right after school so we can’t start the Steamboat set till after that.”
“Steamboat set?”
“Yeah, Steamboat Willie. The lego set based on the Disney… we watched Fantasia last month? Never mind, Dheaidí. Dinner, I’ll be late. Happy already agreed to drive me home.”
“You got Happy in on your little plan?”
“… maybe…”
“How late are we talking?”
“Fifteen minutes? No more than twenty-five, promise. Bye!”
You ran out of the car and met up with Peter and Ned who were waiting for you up front. They complimented the new hair and you flipped it obnoxiously for effect.
“And she had the nerve to call them nerds. Has your daughter met herself?” Sam asked.
“At least she has friends?”
“At least she has friends.”
Both men chuckled as they watched you high-five the two boys and walk inside the building, throwing your arms around their shoulders.
(Part 15)...
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Drabble: Birthday Fantasy - One Year Later
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So @nomadicpixel nagged me yesterday about stopping where I did on Birthday Fantasy but I was adamant that I wasn't writing more of that night... however, that didn't keep an idea from coming to me as a follow up to what happened after that night.
Like the first story this is for my Kinktober Bingo card @the-horniest-book-club, specifically for the Voyeurism square.
Title: Birthday Fantasy - One Year Later
Pairing: Steve Rogers x female reader
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: suggestive, [audio] voyeurism themes
Disclaimer: This work of fiction is not to be reposted, used or translated without my permission.
Usage Disclaimer: This work is for fans only. This author does not give permission for it to be shared, spoken of, referred to in any public manner (podcast, tv, online, etc.) that wants to either make a celebrity uncomfortable, mock fan fiction/fandom in any way, or the author themselves. Requests can be made, but it is unlikely the author will change their mind. If no response is given to a request then the answer is a solid no, not interested and the work cannot be shared, spoken of or even referred to, regardless of the manner or context. 
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“I told you they wouldn’t be ready,” Bucky said smugly after he and Sam let themselves into the apartment you and Steve shared.
“How do you know they aren’t ready?” Sam asked. Then he heard what Bucky had.
“Oh god, oh god,” your voice carried down the hall.
“Sounds like our boy is doing a good job,” Sam said with a chuckle.
“He better not have stolen any of my moves,” Bucky muttered as you let out a cry that echoed through the apartment.
“And if he did?” Sam countered. “It’s for her pleasure, isn’t it?”
Bucky grunted his agreement that was followed by a long moan from Steve.
“I could have gone without hearing that sound from him again,” Sam muttered.
“Agreed.”
They sat in silence for a moment, listening to the love making happening somewhere else in the apartment.
“The decent thing to do would be to turn on the tv,” Sam pointed out.
“Yeah, but that might disrupt them and then they’d both be grumpy at dinner,” Bucky reasoned.
“True,” Sam conceded.
They both knew that they could just leave and wait for the happy couple at the restaurant, but neither offered it as a suggestion. Instead, they sat silently listening to their friends fucking.
“She’s about to come,” Bucky pointed out, a few minutes later.
“How can you tell?” Sam asked.
“I heard her come like five times that night,” Bucky stated with a shrug. “And once I hear a woman come, I never forget what it sounds like.”
Sam shook his head in disbelief.
Then you reminded them both of something from that night a year ago: you were a screamer.
“When Steve goes deaf, we’ll know why,” Bucky joked.
“His hearing has gone downhill since they started dating,” Sam observed.
———
Down the hall, you leaned in Steve’s embrace as you basked in the afterglow of sex.
It had been a year since you’d met him and had the wild once in a lifetime night with him and his best friends.
In the morning, you had planned to say goodbye to the three of them forever, but Steve had asked for your number. You hadn’t been sure, but when Bucky and Sam had nodded approvingly, you had given it to Steve.
“Bucky was right,” you said into Steve’s chest. “He said next year I’d have friends to celebrate my birthday with. And I do.”
“Friends that will probably be here soon to go to dinner,” Steve said. “We gotta get up and shower, again.”
You laughed and sat up. “You’re right. Let’s go.”
Steve was showered and dressed within ten minutes, but you took a little longer to get ready.
As you left the bedroom, you heard Steve speaking in hushed tones. Clearly Sam and Bucky had gotten to the apartment early.
“No, you said 6:30 pm,” Sam’s hushed voice replied to whatever Steve had said.
“You did, your text clearly says 6:30,” Bucky added.
Your eyes widened and you looked down at the watch Steve had given you for Christmas. It was nearly 7:30, which meant that the guys had been in the apartment when the two of you had been making love.
“There’s no need to be embarrassed,” Sam’s voice rang out louder.
Startled, you looked up and saw him grinning at you from the mirror above the mantle that revealed your location in the hallway.
“It sounded like you two were enjoying yourself,” he said with a grin. “Besides, what is there to be embarrassed by when all four of us have seen each other orgasm.”
“And closely,” Bucky chimed him, unhelpfully.
Pushing your shoulders back, you made your way into the room where the three men were waiting for you.
“Happy birthday,” Sam and Bucky chorused. They each gave you a side hug and a kiss on the cheek while Steve watched.
Bucky’s hug lasted a few seconds longer than necessary and he loudly said, “Let me know if there’s anything that Steve needs some pointers on. I’d be happy to talk him through a few things if it makes you smile like that.”
“Instead of worrying about my love life, why don’t you worry about yours,” Steve offered, playfully putting Bucky in a headlock.
“Stop, you’re going to mess up his hair,” you told Steve. “He needs to look perfect.”
“Why?” The three men chorused.
“Because it’s my birthday,” you stated and then smiled. “And I might have invited some of my girlfriends to join us tonight. My single friends.”
Steve smiled to himself as Bucky and Sam bombarded you with questions as you led them out of the apartment with him following behind.
Had it been an accident that he had texted his friends to come over at 6:30 instead of 7:30? Yes. But while he knew Sam and Bucky were just friends with you now, he wanted to remind them that you were his and that the four of you would never be together intimately again.
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mcuamerica · 2 years
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Steve Rogers Masterlist
* = requested
The Gala You get nervous before a party and Steve comforts you.
You're With Me* You get hurt on a mission and hospitals make you nervous, little do you know that your boyfriend loves to calm you
Steve Rogers x Fem!Avenger!Reader (Prompt Request) A mission goes wrong, but what makes it worse is the fight Steve and you have right before the team leaves.
Steve Rogers x Deaf!Reader* Steve sees a really pretty dog, but it's handler is even prettier.
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Updated 24 April 2023
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